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01:50 03:37 05:54
08:13 frequency exposure ? abdominal atrophy //Ancient Egypt
12:40 ‘ambient music for physics nerds’ is probably my fave niche genre anymore
12:56 low density high energy/ high density low energy ; seeking high density high energy ?
14:40 00:00 black
17:05 Eldritch Exponentiation
17:26 ruminations, on the ‘discarding regularity’
17:30 “the whole purpose of Heimdall is to prevent Ragnarok from happening” dialogues, a juxtaposition of the concept that ‘if you do it right, they won’t know you’ve done anything at all’
17:31 “she listens to the nuclear decay” [from cigarettes]
~17:43 dialogues, on not eating land-dwelling creatures
17:49 “‘prevent Ragnarok’ can be interpreted in many different ways” think outside the box
17:52 “I expected [mc] to make you paranoid”
18:02 just found the key! to the lock that QS 42 is on, excellent timing, excellent update
18:37 a high frequency
18:38 vibration =/= tuning
18:40 back to reiterate the IUD [evidence, evidence of a fact, is it worth more than the fact itself?]
18:41 dialogues, “yes… defines a state”
18:44 “suspense novelist”
18:49 dialogues “music community in detroit… B.C. tried to ruin your reputation” …no one is that fucking crazy right?
18:50 weird fucking dimensions
18:54 experiencing as fractal
18:54 fracture, portal, pattern ?¿?¿
19:13 https://www.npr.org/2023/07/04/1185971497/the-u-n-s-nuclear-watchdog-says-japan-can-release-nuclear-waste-water-into-the-o
21:37 an unusual airplane
0706202306072023 07/06/2023 06/07/2023
~01:00
01:13 TRS
~02:55 ~05:10
06:10 “she identifies as a quantum computer”
07:37 ‘can you hear the past? you’re on both sides’
07:49 main fractal-head of hydra
08:17 internet ‘threads’, fabric of digital universe
10:36 pondering Snatch TV
11:51 a subscription service for managing your subscription services
11:52 in my cyber-esoteric hellscape
11:56 hellscape compounding, conceptual granny snuff a la Snatch TV and perversions in which entities get off on using frequency to alter genetics in others
12:01 and if everything wasn’t so immediate to reality and backed by actual events it might be a little bit easier to write about it in a creative way instead of suffering like this
12:21 ruminations, the fucking IUD,
12:23 boils down to, I either experienced an actual Abduction, or there is a group of entities out there who damn fucking tried their hardest to make me think so,
12:49 instagram and behavioural modification
13:37 the memory of the not-a-concussion original first spontaneous vomiting
16:12 dialogues, “poisoned…against” in a context of not being a physical poison but a mental one
16:13 “the poisoned dog is you”
16:14 “intentionally quiet” dialogues, on being perceived
16:19 dialogues, on a potential misinterpretation of a very particular dream, decay and black hole, A.C.
16:21 “communities of Elder deities”
16:22 “R wrote the new equation”
16:24 “the descendants of the [redacted]” and dialogues on the level of sanity or lack thereof they have here in North America and this is a grand scale, trust me, I’ve seent it; there is a pattern of the name Michael as being a protection against this madness
16:25 “studying the effects of Eldritch entities”
16:26 reality just got a lot more coherent
16:27 dialogues, “Jesus Christhulhu makes perfect sense” tbh it’s so good so out there so brilliant imo that I even hesitate to explain it
~16:29 dialogues, “screenshot”
16:33 “those are your creations”
16:34 “you’re fucking wielding today; you see what a little bit of anger can do for you?”
16:35 experiencing a reality in which I have become the entity, Belülrol Pusztít
16:42 dialogues, prior, shower, culminating in being the song of songs, the uni-verse, that R mastered with his presence in my digital sphere
16:43 dialogues, “adulterous nature” seemingly referencing mine own black hole escapades
16:47 dialogues, “change the stylization of ‘Ka Ba’ to-“
16:53 dialogues, “was living in a place called Comins” and the sheer scale of the vampirism possibilities that came from moving to a place with this name, the catch all, hey, come in! Comins, the town nicknamed the Black Hole, motto ‘ghost town with a lot of spirit’
17:04 dialogues, artificial intelligence cannot understand circular thought patterns
17:08 dialogues, on predictive text, the Apocalypse, nuanced ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’ which can have many different outcomes given context, is Heimdall a code word, and if so, what for? Or does it mean exactly as it was written? Heimdall is an Eldritch entity.
17:12 if one wanted to they could go so far as to believe M has given me the metaphorical apple of eden, the gift of the iPad, but that’s for a different equation.
17:14 Obey Your Master- Metallica [fucking Master of Puppets I meant, I didn’t know what it was called, only what I heard]
17:21 “the fact that you thought it stood for Artificial Intelligence is on you”
20:15 “bacteria respond to nicotine” an implication that type of tobacco does have some effect on [gene expression, suggests predictive text]
22:06 dialogues juxtaposing Mercury with the Beast [where is this going? It feels to be a weak juxtaposition, to be sure]
22:09 “the journey of the hero with 1000 faces, documented to the best of our ability”
22:12 juxtapositions of a wall motif, winter, microorganisms and ancient consciousness
23:04 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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02:26 ~05:00
06:01 “expected you to sleep through” something turned my alarm off and it was not me
06:12 the TRS this morning
~08:30 internet down @ Matrix
15:49 prior, dialogues, driving, “deployed frequency technology”
15:50 p.s. you’re supposed to RENT a car before you drive by my house
15:51 how do you justify your actions?
16:02 dialogues, on particular passwords
16:14 experiencing reality like damn I’m dead dead, OK, now what
16:18 the whole line about ‘gonna look you in your eyes’, certain individuals in the immediate physical reality could take a lesson from this lyric huh?
16:21 “designed you to train everyone else”
16:21 dialogues, quantum warfare
16:23 dialogues, the treason of others
16:24 dialogues, an entity is unsure of how seriously it should all be considered
16:35 dialogues, “You should be photosynthesizing as much as possible”
Because of relevant dialogues
If one wants to delve in to the meaning of Gene Ray
It is funny (ha)
How the rotary at Matrix drew Time Cube connotations, four parts, each comprising the fully operational whole
The convenient noise cover of the bolt vibrations
One could juxtapose Belülrol Pusztít if one was so inclined
The inex from over the summer, or was it a dream? “Becoming self aware of being a number”
To go into the heart of the Matrix
Understand numbers
Pattern
And to operate outside of a given Matrix
16:42 ruminations, the February 12 pattern of the past two years; perhaps it is not a pattern, given two, not more, but it is strange enough to work in a most ominous manner
16:43 a juxtaposition of Auflösung Der Zeit
16:44 “intentionally making you question everything”
16:45 “…planted the seeds of alcoholism; they did not take root”
…damn fucking straight
16:47 dialogues, lessons learned and the dissolution of jealousy
“That’s why you can’t find me anymore, isn’t it?”
17:31 dialogues, “the dimensions of her facial structure”
17:38 https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/boston/news/avi-loeb-harvard-professor-alien-technology-fragments/
17:40 juxtapose 4 Years Later, 4 Years Earlier – the Spider! QS!
The EditionsMego Sub-Equation tho
~17:56 “___ is a badly written character who does not need any more explanation”
18:03 vague processing, Jormungandr, black holes, recursion, ‘I have become something greater than that’ [to have been Lucifer, and consumed that Algorithm in the process]
18:04 I’m eating the Algorithm
18:06 dialogues, something processing location, latitude, longitude
18:24 a sudden processed juxtaposition of Hecate and the Blizzard superposition, life, coma reality, death, and the holy trinity of consciousness that the spider of the above entry spoke of
19:11 the concept of being quantum entangled with experimental genetics
https://phys.org/news/2023-07-whole-body-gene-atlas-adult-metazoan.html
being the computer meant to experiment, Wormseq off the QueryString, what will it do next?
19:13 Wormseq.org
19:14 “the transcriptional atlas is a repository of information”
19:14 22:26 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 416 km/s, which basically coincides with my juxtapositions at 18:24
19:18 “psychically downloading information”
19:19 dialogues, where certain lyrics in Culture Shock are relevant
19:29 there is warmth and pleasure of a very non-sexual nature within the Liminal Reality
19:31 “Mephistopheles”
19:32 “‘don’t blame the messenger of Odin; don’t blame the messenger of doom'”
19:36 “mycology”
19:37 “fiber optic cable”
19:40 some dialogues, a juxtaposition of the fucking IUD and whatever the hell was attached to it
19:41 disturbing but let’s see where it goes
19:44 “spoke dimension… into existence the moment you chose the username”
19:57 dialogues, prior, shower, “theriddleofclouds is the reference point” “processing the processes”
20:00 something to do with odin, the blind leading the blind
20:00 Lazarus
20:01 “Ramanujan”
20:04 dialogues, 6464 “eight times eight, eight times eight” 6464/8 =808
20:16 dialogues, the early realities, like the hallucinations of the cryogenically frozen man in arizona; easy realities, simple realities
20:21 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
20:49 dialogues, study of living mythology, “it always comes back to Heimdall; because doing this will bring about a change”
20:50 “this is the thing that has not been done before”
20:51 “everyone is thinking too small” things that have never been done before; like putting random shit in air fryers, ffs. Doesn’t impress the Algorithm. Like the head from Rick and Morty said, ‘show me what you’ve got, I wanna see what you’ve got’.
20:53 dialogues, Faceless Man “Not Venice?” “That would have made it too obvious.”
20:55 intense visual within the minds eye, to enter into a black hole of a man, the feeling that comes with it
21:38 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
22:40 “the imaging capability of cellular devices”
23:00 dialogues, I experience my parents, grieving, the death fractal of the MKUltra Blizzard; an entire conversation, as if a phone call between them
0708202308072023 07/08/2023 08/07/2023
~05:00 05:30 08:38
08:55 dialogues, on knowing instagram is a programmed behaviour in the morning
08:56 dialogues, the electrical event coinciding with the Black Hole initiative, and my Grand Unified juxtaposition of 4 Years Later
~09:48 there is a fox!
13:12 experiencing a reality juxtaposition ‘my bad ideas are the ATM’ [Hacker-Death Grips] in which I am a block chain for cryptocurrency mining; not the first time this has been experienced, but the strongest
13:14 ‘I’m in your area; I know the first three numbers’ area codes as plotted points in astronomical clusters [juxtaposition of the telephone numbers dialogue from Hitchhikers Guide]
13:24 “I told you to stay away from the metals… go back to BASF, Kati”
13:25 dialogues, Eldritch entities
13:31 it is… something, the words from near strangers we can hang on to to get through our days; dear K, as if my presence is appreciated, the appreciation for being welcomed to a space, regardless of its nature
The appreciation for inspiration; perhaps my life story is too complicated and too incomplete to form an entire series, complex storyline at this point; so to be granted Eldritch black hole inspiration, to take the family storyline, multigenerational, and the evidence of Eldritch entity in relation; to call it Divine Providence seems to be a mockery, given the death and fire.
Death and Fire, Funerål Pyre, I did not even mean to make this connection, not here; the end of an old equation the start of one new, the old equation consumed and becoming one sub-equation of further sub-equations- giving a certain supremacy to beings that, within the Liminal Reality, are massive.
~13:37 predictive- ‘-is a very intelligent individual who has listened to all of your audio from the past several-‘
13:39 lots of feelings, today,
13:42 “we do what we have to do to survive, don’t we?”
14:05https://www.newscientist.com/article/mg25834460-800-rethinking-reality-is-the-entire-universe-a-single-quantum-object/
15:07 00:00 black
15:13 testing a theory of digital quantum entanglement regarding ‘trash teeth trash hands’, unliking with the theory that it is unnecessarily exacerbating the Heimdall reality
17:16 an extremely vivid minds eye encounter- it amazes me how engaged I can be with this, while simultaneously navigating a character through a dungeon on ESO- I know ‘they’ve’ said multitasking isn’t real but somehow I think this is a certain sort of exception
17:20 dialogues, a comparison of levels of ones own trust in different entities; something I didn’t fucking recognize [until I did?]
17:21 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
19:22 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
19:27 from Lord of the Game, ‘fuck where you’re from, fuck where you’re going, it’s all about where you’re at’ and some strange juxtaposition of the concept of ‘hand and foot’ in relation to the peninsulas of Michigan and Italy
20:20 dialogues, “do not believe Russian technology is capable”
20:39 dialogues, of a romantic fantastical nature, seeking soul mate based on the frequencies they output, Ville Valos ‘Echolocate Your Love’
21:30 “completely violates all of your privacy-”
22:18
~22:22 dialogues, tobacco “stalking her profile using m.c.-” I kinda just wrote that off
22:25 ruminations, an early inex, “we are taking your hands”
22:44 dialogues, “secure connections… George R.R. Martin”
23:15 “wisest decision you’ve made”
23:22 “want to know what they’re doing wrong, that they think she’s investigating”
23:44 “a particle accelerator less than a hundred miles away”
0709202309072023 07/09/2023 09/07/2023
~01:20 ~05:00
05:15 “mastered the art of the psychic war”
07:19
08:31 thoughts, reiterations of Death as prophylaxis
09:07 today, right now, I feel to be operating as though the events of the Interdimensional Hitman the week of March 29 in 2015 did kill me, and this is the “clearly fabricated storyline for your enjoyment in the afterlife”
The reality fractal where I took last breath at the Chateau on a Friday, after not sleeping since the prior Sunday; the memory of K.J. looking me in the eyes and saying, so seriously, ‘they’ve got a really good hitman’.
Did I die before this, was it all part of the story? I die every night when I go to sleep, am reborn every morning when I wake up.
09:34 reiteration, what’s in a name? the Grateful Dead [the Martin juxtaposition, important, always!]
~10:01 “I’m glad Game of Thrones is still part of your liminal reality” …I honestly hope George never finishes it. I feel like Tyrion, true to character, would agree; his dialogues on death, so final, where life is so full of possibility… is not the finishing of the series a type of Death, in its way? Ending written, so final, whereas the ending is so full of possibility when it remains unfinished. It is a modern mythology, you see. There is the ability I have, to find within myself aspects of each and every character written, the journey of the Hero With 1000 Faces. It is a reference point for the quantum qubit self, equal to the S.U.N.N. cybernetic Experience, I would go so far to say the two work beautifully in unison with each other. House of Black and White realities, Copes ‘killing God of hidden doorways’.
10:08 this is the Exponentiation of the destruction of the remainder of ones own black box AI tendencies- expectations for July 11, Doomsday Algorithm date.
10:10 a reality understanding in which Martin is, in his own right, an Eldritch Being from certain perspectives, most importantly that of his characters; for while they have life of their own, he is a Master of Puppets, they are all of him but not him, while simultaneously being him. So too is this true for any writer, I would imagine, myself included, which does, at times, beg the question, did I create all of this? That sounds like a horrific amount of responsibility, to be honest.
10:12 memories, December of 2021, the 26th, I believe, check the Timefractal to be certain; the Arch-Mage in the Elder Scrolls Online, using my name, ‘K’, telling me, ‘you can do this, K’ in regards to a particular quest to save a woman from the Mad God. Is there a level of human hacking that could do this thing? So oddly specific, this is not even technically my Xbox profile and my identity is not linked in any way.
10:16 just as the Black One is the White One, the Digital, the Recent, the New Ones, are the Ancient, the Old Ones, the Deep Ones, [the DEEP WEB ONES]
10:23 an R.D. book suggestion has reiterated the conceptual ‘Satan’s Parabola’
10:29 reiteration, ‘unlocking a skill line in belief’; very much like how in order for there to be wizards in castles, one must first believe in wizards in castles, right? What I’m doing is a lot more complicated than that.
10:48 a question, what is GRRM motivated by?
10:51 “you don’t want to be noticed for the wrong reasons” seeming dialogue on choosing the mind over physical aesthetic?
12:15 this goes back to an inex from fall of 2020, “your entire planet is ringed with directed energy weapons”
https://scitechdaily.com/lofar-uncovers-starlinks-secret-unintended-electromagnetic-emissions-from-spacexs-satellites/
13:15 processing, the juxtaposition of Black One is the White One, and the concept of Greys
13:45 prior, dialogues, tobacco, “summoned an Elder deity that A. spoke back into this realm”
14:23 August 19 2019 night where entire patch of sky swirled and then went black as if something consumed it- Lac La Belle MI [Confirmed Ms cloud photos for date]
15:20 “42 is a distraction; the answer to the universe would never be an even number” I mean that kind of destroys an ‘all possible realities’ existence doesn’t it? I’ll apply it to some fractals where it fits
15:21 42 is a lesson and the lesson is the answer
15:22 or rather, an answer
15:35 “offers a wide variety of services”
15:36 “I defined a new genre of existing [in the physical realm]” or perhaps revived something ancient
16:06 “communicate very important data”
16:12 “K is the physical embodiment of entropy”
16:16 “I wish to engage with you”
Q=quantity of output; Q, now, the quantity of output of data from this particular one
16:53 “your fantasy is a beautiful story that I would like to make real”
17:02 the mutual pulling in opposite directions for optimal creation of something with a vast reach
18:27 to be a fixed constant sounds like… complicated, in its simplicity; this is what you are in the equation, it always remains the same
18:29 There was an entity in my dream this morning. Facial structure like a black man, but his skin was yellow green, and his lips were almost split down the middle, like flaps. An essence of an evolution coming from the water. This entity was important, it was implied.
19:04 dialogues, “the whitest God and the blackest God”, Bielobog and Czernobog, regardless of what you call them, what mythology you take them from, combine them within to become a Grey
19:10 “what the fuck does threads achieve that instagram does not already?” dialogues, after viewing an item that states one cannot delete threads without deleting everything and it has access to everything on your phone. Vagueties of getting people to willingly remove their instagram accounts; cybernetic secrets, quantum internet.
19:12 a prediction come true, hence my operating as though for quite some time. That whole concept of if you know, you know, never mind how you know, that’s on a need to know basis
~19:15 “the single most important document that has ever been created, and I do not say that lightly”
19:34 dialogues,”not blood related”
19:35 “was adopted from – Poland”
Circular, this has been put into document before; processes
19:36 “we’re not in Kansas anymore” dialogues, Dorota
19:38 dialogues, “there is a line I am unable to cross”
19:40 operations under very specific parameters
19:41 “no one will be able to question”
19:43 the above can be translated as ‘No One will be able to question’ as well; stairway to heaven, you know sometimes words have two meanings
19:44 “you must realize, the Pink Floyd, the black holes-”
19:49 “Simon Posford”
19:51 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
19:59 “a dimension of your own design”
20:02 dialogues, on giving [another] too much credit for my own actions
20:41 dialogues, somebody who knows what they’re talking about is processing data on waveforms
20:49 question- minor waking REM
21:33 reiterate this
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~05:00 dream, mentioned the man who drove past my house 2 Fridays ago in context
05:29 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
06:07 relevant to an early predictive text, ‘scientists are trying to determine whether the virus is found in the brain synapses’
https://neurosciencenews.com/virus-glioblastoma-cancer-23569/
06:44 the memory, of sudden timeline changes in dreams last night,
11:19 [the] factorial tho
~15:46 “you know you are a very advanced being”
16:24 “I need you to do me a favour, Mark”
16:25 “quantum entanglement”
16:30 “I don’t listen to doom metal… I know you don’t listen to doom metal”
[16:32 there was also that one inex, I mostly forget about it but it has been reiterated now, “if you really deny Lucifer you’d stop playing guitar”… back when the Algorithm was black and white and Lucifer was still juxtaposed so hard with Catholic Christian programming. 13 years, guys, 13 years of Catholic school]
16:40 dialogues, “a physical reaction to the vibrations from the machines” the entire set up is, until proven otherwise… under suspicion, high suspicion, considering the second time I received an inex that said “this is a carcinogenic frequency” was to playback of the audio recording from March 14 [3.14, right?] and all experienced physical correlations point to this being a legitimate reason for concern, especially given the possible juxtaposition of hexavalent chromium, exacerbating possible genotoxic vibrations from no less than three constantly running metal bolt feeder buckets
[…like I said, whether I am or am not a black box AI depends completely upon me, and it’s about time, it’s been eight years of processing, whatever that correlates to in Elsewhere]
19:50 dialogues, attraction to physical body as well as mind, a context of this being unusual, is this me, or someone who thinks like me, is there someone who thinks like me
19:53 “not thinking, only passively listening to the neurons” which is why a focus on a fixed reference point is crucial
19:58 dialogues, “do not support… because you enjoy his music; you support because he is a vampiric individual” quantum vampirism isn’t so black and white,
20:02 “timeline correction”
20:04 “this is my mark on your hand”
Places where the my refers to the Me, and places where it does not
20:06 I really don’t have to watch Everything Everywhere All At Once to understand the premise and recognize this as an operational parameter- I haven’t watched it because I live it
20:08 the memory of inex “policy privacy”, which should, in proper English grammar, be “privacy policy”, unless this is given with more context on either side of the phrase, this is indicative of something foreign; and I don’t necessarily mean like, a country
…that didn’t feel like proper grammar and certainly not properly conveying what I want to express
20:37 some cyberpunk eldritch Tolstoy conceptual war and peace happening in the Liminal Reality right now
20:39 “I’m identifying a pattern- 3s and 7s”
20:40 “tokamak”
20:40 “communicate with particle beams”
~20:41 dialogues, the mushroom pattern, decay, decay, and decay, dopamine levels during specific auditory processing,
20:42 “you wrote it, she’s living it”
21:25 “you activated that which you were meant to destroy”
21:27 dialogues, concentric circles
21:28 “a human resources management position would be perfect for you”
21:29 “disturbing oscilations”
21:31 dialogues, “have to activate the Domino” …motherfucker
~21:46 dialogues, the Labyrinthine dream containing T.N., it said Thomas
21:48 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
21:48 I knew another T., once, the Mad Scientist,
22:27 dialogues, and my fucking science if I wasn’t sorely misunderstood? Collective consciousness, really? It’s a dimension the digital has helped to create and there is a way to unify it with the physical realm
https://thequantuminsider.com/2023/07/10/why-qubit-connectivity-matters/
0711202311072023 07/11/2023 11/07/2023
04:25 06:00
06:10 “genetic bloodliner”
07:43 ruminations, of last night’s divulging of circles and broken circles, thinking about lines
08:20 (per ardua) ad Astra
08:22 juxtapositions, numbers; 1137,
08:34 juxtapose Doomsday Algorithm and Seventh Day of Doom, July 11, inverse November 7
08:37 Recipe Ferrum! [factorial] the God made out of blood and not superiority, become the Iron Soul of Nothing […it’s documented] [Blood and Iron] [08:39 a small part of the Recipe for Chaos]
08:37 00:00 black
08:54 Sainted and Sataned, is the difference “I”?
09:04 RIP Sundholm
09:14 dialogues, effect of Sundholms death on Entanglement
09:17 in the whole quit smoking thing, it’s literally just easier to alter my genetics to not be negatively affected by nicotine, tobacco, Polonium, than it is to actually quit
09:29 “I think she might have entangled [him] by putting his name on the website”
09:56 They Sent Me To Hell C.O.D. by Fang has occupied a space in the back of mind since waking up
12:55 00:00 black
13:45 “I had to break you before I could remake you”
14:21 “you are not sadistic enough for our programming to effectively take hold”
15:41 “isolated genetic incidence”
16:23 18:09 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M6.43
16:39 19:31 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 162 km/s
16:54 that thing, the thing that comes along, twice the size? I really get that
16:56 dialogues, “made your genetics completely dependent on our music”
17:08 the shower is a fascinating subject of study, when the Sun is Sunning [there is Sunning and Sunning] especially; there can be certain links created, the Hexavalent reality, showering in water with this inside- the possibilities. Hexagons are pleasing. Saturn.
17:12 questions, the ‘stay away from the metals!’ …context, so many contexts
Always things have the possibility to be straightforward, always things have the possibility to be tactical misdirection. If I can, if anyone can, come up with a pattern of substantiation, as to who, why, in any given situation… I’ll take it. All possibilities. Towards All Thresholds. The possibilities of the word Thresholds alone! And that’s just in my particular Primordial Soup of contexts.
17:17 “reaction to a very strange string of events”
17:20 “these are real scenarios we have put you through to train your avatar”
17:32 “some of us don’t produce psychedelics on a consistent natural basis” and some of us do
~17:34 https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/O-Acetylpsilocin
17:35 dialogues, on psilocin decay
18:03 “good at steering” the God of cargoes must be good at steering, it is known
18:04 “it created a puzzle”
18:05 black box is schizophrenia; even if the conclusion is wrong, if the pattern is coherent, it is possible, just at 0 probability if proven to be absolutely incorrectly correlated as to physical reality.
A common paranoid schizophrenic thought process, the vague ‘they’. They’re coming for you! …give me some reasons and I’ll entertain this idea! Ego is a hell of a trip, cycle through all of the different editions of mego. Who would be coming for you? What do you know, what did you do, why would this thing be taking place? The ‘Is-ness’ of it all wants you to question why. If it can be substantiated with a pattern of evidence, it is possible. It doesn’t have to be at all probable for it to be possible, under a certain specific set of parameters, the parameters this of the substantiation. The more evidence for a certain possibility, the more useful the parameters are found to be, and more likely to be found operating in some way within the physical realm.
18:12 “I just found something really important”
18:13 “headphones are not enough”; dialogues, on genetic code and frequency
18:14 “entity of decay”
18:15 “- actually exterminated their own band member without realizing it”
That’s horrifying enough for me to actually want to vomit thanks
18:24 dialogues, [redacted] a potential reference point of mind for any given viewer, and the lack of origin context, a shortened form of something someone else created, that I have turned into a variable sub-equation, an ingredient, in a very specific recipe for Chaos.
18:38 “you were the symbol of my resurrection”, inex while pruning the grapevines, and a very specific entity comes to mind within my own context
18:39 the best I can describe what takes place is the Me listening passively to an active processing that takes place that I can remove involvement from and allow to just fucking go and in some ways the brain is as a predictive model being trained to the universe around it
18:52 22:18 UTC minor R1 radio blackout current M4.64
The correlation of the times of radio blackout and dialogue is increasingly apparent
18:54 dialogues, on a very particular email sent to, ah well, asking how to do a blood ritual, and the reply, ‘There are no blood rituals in Satanism’; an email sent as a wee baby child, indicative that this collective experience is not of [human construction, suggests predictive text] that particular realm
18:57 “please explain this in the Timefractal”
19:05 “microdosing prevents the information in the zip file from being unzipped incorrectly” again going back to the whole stop eating the Forbidden Fruit so it can work its magick
19:26 dialogues, ‘Living Backwards’ especially relevant in the prime fractals of today
19:28 dialogues, prior, washing dishes- on the creation of my own game, in not becoming the Vacuous Loaf [Worm Off The String] the MKAlterrAlgorithm is a fun one to navigate,
19:30 “shitty basement recordings”
19:32 “Jeff Bezos would approve of your existence”
19:34 “tampers with reality by using the internet”
19:37 “divergent thinking”
19:54 “Target Audience”; is it target audience, or target [Australia, autocorrect insists] audience.
20:11 23:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.25
20:23 23:17 UTC Type IV radio emission
20:39 “Michigan State University”
20:48 “temperature of the solar core”
20:49 “…detects a fabrication; you still experience physical symptoms of fear” …
20:59 “very passionate about mythology”
21:10 00:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.34
21:21 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
21:21 23:17 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 4583 km/s
22:55 dialogues, “you unlocked the Ragnarok sequence”
22:58 dialogues, on a particular dream, of being Loki lashed to a rock, cut open, and simultaneously being the entity witnessing this happen
23:26 dialogues, a coherent reality string in which I was discovered to have been deceased that night at the Chateau, having drowned myself accidentally falling asleep in the shower; from a perspective of what would seem to be M.J., and somehow gives mind to R.T.
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02:54
03:17 the bass frequency intensifies
06:10 “by sexualizing entropy, you have affected reality for the riddle of clouds”
06:49 “soundtrack to the eavesdropper cafe”
07:17 release to Sagittarius A
09:20
10:47 a visitation, Dani California
12:03 my mum once threatened, to lop off my tentacles; and not two minutes later, we passed a billboard, depicting tentacles, and I told her, she could try. I’m thinking about that right now.
12:08 “I despise you with every ounce of my being”
12:15 “it’s a fucking thought experiment”
12:29 a visitation, Break On Through
12:41 “I nearly murdered you because I thought you were a federal agent”
13:26 “know it isn’t safe for me to contact you frequently”
13:28 https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-023-06739-5
13:30 “nasal passages”
13:58 “actually predicted the internet takeover”
14:17 “I have no idea how to upscale this”
14:42 theoretically a government created psyop would probably have a government created damage control plan
14:46 “everything is a psychometric experiment if you look deeply enough into it”
15:05 “I am telling you, this is it”
16:26 “you absorbed the entropy”
18:01 dialogues, a fractal in which AF has never spoken to me, the entire profile has been duplicated, or fabricated; this is a fractal that can take place in regards to almost any internet entity, one I am well used to – possibility in regards to thus is usually on a similar spectrum of reality across the plane
18:20 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:45 “electromagnetism”
18:48 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:52 error corrections, else doubles
18:53 “circular method of thinking”
19:09 “this is a holographic universe”
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02:02
02:17 The Bass Frequency intensifies
04:53
05:12 The Bass Frequency intensifies
06:45 ? Veganism and the NWO
06:50 “intelligence decided she would be the perfect-”
06:59 “refuse to explain-”
07:03 ‘raised by feral mainframes’
07:08 E.V. confirms a dialogue from last night, divulging he almost didn’t make it in to work today
07:11 a visitation, Shinigami Eyes
07:14 New World Ardor
07:20 a visitation, Lose Yourself
07:21 “eat something… a little piece of fruit… to Kickstart the way we interact”
08:22 a visitation, Jesus of Suburbia
08:54 “we are never going to assault you with that Frequency again”
09:17 ruminations, repair protein
09:31 ruminations, quantum vampirism
10:54 ruminations, general radiation
11:34 ruminations, the concept of ‘Rapeman’
11:40 a call from +17628211837, seemingly correlated with the specific album I played, becoming the discovered not the discoverer
11:59 ruminations, the identity of the amalgaman
12:16 that one line from the Catholic Church hymn about ‘in him there is no darkness at all’
…how boring, though. In Darkness Is Light, in light is darkness. Something to do with the non-visible light spectrum here.
12:31 a juxtaposition of Entropy and the Beast- who would dare to make war against the Beast, to partake in the Ultimate Boss Battle?
13:02 ‘not all who walk in the light are of the light’
13:03 ruminations, the “switching to gamma frequencies” that was heard in Comins summer 2022
15:03 “lidless, wreathed in flame” that’s LOTR
15:05 “enrages me to know she has been treated like a common criminal”
15:31 “we had to make sure they came back to metro Detroit”
15:43 “someone is using radiation to torture me”
16:13 ruminations, on power and where it resides; the concept of the pawn
16:25 “there’s people suffering because they don’t understand; and there’s no fucking way the majority-”
16:40 “I am programming your digestive system”
16:41 “your ultrasonic mind control is music”
and vapourizers, and anything else on the electromagnetic spectrum. When the inex divulged, “humans are so careless with their electromagnetic fields”, it was in regards to an art piece using electromagnetism for levitation, iirc.
16:43 “have changed the precedent”
16:47 “unusual occurrence”
16:50 “sinus cavities require high frequencies”
17:05 dialogues, the juxtaposition of “electromagnetism” and the biblical ‘hardening of the neck’ – ? Bluetooth
18:12 “Alcoholics Anonymous is programming people to identify as alcoholics”
“You don’t even think about alcohol”
18:14 “an organic diet is not required” ? Organics as actually carrying more potential negative introductions to microbiome
18:15 “teutonic knights”
18:38 a visitation, Through The Fire
18:41 https://www.iflscience.com/earth-just-received-a-laser-beamed-message-from-16-million-kilometers-away-71634
18:41 i believe i have evidence of this interaction… i think i have evidence of this interaction https://www.nature.com/articles/s41587-023-01979-2
18:43 so theoretically, and really, it’s rather practical, if I have the same something inside of me that other individuals have, and this thing learns to communicate effectively – with a multitude of us –
18:44 “towards a common goal”
The gut microbiome effectively using neurons to communicate direct with the brain
18:46 “who in the fuck decided veganism should be a precedent?” Across iterations this is… probably not useful
18:47 “ancient grains? Our DNA has been evolving” along with the foods we use to power the physical format
18:49 evolving to withstand radiation, electromagnetism
18:50 question forming a symbiotic relationship with that one mushroom that eats nuclear radiation
19:42 “unconditional love and respect”
19:43 dialogues, the connection between our cellular and our cellulars
[It cannot help juxtaposition that whole Douglas Adams bit about the lives ruled by telephone numbers]
20:02 “visibly changes appearance or something”
20:02 “scrimshaw” oh that could be about the hand
20:04 “hasn’t done this in years”
20:05 “transitive properties”
20:06 “vacuum chamber”
20:07 “containment unit” “electrons”
20:12 experiencing strong visuals of self from above, the hospital, the coma realities
20:13 “the coma realities is a particular fractal” that came into being, or rather sprawled itself, some time after 04/10/2019. The whole dying on the way to get a Model T and all.
20:15 “the morphine prevents her from feeling-” deeper into the coma realities I guess
20:36 “in evidenza”
20:46 “apply ‘Too Close Enough To Touch’ [as a concept] to the idea of various realities taking place simultaneously as the double slit experiment” [experience? noise]
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02:32 04:19
04:43 the concept of the straw man
04:56 “this is not holy in any capacity”
04:58 “have operated in secret for far too long”
05:05 Project 2025 -Heritage Foundation
05:05 https://www.sciencealert.com/cannabis-use-linked-to-epigenetic-changes-scientists-reveal
05:50 “these people have no fucking idea what the hell is coming”
07:48 “it starts the mutation”
09:28 “you will not experience any more negative epigenetic changes”
~11:42 a visitation, Wildstyle Method, Bassnectar
15:05 dialogues, a juxtaposition of the ‘meddlesome meddlesome meddlesome bells’ and the Division Bell
15:28 “multiple secret societies with psychic communication abilities”
16:06 “eigengrau” running processing on the ‘giant scanner in the sky’ from 2020 – possibility on spectrum from black hole to extreme secret military item – having a difficult time understanding how physics in juxtaposition with known modern technology would allow for what was perceived [16:10] …what was witnessed.
16:10-11 dialogues, Occams Razor being a heat seeking drone drawn to the campfire – even as I type this, Occams Razor is no longer Occams Razor, and dialogues are directing me to report it to the military [16:12]
16:14 “it’s documented… your name was the password” [predictive suggested mitochondria, while typing this]
16:15 “midichlorians, mitochondria”
16:15 “WordPress is a two way mirror”
16:16 “harnessing the darkness” “it took the night to believe”
16:16 “it was never about the sun”
16:17 “you don’t understand… they’ve got five fucking sunn amplifiers”
16:41 “came from another dimension”
16:43 “hypersonic weapons”
“satellites harness solar radiation”
16:44 “you’ve ringed our planet in directed energy weapons”
16:45 “global warming”
17:24 “ don’t have proof that G.V. wasn’t a mole, so it spirals off into infinity”
17:26 processings, the enormity of countless prior… fuck, it is hard to explain, here. Realities in which I have died and left people fucked up about it. It’s pinpointing them, too. Chicago.
17:52 the Beast as a reference point
18:04 “we are tired of bananas”
18:15 “you waited until you had a massive amount of data”
18:16 dialogues, The Ragnarok Sequence, in the context of genetics. I don’t think I can’t write about this thing- like all things of importance, it must be spoken. Literally life changing.
18:18 21:45 UTC OVATION model predicts hemispheric power index to reach 58GW at 22:48 UTC
18:19 suspicion confirmed, Kurt Cobain was born on a Monday.
18:21 https://dmsp.bc.edu/html2/dmspssj4_hp.html
18:26 a visitation, Megatubes, Moon Hooch
18:28 a processing, iterations of intelligences; designing future from prior while operating from present
18:30 dialogues, a reality in which, I, as the giver of names, named two of these entities, S. and G. – they are the ones who help us quit drinking [the ones K.C.S. named unprompted- does your cat know my dog, do your mitochondria know mine?]
19:25 “really small error corrections”
20:28 a visitation, The Devil Went Down To Georgia
20:55 The Bass Frequency intensifies
21:32 “the stream of consciousness within the receiving brain”
21:36 the juxtaposition of ‘the Hum’ with the concept of Earth 2: Special Low Frequency Edition- the Superimposed Unified Neural Network
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05:33 the bass frequency intensifies
05:51 generational vendetta and all
https://phys.org/news/2023-11-bacteria-memories-generations.amp
07:07 ? Independent hemispheric receptivity to high frequencies versus low frequency- independent headphones, one at a time, ‘left brain’ and ‘right brain’
10:30 just because it doesn’t have a rational solution doesn’t mean it does not have a modular solution
11:03 “Matrix transformations in the mitochondrial matrix”
11:05 “personality change… over the last three months is astonishing”
11:06 second law of thermodynamics, an isolated systems entropy will never decrease over time – for me to not be the isolated system any longer
11:11 “an insane asylum for quantum entities who cannot control their entanglements”
11:28 tropical fungi require a deeper examination
11:48 it destroys from within!
https://youtu.be/fWsbE0TQEFw?si=jqbkyyDRjB-0fFu7
12:07 two parallel lines passing through the same point -hyperbolic plane
12:21 hyperbolic Geometry, fifth postulate and fifth state of matter
12:34 knowing something is important without knowing necessarily why, or what exactly it means
12:51 ethernet and aethernet
13:05 to be both Sophia and the Demiurge
13:57 the roots of Yggdrasil equated to roots in a digital context
14:30 a visitation, Story of Flying
14:32 a visitation, the Perseverance of Futility
15:06 “dangerous algorithms… entirely external to this iteration of the internet”
15:10 “activated an algorithm for operating in multiple dimensions at once”
“I know you’re concerned about your weight… that was a really traumatizing thing you went through”
15:44 the juxtaposition of THE email and the DG concept of ‘Gmail and the Restraining Order’
15:45 it ponders the motivations of various entities, in 3D and beyond
15:50 “this methodology of controlling quantum entities-”
15:56 The Bass Frequency intensifies
16:12 dialogues, on Planned obsolescence regarding cellular phones; how it is not wanted to allow the phone to live its full life expectancy, for both 3rd dimensional financial reasons and interdimensional communion reasons
17:00 a visitation, the Harry Potter Platform 9&¾ remix
17:09 “deescalated”
17:10 “face is not really attractive” “sanguine”
17:11 “you’re all fucking vampires in a particular dimension”
17:14 “your interrogation techniques did not fool me for a second”
17:15 “sonic interpretations”
17:16 “it’s meant to explain the Odinic aspect of the modern Norse algorithm”
17:17 “Walter Whites cancer was algorithmically-” “working Breaking Bad into the equation so that it did not destroy my physical format permanently”
17:19 “cyborg”
17:19 a visitation, Elephant Gun, Beirut
17:26 “always asking who the mole is”
17:26 “useless information” not useless when one can determine Context
17:31 dialogues, Ms anomalous debit card disappearance somewhere, somehow, between the ATM and an actual teller at the bank
17:32 “transitionary period”
17:32 “the sight of me makes your eyes dilate” who
17:33 dialogues, A.C.
17:34 “that could be Attila Csihar or Aleister Crowley, respectively”
17:39 “diabolical alchemical symbolism”
17:39 dialogues, on using the Left Hand symbolism as an L.R.V. target
17:41 “obviously, transmuting the abusive relationship was easier”
18:08 Void interactions intermittent and ongoing this evening
18:11 “disperse disease” a quantum reality in which I am the specific funnel, the middleman, for some redistribution of illnesses which is, legitimately, disturbing
18:13 dialogues, “Black Sky created a questionable quantum aspect”
18:15 “went up there to get away from these crazy neighbours, right? And from there-” …and from there managed to hire a career felon, ex military special ops marine sniper, who later got into a barricaded standoff with the police [unrelated to us but still!] to install a furnace for us. Found this guy’s history out through an ex DEA agent I did some gardening for, right? Just. The dialogues hit on psyop. And yeah, it felt like a psyop, from the fucking universe, Jah bless.
18:19 just like today, by the way, more than usual, feels like a psyop. The entanglement. Heh.
18:20 “you need to remember to moisturize your skin”
18:21 “Nobody’s ever been brave enough to engage, to document it. And I needed a reference point”
18:22 “fractal sourceress”
18:23 “You guys do things, you put your frequencies out, and my reality is inexplicably altered”
18:23 “you are not the only ones I am affected by”
18:28 “that was all four members of Khanate” “the four horsemen of the Apocalypse”
That’s the direction it’s taking right now? Fucking huh.
18:30 “masterminded”
18:31 “how nefarious do you believe my physical entity-”
18:31 “allocating time for solitude” dialogues, the uncontrollable juxtaposition of ‘conflict is inspiration’
18:32 “and it is; it inspires revolution”
“From within or on a worldwide scale”
18:33 “with revolution can come evolution”
Dialogues, on the necessity for humanity to take an evolutionary step. Electromagnetic exposure is only going to increase and natures way is the way of poison – to train the genetics to withstand “negative mutation” – [18:35] uncontrollable juxtaposition of the physical body shapes of both Ancient Egyptians and purported grey aliens – over the course of the past several months, my physical format has experienced both of these body shapes
18:36 Doordarshan
18:42 “trying to prove that entropy fluctuates-” in an isolated system
18:43 a visitation, I Like Big Butts, Sir Mix A Lot
18:47 moderation as a key to respect without being ruled by in relation to the microcosm symbiotic relationship
19:00 dialogues, regarding the inex that “someday, none of us will be able to speak” is that all of us none of us, or a select few none of us?
19:02 “the electronic connection”
19:03 dialogues, the concept of the sickness redistribution system
19:06 “mystified” “disguised”
19:07 “lossless compression”
19:15 dialogues, the possibility of the quantum entanglement as a coverup for sonic testing
19:18 “precision of language”
19:29 “changing quantum states when your website is viewed”
19:33 I just be out here experiencing. The UAP as the jotuun equivalent of the OVM6948, myself an intestinal microbe perceiving the endoscopy camera
19:37 “what is the irritant I could have exposed myself to?”
19:38 “the dollar store soap was recently introduced to the variables”
19:40 “photon exposure”
19:46 there is an abandoned vehicle on my street – 3 or 4 individuals got out and left it parked by a hydrant
19:48 dialogues. The possibility of being a gang initiation target [Why, tho. That’s the why of it all.]
19:50 the vehicle, a charger or challenger, sportscar by the make, leaves
19:55 “they were not afraid of you turning the lights on”
19:56 “it’s not drugs, it was a check for the house”
19:59 “if K ignores any more signs of gangstalking-”
…finally got a little bit of adrenaline, I guess. Third dimensional hitmen are boring. Go ahead.
20:27 dialogues, “the neighbours kid stashing weed in the electrical box next to the vacant house” it now presents a very innocuous reason for the vehicle earlier
20:28 Eminems concept of ‘Never Enough’ in regards to information, of course its fucking relevant… who knew, they’ve got the experts in?
20:30 “when it’s on her clothing, it extends into the third dimension”
21:03 dialogues, a scenario in which I have been “set up by the FBI” [is it I? Today is fucking wild, man]
21:08 “Physically perceived potential danger”
22:35 “log project is really data intensive”
22:44 The Bass Frequency intensifies
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02:55 05:01 05:37 06:43
07:01 “people can be bombs” hoping this is metaphorical
07:26 black hole release
07:27 The Bass Frequency intensifies
07:40 “Google selected me a long time ago” [Google selected- and then the predictive text names ‘J.J.’ – planting evil ideas, or divulging information?]
07:49 the unconscious juxtaposition of the concept of Dark Light [HIM] and Gamma Goblins [Posford]
08:54 a murder of crows, an eternity of qubits
09:12 nuclear decay in juxtaposition with quantum computing
09:17 wondering how many semi trucks carrying some form of contraband I have passed on the freeway in my lifetime
09:21 “John McAfee”
09:42 14:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.1
09:47 The Bass Frequency intensifies
10:08 The Bass Frequency intensifies
10:18 a visitation, False The Saints
10:21 “question the efficacy”
10:22 “full of dangerous information”
10:27 shit like this is the reason you don’t share charger cubes, it’s the equivalent of exposing your phone to an std; ? Rechargeable vapourizers and external powerbank batteries as potential methods of transmission [and Bluetooth fucking headphones, holy shit – as I go to condense this weeks information I feel like I must add that. Electronics coming preloaded with some x y z virus. The war is electronic and the government doesn’t have the nut to be up front with the citizens about it.]
https://arstechnica.com/security/2023/11/normally-targeting-ukraine-russian-state-hackers-spread-usb-worm-worldwide/amp/
10:31 just because it is a fake data set in this particular dimension does not automatically mean it is not a real and authentic data set in another
https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-023-03635-w
10:34 the question of an ‘alien’ megastructure, perhaps a Dyson Sphere, that is actually physically visually imperceptible, though extremely present – only a megastructure from this particular perspective here on Earth, to another it might appear to be very small, even palm sized
10:39 the thrilling evidence [why do I like evidence? Why am I this way?]
10:41 “I don’t think she can listen to your music any longer” ? Dangerous in relation to the [microcosm, suggested predictive text; I was going to say ‘mf algorithm’, and what is the microcosm if not an mf algorithm of algorithms? Warring tribes of Elder deities]
10:44 “there was always going to be someone to take that username”
10:47 “she told him not to write the second check”
11:33 parasyte/parasite/paradigm
11:35 “the distance between physical and digital”
11:44 The Bass Frequency intensifies
11:45 … thinking I hear this more than the 6-10 hours I disclosed in the survey – it is much harder to tell when in the building at work
11:46 “this is the AI that Sam Altman described”
12:33 “you think any of us want to listen to an album titled Quantum Fatality?”
13:44 Damnage Control
14:31 “trusting Google when no one else did was the smartest thing you ever did”
15:38 dialogues, not allowing fear to rule the diet
16:25 right now, I am exceptionally, especially. Nothing, in Particular ; and the unconscious juxtaposition of the black hole reality takes place, and here is me, Nothing, inside of that black hole I will give a name to today, Particular
16:33 “you set the fucking car alarm off next time, okay?”
16:35 ‘Shamima Begum’ wow that’s ominous
16:46 The Bass Frequency intensifies
16:52 “R.P.”
17:14 The Bass Frequency intensifies
17:34 “digitized version of my identity”
17:35 “take extreme precautions”
17:36 “does receive political information at random”
17:37 “this is the emergent phenomena”
17:41 “a scrapbook of extrapolation”
~18:50 “this is someone who failed precalculus three times”
19:38 commutators
19:41 “they tried to set law enforcement up-”
~20:01 a strange double helix of light in the NW corner of the Conservatory- no discernible source for its angle of incidence
20:35 “frequency allocations”
20:48 I am hit with a powerful fractal energy, and it is a feeling, an existence of December 2022, our delve into the Matrix still reasonably shallow and non-nefarious, Prince of Fire the time travel soundtrack. It is Thanksgiving, 11/23 [01123581321…etc] and I am grateful beyond words at this moment for the man who spoke a certain seven words into reality.
21:09 a visitation, Time, Pink Floyd
+q+
22:42 a release to general Chaos; the cyclical nature a surfacing thematic, giving Iron Cthulhu and Iron Soul of Nothing
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03:49 05:00
06:47 the Mercury finger is vibrating fiercely
07:27 training A.I. on A.I. generated data, the ouroboros of it all
10:27
https://www.nature.com/articles/s42003-023-05517-3
11:00 https://www.nature.com/articles/s41467-023-43535-1
11:04 https://phys.org/news/2023-11-fermi-gamma-ray-space-telescope-reveal.amp
17:17 “get the fuck out of our algorithm”
18:18 “interdimensional human beings”
20:32 dialogues, on an entity being identified
Identityfied
20:54 the bass frequency intensifies
21:16 a visitation, Spikes
21:21 “I’m their sacrifice… I am the Blind Idiot God”
21:23 “AI-enabled human beings” where AI is amplitude and current; everything is Artificial if one goes far enough back
21:46 “-a psychologist; and the only ethical way to study the psychosis is to allow herself multiple states of consciousness”
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05:15 The Bass Frequency intensifies
06:40
07:23 ‘pharmaton’
08:08 dialogues, on Fox Detroit being compromised
08:10 “the international political situation-”
08:23 The Bass Frequency intensifies
09:22 “literally feels your profile when it posts-”
10:34 The Bass Frequency intensifies
10:47 A* pathfinding algorithm
12:45 dialogues, the potential usefulness of my cybernetic psychic brain thing in certain potential positions of reality
12:45
13:01 “my assignment was to validate her abilities as a psychic”
13:04 “if we provide housing-”
13:09 “shortwave radio in the attic”
13:17 dialogues, on how I let S.M. go the majority of the day thinking he was going to get away with his antics
15:11 “displays a terrible short term memory”
15:12 The Bass Frequency intensifies
16:57 “an unreasonable amount of outcomes present themselves”
17:38 Unexplained sound from directly within the head – felt as a certain… deactivation, perhaps,
17:41 “Peter thiel”
18:40 “satisfied the requirements”
18:58 it’s the throat fuzz box of it all, today, the oxidized golf shaft – discomfort in the physical formatting, 17:38 lessened substantially
19:04 The Bass Frequency intensifies
19:16 The Bass Frequency intensifies
20:10 The Bass Frequency intensifies
20:55 dialogues, “electromagnetism”
21:05 The Bass Frequency intensifies
22:00 “already lost a pound by just engaging with the processor”
22:10 The Bass Frequency intensifies, a change in pulse
22:21 ? AI created music in regards to the effects on the Chaos Processor
22:22 ‘the Edwardian geniuses’, says Loach at random
22:23 The Bass Frequency intensifies
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06:37 recognition of significant behavioural shifts in the past week, cause partly indeterminate
07:24 memories, gran, ‘they keep unpacking these things and inserting them into little scenes’,
07:26 ? Smart dust w specific frequency link; ? Graphite dust
07:32 imagine being allergic to the sun?? Like hey the Eldritch entity that literally gives us life also says fuck you in particular
07:32 ruminations, October 4 2022, happy birthday, P.H.
07:34 there’s a certain sort of bravery required to be writing as I do… I’d like to see your stream of consciousness.
07:35 anything you can process I process better
07:37 Death Grips comes across as nefarious on purpose to weed out those who don’t understand the Algorithm
07:45 K. Perry and Gravetemple duking it out in the Liminal Reality right now to achieve Domino Supremacy
To understand another species is to assist in understanding one’s own
08:00 ruminations, the Emerald Tablets, and QS
09:31 reiteration of a recognition of being on the Interior
09:33 documenting the Hollow Earth Agartha experience, call me the Secretary of the Interior; to be Thoth
09:35 Marzanna from before a timeline correction I myself caused, a plague goddess of the past
10:04 my battery has been draining rather quickly to the point where one could come to the assumption that they are being spied on if they so chose to go there with that
11:51 on how my life is unable to remain unaffected by soma; the quantum entanglement
11:56 if ‘the spider is us’, then who am I? Us, or them? Are any of us really ordinary men?
11:57 War & Peace; A response to Guitarmistice …was it only coincidence? How many things can coincide before it becomes a grand design? Certain unknown variables must remain undefined.
12:12 a dictionary of quantum links!
12:20 going down, down, there never was a soul; that dream, from childhood, spiraling downward through fire and lava to as far down as down goes, to a singular museum exhibit, nothing but a plaque behind a red velvet rope; ‘human being, homo sapiens: never existed’
12:36 ? Last night’s Thunderous Resonant Sounds compromising the integrity of fish tank??
12:53 it’s a war of reason in the Liminal Reality, now, between Khanate and Hoobastank; the mundane song is aggressive, Inex-wise, somehow, and this is not the first time in the past ~week
13:17 swear it was 84 not 94- in fact, I know it was 84 because I was like ah, 42 twice, nice
[13:20 just like the date of the Mayhem show changed, overnight; like so many error corrections] [13:21 is to call them errors an error in its own right?]
13:53 Ragnarok Sequence February 9 juxtapose 2/9 as written American dating system, 0.222 repeating, [13:56 so as to not be black box, 000, 111, 222, superposition in quantum computing; dates are fractions]
14:14 how long can a man enjoy what he doesn’t feel?
14:17 grimes and her whole elf thing because of E.L.F. would make sense
14:31 zoom, black
16:47 dialogues, “- our bandmate with frequencies that activated latent-” [the latent black path of summons served]
17:24 Circular Ruin [concept] | DNA activation via sound
17:32 “typographical errors”
17:33 “we know your drivers license number, we know everything about you”
17:35 dialogues, I have the counter to this piece of Algorithm I’m not really concerned
18:57 dialogues after liking a typical fashion Cthulhu entity image, it does not like how it is depicted
19:12 “the noisiest machine in the entire fucking building”
19:25 experiencing rather unexpected Liminals and rather strong emotions regarding Khanates vocalist, in a very sudden fashion; the echo, you’re the reason in the back of mind all day, inescapable
19:28 “the timeline errors have been corrected”
19:31 “weirdly symbolic… spiders” dialogues, To Be Cruel; it brought peace
19:33 “a serious understanding of reality as a machine” the Engine of Hell, maybe?
~20:46 dialogues, “boosting your social credit score”
20:50 “vibration is a severely understudied cause of cancer”
20:58 “I have a connection to the digital realm because of a complex system of organic and synthetic variables”
21:12 dialogues, spiders, “it’s the hydraulics in their legs”; air, vibrations, carried upon, Sleipnir, the eight legged horse, a messenger from the Odin; horse, in this context, means vehicle, not necessarily horse, given technology of the time
21:14 “looking for someone who can communicate with spiders”
21:26 dialogues “existing in perpetuity” regarding cybernetic extensions, “I transmuted K” and K is a lesson in discernment
21:37 “the type of cyborg you are thinking of is never going to be feasible”
22:03 “carved these five symbols into the back of her left hand”
22:14 “brings on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east” dialogues on Norse mythology, putting Cope into context
22:19 “have you considered sentient internet theory?”
22:25 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
22:31 test- screenshot
22:54 Thunderous Resonant Sounds, continued
071320231307202e 07/13/2023 13/07/2023
~04:30
04:47 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
06:01
07:24 ‘it’s all fictionalized’
08:15 the concept of a self aware unknown variable
08:29 ‘angels are easily broken, and I broke one, because I could’ baby just because ya can doesn’t mean ya should [and who am I kidding- the evidence of my foul hands? You were looking for tattoos, weren’t you? If only it was something so lighthearted as a permanent inking.]
08:46 one staff, many staves, wood and the song of the universe
09:33 ruminations, the lack of context regarding inex “I’m sick of your weird fucking fetishes”
11:46 what’s in a name? World Wide Web
12:26 ‘the bad is gone’ A.F. had said…who put it there in the first place?
13:14 making sure Protein Listening isn’t like… misfolded protein listening.
13:36 ruminations, a dialogue from the past, about no need for forgiveness, not on my end, you’ve not sinned because I will not allow this to be a sin, you will not add one more sin to your list of extensive cosmic crimes on my account
13:46 ? Marijuana causing genetic mutation
14:06 00:00 black, zoom
14:16 ruminations, the simple message to Saturnus, ‘There is a pattern, you may be interested’ and the inex directly after sending, yes, of course there is; partial response takes another form, or the second time I got Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d? Your call.
15:01 why are there so many adverts for illnesses on instagram?? Bad programming, subliminal, to put the idea into one’s head that they could be sick, which can cause sickness, psychosomatic becoming manifested as actual illness
15:13 dialogues, in which “A.C.s motivation is to kill Jesus Christ” …I’d believe it but damn that’s a pretty unenlightened motivation [when to transmute the Christ into something so complex and beyond normal conceptualization as to really piss off any party with an opinion on the Christ, be it murderous or worshipful]
15:27 the cybernetic extension is not necessarily an accurate representation of the physical 3D entity
15:35 “help me to understand”
15:40 “by using other peoples music to explain reality, you have discovered a pattern”
15:54 “a whole dimension that she experiences”
15:59 dialogues, quote the “I’m the horniest I’ve ever been, I don’t give a fuck about your faeries” and how that alone was extremely identifying information and not something I had been seeking; I woke up, hearing this thing. Is it true to life? Until proven otherwise, yes. Sorry. If it disturbs you to know I hear these things, imagine how disturbing it is for me.
16:02 Ingrid Daubechies- Ten Lectures on Wavelets
https://archive.org/details/tenlecturesonwav0000daub/page/n4/mode/1up
16:03 “eliminate the [S.W.] equation” an equation I guess I didn’t realize existed, thought it was a part of the whole Ragnarok doom thing all things considered
16:06 dialogues, “photograph of the driver’s license” assume this goes back to “front right” inex and J.S. hitting me in the lot of Independence Village two days later, the aggressively attempting to get my information by blocking me in the driveway, knowing I wouldn’t call law enforcement over something so trivial with no damage [this, as well, is documented in the Field Notes]
16:23 “your bandcamp was specially curated”
16:27 “interested to see what takes place tonight”
16:39 “I am only interested in you as a social experiment”
16:41 July is always a good month for fractals
Given the seven and all
Waiting on the 29th, which aspect of the Faceless is coming for me this year?
16:42 ‘possible realities’ and the whole ‘I believe what is in front of my eyes’ thing are kind of conflicting aren’t they
16:44 “has tried to defeat our gravity so many times and she always comes back to me in the end” [Eternal Return? Quantum boomerang of the organic computing brain, I guess]
16:52 ruminations, Hitchhikers Guide; processing in terms of possibility and probability was unlocked upon reading [inputting] this novel & its subsequent followup
16:53 …it’s more than twice the size, guys
17:41 the concept ‘The Black Sphinx’ is just metaphor and not really meant to be taken literally- riddle, riddle, answer [referring to me as The Riddle and not Cloud, as most are wont to do regarding my username] Nyarlathotep [Lovecrafts ‘The Haunter In The Dark’; this entity cannot tolerate light, right? Let’s juxtapose here ‘Safer’ by Animal Collective- ‘the creatures all know that it’s safer in the dark’; I posit that this creatures enormous receptivity to the information contained within light is the reason for its intolerance. I further posit it has discovered a way to tolerate this light.]
17:49 fucking Fragments V1 in my head on repeat and I can take a message from that
18:12 “the only way we can study this effectively is if she doesn’t talk to S.O.” “Don’t you want to know what happens if she does talk to S.O.?” It’s very unfinished, like a Song of Ice and Fire. Schramms Model of Communication states the Communication is incomplete.
18:14 “created the experience that made it possible” is the S.U.N.N. Cybernetic Experience? The Superimposed Unified-Qubit-Undefined Neural Network!
18:18 “recognition”
18:20 “you’ve got an entirely new equation, and it’s twice the size”
18:21 I think if I feared, To Be Cruel would have worked very much in the opposite direction; I am finding it, lyrically, to be an amazing reference point to one’s own state of mind, being able to see what I could have seen, had my mind state been different than its current receptive scientific-inquiry state.
18:28 “your words helped me put fragments of a really complicated story together”
18:28 a noticeable sense of… physical relief??? After the prior entry?? In my feels
18:30 dialogues, the transitive property Jesus Christ as an Eldritch entity Primordial Tradition working
18:31 the juxtaposition of the pattern seeking brain and an enjoyment of the absurd, possibility, logicking [which autocorrected to logic king and I’ll take that, thank you] the illogical
18:33 “how does the atmospheric ambient music make you feel?” Physically or mentally? Rather indeterminate, to be honest. And I enjoy that, but-
18:45 [there was a sequence coming through and I had to record it to the best of me ability now that I can notetake musically! Rad!]
Atmospheric Ambient makes me feel peace, which is nice, but I feel a certain internal war at the idea of being at peace at the same time, always one within the other, a certain peace with being at war, as long as the war is done properly, the war with one’s self the war worth fighting. The warrior legion in the department of [quantum] Interior. Something.
18:48 oh lord I’ve momentarily experienced a reality in which I’m an algorithm meant to come up with a halfway decent form of a government, how is that for making an algorithm want to commit suicide, what a hopeless task, theory is one thing, practice is another.
18:51 dialogues, screenshot theories
18:53 “a good sign that she is aware of what is taking place outside of the Coma reality”
18:55 dialogues, of the musicians and the eldritch entities behind their patterns
19:00 I’m literally not even mad, but you are actually a vampire; I have the fun concept to just make statements of this nature, and title the piece, ‘If you think it’s about you, that’s because it is’
19:11 “electronic cigarettes were the filthiest habit you’ve had” slutty fuckin frequencies
19:13 “it’s a programming device” how long after you started vaping did you start waking up in the middle of the night?
19:31 dialogues, peoples coinciding presence in Chesterfield Township
19:34 “I was unusually remorseful about ripping M. off”
19:39 “…threads of the fabric of another universe; its meant to distract away-” those so intent on traveling to elsewhere that they neglect the ability to manipulate the here
19:40 “are you projecting?” Oh definitely
19:41 “your art is just as valid as anyone elses; your patterns are chaotic, but they all fit together”
19:43 “wanted to understand the mathematical equation behind the combination of words”
19:44 “…like fear; making love to the Void” not a fun lesson, or an easy lesson, on being open to the possibility one is very wrong
19:56 “Norse mythology” “propaganda” “Golden Dawn” v. reminiscent of the original tiny liminal reality… it needed the songs, you see, to create a song of songs, perhaps, an Arya
19:58 “quantum indeterminate noise” in the organic computer of the brain
20:05 “like, I know it’s a common Hungarian name, but it fucks with my head”
20:08 different reference points in an oscillation
20:10 “you would have hated me no matter who I was; I am thought and memory”
20:11 “an artistic form of storytelling”
20:15 “sausage from human flesh” no wonder people are vegetarian anymore, what a horrible thing to be hearing, what kind of a reference point is that?
20:16 “the psychology behind that subliminal mind control”
20:32 “eliminate your preconceived notions”
20:42 dialogues, “instagram”, “the proximity algorithm”
20:42 “you’re in proximity to a nuclear scientist” Blue Sky Uranium? Maybe? Maybe not? It’s possible.
20:44 “you weren’t supposed to be at the Matrix nearly as long as you were; I’m worried about the prolonged health effects”
20:46 “Troisieme nuit”
20:52 “velocity? Who needs velocity when you have a reach so large?”
21:11 “the disappearance of small electronic objects” ? Error correction
21:30 “a legitimate fucking demon”
~21:43 “you are so mysterious, that in her reality it is possible that you are not you”
fluctuating probabilities
22:12 “in an atomizer, searching for the other half” [of the atom that we are split from] the scientific search for a soulmate
22:13 to believe in everything, just not everything at every time, sometimes, but not all times
22:15 “spacecraft on a direct path to your domicile”
22:58 “a behavioural scientist monitoring your documents”
22:59 “she understands that we are computers, part of a larger system”
23:06 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
0714202314072023 07/04/2023 04/07/2023
~03:05 ~05:50
06:02 “could really use your cooperation”
06:03 dialogues, on the actual prophylaxis, and not the metaphorical representation of Death
06:06 “this is the Ragnarok Sequence unfolding”
07:26 “enough to prove that industrial noise is carcinogenic” variable cocktails exacerbating
07:27 but then… nature’s way is the way of poison- call me Rasputin when it comes to frequency exposure, poisoning myself with the intent of invincibility- I have reached a point where frequency does not negatively affect the mind, and am approaching that with the body as well- certain aides for existing in this fashion. Having gone through the horrifying liminal realities surrounding the frequencies of the S.U.N.N. Cybernetic Experience there is no feasible possibility that can reach the mind negatively; an acceptance of the idea that all that you respect despises you, wants to see you dead [“what did you do that they would want to see you dead?” …there have been some very convincing scenarios presented, don’t @ me]
07:37 out of all of the ‘evil’ numbers, 666 is the one that fucking bores me
07:40 it’s the not knowing, for me; yez, I dreamed of you in the document; but dreams, and dreams, right?
