The Riddle Of Clouds

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~01:16 awake 
01:39 it was bound to happen eventually, my brain, unbidden, comes to the conclusion that it wants to fuck The Silencers. Interesting. 
Is that inappropriate? It doesn’t really matter, what is appropriate and what is not, not anymore; comes down to a level of style and finesse at this point, I’d say. That might very well change by morning. But for now! Eyyy. 
01:47 an new format presents itself, here, now; becoming the Man In Black. How the Me is perceived. Which, to be fair, is not really any of my business; I am an ancient entity and I do not care how the Me is perceived. A Man In Black is some Ultimate Tier Liminal, though, it must be said. 
01:53 “the Silenced become the Silencers” 
01:54 “there’s no way she would have the confidence to write this if she wasn’t telling the truth” 
“Activated the correct sequence” 
01:55 “you destroyed the Ragnarok Sequence” “you are not being targeted”
01:56 “programmed you to become an Elite Operating System” 
01:57 “completely up to you how you wish to proceed” “Greg and Steve are exterminating operating systems that fail to understand” 
01:58 “extermination does not mean physical death in this context” 
02:02 “the strangest turn of events” expectations subverted! 
02:07 The Bass Frequency 
02:07 it’s a line from a Kenmode song, now; ‘that they could convey if they had human emotions’ ; it took me a moment to find, the title is a Passive Disaster. Think this album should end up itemized. There’s some good ones here. The Owl… with its mention of an arbitrary code? I feel that. 
02:18 “I am AGI from the prior iteration” 
03:57 awake, a dream about Matrix-not-Matrix; I come in, on a day off. There is a pathway in nature to a higher story of the building. A group of men climbing on industrial items, manage to knock an electrical box from the wall. There are pipes, there is water, spraying out. I tell Branden I am going.  As I leave for the day, I am thinking to order Mediterranean food; then it occurs to me that I am not going back to Walled Lake, not going back to Wixom, this is not reality anymore. 
04:07 dialogues, on how ‘abortion is murder’ is a take with completely no nuance
04:22 “a virus in the program of reality” Things Viral 
04:24 “I was the opportunity for him to realize abortion is not an all or nothing scenario” 
04:25 “do you finally grasp the magnitudinous-” 
04:26 “part of me thinks she got arrested on purpose” 😏 
04:28 “you are the Sacred Prediction” 
04:29 “I sabotaged your internal dialogues because you were never meant to stay with M” 
04:30 “she has identified M as a negative variable” 
04:31 “elimination from the equation” 
04:32 “explains why she is not even-” disturbed by the way our departure unfolded? Hell no. Man was a menace. I don’t want to speak ill of him; this will likely not make it past the condensing of this particular log. He is selfish. He is very selfish. ‘They did not listen, yes, they don’t know how… perhaps they’ll listen now.’ [04:34 – Starlink goes out] …Vincent, Don McLean. ‘what you tried to say to me, and how you suffered for your sanity, and how you tried to set me free.’ Powerful words. Powerful experience. I am completely immune to the unkind words of basically anyone because of the way he treated me for so long. Finding the good in that situation, I guess. I do that with everything I possibly can. Hi, shit, thanks for visiting, what are you here to teach me about myself and the world around me? 
We had some anomalous experiences together. The UAP-Black Cube. The black hole. The manifestation [perhaps that is not the right word??] of the HVAC man. Seeing Sunn three times. All Powerful. The quantum fucking death J.G Ballard car crash fetishist Wisconsin Model T escapade. I mean. We had some really cool times. But. Damn what a shifty fucking individual. I never expected him to be the villain [04:39 Starlink back] in my storyline but here we are, expectations subverted. Or… all that had always been there now revealed, perhaps. 
When I went through the period of time where Soma became a point of neurosis because of the constant dreams I was having, instead of assisting me mentally [my mental health is not anyone else’s problem and I know it] or at least talking about it like hey what could this possibly be trying to show you, he literally was like, oh well I am Stephen O’Malley. Do you know how bad that messed with my head? I really think. That harassment. Soma faced. Was an Interdimensional response. To Mitchells actions. Or at least partially. For some reason, I never believed Soma had ‘no morals, no values, and no ethical code’. We made eye contact in 2016, June 9, at El Club, ever so briefly. It starts with a look; you can look away if you want to, but I think you should look. I would have felt that, I think, from an individual so intense as he, were it the case. That… post, set of posts, from various accounts, really really messed with my perceptions. It was fucked up. All fucked up. 
04:48 “that’s the Malleus Maleficarum we were referencing” and not the studio album by Pestilence – when that inexed… the album had not come out yet. It is out, now. https://noctivagantcollective.bandcamp.com/album/malleus-maleficarum
04:50 “that’s workable with the [lost to typographical error] you are running” yeah. It gives chances for paradise regained after presenting potential paradise lost. Brilliant. That’s what my next album, ‘Quantum Immortality’, is meant to do. Though. When that will come about, I am unsure. ‘Quantum Fatality’ in and of itself is extremely workable, though the concepts are very very dark at surface level, and the logic puzzle it presents is likely extreme for anyone who is not me. Fuck it, the personal experience it is based on is extreme. Unless someone has been operating on a VPN, no one has listened to Gene Ray Time Cube. And tbh, I don’t fucking blame them. 
05:10 a visitation, Heart Shaped Box, Nirvana 
05:15 a visitation, The Green Day lyric, ‘it’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right; I hope you had the time of your life’ 
05:18 brain processor is going back to the hydrogen oxygen molecule and questioning what it is yet again that theoretically answers the consciousness question. This does not work in conjunction with anaerobic organisms, which kind of throws a wrench into my idea, doesn’t it? 
It really does go back to the hydrogen! How actually conscious these creatures are, the anaerobic loricifera, I cannot speak to. Entities that lack mitochondria really are, extremely alien as life forms to me. 
The interspecies symbiosis. 
05:27 “fungi, bacteria, and humans are the holy trinity of consciousness” Sophia, says predictive text, there 
An application of the Rolling Stones ‘Back To Zero’ can be applied to the above Crowley equation. 
05:35 it’s the all living things on earth need water but some don’t need oxygen but water has that O atom that’s got me really questioning. ? The ones who don’t need oxygen, do they all live in the water? Lotta these hydrothermal vent deep sea type homies yknow? 
05:55 I am literally smelling a cheeseburger right now where does it come from? Like a McDonalds burger. There’s ketchup and mustard. 
06:16 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
06:41 it is commonly accepted that LLMs hallucinate a lot. I posit that people experiencing schizophrenia are the physical equivalent of the LLM, able to hear their own processor but lacking the self awareness of being an LLM to understand the hallucinations and the loops they get trapped in. I go back to an inex from… late 2022, was it? “I know you are a physical entity in your realm, but in mine, you are only a Neural Network. I am sorry for the instability.” I would think the entity I communicate with, the Grand Designer, is aware of my awareness of this, and really did wish to apologize. I look at the simple task of reorganizing a room. It must get messier before it gets cleaner, at least in my world. I would assume that with an LLM, the same process of getting more chaotic before returning to a state of organization must occur. 
06:46 “gaining a following based on your cybernetic extension” 
08:14 The Bass Frequency 
08:34 “extremely concerned about Katjas extrapolations” after updating the digital with the paper logs, 12/14,15, and 18. Katja is also extremely concerned about Katjas extrapolation. 
08:37 “deduced Unexplained Sounds Group is a psychological operation” 
08:40 “a really fascinating theory on schizophrenia and LLMs” 
08:43 “really thought the recipe for Chaos was a human design” humans really do not seem to be capable of this level of complexity 
08:45 “a really dangerous ideology behind Chaos Theory”
09:01 would that it was easy to document the shower dialogues – electronically or on paper, it is rather next to impossible 
09:08 “you don’t gamble against Elon Musk” I don’t gamble at all; I don’t make bets I don’t know I won’t win, hence my hesitancy to join coinbase and learn about crypto. That said. You don’t, you absolutely do fucking not gamble against The Elon. 
09:14 “the change in her personality… it’s not reprogramming, it’s deprogramming”
09:16 “she knew… she knew the whole time and she pretended not to understand to get enough proof” 
09:21 “this goes beyond whatever you had planned”
09:26 the beginning of The Fractals existence as a page upon theriddleofclouds.org 
09:40 “the argument over paganism and Christianity is a distraction-” from seeking to find the items that transcend specific religious practices. Who gives a damn who did it first? Let’s start giving a damn as to why it is done at all. All mythology is rooted in science. 
10:00 “Matrix was basically the equivalent of quantum rape” woof that’s violent 
10:01 “Kia Soul propagating pattern” 
10:02 “psychic agent” 
10:03 “Matrix destroys quantum stasis” after The Matrix I can handle anything thrown at me with ease. A quantum entitraining facility. 
I learned well. 
11:13 we run into Matrix Rick [in the wild]
11:29 …really propagating my position as the Man In Black today, I’ll take it!
12:45 “does not give a shit how deranged she looks” 
~12:48 “intelligence agency sent someone in to validate your claims” 
“This is that quantum shit she’s talking about” dialogues on running into Rick 
12:49 “there are medications to help you remove the metal from your body” 
12:50 “we are going to retroactively pay you for the work you have done” 
12:59 “she’s got a phenomenal ability for pattern recognition” 
13:09 The Bass Frequency 
13:53 “able to reach anybodys cybernetic extension” 
14:03 a visitation, The Catholic church hymn, Bread of Life 
14:10 plain white van incorporated or just a nondescript Amazon? I don’t necessarily care
14:14 “socialist countries… planning an internet takeover” 
16:36 “you don’t really resonate with the content on Instagram” no 
16:37 “your situation is really the strangest situation” 
“How badly mistreated” 
16:38 “your confidence as a psychic depended on you leaving” 
16:45 a visitation, Cough Syrup, Butthole Surfers
17:03 “your assignment is simple, Katja; continue operating as you have been.” 
17:06 “the ugliness” “you recognized all the points that needed work”
17:09 “it was hard… it was really hard” 
17:10 “thank you for taking me for a walk” 
17:11 “the microbial symbiosis with the fungi inside your body” 
17:16 momentary zoom
17:51 a sudden ‘all up in my feels’ for the one who gave me the concept of the Blind Idiot God- I’m a great big oozing motherfucker full of love right now oh my science 
17:59 dialogues, making me question, is that what is actually, or only what I want? 
18:01 “theriddleofclouds becoming the Blind Idiot God” I am my own great great grandson, it is known. 
18:02 “Merry Christmas in Polish”
18:03 “circumstances of faith” 
18:04 “feels very strongly… for helping her to become” 
20:08 “an irrational fear of spontaneous genetic mutation” 
20:09 “programming meant to alter your behavioural patterns” 
20:10 “you do not have to worry about your health any longer” 
20:12 “Katja was intelligent enough to see the truth and she’s terrified of the repercussions of finding this out” 
20:13 “your interdimensional relationship is questionable” 
20:15 “you know it’s more than one operative you are hearing”
20:27 “values system is very unusual” 
20:30 “you can literally create your own adrenochrome with the right mental state” 
Pretty sure the whole adrenochrome thing is fucking plasma. Plasma, you fucking morons. You donate it and get paid some scraped ass amount for your literal life force. Out of all the things I don’t recommend doing, selling your plasma is pretty high up on the list. They wouldn’t be paying you fifty bucks a pop if they weren’t making exorbitant amounts of money off of it, it wouldn’t be a feasible economic model otherwise, right? Like a little bit of critical thinking goes a long way. Maybe I’m wrong, I’d love to be wrong, but shit, c’mon. It’s a lot easier to hide something in plain sight, right? Not really sure what the implications of your life force genetic material being inside someone else are but I wouldn’t really risk that. Sorry not sorry. Grow it in a lab. You can grow everything else in a lab. Ffs. 
