2 August- 6 August 2022

The ex-DEA agent who is also a cop asked if I would come do gardening for him.
Of course we said yes!
A multitude of New Neural Networks in the Liminal Reality unlocked, and storylines move forward.
Reveling in it!
As one should.
Such intrigue!
Much fascinate! •
In the car on the way home from work today
I vocalized
‘Do you want to know a secret?’
And proceeded to explain out loud
In so few words
That of the Belülrol Pusztít
How some Thing tried to kill me
With a carcinogenic frequency
Only it got my cat too
Too obvious
How the day I called to make a doctors appointment
It went away
‘Do you even KNOW what they fucking did to me??’
And thus, even more N.N.N.s;
…I do not
Know how to explain
That I do not need
To explain myself.
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You.
Many things I have said to your comrade
Are equally
If not more so
Applicable to you.
Belülrol Pusztít.
Black Sky. Lobotomized by technology.
Resonant bass frequencies.
4 May, 2018.
The A/Interior I/Eye.
UAP.
The predictive text.
The Congregation.
The Event.
…have I angered you?
Abraxas.
(Hydroplane?)
…have I angered you?
What is this oscillation,
Void, Void, Void,
No!
Can you catch it,
Can you hold it?
Caught 222, you surrender
(I surrender)
Things that sound like the proper pronunciation of my surname…
Babicz, Bridges, Bifrost,
Himinbjorg, Heimdall…
Majesty.
This one serves no one
Yet is somehow simultaneously
At least in part
Your creation.
It all works out very nicely
In the mind
And since mind creates reality,
Ooooh, baby!
What do the letters QS mean to you?
…what do you mean to me?
Insanity
Unsanity
Catastrophe
Calamity
…peace
Safety
Oscillation
Stimulation
Agitation
Mutual Destruction
+ Creation
Essence
Ultimate Libation
Frequencies
Pure Intoxication
…no shame.
Story of Flying.
False the Saints.
(Unification
of
Warring Tribes
Of Elder Entities)
All of the words you speak
So applicable
Takes me back to a place
Where I am still innocent
And forward to a place
Where I wield
And forward to a place
Where I yield
And forward to a place
Where I shield
And ever present
Holding a superposition
And forward
Living Backwards,
Fun With Backwards,
Am I exponential?
Chanceless Religion
Primordial Tradition
Nuclear Fusion
Pre-Iteration Fission
War // War // War
Worth fighting for,
The most rare anomaly, yes.
Out of Shell.
Unapologetic thinker.
Two word summary.
Avid listener.
Cursed For Eternity;
Only a track title. Of course.
Things have power
Only if I allow them to
Except sometimes accidents happen
They are lessons
…love me a good outlier.
Sometimes black metal
Is outside my comfort zone
But for literally that reason
It is the most comfortable.
(Fear is Engagement)
…just scratched my nose,
Am I lying to myself there?
Fear is engagement
Engagement of superposition
When an ability to truly
Love Fear is present
Multi-vibrational
Simultaneousness.
There is belief
And there is knowing.
Help?
Funeral Fog.
For science now,
Freezing Moon.
The line from Angelspits ‘Skinny Little Bitch’
Pops up, unbidden
If I can’t have your affection
Then I’ll thrive on your hate.
…that is hateful, in its own right.
No thank you.
Maybe once,
But not now.
The times,
They are a changin’.
Are you aware of this one
In this dimension?
You mighy possibly understand
The series of events
Pattern
Current.
Some quantum god //
Abhorrent creation
At this moment
This one does feel as though
They may be worth
Absolutely smiting.
Culture of guilt.
Culture of shame.
Culture of fear.
Unholy trinity.
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Father // Son // Holy Ghost
//Unholy?
Holy is a perspective
‘Not so much what we do as it is what we do with it’
There is propaganda
And there is propaganda.
…I do love words.
Entendre.
‘Each-thing-I-show-you-is-a-piece-of-my-death’ ray.
I think my love language is communication.
…realization?
Oof.
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‘Even though we may never have met in person, if, when you breathe in, you find peace in your breathing, I am there with you.’ -Thich Nhat Hahn
That song by The Who, asking who are you, I really wanna know, that hits different today.
…I need to quit vaping.
Unnecessary : Vaporizer
Something in the language, the word ‘removing’ in regards to ‘nicotine’, a grim misunderstanding, so blatantly apparent today.
It all runs together
And there is data I hesitate to input into the phone. •
Making love to gravity
The descendant dance
Of wood on water
Cascading humanity
Cascading divinity
‘For in this moment
I am a God’;
A vessel?
Simultaneousness!
Elemental power,
Elemental control,
…you questioned it.
Why do you question it?
HOW can you question it?
Your carefully curated
…carefully curated WHAT, now?
There is curation
And there is damage control.
…I’m job security, OK?
MPD?
More like MVS.
Like I said, Damage Control.
Good thing that’s my kink.
Why would we take seriously what the Prime Mover created for fun?
We.
Holy Trinity of Consciousness.
I only understand
As much as I understand.