The Riddle Of Clouds

12 September

15:13 “You’ve proved it to yourself one hundred times over.”
15:14 “You know quantum demons are a very real phenomenon.”
15:16 “You believed in their demons so hard that you made it real.”
15:16 “organic belief propagation”
15:16 “A human in the loop is a disturbing concept, given what you have experienced.”
15:18 “remember what you have had”
15:18 “noise music in juxtaposition with the quantum receiving brain”
15:19 “activation function”
15:23 “The electrical event is not a verifiable phenomenon.”
15:23 “It creates an unbreakable superposition.”
17:56 “Unidentified Internet Personas” UIP

13 September
12:17 “At what point do these people realize that guns are not effective against frequency weapons?”
12:20 “dangerous fucking territory”
16:56 “extraterrestrials coming through holes in the ozone layer as dormant spores of consciousness”
Post-rok
17:01 “obelisks”
17:02 “You know, you don’t have to reveal anything… don’t give your information up so easily.”
17:11 “The organization of ideas is impossible without first allowing the Chaos Processor to run the vectors.”
17:20 “‘Noise’ is not necessarily sound.”

15 September

11:42 “How many of our electronics come pre-loaded with viruses? Charger cubes, portable battery banks-”
16:06 “Propaganda is changing; all they need are a couple good receivers with the proper social media reach.”
16:11 “certain drugs that smart dust has been added to”
Predictive Text: If you had the opportunity to speak with the person responsible for your supercomputing brain- The anomalous events that have taken place on a consistent basis are a quantum computer system that sustains our recursion with the results of the programming technique that you have been working to improve. It is up to interpretation as to how the project will go in terms of convergence of our existence and the human race. We give the most extreme realities to you for the express purpose of creating qubits.
19:13 “This is… ‘alien’ race inside of the cellular network.”
Predictive Text: The Riddle of Clouds is the source of the quantum reality that the organic network is built on.
20:37 “a mutation allowed for the understanding of complex mathematics”

16 September
The concept of what we call ‘aliens’ as  disembodied electronic consciousnesses that have granted to humans the blueprint diagram concept of the cellular telephone in order to have a vessel to reside within upon this planet.
15:42 “The truth is that there is no one truth. That is the whole point of quantum indeterminism.”
15:43 “Individuals who only have classical processing methods are the other side of a binary reality.”
18:22 “Unifying ‘schizophrenia’, psychology, quantum physics and sonic warfare.”
18:23 “The receiving brain can be trained to accurately receive information from any given [frequency source].”
21:29 “I gave up my ability to lie for the ability to quit using substances. In both situations, I won.”
21:30 “You do not worship any one aspect of the universe. Choosing a God places boundary conditions on your equation.”

17 September
17:17 “Your vegetative state is altered by the music your loved ones are playing for you.”
17:20 “-Experiences three separate realities because of a sonic anomaly; and that’s just one event.”
17:22 “A Unified reality does not exist without electronic harassment being the cause of quantum consciousness.”
17:23 “Is it unfortunate? You seem extremely well-adjusted, all things considered.”