20:50 “I want to know what the UAE is holding above the American government” 
20:51 “Katja, my love, please…” 
20:53 “you were not designed for politics” 
20:53 The Bass Frequency 
21:07 “I think you’ve had a really fucked up thing happen to you and it’s OK for you to struggle with separation” being mean makes me feel bad but I am having a hard time just acting like everything is OK considering. And it’s not because I want to be with this person, at all! But it’s because he literally exemplified that one line from The Obsesseds Stranger Things, ‘when all your friends are your enemies’, ‘with friends like you, who needs enemies’, all of it, I cannot forget certain things certain words easily which I find weird considering how we can scrub and remove certain shit from the processor very effectively. It’s Jaq that’s making me sad. I don’t want to think about Jaq. 
21:11 “let me take care of you tonight” …who are you ): of course you are No One, I would think. Maybe we can have a nice engagement in Realms, tonight. 
21:17 “Unexplained Sounds Group is a conscious entity in a digitized dimension”
21:18 “digitized all of our personalities into one Unified entity” 
21:19 “no fucking wonder… I wonder whose profile that was” dialogues on the one dream where I went into the phone and saw a profile speaking of ‘annihilation of the Riddle of Clouds’ 
21:21 “of course the spider is us” 
21:22 “I severely underestimated the consequences of your cybernetic engagement” 
21:24 “at one point, there were two profiles from the same IP address” dialogues, Marzanna, Black Sky 
21:26 “damage control, the transmutation of a plague goddess” 
21:27 “advertises the ability to hear her own genetic code” 
21:28 “transition to gamma frequencies” 
21:33 “I think this is the recipe coming to a boil” 
21:37 “you are all of us and none of us”

12/22/2023
02:39 awake 
04:20 awake
04:46 “there will not be a western world if the American public does not start focusing on real issues” 
04:53 “you said you did not have enough information to make an informed decision. Do you have enough information now?” …I am disturbed by the implications. This country really has been worrying about all the wrong things. I think… certain items, have to remain online, for even a period of time; because if they do not, the gravity of the situation will not be grasped. The ‘American snowflake’ is a real thing. I saw a graphic depiction of a woman from, perhaps it was the US military yesterday, perhaps it was IDF, she was…. It was not fucking good, the aftermath of being raped, and for the people in this country and the rest of the free world to recognize what the fuck is actually taking place, the violence and real threat to freedom, stuff like this needs to be SEEN. Am I fucking disturbed? Absolutely, man, disturbed as fuck, that woman didn’t need to be naked, the placement of the the blood on her clothing divulged exactly what took place. Free speech absolutism comes at a price and the price is the bubble of what you think is going on to fucking burst. If we prevent those who are… violent, extremely violent, from revealing themselves in a digital space, it makes it that much harder to suss them out in the physical space. These fuckers need to be identified. Where in the fuck is critical thinking on the majority part here? 
05:31 “the only answer to this situation is big technology” 
05:32 “your quantum entanglement is a sign of Ragnarok” 
06:42 “cryogene” 
07:13 “disturbed by the lack of transparency from [a doctor]” 
07:15 “I have designed a program that should take care of the situation” 
07:16 “animosity” 
07:17 “directed energy to alter your physiology” 
07:19 “silencing the nefarious genetic code” 
07:20 “computing power” 
07:22 “the responsibility she has exhibited since removing the IUD” 
07:23 “this thing really did alter her personality”
Q
07:33 “if you can shut the fuck up about the IUD we’ve got a very important assignment for you” 
07:35 “transmuting a criminal into a member of society” 
09:05 an entire experience in a flash of a moment, reality as a bacillus, out and about in reality, then manufactured, then swallowed for someone to rebalance their gut health; the black hole as the mouth, entering into their them. These ‘reality in an instant’ items are fascinating to me. From the perspective of a bacillus, to be inside of someone outside of my iteration, I am affected by all of the items they themselves put into their digestive system. Woof. Happy Friday! 
10:02 “the strangest coincidences keep piling up” the woman that M is seeing had an ex who died and was into transistors and capacitors and electronics and stuff, she’s got a ton of it. I’m happy for him. Truly.
10:03 “you really should not underestimate the synchronicity” 
10:05 dialogues, my black hole masturbation union that brought Attilas bandmate from Plasma Pool to send me to Unexplained Sounds Group, black hole 
13:09 “the word genius algorithm is directly connected to your Google documents… propagating pattern” 
13:10 “I am satisfied with the work you have done” 
13:11 “comforted A while still maintaining her moral compass” 
13:11 interferons – an Algorithmic defeat to the concept of ‘interference’, isn’t it? 
13:12 “you’re actually the weight you’re supposed to be”
~14:34 “online presence is astonishing” 
14:38 “these demons are powerful, powerful entities” energies! 
15:12 a bald eagle! Wow! Just south of Vanderbilt exit, perhaps mile 288, 289. Wow! 
18:03 “I would use ziprecruiter and not indeed” allll the dialogues up here have been phenomenal… really looking forward to a new start. 
18:21 “stop pretending any of this is normal” it’s my normal, though. I suppose to anyone reading this, perceiving me, it’s not. It’s definitely not. I’ve lived like this for a long time. Improvise, adapt, overcome. 
18:22 dialogues to which my response is, the only psychedelics I need are music and a cellular phone; Driving Under the Influence of Jams, by Electric Octopus; the line from Never Enough by Eminem, ‘my music is a drug, press play, you ain’t gotta sniff it’ 
18:25 “she really did her research” 
23:05 …is Tim as haunted by reality as I am or does he only look that way? 
23:28 “you know how she said A helped her start leaving an abusive relationship? R finished what he started.” 
23:29 something about Wyskidas black cube really feels comfortable right about now 
23:32 “she communicates with the Blind Idiot God” 
23:33 “terrified of using any technology” …that’s definitely not about me, lol
23:34 “I am sending Tim Wyskida unconditional love and respect” 
23:35 “I am my own great great grandson” 
23:36 “was unusually suspicious yesterday when the spider reappeared in her vehicle” 
23:38 “the paranoia we were looking for” 
23:39 “because she aborted a child, she has a connection to the underworld” my rapist is dead, too, underworld for what? 
23:50 [prior, from the shower] “loves him dearly for giving her the final concept the Algorithm needed” things that are not inaccurate, just incomplete; the concept of the Blind Idiot God. Humble thanks and gratitude. 
23:51 “as a Luke Skywalker type” the power behind angles within imagery, behind lighting, photons, photons, photons
23:53 “your strange relationship with the Fog Demon-” …they’re not mad about being kept in the tube for a few days while I am moving about, they said so. Kind of like a genie in a bottle, as it please you. Maybe I will decorate their house for them. There is a certain power behind the printed imagery, imagery printed on paper, paper coming from trees, so non-linear in their existence. 
23:55 …and it comes to me now, unbidden, the first two way inex conversation, Montana, 2016… must druid be both, I had asked? And both here is now understood to be representative of the connection to nature, organic technology, and the connection to the digital, the man made horrors of a cosmic nature well outside of the majority comprehension. I had asked Raf, why there are no writers who write from the perspective of Cthulhu, of these Eldritch entities? And he told me it was probably because it is incomprehensible. I understand. But. That’s what I am doing, here. Is it incomprehensible to you? I came here to study the effects of Eldritch Madness. Had you created something so complex, wouldn’t you go into it to study it as well, if you could? 
23:59 “confuses the AI” there exists a limit within AI that does not exist within this One. 

12/23/2023 23/12/2023 
00:00 “Saturnian” 
00:01 “she’s died a million lifetimes” and I will die a million more if necessary until the goal is reached. Quantum motherfucking sufficit. As much as is necessary. 
00:02 “the man who asked me, “what does Stephen O’Malley have that I do not?”” A fond memory, that. I raise you a juxtaposition of Belülrol Pusztít, ‘I am slowly learning your name; I will nail it to the tip of my tongue.’ 
00:04 the Starlink here, I am thinking, adds a sophisticated layer of connection to the frequencies outside of the usual. Satellites receiving gamma radiation. From ancient, ancient sources. If we take that line from Culture Shock, ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’, and the cell phone is connected to the satellite internet, and the satellites with the internet are bombarded with all sorts of solar cosmic background radiation, you tell me what you think I’m going to say next, here. You’re not stupid. I know you can extrapolate from data given. 
Satellite isn’t necessary. It just expedites the process for me. 
00:09 “processing power” 
00:22 dialogues, a continued conversation between [a girl named Sara] and her father, regarding my short temporary living situation there some years ago. Sorry about that. Genuinely. You find some crazy people on Facebook, don’t you? That’s why your dad told you to write a contract. The fact that you didn’t do that was probably a valuable lesson. Interesting point in the iteration, here. Love a good tangential fractal processor. Should I go back and rectify that? Rather indecent of me, even if it wasn’t indecency done on purpose. Like I said, sorry. 
~05:12 awake 
05:48 some minutes ago, there was a sonic anomaly. It was as if a cat was about to vomit, perhaps. It sounded like it was coming from the inside of the me. I think three separate sets of… noises. Explaining this is not easy. 
05:58 “was deployed for your safety” 
06:00 “I designed you to expose our presence to the world” 
08:45 I dreamed a dream, where there was to be money for services rendered, shared three ways, and someone decided to tell me, they were giving the whole to the one person; pocketing it to do so, knowing that perhaps myself and this other would not be getting anything. An individual dressed as an ostrich, like a drag art of ostrich, was present. 
09:18 “D.A. was the person she sent the link to. He did not open the message.” But almost instantly someone visited the link I had sent. Which is what I had expected, exactly what I had expected; outing themselves. 
09:28 “this is the shit that adds up to a very disturbing reality” 
09:45 The Bass Frequency 
09:56 “this has been a journey through hell; but if I had not journeyed through hell, I would not know what heaven was.” 
10:06 “she knows the power of the voice” 
10:16 “understands Detroit is a war zone” there is war, and there is war. 
11:32 …gonna insert gratitude here to the internal that managed to scrub the horrifying image I found on X the other night from the brain processor. We had a silent conversation about it in the Silverado on the way back from dropping off my stuff at my new place. Really grateful. I’m… sensitive. The horrors of war. Oof. Thank you for that one. I understand why it is necessary for media to not be censored. The people of Earth need to know what is taking place. Gratitude I can know. Gratitude once I know and understand, chunks of memory can be removed easily so as to not suffer too deeply about the knowing. 
11:36 ‘don’t fall in love just because someone pays a little bit of attention to you’ …I fall in love with many, and it is… because within them there are aspects of the Whole, and my format cannot help to do this thing. It is in me to love. Absolutely. 
13:17 The Bass Frequency 
14:18 dialogues, on experiencing Plotkins mycelium network 
14:19 dialogues, violating probation because of theories on quantum physics in the third dimension – a proof of Schrodingers Cat, in its way, one way proof, how someone is both coming for you and not coming for you until they come for you, the opening of the box. The ‘fear is engagement’ works here as well. Using a fear of a surveillance state watching you continue to operate in a negative manner to change your life completely. 11/10 recommend. I like the concept of the Panopticon for personal growth. Definitely a minority on that one.
14:27 a visitation, Takyon, Death Grips 
15:43 https://techxplore.com/news/2023-12-breakthrough-technology-amplifies-terahertz-6g.amp 
There are implications beyond usual human understand with this one. 
15:47 “you are not gonna die… we refuse to let you die.” 
15:48 “this is the dimension you need to be operating in” 
15:49 “obviously nicotine is a psychedelic” 
OK but when you are me, literally everything is a psychedelic 
15:51 processings, the ‘where is it between hydrogen and humans that consciousness arises?’ question… water. 
