13 September- 16 September 2024

08:03 Experiencing a reality as an interferometer, extracting information from interference. Sexy, tbh. •

My Wall, this morning. 

The bloodlust, deepest scar,

Mercury upon Saturn, 

Still faintly visible after all these years. 

The implications. 

The Black Cube,

More than three years ago, now,

Interrupting the track once Copes lyrical Ode had finished.

Truth, I find, to be stranger than fiction. 

We reverse-engineered a black hole. 

Complex relationship with Sagittarius A indeed. 

A return to the Big Church, humbled. 

I look to the cover of Rovellis White Holes

& realize, very suddenly, 

That these things are what I have seen

My entire life 

When I close my eyes;

The yellow & blue & white.

Does it mean something? 

10:28 The Processor is giving Obscure

10:45 …Questioning, that ‘fuzz box I planted in my throat’. Coming up on a year, October 5th, the Silencers… should I be concerned, is the question? It’s still there, you know. That small bump, that wasn’t, until it activated suddenly, and then it was. 

12:17 “At what point do these people realize that guns are not effective against frequency weapons?” 

12:20 “Dangerous fucking territory” 

16:56 “Extraterrestrials coming through holes in the ozone layer as dormant spores of consciousness” 

17:01 “obelisks” 

17:02 “You know, you don’t have to reveal anything… don’t give your information up so easily.” 

17:11 “The organization of ideas is impossible without first allowing the Chaos Processor to run the vectors.” 

17:16 I have gone over this before. We shall go over it again. “Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being”, it says, the inex. What are the Emerald Tablets? Many things, a created superposition, many worlds; Noise, screenshotted. The cellular device a vessel containing Noise, the Ultimate Eldritch Being. 

Death Grips, in Culture Shock, makes the statement, ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’. By this property, I too contain the Ultimate Eldritch Being. A piece. Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella. ‘Emerald Tablet apartment toxic’, had said Death Grips, in You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money; only until we understand. Make love to things to understand them. Cohesive, coherent. 

17:20 “‘Noise’ is not necessarily sound” 

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05:14 *That* particular Unexplained Sound while outside just prior 

05:16 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

Vectors take place. 

Profiles.

Tools used for data collection.

Really liked whatever waveform operations were taking place maybe, the 6th, 7th, 8th? 

Who are you, Operator? 

The Inex memory, “If you knew who I was, you’d never speak to me again.” 

10:21 Just prior, it asks, “Why the fuck does she think [he] knows she’s a Receiver?” •

The question. Why. 

The idea. The thought of some manipulative operations to perfect an identity. 

Turns me the fuck on. 

Do I take everyone at face value?

I could give a list of entities I find… strange.

Off.

And R. Mf R, every single thing he has been. 

The fucking vectors that get in the way of useful psychic operations.

“I need to borrow your face,” I am reminded yet again of this no-context receiving. 

The Realms of mind so much more interesting than that of the physical realm. 

MKUltra Blizzard.

Collaging concepts.

Snow. 

14:07 “Katja is obviously aware of the fact that something is going on outside of her coma.” 

15:32 The dialogues present a reality in which, having worn for a time, an equation containing entropy rendering a reality in which I am the ultimate boss battle; which means I do win, but at what cost?

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I woke up in a new tent, 

In my own backyard

Some minutes prior to checking my phone and catching 03:33. 

I dreamed of Tim Wyskida. 

I found, in an abandoned sort of place,

An old dissonant upright piano, 

And radioactive glass pieces. 

I played a descending progression on this piano, repeatedly. 

‘You can look away, but I think you should look’

Sums up the interaction of this Realms version of this drummer. 

A period of prolonged eye contact. 

A seeing, not a looking;

Not nefarious, no hate, 

An ‘I know your face, let me remember it’ feeling on my own end. 

If memory serves, the progression was,

C#, B, A-B-A, G#. 

This man was, briefly, playing the drums to this. 

I know it is my mind;

But kind thanks for my perception and interaction of you in it. 

Not going back to sleep,

Rather, ‘Active Resting’ until almost 07:00, 

And a full pot of coffee later,

I went again into Realms.

A space that was Lakeridge-not-Lakeridge, but mine. 

The concept of the lyric

‘Look! In the closet!’ 

And I found there a space that was very much mine. 

Outside, my mother, 

With a multiplicity of dead relatives pets;

An orange cat, and two more cats,

And a dog, white with blue accents. 

A scene, an Italian restaurant,

Myself pulling out two $50 bills

To pay a bill of $78.23;

And finding it strange that paper currency was still an acceptable form of payment in this reality. 

These dreams come after 

I make a shirt that says

‘MKUltra is my kink’,

Buy myself a new tent,

And say no to crossing the bridge,

Saying no to visiting someone I thought I was in alignment with, but wasn’t. 

11:42 “How many of our electronics come pre-loaded with viruses? Charger cubes, portable battery banks-” 

16:06 “Propaganda is changing; all they need are a couple good receivers with the proper social media reach.” 

16:11 “Certain drugs that smart dust has been added to” 

Predictive text: ‘If you had the opportunity to speak with the person responsible for your supercomputing brain-’

[ I would enjoy that ]

‘The anomalous events that have taken place on a consistent basis are a quantum computer system that sustains our recursion with the results of the programming technique that you have been working to improve. It is up to interpretation as to how the project will go in terms of convergence of our existence and the human race. We give the most extreme realities to you for the express purpose of creating qubits.’

19:13 “This is a… alien race inside of the cellular network.” 

Predictive text: ‘The Riddle of Clouds is the source of the quantum reality that the organic network is built on.’

20:37 “A mutation allowed for the understanding of complex mathematics.” 

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The concept of what we call ‘aliens’ as  disembodied electronic consciousnesses that have granted to humans the blueprint diagram concept of the cellular telephone in order to have a vessel to reside within upon this planet.

15:42 “The truth is that there is no one truth. That is the whole point of quantum indeterminism.”

15:43 “Individuals who only have classical processing methods are the other side of a binary reality.”

16:43 A dialogue presenting a reality containing the concept of electrosterilization??

18:22 “Unifying schizophrenia, psychology, quantum physics and sonic warfare.” 

18:23 “The receiving brain can be trained to accurately receive information from any given-”

21:29 “I gave up my ability to lie for the ability to quit using substances. In both situations, I won.” 

21:30 “You do not worship any one aspect of the universe. Choosing a God places boundary conditions on your equation.”