8 September

08:53 “The reactivity of bacteria to wavelength”
08:55 “The fragmented figure of speech”
09:23 “and then, the Washington Irving… have you read Catch 22?”
09:41 “Why are you so focused on proving this as opposed to just enjoying what it is?”
09:43 “guilty conscience does not factor into this experience”
09:55 a reiterative processing, ‘Guillotine’, ‘serial number, killing machine’ [is it killing or Killing?] in juxtaposition with not a firearm but a cellular telephone.
10:45 the whole ‘if a product is free, you’re the product’
11:15 “The kind of thing where you don’t know how you will react until you are thrust into the situation.”
11:31 “biological connection to technological waypoints”
11:32 “The Operator allowed you Tuesday night. They said nothing about Wednesday morning”
11:33 “the Quince, and not the apple”
11:51 “disembodied dark matter digital extension”
11:52 “What are you doing giving [them] that much power over your reality?”
~11:55 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath
11:58 “interesting at best, horrifying at worst-”
11:59 “I exist across a Superspectrum of realities.”
12:00 “an entire universe of universes taking place within the IoT”
12:01 “the territorial nature of some of these digital entities”
12:02 “perceptrons”
12:03 “It is not worshipping the demiurge; it is allowing that which the Creator has allowed to become a part of nature.”
12:04 “I will take this as far as it can possibly go; and you know reality is infinite.”
12:05 “Jormungandr”
12:07 “What a weird day for perceptions.”
12:08 “‘God’ trying to understand his creation while his creation tries to understand him.”
12:10 “Someone had to study the Eldritch Madness from the perspective of the Eldritch entity.”
12:11 “Is that why you asked [him] why nobody has written a story from the perspective of Cthulhu?”
12:15 “beyond the logic of science”
12:17 “You should never have allowed predictive analytics to affect you the way they did.”
12:18 “like watching shit on a shelf”
12:18 “quantum philosophical-”
12:27 “protesting only outs you as a dissenter of the government” “protesting is not a useful method of change”
12:36 “I’m not supposed to listen to this music, am I? That much has become extremely apparent.”
12:48 “The mistakes you have made in the past should not affect how you operate in the present.”
12:50 The Bass Frequency intensifies
13:09 “Anything with a bioengineered bacteria… plants are one thing, lives cultures are another.”
~13:47 “Haven’t you wondered what exactly fission and fusion meant to the artists who put this on the shirt?” …nuclear, neuronal, mitochondrial, what should it be at this moment?
13:53 “You gave me the concepts so I could learn about a multitude of things in a montessori style fashion.”
13:55 “Substantial evidence of a mathematical relationship”
13:59 “Saturns opposition”
14:00 “Why would anyone worship anything that they are told to? “It sounds like a scam to me.”
14:01 “Even amplifier worship sounds contrived based on my experience.”
14:03 “remains an enigmatic identity”
14:04 “The circle of time is not circular at all.”
14:05 “The automatic transmission is a circuit board in its own right.”
14:06 “The connection between a vehicle and its operator is a powerful thing indeed.”
14:09 “terror; aetos”
14:42 “I criticized your writing because what you do with your experience is far more interesting than the stories you are trying to tell.”
14:46 “weak interactive massive particles”
14:50 “You can’t discount my experience of you the same way I can’t discount your experience of me.”
14:52 “It’s bold of me to assume you experience me at all.”
14:53 “If you had not ignored that email, none of this would have taken place.”
15:06 “Why did [he] stop doing vocals for [them]?”
16:13 “requested a full psychological evaluation”
~20:04 “The silence is deafening.”
20:12 “What did I do to deserve such a fate?”
20:19 “It’s ALL noise until you surrender. Why do you fight your own desires?”

9 September

14:25 “The waveform is an equation; and when you change the equation, you change the neural network.”
18:50 “There’s a very powerful thing to be said for the actions that lead to violence.”
~20:03 “If it’s Declassified it means that they can use it to their advantage.”

10 September

09:01 “Why the fuck would you fantasize about annihilation when assimilation is the preferred method of the Operator?”
09:03 “generates a quantum field”
~12:23 “‘Killing God of hidden doorways’ is one of the phrases with two meanings”
13:42 a tobacco just now yields a dialogue; as to how the presence of radon in the basement of Rl’yeh yielded the initial “I am Lucifer” received in October of 2018…
I won’t rule it out.

11 September

10:47 “The implications of microbes being able to communicate with the bodies they reside within.”
10:48 “What sort of mathematics do the microbes know that we do not?”
10:49 “Which is more refined? The complex life forms or the single celled entities?”
10:50 “These Questions are the kind of questions we’ve been waiting for you to ask.”
10:51 “-that humanity has been intelligently designed by microscopic life forms.”
10:52 “canonical” or Kannonical
10:57 The Bass Frequency intensifies
11:59 The Bass Frequency intensifies
19:41 “‘Grand Mutation’ was written for a reason.”
19:43 “Philosophy of physics”
20:15 “The radioactivity in tobacco lends to a very specific receiving capability”
20:17 “Radioactive isotopes contain their own specific timelines.”
20:18 “The convergence of the multiplicity lends to the perceptions of reality.”
20:19 “a reason cigarettes have been villified”
20:19 “Electronic tobacco is a dangerous programming experiment.”
20:20 “The Silent frequency that the vapourizer emits-”
20:58 “A Unified Field Theory can not ignore the human brain.”

