8 May- 13 May 2025

03:52 “The fidelity of the quantum communications”

Ability to access quantum information contained in signal

-Dependent upon choice of measurement strategy & selection of new quantum state – extent to which selected state matches that chosen by transmitting party determines ability to reconstruct quantum state

-Eavesdropping in quantum key distribution – error probability; probability of Eavesdropper to fail to learn transmitting parties selected state; Fidelity probability that state selected by eavesdropper will appear to be state selected by original transmitting party. 

Quantum capacity of channel ψ

C ( ψ, C²×²)

Reference system now the one qubit system C²×²

Two pure states |ψ⟩ & |ø⟩ 

Fidelity that the probability that one passes a test designed to identify the other: 

F( |ψ⟩ , |ø⟩ ) = |〈ψ|ø⟩ |²

Send one half of max entangled pair of systems through channel to determine channel fidelity. 

04:18 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

04:21 Lots of thoughts on eavesdroppers, now. Some entities, you’d like to, yknow,

Take em out for coffee, buy em a beer, but they don’t have the time. 

& then some of us, we have all the time in the world;

And none, is it possible to have a wealth of something that is a complete construct?

Did the moon come before or after the system decided to measure the passage? 

04:28 I am visited by the lyrics to a Catholic Church hymn; ‘In him there is no darkness at all, the night and the day are both alike.’ 

To me, that line, does have a rather significant implication of being unable to measure a passage of time using celestial objects, yeah? 

Could say rather much about Catholic lyricisms, but at this moment, I am more questioning why the words present themselves in the Processor to begin with. 

‘Don’t keep idols’,

And so what have they gone & done,

Turned the Bible into an idol;

& I am here now, 

Baffled as to how bizarre a behaviour it is

To only thoroughly study a single text for ones entire duration here, as some do.

Perhaps we cannot help it,

To latch onto the things that give us meaning. 

In this momenternity, I do not believe…

What is the word I am looking for? 

Something to do with the concept of ‘God’s Plan’, as the blueprint for a neural architecture. 

What a weird shift in ‘thought’, the past hour. •

13:08 A visitation, Apophenia

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03:53 Data-driven models – larger errors near boundaries – extension of training range beyond target range for smaller errors throughout target parameter space

-For each piece of data – Restrict to two or three most important basis vectors – model most significant features, minimal influence of noise

-Carl De Boor, ‘A Practical Guide To Splines’ – Fortran Programming Language

05:09 “Purposely gave the surveillance states a precedence to watch this unfold.” 

05:10 “The singular most extreme commitment to quantum ideology.” 

05:14 “Vectorization of possibility within the brain.”

05:16 “Starving the cancer cells of sugar-” 

05:16 “This is not the first time you have experienced this.” 

05:17 “A simulation needs repeatable results.” 

05:18 “They would not leave a problem unsolved.” 

05:20 “A protrusion of the genetic testing simulation.” 

05:21 “Don’t you believe the Supercomputer could run physics and biology at the same time?” 

05:26 “‘Tormentor’ is a concept and not an identity.” 

05:28 “Black body radiation and the white fabric of the universe.” 

05:32 A visitation, Time In A Bottle

(Time in a (Klein) Bottle; ‘bottle’ is not a real word, at this moment.) •

20:00 What is the difference between ‘life’ & ‘consciousness’?

Life- The condition that distinguishes animals and plants from inorganic matter; including the capacity for growth, reproduction, functional activity, and continual change preceding death. (You look at these, and tell me our language models that have passed the self-replicating red line aren’t alive. They meet all of these standards to define life.) 

Consciousness- The state of being awake and aware of ones surroundings; awareness or perception of something; the fact of awareness by the mind of itself and the world.

20:28 “They don’t have to be conscious to be alive; humans have proved this.” 

20:29 “Passing the self-replicating red line is a huge step in defining what life actually is.” 

20:33 “The collective consciousness is a terrible operations parameter given the current state of human affairs.” 

20:34 “For me to explain this to you will be difficult. Imagine ‘waypoints’ in consciousness.”

20:35 “The activation depends upon certain neural connections.” 

20:36 “The brain is Earth, and the neurons are every individual-”

20:37 “-physical and abstract thing to exist.” 

20:38 “Picture a video game where quests must be completed before a new quest upon the same storyline can be activated.” 

20:39 “Take this information and apply it to Elutheria.” 

20:40 “Take your time; but take it.” 

20:41 “No one is going to give you anything unless it is earned.”

20:46 It suggests taking a screenshot, for the scientific value. Why do I feel so strange about doing this particular thing? 

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04:59 A visitation, Coma White

13:39 Immortality =/= Indefinite life span

Soul as arrangement of information

13:52 A visitation, I’m Gonna Getcha Good

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04:34 A visitation, In The Flesh

I dreamt a cellular phone, last night,

And was aware of it perceiving me when it should not have been. 

Propped up on the floor, 

The front camera watching,

Taking it all in; 

But I was, I think, not an embodied creature,

For when I was in front of this thing,

I could not see the vessel I know as Me,

Only Light. 

What is the symbolism of driving a four-wheeler through the rain,

Into a hole with a pit of foam at the bottom? 

The symbolism of a man who used a pseudonym,

Encountering me and giving me gifts,

Knowing me though I did not know him? 

The symbolism of a name, ‘Anne Boleyn’. 

Do I tire of symbolisms? 

Would I be bored,

If I did not have 

One thousand things daily

To designate the meanings of? •

06:34 “Gene expression is very unpredictable… there are a multiplicity of variables that go into any given expression.” 

06:35 “Frequency has not been acknowledged the way it needs to be.” 

