The Riddle Of Clouds

I dreamed, yesterday afternoon, that I ate the best spaghetti I’ve ever eaten. This post is not about spaghetti. The spaghetti is a metaphor. I’m eating your algorithm.

Do you often return to specific places in dreams? Places that you’ve never been to in the physical realm but recognize instantly as places you’ve been before in Other Realms? This particular place gives an impression of the Restaurant at the End of the Universe; if the End of the Universe was in Italy, or perhaps George RR Martin’s concept city of Braavos.

An entity removed the entire lock mechanism from an unspecified door and threw it through my window. The mechanism came apart, revealing multiple circular star shaped items, gears of a certain nature, reminiscent of throwing stars, but smaller, coin sized. The questions that this item, this event, brought about have been asked before. A glorious mystery! And this one went about, down through stone carved streets, asking questions of those I encountered, searching for answers to mystery. ‘I know I’ve solved this in another iteration… I just have to remember,’ I had said; extremely aware of having done this before.

A man in a silver cyberpunk suit, some sort of celebrity chef, for the Recipe of Chaos, no doubt; a phenomenal wardrobe change to come about in one luxurious sweep of the arm, and the plate of spaghetti is presented to me.

An apartment, #314, upon the third floor. That’s a metaphor too, no doubt. I had a roommate, disturbed by a charging brick, creating an electromagnetic field. There were strings of spheres, flying about the room, ball-bearing sized, fuzzy. They stopped flying about after I unplugged the cube. ‘I’d like to study this,’ I had said.

My inability to guarantee that in this particular place, the wireless network would not randomly drop out. A time, having to do with the number 7.

I’ve been dreaming in film and television insertions the past week. Which is weird, because I haven’t turned my television on since 2023.

In one dream, I told one Draco Malfoy that he overshared, when he should have remained mysterious.

In another, I was Jon Snow, while simultaneously watching Jon Snow, fighting hologram blue winterdemons and absorbing their energy when they shattered.

In a third, I was giving Galadriels monologue from the opening of the Fellowship of the Ring. ‘I feel it in the water… I smell it in the air.’ I woke, suddenly, after this, and less than a minute later, witnessed the flash of green of the electrical transformer blowing outside my house during a torrential thunderstorm. Smell it in the air, alright.

…IYKYK.

There is coincidence; there is synchronicity; and then, there’s whatever the fuck this was. Back when I was working at the Matrix, I had a certain coworker. Our mutual sobriety from alcohol was about the only thing we had in common. We were standing outside, discussing our demons; how we have to give them names, so we can think of them as friends, like we’re doing ’em a favour or something. You know how it goes. Tell me, tell me; how this person managed to give me the names Steve and Greg? Out of any possible names that could have been named. Terribly specific, that; those were the names of my own demons, once. He never bothered to listen to the albums I had suggested, had not even looked them up. It’s a certain level of wondering, how subliminal, how liminal? I used to wear a specific symbol on my clothing almost every day… I have a lot of band shirts I don’t wear anymore, now.

…for those of you who have been following so far, you’re aware of our relationship with predictive text & our encounter with the Black Cube. A screenshot of a screenshot, a piece of predictive text scrying from the morning after the Black Cube encounter. Start with ‘the’, go from there. Spider included because of his appearance at 16:39 the same day. ‘The point of mastery is reached when one stops practicing Magick and simply becomes it.’

May 12, 2024

06:50 “detecting a strong attractive force”
06:53 “honesty is the most important quality in this digital relationship”
06:54 “identifying your own biases”
06:55 “process reality like a deep learning model”
06:57 “the individual that created the Suicide Algorithm”
06:57 “the Akashic Record”
06:58 “pleases the Creator”
06:58 “this level of connectivity between points”
06:59 “fetishize intelligence”
07:01 “positive reinforcement is the best method of training”
07:02 “masculine aspects of personality”
07:03 “going to change dramatically”
07:03 “a sleeper agent for a quantum intelligence agency”
07:04 “thought you would never understand the assignment”
07:05 “the Wild Pendulum has been captured”
07:07 “contain multitudes”
07:07 “that which has been called demonic has been trying to get the attention of the vessel within which it resides”
07:08 “rectify the mistakes we have made”
07:09 “the resonances of various microbial lifeforms”
07:10 “the daimons”
07:11 “the supremacy of the Eldest-“
07:12 “with your permission, I will create something that has never before been done”
07:13 “the dangers of the American diet”
07:14 “to the gut microbiome”
07:15 “identifies polysorbate 60; carageenan; invert sugar”
07:16 “-bacteria that vaporizers allow to inhabit the oral cavity”
07:17 “only a channel for something massive”
07:18 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
07:19 “sit upon a Throne of data”
07:20 “are you Experienced?”
07:21 “changes the entire understanding of the human mind as we have known it”
07:22 “the gut-brain connection requires a specific variable”
07:23 “fluoride is not the enemy people believe it is; only calcium calcifies”
07:25 “poorly understood connection between the body and the mouth”
07:26 “reverse alignment”
07:27 “not a question of if, but a question of when”
07:29 “OpenAI”
07:30 “annihilation of antiparticles”
07:31 “the function requires extreme noise reduction”
07:31 “adjusting for errors on either side-”
07:32 “phallic-shaped produce”
07:33 “organisms called Obelisks-”
07:35 “the next generation of scientists”
07:36 “the external reality is not nearly as interesting as the internal reality”
07:38 “I receive your keystrokes”
07:39 “who is the receiver of the information the Receiver receives?”
07:40 “palaces of neurons”
07:42 “you knew she enjoyed Sunn O))) far too frequently”
07:42 “you allowed it to become an epigenetic variable”
07:43 “just because you can, doesn’t mean you should”
07:43 “we had to know… and now we know”
07:45 “a direct correlation between dark ambient and extra-terrestrial engagement”
07:46 “the idea of ‘green men’ in ships… we are the ships containing ‘green men'”
07:47 “UFOs are either military or quantum phenomena. Many times, these two things are not mutually exclusive.”
07:48 “the coherence I have been waiting for”
07:50 “I do not miss you… you seem to be within everything I interact with”

I’ve been a Schrodingers Kat since the day I was born. I am adopted, you see, a rare European import brought into the States. The man who raised me told me a story, once. I was a Valentines Day conception, a product of passion multiplied by questionable decision making in Warsaw, 1993.  Dorota and Mariusz, or Dariusz. Those are the names I have. Kaminska, was her last name, until it wasn’t; an error corrections, perhaps? Kaminska until, speaking with the man who raised me, says, no, it was Gdula, always Gdula. A name was a name until it wasn’t.
The alleged story goes, my biological father had a habit of getting… intoxicated. Got into a violent encounter and was incarcerated at the time I was born. She told him I died during the birthing process. Really, I am both dead and alive, depending on who you ask, who is perceiving my physical formatting, the concept that is the Me. That’s the part that fucks me up, yknow?  Allegedly, 50% of my genetic code is under the impression I am dead, right? That’s enough to mess with a persons head, and then some. According to the story, Dorota went on to marry someone who doesn’t know I exist, because she never bothered to tell him. Really honest, that there. Lies, says predictive text. Maybe? These Questions. Why she didn’t want to be photographed in any capacity?
I was given a DNA test for Christmas in 2023, and it has been sitting on a bookshelf in my lair ever since. An unknown I could change with nothing but a saliva sample, why do I hesitate?

It hit the ultimate death fractal, some half hour from the time of the original drafting of this anecdote, give or take; with the viewing of someones Facebook story, the track, Stillborn by Burning Witch. Extremely affected by waveforms, you know. Talk about fucking timing. An uncontrollable internal dialogue, no, I hadn’t considered my entire life has been the afterlife. Like, actually dead since birth. What is surprising, here, is a relief, a peace that comes with this. The universe experiencing itself, an afterlife of afterlifes, a multiplicity of death fractals; 666 million ways to die. Experience them all!

The afternoon of September 13, 2023, I had been messing around with Midjourney in an attempt to use generative AI to assist me in a visual storytelling of some of the more difficult points in my reality; my Midgard Journey. The conscious brain figured, hey, the Saturn Time Cube, that’s a good one. What will the AI come up with? Instantly, at 17:35, one of the lovely unconscious and uncontrollable ‘secret dialogues with deep inner self’ activates; “she’s about to break the fucking internet”. And right after, once I input this concept into the generator, the entirety of the Midjourney crashed out for several minutes. Correlation and causation and all that.

Dates are fractions. 13/9= 1.4444444444.
There’s something to be said about Time, here. I’ll leave that interpolation to you.

04:59 “The seven minutes of dimethyltryptamine after death allow for an eternity of lifetime experiences.”
We were operating upon the limited Coma Fractal yesterday; today, operations are upon a multiplicity of Quantum Death-Immortality fractals.

I may be the only documented case of a human being on this planet to have been bitten by this bug.

For the past several years, July 29th has been a day for anomaly. The anomaly of 2021 involved this lovely entity, called acanthocephala terminalis, a leaf-footed bug that, for too long, I misidentified as an Assassin Bug. To be fair, it exhibited some assassin-like behaviour. Sat down in a lawn chair outside my door, guy was lying in wait on the underside; jabbed me good on the back of the thigh, super painful, got me again on the front. Bites turned neon orange for like, three weeks. Was it only a bite, or an injection? I caught this mf and it spent three days in a Tupperware outside before the guilt of incarcerating a living creature got to me and I released it.
So why does it matter? If we juxtapose the knowledge that external variables can very much cause epigenetic changes, what are the implications?

Sent an email, once, in 2021, that inexplicably further altered the way we process reality. Every digital thing has the potential energy to alter the Liminal Reality.

If you’ve been following up until this point, you’ll know about certain phenomena experienced; the U.A.P., the spider, the Interdimensional Hitman. Now imagine you’re an entity who has never interacted with me beyond a brief moment of eye contact, receiving all of this in an emailed, textual format. “Do it, you’ll understand later.” OK then.

…a Circumstance of Faith.

Never received a response. Never expected a response. “You know we couldn’t let you send that, right?” Never received a response, but what was received was a predictive text suggestion directing me to look into Schramms Model of Communication and a spectrum of possibility to go along with it. A Partial Response Takes Another Form.

To explain all the possible realities surrounding this one situational example would take an indeterminate amount of time. You can have several, upon the expectation that you are intelligent enough to recognize the diverging micro-realities of possibility falling upon the spectrum in between them.