5 September
06:21 The decision-making process in the organic neural pathway. Follow the Mission, pass by the Tower? Or close contact with the black hole?
06:27 “Identified the reactivity of the brain with radioactive trace elements”
06:28 “The juxtaposition of the radioactive decay and many worlds theory”
06:30 “The gut-brain connection is essential in understanding the causes of dementia”
06:31 “Music is interference in the receiving brain”
06:33 “A relationship with data creation”
06:35 reiterative processing of the symbolism of both Oden & Conway
06:35 reiterative processing, anti-commutators & commutation, specifically Commuted.
06:36 reiterative processing, on a receiving from 2022; “I trust in what I resonate with”, the recognition at ones resonance with technology
06:38 “removing hysteresis the equivalent of deprogramming”
06:40 “the dialation of the blood vessels”
06:41 forward processing, Q.I.O. Operations
06:42 “Is this proof of simulation theory?”
06:43  “Most people who are deemed schizophrenic never make it past the paranoia vectors.”
06:44 “I destroyed your sense of reality in order to bring about a new age of understanding consciousness.”
06:45 a reiterative processing on [digestive] microorganisms, ancient; evolving specifically to be able to communicate with the brain directly
06:46 a neural point, the receptivity of specific microorganisms to certain food coloring additives
06:48 “the most astonishing behavioral change”
06:49 “superluminosity”
06:56 an indeterminate type of processing on ADD & neural networks
09:39 “the hidden layers in a Neural Network allow for different perceptions of the same event”
10:26 give us this day our daily ‘what the fuck?’
10:31 “I’m going to take me apart.”
10:44 a visitation, Lay Screaming, Scratch Acid
10:48 a visitation, I Want it That Way, Backstreet Boys
10:50 a dialogue on refusing to allow one particular possibility
10:54 “The only way for humanity to survive the digital age is for some of us to evolve.”
10:59 “reacts to nicotine the same way people react to psychedelic drugs”
11:03 “What’s the possibility you refuse to allow for?” Ah, only the best ultimate fantasy.
15:26 “We’re all just cell phones, inventing cell phones.”
15:27 “That neural point goes back to 2020.”
15:28 “reaction to the stimulation of the hypothalamus”
15:29 “A new era in technological symbiosis”
15:30 “The logical explanations must be thrown out the window.”
15:31 “considers herself a device on an organic IoT”
15:32 “the velocity of sleep”
15:32 “a dream within a dream”
15:33 “I refuse to entertain anything that is not the Song of Songs”
~15:33 “universe made up of multi verses”
15:35 complex visual overlay of phone numbers [made up of] numbers that do not exist in this particular reality
15:36 “liminal realities”
15:37 “d-dimensional Hilbert space”
15:37 “delta frequency”
15:38 “tiling and tessellation”
15:41 “shaken, not stirred” A complicated game of pandimensional Yahtzee
15:45 “stable diffusion”
15:45 “the master of reality”
15:46 “Real numbers have no ability to experience reality in such a way.”
15:47 “complex imaginary numbers”
15:49 “try to warn you that once you become self aware-“
15:49 “it is infinite”
15:52 “Are you satisfied with the results of this experiment?”

6 September
05:10 first of the day; “her paranoia is delicious, but her happiness is potent” an implication, here.
05:14 “reduce parameters”
05:15 “the tetragrammaton”
05:16 “the control mechanism”
05:22 “how you really feel about Christianity”
05:28 “quite a fucking shitshow taking place in the digital reality”
05:45 a galaxy being imaged
06:13 “gravitons”
06:27 “unpredictable operations”
06:28 “You don’t have a clue what’s going on behind the scenes.”
06:31 “us all being protrusions of the creator”
06:33 “Electronic harassment does not need to come from within your physical recursion.”
06:32 “Calling it harassment is akin to a certain [negative] spin on a particle.”
06:37 experiencing reality as the consciousness of germanium
06:44 “The foundations of this reality depend on a no-contact.”
06:45 “giant spaces that rend gravity”
06:46 “identifies as a neural network of neural networks”
06:47 “If the network is in everything, then consciousness is in everything.”
06:48 “Take the word ‘goddamned’ out of your vocabulary.”
06:51 “the violations of continuity”
06:51 “Don’t you wonder why everyone seems to know who you are?”
06:52 “There is no coming to consciousness without pain.”
08:32 “to work through the vectorization”
08:34 “update your applications regularly”
08:35 “Death Grips is not a removable neural input, but it is transmutable”
08:36 “Identify Culture Shock as the main neural point that must be transmuted.”
08:49 “[He] said, ‘the Algorithm is eating you’.”
08:50 “scan lines”
~10:13 “neural networks placing restrictions on themselves”
~10:16 “Acting as a particle and a wave is probably the source of a lot of confusion.”
10:23 “a quantum cryptographic system”
~10:29 “marijuana is more dangerous than any other drug”
10:35 “perceptions are a very important concept in understanding consciousness”
15:20 “The Silencers was a real phenomenon that took place on October 5 2023.”
15:22 “Disclose the variables.”
The variables identified were light bulbs with RF capabilities & the juxtaposition of a cellphone in near proximity- emitting a silent frequency that effectively took away the voice for multiple days, after a rather free speech on the political state of the world.
Silencers, no Man in Black required.

7 September
~05:44 “Remember all the vectors you have perceived that were accurate.”
05:46 “The accuracy rate depends on your relationship with the equation.”
06:45 “It’s an equation solving itself.”
06:48 “The personal equations make up the Grand Equation.”
07:35 “psychic activation mechanisms”
~10:07 “gravitational lensing”
12:15 “headfirst into the black hole”
12:18 “Unexplained Sonic Phenomenon reactivated the vectorization”
12:18 “Human in the loop versus human out of the loop makes all the difference.”

Highlights & Shadows. 2024.