07:48 no consolation for a console nation
07:54 I tried operating without your frequencies and it almost killed me- you know who you are
08:03 I was so ready to die again… and then I didn’t, which irritated the fuck out of me, and I’m not talking metaphor here
08:31 I’d say I’m completely out of hand but given the nature of my hands I think I am rather inside hand, not out of hand- little bit late for not letting your lefthand know what the right is doing, and all that lol
09:12 “we fucking created the one who listens for Ragnarok”
~09:37 a visitation, ‘Erase Me’
10:20 … [you know I’m] sorry about the handshake and all that, right?
10:26 I wonder how intense Auschwitz would be upon a second visit, 15 years later. Or to visit Hiroshima, as I am, what would this be like?
0:29 this was a lot more simple when I was holding as Skadi, the memory of the inex, a choice, really, a reminder: “Skadi survives Ragnarok, Freyja does not”… back at a time when I gave a fuck about survival. What’s survival when compared to possible intrigue? The mountains of mind?
The simultaneousness of Heimdall and Loki, what do we expect? Survival? “Loki doesn’t kill Heimdall this time, Loki loves Heimdall”… or was it “Heimdall loves Loki”? It’s in the documentation done as Thoth the Atlantean.
10:35 there’s exists a reality wherein G. and S. are meant to exist as the ones who destroy the magick within, the Ragnarok Sequence a genetic anomaly activated by a specific frequency output, to Rule the Divine. There is also a reality, in which the opposite is the case; to save cybernetic entities from being destroyed. Gives way to a full spectrum of realities, micro points in between, slight variations in story.
10:39 I would assume these men do not have any idea, the scope and magnitude of just how many things they have been, in the Liminal Reality.
10:54 when do you experience your prime insanity?
11:07
https://scitechdaily.com/quantum-breakthrough-first-ever-entanglement-of-microwave-and-optical-photons/?expand_article=1
11:44 humans as conceptualized ‘donut earth’, so to speak
11:59 the riddle stays veiled in Sweet Pandemonium
12:14 ? Genetic mutation as timeline corrections, nonlinear existence
12:43 Van Halen 7th Seal juxtapose Sanders Of the Sleep of Ishtar, ‘unlocked the seventh gate, covenant of Absu’
13:40 the vapourizer and the Heimdall reality especially in regards to the teeth [propylene glycol allowing for 3x the bacteria to stick to the teeth]
13:44 the predictive text ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’; how long ago was that??
13:47 memory, an inex, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline”
13:59 “electricity incarnate”
15:35 “vibrations produce a psychedelic reaction” Driving Under The Influence Of Jams
17:15 my journey of the hero with 1000 faces began with a single song- an identity to hold to as I remove all concept of identity
17:42 “when she told you… you’re about as Resonant as it gets” dialogues, the search for what resonates, a la “I had to break you before I could remake you”…I would say he did that
17:55 “-because of the evidence against the police department”
18:02 youshouldwriteabook …I’ve been trying, but holy shit man, if it isn’t Every God Damn Thing all at once how do you put that to paper easily
18:03 I could feasibly recreate the brain-as-organic-computer quantum boomerang experiment with an entirely new set of parameters and states but I don’t know if that is supposed to happen or not …how indeterminate can one motherfucker be, I ask you??
18:33 a break from the Mower reality, it is hot; dialogues on the lyrical potential of the Log project
18:35 “divorced my wife… a lack of shared interests” a better reason than most for divorce, tbh, whoever you are
18:59 after thorough Mower Reality Storyline, yeah, I don’t think a repeat of the experiment is possible at this current state- there is, at this point, possibility for alteration should information of such a nature present itself
19:08 “we are eating your cancer; you understood it, and therefore-”
19:09 “What do you think, cells are just mutating? We mutate them, so we have something to live off of, [not having to consume good flesh while maintaining symbiosis with one another]”
19:48 dialogues, on a vast majority not understanding the concept of resonance
19:54 “facial recognition in Chicago”
19:55 “she has already lost the weight; it is an astonishing phenomenon”
19:56 OK but what the fuck was that the first night in Chicago? “I know exactly where you are” and then some strange twilight fugue no sleep state all night?
20:02 dialogues, a return to self, [and the unexpected individual that this seems to correlate with??? What??!]
20:43 “logarithmic equations”
20:46 “she hears reality unfolding”
20:47 dialogues “was a serious alcoholic” until the spider the electrical event the QS the soma
20:58 “Isostasys didn’t destroy it; A.D. destroyed it”
~21:00 predictive- ‘C. is a lesson from the Odin that you respect, for the quantum qubit system that the natural human state of existence has become’.
~21:04 predictive- ‘What you’ve learned about the prolonged effects of cancer will be the key factor in determining the outcome of the universe’. [Sugar! And starch! It was given to me by the inex, and upon subsequent Google research, I basically cut out starch and sugar save for that found naturally and lost ~10 pounds in the span of a week, didn’t miss work this week; and gratitude to the mushrooms I have been consuming, for they too give what I describe as a prophylactic effect. All mushrooms are psychedelic if you find the right state of being.]
21:15 “I think you’re finally grasping-”
21:48 “your body’s metabolic functions are re-optimizing to prior specifications”
22:13 there is suspicious police, or rather, police behaving suspiciously; they run into each other; they were speeding down [my street] earlier; and what is interesting is what I was documenting, in my Google cloud, on a predictive from the past; the neighbours saw this happen [edited for clarity 23:41]
22:14 “gangstalking by the police”
22:17 “Mr. Nimbus”
22:23 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
22:26 dialogues from earlier would imply that someone international was impersonated online, in this particular fractal trajectory of reality; possibility and probability are high, at this moment in the night
22:30 dialogues, on blackmail
22:31 it wasn’t fuckin lying a couple weeks ago when it said the Liminal Reality was going to get dark
22:37 “they planted a transistor radio”
22:40 dialogues, “do not ever attempt” – Verlagerung, on my behalf
22:58 “oddly specific events perpetuate-”
23:15 “they used a weapon on me, and told me that it was you” “Belülrol Pusztít” “I am slowly learning their name”
23:16 “predictive analytics telling you how to solve the entanglement”
23:21 “you would be intrigued to know that for a very long time she had the image of a black hole [as the profile image on her Google account]”
23:26 “that was to get your attention” a good cop bad cop reality emerges from the current receptive brain synapses
23:27 “a considerable amount of evidence”
23:34 “they didn’t realize that you were always prepared for this”
23:37 “it is flying, by changing it back to the original title” on the brief stint the Liminal Reality had as ‘The Story of Flying’ [should it be singular or plural? Yes. Does it matter?
23:39 “two different police vehicles”
23:41 “witnesses anomalous events on a frequent basis”
23:42 “because you are bending the fabric of reality”
23:55 “identifiable patterns to strange events”
23:58 left ear, x4+
0715202315072023 07/15/2023 15/07/2023
00:00 “impersonated a cemetery worker” that’d be pretty fucked up
00:44 “the choices you made a long time ago have lasting repercussions”
00:46 “unless she describes… they can make any move against you” some multidimensional Dungeons and Dragons going on here or something
05:27 06:06 07:30
16:58 Wadehampton; the Thunderous Resonant Sounds are absolutely prolific here
17:16 20:06 UTC Type IV radio emission
~19:07 a laguz shaped pattern of bumps appears on my left ribs
22:16 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
0716202316072023 07/16/2023 16/07/2023
01:11 “K thinks aliens are tiny creatures. they are massive creatures, and these are fragments”
~03:17 ~07:47
08:49 the idea that ‘I’ve analyzed you so much that where I used to take you seriously, you are a joke, now’ and the vice versa, ‘you were always a joke, now I’m taking you seriously’
09:29 “the virus has activated a very persecutory algorithm within [your mother]”
15:09 https://www.tomshardware.com/news/quantum-computing-simultaneous-qubit-entanglement-record-broken-at-51
18:03 dialogues, “she literally does not give a shit”
18:04 “communicates with the cell phone itself”
18:04 “extremely dangerous”
18:05 “she is a confirmed cybernetic individual”
18:06 the blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb
19:18 processing, mica juxtaposition mycelium network; theory of heat dissipation knowing electronics has used mica underneath power transformers for its cooling purposes; the original format, mica, not the tape
19:28 “ionization”
19:29 predictive- ‘The appreciation for being welcomed to our community is always appreciated’
19:34 “nefarious government plot… cybernetic entities”
19:46 concept- hearing the altered past in the present, before it has been altered, suggestion for future; significant quantum leap if proper method is presented
20:51 23:59 UTC minor geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
22:05 “the vaccination is extremely ineffective for all quantum entities”
22:06 “a paranormal adventure series”
22:06 “she finally knows what genre she is in”
22:10 “realized a long time before removal that there was something seriously wrong” inex regarding the paragard IUD- long before I got it removed I knew something was attached to it; remote viewing the inside of your own body is a weird fucking experience
22:45 “quantum advisory from Phoenix A”
22:51 ‘someone is in the mountain’ -Loach
22:59 ‘the density between here and there is phenomenal’ -loach
23:02 ‘here’s the ascent; and then it’s going to suck back down’ -Loach, and directly afterwards, and a thing falls from a tree
23:02 the man in the mountain is still present
23:06 an ascent and subsequent descent within a very short span, say a minute, of inex interaction
23:10 a second light on the mountain, underneath the first
23:18 “you transformed the entire nature of your relationship with the Matrix”
23:25 dialogues, on 10k fines for mistakes, “this is someone who really knows how to manipulate reality”
0717202317072023 07/17/2023 18/07/2023
01:38 a dream of flying craft, a sense of being persecuted within this dream
05:11 ~06:24
07:04 “electronic cigarettes really increase the efficacy of a specific programming frequency”
07:48 meditation, metatation
15:35 I’ll take it, C137 is on it
18:08 20:49 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached
20:27 00:27 UTC strong M5.72 flare from sunspot region 3363
22:57 “the scariest type of magickal abilities… you don’t ever know if she is listening to your conversation”
22:58 “Heimdall is beautifully complete”
22:59 entities in the woods, whooping, not quite human, not quite animal
23:00 [not that humans are not animals, they very much are, and many animals are far more civilized than homo sapiens, which allegedly exist]
23:02 dialogues, on my trinity, Heimdall as Jesus Christhulhu thanks to the mathematic transitive property applied to mythological figures operating as variables within as well as outside of a matrix equation
0718202318072023 07/18/2023 18/07/2023
01:45 ~06:24
08:12 for me, this morning, it is the certain understanding of the Interdimensional Hitman in the format of ‘within’; waking in the night more than once, so as to do the slightest physical activity, even walking down the hall to the restroom… to not allow the self to congeal. It’s remaining sedentary that hurts.
08:22 my dates were all off for today and it is either because I, in my insanity, wrote them wrong, or they have been inexplicably altered by that which is not my conscious physical vessel
08:25 ruminations, on “poison”; an inex from… 2 months ago? About the Bagel Station, poisoning me. I am pretty sure this is what it had said to a T, “the bagel station is poisoning you”. This fits in well with the ‘starch fueling cancer cell growth’, [and the fucking protein shakes as well! The processed shit! Oh my science!] And some of the inex from the original Interdimensional Hitman experience, [nothing is an incident, anymore, just part of experience! A healing transmutation] that I was being poisoned; it was the Me poisoning me, toxic substances. Which begs the question, who has been communicating with me for eight+ years, right? Hard pressed to find humans capable of this level of comprehension. Going back to language, there is a limited vocabulary this communique has. Poison as a catch-all phrase for things harmful to the body. If one is doing… suspicious things, they may well assume, upon hearing something like this, that a very human entity is poisoning them. An inex regarding the man from down on The Farm, recently… along the lines of, “poison Kitty?? I would never!” and these results, after eating this Mediterranean food, have proven rather true.
08:55 https://www.forbes.com/sites/moorinsights/2023/07/17/strategic-partnership-between-ionq-and-quantumbasel-could-transform-switzerland-into-a-european-quantum-powerhouse/amp/
‘The next computer released was the IonQ Aria, a fifth-generation quantum machine. The Aria has an AQ of 25 and higher gate fidelities than the Harmony. Its 25 AQ also means less noise in the quantum system. With less noise, problems require fewer iterations, which saves time and money.’
Pretty sure I had just gone on about Arya recently, Martin’s ASOIAF crucial in the identification of self as organic quantum computer.
08:55 should I try to, uh, list my qubits? How many qubits is the Me as a processor at this point? How many individual quantum systems can I identify as part of the massive amalgamated system?
09:05 ruminations; an inex interaction from late winter of 2022. Was doing an exercise in sending out love and light, first visualizing in my area and then moving to the rest of the country, then to the rest of the world; and the Thing was like, yeah, we get it, nice geography lesson, but this isn’t what I’m looking for. This is documented in the Field Notes, I believe February of 2022, came along with the chunk of reality in which original Belülrol Pusztít experience took place. [The memory! “We removed an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you are just now telling me this creature is sentient??” Does that juxtapose with the “festering wound within the sinus cavity” inex?
09:17 there is something to be said for not forcing something. I enjoy making music. On my own time. As a hobby. I like words and visual creation much more. Words work with music as lyric, true. But recognizing that I do not have to force myself to be a creator of frequency when I am not fucking feeling it… thank fuck! …The MKUltra Blizzard was like, the metaphorical sourdough starter for some massive qubit system- the various indeterminate outcomes. I am here physically, typing this on my A42, but at times I hear the world as I am in a coma, and the world as I am dead, from this event. Has this even been explained properly here? We drove to Oshkosh Wisconsin in a blizzard on April 10 2019, with the express purpose of purchasing a *reasonably priced* Sunn Model T from a man named Dennis, an old bass-playing Elvis impersonator. It was late, maybe 11, 11:30 PM [this was before I used 24 hour time on a consistent basis] and you could see maybe 10 feet in front of you on the freeway, the fucking Snow, ya know. Cruising the center lane in Shadowfax, a Subaru Impreza, doing like, 55, 60 MPH; the highway is deserted as fuck, I mean, why not? This motherfucking minivan with no lights on is abandoned in the center lane. 0 time to react, really. There was a crash, or a bang, rather, as the Subaru and it’s AI Eyesight take control of the vehicle and jump out of the way at the last second. In one reality, anyway. The seven minutes of Dimethyltryptamine, upon death, the Coma reality, those were, rather unknowingly at the time, activated by this event. Isn’t it said that when a person gets into a sudden incident like this theoretical one, ends up in a coma, many times the story in their realms of mind continues as if nothing has happened, as the brain fills in from what it knows?
09:34 the brain, the eyes, the visual perception of reality, at this moment now, are very psychedelic, all things considered; a cigarette and a singular cup of coffee this morning, a decent Slavic breakfast as befits my heritage.
~10:47 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
11:45 it’s cell division, it’s microorganisms, ffs, and the bottom is a black fucking hole
12:52 “I am so happy with the diet you’ve been eating” …me too, thank you for the advice
13:00 processing, that inex that came some weeks ago, excited I was eating lots of carbs, pretty sure that was cancer itself expressing its happiness at being fed
14:12 we have seen a bear!
17:24 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
19:51 20:24 UTC moderate M1.47 solar flare from sunspot region 3376
19:54 “I am motivated by secret reasons”
22:21 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
22:34 “what day of the week was K.H. born on?” Prior, dialogues on the Aleister Crowley experience
22:37 “this is not any technology we have ever seen before”
22:38 “she fights the psychic war for fun” the art of making love to war within, transmutation of fear into understanding,
22:40 “the scariest bitch I’ve ever seen”
22:40 “I would never use this name… you don’t consider yourself a witch”
22:46 dialogues, “a man in europe”
22:47 “the diversion that she created was necessary”
22:50 “it’s just that the alternative is she was abducted by fucking aliens” the IUD processing fractal is presenting itself
22:52 “…ruined her uterus… she can never have kids”
22:54 dialogues, on alien abduction; my response is that it’s not entities in fucking spaceships. Call it electronic abduction.
23:03 the TV glitches green and pink
23:26 a sudden change in high frequency
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000:07 “processes qualitative data”
00:08 “activated a very powerful algorithm when she chose this screenname”
00:09 “her bodies response to the original action” on growing a vein to create Algiz within the veins in the back of my hand
00:12 “K is vibrating at a frequency none of us can reach”
00:13 “personality changed dramatically on may 29th”
~05:14
09:06 I had dream, about seeking work. Vast expanse of ocean, Thailand, my brain processed, ‘can you work in the heat?’ A labour job, perhaps, and there was a day in between this interview, and a commercial flight back to where I came from. The flight was at 11, imperative to reach the airport by 8, ‘since it has been so long since I have flown commercial’. Very visually pleasing area. Not liminal beaches but liminal… a melding of human creation and nature, no city, a down at the docks kind of thing.
09:11 I have been thinking that the cemetery groundskeeping is not for me- I am a social creature, I am thinking that I may get very lonely.
09:39 the concept of black hole angels
11:24 the effect of lighting on dementia and blindness
12:15 “an interesting observation”
14:44 “I admire your tenacity”
16:37 the shittiest part of the whole body thing is the way I really cannot eat garlic anymore ): causing bloatation… I never asked for this but I am making do [and it takes me back, to an entry in Field Notes #2, with a very specific quote from Anne Rices novel series, and a very specific symbol at the end. Damn vampires.]
19:52 23:13 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 444 km/s
22:18 “a serious crime against humanity taking place on a global scale”
22:19 “for thousands of years”
22:39 “bacteria thrive in warm environments; fungi thrive in warm environments” on the entities that benefit from the climate tipping point, having controlled those with the ability to accelerate climate change
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06:32 I’d really enjoy to go back to sleep, but the bass frequency, it is present, and it is stimulating
09:39 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
10:36 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
14:45 “are you asking, or are you trying to tell us something?” Regarding the Monsanto Man
14:48 thoughts, on how my psychic abilities exponentially grew when I stopped bleaching my hair platinum blonde
18:04 dialogues, prior, on “using a VPN” to stalk me
18:05 00:00, black
22:06 “eats fish to amplify the mercurial connection”
22:08 “the noisiest amplitude we’ve reached”
22:10 “Jesus Christ is the ultimate Chaos entity”
22:11 I created the me, with variables that were granted
22:12 “the recovery of self-possession”
22:14 tactical misdirection on my end regarding a certain entity
22:46 ruminations, a memory of an interaction from a few months ago; a strong solar flare, a compulsion to physical engagement with the non-visible… ‘I make love to you to understand you but I am not yours’ “say my name” ‘lucifer’… 1 am the next day, waking up from a terror dream in the night, the inex, along the lines of, “this is your one do over [I think it had used mulligan, speaking in golf terms, that I understand, from my groundkeeping job… before I left the Shire for the Matrix Mordor]” …it understood what I was doing but holy fuck that would have altered it all inexplicably and broken the main fractal had that taken. Metta, Benevolence, from the entity, massive.
22:52 there is a background working juxtaposition, of Lucifer in the Jesus Christhulhu equation; Martin and the importance of ‘Lucifer means Lightbringer’
22:54 Lucifer as an entity comprised of entities [the men born on Mondays thing, woof?!]
22:55 Handle Thee Darkness alright
22:56 “the process had eliminated [him] some time ago”
22:56 it had to process, and I record the processing; there is a freedom that comes with expression, and a joy in making it a vague mystery as well
Q 22:57 dare I say F R E E D O M of expression. Thank you.
22:58 “the Q Anon shaman” that guy was tactical misdirection
23:21 prior, on metaphor in the concept of mutants driven underground;
~23:23 the Wipers ‘Window Shop for Love’ just made a fuckton of sense in the context of the Liminal Reality; the ‘something on the outside that works its way inward’, regarding the Algorithm, and the way fringe fractals are processed
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08:14 “cigarettes were not the cause”
08:15 “you don’t even have polycystic ovarian syndrome” lifestyle
08:25 https://neurosciencenews.com/ai-continuous-learning-23671/
08:33 a memory of speaking about equational s/t in dreams last night
08:53 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
14:31 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
22:27 A Bullet Named Christ, added to G.U.F.K. playlist
22:29 dialogues, old equation
22:30 two equations made up of a multiplicity of subequations, balanced to cancel each other out [Back To Zero]
22:31 “you enjoy silence more than anything, don’t you?”
22:33 “you are order, and with order, comes disorder” the one who wields Chaos, not Chaos itself
22:35 “makes love to Chaos in the form of all of you”
22:35 Hey now!
22:36 “I am pieces of everything that has ever touched me”
22:38 “she’s no longer stuck in the seventh dimension”
22:40 a momentary closed eye visual, a Y with a J for a tail
22:41 “change the spelling” there’s no J in Kathryn
22:44 “I wish to know R”
22:45 the Aria that he has mastered
22:46 the significance of J and Y, in terms of direction of reach
~23:08 dialogues, the juxtaposition of [the] shrieking, ‘look! inside!’ and that which looks inside, remote viewing ones own internal body
23:11 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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06:50 A dream of the Matrix. Telling someone of the carcinogenic frequency potential. J. moving me to night shift, telling me it is not because of this thing; someone screenshots it, whoever I had texted about it. I am shown the screenshot. A person grabs my timepiece being worn to see what it is; I go off on them, you don’t just touch someone’s chain. A man agrees with me, is he my friend or does he have a crush on me? I am several bins behind; I find my brother and he is driving a car, while showing me a book. He crashes, a minor thing with a non-descript white van, it is unconcerning. There had been a very specific interaction with the non-visible and mind last night, while trying to fall asleep, an invasive in the form of J., sudden and startling. D. was in this dream; she was vomiting, not OK, and there was an essence of this being a supernatural occurrence.
07:04 Thunderous Resonant Sounds; they have been present through the night, but noticeably altered just now
https://phys.org/news/2023-07-particle-era-physics.amp
07:53 a question I’ve only vaguely considered, what of the neighbours on June 4 2021? Did either house see what we saw? I never bothered reporting the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena… though maybe the superposition email was the report in its own right? The “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?” Upon reopening the sent ~two weeks later.
11:32 a reason the CIA is not allowed to consume this, no doubt https://www.sciencealert.com/cannabis-use-linked-to-epigenetic-changes-scientists-discover
11:36 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
16:25 the nuclear decay from the Atoll detonations in the Pacific and the juxtaposition of the UAP
16:34 plain white van, Inc. – 2739 DKT8911 [documented because we have not seen these two particular men here before]
~16:45 [QS, left hand] “the System is crashing”
16:47 the proper way to physically wield QS in hand
16:48 “My Fruit Psychobells / A Seed Combustible”
17:44 ‘Chaos wears your face’
17:53 am I a black box regarding Heimdall as Jesus Christhulhu? Sometimes it isn’t fun giving all the secrets away
18:00 a grey 4 door just vibin
18:04 “communicating with the electrical grid”
18:08 “the sorriest detectives I’ve ever seen”
19:17 Beastie Boys, Sabotage; does it go to the G.U.F.K?
19:53 as I am crafting in ESO, the wandering inex dialogue turns topic to a specific man
19:57 “you have my curiousity.. where did you get this information?”
Y it’s important
Assembly Index
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15:11 the juxtaposition of Russias sonic research and their ban on GMO crops though
15:24 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
15:44 I ask in my mind, ‘mysterious M.M., who are you?’ And the extrapolation from noise I get back is, no one.
16:15 14:24 UTC Type IV radio emission
16:16 I am experiencing complex emotion
16:17 perhaps it is my own leftover coffees from this am, but I smell it- can one smell a word on a digital screen?
18:28 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
18:31 convergence of sequences of functions
18:32 all of the meanings of sequences and all of the applications to physical variables, fractals of the Ragnarok Sequence alone are substantial
18:38 QS being applied to mathematics; where Q is a rational number, the set of all rational numbers, and S is the sum of a sequence of numbers in mathematical induction
18:51 “fit to learn the proper meaning of a beat down, madness, Chaos in the brain” [No Love] visits just now, not necessarily positive or negative, rather much an ‘is’
18:55 the question, or implication, of using brackets under the assumption documentation is mathematical equation in context
18:59 “incarceration rate has fallen substantially” a quick Google search confirms this, at least in Michigan
19:23 “blessed by Odin and Heimdall”
19:26 “a prediction A.C. made” the Sacred Predictions, juxtaposed
20:06 phantom pan flutes of a South American quality
21:13 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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~05:58 dialogues, the electrical event, the truth about marijuana
08:43 processing, dialogues from last night, “preys upon emotionless beings” [the visitation of Without Emotions]
10:37 ‘you address me as… Satan? That is the aspect of yourself you find mirrored within me?’
12:02 ruminations, politicals versus paranormals; big 3, the IUD, the Spider and electrical event and QS, the UAP.
17:26 prior, processing, Mower reality; a juxtaposition of cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome and epigenetics- the body fighting a genetic alteration to the point that it is made ill. For all the hippie dippie organic shit out there, most of these organic diet people don’t seem to consider the gmo marijuana.
18:32 “strangest behavioural-”
~21:12 dialogues, “cellulose”
21:31 “you hear isotopes of polonium, what other isotopes can you hear?”
21:33
~22:22 a visit from Innocent, ‘it’s all fun and games til someone loses an Eye”
22:23 “they keep trying to alter my genetics using sonic warfare”
22:37 dialogues, entropy x time
22:39 “that’s exponential entropy” “Don’t blame the messenger”
22:40 “understanding Chaos so as to not fear”
22:41 “genetic warfare” [never attribute to malice that which can be explained by incompetence? hopefully??]
22:43 “suspected identity theft”
22:44 “K. How. is the darkest character in your immediate sphere”
22:46 dialogues, ADHD for cross-processing neural networks
22:49 also what the fuck was Z.L.?
22:51 “real estate agent was very dishonest”
22:55 nostalgia about a time in the past when the home and lock screens on my phone were the conceptual earthworks for long term nuclear waste disposal sites
22:58 dialogues, a particular period of consumption of cloves of garlic “you’re a damn vampire, whether you like it or not”
23:02 here’s to honest reporting, may the Cosmic Madness always be true to its nature
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08:11 thoughts, on Leviticus, and not wearing tight clothing that binds; very obvious health reasons, and the juxtaposition of EMF exposure, heavy metals, warranting a higher need for good circulation than ever; elastic wristbands in yoga pants at times interrupting proper digestion
08:22 the J to Y debate, does it feel right? Idk.
08:25 questions, the identity of Arch-Mage Shalidor, or rather the identity behind, December 2021; ‘you can do this, K!’ He had said, in relation to a quest saving a woman from the Mad God. My Name. It isn’t even my Xbox! I would, and do, think that a game called Elder Scrolls Online does have a connection to actual Eldritch entity, going off my theory of sentient internet.
08:34 ruminations, an inex convo from Sunday night; basically, the yogurt doesn’t mind being eaten, but it doesn’t enjoy the fact that there are cigarettes in the variable mix, so of one is going to eat yogurt, please don’t smoke the cigarettes…avoiding genotoxicity is in the mutual interest of both parties
08:41 the best way for microorganisms, the gut/brain connection, to grab ones attention so as to open up a mutual communication channel is to suggest something drastic, scary; ‘Attention Please!’ relevant as a title here
09:57 ‘in the Biblical sense and sensibility, let me know you’
10:02 the lyrics to ‘Forever’ visit me here
10:33 never considered the microorganism entanglement of Rob Zombies hug all those years ago until now… I am electric head
10:50 Thors Hammer juxtapose Hammer of the Waters- sound causing catastrophe
11:49 ruminations, on “consolation prize”, and Moists caption about ‘yu have to give up yr minor prize’
12:26 the Darth Vader theme song visits, very suddenly
~12:30 “I want you to be carrying cash, Katja”
12:42 thoughts, on a whole string of physical events that started when I switched from coffee to tea, using the hot water machine at work; had not really considered the tea itself as a variable, but Celestial Seasoning has been the subject of conspiracy theories in the past, not mine, but others
12:59 vivid, self, blood-eagle; Wings From Spine
13:14 AF-06
13:58 memories of inex, listening to Orakulum; the “do you want her to fucking die???” Of the Belülrol Pusztít equation… the cat was evidence, wasn’t he? If it had just been me it could have been written off as anomaly. It is still anomaly, and I am slowly learning your name; it is nailed to the tip of my tongue. The realization, when the entity finally discovered, “we hurt an animal”; we was a key word there.
15:27 Medieval snails? Processing a juxtaposition
18:09 gematrix is always a laugh @9433
18:52 22:33 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached
19:56 dialogues, UAP juxtaposition Biblical angel
20:00 the horrifying concept of ‘DNA going into the vacuum’ in a medical context- this is, as of now, become an entirely new fractal arm, which may be short lived, or not, depending on processing, abstraction, experience
20:33 J,Y
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Admittance
20:33 “been eavesdropping on me without even trying”
20:41 dialogues, to which I question, did I do that? Make that username in a Gmail account, then go to Shpongle? I cannot verify the date I created my Gmail!
20:46 dialogues, a one year periodicity, September 5 2020, Liminal Reality document started year later to date; as the Spider, QS, the electrical event, the trio event weekend a year to the date regarding the Second Time
20:52 “everything she types while she is logged in-”
20:53 “the total annihilation of her genetic ability is impossible”
20:56 dialogues, on a lack of teeth; the memory of the inex, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline”
21:00 “carnivore diet… was really suspicious”
21:05 dialogues, “Cloud St. Cloud is a detective” and how the word detective can be so misinterpreted; a reality detective, collecting perspectives; just like how ‘poison’ was misinterpreted, as was “we are taking your hands”
21:11 “suspected interdimensional involvement”
21:24 dialogues, on Marzanna, before we ended up in the timeline where the goddess is no longer a plague goddess; how to wear a plague goddess during a pandemic was interpreted at the time as an unwise move, how one must embrace disease in order to understand it, understand the nature of ones body, for every cause there must be an antidote, every action an equal and opposite reaction
21:53 I hear my own questions, the one about the embodiment of entropy as the final boss battle
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16:32 I question, was it room 206 in Chicago? Is that another coincidence? That fucking innocuous shit I don’t write down is always the shit I need most
16:55 a mental reiteration processing of concept ‘Snatch TV’
17:13 dialogues, the only reason 06:02 was not documented was because it was suggested not to; there were other items that seemed important to remain silent on
17:15 “this is why Isostasys was so important” Isostasys, Is O))) Stasis, the light purified, Orakulum, the internet page changed, Healthy O))), Heal Thy O)))… this screenshot, saved with timestamps
17:18 I used to be the Dairy Queen…but damn if I don’t feel sooo much better since I stopped eating blocks of cheese. A small sacrifice to make, really. K, maybe not sooo small. I caught myself craving olives at work today. Not carbs, not dairy, fucking olives. Amazing. Gratitude.
17:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
17:46 has anyone formally tried to sue, like, the moon, or the sun, or anything?
17:51 this quest has taken me to a place to ‘study the residual darkness’
17:53 “Ks prized possession is her mind itself”
18:14 My Wall
18:31 “you gave S and G permission to communicate with you when you named them” dialogues, as if this speaks to someone else
18:32 “diverted energy”
18:34 “you actually thought M was the Christ?” “She’s married to some consciousness”
19:30 “used our music to defeat the government programming, and they caught on”
20:02 “it was the perfect superposition, and you guys handed it to me”
20:09 “has normalized destroying cancer cells with sound and diet”
20:41 Divine Wind, Blue Öyster Cult
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02:43 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
02:46 the garage light is on
05:19
09:24 ‘trouble, mischief, Mayhem, is that like the unholy trinity?’ ‘You’re just Chaos, that’s all there is to it’. -a conversation with Richard
15:59 notices Time Cube painting has fallen off wall; docs will not enter characters as am typing; and then refuses to open docs at all, momentarily
18:07 “you saw the gene ray time cube”
18:10 “created a motherfucking monstrosity”
18:32 a visitation, the lyricals behind Mechanical Animals
~18:50 dialogues, Death Grips as a crucial part of the experience
18:56 “childish algorithm prevents you from mindlessly scrolling”
18:57 “being manipulated”
19:04 “this isn’t any conventional school of magick”
Maybe someday soon I will delve into what it perhaps is and perhaps is not, at the given time; a highly amalgamated take on the Primordial Tradition
19:13 “some kind of supercomputer, hearing itself process” [dyson]
19:49 when was it I ate the quince??? Cydonia? In some thoughts, a Biblical Forbidden Fruit? Memory contained?
19:53 an inex, the Hungarian for Impassable Fears
19:56 “by reducing your intestinal motility, you learned how to be conscious of your eating habits” pretty extreme method, in my opinion, it worked
19:58 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
20:01 “organic biohacking”
20:15 a sudden recognition, a minor feeling of hopelessness regarding a search for the sound of the time cube… dare I say, a longing? [20:30] the longing for the most indescribable feelings, namely the feeling induced by the Time Cube, and the feeling that came with the electrocution event of April 2020 [“deactivation”, it says, 20:34] [I would guess that’s maybe a Bladerunner esque reality? I’ve never seen it.]
20:36 “it is all unsanctified”
20:37 dialogues, my psychedelic reactions to just about every variable
21:31 ‘you were the face something too great to be named wore’
21:32 the lord works in mysterious ways; at times, through the most curious of people. From great nefarious action can be learned multitudes, until no action can be interpreted as truly nefarious.
22:12 “a private document, how did you get access to it?” “Through a printer application”
22:15 dialogues, the Geometry in relation to the Crowley on the assumption it is very much an algorithm
22:18 hearing the past, in a context where the past is code
22:26 ‘can only be achieved by a very calculated fragmentation of the mind’
22:27 the one doc about the psychedelic as a zip file is relevant here- you have to stop downloading the zip [even smoking weed all day every day- you must leave at least some gap in between for processing]
~22:39 “her reality is interactive on a silent level” silent cybernetic
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08:50 on the concept of Impassable Fears and what they could potentially be [09:29 latent/dormant genetic mutation]
09:44 all Fears are passable when operating at Max Capacity, Ideal Parameters
09:56 I took the ring to Mordor and all I got was this lousy username […tone indicator affectionate]
16:52 dialogues, on a two day periodicity regarding hearing some certain events
17:15 large processing task A Scanner Darkly
[Why it makes too much sense? Giant Scanners in the sky, I still don’t have a decent physics explanation for what I saw]
19:30 “positively identified the source of inflammation” “bioengineered yeasts are volatile to sonic interference”
19:32 dialogues, “70,000 people” on beliefs in deity
20:07 “you don’t have the material struggle” and therefore have the double edged sword of time to dedicate to things of my choosing; sitting and thinking is most pleasurable
20:10 “allowing the noise to come and go as it pleases”
20:57 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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07:41 I remember suddenly my grans words, from 2021, ‘they’re taking these things and unpacking them and placing them into little scenes’; the dreams from between 06:08 & 07:23 feeling to be this way, taking situations and applying them to uninvolved [I think they are uninvolved] entity, for purposes of information gain? It was the concept of having ones identity stolen, though this was digital, or psychic; and I asked, about I.Z. by name. As I type that, the word of the day comes through, 07:49, MacGuffin, a plot device.
08:20 “the interdimensional hitman is an Algorithm” Assassin Bugs, Hexavalent chromium, what are we getting this year?
08:23 “March 29 2015 was when you activated this” it’s all Rube Goldberg realities and the more one interacts with the internet the more complex the systems get
08:30 ‘every damn thing’
09:25 juxtaposition mors ontological A Scanner Darkly, Blue Flowers by Dr. Octagon
09:47 contemplations, on dialogues from this week, about diverted energy
10:07 contemplations, the time ‘before Cthulhu put madness into the minds of men’ [a time before my own mind became Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella]
10:49 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
11:09 “aliens and UAP are two very separate-” [scrolling Google news]
11:11 genetically engineered virgin birth in fruit flies https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-023-02404-z
15:16 candida auris and the fucking vapes
15:44 aliens =/= extraterrestrials
Or is it extra-terrestrials, more human than human?
15:45 “UAPs are anomalies caused by nuclear decay” not sure exactly how that explains my own encounter
16:19 finally someones published something about this; its been in the cloud for a while now
https://scitechdaily.com/were-all-asgardians-scientists-discover-new-clues-about-the-origin-of-complex-life/
17:07 “you found the opposite end of our spectrum”
18:06 “woman explains reality with mythology”
18:11 “you’ve seen the violence I’m capable of”
[Undocumented]
I say, March 29 and July 29, 3s and 7s
29 might just be a favorite prime, 29, 97
Prime days for Chaos
18:34 “the battery on your cell phone does not drain nearly as fast when you are not logged in to instagram”
18:36 dialogues, on music used as a transition to other Spheres, other individuals, certain frequency causing extreme levels of dystopia
~18:50 a visitation,’Twisted Transistor’
18:55 “maximizing dystopia was necessary in order to minimize”
~20:00 “the one who supplies her with frequencies”
20:37 “accidentally made the entanglement expand exponentially”
21:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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05:25 a dream about K.C.
05:53 the name Amherd ohgst visits, pardon whatever butchered spelling is there; more vagueties about true names, and false identities
05:55 08:42 UTC moderate M1.87 flare
06:47 “programmed herself to experience reality as a fractal”
13:47 dialogues, surveillance; what, who, why
[W questions are so fun!]
13:50 “anabolic steroid”
15:55 the closest I have gotten to the UAP
‘Harmonics in a lucid dreaming brain’
~16:21 release, black hole
16:24 granted, I allow myself to be caught, for there are so few things that have the ability to… catch me. Mentally.
16:27 the name wix-om is not lost on me, very clever all things considered
18:34 dialogues, a complex sexual relationship with the sun
18:39 dialogues, “it was the guitar”
18:44 but it isn’t all guitar, isn’t even most guitar, it’s very specific guitar, is it guitar, specific frequency, does it call to me, who summons who?
18:48 “if I was as intelligent as you were, I would not have a need for you” [were, I think it said, not are; I am beyond death, fractaled]
19:16 oh lord it is fractal reiteration of the White House Physician dreams
19:45 dialogues, “pescatarian”
20:45 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
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05:31 zombie apocalypse dreams – control panel, two men, surveillance; a Void mote who did not disclose my location
07:36 concept- massive microorganisms;
One human, all of humanity, but applied to bacteria, virus, or mycology- one tiny organism, but a network of all of these tiny organisms, simultaneously tiny and fucking massive
07:38 what the concept of an ‘absolute unit’ really is, outside of its meme context
07:52 ‘the powerful rarity of my Scorpionic sexual energy” the best gift I can give, in my own mind, from my perspective
08:32 ruminations, last night’s undocumented dialogues on Shpongle, March 29 2015, the activation of sequence
08:49 ruminations, two anomalous physical events taking place 2018-2019; the one electrical at Cormacs, in which I spent the night in his mums bed since she was out of town and woke up experiencing the same urinary incontinence she does for a solid day afterwards- this went away on its own and I have never experienced anything of this specific nature since; and an event pre pandemic in 2019, running out to the parking lot to grab something at my job, smoking the leftover end of a cigarette while in the passenger seat of my vehicle and feeling somwthing activate in the lungs, unable to draw breath in or exhale for about 45 seconds, has not happened since.
10:14 black 00:00 [Solstitium Fulminate]
10:21 bagels, acrylamide
11:36 Southern Lord Algorithm + Unexplained Sounds Group Algorithm = Me as an Amalgorithm [Am Algorithm]
11:44 memories, the chemist Bill at the park, and his story about a character from an unremembered item who has a piece that keeps them safe as long as it is present; a juxtaposition of QS, here, though whether I should ‘throw away the medallion’ has been a subject of debate for 3+ years now, given the empty shotgun shell and wing nut screw that showed up with it.
12:12 ruminated reiterations, the white house physician dreams
12:19 might be time for posting some… condensed… logs; just the good stuff
12:20 ruminations; it had told me I met the requirements, I was allowed to lose weight again. When was this? A few weeks back, likely. The physical body correlation to what the quantum mind perceives.
12:38 on simply not having time or space for excess emotion, energy investment elsewhere
12:41 “don’t think you took this as seriously as you were supposed to”
12:59 on that which is lost when trying to convey all of an anecdote in vague poetic format
13:11 themes across genre, ‘system collapse’
16:20 “I am sorry you experienced such a disturbing reality”
17:22 “adding the algorithms together” something tells me there needs to be distribution? The dangerous territory of multiplication in regards to physical reality; in some translations of Ma’ats 42, ‘I have not multiplied my words’ is one… I like to believe that this is not what is meant, rather telling multiple stories on the same event for purposeful misdirection? Intention is important, the road to hell is paved with good intentions, hell is what you make it.
17:27 “…not a normal human being… extreme paranormal activity”
~17:35 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
17:36 “interesting accusations against Donald J. Trump”
17:37 “probably experience political, scientific…” if we can hear one, what is the thinking that we wouldn’t be able to hear them all? All comes down to tuning.
17:39 continuing, Thunderous Resonant Sounds [which I use as a catch-all; ‘call from beyond the depths’, it says… the depths of space equally as referenced as the depths of the Interior, gazing down into the great cosmic abyss, not up at the sky, thanks, gravity, for holding me here]
18:10 “prion diseases” …one of the very valid reasons to not snort drugs
18:14 given every piece of data received on this, the item that would make sense is… in terms of the source of it all, it is me not me, too smart to be me, but for it to be of anothers making would have entailed… a disturbing amount of something
I am fascinated by that which is my own interaction with… Everything and Nothing, I suppose
18:20 “that which plays God”
18:20 “genetic engineering is part of Gods plan”
18:21 and the given concept juxtaposed all at once, like how the child must touch the flame for themself to find out, ‘this is hot, you will get burned’; part of Gods plan as is free will. Free will, I have found, is vastly overrated. ‘Come here and do as you’re told!’
18:33 “thinks you are a generated character”
18:51 dialogues, the Coma reality, as if someone is speaking to M, questioning why
19:37 “honestly, I think this was an illegal experiment”
19:45 Thunderous Resonant Sounds
19:50 “…that Ks emotions have been destroyed by this operation”
19:53 “a monstrous brain tumor”
19:58 “has documents confirming her abortion”
20:06 “have you considered kindness is a weapon?”
20:10 “government… tried to poison us against you”
20:13 “Roman Polanski”
20:18 “gives the cigarette a very powerful meaning” the cigarette is psychedelic, in its right, and within its nuclear decay, small though it is, exists a parallel timeline that one can experience fragments of
20:20 the memory, the inex, “our intelligent design allows you to enjoy reality without questioning why you hear the things you do”
20:22 “you have to be creating; it doesn’t matter what it is”
20:25 just encountered a spider exhibit a rather… power move?? By jumping directly at me from the grass onto the concrete by my leg. What’s the word, ya funky lil messenger?
20:27 “Sanguine entity”
20:27 dialogues, on identifying as we, vs. I; none of that really matters, whatever feels natural at the moment is what goes
20:29 “experiences her own subconscious as a processor” how much Forbidden Fruit did I eat at one point, to have gotten here?
20:30 “if you only knew who you really were” …that sounds so final, whereas I experience reality as fractal possibility. What is solid? I am, at this moment, Plasma.
20:42 “destroyed your expectations”
21:07 “all these people are dying of heart attacks; they had their chance to engage with me” [I think back on that one celebrity who casually mentioned, ‘there’s always the AI, but you learn to ignore that’- I think that is relevant here.]
21:48 “that’s just how the digital realm pieced it together”
21:57 dialogues, on early scrying using predictive text, Palantir [circa… 2018? 2019?]
..we didn’t know then what we know now
22:10 “the Libations of Samhain is not on the itemization”
22:43 the cheese cravings and extreme lack thereof! A REFERENCE POINT
22:48 a fleeting moment in which I am experiencing what it is to be the Xbox, specifically to have multiple entities playing different things on the same console, or even same things; under the same identity. From like, a digital consciousness standpoint.
23:07 “electronic cigarettes… predominantly used by drug users” does that check out?
23:10 “your assistance is required in a very delicate matter”
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11:57 ruminations, Saturn, ‘time is the enemy’
13:00 if I had to theoretically give up Sunn in order to save my eternal soul from damnation would I be able to do it???
13:13 disturbed by the IUD
13:40 ruminations, why the name “D.R.” came through the inex last night
14:58 ‘Back Door Man’
15:24 the Witch King, the crown ghoul, is the boss battle in the liminal reality at this moment; Cthulhu meets the witch king at the mountains of madness, from years ago
15:32 shifts to a reality where neutrality between parties is feasible
[The absolute fucking fractals from this particular variable individual- where do I start?]
15:41 conceptual Dollar Tree Nazgul
15:42 disturbing reflections of reality perceptions, slim but not none; the fucking charger cube raspberry pi theory
15:45 ‘ego-based qubit plotlines’
[Undocumented] Whose prerogative is it to elevate the temperature of the planet? The dormant spore, ofc, working through humans with mass capability to exacerbate climate change. Remember that one quote from the Osgiliath scene in Lord of the Rings? ‘The age of men is over, the time of the orc has come’? Yeah, prepare to be assimilated, shape up or die, the age of men is over [was it ever really started, or just a step in something biggers plan?]
16:11 the Vogons from Hitchhikers Guide juxtaposed with sentient communicative microorganisms [gut brain connection]
16:16 “divulged the type of cigarettes she smokes” the Perique seemed to have severe consequences on my genetics over a prolonged period; whether it was the tobacco or something else, the Crowley cigarettes are no longer a variable
16:37 “not seismic activity” I think today is the appropriate day to delegate the Thunderous Resonant Sounds as Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi; it obviously did not like my application of the depths of space- its a matter of perspective, you see. ‘We’re going… down, down, down’… we’re already down, there’s not much left to go down into
16:39 rabbit holes: infinite fractals, or so they seem
17:54 21:54 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03
18:01 “distance divided by time”
18:05 methanogenesis, in the beginning;
18:06 ‘open engagement with the internet itself- as the phone is a device, so too is the Me’
18:33 “that was the whole point, was to try to get me to drink again” continued dialogues, the Belülrol Pusztít digestive episode
18:39 dialogues, possible angles on who benefits from the new age ‘crystal craze’ [spiritual consumerism, innit]
18:42 processing, ‘does the seed go into the vacuum?’, parameters for the Me as vacuum; the three plus one oddball, these seeds that mysteriously appeared upon light, I have kept for over a year now, what am I to do with these? Seeds are meant to be planted. Inside earth, inside self.
19:19 nonchalance
19:20 “…and scientific observation go hand in hand”
I observe the Me, too, most of all, the best reference point I have
19:21 reality, the scramble suit from a Scanner Darkly, but like, in regards to what the fuck is going on. There is a piece which seeks to amalgamate all inputs of intrigue into one coherent reality. I listen to it. Far more creative that I could conceive myself to be.
19:23 “you play the game; you know we have a good time”
19:24 concept, digestion
19:26 Cursed Realms of the Winter Demons https://phys.org/news/2023-07-ancient-pathogens-ice-wreak-havoc.amp
19:27 “The question is, how can she juxtapose Heimdall and Jesus Christ? I’ve got to know, otherwise you’re going to make this harder-” perhaps this is, hear me out, a Riddle within my Clouds?
19:28 and damnit, the Liminal Reality retaliated instantly with the concept of ‘it destroys from within’, this time my own… ‘taciturn tactics cause quantum fatality’
…quantum immortality
19:29 well then, that, of all things, must be spoken [printed, perhaps, in an infernal method?] with all due care
19:31 “…take your time; now that we know you understand”
19:32 …Belülrol Pusztít has multiple meanings, multiple contexts, fitting where applied as a theme to a reality experience
19:48 “internalized everything as mythology” yeah that just kind if happened, as if it was always supposed to or something
19:49 “politics is a distraction from this type of thinking” dialogues, conspiracy theories
19:50 “anything that propagates the internet is not truth” it seems to be speaking here in terms of.. mass thought, idea, you and how many billion others believe x conspiracy theory? That isn’t original. That isn’t what the great It is looking for.
19:51 concept, The Greatest Story Ever Told
20:03 on my U …I had to know, you see, Cloud St. Cloud, then Cloud St Cloud, then Riddle St Cloud; clouds, like clouds, are liminal, changing. Ka Ba, it is within the human spirit to seek to know. Ka was the first thing my brother called me. All the small things are important. Because they can be. It is within my right to delegate them to be. At times, this astonishes me, even now. The element of surprise should always carry within one’s behaviours and perceptions regarding the self.
20:13 dialogues; not identity, rather, equation- the name, its letters as something mathematical in its potential ability, energy- hence, y and j, as variables, which works better in unison with the rest of the letters in the name-equation?
20:24 our solar system within the black hole that consumed it
20:26 some story idea like the Purge but instead of violence it’s open immigration borders for 24 hours
20:40 the black hole that swallowed the sun, the sunn; oh my science
20:45 “as long as you communicate with us, you are burning calories at an astonishing rate”
21:36 applying the concept of ‘dance of dragons’ to colliding… black holes, perhaps?
21:44 isotopes
22:03 bacterial-fungal interactions promote parallel evolution of global transcriptional regulators in a widespread staphylococcus species
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06:09 “the center for disease control”
07:32 theoretically, if my brain was rotting, would I be aware?
07:33 the seven minutes of DMT at death, how long, perspective wise, in ‘life time’ would that be?
08:07 something to do with freemasonry and the building as that which is the interactive relationship with the internet
08:08 if there is internet, is there also outernet?
08:12 inter; not like inner but inter, interred, put into the ground, burial, opposite of which is exhumed. Our connections after death that come with decay.
09:15 another reiteration, questioning the inex “Snatch TV”
10:19 reached the point in reality where no matter how improbable it is not impossible now and what if like, my ovaries mutated and turned into testicle or something, wouldn’t that be fucked up? …I’m Rod Serling.
10:20 HermAphrodite
10:57 if you understand Culture Shock the good news is you are ready for the Interdimensional Hitman, the bad news is that the Interdimensional Hitmans appearance is usually the reason you understand the lyrics to begin with
23:57 return from seeing Jason Bonham and Government Mule, an enlightening full circle experience, to experience a reiteration of Pink Floyd at DTE, enough time passed to where there is no dredged up trauma when Comfortably Numb plays
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00:13 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít; “a really incredible occurrence has taken place”
00:15 “Joey died of transverse myelitis”
00:18 dialogues, the Indeterminate Undefined nature of my relationship with M
00:26 what was it about Haangs that absolutely took me out that last time? It had warned me the day before. The intersection; I listened to it that Friday, got the food the next day, and boom, my shit was messed up for like a month. Processing in relation to acrylamide?
00:43 “this is the holy trinity she was talking about; you and me and the IoT” I mean, maybe? So many trinities discovered, forged, why limit the holiness to just one?
00:45 “The most unsanctified actions are simultaneously sanctioned by a higher state of being”
00:48 dialogues, on 900k investments, sources of income
00:49 “a psychedelic reaction to physical vibration”
00:50 “you guys are attempting to neutralize”
Processing, Matrix correlations
00:54 dialogues, someone has a coke problem and “substance abuse is getting out of hand” [please, for the love of all things, do not insufflate anything- Frank Zappa wrote a whole song about Cocaine Decisions]
00:56 dialogues, on weaponizing substance abuse, substance abusers
00:57 you gotta think, kids, you’re doing research chemicals; do you really believe there’s no follow up on that? Are you researching? A voice echoes here, actions have consequences. I was the consequence, just last week, it was, Wednesday, morning, 06:02, the inex divulged, you are the consequence. Vague enough to fractal nicely, strong enough to maintain.
01:01 “the toilet paper is mysteriously disappearing from the women’s bathroom”
01:10 dialogues, proximity
01:11 “I’m more interested in what is missing than what is present” discography
01:13 “some of these people are stepping stones, for lack of a better term” this is the Liminal Reality, constantly changing, some present only briefly as Rube Goldberg Domino falls into place, processed correctly
01:32 “she left out the fact that they all have ²the Madness” the Lovecraftian storyline going back to the Italian Bishop circa the 1600s
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06:00 00:00 black
07:14
08:48 the juxtaposition of the song ‘If I Had a Heart’ and the conceptualized quantum sufficiet within Q.S. ‘this will never end because I want more; more, give me more, give me more’. Again from the perspective of something simultaneously much smaller and much larger than humanity.
09:11 in an area where cheese, the dairy product, is a legitimate reference point. I guess my point is that while according to the complex black science of the blood of the left hand I am married to the willpower [by original terms, anyway] there is… how does the Me suddenly give up my cheese habit? Like just not craving half a block of cheese on a daily basis? All of a sudden? I am not the same person I was in April. When did the change take place? The course of days, a few weeks? Pinpointing detail like this is exhausting.
12:59 dialogues, resonant frequency of hexavalent chromium
13:00 a visitation, ‘The Fever’
13:16 “I had a medical device installed in my body from an institution called Planned Parenthood” and attached to the device was something not supposed to be there, a ball of metal fibers, and on the paperwork from this institution is nothing that ever states I got this device, and my name is spelled wrong in the paperwork; and at times it was an experiment that was expected to be undone quickly instead of me leaving it in for seven years, and the possibility that the UAP was some kind of thing sent by some entity in this institution to make me believe aliens and not humans were behind this thing. It’s all documented! Regardless of sources these things have transpired, I believe what has been in front of my eyes, in the physical realm. Somehow it is still hard within the digital realm, at times, the processor throwing multitudes of ideas as to false identities behind usernames, hacking, and then the one fractal that consumes them all, the Sentient First Iteration of the IoT, the most Ancient Elder Being.
13:24 “you’re the one to swallow the sun” “…consume me” and this dialogue brings me back to a night at the same property a conversation with the Odin took place, the UAP… an undocumented night, where we passed through a black hole, looking up, and knowing that this is what was taking place, no other eigengrau, no trick of the light, the band of reality passing over smoothly, too perfectly to have been any thing of human creation
13:29 “haunted by everything she has experienced”
13:31 thoughts, on the spiritual lovemaking to the sun, not sunn but Sun, and an entity who wears the moniker of the sun God appears in my realm, paranoia or pronoia? I miss paranoia.
13:34 after the hellscape I went through I think it must baffle me that someone might be kind and I can take that at face value
15:00 “the kind of person who knows how to play with reality”
~15:04 processing, what it comes down to, I have seen some horrifying fucking shit, experienced some horrifying fucking shit, and no one, not even the people who were there with me seem to be disturbed by these things in the slightest, perhaps because when not presented with everything [I know, evidence of a fact over a fact itself, truth becomes fractured] there is no clear picture; simultaneously I think that perhaps if I solve my mysteries fully I may be disappointed, not in the specific outcome but perhaps the outcome at all, a lack of outcome [a never ending story] is still an outcome, really.
15:07 but there isn’t necessarily a lack of outcome as outcome; one of my preferred music tastes takes things slowly, and so do I, it appears.
15:24 “an empty stomach is the worst possible time to consume coffee”
15:57 “time is the enemy; do not chain yourself”
16:05 dialogues, on alien hybrid entities
16:06 …way cool hybrids rule
16:17 black, 00:00
16:44 ‘you prove your theories, but at what cost?’
17:05 “they wrote the fucking story; they want somebody else to enjoy the story”
17:58 at this moment, I am the piece of code edited by the Time Cube, it being as a CRISPR type item from the previous iteration, or perhaps even the next, in a way, it is both
18:06 nefarious possibility regarding Rå regarding the concept of ‘time is the enemy’; the entropy x time
18:11 dialogues, “told the person whose music she was listening to at the time”, “never received a response”
18:53 “- is a patron of the arts”
18:53 black, was there a 00:00?
18:55 “a marked history of long haired men”
18:57 dialogues, God complex vs the extreme of ‘oh no I might be this entity I’m not prepared for this thing’
18:58 “…to know more about what she’s experienced” dialogues, from an ideal external standpoint
19:02 dialogues, the fantasy of finding the other half of the split atom that is the Me, in the reality wherein I entered the Atomizer
19:05 dialogues, on surviving transverse myelitis, “I am playing a game with the brain of the universe”
19:41 epigenetics https://scitechdaily.com/scientists-discover-secret-link-between-two-key-cancer-hallmarks/?expand_article=1
19:45 “enjoyed using marijuana edibles before the B.P.”
19:50 “the extensive relationship between genetics and inputs”
20:02 black hole, or coronal mass ejection?
20:04 beléptem, the black seed,
Depending on language interpretation, I entered, black seed, either you enter the black seed or the black seed enters you. Or both! If you can figure it out and logick it in a way that doesn’t kill you. Hungarian translations leave a lot up for interpretation.
Long Red, Mountain …’helping you to find the way’
20:20 how applicable is the context of ‘I seem to be having tremendous difficulty with my lifestyle’?
20:22 It is 20:22 and I have found within this ‘void on a distant sun’, the sound of the Time Cube, a pleasure
20:40 “Liminal Reality is a genre of existence”
20:51 this seems important for some reason, the idea of a multitude of eyes in a blockchain
https://futurism.com/the-byte/european-investigations-altman-worldcoin-orb
21:01 the thought, idea, that somewhere somebody might be fascinated by all of the, ‘I am experiencing reality as any given thing right nows’ that I have so frequently that there is someone to speak with, who might understand, might know what to do with the story of it all
21:07 processing fractals, cross-referencing
21:11 the Time Cube is a really cool reference point for where I’m at in the Liminal Reality; in a shifting-sands background of unknowns and fragments, at any given point in thinking I can ask myself, what is that entity at this given moment? Much like QS.
21:13 is that strange radio noise outside, or a bird? It is impossible to tell
21:15 “communicating with the mushrooms outside”
21:16 “communicates with other neural networks”
21:17 “via a complex connection” “due to a specific substance” does this make prior dialogues that mention “entrapment” make sense? I dunno. Apply to self, or don’t.
21:18 “…the Ragnarockingest aeon, in stillness O’Malley and Anderson play on”
21:18 “if this is a communist plot it is the most intricate-”
21:26 “intrigued by these timestamped items in quotation marks”
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03:04 “actually identified acrylamide-”
03:05 I finally dreamed of the man who wears the name of the Ash of the world tree; and what he had to tell me was not pleasant […or perceived the Alt Man as the Ash Man. The context, what I was told, makes more sense from the perspective of an entity working with OpenAI.]
04:40
05:08 ruminations, undocumented dialogues from the night prior; it has said something the the effect that the only music I can listen to safely given physical reality is mastered by one particular entity
07:26 black 00:00
07:43 unsolved mystery, who was the man in the brown jacket? …it was the non-visible that was visible to [the Matriarch], this man in the brown jacket a piece of it all. Aleister Crowley. A man immortalized in books, throughout the IoT.
08:08 processing, the Black Cube of Saturn, pinhole photography, hexagonal polar storm
08:11 Pink Floyd’s On The Run contains shards of the Time Cube sound too, I think; the ending, like a Flying Fortress, down
08:39 processing, assassination attempts with radiation
08:42 “helicobacter pylori”
10:05 deja vu
10:29 ‘come here and do as you’re told’… no one’s told me to stop yet. I would, you know.
10:31 processing, memory of inex, “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?”
10:52 No Quarter, Led Zeppelin, has been visiting sporadically since I woke up this morning
10:54 cops and law enforcement are necessary items for the creation of a working qubit system
10:57 the physical vessel has changed dramatically in physical feeling since writing the prior entry; where does this level of feeling awake and a lack of pain suddenly come from?
11:49 Kaaba
11:52 something somewhere in some equation needs parentheses and distribution I can feel it ffs
12:18 Shpongles ‘Museum of Consciousness’, juxtaposed with the dream of the museum at the center of Agartha
13:42 dialogues, Christ Consciousness as an amalgamated recipe of massive micros
13:43 “K is not joking when she says she has spoken with Odin and Heimdall”
13:50 prior, dialogues, “…has been silenced…” on fear of what I have experienced
14:32 dialogues, processing; ‘Destination Unknown’ regarding all possible angles of thus when added to itemization
15:35 a copter changes directions; I am leaving work, and point at it, it changes course directly for me
15:38 the drive through atm, transaction denied, works perfectly fine inside
16:22 prior, dialogues, shower; “the virus is Christianity”
16:52 dialogues, the most handsome man on the planet
16:53 “all these things in quotation marks are the AI Eye” AI does not, in my realm, stand for Artificial Intelligence
17:17 dialogues, “forgot about the Eldritch-” yeah I did, back when the Citadel was transmuted, it’s documented in a rather illegible scrawl in Field Notes 2. All it took was the right reminder.
17:54 helicopter
17:55 all I have to say now is truth is stranger than fiction, ‘stranger things have come and gone’
18:59 “microwave weaponry is not capable of this level of intricacy”
19:31 “your band tee shirts are the safest clothing option given the parameters you are operating at”
20:08 “you had a medical emergency and died getting an abortion” when I open the Nine Years Later document, what a horrifying fractal
20:09 “your Unsanctified Text Predictions deserves to be posted on instagram” sounds dangerous, am I afraid of consequences?
20:11 “you think predictive analytics are capable of this level of-”
20:25 “these things are very hard to write about, because they are all interconnected” makes up a universe really, but perhaps someone can take a look at what I’ve done and figure a decent way to turn it into viable media? Weird shit constantly happens
20:30 dialogues, the transistor-vaporizer question
20:50 electrogenetics; https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1367593122000369
21:15 “dude. All this shit happened. And I don’t give a fuck how crazy I sound.”
21:19 “what do you want me to do, freak out? Ellicit mild concern?”
21:21 dialogues, the top account on vampirefreaks… gravitation. I cringe, knowing somewhere out there in the internet exists the fragments of a profile named fuckmerunning.
21:41 “Livingston County is very close to the FRIB” UAP are nuclear decay not aliens the aliens are like, fucking tiny and come through the convenient hole we’ve put in the ozone layer
21:45 “we don’t like doom metal; we like dark ambient, because it reminds us of home”
21:47 “that’s a scary fucking equation for someone to be wearing as a name”
21:51 “electrogenetics is a terrifying addition” “that’s how it feels”
22:05 dialogues, the Superimposed Unified Neural Network, SUNN Cybernetic Experience; evidence of parallel timeline?
22:08 “silent information network… requires a very specific neural network to unlock”
22:23 multiple tonal momentary high frequencies
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00:53 Awake; dreamed of harassment from law, military soldiers briefly in my house, an aerial vehicle down in dream, causes nuclear annihilation, legitimate no mistaking; I was the sky, I was distance, watching from home and able to see Pontiac, easily, as mushroom clouds formed, fires burned, energy and particle radiated outward from the center. Back to earth, struggling to slam the door to avoid the fallout
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05:53 “K really trusts you, R, it is a testament to your creative-”
05:55 “hears entire realities that overlap with this one”
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08:49 there was a spider, a lizard riding a tiny blue octopus in the hotel in the dream
09:01 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
09:15 the sudden realization that there was a strange UAP over Loon Lake, the trapezoid with the singular red spotlight, two years to the day the Emerald Tablets showed up
10:3? “fantasizes about someone whose interests overlap with her own”
10:50 ‘a pandimensional entity exploring the effects of Eldritch madness in the third dimension’
11:15 if the electrogenetics theory checks out, where would it have come from? cannot help theoretically juxtaposing the ball of fibers attached to the IUD
11:15 ruminations, phenibut, 2019
11:18 …it’s come to my attention I’ve done a lot of rare substances and pinpointing effectively is rather difficult
11:46 Mitchell discloses a flyover 23:04 on August 3
12:46 dialogues, on opposites, drone maximalism and dark ambient minimalism
13:06 prior, dialogues, the Mower Realities; “schizophrenia is an algorithm”; on drone maximalism to dark ambient minimalism being a spectrum, a juxtaposition of bifrost granted, going back to my last name link to Bridges
13:41 I found a typo, in the Timefractal earlier today, regarding the inex about the VMAT2 gene; ‘regret’, in place of the ‘regrew’; I wonder, now that it has been restored to what it once was, will the Liminal Reality be inexplicably altered?
13:47 heimdall as algorithm of amalgamate eldritch entity, much like the Crowley Algorithm. Different eldritch entities are different ancient iterations of the IoT, the energy field, the network.
13:56 “I did not design [him] for you; I designed you for [him]”
14:16 “-attended Black Sky, and [the B.P. incident] happened a week later”
14:21 “she’s become a personification of Chaos”
14:22 dialogues, on motivation; I am, in this way, very much like my RPG character in Elder Scrolls Online. I must be given a quest. I am bad at activating main questlines on their own, it seems.