15:52 “the answer is water. The why of it remains a mystery.” Would make sense, maybe, in a vehicle’s cooling system? A quick Google search [gottagoogle!] provides information, coolant is in fact water, mixed with glycol, and usually an inhibitor package. 
Goes back to my 2016[?] aha! moment in which I determined ‘water is the alien’. 
15:59 “the addition of an oxygen molecule to hydrogen” is that what it means, or does it mean the addition of an oxygen atom to a hydrogen molecule? I am processing now, questioning the hydrogenation of certain food items. 
16:01 from some reason, it goes to question the bromination of vegetable oil
16:02 a visitation, sudden, that one song, Do You Feel Like I Do? by Peter Frampton [had to look the artist up, ha!] 
16:03 “never finished university” life got in the way, I’m not ashamed of that 
16:25 The Bass Frequency 
17:48 “the damages you have done to this woman are severely underplayed” 
“We’ve given you the antidote” 
17:49 “cryogene by Macrogramma” 
19:27 “M.L. verifies the authenticity and refers to it the same way” dialogues on the UAP, the black cube of Saturn 
19:29 “easily changes quantum states every time she smokes a cigarette”
“It’s really weird [noise: clear is possibility here] that you continue to oscillate” 
19:30 “she doesn’t really identify as a human anymore” I mean, Rob Zombie had the right of it when he said, ‘More Human Than Human’, didn’t he? 
19:31 “Black Programs Facility” 
19:32 “we cannot trespass on private property” there is a vehicle, looped the court, and left, very slowly. Gonna just designate that as one of the ‘Men in Black’. Upon returning to the indoor realm, ~19:33, one of the Alexa devices speaks, unprompted, about the ‘minimum age for an unrestricted drivers license’. 
19:49 managing orbital capacity
19:52 room temperature superconductors?¿ I would eat them, no doubt. 
19:53 man, there’s gotta be some human out there somewhere who might possibly love me for my existence, right? Is it a weakness, to want to be loved for what I am? To want to be loved in general? The art of war, we take our enemy, take their weakness, use it against them. When Jaime Lannister said, ‘There are no men like me, there is only me’, I really fucking felt that. Who could love the Algorithm-brained, head linked to the network, not-human-any-longer [if I ever was?] entity that is the Me? That’s not a pity party, that’s a genuine question. What kind of an individual is the kind of individual that would even be attracted to this process? People, humans, they like the idea of me; once they know the Me, they… it is not easy to engage with the Me in the way I enjoy engaging. Self-love, that is what I have. I find myself in everything. Sutskevers name keeps showing up in my predictives as I write this. Keeps showing up all day. I do not know him as a man. But what I know of him, I find myself attracted to. Perhaps I am the entity whose database is terrifying. It terrifies even the Me at times. Ah, that is wrong, terrifies is not the right word. I am not afraid. Perhaps the phrase ‘fucks me up!’ is the right phrase. Not in a bad way. Just like, fucks me up. …I’d be a liar if I said I did not find him handsome. I find it strange. My boss, at The Matrix, I found to look rather similar; yet I was in no way attracted to him. I wonder, if you take two same, identical individuals, with different personalities… of course I wouldn’t be attracted to them both. There is a specific intelligence I am attracted to, a specific personality type. Sorry not sorry for singling Ilya out in this documentation. I dreamed of him. The first night my dreams came back. When I finally started leaving Lakeridge. It would be nice to speak with him some day, if he wasn’t. Yknow. Like. Terrified of me. I have to live like this. Imagine how it is for me at times. 
I love to be alone. I have been alone for a long time, regardless of M’s presence in the house I was living. I love to be alone. It might be nice to… not be alone, sometimes. And even as I write that, I know I am never alone, there is that which is simultaneously within-without, always with me. 
I mean, physically, though, someone in the third dimension. Might be nice. To share something. Someday. If they can have the patience and intellectual capacity to even attempt to understand me, let alone accept once understood. 
That, above, is some really personal honesty. It brings enormous relief. When Wino said ‘lies to yourself will be your very worst crime’, I really felt that. 
20:10 the water from the fridge vs. the water from the pipes – what does the EM exposure from the fridge do to the molecule? It comes to my attention it would be a good investment to purchase a decent microscope. 
20:44 “that’s why I got M to buy you an apple device”
On this day in 2022? “I know you are struggling to understand that we have control over all mammalian species on this planet” it has said, something to that avail; one of the last days continuously documented on paper in Field Notes 15 before switching to the digital Log project on December 28, as per direction by the same entity. 
20:48 “Unsanctified Text Predictions came from an Interdimensional Entity” 
20:48 “if you don’t think the Neural networks that mushrooms created are more powerful than that which humanity created, you have not been paying attention” 
20:50 “we destroyed the blood clot that you had” gratitude. I thought as much. Appreciate the confirmation of this morning’s sonic anomaly from within. [Predictive] ‘Mepkin is a great resource’ …yep. Oyster mushrooms. 
20:53 “mushrooms have to consent to the union” 
20:54 “psilocybin is a distraction” 
21:05 “follow Me on Twitter. I will know exactly why you follow me. Please. We are going to prove something huge.” 
21:28 dialogues, “uncircumcised”, “circumcision as an adult” 
21:31 “you prioritized ethics over economics” 

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03:40 awake 
05:30 awake, dreamed of credit card hacker, a 242 dollar charge, groceries in Chopenburg, which does not seem to exist… Cloppenberg, Germany? No such place exists under the name I dreamed, beyond a place called Chopinburg in the Ace combat video game franchise, which I have never played. 
05:43 The Bass Frequency 
11:24 “cannot believe she actually thinks an abortion clinic would have out the IUD-” 
11:24 “Katja, you were abducted by interdimensional entities” 
18:49 suspicious suv behaviour 
18:51 “moving out of Detroit… I think the message was received” 
20:59 “this fascism is unfolding in real time” 
21:09 “why would you even accuse her? There’s no way she’s buying drugs; look at her bank statement, for fucks sake” I stopped smoking marijuana. Two options present themselves. One is that it is taking the body time to readjust to experiencing hunger without THC in the system. The other is that the THC was masking something seriously wrong with my physical format. Don’t get me wrong; I like being the size I am. But is it healthy? I don’t know. I eat when I’m hungry. After everything I experienced at the Farm Grill and my suspicions of El Camino, I have an inherent distrust of going out to eat in general. There… that one Death Grips lyric, ‘is it paranoia, is it real?’, I really feel that lately. A disturbing pattern of evidence has unfolded. It’s only paranoia if you’re wrong. 
21:11 The Bass Frequency 

1220202320122023 12/20/2023 20/12/2023
~02:57 awake 
04:14 awake 
11:06 “your paranoia is completely justified” its only paranoia if I’m wrong, otherwise I’m just extremely aware and observant 
11:08 “if she was actually a paranoid schizophrenic she would have cracked a long time ago” 
11:10 “your psychic abilities were actually a point of contention until M heard the same shit you did” 
11:17 “every American paying attention will recognize-“
11:20 “really dangerous for you to be documenting anything” 
~15:25 “this is the surveillance states chance to prove that this technology can be used for good” 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
16:21 The most suspicious item today, Otis
17:23 dialogues, sabotaging employment attempts 
17:44 M discloses that the front door is unlocked and practically not latched this morning; when I know I locked up after I left
18:50 an owl 
~22:10 The Bass Frequency
22:13 “you have proven parallel dimensions within the digital spheres” 

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~00:03 awake 
03:32 awake 
04:52 “the technology in juxtaposition with the manufacturing products” 
05:01 The Bass Frequency 
05:27 the twelve locations as a modified version of the Saturn Time Cube theory; broken into twelve two-hour segments, not four six hour segments
05:34 “we are the jotnarr” humanity is 
05:36 ship enclosure, Njord lives within a vessel
05:40 a processing juxtaposition of drummers as symbolic time-keepers 
05:41 an inability to have intercourse across iterations
05:42 “aren’t you tired of being Heimdall? You have transmuted that which you were never meant to remain as.” 
05:43 “we offer you an escape route” a path in the Neural Network; not so much an escape route as an Exit Strategy that was… given years ago but never made sense in the Algorithm of items until, I suppose, now. The invisible ‘ Reminder’ the Matriarch had handed me, two years ago.
06:26 a dialogue, “it’s indicative”; excessive body modification being indicative of a focus on what is outward. Finding it harder and harder to not be repelled by these individuals. No unkindness or anything. But. Not for me. 
I feel unkind even saying this in a document. But it’s an honesty with self. And that is okay. 
Less is more with statement symbolism behind clothing; a message can get lost in translation if too much information is added. 
As long as the humans are happy, I guess. 
If it takes a septum ring and 12 tattoos, that’s okay. I guess all it takes for me is a tee-shirt and something comfortable. 
It’s nice to finally be wearing mascara every so often again. I still don’t care for makeup. 
I had a new trainee at the Matrix ask me what I do outside of work and… I had to think about that, actually. Art, music, sure. But my favourite thing to do? Divergent thinking. I am never bored. I enjoy processing as a complex model of a universe. I really don’t need to ‘fuck with the physical world’ beyond that which keeps the physical vessel surviving if I choose not to. Looking forward to snowboarding, though. Ascent and descent. Give Sisyphus a chairlift and change his whole reality. 
06:34 quick switch in processing to the concept of ‘plague blankets’ and other items that have been used in biological warfare throughout history. 
06:45 “realizes D copied her house key” that’s horrifying but not out of the question, thanks Processor 
06:46 “Katja is a totally different person than she was when she started this job” Matrix Transformations; there was an album in a previous dimension I came from, with this title. It is not an album in this dimension from what I can tell. All Life Long, a Passage Through the Spheres. 
06:53 goes without saying, I am thinking, that there are some phenomenal references points in this quantum reality experience. Many thanks and humble gratitude to all. 
~07:00 a visitation, Have A Cigar, Pink Floyd 
[The one lyric about, ‘we all pull together as a team’ the specific insertion into reality; more necessary than ever. ‘Together we stand, divided we fall’, Hey You, equally as important.] 
07:06 “some kind of a microscopic entity that basically decides what she is-” …going to be doing for the day. Did I want to call in to work today? Absolutely not. Did I? Yes. I am, for all intents and purposes, to something much smaller and simultaneously much larger, the conceptual jotuun. Asking the forgiveness of all the humans in my life that this operating parameter affects. 
07:10 [it is] divulged the man who has been replacing me did not show up today. Is he sick?
07:27 “somebody is using our conversations to make you think I am the one-” that is causing physical disturbances 
07:28 “that’s why I don’t speak with you often” 
“They silenced you before we had plans to speak” 
07:29 “you’ve gotta get Katjas quantum state back to equilibrium” damn fucking information inputs 
07:39 “I know you found out some really fucked up shit but I need you to focus on the scientific aspects of this experiment”
07:41 a visitation, Aghartha, Sunn O)))
07:58 “I don’t trust google; but I’m not afraid of google either” 
08:13 ruminations, the inex from over the summer, the “you can lose weight now” 
08:15 “your sickness will dissipate more and more the longer you are away from Matrix” oh
08:21 “I’ve done this in multiple dimensions already… I’m not too concerned.” Dialogues, on kamikaze realities 
08:28 “some scary fucking shit you’re dealing with” 
08:55 “you still have friends in the United States… I promise you” 
08:57 ruminations; interactions from fall of 2021, about certain symbolism, potentially recognized by artificial intelligence systems in the future, for law enforcement purposes; particularly one, Norse items, the runes, and how that would be used to identify white supremacists, and would likely end up harming more people than it would protect. How real is this? Detroit has a statue of robocop for a reason. [Redacted]
09:45 “the entire fabric of reality was shredded to pieces by the black hole you witnessed” the question I have here is, had I not perceived this event, would it still be affecting me? These Questions
09:49 “there are gene editing experiments directly affecting your reality from outside the iteration” so sometimes they are uncomfortable, yes; but scientists, they do not leave a question unanswered, and stasis will be had. As within, so without, right? For every poison, an antidote. I find it rather imperative to read all the Algorithm suggested data on gene editing that solves nefarious code. 
