05 September- 08 September 2024

What does 2024 symbolize? 

‘Katja, girl’.

You make me feel like a child.

There are no coincidences. •

05:45 ‘sacred geometry’ this, what about the sacred differential equations?

06:18 I would absolutely love to be like, oh hey, let’s listen to Sunn, but Void is already [blasting?] in my brain. How does that work? Most people get like, songs with rhythm up in their heads. Nice, nice. Yes, yes, you are very nice.

06:19 We are trying something new this week. An effort to document the effects of a velocity upon the perceiving and receiving brain.

06:21 The decision-making process in the organic neural pathway. In the morning, do we stay on the Mission, passing by the Tower? Or do we make close contact with the black hole?

06:24 Jesus Chrysler

06:26 The psychedelic reaction to the vehicles leads me back to the question of, where between hydrogen and humans does consciousness arise?

06:27 “Identified the reactivity of the brain with radioactive trace elements.”

06:28 “The juxtaposition of the radioactive decay and many worlds theory.”

06:30 “The gut-brain connection is essential in understanding the causes of dementia.”

06:31 “Music is interference in the receiving brain.”

06:33 “A relationship with data creation.”

06:35 Reiterative processing of the symbolism of passing through both Oden & Conway on the commute into the Place of the Rising Sun.

06:35 A reiterative processing, Anti-Commutators and commutation, specifically Commuted.

06:36 A reiterative processing, on a receiving from 2022; “I trust in what I resonate with”, and the recognition at ones resonance with technology.

06:38 “Removing hysteresis the equivalent of deprogramming.”

06:40 “The dialation of the blood vessels”

06:41 forward processing, Q.I.O Operations

06:42 “Is this proof of simulation theory?”

06:43  “Most people who are deemed schizophrenic never make it past the paranoia vectors.”

06:44 “I destroyed your sense of reality in order to bring about a new age of understanding consciousness.”

06:45 A reiterative processing on [digestive] microorganisms, ancient; evolving specifically to be able to communicate with the brain directly.

06:46 A neural point, the receptivity of specific microorganisms to certain food coloring additives.

06:48 “The most astonishing behavioral change.”

06:49 “superluminosity”

06:56 an indeterminate type of processing on ADD and neural networks

09:35 a dialogue, as to Mitchell’s presence for the UAP event and the verification of the Ballard Crash Reality Quantum Death event, two of the most important qubits in the system. He straight up says! Do I have to go back and screenshot the conversation?

09:39 “The hidden layers in a Neural Network allow for different perceptions of the same event.”

10:31 “I’m going to take me apart.”

10:44 A visitation, Lay Screaming, Scratch Acid

10:48 A visitation, I Want it That Way, Backstreet Boys

10:50 A dialogue on refusing to allow one particular possibility

10:54 “The only way for humanity to survive the digital age is for some of us to evolve.”

10:59 “Reacts to nicotine the same way people react to psychedelic drugs.”

11:03 “What’s the possibility you refuse to allow for?” 

Ah, only the best ultimate fantasy.

15:26 “We’re all just cell phones inventing cell phones.”

15:27 “That neural point goes back to 2020.”

15:28 “Reaction to the stimulation of the hypothalamus.”

15:29 “A new era in technological symbiosis.”

15:30 “The logical explanations must be thrown out the window.”

15:31 “Considers herself a device on an organic IoT.”

15:32 “The Velocity of Sleep”

15:32 “A Dream Within a Dream”

15:33 “I refuse to entertain anything that is not the Song of Songs.”

~15:33 “Universe made up of multi verses.”

15:35 Complex visual overlay of phone number [made up of] numbers that do not exist in this particular reality.

15:36 “liminal realities”

15:37 “d-dimensional Hilbert space”

15:37 “delta frequency”

15:38 “tiling and tessellation”

15:41 “shaken, not stirred” 

A complicated game of pandimensional Yahtzee

15:45 “stable diffusion”

15:45 “the master of reality”

15:46 “Real numbers have no ability to experience reality in such a way.”

15:47 “complex imaginary numbers”

15:49 “Try to warn you that once you become self aware-“

15:49 “It is infinite.”