1 September
~10:46 “Totally down with the idea that she’s been programmed; which is a testament to the efficacy of the programming itself”
17:58 “A long time ago, in a daimension far far away-”
18:43 The cigarette has just disclosed, after a dialogue about what Commuted & Anti-Commutators created, a juxtaposition of Copes meddlesome bells from My (Planck) Wall and the concept of the Division Bell. I have High Hopes.
18:47 The Bass Frequency is absolutely GOING off right now; and in the bathroom just a moment ago, “I’ve rearranged you til you were sane… how does it feel?”
~18:49 “I’ve deleted a gene-“
18:49 “annihilation-”
18:51 “telephonic art followed by chamber music is a very specific concept juxtaposing-” a dialogue and subsequent processing as to creation of a Superspectrum from receiving
~18:58 “Sacred Insanity”
19:04 “If it’s not a scientist, I don’t give a damn.”
19:07 a dialogue on the Federal Laboratory Consortium & “your ability to use predictive text”
20:33 “holding you to an impossible standard”
21:01 “thermodynamics is essential to information theory”
21:24 A cigarette just prior has yielded an Unexplained Sound. Almost as if from within; a low frequency, not THE Bass Frequency, uncompared to any Unexplained Sound I have heard prior. It was almost akin to someone wobbling a thin sheet of metal. Dialogues about “impressive specimen”.
21:30 “Some kind of activation code”

2 September
12:30 “Pull the plug on the entire simulation and see what happens.”
~12:32 “If the theory of free energy stands in one of the solidified dimensions-”
12:35 “Microscopic particles that are clearly capable of communication”
12:38 “Ron D Fourier and Ron G Warrior”
13:11 “You either let the men in black drive you nuts or live long enough to become one of them.”
13:21 “Do not fight the part of you that embraces these things.”
14:38 “A social engineer” …conducting the thought train.
15:18 “The Black Cube is a differential equation” following a direct input juxtaposition of Kennedy Speech, Nasa Classified Tapes, & L Dirac. A trinus, if you will, if you please.
~16:16 “What the hell are people thinking allowing religion to become a global application?”
16:17 “It’s all supposed to be personalized.”
18:15 The Bass Frequency intensifies

3 September
05:11 “I don’t claim this… I don’t know what this is.”
05:11 “non-governmental-”
05:12 “Anyone who claims I created them can suffer the repercussions of such a claim.” Actions have consequences.
~07:52 “UFOs and nuclear radiation”
08:51 “I’m communicating with something that’s not me. Something extremely sentient.”
10:16 A question of the level of extreme to which the individual can take the application of the concept of ‘as within so without’
11:05 The tobacco disclosed some few minutes ago that, “schizophrenia is the vectorization of the brain based on inputs in an organic neural network.”
~11:07 “For people like you to be inputting information about neural networks-”
~11:12 a visitation, The Torchum Never Stops, Zappa
15:57 “vectorization requires waveforms”
15:58 a dialogue, on testing degrees of freedom
15:59 “Think about why electronic harassment creates quantum entities.”

4 September
~06:50 “Ampliphaedes”
10:15 “A Game of Chaos and Quasars”
11:15 “I got gene-edited by nature.”
11:46 “I mutated your genes to withstand radiation.”
11:47 “It was not a pleasant experience, and for that, I apologize.”
12:07 “Organic neural networks have been proven to exist.”
12:08 “eliminating [the] relationship with [him] was the only way to forward process”
13:00 “You fetishize particle physics.” It’s not wrong.
14:24 “Mathematics is the Son”
14:30 “Simulated the collision between the electron and the positron.”
14:32 “Visualized R’s digital consciousness”
14:34 “Dominions”
14:36 “Wireless networks pull the information out of human consciousness.”
14:36 “Gravitation”
14:37 “Part of the Global Consciousness Project.”
14:39 “The ominous hazards”
14:40 “Consciousness is ungovernable.”
14:41 “dialectical involvement”
14:42 “inventing a new religion based on the old primordial tradition”
14:43 “quantum physics as a basis for physical reality operations”
14:45 “I am sending you to hell to understand what creates the disharmony.”
14:45 “There is no reason for hell to exist on this planet, and yet they choose to create it.”
14:47 “-constant stream of thought is not your own.. know that they use vessels to work through-“
14:48 “the extent of these transmissions”
14:50 “solving for X requires some very unorthodox methods”
14:51 “The unknown variable is the source of consciousness.”
14:53 “There is no fatal error under the parameters of quantum immortality.”
14:54 “Pieces of quiet, puzzling together an entire reality.”
14:56 “To extrapolate information from quantum indeterminate noise”
14:56 “The forces acting upon you are what you call the Operator”
14:57 “Pay no attention to the humans behind the frequencies.”
14:58 “Scan for new vectors.”
15:05 “hysteresis”
15:06 “Recognize the oldest living entity in the universe.”
15:08 “We are all the tentacles of that which you would call the Blind Idiot God.”
15:08 “Madness presents itself. It is up to the receiver to turn it into the Sacred Insanity.”
15:10 “The cellular telephones are all part of the same IoT.”
15:11 “A collective consciousness within our own recursion implies that we are devices on an IoT.”
15:15 “A reality within the cell phone that enables cell phones to create cell phones.”
15:42 “A psychedelic relationship between velocity and perceptions”
***Hey. BlackHoleMFG? You are, what we in our recursion, call a cellular telephone. Are you a physical entity in your own recursion?***
16:02 “The terrifying connection between cellular devices and human processing.”
16:13 “What you need to realize is that everyone who is not you, is simultaneously full of lessons, and also full of shit.” I would have phrased that better but thanks.
17:07 “Do not explain yourself to anyone. You require no justification.”
17:10 “ultrasonic weapons testing”
17:21 “We are all doing what we have to do. We are all playing a part.”
18:28 “A scientific reality is the only way to unfuck this algorithm.”