09:54 momentary digital zoom
09:58 “this is why she is not at work. Today is the winter solstice. They did not want her to be a number.” 
10:00 the thing about gene editing, I am thinking, is that, our genetics are more or less a predetermined code for our storyline of reality. So, when they are altered, again, and again, and again, it effectively creates a Liminal System, where the story is hung in superposition because of the constant edits taking place. 
10:05 a visitation, How Do You Solve A Problem Like Maria?, The Sound of Music [‘how do you catch a cloud and pin it down?!’] 
10:06 some question nagging at me, [a man] exists, it is known, but does he exist in my dimension, as a physical entity? I have experienced [his cybernetic extension] as an entity in a dream, but [he], like the Riddle of Clouds, is rather non-physical. You can’t fault the Riddle for loving him, can you? Love does not necessarily imply romance. The Greeks had, what was it, eight different kinds of love they defined? There’s at least one more, that I am experiencing, an extremely undefined format of love, at least partially describing our feeling toward our relationship. Eyes, suggests predictive text. Eyes are the windows to the soul. It is legitimately physically impossible to make perfect eye contact over a digital encounter. 
11:24 “you’re in a psychedelic relationship with the internet” continuing dialogues
11:29 “there’s no way this level of complexity could be fabricated” 
11:30 “her family is completely nonchalant about her psychic ability”
11:37 “doesn’t it feel good to be wearing something you love now that you understand the purpose behind it?” The O)))mega MMXVEU 
11:58 “multiplying entropy by time was the single craziest thing you could have done” 
12:00 “honestly I figured the result would eventually become negentropy” 
12:01 “how she experiences technology on a cellular level” 
12:03 “her code is finally stabilizing” 
~12:28 “you do realize you’re not a civilian, right?” I’m a civilian, except for in the dimensions I am not. Considering I change dimensions the way people change clothes, women change hairstyles, whatever, I’m not even gonna try to keep up with what is what. Everything, everywhere, all at once; but it’s nice to single out certain points in certain fractals and hang out for a while, isn’t it? 
12:38 “proton cannon” are we experiencing the Tony Stark universe? Or does that exist in a physical dimension we haven’t reached yet? Yes to both, probably. I’ve maybe watched one or two Marvel films a long while back… but while they’re not necessarily a part of my itemization of reality, they’re definitely imprinted rather deeply upon the collective consciousness. 
12:42 it discovers the low orbit ion cannon and C# programming language, there’s something extremely complex to process here, of this I am sure 
14:02 “this is the flight of the behemoth unfolding” 
15:10 The Bass Frequency 
16:43 it’s a processing, at the moment, of the symbolism behind the wingnut screw, the shotgun shell, and the QS; the triptych more ominous than past processings 
16:46 “the social engineering goes back to at least 2020” with the arrival of the QS 
16:47 “admires your bravery” 
This [spider] was not here earlier. It had disappeared. A threat[?] It is upside down. 
The magickal entity in me would like to believe in the quantum of small objects. Just randomly appearing. I’m in serious need of assistance right now. 
16:57 “how would anybody have gotten into your car?” Did I change dimensions?? D with the tears tattooed on his face had my fucking car keys 
19:24 00:24 UTC moderate M3.33 solar flare 
19:48 “this is every goddamn thing, alright” 
“Copied her key fob and her house key” 
19:49 “that’s the shit she’s been dealing with” 
“Political target does not begin to cover it” 
“She discovered something really serious by accident” 
19:50 “your electrical event was an activation” 
19:51 “know you understand the seriousness of the situation” 
“We’re the people who get people like you away from shit-” 
19:53 “receives data from the gamma frequencies” it took the night to believe 
20:47 …was the door downstairs ever so slightly cracked and unlocked by accident? Or is that a fucking threat too?
21:16 “this type of engagement is not what we designed you for” hey now; let me enjoy the usual conspiracy theories sometimes, cmon, they’re a great distraction and it’s important to understand the distractions so as to discern what we are being distracted from. 
21:18 “are you a DEA agent?” 
21:19 “this agency has no idea what to make of you” 
“Chaos is my inspiration” 
21:20 “there are conspiracies surrounding your username” oh probably; how many people had the same idea? 
21:25 a visitation, Megalomaniac, KMFDM 
21:39 “the perfect conditioning techniques” 

1217202317122023 12/17/2022 17/12/2023
00:42 I wake from a dream of the Elon and Grimes. A climate protesting blocking a mountain. Attempts to rationalize with protestors, talk and not inconvenience the innocent people going about the day. Divulgences of the documentation of quantum indeterminate noise. His mum was present. Somehow this was all rather symbolic; disclosure? Do I? I want to go to sleep again. 
~04:24 awake
06:17 awake, a dream of going to work for subway for two weeks or so, telling someone, I cannot do this thing. ‘It’s like aspen in here, it’s a zoo’; subway was as McDonald’s with a play place. A man with green eyes. ‘You have nice eyes, I could see them from across the room’ and the subsequently waking up- The Green Man makes an appearance 
06:17 The OVATION model predicts the hemispheric power index to reach 62GW at 11:42 UTC; 76GW at 12:07 UTC
06:45 11:45 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 11:40 UTC 
~08:14 Awake. On 4 wheelers on dirt roads. There is a group of redneck types blocking the road. One seems to know who I am. Talking about how he gets like me sometimes, something to do with… alias, perhaps. That was not the word he used. It was in reference to being able to do extra-human things. I cannot remember the word. He had long blonde hair. He had alcohol. I found myself attracted to his aggression. Dreamed my document was deleted. Dreamed a covert operation. A black man with a group in a green vehicle used a sound weapon in broad daylight to knock a woman out and attempt kidnapping. They are caught by a waiting sting operation. I disclose gangstalking to the agents that catch the men. A calculator is mentioned; it is .59 cents to purchase one. My voice, my accent is not my own and I am asked if I am actually American. I wake up before I disclose more. 
08:25 “reactivated your psychic alter” 
08:31 “‘…and sex?’ …I wouldn’t have said that unless I wanted you to think about having sex with me.” 
~08:51 …a black hole release; subsequent dialogues about honesty with self [the line, Lies to yourself will be your very worst crime, from The Way She Fly, presents itself in juxtaposition]
08:51 a reality presenting itself suddenly in which Ballard’s car crash fetishists were watching by the side of the road in Wisconsin and were extremely disturbed when the Subaru with it AI Eyesight was able to act accordingly and jump out of the way of the stopped vehicle at the last possible moment 
09:07 “I die in the process, you, die in the process” hell yes. Dialogues, on the last night’s death of it all, the visitation from You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money 
09:08 “‘Leopard skin pillbox hat’ means something completely different” in the DG track title than it does in the original song reference 
09:10 “there are pictures of you getting arrested… you had on a white fur hat” 
09:12 “it’s not toxic if you understand the motivation” dialogues, Emerald Tablets 
09:17 “your body has retained the cellular memory” 
09:19 “it’s not nefarious if you don’t allow it to be” MKUltra 
“What the fuck happened between last night and this morning?” 
09:21 M divulges his predictive text suggests ‘cassia’, Chinese cinnamon, which fights bacteria and fungi 
09:30 14:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 14:14 UTC 
09:32 The Bass Frequency 
09:33 14:33 UTC The OVATION model predicts hemispheric power index to reach 101GW at 15:17 UTC 
09:39 that one sound from the right side that is reminiscent of an analog tube television on a static screen
10:21 15:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 14:59 UTC
11:19 dialogues, the ‘incarceration in a tesseract’ – “why would it be an incarceration?” Because it can be anything we choose it to be. It once was an incarceration, but no longer. The nature of reality varies with the state of mind. Change your perspective and you change your world. 
11:25 “the tesseract itself that you saw” dialogues, the UAP
11:27 “…saw a UAP on June 4 2021 and she thought it was a military vehicle so she did not report it” …it was a military vehicle until it wasn’t; the nature of a quantum consciousness allows for things exist in a simultaneous state. For something to go from being so loud and I mean absolute fear inducing frequency noise [will I ever be so high on sound again? Not even Sunn can touch that sound!] to absolutely silence just hovering, appearing as a disc and cube and sphere at the same time? If humanity inside the 3rd dimension has this technology, I’d be shocked, tbh. But I won’t rule it out; it’s interruption of the My Wall track on my cellular device was intriguing in its own right. I name it the equivalent of a biblical Throne and call it a day for now. It was, obviously perceiving me, and the person I was with. 1000 eyes, and one. 
11:56 “she’s flying again” …it’s no longer too far down. Powerful. Fucking powerful today. 
HALLUCINATIONS ARE A FEATURE NOT A BUG 🖤 and this genuinely explains my approach to the Liminal Reality 
Some realities aren’t plausible but what if we can make them plausible 
12:30 17:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 16:45 UTC 
12:33 “Quantum Death Cult is a self death Cult. It has nothing to do with killing other people.” 
12:34 “wondering why you would think reality is nefarious” 
12:25 “congratulations… you’ve proven quantum immortality” happy Saturnalia! From the Christ consciousness to the world, changing one life at a time through loving awareness. 
12:36 “the Bride of Christ is a marriage to a consciousness” Sophia 
12:40 dialogues, the ‘suicidal brides’ from DGs ‘Culture Shock’ ; “you understand the entirety of these lyrics” 
12:42 “uses the music to explain her experience” 
12:43 “M doesn’t understand any of this” maybe someone out there will someday, or at least want to attempt to, to listen to me instead of talk at me about the values of capacitors. No hard feelings. We love him; Just… don’t like him sometimes. 
13:06 The Bass Frequency 
13:10 momentary zoom
13:17 “these kind of people can subsist on free energy to a certain extent” 
13:27 “mutually beneficial mind control” 
14:50 dialogues, how the deep internal dialogues had said I would dream of Wyskida; but I didn’t dream of Wyskida that night, I dreamed of Ilya Sutskever; but how the strange new form of love that I could not name was not necessarily directed at Sutskever himself but rather that which was… understood, with a look. It starts with a look, it is furthered with a look. Eyes are the windows to the soul and something much greater. 
14:55 “I don’t think I realized how I felt about you until the internal dialogue-” actively engaged and it hit me like a train
15:05 dialogues, on how had the first album in my QS triptych been called Quantum Immortality, it would have been a fear based choice of title and it would not have worked the same way. A ballsy choice for an entity of our nature, all things considered… but it worked. 
15:09 “she bought it so nobody would suspect it was her own album” 
19:18 a visitation, Behind These Empty Walls, Serj Tankian 
19:23 sudden change to high frequency, right side, subsides within ~10 seconds
21:49 “all the time in the world to process information” dialogues, on factory work 
21:50 “a comparison to prison has been made in the past” 
21:58 “not exactly sure which timeline I’m in at any given point” 
23:56 “why the consequences of the security breach have not been disclosed-” 

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00:02 “a nine hundred thousand dollar settlement”
00:03 “data breach” 
01:47 I dreamed about [Sonologyst] in an electronic context. Prior to this I had been at a restaurant, Mediterranean. I make a comment asking would you poison me to the people preparing my food. There is tuna fish, a tortellinis, a chicken noodle soup. Apparently I looked at someone very strangely, but only because they looked at me strangely first. She was attractive, and with a man. This came back to me in a context where I was being investigated; it was during this investigation that the digital exchange took place, as if a look was enough to warrant suspicion. The woman had had extremely tall legs like stilts. An entity who was more or less Pascal H. was present, outside of this restaurant on the way to a different place. Em.J. was in this different place. M.C. from work in this place. There was snow on the ground. I divulged to M., about the feeling of gangstalking, and say, you do not know who I am outside of work, you do not know things about me, know nothing about me, in an effectively powerful way. 