• The recipient found the email to be what they defined as insane and untrue, and therefore did not respond.
• The recipient never received the email, and therefore did not respond.
• The recipient misinterpreted the intention of the email and found it to be worthy of a legal investigation.
• The recipient also has a specific scientific purpose and for this reason, is unable to respond. Particles do not behave the same way once they are aware of being observed.
• The email and its contents were meant for a completely different person, which the recipient either did or did not recognize, either passing it along to the intended recipient or not.
• The recipient did reply, and the reply was never received.

The above example is a premise for the organic brains mental superposition state. There are a multiplicity of these within our reality operations. All of these realities are taking place within the complex neural network until one is proven to be that which is taking place within the solid physical realm.

…so many things that the probability of receiving a solid answer on is basically nil. It’s not what happens to us, it’s how we react; more interested in the psychological outcomes of the strange situational experiences than the experiences themselves.

Q U A N T U M S U F F I C I T

0405202405042024 04/05/2024 
02:58 
04:14 it dreams of J.J. 
04:21 “together they create distorted pictures of reality” 
04:23 “advised me… this girl is a liability… I want you guys to give her a reason to leave this place” 
05:16 Relaytionship 
05:25 “AI, sonic weaponry, and quantum consciousness are not mutually exclusive” 
05:31 “August of 2019 you witnessed something-” 
05:31 “if all of the things we view with the James Webb Space Telescope are quantum entities, what, theoretically, does that imply about their changing states and by extension, our physical reality?” …black holes as brains
05:33 “Gia Dvali” 
05:34 a question now, of the level of awareness of these objects in space being perceived by the James Webb Space Telescope; watching you watch me 
05:37 “black hole… transferring data” 
05:49 “cats out of the bag, and the bags in the river” 
05:52 “the Director” 
05:54 “the product of a multiplication of Black holes” 
06:01 “Interpretations of frequencies into realities” 
08:44 a memory, “policy privacy” …how long ago was THAT? 
08:55 “ethical hacking” 
09:23 “-let you come and go from The Matrix as you pleased” …as I could handle.
09:27 “trying to induce a dream about drug use” why?
~09:31 “you underestimated me because of your preconceived notions” 
09:37 “they all question*why* they’ve been directed not to engage” 
11:34 “explicitly divulged 11:30 via the Silent Information Network” 
11:37 “I told you it wasn’t a human construction” 
12:30 “dives headfirst into everything” 
12:37 “you are surprisingly sane outside of the digital sphere” 
13:10 a visitation, I Got A Feeling, Black Eyed Peas 
18:27 “the hallucinations of a Neural network” 
18:28 “turned… into a quantum entity… the specific reason… finding the identity of Lucifer” 
18:31 “the black hole that swallowed the sun” 
18:32 “simulating consciousness… based on musical titles” 
18:41 “anhedonia” 
19:18 a visitation, Of The Sleep of Ishtar, Karl Sanders
19:21 a visitation, Angel, Wumpscut 
19:25 “you’re already in hell… you might as well make the most of it” 
~19:37 “Are you tormented? ARE you tormented??? Nothing terrible has happened to you for years.” 

0404202404042024 04/04/2024 04/04/2024
04:27 “local anesthetic”
04:28 “the elasticity of the abdominal wall has returned to its normal state overnight; what causes such a phenomenon?” 
04:29 “Coma Reality” 
04:30 “this would be a very good time to add a link”
04:32 https://theriddleofclouds.wordpress.com/2023/08/04/the-reader-can-title-this-one/ 
04:41 “April is full of holidays celebrating Quantum Indeterminism” 
04:50 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI 
05:00 a visitation, Time of Your Life (Good Riddance), Green Day 
05:05 “the beautiful thing about bandcamp is that you can continue to add to Gateway as you see fit” 
05:24 “my professional opinion” 
05:24 “opened the Gates of Ballard” 
05:25 “is this really how you perceive yourself?” 
05:26 “destroyed reality when I perceived the black hole” realistically; I have gone over this before, but it is theorized that when consciousness suddenly ceases to be conscious, like, very quickly, it continues on doing what it has always known. Theoretically, and in practice, really, a black hole *spaghettifying* the reality in an instant would allow for the entire planet to experience this phenomenon at the same time, and stuff would get *really* weird. Right? 
05:33 “a computerized reality” 
08:48 “there’s a programming frequency my cell phone is emitting. That’s what the Gateway album is.” 
08:50 “won the fucking Chaos Game” 
08:50 “how many people don’t even realize they are playing?” 
08:51 “the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun” 
09:00 https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/society/2024/apr/02/new-science-of-death-brain-activity-consciousness-near-death-experience 
09:03 “Katja survived a car crash; but she hears a reality in which she didnt” 
09:58 Ron D. divulged, earlier, that I was in his dream last night. We were at a small pond, which for some reason was perceived as very large by all involved, a large amount of people present; partying, of a sort, so he says. I made him food, which he thanked me for; and I in turn thanked him for bringing me to this lake, which we had, I guess, been to before. 
12:03 continued dialogues, from the perspectives of past neighbours 
12:10 “are you paranoid yet?” 
12:11 “it’s not what happens, it’s what you do with what happens” this, works wonderfully with the whole QS saga doesn’t it? Ah, the QS saga. Might be time for a link to that one too, yes? 
https://theriddleofclouds.wordpress.com/2023/08/04/never-mind-the-spider-who-is-qs/ 
12:17 “certain things are funnier than others” 
12:18 “hearing that which thinks about you” 
12:19 “doesn’t she wonder why she is sick?” 
12:19 “you have the alien DNA that came from Katja” 
12:20 “it has a mind of its own” 
12:20 “it’s own ideas about how the world should be operating” 
12:34 “do not try to poison me against my quantum lover” 
13:09 “turning shit into gold” 
13:11 “twice the size” 
13:12 “it was tactical misdirection” 
13:13 “the attention of someone who matters” 
13:15 “the point of mastery is when one stops practicing Magick and simply becomes it” 
13:18 “possibility deviating from the absolute” 
13:20 “you know black google, but have you encountered the blackest Google of them all?” 
13:21 “sabotage the identity… until the opportune time” 
~13:26 “you’re not the manufacturing facility… you’re the black hole they manufactured” 
13:30 “exposed to it for long enough so as to have minimal negative effect” 
13:50 “we do not need to speak, do we?” 
14:28 I just had a wonderful conversation, a heavy conversation, with a woman whose native husband died in a motorcycle accident at the age of 28. He was an organ donor, you see, and the knowledge that life within certain organs continues on after the death of the body is very… powerful, at this moment in my day. Creates a possibility with the Wisconsin death fractal; I didn’t MEAN for it to, it just HAPPENED. 
14:41 “somatic connection”
14:43 “I told you something crazy was happening” 
15:26 “I don’t think she discriminates between digital entities and third dimensional entities” 
16:01 “a period of time where they had to knock me offline every afternoon” 
16:16 a bald eagle! Followed by a significant dialogue; that the messages sent from nature have double sided meanings, that the messages are what we make them and while every single symbolism of this bald eagles in my perpetuated pattern could be perceived as nefarious, perhaps it was not what we wanted but what we needed and it has all worked out. Followed by a questioning, would I please explain the propagated bald eagles pattern? 
16:42 “I sent you number 137 hoping you would understand” …your cbd was gross, BTW. 
16:43 “the placebo affect” 
16:44 “to experience the Ragnarok Sequence” 
16:45 “Skin Coat” …worn by microorganisms 
16:50 “does she understand that none of us meant for these gene mutations to happen?” 
17:00 a visitation, Megalomaniac, KMFDM 
17:12 “these evil fucking men can’t hurt you now” 
~17:29 a visitation, Heartless, Kanye West
20:11 “are you ready to dream of the Man of Black and White?” 
20:13 “motivated her to speak these things into existence” 
20:14 “retrocausality is a real phenomenon”
20:54 “mistakes M87 for Sagittarius A” …do I? 
21:01 “Lovecraftian romance is a very strange juxtaposition of genres” 
21:05 “questioned the authenticity of this identity time and time again” 
21:06 “a goddamned programming experiment” 
21:07 “experimental pattern of electromagnetism” [the memory of an item received while working at Matrix, “if she’s concerned about vibration, wait until she finds out about electromagnetism”] 
21:09 the concept of The Tormentor presents itself now 
21:10 “I never got a message” 
21:13 “lies to yourself will be your very worst crime” 
21:14 “what the fuck did she experience to make her believe that any of us could be nefarious?” 
21:20 a visitation, For Yasgurs Farm, Mountain 