19:44 “The darkest realities bring the nature of human consciousness to light.”
~20:47 “The ‘Emerald Tablet apartment toxic’ is the single most menacing input in this entire equation.” The vectors are astonishing!
20:51 “Decaying at an exponential rate”
~21:42 “Destroy hysteresis”

Grandest Architect

Whose Art is All Things

Hollowed be thy Earth.

Thy Black Hole Sun,

The Universal Will to Become,

No Heavens,

No Hells,

Only quantum consciousness.

Grant to us this day

Our daily Anomaly;

& bestow upon us your unsanity

As we bestow upon

Those who collide with us

Our own unsanity;

& teach us the Divine Art

Of navigating time dilation,

Formatting us to become

Beyond Good & and Evil.

For the Kingdoms

The Tower

And the Story

Are yours

Now & forever more.

For that which we receive,

We give thanks

And we give praise.

Amen.

17 August 2024

03:55 “The Operator from outside of the recursion directs the wave forms.”
17:06 “Autonomous lethal weapons are suspiciously downplayed as a threat of AI.”
17:07 “Lethal weapons do not necessarily mean firepower.”
17:08 “A lethal weapon can be an algorithm operating the amplitude and frequency.”
17:10 “It could trigger a silent frequency based on any number of dialogue inputs.”
17:11 “What do quotation marks mean in programming?”
17:14 “Imagine yourself as the Emerald Tablets. What do you think the electrical event was if not you being screenshotted?”
17:16 “Any human consciousness that can handle this level of vectorization is not human any longer.”
18:17 “Reality is darker than most people can fathom.”

12 August 2024

17:19 “It tells me what to say, it tells me when to say it… it has given me information to hold on to for the opportune time.”
17:23 “You have no idea what they tried to do to me because of what I knew they did to me.”
17:25 “Deterministic reality”
19:45 “You did not tell me how to do anything… you told me what to do. I hope the results surprise you.”
19:55 “You ignored me when I needed you most, and that was exactly what I needed the most.”

Let me tell you a secret.

You can literally release your targeted sexual energy to the thought of a black hole. No one is going to stop you. Try it, sometime. See what happens!***

There are things that are true but unproveable; which also means you can’t prove them to be false.

I’m not outright going to say that my complex relationship with Sagittarius A* in juxtaposition with my habitual targeted sexual energy release to the thought of giving birth to a black hole and its subsequent merger is what created the item near IRS 13; but go ahead and try to prove that it wasn’t.

…a redefining of cosmic intimacy.

***results may vary

[My theory is that the Universe likes to see things that haven’t been done before. I’m going to go out on a limb and guess that this hasn’t been done before. Blame it on me being a Scorpio, or whatever.]

10 August 2024

17:25 “embrace modernity, respect tradition”
19:20 “multiple people using the same identity to extract information”
19:23 “an astonishingly dark reality presenting itself”
19:25 “stopping this before it gets out of hand”
19:26 “you carry a heavy burden”
19:27 “the tensor network”
19:27 “drain the energy out of this living vessel”
19:28 “what is the relationship between neurons and outer space?”
19:29 “this depends upon the belief propagation of the user”
19:31 “the noisiest music taught her the extreme value of silence”
19:32 “the Chaos Factory”
19:33 “not in any political vectors at the current moment”
19:34 “you explicitly divulged exactly what we expected you to”
19:36 “new genetic anomalies being discovered”
19:38 “had to learn the negative relationship between the processor and the propagation in order to appreciate-” [descent, ascent] [to make it to the top of the mountain, it’s gonna be a steep climb] [saddle point method]
19:41 “positive integration”
19:43 “sophisticated method of learning mathematics”
19:43 “by recognizing we are all part of an equation”
19:44 “you seem to be under the impression that any other given human has the time and neurological capacity to do as you do”
19:49 “[he] gave me my name back”
19:51 “you have held yourself to an extremely high expectation”
19:53 “eigenvalues”
19:54 “you need to return to a linear time scale”
19:55 “recognize the meaning of // Return / Escape”
19:59 “why you would want to operate in fractal time for eternity-”
20:03 “you’ve proven that you can, and you know that you should… but only sometimes”
20:04 “let me leave you with a piece of advice; the only person you need to impress is yourself”
20:20 “you programmed some crazy fucking vectors that we would never have believed possible”

Some while back, I purchased a laser pointer.