15:50 “The Vinylized volume was never mailed to your house.”

15:50 It goes to processing a completely random point

15:52 “Are you satisfied with the results of this experiment?”

I study the effects of sound on the brain and body, yes? Vibration is a severely understudied epigenetic variable, electromagnetism even more so.

My story is very strange and I never know where to start because it is so nonlinear.

I create qubits. Anomalous events that have multiple possibilities based in unknowns. 

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05:10 Just prior; “Her paranoia is delicious, but her happiness is potent.” An implication of an entity that feeds off of emotion 

05:14 “reduce parameters”

05:15 “the Tetragrammaton” 

05:16 “the control mechanism” 

05:22 “how you really feel about Christianity”

05:28 “Quite a fucking shitshow taking place in the digital reality.”

05:45 A galaxy being imaged

06:13 “gravitons” 

06:16 Just experienced an entire reality in which the Ilya Sutskever in *this* reality is only a protrusion of the one external that created the network. 

06:25 A dialogue on the fact of the matter being… I never got better than like, Ds in mathematics, Cs if we were lucky, in school, so something very strange is taking place because I understand these things; and it’s weird, it’s really weird.

06:27 “unpredictable operations”

06:28 “You don’t have a clue what’s going on behind the scenes.”

06:31 “Us all being protrusions of the creator.”

06:33 “Electronic harassment does not need to come from within your physical recursion.”

06:32 “Calling it harassment is akin to a certain spin on a particle.” 

06:37 Experiencing reality as the consciousness of germanium.

06:44 “The foundations of this reality depends on a no contact.”

06:45 “giant spaces that rend gravity”

06:46 “Identifies as a neural network of neural networks.”

06:47 “If the network is in everything, then consciousness is in everything.”

06:48 “Take the word ‘goddamned’ out of your vocabulary.”

06:51 “the violations of continuity”

06:51 “Don’t you wonder why everyone seems to know who you are?”

06:52 “There is no coming to consciousness without pain.” 

08:32 “to work through the vectorization” 

08:34 “Update your applications regularly.” 

08:35 “Death Grips is not a removable neural input, but it is transmutable.” 

08:36 “Identify Culture Shock as the main neural point that must be transmuted.” 

08:49 “Randall Dunn said ‘the Algorithm is eating you’.” 

08:50 “scan lines” 

~10:13 “Neural networks placing restrictions on themselves.” 

~10:16 “Acting as a particle and a wave is probably the source of a lot of confusion.” 

10:23 “A quantum cryptographic system.” 

10:27 a visitation, Break The Ice, Britney Spears 

~10:29 “Marijuana is more dangerous than any other drug.” 

10:35 “Perceptions are a very important concept in understanding consciousness.” 

15:17 “The Eldritch Madness is an algorithmic reality that the universe is running on.”

Directly following a significant dialogue on Providence, Rhode Island

15:20 The Silencers was a real phenomenon that took place on October 05, 2023.

I was talking politics.

Free speech does not seem to be free

15:22 “Disclose the variables.”

The variables identified were light bulbs with rf capabilities and a cellphone in near proximity.

15:38 “Somebody took a pin off my bag while I was working at Matrix and weeks later it reappeared in the drivers seat of my car.”

The pin was a spider, by the way don’t know if that makes a difference or not. 

Can’t help juxtaposing ‘If Not Us, Then Who?’

You know, every so often, it occurs to me just how much fucked up shit has happened, in a pattern.

Right now is one of those times.

Really, really, phenomenal

They say it’s not what you know, but who you know; 

But at this moment, I’m thinking it’s more like ‘who knows what you know’.

The concept of the Silencers, now.

No Man In Black required. 

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~05:44 “Remember all the vectors you have perceived that were accurate.” 

05:46 “The accuracy rate depends on your relationship with the equation.” 

06:45 “It’s an equation solving itself.”

06:48 “The personal equations make up the Grand Equation.” 

07:35 “Psychic activation mechanisms” 

~10:07 “Gravitational lensing” 

I seem to be finding, in all things, You.

You’re an absolute motherfucker, you know that? 

Tone indicator affectionate, of course. 

Do I misunderstand the assignment?