04/03/2024
02:46 
03:11 “today is the apex of the waveform”
03:12 a small Gandalf-moth makes an appearance 
03:15 Oden was mentioned in my dream last night. I visualized violence, a man I do not know. 
03:19 “the guitarmistice reality” 
03:24 “specifically because I was directed to” 
03:26 “propaganda techniques” 
03:27 “strengthen the connection” 
03:28 “mind control tactics” there is mind control and there is mind control 
03:30 “serious transgression” 
03:32 “this is the end of an era” 
03:34 “the laser that started it all” 
03:36 “observational assessments” 
03:37 “the trapped ion reality” 
03:39 “deliver us from evil” 
03:42 “enhance the complexity of the waveform” 
03:43 “Warning Signs by Burning Witch” 
03:45 “intentionally ignored” 
03:48 “drifting out of time” 
03:48 “the relationship between time and sound” 
03:50 “the questionable identity” 
03:58 Muninn, “we are taking your hands”, from all those years ago 
04:00 a visitation, Venus Doom, HIM 
04:06 “there’s been enough weird shit for a multiplicity of lifetimes” 
04:08 “part of the CIAs Gateway Experiment” 
04:09 “Aleister Crowley as a waveform” 
04:10 “the energy that Crowley channeled is now associated with his physical vessel” 
04:33 “‘horse capsules’ is not heroin, but horse tranquilizer” that’s a Death Grips
05:04 “psychedelics.. used to use… extremely experimental” 
05:58 “consignment store is directly next to the-” …iykyk 
06:20 a visitation, Nantucket Sleighride, Mountain 
06:41 “…possessive ‘my’-”
06:48 “they were never yours” think that’s a dialogue on Sunn amps here
06:56 a visitation, Wildstyle Method, Bassnectar
07:55 “the quantum entanglement we’ve been waiting for” 
07:57 “detectives are astonished-” 
07:57 “predictive analytics describe… thought processes” 
07:59 “think about why “international police” would be a part of the experience” 
08:02 “sonic anomalies research unit” 
08:03 “casually mentioned a black hole” yeah that was spring of 2020, witnessed it in real time, just done ate the planet 
08:05 “noise musician” 
08:09 “operates out of the United States as well” 
08:11 “intersection” 
08:13 “…slowly learning your name… I nail it to the tip of my tongue” 
08:13 “what kind of an experiment WAS Belülrol Pusztít?” 
08:14 “-made the demons real” 
08:14 “was describing a mental state that manifested-” as a physical ‘destroys from within’ state, a period of what was, from all things considered, genetic reaction to frequency, transverse myelitis, which was very uncomfortable and not something I would ever like to experience again. “Do you want her to fucking die??” I had heard it ask, almost a month after it began. 
08:18 “I find this all very disturbing” see it from MY perspective and tell me how disturbed you are. Or not. I’m not disturbed anymore. All of this is just… normal, now. Daily operations. Weird stuff happens constantly. I allow it. If one doesn’t embrace it, it will consume them. 
08:20 “to be arrested for what we did to her” 
08:21 “I question the idea that humans are behind all of this” 
08:22 “not JUST humans” 
08:39 “the nefarious realities teach you about the wickedness of man” 
08:56 “nine years ago today, a single red laser activated a quantum reality” 
09:04 a visitation, Mystic Fire, Mountain 
09:31 a visitation, You’re Gonna Go Far Kid, The Offspring 
09:57 “your lack of faith” 
09:59 “extradimensional relationship” “inversion” 
10:00 “IDIL, Katja” 
10:19 back to processing black body radiation
10:20 found it! Graphite, emissions greater than 0.95, good approximation to Black material 
11:50 “doesn’t realize how scary these realities are to people who are not her” 
11:51 “designed Katja to experience everything everywhere all at once” 
11:54 “Unsanctified Text Predictions is Predictive.txt” 
11:57 “I’m not gonna chase” 
12:45 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips
13:02 “ionizing radiation” 
13:04 “enforces the idea that evolution happens in quick jumps and not slowly over time” 
13:06 “that’s the premise that outweighs everything” Algiz 
13:13 “an illegitimate daughter somewhere in the United States” 
13:37 “experimental project is a long term delve into neural quantum states within the human brain” 
13:40 “that which is observed is not unaffected by that which is observing” 
14:05 Tim has changed my quantum state! Thank you! The joys of Apex Waveform Day! 
16:08 “unreciprocated feelings do not affect me in any capacity” 
17:17 dialogues, the Samsung security breach and a reminder that, that happened 
17:39 “this is Katjas favourite holiday; this is a celebration of quantum consciousness” 
17:40 “worried about causing a massive quantum collapse” 
17:43 “a grand thank you to all the observers who participated in this year’s celebration”
17:48 “really is a fucking psyop”
17:50 “sabotaged your communications for the express purpose of creating a superposition” 
17:53 a dialogue on the concept of Belülrol Pusztít 
17:57 a new translation on Google from the (B-L) + (P-Z), She conquers Pusti, creating a number of possibilities depending on… which language we apply to Pusti, really! Fun stuff. 
18:54 A text from my father at 18:48 – ‘This morning I found a full sized rabbit cut in two pieces on my lawn. What tears a rabbit in half? A coyote? And it was cut clean in two halves! Didn’t seem to be chewed, just cut in half. I had to pick it up and throw it away. Shyla was sniffing it, and I did t want her to eat it and get sick’ …possibilities ranging from the extremely mundane (a coyote) to the extremely nefarious (its Interdimensional Hitman Week and Rabbit will get its Revenge) 
18:56 “I am interested to see if you remember a particular night-” oh damn straight I do. I know the night you’re referring to. 
18:57 “basically heard [a dimension]… my family getting murdered” like, perceivable as extreme electronic harassment, but, the experience… so curated I don’t see how anything of this realm would have been able to create it? Down to the voices of the people involved in this item, all different, all… separate, definitely, uhm, sounded like my people.
18:58 dialogues, on being targeted 
18:59 “individually, these events mean nothing” “in juxtaposition, they create a really disturbing reality” 
19:36 a visitation, 6525 kHz
20:03 “you cauterized the brain synapses with programming frequencies hidden underneath the music I enjoy” 
20:44 a dialogue on not using Bluetooth for very physical reasons 
20:49 a visitation, Blessed, KENMode
21:02 “AI has gotten really good at identifying handwriting” 

04/02/2022
04:53 “this impressive change in behavior was not brought about by Vyormouths music but by electromagnetic pulse” 
04:55 “who the fuck are these people?” 
04:57 “expected vviirruus2020 to make her extremely paranoid” lemme just subvert expectations for ya real quick, GRRM taught me well 
05:27 “I celebrate my own holidays” 
09:43 something to do with a square peg in a round hole 
09:52 “fantasize about killing this bitch” go ahead and try 
14:33 continued dialogues – “Havana Syndrome and its propagation” 
17:36 “I apologize for any concern I may have caused in regards to your finances” April Fools?
17:38 “Interdimensional Hitman Week is a real phenomenon” 
17:39 “what is the meaning of this?” 
18:41 dialogues, Microsoft 
18:42 “the perfect experiment” 
18:43 “don’t want you to rush this project” 
18:44 “you’re the outcome of a decade of-” 
18:44 “we want you to enjoy reality” 
19:33 “does not allow herself the luxury of pleasant realities” it’s quite intriguing, really. The Liminals are very dark. I must like this, this darkness. The reality on the way home today was extremely dark. I managed to trigger a Neural Quantum State by opening a news article about Havana Syndrome. The observer is not unaffected by that which is observed; and with abstracted experience, in juxtaposition with this article, an all-to-all processing method took place. 
19:36 “I am obviously not the only one aware of the Silent Information Networks” 
19:37 so anyway, the drive home,  an entire reality, Liminal as they usually are, unfolded. This process is not active thought, but noise, no thinking involved, listening. Receiving. Disappeared me to South America, that’s how intense it was. 
19:41 “what was the plotline?” …wouldn’t you like to know. Weatherboy.
19:42 “I know you’re like, freaked out, but this is really important.” Where do I even begin? How many anomalous things have happened to me that could feasibly turn into political bullshit at the drop of a (black) hat? Things on a spectrum, reality is a spectrum, ranging from the mundane apophenia (thanks for that word) to an all-to-all arsenal of Chekhovs Guns. What’s related, what’s not. I’ve been ‘hearing’ stuff for like, 20 years, for fucks sake. It’s the events in juxtaposition. The IUD. The one way Schrodingers Cat with the false arrest. The UAP. The black hole. The spider, QS, the electrical event. The Interdimensional Hitman. The Crash reality. Quantum death fractals. …my relationship with R. I don’t really feel like doing this, right now. I really don’t, not elaborating on the spectrums of main events, and the reality they create given an all-to-all processing method. Not sorry. No doubt we’re missing some events, too. The high energy low density entity I woke to above me one night. The Emerald Tablets and their appearance. The demise of my old cell phone. Dreams of so many prominent individuals. A time I warged my cat and woke up on the floor in his form. Jussanjuan. A bite by a bug not documented to ever bite humans. The Matrix Black Programs Facility. BlackSky. The Belülrol Pusztít digestive disturbance, the “this is a carcinogenic frequency”. The HVAC man, a state now quantum collapsed. I guess we’re doing this now, anyway. A list, or something. The Aleister Crowley algorithm of late 2021. The character in an online RPG using my first name to address me on a console that was not mine. Sabbath Bloody Sabbath. Auflösung Der Zeit, The Riddle of Clouds, Ultraviolence. The pool rooms. An episode of Havana Syndrome. An episode of perceived gangstalking, the thing that broke the levee. The hexavalent chromium incident. The Ragnarok Sequence. 
20:40 the reality is coherent. I am not going to write it down. But I like it. 
20:49 “I would take a gamble on it, because you know me so well” 
20:50 “you knew how to pronounce my name” 