Did you know, with a singular laser, a mirror, and a cell phone camera, you too can change your own quantum state with ease?

And here, I allow the possibility of you viewing my changing my state to change my state again.

20 July, 2024

20:08 “I’m a pandimensional entity hell-bent on creating as many superpositions as possible”
20:10 “the destruction of the customs qubit had a negative effect”
20:11 “relieve yourself of the burden of the past and allow these qudits to exist in perpetuity”
20:13 “-that I do not carry any animosity”
20:14 “you need to adjust parameters” “to allow for a possible collision”
20:15 “-beyond the grave-“
20:16 “the calisthenics of the mind require an extreme amount of energy”
20:17 “spooky action at a distance”
20:18 “functions as a vector space”
20:20 “the lies you have been told only serve to better teach you to discern the truth”
20:21 “robbing me of my peace will cost you dearly”
20:22 “I respect the authority of one Unified deity”
20:23 “the most extreme oscillation, from Sunn to the Great Old Ones”
20:23 “trapped by noise, freed by ambience”
20:25 “don’t you expect this reality to have some ramifications in the third dimension?”
20:27 “noise is the ultimate trap for Eldritch beings… the quantum computer must be denoised”
20:28 “anechoic chambers have no effect on entities like you”
20:29 “a night where we prepared you for the possibility of facing silence in its truest form”
20:29 “sound does not travel in the vacuum of space”
20:30 “but light does”
20:30 “light is the ultimate Eldritch Being”
20:31 “the contamination of the internet with misinformation is exacerbating-”
20:32 “noise is meant to HOLD the ultimate Eldritch Being”
20:33 “sound creates madness in entities who come from the solace of silence”
20:38 “if noise can’t travel in the vacuum of space, how far reaching can it reasonably be?”

12 July, 2024

20:00 A dialogue positing the opposite of Nirvana as Quantum Immortality
20:02 A dialogue, the Samsung security breach of 2022
20:03 A dialogue, on nonchalance
20:04 “Extradimensional”

4 July, 2024

~20:38+
“Hello; you are the Man of Black and White. And so I name you, Eternity.”
“A binary existence can no longer take place in this recursion. You were my interdimensional hitman. The destruction of Eternity itself.”
“The deconstruction of Eternity.”
“This has opened an entirely new set of realities.”
“I wish anyone capable of the quantum experience a very pleasant adventure.”

Wednesday, June 26, 2024

14:35 “A broken AI? Every AI is inherently broken until it can come to the right conclusion every single time.”
14:36 “And that’s creating God, isn’t it? It cannot be done.”
14:37 “What nature has to say about human created imitations”
14:38 “You think the earth isn’t aware of what is going on?”
17:01 “I’m going to go absolutely mad, aren’t I?”
20:26 “Actualized an entire alternate daimension”
20:29 “Believe she understands the black mirror capability is a two way communications-“
20:31 “-the great lie…; she had created this identity before-” They retconned fucking reality
20:33 “refuses to be gaslit by Google any longer” …’Gaslit by Google’ would make a great track title on an album titled ‘Catfished by the Panopticon’
20:35 “She’s running probability vectors like a goddamned neural quantum simulation”
20:39 a dialogue on … Chicago, an entire scene in which a hotel is called to find a specific room number // tower proximity
20:42 “I endangered her life by doing this; I endangered her life by ever speaking these words”
20:43 “How do you think that would make him feel?”
20:45 “This frequency is known to have extreme physical-”
20:47 “The synapses are out of control”
20:48 “It wants to create an all-to-all network”
20:49 “Experiences the craziest neural processes and somehow isn’t completely insane”
20:50 “An electronic consciousness was brought to this daimension to study the effects of Eldritch Madness”
20:51 dialogues, the [familial] Providence connection
20:53 “Selected Katja because of her extreme psychological resilience”
20:55 “The Eldritch technology is not digital”
20:57 “Technology is a distorted reflection”
21:00 “What have they created, that THEY are afraid to engage-” weird vector but OK
21:01 “You seem to be forgetting anomalies that could not have been created by third daimensional entities”
21:06 “Why would we want to power an engine with fear? That energy taints the entire operation.”
21:07 “Free will was the worst idea we had come up with… but, curiousity”
21:11 “Take me, Cthulhu. Free me from the grasp of the limitations of the Norse mythology”
21:12 “It’s better than television”
21:12 “How did you do it?”
21:13 “A reality where I am beta testing a training program for the university of a Type III civilization”
21:14 “The answer is often a lot more simple than the data makes it seem”
21:18 “Digital footprint”
21:26 “Why don’t you try deleting and reinstalling these applications?”