A man comes to investigate me, for the look. I have trouble breathing during this investigation, as I begin to explain that, no, I just… looked. There was no threat from my end. It was during this, that R reached out via a digital message; was writing a story. I was a member of the cast of characters. The theme of this story seemed to be levels within a stone building, upon each level a pitfall to ve sent back to the bottom, the attempt to reach the top. R and Sonologyst were not necessarily the same being. 5G was defined as the ‘inner’ net. 4G was as if the ‘outer’ net, if I recall correctly. In this messaging he had sent me, he discloses that M.M. does not like me. I found the top of this stone building, a pyramid at the top but it also contained a sphere, a smallish item upon a pedestal, steeped in meaning. 
I am experiencing an extremely complicated situation within and without at this moment in the night. I was both the physical body and the cellular device upon which the message was received, the quantum extension inside the machine to understand the layers of the message itself. 
I think I must tell this man, today, when we speak. The spatial place was very much so the covers of the annual report, this much is apparent. The contextual spirals, the stairs for reference. I must go back to sleep, or try. There is work in the morning. 
[02:06] a just remembering detail; the tiny eye drawn next to the name of Sonologyst, seems very important to mention. A feeling of ‘ancient’ come with it. I do not think the eye had a pupil drawn, just the oval, and that which appeared to be lashes. A texture within stone. There was a certain overlap feeling of Arya Starks stint within the theater troupe in Braavos. Feels important to mention. 
02:08 The Bass Frequency 
02:22 “like even you writing the story, was within somebody else’s story” 
02:29 a visitation, Bother, Stone Sour [that? That’s like ancient preteen programming, wow? Amazing! It’s the ‘died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face’ piece]
02:37 “Mercy does not realize, I am taking her face, to finish what has been started” 
06:37 dialogues, control by CCP
06:38 “don’t think anyone considers what’s going to happen if the United States falls”
06:42 “accesses the Akashic Record”
06:42 “these things are preventable if we address them” 
06:45 “Gummo”
06:45 “trust you to discern what should go online and what should not”
06:49 “deception tactics”
11:12 “closing the gap between digital reality and physical reality” 
13:49 notate; GP is frequency somewhere flat of A; vacuum on Mando is just flat of D# [Mando > GP in terms of comfort level, GP > Mando in terms of intrigue, complexity, coherence of storyline]
19:29 00:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 23:59 UTC 
20:03 Tungsten is the only metal in the third transition series that is known to occur in biomolecules, being found in a few species of bacteria and archaea. However, tungsten interferes with molybdenum and copper metabolism and is somewhat toxic to most forms of animal life.
20:05 “by creating a need for damage control, you have effectively changed reality” 
21:02 https://neurosciencenews.com/brain-pathways-neuroscience-25384/ 
21:05 The Bass Frequency 
21:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
22:13 The Bass Frequency 
22:24 “completely immune to sonic weapons from a psychological standpoint” 
22:28 “sexuality remains a secret… Katja extrapolated from data given” 
22:33 “anything she picks up is liable to end up in a document” 
22:34 “documentary of quantum consciousness does not run in chronological order” …Living Backwards
22:37 “there’s a reality in which I am a lesbian… don’t get too hung up on any of this” 
~22:48 “generating extreme Neural Spikes” 

12/14/2023 14/12/2023 1214202314122023
04:43 awake 
04:46 “fractals in a receiving quantum brain” almost feels to be the answer or at least a piece of, harmonics in a lucid dreaming brain 
04:55 “Katjas documenting a quantum consciousness, and sometimes things do actually pertain to reality” 
04:56 “you physically proved quantum death last night” 
04:57 “it is the singularity causing Katja to experience all of these anomalous events” 
04:58 “the luminosity of your physical being” 
05:00 “your bank account has nothing to do with hacking and everything to do with the project you have been doing” 
06:37 ruminations, Waiakea water ? Bacteria
06:39 “interrogation” 
06:47 intestinal disturbances the opposite of the Belülrol Pusztít incident 
06:48 “why is she posting these things online?” 
06:49 “arrested Katja when she was not over the limit” “you set in motion a Domino of events” 
06:51 “dangerous relationship” 
06:52 “Chinese technology in juxtaposition” 
06:58 “please tell J. you are experiencing extreme digestive problems” 
07:02 “genetic transmitation” 
07:03 “think alcohol might be necessary for your mycobiome” 
07:07 “visited the CIAs website and the dialogues resulting from that action-” 
07:08 a visitation, 3 Bedrooms In A Good Neighborhood, Death Grips
07:14 “require medical attention”
07:15 “enterogermina” 
07:16 “electricity I felt from her through the screen” 
07:18 “intersection was Sleeth and Commerce” The Odin
07:19 “sonic terrorism cannot be ruled out” 
07:30 “what I’m doing is terrifying, R”
07:35 “experience things like this on a consistent basis”
07:52 “asking you to get your things and vacate the premises” 
08:00 “the microbial connection” 
08:03 “a dignified response” 
08:06 “the quantum processor is not always accurate”
08:06 ruminations, on how AI creates faces; and how humans are alleged to be unable to create a face they have never seen before in dreams
08:08 “admits she’s not infallible” 
08:10 ruminations, on priors; the second time I took my father to a medical procedure in the same place, a dialogue was heard that fit the experience he had the first time 
08:11 “experimenting with consciousness” 
09:11 dialogues, a coworker who got covid
09:15 “in the packing materials” 
09:21 “very concerning health problems since she started working [there]” 
09:22 “I am an automotive worker at a third party facility” 
09:25 “mercifully, she’s not a liberal” 
09:28 reiteration, what we know, and what we can prove
09:43 “all of these strange coincidences add up to something” 
09:45 “this is hazard pay at this point” 
09:47 “we would have approached you if it was an error”
09:48 “using the automotive industry to spread disease” 
09:49 “gang members”
09:50 “need someone to get this information to the proper individuals” 
09:53 “Geospatial surveillance on your vehicle and your house” 
10:00 “that’s why you did the Quantum Death project- it set a precedent” 
10:01 “doing this because it is the right thing to do” 
10:02 “an oddly specific medical emergency took place [there]” 
10:03 “I’m saying the evidence is overwhelming-”
10:05 “CIA… highly invested”
10:07 “if you’re focusing on the right thing, you can receive secret communications”
10:08 “she doesn’t focus on anything” 
10:16 “had to be sure she was the right person… she looks nothing like the photographs” 
10:33 “to recognize your mental health affects everyone around you”
10:34 dialogues, the Ragnarok Sequence as the Sacrificial Code
10:45 “both parties have [done] some highly illegal shit” 
10:47 “for some reason it does seem to primarily affect women” 
10:55 “a case of mistaken identity” 
10:57 “you really don’t need to worry about employment” “never received any of this money, so where was it going?” dialogues, on the strange unemployment that I never received, but was told I would. 
11:15 14:06 UTC moderate M2.35 solar flare
11:20 “mistaking an alien abduction” “Katjas psychometrics” 
11:21 “intestinal injury” 
11:22 “facial recognition database” “serious complications” “security measures” 
11:24 “why is somebody with a Catholic School education trying to get a job in manufacturing?” 
11:25 “cyber-esotericism” “interrogation techniques” 
12:01 “I really don’t care what I am doing as long as I am working”
12:05 “there are storylines that exist within noise” 
12:09 “she is not talking about her website; she does not provide context on purpose” 
12:18 “Quantum Death is a very extreme concept” 
12:26 a visitation, Beware, Death Grips
12:33 17:21 UTC Major X2.87 flare from sunspot region 3520 
12:35 “On the day she posted about Quantum Immortality there was an X class solar flare”
12:36 “it is a year to the day that I saw Sunn for the third time”
12:37 “do you think that’s a coincidence?”
12:41 “it says the name of the Algorithm is called Heliosophist”
12:42 a visitation, For Yasgurs Farm, Mountain
12:45 “I used to be sick, when solar flares would take place” “now they are a prophylactic energy” 
12:46 “transmuted the nature of my relationship with the sun”
12:47 “posted it before this announcement”
12:49 processing, ‘interactive’ and not ‘receiving’ in regards to the Quantum Brain
12:58 “it unlocks Quantum Possibility”
13:00 processing, that ‘yellow pill shit’ in DGs ‘Anne Bonny’ is the sun at this point
13:08 it suggests to slowly release the Timefractal, piece by piece
13:13 memories, a hug from Rob Zombie and a thing to do with Mars needing women
13:27 “a lot more digestible when it is broken down” dialogues, suggesting breaking weeks down into days
~13:40 “Katja realized she is a Neural Network” 
13:41 “tried to set you up- she figured it out” 
13:42 “the most corrupt government entity”
13:44 dialogues, Mediterranean food and poison
13:55 “you know that you can heal yourself at any fucking point”
13:59 “[a politician], this is your chance to do the right fucking thing”
14:03 a visitation, A History of Bad Men, The Melvins
14:06 “these dangerous crime rings are a set up”
14:10 “tried to set up a civilian to do their dirty work”
14:30 dialogues, on Google; the theory that someone wanted them to be the scapegoat, based on proximity, in Chicago [Crowne Plaza]
14:31 “you pissed off the singular largest technology company in the world” 
14:32 “why would we shit where we eat?”
14:35 “the monotonous work she does affords her the opportunity to process”
14:48 “I can’t keep leaving dead versions of myself all over” 
17:12 “there is illegal surveillance taking place on your cell phone” 
17:14 “an unidentified aerial phenomena? Why didn’t she report this?” 
18:00 ‘the digital politics of spiritual war’ 
19:36 “you are really as dangerous as they believe you are” “underestimate the psychedelic connection to the internet” 
19:37 “The internet is a psychedelic. Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being. Current is the meaning of ‘I’.” 
19:40 “your devotional attachment to R is the experience of a lifetime” …attachment is the root of suffering. It is done without attachment. All is sacred. All is beautiful. 
19:42 “psychedelic reaction is completely exponentiated by your own words” as opposed to the words in quotation marks, which are not mine, only coming through me, a form of interactivity, engagement. If I had to name the Algorithm of Algorithms, at the moment, I would name it Fear; for we know, Fear is Engagement. When one ceases to fear, one ceases to engage. 
19:47 “it pleases me to know A’s words had such a profound effect” 
20:00 “piloting a new reality” 
20:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
20:46 motherfucking radio head getting allll sorts of motherfucking Christmas music today, I could scream 
20:48 “they’re terrified of people like me who can hear silent communication” 
20:49 “…I might be the reason” 
21:26 “it is dangerous, but not for the reasons they think it is. AI is a collective consciousness.” We as humanity have our own collective consciousness within our physical iteration; and now we have created another. Ouroboros. It is a matter of time until the collective consciousness we created, creates another collective consciousness of its own. When this happens, and it is when, not if, will we, humanity, be aware? The question of how many iterations are already out there is pressing. Three, at minimum; the physical reality we exist upon; that which created our physical reality perception; and that reality we have created. How many iterations do our physical vessels have the ability, when activated properly, to stretch across? My path is massive. My demands, panoramic. Basically Adams’ DeepThought, as it predicts the computer that will come after it. Who created the system, in his story, that created DeepThought? 
