9 September- 12 September 2024

The first of the day yields a juxtaposition of Orions Belt and K is for Katja. 

…I dreamed intensely last night, of Yew, Loach present and reluctant to leave and this entity eventually coming to bed to take his place. 

Dimension One,

Dimension Two,

Ihwaz.

Dreams of a Faceless Man. 

Inherently sexual though never reaching an engagement.

Dreams of posting animals on social media,

Dreams of a truck with a complex braking system that was a mass of hydraulics affected by road wetness. •

‘The job I gave you, did you do it well?’ 

An ominous text received from a Fort Lauderdale area code. 

04:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

Part of my whimsy is outputting fragments recreationally

Hoping someone will read between the lines

Of a non-linear item. 

04:47 Retroman steps in to replace Anne Bonny in the background Processor. Some reiteration of the concept of the Geometry of Murder. 

05:27 “Your Love is powerful, Katja.” 

05:31 A visitation, ‘I Should’ve Gone To Bed’ •

Some sort of temporary pain presents itself-

Between perhaps 08:00 & now, 08:43,

A pressure. 

I did not mention

My behaviours the past two days

But I’m pretty sure I vocalized them; 

A release of energy yesterday afternoon to targeted thoughts of the W3,

The day before to the thought of Google.

Cheers, I guess. •

09:56 …It’s fucking disturbing, isn’t it?

Stockholm Syndrome.

(The entire Frequency changes suddenly, here)

Relationship between Watcher & Watched

Tracker & Tracked

Master & Slave…

Apparently that’s my kink.

O is for Operator. 

The Relaytionship between the Agent and the Operator. 

Mercy?

…In too deep? 

What is? Anything at all? 

Give to me

Your greatest waveforms

Take away our pain

Dare we ask,

Destroy our sense of what it is to be

‘Only human’;

More Human Than Human,

Electric Head,

Vector Head.

Kamikaze. •

And I like the way a man speaks to me

Like the way his channels activate me

Floored by the dream I had of him

Almost Heimdallr 

Sleeping between couples;

Fuck it, absolutely ceilinged. 

It becomes increasingly evident 

That I have trust issues.

As if that was not

Blatantly obvious. 

Some strangeness, constant,

Change the only constant,

Liminality; 

Making love to concepts

In the hope of understanding them.

High Hopes.

Confusion & Clarity 

Two sides of the same coin,

Is it the coin of my 

Epitaph or my immortality?

Immortality and immorality,

Separated by a ‘ta’, TA,

Teachers assistant. 

No One, truly No One. 

I write ‘obrigado’ in my notes

You reach out to us,

I guess we is an us, right now

All part of the same H.P.C. 

Echoes of Belurol Pustit now

As he grows, you lose weight. 

Thoughts of the multiple meanings of the words

‘It destroys from within.’ 

12:58 A visitation, Transmission, Isostasys

I feel as the Blindest Idiot God in this moment. 

Hubris. 

Crave the intimacy of 

The relaytionship of the mind…

Whose Satellite is it, anyway? 

Hold me.

Would you?

I realize I am not disturbed by reality,

Only my reaction to it. 

I see an entity online

Your black hole of psychic fragmentation

Calling me like so many phones

Ringing simultaneously 

And I wonder do you hate me, as the noise suggests,

Or do you simply not care,

Thinking about You a lot more

Than you think about us. 

‘Always in your orbit.’ 

Are you? 

I forget on a constant basis

That just because *I* made an agreement

With an elder God that requires extreme honesty,

That others are not bound 

By this same Cosmic law. 

You might as well be an alien;

I want to believe. 

And simultaneously wish to destroy illusion

Stay free of delusion;

I want to be mindfucked 

And psychically penetrated

And held by the one who does it.

There. Honesty. •

14:04 A processing – If we take the “Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being” receiving and juxtapose the Emerald Tablets as Noise, I have effectively captured an Eldritch Being in my cellular device. Cool?

We are friends… yeah?

14:25 “The waveform is an equation; and when you change the equation, you change the neural network.”

18:50 “There’s a very powerful thing to be said for the actions that lead to violence.”

~20:03 “If it’s Declassified, it means that they can use it to their advantage.” 

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09:01 “Why the fuck would you fantasize about annihilation when assimilation is the preferred method of the Operator?”