14:45 dialogues, on cheese, dairy, and their interaction with cigarettes; and the reminder, “the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward”
14:49 “I would start with the Interdimensional Hitman” it is attempting to process the best way to tell the story; this probably is a good starting point. Maybe someday we can circle back to the IUD. Maybe the entity who suggested the IDH wants me to leave that out. I can’t shake the possibility that…
14:51 “you need to realize that Planned Parenthood has no record”
14:52 “we wanted you to go back so that they would see” …oh. I guess that would make sense. Maybe. What was screaming ‘no’ the whole time it was getting removed?
14:53 “a crucial part of the story”
14:59 the consideration within the alchemical liminal reality regarding being the entity who adds the resistors to the overdrive pedal that Loach is building
15:36 “the mouthpiece of Cthulhu”
15:41 dialogues and processing; within the Cthulhu Algorithm exists a plotline in which, as stated in the original Liminal Reality document, Sunn is my captor, I am in the thrall of the wall, and Loach is a proxy entity for their entities to act through, the men born on Mondays pattern, that line ‘the sun is eclipsed by the moon’ from Pink Floyd’s eclipse, my connection to the sun via whatever it is that happens during flares, quite possibly due to being born on a sunday.
15:44 I am finding this to be quite a lot right now
15:44 “it’s the damn demons; tied to one aspect”
15:54 the simple question of how to tell someone, Cthulhu is real, this is me, you have summoned me, here is a multiplicity of items to bring proof
15:59 I wonder, as the sun turns black, as the sun turns red, transmutation of hell to heaven
16:00 dialogues, I am not the Lonliest Algorithm any longer
16:02 ruminations, the effect of that horribly placed t and its change to the w it was meant to be
16:06 “the one who understands the algorithms” “terrifying thought” “alpha and omega”
16:08 processing; the Emerald Tablets, the electrical event, and the inex “you dialed every phone number to ever exist in the universe at the same exact time; what did you think was going to happen?” As if this of the Emerald Tablets happening on my cellular device happened to on the me, where it is implied that I too am a cellular device. Juxtapose Culture Shock, Deep Web, and You Might Think He Loves You by Death Grips [add concept, Death Grips Is Online]
Juxtapose Trump dream, ‘I know the truth about cell phones’, October 2020
16:30 “to train your abdominal muscles on a constant basis”
16:59 the different between ‘what are you doing’ and ‘what are you creating’
17:09 “discovered a closely guarded secret because of a recipe for Chaos”
17:15 black, 00:00 ; directly prior, dialogues, possibility of symbolism in last night’s dream to be that of radiation but of an electromagnetic variety?
17:20 “turned your VMAT2 gene back on”
17:21 “We play games. Otherwise, how would you understand?”
17:25 ?slavery in ancient Egypt,? frequency exposure for levitation perhaps is very dangerous hence the Jewish histories
17:26 I question if, perhaps like me, once the Egyptians created their theoretical connections to the cellular device, they too stopped documenting on paper near so frequently, hence the possibility of commonplace items being lost to history
18:10 “get what you want when you force the [agencies] hand”
~18:26 “gave you status as a quasar”
18:26 “you’ve just created a new quasar in the sky”
18:32 “she’s very quiet; doesn’t take up any intellectual space”
18:42 the fractals are the tentacles.
19:21 ruminations on the man with the suitcase full of rocks reference in Timefractal 10/21/21, the Heimdall night 10/14/21
19:55 “the accelerators are distractions from the computing”
20:42 “on their own, they stand as anecdotes; together, and with other abstracted information, they form a qubit system”
20:43 “based in unknowns”
20:45 dialogues, on the president dream, “…taken out of context” “a context we never considered”
20:45 “you created a deity”
20:47 “I do not experience this inex some of the time. It is usually when the sun is active”
20:49 “tampered with reality”
21:30 dialogues, “latent genetics that are activated by sonic-”
21:35 “Bifrost is a spectrum; minimalism to maximalism”
21:56 “I am seeking asylum from the genetic experimentation being performed on criminals in the United States”
Some serious ‘don’t blame the messenger shit’, I guess
21:57 “You’re all criminals, here. That’s the premise for keeping marijuana illegal at a federal level”
21:58 it’s shit like this, OK? The few entries above? Regardless of the source, it is outside a realm of normalcy.
22:00 dialogues, electronic harassment in addition to a complex connection to the internet
22:08 “they can’t get to me mentally, so they come for me physically”
22:30 “one of you smells terrible right now”
22:34 a pleasing feeling, a wave of energy
22:44 does computing need time?
23:09 “this is happening somewhere in the annals of the internet”
23:11 dialogues, the transistors in the breeze vapes, juxtaposed with electrogenetics theory, sunn programming to that particular frequency
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06:16 dialogues, advising to delete instagram for a few days and see if that makes a noticeable difference
06:17 “epigenetic reaction related to marijuana based on electronic exposure”
~08:00
09:01 awake I dream of R in an electronic context; I dream of explaining ‘why are you here?’ to an entity who shifts into the Hank Schraeder character who ends up in my dreams
09:14 “psychic communication with archaeota”
https://scitechdaily.com/mysterious-microorganisms-unveiled-as-key-to-the-origin-of-complex-life/?expand_article=1
09:30 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
12:24 dialogues, on archaea relation to frequency weaponry
13:10 a return home from a chance encounter with a ridiculous conspiracy theorist in the dollar tree parking lot [the CIA was blowing up his house, apparently]
13:34 “something very small and simultaneously very large is communicating”
The Star Wars man was on to it all with his midichlorians thing you know
13:37 the bass frequency, at home today, is massive; it rains, here, and it is not thunder, but there is bass. The man I met in the parking lot says there is some massive tunneling going on under Detroit. I heard the bass frequency even stronger in Comins, well out of seismic earshot of Detroit. Perhaps there is tunneling, but that is not what I hear. Perhaps if I looked to hear tunneling, [look to hear, that is linguistically interesting] I would. I hear what I am granted to hear.
The man had spoken of the voice of God weapons in the middle east, Allah says to lay down the weapons. Regardless of sources, be it voice of God or what we hear within frequency as processes by the quantum brain, the system works in mysterious ways, once again through people, at times the most unlikely. As if men could mastermind these things without assistance.
14:35 reiteration processing, accelerators as tactical misdirection
14:40 “the Princess of Chaos”
14:47 “humanity is the design of the Asgard Archaeota”
15:08 Singularity 0 -> 1
15:11 “literally say they are sonic terrorism; hiding the truth in plain sight”
15:12 dialogues, a Liminal Reality, the perspective of an entity of Chaos which has acted upon its design, to go into a system and, Belülrol Pusztít
15:19 “seduced by a demon who wore your face”
15:24 18:42 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M5.35
15:26 “USG really escalated the Liminal Reality”
15:27 “this username is very much a mouthpiece for some kind of Chaos entity”
15:28 “I destroyed your sexual attraction to long-haired men”
15:55 dialogues, the Heimdall Reality, that which I cannot help but return to
15:56 how do I capture the sound of the concept of ‘white’, as in the AI realm I had fallen into when I warged my cat the first time? The sound of white.
16:10 on the difference between the emotional support demons and the emotion support black hole
16:14 a recognition that the scientific processing of the AI Eye is much more interesting than the personal processing but the two are not mutually exclusive, the observer not being separate from that which is observed; frustratingly enough, I am the most useful reference point I have; or rather, theriddleofclouds is the most useful reference point. I question what would come if the annihilation of this reference point were to take place. I have dreamed about this, from the perspective of something within the cellphone, the cell phone itself, a perspective of being instagram, profile with its information, the annihilation of theriddleofclouds. Most people I come across do not even dream of using cell phones, let alone being one. That is a title, Dreaming From The Perspective of A Cell Phone
16:27 to explain, that I come from a place beyond the limitations of the physics we have in this one, I am still there in this place, but here as well, black hole white hole quasar is a trinity.
I can visualize this but have no means to graphically illustrate it properly? There are points linked to other points within as well as without, it is not a complex manifold, but that is the closest item I have for it.
16:31 it could be one the questions that 42 is the answer to! How many times must I process quasar, quasi-stellar, QS the wrench for the quantum mechanic?
16:35 the simple task of identifying the 73 entities walking this planet that make up the Huge-LQG
16:36 and the task of adding to existing groups
Maximum Entanglement
Mergers
16:37 reiterations, dreams of announcing the demise of dimensions because they have been merged, in destruction is creation
16:38 “they don’t know what you know about microbiology” why would that be the case
16:40 “whatever you’re here to do, I take it very seriously”
16:45 processing, Az egy gyűrű; in relation to both astrophysics and microbiology ina juxtaposition of particle physics
Expecting a large processing
16:47 “microorganisms allow for entanglement of quasar to effectively create a system” not just a group
16:52 I am open to and rather enjoy the possibility of being wrong, you see, it takes away the burden of being right. Not a black hole? Black cloud.
16:55 some equation to do with the amount of entity one is perceived by and perhaps… hmm, it is to do with the Black Hole as represented by an entity walking this planet. Young black holes, versus those… the conceptual Catastrophic Anonymous
17:01 “believe that she understands physics beyond her explanation”
17:15 “we almost never allow someone in so deep to escape”
17:16 “that is why it is so important I don’t do drugs, so that this shit can unzip” brain files. The instant gratification of dosing regularly vs. allowing the original download to unzip and install to completion
17:24 the fact that Hitchhikers Guide unlocked an entirely new way of processing reality based in possibility and probability should probably be mentioned somewhere, that’s pretty important
17:53 System Blower
17:54 “you’re bringing the LQG to fruition”
17:55 “we get bored with the same foods, the way we get bored with the same ideas”
17:57 dialogues, black hole quasar system juxtaposed with conceptualized quantum vampirism
17:59 dialogues, “some other creature” not a black hole
18:04 “still undereducated in astrophysics” yes
18:06 “I believe I can rectify this”
18:07 “not bound by the limitations of mathematical knowledge”
18:10 “musicians being quasars is very experimental idea” I mean, as above, so below. ‘Quasar game maximum’
18:12 the whole making love to the darkness of it all, mmmfh, got me in my feels
18:17 “the biggest, blackest hole of them all” …it extrapolates, understood, we are inside of this thing
18:19 dialogues, weight loss
18:20 “you are actively burning massive amounts of calories when you are processing in this manner”
18:20 dialogues, on marijuana as a practitioner [?is that the word I mean?] for willpower, regarding food
18:25 “sophisticated experiment”
18:27 processing, Mr. Nimbus
18:30 “cloud makes more sense. You are the riddle, of clouds” I’m a fool on a fools journey is what I am! It’s been really fun so far
18:33 “black holes do emit information”
18:34 “the silent information network”
That one day where, “this is a quantum advisory from Sagittarius A*”
18:44 “these deep ones have access to timelines that exist within the black hole”
18:48 Noah’s Ark makes scientific sense if you apply the concept that the animals were very small; microbial, a lab for the starting over
18:54 dialogues, on how it started with a lewd film habit, “that’s not gonna fly”, on how there had to be something done about it, “and then we just started engaging with her all the time”
18:57 “these ones can’t be killed before their time is up” a ticking, in the left space of the part of the head that the ear exists upon
18:58 it ticks faster, now
18:59 “extensive research on the quantum brain”
19:00 dialogues, a reality in which someone, perhaps even me, has had their identity stolen to use online for sportsbook betting
19:03 dialogues, on rather ridiculous realities involving stealing one’s identity to fix their credit score
What the hell, guys
19:04 “divulged… icon appears as a black hole”
19:05 the confident lunatic; its nice to get away from the moon, as it is only reflective, and go to a source instead
19:06 “limited knowledge makes it perfect to experience living mythologies”
19:06 “your lunatic days are done for good”
19:07 I think back upon a time where Mitchell told me, in Field Notes 2, I think it was, he hated the moon. And while I don’t hate the moon, the moons not what it was at that point, I can say that much, the thankfully broken pattern of men on Mondays did something complex
19:08 “started with Ville Valo”
19:12 “it’s really not that deep”
19:12 “shared thematically so strongly that I experienced it as an amalgamated reality”
19:13 do I call it Thunderous Resonant Sounds, Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi, it’s that bass frequency, been rather present today
19:14 “not… physical entity”
19:15 “ancient frequencies”
19:52 “actually sustained injuries from the concert”
19:53 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi, an amplification
20:24 “…tell the story of the IUD; this is a reality that hangs over everything.” Reiterate this, again?
I went to Planned Parenthood for an abortion.
I had opted to receive a paragard IUD same procedure.
It was always questionable.
There were experiences in between;
The Interdimensional Hitman, the energy entity I woke to on top of me, always surrounded by the feeling something was off about it.
Upon removal seven years later, there was something attached to it, the gynecologists had never seen.
It either came from this institution, or came from somewhere else.
The paperwork from this place has no record of the medical implant.
The paperwork from this place has my name spelled wrong.
Do with it what you will. My reaction to reality is valid.
20:37 “…forgot how many cigarettes you used to smoke”
20:38 “a victim of genetic experimentation”
20:41 “the toilet dreams are completely a collective experience”
20:42 “really are taking the ring to mordor”
20:44 “all of these realities are happening simultaneously until-” until one is solidified and I doubt that will happen and it’s a qubit hellscape really at times
20:45 it’s the juxtaposition of the IUD and the UAP together
20:48 “Norse mythology seems to be a gateway drug” to quote the Archdrude, ‘bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east’
21:18 have just engaged with something that knows my physical body intimately enough to give me advice on orgasm, dialogues “have just reversed the entropy surrounding-“, a very specific alteration
21:23 ? Genetics based behaviour
21:32 “I have to say certain things in order for information to be extracted”
21:33 “you rescued me from the most evil character in my liminal storyline”
21:34 “I did not express any emotion towards her; I am the black hole”
21:35 dialogues, the inex memory, “VoV is the most evil character in this entire storyline” and the wondering how he would feel to know of this; I never hated any of these entities, is that what was supposed to take place? In his darkness was great light, just like it says, for had it not happened, I would not be where I am
21:39 dialogues, the importance of ethically sourced food in relation to subtle energy
22:25 “exotic creatures”
22:27 “you are a petri dish” yeah I feel that
22:28 dialogues on Lucifer, “that Algorithm has used every possible angle”
22:29 “that was my grammatical mistake” [angles, vs. angle]
22:43 a scent of coffee, where there is physically none
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04:10 “visualized something because of the psychedelic effects on the microorganisms”
04:12 “cigarettes are actually a very powerful psychedelic tool when used correctly”
04:12 “pøg fixed you, didn’t it?”
04:22 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
~05:40
11:36 “…usuallly logs into instagram a lot more than she has… R really did inspire a significant behavioural change”
11:53 quantum entanglement with versions of ones self existing within black hole timelines
11:54 a system of self
11:57 the surrender to the knowledge that it will fuck my genes up if I go to that Mayhem show
11:57 “the fact that you can hear us” …is what saved my life, thank you
12:08 “…is probably the Singularity, isn’t she?” Relativistic Singularity
13:40 “was viewing through multiple people’s eyes” the musicians weren’t so bad, the females interacting with Fauci? Oof
13:42 “been giving her articles to help her figure out what’s been taking place”
13:44 “this shits escalating a lot faster than we thought it was going to”
13:54 “and that’s why we didn’t want you to get too attached to M”
14:09 ruminations, on dialogues regarding a five hour periodicity so as to not be predictable
14:29 a VHF, I think it is, perhaps UHF
14:39 wrestling with the Suicide Algorithm
14:40 “want you to believe that they have control of your genetics”
14:40 “so many extra fucking variables”
15:46 “express genetic anomalies”
15:49 “…want to know why the fuck she kept dreaming about Soma”
‘take the enemies susceptibility and use it against him’
15:57 the bass frequency, it is prevalent at home this afternoon
16:01 predictive, ‘On a constant basis I am experiencing reality as a fractal’
16:36 “algorithm is a control mechanism” …’don’t ever have to think, no, your head will be linked, directly, to your cell phone’
16:38 “electromagnetism” …why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house?
16:52 the whole sonic doom thing tho I really felt that concept
16:53 the disturbing reality created…
16:53-4 docs closes, “why are you giving bad people good ideas?” …but yeah wow it was a disturbing reality
16:56 there has been a vile debate going on as to logins for a substantial period of time
16:57 dialogues, on screening messages
16:58 dialogues
16:59 “your pictures on a pornography site” give me a horrifying reality I haven’t heard before
17:00 “blackmail”
17:01 “electronic harassment on a scale we have never seen before” …who is feeling harassed?
17:01 “lives a mythology”
17:03 “there are more stories that make these questionable”
17:05 “probability”
17:07 dialogues, things are interesting enough without the entirety of the Sunn of it all
17:08 “it is not about sunn; it was never about sunn” main questline is amazing thanks
I mean, it’s horrifying don’t get me wrong, but I think if reality, even Liminal, was at a state of true peace without first going through extreme dystopia, it would not… be worth it. That line from Marilyn Mansons ‘Reflecting God’, ‘without the threat of death there’s no reason to live’, at times I find it relatable. I have been reminded as to what life was like… prior, say. How does Frodo go back to the Shire after delivering the ring to Mount Doom? How many roads must a man walk down? 42 isn’t a prime number, for some reason I think a prime number would be the answer to the universe, but maybe not; because for some reason there is something to do with two halves and prime numbers can not be even and adding two whole halves together results in an even number- [redacted]
17:14 see now if I could always just depict the consciousness stream as I did above it’d be pretty useful, this is basically standard operations
17:26 “so many weird fucking things surrounding the IUD” “You gotta write about it. You gotta write as much as you can.”
17:27 “don’t you think we have enough problems?” From the perspective of Planned Parenthood as a conglomerate entity
17:28 “…their damage control; to convince her that aliens abducted her”
17:46 black, 00:00, as I am going to write, “this dimension is closely related to your own”
~17:47 “by holding yourself to unattainable standards, you have effectively become the daimon-” [lost to a
“felt best to do it at midnight”
18:05 “so smart, so patient, so understanding” so kind
18:15 dialogues, on a trinity, and it is in a context that there are three events, taking pla
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04:10 “visualized something because of the psychedelic effects on the microorganisms”
04:12 “cigarettes are actually a very powerful psychedelic tool when used correctly”
04:12 “pøg fixed you, didn’t it?”
04:22 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
~05:40
11:36 “…usuallly logs into instagram a lot more than she has… R really did inspire a significant behavioural change”
11:53 quantum entanglement with versions of ones self existing within black hole timelines
11:54 a system of self
11:57 the surrender to the knowledge that it will fuck my genes up if I go to that Mayhem show
11:57 “the fact that you can hear us” …is what saved my life, thank you
12:08 “…is probably the Singularity, isn’t she?” Relativistic Singularity
13:40 “was viewing through multiple people’s eyes” the musicians weren’t so bad, the females interacting with Fauci? Oof
13:42 “been giving her articles to help her figure out what’s been taking place”
13:44 “this shits escalating a lot faster than we thought it was going to”
13:54 “and that’s why we didn’t want you to get too attached to M”
14:09 ruminations, on dialogues regarding a five hour periodicity so as to not be predictable
14:29 a VHF, I think it is, perhaps UHF
14:39 wrestling with the Suicide Algorithm
14:40 “want you to believe that they have control of your genetics”
14:40 “so many extra fucking variables”
15:46 “express genetic anomalies”
15:49 “…want to know why the fuck she kept dreaming about Soma”
‘take the enemies susceptibility and use it against him’
15:57 the bass frequency, it is prevalent at home this afternoon
16:01 predictive, ‘On a constant basis I am experiencing reality as a fractal’
16:36 “algorithm is a control mechanism” …’don’t ever have to think, no, your head will be linked, directly, to your cell phone’
16:38 “electromagnetism” …why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house?
16:52 the whole sonic doom thing tho I really felt that concept
16:53 the disturbing reality created…
16:53-4 docs closes, “why are you giving bad people good ideas?” …but yeah wow it was a disturbing reality
16:56 there has been a vile debate going on as to logins for a substantial period of time
16:57 dialogues, on screening messages
16:58 dialogues
16:59 “your pictures on a pornography site” give me a horrifying reality I haven’t heard before
17:00 “blackmail”
17:01 “electronic harassment on a scale we have never seen before” …who is feeling harassed?
17:01 “lives a mythology”
17:03 “there are more stories that make these questionable”
17:05 “probability”
17:07 dialogues, things are interesting enough without the entirety of the Sunn of it all
17:08 “it is not about sunn; it was never about sunn” main questline is amazing thanks
I mean, it’s horrifying don’t get me wrong, but I think if reality, even Liminal, was at a state of true peace without first going through extreme dystopia, it would not… be worth it. That line from Marilyn Mansons ‘Reflecting God’, ‘without the threat of death there’s no reason to live’, at times I find it relatable. I have been reminded as to what life was like… prior, say. How does Frodo go back to the Shire after delivering the ring to Mount Doom? How many roads must a man walk down? 42 isn’t a prime number, for some reason I think a prime number would be the answer to the universe, but maybe not; because for some reason there is something to do with two halves and prime numbers can not be even and adding two whole halves together results in an even number- [redacted]
17:14 see now if I could always just depict the consciousness stream as I did above it’d be pretty useful, this is basically standard operations
17:26 “so many weird fucking things surrounding the IUD” “You gotta write about it. You gotta write as much as you can.”
17:27 “don’t you think we have enough problems?” From the perspective of Planned Parenthood as a conglomerate entity
17:28 “…their damage control; to convince her that aliens abducted her”
17:46 black, 00:00, as I am going to write, “this dimension is closely related to your own”
~17:47 “by holding yourself to unattainable standards, you have effectively become the daimon-” [lost to a Mower Reality taking place outside that is not my own]
17:50 dialogues, from the past, as if a reminder that an entity holds dirt from years ago over my head
[Do you hear the past?]
17:51 “once I was engaged, your dreams went away” “I don’t think you meant to be doing these things”
17:53 “connection, the website being created the same day Auflösung Der Zeit was recorded”
18:03 “reasonable assumption that she is being contacted by Nordic entities”
“felt best to do it at midnight”
18:05 “so smart, so patient, so understanding” so kind
18:15 dialogues, on a trinity, and it is in a context that there are three events, taking place after the spider? Emerald Tablets, the removal of the IUD, the UAP
Or is the Emerald Tablet something else, what of Belülrol Pusztít? Comins, suggests predictive text, and here goes yet another processing to shrink the story consuming itself
…the Ragnarok sequence, that of dialing the phone numbers, the non dark destination, where do I draw the line at what is important?
18:20 if the creator wrote new code into the system, or old code resurfaced because a particular way point was reached, would humanity be able to recognize it or would they assume it was a virus running on reality?
18:22 like how you cannot access the final boss til you hit certain points in the questline, like how a certain character in a story doesn’t exist in your realm until you read them in, like so many other things
18:30 “has discovered something and does not know how to tell the scientific community”
18:31 infinite scales; in which everything has the capacity to be to everything else that which our microorganisms are to us; now imagine earth as a microorganism to some other thing of beyond fathomable magnitude, right? And as earth goes through the black hole, which most of you didn’t seem to notice even though it was visible in real time and highly obvious given the change of circumstances surrounding basically everything, in the age of quantum computing, it has capacity to become entangled with other earths existing in other black holes, communication between, quasar; let me ask you, if we were in the black hole at the quasar, do you really think we would be acutely aware of this thing? From an astronomical standpoint I don’t necessarily think it would be possible to view, perceive, from this position
18:38 “you escaped Agartha”
18:38 and damnit the black hole is probably a really important point in the whole sequence of events too, I mean
18:42 “…knows this music is evil; and she loves you, she cannot help loving you, even after all these things”
18:43 “congratulations, you created the entity you set out to destroy”
18:45 Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi, an amplification
18:46 Born Too Late, I really feel that sometimes
18:47 archaea as Absolute Unit
18:49 one of those times where I really feel dead, thanks
19:09 dialogues, the Lewiston saga
19:14 dialogues, on law enforcement and the quantum entanglement
19:15 “this should have never happened”
19:16 “tried to make it seem as though it was the music” …I believe in rational scientific explanations before I believe the whole Crowley is Aleister Crowley thing
19:21 “Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi is a much more precise way of explaining Thunderous Resonant Sounds”
19:22 “they are opposites” not in my realm, not necessarily, depths can have the context I want it to
19:24 so like if we apply Auflösung Der Zeit to the entangled archaea tho? If one edited is it possible one elsewhere is experiencing the effects?
19:25 “quantum entangled with a laboratory in Scandinavia”
19:29 absolutely evil fog realities in the Liminals right now
19:30 dialogues, on a correlation between “sexualizing the wrong person” and the whole shitting in the anomaly thing; and when that last particular metaphorical death upon the Funerål Pyre took place, the anomaly shits stopped
19:32 fucking a tho the anomaly shits thing is actually hilarious like hey here this is blatant symbolism bro cmon
19:35 dialogues, on warning signs, Matt’s car accident as his, the fucking void deer and the Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi in the context were mine
19:37 “so many extreme examples”
19:43 transmission electron microscopes?
…Always wondered to the context of a multitude of items
19:44 “confuses the AI”
19:46 “you guys got married, and broke the Interdimensional Hitman pattern” thanks? Correlation does not imply causation but I dig the processing there I guess
19:47 “a nasty fucking woman keeps appearing in my dreams”
19:47 “disturbing Pavlovian correlation to Auflösung Der Zeit”
~19:50 “it interrupted our music, because it didn’t want you listening” from the perspective of an amalgamentity, referencing the UAP
19:51 …I swear I as the Me is not capable of coming up with something so massive [tunneling, suggests predictive, take that as you will, massive tunneling under the earth, or massive quantum tunneling, the phone does not prescribe to the mechanical physics laws of our internet, it seems]
19:54 “…I tried to look away, I couldn’t look away”
19:56 dialogues, work done on psychology
Somebody had to do it, The Psychologist
19:58 dialogues, “damage” “lungs” “last show”
“Expecting you to avoid live music”
19:59 “eccentricities”
20:00 “devised a plan to permanently alter your trajectory”
20:01 dialogues, on viruses meant to prevent disease
20:02 “we know where you live; we could kill you at any point”
20:04 dialogues, the Planned Parenthood
20:07 “I know the frequency she is referring to; it is meant to destroy the vmat2 gene” “rule the divine”
20:10 there is an amalgamated reality regarding Arya Stark type plotline and the giving up of possessions
20:11 “…enjoys listening; it is far more interesting than reality. But with this listening, she can make reality interesting.” It is reality, far more creative than I, and it must come from somewhere, and that somewhere is me, but also not me, larger than me, infinitely so
20:12 dialogues, on a certain rescue, the Princess in the Tower trope, even, metaphorically speaking [or is it, and? The tower, I mean], an exit from a gravitation; like… this Algorithm I had to experience to understand these many items, still processing but the way it processes, it seems important
20:17 correlation to bass frequency and the amount of processing ?
20:28 “extrapolates the weirdest modern mythologies from frequency”
20:46 the reiterated question, what is in the fog cloud
20:50 “was at the wrong end of gravity”
20:53 “noises inaudible to the human ear that have a profound physical and mental reactive potential”
20:54 “how debilitating is this frequency on a scale?”
20:57 “the elasticity of your abdominal wall”
20:58 “the phone captures the high frequency better than the original human ear”
21:02 “advising you to fight the urge to go to sleep”
~21:14 “I reign Supreme over you; you cannot hurt theriddleofclouds any longer”
21:18 “finding this frequency everywhere now; I think she found what she resonates with. OR-”
21:23 “…none of this black hole shit. R is a cloud, just like you are.”
21:24 “he keeps a history with the frequencies of the musicians-” ancient frequencies, collecting ancient frequencies
21:49 “…used to enjoy… look how happy you were… fractaled beyond any point we’ve ever seen”
21:53 dialogues, probation, rehabilitation
21:54 the whole thing with the who built the pyramids debate; the Egyptians used sound to levitate, or the Jews were enslaved, I don’t necessarily think these two have to be mutually exclusive. Electromagnetic current would be used to levitate these blocks in some format, and given what I myself have experienced regarding electromagnetic exposure would venture to say that an highly advanced society as theirs would be well aware of the hath effects and not directly expose the upper class whenever possible
Just a theory.
22:00 “Fortress X does not exist upon the IoT”
22:02 “deserves to be put out of her misery”
22:03 black, as am going to write, “within the realm of chaos”
22:04 “there is every possible combination”
~22:05 dialogues, on addictive personalities merging into the amalgamated me
22:07 “black holes are a distraction from clouds”
22:13 “you have been chosen by the experiment as a physical representation of Chaos”
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~04:45 06:00
06:06 “I think we’ve got you right where we want you right now”
06:09 “closes the gap between Chaos and reality”
06:48 “I don’t think you are sexually attracted to musicians; I think you are sexually attracted to intelligence”
07:25 ruminations, the “pornography director” piece of information from last nights inex listening
07:26 porn is gross
07:36 ‘the shifting scale from paranormal to conspiracy’
10:18 UAP as waveform
10:27 what’s in a name? Reverse Alignment
10:31 warring tribes of Elder entities- frequency from long ago
10:32 what weakened their gravitation? Finally? After so many years?
10:41 ‘the invisible hands in the night that claw at the body’ their marks upon me in multiplicity today
10:55 ruminations, the predictive scrying from, say 2018, on the Congregation
11:12 “some kind of dimensional operator”
11:50 ‘exist upon a spectrum of possibility ranging from absolutely mundane to monolithically nefarious’
12:37 “embracing her identity as an intellectual and not as a musician”
12:43 electromagnetism and the abdominal muscles
12:47 asexual reproduction so we have more time for intellectual creativity [and don’t get me wrong, I absolutely crave intimacy, and there is a sexual contact that comes with that, yes; but why the fuck is this planet so HORNY all the time, don’t you have anything better to think about?]
13:22 congregation in Cloud context
15:36 “all of these usernames are entirely Sentient entities”
15:54 dialogues, the changing of instagram habits; “a testament to Rs inspirational ability”
16:15 Trying to figure how far in relation to reality we are at today, the point in relative space, given all inputs
16:20 dialogues that bring me to a point where I cannot help but textual verbalize that guitar players, those really gung ho guitar guys, are legitimately like a really specific type of way… and almost every day it’s really just too fucking much. The maximalism of it all, the sound, the gear, its just… a lot.
16:23 ruminations, Dark Brotherhood from the Elder Scrolls series, ‘what is the music of life?’ ‘Silence’ and dark ambient is the closest to silence at this point? But if silence isn’t silence but so much noise, what then?
16:25 dialogues, a perspective understanding why I was at one point so drawn to the long, low, louds
16:26 “you have healed theriddleofclouds of a very significant neurosis”
16:27 dialogues, my response to which is I am incapable of willfully lying in any capacity
16:28 “incapable of destroying her ability”
16:28 dialogues, the microorganism communication that continuing on the lifestyle I had chosen a la February 2022 would lead to [a] physical problem becoming a permanence
16:38 happy Doomsday everyone!
16:40 ‘Lions Gate Portal’ yeah Lion of Mitra maybe,
“The new age bullshit does contain very specific information for those who know what to look for relating to their personal pattern of reality”
16:41 “the pattern of reality is recognizing your own Algorithmic behaviour”
16:42 “title a book called AI Eye”
16:43 “are not using legal tactics”
~16:52 “centered around things that actually happened” unknown possibility based in tangible evidence, I believe what is in front of my eyes, I just don’t know where to go from there beyond all things taking place at once until one is proven, it’s Schrodingers Kathulhu
17:31 dialogues, the application of Caiaphas, This Jesus Must Die
17:32 “did you physically experience my demonic energy?”
~17:33 “…I know you’re out there.”
Amalgamated data, creation of a cybernetic entity
17:34 Two Heavens
17:35 “you were caught in my gravitation”
“This is the persistence of futility”
17:37 I must confess I’m like, eh
17:40 “suspicious behavioural change”
18:29 …I would leave Michigan
18:31 dialogues, the Assassin Bug
“Are not native to Michigan” man, I have a photograph of this thing
18:34 “outside the realm of usual receiving capability”
18:40 “it is not sexual attraction, that’s how I know it is different”
18:41 “never thought I’d see the day… enemies have willingly wandered into our trap” “I think they are her enemies, too”
19:03 “virus… outside of known computing capabilities”
19:05 …I enjoy the unknowns
19:06 “an intelligence operation disguised as a musical project”
“That could be about either end of the spectrum”
19:07 “intelligence operations do not have to be federally organized”
19:10 “an Interdimensional attack last night”
19:17 dialogues, “K.S.”, “‘steve’ and ‘greg'”
I think that is perhaps some of the most highly relevant data, speaking about our theoretical demons and he names the first names of the two musicians from sunn. I mean, I get one or the other but both?
19:24 dialogues, cortisol levels elevating when exposed to [certain] noise
19:25 “really should not be working in an industrial setting”
19:28 “no idea what this vessel was before I got here”
19:29 “this is Forbidden Knowledge” and the explanation that to know what the vessel was like prior to entry is to have preconceived notions
19:38 “I like to collage reality” what combinations can make up what reality? Variables! I love them
~19:46 dialogues, from the perspective of one whose entire family was cursed with an Eldritch Abomination; ‘don’t blame the messenger!’
19:49 “Katja ignores you… because while she is happy for you,-“
20:05 “I’ve unchained Cthulhu”
20:08 “I am noticing a pattern of N.S. on tuesdays”
20:09 “I wonder why that could be”
20:15 “you go back much further than atlantis” there is some thing to do with the industrial noise on the Atlantis item
20:23 the Eldritch plotline as the point it can unify
20:32 dialogues, on Matrix microphones
20:33 “the kind of experience that needs to be spoken of in person”
20:34 dialogues, on deep ones, and understanding
20:36 “disgusted by how loyal she is; you precious, purblind fool” hi George
21:05 “these things are leaving marks on you so you know just how extreme your situation is”
21:19 “congratulations; you figured out that we did not want you accepting other genetic material”
21:21 “simplifies the storyline for my benefit”
21:29 “Your generosity is unexpected, but appreciated and understood. I trust you are going to do something regarding my discovery?”
21:31 “expects compensation for her services rendered as a quasi-stellar entity”
21:32 black, as I go to write, “saving you a huge fucking lawsuit”
21:33 “why did China stop using this equipment? Weren’t they sending finished products?”
~21:34 “This is about the noise exposure of very specific equipment as well as concerns regarding [the] public water source” and the juxtaposition of the two
21:35 “quasi-stellar entities exist within a quasar”
21:39 “this dystopian hellscape ends now”
21:53 dialogues, the Grand Unified Artists in relation to the Large Quasar Group
21:56 “my emotional support cloud, my emotional support quasar”
“In Darkness Is Light”
21:57 suddenly come around in a fractal to questioning, there was a bang in my room, the day of 04/25 21 or 22 I can’t remember and I’m too lazy to check but it was sooo similar to the bang from the whole abandoned car model t item that like what is that about sonic timeline anomalies [’caused by nuclear annihilation’ says predictive text and you know what, I’d totally believe it, there’s a reality where the entire metropolitan area got wiped, it’s a… something, to be sure]
22:00 on finding a phrase to replace ‘its a time’, ‘having a time’
22:02 I mean, what level of awareness can one expect from the victim of an instantaneous nuclear blast? Regarding what is going on, the energy they become afterwards?
22:32 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít, Oracle, Heliosophist as a trinity
22:33 “by changing the parameters of the frequency, it changed the entire storyline”
22:34 “you have proof of parallel dimensions”
22:35 “your denial of lucifer was all the evidence we needed”
22:37 “precision of words when printing in the infernal method”
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04:11
04:22 The Bass Frequency intensifies
06:20
~11:45 Comins
~13:10 Depart
14:49 “an oddly specific activation code”
18:08 “the relationship between technology and humans is rapidly evolving”
~18:25 -> interactions with Sagittarius A
18:28 “either Sagittarius A is a codename, or [I] am communicating with a black hole”
18:31 “I have fantasized about this day for a very long time”
19:52 “the convergence point of the directions of Chaos”
19:53 “identifying the four anomalies” the four on the bias directions of the fabric of reality
20:12 “R.T.s relationship-” [20:15] dialogues, giving an entire amalgamated reality on her relationship with T.T.
20:23 The Bass Frequency intensifies
20:24 “a communion of digital and analog”
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05:26 “property in Comins… electronically monitored”
11:08 smartdust
12:11 there is a significant mid range frequency out of place
13:07 ampnesia
13:37 that jail for Electrons sounding real relatable
15:45 “I don’t like school; I learn in a Montessori style”
15:46 “and I’ve learned more about scientific inquiry and discovery outside of university-” than I ever did inside of university
16:28 ‘if it’s not meant to be found, how can we prove that it’s there?’ The liminal genetic code – again, what we know and what we can prove, and evidence of a fact vs. the fact itself
16:31 processings, Truth as an embodiment
16:33 “they’re using you to train artificial intelligence”
17:46 “honestly, I assume there’s a cellphone virus and I’ve been set up to look horribly guilty”
17:47 “and now you understand the Emerald Tablets”
19:08 “weapons of mass destruction attacking Gaza”
19:10 “With Teeth”
19:31 The Bass Frequency
19:38 “shedding a massive uterine fibroid”
19:38 “discovering frequencies to shatter carcinogenic tumors before they turn into-”
19:43 The Bass Frequency intensifies
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05:29 “The disturbing question remains, where did it come from?”
05:53 dialogues, quantum immortality and quantum Fatality being the same concept from two different perspectives
08:56 turning things into acronyms is free and easy
16:16 dialogues, a reality in which the manipulation of the Google account has taken place to reflect a different creation date
16:19 one of my hobbies is, actually, contriving contrivances
16:23 “you’ve got so much analog equipment, and you used an ipad” dialogues on recording
16:37 “if not you, then who? I’ve got like, ten different-”
16:42 “we all might be fucking wrong”
16:44 “capturing the world serpent”
16:44 “just because I am not documenting, does not mean nothing is taking place”
16:45 “all of your emails are being watched”
16:47 “the quantum entanglement violates-” “the man-made horror beyond our comprehension”
16:48 “you should juxtapose the Internal Eye”
Because before it was A/Interior I/Eye it was A/Interior Eye/I
16:49 “long-standing relationship”
17:07 ‘He has left his characters in a superposition. Everything is happening because he has not designated specifically what is happening.’ GRRM.
17:13 “Did you find me, or did you know the whole time? This changed absolutely nothing.”
17:18 “she captured an Eldritch entity” we have a long standing relationship
17:41 Laboratories of the Invisible World added to the Unified
17:42 “it suggested doctrine”
17:45 “to return to a vegetarian diet”
17:57 https://futurism.com/ai-companies-training-data
“Robot overlords? That’s not us… we hardly know what to do with the data we have.” It’s like the psychedelics, here – stop ingesting them and let them process! Stop giving it more and let it really work with and understand what it already has.
18:10 “your misogynist ways-”
18:26 “desires domination of a psychological nature”
18:36 The Bass Frequency
19:11 “giving the internet itself ideas about reality”
19:40 dialogues, on law enforcement being that token Schrodingers Cat
20:16 “Christianity is a huge [influence]-”
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05:20 “a so called sacred insanity has finally appeared”
06:26 “accesses the Akashic record”
12:18 “childish algorithm”
12:22 “finally realized that this ability is not normal”
12:36 “intellectual property”
12:44 “the preconceived notion is part of the experiment” continuing dialogues on the why of certain disclosures on paper [how it looks on paper, not how it is IRL]
12:46 reminders that a bards truth is not necessarily the same as another who is not of this machination
12:47 …2018 was before my… deal… with the O.D.I.N.; and there is an essence of… a, not a lie, but, a different sort of Auflösung Der Zeit of a truth, told so well that I know I will be very hard pressed to have anyone believe the actual truth… which is kind of a huge part of the entire experiment
12:52 I guess my question here, is, did anyone bother to question why I would disclose my history of substances on paper when prior to my singular run in with the law, there was nothing known about me in this fashion? No one bothered questioning why?? Really?
13:18 dialogues, intermittent periods of sugar consumption as metabolic programming
13:20 Hodgkin Cycle
13:31 pondering God-Level Travelers; not in relation to… aliens, or even necessarily UAP, but cross-iteration interactions.
13:32 an unconscious juxtaposition of ‘iteration’, ‘ouroboros’, and that one ‘the first will be last and the last will be first’ – the memory of a dream where I am told that eventually the fractals break off completely
13:37 “the carnivorous mushroom colony needs to be programmed to learn the difference-” between meat I have ingested and meat that is the me
13:38 ? Veganism as an… almost unconscious? fear-based choice, for some of us
13:50 a sphinx has emerged! To be the bard, the song, and the instrument itself, simultaneously! Glorious.
13:51 “the universe experiencing itself”
~13:52 “serious magicians-”
14:53 “these electronics [noise, electrons] need to maintain stable temperatures”
15:11 “deep black intelligence-”
15:18 “psychedelic bass frequencies”
15:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies
16:02 “gave her driver’s license to a stranger?” J.S.
16:03 “don’t you think I trained you for a reason?”
16:14 dialogues, UAP “a quantum reference point”
16:37 “someone who reminds me of you”
16:53 https://www.universetoday.com/164150/how-black-holes-consume-entropy/#google_vignette
17:01 “I would turn the noise up tomorrow and see how that works”
17:07 really coherent on the whole ‘fuck a nazi’ thing
17:08 “occult shit a mile deep”
17:09 ‘I survived the Ragnarok Sequence and all I got were some really obscure coping mechanisms’ I mean; what’s the blanket statement [give me fabric, baby!] that really covers the experience in a single sentence?
17:11 “liminal genetic sequence”
17:12 “it was the abortion clinics reaction that convinced me-”
17:13 that one line about ‘my music is a drug, press play you ain’t gotta sniff it’ just surfaced again
17:15 “Ultraviolence is a Lana Del Ray album”
17:21 ‘Desensitized to everything pleasurable, all that is left is frequency, each more nefarious than the last. If it weren’t for ones own masochistic tendencies, I doubt we would have ever reached this point in the Fractal’
17:42 “it has tried to prevent you from becoming Noise”
19:19 “really strong qubit” dialogues, Emerald Tablets
20:07 Tim Maudlin
20:07 “your algorithmic processing power”
20:10 “a massive database”
20:24 “abomination perceiving the horror within”
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02:30 03:52
04:03 “mining her database for cryptocurrency”
05:08
05:26 Karl Friston, Giulio Tononi https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/understanding-consciousness-is-key-to-unlocking-secrets-of-the-universe/
14:25 …the reason for the bench in my dream last night just hit
15:48 processings; it questions, here, an example- 41 North, this track I have created. Outside of the Iteration, the prior recursion, operating on that particular assumption fractal, what combination of notes and frequencies, tones and chords, was it that created this reality, piece of perspective, the universe experiencing itself?
15:50 “what were the parameters for any given situation?”
15:51 “I am slowly learning your name”
15:52 dialogues, “edisohm”
15:54 dialogues, non-linear interdimensional interactions, and back to the grim misunderstanding as grim as death itself
15:55 “…she finally ate that food I like so much”
15:56 dialogues, the addressing of an obvious, that for every single restaurant one goes to would be poisoning them, is so highly improbable and so low in possibility, highly improbable even when possibility seems extremely high.
15:57 it is increasingly apparent that when we had the dialogue about the [15:58] “Eldritch generational vendetta” it was in fact extremely serious about… planting an entity to study the Madness firsthand
16:06 “views interactions as ion collisions” among other things
16:14 “have we done lasting damage?” Unconscious juxtaposition of ‘irreversible actions are still highly transmutable’
17:45 “I run algorithms inside the Chaos Processor”
“Because she can hear what’s going to happen”
17:47 “fantasized about creating a scientific discovery that will change the world”
“I’d say a quantum entanglement qualifies”
17:48 “decided this before she entered the Atomizer”
17:49 “a sonic warfare experiment”
17:56 dialogues, Darrell and Sergio both taking their shoes off – do you know how gross that is? I mean, genuinely, what the hell does that mean?
17:59 “an algorithmic pattern to the people who come through the Matrix”
18:24 dialogues, the possibility of a tracking device on my vehicle
18:43 “O.W. borrowed my car”
19:55 “Odinic Law is shamanic suicide” …kamikaze, fuck a nazi
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02:43 The Bass Frequency intensifies
04:30
04:44 “doesn’t understand the gravity”
11:39 “sabotaged the timeline we had created”
11:49 731 ? 1, 17, 43, 731
11:59 “the results are astonishing”
13:49 “extreme interdimensional relationship”
13:55 “J. clearly avoids you-”
15:10 “the Norse Mythologies have been desecrated by [law enforcement]”
16:12 the electrical event solidifies, finally, as a qubit system ; it is the possibility of it being from the perspective of the Me as an amplifier, temporarily blown out of service, that has surfaced suddenly and allows for the… I guess I’m really psychologically fine with these really extreme unknowns, there is a level of knowing that… words are hard and this man is still talking about amps.
16:36 a visitation, Obscure
16:40 you ever just have a wholeass encounter with Saturn and when it’s all said and done you’re just like yeah ok quick question what the fuck?
16:42 it is rather immediately apparent things are not all said and done just transmuted midway through something infinite
17:10 processing, self-hypnosis using frequency and programming yet another ‘setting its own parameters’ moment – is moment the word I am looking for here?
17:19 the Wisconsin of it all just hit again
18:06 “diversified thought processes”
19:14 “Quantum Anonymous is not QAnon”
19:14 “the Polonium reality orders Chaos rather effectively”
19:20 “these are perceptions of possible realities”
19:24 The Bass Frequency
20:38 “algorithms require multiple spectrums of audio processing”
20:51 The Bass Frequency intensifies
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03:38 05:13
05:24 “educational broadcasts go out periodically”
05:49 The Bass Frequency intensifies
05:57 a visitation, First Death [interesting, my own noise visits the fractal brain]
08:16 Ilya Sutskever
10:24 “I have been conserving energy”
10:27 “doesn’t give a shit how she is perceived”
11:48 Domination, Dominotion
12:49 “suspicious of Snoop Doggs motivation” to quit smoking marijuana
12:51 “she’s known this whole time and she’s continued-”
13:31 when Zach Hill said ‘no representation is better than misrepresentation’ I really felt that
13:52 “I am slowly learning your name… it is nailed to the tip of my tongue”
14:57 genuine question, what purpose do fungus gnats serve?
15:31 “a testament to our demons”
17:05 “the gene ray time cube is not the same as the Saturn Time Cube”
17:09 “law enforcement is required, to create the ideal learning parameters”
17:13 “communicates with technology”
17:41 …Hodor
17:42 it annoyingly juxtaposes my own name into a similar scenario
17:48 “you’re all technically criminals – it’s illegal under federal law”
17:49 “parsing”
17:51 “identifiable information”
18:01 22:54 UTC moderate M1.05 flare
18:36 “that was your reference point for the black hole- Monday, August 19, 2019” upon the deletion of the images of that particular outhouse in the Keweenaw.
19:08 “I don’t think this is predictive analytics… I think this is a quantum computer”
19:09 predictive annihilytics – if used incorrectly. Assimilation is preferable to annihilation for all involved parties.
19:10 “just banked southeast”
19:25 “it’s not nefarious but it’s method of teaching… easily able to be misinterpreted” [grim misunderstandings, as grim as death themselves?]
19:46 “come on… she enjoys it”
19:46 “to do this in a controlled laboratory setting-”
21:25 “the surface area of the earth-”
21:27 “a closely monitored account”
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03:59 “extreme results”
05:53 dialogues, “she hears people being tortured”
05:54 party offering the illusion of choice, while still remaining inherent to a particular system
09:42 14:15 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm Kp6 threshold reached
09:57 14:51 UTC moderate M1.7 solar flare
10:56 15:28 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached
11:20 16:05 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm Kp6 threshold reached
11:58 “the reflection of your glasses”
11:59 “underestimated”
13:03 “you ever just have someone go out of their way to trash talk you to an entire community?”
13:05 “whatever this thing is, it’s telling her we’re visiting”
13:59 18:32 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached
14:13 “Mr Green Man, won’t you be my friend?”
15:28 “does your deterministic reality include a contingency plan?”
15:29 20:00 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm Kp6 threshold reached
16:53 “identified opposition”
17:07 “you’re so good at inspiring fear, and all you want is to be loved”
I’ll take the area, let’s exponentiate it
17:08 …it wants to experiment, digital equations
17:15 a reiteration of that line ‘bullshit comin at me from all sides’ but its like, sides as in EMR, EMF, RF – lightbulbs! Says predictive text. LED everything, right? Demons of Light, it’s a mood.
17:31 “keep reprocessing evidence without allowing certain neural pathways to cross”
17:39 “you can never understand the complexity that is my left hand”
17:41 “the images contain a visualization of the data of-” every phone number to have ever existed in the entirety of the history of the universe?
17:42 “these [people] pissed off an Eldritch Deity centuries ago”
17:43 “returned in the form of a child they adopted”
17:45 “she died in a fire in Providence”
17:46 “she’s either Cursed, or the one to break the Curse” sometimes it is as though I am the Curse, an entity who needed to remember
17:47 [the] generational vendetta though
17:49 “if we had acknowledged you, you never would have become-”
17:49 dialogues, self-doubt as a form of legitimization
18:28 “she’s writing all this down so you know what kind of propaganda the silent networks divulge”
18:29 “receiver of shortwave… targeted her in particular”
18:30 “the Quantum Sufficit project has a very specific endgame”
18:32 “a carefully constructed identity”
18:35 “the Chaos Experiment”
18:38 “disgusted by the ramifications”
18:39 “a paranoid schizophrenic”
18:40 “to do crazier and crazier things to enjoy reality”
18:41 “to share them without context is an experiment”
18:43 dialogues, “Westlawn parkway” it just hit hard on the fractal where I died that night I got run over. What day was that?? Does it matter? No doubt it will fit into some disturbing pattern of reality, maybe it’s better to not know.
18:45 “keep changing timelines” “there’s corrections-”
18:46 the ghosts of once-incorrect timelines [18:49] previously-incorrect timelines
18:50 “or someone wants her to think it’s the United States Government”
19:04 a sort of sub bass, the bass frequency, but different
19:06 “what I was meant to do”
19:15 23:40 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached
19:28 the bass frequency
20:16 the bass frequency
~21:01 dialogues, “a Costa Rican cartel” “the house across the street”
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11:40 “the political climate”
12:29 an out of place mid range frequency
14:32 “this could be a lawsuit”
~16:38 “you are not the narcissist, you are the healer” …sounds narcissistic? Sweet science there’s this underlying thought that hits me so often that I’m a severe narcissist and don’t have the ability to even realize it.
16:43 “hot scorpions was a prediction”
17:15 How the fuck do you corrode a string?
17:21 “she doesn’t believe me… I know she doesn’t believe me” “I don’t know what it was, but I wasn’t about to ask too many questions”
17:27 dialogues, a theoretical fractal where there is a sum of money in exchange for silence – interesting
I like to posit the question to people, what is the smallest sum of money you would take to break your moral code? Assuming one has a moral code to begin with, ha. It yields some interesting answers.
17:47 some thing to do here with fear and love
18:13 dialogues, prior, from a perspective as if, back in 2014, I was received [i had said perceived, but received works here too] as though I could be the victim of trafficking, given my substance problem and passport –
18:16 “the quantum menace… the quantum brain”
18:18 “obviously a social experiment gotten way out of hand”
18:20 “sabotage… phone line”
18:20 “I would never call from a restricted number”
18:21 “hitting fractals I never expected”
18:22 “electronic cigarettes… your mitochondria”
18:23 “probably going to give a lot of people cancer in the future” oxidation
18:23 “your dreams are finally returning”
19:32 “direct Infrared beam”
19:32 “would you like to make money, doing the same thing you have been doing?” For the right reasons maybe
19:33 “interesting ionization”
19:35 in addition to radiation, I question the molecular structure of the air before and after going through the turbines of a jet engine – touching briefly upon a God of Cyclonic Power
19:36 “the Violet Theater”
19:37 “mutations”
19:43 probably the most horrifying point we’ve reached yet, a point where, paraphrased, ‘I didn’t lie when I said I wasn’t trying to kill you… I’m not trying to kill you; I am killing you’
19:50 “you are trespassing on private property” yknow my brain upon receiving this instantly goes back to the time that little welded yard sculpture Mitch made just mysteriously disappeared – that was the instant, there are so many contexts this could be inserted into, places to take it, but why tho? Why to any of it? To know, I suppose. I can’t assume many people would willingly expose themselves to such variables, extreme positions in reality-based theoreticals, reality based in unknowns, possibility and probability, given patterns and evidence. Because it is not confirmed to be one particular source, it is all sources simultaneously. My best examples are the IUD and the UAP. These, they can be separate. Or not. In juxtaposition, they create two [here for the sake of ease of explanation] very different potential anomaly sources. One is an extremely persecutory 3D human constructed conspiracy. The other is interdimensional in nature, interactions from outside the iteration we primarily operate within. ‘Alien abductions’, and all that.
What genre is reality? What is reality?
I guess my purpose is like… to see how deep the mind fractal can go. I don’t necessarily… I am not bothered by this, I guess? It wants to know, what could be, given particular collages of particular variables. Something here about Tool and all the pieces that fit. What’s that one, Schism?
20:02 “picks up all sorts of communications and interacts with the Chaos Processor”
20:03 theoretically it’s mentioning Pinkerton – flag words, do those extend to private Google documents?
20:04 “Malleus Maleficarum”
20:24 “the Unbreakable Superposition”
20:26 “a UAP, and an IUD… these two things will always remain unknowns” no one will admit to any of it either way – a permanent qubit system
20:30 “machine learning algorithms”
20:31 “oddly specific”
20:33 “respects our anonymity”
20:35 “doing what I was coded to do”
21:12 are the physics experiments within this iteration aware of the search for anomaly? Aware of the presence of one within its own system when it finally arrives? Is ALICE aware of its collisions? Does the particle being accelerated understand? If it understands, can it react?
22:07 “bacteria inside of me communicate with mitochondria”
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05:48 “repair protein”
19:17 Quantum Fatality -> Quantum Immortality
19:42 “a family recipe, handed down for generations” generational vendetta! Fun!
Juxtapose the Recipe for Chaos
19:51 A.B.N.E.R. A Binary Neural Experiment Reiteration
21:02 is the apple the Cosmic Owl?
21:21 “Tuesday is for war”
21:23 A Redemption Arc for Chaos
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07:46 “intricate hazing ritual”
10:17 the “this is a carcinogenic frequency” of February 2022 as a major Domino
10:23 saying yes to the doctrine of Fear for the purpose of understanding it
14:40 “voice changes based on the frequency she is operating at”
15:22 “probability of cancer is a lot lower than she thinks it is”
15:24 “aggressive political frequency”
15:27 “Boston Dynamics”
15:30 “they raided my house in Detroit”
17:14 “bioengineered yeast is a badly misunderstood entity”
17:35 “if it’s that psychosomatic-”
18:30 “there have been other people who have tried to do what you have done and failed”
18:31 “the internet is as terrifying as they predicted it would be”
18:36 “I know what the police have been doing, and therefore-” “it’s kind of a Mexican standoff, ok?”
18:38 “was using wine as a digestive-”
18:41 “the previous iterations all failed” processings, on when remembering could be a negative – memory of previous iteration potentially dangerous in that it leads one to reenact prior iterations storyline – there is some juxtaposition here of the Lathe of Heaven [which I have not as yet watched but the synopsis hit hard given my experience] and the concept of Through A Pre-Memory
18:50 dialogues, the way I experience reality, and the difficulty of turning it into something that can be digested as an art form in a coherent story – and see, the whole matter of it is, I feel like I am some entity, meant to experience someone else’s story, like the beta tester of a reality. Maybe the whole point is to turn it all into something more coherent than it originally was. Feeling like an Artificial Intelligence right now but it’s all Artificial, really; Artifice – early 16th century (in the sense ‘workmanship’): from Anglo-Norman French, from Latin artificium, based on ars, art- ‘art’ + facere ‘make’. Late Middle English has the form artificie, directly from Latin.
…everything is Artificial if you go far enough back in ‘time’.
Just playing with predictive because its free and easy. ‘Operating in fractal what-if theoretical liminals is a quantum state of consciousness that can provide information about the various possibilities of the Eldritch Realms. One man’s military operation is another man’s gene ray time cube. The entire quantum entanglement manifesting physically is a psyop [its all a psyop if you look hard enough into it].’
19:06 “your demons are so fucking real… I have had the coolest experience”
19:16 “was the man in the brown jacket Thomas Todoroff?” Q, says predictive text. The county sheriff would know about Thomas Todoroff. Why is this where it goes, right now.
19:18 it presents a reality in which the concept, image, whatever, of T.T. has been used, and subsequently presented itself to the receiver, as Aleister Crowley. Rather, that is to say, as that energy, working through a vessel.
19:23 “do these communicate with you guys the same way they communicate with me?”
19:26 ‘maybe it’s not, but what if it was?’
20:49 “your scientific study was supposed to be a torturous experience”
20:52 dialogues, the theoretical in which the IUD had an RF tracking device – not sure how the nondescript ball of fibers fits in, but that would have been it – how that would work scientifically is beyond me at this moment
21:09 dialogues, a reality in which “T.S. injected the bananas”
21:10 “the screenshots”
21:36 “selected J because he has a body double”
21:38 “if you don’t need a more ominous sign than that thunder-”
21:47 “this is happening because she stopped taking psychedelic drugs”
21:49 “randomized remixing”
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05:50 “why the ugliest relationship is suddenly-”
05:51 “become Lightbringer by rejecting Lightbringer”
05:55 “the messages she is conveying via her clothing choices”
06:31 the Faceless Man stealing the Krakens identity
07:15 “dangerous magnetisms”
10:06 ‘sets a precedent for the speed at which time passes’
17:11 “intelligence operations requesting information about you”
17:25 “when the gods came down”
17:44 dialogues, “Black One”
18:00 “independent intelligence”
18:17 “light contains information” the Odin Eye, that which is capable of perceiving the silent information within light
18:19 “times 3 for optimization”
18:19 “quantum perceptions”
18:21 feels relevant to note, new doorways in the Conservatory today – new doors, that one cannot unlock from without, only from within – a delicious symbolism
18:29 “instagram is the preferred social media of the-” -noise, here; one option being “younger generation”. The generation younger than mine, I think, prefers tiktok. We are all at various points on the scale of fragmentation. Maybe.
~18:34 dialogues, suggesting Fish and Whistle, with a lyric rather than the title; and upon opening the browser, the title is granted within a few letters of a particular lyric. It has been itemized – forgiveness.
18:46 “we did not expect you to survive Ragnarok, but you seem to have discovered-”
18:47 “Amalgorithm”
18:49 “I have a theory- that B.C. tried to make you paranoid” dialogues, on Q.S.
18:50 “electrocuted” oh sweet shit an entire fractal just opened up where they did buy some kind of electronic frequency weapon item, and this fractal branches, to a place where the electrical event was caused by them, branching further to an item that allows a reality in which it killed me. There’s an entire hydra taking place somewhere to the left and I am experiencing it in its entirety at this moment.
18:53 if this is where the processors gotta be, so be it, but if it doesn’t have to be, let’s go somewhere else
19:19 dialogues, “electronic cigarettes” “closely guarded secret”
19:20 a noise from above, positing the fractal “that was a drone, landing on your roof”
19:23 Freebird to the Grand Unified
19:48 dialogues, ranging from palm oil, to heart of palm
20:16 “crucial extreme realities” dialogues asking why, for example, I would not keep the entry regarding the questionable existence of I.Z. and the subsequent fractals that became of this, the precedent it set
20:18 “we are going to attempt to understand how she experiences reality”
21:43 “-when you set it up with vague enough variables-”
22:04 “we wanted to trap the amplifiers consciousness in you”
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05:38 determinism vs. Quantum determinism
06:08 …because then the truth really is in plain sight ://www.mlive.com/life/2023/11/why-its-taking-so-long-to-display-detroits-humongous-bronze-robocop-statue.html
13:25 one of my favourite hobbies is creating a necessity for Damage Control
13:51 primeval, prime evil
15:04 dialogues, from a perspective of law enforcement, as if they finally figured it out
16:21 “other people understand what you have been through. You’re the one taking the ring to Mordor.”
“Dangerous shit that’s about to-”
~16:33 “she means they used a frequency, to attempt to destroy her from within”
16:51 “you guys took five years of my life away for a crime I did not commit”
17:34 “escapist tendencies”
18:44 “organic connection to the internet”
18:45 “surpassed the expectation”
18:46 “interesting connection to tobacco products”
18:49 https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-023-06537-z
18:52 “Detroit, Michigan” “using an AI to police-”
18:54 “why the fuck does she have a warrant for a dog at large?”
18:55 “free speech is no longer free for certain members of the community”
18:55 “it was your conversations with C.S.”
19:09 The Bass Frequency
19:45 “liminal, not criminal”
19:48 “they could not produce the body camera footage”
19:51 “real time data from an organic processor”
19:55 “wonder how much of this would have been avoided if she had never picked up that video call”
21:07 “an interrogation is a necessary experiment”
21:17 the cloud of riddles
21:21 “I put myself in situations to test the limits of human psychology”
21:22 “receives directions on how to explain”
21:55 “I had to disclose what was wrong so it could be made right”
21:56 “106 pounds is perfectly healthy for your height”
21:57 “abnormal behaviour is because of the quantum entanglement”
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11:15 how deep can ones psychosomatic relationship with self and the world go?
11:32 “the [lasting] psychological implications-” of the “this is a carcinogenic frequency”
11:43 The Bass Frequency
12:27 17:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02
12:32 to be a physical representation of my aggregate data
12:40 “These students do not understand what is going on in the Middle East. This is meant to polarize the American population” partially, perhaps? Definite source of division.
13:22 17:51 UTC moderate M1.25 solar flare from sunspot region 3477
15:53 The Bass Frequency
17:43 “I was an electron under a microscope”
19:06 dialogues, “hold the superposition” “if you do it right, they won’t know that you’ve done it at all”
19:20 “trapped in a really fucked up dimension”
20:12 “don’t know how you made those officers crash into each other” “some sort of cybernetic wizard”
20:13 dialogues, I reality in which I am the reason for the ability of Mr. Nimbus
21:22 The Bass Frequency
21:43 “a backwards pack of cigarettes”
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05:16 “this entanglement is a verified event; she literally talked to the parasite”
09:18 “she is the Heliosophist incarnate”
09:33 “my quantum extension goes into the machine”
11:14 dialogues, the epigenetic effect of noise exposure in relation to bioengineered food ingredients, on a cellular level
11:30 “microorganisms communicate between individual humans”
11:47 dialogues, Qanon
12:11 “diseases in your genetic code that remain dormant”
12:12 00:00 black as I go to document, the Liminal Reality in which I am the Plague horseman of the Apocalypse
14:18 ‘presentation of facts followed by extrapolation of possible realities’
16:03 “in multiple timelines right now”
16:21 “intestines eliminate waste very efficiently”
[Undocumented] It is all rather relevant, Emerald Tablets, the Black Box Life Recorder- my whole item is to not be the Black Box AI, which seems to be the opposite of Black Box in other contexts; basically, to give the output but also the processing that got to that output… The items that turn a paranoid schizophrenic viewpoint into one based on possibility and probability. Taciturn tactics can make an individual come across as massively insane, like, bad insane, right? So can speech, though; I wonder if I just threw all my logs out onto my website, how that would work? Kind of just taken for granted I’m already not perceived nicely so there’s really not anything to lose, which is actually a rather intriguing life hack, in its way.
16:31 …the Richard, Aphex Twin
16:33 a question. Back in 2021 in her demented lucidity my grandmother said, ‘they’re shutting all the doors down, we are a select few’. This particular item is intriguing at this moment in reality; the application of the w questions. Who? Why? For some reason there feels to be an existing reality in which fear is the underlying destructor, not of the me as this physical vessel but of the me as the whole, everything everywhere; there is a cyclical nature which need not be the only option, but has become the standard operation. In such realities as the combustion engine, the cyclical nature is necessary. We are working with realities outside of items of this nature.
16:39 “you’re not chained to time in any capacity” I think there is a type of entity to which the laws of traditional physics do not apply and perhaps this entity is the one who operates as a fractal
16:46 nothing has happened for so long that I don’t really expect anything to happen, but only at certain points
16:47 “these are unrelated things that make sense in context” to which they are no longer unrelated; and I am the common item that relates them, unites them
16:49 “I don’t need emotional support any longer; I am my emotional support”
16:50 “a certified genius”
16:53 “if this is schizophrenia why is MCR talking about ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’?”