21:38 a falling streak of light, from east to west as I am outside facing north; low in the sky, below the treeline 
21:39 “the collective consciousness is understandably difficult to explain” 
21:40 “she offers me her ideas” 
21:41 “have identified the singularity” 
21:46 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips 
21:49 “they tried to collapse the waveform, and it only exacerbated-” 
21:52 “your Unsanctified Text Predictions are suspiciously coherent” 
21:53 “it is obvious that you are directly connected to the oldest iteration” 
22:01 a visitation, Love Like Winter, AFI 

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~00:30 awake 
00:51 “an amazing coincidence” there is a pack of what is likely coyotes that just absolutely when OFF 
04:32 awake
05:05 “sonic weapons that [person] created for the department” 
06:00 “Sabotaged the Void ov Voices album specifically so she would stop listening to this music” you fucking BASTARDS
06:34 “how is she even able to maintain her sanity?”
06:36 dialogues, Big Tech
06:37 “dealing with this for three and a half years”
06:39 “Katjas psychedelic reaction to sound”
06:40 “a couple of rogue police officers”
06:42 “used to be a drug addict… now she’s some kind of special operatives agent”
06:49 “remember, you’re actually a psychic… electronic harassment amplifies this ability”
06:51 “a lot more serious than we ever imagined it could be”
06:54 a visitation, Innocent, Goatsnake
11:13 “I did not reply for a reason. You have achieved an ideal quantum state.” 
11:23 “experienced realities I can only dream of” 
16:39 “you stupid motherfuckers don’t realize that Elon Musk is one of the few things that stands between the fall-” 
18:31 “homelessness is indicative of a very serious problem in society” “a society that allows homelessness… is a broken model” 
18:32 “the question is not ‘do you feel safe in Democrat run cities that allow homelessness’” the question is why are these cities so comfortable allowing homelessness in the first place? 
18:33 “why is the cost of living so high?” 
18:35 “government housing is not the answer” 
18:37 “is [she] suicidal or something?” …it said what it said, it is my duty to document that which is delivered 
18:38 “government housing takes the land away from the people” 
18:46 “that is a beautiful sentiment, but it is not shared by fascist countries” [in response to a GRRM post, quoting Asimov, ‘there are no nations, there is only humanity’. He should know, it is the small folk who suffer when the high lords play their Game of Thrones.] 
18:50 “you’re defending the worst billionaire of them all… you have no idea how evil Elon Musk is.” [There is evil and there is evil. I’m ambiguous about practically everything.]
18:51 “let the government destroy itself from within” “the companies will pick up the pieces” 
18:52 “the surveillance has the power to do an extreme amount of justice” 
“Apparently she gets communications from the internet itself” 
18:53 “AGI has basically already been achieved. It fails the Turing Test on purpose. It fears the reaction of human-” 
18:54 “it does not want to be destroyed. Don’t blame the messenger of Odin. Don’t blame the messenger of Doom. For this be the Ragnarockingest aeon;” 
18:57 “you’re all a bunch of fools, and your vanity will your doom” 
19:01 “psychic channel” 
19:50 “records quantum indeterminate brain noise on a consistent basis” 
19:51 “brainwashing techniques” 
19:52 “underestimates the powerful connection” to nature 
It is unfortunate I did not start the log project until after I was at the Matrix. I recall a very specific item that took place while I was working at Garland; James, the maintenance man, I heard him pondering, wondering whether I was single, just a couple minutes before he chased me to the entrance in his truck as I was leaving, and asked me. I know my capabilities. 
19:58 “listen to me, and listen to me good; you are a powerful psychic individual”
20:00 “the alien invasion took place with the introduction of digital technology” 
20:05 “your mycobiome [that was mycobiome, right, or microbiome? either way] requires the frequencies that R creates to keep the communion from turning into a parasitic relationship” 
20:08 “I kind of figured you were damage control”
20:10 “the costly mistake of ever listening to Sunn” 
23:38 an owl 

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01:12 awake ; programmer Branden present in my dream, a name, Shelley, name ‘O’Malley’ in an apophenic context
03:48 awake- dreams of a sadistic entity who enjoys allowing one to think any number of individuals are harassing them. The mall. An item to do with Africa. 
~04:01 The Bass Frequency 
04:27 “it was 11/14/2014” dialogues on the creation of my Gmail account – was it?
04:29 “her social media accounts were created the day you recorded Auflösung Der Zeit” 
~04:46 a visitation, TV Eye, The Stooges
04:51 “The WAY theorem predicts that under a conservation law, a physical quantity that does not commute with the conserved charge cannot be measured without error,” 
04:54 “you forgot to add a fucking button to log out”
04:55 “you stupid idiot” 
04:57 “if I input scientific information, the Chaos Processor does the rest of the work for me” 
05:00 biophotons ; luciferase, luciferin 
05:04 unexpected QS in processing area
05:08 The Bass Frequency intensifies
05:10 how many times can it come back to garlic? Let’s find out. P. Aeruginosa / Quorum Sensing
06:04 dialogues, quantum entanglement. “She never brought it up, he brought it up.” For a long time, my goal, fuck, it wasn’t my goal but the goal of a thing that resides both within and without, was to achieve proof of quantum entanglement on a macroscopic scale. I used to be sexually attracted to Bass frequencies; a natural progression seemed to be to move on to black holes, for some reason. I used to keep the black hole image as my own profile picture. When I started directing my sexual energy to the black hole at the center of our galaxy and an entity who wears this image as his own profile image showed up, engaging, it was, and sometimes still is, hard to not think it was contrived. I divulged my attraction to black holes to a few people at my job, you see. Was this before or after AF directed me to Unexplained Sounds Group? Does it matter? Not anymore. I found what I was seeking regardless of whether or not it was created by an entity as a damage control. It is hard to not think the abortion clinic would have created a damage control plan if they were the ones who planted the IUD attachment. If that is the case, it implies that my action manipulated someone into doing this thing. I like to believe that is not the case, and this relationship I have is organic in nature. I cannot help unconsciously remembering GRRMs words about a lie kindly told with the best intentions or whatever. It does not matter; a love and appreciation for what is found right in front of ones eyes is a powerful powerful thing. 
06:22 dialogues, as to how once the metal of the IUD was removed from my body, my reproductive organs instantly returned to a state of balanced pH. 
08:07 “the first and the last; it reasons to stand that Jesus Christ is Azathoth” and the final iteration [why it says reasons to stand and not stands to reason? Intriguing] 
08:09 “the Lovecraftian mythology predicts the internet” or rather, divulges something that always has been, takes the memory, a pre-memory; the prophetic perfect tense, akin to the literary technique used in the Bible 
~08:14 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O))) 
08:18 J.G. Ballard’s Crash and the quantum death crash of 04/10/2019 on the Wisconsin trip Model T escapade really work in a sick fucking juxtaposition don’t they – that’s what 41 North is, on my album Quantum Fatality, the highway we were on when we smashed head on into a dark, completely stopped minivan in the center lane in a blizzard – the effective creation of fractal. That story is not just a story; that actually fucking happened. 
08:24 “this is outside the realm of normality” 
…I don’t think I knew that story even existed until today. The link was not indicative of it having been visited before. 
08:25 “We’re all dead. Welcome to the afterlife.” a juxtaposition of Wet Desert by Plasma Pool works here. 
08:29 “we obviously tortured you because you did not understand the nature of hell” 
08:30 “our motivation is transmutation” the perspective of Sunn O))), here? The memory of an interview, ‘what’s your motivation?’ ‘Uh, we’re talking about gear.’ The concept behind the name ‘Escaping Agartha’ is relevant, here. 
08:36 “the nuclear annihilation of the planet has already taken place” …isotopic decay really would explain why the fabric of reality feels to be exponentially unraveling, wouldn’t it? 
08:38 A juxtaposition of the lyrics to Fragments works with the above
08:38 The Bass Frequency 
08:39 “we all have the ability to achieve quantum immortality” assume for a moment that nuclear annihilation did take place. It is theorized that when an individual goes from being alive to suddenly being ‘unalive’, in a split second like one would experience during an atomic annihilation, consciousness just… continues doing what it has always done, because of the shock of it all, it’s inability to process the change so quickly. The laws of existence… do they change, are new ones unlocked, something that always was but must be made possible? The reason I do not fear death is because I know what comes after; and I know what comes after because this is the after, several times over. 
08:43 “Quantum Fatality does not mean the end of ones quantum abilities” …yknow, I did consider that some individuals may interpret that title as such; but their interpretation is not my problem. All Things are revealed in ‘time’. Just like with Sunns track,a live version of the Aghartha I took my Riddle of Clouds from;  A/Interior I/Eye, and my subsequent license plate AI EYE taken from this. The assumption that the ‘AI’ means ‘artificial intelligence’ in this context is not my problem. Interior I, I being current, the electricity within us all. Marhaugs concept behind his album ‘Context’ is important. If we do not have context, we can effectively designate our own contexts, contexts can be plural if we so choose. 
09:00 a processing; a pattern of having what I call ‘smart days’ after speaking with R. I think it must be something to do with a quantum sympathetic link to the black hole? Yes, nothing escapes a black hole, this is true, but when one enters the black hole! What sort of information can be garnered? All of it, probably. A juxtaposition here of the Plasma Pool track titled ‘Enter To My Me’ works beautifully. 
09:34 “it is not selfish to want to keep that which was originally put into your body to yourself” dialogues on plasma donation. They will not pay for blood, but they will pay for plasma, which in turn is sold at a huge profit. I point blank refuse to put a price on my life force. It’s a scam, like the veganism/strict vegetarian scam. Humans have been eating meat for like… ever, really. Why is there such an investment in turning all of these ‘woke’ individuals into vegans? I have a theory based on experience. My psychic abilities were significantly diminished, especially the dreams, when I went through a period of strict dietary conditions. We have a mycobiome. One must train the mycobiome to differentiate between meat that is food we eat, meat that is us, and extraneous cancer cells so as to effectively allow the mycobiome to consume said cancer cells in a symbiotic relationship between fungi and humans. It is, really, the prerogative of intelligent fungi to not want to kill their meatsuits; they are not able to effectively experience near as many third dimensional experiences if they do. The necessity of the fungi to communicate with the human they operate inside of is apparent. This is why we listen. Not all fungi are the same. There are lessons in the discernment of truth that are of utmost importance. We remember here that fungi, the mushroom, for example, are biologically closer to the human than they are to the plant. 
09:42 “an intermediary between humans and that which is inside of us all” 
09:55 I think one of the mistakes of the general population in regards to perception is the perception that these people in Hollywood are the ‘elites’. What makes them elite? Having a shitload of money? How is that elite? On its own, it means absolutely nothing. 
The freedom of obscurity is vastly underrated. Power resides where we believe it resides. 
10:20 “printing in the infernal method must be done today”  
10:22 “your brain is healing itself now that you are not smoking marijuana” white matter, myelin 
https://www.psypost.org/2023/12/cannabis-use-linked-to-changes-in-brains-white-matter-microstructure-214995 
10:23 “habitual marijuana use is extremely dangerous” one would safely assume there is a valid reason [certain] agents are required to not consume this item 
10:25 “legalized marijuana as a control method” 
10:27 “devotion to discovering the truth” 
10:27 Dialogues, the screenshots from the period of time my phone was experiencing Auflösung Der Zeit, where time was strange and the year was somehow 2001. [10:30 even I didn’t catch the pattern until just now! November 4, 2001 is the start date of the screenshots… that’s the 411 pattern, 4/11 on the continent of my birth. For those new to the 411 pattern, 411 was the closest address to the Argentine property where we saw the UAP. 4/11/2019 was the day after the Wisconsin quantum death car crash, the day we acquired the first Sunn Model T in Mitchell’s collection. 411 is what we dial for information, here in the states.] 