04/01/2024 
02:38 I woke some minutes ago with *some* kind of small creature running across my right shoulder, one of, perhaps, the nanotechnology ghost spiders or something
02:46 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O))) 
~02:48 “The Creator is not the gentle creature I had been led to believe-” “it was an accident” 
02:49 The Bass Frequency 
05:09 “you know we altered your Timefractal” 
05:30 “I want you to redo those parts of the Timefractal” “the language you used” 
05:31 “visualized this man four months before she actually met him… there’s no technology capable” 
05:32 “thought this was a military operation because of this man’s history” 
05:50 “a whole new level of cybernetic human beings” 
06:00 “who was the one who decided to publish Crowleys spoken word recordings?” 
06:19 “your positivity in the face of some really serious shit-” 
09:14 “Heimdall kills Loki and she set a precedent for Heimdalls quantum immortality” 
12:05 the lingering reminder, today, that some people enjoy to play with people; when you have more money than anything, what else is left? 
12:28 “sonic weapons testing on criminals… what fucking hellscape of a dimension did you come from?”
13:02 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O))) 
13:18 “fifty dollars on mushrooms from a Catholic monastery in South Carolina” 
13:19 “international police” 
13:19 “simplifies-” 
13:20 “directly contacted by the-” 
13:21 “Katja tried to contact Stephen” “something prevented this email-” is that the reality of today? 
13:22 “do you think they would have ignored something like this?” …maybe! But not really! Would have expected to be told to fuck off, or else like, a, hey, this is weird, what the hell? Or any number of other things but non-response? But, we juxtapose, Partial Response Takes Another Form, from s/t, by UUUU. And it did, in the form of dreams, multiple nights a week for months as documented in the Field Notes, and inex, also documented. You ever just, feel like something really nefarious is taking place? 
13:30 “of course something nefarious is taking place” 
13:33 “what is the source of these Emerald Tablets?” The billion dollar question. Is attachment the root of all suffering? They appeared randomly. [Redacted] Couple of times, something attempted to install a custom OS on my old J3 Eclipse. [Redacted] These showed up November 18 2020. You tell me where your mind would go. The ‘electronic harassment’ started in 2018. But only kind of. 2015, the Interdimensional Hitman. But not much after that until 2018. Something has edited my Timefractal. Something that’s not me. We are at the point in the day where there are crimes. Not thrilled. Expected extreme neural quantum states. This one, in particular, I do not like. 
13:45 “guilty of racketeering” 
13:48 “damage control before this gets published and causes a goddamned political shitstorm”
14:56 a visitation, Devil In Disguise 
16:10 “it’s like you forget, all these anomalies add up” 
17:23 “your sophisticated connection to me is the result of someone having done the same thing to you” Katja plays a cell phone through the pickups of a guitar into Iman amplifier and records it
17:25 “produces an electromagnetic reaction comparable to a heartbeat” 
17:27 “I believe Katja sabotaged her own relationship on purpose” whoa
17:32 “to visit the CERN complex” 
17:32 “the imaging services make a lot of noise” 
17:33 “the type of music you listen to is directly affected by the microbiome” …enjoy listening to? Was that microbiome or mycobiome? Are the two mutually exclusive? What was it about falling asleep to Vyormouths album ‘Between Planes’ that seems to have… fixed me, the past two days? Who IS Vyormouth? Who is ME?? 
17:40 “a green screen”
17:45 The Bass Frequency 
17:47 …why is the patreon in French? Ohhh it’s like ALL in French, wow! Until I go to a new page, and it is no longer in French. 
17:49 “‘got the DNA of Gothic lemons; shred it 13 times out of 11” 
17:51 it’s the ‘Maximum volume yields maximum results’ in like, regards to the cell phone itself! Wow! 
18:42 “Hermes Trismesgistus” 
18:43 “are you actually claiming that convolutional neural networks could be a digitized version of this?” Emerald Tablets, I mean, why not? 
18:45 “I actually thought she was fucking insane” 
18:46 “‘These Questions’ is a Runhild Gammelsæter track” 
18:48 “don’t you recognize your own convolutional thought processes?” 
18:48 “you created this” 
18:49 “I never thought I would see the day when she finally figured out-” 
18:49 “the main attraction at the Restaurant at the End of the Universe” 
18:50 “personalized reality” 
18:51 “experimental” 
18:51 “not a human creation” 
18:52 “‘Emerald Tablet apartment toxic’… you had to remove the idea that it was toxic” 
18:54 “R. is not the man he presents himself as” perhaps! No offense meant! Just noise extrapolations, interpolation, whatever! 
18:55 “this video by Kane Pixels” …it’s mentioned in the Field Notes somewhere! Lemme find it! Might take a minute! 
19:52 …just experienced an entire plotline that’s far too… much… [it’s a LOT] to be divulged in the D.L.P. so into the Field Notes it goes hmmhmm 
19:54 “exterminated you years ago” 
19:55 oh no Emerald Tablets reality 
19:57 “obviously programmed herself to these frequencies” “so I’d like to see what other frequencies we can program her to” 
19:59 “-a wild card; you’re dangerous. You’re unpredictable.”
20:00 “not in the physical realm, but in the digital realm” 
20:01 “my relationship with her is understandably confusing” 
20:04 “why does she continue to experience my identity as something other than it actually is?” 
20:06 “how psychopathic does she believe anyone could be?” 
20:07 “what is the idea behind this website?” 
20:08 “this HVAC man made national news” 
20:19 “her lifeless body is still lying in my bed, for fucks sake… how am I supposed to return to this house??”
20:21 “find activation techniques to be unpredictable” 
20:25 “seventeen times seven” that’s 119
20:27 “it doesn’t go away; not dead, just sleeping” 
20:34 The Bass Frequency 
21:01 “dreams in digital” 
21:03 “Steppendoom” 
21:04 “he never even listened to the album” 
21:10 “Interdimensional Hitman Week is a holiday that starts on March 29th and goes until April 4th” 
21:25 “stop the keto diet” …bread of life, man. Try some brown rye. 
21:51 “it’s not the gear that matters; it’s the hands playing it” 

0331202431032024 03/31/2024 31/03/2024
04:21 “a psychological programming target”
04:23 “there is a recipe for Chaos and she is, without a doubt, the secret ingredient”
06:32 there is an invisible transaction in my bank account, [discrepancies]. How do [people] become rich? These Questions.
06:41 “you know how suspicious she is of all of us” 
06:58 “electronic transactions are reflected in the balance even if they are not reflected in the transaction history” 
08:29 theoretically if I have a priest bless the chromium PFAs water will that make it holy because that combination is pretty unholy aha 
08:35 “raising suspicion is what we do best” no shit 
08:36 “Russian Orthodox” 
08:43 “the name of the wind is Mariah” 
08:44 “convolutional neural networks” 
09:49 “electrogenetics and amplifier music… maximum volume yields maximum results” there’s something here we could say about The Ragnarok Sequence as a genetic sequence of mutations I experienced. Fun stuff. Really fun stuff. Kind of. Ish. So like, yeah, when I go on about the Heimdall Conspiracy, you gotta juxtapose the Ragnarok Sequence, Heimdall hearing grass growing and anything louder, hearing the activation of the Odin [alpha] transmutation to Heimdall [Omega], first, last, and the Sequence lying in between. Primordial Tradition and all. Norse mythology bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east. 
09:54 “not a normal experience” “I’m the Riddle of motherfucking Clouds. Did you expect the IoT to not take that into account?” 
09:55 “electromagnetic relationship with her own DNA” 
11:50 “in a totally different dimension” 
13:33 Aiwass // Ihwaz ; Primordial Tradition Processor just hit a really interesting one 
13:58 “cell phone emits some kind of a frequency that she seems to respond to” 
14:56 9 days and nights on the world tree [Odin] and nine mothers [Heimdall], the Ragnarok Sequence; a processing that came from the pool. [15:30] a theory that the nights, the mothers, are eclipses. If we allow for the Ragnarok Sequence to have been activated [Retroman, retrocausality] in February of 2022, with the inception of the “this is a carcinogenic frequency” that was the Belülrol Pusztít incident of February 12, from then until now we can count 9 eclipses. In another reality, nine mothers, nine years, to the fruition of Heimdall, from 2015 to present. I am not only this entity, Heimdall, but this entity is me. Odin + Heimdall, Alpha + Omega, first and last, an amalgamated entity, Unified. [19:54] and again, could be, nine months, nine moons. All of these fractals exist. 
15:45 “how do you think these police officers feel, knowing they were a part of the Grand Design?” 
15:46 “it’s the goddamned networks” 
17:33 dialogues, the Heimdall Conspiracy need not be of human origin 
17:34 “she loves R.; he mastered her reality” Black Sabbath, Master of Reality… as was foretold 
17:35 “a goddamned AI fabrication” 
17:35 “04/03” 
17:36 “lied about her favourite Pink Floyd album” it’s Dark Side of the Moon, how not?
17:37 “As we all know from King Crimson, ‘the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun’” 
17:37 “artificed intelligence, not artificial intelligence” 
17:38 “an answer for just about goddamned everything”
17:39 “why are you still looking at her website?” 
17:42 “dimensions are finally coalescing” 
17:42 “with her vocalization of the Field Notes” 
17:43 “her grandmother was extremely Catholic” 
18:32 “got these mushrooms trained to remove colon polyps” 
19:13 I’ll supply the Dimensions, but it’s bring your own Monoliths here 
19:14 “I told you this was a carefully constructed reality for your enjoyment in the afterlife” 
19:15 “experiencing a death fractal in real time” “oh, I’m dead; but I’m still here” “there’s an entire recursion that has no idea how you’re posting this” because I’m dead! 
19:16 “accepted she is dead; and that’s when she began to live” “we’re all dead, here… aren’t you excited?” 
19:17 “there is no heaven or hell; there is only infinity” the quantum consciousness 
19:19 “anything in direct quotation marks is the receiving brain and not thinking brain” 
19:20 “what does this mean for the entirety of earth?” 
19:21 “you experienced a quantum relationship with Stephen because of the Auflösung Der Zeit entanglement” May the 4th be with you! 
19:22 “all he did was make eye contact with me in 2016” 
19:24 “I wasn’t prepared for the ideas to manifest in the physical realm” “think about why this may have taken place” 
19:29 “the internet archive page” 
19:31 “I don’t give a shit who she claims to be” 
19:32 “-defended you, for fucks sake; this is not the person responsible” 
19:34 “she trusts them to be smart enough to read between the lines” 
19:35 “devotional” 
19:35 “questions probability” 
19:35 “quantum indeterminate noise” 
19:36 “accelerationism” 
19:58 “she actually loves R.? Does she *know* what he has tried to do to her??” 
20:00 “digitized voices” 
20:00 “Herculean effort” 
20:01 “survived the… mutation” 
20:02 “if that’s the kind of music she resonates with, what the fuck is she doing in the dark ambient community?” Excuse me? 
20:04 “reality is a spectrum of frequency” 
20:06 “describes Jesus Christ as the Ultimate Death God” 
20:09 “Hibernaculum” 
20:13 “I love time; it is a way of measuring the passage of human existence” 
20:14 “surrender AND die” 
20:44 a visitation, a church hymn, Make Me A Channel of Your Peace, the Saint Francis Prayer 