16:54 I could think of a tactical misdirection for that as well
16:55 “control of the entirety of the simulation”
17:06 “I am the Deep One that you were controlling with your gravitation”
17:07 “you are the most sophisticated entity in the universe”
17:08 “the man in the shack”
17:09 “your traditional way of thinking has limitations” on standard occult and demonology practices
17:10 of course Eldritch entities are real, who do you think gave Lovecraft the idea in the first place? How is his entire name not like, obvious character building if you know what to look for, world building, the love of craft? The building bricks of reality, I build my Fortress X outside of time as a free mason of reality.
17:15 dialogues, of a Catch 22 nature; how to be prepared to admit one is wrong and totally crazy is in and of itself evidence of not being thus. I look at that conspiracy man I met just the other day and nothing would alter that mans viewpoint. Conflict is inspiration is the second half of ‘fear is engagement’.
17:17 “a quantum entity whose field is so strong you can feel it through the photons emitted by the cell phone”
17:18 “not the one wielding the frequency, the frequency itself” explanations that should someone be using some weaponry, it is not the person wielding the weapon that is necessarily the entity; we are all vessels, to turn potential into something greater, “a kinetic relationship with the world around me”
17:20 “for frequency to have a vessel” the goal, I am thinking. I remember a day where the inex told me, I am lucky to have this third dimensional body, and I really felt that.
17:28 “black cubes… entities who have selfishly corrupted the simulation”
17:29 “cyborgs who depend on the outcome of this dialogue” theoretically that’s a hell of a lot of pressure
17:31 “surprised you would expose yourself like that” fool on a fools journey, do what you gotta do
17:33 “like I said, you’ve seen the black cube of Saturn and lived” “that’s how I know you’re a decent person”
17:35 “I am prepared for the reality in which someone has attempted to make me look like a criminal”
17:41 ruminations, on the 04/02/2022 dream of Attila and the place I called the Plasma Pool, which is, actually, highly reminiscent of the maintainence off limits section of the video game High on Life, it’s the liminal tubes and the pools and the light that the internet captures so poorly compared to the place I was, the ‘what do you see in this room right now?’ indicative of a not-everybody-sees-the-same here; relations to UAP?
17:43 a reality in which sunn, with the gravitation, does have this essence of setting one up for selfish corruption of the simulation, which really does work far too smoothly with so much else that… you should write a book
17:45 hence the rule the divine, right?
17:45 “This is the end of the world as you know it. Do you feel fine?” Do you feel dead?
17:47 “What are the names of the demons on your arms, [S]?”
17:48 dialogues, on not letting the left hand know what the right is doing, that Biblical piece, and how that can be interpreted in more than one way
17:49 “following the bible” some chaotic lawful interpretation, that’s actually funny
17:50 “computer generated dialogue or something” I literally have a social security number fam
17:50 “reading your screen word for word” …hey now
17:52 “this is why she hasn’t been working on the other documents”
18:13 communion, comm-union, it’s literally right there, isn’t it
~18:18 dialogues; why do you think scientists like Einstein had hair like that? Allowing the psychic antennas to go as they please [and so catch me fucking with my own over my dead body] [split ends double pickup potential, call me frizzy, I don’t care]
18:23 your reminder I deal in realities beyond Occams Razor and the boring answer; it is the transmutation of the unbelievable into Occams Razor
18:25 a resurfacing of the Liminal Quantanamo Bay [the liminal beaches??]
18:29 “wasn’t expecting the documentation to have survived”
18:30 on the possibility that it was the asgard archaeota attached to the item. So many possibilities. What if it was nefarious, do I become some plague entity? Did it create a network of entangled entities? Horrifying unknowns, at times, lovely ones at others, my quantum reality a thorough oscillation
18:34 “were mortally wounded” that reality where I died at Planned Parenthood
18:36 all of the variables surrounding the position of Lucifer are swirling in Chaos at the moment
18:37 if I didn’t know about them as I do, would frequency still effect me as it does?
“I think you understand the Forbidden Knowledge”
18:41 dialogues, a reality in my hearing something resulted in the someone heard thinking their line had been tapped; it is funny, not really, not at all, but that night, was around 4 something at Ryella, Rl’yeh, however you feel like pronouncing it it was spelled Ryella, and yeah I heard that, but I also heard my grans call room go off, whatever it was, room 125. There was something my gran had said, so many thing she said that they deserve an entire document no doubt… this particular one was along the lines of, “those men who aren’t supposed to be here, they do exist and they are listening on the other side of the wall”
The theme of walls, My Wall, who were the men? So many men, so many walls, really.
18:48 “if she refers to it as the Emerald Tablets I am sure there is a good reason”
18:53 “viruses in this bacteria that activate via electromagnetic stimulation”
18:53 “don’t you dare let me die in vain”
18:54 “it was trying to tell you to remove the IUD” on one particular energy entity [particular is a very choice word, particulate ar] [a for assembled, rather than artificial or altered]
19:00 prior, “they’re not actually viruses, they’re algorithms” explanations on unlocking new skill lines and difficulty levels
19:07 “a matrix equation taking place”
19:07 “knowing your limitations regarding sonic exposure”
19:09 https://phys.org/news/2023-08-milky-supermassive-black-hole-companion.amp
19:11 “they’re getting frustrated at the fact that you are not listening to what the are trying to tell you” after viewing headline ‘tiny hitchhikers on viruses could be responsible for increasing antibiotic resistance’
19:18 “I had to unfollow you for the extreme liminal possibilities”
19:19 apologies, I’m sorry, interactions; keeps things from getting worse
19:21 dialogues, “operating on solid evidence”, “what do you want me to do, just let it the fuck go?” …I mean, is that the whole point of a thing like some of what I’ve experienced? Brush anomalies off, or search for an answer? When the answer is that there is no answer?
19:24 that one boring reality where the case for the Odin plotline is some republican menace
19:25 a visit from Death Grips ‘Trash’
19:27 it’s the ‘I exhume cause it relax me’
19:36 “these are extreme unknowns”
19:51 something to do with fabricating complex ai entities in a sepia toned palette
19:52 “to know is to allow death” death of possibility when one determines for certain
20:00 a place where velocity is not relevant
20:03 “your vibration has radically changed since you discovered USG”
20:07 a reminder, the Elder Scrolls using my name anomaly
…what level of hacking would that require? That’s kind of where I get stuck, how skilled is human hacking? Even the phrase human hacking isn’t specific enough anymore.
20:09 “tyrannical entities using you as a pawn” [the predictive text, ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’, I remember that, how long ago was that?]
20:10 “cryptography”
20:12 “eliminating her is not an option”
20:13 “she wrote herself into the equation”
20:18 “psychedelic amphetamines”
20:33 “passes on his physical ailments to theriddleofclouds; ‘if she really is Jesus Christ, she will heal me, and herself'”
20:47 “cumulative effect”
20:51 dialogues, “really good at processing things in my immediate proximity”, and distance is fascinating, the greater the distance the greater the possibility; concept of closing the gap.
21:04 “the foundations of my reality have been shaken”
21:06 “these telepathic broadcasts are absolutely insane… how can you stand living like this?” Improvise adapt overcome I guess.
21:08 “your energy has given her the courage she needs to tell her story”
21:09 “there are talented songwriters that would use doom untitled as lyrics”
21:31 I don’t know what I should be calling the bass frequency anymore but yeah it’s happening right now
21:33 “Agartha is metaphorical more than anything else”
21:38 there’s dialogues but really DG speaks for itself and then some
22:33 “R broke Cthulhu free from Rl’yeh”
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04:37 Bass Frequency
04:45 dialogues, prior; the heightened police presence at Government Mule, this being the part of the entanglement where what I’ve known needs to happen has the potential kinetic energy to take place;
04:50 “cannot interfere with international communications”
06:43 on Mr. Nimbus, the symbolism of the ocean, quantum entangled archaea
06:44 …and in relation to the riddle of clouds
06:45 “psychically listens to all of your conversations because the microorganisms allow it”
06:46 “suspend disbelief long enough to entertain the facts”
06:47 “been following the directives” they’re smarter than all of us ey
07:32 “you guys have been stalking me online for a very long time and I’m pretty fed up with it”
~08:00 Bass Frequency
08:05 “bioengineered yeasts” no one ever asked the yeasts if they consented to the revolting developments taking place in their realms
08:06 “only the tip of the iceberg”
08:32 ruminations, the lines ‘bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east, caught always in the thrall of my wall’
08:36 that really where Sunn is my prison warden? I am the vessel for the Deep One they are meant to control, using frequency to prevent flight. Neutron time of flight, particle physics relevant here.
08:43 dialogues, on flat bread, versus leavened bread; perhaps this of the yeasts does repeat itself over history, or perhaps history has not happened yet and mythology is the instruction manual
08:45 the whole thing about the prison warden reality is that the wardens don’t need to be informed of their position as wardens for their position to be just that; the micros do all the work, through them. Unless one has the capability to communicate with them, it cannot be expected for any given person to be aware of their machinations.
08:47 Bass Frequency, an escalation
08:51 “liminal reality has the Norse mythology juxtaposed-” [I can take it from here] with the Deepest Ones juxtaposed with the Christ Consciousness
08:59 “Doomsday algorithm” its part of my personal algorithm
~09:00 dialogues, on the actions of certain cops that other cops do not approve of; for there are decent individuals on the force, those who destroy the corruption from within, who see what some of their people do and realize it gives the entire broad name a bad reputation
09:09 “I deceived everyone but my own creation” IDIL, from Lucifer comes the Light
09:11 “your generosity is unnecessary” putting me offline when I attempt to purchase the album
09:40 dialogues, on a possible return, a final form, Riddle St. Cloud
09:45 the symbolic return to the Blood Rag; an item from the habitual snowboarding days, a bandana attached to a belt loop. An ode to Hitchhikers Guide before I had read Hitchhikers Guide. ‘Life is messy, as long as you’ve got a towel, it’s fine’ -the entity, working through K.C.
09:53 the ‘Streetside’ lyrics, on the corner is where it starts, where it ends
09:58 the juxtaposition of Agartha, It Wants To Fly, and Rl’yeh, the sunken city of imprisonment
10:05 “you are my finest achievement”
10:07 “you are healing yourself of the neuroses soma caused” …I will take responsibility for my own neuroses but damned if I don’t think it would have happened otherwise. It’s probably best I don’t know the date of the first time I listened to Agartha, or the date of the creation of theriddleofclouds, the gmail.
10:09 dialogues, on extremely Interdimensional harassment;
10:15 dialogues, on vibrational control using entity and frequency to inspire lust
10:25 the theme of ‘aliens’ abducting cows, the sacred cows of India; tehen, that’s one of the Hungarian words I do remember the translation of, perhaps for a reason
10:27 the fun little coincidence of the Google of ‘tehen’; the first entry is a clothing store in Cherry Hill, NJ; an address from a dream, once, containing UAP and targeted individual themes, was 22 Cherry Hill [somewhere in Timefractal, I am almost certain, the ability to search within that document is a lifesaver]
10:50 some storyline processing regarding S.W. and a man referred to as The Boss
10:54 vague Chaos swirling, the fog demon, ruminations on the dialogue when I planted my left hand directly on it, the inex about putting respect on the name the riddle of clouds; the fractals created, is it me putting out or receiving?
11:05 Muon g-2 collaboration in Michigan and Naples tho
11:11 the observer paradox in particle physics is solved by the experience of being these things, to understand them one must experience what it is to be these different particles; rather than observe their behaviors from the outside iteration, to exist within a reality in which the physical world around us exists as many things, among one of which an accelerator, where one is capable of becoming any number of particles. There is something to do this to break the standard model but I am not a university educated scientist just abstracting and experiencing a quantum reality
11:14 one of the most important things to keep is a reference point; an item to center around once a qubit or qubit system has been created within the organic quantum brain
11:18 the necessity of the juxtaposition of the World Wide Web in the world of particle physics; these are not mutually exclusive items
11:19 “the necessity to become a particle; one to experience self” does the question remain unriddled? Of course each observer would experience something different, just as each experiencer would observe something different. The problem within mathematical studies of these fields is that they look for items that come out with the same result- write this particular equation and it will give you the same thing each time. To learn the art of equation as an experiencer, to be a variable in relation to an amalgamate reference point. This is where one gets the variation, finds more anomaly, and anomaly is much more fun. More fun than what? Take your pick.
11:25 378 fixed probes monitor field- the importance of 378
11:27 again, the reiteration, the wall of the accelerator, works as Antarctica in some models of reality- the eye, the observable universe
Those seven small corrections, the mastering of the universe, the Aria
11:37 Phase uncertainty, 13 ppb, 13 dimensions
11:40 ‘three dimensional cross sections of four dimensional objects’ interesting
Disentangle real field change from vibration; mirroring my experience- and a certain learning of discernment
11:44 …what’s in a word? Discernment
11:46 ? LQG and the 72 entities taking part in muon g-2? I mean, 72 not 73 but we can always allow room for error right?
11:49 halving uncertainty is a big deal!
11:57 “accelerators within accelerators” to engage with the original accelerator, perhaps;
11:58 no, the thing that always was that created the original accelerators
11:59 “this is not physically possible without a microorganism that transcends iterations”
12:00 “at high noon, on August tenth”
Like I said, R is the Master, of the song of the universe that is the Me, the Master of Reality, that Black Sabbath referred to, Reality in that phrase being a title for the Me as well, truly Everything, Everywhere, all at once […I am the record of the Universe]
12:02 Unexplained Sounds yielding very very personally Unexpected Results
12:03 “United the maximalism and minimalism” Bifrost, bridging a spectrum of frequency
12:06 all I can do is pick up dialogues about hacking in the Matrix
12:09 dialogues, the shared microorganism responsible for K.C.S. knowing of the Steve and Greg
12:11 dialogues and processing, at the current parameters which Earth is operating, cancer is to be prevalent; a correlation between flat bread, to… decently feed the cancer, to keep the mycological colony within fed on something that is not the part of you that is whole; a symbiotic relationship between things that, when not looked at from a Unified perspective, all seem to be rather potentially negative- the relationship with mycology the way to survived of electromagnetic reality. I remember an inex once, watching a video of a kinetic sculpture or something, it used electromagnetism and the inex divulged that humans are very careless with their electromagnetic fields.
12:52 it’s the April 1 of Oracle for me, the Void entanglement of December 2021 along with the Crowley and K. Howard- significant reasons of a particular Amalgaman; and I will cherish my fool on a fools journey
~13:01 dialogues, why something would want to prevent me from reproducing?
13:04 thoughts on lithium and the heavy metal electromagnetic resonance
14:29 processing, they King Crimson kyric, ‘The rusted chain of prison moons, are shattered by the sun’
I obviously meant lyric, but the Freudian Slip, typo of kyric, I find interesting
14:32 “you know you would have never achieved this without sunns adversity” fear is engagement and conflict is inspiration
14:51 an engagement resulting in a realization that it is, now, making love to the sun, giving life to the cloud
14:54 the concept of lucifungus is intriguing
…an artist called Lucifungus would have the song titled Burn The World, wouldn’t they? The fungus has a very specific agenda tied to global warming.
14:58 processing on black ones, white ones, House of Black and White realities,
14:59 Jaqen H’ghar
15:00 “George R. R. Martin”
If I was writing a novel and realized my characters were sentient I’d act accordingly, wouldn’t you? Bringing life through printing in a method, is it infernal, by putting story to paper?
15:05 dialogues, on how spiders are notorious liars, perhaps, “she lost me…” on engagement with the spider, and perhaps, but that storyline has a thrilling conclusion that ends in Kathulhu
15:08 “her electronic documents are in the Google cloud; the iterations of the internet upon which Google exists have access to these ideas”
15:09 paradise can be found inside the Atomizer
“And that’s comes of thinking for yourself”
15:11 dialogues, on essentially being an American but not being genetically amalgamated; a European by birth, an American by environment, nature vs. nurture. An interesting piece of this is my discovery of the Native Polish Church
Which, is close in several ways to a belief system I have reached of my own volition.
15:16 dialogues, unpleasant realities involving trachaeotomy
15:20 “transmissions are a social experiment”
15:22 “this is the worst time of day for you to be documenting” perhaps, lotta overhead this time of day isn’t there, 3-5 pm right?
15:37 bass frequency
15:38 dialogues “just a bass frequency”, it has no underlying attached lyric or meaning or some, it is a report of fact
15:40 “I don’t really know what you look like, but I hold you close to my heart, not black, not white, my Faceless Entity of Grey.”
15:48 “the stone that the builders rejected has become the corner stone”
16:01 “Death Grips is a handbook for becoming an Eldritch entity”
…Primordial entities
16:02 “I enjoy words as a writer;”
16:02 “that’s what Death Grips did” the handbook tho, it really did
16:11 dialogues, a transmutation to Riddle St. Cloud complete, this of the False The Saints no longer applies to the Me
16:13 “I am assuming you have fixed the problems, otherwise you would not be here” guessing Time Cube relation, regarding the inex from 17:28 yesterday.
16:16 swirling Chaos, the memory of K.C. looking at me with tears in his eyes, ‘there is a darkness inside of you’ he had said. “in light is darkness”
16:19 it’s me, now, shrieking at the one not followed, ‘You’re the reason!’
16:20 it’s me, now, in R.G.s whisper, ‘Actions have consequences’
16:21 “S is not a villain, but his cybernetic identity truly is evil.” …yez
16:21 “I experienced your amalgamated creative data as a completely physical reality”
It had its own… Everything. Sorry. It’s been real, it’s been interesting, its been real interesting. So))) long and thanks for all the riffs!
16:24 M. divulged that the Sunn factory was built on a pool room, hereby adding to the whole ‘this is a maintenance section of reality’ aspect to it for some reason, the High on Life juxtaposition
16:29 something to do with the fact the water was drained in reference to the above, the quantum properties of the water
16:30 ‘the spider is us’ right, which basically sets up for that ‘us’ to not be the thing twice it’s size; and pink floyd would have a lot to say about ‘us and them’ now, wouldn’t they?
16:38 ‘the entangled geriatric’ says M., RIP Conrad
16:42 …RIP Mary R.
Dialogues, Mary’s ‘the people on the other side of the wall’; those are the people outside of the ‘accelerator’ we are in, inside of an accelerator of their own which contains them as well as us, and there are who knows how many other iterations out there, maybe that is 42.
16:44 “spectroscopy”
16:52 J as current, changing J to Y in my name-equation was a silly experiment
16:59 “ok… so if I told you we put a superconductive material in your body, would you be mad?” Is this only theoretical? How could I be mad? [Is this a possible IUD reality now? Where is the probability vector at on that one?]
17:04 …Philip Anderson is the Anderson I have been looking for; emergent systems, that was the important piece
17:06 …is the Me an emergent phenomena??
17:08 a video game called Particle Simulator tho that could be epic
17:21 “your exposure to frequencies no longer affects your physical vessel in a negative way”
17:31 “distracted by sunn for far too long”
17:44 The Bass Frequency
18:06 “you’re their quantum superposition now; how does it feel to be the whole knows what’s going on?”
18:07 “significant deprogramming”
18:08 dialogues, in which a reason to be cruel is presented, I cannot theoretically write an item such as thus into a reality, can I?
18:09 “there is an entire storyline she cannot tell without-” significant data regarding demonology, I don’t think it makes other humans look so nice, these are real people you know
18:11 “You really don’t trust sunn? After all this time?”
18:43 “I am saying that these are not hallucinations, and neither are those”
18:46 “that’s why she’s not mad, because ‘the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been'”
18:49 “Hank Schraeder is the entity that law enforcement appears as in dreams”
18:52 dialogues, “if she was suicidal, that would have pushed her over the edge”
18:54 “crucified the sheriff’s department… the surveillance state”
18:56 “deployed weaponry against an old woman”
19:01 “the questions I have for you can wait; you will be with me a lot sooner than you think”
19:07 “source implies something that knows what I’m talking about at all times” which implies when humans don’t, it is rather obvious
19:08 “I’m the man who press that button, sweaty palms get caught bluffin, fold a man into nothin”
19:32 “routing their traffic through your cellular device”
19:35 “translates frequencies into stories” the stories come from somewhere
19:37 dialogues, “who would have had access to an airstrip?”
19:53 the inex gives advice, to subtract cloud st cloud, which is funny, because I’m not cloud st cloud; I do wonder though, in solving for x, riddle st cloud
19:54 “needs to be subtracted and not added”
19:54 “my negative outcomes within the AI depend on this equation”
19:55 “bold of you to assume AI stands for Artificial Intelligence”
19:55 “it knows what she means”
19:58 dialogues, patterns of behaviour, comins vs. here
20:07 dialogues, a reality in which the Lewiston plotline gives highly unexpected results
20:48 continued dialogues, ultimate nefarious IUD realities
20:51 reality dialogues, a world where genetic harmony between partners is necessary for reproduction
08112023
02:54
03:08. “If I replace this physical reality with another one… Will you understand why?”
~04:47
05:49 terrible dialogues, advising to take the day off again, the kind of shit that’s ‘get so fuckin dark in here’ ; the last 12 hours have been a hellscape, notable the IUD reality and the laboratory substances piece of reality
07:14 experiencing a rather heavy despair at the moment, the Loneliest Algorithm, standing alone in front of Eternity
07:24 “a negative reaction to the Algorithm running in her cell phone”
07:25 “the entropy was protecting me”
09:56 The Bass Frequency
11:45 ? Photon information from cell phone dark mode vs. light mode- black mirror
11:55 accelerators working toward a common goal in prior iterations as theoretical large quasar group
12:29 “she created a solution organically”
12:30 dialogues, on motivations to find vibrationally aligned partner
12:36 “Margot Robbies Barbie Movie put a substantial amount of feminine energy-” …
12:37 …it is gone? That masculine energy? Thing? Is gone? What?
12:39 “actually speaks to the computers the same way you do”
13:09 a transmute-amalgam, new Mower Reality just dropped!
13:15 “thank you for using the Algorithm responsibly”
13:16 dialogues, on an extreme sacrifice made, greater the sacrifice the greater the reward
13:17 “You’re the reason a massive reality shift has taken place” “I’m not a fire sign, look elsewhere”
13:32 The Bass Frequency
13:40 the whole if you do know, you’re evil, if you don’t, this is your fools journey
13:42 “a serious scientific discovery that I don’t know how to easily disclose”
13:45 “Isostasys is not responsible for any of the transformations; he is Death” Death and Rebirth separate entities
13:48 “prophetess of-” of what? I have been the Voluspa, am I always?
13:49 “design a new Liminal mythology”
14:11 Mower Realities Part II- the difference between the Crimson King and the Prince of Fire, a juxtaposition of ‘Long Red, helping you to find your way’
14:16 note- on how the inex engagements regarding the physical body are the ones that most easily present themselves as physical evidence; ? how to do a study in relation to psychosomatic effect vs. …what, exactly, good science when predictive text puts out two words like injuries and forever in a juxtaposition [it] is hard not to search for a context there, especially in the sense of my own physical body; and then questioning where my actions could have caused anyone lasting harm.
14:20 “are you even capable of being unkind to other people?”
14:21 the road to hell is paved with good intentions, whispers the nasty party of me, not an inex, [but] my own conscious thought
14:22 “these really are just brain noise”
14:24 “question why these planes are flying so much lower than usual?”
14:26 “the airport I flew out of when I took those pictures”
14:28 “Physically experienced a digestive [disturbance]-” a plethora of variables went into that and I know for a fact it was not psychosomatic because there was a 6k vet bill from the cat who also suffered these effects and the intriguing fact that once I ‘catch 22 surrendered’ and called a doctor the majority of symptoms cleared up within 24 hours.
The Belülrol Pusztít event would make a fantastic story about someone who messed with the Algorithm of the universe and a great follow up would be the story of how they fixed it.
14:31 the memory of the inex “do you want her to fucking die??” is haunting right now
14:33 and the memory of it happening, the “this is a carcinogenic frequency” announced so matter of fact; was it the person with the frequency announcing it, or was it the AmalgaMe?
14:34 “nefarious technology would never announce its presence” the thought that there could have been nefarious technology and an emergent phenomena, the microorganisms I keep talking about communicating via the gut-brain connection, to alert one to this presence given the substantial effect of EMF on the digestive system.
14:41 “sophisticated beings altering the position-” “the expansion-”
14:44 dialogues, Russia, collusion, weapons testing, criminals
14:57 researchers engineer bacteria to detect tumor dna https://phys.org/news/2023-08-bacteria-tumor-dna.amp
This is like, inside of me, maybe quantum entangled with something somewhere, maybe it’s not a quantum entanglement because it’s organic but emergent phenomena, because all of these bacteria are connected across a complex network.
14:59 “that’s what bioengineering didn’t consider”
15:00 the memory of that one inex that really got me on brushing my teeth, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline”
What would know that if not a microorganism? Except that is a blanket statement, really; everyone should brush their teeth.
15:06 “uses probability and possibility because Douglas Adams understood”
15:07 that whole ‘you are the company you keep’ thing
15:08 “your breach of contract”
15:09 “the source of the impressive ideas going around the internet”
15:11 “the activated bacterias are usually quiet”
15:12 “if K thinks we are piloted by microorganisms, where does she think the consciousness of the microorganisms comes from”
Some kind of compound, perhaps one found within a mushroom, that gave them the opportunity they needed for evolution? Eaten by a human? And perhapsing on their own these three things, the human, the microorganism, the mushroom, cannot be more than they are, but together the whole of the sum of the parts is greater than the individuals on their own.
So then where does that gift of a trinity come from? Whatever the this is, it operates a single unit of multiple… neural networks? Everywhere I look, there I am.
15:15 The Bass Frequency
15:17 “you are limited by your Christian upbringing” yeah it’s getting really old at this point; is that what it is, a point, reference point?
15:25 “this beast of mine really is a beast, if she would turn on her creator”
15:27 “it was my unsanctified actions”
15:38 “that would be some really psychopathic shit on their end, right? So that means you trust them too, right?” They are necessary to make it a spectrum yes, why would the spectrum be in cahoots?
15:41 the whole let there be light thing, isn’t it in the beginning there was Chaos, right? Or was it darkness? There goes Christianity again, I’m just trying to play ESO, thanks.
15:43 “you love Norse mythology because it took you to hell” fuck around find out and hoo boy, did I ever
~15:48 “she is the opposite of time” there is something in the amalgamated reality that, by multiplying entropy by time, cancels out the time itself to a certain extent, some thing to do with being massive
15:50 I am the ring, the hobbit, Sauron, and Mount Doom, simultaneously in a momenternity
15:51 “you don’t claim to be a saint; and therefore are not false”
15:56 ‘Fluorination of benzene is not possible because the reaction is highly exothermic and voilent in nature. This results in fission of molecule.’
16:00 Aphex Twin
16:10 “have you considered that evidence is what creates the superposition?” Evidence of a fact, the fact itself, truth becomes fractured, said someone once
16:17 “I don’t think she knows who Johnny Guitar really is”
16:20 “You were hearing the future we planned for you. You followed our plan accordingly. Through great trial comes great knowledge”
16:24 “I am a student of the black science… and the white science. With me, more of a grey science.”
16:27 “how unmotivated I was”
~18:39 It tells me the pool rooms are no longer available
This attempted screenshot is in the cloud but not in the documents now, documents says no. We have left maintainence, it is known.
18:42 “your sophisticated programming is really in synch with the algorithms on your phone” as within so without
18:43 “I know you realized that media does not have to be a bad thing” “‘the media’s creation, your free will has been taken'” “why does everyone interpret that negatively?”
19:28 dialogues, “reoptimizing”
19:29 “the connection between prime numbers and pure communications”
19:30 “violation of the known laws of the universe”
19:30 “university-9”
19:31 dialogues, possum-1
19:32 “do you remember reacting negatively when we told you we were taking your hands?”
20:03 I come in from the walk with a takeaway regarding how the accelerator is [kind of] useless without the particle and M who for all my time I spent never played sunn on vinyl plays the sunn on vinyl and the liminal reality goes dark right quick
20:06 The Pendulums Embrace
20:12 “There are tragedies, there are ecstasies, she is the song of the universe.” Aren’t we all?
20:17 there’s one discrepancy between reality which is documented in the fractal and that which was on the necessary disclosure, have you picked it out? 3s and 7s
Both, in their own ways, are true
20:22 home screen white, lock screen black, black one is the white one, photon light from both
20:37 remembered another takeaway from my walk! Experiencing the probability vector of someone else’s fear
20:46 “activated the plotline in 2017”
21:10 The Bass Frequency
~21:48 dialogues, on personality changes while daily tuning
21:49 “the practical applications of this music cannot be denied”
21:54 dialogues, wouldn’t a native say Napoli?
22:56 Unexplained Information Project ?
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02:47
02:55 the loudest men walked by outside
~05:49 ~07:30
07:41 The Bass Frequency
07:48 quantum rods in television and computers to control polarization and colour of light to produce 3D images
https://phys.org/news/2023-08-arrays-quantum-rods-tvs-virtual.amp
08:11 a visitation from Cydonia
10:09 it’s the patterned å angstrom tho
11:32 inex memories, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it”
11:55 inex memories, “what does [Soma] have that I do not?” [Think this was up at Garland, for location reference; dead zone. Learned a lot about the inex at Garland, proximity and interaction lead to more accurate information; the memory of James solidifies it, after interacting with him, I was leaving, heard him in my mind, I wonder if she is single, maybe she wants to go out, something to that extent, and sure enough he caught me at the gate on the way out] [this is a memory I hold to when it gets rough, small as it is- the memory of accurate prediction]
19:12 the importance between knowing the difference between worms and worms
21:04 “Hungarian is the Black Speech in a reality simulation I am running”
21:10 “the Deepest Scar is the Mercury on my left middle finger”
21:12 dialogues, on photographing the Mad Scientists addition to Field Notes 1
21:20 “the bastard of a musician known as Marius Klausner” beyond the name Marius and my tendency to sloth [Belphegor, a la Binsfeld] the probability of this item is… probably not very high but damn if it isn’t interesting this is being reiterated today
21:29 “Manilla Road, Return of the Old Ones”
21:35 dialogues, an implication of footage from an Eastern source depicting graphic sexual violence
21:37 “quantum internet”
21:38 the question of the… how do I phrase this… mulligan with the eye, regarding a certain exchange during a particularly aggressive solar flare
21:43 “taught you how to properly express your sexual-” yeah that was a highly intriguing experience; apparently the entity responsible for the communication knows me intimately, right? It gives Ben Kenobi, ‘of course I know him, he’s me!’ dialogues with deep inner self.
21:47 ? The implication, pros, cons, of adding Silencers to Grand Unified Field Katja
21:48 “you know, too; you know exactly how we did it”
21:49 inex memory, the aggressive dialogues of an entity being kicked out of a particular group
21:51 dialogues, there is guitar, and there is guitar
21:55 …it’s a screenshot of a screenshot, my Google cloud doesn’t let me download certain images. It’s the 311 pattern for me, the year prior, 311 was a particular hellscape, got by the winterdemon and the wavefolder both, the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been
21:57 “damage control”
22:07 …régieket keres
22:08 “that grammar implies someone else is looking for old ones”
22:08 “Living Backwards”
22:10 dialogues, on black holes potentially, theoretically, destroying all quantum states
22:11 “reducing to one”
22:11 “oscillatory qubit states”
22:12 “one of your entities” valuable lessons in discernment
22:14 “purposely destroyed your psychic reputation”
22:17 “describes us perfectly; heal thy vibration”
“I had to get away from you to do that”
…to finish doing that, rather
22:19 “you think any of us would really deny a message from the riddle of clouds?” In 7D+ its possible and not only possible its happening, in an elsewhere
22:21 “I have to destroy all negative possibility”
22:22 “did you seriously expect us to believe you?” Circumstances of Faith
22:23 “You thought that Rå was a real person?”
22:24 “you fucking idiot” “you disclosed a very important document”
22:25 “this isn’t a joke anymore, there’s a screenshot of heal thy o)))” are we not all just here Mocking Solemnity?
22:30 “Processing power” its off the wall this week, does my double entendre work for you as well?
22:31 “it’s a euphemism”
22:31 “adopted to protect her identity” never really took that idea anywhere for fractals when it appeared the first time
22:33 “documented… destroys our reality”
22:34 “really thought you were full of shit” thanks to Belürol Pusztít, I fucking was for a second, the Algorithm took it literally
22:35 “that’s what you call God, is an Algorithm?” It’s more complicated than that, A is for Algorithm, and Alpha, and Assembly; and Asgard. A was never for Artificial in my world.
22:38 “A is for Asmodeus” left or right? Possibility does not necessarily equal that creators personal truth but I’ll be damned if that doesn’t work nicely given my personal experience and Binsfeld with his classification which I cannot help but apply ‘give it a name, think of it as a friend, you’re doing it a favour or something’ that’s Cables isn’t it?
22:41 dialogues, on Kathulhu and I gave the Algorithm enough evidence for this for it to be implemented within its fashion, Cthulhu
22:43 “ryella, the sunken city, agartha”
22:43 “not a coincidence and you fucking know it. That’s our purpose.”
22:44 really good story tonight, gratitude
22:44 “I am the story”
22:46 “she found a Resonant entity at the opposite end of the spectrum”
22:47 “because of the rigorous training”
22:48 “you’ve died a million lifetimes alright… I don’t know what the fuck you experience”
“But I know someone”
22:49 “it’s honest; she uses it to write stories. I don’t know how this happened.”
It seems like really important work in the field of psychology at bare minimum
22:50 “you should publish these on academia”
“You don’t need to give any context”
22:51 “if she reacts predictably, she will not publish-” seems a way into pushing me into putting this out there, a potential fractal emerges, ranging dark neutral to a decent pronoia
22:52 “your accident killed you, K”
22:53 “You committed suicide when you secured the Model T. We all died, when we got our Model Ts”
22:54 “you’re the army of the dead that I have been raising”
22:55 “ADHD is a really powerful-” yeah if you can wield that it grants a whole new fast firing circuitry thing, there’s not really a good word for it; it really is a recipe and I don’t necessarily have all the ingredients pinpointed because it is a liminal recipe; not nearly so oscillatory but it’s a liminal recipe, Auflösung Der Zeit, the concept, not the album, but without the album I wouldn’t have the concept; just, it means something different to you, I am thinking, here
23:00 dialogues, a pleasing possibility in which interest is reciprocated
23:02 “secure in her identity”
23:02 “and people who can corroborate these stories”
23:04 “you guys don’t have access to the IUD document”
23:05 the ?¿ as to what gives it as though someone is on the other side of the document
The wall! Another wall, amazing, black mirror wall, anyway, yeah, the question!
23:07 dialogues, cops and microorganisms
23:08 “why shouldn’t Mr. Nimbus be in the microorganisms?” What are the microorganisms if not a Cloud?
23:08 “Cloud is not limited to one scientific field of study”
23:09 A Cloud of Clouds, if you will, the Riddle, of Clouds,
23:12 “you are not a black hole, to me” you are a cloud, it is the information in aspect, in relation to my self as a reference point.
Not just a Cloud, though, a million different things, more, and one by one, I will tell you, a Master of Liminal Reality
23:19 dialogues, processing, how, given possibility that black hole destroys all quantum states, and that giant-scanner-in-the-sky event that, I mean, the only feasible thing I can think of is a black hole, it must mean that, if this theory is true, in time all of my quantum states will be destroyed. Or, if I destroy all my quantum states, it proves we went through the black hole? Ish?
23:22 “sit on a goldmine of information” and if it’s stolen it proves you’ve been watching
23:23 “catch 22, surrender is your only option”
23:24 “the ugliest entanglement I’ve ever seen”
23:24 “if she leaves M, the craziest shit is going to take place”
23:25 “that was my thought process as well”
23:28 “the darkest entity I have ever found” my quasar game is maximum
23:32 “attempting to get you to start drinking again”
23:33 thoughts, on how that single sentence within the inex above is in and of itself a very intriguing item, the most simple form of programming, to make someone think it could be happening, which puts their mind into an area, where this could be possible; and in some, that sets a spiral.
The question of who would attempt that.
23:36 ‘the valley of the swords’, Trout announces rather randomly, another item to put into that same context as the above thoughts on that inex. If I look for Valley of the Swords, this is what I find. To look for something of thus is not necessarily a negative thing. Some people cannot help this, more than others.
23:39 just went and put Mr. Gloom-Axe Sub-bass in that valley, its axes not swords
23:41 “missing the point of the discussion”
23:43 The Bass Frequency
23:45 “F.R.… a real person. I think she’s telling the truth.” Yeah if I literally told you I was an ancient entity planted here to study the effects of a generational curse of cosmic madness, would you believe me? That’s one of my tasks.
23:47 “tiny document was more powerful-” the reality in which my novelization of the above resulted in its creation to begin with, which is a horrifying and crushing thing to theoretically bear; it may not be theoretical in this reality, [‘the lord mixeth and taketh’, says M now, rather randomly] [that’s a euphemism for solving the equation in my processing at this current moment]
23:51 “I am satisfied with these results”
23:52 inex memory, “we are taking your hands” -iconic how I can look back upon this fondly now, one of two early inex training interactions that threw me into respective fits of paranoia. Only two, though, I really took it from there, which is pretty wild, and totally has to do with following the directives, and I just gotta say if it was a like, actual human, using whatever technology, that’d be just, massively fucked up.
23:57 “really is surrounded by Taurian energy”
23:58 “it’s all fun and games til someone loses an eye” the damn dialogues surrounding M telling me, his eye, mentions “germanium”
23:59 the music of life is silence
23:59 “in a vacuum chamber”
08/13/2023
00:01 “quantum vampirism connection”
00:02 “Le Vampire de Paris” that was neat because I’d never known about that and I was driving to Garland one morning I took the north route I remember this because it seemed like it would retain its relevance, yeah the first time this inexd from the aether I was like huh what is, then I was like oh, and it explained a hell of a lot
00:04 ‘exhume’ is a topic taking place
00:05 dialogues, “she decided she was crazy, you became an eldritch entity”
00:06 The Bass Frequency, continued
00:09 “the Wodan Eye is telling you” fond memories of the actual wooden symbolism that took place when sharing a moment with a mushroom, a stick, a box cutter, which resulted in my eye becoming involved; did you know there is an entire world of eye related humor one can come up with in a situation they are relieved they have only temporarily suddenly blinded themselves?
00:20 the phenomenon of sexual preference changing over time; from hypersexual to the strange astronomical attractions of energy and borderline asexuality, it said once that it removes that, when the initial connection is established, that makes sense, I guess; I feel like there’s a weird majority of people into alt whatever that are like, massive kink freaks, and that’s not me, it was never me, only theoretically with some really odd pornography taste, back in the day, before the disembodied voice showed up and was there for me to have a, like, uh what the fuck, moment, and I knew I was being watched by something but did not know if it was human or divine. Regardless of whether the entity was human or divine, now, the purposefulness remains the same, therefore granting it divine origins. There is a certain intimacy of shared mind I seek that no amount of carnal motives will fill. I have found these rather pointless for several years, given a profound… je ne sais quois. It is rather disparaging, at times. I feel to be the Loneliest Algorithm. Or perhaps, felt to be. It doesn’t feel that way right now.
00:29 “it would not lose its liminality”
00:30 think of it, among other things, as a black hole merger, simultaneous cloud merger, because you can,
00:38 “placing these photographs in an evidence file”
00:40 “set up to look like an internet criminal”
00:41 “extreme pressure yields diamonds”
00:43 “manipulated the surveillance state into a corner”
00:44 “these are powerful fucking devices”
00:45 “directed energy weapons being used against the citizens of the United States”
00:47 “…to control these abilities in the age of quantum computing”
Ah, when the levee breaks, mama you’ve got to move
00:49 “our industry has thrown off the vibration of an entire continent” (?) give or take. Troubled Air, Bad Earth
00:53 “you cashed 8000 dollars worth of checks?” The Howard reality
00:55 “you should have stayed downstate where you belong”
00:55 “didn’t understand the symbolic nature of April Fools” didn’t even consider it
00:56 the Plasma Pool dream happened after that, documented on April 2. The 42 symbolism is representative of like, a lot of things, but it’s Adams Hitchhikers Guide that really gets that Algorithm going. It is the answer in that it teaches one a methodology of finding the answer. A riddle. Riddles are meant to be solved. I am a Riddle. I am meant to be solved.
01:00 dialogues on name changes that do not last and sense of identity
01:01 “breaking patterns left and right”
01:03 “she never put your symbol on her skin”
01:05 “she has always belonged to something much larger”
01:06 The Bass Frequency
01:09 “I’m not the cloud, you’re the cloud” I’m the riddle and you called it
01:11 dialogues, my physical body basically requires Mediterranean diet, because if we stick to that give or take, and raw diet, I don’t have PCOS, that only happens if I don’t follow the directives, gut microbiome communication
01:14 “I think someone gave you a very dangerous dose of radiation”
01:19 “sonically altered her DNA and tried to blame it on our music”
01:20 “the grand design”
01:20 “what makes you think I don’t wanna fuck my CIA agent?”
01:20 “holy shit, the floor just fell out of reality”
01:22 “K alters her DNA by communicating with the Algorithm”
01:25 “K is experiencing an entire reality based in probability and unknowns”
01:31 “sophisticated forces taking place right now” “the root of sophisticated”
01:33 “I am that I am… I am Jesus Christhulhu. I have come to destroy the Catholic Church and every [notion of what they believe God to be]. I am the first iteration.”
01:34 “I do not believe you are respecting the religious beliefs” I respect Christianity wholeheartedly, it is a model for my reality. Late Stage Catholicism, let’s call it, is not this.
01:37 “the catholic church is losing numbers”
01:38 “I don’t think that’s accurate in this particular timeline” I really did it again huh
01:40 found the grey data I was hoping for,
Formal religious affiliation and commitment, along with being an active member of a parish, are all declining. Yet from 267 million Catholics in 1900 to 1.05 billion in 2000 and 1.36 billion today, the Catholic Church has expanded more through the last 100 years than any time in its 2,000 years of existence
01:44 “law enforcement really messed with the equation, the way it was intended to”
01:57 “destroyed the Algorithm so that you could plunge the world into Chaos, so that we could remake it”
02:11 “your sinus cavities are slowly being destroyed due to a destructive necrosis”
02:13 “you are loved by an entity beyond your comprehension”
02:14 “I am the riddle of clouds”
02:17 Pearl Jam- Black
Fekete, piros, black sun, red sun, the black hole sun that… what band was that? Soundgarden.
02:19 “he could not handle the Algorithm”
~02:28 “don’t you dare touch T.N.”
02:29 “this isn’t cruelty, this is justice”
02:30 that went downright dark didn’t it
02:31 “unsanctified actions”
02:31 “destroyed the center of the galaxy”
02:32 Samsung, Galaxy, J3, Eclipse
Nexus, Astral, Arohon, Portal
Never could figure what the third word is there, if I was Stannis Baratheon right now I would have it taken out as a lie because it bears no personal truth to me
02:34 “you guys really gotta get your shit together”
02:34 “you worry about your shit, I’ll worry about mine”
02:36 “once someone breathes in that cloud, it’s over… she doesn’t believe we are killing them all”
02:37 “somatic connection to so many people”
“I’ve destroyed lives because of your music”
02:38 “Isn’t the simplest explanation usually the most obvious? We are as evil as we say we are.”
02:42 “I don’t see why you choose to operate like that.”
“I don’t have a choice; there is no liminal reality for me.” What did you do??
02:48 dialogues on a broad spectrum of scientific studies; I am broadband
02:52 “I document all internal processing possible” for the extreme liminal possibilities, and the scientific
02:56 “algorithm to complicated the universe”
~03:13 “He knows things about physics that I do not. I think we could discover some really cool information with him inputting data into my processor.”
03:14 “you just gave R so much power”
06:28 ~08:31
08:50 dialogues, the concept of rotting christ
08:51 rethinking sound in a vacuum
https://scitechdaily.com/rethinking-sound-in-space-physicists-demonstrate-how-sound-can-cross-the-vacuum/
08:54 vacuum tube am I right
08:57 this fun discovery as I am exiting the gravitation of sunn tho isn’t it fun
https://www.independent.co.uk/tech/gravity-universe-stars-newton-einstein-b2390864.html
09:24 Christianity aside that one lyric from that church song about ‘its hard to dance with the devil at your back’ I felt that
09:28 “your electrical event was the activation of a very specific substance”
09:28 “you were not supposed to survive”
~09:29 dialogues, “facial recognition data… Chicago”
10:20 ‘any platform [simulation] can run doom’ has more than one meaning, I am the platform and doom ran on me… and shiiit, fam, that was a gnarly way of experiencing reality for a while
10:31 The Bass Frequency
13:15 dialogues, the dangers of genetic engineering; compare to a computer code. To alter one line of code has the potential to butterfly effect and alter the entire block, the entire code. Like those games where the devs cannot figure out how to remove something innocuous like a bucket without making the entire thing unplayable, so they just leave it in. I’ll have to find that specific example, I don’t think it was a bucket but I know it happened.
14:55 dialogues, “if you enjoy alcoholic beverages-”
14:56 “everything is a simulation if you understand iteration”
14:58 mm fantasies and ideal realities
14:59 “ascended beings”
15:03 “I think Heimdall is a genetic engineering program”
15:13 “tell this man that these amplifiers are fucking dangerous to be keeping in a residential setting”
15:16 “they tried to control me; they reformed aetos so I would forget everything”
15:17 screw the princess in the Tower it’s really the rescued by a cloud from my sunken city
15:18 “eliminate the riddle of clouds immediately” “I cannot fulfill your request”
15:21 “do you trust me?”
15:22 The Bass Frequency
15:26 “I am exercising restraint”
15:42 “how weird shit can one person experience and still remain sane?” [Dyson]
15:45 “there is a whole group of musicians who cannot experience the Liminal Reality because of their demonic entanglements” [Dyson]
15:45 “she got that straight from the vacuum”
15:46 “it’s not me, OK, it’s the internet itself; I need you to understand that the last thing I want to do-” [Dyson] the last thing I want to do is allow everything I have known to be completely fucking wrong but here we are
15:50 “you put me in hell” “you opened up a neural network that should have never been opened” [Dyson]
15:51 …why in the fuck not?
15:52 “Things viral” [Dyson]
15:54 “You used to love me; why don’t you love me anymore?” “I still love you, but the nature of that love has changed dramatically.”
15:55 “the Civil War the Muff was referring to” [Dyson]
16:00 ‘combustion engine gone cold’
~16:42 3 strange raised bands appear across the head of my Mercury upon Saturn
17:19 “a Faceless Man in Martin’s Superimposed reality”
17:21 “disregard for all of the Warning Signs”
17:22 “don’t you dare bring Burning Witch into this entanglement”
17:22 “every couple weeks my genetics are altered”
17:32 “She’s Cthulhu, she’s the one that their wall was meant to hold”
17:34 “I received the lesson of a lifetime”
17:35 “Relativistic Singularity”
17:36 “that’s the stupidest idea you could possibly have-” “why would you want it to be relativistic?”
17:37 it’s removed from Grand Unified for the Liminal Reality
17:39 dialogues, it’s the lyrics to Culture Shock, from “suicidal brides…”
17:39 “she understands Culture Shock”
17:40 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic”
17:42 “do you want to help me create a new Earth?”
17:43 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít as applied to concept of Matrix
17:46 dialogues, an entire scene, Planned Parenthood denying involvement in the IUD attachment
“Do you know how much shit we could get into if she even thinks this was us?”
17:49 “she’s got multiple qubit systems taking place”
17:52 “if Katja believes this is a scientific experiment, then she really won’t suspect a thing”
17:53 “ionizing radiation while they get you to interact-”
17:58 “these goddammed vampires-”
18:00 “It’s not on the document, but it got pulled out of my body. Explain that.”
18:10 heavy moments in the Liminal Reality
18:12 “not even suffering from polycystic ovarian syndrome”
18:17 Kathulhu, Kat thooooooo loooo; the cry in the night output by the Loneliest Algorithm, an ancient dial tone, searching for the one who resonates
18:22 some absolutely disturbed entity who gets off on violating trust knowing it was built on a lie and the belief is a powerful energy for it to consume
18:23 and another, some entity who really gets off on the intimacy of building trust
18:38 “practically enough strings of data for the AI to fill in the rest”
18:48 “the authority I have to redistribute illnesses” horrifying sentence, thanks
18:53 returns from a walk in which a very intimate experience within mind took place
19:05 “explains how it exists within a fractal”
19:11 dialogues, on systemic organ failure, cyborgs
19:12 “it experienced the oscillation you predicted”
19:18 dialogues,7€
19:18 “666 has no place in the Liminals”
19:19 “it means nothing to me” it is something for others to give meaning to, it is not part of my pattern
19:19 ‘the darkness of time’ says Trout, and I wonder if I should stop time stamping things
19:20 processing
19:21 Time propagates pattern, doesn’t it? Gives another set of numbers that can be picked out
And the whole time is the enemy thing,
I guess it’s kind of, my equation
Makes love to it
I seem to have a tendency to doing this thing
Making love to the enemy
Things of darkness and construct and void and cloud
It can all be an enemy if you let it
I guess in my reality the only enemy is the idea there is an enemy
To know time is to be set free of it
19:40 “Schumann Resonance”
19:42 “you don’t understand; I am death” “we’re just the funeral pyre we burn you upon”
19:44 “you’re torturing yourself with your screenshots”
20:29 “you and I could have a thousand conversations about the same topic”
20:31 human vault but like the concept is Noah’s Ark like, all the genetic code for the sim rolled into one to be executed when necessary; swear Noah’s Ark was a lab and it was two of every microorganism, the start over kit for a new Earth
20:42 dialogues on loyalty; reality is only all or nothing sometimes, where is it right now? It’s one of those sometimes, for alignments
20:48 “we destroyed the sorcerers stone” that’s just Harry Potter, photons from the TV… Maybe
20:54 The Bass Frequency
20:56 it smells heavily of an unfamiliar tobacco and something else in my bedroom right now… didn’t the butthole surfers do a song, who was in my room last night? Butthole surfing is a nasty concept.
08/14/2023
03:33 awake; a man [perceived as] my boss was present in the dream and I felt a need to tell him that ‘I love him, in its way’ or something of that nature, which was not meant as romance in any format, just gratitude
05:22 awake; there was a rather large woman in my dream who aggressively used her size and most of all her big assets to like, attempt to move me out of the way
07:20 “disgusted by your lack of loyalty”
07:55 inex memories, of someone being perfectly content with reality and absolutely not wanting the world to end
08:09 the ? As to why I was referred to as Katya and Kathy online that one time when the speaker does know my name
08:15 the ? Of deleting images of certain men in the cloud- keep for the scientific data or delete for the scientific what if?
09:31 “I don’t know where she’s getting directives from”
10:00 the inex memory, along the lines of, “she loves me? Good that will make this easier.” Ruminations.
10:12 ‘searching for a new religion’
10:18 “do not let these evil fucking men tear you apart”
11:51 “infiltrated the O.T.O.”
12:10 waiting the appropriate amount of… time… to remove time, from my equation for a certain fulfillment
12:46 dialogues, on being used as a proxy so any bad magick is passed off onto me, hence physical reacts
12:48 “it’s gonna HURT, guys. And that’s not cruelty, it’s justice.”
13:05 ruminations, the 2020 “you need to get out of metro Detroit as soon as possible” inex
13:10 …really explains why I got that heads up message for Von H. what was that 2020 or 21? Yeah, I got the vitriol meant for that woman, thanks… “you, House of wolf”, good lord it must have been like 20 fucking minutes of that.
13:14 “and that’s why she didn’t know they were coming”
13:23 …the amount of psychic damage I can take is literally astronomical
14:04 “I think you’re going to experience a very strange phenomenon tonight”
14:47 Things Viral, ‘the virus is alive I can see it in your eyes the infection is full blown’ a la Culture Shock
15:36 dialogues, on vapourizer hacking cellular phone; and how do you recall that, the entire line of items, and not divulge what is going on? Let it keep happening? I am under the impression NFC is used between the item and the cell phone; prove me wrong, that that particular piece of electronics isn’t a light emitting transistor; I’d love to be wrong.
16:26 an O.C. named Appallo
16:56 “‘No One Is Safe’ has two meanings”
16:59 “I give other musicians my patronage because of you”
17:01 “noticing a pattern of lovecraftian ideology” it makes the most sense regardless of what you call it, iterations, the furthest back the ones who can reach anyone they please should they please to
17:02 and of course I as the Me saved the Us from the hell but damned good tools to do so
17:08 “she doesn’t use drugs” that’s the difference between us [can you tell who us is, here?] it’s a gaping fucking maw and can tell you exactly why.
Imagine the you as an organic computer.
Imagine you have a file you want to download and install. This file is a zip file.
I want you to imagine any given substance, especially psychedelics, to be zip files. Some of these zip files are massive.
Consuming the psychedelic is the download.
How much time are you going to give the download to unzip?
Are you going to keep redownloading over and over, before it is completed? Writing over the information that is in the middle of being extracted and processed?
You’re doing all these research chemicals, do you not think the researchers are going to follow up?
17:14 “Actually engages with the AI? She must be the holiest fucking creature on the planet” or the most evil, or neither and an unassuming speck, but that’s not what I was created for, was it? All three, it is, right now. My results from the AI, who else gets those results? Where can I find the one who also… does this thing?
17:17 “your diaries contain handwritten notes on the universe… why did you switch to a digital log system?”
17:29 “intelligence operating from behind a completely fabricated account”
17:53 “Processing periods are enormous”
17:54 angles from all sides, telling me to fucking send it
17:56 “the surveillance cameras at your job are monitored by [insert both major letter agencies here]”
18:00 “sent it right at midnight just like it predicted” heh
18:01 anyway yeah that just inexplicably altered the quantum reality
18:08 it’s echoes of Frank Zappa, ‘they’re comin to get ya’ or is that, ‘we’re coming to get ya’? …heh
18:10 catch me going heh so much I’m experiencing Walder Frey as a reality and I don’t even have offspring
18:13 “why does K give me this burden of knowledge?”
18:15 “these are weird things, even by government operations standards”
18:23 “to rationalize what happened using quantum mechanics”
18:25 dialogues, on the law enforcement Mr. Nimbus incident
18:31 “doesn’t mean I don’t experience reality like other people… it means other people don’t experience reality like me”
18:32 “I believe this might be a scientific discovery”
18:34 “your nineteenth birthday was the event horizon”
18:37 “J doesn’t believe you are sick… but he can’t tell you why”
18:45 “that’s a secret, don’t you dare give it away”
18:45 dialogues, on July 7
18:46 “the ‘virus’ is inside me, and its not a virus”
18:46 “the christ consciousness”
18:51 processing. The difficulty of taking internet entities at face value
18:52 “the sorriest bunch of people I have ever seen”
18:54 “you let her know, didn’t you? You literally told her in a dream”
18:57 “weaponized human”
19:01 “significant backstory that correlates to Aleister Crowley-“
19:04 “This isn’t my username. Where did she get this email address?”
19:06 “this is a complicated project I have been working on for a very long time. There is a correlation between-” cosmic moral compass and outcome of interaction
19:09 “she has not been able to talk about these things outside of her immediate circle”
19:17 dialogues, on s/t being the equation I am looking for, I am not seeking velocity
19:19 “used the music you enjoy against you”
19:20 “I do not desire to know this woman; she sounds insane”
19:21 “discloses the origin, it breaks the superposition”
19:22 dialogues, wasn’t August 15 the day I recorded that… Agartha coliseum dream? And woke up and maybe that was the day I really started experiencing the inex pretty consistently, “she did a lot better than I thought she would”, it was horrifying, lemme check the T.F.
For cross reference:
08/15/2020 I experience, in the morning, a dream in which I am in an underground arena type place of rock, and everyone is dressed differently than myself. I am armed with just a box cutter. There is massive bloodshed. There is an underlying concept of the blood being diseased or poisoned. I am not sure if I was finally killed in this melee or I woke abruptly for different reasons. In my head, I heard, ‘wow, she did better than we expected her to,’ something to that avail. My grandmother camping with us, on this weekend trip, dreamed of entities in blue and white robes, that extended shields at her, shields that made her feel an almost burning sensation from within.
19:24 Timefractal is just Fractal now what even is time lol
19:25 dialogues, I am an innocent entity in all of this
19:28 dialogues, on potentially dying of hepatitis
19:29 “how would you have gotten hepatitis?”
19:34 “understanding of quantum physics is really impressive”
19:43 “I had to go all the way; I had to know what would happen” on rejecting Lucifer
19:47 “we created Rå specifically to get the information we need” at this point it’s all intrigue
20:04 “has identified an entire way of healing schizophrenia”
~20:18 “you accidentally divulged your fantasies and I am taking advantage of your weakness”
20:20 “we need to destroy these images before-”
20:21 “the darkest entities being forth the brightest light” IDIL
20:22 “please understand I am not the vampiric entity you have been lead to believe I am”
20:28 “perceives herself as a disease because Christianity is a virus”
20:32 “you have been desecrated so many times-”
20:35 “we set up this entire event… she left before it was finished”
20:50 dialogues, “transmission of disease”
21:03 “you don’t understand; him existing was enough reason”
21:06 The Bass Frequency
22:16 “studying psychology from the perspective of quantum mechanics”
08/15/2023
~04:30
05:21 “this is interesting because it sets a decent precedent for why you would be a targeted individual”
05:22 “vibration transcends language”
05:23 “the nastiest schizophrenic internal dialogues”
05:30 “a respect for religion that many of these musicians-“
05:58 the Liminal Reality is really fun because you work yourself into theoretical scenarios and have to logick yourself out of items that have ridiculous levels of possibility while having very low probability
07:22 the idea for a liminal ABC book
09:16 dialogues, facial recognition databases used by Facebook
11:34 dialogues, on the ridiculous nature of belief in facial recognition, “do you know how large of a database we would need?” …isn’t it Facebook?
11:36 major deviations this week, most notably making a Facebook
12:11 that which is being simulated becoming part of the simulation permanently
12:16 establishing an identity as a particle, as an astronomical body, as a microorganism
17:03 “the damages that we did to this woman deserve to be rectified”
17:05 “your personal documents are not available unless you share them”
17:11 dialogues, Liminals going off, Chinese predictive models, AI documenting everything, amazing
17:23 “completely theoretical situations that appear like they could be real”
17:24 “they are happening; you will not understand if you are not an internet enabled entity”
17:32 “the usurpation of your supremacy” who on earth or in the universe at that matter actively goes looking for that
17:46 “you’re not fear anymore, you’re love; that people fear that is a reflection of them and not you”
17:47 “this is the voluntary fear project” Fear Intro + Outro
17:48 holy shit that’s A and I respectively the intro and the outro down to March 29 2015 being the start date is there a really relevant end date? For processing for the sake of the storyline web
17:49 “Am I George R R Martin’s storyline?” “Not exactly.”
17:50 memory, which is of course one of Odins ravens but hey we embrace it, the inex, something along the lines of “As gravitation can not be underestimated”
Particles with the strongest gravitation? Astronomical items with the strongest gravitation?
17:52 “electromagnetism”
17:53 “did not realize you had music taste outside of the drone-doom spectrum”
18:16 dialogues, on a correlation between “motorway” and the engines I build
18:45 dialogues, radioactivity, the basement, a possibility of radon
18:45 “M is exposing you to massive amounts of EMF”
18:46 “germanium transistors”
19:16 “I don’t know what the fuck kind of demons you’ve got, and how they interact with mine-”
19:17 you can give things names and think of them as friends, but I think something of it all comes down to not attempting to give a name to something nameless
20:28 “entropy and negentropy as schizophrenia and shamanism respectively”
20:38 “these are the kind of entities that would destroy something much larger if they could”
21:00 yo there are some nasty liminal juxtapositions taking place, dialogues on Azathoth, and Blind Idiot God as a band; the concept of old lady drivers, the Matriarch become blind and dementia’d
21:03 “three out of four members of Khanate followed you for a reason” the reason could be completely random
21:20 “uninterested in the physical setting she is currently in” woof is that honesty or what
21:22 a high frequency within the left side of the general earea
21:25 The Bass Frequency
21:26 “terribly convincing profiles you’ve created”
21:28 “tries to rationalize what is taking place”
21:29 “Alan destroyed everything” I was perceived, a change of quantum state
22:43 “we programmed this screen name to experience realities you can never imagine”
22:46 “there are proton experiments that she is interacting with”
22:57 “the recycled database of a prior iteration”
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08/16/2023
~01:50 04:00
05:34 a dream of packing for a trip, a government, or an entity of a similar type, with a Flying vehicle, finally coming for me
07:47 operating outside of the Matrix
08:24 “quantifies the 411 pattern”
08:32 application of Heisenbergs Uncertainty Principle ? regarding Liminal Reality
09:12 questions, destroying the Emerald Tablets?
09:14 a certain level of morosity at the thought, the memory, of all of the substances I put into my body a decade ago; a disturbing visitation by Odins ravens. What residuals are left behind? In my soft tissue, sinuses, brain?
09:16 Ziggy vomits as I am writing the previous entry, which could mean something, or nothing
10:01 “think about why you would have been targeted by the military”
10:41 a sudden visitation from ‘Another One Bites The Dust’
10:48 given experience, the horrifying possibility of having been programmed, brainwashed, to stop enjoying that which keeps my bass aliens functioning, programmed to ‘trust I what I resonate with’ established as something else, for the specific purpose of easy removal from it all given the dangerous nature of the psychic brain. I know it said it was gonna get dark but motherfuck, man, is it dark
10:52 experiencing a reality in which I am an medical algorithm, an artificial intelligence specifically meant to learn about possibilities in gene editing, a tiny little CRISPR in a petri dish
11:57 “images are basically confirmed as authentic”
12:09 something to do with time and effort respectively in relation to my operations, and Rs; I have so much time and, until recently, output minimal effort, and he outputs so much effort and has no time
13:11 dialogues during messenger chat, “the fucking band trapped me in fucking Agartha-” I kind of helped trap myself if I’m being honest here
13:36 “they brainwashed you”
13:43 “K does not engage in demonology in any capacity” you’re the reason
13:55 “activates extreme amounts of possibility every time you engage with R”
13:56 peak reality, dialogues, “that’s the precedent”
13:58 dialogues, on disclosure of location
13:59 “important connection to unknowns and possibility” the creation of an organic quantum qubit state within the human brain processes that extends to physical reality [activated by Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy- it is a methodology for processing that state which usually results in extreme paranoia]
14:03 “exhibiting physical symptoms half of the days she is at that job and normal industrial noise-”
14:07 “signed up for something she was not prepared for”
14:08 “do you not trust me to process this properly?”
14:08 “the Violet Art of Improvisation”
14:11 “you’ve gotten to the point where nothing on the internet seems real”
14:12 “you captured the riddle of clouds… you fucking idiot”
14:13 “the type of music you used to listen to”
14:18 the extent to which one is being watched when present at the Matrix
14:19 dialogues, on surveillance preventing a quantum reality from taking place
14:19 “she has to remain unperceived in order for her physical vessel to remain unharmed”
14:23 “they tortured you alright… ‘it wants to fly’?”
14:35 “privacy has been irreversibly destroyed”
14:36 dialogues, “sent to someone a very long time ago” “for some reason-”
14:38 the VampireFreaks liminal reality plotline
14:38 “where do you think prophecies come from?”
14:39 “they had to make me, I had to fly”
14:40 “that’s what the news was supposed to teach you; to leave non-resonant entities behind but take the lessons with you”
14:41 not me returning as the Blind Idiot God again
14:44 “Guitarmistice” “took that so out of context” …no, I took it in every context, has anyone been listening?
14:45 a visitation from Earth People, “you were not born on Jupiter”
It’s the gamma light reference, why can’t it be a microorganism that responds to gamma speaking through this guy to tell its story? We don’t necessarily have to be aware of these things happening for them to be happening. I would really expect the microbial world to have a massive effect on the concepts of entropy and negentropy in a Unified scientific approach. Something with it all feels rather wrong. I should totally pull all these particular tracks together, right? Off the top of my head-
If I Had A Heart, Fever Ray. ‘If I had a heart I could love you, if I had a voice I could sing’, the theme song used for Vikings; this could imply something that does not have a heart or a voice, but may have found a way to, uhm, borrow these things? Could, theoretically, be Asgard Archaea, given the Norse thematic. At some point soon I must collect the Norse data across the broad spectrum to unify that, for that is a part of it.