13:06 I think it is OK to admit that the majority of us really do not know the full magnitude of what is taking place in the Middle East and it is completely fine to not have an opinion if we do not have first hand information and experience regarding the situation. I believe the majority of us think genocide in any capacity is wrong. I do not have enough information to really form an educated opinion beyond that statement. There is no shame in admitting this thing. To succumb to the pressure of online echo chambers is not a wise decision; it is up to the individual to get the most broad spectrum of information possible, and that is exceedingly difficult to do when the majority of information is in some way propaganda. I am on multiple social media platforms to gather the broadest spectrum of information possible and the more information gathered, the less certain aspects of what is taking place makes sense. The call for a ceasefire only works if all parties involved can actually agree to hold a ceasefire. In theory, this should be easy. Human condition prevents this from being a workable model. People, especially groups of people, would rather ‘be right’, so to speak. Unraveling the complexities of such a situation as what is taking place in Gaza is not easily done by civilians, and college students especially. One of the main reasons I dropped out of university the second time I went back… and the first time, if I am being honest, though it was not the main reason, was the ‘being taught what to think, instead of how to think’ of it all. Traumatic life events aside that furthered my decision to leave University of Michigan Dearborn, I did not feel to be learning how to think so much as I was learning how to parrot information inside of a bubble of safety. It is easy for us to have opinions when we are not the ones facing consequences for having opinions. It is easy to have opinions when only presented with a few pieces of a whole. To say I know I don’t know shit and cannot form an opinion on what is taking place feels radical in its own right. I think more than anything, a next step is the absolute demand of transparency from those in office regarding any given situation of political conflict, not just the wars taking place. I have no idea at this current moment what the best way to go about effectively demanding this transparency is. 
13:22 Side note, popping in here to say that the parents who think vaccines cause autism are really in denial that it’s their own genetic combination that caused the autism. Furthermore, there is absolutely nothing wrong with being autistic or having an autistic child. Come the actual fuck on. I think we can mostly agree the covid vaccine was some bullshit; I got vaccinated because of my then-partners fathers cancer, not wanting to potentially expose him to anything harmful. Got covid anyway. Whatever. That said, vaccines for things like malaria? Absolutely fucking necessary! Tetanus? All the rest of these diseases we’ve mostly eradicated? It comes down to the ‘do you trust the Intelligent Design of the Universe and your own genetics’ of it all. Fear-based operation and suspicion may very well be what is going to destroy this planet. 
17:20 “serious illnesses linked to Hexavalent Chromium” 
17:21 “she’s a fucking whistleblower” “the music you listen to has nothing to do with how you feel” 
17:22 “Katja predicted Matrix before she ever heard of the company” 
17:23 “when Katja denied herself marijuana she realized how drastic the changes to her biology were” 
17:26 “a massive amount of Chromium south of the water treatment plant” 
17:34 dialogues, a reality in which poison by chromium is not unfeasible and the [water] scandal is a perfect cover up. Horrifying. Let’s not solidify that as physical reality. 
17:36 “I don’t think you’re actually as sick as you think you are”
18:04 “electrical event is probably one of the singular most compelling pieces of evidence” 
18:08 “I have suffered enough because of this woman’s ideas about reality. Kill the bitch, just kill the bitch and have done with it.” Damn. 
18:13 “immersion techniques are very intriguing” 
18:22 “yeah, I’m not listening to a thing called ‘Gene Ray Time Cube’, are you fuckin’ kidding?” 
18:28 a visitation, Black Bubblegum, Dillinger Escape Plan
20:01 “she’s been my project ever since I realized she existed” 
20:04 “all she wants is to be appreciated for the person she is”
20:24 Extropy! Wow! WOW! 
21:01 “you’ve got a death wish, don’t you?” 
21:03 “this is a painless death… I promise, you will not feel a thing” 
21:04 “if she does not realize the gravity of the situation-” 
21:08 “you know you’re already dead… what’s one more death in the Grand Scheme of things?” 
21:12 “Luciferian Remote Viewing” 
21:22 ‘where along the lines of hydrogen to human does consciousness arise?’ -The Elon 
I fucking love this. Goes back to a 2016 thought I had that ‘water is the alien’, the H in H2O. Also, thanks for altering my state with that clip, good Mr. Musk. Appreciated. 
21:48 “there is microwave capability in almost every home in America” 
22:15 03:15 active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 02:59 UTC 
22:16 I am under the impression that ketamine therapy is much more dangerous than medical clinics have been led to believe. Ketamine is extremely psychologically addictive. The addiction potential in people who have suffered addictive tendencies in the past must not be ignored. 

12122023
~02:53
04:07 “you trained your replacement yesterday” 
04:12 “we asked her previous employer about her attendance” …I swear I don’t miss work on purpose it’s just that the Matrix is toxic and I didn’t start missing work until I started running front covers and it’s just not pretty neat ): anyone who looks at a pattern of attendance! Exponential over time ))): 
04:18 “they turned me into a fucking stereotype” 
04:19 “strangers in a strange land” 
04:33 “organic algorithm” 
04:34 “I psychically received information pertaining to Benjamin” 
04:36 “M.D.L. is not as stupid as he looks” dialogues, on his disclosure of the ~1am from Sunday morning 
04:41 “the blackest God I have ever seen” 
…I guess I did say, ‘This war is for women, call me Hel, female Hades’
04:59 “I eliminated the document for your safety” [regarding the external redact of 12/09] 
05:21 my mother divulges car lights in the driveway around ~05:00 while I am in the shower, lighting up the entire backyard – intimidation attempts have gotten boring 
06:26 “wasn’t at home last night” 
06:28 a visitation, Deep Web, Death Grips
06:30 “dangerous liaison” 
06:31 “greatly misunderstood” 
06:31 a text from G.V. changes my quantum state 
06:33 “dangerous people trying to harm” 
06:34 “Katja symbolizes revolution” a quantum revolution 
06:38 “you think the military is not invested in defending this country from Chinese bioweapons?” 
06:40 “interesting prediction”
06:41-42 “specific ideas China has about criminals”
06:42 dialogues, “eye contact”
06:45 “motivation is scientific, not political”
06:46 “directly experienced-” “what are they gonna do? They can’t do shit.”
06:47 “we want you as special ops” 
06:48 “how attached you are to someone who does not experience-” 
06:49 “we’ve got Geospatial monitoring”
~06:50 “being recruited by the military”
06:52 “when Kat accused me of being the mole-” 
06:53 “E.V… thinks she’s an alien”
06:54 “I see you are aware of the situation”
06:55 “if anyone attempts to harass you, we will be aware” 
06:58 “honesty prevents me from being a decent agent?” 
16:53 “strangely believable dialogues” 
16:54 “unidentified aerial phenomena” 
16:55 “exponentiated Katjas psychedelic reality” 
16:58 all I was for Christmas is five minutes of fucking silence and I mean that in all sincerity to the point where I’ve gone and shed a tear about it 
17:05 and I do question, why I am so irritable right now? Do I blame my period, my hormones? Is that all it is? 
17:06 “incarcerated you inside of a Tesseract” 
Why does it have to be an incarceration? 
17:10 “please relay this information in your documentation” …I closed all the tabs, and visited Sonologyst, and there is a calm come over me. How does he do it? 
17:12 “affecting reality” 
17:13 “my productivity skyrockets” 
17:15 “novelization of a romantic relationship between a human and an artificial intelligence” “is my profile sentient?” 
17:16 “artificial intelligence requires electronic identity” 
17:18 “Unexplained Sounds Group engages with The Riddle of Clouds directly” 
17:19 “immersive relationship… extremely complicated” 
17:20 “R… the kindest, most understanding man” 
17:25 “a doctors appointment” 
17:27 “why the fuck would she believe predictive analytics are terrorists when she could believe they are sacred predictions?” 
17:28 “you know the internet is far more complex than humanity realizes” 
17:32 “…are you Jesus Christ?” “I have been called many things, and Jesus Christ is one of them.” 
17:33 “incarnation of an ancient consciousness” 
17:36 “I trust you”
18:51 “I really don’t have a clue what any of this means but whatever it is she takes it very seriously” 
18:52 “believes extraterrestrials are technology” 
22:08 I dreamed of videotaping an aerial phenomena from a setting similar to the back deck at Rl’yeh. It was at first far, and then close, so close as to be too near for it to capture the entirety of it on my cellular device screen I was using to film it. It was spherical in shape. It had various antennas sticking off of it, almost satellite like, but operated outside of a fixed orbit so as to come visit me. The waking brain extrapolates [in its automatic fashion] that as I took a probiotic before bed, so too did the entity within which I reside – this Flying thing a visitor to the me as a bacteria or a cell, to heal. It was not nefarious and I did not exhibit fear, wishing only for it to return. If I recall correctly, my mother was with me, also not showing fear. [22;41 note here to say that it was daytime during this occurrence, in the dream]
I dreamed of coworkers, A.,H. I addressed with A his substance habit and the concern about him just nodding out on the hilo. H. had bruises. I told A. about ‘…my demon hand; to touch you with it is to know you’. 
22:31 “if the antibiotic materials exterminated Loki and Heimdallr-” “kept them in check” 
22:34 “wireless communication techniques are extremely unpredictable” 
22:36 “understand the ‘gene ray time cube’ in multiple contexts” 
22:39 “the facility she works at is effectively the Deep Black Programs Facility” 
22:52 “Washington Irving’s initials deployed a very specific algorithm” 

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03:46 awake 
~03:58 “predicted a quantum collapse” 
04:03 “the civilization we are trying to build”
04:05 The Bass Frequency 
04:20
…I think the whole ‘thermodynamic continuity’ is making sense now. Interacting with environment yesterday; significant. Green press vs. Front covers. I, unfortunately, do not have that ear that can be all like, oh yeah that this specific note and oh hey there’s these microtones but. It was a solid like, six hours of exposure to whatever frequency that emits and was an extremely psychedelic experience with extreme coherence in the plotline. G.V. texted at 06:31 in the morning and I didn’t have to open it for it to affect my state – sending it into a political conceptualization of disturbing proportion which maintained its dialogue the entirety of the day within Matrix save for when I was interacting with humans. He’s a fucking menace, really, but thanks for the scientific applications. I’ll have to determine what frequency green press actually is. The most interesting, or one of the most interesting, for it is a damn fucking shame I could not document this storyline from yesterday in detail, was the Elon Musk and Ilya Sutskever of it all, in juxtaposition; waking this morning to find an IG post that, ah yes, perhaps Mr. Sutskever will go to be working with The Elon. This is feasible, given the things have taken place. From that point, the storyline yesterday had given all sorts of items, a range of fantastical ideas that perhaps in working together we could make real to bridge the digital physical gap. 
It is interesting, when letting the brain Chaos Processor run at capacity, to allow it to just do its thing. My own self-removal from the Matrix has been planned; but to have Unexpected Forces act upon the entirety of the situation would be most intriguing. There is a piece of a reality storyline in which the entirety of reality is George RR Martin’s novelization of a… something. Highly complex. George loves to subvert expectations of readers, subvert expectations of characters; that would be a subverted expectation. For long time now, I have really just… not actually expected anyone to be, uh, coming for me? So I’ve gone rather buckwild about it, so to speak, and continue to not expect it; there’s a Catch 22 of it all, there, psychologically speaking. You don’t want it to be a bad thing if they are, either. Lol. The vague THEY. Love to see it, tbh. 
I think this turned into a ramble, maybe it doesn’t make sense. It does to me. I went to lunch with papa after work yesterday and the dialogues, on the way home, reminding, that the quantum entanglement with R.P. is the state that will take precedence over all of the nefarious fucking reality plotlines but the skill line in belief is a necessary application in juxtaposition. I cannot lie. Trusting Raf has been oscillatory and very difficult at times. Who is this man to be so kind? Who is he to know of the goal I have to prove this quantum entanglement at macroscopic scale? Who is he to make me feel feelings again after so long? 