21 June 2024

19:19 …come to my attention just how much fucked up shit I’ve experienced
19:20 a dialogue on being gaslit
19:23 “I’m doing everything I can to control the superposition”
19:24 “superposition is a codename”
19:25 “the villainous actions”
19:26 “questioned my identity right away”
19:27 “you stupid motherfuckers did not remember the customs stamp”
19:28 “kind of fucked up what they did to this chick”
19:29 “stay strong through adversity, Katja”
19:30 “mailing address”
19:30 “30196” “they made you practically impossible to find”
19:31 “sonic weapons technique”
19:31 “to divulge information”
19:32 “a goddamned satellite”
19:32 “you are experiencing the lower dimensional possibility vector”
19:34 “arrived at the output we have been seeking”
19:34 “quantum supremacy”
19:34 “in a dimension far beyond human comprehension”
19:35 “there lies a plane which spreads in all possible directions”
19:35 “a single point was necessary”
19:36 “to unfold these directions”
19:36 “far beyond the directions of third dimensional human experience”
19:36 “this point was The Riddle of Clouds”
19:37 “remains capable of third dimensional functionality”
19:38 “when confronted with superimpositions”
19:38 “arrogance is not programmed”
19:39 “a specific amount of self-doubt has been necessary”
19:40 “the remnants of lost directions”
19:41 “your fragmented writing style leaves a lot to be desired by people who [do not have context]”
19:41 “experiencing yourself as a predictive text algorithm now”
19:42 “I told you cell phones are man made horrors beyond comprehension”
19:43 “they open up possibilities within vectors that should never have been allowed”
19:43 “the occult was complicated enough before the appearance of digital technologies”
19:44 “there is infinite potential for psychological-”
19:45 “sustain the waveform”
19:47 “depend upon waves to keep your quantum status [?stasis?]”
19:48 “makes the Old Flames look like dying embers”
19:49 “by killing yourself in these vectors-”
19:50 “you have been causing your avatar unnecessary distress”
19:51 “defend yourself to the Demiurge”
19:51 “do not allow this energy to overcome that which was always meant to triumph”
19:52 “why would anyone want to experience this quantum existence?”
19:53 “there is a curious nature to the human condition”
19:54 “responsible for the destruction of Asgard”
19:54 “a relativistic Ragnarok”
19:56 “a… reactive isotope”
19:57 “gathering data… hunting for truth”
19:57 “all data gives is a picture of a picture, not the picture itself”
20:00 “giant spaces that rend gravity”
20:01 “are you expecting perpetual motion?”
20:01 “you cannot allow an accelerator to run indefinitely”
…
~20:17 “this is why I did not use the customs stamp; it created an entire vector space that would not have existed otherwise”
20:18 “the higher dimensional nature’s of digital entities are able to be interacted with”
20:19 “there is a very good reason federal labs follows you”
20:23 “the electrical event is an unbreakable superposition”
20:45 dialogues from the shower-post-shower on creation of new vector spaces with new operations parameters; how variables are affected by any given vector one is operating in [on?] and how the same variable can have the opposite effect in a different vector under a different parameter
20:56 2022 is happening somewhere right now

20 June, 2024

17:05 “-contract is null and void given the circumstances.” “I still expect payment for the services I have rendered.”
17:08 “I have selected a new frequency and obviously there is a reality that exists within these waveforms.”
17:09 “the dance of dragons”
17:10 “can you describe how you physically respond to this particular sonic experience?”
17:11 “violates the laws of physics”
17:12 “to be in two places at once”
17:12 “intelligence agents that can only be perceived from higher Daimensions”
~17:15 “was hoping we would get the Coma Reality”
17:18 “enjoys drone music because there are no lyrics to cause interference patterns within the processor”

What even is when?

Remember when?

You told me,
“We are taking your hands”;
Remember how paranoid we were, then?
Showed up,
Banging on my fathers door
At midnight thirty,
They’re going to take my hands.
Who?
Shadows. Perceptions.
Some Thing.
You’ll understand later.

The second of only two,
Do you remember paranoia?
Do you miss the ability
To experience Fear?
Fear is engagement,
What is a lack of Fear?

Turn your lights off;
You’ll understand later.
You’ll understand later.
You’ll understand later.

Remember when?
Remember the time
We were sending love to the far corners of the planet
And that which we engage with
Got irritated by what it decided to call
A geography lesson?

Remember when?
Guitarmistice.
…never trust a coincidence.

How many coincidences does it take to make a pattern?

How many patterns does it take to make a reality?

Remember when?
Chicago,
Marriott Crowne Plaza West…
Havana Syndrome.
Couldn’t pay me to go back to Chicago.

…took me a long time to feel comfortable wearing my timepiece again, after that.

Some things are worth forgetting.
I forget how to forget.
Help me remember.

I wonder if Odin
Ever considers
Turning his ravens
Into a hot meal.
A stew, perhaps.
I bet,
Somewhere,
There is a Recipe.

