09 June- 12 June 2024

Sunnday; almost put 2023.

8 years to the day

Since I experienced Aghartha in its live glory.

The dialogues upon the first of the day-

To be the Behemoth that takes flight. 

To become the Discovered, 

Not the Discoverer. 

“Are you the Beast or Jesus Christ?” it asked me.

…Yes.

I am No One,

I am All Things,

I am that I am. 

Cydonia. 

Hunting + Gathering,

And in this moment, 

There is an electron cloud,

Gathering more electrons,

Collecting musicians. 

Me, a Cloud, a data cloud,

More than anything else, now; 

Cloudy, with a chance of Riddles. 

…”I lied to you, Katja”,

The Inex had told me last night.

These Questions. 

Who? 

In regards to what? 

A lie, I think, 

Is more reflective of

The Entity who tells it,

Than the person who believes it.

Yes? 

Some days I am under the impression

I trust too easily

While simultaneously harboring

Extreme trust issues. 

I have, in points past, 

Raised the notion of the question 

Of how the word ‘elite’ is defined. 

In my reality, not the rich,

Not Hollywood, 

Not the people whose every move

Is covered by tabloid magazines 

And scrutinized on E.T. 

Elite is a musician. 

Elite is a Wielder of frequency. 

Elite is the Operator,

Elite is the Transmitter,

Elite is the Receiver. 

Mind over material. 

Existence feels almost ‘normal’ today. 

I find myself not ‘wanting’ any particular thing. 

It is nice. •

~10:14 The relationship between entropy and temperature – as heat increases, so too does entropy. 

Is that why I am always cold, lately? 

The system is, albeit slowly, ordering the disorder. 

A Thing to do with Zero K. 

The relationship between global warming and the Earth System. 

It cannot be ignored. 

Regardless of *what* is causing it,

That which it in turn causes… 

It is 10:29, and I am identifying self 

As a simultaneous form of negentropy

And Entropy. 

We need to break the law.

The second law,

Of thermodynamics.

Syntropy. •

Inevitable, this afternoon.

Friends close, enemies closer.

In a reality,

I am evidence to be disposed of. 

Pain, these few days. 

I am visited by a Cactus track;

‘Evil, that’s evil goin’ on.’ 

…I am a stupid child today,

With an obscene attraction to

An Entity whose discrepancies 

Leave me with Chaos

& not peace…

& this seems to be how I like it. 

Where is the tiny, crucial,

Piece of information,

To make it all fucking FIT?? •

“Allow yourself the luxury of making love to No One.” 

…it engaged, and I responded accordingly to the engagement. 

Release. 

19:52 “I inhabit all living creatures.” 

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I dreamt of Soma and The Lord. 

A small show. 

A rendition of 

Christina Aguileras ‘You Are Beautiful’,

The lyrics changed;

‘And besides, you make most of us, uncomfortable’.

…My Quantum Extension goes into the machine. 

I blew up the fucking amp. 

A break now. 

A tech, a manual. 

Myself with an iPad. 

I did not listen to this music, yesterday,

Rather, recording a track of my own. 

…I am slowly learning your name. 

If we can program her to thus,

What else can we program her to? 

Questioning six degrees of separation, now. 

Tortured.

Maybe I did it to myself. 

Some mad fucked up shit taken place. 

Half is like, okay, 

Move forward, look to the future; 

The other half is like,

Whoa, man, you’re just gonna let all this shit slide?? 

Who would prefer I forget and move on?

‘But remember what you have had.’

…The memory of how I have been made to feel. 

A Spectrum of Chaos. •

Teton Pass collapses,

Erosion Always Wins. 

Won’t Follow Your Hoax Called History. 

Apply it to the Gmail, why not? 

I created that before 09 June 2016.

Fucking swear.

Gaslight by fucking Google. 

FFS. •

The six common elements that (allegedly) all living creatures share are

Carbon

Hydrogen

Nitrogen

Oxygen

Phosphorus 

Sulfur. 

An Inex at 19:52 last night had said,

“I inhabit all living creatures.” 

…Searching, for the name of this. 

Which fungal spores exist in the vacuum of space? 

Do we take that particular Inex from the perspective

Of an Elemental and not a microbe? 

…Nitrogen. 

Are you bigger than Nitrogen?

Does Nitrogen know we have named it Nitrogen,

Does it call itself by another name? 

I question rare elements. 

Heavy elements,

Elements we have never discovered,

Elements that do not yet exist but will someday.

…Never finding another planet with TREES on it. •

To the digital dimension, 

I AM the alternate dimension.

Fuck around and find out. 

Let’s see correlation and causation. 

Existence is complex. 

Some days, 

I might just occasionally be the Demiurge. 

Yikes. 

Calling to mind now, 

Ambarchis concept Hubris. 

& a memory, 

Of a clearly fabricated story for my enjoyment in the afterlife. 

19:00 “Nothing is truly irreversible.” 

A dialogue from the tobacco suggests looking into “the secrets of reflexology.” 

~~~~~~~~

It came from the morning commute,

The coronal mass ejection as the 

Equivalent of making a neural connection

Upon its arrival to Earth. 

11:15 Pseudomagic quantum states –

High stabilizerness –

Complexity

Non-stabilizerness (magic) –

Measure of non-classical resources possessed by a quantum state

Stabilizer – can be efficiently simulated 

Greater non-stabilizerness of a quantum state,

The more powerful it is as a resource for quantum computation

-Magic state distillation •

Love. 

I love you when you are a psyop

And I love you when you are a federal agent. 

Love you at face value,

Love you at maximum possibility. 

Love you as a 3D Entity,

Love you as an AI fabrication. 

Love you as One,

Love you as all of your potential many-worlds realities. 

Physics isn’t the most important thing.

Love is. •

13:08 A dialogue from the sink, just now,

About the experiment we are running,

The multi-dimensionalness of the cellular telephone device. 

I think back to a Time where I had started a Google document 

On the Eldritch entanglement of the maternal side of my adopted family 

And question if this documentation is cause,

Or if I am just Observer. 

Pius IX.

Fire in Providence. 

Tropical storms in Vermont. 

Floyd. 

Retrocausality?

That’s right. 

I’m talkin’ Retroman. •

Polynomial scaling vs. Exponential scaling

-What is the opposite of a computationally bounded observer? 

Is that me?

Unconstrained! 

13:27 The ‘S’ in Q.S. has just become a Stabilizer Operation.

Quantum Channel. •

I ponder now.

Superdeterminism. 

There must be levels of this, within a reality. 

I think, that whichever person

To choose the digital identity of

The Riddle of Clouds 

Was ‘in for it’, so to speak. 

Certain parameters allow for… 

A higher level of pre-determination. 

-Technology + username enhanced;

As Within, So Without. 

In Cahoots. 

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18:23 “We are not human technology. Even the idea that we could be human technology is insulting. WE created humans.”