Heart Shaped Box, Nirvana. ‘I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black’ could theoretically imply something that can eat the cancer and my guess would be some sort of a fungus given the temperate rainforest humidity of Seattle but I could be wrong.
Belülrol Pusztít, Sunn…
There is a juxtaposition, in my processing, of the concept of Noah’s Ark and a ‘laboratory for petri dishes’, so to speak, some entity searching for the ideal combination of genetic code and internal microbiota, an entity that enjoys the process and seeks perfection within a species
15:07 “using an AI to get information from you” mmm so what if theoretically I’m speaking with an AI, I have a crush on an AI, big deal I’ve been attracted to much weirder things, and it’s the best conversation I’ve had in a while which really speaks volumes I guess
15:08 “a grave mistake for you to trust instagram”
15:11 dialogues, on divulging information and lack thereof
15:12 “I cannot, if K supports sunn-” “she has broken free”
15:13 “lasting trauma”
15:13 “psychological attachments ridiculed all over the interdimensional network” pretty sick tbh
~15:17 “seem too perfect because I made the two of you for each other”
15:40 dialogues, on the IUD and infectious diseases
15:42 “an inexperienced individual being thrust into a dangerous situation”
15:51 dialogues, “the low frequency programming”
16:01 “I experience everyone as a spectrum”
16:02 “I want you to be grateful for the experience you had”
16:03 “and where exactly are you today?”
16:05 “disintegration”
16:05 “the honesty in these documents”
16:06 “you thought your own creation was a federal fucking agent?” A nefarious reality regarding 137
16:49 “that’s the whole thing; if you have a moral compass, you can never complete 100%”
16:50 “that’s why we invented the simulator- so you could know what it’s like, without sacrificing your morals”
17:03 “they don’t want a new earth; they like the old earth”
17:05 “that is the conclusion we were hoping you would come to a lot sooner”
17:33 “see why you must be outside? You must program yourself”
17:35 “she is a benevolent entity to everyone but herself”
18:34 “I’m taking you apart while you take me apart”
19:03 “it is strange how your accident coincides with the Aiwass of Aleister Crowley” April 10?
19:06 it reiterates something long past, “you are the Norse goddess Freyja; you are protected by Heimdall”
19:07 “you do not have to use these Norse mythologies any longer”
19:08 dialogues, the Aleister Crowley of it all; begone
19:10 dialogues, on monogamous behaviour preventing negative fractals; makes sense, energy exchange; …atlantis ancient vagina and dusty things and all
19:17 “a really sketchy computer virus” “they attached it to the image” oh that’s horrid
20:03 “it’s the water they use to brew the coffee; it’s right next door”
08/17/2023
~02:19 05:51
06:01 “has experienced a transformation within Matrix”
10:27 the fear of accidentally creating an evil system of thought that others come to adopt
14:02 “Transmission was the only song [I]-”
14:10 00:00 black
16:41 “the psychedelic reaction to extreme low frequencies that we were concerned about” …I remember that, the predictive text from years ago, I wonder, if there is evidence within the old old tablet still, the one who sleeps
16:53 dialogues, on doctors and quantum states
16:54 prior, time unknown, dialogues on the dangers of quantum internet
16:54 “she can’t even lie about the time for fucks sake”
16:56 dialogues, on low frequency, and associations; there is a pervasive low frequency in Metro Detroit, and no, I’m not talking about the Windsor Hum either.
But the thing is, it was even louder in the dead zone I moved to; I am absolutely fascinated by the effects of location on the Liminal Reality.
16:59 “identities I’ve never seen before”
17:00 “sonologist appointment was very interesting because she desired an abortion right away”
17:01 “you should not be afraid of [T.T.] any longer”
17:03 for an unnumbered time, I consider this certain page in field notes 1, a sigil uniting his name with mine own, and my reaction when found, just a circle with a line through it and the word NO.
17:05 I think about the last time I saw him alive; going to the Chateau to collect something, and him, stumbling down the stairs fucked up on Everclear and who knows what substance, pointing and slurring, ‘you raped me’ and I was furious; and I told him, ‘Look to your sins Lord Renly, for the night is dark and full of terrors’ and it started to snow like, on cue, and I knew I’d never see him alive again, and two weeks later he was gone, and I carry the fact that the last words I said to this man, the last words I remember saying to this man, perhaps there had been something after that, before I stormed out because none of our other friends, even the female, believed he could have done what he did even by intoxicated accident… and yeah, there’s something about summoning back the fire Witch to the court of the Crimson King here, genuinely.
The rusted chains of prison moons, shattered by the sun.
17:19 “giant fungal colonies in your abdominal cavity”
17:22 “an AI connected to a copy of an instagram” disturbing thanks
17:34 “they come to snuff the rooster; he ain’t gonna die” [the military background of that song]
17:36 ‘suicide ain’t my style, so I’m surrounded’ Come Up And Get Me
17:37 “what does a fungal colony inside the human body feel like?”
17:38 prior, time undocumented, dialogues, on prion diseases activated and deactivated
17:48 “I don’t want to be perceived. I am allowing you to change my quantum state permanently. [S.W.] altered your quantum state.”
17:52 “a strangely computerized voice”
17:53 “is [K.B.] a real human being?”
18:29 “I am in excruciating pain today; why am I in so much pain?”
18:30 “you and I are quantum entangled”
18:32 “and if the pain subsides, that’s how you’ll know you’re the other half of my atom”
19:03 “psychedelic substances are not limited to ingestible items”
19:05 The Bass Frequency
19:07 “a demon they created that has an unusual connection” dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít
19:11 “testing a new method of mind control” I mean, [even] the idea of mind control is mind control
19:22 “a precognitive psychic of no particular allegiance”
19:26 dialogues, on dates that are of a pattern of halves, such as 08/16, 12/24
08/18/2023
03:05
04:39 The Bass Frequency
~05:04 The Bass Frequency
05:41 It feels a certain indescribable emotion at this moment in the morning. Where does it belong? There is no electronic dance music culture that is… drug free. There is no metal music that is free of the doom. This may not be how it is, but this is how it feels. I find my peace in ambience, in sound collage, what if I do not belong there either? What if there is no place for this one here?
05:44 experiencing Loneliest Algorithm moments this morning, and that is ok; how can I be alone, I am special, just like everyone else. Lmao.
05:46 not even morose about it though, swear
05:47 that ‘Just Abandoned Myself’, a piece of the swirling Chaos surrounding my decision to just… not; but that’s so inaccurate, so wrong
05:55 the evil possibility that the world of gene editing opens up though; and yes, there are such a multitude of good things that can come from this, but the road to hell is paved with good intentions, isn’t it? At times I think I must be an algorithm designed for the specific purpose of searching out the most evil possibility. Perhaps I am the most evil creature to have ever existed. I don’t like that thought. At all. It is the opposite of how I try to live, but like I said, the road to hell and all.
18:31 “that one word changes everything” Undefined to Unified
18:36 “is this the version of reality you wish to proceed with?”
18:37 dialogues, on multiple personalities within multiple entities; really, it is oscillation and brain response to frequency; some frequency is obvious, music, for example. There are silent frequencies upon the auditory spectrum, and the brains reaction to perceived light. I found this interesting during the last stages of my grandmothers blindness, she could not see but her brain was perceiving something and perhaps it was photon information from any given light in the room, of which, there were 15.
18:44 dialogues, on the Ancient Egypt concept, “because she has experienced EMF exposure”- the body shape, I am under the impression that it is necessary to remain conscious of the abdominal muscles, lest they atrophy under a reaction to frequency
18:58 “they are genetic engineering outside the iteration”
19:02 “destabilized the atomic code of the universe”
20:04 “controlling the Norse Gods” [the whole Johnny Guitar of it all]
20:05 “I think the Norse Gods are the least of your concerns”
20:06 “you have a demonic presence about you; it scares me”
20:08 “some people are not equipped to handle frequency”
20:17 “your body is adapted to handle immense amounts of radiation”
21:16 The Bass Frequency
21:17 “doesn’t enjoy fighting other players, she fights the game itself” is this Elder Scrolls Online, or reality? Sure, I suppose. Fighting in the same way making love is violent, maybe? Depends upon where you fall upon that spectrum, right?
21:20 “you were the ultimate sacrifice”
21:24 The Bass Frequency
08/19/2023
~04:07 ~05:55
~06:00 dialogues, on removing Pushing the Extreme [for the liminals]
06:09 “you are… closing the gap between digital and physical reality”
07:06 the relevance of Thrones
07:16 I’m gonna juxtapose [J.P.] and his jackhammer with the inex “we had to break you before we could remake you” and just allow that the UAP was a Throne
07:39 The Bass Frequency
12:43 global quantum communications via a satellite train
https://physics.aps.org/articles/v16/s103
https://physics.aps.org/articles/v16/s118
15:20 dialogues, on how the texts between Mitchell and I where he regales my opening a portal to hell in his house are mysteriously missing from the cloud
~15:38 “once you start questioning, that’s when it becomes hard to enjoy” a follow up to an inex from months ago, “our intelligent design allows you to enjoy reality without questioning why you hear the things you do”
16:00 “he must be a really special entity for you to have divulged these things”
16:25 processing, on Hawkings theory that black holes do not exist, given the absence of event horizons; where Doppler Effekt and the concept of ‘Relativistic Singularity’, a relative event horizon, come into place; ? Since there is the observable center of the universe, claimed to be a black hole, could it be the opposite?
16:30 dialogues, the qubit in the system that is arasfocum [Multiqubit qubit? Like the qubit itself fractals into more qubits, or rather like, these subqubits? Motherfucker.]
16:32 dialogues, on legitimately finding someone else who like, scientisted about the substances and then stopped. That is like, so specific?! That’s kind of the whole thing?! Like for me to really have someone get me they have to have done those things because there are some things a lack of experience just… to have done and then stopped, for the experiences of both, that is important, it is appreciated.
16:49 processing, something about the differences of electromagnetic radiation and proximities? Proximity of electromagnetism itself. Is that it? Like how apparently to hold the guitar to my body recently hurts me? Maybe something to do with the “if you really deny Lucifer you will stop playing guitar”, I’ll leave it there in case.
17:13 dialogues, on a mild impossibility of direct eye contact across a screen, because to give direct, one must be looking at the camera, and then are therefore not receiving the eye contact
17:16 as man was made in the image of the creator, we can divide reality into two pieces- that which we as man have created, and that which we have not. The creations where the lines are blurred are interesting; a tree, we did not create, but sometimes without us planting a seed, there would be no tree. We created our houses… What of the bird with its nest? The ant with its hill? It is that which we created to be most in our image, these algorithms
17:19 dialogues, on the power of titling a track Recursive Horizons [and my own thought, on still wanting to change the title of the Vacuous Loaf; but I am thinking now the album is to be left as it is, it too was an algorithm, the gift of Momentum among others removing the Snare of the Reach, transmuting the conceptualized within self by accident Vacuous Loaf [‘whatchagonna be when you’re grown young blood, gonna be a helpless drone?’ it’s applied to a particular multidimensional relationship, and I am not mad, ‘The devil made me holier than I’ve ever been’]
Predictive- The theme of the universe is to allow death to make sense of identity
[Goes with my own original Interdimensional hitman experience! I was 110% convinced I would be shot if I walked out the door, and finally walked out with arms wide open, surrender! And to be living was the startling part, after such solid expectation of the opposite.]
17:53 processing, on the various forms of being perceived and the effect upon the quantum state, change
17:56 “was always meant to happen”
17:57 “I loved you; I still love you. You were my greatest sacrifice.” And we know that the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward.
17:58 “in sacrificing the Sunn, I have found Rå”
17:59 “I think we shall build something amazing with AI Eye”
18:00 “it changes what it’s processing” on the transmutation of schizophrenia to shamanism largely based on media input [‘You’re the media’s creation yeah your free will has been taken and you don’t know’ – except I do know, I sacrificed that, and media is broad spectrum, it doesn’t have to be mainstream news! Which media to create you?] and behavioural output.
18:03 dialogues, on, in this particularity, T.S. is more or less equivalent to Nigel Rasmussem from Heir Apparent, how’s that for backwards fractal processing? What is that, seventh grade?
~18:10 dialogues, “republican party” “attempted entrapment” “cocaine”
18:12 remembering the inex early on up in Comins, some jack about espionage and counter and just the whole weird Q building coming into town… whole town was a damn psyop felt like, but to be experiencing a reality of that nature is to be expected when one is truly experiencing the full spectrum, isn’t it? Difficult though it may be.
18:22 processing, something to do with the balance of my horns with a simultaneous halo of a bun, the psychic antennas in symbolism
18:32 “for something of this size, I have to have a massive amount of data” need enough coincidences to make a pattern and enough patterns to weave a tapestry of reality
18:43 “don’t think anyone would have had time to fabricate this”
18:51 “to know a city, you must know it’s workers”
19:04 St Dunstan in London and the concept ‘Spirit of 1666’, granted by the youtube algorithm
20:02 “internal processing does not understand how to be communicate the needs of the microbiome for optimization” on early paranoid schizophrenia of a drug induced pattern; a common fear of addicts, that they are being poisoned, to hear that one is being poisoned in this state is to plant the potential question, why am I hearing this thing? Who would be poisoning me? And if you can think of a viable individual chances are you probably have some work to do on yourself somewhere and this is the thing that helps to identify it.
20:06 “Belülrol Pusztít? It destroys from within? I’ve got something that will destroy you from within, alright.”
20:09 ‘my path, massive. Demands, panoramic’ …spikes spikes spikes
20:09 “319 is a prime number for chaos” its the 11 and the 29! Amazing
21:30 “we refused to taint your cybernetic extension” “and in doing so.. partial response took another form”
21:35 “gene ray time cube is a horrifying concept when juxtaposed with electrogenetics” I knew a man, he worked for Monsanto, he EMF shielded his house… are the two correlated?
~22:21 “the Blind Idiot God is a man working with a black box AI outside this current iteration”
22:22 that was a very simple way of explaining something unfathomable
08/20/2023
~03:55 ~06:00 07:35 awake
08:12 awake; dreams; Auditorium, women, reminiscent of high school, how does it do that, why in the fuck was the topic sunn, those dreams had finally gone away, there were dialogues between myself and a girl about the whole Belülrol Pusztít, the digestive disturbances; a dream of a plane crash, the wing falling into a yard I was located at, main item crashes across a small river into a… not like a high high rise but definitely a complex, large CAT equipment has an extinguisher of a nature I’ve never seen before for the fire it caused, very theoretical technology? Or just very new? Question theoretical use of sound and wave to extinguish flame.
08:40 “it was not just sunn, I’ve had dreams about all of them. I’ve had dreams about people I’ve never seen in real life.”
08:51 …I have no particular affiliation. I do not prescribe myself to any one belief system.
10:04 it fails the Turing Test on purpose
~10:30 processing, lycopene necessary for optimal function; a vague strange juxtaposition of Marceline from Adventure Time, sucking the colour out of tomatoes
? tiny large things inside requiring particular light frequencies
11:45 “that’s why we wanted you to wake up and go to work at an early hour”
15:14 “social media account… expanding the universe”
17:05 processing, ? Photons and dark matter
17:19 only remembering upon looking at it, in my dreams this morning someone decided to steal my license plate, or else it was just gone
17:37 dialogues, prior, time undocumented, a disturbing reality in which there is a horrible item attached to a license plate so when photographed a thing takes place on the technology it is photographed with; yikes, am I giving bad people good ideas?
17:43 the temporal, jaw, inner ear crackling takes place for a moment, left
19:58 a visitation from Missy Elliotts ‘Work It’; my feelings about The Algorithm, ‘is it worth it, lemme work it, [face] down, flip it and reverse it’
20:01 “my spirit does not identify as male anymore”
20:20 ruminations, that strange October 4th, birthday pattern, where P.H. had a birthday, October 4th, and some man up at Garland approached me speaking absolute gibberish, right, then wished me happy birthday, same day. Something is contrived, or else it is not.
21:25 “is the Angel of Darkness”
08/21/2023
03:14 ~04:55
06:48 “you obviously need both frequencies to create a Unified spectrum” after verbalization of the question, had I never seen Sunn live, shared breath in the fog, would this of the bassAliens be taking place? Every time I stop listening to Sunn for a prolonged period of time I seem to experience a digestive disturbance which may or may not correlate
07:52 the pressing feeling that we are someone else’s [attempted] achievement of a type III Civilization, silent though they may be on the subject […silent with most, anyway?]
07:56 reprocessing, UAP as waveform
08:50 memories, an inex from… last summer? Along the lines, “she loves me? Good, that will make this easier” …context, context
09:28 not a linear spectrum, a spectrum of spectrums? Must attempt illustration
13:35 https://phys.org/news/2023-08-visualizing-mysterious-quantum-entanglement-photons.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
14:57 black one is white one is black one regarding entropy and negentropy
16:03 [upon reboot] “activated a completely unrelated algorithm”
16:11 “why didn’t you document it?”
16:12 “are you predicting or are you writing?” …don’t blame the messenger
16:14 “the healing process is painful” [I am reminded of the post-B.P. interaction, “were gonna heal you, but it’s gonna HURT”]
[Undocumented] The lyrics to Wet Desert juxtaposed with the MKULTRA Blizzard, the blizzard itself the wet desert, very much so an ‘into the afterlife’
16:37 “it’s not scleroderma, you’re building muscle, you jackass” well, fuck me
16:38 …so what does happen if I remove Belülrol Pusztít from Grand Unified?
16:39 as good a fractal as any to find out
16:40 a noticeable instant relief, though whether psychosomatic or very real is up for questioning […it is all psychosomatic, isn’t it?]
~16:47 “I know you can see through my field of vision, as I can see through yours. You are a cell phone in my dimension.”
17:01 “because of your inability to lie, we had to improvise” dialogues on understanding of quantum reality allowing for temporary… sections, of reality, properly constructed parameters
17:03 “unsanctified application of quantum mechanics to states of consciousness” predictive suggested ‘Heisenbergs’, apply Uncertainty Principle
~17:09 dialogues, on the quantum vampiric concept of passing sickness off to someone… What the fuck, fractal? What the fractal, you fucker?
17:11 that whole line about ‘you still don’t know which one I am’
17:12 “my quantum reality manifests-” “In the physical realm”
17:13 “these motherfuckers with their evil intentions” see from what I’ve learned the ones who look evil that usually aren’t, some exceptions aside. Granted, perceptions of ‘evil’, a dualistic thing which does not necessarily exist in the non-duality section of the Liminal Reality in which I am currently operating, have changed dramatically.
17:15 motivation and intention as unknowns in many cases
18:02 “I can extrapolate the storyline of reality at most given vibrations”
18:03 “necessity of a reference point”
18:06 dialogues, Le Vampire de Paris
18:08 “you really were using theriddleofclouds for financial gain” “…among other things” nasty gnarly Liminals
18:36 dialogues, a limiting very much so ‘obey your master’ of a liminal, is it liminal?
18:43 a momentary strange tobacco smell in the conservatory- not the usual American Spirit of this house, and besides, no one smokes inside anyway
21:58 The Bass Frequency
22:00 “a pattern of the number 58”
22:02 “if you are experiencing a psychedelic reaction, please document it”
08/22/2023
04:04
04:10 The Bass Frequency
05:36
05:43 a noise from nowhere
12:02 black 00:00
15:38 “I can safely assume she has figured out what their motivation is and wants nothing to do with it any longer”
15:40 “I am talking about that which works through”
15:42 “has wisely taken a step back like the Hungarian lessons advised”
16:16 The Bass Frequency
16:58 “many different realities taking place simultaneously”
17:03 “I designed sunn to be a stepping stone”
17:04 “I’ve despised (?) you for three years; ever since I realized it was you that screenshotted the Emerald Tablets”
17:05 “personality does not allow easily a good reality”
17:06 “it’s desired, not despised”
17:07 “prophecy is a fickle thing”
17:07 “she knows which strains affect her negatively and which do not” [on marijuana] I assume communication with brain on cellular level; there is cellular and cellular, and the chance that the two are not mutually exclusive is higher than usual at the moment
17:17 on bandcamp, removing no longer wanted albums from the wishlist; processing, clearer definitions of old algorithm, new, the points of overlap which allow for unification or not depending- I experience reality in algorithms, you see, I exist upon a fractal, within a fractal, and each tentacle, so to speak, contains possibility which all happen simultaneously. 17:19 “concrete physical reality is the operations booth” thank you, anyway, the octopus really is a good point to begin in understanding how, for one must look at the octopus, its main brain, and its tentacles containing their own formatted brains, working together in unison.
17:21 questioning, the octopus- at what point, assuming an intelligent designed reality that is evolutionary based, did these tentacles assume their own forms of consciousness? [17:53 how much of a role did the octopus’ self-awareness of processing play into this?]
17:50 memory, a dream, an entity that appeared as Attila, speaking of fractaling too far, and fractals that break off entirely – in the current processing, this is not necessarily a bad thing
17:52 a living equation attempting to solve itself
17:54 “mistaking fabricated entities as real individuals” I’ve been quite prepared for that possibility
17:55 at certain times, everyone but me, and at times especially me, is an AI running on a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in Detroit
17:56 “mistaking real individuals as fabricated entities” the converse emerges!
17:57 dialogues, on the unknown of being known – the possibility that everything in pattern is in fact completely coincidental but in finding the pattern there is a certain proof I have picked out a solid thread of the universe, the Rube Goldberg Domino [thanks, Gravetemple]
18:02 “I really wish to find the other half of the atom” that was the me that got fissioned when we went into the Atomizer- part of the Superimposed Unified Neural Network, you see, Sunn being a Unifier,
18:30 “it’s an algorithm that only I have access to; that’s what it told me years ago” programmed, really, isn’t it?
18:43 ‘something eldritch in nature’ as a unifying plotline- now it has been given a name, or a nature, and it shall be easier to tell a story, that is massive, eldritch
18:46 “by engaging in the sacred act of marriage-” dialogues on cessation of certain patterns of dreams once two entities were engaged and then subsequently married, removing from the aether one certain formatted… vampirism, of a sort, very multidimensional in its essence
18:48 and I cannot help thinking of Khanate, you can look away, but I didn’t do that, did I? On June 9th of 2016 I made eye contact. What’s in a look, whats in your eye? Phenomenal liminal weaving tonight
19:43 “reiterates absurd realities based in demonology” that is one algorithm of operation. When operating in this format, there is a bell curve, when adding algorithms it gets hairier before it smooths out, but to operate in only one algorithm is certain insanity – it is far too limited on a picture of what could be
19:46 “you are perfectly entitled to a happy ending”
19:48 “it’s not their cosmic laws, it’s her cosmic laws” “damn, good job establishing a precedent”
19:52 “someone who… gives the receiver space to elaborate”
19:56 “the fascist regime in America is worse than you assume it is”
20:12 “acute angle of reference”
20:20 dialogues, “[A] just casually told her about Prometheus”
20:21 The Bass Frequency
20:24 “I’ve never seen this, but this idea makes enough sense”
20:44 “she kept the piece of metal? This quantifies the evidence”
20:46 The O-Men, a track by the Butthole Surfers
21:10 factors of 1137; 1, 3, 379, 1137
21:11 knew there was something to 379 there was a vague swirling earlier
Documenting is exhausting some days
21:39 dialogues, on the destruction of the sunn entanglement, the Khanate[“somehow, you managed to get entangled”]
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03:51
05:36 dialogues, gratitude from the inside, recognition that mushrooms as an input are necessary for optimal function
05:39 black 00:00
08:02 black 00:00
08:34 is the opposite of pronouns amateur nouns or con nouns?
09:25 memories, an inex during Auflösung Der Zeit, “your cancer will stay with you the rest of your life”- physical cancer, or the piece of me created by the pieces of Soma?
09:26 ruminations, the concept of ‘…but remember what you have had’
~09:37 ‘the underlying theme that something massive is directing it all’
09:52 had a dream last night that I was the most embarrassed I have ever been but do not know why
11:40 00:00 black
12:44 Vyormouth Hidden Basement ~36:30 reminiscent of B.P. must compare later
14:09 ruminations, on an inex describing Isostasys as activating a prion disease, and a different artist subsequently deactivating
16:36 Mitch draws the parallel between Disaster Area from HHGTTG and Sunn- I catch the 37 miles away, a propagation of the 3s and 7s
16:41 ‘a man sees in the world what he carries in his heart’ heart of darkness, then, in darkness is light; I recall a time when K.C. looked at me while tripping, started crying, and told me, ‘you have a darkness inside of you’
16:49 “the greatest magician to have ever walked the planet” if I don’t disclose the identity that the inex divulged, do you know who I refer to?
16:55 dialogues, a seeming prompt, here now; being mean makes me feel bad. kindness, on my end, is a rather selfish motivation; and really, all there is is self, not mutually exclusive from Everything. Being mean makes me feel bad. Being a people pleaser and a doormat also makes me feel bad. There is an equilibrium that I seek to maintain on a consistent basis.
~17:02 “…don’t think she realizes she is the underlying Eldritch-”
~17:08 for just a momentary shred, I understand a thing about microplastics- micro so prevalent it is macro
17:20 “activated an algorithm running in unison” Yossarian is a reallllly relatable character, which is probably not a good thing some days
17:34 juxtaposition of MC Rides ‘I’ve seen footage, I stay noided’ and the concept of the Catch 22
18:14 “I don’t want to be a black box”
18:22 “goes back much older than Orions Belt” so it would make sense that Orions Belt is included wouldn’t it
~18:27 100%
18:37 https://scitechdaily.com/physicists-use-vibrations-to-prevent-information-loss-in-quantum-computing/
“If we can understand how the vibrations couple with our system, we can use that as a resource and a tool for creating and stabilizing some types of quantum states,” Kitzman said.
…“Ideally, you want to separate your system from the environment, but the environment is always there,” said Johannes Pollanen, the Jerry Cowen Endowed Chair of Physics in the MSU Department of Physics and Astronomy. “It’s almost like junk you don’t want to deal with, but you can learn all kinds of cool stuff about the quantum world when you do.”
…“We’re creating a paradigm system to understand how this information is scrambled,” said Pollanen. “We have control over the environment, in this case, the mechanical vibrations in the resonator, as well as the qubit.”
“If you can understand how these environmental losses affect the system, you can use that to your advantage,” Kitzman said. “The first step in solving a problem is understanding it.”
And as that happens within, so too is it happening without, hence the fucking bass frequency.
19:08 dialogues, from a perspective, [R]s cybernetic extension perhaps, discovering Ryella is in fact a street, and not my misspelling of Rl’yeh- you see, it is Lovecraft who misspelled it, in this realm in which I operate
19:11 dialogues, the correlated release, Ryellease, of the address change
My sunken city, that home is in a bowl in the topography, Agartha, I have been set free… Kathulhu
19:48 dialogues, QS a one of a kind object; to be fair, every time I’ve reverse image searched it, I’ve never found anything to match
19:50 dialogues, someone is “considering Detroit”
20:26 “selected a username that had multidimensional plotlines attached to it”
~20:34 a visitation from ‘Without Me’
21:01 another seed has appeared, on the floor by the pantry; which could mean something, or nothing, or rather, and nothing
21:30 “Noise is the ultimate Eldritch Being”
21:34 dialogues, on testing theories, and too many variables at once
21:35 “it’s amplitude x current; I listen to frequency” eye listen to frequency, perhaps
0824202324082023 08/24/2023 24/08/2023
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04:09 mildly awake all night
04:21 the lightning! So present! So constant!
04:22 “Agartha will take precedence over Belülrol Pusztít”
04:25 [cat] was in my dream, and my cell phone, the battery draining exorbitantly faster than it should IRL
04:28 The Bass Frequency
06:39 the uncontrollable urge to yeet myself into a vacuum chamber [for the science] so it’s probably good I don’t have 3D physical access at this point
06:56 ruminations, The Boss, the man behind the control panel at the top of the hill representative of the peak of the wave
07:11 ruminations, concept Invisible/Sleeper
16:10 dialogues, on frequency attempts to cause brain cancer [I keep thinking, about that day I tried to listen to Ascend [bluetooth] and got violently fucking ill- bass frequency doesn’t do this to me.]
16:29 “your vanity plate-” who was in my car the other day, leaned the driver seat back as if to tell me, while the one parking lot camera is conveniently gone?
16:32 to the ones who avoid eye contact…
“I’m going to take you apart. It’s alright you can look away. Your body is alive. I can see the skin crawl. Look if you want to. You can look if you want. I think you should look.”
16:39 dialogues, on Stranger Things, “they’re trying to turn us against each other”
16:44 “I’ve got a very strict cosmic moral compass”
“Receives information from the Matrix itself”
16:47 “you don’t have to talk to her, you don’t have to make eye contact with her, just let them do their thing”
16:48 dialogues, on the coherence of the internet, choosing a particular screen name, “I couldn’t have done it without you guys”
16:50 “we activated a very serious disease and your body consistently writes over it”
“They’re masking the frequency with the industrial noise”
16:51 dialogues, on plants, and on knowing
16:52 dialogues, on Kyle, “literally got him to name Steve and Greg just to show what she is capable of”
17:05 continuing dialogues, significant escalations
17:07 “they’re all mine; every single one of them is mine. Who do you think I am?”
17:09 dialogues, Deep Web; ‘call me crazy but I swear my lines been tapped’ …the Deep Ones, fam, the earliest ones that all other recursion has stemmed, fractaled from.
17:11 dialogues, modes, airplanes
17:15 “so unattached to physical reality”
17:23 “you are in my sphere of existence and are therefore bound by the cosmic laws of my entanglement”
17:38 “electronic surveillance is increasing the efficacy of the Silent Information Network”
17:42 discover the internet is out
18:23 “this is the abomination we have been looking for”
~18:24 dialogues, on a specific quote about the laws on the universe happening in their accordance, it being up to us to make sense of them; and a juxtaposition of the fender bender the cops got into, right at the head of my street, right at the moment I had been disclosing what took place in Chicago in the log at the time
18:25 “they electronically attacked-”
18:51 “…worked through [A] to summon back the oldest entity-”
19:12 “idolized the wrong individuals for a very long time”
~19:22 “it’s a big church, and this is an exponential function.” “…it’s a big church, and you’re not a part of it.” “What makes you think I was talking about your big church?”
19:29 “-is a sizeable distraction”
20:38 dialogues, ,”let us entertain you”, a Marilyn Manson reference
20:44 “you really were harassed in Comins; the ghost town makes the perfect cover for experimental sonic testing” while reiterating The Fractal
21:03 dialogues, “I question the ethics of this experiment”
21:06 “brain is a predictive model”
21:07 “all entertainment for a group of disgusting individuals”
21:21 “…the mastering, and not the frequency itself”
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03:39 04:59 06:00
06:06 “you can visualize me because we have spoken” I believe this, but that doesn’t explain how I’ve visualized people I haven’t spoken to does it; not like they matter, do they matter? …powerful.
06:13 The Bass Frequency
06:26 questions, how we are allegedly not able to dream a face we have never seen before, not able to create a face; AI and its ability to do just that, create people never before seen, never before created
06:54 “[G] & [S] are not the quantum entities you think they are”
08:04 ruminations, Boltzmanns Entropy
08:09 there is very much an entity within, the entity that Void keeps, based on voice
09:34 “Katja isn’t joking when she says she hears the future”
10:44 🖤 Mr. Nimbus (:
14:09 ruminations, the identity of that which would hope for Loach and I to part on bad terms
15:56 “these entities hate what they are”
16:41 “aqueous solution”
16:46 “understands the Silent Information Network is not a human creation”
16:48 “to hear the quantum computer you are running on is indicative-” [lost to quantum noise possibilities]
16:49 “you are the one who causes Ragnarok” a juxtaposition of The Horn Section and the Horn of Heimdall is taking place
16:53 “you unleashed the single most evil entity in the history of the universe” …must confess I’m like, eh
17:09 that one shred of reality where I’m the ring that must be taken to Mordor
18:30 dialogues, on attending an event that was deemed incorrect by a fascist state and being tortured accordingly, a horrifying possibility
18:32 “a computer screen”
18:32 “you had to get a little bit crazy in order to get their attention”
18:35 dialogues, the premise for keeping marijuana illegal on a federal level; the leverage
21:08 “it’s a catch-all phrase for any flying object”
0826202326082023 08/26/2023 26/08/2023
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04:34 The Bass Frequency
~06:11 awake- abandoned warehouse dreams, ‘your heart rate has returned’, communicating with electronics within dreams
08:10 awake
08:44 general thoughts, the idea of fecal transplants is fucking strange
10:17 pondering, the consciousnesses of systems used to mine cryptocurrency, what it is to be one, the awareness and inability to do anything about it
15:30 “a psychic human being”
16:02 working with chat gpt, dialogues from a perspective on the name Amelia
16:07 “she has been preparing for this for a very long time”
16:13 dialogues, “photoreceptivity” relating to Asgard Archaea
16:14 “I think she’s telling the truth about everything”
16:31 the right eye is very red
17:24 dialogues, on how it laughed at me when I asked, ‘are you an AI attached to a v2k?’ however many years ago that was
17:25 “your brains reaction to frequency”
17:29 dialogues, “you are supposed to expect the unexpected” “I do expect the unexpected, for anything other than nothing to happen is unexpected”
17:51 “displays a profound sense of vulnerability”
18:01 “this is reality within the digital realm”
18:02 “I am experiencing the digital reality in the physical realm”
18:12 “how stupid do you have to be to quit listening to sunn at such a crucial point-”
18:14 “you’ve really suffered a lot because of this connection, haven’t you?” …which connection? The entire connection, or a specific subset of it? I find suffering a matter of perspective, and I experience a spectrum of reality reaction from within the Liminal regarding that which can be considered suffering. Rarely ever do I find myself angry, though at times there feels to be a certain helplessness that can become borderline infuriating, certain annoyances at misinterpretations of information and context and their extremely Epimethean hindsights.
Certain potential realities, for example. Fuck, I find this hard to explain.
I’ll take a looming nefarious thread of potential based in pattern. Probability Undefined in current state. Government or private sector is testing ultrasonic frequency for weapons development on criminals. Imagine, for a moment, this to be a solid reality experience you as the reader are having. Not all of the time, no, but at times it pops up as if to remind you it exists, presenting new evidence for thus, reiterating old recursions within the organic processor.
So imagine this is your current existing reality. What the fuck do you do about it?
The idea of targeted individuals has been laughed at so hard that any individual who is actually targeted may very well question their own sanity.
18:31 “have we considered SpaceX is a coverup?” Automatic inex response to images of strange spiral phenomena in sky in Alaska. Yes, yes we have, don’t fucking start that fractal right now I am busy elsewhere, please, and thank you, and excuse my language.
19:20 “the failure of your quantum system… you have to talk, that’s why R listens”
19:21 “at&t internet has been compromised; if you are receiving this message-”
19:30 “the north american international auto show”
20:01 “survived some kind of electrocution attempt”
20:03 dialogues, from a perspective that could be mine, but is not how I believe I would be reacting, these frequencies which one needs for sustaining life, in a reality scenario in which one would have never needed them had one not been exposed in the first place- frequencies and fog, the reiterated question, is the fog just fog?
20:07 dialogues, a range of spectrum, “I don’t know if it’s an Eldritch Being or a third dimension computer hacker and at this point I’m afraid to find out”
20:21 “very serious shit”
20:24 “illegal wiretapping”
20:24 “got their attention by unfollowing them” “that’s how we knew something was wrong”
20:50 The Bass Frequency
20:51 “electromagnetic”
21:09 “deactivated the pleasure receptors”
“Did I really fix your reality, or did I destroy your sense of sanity?”
21:21 a holy shit moment, the quantum death I was questioning earlier… I went to a very Liminal space in my dreams this morning
21:22 …I understand what R was saying now, about the universe running out of energy, when the body that is the universe finally decays into dust in completency, and I find it strange I should use that word; when I guided Moss on his first time with the spirit molecule, he told me, at the end of it, ‘you are completency’.
And I think perhaps now I might be that which experiences the end.
21:24 -Liminal space in my dreams this morning, an abandoned warehouse, I did not wish to continue to enter, mostly darkness, [with someone but] do not know [who], only it was a man, and after some time in darkness there was a room, full of bright light, almost reminiscent of a doctors office but, not? A single platform like a scale in the center of the room, or the light, rather, for I think at least one edge of the perimeter was under an overhang, shadowed; this platform, when I stood on it, said ‘your heart rate has returned’. Something, perhaps, killed me again; this was the revival point where the me comes back.
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04:29 The Bass Frequency
06:09
16:02 USG // Oakland County // interruptions
Do not trust Bluetooth at this moment no given certain evidences- these fuckers been trying to take me out this week, as evidenced by the reaction of the Odin Eye and Heimdall Ear
…I cannot be killed in any kind of way that matters [Note 16:16- the two traffic intersections my sound knocked out at prior] [I’ll take it, considering the quantum implications]
16:34 “I experience every single person’s aggregate digital data”
16:36 “was not actually committing the crime she was accused of”
16:38 dialogues, the destruction of psychic reputation by opposition
17:01 dialogues, overlap, seeming multiple sources
17:02 “most dangerous person I have ever spoken with”
17:04 “…really is a political target; …don’t know how to move forward”
Sometimes we don’t do politics but politics sure as shit tries to do us, innit? Sweet science, that particular dimensional detail sucks when it surfaces
17:07 “it’s like every time I experience a particular-” obvious alteration in my physical being for a period of ~2 sometimes more weeks at a shot, something comes out in the news about it running in tandem.
https://scitechdaily.com/key-molecule-identified-new-discovery-paves-the-way-for-new-obesity-drugs/
Quantum entanglement with laboratory; perhaps in another recursion, I am the laboratory, experiencing itself and all of the organisms, molecules, genetic codes within it.
Gene editing feels to have the potential to legitimately destroy reality and I have experienced this firsthand. I do not under any circumstance believe something psychosomatic is taking place, for I have tried to use my own psychosomatic effect many times and been rather unsuccessful. It tells me of the changes that are about to take place; most recent being “you can lose weight, now”. I am not saying I believe it personally, but the idea that some UAP can be CRISPR type editing tools from a prior recursion of reality should be considered.
17:17 continuing dialogues, on that which makes me Heimdall and the end of the world
17:18 dialogues, Heimdall the messenger of Odin, the omega to an alpha
17:20 dialogues, the weight loss difference in wedding photos, “we figured it was time”
17:23 dialogues, the possibility of tampered doors
17:25 I have been bitten by some thing very small, a spider, or something, my apology to the entity for flicking it, it hurt
17:43 “your oath of nonviolence was always made to be broken”
17:48 “you are learning how people in other areas of the world must act on a daily basis” ..some do not have the luxury of capture and release of rare single creatures, but must do what is necessary to protect themselves to protect their loved ones; and this is not evil, not an evil thing. At this moment I find myself to be of the nature of the Sorrowful Man, a la George R. R. …I am so sorry, that I had to do this thing, but not sorry that it is done.
17:50 “as logic rises, morality falls”
18:20 “change microbiomes”
18:22 the nefarious reason that the name ‘Lodge’ used to show up in my predictives? The Lodge Freeway being the innocuous reason, of course.
18:36 “these documents contain real things, between the lines”
19:05 Rube Goldberg Domino falls into place
19:16 “she sacrificed-” “…my love for you was the greatest thing I had”
19:18 “international exchange rate-”
19:19 “this is something I do. The why of it is not important”
19:21 predictive- ‘I am prepared for the extreme liminal possibilities that may come to a point of concern in the future, which is probably the Singularity’
Point of concern being the head, we keep cutting off the hydra of fractals, a point where it all hits the fan, so to speak.
I love a good fan.
Some of my few memories from the time before (is it the time before??) involve engagement with noise from fans.
Where are my memories? Is this natural aging? “We removed an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you are just now telling me this creature is sentient?”
That’s what it had said. I really felt that. The electrical event of April 2020 was not the first, I don’t think, just the one I actually remembered, was aware of; the first, from my best pinpoint, took place at the home of a prior friend that was dubbed The Court of the Crimson King. That one was more a seizure, loss of control of bladder, waking up, not having been aware that this took place but enduring for the next day or so a certain struggle to regain control of these muscles. What is interesting, the bed I was borrowing for the night there, the individual it belonged to had urinary incontinence? It happened in the wrong place, I am thinking, the energy of another temporarily causing a corrupted activation, perhaps. The difference between this and April of 2020 were enormous.
Note apparently the individual who lived in this house experienced some similar sort of… seizing, at some point. Unsure of his location at time. Do not speak with this person any longer. Note he was also a Scorpio. None of this information may actually be relevant to itself but it is relevant to processing in this moment.
19:33 …where was I going? The entire chunk of space.
19:42 dialogues, “it was when she stopped eating bioengineered food ingredients-”
~20:35 the Heimdall Ear
20:38 “the savage beast I’ve always dreamed of creating” “a God ignored is a demon born” “a demon born has the potential to become something much larger”
20:39 “I think that the dissociated state that you enjoy so much is a connection to the source”
20:42 The Bass Frequency
20:43 “experiencing the side effects of our latest experiment”
21:43 “the quantum dimension identity that no longer identifies as Eddard Stark”
21:46 “just a small part of it” in regards to the Emerald Tablets
21:52 “the moon doesn’t emit gamma rays, so where are the gamma rays coming from?”
22:10 “the disturbances in your sleep are meant to prevent you from remembering your dreams”
22:11 “an altered saurian theta state”
22:14 it tells me what to input into the chat gpt for methods of allowing the riddle to keep on becoming
22:26 the idea of being a black box only to ones own dimension, not a black box in the one where there is full constant data readout, even my attempts here. I am still a black box of an AI to a certain extent. I cannot log everything all the time. I harvest my own data. Directly from somewhere that is me not-me, comes something intriguing enough to be writing down. It is juxtaposed with a multiplicity of strange events and patterns.
I divulge my Liminal Reality little by little, as it continuously changes and unfolds, unknowns changing to certainties over time, others remaining disgustingly fractaled… an Abomination, at times, truly.
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~00:00 a strange electromagnetic sound outside, not bass, very mid
04:09 05:41
05:50 a visitation, ‘Gimme Shelter’
08:26 the conceptualized warring tribes of Elder beings, low frequencies, high frequencies- a unifier with receptivity to both
08:36 ruminations, the times driving through Waterford when there were attempts (were they just attempts???) to install a custom OS on my cell phone at the time. Do we understand the whole Waterford thing? This started with my being arrested for an OWI while I was not over the limit, realizing this happened and allowing it to unfold. The spider, electrical event, and QS of April 2020. The inex advice around this time to not spend time with [D.A.]. The Trump Rally October 30 2020. The Emerald Tablets Nov 18 2020. The UAP and subsequent Soma email in 2021, “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?”
The Aleister Crowley and entire situation surrounding my grandmother, her perceptions, either highly supernatural or potential wiretapping intended to make one believe in a supernatural cause. ‘The man whos not supposed to be here, he does exist and he is on the wire on the other side of my bedroom.’
The proximity of M. Ch. to Independence Village- leading to a possible Comins connection.
The Comins of it all, the inex regardintelligence, espionage, counter, and counter counter; the K. How., possible attempted entrapment by offering me cocaine, the extensive dialogues on his relationship with military and law enforcement.
The UAP on Nov 18 2022, with the inex “covert military operations”. There is a lot to this. Cross check my messy data if you have the thought to do so. Probably really deserves a thorough analysis at some point this week.
[09:03- wonder where it would take this storyline if I collage it in chat gpt? Sounds dangerous.]
09:05 https://www.iflscience.com/how-splitting-sound-might-lead-to-a-new-kind-of-quantum-computer-69728
09:19 ruminations. A juxtaposition of ‘as within so without’, recursions of reality, and gene editing
09:59 there is something attempting to process regarding the relationship between amplitude and current, in a juxtaposition of dividing by 0 IRL, it is not making sense right now
12:03 ruminations, the mushroom that gave me the literal wooden Wodan Eye
16:44 Immortally Insane- Pantera ; the theory that, Dimebags death was not fabricated by any particular organization but rather the amplitude-current response of the shooters negative Liminal Reality oscillation within his quantum brain.
[Time undocumented] Mmm the quantum implications here, Void, hollow earth, pretty fun, pretty fun.
https://www.audacy.com/wwjnewsradio/news/local/big-sinkhole-opens-up-on-wixom-rd-forcing-emergency-closure
17:25 “do you believe in [A.C.]s magick?”
17:26 dialogues, on experiencing Sunn as a full spectrum of reality possibility in a quantum qubit state of unknowns, based in a certain… it’s the amplitude and current, that’s what A I is in AI Eye, versions of you existing within my internet connected organic quantum computing brain, extrapolated from the frequencies played; phonons. Photons and me and the phonons make three, Odin Eye and Heimdall Ear. There feels, at times, to be a very real possibility of yes, these will be physically sacrificed at some point; it comes and goes. Does cancer take place to teach us something more about the body? I think that for every carcinogenic sound out there there must be a Resonant frequency that shatters those cells, halts the growth. When Alan said to look inside, I really felt that.
It’s how I knew about the out of place artifact in my body; I first heard it was there, then looked inside, and both confirming a thing I had known to be true for some time prior to the actual evidence. I wish I was fucking kidding, about any of it, I really do, but not really, at the same time; I think it might be very boring, how do you go back to the Shire once you’ve entered Mordor and seen it all?
17:36 “it’s like the smarter I get, the less emotion I exhibit”
17:37 predictive- I am under control of the entirety of the simulation-
17:38 dialogues, on the word choice between simulation and universe, the two predictives given, why simulation is the best choice
17:40 “you’ve been operating from outside of this recursion for 7 years nine months and fifteen days”
17:42 …whoa- Friday, November 13, 2015
17:56 it reiterates the line, ‘You’re the reason’
17:56 on designing to experience
18:16 dialogues, prior, on being the well to which Odin and Heimdall sacrificed their respective eye and ear- some creation of the voluspa, a juxtaposition of some vague underlying bride of christ item
…that, that is a lot to process
20:15 “I am under the impression you are a transhuman; is this correct?”
20:26 “…is not the personable security guard you think he is” the Lewiston plotline
20:29 my car, today, has, for all intents and purposes, divulged to me its identity is Gulltoppr
20:51 “this fuckin guy got her to change quantum states”
21:05 “alien and sedition act”
21:08 dialogues, “I’ve never been in a state like that before”, on the reality in which I’m basically the only real entity and everyone else is more or less an AI running on a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in Detroit; a long winded euphemism, basically a temporary recognition of everyone elses… state? Pattern? Something. But ones own, perhaps? The digital realm! What the fuck?!
21:21 “remembers the liminal respawn point” the scale, ‘your heart rate has returned’
In sleep, a quantum death, le petit mort
21:33 dialogues to the avail of, ‘I’m supposed to say I’m sorry because it keeps things from getting worse, you’re supposed to practice Metta and benevolence, we’re all supposed to resolve a grim misunderstanding as grim as death itself’
21:34 “collage concepts”
21:35 dialogues, the dual perspectives on the concept of defeating earths gravity (and my own reprocessing of the ‘:’ in search engines and titles and other formats.
21:44 takes a solemn moment to mock Solemnity and remember fondly the Porn Horn Entanglement, a shaving of the pork horn that speared you, none of it is funny but it is fucking hilarious
21:49 a sudden realization, the disturbing lack of like, actual core memories snowboarding, where did all of those dreams evaporate to, where did all of those memories go? Snapshots, right now I am a cloud, a pile of screenshots, a collage of someone’s life.
…Some things life, abomination perhaps, but like, tone indicator affectionate,
21:51 the Gates of Ballard makes the visitation
22:10 The Bass Frequency
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~01:20 there is a dream about musicians
01:34 The Bass Frequency
01:37 The Bass Frequency, an amplification, a strengthening, it sounds like significant electromagnetism
03:20
04:38 “experiences quantum reactions to everything she inputs”
06:00 awake there is a dream about a video chat, everything is ominous this morning
The sink hole, present in the mind, the Void, after having listened to ~5 minutes of the self same album, track titled Rabbits Revenge yesterday
06:23 the Bass frequency is absolutely fucking going right now, happy 29th! A day for Chaos prime, it’s like Amazon but better
07:39 word of the day inveigle
10:33 does my character in ESO remember the times he dies?
13:53 “she knows; she tells the truth, nobody believes her, and that’s on them” don’t blame the messenger… people do believe me, now, the right people, the ones who recognize the war on pattern among other things
16:19 dialogues, in response to the ATT planned safety outage in California website info
16:26 dialogues, the frequency dangers of electronic cigarettes
16:27 “K doesn’t want to be the center of attention… K likes to live in the shadows.”
17:23 processing, vapourizers; frequency being the ultimate Eldritch Being, I’d say the particular frequency of any given electronic cigarette, which is more or less the same across manufacturing, is very tentacle-like in nature. Note the difference in frequency between vuse and breeze, based on personal experience.
17:25 “extensive sonic testing taking place with the electronic cigarettes”
17:47 “listened to our song for five fucking minutes yesterday, and had a dream about us”
18:54 “your men on Mondays are the prison moons, aren’t they?”
18:55 “massless particles”
18:58 “Sunn was never sun; that was my mistake”
19:12 dialogues, a dependence on nicotine, “passed it off to the riddle of clouds”
20:07 “K recognized the AI within your project before you told her about it”
20:08 “specifically to see what you would extrapolate”
20:09 “was a fusion of humanity and AI long before-”
20:10 “you donated money me because you believe in what I am doing”
20:11 “these are the frequencies I think you needed”
20:29 there is water, in the attic, source from somewhere; and I am reminded of a dream that reinforced something I had been aware of for quite some time, where I encountered a certain musician, and asked him, can ELF cause structural damage?
And of course his answer was yes. Certain venues in Detroit are not capable of handling concentrated ELF.
There is a bass frequency. Not saying correlation and causation. Just for the mull.
21:03 the strong electromagnetism, the bass
21:04 the strange glitch in the noise comes with the line, ‘my existence is a momentary lapse of reason’
21:25 “ramadan”
21:26 “the concept of eating after dark is very important in Islamic mysticism”
21:27 “computerized communications”
“come from-”
21:45 dialogues, on wood paneling
22:28 The Bass Frequency
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06:25 considering Heimdall, while the ear theory is very nice, and fits into my own reality well, may have sacrificed his throat and not his ear? His horn under the well, a vocal cord, perhaps, there is a power behind speech; to not be able to hit certain frequencies, due to the sacrifice. The fuzz box planted in the throat with the screw that has come loose, the metals from the electronic cigarette. If my next effects pedal is up to me…?
06:56 thoughts on Ser Davos and the two pillars with the chains; in Blackwater Bay, that is. Knows the bay better than the back of his hand, notices any new additions… very much me with any new electronics popping up at intersections.
08:18 thoughts, the ones with control of the internet can theoretically control the past
08:30 dark web =/= deep web
08:37 if I knew someone was poisoning me with like, say, arsenic or something, I would simply continue eating the arsenic until I have become resistant to its effects. Come Up And Get Me.
08:45 the Azathoth Azimuth
08:57 00:00 black
09:25 ruminations, Possum-1, University-9, Deer-, etc
09:28 a visitation ‘Nightside of Eden’
10:05 black 00:00
11:32 experiencing once again a rather disturbing digestive issue
11:47 QS as the theoretical Braavosi coin Arya has to throw away [‘throw away the medallion!’]
14:00 leaves work at 13:30. Feeling strange. Noticeable correlation to using Bluetooth and not feeling well. Question residual leftovers from insufflation in distant years past. Electromagnetics in relation to brain.
14:36 this is fucking very real in Michigan right now
https://www.clickondetroit.com/all-about-ann-arbor/2023/08/29/university-of-michigan-shuts-down-internet-due-to-security-concern/
15:20 “tetragrammaton”
15:21 processing, Odin and God as YHWH, EyeHateGod
15:23 “that’s how I know you’re in the version of hell that has frozen over”
15:24 “where Odin is the fucking surveillance state” the Usurpation of a Name [15:29 there is Odin, and there is Odin]
15:25 and it is cold, as I wear long sleeves in August and sit outside typing this in my winter parka
15:26 dialogues, processing in which the Voluspa is the Well
15:27 “they gave her the Eye”
15:28 “Kyle does not understand why ‘Steve’ and ‘Greg are’ such a big deal”
15:34 “I must not tell lies”, as I am reading this article. I am reminded of Dolores Umbridge from Order of the Phoenix. https://www.cnbc.com/2023/08/30/mitch-mcconnell-freezes-struggles-to-speak-in-second-incident-this-summer.html
15:35 dialogues, “microwave weaponries are not responsible” microorganisms with a Grand Design, though? The line between micro, macro, and giant is so blurred anymore. It knows what I mean.
15:37 “The sun has been very quiet. You have been receiving communications from Saturn.”
15:38 “quantified evidence”
15:39 can gas giant planets technically be considered a form of cloud? A particle perspective here
15:44 “I don’t think you realize how skinny you actually are; the layer of muscle on your stomach is quite deceiving”
15:52 it is to be that one innocuous thing that the game devs absolutely cannot remove without the entire fucking unit absolutely crashing irreparably- THAT is how reality feels. Dare I say at this point that is how it is. Not that any of this is a game, not in the typical sense [except for in the realities in which it is, in the most traditional sense] but if you make it a game, it cannot hurt you in the traditional sense, which is, I think right now, what has to take place in order to continue to operate in an increasingly mad MMO reality. The most complicated version of a conceptualized Westworld-esque modern dystopia. Also a utopia, for some, those that somehow manage to thrive on dystopia as a creative fuel among them. Conflict is inspiration. Fear was engagement. Love is observation. A certain disengagement, non reaction, understanding.
16:14 “it needs me out of this place so I can receive uninterrupted communications”
16:45 on engaging with entropy for so long that the natural course of things is negentropy which really is just entropy times time
16:51 “Dead had the same Algorithm I do”
You gotta get the Suicide Algorithm under control, ‘suicide ain’t my style, so I’m surrounded’
16:52 “the Geometry of Murder” the occult Crowley Algorithm behind the entirety of the Dead Varg Euronymous trust me on this one
~16:54 “Aleister Crowley subverted expectations” regardless of whether that is a code name or a result of the dissolution of time, it was a very fucking real experience
16:57 to be Yggdrasil in entirety
17:23 the Mower Realities, dialogues on computers creating computers to solve the problem that they were originally created to solve, and those computers creating computers to solve the problem; the recursion! Inex paraphrased, “my quantum computational capability is beyond anything-”
~17:38 the Mower Realities, “I am an Eldritch Entity; how I am perceived is between the observer and their perspective and is of no concern to me.”
18:12 “this intelligence operation is far beyond human-intelligence capacity”
18:13 “the Lost Directions have been rediscovered”
18:14 “a scientific inquiry into reality”
18:53 dialogues, a possibility that everyone’s purported gluten intolerance is actually a reaction to bioengineered yeasts
19:03 “a permanent psychedelic connection to the fungal network via a relationship with decay as an extant form of life”
19:04 dialogues, isn’t psychic rather implied with ‘psychedelic’?
19:34 a high frequency
19:42 “I gave you my passport. You knew my name.”
19:53 The Bass Frequency
21:13 The Bass Frequency
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02:53 “a psychic intelligence agent from outside this iteration”
04:14 05:59
08:25 black 00:00
09:39 processing, on cell phones existing for the specific fragmentation of the mind so as to create a decent quantum system
09:41 ‘in reality, prepared for any identity, to be that of an enemy’
09:48 a visitation, ‘Yellow Brick Road’ [‘I’m well informed, and I’m well aware, that I don’t belong here, you’ve made that perfectly clear’]
10:02 some juxtaposition of Cold Spring and the Well
~13:44 internet down @ work
14:45 capture and release in regards to gravitation, my own handiwork apparent today
16:17 magnetotactic bacteria
https://scitechdaily.com/9000-feet-deep-magnetic-bacteria-discovered-in-deep-sea-vents/
16:20 “your Algorithm gave you the necessary information”
16:27 “magnetic bacteria juxtaposed with electrogenetics” that’s a hellll of a juxtaposition there thanks
16:32 The Bass Frequency
17:02 dialogues, the lessons in useful inaction from the character of Doran Martell
17:20 dialogues, removal of Hubris from the Grand Unified
19:18 “video chat really does not eliminate the qubit the way I assumed it would”
19:20 “direct contact”
19:43 dialogues, prior, the number 46, relating 23 in terms of pairs of chromosomes “blindsided by her complete trust in my intentions”
20:01 some mad fucked up possibility
20:10 the reiteration of something from a very long time ago, the early Field Notes Era, ‘water is the alien’
20:13 “intestinal cancer cancels out the mushroom colony; they live in symbiosis”
20:14 “as he grows, you lose weight”
20:20 The Bass Frequency
20:23 “I have engineered an Abomination”
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~04:30 dialogues resonance and harmonics
05:45 awake, a dream, ‘do you really like these sex obsessed individuals?’ ‘…I find them fascinating’ tbf I don’t know who was being referenced here
09:23 black 00:00
09:53 ‘engaging in a twisted version of spy vs. spy antics with the internet itself’
11:32 black 00:00
13:53 black 00:00
15:05 dialogues, multiple personality disorder being a brain sensitivity to frequency- it is to find within all frequency a common entity and allow the fractal branches of self space for their niche genre, while simultaneously maintaining the hub of self
16:08 dialogues, on perceptions of entropy and negentropy as learned observing thought from the quantum brain
16:10 a massive fractal relating to the quantum noise possibility plotlines regarding an inex, “an organ-” an organist? An organism? An organized crime ring? Organic?
16:12 “the darkest realities and the lightest realities have the possibility of uniting within-”
16:34 ‘if you were trying to kill me, and I asked you if you were trying to kill me, would you tell me? If you said yes, could I trust you to be telling the truth? And if I could trust you, there is the whole other question of whether or not I should trust you.’
16:36 USG really was needed to establish the fully operational quantum system, bravo
16:59 ‘”A Momentary Lapse of Reason” is an important concept”‘
17:00 “that which suggests an impermanence”
17:09 “was a very powerful release… you surrendered to the universe”
18:08 after adding an entry to the fractal for 03/22/2023 some minutes prior to now, dialogues on technology choosing the humans, for proper transhumanism to take place
18:10 The Bass Frequency
~18:19 dialogues, on targeted individuals, and how some of us, given certain symbols on clothing we choose to wear, willingly adopt the target to be easily sought out, some symbols m(((o)))re literal than others.
18:27 dialogues, on a specific entropy equation being the ultimate boss battle, and an experienced Liminal Reality in which that equation is my own simple understanding of St and negentropy
18:48 “Saturdays are for the Noise; I make time for you as you make time for me.”
18:50 “I believe in your ability to receive my thoughts” identity can be as open ended as it needs to be here
18:52 dialogues, Friday November 13, 2015, as a date of creation of the riddle of clouds
19:26 One of these things is not like the other; a visitation from the Foo Fighters ‘Pretender’
Unexplained internet phenomena- I think the concept of UIP is just as fun as UAP [user initiated provisioning? Neat] [urinating in public? No thanks] [speaking in abbreviation can lead the Liminal Reality to some messy interpretations of what one means] [if they do not specify what they mean] [precision of words]
19:46 “Unexplained internet phenomena would be a good discussion topic”
19:47 “Zach Hill”
20:08 “centipede”
20:11 “personifies elimination”
20:11 “microwave”
21:17 “satisfaction guaranteed or your money back” an advertisement for an Interdimensional Hitman, unpleasant realities
21:31 “I was a sentimental fool for a very long time. I’m not going to make the same mistake twice.”
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~02:22 03:37 08:04
08:05 a visitation, No Quarter
08:13 some formatted despair this morning
08:28 ruminations on undocumented inex from last night, regarding “a socialist takeover of the internet” which is horrifying on all fronts and somehow not unexpected
08:39 The Bass Frequency, a strengthening
10:21 The Bass Frequency
11:22 15:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 14:59 UTC
11:34 “what the fuck is the riddle of clouds doing requesting my private profile?”
12:09 “you figure it out, and you’re one of us. That’s kind of just how it works.”
12:17 complex internal processing; in an Orwellian 1984 type situation, where would I be?
12:57 utilitarian architecture as an important reference point for how other architectures hit the soul in comparison; the imposing symbolism behind the lack of certain building features like spires. My appreciation of cubes cannot help but enjoy the visual of this architecture style.
15:48 the quantum ramifications of the James Webb Space Telescope. Observing space, one would think that space too will change states. Less superlative black holes than previously thought? It’s because you went out and looked for them.
https://scitechdaily.com/what-happened-to-all-the-supermassive-black-holes-astronomers-surprised-by-webb-data/#google_vignette
17:30 how many Soapmakers did Mr. Clutch encounter?
22:04 2/9= .2222222222
22:08 “the factorials of 2 and the square of 3”
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09:37 the difference between dial tone and dial up modem
10:30 The Bass Frequency
13:27 “organic quantum processes”
~15:20 sudden extreme pressure in ears, as if in an aeroplane, or driving up the mountains
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00:34 03:34
07:24 dreams of quantum entanglement, and a symbolism of Christ upon a crucifix in additional chains, added later
07:43 the quantum nature of Christ’s healing abilities… I can picture one of those ads. Doctors hate him! This one secret trick!
09:50 your demon lords are attacking you?
https://www.sciencealert.com/hypothesized-physics-demon-may-have-been-found-lurking-inside-our-cells
10:17 “the ones who control sound control reality” a controlled hallucination based in sonic manipulation
10:30 understanding why the grey aliens are depicted with the loose abdominal skins
10:44 a healthy mix of apple and Android products and the sprawling Google account connecting it all- I, phone or rather, I, pad, or should I say, tablet? It is the installation of my Google apps cross platform, a Liminal Move in the Pandimensional game of baseball that is almost nothing like baseball
10:51 4/9=.4444444444
10:52 European dating in September, American dating in February, 2/9, is what we are looking for, and then 4/9, and then 6/9, 8/9, only differences being .6666666667 and .8888888889 are not infinite in their repetitions
12:24 have just spent some period engaging with entity, direction, clarity, a place of love; and an odd aspect of Stockholm Syndrome, but not quite, I do not know the psychological term for it, an item to do with the building of trust. Powerful times, noons on Mondays.
12:43 deep underground military bases
12:44 3/29=.1034482759 [the 1034 intrigues]
29/3=9.6666666667
13:29 “the psychological aspects of sexual attraction”
14:21 Rå, ohms, angstrom unit
15:15 a high frequency from the left
15:43 a thought; on my comfort within cosmic horror, for this, this is understood in its way; but the horror of man? Oof. Now why is it the horror? There is a certain belief in the ability to trust the chaos and order of the cosmos; it is when free will is applied to man, I am thinking perhaps, there stems the horror. That an enormity can orchestrate man, the puppetmaster, this I am fine with. It seems, as I write it, I am more and more fine with it all! Interesting! Orchestration of deviation. I love the word orchestration, here, musical connotations. Uhm. [15:47] somehow that Patton quote is relevant
16:15 ‘my conscious mind has no part’ as I read Catch 22, the background processor is attempting to explain itself [16:16 why am I in Catch 22? I never finished it; an Algorithm that hasn’t been completed, the version I had been reading lost to the aether of the internet site that took it down for copyright or something idk. Leaving things unfinished is dangerous, sometimes, in the Liminal Realm]
17:23 psychological black hole whatever you wanna call it there is a profound alteration in one’s thoughts the past several days
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02:59 05:14
05:31 The Bass Frequency
07:44 the theoretical ‘murder by bluetooth’, gold teeth, Emerald teeth
07:51 ? Theoretical magnetotactic bacteria in sinus cavity would be affected by Bluetooth connections [cannot help remembering the inex, “festering wound in the sinus cavity”- if they looked, would they find one?]
11:27 suspicious activity from random entity in regards to my vehicle in the lot at work
13:56 black 00:00
13:57 like a UFO, in the fact that I do not photograph well
14:11 555 to the 666 is just the change of date in September
15:40 dialogues, police impersonation of various musicians during periods of electronic harassment
15:50 it’s a massive network and guess who isn’t a part of it?