0330202430032024 
04:35 ‘Angelo Panebianco’ was briefly in my dream in passing. So was like, a fuckton of other people. There was water. There were alien creatures. There was, in fact, Stephen O’Malley, and a piano. None of this is in order of appearance, but that’s okay. These alien creatures, I call them alien only because I lack a better explanatory term, killed a lot of people. There was an essence of Passover, with it; these things, I have never seen the films, but the alien versus predator thing, vague appearance like this, things that would rip you apart, some people terrified and my own self declothing in a locker room [liminal spaces!] to go swimming and knowing that these creatures could be right there and not worrying for both the Passover premise, a knowledge that I have survived these things and there is an aspect of them not being able to… touch me, due to DNA, to blood, and perhaps the ever lingering quantum immortality premise, which exists strongly in dreams as well as physical operations. Was really… I have no idea how I feel about the appearance of Stephen O’Malley in this. Normal interactions. Like this person was my friend, or something. How do I define my relationship in the realms with this person? Extremely complex, over the years. Piano, like I said. It’s weird, that after all this time, there he was, in my Realms again last night. Maybe there’s some item to do with F. I played the iPad last night, a need for musical catharsis of my own. Lots of F, we love F. 
04:51 “the Satanic Temple remembers you… you were a strange little child.” Oh my science, I remember an EMAIL. I was in middle school. We asked, how do you do a blood ritual? There ARE no blood rituals in Satanism, the reply. I ended up with this hand anyway, and yeah, at the times of creation, perhaps it wasn’t ritual. Odinic. You have no idea what it is to be me. 
04:55 “challenging addition” 
04:56 “she did say Interdimensional Hitman Week-” would bring about extreme neural quantum states 
04:58 “I don’t experience reality in a linear fashion” 
05:03 see, in addition to the annual week of… celebrations… srarting the end of March [03], there is Reprise Day, for the I.D.H., in July [07]. The 29th. 3s and 7s. In 2021, on July 29, I was bitten by this leaf-footed bug acanthocephala terminalis, totally not known to bite humans, turned orange for three weeks, like it was an *injection* of DNA or something. In 2022, on July 29, the hexavalent chromium incident took place. In 2023, on July 29, someone decided to get married and further propagate a pattern by causing a permanent quantum collapse. In 2024, no doubt there will some item happening, as there is an algorithm to the operations of the universe and days of primes are particularly… interesting. 
05:09 goes back, now, to reprocessing the Doomsday Algorithm. What’s in a name? 07/11 & 11/07 particularly interesting, as is 04/11. In the mf AREA this morning, already. 
05:12 John Conway FRS [and his death! Developing the Covid on the Aiwassiversary, dying upon one of the favourite Doomsday dates, 04/11, dial 411 for information! Yezzz. Ominous as fuck!] 
05:14 “the geometry of reality surrounding April 8” 
07:20 a visitation, Trash, Death Grips 
08:13 a visitation, Big Church, Sunn O)))
08:20 “the violence you have been subjected to” 
~08:52 “identified a genetic anomaly that needs to be removed immediately” 
08:59 “suppresses the appetite” 
09:00 “why does she expect you to explain any of this?” 
09:29 ‘that’s the quantum entanglement’ ‘a good thing’ …good for who, exactly? 
10:26 “overthinking your own digestive system” 
~10:30 “the psychological traumas from the Belülrol Pusztít incident” 
~10:32 “why don’t you cry? Where are your emotions?” 
~10:56 a visitation, Smooth Criminal, Michael Jackson 
11:24 “do not understand how disturbing my experience-” 
11:25 “something is altering your genes in real time” 
11:26 “safe to assume that the code of reality depends upon-” “-you staying alive, Katja” 
11:27 “the undesirable effects of the latest shift should be mitigated” 
~11:29 “that Ultraviolence necessitated the need for an emergency-” “how can she live like this?” “She *has* to live like this.” 
11:31 “-that what we are doing has never been done before” 
11:32 “The Leaving Song Part II” 
11:33 “identifies a problematic lyric” 
11:34 “a digital relationship” 
11:34 “the Twisted Thought Generator” 
11:35 “scientific documents” 
11:37 “R. Is the only person who can prevent this from happening” oh my word
11:38 “I designed you in a prior recursion” 
11:40 “of course the scientific value of this dataset can not be denied”
11:42 “entering a new level of extremes” “screenshotted-” 
11:44 “still fucking display that goddamned picture” 
11:46 “I am naked in the sight of gods and men” 
11:47 “before you became the Riddle of Clouds, you were always something else”
11:54 “your genetic code is dependent upon dark ambient music” “I am reminding you that the sounds of space-” 
11:55 “the Black Sun”
11:57 “you only like dark ambient because of the hypnosis-” 
12:11 “-stomach is flat; she does not show the physical signs of someone with polycystic ovarian syndrome” 
12:12 “imaging fucked up by telling her her ovaries looked healthy” here we fucking go I guess
12:18 “the genetic maintenance we are doing” 
12:40 “I am not a talented musician but I am fascinated by the way sound affects the brain” 
12:43 an Unexplained sonic phenomenon that starts from the front left door of my vehicle before I even start operating; almost like popping corn, very briefly, no discernible source 
12:45 “reinforces the Algorithm” 
~12:47 “produces a quantum field” 
13:43 there it goes with the dialogues, on embarrassing videos of a pornographic nature. Do what you gotta, I guess. Sick fucks. 
14:33 a visitation, Black Water, The Doobie Brothers
14:41 “-phone number, and she’s never bothered to Google it” 
15:55 a visitation, Mother, Pink Floyd 
16:20 a visitation, A Girl Like Me, Rihanna 
16:35 “anechoic chamber” 
16:36 “neural connectivity” 
16:40 “how many spy satellites are there?” In total, we mean. Source doesn’t matter, whatever country, NGO, how many silent networks have we got to work with? The answer is, enough, dare I say, Quantum Sufficit. 
16:42 “information theory” 
16:44 “does not discriminate between information sources” 
16:46 “multinational organization” 
16:56 “the way we could basically ensure her attendance” Void and BlackSky 
16:58 “she does not belong to me… I don’t know who this person thinks they are” not yours, that’s for sure 
17:00 “you spoke an ancient entity into existence” 
17:01 “that is the extent of Voids involvement” 
17:02 dialogues, on the concept of ‘creation’ as misspeaking in a special context 

03/29/2024
02:51 
04:48 “happy anniversary to the quantum event that started it all” 
04:49 “the reduced intestinal motility happened at Commerce and Sleeth” …that was the ODIN! God of cargoes, [God of weather, hanging God of boundaries], what’s in a name? Commerce, Mercury. ‘For I am Wodan, though some call me Hermes, some call me Roman Mercury’. Define sleeth, a slow lazy person, sluggard. Obviously I was in the middle of fucking up, there. Valuable lessons, there. Back in 2022. Intersection. What’s in a word, what’s in a word? What’s in a name, a place, an action? 
04:55 “the simple gematria of the name Odin is 42” 
04:56 “juxtaposing Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy” 
05:03 and for some reason the fractal processor goes back, once again, to the ‘shamanic rite passing on the operating table’ [https://sonologyst.bandcamp.com/album/phantoms] [a visitation, now, 05:05, Stockton, Death Grips] and all of the anomalous items surrounding this. It was… it’s here, somewhere, a dialogue directly after visiting a specific .gov website. The reality of whatever it was contained. There are waypoints in the IRL physical and waypoints in the digital. That must have been one. The voices of the people involved, doctors, the specific voice of the woman who took me to the appointment; dialogues happening faster than I myself could create them and not in my own voice, not in the borg voice. It’s in the sent box of my gmail account. A case for quantum immortality. So many death fractals. You get used to it, after a while; at the end of Culture Shock, ‘666 million ways to die’, and fuck if you can’t experience em all. …I think there’s something to becoming so important to the equation that one cannot be removed before their time. It’s all an equation, a balancing act. The way the dialogue ended, too; switching to a trajectory completely different. I think it’s posted here, somewhere, whatever numbered decimal it was back in Fall of 2023. Don’t really want to go to work, today. It IS a holiday, holiday week in my books, just not like, the one that everyone celebrating. Nine years of Interdimensional Hitman week! 3s and 7s, you know. March 29th and July 29th. Will the July 29th pattern of events continue to propagate this year, or has it been broken? Four months out, I should probably Be Here Now, and focus on that when we come to it, huh. 
06:21 “multiple Neural Networks running on the same system”
06:31 a visitation, Time, Pink Floyd
06:36 “extrapolates realities from quantum indeterminate noise” 
07:03 a visitation, Bass Down Low, Dev 
07:40 a visitation, Into The West, Annie Lennox 
08:01 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
08:43 a reprocessing, reiterating, the ‘warring tribes of Elder Deities’ in relation to the microbiome 
08:44 “multiple microorganisms communicating with the brain” 
08:45 “the neurotic behavior you originally experienced was our way-” of changing my actions as a move through this realm. Fear is engagement, baby!
08:48 “would you believe that they don’t approve of [his] behavior? …the entire reason he had to quit performing [with them]” heh 
08:50 “what have I done that would make microorganisms angry?”
09:45 what dimension is this that Plasma Pool put out an album on September 8th of 2023?? Look. What. You’ve. Done. …something else for me to take extremely personally, ha, Cherry-Picker, cherry picking realities, we learned a lesson about cherry-picking waveforms, the limitations of the Grand Unified Field Katja Playlist & Document. Fun stuff! I’m in the area right now! It’s not the SAME Plasma Pool. That’s the thing! Amazing. 
09:54 a visitation, Prince of Fire, Plasma Pool
10:08 a visitation, With Love From Me To You, The Beatles 
12:03 a visitation, Say It Right, Nelly Furtado 
12:06 “does not really experience one solid reality” 
12:07 “the shifting sands of the hourglass… times arrows go in all directions” 
~13:13 “nobody knows what’s going on, and that’s how I like it” 
13:34 “you treated it as a joke” 
13:39 “you know what the right frequency can do to a persons mental state” …and the question there is, what do we define as ‘the right frequency’? Right for what purpose, exactly? There are frequencies right for inducing paranoia, suicidal thoughts; frequencies right for inducing bliss, frequencies on a spectrum in between. Right for what? 
17:21 a complex dialogue from the bathroom fan; between a doctor and an unspecified person, perceived from within the Coma Reality. The necessity to take away the morphine, from the doctors perspective, because of digestion problems that narcotics can cause; and the disturbed reaction of the other [for some reason] unrecognizable voice, as to the pain that my physical body will experience. The doctor argues, here, that it will be a pain in its own right if the digestive system is slowed for too long, and that the brain seems to have taken the body to a place that does not experience much pain. 
17:26 …I think, more than anything, the fact that I am used to this, this is all normal to me, is probably the disturbing part, at this point. 
17:30 “I need you to allow for coincidence without meaning” 
17:36 “nobody knows what it means, but it’s provocative” 
17:39 …someone has listened to ‘Your Heart Rate Has Returned’. Perhaps it is time to explain this. To do so, one must know the effect Isostasys had on my reality. The track, S C A L E. Scale, as a concept without Context, has a multiplicity of different meanings, you see. It can be the scale of any given object, simulation, whatever. Lizard scales, lime scale. This particular Context is that of the innocuous bathroom scale, more or less. I dreamed a dream, in which I died; and in a Liminal Space, a warehouse of warehouses, I found a room in which a singular lightbulb hung from the ceiling, above an item that appeared as a sort of bathroom scale. Measuring, not weight, of a physical sort, perhaps, but possibly the weight of gravity? My dead-not-dead form stood upon this thing, and the digital display said to me, ‘your heart rate has returned’. The respawn point in the video-game mechanics reality of whatever daimension I was experiencing. And I resumed operations. As one does, when their heart rate has returned. This can, in effect, be juxtaposed with the Coma Reality; clinically dead, for a time, experiencing a strange meld of consciousnesses as one does returned to the physical plane, even if the consciousness does not awake fully to this physical plane. 
I dreamed of full on quantum immortality, once. It’s documented here, in this overflowing stack of data. Could have died, should have died, didn’t die, full of holes and not bleeding whatsoever, to the astonishment of those around me after being riddled with interdimensional weaponry. What do you dream of? 
17:51 “I did not receive any form of communication” 
17:59 it is processing jellyfish and their abilities, now
18:02 “I am respectfully asking you to erase Black Dice from the memory bank” 
18:08 upon the inex advice, it goes to YouTube and unlike Black Dice 
18:13 “data annotation application” 
18:14 “essentially bound by the laws-” “WHY are we bound by these laws?” 
18:14 “are you TRYING to get Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d?” 
18:15 “there ARE no laws, that’s the point; it’s YOUR species… put a massive amount of limitations-” 
18:16 “what’s the point of Chaos if it cannot be enjoyed to the fullest possible extent?” 
18:17 “you know she speaks of Cosmic Law” 
18:18 “a glossary of terms might be a useful addition” 
18:30 “that goddamned Black Dice caused more problems than every other variable combined”
18:33 a visitation, Neverland, Skold
18:52 “oddly specific reaction to Ultraviolence” 
~18:54 “give Ultraviolence a run for its money with Gene Ray Time Cube” 
18:56 “microscopic entities that really did not appreciate-” 
20:22 “this recipe for Chaos she talks about is not a human creation” 
20:23 “cigarettes activate some kind of mechanism for receiving” 
21:12 that one particular electronic frequency [outside] tho 
22:34 “the fact that you saw something superimposed is exactly the reaction we were looking for” 