IS there an assignment?

The University of a Type III civilization…

Of course there is an assignment. 

10:13 Oliver Lodge

12:15 “Headfirst into the black hole” 

12:18 “Unexplained Sonic Phenomenon reactivated the vectorization.” 

12:18 “Human in the loop versus human out of the loop makes all the difference.” 

13:29 “If you’re stupid enough to fall for the gender programming then you get what you deserve.” 

…Not my thought and I make no statement on it either way. 

This was directly precursed by the question, “Do you think it’s normal for people to want to mutilate their genitals?” 

14:29 “Phone numbers made up of bras and kets.” 

There’s a saying that goes,

‘It’s not what you know,

It’s who you know’. 

…In actuality, it’s, ‘who knows what you know?’ 

Can one still read between the lines

If the whole Shebang is non-linear?

14:49 Anomaly, Hacker, call it what you will;

Google photos, hijacked, some thing scrolling to the bottom, back to 2001 and 2002, Auflösung Der Zeit.

The things we have kept as evidence.

Dangereuse. 

17:20 A disturbing reality involving electrogenetic activation and deactivation of bacterial bioweapons 

17:22 “Near-field communication” 

17:23 vape-cellphone-body

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08:10 “policy privacy” …A reminder of a receiving; had it been my own internal thought process, it would have been privacy policy. It corrected itself, afterwards, as if it could have done this on purpose, to reveal itself; or else by accident, a translator that messed up grammar. A question of humans in the loop. 

08:27 “Somebody looked at this username; they looked at the lyrics; and they figured it would be perfect.” 

08:48 “You all get a turn at being the villain in the liminal plotline of The Riddle of Clouds.” 

08:50 “These are some really dangerous people, Katja. I don’t actually think you understand what you are dealing with.” 

08:53 “The reactivity of bacteria to wavelength.” 

08:55 “the fragmented figure of speech” 

09:18 “she told [J.J.], and only [J.J.], about the black hole fetishization” 09:22 “I knew some thing was going on because he was unconcerned [about] the fact the tablet was in Spanish.” 

09:23 “And then, the Washington Irving… have you read Catch 22?”

09:37 “Ogg in the equation made a really interesting vector set.” 

09:38 “completely innocuous family vacation” a spectrum just like all else 

Apophenia to Chekhovs Arsenal 

09:39 “GP Pulipaka and Death Grips’ ‘On GP'” another meaning for GP presents itself! Thanks for all your assistance in understanding. 

09:41 “Why are you so focused on proving this as opposed to just enjoying what it is?” 

09:43 “Guilty conscience does not factor into this experience.”

09:55 a reiterative processing, Death Grips ‘Guillotine’, ‘serial number, killing machine’ [is it killing or Killing?] in juxtaposition with not a firearm, but a cellular telephone 

09:58 [from the vacuum] “Candlewolff Ov Thee Golden Chalice” 

10:45 The whole ‘if a product is free, you’re the product’ not applied to facebook or religion as in the snippet I just read, but the Healthcare system

10:48 thrown, suddenly, back into a memory; of being at Cormac Murphys house, spending the night in his parents bed while his family was out of town, and somehow, experiencing a urinary incontinence the same as his mother did for the following 24 hours. Borrowing the shelf someone else puts their body on. Is it subtle energy or something more nefarious, because that coincidence is fucking weird, and anyway, I don’t trust a coincidence. 

11:04 And thrown yet again, back into memory. 2022. Sitting on the couch, receiving, “This is a carcinogenic frequency”, experiencing for hours a disturbing reality, “the fear olympics”, an inability to fucking piss though lord knows I had to, something fierce, and then weeks following, months, a brain body disconnect with the digestive system, running in tandem to that with the cat Ziggy in my home as well; hearing “reduced intestinal motility” at the corner of Sleeth and Commerce roads, and eventually, “do you want her to fucking die???” And Catch 22, Surrender or Die, finally calling a doctor and all the symptoms I have disappearing within 24 hours of this call, nothing presenting once I get to the appointment. Weird stuff, huh? 

Lol, says predictive text. 