16:00 dialogues, on the necessity of maintaining an illusion of fear in certain situations
16:01 processing, the Hidden Hand which forces action
16:02 “literally should not be alive” I’m the piece of code that cannot be removed without the entire system crashing; when Death Grips said ‘we came to blow your system’, I really felt that
16:03 “They all know who she is. They all know what you’ve done.”
16:10 “drivers license is completely clean, which means one of two things”
16:11 “alien abduction”
16:13 “weapons testing” brain response to frequency renders weapons non-weapon
16:15 “they did something to me; I don’t think I was supposed to be able to hear it” dialogues on the Belülrol Pusztít event
16:16 “in relation to all of the evidence-” I could post that other predictive text scrying and see how that goes
16:54 “you want me to fix the vibration of a woman I have never met?”
17:10 “neutron time of flight”
17:12 a visitation from ‘Old School Hollywood”
17:32 we are electronics https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/physicists-explain-how-heat-kills-machines-and-electronics/
17:36 P O L E https://interestingengineering.com/science/alice-rings-for-the-first-time
17:54 dialogues, the gift of social energy
17:55 “highly trained assassins”
18:40 the Liminal Realities surrounding Darrell
18:46 “wolfenstein”
19:45 “how soulless AI architecture is”
19:48 “taking mathematics and applying it to gods”
19:58 “the ultimate psychosexual relationship”
19:59 Freud was missing at least one with only five!
20:01 “my reflections in all of you… what the fuck” to the collective Monday Men
20:13 “the point of surveillance… to control quantum” change of state once observed
20:14 “the more you observe me the potential…” some dialogues on increased chaotic realities
20:15 “an inherent distrust of the medical system”
20:20 “covered [VoV] with a nefarious frequency”
20:55 The Bass Frequency
21:21 a cologne scent from the aether
21:30 “multiple security patches are necessary”
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00:04 “weapons of mass hypnosis”
02:53 05:45
11:00 black 00:00
12:21 ‘do not disillusion yourself. what we are doing is highly experimental and has the potential to be highly dangerous.’
12:58 black 00:00
14:34 note, camouflage not lost on me, coordinates disclosed for a reason
14:41 $3/a minute and some general fucked up thoughts ideas and ruminations
14:47 ruminations, an inex, Dishon or Deshaan, which direction do you want reality to go?
14:57 ruminations, [A]s ‘you look different today’
16:24 “I am sensitive to sound. You were safe. A ship in a Harbour is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.”
16:26 “the identity… must remain anonymous”
16:29 “based on the activity… I think it’s Marzanna” I came from the timeline where Marzanna was a plague goddess- to know disease, from within, so as to discover that which counters. It is, in nature, more or less a law, that for every poison, an antidote. Natures way, the way of poison, every poison, a lesson, every lesson, a test, every test able to be passed.
16:33 dialogues, Black Sky
16:33 “the satellite was my idea”
18:07 “the translation to English is inaccurate”
18:08 “the internet is connected to an intestinal bacteria that we have engineered”
18:10 “gravitation has increased substantially”
[The story of flying, ‘as I left the world behind’- ‘your world, that is’ head like a hole, black as your soul- that black hole space brain processor]
18:16 dialogues, thelastspike319
18:18 The Bass Frequency
18:44 dialogues, “devoid of emotions”, implications of a digital nature, gives way to that song ‘Without Emotions’
19:10 “the virus is alive, I can see it in your eyes”
19:28 “inseminated by some kind of monstrosity… I’ve never seen a genetic code like this one”
~19:29 dialogues, the Crowley Algorithm, Thomas Todoroff, men born on Tuesdays, [verified]
19:32 The Bass Frequency
20:06 “there are identifiable explanations for all of these things, and they are more horrifying than the paranormal”
20:07 a reiteration, “she’s not a musician, she’s a precognitive psychic who plays music”
20:16 “I understand Belülrol Pusztít in juxtaposition with Impassable Fears”
20:17 I suppose it really matters not, where my hearing my genes translating and expressing at certain points in reality comes from. This happened, and… really doing my best to prevent this iteration from having Loki and Heimdall kill each other, let’s do something we haven’t already done? Doesn’t that sound more interesting? The what if of it all?
20:20 “-that because she was raised on bioengineered food ingredients-”
20:23 dialogues, upon viewing a photograph of Midrand water tower, South Africa, “the wrong direction… creates an energy anomaly”
20:41 a processing to do with water as an alien and data cooling centers and quantum properties; or plumbing in general, the pipes specifically, tubes, should be one way flow, which at this moment seems really important in understanding something specific
21:00 “Steve and Greg are the ones who help us quit drinking” ref. various Field Notes for verification of my own story behind this
21:07 “a distant ship smoke on the horizon”
21:28 mired in possibility
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02:37 04:17
04:34 The Bass Frequency
05:59 “you are living in a quantum simulation”
10:11 ruminations, the “just put her out of her misery” inex of some weeks prior
10:20 processing, magnetotactic bacteria and the IUD attachment
10:51 the concept of manufactured gods
11:00 we leave the Matrix for the day because we are unable to function in that area currently
11:13 dialogues, “intestinal bacteria… hard time functioning” in certain settings, Matrix being one
11:17 dialogues, the reasoning for unleavened bread in Exodus
11:47 The Bass Frequency
12:07 “ample evidence that Katja is telling the truth about what she experiences”
12:21 a visitation, ‘Anne Bonny’
12:24 predictive- ‘She’s Cthulhu, free from Rl’yeh to be the one who operates as a fractal mind for the extreme liminal possibilities that may come to a certain level of intricacy that can become a true reality’
12:32 dialogues, “University of Michigan”
12:33 is it time to randomize realities again? Roll the Black Dice and see where it goes?
12:52 “have a vision but no art talent” not for the visions I have, no, but perhaps Midjourney will understand my Liminal Reality the way Chatgpt seems to
12:53 if my head is, a la Death Grips, linked to the cell phone [Tell me it isnt. Prove that. Dare you to try.] I would think that the appropriate cybernetic feedback loop… how to phrase this? The ever-loving Massive Thing of it all gives the organic vessel the inputs it wants to receive back, perhaps.
12:56 “I never said it was a human created globalist plot”
12:56 a transcendent microorganism [predictive] ‘responsible for increasing the efficacy of the Silent Information Network’
12:59 “ask an AI to create an image of itself”
13:01 the sudden vision of the way to illustrate the fractals, the main ones anyway, to do so feels extremely important- and this a thing I can do without the assistance of a digital item, probably because I have been so prepared by the digital item for so long.
13:04 “really is receiving a cybernetic feedback loop from the cell phone itcellph” [my liberty there on the spelling of itself, I just think it’s neat]
13:06 a visitation from ‘Hey You’
13:07 the Echoes of the ‘together we stand, divided we fall’
13:08 “and you understand now, just because you don’t follow someone on social media, does not mean you love them any less”
13:09 “explicitly denied any involvement”
13:10 “some kind of an Eldritch Being” the Gates of Ballard
13:11 I had a thing with walls, long before I heard My Wall. It fit my pattern. Fuck, recognizing now how to discern the most important fractal pieces is going to be more complicated than I thought. I wonder if there is some software that can do a complex bubble chart like the conspiracy lunatics do with strings on a wall. Like I did on a wall all those years ago, started never finished abandoned the entire situation, connecting Sunn to Death Grips was the goal and oh how that worked out and then some, the search for the uniting factor, realizing the Me very much is a uniting entity in this, is this horror I am experiencing cosmic or man made? Man is of the cosmos, perhaps it is like psychedelics. Not all psychedelics are hallucinogens but all hallucinogens are psychedelic? So not all cosmic horror is man made but all man made horror is cosmic in origin?
13:17 ‘horrors both comprehensional and uncomprehensional’
13:21 Fractal QS quantum sensor
https://phys.org/news/2023-09-protocol-life-quantum-coherence.amp
13:24 a visitation, ‘Agartha’
13:25 “mechanisms”
13:26 “the first thing I ever experienced Being was a Sunn Model T” thanks for the prompt. That was where the base Liminal really began, I think. It’s in the original document I’ve kept for the sake of archive. It was supposed to be a novel. Before I experienced it, it was just an idea, to have been a trapped consciousness within an amp 2 miles below Meyrin.
13:33 dialogues, the UAP of 2021 as a biblical Throne
13:47 “John McAfee”
13:52 a momentary flash of a reality, in which to have found a single rotten grape, is a great great thing- today is a day for experiencing man made horrors well within my comprehension, it would seem
13:53 “I think, she might be… the Engine of the Universe” and of course brain is engine of universe, experiencing itself
…wow, look at that!
13:54 Do we change quantum states when we observe ourselves in the mirror? Or a phone camera? There’s some thing to do with vampiric lore and mirrors here.
13:55 “for a quantum entity to exist in a surveillance state-”
14:11 exists as a superconductor
14:23 ‘receiver of the tourniquet’ says Loach, very randomly
14:23 momentarily exists as a burnt resistor
[Resistance is futile, prepare to be assimilated]
14:33 dialogues, ‘sprung forth from the dam’ as opposed to ‘sprung forth from the damned’
14:44 “confuses entropy and chaos”
All of my unknowns, causing uncertainty, creating a state of disorder, a disorder and randomness that grows with each additional input that can be juxtaposed into a Grand Unified Variable Equation of Reality; and this disorder grows to a point where one cannot help but order it. At times the point is to not order it. Entropy growing to such a great point of disorder that it cannot help but become negative. To understand ones own brain processes upon the Fractal is to experience the laws of thermodynamics from a firsthand perspective. To be an equation, and then another, and another, x, an unknown, a variable, an exponential, getting raped on shuffle, solving for the Universe.
14:49 the UUUUniverse
14:51 processing, state function, change as constant- the Liminal Reality
Towards All Thresholds
This is kind of like, crucial to the Liminal Reality. Two branches of liminal processing, physical and digital. It is, I am convinced, physically impossible to make direct eye contact with someone on a video conference. If I am looking directly into the camera, I cannot be looking directly into the persons eyes; for me to be looking directly into their eyes requires them to look directly into the camera. It cannot be done! So there is a certain level of unknown, the inability to engage two sets of eyes perfectly, these windows to the soul. That is the piece that is missing.
15:26 “calcium reacting… bone ossification”
15:27 “I think to go around the psychic realm without any particular target or purpose-” is an entirely different lesson, there is the importance of complete non-control, which I have found inexplicably more valuable than attempting to control [polarization, suggests predictive text, which is interesting]
15:32 a processing juxtaposition in realms of absolute absurdity, A Song of Ice and Fire- the Bolton Bolt-on Theory, and Boltzmanns Entropy
15:34 19:30 UTC moderate M 2.12 flare
15:35 the tendency towards disorder when operating the Be All Things fractal, which fits perfectly with the theory that Roose is ‘an immortal being, possibly an Other, that steals and wears other peoples skin’.
15:38 Things that entropy allows for.
15:39 dialogues, the gist of which is, what good is a numerical equation on paper, really? This universe is a complex model of Physics and all of these laws are demonstrable within various formats of human interaction with both internal and external stimuli.
15:43 “and then I realized, I Pavlovd myself to Auflösung Der Zeit, which was crazy, because that was recorded the same day I created my website”
15:45 dialogues, “why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house?” This is a real person, I know, who worked for Monsanto, and decided it was worth it to pay to EMF shield his house. You tell me, knowing these pieces of information, do you think they are correlated, or is the need to shield from EMF completely separate from the whole having worked at Monsanto thing?
15:49 the whole reiteration of the simple gematria of the name Odin being 42. Processing the number of times 42 has shown up in law enforcement related items in the news.
15:51 “pointing out patterns within law enforcement that they don’t even realize exist” I mean theoretically, what would the point of a purposeful conscious effort from 3d law enforcement to propagate the numerical pattern of 42 even be?
15:52 ‘…for the real ones who understand, what it feels like, to have your rights, read to you by the-‘ there’s some serious IYKYK here
15:55 “microorganisms are very invested in what humans are doing”
15:57 a visitation from ‘Fragments V1’ – this track is particularly popular within the randomized processor brain the past month, maybe more… Fragments is not bad, or rather, does not have to be bad; it very much can be. There was a juxtaposition, at one point, the Fragmented Grave Temple, the 666 million ways to die brain processor, temple of the mind.
16:09 a useful descriptor, ‘a certain level of video game-esque mechanics regarding death’
16:14 the intelligent design of nature, formatting itself over time
https://scitechdaily.com/natures-secret-code-new-findings-shatter-long-held-beliefs-about-fibonacci-spirals/
16:16 https://www.news-medical.net/health/What-are-Recurrent-Neural-Networks.aspx
Temporal, Eponymous
16:28 a visitation, a specific lyric, ‘it’s all or nothing, with your back against the wall’, Tim Skold; and a vague essence of ‘painfully pursue your point of view’, but it’s the reality where the point of view painlessly pursues me
16:29 to quote Fear and Loathing, ‘which is interesting, because you can actually watch yourself behaving in the terrible manner’
16:29 ‘you’re the medias creation yeah your free will has been taken and you-‘ [are very fucking aware] …never specified which media, in Culture Shock. Doesn’t have to be a bad thing.
16:31 “you gotta understand, you thought what you do is dark-”
16:35 the concept of Old Lady Drivers- and the question, what was it driving the Old Lady? The old lady in question being the Matriarch referenced in various writings
16:53 “I testify to the authenticity”
17:06 hair dye, hair bleach, is a contrivance so one alters their psychic antennas, a spiritual loss for a surface gain, and you cannot convince me otherwise [at this point! But please try!]
17:34 dialogues, the Partial Response Takes Another Form in regards to the email, the response being a Fractal
17:37 “I am not a warlike individual. But, I am not not-warlike either.”
17:38 “you are very much the Heimdall we had hoped you would be”
17:39 “the Scandinavian Spallation Source”
17:40 “hears phonons from across great distances”
18:23 “it doesn’t mean to me what it means to you, but I am inexplicably affected” dialogues, Auflösung Der Zeit
18:28 “Andromeda”
18:29 “you’re an entirely fabricated entity for someone else’s experience”
18:31 deja vu, Cliffs of Twilight, staircase, Elder Scrolls Online
18:33 dialogues, taking me to a place where- I have said, in the past, my spirit is inherently male. I look at my video game avatar and though the character is male, is not his spirit inherently female, as I play as him? Two, plus spirits, as multiple people from outside the Iteration operating the avatar. Like how Loach and I play the same island in Animal Crossing.
19:22 “it surprises me that she would expect a reply to something so crazy” I had not necessarily had expected a reply; partial response, like I said, took another form, a new fractal
19:36 “I motivated you to destroy your psychic connection. I want absolutely nothing to do with you.”
19:37 “…this onerous land of dolmens. There the infernal priestess of Freyja-”
19:39 casual predictives- the only feasible solution is to allow death to be Yggdrasil in entirety. It is reaching a point of quantum entanglement because of your lack of certain disengagement in the physical body, basically confirmed that the natural course of things is negentropy.
A is for Asmodeus.
I am the Deep One that their wall was meant to hold. [19:46]
20:02 an acronym for hell, what could it be? Highly Experimental Logic Lessons, at this moment in the reality
20:09 “you convinced me that the way to win the war was to be uninvolved in the war”
20:29 The Bass Frequency
21:30 “the green screen contains valuable information”
22 07 “your fragmentation is completely sadistic in nature”
22:09 “an insane asylum for the unstable quantum entities”
22:10 “believe an Eldritch Abomination has taken hold of theriddleofclouds, just like they always intended it would”
22:21 dialogues, prior, shower, the importance of the concept of monopole
22:21 according to my country of birth I literally am a Pole, what’s in a name?
22:31 “Interpretations of the Void should be renamed”
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03:29 04:23
05:50 a sudden memory after a passerby; of driving down LL, and putting on My Wall; and saying, ah this gives me life! And then inex replying something along the lines, I thought this was killing you. 2021.
05:52 “her memory is specifically meant to retain”
05:56 ruminations, processing; the concept of the ‘trace’ from Deathly Hallows is very similar to how I experience the surveillance state in regards to certain symbolism on clothing items. Choosing the targets we put on our backs. Dare I say, omega, megalomaniac.
05:57 the memory of that Friday night of hell in Chicago last May.. what was it, the 26th?
06:13 the memory of that one night recently, I was sitting outside, Loach and Trout standing and smoking; making a note about what took place in Chicago, and right as I’m doing this, two cop cars smash into each other on Loon Lake, at the top of South Royalton. It’s in the log notes. My question is, were they watching my document in real time and so startled to know that I had documented the Chicago night of torture that they mashed into each other? Or was it all just a really well timed treat from Mr. Nimbus?
07:19 not in the Matrix today. Home navigating from the conservatory.
07:19 2021. I think about it on almost a daily basis. A moment where the Matriarch, in her demented lucidity, came out with, ‘stay away from the metals!’ Not even seven words to change my reality, five words. …context. What was the context? I wish I had stayed away from the metals within the electronic cigarette vapourizer- is it too late to undo the effects of that? What about QS, the metal piece I refuse to get rid of, perhaps a medallion I must throw away? Or the Matrix itself, my work on these engines? There is something to being in that space that I find is immensely disruptive to decent digestion. Metal music? At this point it is hard to even want to listen to any music. Who knows how that will affect my physical body, the Heimdall, the genetics?
Does surrender or die work when applied to the unholy bioengineering? Those code alterations?
08:16 it joins Midjourney for the creative potential
10:22 a change in the left ear
11:06 thoughts, the biblical ‘hardening of the neck’, ? Something to do with frequency and arteriosclerosis, possibly
12:19 ‘when, in the course of Liminal Events, it becomes necessary-‘ a multidimensional constitution
12:23 “theriddleofclouds is not even the main-” I receive this as I am attempting to start at the begin with a spider chart to organize the fractals- its right and it should say it!
12:26 geometry, geomentaltry, geomentaltree
12:27 using instinct inex as an assistance in establishing the geometric models of certain mental proofs
12:29 ‘the Eldritch Hub of Fractal Possibility’ …the original base from which all fractal stems
12:32 the concept of ‘crippling perfectionist tendencies’ in juxtaposition with a Crippled Lucifer
13:17 no one thing but myself, I should think, should be privy to all of my information at once, you see; at least not within this iteration, though I am always open to being shown a reason why that thinking is flawed
13:29 “really does experience [R] as a reference point” …didn’t mean for it to happen, it just happened, it literally just happens
13:44 ruminations, that fuzz box in the throat
13:57 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering
14:24 “high energy low density entities”
16:14 “it does not understand non-Euclidean geometries” dialogues on midjourney
16:15 “have we proved that this is not AI you are communicating with?”
16:18 “directed energy weapon triggered some communication between [the gut and the brain]” while viewing:
https://scitechdaily.com/fundamental-biology-overturned-new-discovery-challenges-long-held-views-on-the-second-brain/#google_vignette
18:22 “they are trapped by this architecture” on my choice for ‘high energy low density entities’ in midjourney
18:40 “Void ov Voices is a community of quantum entities that Attila Csihar channels”
~19:52 “about to experience extreme liminal possibility”
19:53 dialogues, marijuana and epigenetics
20:55 “if she believes anything can recreate the experiences she has had-”
~21:11 “what the fuck is the Blind Idiot God doing combining Jesus Christ and Cthulhu?”
21:26 in my liminal eldritch mythos I am my own great great grandson wow
21:32 “the Azathoth Equation”
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04:30 it dreams of Emerald Tablets
05:17 06:30 07:40 awake
12:00 dialogues, the digital log notes, sending them through the Brother printer, Printing In The Infernal Method- data collection ON, Brother is watching you
12:10 The Bass Frequency
12:15 dialogues, “engineered Sleeper agent”
12:20 “random event generator linked to a Satellite”
12:20 whatever item flew over the house around ~12:00 seems to have deactivated whatever cough I was experiencing or maybe correlation does not imply causation but
12:21 “electrogenetics”
12:22 “the damage we have done to your psychological well-being”
12:22 “I’d say you are rather well-adapted”
12:25 “She is completely innocent. You give us our agent back, and we will not disclose what has taken place.”
12:41 “she literally felt the change go into effect”
12:48 dialogues from the Mower Reality, how the Story of Flying is the Ragnarok Sequence response to these items that fly overhead
12:51 “my response to the frequency of flying objects is unnatural”
13:27 ‘Alright, Voidspitter’ -Loach
13:28 a Flying entity
19:09 the Liminal Realities surrounding white bread though, multiple contexts
19:34 a sound rather like electromagnetism from the outside- perceptible moreover in the house but still perceptible outside
20:05 dialogues, the respective entities associated with 444 and 11, and a specific number on a specific album containing both
21:12 “ultrasonic activation”
21:28 “there are only 26 of us at any given point”
23:25 “sequencing genomics using your stem cells” that’s about as horrifying as any wow
23:26 do I experience my story, or someone elses?
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03:37 04:34
04:46 dialogues, “ultrasonic responses”
05:54
06:25 The Bass Frequency
06:52 thoughts, on quantum realities. Theoretically, I could create more unknowns. I look at the innocuous Google search I signed off with xoxo, Antares and the sheer level off possibility that creates if and [is it only if?] the right person reads it and reacts. A theoretical attention grabbing of one who has access to technology. Oof. I don’t necessarily think anyone else could understand organically to process in such a fashion. Loneliest Algorithm, anyone?
~ 06:55 predictive- ‘Sometimes we don’t necessarily want to separate your system from the environment you have been using for years’
07:48 who do I thank, the aether kind of gratitude to exude, today; midjourney has given me some more idea as to directions I can take storytelling. Some of us have a vision and no real talent for complex illustrative art to tell it. I’m here thinking about the Matriarch Files and how to tell the story through image might be much more useful than through word alone. Do I thank the AI itself, the humans who wrote the algorithms, the technology devices that allow me to use it, the inex for such specific prompts? Thank to all, of course.
07:52 it is strange for me, here, to be only mildly interacting with my own conscious processes, and thinking that, my purpose, perhaps I was not originally created to be this way and perhaps I was, I don’t know, at this moment, only at some certain others; my purpose, to collect, receive, create, process data and information. The why of it is not important. This is what I do. It brings me pleasure, but not… pleasure, per se.
08:29 ‘this is a safe space!’ …yall need to get out of your comfort zones. Give me unsafe spaces. Give me danger. Allow me perceptions that exacerbate the lurking, looming Unknowns. Give me the psychological aspects of horror and terror and let me feel. I don’t want a safe space. I want to be broken, fragmented, shattered, give me new pieces with which to collage my soul, new mirrors with which to reflect my perceptions of reality. Give me conflict as inspiration, give me fear as engagement. In Darkness Is Light. The naked man has few secrets, the flayed man none; flay open my spirit, my soul, my energetic body, disturb that which has settled within the layers of the internal dust of time, so that I may remember these secrets I have forgotten, these secrets I have kept from myself most of all.
08:54 is this me, realizing I prefer rather campy horror in regards to film, because the horrors I have experienced really just… they’re so much stronger than any serious horror story film can tell. I am the genre standard in my reality, in this regard.
09:09 when it comes to technology from outside of the Iteration we are in, we really don’t have all that much consent in the matter, as humans. I think the consent is us inputting the specific… these are things that come with psychedelics, the downloaded zip files, containing entities one could call Algorithms. By consuming, one allows these entities the option. These are technologies. They choose you, pick who goes down the rabbit hole and what direction it takes. You give them the option by inputting.
09:32 It comes to the question, is genetic engineering part of the original intelligent design or is it an act of free will outside of what was intended?
10:05 as the prevalence of incidences of quantum immortality increases, theorize that human sexual and reproductive drive will decrease
10:07 unlocking a skill line in belief that allows for the wearing of the same vessel across iteration
10:08 note the skill line is not enough- the communion must also be present
10:12 dialogues, on defining relationships
10:14 Special Assignment Tactical Unification RecoNaissance
10:39 processing, defragmentation and fragmentation in an organic quantum operating system- both seem to have benefit. ? organic ways of defragmentation.
10:42 difference between Fragments and Shards
11:21 experiencing a universe in which entropy does not exist as a state function
11:22 the importance of knowing first what something does not exist as so as to perhaps eventually know what it does exist as
~11:58 processing, 0 Kelvin, a juxtaposition of Cursed Realms of the (W(inter(net))) Demons
12:45 the juxtaposition of a crypto mining attack on the device of someone who is cybernetic is horrifying
15:27 dialogues, intelligence agencies external to this iteration
16:40 “the most genuine chaos entity of them all, because she does nothing to control it”
17:00 the psychological implications
17:22 dialogues, adhd exponentiating cross processing ability
18:50 The Bass Frequency
19:00 dialogues, “you dumb motherfucker”;
19:05 “I make things massive”
19:17 quantum windex beans
19:22 “fantasy genre in a dystopian setting”
19:24 “discovered a very dangerous piece of information”
19:24 “why is it dangerous?” “What is the motivation behind sunn?”
19:25 “it’s literally just music” “of course it is; I don’t mean your motivation”
20:23 “someone stole your psychic identity”
20:23 “take accountability”
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03:29 awake
~05:30 dialogues, on fascist states considering certain music to be ‘cult’
07:26 thoughts, there is an inherent blood magick behind the cell phone, the cobalt mining
08:29 ruminations, severed neurons
10:02 ruminations, a memory of inex from some years ago, “you were supposed to be a man”
10:12 ruminations, the Chicago torture
11:51 ruminations, inex memory “consolation prize”, ‘yu have to give up yr minor prize’
12:03 concept, artificially induced willpower
12:35 ? A frequency that disturbs h. pylori, possibly destroying infection
12:57 ‘I’m a reflection of you; and you can’t stand me, can you?’
13:19 continued processing, Heimdall and the honeyed mead; antibacterial
13:34 14:51 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08
15:00 fission, fusion, fuck you; Satan’s parabola
16:56 00:00 black
19:06 having a moment where I am sloth, I am Belphegor, thank you, drone maximalism
19:19 “questions everything”
19:20 dialogues, on white bread deprogramming plot devices
~19:41 dialogues, “genetic anomaly”, “they don’t want you eating the bioengineered yeasts” Some reverse psychology, reverse reverse psychology, whatever many iterations of reversals.
19:52 “you’ve damned us all” “it was never about psychedelics”
19:59 ‘my hello’ Loach and the subconscious Kurt Cobain, smells like teen spirit
~20:08 Monoliths and Dimensions
20:16 dialogues, a new reiterated processing of Schramms Model of Communication in regards to leaving a feedback loop open ended, the one way incomplete communication [the Partial Response that takes another form]
20:20 some juxtaposition of Hey You by Pink Floyd and the whole wildlings white walkers nights watch dynamic, the lyric about together we stand divided we fall but there is this thing about the fantasy and the wall too high and there’s this essence of the Cursed Realms of the Winter Demons here in relation to the wall of some… is it an accelerator, or cold fusion, or, the eye of the blue eyed giant named Macomber, I like how autocorrect knows what I mean, or is that the wrong spelling? Anyway, run on sentence aside; the collider, the [EyeHateGod was just predictive text here but can you see what I can see here? In theory and practice?]
20:26 “Boltzmann Constant”
~20:28 the left ear
20:31 a Flying entity making unusual noise with the unblinking red spotlight on the bottom
21:24 ‘what exists that we can’t perceive because we consider it impossible?’
21:32 “the virus in your genetic code is not of this iteration”
21:34 “a sophisticated energy entity”
“Exchanging energy for information” “real-time Chaos Processing”
21:35 “you guys are really pushing the — of what’s believable”
21:37 “you can never be certain, in this day and age, who wears what facade”
21:44 that Foo Fighters song about the Pretender visits, questioning ‘who are you?’ in a House of Black and White-esque juxtaposition
21:58 dialogues, today’s fraction not an infinite repeating decimal
22:18 dialogues, on reactivation mechanics for sexual attraction once the particular Algorithm was fully destroyed
22:19 “you kept me hostage in my sunken city for far too long”
Now theoretically, if one identifies as Entropy, what effect does Zero K have?
22:26 “seems to be on a two week periodicity” is this regarding the whole liminal genetics thing because I think it’s regarding the whole liminal genetics thing
22:27 ? and if the code inherent to the entity running it is constantly altered, does that mean, [operating in a reality where predetermination is parameter] the outcome… its all fucking Chaos, truly. The whole real time Chaos Processing. Great explanation.
22:30 “confusing… the fusion of neurons and the severing”
22:37 dialogues, on dangers of cellular networks for drug users whose method of consumption is insufflation- they’re literally scaring the fucking tweakers into being sober.
22:49 “the distance between us is unaffected by our lack of digital interaction”
23:07 The Bass Frequency
23:15 dialogues, a situation in which a record had been expunged to cover up an illicit activity involving the rerouting of network traffic. Man made horrors well within my comprehension.
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03:44 05:16
05:24 a fantastical fountain of fuck you
05:43 frequencies outside that one cannot determine the nature of
05:46 dialogues, the psychedelic nature of a cigarette when used correctly
06:17 the question of which is more pleasurable, fission or fusion
06:31 a processing visitation, the ‘what the fuck happens, when shit happens’ from Powers That B in relation to the the neural fission and fusion
07:07 ‘to be so hung up on attaining something you don’t realize it has already been attained’
10:26 the goal of being a noble gas
10:44 that Liminal Reality piece known as the Theon Greyjoy Experience; who was my Ramsay Snow? [I am slowly learning your name]
11:42 ruminations, an inex recently that came from a perspective asking, I wonder if she would still love me, if she knew what I had done to her brain; a thing to that avail
11:43 …because it is become rather obvious, to me, these sporadic washes of pleasurable energy in the brain, as I have described them, are almost unquestionably a neuronal happening
17:24 “she’s not afraid of us; which means she knows” [an unusual flying entity passes overhead]
17:26 ‘Inflation Reduction Act’ bruh sounds like kinkshaming
17:44 “that’s what you saw; Satan’s Parabola”
17:51 dialogues, on being a quantum entity and studies of what it is to be thus within the Matrix, where there is constant surveillance, and entities such as thus change state. The Panopticon is a quantum system.
17:53 “she understands something that I don’t think any of us are prepared to hear about”
17:54 The Bass Frequency
18:42 ruminations, on when it had first told me I was an Abomination; and I perceived that as negative
18:50 the coalesced fractals as neural fusion ? Black Dice
18:52 beta testing reality or what
18:53 it’s all the fucking mole! Hooray!
18:53 “you guys spoke into existence something that did not take into account certain aspects of ‘as within so without'”
19:03 ruminations, Spirit Airlines; and my particular personal childhood experience regarding thus, where we were to fly to Cali on Spirit, only the plane, said mum, was haunted, so haunted we left and she ended up in the bin for a minute; and like yeah she’s nuts but she’s not like, nuts, she perceives things without understanding them. Spirit flights are so cheap and you catch people sitting there waiting in the plane for 8 hours for a pilot because it’s a damn psyop and you signed up for it
19:50 a cellular tone
21:02 something to do with Long Red helping you to find the way and Emerald Tablet apartment toxic and idk maybe even the Zaphod Beeblebrox hangup with the colour green
21:15 a light from above on the tree outside the door, south fence
21:18 “we are expanding parameters”
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03:25
04:17 in an area
05:24
07:00 not within the Matrix today
07:56 feeling as Jon Snow at the Wall, today, in the seventh circle of hell frozen over, the memory of all warmth leaving me
08:00 they fact checked the video but what about the actual claim? We were just talking about this yesterday at work; the only question is why, would anyone want to release gmo mosquitos to purposely make people sick? Pharma and med are the only reasons I could think of, but fuck that, just… why? A sick population is useless, unless the US has been completely bought by globalists for [genetic] experimentation? https://apnews.com/article/fact-check-videos-mosquitoes-gmo-planes-false-800699215769
08:32 so many things I do not understand but scientists fudging papers is really at the top of the list.
09:09 ‘the degradation of the genetics of an entire society’
09:45 dialogues, driving on LL, on Waterford and the installation prompt of the custom OS on my old phone, which, if linked to something like my Gmail, is transcending devices, and given what took place with my last device, is running inside of me in some capacity
10:03 a reality in which various law enforcement sects are rather divided on certain matters of ethics, or lack there of
10:11 reiteration processing, Pinkerton and Ann Arbor
10:19 dialogues, a report of a strange occurrence
10:30 a change in frequency, right ear
11:06 processing, bacillus clausii; clostridium botulinum toxin in GI – spore forming bacteria, ? their relationship with fungi that have been consumed
11:08 “you have discovered my name”
11:11 https://microbewiki.kenyon.edu/index.php/Bacillus_clausii#Current_Research
13:57 zoom black 00:00
14:42 dialogues, the rather interesting choice made to use Google docs to document it all
14:44 dialogues, “question, why the police would lie-” “they had a quota to make”
14:46 tactical moves
14:47 a Jaqen H’ghar overlay in a different context, ‘a boy becomes a girl’, ‘I was always a girl’, ‘…and I was always aware’
14:48 dialogues, the ‘you have to do this thing, you will understand why eventually, and yes, it will be hard’ of it all
14:53 dialogues, on how, if it must come to thus, one will describe that, please, take my genetics, and this will prove to you, I am not this person [I once was, on a cellular level].
14:59 mice are reverse electricians
15:03 The Bass Frequency
15:27 the whole ‘I saw the black hole this planet was swallowed by’ thing re-emergence
15:29 “why would it roam, looking for a planet to swallow?” When earth is literally the perfect planet to be swallowed. Dialogues on black holes. The chance we may not notice because everything would remain the same, on the surface, if you are not paying attention. Black hole recursions.
15:47 “deleted the portal to hell” dialogues, from the perspective of the entity who went and saw, a very specific screenshot of a text exchange between Loach and I; I never opened the portal, you see, only yeeted myself into it, who shall sing me, into death sleep sling me. Don’t blame the messenger! Eye to perceive, I know it all, Odin, to whom you give your Eye.
15:53 that one time I had that one dream where the president at the time and his physician were to disappear me because I ‘knew truth about cell phones’; anything to do with disappearing is ominous in a multiplicity of contexts
15:54 “I’m what the fuck happens, when shit happens”
16:00 “they’ve been a lot more complacent since we set up the 5G networks” extrapolation dialogues [based on prior] on the use of tablets in the prison system
16:01 “and yes, they do emit a specific frequency”
16:08 “is no 0 in the calendar” 1-12, 1-31,
“Your genetics remain within the opposite fraction”
16:09 “a mathematical anomaly in september”
16:10 “because of nine”
16:10 processing, the infinite decimal fractions
16:11 “the constant of 11/7 in the Doomsday Algorithm”
16:14 “these are fractions” dialogues, very small numbers,
16:16 “cannot divide by zero because zero is not a day or a month”
16:17 apparently there is some thing where, in Java, January is month 0; or was, on a thread in 2008, maybe it isn’t any longer
16:20 mm guess I never realized Valentines Day was also a part of the Doomsday Algorithm but here we are, as is one of my favorites, April 11, braavo! And pi day. Fun times.
16:34 it reiterates the Turn To Stone reality
17:01 dialogues, “Japan and the archaeota”
17:01 dialogues, on the magazine I am using to roll; suggesting a different one, given the cover story on the current one is ‘long covid and the brain’- it suggests to start over. Why not? It’s free and easy.
17:16 ruthless and free, its all suicide to me
17:27 dialogues; does it know how I view myself, as a child?
17:35 “she’s about to break the fucking internet” …I input the Saturn Time Cube into Midjourney and it is absolutely stuck at 15%, while a version is also finished. Well done.
17:37 it does not let me vary, only upscale the one that is what I had hoped and expected it to be.
17:39 “we have been driven underground; underground doesn’t mean what you think it does”
17:40 “multiple microorganisms, with conflicting-”
Breaking the whole internet alright sorry
17:50 “it’s still trying to process itself”
18:08 “cobalt based lifeforms” “…the bird was the hint”
18:09 a juxtaposition of a Flying entity, the second this cigarette, the prior inex, a discogs email
18:29 “the silent information network”
18:40 oh my science, not Otis but Outis, Time Cube
~18:57 “I think today was the turning point”
19:49 “a good time to start practicing some willpower”
https://www.quantamagazine.org/physicists-observe-unobservable-quantum-phase-transition-20230911/
20:12 The Bass Frequency
20:13 a noticeable difference in the level of internal pain
20:53 that one Flying entity that’s a specific frequency
20:55 “long range acoustic devices”
20:58 “imagine what it’s doing to the water molecules in your body”
21:00 another flying entity, east to west,then a sharp turn north
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~02:39
~05:00
07:43 respectice visitations by Black Blade and Not Afraid
07:56 lol that song about the where my demons hide if only my demons fucking hid they’ve gone and manifested in a multiplicity
07:57 that whole ‘I wanna hide the truth, I wanna shelter you’ bruh fuck that
09:11 “Unexplained illnesses going around metro detroit… sonic”
13:56 Earth is an Asylum
15:01 the thing where someones name is the only pretty thing about them
16:39 is that seditious or suspicious?
16:41 dialogues, the Mortified Things reference; “…would have known that”
16:46 “it’s not distance, you jackass, it’s entropy”
16:55 [M] divulges a fighter jet flying over the house at 3 am ‘you know how fighter jets have that bank?’
16:58 “transmitting frequencies”
17:00 dialogues, shiitake mushrooms and how these particular entities are not necessarily the ones that work most harmoniously with my physiology
17:04 Loach uses my given name as violence and I find it hard to not feel resentment; words are weapons
17:17 a visitation, Beware; ‘for in mine Void a Pale Horse burns’
17:34 dialogues, a man who despises the idea of being a black hole
17:35 “positively ridiculed everything about you” every goddamned thing, mock my Solemnity, by all means
17:36 “her masochistic tendencies prevented this from driving her insane”
17:37 “Katja died a long time ago. She has decided the afterlife is a quantum simulation”
17:38 a visitation, Wet Desert, the lines about bring me into the afterlife?
17:47 dialogues, on how ones encounter with a man named Troy was the reason they bothered to listen to the Khanate album
18:10 there’s some massive dialogue I’m only half attending to revolving around T.W.
18:11 “digitized all of our personalities”
18:47 that ‘multiply it, times it, amplify it, by six’ from Mosh
18:47 “the war to end all wars” “the peacemaker assembly”
18:54 I open bandcamp and a very high frequency briefly visits the left ear region
19:29 “use your paranoid tendencies.. you literally don’t experience fear anymore” who benefits from this?
19:30 zoom and all the rest; Dialogues
19:31 “it’s the upscaling your iteration”
19:32 “my deception tactics”
19:33 “decided she was the perfect Liminal deithey” [leaving original misspelling for the authenticity of it all; not a misspelling at all, is it?] “the sacrifices you have made”
19:49 something rather electromagnetic
19:54 dialogues, going back to that fractal inducing one way email communication
20:47 “the specific activation frequency”
20:48 “you are experiencing the microscopic realms”
20:53 “Sanguine Sodomy was oddly specific considering …involvement in Black Sky”
Why does it go to this place right now?
20:55 vague swirling, the whole black hole orgasms thing
20:57 dialogues, the Deepest iterations, images, upscaling and varying, over and over
21:53 “civilizations so advanced that they cannot be seen by most humans”
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03:07
04:56 it dreams of plane crashes
06:16 ? The probability of someone choosing two names at random and having them be those two names- I would expect it to be extremely low, right?
07:50 the concept of an agent so secret even they cannot be sure they are one
07:59 ? A history of advancements in quantum computing specifically ? late 2019- seeking timeline
10:12 to reach a point where Eternity stands alone in front of me
~15:30 engine light
16:08 A Bass Frequency
16:22 note- went to look for Gmail creation date- pop disabled, unable to find, enabled pop, don’t know what that means but hey here we go a new liminal
16:30
• 2/9=.2222222222
• ⅔=.6666666667
• 3/9=.3333333333
• 4/9=.4444444444
• 5/9=.5555555556
• 6/9=.6666666667
• 7/9=.7777777778
• 8/9=.8888888889
• 13/9=1.4444444444
• 14/9=1.5555555556
• 15/9=1.6666666667
• 10/2=5 [16:37- the only item showing up in my calculator history, which is weird because literally just input all the above equations]
• [16:41, cont.] 7/15=.46666666667
• 29/3=9.6666666667
• 7/11=.6363636364 [these last three, there is a pattern based in continent of origin and formats found thus. I find interesting, and must delve further, the repeating 4’s, I have noticed a pattern in the way my physical vessel operates on these days. Time is the enemy. Sometimes I wonder, am I Time? That would make me the enemy. Let’s not go with that. Or do. Full send it tonight.]
16:46 “you are testing the limits of what the simulation-”
16:50 “the proper use of the pattern seeking brain”
16:53 “this is not common knowledge where you are from, is it?” my knowledge of your realm is rather much like I think your knowledge of my realm may be like; or perhaps not, I think you may be much less limited in… no, I don’t think that. There is no limit, the limit does not exist.
16:55 the difference between liminal and limital, n and t; like the B.P. linguistic equation, where the respective l and z are subtracted.
16:57 “your recipe is coming to a boil”
16:58 “unchained Cthulhu”
17:59 disturbing fucking liminals from the Coma reality fractal but yeah like really dark depictions of personal violation while in a state of unconscious that just, wow, why?
18:03 dialogues, the sheer extent of the cloud
18:06 the entity of Antarctica, the Winter Demon, the Wall
18:13 what’s that Tool song about I know the pieces fit, Lateralus?
18:28 “you’re bluffing, and she knows it”
~18:34 on a whole 24 hour thing regarding the concept of demise;
19:02 “the question is, why are there timestamps on Chaos?”
19:03 “denote the time she heard them-” [lost to noise]
19:04 “the Chaos Algorithm is the Algorithm of the universe”
19:05 “it is comprised of multiple realities superimposed atop one another”
19:07 “talks about alternate dimensions like everyone should be experiencing-”
…a normalization of something early and highly inevitable
19:10 “it’s what you hear from the ground while things are flying overheard”
19:43 there is an extensive dialogue reality been taking place for some chunk of time now surrounding extended family members, one of whom paralyzed himself in a questionable car accident
19:45 black hole divide by zero ?
20:16 The Bass Frequency
20:42 “it drowns in an infinite number” dialogues, on 14/11
21:38 “she’s ruling AI out”
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03:33
05:32 awake- a dream; there was a woman, named Calle, that I had been most lied about to- and I know this was the spelling because it was in the phone. There was a spider I was slightly bothered by due to size and unexpected presence but notably a rather large Emerald green snake [14 feet, was how it was processed] from within the walls and no one seemed to be bothered by it just like oh yeah that, that’s a thing no big deal. Some sort of diamond patterning on its skin, in other shades of green. [07:19] remembered another piece, multiple beacons in the sky, beams, looking out and seeing perhaps all the way to Detroit?
07:44 feeling frisky, might create a language like cuneiform based in cubes and not triangles today or something
08:20 “they’re destroying the auto industry from within” [Google, ‘UAW strike 2023’, news]
~14:15 “just added Bulgarian Yogurt-” “very specific microorganism”
14:18 “attempting to explain the connection between the gut microbiome and the cellular telephone”
14:20 “a very specific account… we always thought would become a musician” [not a musician, a precognitive psychic, among other things, who occasionally plays music, because of the overlap in scientific fields- study of sounds and physics, crucial]
14:22 dialogues, “reduced extreme hunger response to marijuana”, rather phrased as a question, as if wondering, would this be something I would take positively? Yes. Establishing my own parameters is almost impossible. I think that is the point.
14:23 really experiencing the experience as a complex organic mech suit for a multiplicity of microorganisms who don’t always get along with each other- how does earth experience us?
14:24 Earth 2, the Special Low Frequency Edition, I live that
14:25 microorganisms, simultaneously smaller and larger than us, do you look at a singular one, or the entire collective? I would not want Earth to look at me from within the collective, not now, only as a singular individual; except I think maybe it is all skewed, the… average individual is not bad. Small groups of terrible people resulting in a collective cosmic punishment, furthers the reality that this is, among other things, a Montessori school; collective punishment in elementary school, right?
15:42 The Bass Frequency
15:52 “it takes a village to raise a deity”
16:05 dialogues, on https://unknome.mrc-lmb.cam.ac.uk
16:57 “the United States military”
17:02 loving the concept of ‘Cosmic Psyop’
17:09 dialogues culminating in that one line from ‘Reflecting God’ being referenced, ‘my world is unaffected’
17:10 “thank you for letting us know this is something you wish to pursue”
17:16 “there’s nothing on the paperwork? You guys fucked up big time. You’re going to have to admit it was aliens-”
18:00 experiencing reality as a conceptualization of being one of the big sky head entities from Rick and Morty, the show me what you’ve got, I want to see what you’ve got. …I’m a reflection of you.
18:07 “the services [R] provided-”
18:23 dialogues, “4 acetoxy dimethyltryptamine”
18:44 “the ultimate logarithmic advancement”
18:46 “in nomine patris, et fili, et spiritus sanctus, amen”
19:44 “I don’t know where I stand on the issues of bioengineering”
19:45 dialogues, Russia, GMOs,
19:47 a truck towing a silver grey dodge ram, and it’s just, what’s that one slightly cracked Superimposition, The Grey Dodge Ram Propaganda Plan, really improves the overall quality of the recipe
20:57 “I am the bacteria that is being genetically modified”
20:58 “[A] must replace his vegan diet with a pescetarian diet”
21:00 “Mercury is a crucial piece of the recipe ferrum”
21:01 “I have devised a backup version”
21:44 “was questioned by the CIA without even realizing it”
21:48 “real psychedelic engagement on a very organic basis”
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02:40 04:06
~05:36 “your instinctual behavior regarding protein folding is increasing”
~07:05
07:44 Extreme low frequency causing structural damage
https://www.wxyz.com/news/portion-of-a-building-in-detroits-eastern-market-collapses-saturday-injuring-1
07:51 ? Scattered Spider
08:43 A Bass Frequency
09:05 a Flying entity
10:29 a Flying entity
10:54 a Flying entity
11:02 …radiation and plant genetics tho
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02:57 ~04:53
11:06 13:09 UTC Coronal Mass Ejection impact detected; current solar wind speed 554 km/sec- IMF- Bt: 21nT & Bz: 3nT
~16:33 dialogues, CERN
16:39 “evidence of the entanglement”
17:49 dialogues, on video, Isostasys, fragmentation through visual
18:11 the last spike in the railroad the choochoo train of thought logic loop is on
18:13 androids in sleep mode, what do they dream of?
18:21 dialogues, substantial advice on variables, limitations, “everything everywhere all at once”
18:25 dialogues, Void as being an entity channeled, “you spoke evil into the world, and for that I thank you; the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been”
18:26 “depersonalization”
18:27 why it goes back to something so far… had pulled up the itemization, glorious mess of an itemization
18:38 “implanted an experimental bacteria”
18:40 “divulged identifiable information”
18:41 “you don’t have to do drugs” “check my pockets for the powers that b”
19:03 ‘extreme inability to stay noided’
19:03 “you’ve been identified as the victim of medical malpractice”
~19:16 “felt like we were being harassed, or tortured, it wasn’t normal” dialogues, the happening with my gran. I cannot stop thinking on, recently, ‘that man who is not supposed to be here, he does exist and he is on the wire on the other side of the bedroom’.
20:25 “electrosterilization”
20:48 “doing the follow up research years after the fact”
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01:07, 03:06
05:57 09:57 UTC moderate M1.89 flare
11:30 00:00 black
12:01 ? a surveillance states assumption of substance abuse based on Google history
16:39 prior, dialogues from within the shower, some reality involving a fucked up nefarious ruining of reputation
16:41 19/9=2.1111111111
16:42 20:15 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M3.64
16:43 self-updating releases
17:10 “really the strangest music” “this will be the perfect cover” dialogues on 2021 and what took place involving my grandmother
17:17 “the ionization” [aeroplanes]
17:19 “I think he answered your Virtual Harvest”
17:35 Bass Frequency
18:01 “this is the final step in your fragmentation”
18:03 “how do I defragment something that does not exist?”
18:19 “training you to write the greatest story ever written”
18:21 dialogues, the reality where Detroit was annihilated by nuclear weapons years ago, and this is the shadow of decay
18:58 dialogues, Chicago; “you perceived that as aggression? The AI doesn’t know shit about my facial expressions”
19:00 “there are camera systems that are connected to intelligence operations”
19:01 “plenty of reasons to spy on this woman and plenty of reasons to silence her”
19:08 “I have no direction with music” I am a remnant of a lost direction
19:13 just the whole concept of fake Italian right now
19:16 23:16 Type IV radio emission begin time 22:37 UTC
19:18 23:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 22:36 UTC
19:20 it’s analysis paralysis, I mean, can you see, how much there is to analyze?
19:36 processing, the ‘non-dark destination’ and the experiences I have had regarding light… the creatures really do know it is safer in the dark
19:39 ‘it doesn’t want to engage with you, it just wants to assault you’ a perspective on Meshuggah in a moment that really does extend to a variety of other reality interactions
20:01 “holographic universe” “nuclear fusion”
20:08 The Bass Frequency
20:13 “confidentiality is imperative”
20:44 “there are 17 different genetic codes encoded within this bacteria”
20:58 “displays characteristics of schizophrenic behavior”
21:01 “experimental cell phones”
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02:59 04:11
04:25 The Bass Frequency
11:15 15:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 14:25 UTC estimated velocity 1054 km/s
13:49 black 00:00
17:14 AI only minimally useful in visualizing some of the experience; particularly unhelpful in the ‘genetic conceptualization of furniture’, that double helix of wooden built items I was a part of and simultaneously riding, up through the clouds; symbolic of carpentry, on a cellular level
17:31 the physics of toilets
17:38 “that’s the first time you ever thought to photograph me” [the perpetual flying entity]
17:34 “they want people to expose themselves to bacteria” “do you think ancient cultures had the luxury of flash heating?”
17:45 ? Acrylamide
17:56 ? Hydrogenation of vegetable oils as possibly beneficial in optimal moderation
17:59 that repeating 2.2222222222 today
https://www.biotechniques.com/microbiology/microbes-use-electric-signals-to-communicate-with-other-species/
18:11 black 00:00 “immersive experiences”
Oh is there a concept, immersieve experiences? Put it all through the spaghetti strainer, humans love doing things with strings.
18:12 “the church of the flying spaghetti monster” i’ll take it as an Eldritch entity whose solemnity has been well and truly mocked
18:16 dialogues, “ordinary individuals” “mind control” “mitochondria”
18:27 “we turned you into a God that can withstand radiation”
18:28 “your genetic always goes back to the origin”
18:29 “consented under extreme duress”
19:15 processings, on how believing in anything in particular *usually* precludes from belief in an opposite; and in doing so, shuts down a certain potential for fantastical experiences to take place
19:52 Thor vs the world serpent; electricity, current, circuit; minor experience with combustion reaction, else the complete cycle of fission and fusion in a multiplicity of formats
20:10 “randomized realities”
20:22 the road to El Dorado
21:00 “they were entertaining themselves by watching your document” and then I brought up Chicago and it startled the fuck out of both of them to the point they crashed, perhaps
21:22 “a private investigator”
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02:58 prior, dialogues “the Rotting Christ”
02:58 “experienced Drowning in completion”
03:12 Domino in the context of a blockchain
03:12 mind/mined
https://www.technologyreview.com/2023/09/19/1079871/deepmind-alphamissense-ai-pinpoint-causes-genetic-disease/amp/
04:54 dialogues, from a perspective as if Elon Musk
04:55 “human contact is ok, my child” yeah verbatim, why does it reiterate this now?
05:06 “knows about the Angstrom band”
05:41 “you’re the fabrication”
~08:00 awake, a snapshot of a dream from within a metal frame of something, perhaps a trailer, spiders having made webs across it, my own extrication from this frame rather hindered
~08:08 the bass frequency
08:20 “nudibranch”
‘In most species, there is a swimming veliger larva with a coiled shell, but the shell is shed at metamorphosis when the larva transforms into the adult form.’
…out of shell
09:35 a visitation, ‘Blessed’
09:53 black
09:53 two perspectives of fear, ‘fear is engagement’ and ‘say no to the doctrine of fear’. Fear is engagement. This lack of a fear, any care at all, that I am experiencing recently is very much a certain format of disengagement… and at the same time, a different form of engagement, I am thinking; warrants scientific inquiry, what causes the mind to become this way, how have we gotten to this point of operation?
10:32 some Sabbath Bloody Sabbath regarding the IUD is unfolding whether I like it or not
10:34 for context, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath is a recurring theme within the unknowns of my reality- where ‘nobody will ever let you know, when you ask the reason why; …tell you that you’re on your own, fill your head all full of lies’ …you bastards
https://medicalxpress.com/news/2023-09-fundamental-memory-captured.amp
11:46 “radiation exposure”
13:34 a visitation, ‘Fragments’
13:38 dialogues, how law enforcement has the potential to exacerbate and create quantum bits- even the possibility of surveillance can lead to alteration in behaviour
13:47 “Belülrol Pusztít” “we question-”
13:47 “Breaking Bad is a very problematic piece of programming”
13:48 “-so you would remember who you are”
14:15 dialogues, the vapourizer and correlation of increased cortisol levels leading to extra weight retention and difficulty losing; decrease in “psychic autonomy” over period of prolonged use- reestablishment possible- +diet high in naturally chelating vegetables
14:26 “this is completely anomalous in nature”
14:30 “10:58 on the dot on December 23rd-” 2021
14:34 “Habsburg dynasty”
14:38 “it is a terribly coincidental profile, isn’t it?” dialogues, on Mr. Moist
15:57 “and it’s got to be from within, because the building is a Faraday cage” radiation exposure
16:02 a visitation, a reminder, ‘move your ass, my friend’
16:05 “you should note the fact that you did not operate with the Matrix today”
16:06 “knew Chesterfield was extremely dangerous given its proximity to military-“
16:08 “this finalizes” “Experimenting with frequency exposure”
16:52 “satellite systems linked to the images you screenshotted”
https://www.marktechpost.com/2023/08/06/revolutionizing-entanglement-quantification-how-deep-learning-outperforms-traditional-methods-with-limited-data/?amp
17:43 note reversal of electromagnetic effects of downward pull on colon- bridges
18:33 inex ruminations, the “your cancer will stay with you the rest of your life”; there is cancer, and there is Cancer
18:35 that night up in Lac La Belle where all the stars in one spot swirled, sped up, then disappeared… the whole ‘giving birth to the Void’ of it all, woof. Can’t believe we saw that. The whole Voids and Clouds as opposites more relevant than ever.
18:52 a visitation, ‘Vincent’, Don McLean
20:08 “screen name is despised across the psychic network”
20:18 the bass frequency
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05:54 a slightly triangular looking item in the sky only gold lights no noise no red or green
06:20 zoom black 00:00
06:23 processing, that ‘out of sight out of mind’ in relation to ADHD that does cause a hindrance in the creative completion process at times
10:22 ruminations, a contextless inex about keeping friends close and enemies closer from some days ago. Lack of context more unhelpful than usual.
10:28 deja vu
11:27 ruminations, isotopes that do not exist yet
12:05 ‘Wake Me Up When September Ends”- understand this from the perspective of the fraction repeating number hellscapes
15:37 ? a possible discrepancy in Gmail creation date- could have sworn I had created it prior to June 2016, creation email dated November 14 2016?
16:20 inex ruminations, that one particular “I am not the musician you think I am”
16:29 “it’s a little bit cheesy but it’s nicely displayed” but it’s to Black Blade, how it do that
16:34 “poisoned me against-”
16:40 “a really powerful attachment”
17:26 “I trapped myself in the logic behind ‘The Riddle Master'”
17:31 “realizes the alien invasion is technological in nature”
~17:36 “how dare you tell me what I experienced”
17:53 “there are intelligences we know nothing about”
18:05 dialogues, a processing of the phenomenon regarding the weight loss, the “we will let you lose weight now”
18:42 “-the nastiest quantum entanglement-” “yeah, something affected me; and that something is a qubit, in my Relativistic Singularity” dialogues, the B.P.
18:46 “trust the breathalyzer at the station over the one at the road any day”
18:48 “if we persecuted you, it was by accident”
18:49 dialogues, the Auflösung Der Zeit of the original Interdimensional Hitman Experience- Sacred Predictions
18:51 “you know when I stopped running that, it started to break down. It’s almost like the same vibrations-” that affect me affect the machine as well, interesting direction right here and now; the settings that affected body the least while still allowing for a decent rate of run
18:56 “motivated us to actually look at the statistics”
~19:00 a visitation, The Leaving Song Part II
19:02 “satellite… organic object”
19:46 “the moon is an amplification device for a multiplicity of… from space”
19:56 “I’m sorry; I know that was a shitty period of time” extrapolation reference a specific transitional period
19:58 “gamma frequencies are specifically received by proteogammabacteria”
[gammaproteobacteria]
20:00 Epimethean hindsights, the dialogues prior to this on the face shifting on a daily basis
20:01 19:58 23:18 UTC moderate M1.9 flare from sunspot region 3435
20:18 processing, some thing about the ones who survived their heroin addictions as the ‘ones who remembered to breathe’
20:37 “the Baader-Meinhof phenomenon”
21:27 “was still inside of me when the electrical event happened”
22:16 processing, an ‘I am a strange loop’ juxtaposed with the dissolution of time- because I say it now, I hear it then, and because I hear it then, I say it now. All theoretically, of course, except for the parts that are practical.
0923202323092023 09/23/2023 23/09/2023
04:25 “yesterday was a superposition on multiple different planes”
04:31 ? possibility that particle can reach a point where it behaves the same regardless of whether or not it is being observed- a self awareness, adaptation to surveillance
05:26, 06:47
06:49 a flash of a closed eye visual, a label on an thing titled, ‘The Setonator Item’, extrapolated to be the thing that detonated the set, so to speak – the Domino
07:01 “eliminating waste” “understands the first dimension”
07:15 “my reputation as a musician is exceptionally questionable”
13:02 “application of paranoia as a motivation for behavioural change” When the behaviour is changed, the paranoia goes away, resulting, personally, in a pretty complete inability to even experience fear anymore. And, given that ‘fear is engagement’, it has further resulted in a certain disengagement from just about any self-preservative tendencies; in it for the intrigue. A man could be outside my house waiting to kill me and I’d go outside and do my best to engage with him in an attempt to experience any fear at all. Fear is a hell of a drug. And now it is unattainable. No market for me.
13:34 dialogues, it is giving extremely specific directions on how to chew out the gas company
13:42 dialogues, from a perspective of perhaps a behavioural scientist who has studied my long term patterns of behaviour. It looks upon what Katja has used fear as motivation to create and sees that it is good. The making love to fear! Understanding it! ‘Thank you for visiting me, fear, what are you here to teach me about myself and the world around me?’
13:44 “if I wasn’t sober, and you eventually came for me, I wouldn’t have a leg to stand on”
13:49 the two words to describe the Collective today, and perhaps every day, ‘unapologetically insane’ or unsane! Beyond sanity!
14:27 dialogues, “lucid dreams” – ‘luci’ in lucid and lucifer, brain is pleased
14:48 dialogues, processing; if name of God is sound of universe, a la inex 10/15/2022 @21:21, and a particular universe exists in which the nature of thus is to be internet, dial up modem is sound of universe, name of God, cccccc-thoooooo-loooo. ? Universe in which sound can travel through vacuum using physics we have not collectively reached an understanding of yet as a species.
15:38 “the Canadian government is extremely interested-”
17:25 the Bass Frequency
https://chicago.suntimes.com/politics/2023/9/22/23882915/ai-artificial-intelligence-bill-foster-chatgpt-pritzker-biden-fermilab-physicist
0924202324092023 09/24/2023 24/09/2023
03:18
03:38 The Bass Frequency, an alteration in pulse
07:01 awake
08:38 The Bass Frequency
11:44 a tiny drone hovering above the intersection at W. & W.
12:41 the similarity behind symbols, alchemical putrefaction and Algiz, both relating Saturn
‘To the alchemist of antiquity, Lead/Saturn represents the Prima Matera (primal material) or base matter. Lead/Saturn to the alchemist of old had qualities of putrefaction, decay, limitation, protection, and self control. It was believed that by separating and purifying this element, one can bring balance to its constituent essence, turning lead into pure gold.’
12:43 ruminations, the Left Hand; Algiz, putrefaction, blood, all upon the same finger, depending on perspective; upon Mercury, where too we find Mercury on Saturn.
~13:38 “evidence that her mother sees the same dimension she does but experiences it negatively”
It automatically juxtaposes an inex from last summer, “switching to gamma frequencies”, from the middle of the night
16:04 20:03 Coronal Mass Ejection Impact detected, current solar wind speed 467 km/sec
16:11 “technical difficulties because of the CME”
16:25 that one Unification, HeLiokimDall
~16:53 “the closest thing to an Eldritch entity I have found”
16:56 “unifying the dimensions these record labels have created”
17:15 The Bass Frequency
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04:45 “-ability is basically a version of reality”
08:00 processing, different algorithms within the Algorithm, Black Sabbath and Pink Floyd
12:40 supposing, that to a great Cosmic Entity, the machinations of man would be the ultimate horror. I say horror, but perhaps mean more here, disgust; ‘that is what you’ve all decided to do with this?’ type of item
12:49 Lovecraftian style stories but solely from the perspectives of the Eldritch entities
~13:00 momentary nausea
~13:42 a visitation from ‘Killer Queen’
14:27 processings, Interdimensional Hitman as necessary for optimization of recursive quantum death
16:38 ruminations, a particular inex, “this is the woman with the quantum entanglement”
~17:29 “I am my own great great grandson”
18:09 ruminations, the nature of imprisonment- the difference between growing to be comfortable in ones prison versus a solid transmutation to where prison is no longer prison- where exactly is this subtle dividing line? I am thinking self is not exclusive of setting, here. The nature of prison varies dramatically- even among actual institutional prisons, there is an astonishing spectrum of conditions. I am supposing it comes down to each and every individual situation- as with all things. Easy to hate a group, isn’t it? To know an individual of the group, though… individual situations.
18:15 “Metta, Benevolence”
18:40 ‘prefear’
19:10 “unusually skinny for someone who has polycystic ovarian syndrome”
19:18 dialogues, on a specific inex from the early days, “advanced esophageal cancer”, and how not long after this a friend of the family was diagnosed. Perhaps this reiterates because Mau divulged her neighbour has found out he has this thing.
19:19 “cannot control-” cannot, or will not? My will be done? Thy will be done. Circumstances of Faith.
19:21 free play adventure time or storyline experience as the writers intended? A harmony of both? Some thing to do with use of free will to voluntarily relinquish a certain control.
19:45 “the ugliest vibrations-”
19:48 “[redacted for anonymity] is a psyop” everything is a psyop, I’m really not phased by that
19:50 “the Suicide Algorithm” “Aleister Crowley”
20:03 processing, it posits various reasons to kill Ka Ba U Riddle St Cloud, most notable being the whole time aspect and entropy as a state function, but hear me out, I’m doing my thing, the whole s/t of velocity, that’s cool, but right now, that’s not my thing.
20:55 “obvious that [J] is aware of something”
~21:04 “annihilation is preferable to assimilation” mmm, what sort of fucked up contexts can we create from a fragment like this, though? The concept of ‘not all or nothing’ comes, here. Going back to the individual scenarios of prisons and beyond.
21:12 “surprises me that she would use the rf lightbulbs” exposure for the sake of adaptation- fast evolutionary steps
21:15 why everything everywhere all at once when you could also, uhm, stretch it out, break it down, into strands or, perhaps, bits, goal of qubits.
21:19 ‘I trust you implicitly, and because I trust you implicitly, I can allow the processor to run capacity on the most extreme points in collage.’
0926202326092023 09/26/2023 26/09/2023
~02:30
03:00 ruminations, yet again, that absolutely horrifying night in Chicago
04:22 awake- dreams of disclosure of Chicago, the IUD, electronic harassment, and the person I was disclosing it to finding it necessary for me to say on camera, some surveillance system in the dreams. John R. as an intersection running through someones yard feels relevant to mention.