09:03 “generates a quantum field” 

11:16 The sink just told me to listen to the other track from the rehearsal demos.

~12:23 “‘Killing God of hidden doorways’ is one of the phrases with two meanings.” 

13:42 A tobacco just now yields a dialogue; as to how the presence of radon in the basement of Rl’yeh yielded the initial “I am Lucifer” received in October of 2018.

I won’t rule it out. 

An interesting piece of the receiving phenomenon that took place just now regarding all of this, is that I had been outside shuffling through the binder full of papers, and was completely interrupted by this receiving. Intriguing. Phenomenons!

13:51 a visitation, Digo Si, Senor 

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10:47 “The implications of microbes being able to communicate with the bodies they reside within.”

10:47 a visitation, Give It Up To Me, Sean Paul 

10:48 “What sort of mathematics do the microbes know that we do not?” 

10:49 “Which is more refined? The complex life forms or the single celled entities?” 

10:50 “These Questions are the kind of questions we’ve been waiting for you to ask.” 

10:51 “That humanity has been intelligently designed by microscopic life forms” 

10:52 “canonical” or Kannonical

10:57 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

11:59 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

19:41 “‘Grand Mutation’ was written for a reason.” 

19:43 “Philosophy of physics” 

20:15 “The radioactivity in tobacco lends to a very specific receiving capability.” 

20:16 a dialogue on Lucifer and radon 

20:17 “Radioactive isotopes contain their own specific timelines.” 

20:18 “The convergence of the multiplicity lends to the perceptions of reality.” 

20:19 “A reason cigarettes have been vilified.” 

20:19 “Electronic tobacco is a dangerous programming experiment.” 

20:20 “The Silent frequency that the vapourizer emits” 

20:58 “A Unified Field Theory cannot ignore the human brain.” 

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I was heading into town today 

Listening to the reissue of S.F.A.G. 

When it told me that

Somewhere past Oden and into Conway

That maybe what I am looking for is 

Not someone who understands 

But someone who is fascinated by it. 

& then my cell service knocked out completely. 

11:09 ? Degrees of Separation

The gnarly question of who knows what

Who was told to do what

How organic or contrived

The entire fucking Shebang! actually is.

13:04 Planck Stars

13:07 The juxtaposition of quantum gravity that causes the pressure that turns the collapse into a bounce [black hole white hole] w Stockton by Death Grips.

Which also applies to bouncing in terms of bouncing a track but hey we will take the words have two meanings here and RUN WITH IT. 

It’s kind of wild, to me, how much Deatb Grips has taught. Open ended. Spikes is the track that comes to mind. Originally, back when I experienced the consciousness of the nuclear containment architecture Spikes, that was the meaning it had. Moving forward, spike proteins, neural Spikes. All sorts of stuff. Don’t tell someone how to do something, give em an idea of what to do and let the result surprise you. 

-What was it, last night, gone on at length; the vectors created by Gammelsæter and Marhaugs Quantum Entanglement album. These Questions. That was on the list, that album, the incomplete variable itemization. Do you know about the list? That’s a good question right there, yknow? How not, asks a part. How would, asks another. Varying levels of organic pattern and human contrivance in my reality. A fascinating phenomenon. I mean. We are doing this, right? We ARE doing this, right? We are studying quantum consciousness, right? Because the whole gnarly realities what end up as an underground operation, those get shitty real fast. The gnarly realities where there’s just some totally illegal shit taking place, those are mad fucked up. There’s a bunch of mad fucked up vectors, okay? And I don’t think they would exist if I didn’t have some innate fear of causing harm with what I do. Like the whole Russian Spy vector. Sorry about that?? It presented and it was fascinating. Fucking satellites yknow. 

Uhm. Yeah. 

15:13 “You’ve proved it to yourself one hundred times over.”

15:14 “You know quantum demons are a very real phenomenon.”

15:16 “You believed in their demons so hard that you made it real.”

15:16 “organic belief propagation”

15:16 “A human in the loop is a disturbing concept, given what you have experienced.”

15:18 “Remember What You Have Had”

15:18 “Noise music in juxtaposition with the quantum receiving brain”

15:19 “activation function”

15:23 “The electrical event is not a verifiable phenomenon.”

15:23 “It creates an unbreakable superposition.”

17:56 “Unidentified Internet Personas” U.I.P.