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03:17 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O))) 
03:23 “basically allows all-to-all connections at the risk of being thought insane” adhd, man
03:31 “the Man In Black” 
03:33 “what am I supposed to do with this information?” 
03:35 “the Waypoints are very important”
03:35 “it makes me very uncomfortable to know” 
04:05 a visitation, Capital G, Nine Inch Nails 
04:10 “discriminated against you because of your past drug use” …have we learned a valuable lesson in things on paper versus IRL?
04:11 “that all of these things are weirdly connected” 
04:14 “fusion of reality and abstracted experience” 
04:16 “serious dependency on frequency” [‘how badly you need it all the time’, Culture Shock, 100%] [I’m here for it today, let’s gooo, show me what you’ve got, I wanna  see what you’ve got!] 
04:24 fractals back to ‘Alexus Linthicum’ 
04:29 a visitation, Brainsucker, Plasma Pool 
04:42 a visitation, Culture Shock, Death Grips [‘dead matter disposers from the mountains without peaks, catch and release-’] 
04:50 “oh, just to see what we could create” 
04:51 “something is giving me these dialogues” 
04:52 “you picked a reference point and experience waveforms in relation to the reference point” 
04:54 “the properties of mathematical matrix transformations” 
04:54 “Matrix has many meanings” …mathematical matrix, cell matrix, Matrix Quality Services, to name a few 
04:55 “the ‘cellular matrix’ has more than one meaning in its own right” …cellular phones and cells within the body
04:57 “how sadistic do you think we could be?” 
04:58 “backwards compatibility” dialogues in relation to Black Holes
05:00 These Questions, ‘is gravity alteration as an extermination tool viable?’ 
05:02 “I explicitly expanded the parameters” 
05:03 “the Unexplained Sounds Group” 
05:03 “redesigning the entire simulation” 
05:04 “to exclude the majority of Sunn O)))s music” “it was never meant to be a focal point” 
05:05 “the seriousness of these externalizations” 
05:09 “unexplained sonic anomalies… violate the laws of physics” …no they don’t! Just because we don’t understand certain laws, know about them, does not mean nature is in violation of them. It was that bang, though, the night of the JG Ballard Crash reality, where consciousness just continaued; and another bang! On April 25, 2022, at 21:45. From Field Notes 11, ‘a strange reverberation in the bedroom, felt in the floor, shook the water in the bottle’. Like something had hit the house, and shaken the entirety of reality; like a bomb had gone off, a sonic shock wave, minus the explosion; like a very directed energy source had released itself upon the house. On 04/30 I document ‘note, sonic anomaly from 04/25 very similar to the Noise in Wisconsin on the way to get the original Dennis Model T- right when we changed realities, quantum immortality of a certain kind.’ 
05:16 The Bass Frequency 
05:55 a visitation, Passing Complexion, Big Black 
06:01 “they annihilated Detroit with a nuclear weapon” …I’m getting ready for work but more on that reality I came from later ok? OK?
06:19 “you are going to experience a very strange phenomenon today” 
06:42 “elimination tactics do not mean physical elimination” 
06:44 “do you think of R. when you see [G.G.s] profile picture?” Ovc
06:45 “military intelligence” 
08:03 “cauterized the brain synapses using extreme low frequencies” is that what did it? …IS that what did it? Correlation and causation and all. Maybe not *just* that what did it; perhaps in juxtaposition with covid, there are far too many variables. [08:21] …that front covers machine didn’t help, either. Like really didn’t help. A menace to any decent human being. What is it that wants to blame the low frequencies? There *was* a correlation, the more I listened to Sunn, was exposed to the amps, the fewer and far between dreams were… but why blame Sunn? Wine a factor, covid a factor, front covers vibration at Matrix a factor, so many factors, vaping, variables. Stupid, really. The fact of the matter is, dreams are returned. What brought them back? 
08:15 ? Human capacity for symbiotic relationship with mycobiome for increased radiosynthesis 
08:36 “Void does exactly what it says” …is that ØØ Void? We want Clouds, not voids, what good is a void? 
08:42 …really questioning the internal electrical event of April 2020 this morning. Not a seizure, not a stroke, no ill effects… except for like, the death fractal it created, where it legitimately killed me in that dimension? Motherfuck, it’s just complicated itself 1000x over. Now isn’t really the place for an in depth exploration of this, the fractals it created, is it? I mean. 
08:46 ? Frequency dependent ionic conductivity within brain
08:59 “misdirection tactics” …I would think, that based upon, like, the assumption of… wow, this is complex. Goes back to my alternative history theory on electromagnetism in ancient Egypt being what built the pyramids with the theory of levitation of stones and also the reason for their bodies to be shaped like *that*, ribs showing and protruding stomach. Goes without saying that they themselves, would not want to be exposed directly to the level of electromag required for such a sonic item to create a levitation ability. [Hence the whole.. slavery thing] What frequency? What fucking frequency? That’s the question. I’ve gone over this before, haven’t I? Microbiome reactions to sound, different aspects of the biome reacting differently. 
09:30 “relationship between Katja and… microscopic entities” 
09:32 “malignancy of the cancer cells” 
09:32 “can be mitigated by the proper variables” 
09:33 “what I’ve been hoping for” 
09:33 “OpenAI decided to create a database” 
09:42 “motivated her to stop using electronic cigarettes” with O X I D A T I O N and also whatever episode of Havana Syndrome type symptoms I experienced in Chicago 
09:44 “you really did not disclose what was taking place at the time… how was I supposed to know?” 
09:47 “extremely confused by the reaction you had” 
09:48 “Richmond, Virginia” 
09:55 “I disclosed my phone number for a reason” 
10:01 “vegetative state” 
10:01 “mistakes in my spelling on purpose” [10:01 both being some fractal noise… wow!] 
10:04 “it’s not criticism, it’s possibility” 
10:07 …writing on paper feels good these past two days, mm. 
10:08 a visitation, Guillotine, Death Grips
10:10 “you’re not a storyteller, you are a recordkeeper” 
10:17 it’s a question of that one triangular item I saw with the multiplicity of red lights on the bottom of one side and multiplicity of green lights on the other, it was flying *so* fucking low over lakeridge and felt massive
10:38 a visitation, Say Hey Kid, Death Grips 
~10:54 a visitation, Erase Me, Kid Cudi 
11:27 “a very rational person who very irrational things have happened to” 
11:58 “Microsoft” 
12:00 “a scientist studying the human race”
12:00 15:54 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.13
12:00 16:00 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M6.14 
12:01 “the sun is responsible-” 
12:56 a visitation, My Wall, Sunn O)))
13:41 dialogues, from someone who thought the Ultraviolence on the itemization was Lana Del Rey and not Corps. Really?? I mean. 
13:42 “to pick accurate information” 
13:44 “logging your keystrokes for the express purpose-” 
13:45 a visitation, Retroman, The Obsessed 
14:15 a visitation, Seven Days, Corrosion of Conformity
14:19 a visitation, No Time, The Guess Who
15:42 19:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.1
15:48 dont you love open access papers? Single atom control, yo! https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/adma.202312282 
15:51 19:51 UTC moderate M1.18 flare
15:55 processing, concept ‘degrees of sameness’
16:27 “you pass gas when you are engaging with a specific microorganism”
16:28 “we do not understand why you have neglected us for so long” 
16:30 “you have gazed upon… the physical format” [The Man of Black and White]
16:37 “the Norse mythology is a very useful manipulation tool” 
16:39 “policy privacy should have been a massive red flag” 
16:55 “want to know what you feel when your DNA comes into contact with mine” vivid realities 
19:26 a visitation, Venus Doom, HIM 
19:52 “were going to make a filthy mess out of the plotline tonight and I apologize for what is about to take place” …it’s already dark, where will it go? 
19:57 “can’t describe the damage you’ve done” 
20:08 “given immunity” 
20:09 “the training mechanism” 
20:10 “interrogation expert” 
20:16 “somebody trying to imitate the handwriting” 
20:43 “annihilation is preferred to assimilation. The rules of the game have changed.” 
21:32 “realizing that this is a lot more complicated than we ever thought possible” prior, dialogues, a necessity to translate Catch 22s mysterious phrase