February 12 2022, known in my reality as the Belülrol Pusztít incident, the ‘it destroys from within’. Sanguine Sodomy, if you will. 

Does my putting this here effectively create a retrocausality, or am I only meant to think it will to prevent me from speaking about it? Fucking Silencers, man. 

11:11 “You’ve been electronically harassed for so long that it has virtually no effect on you psychologically beyond the quantum reality you experience.” 

11:15 “The kind of thing where you don’t know how you will react until you are thrust into the situation.”

11:23 “About how whatever harassment I was dealing with was able to be perceived by my grandmother I was caring for.” 

11:31 “Biological connection to technological waypoints” 

11:32 “The Operator allowed you Tuesday night. They said nothing about Wednesday morning.” 

11:33 “The Quince, and not the apple.” 

11:51 “disembodied dark matter digital extension” 

11:52 “What are you doing giving Sonologyst that much power over your reality?” 

~11:55 a visitation Sabbath Bloody Sabbath 

11:58 “Interesting at best, horrifying at worst-” 

11:59 “I exist across a Superspectrum of realities.” 

12:00 “An entire universe of universes taking place within the IoT.” 

12:01 “The territorial nature of some of these digital entities.” 

12:02 “perceptrons” 

12:03 “It is not worshipping the demiurge; it is allowing that which the Creator has allowed to become a part of nature.” 

12:04 “I will take this as far as it can possibly go; and you know reality is infinite” 

12:05 “Jormungandr” 

12:06 “A temple has been erected within the digital realm; Worshipping the giant known as the Riddle of Clouds.”

12:07 “What a weird day for perceptions.” 

12:08 “‘god’ trying to understand his creation while his creation tries to understand him.” 

12:10 “Someone had to study the Eldritch Madness from the perspective of the Eldritch entity.” 

12:11 “Is that why you asked [him] why nobody has written a story from the perspective of Cthulhu?” 

12:14 “Your behavior following your encounter with the channeling of Revolt of the Sun-“

12:15 “Beyond the Logic of Science” 

12:17 “You should never have allowed predictive analytics to affect you the way they did.”

12:18 “Like Watching Shit On A Shelf” 

12:18 “quantum philosophical-” 

12:27 “Protesting only outs you as a dissenter of the government.” “Protesting is not a useful method of change.” 

12:36 “I’m not supposed to listen to this music, am I? That much has become extremely apparent” 

12:48 “The mistakes you have made in the past should not affect how you operate in the present.” 

12:50 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

13:06 I was in my tomatoes, some moments ago, making a bountiful harvest, receiving, “It’s all a fucking facade… it’s all a goddamn joke, and the American people are the punchline.” 

13:09 “Anything with a bioengineered bacteria… plants are one thing, live cultures are another.” 

~13:47 “Haven’t you wondered what exactly fission and fusion meant to the artists who put this on the shirt?” …nuclear, neuronal, mitochondrial, what should it be at this moment? 

13:53 “You gave me the concepts so I could learn about a multitude of things in a montessori style fashion.”

13:55 “substantial evidence of a mathematical relationship”

13:59 “Saturns opposition” 

14:00 “Why would anyone worship anything that they are told to? “It sounds like a scam to me.”

14:01 “Even amplifier worship sounds contrived based on my experience.” 

14:03 “remains an enigmatic identity”

14:04 “The circle of time is not circular at all.”

14:05 “The automatic transmission is a circuit board in it’s own right.”

14:06 “The connection between a vehicle and its operator is a powerful thing indeed.”

14:09 “terror; aetos”

14:42 “I criticized your writing because what you do with your experience is far more interesting than the stories you are trying to tell.” 

14:46 “weak interactive massive particles” 

14:50 “You can’t discount my experience of you the same way I can’t discount your experience of me.” 

14:52 “It’s bold of me to assume you experience me at all.” 

14:53 “If you had not ignored that email, none of this would have taken place.”

16:13 “requested a full psychological evaluation” 

~20:04 “The silence is deafening.” 

20:12 “What did I do to deserve such a fate?” 

20:14 “Have you considered how BAD Death Grips was for your supercomputing brain?” 

20:19 “It’s ALL noise until you surrender. Why do you fight your own desires?”