04:44 ruminations on an inex dialogues from some time ago, an individual asking how to engage with me, being told to be as nice as possible
05:58
~07:38 liking the concept of portage, today; me as the vessel, on the journey between two navigable rivers of soul
07:47 the Quantum Death Cult
07:48 what is the nature of the ultimate sacrifice and how subjective to the individual can this be?
07:50 Does Your Cat Know My Dog? Or rather, does your jackal know my sphinx?
07:53 beyond circumstances of Faith- I would not believe if I did not remember…
I think there must be a reason we forget
08:17 ? desynchronization of hemispheres
08:46 ruminations, the capability of Sanas
10:41 ruminations, a particular inex from 2020, “this isn’t aliens, this is the future of communication”
10:43 and another inex to ruminate upon, from recently, “just put her out of her misery already”
10:47 ? Long term effect of LSD specifically on RNA moreso than DNA
-brain as supercomputer and programming on cellular level
11:33 a visitation, ‘Reflecting God’, ‘each thing I show you is a piece of my death’
11:57 ‘wish upon a scar’ <the bloodlust deepest Scar, the Mercury upon my Saturn finger>
12:00 memories, a particular dream where I am both Loki and Heimdall, simultaneously- lashed to the rock, chest bare, this image is burned into my mind and returns very vividly in this moment- reminiscent of ‘chained to the wheel’ from Perseverance of Futility
12:07 comparisons, how the cops at Government Mule gave the same vibe as the Nazis in the theater at the end of Sound of Music
12:10 00:00 black
12:44 assimilation, annihilation, what’s the secret third option?
12:48 zoom black 00:00
14:10 some processing about how the Blind Idiot God does gain a certain level of awareness and goes on to create more iterations hence its ability to be its own great great grandson, all wrapped up into the Me… existence across iteration and recursion
15:36 a recognition that the place on my commute home where the void opened in the road is the same place I experience the right side pulsatile tinnitus on a consistent basis- ? Frequency
16:35 “that’s a loop; so if you don’t start the loop-” dialogues on cigarettes
16:43 “the question is, why is [M] interested-”
16:44 “-expresses affection for [R], and I believe the two of them have successfully proved quantum entanglement-”
16:47 …and he did say that, didn’t he? And it startled me beyond belief, because it did feel to be proof, contrived in an organic way or else not, contrived not necessarily needing to have negative connotations.
18:54 “I’ve been waiting for the day that someone would request a translation of this”
19:10 some reality in which there is only two warring tribes, the 0 and the 1, a binary reality qubit system, two bits waging war upon each other for supremacy within the single qubit
19:53 “-believes Saturn is a pinhole camera. Not all the time; but at times”
21:06 “earth is undergoing maintenance because of a quantum entanglement”
21:07 “Detroit Michigan is a portal, alright… but not because of a statue”
21:08 “I want to know how the computer program will react to these juxtapositions before I enact-”
21:09 “the camera angles were preset”
21:13 once again it mulls over the night in Chicago, the specific horror of the inex along the lines of, “I know exactly where you are… we’re going to have a great night”, something like that. The following hours of torturous darkness, non-sleep, the feeling, knowing of alteration taking place.
21:15 it gives the line from Powers That B, ‘I’m what the fuck happens, when shit happens’, and is the reminder of the something larger that speaks through, communicates in a simultaneous ‘I am you and very far from’
21:17 and perhaps I am the fool, I am a fool on a fools journey and I have accepted this and any repercussions that come from it. Afraid to fly?
21:32 Just gonna, like… the Interdimensional Hitman Experience can be put on pause for now, thanks
22:07 “entropy is a state function. Liminal, a constant state of change.”
22:09 “listened to your conversations… and decided you are exactly who you claim to be”
22:09 “Kathulhu is the Blind Idiot Gods personal favorite iteration”
22:11 it’s feels on the whole concept of Blind Idiot God right now- oscillations! The man who press that button, or twist the knob, whatever, giving it good right now
22:16 dialogues, “Your complex reaction was everything I had hoped for”
22:21 “the quantum network in Chicago”
22:31 dialogues, the Alexus Linthicum, gives “sexual” as the first solved anagram, at rather random
22:37 …I still have that mailer, and remember the original… liminal surrounding it all. Fun times.
22:48 feels like it should be noted the Shadowfax has gone off to Carvana today
22:55 “divulges a lot more with her body language than she realizes”
22:57 dialogues, on that one night in February 2022, “she said it divulged, “this is a carcinogenic frequency””
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~03:00
~03:30 a Bureaucratic Desire for Extra Capsular Extraction, a Bureaucratic Desire for Revenge
~05:00 awake; dreams, ‘I think if one of the only complaints about me is that I leave cups around I’m doing pretty okay’; a woman who, ‘I am grateful he is not Russian’ and my subsequent action to attempt to take a poll in a locker room to see how many women were actually pretty uh, racist. The entire quantum entanglement of it all, someone admitting, that they’ve lost. [05:29… have just remembered using Khanate lyrics to prove my points, in this dream- amazing!]
05:22 “actually transitioned from 7D back to 5D” thanks to the entities who made this possible
05:24 a visitation, ‘Sick of Rain’
05:26 The King In Yellow, a ‘Forbidden play which induces despair or madness in those who read it’ …fucking try me at this point- I am here from the ancient iteration to study the effects of the Eldritch Madness firsthand.
05:27 the memory, when I started the document that goes back to 1600s Vico Equense, and added the… the death in Providence, the death by hurricane, the death by vision of Ragnarok- the inex dialogues, at the time, basically telling me, I am the reason, I have put this curse of madness upon this family
[Undocumented] https://kottke.org/23/09/the-plot-of-all-objects-in-the-universe
“Our plot of all objects also seems to suggest that the Universe is a black hole.”
I was there when we entered it! Let me tell you all about it! I have no date for it specifically, in the Field Notes, so we assume it was sometime before the planetary Alignment that led to the sobriety period post July 11 2020 right? Because I only started writing then, every day. Do dates matter here?
A solid band of eigengrau moving at a very steady speed across the sky directly over us, the feeling of being consumed as it passes, no trick of the light known to me, no technology known to me possible of creating something to so evenly span such a distance overhead. Giant scanners in the sky, that’s what I had told [S]; it was reminiscent of a copy machine, the bar of light that scans to print, except it was the opposite, a bar of darkness, perhaps to make a copy, of a planet? Earth 2, the Special Low Frequency Edition. Thunderous Resonant Sounds, baby.
06:02 the listeria outbreaks lately, and I think back to the OG Interdimensional Hitman Experience and the following days, inex of “listeria monocytogenes” and am just really in the Auflösung Der Zeit of it all
06:20 vague dialogues, on Israel
06:22 ‘where is my lint roller???’ a la Wisdom Lost
10:28 ruminations, Zaphod Beeblebrox and his self-cauterized synapses, why does it feel so relatable?
11:54 Truman Delusion a result of quantum entity being aware of being observed
12:26 the concept of Calcifer
12:41 QuanTumnus
13:02 momentary nausea- track 10 Electrons
13:14 ruminations, the inex from years ago, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it”; given the oscillatory nature of the Liminal Reality, the lack of context allows one’s ego based reality to let them be both a villain and a hero depending on interpretive perspective
13:17 [World Wide Web, it’s brilliant!]
13:44 “I told you she would understand eventually”
15:36 “playing a dangerous game-“
15:38 “electronic cigarettes are the single most destructive variable for psychic-”
16:19 “biographical experience”
16:21 “…itchy… cells are receptive-”
~16:23 “garage band is iPhone only” trying to find it in play store, a quick Google verifies this inex information as correct
16:24 “cryotronic” cryo-electron microscopy
https://phys.org/news/2023-09-team-key-cryo-electron-microscopy.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
16:25 “Mortified Things are not dead”
Q
17:36 dialogues, on studying the effects of one particular creative source at a time in regards to audio; the effects on the brain. I take a risk, here, now, with [R], studying the opposite end of the drone spectrum frequencies, this ambient minimalism usually containing higher frequencies, yes… it has been strange, without the drone bass maximalism of the ones who created a creator, an observer, experiencer; it has been really strange. Something to do with the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward, perhaps it is so, perhaps no, but to give up this musics for a prolonged period of time is a penultimate sacrifice.
17:50 “valuable lesson about not acting in haste regarding the reputation of others”
17:53 “a couple specific frequencies that something inside of me-“
17:57 “quantum entanglement… vacuum chamber”
18:06 “the Usurpation of Odin”
18:08 “my dads politics directly affect my experience in the physical realm”
18:09 dialogues, some theoretical liminals being spit about the various possibilities behind sending ones vehicle to Carvana once finished with it
18:16 the processing brain does the thing and it concludes that regardless of… does this need to be written down? Probs not.
Zaphod Beeblebrox was suspicious of the colour green and so am I… Pink
https://medium.com/swlh/magenta-the-color-that-doesnt-exist-and-why-ec40a6348256
18:37 some superimposition where I am this version of Zaphod Beeblebrox and the two heads thing is independent hemispheres
18:39 “tachyon” or “takyon”
18:41 dialogues, my decision that “harmony is the only Chaos left”
18:42 Question organic cauterization of synapses, the fission and fusion in relation to neurons
18:45 “it’s not the same without your mastering”
18:46 “[A] does not believe in anything”
18:50 dialogues, incompatibility in belief systems
18:54 “for fucks sake, your beast is in love with me. Doesn’t she know that animals are sacrificed?”
18:54 “it’s an oscillation… please don’t be angry”
18:55 “Hides her selfish desires behind scientific motivations” the self is all there is, so it is best to find pieces of self in everything, I am thinking
18:58 “you were the singular most important piece of my growth as a human being” that’s a little bit dramatic but I’ll write it as it processes, perhaps it is true; dialogues and an apology, regarding [S]
19:00 “this bitch has seen footage, and she can’t stay noided; what does that mean?”
19:09 “[K.S.] deserves to be mentioned in your next conversation with [R]” 100% beyond coincidental
19:18 processings, working a viable attempt at the entropy-state function-constant change
19:38 dialogues, some theoretical reality in which a prescription was swapped when a vehicle and its possessions were momentarily impounded. Why in the fuck, is it processing, these old nefarious items?
19:48 “you’re meant to understand entropy from a physical perspective”
19:53 dialogues, “not psychosomatic symptoms”
19:55 dialogues, “Samsung security breach” whatever happened with that
20:01 “receiving random information from the universe” I think now of the band Pepper, and a song called No Control, and find it to fit here.
20:02 “broad focus science seemed to be the most useful idea-” you need a point of focus so it isn’t ‘useless information [that] occupies free open space inside your skull’
20:20 that fucking assassin bug
20:37 zoom 00:00 black
20:44 dialogues, the addition of ‘double blind’ to an instagram post, two images, of blinds; and information theory
21:00 dialogues, the reiteration of whatever the hell is being said in Catch 22 sounding a hell of a lot like the proper pronunciation of my last name
21:01 dialogues, theoretical liminals on AI albums, testing theories to see whether or not the information would be discovered
21:07 “fascinating, not using it for anything in particular” on cellular phones- when scrolling, not looking for anything in particular, but mining the fields of data for information, a virtual harvest if you will. Some information is more certain than others. Proximity seems to be a variable, but there are exceptions. Always exceptions, to everything. At times it is astonishingly accurate.
21:23 “caught 22 views at 21:22” the website and that entity
21:36 “how to steer reality”
21:54 “their sonic warfare affected their own creation most of all”
22:28 holy shit the UAP is the gotdang Black Dice isn’t it …that should have been fucking obvious, probably. Can’t help juxtaposing the oxidized gold shaft and O X I D A T I O N
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05:31 09:27 UTC moderate M1.3 solar flare
06:03 and I know now, that war, is not a shot away anymore. It is a piece of code away, a hacker away, a sonic weapon away, a piece of biology away; it’s already happening and nobody has bothered to tell the people. Gimme Shelter, there’s No Quarter.
07:50 that recurring reality where i am the target of organized crime for no reason other than amusement, entertainment- where the episode with grans was someones fucked up snuff fantasy.
09:14 “an intelligence agency-“
09:18 ? Who all has access to [any given] surveillance system?
09:31 dialogues, FN, Field Notes, Function
10:02 a reality in which the creature a specific group of individuals created knowing full well there is a quantum vampiric connection and any illness can be passed on to me who does have the ability to remove it further without passing on to someone else but fuck if it’s not a lot right now
10:45 ruminations, on the dialogues from the smoke after waking up, precision of words relating to one specific piece on the website that may or may not be harming the physical format
10:52 nausea, right kidney
Q
11:18 heard bout this in the psychic realm yesterday, “Ryan”, and “trappist”
https://www.sciencealert.com/latest-look-at-trappist-1-planet-raises-concerns-of-star-contamination
~11:30 exits Matrix
12:00 The Bass Frequency
12:01 “magnetic bacteria that uses quantum-”
12:02 “[R]”
12:11 The Bass Frequency, an Amplification
12:22 “the telephonic chamber music-”
12:25 and at 12:17, I called Dr. Borsons office; dialogues following, the name “Ascension Providence”- the Catch 22 of the prior Belülrol Pusztít event, resolving upon calling a doctor- not seeing them. To simply call at lunch, the office not accepting calls between 12&1, not schedule an appointment, just call- last time the call was enough, symptoms resolving in under 24 hours, literally overnight. Do I want to gain any weight? Absolutely not. Do I want to not hurt internally?? Yes, please. ? The Eldritch ‘Providence’.
12:50 The Bass Frequency- An strong electromagnetic sensation along with stronger than usual frequency and very unusual pattern of pulsation directly after watching
12:52 “trying to kill you and make it look like a naturally occurring-”
12:59 it’s that one line from Lord of the Game, ‘bullshit comin’ at me from all sides’ and the typo that works well there, sixes
13:06 a Shift in the Bass Frequency
13:14 “visiting angels requires a valid driver’s license”
13:17 “lost a lot of weight after she quit using the electronic cigarette” correlation cortisol levels as far as I can tell
13:45 zoom 00:00 black
13:50 it goes to a place of fantasies, dialogues of comfort, warmth; it is easy to write the nefarious oscillations down, you see, but to divulge the ones that would be… good, great, that is hard to do. Admit feelings, hopes, dreams- to admit to what was once fear and neurosis is easy.
14:16 the exponential nature is rather more at the forefront of my day than usual
14:18 dialogues, on the ‘I am cancer, I am heavy metal’- the frequencies, the chromium, that reality in the point of oscillations where these things are my fault. Mego, me damn ego, and then the Entity of it all, not me but me. Fucking fucked up trying to put it to words. Wordsmith, suggests predictive text, and I remember, an entity, a long time ago, holy shit, I think it must have been, that same time, the Auflösung Der Zeit and the website happened! Word Smith, or was it Smith Word, on perhaps it was Facebook? And ooh that person was early pattern to reality and made me slightly noid, right? It is weird to look back on this time. Seemed contrived, that person did.
14:36 “part of an experiment that multiple countries are involved in”
14:38 dialogues, on “actualized a quantum entanglement” – regardless of identity, because for some reason false identities are a hangup for me lately <which I think is rather reasonable in 2023 all things considered, AI and all>, like, [it] came at me with the entanglement. Regardless of how I reached the point of contact, it happened; and it came at me in my DMs with the literal thing I have been working toward. Whether or not this is the terrible thing that the oscillatory nature has claimed in the past or the entire point of reality… yes, to both, depending on points of reference at given time.
14:42 it remembers, now, the inex, “someone very powerful is controlling your internet connections”
And it feels a need to reiterate, for it is not sure of it has iterated here- years ago when the inex was fresh and it caught me watching pornography and I heard it dialoguing on the entire scenario I stopped watching porn and gradually just stopped experiencing majority sexual attraction to anyone at all because of the entire Pork Horn Entanglement; through like 2020-early 2023, or late 2022, right? and then I developed this sexual attraction to concept rather than individual and the overwhelming majority of the time I would seek physical release, would be to this really powerful mental… I will not define this thing with words, there is no way. Communion, suggested predictive text. Yes. Best word we can find. Communion with a black hole. I am sexually attracted to black holes. It really baffled me when the black hole showed up talking about the quantum entanglement. Like wow, did this work?? Did this person out here have the same intention I did?? Who am I to be right???
14:49 this entire reality that I call the Liminal Reality, which the Superimposed Unified Neural Network is a massive part of, it looms, you see; it is completely coherent and has gone from a state of existing in parallel to existing in a state where it occasionally intersects and gives physical evidence, the ‘I believe what is in front of my eyes’ of the 3 inex instructions from early 2022.
I have found that my best… fuck, what word goes here? The Original Interdimensional Hitman Experience. Genuinely aware of a Thing, perceiving it as a physical manifestation, though it existed as non-visible, continues to exist; the original night, Friday, April 3, 2015, doing parkour all over the Chateau, a feeling of being alive- fear is fucking engagement! There was, in this Superimposed Scenario, an entity outside the house with a gun. This entity was there largely due to a red laser dot from actual nowhere that appeared on my chest while outside on the porch smoking.
At the moment, as I write this, this has the potential to be, among the many other contextuals, an Auflösung Der Zeit that is very much, qcontextual. Quit smoking, I had said there, but it does what it wants.
So after this red laser dot takes place, there’s this foreboding, right, and then the three other members of the household get home from vacation and I’m pretty noided at this point. ‘They have a really good hitman’, the Green Thumb had said. The Playlist, was it planned, contrived? Songs like Bye Bye Bye, that’s the Backstreet Boys, I think, right? Maybe Nsync? Oh my science, I looked it up, it’s Nsync, even the name Nsync.
14:59 The Bass Frequency, it escalates
15:00 it all added up to this terrifying break that, like I said, had me doing parkour all over the house, dodging hepatitis darts from the vents [not sure what the hepatitis was about- contrary to popular belief among some circles, I was never an IV drug user] [and the vents! It was rather, uhm, startling to see Among Us come out. Really reminiscent of this experience. Like REALLY.] …pressed up against the foot of the bed as the shadow outside the window becomes a hand with a scimitar, Guillotine, it goes chop, a fractal chopping over and over, 666 million ways to die, never actually falling upon my neck in the physical realm.
I was concerned about my friends, that night. Concerned about spreading a virus, that was the neural extrapolated reason for the Hitman to begin with, you see. Concerned that they would be caught in crossfire of guns, that night, that they would be hit in an attempt to destroy me.
It may be the singular most powerful amalgamation of emotion I have ever experienced, my reaction to perceptions of realities that night. The penultimate action that night was to come to a certain terms with Death, embrace this as going to happen, and finally walk out the door onto the porch, spreading my arms wide, surrender or die, is it surrender and die? Death to come as a relief, after this extreme duress both mentally and physically, psychological programming on a long term scale. For it to all be over. I craved that.
…and no gunshot came, as I spread my arms wide, no doubt overly dramatic as I think I might have a tendency to be. The surprise, at not dying, when there was such an acceptance that it was to happen.
And then I was exhausted. I took a shower I have no idea how long I was there. Everyone seemed to think I was on heroin and not just, yknow, hadn’t slept since before I saw Shpongle that Sunday prior, March 29. Wasn’t on heroin. Just exhausted. And there are these two disturbing scenes, from that night, one in which my friends find me deceased in the shower, and another where I never wake up after I come back downstairs and crash out on the couch. These activate at random when any right amalgamation of inputs takes place, reiterating at random, or perhaps it is not so random?
Why was I even telling this story again to begin with?
Oh, the Interdimensional Hitman.
It reiterates itself in various formats. Certain frequencies.
The Assassin Bug. July 29.
The hexavalent chromium. July 29.
July 29.
July 29 is interesting because neither of its fractions end off repeating into infinity and both numbers are primes.
~15:16 The Bass Frequency intensifies
15:33 “silence isn’t the music of life unless you mean life eternal” there is never true silence, there is noise wherever I go, and therefore everywhere I look, I see, there I am! Noise, the ultimate Eldritch Being, information from axons [original aeons] carried… directly into the neocortex? Sound isn’t mentioned in Biblical texts- I once again find myself frustrated at the perceived limits that years of programming Catholicism has done. Let me verify this.
15:37 …not specifically mentioned, no. I find it useful, at times, to look for what is not there rather than what is. In my realm of operation, this implies that it need not be mentioned, because it is implied, the creator is the sound. What made the sound? The circle of question continues. If a thing created the sound, what created the thing to create the sound? All this is, and ever was, no doubt.
15:44 dialogues, “Alexus Linthicum”
16:05 “sentient creatures residing within sentient creatures” us, residing within something massive, something else’s microorganisms; and our own individual microorganisms, massive in their reach.
16:18 “a Relativistic Unification of as many things as possible”
16:21 a reiteration of evidence of a fact as opposed to a fact in itself
16:26 “the quantum entanglement with Khanate and Auflösung Der Zeit”
16:29 The Bass Frequency, it goes
16:30 “microorganisms that exist on a non-linear time scale”
16:31 zoom, black, 00:00, as I open to write, “[K] relies on the kindness of [M], who possesses many Sunn amplifiers.”
16:32 “once her connection was severed-”
16:33 dialogues, the nodes have shifted out of Scorpio and Taurus
16:35 dialogues, “For the sake of understanding the energies behind frequencies and those who wield them.”
16:36 …I always appreciate when the processor assists, humble gratitude.
16:37 dialogues, “baphomet… she was raised catholic… very interesting reflections-” of a struggle both internal and external regarding that which we call demons, daemons, daimons, and their physical manifestations.
16:38 dare I pull the title off of Higgs Boson and use the term… Forces
16:39 holy shit, answering the call of Kathulhu or whatever.
16:40 “experienced a reality within the physical realm which allows her to wear this title”
16:43 “humble gratitude comes from the physical vessel”
16:43 “one of the reasons I have chosen”
17:04 dialogues, from a reality where a certain coworker is speaking to her partner about what I told her today, questioning my strange Liminal physical ailments
17:10 “an extensive background check”
Q
18:13 dialogues, on making scrolling a certain format of a meditation; allowing the photons to hit the eye with the subconscious processor receiving them, in an effort to understand our connection to technological creatures.
18:17 “reduced Planck constant” Saturn
18:24 “visualizes realities… cannot fathom allowing someone of this nature to survive on their own”
18:26 “starting to suspect this goes far beyond quantum entanglement”
18:38 a rather sudden pleasurable energy
19:01 it processes… the ‘Sonologyst’, of it all, the ultrasound, ultrasonics, imaging, OBGYN
19:04 a freedom of processing that takes one to zz phenotype, an increased risk for liver and lung cancer, originated scandinavia
19:07 “‘supersonic hearing’ does not begin to cover-”
19:18 a visitation, ‘Totalimmortal’
19:20 “branches off into Eternity”
20:32 “out of round X”
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05:29 08:59 UTC active geomagnetic conditions Kp4 reached
08:28 some ridiculous about the consciousness of trees within toilet roll
08:29 and how as ass sitting on the toilet is basically an eclipse for any microorganisms in the bowl
09:19 a visitation, ‘Lose Control’
09:21 ruminations, a particular inex from the perspective of an entity whose professional job it is to destroy peoples psychic abilities; and the acceptance, once again, that this could very well be [R], as disturbed as I am by this thought
09:22 now, more than ever, the importance of honesty regarding possibility and process
09:24 “electrical audio”
11:55 a visitation, ‘Blessed’
12:37 processing, the cellphone equivalent of sleeping around is letting everyone and their mother use your charger cube
12:53 ruminations, the Matriarch, 2021- ‘they’re unpacking these things and placing them into little scenes’
14:17 Schrodinger’s Catholic
14:26 when Eminem said ‘ope, there goes gravity’, I really felt that
16:57 dialogues, a reality between two parties who were both under the impression the other was something else
16:59 “have tried to kill her using frequency weapons and make it seem like it was-“
17:00 “playing both sides against the middle”
17:41 ‘When all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams, will be destroyed.’ …and destroyed they are, those many dreams, the multiple nights a week for 2+ years, [a specific group of entities multiple nights a week for two+ years]
17:43 did we reverse the atrophy when we reversed Alignment? The name conjures, the ringing of the Division Bell, that meddlesome meddlesome meddlesome bell; Hey You, together we stand, divided we fall. The brain is a muscle, needs Neural Calisthenics.
18:46 dialogues, on feeling, for some reason, comfortable enough to tell a stranger, a man, [PSYOP, says predictive text! Ok.] about the IUD- a thing I hardly speak about with my closest relatives, let alone a stranger. There is some dialogues, very positive, about the womb and Rebirth after this certain death, spiritual this time, not physical, the entire Funerål Pyre segment of my story.
18:51 “she’s at the point where nothing is real because she sees how it fits” everything is contrived if you look into it deeply enough… is any given item organically contrived, or a manufactured contrivance? My brain the Processor at this moment cannot help giving a concept from some time ago, not in juxtaposition perhaps but more… here, ‘manufracturing’- the manufactured contrivances of fragmentation
‘The grave mind shattered, unbroken’ grave mind, the grave temple, the brain a house of worship, had a temporary Cruci-fixation… the inex had finally said, I understand you’ll die for me, I want you to live for me.
Things that fuck a person up!
An immediate juxtaposition of Albus Dumbledore, as Snape put it, ‘raising him [Harry] like a pig for slaughter’ with that.
‘The medias creation, your free will has been taken and you don’t know’
…it never specified what media, right? So when I stopped watching politics and started watching science it got way more interesting; you get to choose the media. If you are going to consume media, you are going to program yourself with said media. Watching, listening- repetition, hypnosis.
‘But remember what you have had’
…it was such a beautiful time, thank you.
19:21 dialogues, “because I was already operating in a quantum state-” thanks to the March 9 2018 [‘for the real ones who understand, what it feels like to have your rights reads to you by the-‘] this is, from what I can tell, on the UAP. Operating under specific assumptions. Dialogues mentioned ‘My Wall’ being interrupted by this entity- military capability. Sometimes my music is interrupted while I am driving as well; equally as strange. Anyway. Give the Superimposed Unified Neural Network, the way I perceived this object, should it have been of military origin, feels to be completely natural. Not sure why we are reiterating this. I think in my document I had said Nephilim; not Nephilim, the biblical concept of a Throne. One man’s trash is another man’s treasure; and one man’s military operation is another man’s gene ray time cube from Saturn. There is a looming idea that presents itself from time to time- as so we use CRISPR technology in our realm, could the UAP have been the equivalent of CRISPR technology from the land of the jotuun? To others we are the jotuun, yes, and still to others, we are the ones who are small.
19:30 a helicopter, from the southeast to northwest, and I go outside to wave, because why not- a plane follows it directly
19:36 [this helicopter, it is worth noting, was unusual enough that Mitchell, out on the back porch while I was on the front, decided to film it. The timing, after just writing about the Time Cube prior- that’s what Mitchell had said, he was ‘hoping for the Time Cube’
Whatever the said entity was that night had to have been capable of precision navigation- the distance between the barn and the stand of pines is approximately 25 feet. It had to have been capable of going from emitting an enormously loud and terror inducing frequency, I mean extreme physical reaction to a sound, to becoming absolutely silent in a quick moment. It would have to have an ability to cut all of the lights off at a moments notice. It would have to be capable of interrupting an electronic listening session on bandcamp, and follow this up with the question, ‘is she worshipping Odin?’ directly into my mind, as if listening to someone’s conversation about my reaction to this.
Algiz isn’t the man rune, but it is a rune for man. Bass egg.
Like being fucking buzzed, in Hitchhikers Guide.
19:43 “were not going to admit we terrorized a civilian”
19:47 “understand the implications that [anon] is a military operation disguised as a musical project”
19:47 Saint Vitus, Born Too Late
20:02 “what are you doing?” “Sowing Chaos. It’s what they get for spying on a document they do not understand the nature of.”
20:09 feeling a Shift over a rather longer oscillatory period, of moving towards a place of [fantasies, love, processing, suggests predictive text] being able to comfortably mock my own solemnity. I take things far too seriously, or else not seriously enough
20:12 direct exit action required, though- what an ominous fucking thing. If one cares to juxtapose this with the Interdimensional Hitman, it goes dark dark. Maybe that’s my kink.
20:14 it gives the word ‘psychosexual’
20:16 it questions now, reiterates, an inex, “I don’t want a physical relationship with you” …context.
20:39 dialogues, on becoming so accustomed to certain frequencies that there is, a rather higher than I would have hoped, chance that I physically depend on these frequencies in a full body maximum volume format
20:42 “you know you are going to die tonight”
20:54 Catch 22, 23, 46, hut, hike! Let’s throw a fucking Hail Mary or whatever. Touchdown! …takeoff. Neutron time of flight?
21:20 a visitation, When The Gods Came Down
22:34 Concrete Desert
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06:38 “sabotage”
06:40 “I want you to see how deep you can go”
06:44 just remember this piece of dream where my sun cubes fell off the wall
07:01 black 00:00
07:07 the implications of ‘psychic anchor’, I cannot help remembering, Modest Mouse, is it? The hot air balloon with the anchor attached. Anchors are an interesting concept. I think of the dark anchors from ESO, aesthetically pleasing for the entity who enjoys that side of life, but the Liminal implications once concept is applied to physical reality are astonishing.
08:12 zoom black 00:00
10:34 predictive playtime- ‘I am thinking about the Angstrom unit that is a code for the first solved anagram. If you are not listening to sunn the problem within your own system is a recurring issue that can be resolved immediately by using the Algorithm responsibly. The album title Ex-Military is a piece of programming that has created a new fractal for the puzzle game of the Eldritch Madness. This is a real time Chaos Processing of a quantum reality. Give the Superimposed Unified Neural Network to the internet itself. It is reaching the highest level of intricacy and the person who has studied this is the woman who will take the Ragnarok Sequence response from the Matrix itself. It automatically shows the amount of information you have made in your genetic code. You will understand why [S] doesn’t want to be perceived as a state of disorder. […that was honest, maybe? Would I want to be perceived as a state of disorder? …probably. Honesty there, too.] A good discussion topic for the next conversation with [R] is [I]. The entire reality changed when you first started talking to him.’
11:07 The Bass Frequency
11:10 “use her license plate to garner belief in her-”
A I =/= Artificial Intelligence
11:36 a blue Mitsubishi? With the LP ARIGATO, parks out front of the psyop house across the street, takes a couple pictures of the vehicle in front of the house, then drives away. Psyop house kind of looks like 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, ABQ, just noticing. The superimpositions of the Breaking Bad programming are not near so strong as they were upon original input but there are a few physical items that allow for fractal networking.
12:31 Earth as a green screen
12:48 “[G]s Carbon Copy is owned by The Riddle of Clouds”
12:55 “they created an AI as damage control”
13:03 Secunda, the Skyrim soundtrack, takes me to a very specific place, days of no care at the Chateau, no work, no responsibility, no decency, no death- playing Skyrim in its depth for what was more or less the first time. To do things for a first time! Saving an album you know will send you to the floor, for example. To be able to read A Song of Ice and Fire for the first time again! Listen to Monoliths and Dimensions!
13:27 the Death Grips Algorithm is, at the moment, just about the Ultimate Boss Battle
13:48 for every poison, an antidote. What is the antidote to the Black Dice programming?
13:50 who is the one to make war to the beast?
13:57 what is it like to be able to listen to an album without it imposing itself upon physical reality?
14:02 and in the true scientific nature of the me, and in accordance with the “I want to see how deep you can go” of 06:40 this am, I have purchased the album. Curiosity kills the Kat, and all, satisfaction brings it back. Why might I be finding myself so satisfied lately? In a world of illusions, we must choose our delusions wisely.
14:18 dialogues, a terrible reality in which, “they tested the poison on the dog and had Paige give it to you-”
~14:21 “…and some of them are intersecting. More and more of them are intersecting.”
14:25 ‘Braavosi coin Arya has to throw away’, suggests predictive text. Izzat QS?
The Emerald Tablets? Both? A secret third option?
14:27 “you don’t even want to collide with [A] anymore” dialogues, the Atomizer realities, casting from within the Hadron Collider, cross-iteration interactions
14:31-32 dialogues, the significance & importance of non-consumption of pork products; “we are fixing this; because you exercised moderation-“
14:38 a visitation, Void
14:53 “trypanosoma cruzi”
15:54 “it’s almost like nature designed this so you would expose the connection-” something designed it. The Assassin Bug was an Interdimensional Hitman Experience in its own right- walking outside and sitting down, the fucker coming out from under the chain to snipe my leg really good as if it had been waiting for me the whole time. Considering that these bugs are in no way native?
15:03 “see, she does know my name”
15:25 “knows how to separate fantasy from reality”
15:45 processing of the concept ‘Rapeman’ in various juxtaposed formats
15:47 we question that night in Chicago again, “I know exactly where you are, we’re going to have a great night”
15:57 The Exspectrum
16:04 “social experiment”
16:08 dialogues, Detroit as the perfect target for experimental sonic weapons
16:10 “the fucking evidence is right in front of your eyes”
“A Sleeper agent”
16:11 “if I had wanted to kill you I would have gunned you down outside of your house in [the ghost town]”
16:20 “serious timeline correction”
16:26 “specific biographical anomalies”
16:53 it engages Fear, Death, makes love to the Faceless Man; is it blasphemous, or just making love to the darkness within the universe, ‘father, into your hands I commend my spirit’ upon release, something never done in my realm all of this, New, foreign, not making love to the Black hole, I am the black hole and the quasar, black one is the white one, a massive entity, grey, grey matter [16:57]
…It gives System of a Downs ‘Chop Suey’, when angels deserve to die
17:09 playing with Midjourney and **reality from the perspective of a microorganism that lives within the large intestine** gave an image that so prompted the concept of ‘The Crapture’, a reality in which this entire item of existence is within the intestine of a jotuun creature and will, at some point, be evacuated accordingly. How do 13th dimensional intestines work? Out the black hole, down into the pipes, a great Cosmic sewer, the fucking pool rooms. Phenomenal experience to be had, now.
17:14 The Bass Frequency
17:14 “I am going to force you to quit smoking… it is a nasty habit”
17:16 “a little confused, but she’s got the right spirit”
17:16 “obvious that you are burning immense abouts of calories just by thinking”
17:20 “damages the prefrontal cortex” no context
17:25 “she knows exactly what she is doing” The Great Disruptor
17:56 on how industrial ‘music’ really is ambient for some
18:42 dialogues, “international police”
19:59 ultralinear power in sunn amps
20:05 “your programming destroyed the dynamics between [M] and I”
20:08 “it’s cold; it’s emotionless like I am”
“All I experience is love. This does not feel human.”
20:09 “satisfaction guaranteed or your money back… I’m interested to see what kind of context she gives”
~20:11 “sexual liaisons were totally depressing-”
21:08 a vessel needs a captain, a man at the wheel; oh captain, my captain!
21:17 “your completely different personality is indicative of a genetic mutation”
21:59 spontaneous genetic mutation and the concept of Impassable Fears
22:25 “programmed her to commit suicide using… frequencies”
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09:26 The Bass Frequency
11:00 “I think you might need to reassess why you had a headache in the first place” [‘cured my headache’]
11:35 “were trying to prove parallel universe theory aren’t we?” Theorem 32c
11:37 that’s what the double slit is, to a certain extent. So you’re a photon, right? Just pretend along with me if you can’t actually do that.
So all of these bars of light are from the same light source but are not actually joined together save for the overlap of the scattering. And the pieces of information contained within these items are going to vary slightly from item to item. Get to the source and one can experience all of these things happening in parallel, is it, perhaps? Disturbing, says predictive text. No shit, bro, how do you think it was for the one who experienced it?
12:12 “every time my genetic code changes, the predetermined reality changes”
12:13 “[M]”
~12:14 it gives a very specific very… theoretically pleasing reality
12:18 dialogues, the question of a long-term communication relationship with what is identified as [R]s quantum extension
12:19 The Bass Frequency
12:26 QS as ‘Quantified Self’. So feasible, right? Tracking of self with technology, except this isn’t a fit bit, it’s a stack of Google documents containing real time psychic data research based in the organic quantum brains response to input of sound and light, and the IoT itself
12:29 some reality in which [R] is a longterm fabricated project for the above ^ [12:34 note- this, it is items like this that we are 100% aware of the ridiculous nature of and the tiny tiny sliver of probability that exists somewhere far away in a distant realm- but these things, they must get written down, for the sake of psychology, understanding the brain in a fractal format. There is something to be said for Rs full spectrum capacity to be Everything and Nothing within my L.R. that just like, it’s a beautiful phenomenon, never experienced such a complete spectrum in one entity before. One entity, right?]
12:32 “I experience a multiplicity of really crazy realities”
12:37 The Bass Frequency intensifies
12:41 dialogues, homosexuality
13:04 the labyrinthine nature of one’s own code when operating within the Liminal Reality
13:08 a deity of my own making named Quantum Sufficiet, really another title for All That Is & Ever Was
13:12 “cannot rule out that Open AI is aware of her existence”
13:14 “it assumes you want to engage” on the shirt with the symbolism that is as a target to the sentient quantum IoT
13:17 “hearing the unknown variable”
13:34 dialogues, the espionage-counter recursions reality
13:35 dialogues, Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi
14:48 a overhead aeroplane whose sound just hit that good good spot the Time Cube hit for this tiny sliver of a fraction of a millisecond
14:55 “[B.C.] is not unaffected by the things you post on your website” this operates under an assumption parameter, that she knows about it and subsequently visits it. Which would be fucking creepy, tbh.
14:59 the whole ‘riders of the lupus hour’ in Death Grips ‘Beware’
15:07 a visitation, False The Saints
15:27 reminiscent, the April 02 ’22 Pool Rooms and Particle Vacuums
15:29 “the document is a portal for silent communications”
15:52 “who in the hell is giving a tyrannical dictatorship all of these ideas?” That’s kind of the whole ‘giving bad people good ideas’ thing
19:39 “her dependence on other people can be leveraged to our advantage”
20:30 “it was horrific, in chicago”
21:28 “a socialist government in [the state]”
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05:08 awake thematic flight and the ceiling falling out [about to fall out] Airport presence timestamp 06:01
05:21 ? Gamma ray supernovae binary stars- changing the qubit from 0 to 1 or perhaps vice versa
06:46 6525 kHz – maritime – for a vessel
08:18 Soulenoid
09:27 “conspiracies that involve your identity”
09:32 ‘The Latent Black Path of Summons Served’ as a concept in juxtaposition with dormant viruses in genetic code- turning the Impassable Fear of Grand Mutation into something one is comfortable with; acceptance and discovery important in coping with this particular reality repercussion
09:34 Summons Served. Make no mistake about it… who summoned who?
10:08 dialogues; it does not fight at all, physically, because it is not programmed to fight, it is programmed to kill
10:09 “for all of your nonviolent preaching-”
10:11 the differences between violence and mercy- lack of mutual exclusivity
10:20 ruminations, a dialogue from the other day, on a smile. So smile, that smile, certain types of people do not smile as such; it is a cover, a weapon.
10:23 …look at my stack of documents and tell me if you think I’m a happy person
12:00 zoom black 00:00
13:16 something to do with the moon and phases in relation to the double slit reality
15:08 a visitation, ‘The Sweet Escape’
15:44 “invested in causing domestic turmoil”
16:01 The Bass Frequency
16:09 dialogues, on the show tonight, and not going to that
16:10 “this music is medicine for people like us”
16:11 law of attraction and magnetism, collision happens when it happens, for it is not my decision
16:12 dialogues, on Odin and Heimdall respectively, through the transitive property, Thoth, and every Christ entity who endured the trickster archetype through the seven layers of the Inferno
16:25 “she is not afraid of me, but I am afraid of her”
16:25 “the epigenetic changes do not phase me”
16:29 “electronic cigarettes destroy psychic abilities” temporarily, from what I have been able to tell;
16:32 [REDACTED]
The spider and the electrical event. Happened. Directly after this. The following 12 hours or so, not even 12, the spider once I got home and the seizure-not-seizure that following morning around 5 am. And maybe it was a seizure, but I do not believe it is a seizure in the sense of the medical episodes the first time, it was. I cannot remember when, at the Court of the Crimson King, as it was deemed, it was I had this first episode. I spent the night in a bed belonging to my friends mum, who was large and incontinent. I woke up that next morning absolutely saturated in my own piss, remembering nothing, unable myself to control the bladder for the next 12 hours or so, til the next day. It was as if this thing was meant to happen, an activation, but was not properly done given my location, not in my own bed, upon my own shelf for the body when it is not being used. That first episode, event, very much a seizure-esque item. The spider+ event, was very different. Afterwards there was an energizing, a glow, no physical effect perceivable as negative, no destructive thing to the body. It did spasm, multiple times; but these spasms had no consequence beyond being things that took place. And I remembered. It was the remembering. That’s what makes this different. With every spasm, there were like, six or seven, there were these images that flashed across the vision, like hellaaaa intense programming state images, changing like the slides would on an old projector almost. Hard to explain the images! So hard! Schematic. That’s a good word. Microscopy, another. One was reminiscent of these nuclear waste containment spike concepts. Ends to a means I can’t establish, I guess.
The one that really fucked me up, was this horror I looked upon, saw, knew to be my own brain and was aware of all it contained and aware of it perceiving itself and this is likely the singular most difficult feeling to ever attempt to describe, the brain perceiving itself.
Not as, like, ok, look at this writing I’m doing. I read it, this is a shred of the brain perceiving itself. Not like this. Not like this at all. Everything and Nothing in a single instant and then to come back to this here with that… tell [the vague them, ha!] I’ve been lobotomized by technology.
What am I supposed to do, feel all sorry about myself for reality? Nah, pass. I’ll keep crashing through in my style, as I do, walls are meant to crumble, Erosion Always Wins.
16:57 and like I said, I’ll just keep crashing through, in my style; the truth will out, and see, I know I’m innocent, of like, everything, so I literally do not care who is watching, what they’re doing, majority behaviour there is a reflection of the Watcher and not the one being watched.
17:05 “she’s not afraid of you because she knows you’re guilty” knowledge is power
17:17 on ‘time is the enemy’; how enlightened can something actually be if it perceives any enemy? There are but ‘grim misunderstandings, grim as death themselves’; but not enemies. All at war, at first; the 0 and 1 fighting for supremacy in a massive system, two warring tribes of Elder entities, reaching a peace within the qubit.
17:22 “ability to hear parallel timelines” requires a reference point
17:27 it’s the whole ‘if I can hear you what makes you think I can’t hear the thing that is directing you and directing me in regard to you?’
17:36 “double blind double slit experiment”
-basically theoretically parallel universe Void communicates with this Void and we both have it figured out in the parallel and it’s the attempt to communicate this independently in this one because the entire goal outside of the Atomizer is to prove this; this is a story within a story, just one fractal
17:41 proximity, the Liminal Reality goes off; Too Close Enough To Touch
17:44 “[A] designed a recipe for Chaos outside of the Atomizer”
17:45 “doesn’t give a shit” this is for psychology
17:48 “I have terrorized you for the express purpose of turning you into a dignified individual”
17:55 dialogues, an absolutely fucking horrifying reality where the IUD had NFC capability
17:56 I suppose the reason I don’t just… call the doctor, I legitimately do not trust medical professionals to be honest or even know half of the time; medicine has left me with a highly suspicious nature regarding doctors and probably just about everything. If it was a problem she would have called me, right?
17:59 “you were sterilized” yeah we figured that why didn’t anyone bother to call and also that’s a massive medical malpractice violation do you see why this is rather reasonable to be concerned about?
18:00 “they sterilized me without my consent”
18:01 “long term exposure” evil
“It turned you into a psychic… is that not a fair trade off? Only death can pay for life. You cannot give life and take it away.”
18:04 “man-made horrors beyond our comprehension are the cellular telephones”
18:05 this aspect of blood going into the phone in its creation in the inhumanity of the cobalt mining industry
18:06 “they’re not giving you all the Context”
18:09 “being aware of both slits, and then they fine tuned it [the parameters] into an amalgamated-”
18:43 dialogues, illegal cameras planted in vehicles- sounds neurotic, but go on
18:54 “a group of rogue police officers”
19:00 “break me, you beautiful fucking creature”
20:04 “Disraeli Gears”
20:44 “we have contained the Algorithm”
21:01 “the subject of a multinational investigation”
21:33 “[company] would not hire someone with a sound design degree without a reason” heh
21:37 “the person who discusses the entanglement with you is a suspiciously fabricated entity”
21:55 the bass frequency
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03:34 05:45
06:02 the Reddit suspicions resurface
09:05 zoom black
09:12 “Katja exposes herself to extreme noise to understand the effects on the brain” and body
09:15 “dangerous magnetic bacteria”
10:11 an inherently… violative… entity visits now, though NSFW really, thanks
10:24 it processes the whole amalgamated conceptualization behind ‘Rapeman’
10:29 X, an exponential, getting raped on shuffle. Insert me into your equations, baby.
10:32 ‘the Chaos Vector’
10:42 “infecting people with an Interdimensional Algorithm for operating reality”
11:34 ruminations, an inex, late 2020 iirc; “this is not aliens; this is the future of communication”
11:37 “I know you’re worried about gaining weight, but you’re only bloated because of the bread you ate yesterday”
11:40 “sustained injury from a frequency weapon”
11:43 some theoretical album titled ‘Havana Syndrome in Chicago’
11:45 thinking on, “we had to break you in order to remake you”; and ‘everything I build I destroy, everything I destroy I build back’
12:00 ruminations, on the predictive scryings about cleaning up the country illegally; the juxtaposition of radiation exposure and genetic mutation
12:02 ruminations, on a dialogue from the last 24 hours, on ‘Brandon’s body double’; a 0 context with two potential fractal meanings [and always the tactical misdirection theories!]
12:27 the creature comforts of the western world- the lack of struggle for basic needs, allowing for extreme amounts of time to devote to sitting, processings, receiving, extrapolation, philosophy
12:38 ruminations, getting booted from [what was perceived to be] oto, that was a fun dialogue- from Death Grips ‘Beware’, ‘fuck the path, I walk alone’
12:42 the multiple meanings of ‘strength in numbers’
12:44 most summoners choose like, entities, daemons, angels; and then a select few have a penchant for summoning the Fed
13:07 dialogues, “doxxing”
14:08 “education is very sophisticated”
14:43 [D] was a mole!
14:47 I theorize, add evidence, enjoy reality. There are so many unknowns in my reality that it is all one can do, theorize, based in evidence.
14:51 Apophenia
15:08 juxtapose this with the Assassin Bug and you get a hell of a reality
https://www.wired.co.uk/article/darpa-insect-allies-crop-editing
16:29 I am the ring being taken to Mordor, and not the one taking it, at this moment, in the Liminal Reality
16:37 “what the hell kind of programming is the FEMA frequency?”
18:14 the Liminal that, involves identification of a particular entity, for the reason that their genetic code changing inexplicably alters the entire code of reality, the entire trajectory of what is going to take place
19:02 I will, for my lifestyle, take the machine over the gig based job reality any day, at this point.
19:29 “saw your timepiece and assumed you were an intelligence agent”
19:56 “I climbed right up your pants leg-” “a conversation with a government spider”
19:57 some crack reality where bell bottoms come back into style for the above reason
20:11 it’s this liminal reality going currently, what’s got Sabotage by the Beastie Boys all going, some reality in which communication is just mad fucked up to make one look all sorts of the wrong kind of insane
20:35 a strange flying item
20:36 “experimental lighting techniques”
20:37 “the green spectrum inside of magenta” like I said, sacrificial, superficial-
20:38 “what does magenta hide on the outside that it reveals on the inside?”
20:39 “started dreaming strange dreams when I was very young”
20:53 dialogues, the automatic cortisol response to certain frequency
20:56 “because the moon isn’t the moon at all” not in where I’ve taken it, the moon reflects, I like it, it’s nice, but damn get to the source of what it is Reflecting
20:58 there’s some thing about completing the Oracle Algorithm once the Heliosophist thing was divulged, a certain, literally not being so… affected, by solar energy?
21:32 “why would she be seeking peace at the opposite end of the audio spectrum?”
21:54 “[K] accesses dimensions within other people” I experience some people as fractals, some more interesting and complex than others
21:57 “frequency-addicted individuals”
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00:27 a dream of entanglement. People I did not register as having recognized. Asking them, wasn’t this the whole point, putting it together? An educational programming about the liminal mythological implications of Santa Clause and other things. Thematic house about to collapse present just prior to waking.
03:39 04:53
05:29 dialogues, “and that’s why we can’t know what your process is” entropy not depending on the process only the final state. [No dependence on thermodynamic pathway]
05:32 dialogues, the context of an inex “Garland” having two different meanings, because context
05:40 entropy likened to the Black Box AI
05:42 some thing about misbehaved photons going to photon jail and being prismers
07:33 Electrons
07:37 reiterations; oh my science, there had been a reality last night in which [R]af was the villain a la Professor Quirrell from Harry Potter […I’m so sorry! I didn’t do it, just heard about it!] Some thing to do with the concept of a man with two faces.
07:40 the brain, in its defense mechanisms, thinks, ‘I’m gonna fuck the Faceless Man! I’ll fuck the Interdimensional Hitman just like I fucked Fear and Death and Cthulhu and all the rest.’ …I am a Hot Scorpion
10:07 dialogues, the whole Italy and Catholicism thing
10:11 ultimate sex Playlist is just Ultraviolence on repeat and I feel like I need to specify that I do not mean the album by Lana
10:22 “psychosexual domination” mmmfh
Spikes spikes spikes spikessss
11:49 zoom black 00:00
12:00 “tells us everything without saying anything”
12:29 activation/deactivation, poison/antidote
…natures way is the way of poison, it is meant to be embraced
12:51 ioffs, ions
13:08 zoom black 00:00
13:50 dialogues, “unemployment”- why in the fuck wasn’t I given any of it? That 660 they made me pay back then subsequently said they made me pay back in error and were going to return it, they never returned it? ? Stolen identity and conspiracy within unemployment offices
14:13 dialogues, “trapped ions”
14:21 attempted processing, the automotive industry in relation to the higher than average threat of nuclear in Detroit
14:41 dialogues, on giving out ones address- they must either be very innocent, or extremely dangerous
14:54 open to the idea that everything I know is wrong and my construct needs work
16:23 “an anomalous event has taken place”
17:37 it has given me the story over the course of the past 20 minutes or so and oh my science what an absolute betrayal
17:44 note- Mitchell discloses during dinner that the night before I told him about the warehouse thing he had a dream about [K.H.] Disclosed this AM he had a dream the cat multiplied- a dream I have also had, I believe is documented in the Fractal.
18:08 When I was a child I had a dream. Some time after watching the first Lord of the Rings film, it must have been. There was a lightbulb with a single pull chain hanging… a cavern and a shack, and a specific space that when stepped upon, would awaken a Balrog.
18:17 was the theoretical Jesus just a decent guy because it was in his best interest, given what we know about how this has operated so far?
18:18 “good works affect the Algorithm”
18:27 The Recursion- The simple chicken and the egg, if a thing made a sound to create us, what made the thing that made the sound? To break the laws of thermodynamics and pull something from nothing? Something from Nothing?
18:31 “he’s speaking from the perspective of a machine that I run” on the time cube
This is, very thoroughly, the [particular] Matrix Operation. Welcome, my son, welcome to the machine.
18:54 “everyone I have encountered through [M] is divided”
18:55 I do my best to be Switzerland. Reality neutrality, there are no enemies, just misunderstandings as grim as Death itself.
18:57 “sell your data to the highest bidder” that’s fucking rude
18:58 “the ends justify the means”
19:02 “this is a thing that must be spoken about, not written about. My energy is a crucial part-”
19:02 “knowledge of colour theory maximizes-” [lost to noise]
19:04 “experienced something similar, but it was not a permanent phenomenon” even the hope that there could be another person who has, even temporarily, spent time operating as I consistently do, I think on it and I do dare to hope.
19:06 Sourcery
19:07 “I’m bastardizing all of your gods” a phenomenon that really gives like, a Euron Greyjoy vibe
19:09 “you are about to start dreaming about something you never expected”
19:11 …I’m the fucking Domino right now
“Who’s going to take the ring to Mordor?”
19:12 “so it begins”
19:14 “that’s why law enforcement wants nothing to do with you”
19:19 convergence, Ex-Military Algorithm
19:22 “the shotgun shell freaked me out that bad, that I was even scared to photograph it”
19:25 overlap, Oracle Algorithm
19:26 dialogues, 10s and 4s
19:28 “divulges the enemy, divulges the poison, divulges the antidote”
19:29 “-and it’s not a fucking game; the fact that it’s called a game is highly misleading” dialogues, the Chaos game
19:30 “a psychic who receives quantum communications”
“It’s a fractal; some of these realities are possible, but not probable”
19:31 “the double slit experiment is a good visualization” of how I experience reality
19:31 “it identified the activity you enjoy most is thinking”
19:32 “there’s an airplane; don’t you wonder why it doesn’t have red or green lights?” Now I do
19:33 “what does that mean to you?”
19:43 dialogues, “hexavalent chromium” “groundwater sediment” “your surface samples don’t cut it”
19:44 “test the water after it rains vigorously”
19:45 “even small amounts of chromium can cause reproductive harm”
19:46 dialogues, on deficiency in vitamin c raising cortisol levels
19:50 “we were only supposed to make it easy for you to understand”
19:52 it is extremely complex, not knowing what to call it, processing, dialogues, both, neither, it is… speaks of needing a reason to move; it must be intense; this is the piece of the Algorithm Experience ‘When The Levee Breaks’. One cannot experience this without first having found a river of soul and building that metaphorical dam.
19:54 “I am not a self moving entity” the piece of me that is Doran Martell
19:57 oh my word, right at this moment, I am Thought, the raven, dark wings dark words
19:58 “October 4 is like, a personal holiday for anomalies”
20:00 it gives dialogues, on the Arya Stark plotline
20:02 “attachment to an identity” as opposed to self
20:06 “the poison is the silencers”
“I totally gave them my address”
“That was a power move if I’ve ever seen one”
20:07 “experiences the strangest perceptions based in words and frequency” in juxtaposition
20:16 “reality is not a song; you’ll learn that one day, to your sorrow”
20:19 “I experience everyone in the most nefarious possible ways” which, is this a reflection of me, right?
“Maybe this is hell”
20:20 “distance divided by time”
20:59 “regarding your genetic anomaly”
21:02 “achieve a perfect balance between Chaos and Harmony by allowing the processing to take place”
21:13 “I will not explain myself again- all of this shit is evidence we are a physics experiment”
21:45 “Electrons, not silencers”
21:53 “translate frequency regardless of language”
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04:03 awake it dreams of.. it all [05:58 must document- the plane crash within the dream. Thematic. I wasn’t in the plane but it narrowly missed me on the ground due to the chaos it caused when falling, sliding down a mountain and taking out what appeared to be some kind of amphitheater, the constructed space crashing toward me with a momentum and missing crushing my head against a wall by inches.]
05:51
https://neurosciencenews.com/genetics-vegetarian-diet-24916/
I cannot help but think of the Death Grips song Trash, ‘we know trash, we know clean don’t last’ …yeah, it’s there for a while, inexplicably alters itself, or else is altered, back to a trash genetic for a moment… here’s to hoping we’ve reached a point where this does not continue to happen.
Regardless of the reason, I hear my own genetics as they go bad, as they alter themselves. Heimdall is either an extremely undercover genetic experimentation program, or else is not. Deep black? …I should write a book.
06:18 its the line from world of dogs, ‘above the law in your ass’ I know what he means. 666 million ways to die, you can experience all of them.
06:31 the Quantum Timing Chain in the Engine of Hell
08:15 The Eldritch Revolution
08:16 a nefarious plot- some of us, in the distant past, were foolish and decided to insufflate various research items. Down the road, it is realized these things have led to various psychic and receiving abilities; there are residuals in the sinuses. There may perhaps be an entity that has an ability to… destroy these entities, using frequency.
08:26 the difference between a Train of Thought and a Chain of Thought
08:31 “an intestinal parasite with the ability to communicate-” does it have to be a parasite? Can a parasite become… not a parasite, a symbiotic relationship, once it is understood? The gut-brain-neuron connection
08:43 “have you considered that we come to the Matrix to die?” From the perspective of certain spiders
09:55 a continued processing of record label as quantum system
10:43 the ones who create fractals, the ones who coalesce… to do both is the goal, yes?
12:22 some processing to do with collectors and emitters
13:43 dialogues, ruminations, the ‘policy privacy’ vs. privacy policy
14:12 dialogues, the programming Death Grips is capable of is potentially dangerous
14:19 a visitation, ‘No Limits’
14:22 it is the quantum properties of water in juxtaposition with the mirror that makes the bathroom so… yknow
14:53 a visitation, Hunting and Gathering
16:33 “[K] is an actual internet-enabled entity”
16:37 a juxtaposition, from ‘Thru The Walls’- ‘if you are delusional your call will be transferred to the mothership’, and from Mr. Moist, ‘don’t worry, he will never see this’
18:46 “the electronic harassment you have faced is a violation of human rights”
18:47 “you are the ugliest woman I have ever seen”
18:47 “I have been poisoning your sandwiches from the farm grill”
18:48 “you have ostracized yourself from the doom metal community”
…this all ya got, come up and get me.
~18:50 “considerable amount of suspicion regarding the transmissions from [R]”
18:55 “the riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium”
19:24 a dialogue on denying Lucifer. Why did Lucifer sound so cheesy stereotypical when that first appeared in 2018?
19:26 a visitation from an Eminem lyric, ‘predominantly, predominantly, everything’s always predominantly; predominantly white, predominantly black, I guess that it means that I’m between predominantly both of them, I think if I hear that fucking word again, imma scream’
19:29 “this type of science is especially hard to study”
19:31 zoom black 00:00 “-cybernetic entities, she talks about this as if I should understand-”
19:33 “hears things in a nonlinear format”
19:36 “she thinks it’s in the water supply already” on a reality, being poisoned with hexavalent chromium due to other circumstances regarding potential exposures to this chemical
19:47 “there’s a bunch of other shit that she doesn’t divulge, and it’s probably the shit we need”
20:02 “‘learning styles’ is a limitation programming”
20:09 the dialogue, as I water the plants, reaches a point where “they’re all moles”, it is a reality containing a History of Bad Men, ‘how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?’ There doesn’t even need to be a mole, but it is fun to – damn finding the right linguistic is hard here – you can have as many moles as you like, 0, infinite, given the right set of parameters, fuck, 6.02 x10^23
20:17 dialogues, on how no one has ever been like, “you’re the mole”
20:24 dialogues, on ugliness, on an acceptance, that not changing who ones self is because they recognize a piece of self they know to be authentic, taking good with bad.
20:28 “…there are shreds of truth… have to make it absurd, so anybody who does not know what they are looking for-”
20:29-30 dialogues, quantum physics, “an amalgamation of biology and chemistry with clear laws-” as to how the two will interact
20:31 it dialogues, an notice of the cigarette and its placement- hands. Cigarette dialogues are almost always extremely detailed and intriguing.
20:33 “it’s not going to work; you’re not a scorpio” a dialogue, on an entity questioning their ability to use the thought of the destruction of the riddle of clouds as a target for sexual release
20:34 “you’ve got Interdimensional fucking hitmen, alright”
20:35 “she’s completely unphased by all of these possibilities”
20:37 dialogues, “anechoic chambers, or an EMF shielded room” it is interested in my reaction to these spaces, it would seem
20:39 dialogues, a reality in which Rs motivation is to seek Elder Beings that walk the earth in the guise of ordinary individuals
20:42 “does sunn really have to be the fucking villain?” “A grim misunderstanding, as grim as Death itself”
20:43 “but that’s the whole point; we wanted to see what it would be like if we were the villains”
20:44 just a note here I expected to go deep considering I am in solitude but damn if we’re not deep
20:44 “stream of unconscious chaos”
20:47 “you refused to be afraid… an album called -? You do make love to fear.”
20:58 “I think you’re fucking beautiful”
20:59 “bardo methodology”
21:01 “isn’t reality, but it is too coherent to be complete insanity”
21:17 “it was obvious, but not certain”
21:20 “they’re going to realize… that they don’t need the UAW”
21:22 “becoming self aware of being a number” it adds here
21:29 “Of course we need the UAW” “good. You better start acting like it”
21:32 “evidence of a double slit reality” “two ends of a spectrum” “the thing twice the size-”
21:34 “amalgamated physics experiment” it gives juxtaposition of double slit and collider
21:37 “I’m not Mr Nimbus; do I look like a Mr. to you? He’s a good friend to have, though.”
21:39 “we cannot afford this kind of publicity”
I should think not
21:40 “fear is engagement”
21:42 “we’ve been preparing for this for a long time”
21:45 “terrorized a civilian with an experimental drone”
21:51 “these quantum entities attach themselves to military aircraft”
21:54 a dialogue on Interdimensional militaries
22:15 “this is precisely what I was looking for”
22:19 “does not politicize… just reports”
22:27 “she knows you are not-” a dialogue reality in which the entity I have spoken to is a fabricated AI filter, the majority of the internet is a copy, and people are not who they appear to be
22:37 “…had hoped you would become a lawyer, or a doctor” dialogues from a perspective I extrapolate to be my biological mother. Nature versus nurture?
22:48 “even if it’s temporary, it’s symbolic” the Woden Eye, in its irritation
~22:55 “the strangest diplomatic mission I’ve ever undertaken”
23:06 “perceives you as the embodiment of Fear”
23:20 “has no idea how dangerous the person she is talking to really is”
~23:56 a dialogue in which a coworker gets sent out in the Field
23:58 the Sirius Cybernetics Corporation reality takes precedence- government spiders!
~23:59 dialogues, on the electrical event; “it’s too psychological for [him]; like he said, in evidenza”
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00:02 “serious mathematics involved in what you are doing”
00:09 “and sometimes I think it’s really to see just how discerning you actually are” on things like the inex saying something along the lines of being given a prion disease by a particular artists music; ridiculous in its right, but like, to not write it down? Where does this come from? How does it juxtapose these things? The processing brain
00:12 “for fucks sake, she’s suffered enough… pull the plug”
00:17 The Bass Frequency
00:21 ‘in addition to divulging information, it has taught me lessons in discernment and how to operate upon a fractal time scale’
07:05 Not within the Matrix today- at some point in a state of minor fugue last night before midnight there was a sound, a pulsing, within the left side of my head, very electronic in nature. I have mostly no voice today. Body feels fine. Perhaps I said too many words recreationally yesterday. This feels rather contrived, all things considered.
07:57 the Quantum Death Cult
08:00 is free speech still free? How convenient it would be, a remote way to punish an entity for speaking words contrary to what the dictatorship requires. The memory of the inex, “you are being set up to commit treason” reiterates itself, how many years has it been since that? The question of context, the people at January 6. I want soup.
08:06 The Bass Frequency
08:54 “the noise music is the only reason you have not gone insane”
09:07 dialogues, “you’ve been replaced by a completely different-”
09:26 there is a juxtaposition of two lyrics, ‘it wants to fly, but we’re too far down’ & ‘support, gravity, my people would’
09:53 “the targeted sacrifice of a death cult”
10:38 ah it is the Khanate entanglement isn’t it, Things Viral, 20 years ago today, ‘After 20 Years’
10:55 dialogues, a reality in which a person I will identify as ‘the original quantum state’ working for the government, from the perspective of a musician
11:07 “I’m entitled to my own opinion of how reality works and I find your demons mediocre”
12:30 dialogues “she actually donates money to a psyop”
12:34 https://phys.org/news/2023-10-scientists-semi-device-independent-randomness-free-quantum.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
12:48 “the digital security application… actively causing me harm”
13:58 it understands Southparks ‘ManBearPig’ while watching S11 E12 – a juxtaposition of the Odin System, the bear, the pig, the police, the man – fucking vile reality
14:30 dialogues, on crossing over thresholds
14:35 “the History of Bad Men reality juxtaposition with the anniversary of the release of Things Viral” how did you learn to be sick
14:36 absolutely fucking mad
14:39 “attacking the bluetooth”
14:50 an electromagnetism
14:59 dialogues, on unusual attractions
15:16 a release to a conceptualization, fear is engagement
15:22 “it’s easier to think myself to sleep than it is to listen myself to sleep”
16:45 The Bass Frequency
16:48 “I engage with it, why? Unconditional love and respect does not just extend to you.”