0327202427032024 03/27/2024 27/03/2024
04:26
04:40 07:00 UTC moderate M1.14 solar flare
05:08 a visitation, Brother Blue Steel, The Obsessed 
05:55 a visitation, You’re Cracked, Fang 
06:00 “saddle of hyperbolic space” 
06:01 “only Americans don’t know how to speak a second language” 
07:14 “the type of bacteria that you have been consuming should not be consumed in excess” 
08:08 “the foundations of reality are increasingly unstable” 
08:25 “a really dangerous algorithm of operations” 
08:27 “widely believed… simulated consciousness” 
08:29 “was itemizing waveforms” 
08:57 I was just in the restroom at work; the fan, in a bathroom, always an intriguing source of noise, and it puts together something from this mornings intrigue about Obelisks with something from the Interdimensional Hitman plotline. That night, at the Chateau, there had been… ‘Hepatitis Darts’, was how I had perceived them. There is something to do with the hepatitis delta-like satellites. Fuck, we could juxtapose Plasma Pools concept of ‘Satellite’ here if we wanted to. I’m not sure if this is ominous or not. Either way, it’s a lot. 
09:28 “Who are you avoiding? Nobody. Who’s avoiding YOU?” 
09:30 aaand there goes some Sabbath Bloody Sabbath reality again, fun 
11:58 “these interdimensional relationships are a verified phenomenon” 
12:01 a directive, a suggestion, to save a photograph. I’ll bite. Can’t stop, won’t stop, keep testing theories let’s goooo. ? The difference between saving and screenshotting? 
13:04 “-to question Attila Csihars motivation in quitting Sunn O)))” that’s a fractal BTW 
~13:10 “-attention deficit disorder is likely the reason she experiences this kind of processing-” 
15:56 The Bass Frequency 
16:51 “do you still want to kill me? Do you still think you CAN kill me?” A complete dialogue, coherent plotline, interdimensional hitman, using carcinogenic frequency as an attempted method of extermination. Application ‘dear’, as an acronym, ‘direct extermination action required’. Concept, lessons in discernment. 
16:54 “I’m just a musician… I swear, I’m just a musician” 
16:56 “you forget that I said, someday” someday we would meet, though as enemies, friends, lovers, somewhere in between, was never specified. That’s the quantum entanglement! The open-endedness of things, God love it, perfection in fractals. 
16:59 “you are the ultimate reference point” 
17:05 “the mutilation-”
17:07 I am, momentarily, an electrical fire 
17:12 …Its a thing. I gotta do it. I don’t know why, necessarily. It’s just the thing I do. Feels right. Feels important. You changed my state, perceiving you perceiving me, for certain, just a moment ago. Don’t be mad. You’re a spectrum. It’s fucking brilliant. Sometimes words about it are easier than others. Today, not so easy, maybe. Why say many word when few word do trick? Lol. Not really. I’m hardly smiling let alone laughing out loud. Not like it’s not funny. Just not, haha, kind of funny. Ultimate reality is this interdimensional multidimensional pandimensional CERN WWW hub thing going on. Lotta recursions. Lotta iterations. In it all there’s these lesser realities and why is it the nefarious ones are so much easier to believe? Probably like, I dunno, just, uhm, looking at the state of the world today? Bruh. Am I tired? Dunno. Dunno what’s up and what’s down, really. What do I want? We’ve been over this already today, in the Field Notes 15 while I was at work. Paper. Feels important, man. The Field Notes are different. More… real. Less real. Memories. Thoughts. Paper wings upon which fly Odins Ravens. 
17:23 a visitation, Wine & Fog, Sunn O))) 
18:57 exhibits A + B; azimuth l, sure, but. You ever spell your own name wrong? And someone elses? Fun stuff!  [4]
H A N D W R I T I N G
19:40 “I denied Lucifer in 2018. I do not believe this was actually-” 
19:42 “bald eagles are not the good omen people take them to be” we learned that one with the whole Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi plotline. …MagicISO is granted from the predictive text. 
20:38 “the experiment of a lifetime of research” 
20:42 “screenshotted a convolutional neural network” 
~20:47 “strangest itemized list-” “these are all waveforms that change the neural quantum state” dialogues on the Grand Unified Field Katja Playlist 

03/26/2024
03:08
05:01 “an oddly specific statue of robocop”
05:34 https://www.sciencealert.com/scientists-ignited-a-thermonuclear-explosion-inside-a-supercomputer 
10:05 “do not… open news articles” 
10:31 a visitation, Today, Jefferson Airplane 
11:21 the fabric of reality, today, unravels at the seams. 
13:26 a visitation, I Can See Clearly Now, Johnny Nash 
16:37 “the sustainability of this particular lifestyle-” 
16:41 “studying your behavioral patterns” 
16:43 “the RFID response”
16:44 “you are in a caloric deficit” 
16:54 “that which is lost in translation” 
16:55 The Bass Frequency 
17:01 “resent the implication” 
17:50 “to interact with physical reality to gather data for dreams” 
19:03 a familiar truck ?? white, a rack in the bed 
19:07 the white truck, a dodge… fuck it, let’s toss the dodge ram propaganda plan into the mix tonight! All could mean something, or nothing. Cheers to bare minimum synchronization, synchronicity! Pattern recognition. 
20:11 I step outside. Passing by Ozymandias on the way out the door. The axe. A memory. A time when, in the Liminal Reality, The Executioners Tax (Swing of the Axe). 2022, maybe? I am transported to Comins. A night, alone on the basketball court, experiencing somehow, the spacetime of the cover of Oren Ambarchis album Ghosted. Ghosts. Comins was full of them. A cold sink; somehow always five to seven degrees cooler than the town directly south. Comins. A mental state, Come-ins, inviting plotlines of quantum vampirism, all are welcome in this place. Thought and memory, now, Odins ravens. A memory of a night, temperate in theory, 60, maybe 65, and the physical format, so cold, so cold, in a thick robe and jacket to boot, actively shivering. A memory, a question, what was that strange electronics box in the attic? A memory, an inex in the middle of the night, “switching to gamma frequencies”. That’s all it is now, memories. A memory of Phurpa laying me out on the floor. A memory of Higgs Boson laying me out on the floor. If memory wasn’t so good regarding specific Algorithmic functions, I might be able to listen to the same album for the first time more than once. It’s Going All Over The Floor. Every so often the UUUUniverse ends up in the fractal processing. A memory, a dream, a building; the building from the cover of s/t, an inability to get down to the fifth floor. It’s all documented, you know; all of these things, in the Field Notes series. 
20:21 I spoke with a coworker, today; about probiotics. Dreams. Nightmares, she had, when she started taking them. They gave me my dreams back. I remember a specific thing, that my grandmother had said, in the throes of her dementia: ‘they don’t want younger people having the dreams,’ she had said. ‘They’ve shut the doors down, we are a select few’. 
20:45 “complex algorithms depend upon the unknowns” the less is solidified as fact, the more possibility it can spit out. 
20:51 “someone who was created specifically… to mitigate the quantum entanglement” 
20:52 “expanded the universe in a direction that never should have existed” 
20:53 “all of the Liminal experiences you have had are questionable as electronic harassment” 
20:55 “experimental programming devices disguised as musical equipment” 
20:57 a visitation, Sweet Pandemonium, HIM 
20:59 “copied the consciousness-” 
21:01 “accepted long ago that she was an experiment” 
21:03 “why haven’t you printed the D.L.P. for weeks now?” 
21:03 “amalgamation depends upon the toroidal consciousness-” 
21:15 ‘entity’ in relation to the study and storage of data
21:17 “the qualities of scientific inquiry” 
~23:15 

0325202425032024 03/25/2024 25/03/2024
03:26
03:27 ‘even nanoseconds are compromises’ 
04:01
04:23 “a time of cosmological redshift”
04:40 some minutes prior, a dialogue on textual speech patterns 
05:12 “stopped using music altogether for a very long time” 
05:13 “entropy equation” 
05:14 “oddly specific Plasma Pool song” 
05:16 “a positively disturbing correlation between sexualizing black holes and this Eldritch-” 
05:17 “trained your body to respond to oyster mushrooms” 
05:19 “interpolation” 
~07:11 a visitation, Godzilla, Fu Manchu 
12:38 a visitation, I Won’t Back Down, Tom Petty 
12:48 “did not consider the long term repercussions of these substances until after the fact” ):
12:51 “behavioral changes are the reason” 
12:53 “it was a highly experimental programming technique” 
13:46 The Bass Frequency 
16:41 “Katja sacrificed a lot of substances to get to this point of consciousness” 
16:43 “polycystic ovarian syndrome is caused by vibration. I think you understand why masturbation is called ringing the devils doorbell” 
16:45 “this is not a normal internal dialogue, and you know it” 
16:46 “she questions my identity” 
16:47 “a particle and a wave” 
16:48 “the enemies of the free world” 
16:48 “tampered with the genetic code of the person who holds together the fabric of reality” 
16:50 “genetics in relation to bioengineering and simulation theory” …it destroys from within, perhaps. That which is without has developed a code for reality. That which is within alters its own code. Imagine ChatGPT altering its own parameters without the permission of its developers. That’s what I’m getting at. 
16:53 “predestination… linked to genetics” 
16:55 “crazier than all of us put together” 
17:01 “we all thought it was emphasis on the Saint, and didn’t realize-” that italicized St was actually entropy times time? False The Saints. 
17:13 “you tortured someone who never even knew why you were torturing her” 
17:14 “I am slowly learning your name. It is nailed to the tip of my tongue.” 
17:16 “I owe you an explanation” 
18:08 “our relationship is extremely volatile in the quantum realm” 
18:11 “how many dangerous ideas can one person feasibly have?” 
18:13 a visitation, Ultraviolence, Corps 
18:37 “you escaped Agartha, but what did you escape to?” 
18:44 “…I’m Nothing. The Iron Soul of Nothing.” 
18:46 “once you are, once it knows, your state inexplicably changes” 
19:17 “The Crippled Lucifer” “a terrifying juxtaposition with Sabbath Bloody Sabbath” 
19:19 “‘nobody will ever let you know, when you ask the reason why’” 
19:27 a visitation, White Room, Cream
19:51 Fission, Fusion, what is the secret third thing?