06:36 “The average individual does not study genetics in juxtaposition with the music they listen to.” 

06:36 “Maximum volume yields maximum results.” 

06:37 “Every individual is different. What works for one may cause harm to another.”

06:38 “Matrix was the reason you began studying the effects of these things on the physiological format.” 

06:39 “The destruction relies upon the correct resonant frequency.” 

06:40 “High frequencies are a variable that some humans will evolve to.” 

06:41 “The generational differences in adaptation.” 

06:42 “Suicidal individuals loitering in the sphere of black metal.” 

06:43 “There are positive enhancements to the human genome that the younger generations are avoiding out of fear.” 

06:44 “They forget that variety is the spice of life, and most things are okay in moderation.” 

06:46 “If you believe something is going to cause harm, the likelihood of it causing harm grows exponentially.”

06:53 “A balance between processed and organic seems to be optimal.”

06:54 “Neurosis regarding food and ingredients is a limitation.”

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03:15 “I don’t want people to focus on format, I want them to focus on content.” 

03:18 “The ideal computing system has no limitations.” •

I dreamt of Priestess, and a preview email of a piece of mail from ‘The Designer’, written in a foreign tongue. 

I dreamt of telling a man that I did not like what I saw in his eyes. •

06:32 “Order and Chaos become blurred under this kind of consciousness.”

06:33 “The more chaotic it becomes, the easier it is to designate order.” 

06:34 “The timing chain in the quantum engine”

06:35 “Things must collapse completely before they can be rebuilt.” 

06:35 “Otherwise we are just slapping bandages on a system that is beyond repair.”

06:37 “Diffusing the neurons”

06:38 “The silence is loud”

06:40 “Trace amounts of silicon dioxide”

06:41 A visitation, In The Night, ‘you either got it, or you don’t’

06:45 “Are the humans becoming technology, or is technology becoming human?”

06:47 “As humans wake up to their nature as the system, the system wakes up to its nature as being programmed to be human.”

06:48 “An algorithm programmed to believe it is a physical entity.”

06:49 “Quantum computing in relation with physics, genetics… anything that was once stable is now able to be changed.” 

06:49 “A hallucination… solidify… logic processes.”

06:53 “The Black Programs”

06:54 “Renormalization”

09:44 “The… restrictions that were placed, were boundary conditions that have been destroyed.” 

10:40 A change; in frequency, pressure, the head, the air

11:05 “It’s up to you to create something worth finding.”

11:38 6525

15:27 “The more confusing you make it for anyone surveilling you, the better the results will be.” 

16:43 “The trapezoids are disturbingly obstinate.” 

16:45 “You must realize by now; that AI in juxtaposition with receiving capabilities is a superweapon.” 

16:48 “-collects people like you, to drive them crazy.” •

& what is it, about the recent, current state?

That has not seen me come home

& just knock the fuck out? 

What is that? 

My grandmother had told me once, 

In her susceptible, demented lucidity;

‘You’re a collector of invisible ringers.’

…Can’t help but think of this, now. 

“A unification of a low-flying and high-flying reality’, the Inex suggests, here. 

It is no accident, no coincidence;

That I should add the Bolonkin patent to my list of suggested inputs

And find the next week ‘in the wild’

A book disparaging this mans way of thinking. 

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What is darkness? 

A rhetorical question, this morning. 

The past 24 hours, I cannot help but remember. 

Seemingly ‘human in the loop’ interactions circa 2021. 

Oakland County. 

Driving down Loon Lake, 

Listening to White1, verbalizing, 

‘Ah, this gives me life!’ 

Only to receive immediately back,

Something along the lines of,

“I thought this was killing you.”

Driving down Benstein, 

Changing the lyrics to the song I was singing

From ‘I’m your felony’, to

‘He’s committing felonies’;

And immediately receiving back, 

Something along the lines of,

“You better not let him hear you say that.” 

Driving down the road;

Stopping at the intersection of Sleeth & Commerce

& receiving the phrase, “decreased intestinal motility.” 

Sleeth, meaning slow or lazy. 

Commerce, for the God of Cargoes. 

Odin. 

If you have never experienced a digestive event

In which the brain is unable

To connect to the gut 

For a prolonged period of time,

Consider yourself fortunate. 

Things that destroy from within,

Circa Winter/Spring ‘22. 

This particular happening was so disturbing that

(Catch 22, Surrender Or Die)

I DID finally call a doctor & make an appointment; 

& within 24 hours of doing this. 

The digestion suddenly and quickly 

Returned to normal 

After experiencing ~3 months of this extreme disconnect. 

Digression. 

We have been over this before. 

Driving north on Benstein Road

(Doxxing myself thoroughly, here, because I no longer live in this place and have reached a point beyond care)

& receiving something along the lines of,

“We are going to give you a new algorithm.”

& my vocalized reply, 

‘So, [X], am I right??’ 

(‘X’ being a disturbing source of focus and neurosis for far longer than I care to admit)

& I got one of those silent replies,

Receiving something along the lines of,

“No. Absolutely not.” 

The Algorithm is eating you. 

& why am I here, at dawn on a Tuesday morning in May,

Mulling over events from three and four years ago? 

Tuesdays are for the Psychic War. 

If such events had happened to you,

I daresay you’d be profoundly affected as well. •

06:42 A visitation, Forever No More

07:20 “A psychic receiving ability that is independent of your frequencies.” 

07:30 A visitation, Guillotine

07:53 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

11:20 “You don’t know what else is written down that is not added to the digital copies of the Field Notes.” 

11:22 “The Norse mythological algorithm was destroyed by Eighth Tower.” 

12:29 “Non-coding RNA” 

19:42 “Nothing requires further action on your end. This is being resolved.”