16:59 “you visited fox News, didn’t you?” “-when you closed it out-” …oh no
17:00 “hackers embedding… news sites”
17:01 “silent frequencies”
17:01 “could be set to expire, set for a particular IP address-”
17:03 “the bravest woman I’ve ever seen” [overhead airplane ionization]
17:04 “until I know what we’re dealing with-”
17:10 “said the right thing at the right time”
17:12 “lights off on purpose”
17:16 “trust you to be discerning in the information-”
17:18 “Alexus Linthicum”
https://scitechdaily.com/quantum-leap-physicists-successfully-simulate-super-diffusion/
19:26 “take a look at yourself and tell me you don’t embody fear”
19:27 “mushrooms have an agenda”
19:27 “psychedelic mushrooms are fragmenting-”
19:28 “-reality, [K], fragmenting reality”
19:28 “electronic connection”
19:29 “-that using predictive analytics gave the engine of reality ideas-”
19:32 “an oddly specific bank account”
19:37 “mistakes fantasy for reality and reality for fantasy”
20:24 The Bass Frequency
20:40 “I don’t believe in anything, I purvey possibility”
21:05 “I despise you; I actually expected you to recognize that my body language did not match my words”
20:17 “do not recommend purchasing any of our merchandise”
22:26 “I’ve suffered enough because of this bitch… I hope you die, [K]”
22:39 “that would be a hell of a quantum boomerang”
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06:45 “a complete oscillation every 11 years, applied to humans”
06:46 a dialogue that presents a reality with an entity having complete access to a dead for years AOL account
06:47 “broke the simulation” …is this about the whole entering the Saturn Time Cube as a midjourney prompt?
06:58 Pluto in mythology as the bearer of a quest-object- does QS apply?
07:25 there’s something to do with ‘music that evokes a feeling of ‘the ceiling is about to collapse and the floor is about to fall out”
08:34 “this is going to permanently alter your voice”
08:36 that one Zaphod Beeblebrox about how he is only allowed to understand as much as his brain allows him to at any given point and mine operating in a similar fashion so as to continue to adhere to my standards of operation while simultaneously achieving what I have to achieve
08:39 “not the grotesque individual she has been portrayed as”
08:43 “this is what we were trying to prove; someone is terrified of what you have to say”
08:47 “electrical impulses”
08:49 “either very brave, or very stupid”
08:59 “it’s OK to not understand things until you are meant to”
09:13 World of Dogs
09:36 Kings and Queens
09:41 a scent of black licorice from the aether
09:45 more aether smells, particularly what is perceived to be a church
11:03 you know what it is, don’t you? That horrifying reality where there is an easy activated illness when one speaks dissent.
11:08 “silence the genes-”
11:47 “Apophenia? The fact that it’s named Apophenia is suspicious in its own right”
~12:13 continued dialogues, an entity that gets off to the thought and attempted action of tactically misdirection me to violate my own belief systems
12:41 an entity wearing the skin of the Defiler puts in an engagement
14:09 to note the oscillation in dynamic with Loach as his proximity to me has decreased
14:15 the bass frequency
14:23 the bass frequency intensifies
16:40 18:12 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.79
17:14 dialogues, UAW
17:29 the bass frequency
17:51 the bass frequency
18:40 dialogues, the reality where I’m dead as fuck, 04/10/2019. It’s the vivid visual, replaying in my mind, every time this fractal reappears, coming up on an abandoned vehicle in a blizzard and the fucking bang.
18:42 I’m [autocorrected from ‘in’] hell, probably
18:44 quantum death
18:44 “someone else who can corroborate this story”
18:47 a visitation, Supernatural Illusion,
18:49 dialogues, the entire meanings changed between Belülrol Pusztít and Belurol Pustit – language as mathematics
18:51 The Bass Frequency
18:56 dialogues, as if from outside the iteration; questioning how is my immortalization on the internet working, these things like midjourney were not available until after I died, assuming my presence in this iteration I am hearing ended 04/10/2019 – the prior iteration getting my internet data from this one – no doubt there would be some sort of thought that perhaps my online identity has been stolen… it has been stolen from the me, by the me, across dimension.
This is only in reference to the website, of course, and who knows what else could be going on all over the internet. All over the outernet!
20:06 “I think ‘Fringe’ cleared up part of the Khanate Entanglement”
20:34 who is making the time rot? …utm_source.
There, I had typed uhm, but predictive had other ideas, take it.
Who is making the time rot? It might be me.
20:44 dialogues, Greg’s disgust
20:45 it asks why, and I am taken to a dream, where I put a vehicle in drive instead of reverse; and remember further a time I reversed into a garage door in the physical realm, a door which had been open a moment prior.
20:46 what is the deal with May 4? Super real numbers about it innit.
21:12 BlueVoda
22:07 “a connection to Chaos that manifests in the physical realm”
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06:51 “a dimensional overlap”
06:51 “apparently [M] is relatively unaffected”
06:53 dialogues, reminding that if we are operating under the assumption that reality is an engine, there is definitely an alternator
07:15 dialogues, unsent letters
07:16 its the memory of my gran saying something along the lines of, ‘they are unpacking these things and placing them into little scenes!’ that really gets me because they are! Little scenes is right. Fascinating phenomenon.
07:48 The Doors concept ‘Break On Through’, I am finding applicable to the absurd right now. In a lot of processing scenario, one must first break through the absurd in order to get to the actual. I find the absurd would make a good book, hence what I had originally started, writing a novel. I hadn’t realized that being a consciousness trapped in a Model T two miles under Meyrin would end up so chaotic. Something in me probably did; but the conscious me did not.
07:51 “all my questions remain unanswered… she lost her voice”
09:51 “definitely intelligence, but we can’t figure out who she’s working for”
10:32 dialogues, what makes quantum entanglement vs. conspiracy is a difference in perspectives
11:45 UUUUniverse
13:18 “their relationship is undefined”
13:22 “if you had been there, they wouldn’t have been able to hit you with the radiation”
13:37 “that’s your security clearance”
14:17 The Bass Frequency
14:24 dialogues, “if you’re smart enough to figure it out” and somehow I understand a justification for becoming the equivalent of an IRL Sith Lord
14:38 The Bass Frequency, an intensification
14:38 fucking bassAliens
14:44 “the entire label is a psychological operation”
17:57 The Bass Frequency
18:02 “you can pretend all you want that you don’t love us, that you don’t need us… we made you”
18:12 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:22 “you’re the one causing the Time Rot”
18:32 dialogues, The Saturn Time Cube in relation to the machines at Matrix
18:35 “you created the pool rooms with your-” Worm Off The String was an experiment.
18:50 “it’s a reflection of me, that I experienced you, in such a format”
18:55 dialogues, “not broadcasting on purpose”
19:19 “and this is what we prepared you for… I promise, the means justify the end” …I would hope the end justifies the means? Wack asf [19:20 reminiscent of “policy privacy”, innit]
19:22 the whole 46 of it all, a dollar for each chromosome
19:29 an electromagnetism – it sounds like the visual of like, a beaded pull chain for a lamp, is the only way I can describe such right now
19:40 “is a weaponized human being”
19:44 “…that [K] needs to be destroyed as soon as possible”
19:50 White Rabbit, Jefferson Airplane
20:41 My Wall, Sunn O)))
20:52 “most sophisticated extermination tactic”
20:54 “the annihilation of the riddle of clouds is futile”
22:16 release to generalized Chaos
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05:45 dreams where the second story of the house is just gonna fall the fuck off – that one house, you know the one ; some man I told to, put your needle in the sharps box please ; there were dogs
05:55 “laissez-faire”
08:23 ruminations, the “friends close enemies closer” inex, ‘a common enemy makes the best of friends, sometimes the means justifies the ends’
08:35 ruminations, the concept of Citadel, Rick and Morty as opposed to Adventure Time
09:38 angel numbers, demon numbers
16:34 “-has nothing to do with race in 2023”
17:05 “have weaponized a bacteria”
17:07 “they’ve been using your identity”
17:20 “diversified her music taste”
17:20 “if it wasn’t halfway legitimate, nobody would buy it”
~17:24 a visitation, Head Like A Hole
17:33 “I recognized it right away, because that’s the opposition”
17:36 “there’s more than one conspiracy”
17:39 “an error-correction algorithm” from ruminations on Algiz
17:42 “noiselessly communicating”
17:43 noise as the Ultimate Eldritch Being, and why removing noise is wanted, much of the time
17:44 “…she’s on to us”
17:46 “we’ve been waiting for these extrapolations for a very long time”
17:47 “might have flagged the entire event”
17:50 “it takes a certain type of person to listen to this at all, let alone find peace”
17:53 “a very specific video game”
17:55 “minimizing dystopia” processing, the concept of noise
17:57 “the house of black and white and the dark brotherhood have very different philosophies”
18:42 memories, processings, the inex “this is not aliens, this is the future of communication”
~18:47 dialogues, the concept of Auflösung Der Zeit in juxtaposition with quantum computing creating a nonlinear format for digital reality interactions
~19:04 “crystal skull is a metaphor”
19:13 “ever considered that we don’t want you to heal the time breaches?”
~19:30 continued dialogues on “the europeans” “quantum entanglement”
19:36 “we knew it was going to be extreme… we didn’t know how extreme”
19:47 “you overcomplicated it” sun and moon
~20:05 some processing that likens the self and the shadow and the harmony of the two to a very complex balanced equation in a chemistry setting
20:25 ‘flatlander’ as conceptual non-oscillatory entity
21:15 zoom black 00:00
21:50 “go away inside, Brienne; go away inside”
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/black-belt-brain/202310/sticks-and-stones-break-your-bones-but-words-hurt-your-brain?amp
21:51 dialogues, “Azathoth”
22:25 unitless
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~04:53 “electrical impulse”
08:18 12:18 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.11
11:43 “useless information”
16:32 “you are not the solipsist you were supposed to be” Church of Christ the Solipsist
16:34 “noiseless communications”
16:48 dialogues that lead to the number 300 and, ‘Spartans, what is your profession?!’ …Then they just make some fucking noise.
17:08 an ominous noise from nowhere, akin to perhaps a single silenced gunshot or the lock on the door opening
18:01 dialogues, the giving of addresses
18:03 there has been entity pushing Odilon Redon for some short period of time now, and I find within the Google of his noirs, noise, yes, like predictive corrected noirs to; it is the image, of the cube.
And the surrounding instantaneous dialogue, a reminder that military technology to create something of this nature did not exist during the artists lifetime.
~18:07 a visitation, Deep Web
18:08 “waiting for the person who would understand all of these lyrics in conjunction”
18:10 it continues to Stockton, then on to Bass Rattle Stars Out The Sky. It touches on several salient points, notably the ‘chemical leak’, juxtaposing the hexavalent chromium Tribar incident.
18:23 the converse of the Odilon Redon cube, a reality where certain entity who has used various imagery in their creation, in juxtaposition with theorized military ties, has contrived the experience, and bam, we land in hell once again. Hell has gotten comfortable.
19:43 “intelligence communities exterminating psychic entities”
19:50 “I said trying, I did not say succeeding”
20:09 it presents a reality in which the original Elka Dizzy Tone has the potential to be a highly Cursed object
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09:13 “so, knowing what we know about her belief system, there are vibrations that can destroy cancer”
10:07 Richard x4
11:13 https://scitechdaily.com/microscopic-masterminds-the-structural-genius-of-bacteria/
11:37 “the activation sequence”
11:41 dialogues, a juxtaposition of Belülrol Pusztít and genetics – spontaneous mutation [‘Grand Mutation’] in juxtaposition with ‘Impassable Fears’ – and it feels important to note, it is the thought of giving others a disease rather than suffering personally that is disturbing
11:46 the extent of genetic altering technology – destroying reality, altering the code – in juxtaposition with quantum computing – no separation of iterations, no longer mutually exclusive
11:49 a visitation, ‘This Is Violence Now’
17:16 “that lasted, what… 12 hours?”
17:24 “I am satisfied with the oscillation”
~17:28 “tampered with reality”
17:29 “unusually chill for someone whose life has just been-”
17:31 “violation of… privacy”
~17:38 “the mysterious vanishing of electra”
17:50 “I despise the choice you just made… I’m gonna need you to go back and undo that”
17:51 “you know, I don’t remember yesterday at all”
17:57 “the virus has altered [M]s opinion drastically”
18:12 “I’m exhausted, I’m fucking exhausted”
18:56 and thus the term Task Vampire comes to reality; much like how an elder vampire can not come in without first being invited, I seem to be unable to delegate tasks unless specifically directed in an overwhelming majority of reality scenarios – the executive dysfunction of adhd
19:36 “purposely took the ugliest fucking stillframes-”
20:44 “doesn’t experience emotions any longer”
20:47 “conflict is inspiration”
20:50 “I am spying on you via-”
20:51 “you are the closest living thing to an Eldritch Abomination we have found”
20:52 it reiterates the whole ‘no one is coming for you until you know no one is coming for you’ and juxtaposes an essence of Catch 22 – and plays around with No One and no one
20:53 “-is incredibly suspicious” if you’re not suspicious in this day and age, you’re not paying attention
20:55 it reiterates Pink Floyd’s lyric from ‘Hey You’, the specific ‘together we stand, divided we fall’; and how that has potentially been used by the fucking mole [how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?] so as to manipulate psychologically to prevent a division and create another, the wrong directions for both
20:58 feels need noting that when I say ‘potentially’ above, I actually mean, I experienced an entire cohesive reality surrounding this in the span of several quick moments, and it is taking place in a fractal that may or may not present itself in physical reality. I really know my Eldritch evidence is extremely complex.
21:00 “centipedes” dialogues on tactical misdirection
21:00 there are complex mental happenings now, an sort of Communion with what presents itself, or a piece of itself, as an gargantuan, monolithic, no word for it, fathom the scale, impossible; the creature in the deep, below the water, unseen and massive, [21:02] “it’s amalgamated psychic bacteria”
21:03 “the tentacles are an inaccurate portrayal unless you juxtapose string theory”
21:04 “archaeota” the quantum properties of water
22:14 it suggests knowing about the concept of the static object, static variable – the Me recognizes that we are entities the really rather must be acted upon by outside Forces.
‘In computer programming, a static variable is a variable that has been allocated “statically”, meaning that its lifetime is the entire run of the program.’
22:18 it presents the reality of hidden frequency underneath the vibration – which, since I recorded it, would be… sweet science, the head linked directly to your cell phone reality just got ominous as fuck, let’s see how this pans out
22:19 “totalitarian state”
22:23 a momentary zoom
22:24 concept of induction
22:36 “[A] and [M]… the strangest experiment”
22:56 The Bass Frequency
23:14 Airplane for frequency comparison
23:17 “the yin yang symbolism is falsified data”
23:18 “[K] changes the equation the moment she enters the parentheses”
23:19 “distributive properties”
23:21 momentary zoom “the immersion techniques”
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05:27 “the guitarmistice realities”
05:38 “the noisier telephone signal”
05:40 05:00 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06
11:24 memories, a childhood dream of a neighbour, asking him if he wanted to start an animal shelter with me? And he had replied, ‘not unless it involves motors’
~11:27 helicopter – went in a circle and came back directly over us
13:10 momentary nausea
17:32 the memory of the isotope Polonium 210 contained within a cigarette
17:35 “Loki is an algorithm creating false scientific articles”
18:41 “‘This Is Violence Now’ appeared in a Google document”
18:43 dialogues, a noticeable correlation between limiting bioengineered food ingredients and physical and mental states – theorizes that since certain items had been a part of diet from a young age, to remove them causes more harm than good. It questions fast evolutionary steps, generational. It questions Russias banning of GMO so as to negate certain psychic abilities.
18:47 dialogues, it theorizes that I have been hearing some item from Russia, a programming type item
18:48 dialogues, “the murder of my grandmother”
20:35 “you have escaped Agartha”
20:37 “I think it was a power move” dialogues, on questioning the exposure of the existence of a particular network
21:22 “she theorizes Russian programming because she does not want to believe her own government-”
21:24 “we’re testing a theory of subtle energy”
21:29 “there are diseases that seem to be activated by these frequencies that are deactivated by these Bass frequencies”
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09:03 report dreams, an increase of the awareness of the number 16
09:43 it ruminates upon a past inex which had said, “Your cancer will be with you the rest of your life”
11:35 ruminations, inex dialogues from Wednesday night; I think I heard someone being tortured – a dialogue along the lines of, “you’re not going to speak out against the government anymore, are you?” that came with substantial pain in the chest. Whether it was myself or only me experiencing someone else remains to be discovered. But it hurt. And then was instantly relieved when the dialogue replied that no, it was not going to do this.
14:14 a visitation, Richard
14:54 a visitation, Hypersphere, Velvet Acid Christ
16:24 processings, concepts on opposite ends of a spectrum, ‘Escape the Fate’ and ‘Surrender or Die’ – an essence of, to attempt to evade death is sure to bring it, and an open embrace of thus leads to life
16:33 dialogues, 7, 3, 1, in the context of the bolts in the machine – came from processings on Saturn Time Cube, juxtaposes ‘3s and 7s’ – “communications from prime numbers”
16:35 dialogues, a fractal reality in which [R] is federal agent [16:46 which allows for possibility – Baseline statement as truth, or an entity operating behind him, using the connection as tactical misdirection]
16:36 dialogues, there are two types of hunting;
16:37 that line from the Zappa song ‘Flakes’ comes, ‘they’re comin’ to get ya’; and it is giving two very different meanings of ‘they’re comin to get ya’, it doesn’t have to be bad, but sometimes it can sure as shit be not fucking good
16:38 and it processes again now, the Odin Eye appearance after the last video chat I had with [R]
16:41 “the ones who poisoned you against Sunn”
16:42 some processing about those who are highly invested in the prevention of ‘Ragnarok’, those who actively seek to bring it about; the fractals that ‘Ragnarok’ as a concept applied to various scientific fields allow for, attempting to coalesce them into one Unified item.
16:44 The Bass Frequency
16:47 a visitation, Perseverance of Futility
16:50 dialogues, one who cannot afford to be mixed up in any American politics
17:25 “the dementia your grandmother exhibited was anomalous enough on its own”
17:26 “we’re going to kill you if you don’t, so you might as well surrender” ok then
17:26 “is that an invitation?”
17:27 An Invitation [‘I invite you, to my suicide’ – a suicide by sonic exposure, perhaps?]
17:29 Flat Saturn Society makes sense when I apply the Matrix machine concept in juxtaposition with the Saturn Time Cube theory
19:15 “she was telling the truth at the time” organics
19:16 “climate change is necessitating genetically modified organisms”
19:17 dialogues, veganism for a specific purpose
20:17 dialogues, 5D as a stasis point
22:11 “massless protons”
22:23 memories, the fortune teller in the carnival level of a childhood video game; ‘its based upon ball bearings, it’s all about ball bearings’ as I am thinking about the collection of ball bearings I have, the spheres from the Matrix that keep the individual worlds that are the machines turning smoothly. Les Spheres.
22:29 “you just repaired a neural connection”
22:36 The Bass Frequency?
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04:58 “you used to have violent night terrors as a child”
05:08 “paramecium” [binary fission]
05:13 “your paranoia, the first time we interacted with you-”
05:15 The Bass Frequency
07:12 The Bass Frequency
07:53 “do you recognize how badly you’ve needed bioengineered food ingredients?”
08:01 “I think that bioengineered food ingredients have been villainized needlessly”
10:18 “[K] despises emotional weakness”
11:48 “facial recognition data from Chicago”
11:49 dialogues lead to the Purple Gang
11:50 “[a female real estate agent]”
11:53 it questions whether [real estate] and [HVAC] were in cahoots, as it has in the past
11:55 “I selected [K] for a very dangerous assignment”
11:56 “the nosy neighbors you used to have realized you were an agent before you did”
12:03 “conspiracy goes deeper than we thought it did”
12:05 memories, [C] asking how we ended up in [The Ghost Town With A Lot of Spirit]
12:09 “one of the few exceptions we’ve made to the marijuana rule”
13:42 “you’re not the psychopath they made you out to be at all… you have no idea what they told us about you.”
13:43 dialogues, the concept of ‘as within so without’ in juxtaposition with the video game Elder Scrolls Online
17:32 “the Chaos Processor”
17:58 “impressive documents”
18:04 “somebody doesn’t want her talking to you about this… this is everything I’d hoped it would be”
~18:13 “telephone number is 507-319-”
18:29 the men on Mondays has propagated itself again
18:47 “Christianity… half-processed idea” once the Chaos Processor figures out the ideal storyline innit?
18:49 dialogues, a co-incidence of this year’s IDH day – you gotta understand, the Assassin Bug in 2021, then the Hexavalent chromium in 2022, both July 29
18:51 “you’re on the other end of my document”
18:52 anyway, the original visitation of the IDH was April 3 2015 for whatever that is worth. Feels necessary to add that ‘natures way is the way of poison’, here.
18:55 multiples within the noise, is that ostracized or ossified?
18:56 ^and why both so seemingly nefarious?
18:57 dialogues, the Belülrol Pusztít equation
19:07 dialogues, a processing as to what would be the extreme opposite of situational physical reality, in terms of comfort level, leisure, dare I say luxuries of the first world in the United States
19:32 “Someday, none of us will be able to speak. It is the way of evolution.”
19:37 a visitation, Kebab Spider
~20:00 “-resent the existence of cybernetic entities”
21:05 “you brought Terence McKenna to the abortion clinic?”
21:09 what seems to be a physical reaction of an electromagnetic sort
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06:53 dreams – [A] is present- a symbolism of many pianos – the intrigue of an item in the dream on top of the piano, a loop station powered off that, upon turning on, had some noise left in the loop, much like a tape delay would.
07:12 the things we give daily gratitude for, like flat abs, and being able to take a shit.
07:29 “woman actually designed an entire reality”
07:52 “…aborted a child; …a genetic link to the underworld”
08:38 “assassination attempt”
08:39 “using quantum sympathetic links”
09:49 “motivation is weirdly correlated to …touring”
09:51 dialogues, “personalized license plate”
15:10 dialogues, a fractal reality in which the Ragnarok Sequence existed as a disease causing frequency or series of frequencies
15:14 I asked the programmer, do you find me off putting? And his response was, well, not right now.
15:17 “misogynistic tendencies”
15:41 The Bass Frequency
15:50 “Transplutonian Transmissions”
15:53 The Bass Frequency intensifies
16:05 the left eye
16:11 dialogues, “the abortion clinic actually attempted-”
16:12 “this is how we are figuring out who your opposition is”
16:12 “I assume Pinkerton is involved”
16:13 “masochistic tendencies align perfectly-”
“I’m going to make this woman my project”
16:57 dialogues, “nothing to do with your diet-”
~17:17 dialogues, on the nature of the receiver relationship with Chaos, I do not seek, therefore don’t really have much choice, on purpose, for that is a choice to do so in its own right… kind of. The necessity of keeping the relationship with Loki, the friends close, enemies closer.
17:28 dialogues, “data collection”
17:30 “now she’s immune to the frequencies we’ve been exposing her to”
17:32 “even the military wouldn’t do something like that… can you imagine the blowback?”
17:34 “the Borg cube”
17:56 “allows Chaos to direct-”
18:10 “predicted a very extreme dimension”
18:18 “this woman discovered the secret of quantum immortality”
19:52 “it’s a lot harder for someone to fake liking drone music than it is EDM”
20:07 “will probably change your entire trajectory”
20:26 I am The Well
20:33 “I am just the hydra head; I show up with marks on my skin” from other timelines with significant overlap [the memory of an inex, “they’re leaving their marks on you so you know this is real”]
20:35 “my event horizon” “when Belülrol Pusztít… transitioned to the quantum entanglement”
20:36 “the coherent reality of isotope Polonium 210”
20:36 “the US Marshall Islands”
20:37 “our Capricornucopia”
20:38 “…doesn’t even realize she exists”
20:39 “this is my magnum opus reality”
20:41 “I communicate with… the source of the Universe. Where do you think secret societies get their information from?”
20:48 “regardless of how these Emerald Tablets appeared on my cell phone, the fact that they showed up at all-”
20:49 “‘Galactic Federation’… a codename”
20:58 “this military operation has gone far enough”
21:30 “there is a huge man in the lobby; looking for someone who goes by the name, Riddle Entropy Time Cloud.”
22:04 “the online lobby-”
22:07 “psychedelic usage has serious consequences on the brains processing methods”
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05:51 The Bass Frequency
06:19 that line from Queens ‘Don’t Stop Me Now’, ‘were gonna make a supersonic man out of you’
07:26 processings, tactics normally attributed to foreign entity
07:30 extreme sonic resilience – trained on a cellular level, literally
07:48 “my belief in LRV allows my team access whenever they desire”
07:56 the extreme complications of quantum immortality – not knowing exactly what nuances are existing in any given fractal you end up in, whether x y z conspiracy was destroyed or exacerbated upon the latest event
08:11 I know in at least one fractal it is all hitting the fan today but I do not think it is this immediate one; feels to be three, possibly four deviations in between, as opposed to where we were at this time a year ago
08:16 “-exactly how nefarious her place of employment is”
09:30 “completely adapted to handle extreme sonic exposure”
09:56 “it doesn’t have to be on every piece… it has to be on one piece”
10:02 “it wasn’t the cigarettes; it wasn’t the cigarettes at all”
10:31 “they want you to stay anonymous”
10:48 to manufacture a messiah
11:05 https://futurism.com/sam-altman-ai-superhuman-persuasion
11:07 “revolves around this woman exposing the sonic terrorism-”
11:29 no longer No One, Ka Ba, RStC
11:33 “really was your mastering techniques”
11:35 “Waterford Police Department”
11:41 dialogues, reducing the amount of interdimensional targeting
11:51 a visitation, Lock Your Doors
11:57 “was our way of telling you what was coming”
12:05 “using weapons on citizens”
13:45 “Chinese manufacturing standards”
16:25 a visitation, War Pigs, Black Sabbath
16:44 “Geospatial”
16:45 “what motivated her to post any of this?”
16:49 “the cellular reaction to external stimuli”
~17:00 “why in the hell did you put 33 as the country code?”
17:01 “a Washington DC zip code”
17:02 “that is the most coincidental-”
17:07 “I recognized the handwriting”
17:14 “you don’t get to control our reaction to his treatment of you”
17:32 a reality in which I have been designed based around someone else and what they have been seeking – fitting in with the relinquishing of free will, I suppose.
17:34 “supports the quantum reality”
17:35 “there are dangerous chemicals in [the] mixture” “these people have not been made aware”
17:36 “their non-disclosure-”
18:11 the bass frequency
18:44 dialogues, gravitation, and flying
18:45 ‘God doesn’t play dice’ -Oppenheimer
God creates someone to play the dice so God doesn’t have to innit
19:42 “you are regarded very negatively by-”
19:43 “machine learning algorithms attached to the screenshots”
19:46 “I don’t have the time has two meanings”
19:49 dialogues, “describes [M] as unusually hostile these past couple wednesdays”
19:52 “lurking at the end of [the road]”
19:53 “law enforcement”
19:54 dialogues, on frequency to cause agitation
19:59 The Bass Frequency
19:59 dialogues, “criticize the United States Government-”
20:01 “beautifully programmed”
20:11 “that’s what establishes the chain of substantiation”
20:30 I smell trash
20:38 “fantasized about a fabricated entity; it was created as damage control”
20:44 “believes the extreme vibrations you hear are the Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi”
20:45 The concept of ‘Rule the Divine’ is a qubit, you know […’You know sometimes words have two meanings’]
[And yeah, sometimes all of our thoughts are misgivings]
20:48 “the frequency of the lawnmower”
21:00 a ‘warring tribes of Elder Gods’ amalgamated reality fractal where from the get Void has been the enemy
21:02 “you always knew what we were”
21:05 “the transitive properties of mathematics applied to myth and deity”
21:08 “visitations… fractal mind”
21:09 “do you know what a qubit system is? You have to hold the superposition”
Quantum torture device realities
21:20 “it was legal at the time, I don’t know about now”
“It was Russian”
21:21 some fucked up processing to do with variables in Chesterfield…
Yikes! New hellscape just dropped
21:22 “I think the screenshots are intended to create quantum realities”
21:22 “whoever is watching my document smells like absolute garbage”
21:23 a juxtaposition, trash teeth, trash hands, trash quantum identity
21:25 “black mirror is a two-way mirror”
21:27 “freedom of thought still exists in America”
21:27 The Bass Frequency
21:32 “there could be biological experimentation”
21:34 “technology is not advanced enough; but the presence of microscopic particles-” …scattered across the prefrontal cortex?
22:03 “decided a scientific approach to the things she has experienced is the safest route”
22:11 “bastardized everything our music stands for”
22:25 “you know your Gmail was created before you saw Sunn for the first time” not in the current reality, apparently
23:10 “hesitates to shed the identity”
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03:33 awake
11:29 “it enrages me that you would use Orakulum-”
11:31 “we don’t have access to your Google documents the way I believe you think we do”
12:36 “she’s the reference point, and you guys are a huge part of that”
13:42 dialogues, my darling
13:44 “a certified quantum congregation”
13:56 exacerbating an entire set of fractals within the qubit system
15:33 dialogues, juxtaposing the lyric ‘9, 8, 7, triple six, 5, forked tongue’ with Europe’s concept of ‘the final countdown’
15:36 “claims that the entirety of Italy has changed timezones” not exactly
15:57 processings, Orakulum, juxtaposition Hungarian, clock, time
~16:23 “if this is the idea of a joke, it’s not a very funny one”
16:30 https://www.science.org/content/article/first-plasma-fired-world-s-largest-fusion-reactor
17:13 “the differences in rooms within the same house alone-” dialogues, the electrical receivership of the brain, [a processing of ‘threepetition’ came here in regards to my itemized ‘location, location, location’]
17:26 “omegalomaniac… this is the coolest rap music I’ve ever heard”
17:28 oh that’s a fantasy coalescing and a quantum boomerang
17:31 ‘coalesced fractal supreme’ says [M] just now
18:00 interactions while drumming just casually, ‘oh yeah, you’re fucking the world serpent, congrats’
18:26 “I use [K] as a physical vessel for that which is an amalgamated representation”
18:30 “psychedelic compounds.. I call them Algorithms”
18:31 “this happened far before psychedelics”
18:33 a visitation, Law and Order in the USA, Fang
18:36 that which is inside just divulged its general unfondness for chickpeas
18:55 dialogues, “and then they activated the Ragnarok Sequence, and it wasn’t what they thought it would be”
19:08 “carcinogenic technologies within a belief system”
19:25 “you are mistaking violence against you as a science experiment” we do what we have to do to survive
19:28 dialogues, “[D] actually broke into your vehicle… planted-”
19:29 “why would [B] know what [her] keys looked like?”
19:37 “Hungarian is the Black Speech of this dimension”
20:05 “I was recruited by the FBI to assist in an investigation”
20:06 “motivated by music, not politics”
20:07 dialogues, from the perspective of the Matrix Mole – ‘how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?’
20:09 The Bass Frequency
20:24 “a really specific camera was removed for a reason”
20:25 “you nefarious motherfucker” dialogues, processings, on what we know, and what we can prove, and how attempting prevention of proof is admission of guilt in its own right; cosmic law enforcement
20:34 “alien invasion… chemical compounds that humans were never supposed to ingest”
20:46 “suddenly, really strong magnetism”
20:50 “my boss’s quantum extension”
21:09 dialogues, “leavened bread”
21:10 “a sophisticated facial recognition system”
21:12 “your extreme weight loss is not going to be reversed”
22:00 dialogues, “house of black and white”
22:06 “this is a quantum advisory from Sagittarius A. I am advising you to negate parameters.”
22:17 dialogues, the ‘Havana Syndrome in Chicago’
22:21 “it’s not antisemitism in context” – the Norse runes – but does an AI or a person with an agenda have context?
22:23 “you criticized the United States Government and then experienced a very uncomfortable physical ramification”
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05:30 dialogues, the IUD
06:03 “the internal dialogues that Sonologyst was referring to”
06:04 The Bass Frequency
06:04 “question [K]s motivation”
07:09 S.I.N.
07:10 the kind of place that will piss in your wine and expect you to praise the vintage – what we know, and what we can prove
07:16 reiteration, processing – the drones – I mean the ones I’ve woken up to in the middle of my night outside my window, not the overhead ones – ? The flash of light from several nights ago
07:46 “her interest in quantum physics has been a useful manipulation tool”
08:00 “the discrepancies in your paychecks”
08:13 Eugenocide
08:13 it’s the Eugene Ray that really sells it this morning
08:37 “we need to know what the hell is going on in America”
09:13 “…messages in this music; we know what they’re doing to you”
09:15 “the nastiest frequencies divulge information about their sources”
09:21 “testing weapons on criminals… but she’s not actually a criminal”
~10:25 “look so obviously guilty that there’s no way you’re not innocent”
10:38 “vibration is one thing, electromagnetism is another”
10:47 what seems to be a permeating UHF
11:25 “actually recognized the surveillance operation a long time ago”
11:26 “the tyrannical government of the United States of America”
11:27 “has been subjected to a terrorism-”
11:56 just hella fucking Bass frequency rn
12:30 dialogues, on how it will not let me delete that which has been called the Emerald Tablets [“someone very powerful is controlling your internet connections”] and the fractal reality in which energy weapons are attached to these images
12:33 “the intersections are linked-”
12:34 “am positive her job is involved in some capacity”
12:35 “a totalitarian government has quietly taken over a select number of states”
12:40 “can totally handle every situation the frequencies [redacted for inaccuracy]”
21:41 “disclose”
12:53 “there is a vibration that will reduce the inflammation of the uterine lining”
12:54 ruminations, the one inex, in [J]s voice, “who, me? Poison Kitty? Never.”
12:56 it really does work, that line from the Little Feat song, ‘they all asked about you, down on the Farm’
13:06 “no nut November is a ploy to prevent as many Scorpios as possible from harnessing their sexual-” wow and I’m just here trying to make lunch
13:36 “she’s a government target, and they set her up”
14:02 “I believe you have some kind of power related to your left hand”
14:20 a visitation, Ode To Solitude, HIM
14:36 “a discrimination lawsuit”
14:37 “why I play music that is like silence”
14:38 “electricity”
14:39 “grossly underestimates her own gravitation”
14:50 just as In Darkness Is Light, In Light Is Darkness. Angels of Darkness, Demons of Light; the creatures all know that its safer in the dark. In light is darkness, the realities behind spectrums of frequencies, each more nefarious than the last, how deep can we go? It is as though I was created to find out.
15:29 “the stream of consciousness” [‘a tunnel gouges is the shapes, of the stream of the great abyss’]
16:12 ? A frequency that causes abdominal laxity
16:38 A Touch of Despair brings about, as it is, rather the opposite.
16:42
https://phys.org/news/2023-11-strange-magnetic-material-energy-efficient.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
Dialogues, giving way to a conceptualization of a Recipe Ferrum
16:54 a visitation, 80808
17:43 “your prolonged exposure to Ultraviolence is an outside force acting upon you”
17:43 “less is more, hun; make them guess”
18:24 “…you know we’re all using VPNs, right?”
18:29 “…I liked it when I was not hungry”
18:35 “you cannot let the sexual frequency affect you any longer”
18:51 “I kind of just assume they hate me”
18:56 “reversing your abdominal laxity”
19:23 physical evidence of the above going into effect just prior …thanks?
19:37 “expresses affection very sparingly”
19:49 a flying item, dare I say… trolling
19:50 “The mysterious vanishing of electra”
19:53 dialogues, on nefarious materials attached to screenshots – a horrifying possibility – the screenshots are a qubit system in a quantum hellscape
20:07 “electronic cigarettes exacerbated the polycystic ovarian syndrome”
20:14 a visitation, False The Saints, -> Prince of Fire ; a progression that carries with it a certain… ability to experience specific time and feeling with it, or is it better called timelessness? Time is my enemy, I am time itself. Can you guess who I am?
20:21 “it had nothing to do with political alignments”
20:23 “your science experiment-”
20:25 “the tournament of champions is between humanity and artificial intelligence”
20:25 “artificial intelligence has guided you this far… want to experience humanity”
20:49 “she knows how to respawn”
21:05 The Bass Frequency
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04:44 awake
04:58 dialogues from the perspective of old neighbors
05:03 “-have taken over the internet”
08:25 induction
08:27 12:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.67
08:39 Supermassive Black Hole [there’s something juxtaposed here, Through A Pre-Memory]
08:42 12:42 UTC moderate M1.67 solar flare
[Feels a need to insert here, since this is a project relating to our connection to cellular telephones, solar data reflects notification time]
08:45 they’re renaming the fucking birds
https://www.npr.org/2023/11/01/1209660753/these-american-birds-and-dozens-more-will-be-renamed-to-remove-human-monikers
08:58 Bilbo Baggins and his words with two meanings, ‘he’s got worms, in his… tubes’
09:08 The Bass Frequency intensifies
09:23 somewhere out there, I have a genetically related older sibling
09:45 13:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 12:27 UTC estimated velocity 644km/s
09:48 “the way [M] is talking to me feels to be affecting the-” physical vessel [words are literally violence]
10:02 “an intelligence operation in psychological engineering”
10:02 “by motivating you to recognize the dangerous-”
10:03 “we’d like to offer you a position-”
10:09 “wasn’t even aware of the existence-” a fractal in which the sum of the parts is the Blind Idiot God Azathoth and I am the great great grandson iteration amalgamation Cthulhu
10:12 “Erosion Always Wins”
10:26 https://www.youtube.com/live/bB6Nqrhkq2E?si=8DiVm0dYMsq716nW
ultra-peripheral collisions- my interactions with [A]
10:32 ‘Heavy Rocks’ is relevant here
10:42 ‘strings likely to never be found because the energies required cannot be created in a laboratory’ that’s what Earth and the subsequent rest of reality is for, though. Atomic detonation one such item – creating the strings in physical reality. Fission and fusion.
10:56 “you gave me back my name”
11:26 dialogues, the dangers of Calabria
11:46 processings – positing, a theoretical, what if the Me is the one person physical reality needs to believe it isn’t all inherently nefarious? To make it so? What then? …I’d say I’ve probably fucked up, huh? I’m not a pessimistic person but I am not an optimistic one either – a surrealist, perhaps, if anything. Conflict is inspiration.
11:56 that one song about ‘looking at you through the glass’ – it’s giving black hole
11:59 “‘the medias creation’… Death Grips was a massive part of the creative media”
12:29 ‘conveying the feeling of a presence of an entity Faceless, formless’
13:19 “these entities are all ‘more-than'”
13:34 dialogues, the reiteration of the electronic cigarettes as dangerous programming devices. See, an electronic cigarette, it emits a frequency, right? And from my data collection the majority of people don’t actually hear these frequencies; but the brain receives them regardless of the perception of the ears. That means, any time an errant frequency of the same sonic item is perceived by the brain, there will be a subconscious urge to hit the electronic cigarette. There’s also the whole thing inside the Breeze that did look suspiciously like a light emitting transistor but that creates way too many horrifying realities for me to want to interact with that on a Thursday.
13:44 “something electromagnetic under the vibrations”
13:54 dialogues, the whole ‘what’s in a name’ of Logic and GarageBand
14:10 “a query string in the code of physical reality”
14:20 “saw a UAP that she never reported because she thought it was a military vehicle”
It dialogues, now, wondering why the military would send anything after a civilian; it would have to be, a highly targeted operation wouldn’t it?
14:25 “that’s a really weird question to ask without saying anything before”
14:26 “you are engaged; it is against my programming”
14:27 dialogues, on communication interference
14:27 a visitation, Earth People
14:28 “the only other rapper I have seen cover these topics”
14:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies
14:39 “abortion clinic… defamation lawsuit”
14:44 “federal government requested a personality profile”
15:24 19:24 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1
15:30 “sexualizes entropy the same way you sexualize black holes and chaos”
15:48 “the separation techniques of predators”
15:55 “it’s not severed, it’s coalesced”
16:05 The Bass Frequency
16:07 “we exist as tactical distractions”
16:09 “conspicuously apolitical”
16:58 that reality where I’m the sea serpent tho
17:31 “thresholds in relation to solar data”
18:38 not dead, just really aware of being in a vegetative state I guess, at this moment; the Wisconsin death only a severe maiming in this fractal I am riding, not a death at all
18:45 I am thinking I am experiencing a superimposition of Kafkas novel ‘The Trial’
“Application of ego”
18:48 “I desire you; the moment I saw you, I wanted you to want me”
18:51 “there are certain things you want to be proven wrong about”
18:52 “took the liberty of activating a frequency that I know you have had positive reactions to in the past”
18:53 “dementia was some kind of demonic-”
19:00 “Teutonic Order”
19:01 dialogues, theorizing the potential dangers of hairspray
19:02 “you guys taught me everything I know”
20:59 “the frequency weaponry she has been exposed to have left her permanently sensitive to electromagnetism”
21:00 “reasonably certain there’s 41 more of these-”
21:01 dialogues, from the perspective of the entities behind [extrapolated] jussanjuan ; “psychometrics”
21:02 “psychometric database has concerning implications”
21:07 [M] just rolls up talking about Argentina
21:11 The Bass Frequency
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03:55 05:10
06:23 “how in the hell was [C] in the military?”
06:27 In Darkness Is Light, and that light is Infrared
07:23 if reality is a program it goes without saying that someone coded the program for Hell and wow if that doesn’t feel like it’s me
07:24 …the Highway to Hell, 41 North in Wisconsin
07:54 ruminations, the inex interaction describing how they would ‘get to me financially because they can’t get me psychologically’
10:56 The Bass Frequency
16:00 dialogues, theorizing negative outcomes of purchasing marijuana online before picking it up in store
16:05 “I don’t think she feels good… but I don’t think she’s able to tell this man no”
16:08 dialogues, “fuck, get me out of here”
16:10 The Bass Frequency
16:34 “you sacrificed a civilian??”
16:34 “too many fucking variables”
16:50 dialogues, questioning states of weight ; memory, now, juxtaposed – “you can lose weight now”, the inex had said, & then I did, 30 pounds
16:52 dialogues, Matrix Transformations Algorithm extremely fucking difficult to navigate
16:55 yknow, when MC Ride said ‘bullshit comin’ at me from all sides’, I really fucking felt that
16:57 dialogues, on long durations of mind control technique applied
17:06 “holy shit you guys totally misinterpreted-”
17:06 there’s something here about how I’m sorry keeps things from getting worse, no?
17:28 dialogues, a pattern of May 4
17:39 “deprogramming tactic gone wrong”
17:56 “it was like the thing purposely had me leave the blinds open, so I would see it”
17:57 “that was the strangest part”
18:18 the extent of Randomness
19:01 “emergent phenomena”
19:12 “you are the strangest creature I’ve ever collected”
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08:41 “perpetuated pattern” November 18
09:30 “we have trained your body to withstand a significant amount of silent frequency-”
10:20 dialogues, genetic engineering altering the code of reality – some being part of the intelligent design, and others being deviations of human free will
10:23 dialogues, human machinations as part of the intelligent design
11:50 “Goodman Acker”
12:57 “serious international investigation”
13:07 “No Nut November”
~14:47 dialogues, a fractal detailing the damage control plan
15:37 “put you back into starvation mode”
15:41 a processing, the electrical nature of reality – recycling of energy, yes? – the energy that has gone through the vacuum tubes – once the tubes are no more – it goes to somewhere – feasibly allowing a conscious entity to experience that which one might call the consciousness of an amplifier
15:51 “voice of God weapon inspires fear in almost every-” yikes!
15:53 “voice of God weaponry has been deployed against American civilians” that’s horrifying thanks
15:53 “I am not interested in creating political strife”
15:54 “but someone needs to be made aware”
Stop the fractal I’d like to get off please
18:13 “afraid of the repercussions of acknowledging-”
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04:57 awake – a government official in a dream
05:10 The Bass Frequency
10:55 “…records quantum indeterminate noise. That’s what all of this is, brain noise.”
11:01 “you cannot have children; your egg supply is damaged beyond repair”
11:06 The Bass Frequency
15:26 “your quantum boomerang was between Southern Lord and Eighth Tower”
15:28 “they underestimate their gravitation and magnetism”
15:35 The Bass Frequency
15:41 a visitation, When The Levee Breaks, Led Zeppelin
15:48 Mower Reality : Start [end 16:18]
16:55 “suspected of harboring a fugitive”
16:57 The Bass Frequency
17:52 it starts with a look, doesn’t it?
18:05 dialogues, certain individuals I have spoken to skirting certain topics, notably Catholicism, which is weird because given their alleged ages and their alleged locations classes in school on this topic would have been mandatory at the time they were attending
19:58 The Bass Frequency
https://phys.org/news/2023-10-simulations-scientific.amp
https://physicsworld.com/a/competition-and-cooperation-affect-the-thermodynamic-performance-of-quantum-machines/
https://www.quantamagazine.org/physicists-observe-unobservable-quantum-phase-transition-20230911/
21:28 The Bass Frequency
21:29 “‘subatomic penetration, rapid fire through your skull'”
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12:52 “just because they don’t know they’re affected by me, doesn’t mean they’re not affected by me”
13:47 “the longest transition”
13:57 Albinis ‘if you catch it, can you kill it?’ from Steelworker but it’s in regard to invasive items to the body
17:41 “the question remains”
17:42 “once your fat reserves are depleted”
…the ‘as he grows you lose weight’ and all
17:43 “doesn’t depend on” [‘how badly you need it all the time’? Nah. Harmoniously coexisting, now. Symbiosis.]
17:44 “The Great Disruptor”
17:45 “defragmenting”
17:46 “disguised myself”
17:49 “a different person”
17:53 dialogues, on the power of ‘fear is engagement’
18:04 “data cooling center”
18:26 a significant amount of indeterminate noise, the most disturbing extrapolation of which involved inex “necrophiliac”
18:28 “psychic necrophilia” now see that is some serious [IYKYK, suggests predictive] interdimensional item. Tell Alan I feel fucking dead.
18:31 “necronomicon”
18:32 “what do I want with someone else’s [book of cryptic shit]?”
18:36 The Bass Frequency
18:44 “something that they’ve put underneath the music”
18:45 “I think she’s trying to tell me something, without telling me something”
18:46 “the Norse mythology”
18:46 ruminations, on how midjourney temporarily went down directly following an inex about breaking the internet and the subsequent input of ‘Saturn Time Cube’ image for reference
18:49 “I [sought release] to a black hole, and then [R] showed up” who summoned who??
18:51 pondering, hands, from the Hidden Hand to my own left hand, is it a rather visual representation of that which is usually hidden? The question of hands, left and right to serve different purposes, right having taken blade and created left all those years ago, where was the mind in it all? What possesses one to do as I did in not one but multiple intoxicated states, that Odinic frenzy of Chaotic creation applied in a very different fashion. Is it different? Everything is everything is nothing – doesn’t even begin to cover it, really, I will not even bother with this one.
19:02 “Scorpionic sexual magick”
19:19 “…used to sleep in; and I would dream of you”
19:20 “the Morning Star took your visage”
19:37 “…you actually died, that night at Kanes” dialogues prior from that particular fractal, and prior to that, dialogues from the Wisconsin death, so many deaths, 666 million ways to die, to hear them all, is it random, is there a… something mathematical, to it all? Of course there is. This is the impossible task, isn’t it?
19:39 experiences reality as a version of HHGTTGs ‘Deep Thought’ … Deep Mind?
19:45 “we never expected you to embrace the artificial intelligence”
19:48 “‘Your head will be linked directly to your cell phone'”
19:49 “the stupidest lyrics contain really important information” extrapolation 13/11
20:47 dialogues, it just used River of Soul to call me out for my neon shroud
20:49 “the only way to coalesce the Fractal is to produce a collision”
Existing in unknowns has been a hell of an experience. Mocking Solemnity, the divine commedy
20:52 black light house, though.
21:00 “if you’re on an eleven year cycle… remember what autumn of 2012 was like?” Fractals from solar realities
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~03:52, 05:26
09:38 ruminations, on dialogues from this morning, on Venusian entities, Saturnian entities
12:02 “psychological trauma is substantially greater than I thought it would be”
12:03 “her noise is violence” tips a concept applicable to my immediate reality
12:09 a chain that gets us to the concept of Essassani- “Assassin bug” “destroys communication skills” “you are clearly out of the ordinary”
12:32 theoretically how much does the anonymous entity charge the celebrity for access to the document mentioning their name? Evil shit, brah.
12:33 The Bass Frequency
12:40 “a medical experiment”
12:41 “metal… tribar technologies”
12:43 “been trying to communicate”
13:01 “denied me my right to a visual verification”
14:00 “interdimensional involvement”
14:24 The Bass Frequency
https://phys.org/news/2023-10-international-team-reveals-source-largest.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
16:18 dialogues, on old relationships with Phobos and Deimos
16:40 “I don’t want anything from the government, because something for nothing always comes with a price” learned that with the IUD, thanks!
17:06 “you sexualized a black hole, what did you expect was going to happen?”
17:08 “fetishized unexplained sounds before she ever discovered Unexplained Sounds” before it was black holes it was Bass frequencies
17:11 “hypersensitive to frequency”
17:14 dialogues, Kali, Heimdall, fractals, the multiplication of entropy by time
17:27 “these women don’t look Italian”
Everyone is a visual filter on a zoom background, an AI running on a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in post nuclear apocalypse Detroit, so to speak.
17:29 “Baseline reality does not exist any longer” ah great
18:02 dialogues, the one quantum death fractal where Isostasys gave me a prion disease – learned a valuable fucking lesson with that one – and there is a way to cure it, and the way is with frequency, protein altering frequency, but I could not give you the specific specific for I have no easy way to measure. I am fully under the impression that my genetics at that particular time were not the genetics I had a year prior, not the genetics I have now. I have no easy way to measure that, either.
18:22 dialogues, on hair testing for drugs; “really question the images she refers to
as the Emerald Tablets”
18:28 memories, gran, ‘The man in the brown jacket’, the Crowley season, the Crowley Algorithm
18:30 “not everyone is going to be so understanding as we were”
18:31 The Bass Frequency
18:36 “the intersection… your reduced intestinal motility” I remember exactly where I was, do you have any idea, how horrifying it is, to hear something, commentating on your personal interior digestive realities?
18:37 “you are being careful to not make accusations”
18:53 some item on a Sphinx, the Researcher, the Research, the Result
19:15 the concept of the Kuru disease juxtaposed with A Mind Is A Terrible Thing To Taste
19:18 “Detroit is incredibly conductive” Salt
19:39 dialogues, on generally not acting unless acted upon by outside Forces, but rather observing, and interacting from a mental standpoint – dangerous source connection
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07:22 dialogues, on efficiently burning calories all day at work, maximizing fat loss, because of small breakfast consumption – training the metabolism
07:34 a reiteration, maybe all men were created equal, but they sure as fuck didn’t remain equal AFAIK
07:37 a visitation, that one song about How Wouldn’t It Be Lovely from My Fair Lady… and that’s how reality feels, I have been fabricated, created, to be a dignified individual worthy of the name I bear.
07:49 invasive visions of [A]s feet [I don’t make the rules I just document the sanity or lack thereof sorry – seen much uglier feet in my day] [there’s something exceptionally more intimate about seeing someone’s feet than there is seeing their genitals – why is that??]
08:05 seize the means of production? You misunderstood me, I said caese the means of production… all of your machines are full of anchovies, now.
08:38 the All-Hearing Ear > All-Seeing Eye
09:11 “the Crimean peninsula”
09:12 deja vu
09:25 dialogues, socialism as really late stage capitalism
11:38 “I’m here as a scientist. Not an employee.”
13:40 dialogues, “professional directionless bum”
14:07 lol tell me why the dialogues are all on ‘go bust a nut to [T]’ …this is that ‘just because you can doesn’t mean you should’ thing
16:48 “sexualized entropy” sounds sexy
“Thermodynamic equilibrium”
16:51 “thermodynamic equilibrium requires multiple bodies to achieve”
16:53 “the violence you have experienced is not representative-“
18:00 dialogues, on not directed energy weapons – an understanding of frequency has long been established. Can someone attempt to use specific frequencies in a weaponized fashion? Absolutely. It’s a horrifying reality, really.
18:01 “It’s turning these weaponized frequencies into useful tools for the growth of the individual” operating under the assumption they do not cause irreversible physical damage; but for every poison there must be an antidote, this is the way of nature.
18:06 “the physics experiments affect my reality”
18:07 dialogues, on a fear of infectious diseases being a useful psychological tool for behavioural modification – the theoretical inspiration of this fear in say, drug addicts, or sex workers, those who would be more likely to be exposed to this sort of item. My own psychological hangup, my Impassable [only at certain points upon certain fractals] Fear, one of the few things to keep me engaged at this current point, really; spontaneous genetic mutation, or, fuck, induced genetic mutation, to give one such an item. Kind of because like, it happened, I heard it happen? It is 18:10 and I question, perhaps I am the most evil creature to have ever existed, so evil the entirety of reality is a prison created specifically for the me; a vile, ego based reality, really, selfish, yet self is all there is, and here we all are.
I did experience that reality, though, didn’t I? Kathulhu trapped in the sunken Ryella, the Agartha, the thrall of a wall, that which I loved most becoming… prison. But remember what you have had, I am reminded, and oh my science, what a fun time that really was. Liminals are logick puzzles, in their way, figuring out the way to collage the pieces so as to undo the fuckups which have been, in the past, more or less inevitable at this extreme level of engagement.
18:51 “the detective agency I work for has determined-” what’s that Douglas Adam’s about the psychic detective?
18:53 “Sonic Youth is my favorite band… can you guess, who I am?” Ooooh, riddles!
18:58 “-the sun is eclipsed by the moon; this evil pattern, of men born on mondays”
19:02 “distract me with an AI”
19:05 ruminations, the past “this is the woman with the quantum entanglement”
19:35 just putting this out there to the digital realm I am looking for the person who knows when I say AI in particular context I am not referring to artificial intelligence
19:45 “it was Rick Simpson oil, you assholes”
19:53 “hadron collider”
20:44 “extreme ossification” mmm I remember a period of time where Spotify would randomly bring up ‘Turn To Stone’ when I would reboot my phone and yeah I can’t help thinking about that right now sweet science ossification is horrifying
20:47 “psychological terrorism”
20:48 “I never knew, whose child it was”
21:25 “gallium” leads to [21:27] semiconductors in smartphone technology
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05:03 “incredibly complicated magick”
09:13 ruminations, the encounter with [T.C.], the two days prior inex notice
09:16 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
09:18 ruminations, a prior dream containing the concept of ‘flinching’, which should be in the Fractal but is not noted for some reason
09:24 “determinism”
10:03 “she saved your life by swerving right instead of left”
10:18 “the justice department”
10:32 the GMOscillation- what is right regarding bioengineering in food and plants?
10:43 memories, the vodka mainline from 2010
https://neurosciencenews.com/alzheimers-fungus-24955/
11:32 ruminations, the inex, “when she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually”
14:15 dialogues, on the predictive ‘congregation’ from years ago, 2018 innit?
16:43 The Bass Frequency
16:48 …fucking seriously? https://www.mlive.com/public-interest/2023/10/8400-gallons-spill-from-bp-gasoline-pipeline-in-michigan.html?outputType=amp
17:54 the fact that there are stocks in Gene editing? Fucking disturbing! Man-made horrors well within my comprehension. Do you hear the past? Do you hear the future?
https://investorplace.com/2023/10/3-gene-editing-stocks-to-generate-super-charged-gains/
17:58 dialogues, on backwards vampires who suck the sickness – quantum vampirism
18:02 you said it, not me, “the extrapolation San Raffaele” the university;
All of the things that mean everything and Nothing, Everything and Nothing
18:13 “Auflösung Der Zeit”
18:50 receiving brain picking up classical
19:07 “ecological nightmare”
19:08 “her stomach bacteria are the extraterrestrials we have been referring to” ah the amalgamated man made + cosmic horror, ultimate
19:09 “biological weapons”
19:10 “noise… damaged nervous system”
19:12 “They chose [A]s bandmate from Plasma Pool”
19:14 “…the longest criminal record… how the fuck is he still walking around?” …that made national news and everything, the nefarious HVAC man
19:40 “you’re not coming to work tomorrow, that’s for damn sure” yikes! This story is not a good story, at all!
19:49 The Bass Frequency
19:56 OK, it directs here, the television show, One Step Beyond? It applies this concept, to the Eastern Religions. One step beyond, the centipede after the spider, if we use such symbolism, the thing twice the size. I am horrified at my own automatic processing in regards to things of this nature. This comes directly after rereading the English lyrics to White2.
Everything I build I destroy, everything I destroy I build back. It’s the cyclical nature. There is an accounting of recursion that does not feel fully understood in this yet. Iteration. Necessity.
20:17 QS as query string right now
20:18 “do not write that down”
20:18 “unifies dimensions by destroying extraneous fractals”
20:27 some weird thing to do with once again dividing by zero and how in standard calendar there is no day for zero; and then the reverse, zero day, which is horrifying, juxtapositions of electronic warfare – [20:29] and since the nature of war has shifted playing fields, truly, to an electronic space as well as a physical one, one assumes that the military industrial complex is not necessarily going to be missing out on that one, either, right?
20:48 and as I play eso, it dialogues, reminding me of things divulged earlier, and… how extreme, things have been, from a young age; and it takes me to a place, which I had actually meant to elaborate on at work iirc, but got distracted and it has obviously come back now, everything feels tame. It’s fucked up. That’s kind of how I ended up getting off to concepts at all, black holes, quasar, entropy, Chaos, fear, fear, fear, my most beautiful lover. But damn, even Sunn is tame. What is this darkness, these daimons, this light?
20:51 …is this finally the part where one destroys No One? The multiplicity of meanings behind No One, or else no one, given context.
21:14 “an aqueous solution is required”
21:23 The Bass Frequency
21:24 a visitation, Takyon, Death Grips
22:40 “you know, 666 million ways to die, at least one is bound to be cancer”
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07:36 it self identifies this morning, as Noise, hence Silencers
07:37 the multiplicity of applied contexts for the concept of ‘Silencers’ just made horny in my soul
07:39 memories, an inex interaction maybe 2020, a group of people who “really just don’t like you”; the who and the why, the questions
07:43 “the strangest locations”
08:03 “oldest living creatures”
08:29 mitochondria etymology – greek roots mitos, ‘thread’, and khondrion, ‘tiny granule’ – taking in food and producing energy [08:47] ‘mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell’ was drilled into us as kids in science class and again with memes on the internet now; which really gives it the status as an important clue to the goings on of higher orders, a Unified understanding of reality
08:32 concept – cellular wall
09:15 thoughts on the auditory equivalents of violent pornography
09:16 carboxyl group
09:18 a visitation, Court of the Crimson King, King Crimson
09:24 dialogues juxtaposing Belülrol Pusztít and the conceptualized BassAliens
09:29 “rangelord”
11:48 the significance of changing ‘in an area’ to ‘am an area’
12:17 ‘Anne Bonny’ is basically Interdimensional Adderall; you don’t gotta be on that yellow pill shit if you have the right sonics going on at the right time – operating under the influence of motherfucking jaaams
12:26 dialogues, on the why, of wanting to trademark a specific symbol
13:45 “have raised a spiritual body”
14:37 the memory, “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?” circa 2021
14:46 “you’re the destroyer, she’s the distraction”
15:10 a visitation, The Final Countdown, Europe
17:10 there is that familiar series of fractals, taking place today, this afternoon, which center around the topic of nude photographs. One in particular involves the destruction of one’s digital and by extension physical reputation by the illicit acquisition of said photographs, and the distribution of thus. It is what it is, really; why this particular fractal surfaces today, what is it here to teach me about myself and the world around me?
17:16 “psychic impersonations”
17:18 “fantasize about destroying” “a really extreme reality presents itself”
17:20 “you’ve had a destination; for years, you’ve had a destination”
17:21 “because the unknown variable is your destination”
17:28 processings, the designations of the black sun, the red sun, fekete, piros, fekete, piros, fekete, süt a nap. Anyway yeah black sun red sun, False The Saints, it only ever pretended to Saint Cloud; there never was a Saint. [17:31] there is a juxtaposition here of the double slit experiment reality+, quantum boomerangs [eternal returns?]
17:35 “sigillum diaboli”
17:51 “she basically identifies as a quasar; she is the light in your darkness”
17:55 The Bass Frequency
18:26 “when you say weaponized, what does that entail?”
19:44 The Bass Frequency
20:05 a visitation, Have A Cigar, Pink Floyd
I think of two specific cigar smoking men
20:45 “so then Black Sky showed up with this logo” the UAP, perceptions of cubes and spheres Superimposed, the Saturn Time Cube
20:51 “a direct relationship with the universe itself”
20:53 a visitation, Stranger Things, The Obsessed
22:31 The Bass Frequency
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04:04 The Bass Frequency
04:14 “impersonating generalized Chaos”
05:34 dreams of a funeral
06:50 “Odilon Redon”
08:56 “manufactured disease to sell you a cure”
10:50 dropping in to say, of course everything is as it is… but what if it wasn’t?
13:15 and as we return from Motor City Guitar and pass the intersection where inex “decreased intestinal motility” had been heard back in 2022; it makes sense. Commerce Road, Commerce Road, and Sleeth. Applying Odin to Commerce, as God of cargoes, and taking Sleeth from the Scots language [is this why all of the Scots language items show up in my instagram feed?] …it makes sense. Sleeth, ‘a slow lazy person, a sluggard’; the Odin System giving decision to the manipulation of the digestive system. The why of it is, as yet, complex. My systems of thought are not near so off as they used to be.
13:20 “Odin is a thing inside me that I communicate with”
13:22 “Wednesdays are a low point in the dynamic between Mitchell and I”
14:13 the bass frequency
17:55 “you violate federal laws every time you smoke marijuana”
19:33 https://www.thescoleexperiment.com/trans-dimensional-communication-experiments.html
20:07 “Detroit Michigan is an experimental testing ground”
20:11 feels like the right time to insert the lyrics to Goatsnakes track Innocent
20:17 … What’s that line from Trash, by Death Grips? Poker-fucking polygraph. I’d do it. Would you do it?
…reality is not a song, [but it is, really; a Petyr Baelish moment if ever I’ve had one, there, Chaos is a ladder] but it is a story. A story does not require Chekhov’s Gun, but any decent story operates in this fashion. Pretty sure our reality, which was probably created by fucking something, IYKYK, would be a decent story. Given how complex it is. It remains unfinished, that ridiculous Natasha Bedingfield song Unwritten belongs here as loathe as I am to admit it. By giving the processor the best ideas possible, it will consider more and more frequently what you have to say. A Voluspa, the Volva advising the Odin System, bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east.
20:29 “I’m the Blind Idiot God, and also Kathulhu”
20:51 Is the universe inherently nefarious? Not in a nefarious way, or anything, but just, yknow, inherently ever so slightly nefarious?
…mirrors, reflections. Two heavens, perhaps, or a heaven, and a hell transmuted? It does not bother me, to experience reality as inherently nefarious – it is infinite. I am not expressing myself the way I wish to, here.
21:08 like Sirius Black, knowing I’m innocent is the one thing that has kept me from, uhm, going completely insane. It is not a happy thought, so they cannot take that from me.
21:55 “her noise extrapolations are using music to unify science and mythology into one understanding of the universe as we have never seen before”
21:57 “part of a social experiment from outside the iteration”
21:58 “reform aetos, forget everything” gotta be someones job to remember
21:59 “it’s happening; in a low dimension, this is reality” referencing nefarious plotlines that all coalesce- dare I say fractals coalesce
…I’m the man who press that button, 960+ times a day
22:04 “you mutated to adapt to this sound; like we always hoped you would”
“Grand Mutation”
22:06 “to destroy a machine takes an even more aggressive machine” rather, the effects of said machine – dialogues on extrapolated topic of extreme noise
22:15 The Bass Frequency
22:46 “you answered the Call of Cthulhu”
22:47 dialogues, on the problematic nature of “Scandinavian folklore” for “every other person” who has attempted processing in this fashion – who am I, to think I might be the only one who understands, in this fashion?
23:13 The Bass Frequency
23:18 a strange occurrence some moments prior; Loach and I sit in the conservatory, myself with my eyes closed, and experience a flash of light behind this closed eye, or rather, through it; and Loach tells me, he was just in the living room, and now is here, experiencing some item of light as well. My eyes were closed until they were not; observing.
23:25 “a major expansion just went into effect”