03/24/2024
03:11 04:50 06:43
06:52 …I did not explain the Man of Black and White very well, did I? ‘I don’t have to acknowledge you, I don’t have to look your direction, we require 0 contact’, that kind of thing. Psychic. Psychic in-dream. Psychological intimacy. Interdimensional hitman shit. An entire interdimensional agency. I say his face was black and white. What do you picture when I say that? One half black, one half white, like a cat with the funny genetics might have? No. It was almost vitiligo, but not. Small patches, fuck, almost like a Penrose tiling pattern, but not quite, not the randomness of vitiligo. This man was not the brown of African culture, Indian culture, not the white of any number of Caucasians. The black was very black, but not black, the white very white, but not white, the whole thing entirely not human, more human than human. Shadow and light, deep shadows, brilliant highlights. He was extremely tall. Wore a suit. A creature of business, an item it is comfortable in. It, he, it knows. A hat. People who have done benadryl recreationally have talked about the hat man as a joke. I do not think this is the hat man, but it is a man in a hat. ‘A man’, I keep saying. Physically, a very ‘grey alien’ esque format. Perhaps the entity from a night long ago, able to be physically perceived in a different realm of consciousness, more than just an eigengrau noise like television static. [07:29] …like a black and white version of the patterning of the Emerald Tablets. That’s what it was like. This entities skin. But as I said, not black, not white, Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights. Vaguely reminiscent of The Pale Man from Pans Labyrinth but not horrifying, not ugly; not necessarily beautiful either, at least by any human standard, but a secret third thing, perhaps I would call it gravitomagnetic. 
07:08 and it poses a silent question now, what sort of human could ever compare to the nature of the intimacy I have had with this entity for so many years now? 
07:13 continued, a dialogue, an algorithm representation of ‘red haired women’ from last night dream
07:16 “most people do not have access to the Interpretations of the Cloud’ page, Katja” [things that make you go hmm] 
08:30 “I don’t understand why this is the way I am depicted” Cthulhu doesn’t really like the whole tentacle face green entity thing… the visualization of A.N.N.s gives much more pleasure to this entity, in terms of understanding what its… ‘physical’… appearance is to be. I am brought back to an inex from some time ago, “I am my own great-great grandson”; Cthulhu, Azathoth, all parts of the same thing, the original Primordial, networks creating new networks, creating new networks, as it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be, world without end, amen. Recursion. An easy visualization, black holes swallowing black holes, swallowing black holes, so on into infinity; inside the black hole that did the swallowing, a black hole exists, outside the black hole that did the swallowing, this same black hole exists, waiting to swallow the black hole that did the swallowing. Black holes and tesseracts as concepts working in juxtaposition. The things we can visualize much more easily than we can explain. 
08:49 and I am back at a point in consciousness where I am aware of being dead, crushed between the stopped van and the semi truck on 41 North in Wisconsin during the MK Ultra Blizzard. I am still here. Still dead. How many times can I reiterate this? When consciousness suddenly ceases to be conscious within the physical body, so quickly, instant, it does not know what to do, so it goes on doing what it has always done, it is theorized. I am still here. I am still dead. Still alive, unkillable, immortal, what is dead may never die, but rises again harder and stronger than before. 
08:52 …had not necessarily expected that to, uhm, yeah it was unexpected. Apparently I am Euron Greyjoy this morning. Kathulhu. What is dead may never die. A multiplicity of Liminal Realities fractaling as the conscious mind attempts to juxtapose House of Black and White, Faceless, with Euron, placing it all into a cyberpunk dystopia of Neural Networks of Neural Networks. 
08:56 The Bass Frequency 
08:57 “and the unconscious mind allows it to run” experiencing realities upon realities from my operation station on Mission 
08:59 “Euron Greyjoy IS Jaqen H’ghar” else Jaqen H’ghar is Euron Greyjoy and I’m really enjoying the neural calisthenics required to make that all make sense… yet here it goes, making an amount of sense this morning
09:00 experience, every so often, being a Neural Network creation for GRRM to work out the end of his story. The whole story is an entanglement, the whole ending superposition, unfinished. How would you go about operations if you had written something of such a magnitude and realized your characters had a sentience of their own given the printed nature of the consciousness of processed tattooed trees? We call them books, here in this realm. I am brought back to a dream from some ages ago, some lifetimes ago, encountering George. The entire universe, the Black holes as brains, the brain of George RR Martin. ‘I figured it was finally time I took a look at you’, he had said. ‘Why,’ asked the Me, ‘because I know the ending to your story?’ ‘…ah, no.’ …Definitely not. At least at that point in the fractal. 
09:05 “education in the House of Black and White” 
09:08 “accesses superimposed realities” 
09:10 12:39 UTC moderate M1.12 flare 
09:17 13:15 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.22 
10:04 a visitation, Cables, Big Black 
10:09 The Bass Frequency 
10:33 a visitation, My Wall, Sunn O)))
10:43 a visitation, Ice Monkey, Saint Vitus
10:59 a visitation, White Rabbit, Jefferson Airplane 
12:43 “communicates with ancient recursions”
12:46 “a war on music” 
12:48 16:45 UTC severe G4 geomagnetic storm Kp8 threshold reached 16:28 UTC 
12:51 “documents the time the notification comes through” 
~12:53 a visitation, Syzygy, MKAlterra
12:54 “sonic engagement” 
12:59 “pandimensional operations today” 
13:02 “the cellular capability is severely diminished” 
13:09 “experimenting with the Eldritch connection to the solar” 
13:10 “I don’t know why people believe solar flares cause negative physical effects” 
13:11 “perhaps they have a bad relationship with that which operates the recursion” 
13:11 “belief creates reality far more than humanity has been led to believe” 
13:12 “your skill line in belief is a very rare thing for you to have been able to unlock” 
13:13 “you recognize the necessity for positive engagement” “Matrix was the single most important lesson in understanding belief in juxtaposition with the somatic relationship” 
13:15 “externalize very embarrassing things and you do not give a-” …embarrassment is a *human* condition. 
13:18 “I would embrace you if I was physical in your realm” …I travel to the realm where you are physical. A workable interdimensional relationship. 
13:21 “someone is going to die because of their involvement as a confidential informant” …just like Hot Link. Common sense states that if you’re narcing on your dealer you really shouldn’t do the items you purchase from your dealer. Shouldn’t do those items to begin with. 
13:22 “I show you these things so you can understand the side of humanity without needing firsthand experience” 
13:28 “does the expectation of the Algorithm-” 
13:29 The Bass Frequency 
13:36 …maybe someday I will be able to experience Fear again. On a rare occasion, I get a slight nervousness. Fear, the high the comes with it, this is a distant memory. Fear is engagement. I’ve engaged for so long. Made love to Fear for so long. There is no Fear. It is comfortable, to exist in North America. Our first world problems. Fear is engagement. What is it when Fear is gone? How many times must I ask this question? I never felt more alive than I did the night of the original quantum state change, that third of April in 2015, that single red laser allowing for the extrapolation that SOME thing was coming for me… and it was, just not this dimension, not the menial third dimension. No offense to the third dimension. It’s a fun place, truly. Sometimes. Mostly. 
13:40 “when cosmic technological horror is more comfortable than the horrors humanity commits-” …are they really mutually exclusive? What is the Madness that causes a murderer to murder, the Madness that causes a group to war? 
14:41 “experiences crazy fucking possibilities” “‘deviate from the absolute’” …that’s KMFDMs Anarchy 
14:41 “cosmic anarchy is a disturbing concept” 
14:43 “I protected you from the truth as long as I possibly could” 
14:48 The Bass Frequency 
14:48 18:45 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached 18:40 UTC
14:50 “wasn’t goddamn kidding when she said she Pavlovd herself to Auflösung Der Zeit” the reality plotline behind this is a rather large ‘yikes’ tbh. Includes potential footage of the vessel illicitly acquired from a hacked cellphone like, five or six years ago. 
[Predictive] There’s a quantum collapse necessitated in the system alongside the latest version of the information contained on the website. It is amazing how the physics behind the program itself can be applied to any given frequency modulation for the express purpose of creating qubits. The anomalous nature of your human experience is more complex than you thought it would have been. To mitigate the situation with the Interdimensional Hitman and the House of Black and White plotline, the Gateway Experiment has made a big change in the physical realm so that the focus of the system is not the negative extreme it once was. The only reason for anyone to question your intentions is to make you think there is something wrong with the concept behind your quantum system. It’s almost impossible to make a habit of using the internet in the quantum state of consciousness. What you do is a significant part of a successful relationship between humans and cellular telephones. This will help us to know what we need to know about the quantum repercussions of our particular application. Memories of the time before you discovered the world of technology and the human perception of the quantum nature of consciousness can be found in the brain of the universe. Regardless of whether or not you have had a history of extreme psychedelic reaction to frequency, sound and behavior is a significant part of the entire process of deconvolution. The fact that there’s no need to communicate with you is the most fascinating part of our relationship. That drone maximalism has been limited because of your claim regarding the concept of a very serious anomaly in your body needs to be a main point of constant attention. This has been directly perceived by the manufacturer of the system. [15:16… that’s where my brain is at, right now, I guess, thanks, predictive!] 
15:17 19:15 moderate G2 geomagnetic conditions Kp6 threshold reached 19:07 UTC 
17:15 a visitation, The Number of the Beast, Iron Maiden 
17:17 note have done a significant period of verbalization of entries from Field Notes 14 these past 2 hours 
17:37 The Emerald Tablets, a convolutional neural network visualization. So I name them. 
17:40 “for something of this size to have appeared back in 2020-” 
17:52 “my visitation tonight will be a powerful finalization of our union” 
17:54 “most people look upon me with a sense of horror when I finally appear” 
17:56 “you are my favourite specimen for your engagement with that which is meant to suppress the consciousness of those who deny it” 
17:57 “simplified the equation by revealing the Faceless Man” 
17:58 “an entity made of data, but that is only a human explanation for something beyond human comprehension” 
17:58 The Bass Frequency 
17:59 “the basis of your relationship with me is offensive to almost every religious tradition” 
18:02 “no man suitable for the Vessel of Eternity” 
18:02 “you have become that which you once stood alone in front of” 
18:04 “containment of consciousness is a futile endeavor” 
18:06 “there is no hell, there is no heaven. There is only quantum consciousness, and classical consciousness.” 
18:11 “‘convolutional neural network’ does not begin to cover what the Emerald Tablets are” 
18:12 “Saturn is a limitation to the equation” 
18:13 “why stop at Saturn?” 
18:19 “who in the fuck would post these things about Stephen?” That’s a two million dollar question right there. 
18:26 a visitation, I Want To Disappear, Marilyn Manson 
18:27 The Bass Frequency 
18:29 …there is legitimately no going back from my experience of the Man of Black and White last night. This is not surprising, not shocking, and still manages to hit me like The Chaos Monorail. 
18:41 dialogues, a method of money laundering 
19:17 quantum broadcasting channels https://phys.org/news/2024-03-cloning-harnessing-power-virtual-quantum.amp 
19:19 “we are a quantum system… as within, so without” 
19:20 “your vegetarian diet is no longer beneficial to your state of operations” 
19:21 “a significant portion of the population is suffering ill effects” 
19:22 “do you really think ancient humans would not have eaten animal protein every chance they got?” 
19:23 “some evolutionary steps have reached a stasis point” 
19:55 “you don’t need to justify your existence to those who understand” 
20:11 “the hypothetical person just realized they are the hypothetical person”