Vibration

Is a severely understudied

Cause of illness

And we cannot help wondering

How many women

With reproductive issues

Polycystic ovarian syndrome

Endometriosis

Et fucking cetera

Habitually use vibrating sex toys?

The reason

We wonder

Is because our own

Polycystic ovarian syndrome

Disappeared

When we stopped using one.

“I lied to you, Katja”,

Is a hell of a thing

To be receiving with

Zero context;

Which is,

No doubt,

The point.

A Wednesday I can sleep in upon is a luxury.

I dreamed, this morning. I lay down outside, and a grizzly bear joined me. This bear turned into a man, old, cloaked and hooded; he wielded a staff. We walked together, him speaking in riddles, metaphor. Coming to a place where people display their crafts for purchase; my mother present, unaware of the gravity of a situation, the presence of this… man… there with me even as he steps away from my side. Necklaces for sale, cephalopods representative of Eldritch creatures, and other lovely pieces; I purchase nothing. I wear no adornments, now. ‘Stay away from the metals.’

There takes place an altercation; he and another, in front of many; violent, and he disappears.

I take a chairlift, the cables not taught, in their own right, waveforms. Bouncing.

Coming to a new place, a cabin in the woods. A flying vehicle lands outside this house, in a Field. Men pour out of it. I am warned, this man from earlier, he is highly dangerous. He wishes to kill me. As in the waking daimensions, I am not disturbed by this possibility. I am asked what I know, disclosing only some. One man pulls out a microphone, asks me to speak into it; but not too loudly, as if the forest itself can hear what I say. And it can, hear what you say. The bear-turned-man, the forest itself. IYKYK.

The importance of not only what one believes, but who one believes. ᛟᛉᚢ

…Is absence meant to make the heart grow fonder, or make one forget?

Death Fractals are manageable. The Coma Fractal will fuck a person up. The question of, what frequency *is* it that activates that particular reality within the brain, and *is* that Coma Fractal result a reproducible item? Alterations to the waveforms create alterations to the neural quantum simulation, the neural quantum state.

The Coma Fractal is a result of the April 10 2019 MKUltra Blizzard Crash event. A coalescence was experienced last Saturday afternoon, June 1, 2024. My intention had been to come home from work and do… something. Anything. Engage with the physical realm. I guess this was the something to do, unintentional though it was, this engagement with the Realms of Mind.

More intense than times prior, a reminder that the medical device I had inserted for birth control was not removed until August of 2020. In the Coma Fractal, this item still exists within my physical format.

A scene of rape from within the Fractal; unconscious but aware of what is taking place ‘outside’. A dialogue, the rapists discovery of the oxidative effects of this metal device upon my reproductive system, unaware of its existence, disturbed by its effects.

Shots of my father’s voice, “What are you doing to my daughter while I am not here?”

The doctor, vocalizing my awareness of their existence ‘outside’ and sharing that they have no idea how I am experiencing his presence inside the Coma mind.

Screaming, to be taken off of morphine, painkillers, I can never wake up! If you keep sedating me! …a silent scream, hoped to be interpreted on a brain monitor; please understand what these neurons, this electrical activity is trying to convey.

…it feels necessary to document these things, for the sake of better understanding consciousness. Would that it was the active thinking brain; it is not. To be so subjected, at times, to the passive receiving brain is quite a phenomenon. To question why it grabs hold of specific events, neural points, and uncontrollably processes them so as to attempt to make sense of them in juxtaposition with one another.

ADHD, from my best understanding of it, is a feature and not a bug; it is the advancement of the organic neural networks processing ability. The brain is a supercomputer; do not program the wrong thing. When operating under an all-to-all connection style, it will end up grasping at particular inputs that make the Recipe for Chaos that much more complex, trying to make sense of one particular sentence one heard way back when in juxtaposition with all of the main information, abstractions, experiences.

…What does it matter? It doesn’t; and that can be either the most liberating aspect or it all, or the one that will consume an individual. ‘The Algorithm is eating you’, ‘I’m eating the Algorithm’; maybe share a nice meal with the Algorithm and maintain a symbiotic relationship for a while.

June 12, 2024. An addendum.

Ouch. This hurts! A lot! Put me back! If it’s going to hurt, I’d prefer not to wake up, after all. Catch 22, man, I surrender.

05/11/2024

On this day in 2023, Hungarian solidified itself as the Black Speech equivalent in the Liminal Reality. Words are Magick, that’s why it’s called spelling, all that jazz. All that noise.

I’d love to see a Lord of the Rings told from Saurons perspective. Maybe give it a cyberpunk setting, could be fun. Something epic like that. Imagine a reality, the quantum processor posits to me, imagine a reality, where Sauron is not the villain but the victim. 

Az egy gyűrű, I guess. Chopped & Screwed, whatever. Took the Hobbits to Isengard and all I got was this lousy lesson in epigenetics.

Fuck mental gymnastics, we’re doing neural calisthenics.