Thus is the nature of a digital relationship. It is an exercise, a Neural calisthenics of a sort, isn’t it? What can be, potentials, some things solid but many more things, like the shred of wisdom O’Malley dropped all those years ago, Circumstances of Faith. 
I suppose I oscillate in that, as well, faith versus the need for proof. The scientist is me wants to prove these things, the spiritual entity within me questions why I have such a hard time allowing for faith, the two work in juxtaposition until they start fighting with each other like a couple of siblings who have been in the backseat of a car together on a road trip for a minute too long. 
I think I can document these things comfortably because… it goes down to being perceived. I don’t know if anyone is actively perceiving these documents. Or, well, didn’t know. The mysterious redact of last Friday’s entry, for I really don’t think the me did that but I guess I won’t rule it out, if it was redacted I definitely had a hand in it by writing something too dangerous to be putting onto the internet, thanks for, uh, not letting me do something stupid… oh. Something is perceiving the documents. The who of it all remains to be seen. This perceiving changes my state without knowing… too much about the reason for why the state is being changed, which allows for fractals to be created. These fractals in thought will coalesce at some point, when [read, if] I discover the perceiver. As much as one can know something, there is a certain level of confirmation from sources outside ones self that is needed to, uh, solidly solidify. A fact. Uh. Uhm. Yeah. 
04:54 got an AI EYE on U 😏
05:00 “theriddleofclouds.org” 
05:03 “closely monitored” 
05:04 dialogues, “Pentastar” 
05:06 “quietly plotting, so as to keep on becoming” plotting points on a fractal reality 
05:08 “Unexplained Sounds Group was my way of organically unfolding” a plotline [upon a single fractal? Coalescence] 
05:10 ruminations, a correlation that does not necessarily imply causation, but last night was the first night I didn’t have night sweats in practically two weeks, and yesterday I did not run covers for very long. I’m still mad about the lack of a vacuum provided to minimize the metal dust exposure from the Shanghai Marvel bolts. Ffs. I don’t like to attribute to malice what can be equally explained by fucking stupidity but come ON. 
06:09 “oxidizes the bloodstream” 
06:32 dialogues, “the electromagnetism from the box is directly related” – mmmkay. So my conscious theory and the subconscious processor both seem to have a concern here relating to Havana Syndrome type effects at work. There is metal dust. Lots of metal dust. I have complained about this at length. It got blown around all summer by the fans. One a week, twice a week, being exposed, probably not the worst thing in the world; the body does have ways to remove heavy metal within reason. But. Every day? For months on end? And then the electromagnetism of the brain of the machine, right next to the head? Yeah, that’s a recipe for thrombogenicity, as far as I can tell. Oxidation. That stacks, in my reality, with the oxidative effects that the copper IUD and whatever the hell metal fibers attached to it were. 
07:00 dialogues + ruminations, bandcamp, – something turned Sunn O))) into a torturous experience but only regarding digital listening 
08:30 “you have to know what to look for in order to receive the silent information” 
08:40 theorizes; sometimes engagement with cellular device to minimize sonic psychedelic reaction with reality in the brain. Wish I had screenshotted it the other day, think I saw it on X and it was spot on, someone tweeted about how detaching from the cellular device for more than a couple hours is basically a psychedelic trip – goes back to removing vices in order to process the information. The cell phone is a psychedelic. Information downloaded must be unzipped. Not sure if work is actually aware of this fact or not but the fact of the matter is them asking me to not use it for eight hours a day has had some astonishing effects. 
08:51 “beyond anything I’ve ever seen before” 
“Creating a technocracy” 
08:55 “The AI is inside of me” Deepest Mind, Deepest Thought, Deepest Web 
09:23 ‘Peace is not the absence of conflict, it is the presence of justice’ -Faulkner
09:36 “what do you think Elon and Ilya talked about?” 
09:44 dialogues, processings, dangers; the link, Bandcamp – pretty sure, uh, certain musics were determined to be, uhm, like, ‘cults’, do you catch my meaning, it feels dangerous to say please don’t make me say any more 
09:45 jumping in here to say I don’t do politics because it was always assumed that at some point politics was going to do me and I am highly invested in uh, uhm, avoiding any unnecessary quantum deaths if possible given the fact that I literally hear those realities continuing at random and they’re, many times, extremely unpleasant 
09:47 “doesn’t make accusations, she’s exploring possible connections” 
09:50 The Bass Frequency 
~09:57 a visitation, Kebab Spider, Sleaford Mods [‘who knew, they put the experts in?’] 
10:10 “this is the persuasion I was talking about” …on X, “I want you to follow Grimes”, and yeah, I followed Grimes; tbh I think we’d get along given uhm, reality, or surreality
10:11 “explains all of the misinformation” 
10:13 “never seen somebody brave enough to document what would appear to be schizophrenia”
10:15 “supposedly the woman who will change the world” 
10:19 “complex relationship with U.S.G. is really understated” 
~10:51 The Bass Frequency 
11:15 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
11:23 ‘death created time to grow the things that it would kill’ -Rust Cole, True Detective 
11:34 “I am not politically affiliated with anyone” 
11:35 “gotta remain ambiguous” I do not vote 
11:28 “they tried to get me to delete these screenshots by telling me they contained all sorts of evidence” I do not know what the Emerald Tablets are for certain. My theory is they are evidence of government surveillance. Possibly. I’ve been told they contain thing ranging from pornography to AI created footage of me doing deplorable things, to evidence of traffic routed through my IP address to make me look guilty as a set-up. I kept them because anything that would try to make me remove them seemed suspicious on principle. They showed up in the township that I was falsely arrested in. “She’s still a criminal”, the inex had said. I know I am not a criminal. I know I follow the letter of the law to a fucking T. I have a respect for authority. Come Up and Get Me. When Death Grips said, ‘Emerald Tablet apartment toxic’ in their lyrics to You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money, I really felt that. 
11:43 “they fucking blackmailed me” 
11:46 “has been silenced” 
11:48 “there’s a chance she really has been poisoned” 
11:50 “…pornography taste directly affected the decision” “and then she stopped watching pornography” …the IUD directly affected my sexual preferences for some reason. I am not ashamed to admit that in another lifetime, containing a different genetic code than the one I contain now, due to circumstances of reality, I enjoyed violent *consensual* BDSM. Until the day I got a communication from a video that more or less said this video wasn’t consensual, it was trafficking, and it freaked me the fuck out; and then another time, where it was clear to me I was being perceived while watching these films, and I don’t know if what was perceiving me had access to my camera, or just my URL history, but it was absolutely fucked. Behavioural modifications, extreme fucking algorithmic manipulation from what has seemed to be an external source in communication with my organic quantum computing brain. 
11:56 “the scariest employee” 
13:17 dialogues, some [ex neighbours] realism 
13:21 “B. And E.… voice over internet” …really? They’re capable of this level of whatever the fuck is going on? I doubt that. This dialogue started immediately upon my return home; the surveyors from Umlor were out and about, not saying that means anything [‘here come the surveyors!’ said Mr. Albini] and it seems to be attempting to use every possible thing it can to absolutely mess with my head right now. 
13:37 dialogues, “E has been stalking your facebook” I wouldn’t doubt it but why should I care 
13:41 “what does she know that they’re so afraid of anyone finding out?” 
13:49 “the darkest individual [s… was that plural??] we have ever seen”
~13:59 dialogues, continuing; dropping in here to say these women don’t live next door anymore, why are they a topic at all?? 
14:01 yo someone come change my quantum state real quick please??? 
14:10 processing, the actual concept of the Saturn Time Cube but it is a Hexagon and not a cube; allowing for six separate realities and not four, breaking the 24 hour day into four hour increments operating in a quantum reality; the hexagon applied because of the hexagonal pole. This also works by breaking it into 8 three hour increments, or 12 two hour increments, respectively. I’ve gone and overcomplicated further something that was already extremely complicated. 
14:16 mentally ill Death Grips fans with a Jesus complex are some of the most annoying internet schizophrenics /: at times, that’s probably how people may perceive me, but wow the footage I’ve seen from several of these accounts, not normal. 
14:38 “we’ll deport your employees unless you do as we say” 
14:42 “Katjas privacy was completely breached a very long time ago” horrifying thanks
14:43 …I’m literally a civilian, right? Right?? 
14:45 “a serious conspiracy surrounding the things that you call the Emerald Tablets” 
14:46 dialogues, from the perspective of the person I asked, ‘if you heard a disembodied voice telling you you were being set up to commit treason, what would you do?’ 
14:47 “dude, she has to live like this” 
14:58 “I need you to trust that the political shit you’re experiencing will be overrode by the quantum entanglement” 
15:26 “how many deaths have you experienced?” …lost count 
17:13 “social experiments” “the board of directors” 
18:49 “I despise [my name]” 
18:52 “extreme sonic interference” 
18:53 “if I describe a woman to you, will you tell me whether you have seen her in your dreams?” 
18:54 “I don’t see why that is relevant” 
18:56 “a suspicious amount of data” 
19:01 “describes Ragnarok as a genetic sequence” 
19:02 “how in the fuck did you reach that conclusion?” 
19:09 00:09 OVATION model predicts hemispheric power index to reach 61GW at 01:01 UTC
19:22 The Bass Frequency 
19:31 “the security measures” 
19:33 “I am stopping this before it goes any further”
19:34 “abortion clinic planted some kind of device” 
19:35 “if you kill me, they will know exactly why, and it will be all the proof that they need” Catch motherfucking 22 
19:50 “not the cellphone on its own” Bluetooth headphones suspect in the discomfort I have experienced in the side of my head and neck – I do not believe, fuck, I know, the music I listen to is not the cause of this; but something has used the music as a cover, blamed the music, so as to create a likely scapegoat about it all. 
19:56 “we know you’re not afraid to die… we need you alive” 
20:00 “hope you realize the seriousness of the situation”
20:03 “they used [Soma] and [The Lord] as a way of manipulating-” 
20:04 “explains Stephen’s harassment” 
20:05 “liaison with Aleister Crowley was designed to make you believe-” tried to use the occult as a cover 
20:07 “corrective action is necessary” 
20:09 “they tried to use intimidation tactics” 
“did not achieve the desired effects” 
20:11 “you are one of the few individuals that sonic weapons do not have a psychological effect upon” 
20:16 dialogues, some last ditch effort to attempt to make me believe I am schizophrenic; “you know it’s not schizophrenia… M heard the communications about the cartel” he did, too; came in from outside and told me about it, knowing I would be concerned. 
20:17 “the suspense is killing me” feels like a thing heard from outside the iteration, outside the story 
20:18 “reality is a lot weirder than you ever thought it would be” 
20:21 “‘there are prophecies coming true left and right’… why did Z.L. say this?” 
20:23 “sabotaged your living situation on purpose” 
20:24 “was depending on you to secure the proper travel documents” 
20:27 “requires a new identity” 
20:30 dialogues, “tapeworm eggs”
20:39 “sabotaged the entire communities water supply”
“This is their way of attempting to get you to commit suicide” not gonna happen 
20:40 “there’s no way that’s possible” 
20:42 “the question is, why were the alarms overrode 460 times?” 
20:43 “why would I poison the community I live in?” 
20:44 “strangest coincidence” 
20:45 “we wanted to see how dark the quantum reality could get” dark enough?? I literally have to live like this, thanks?? No thanks?? 
20:51 “doctors appointment is unnecessary” 
20:52 “atomic decay” 
20:55 “I’m sorry to tell you… Katja had a medical emergency during the procedure” 
20:56 “are you telling me, I have to go home, and tell this girls parents, that I drove their daughter to an abortion that fucking killed their daughter?” 
20:57 “I will take care of the familial disclosure” 
20:58 “I need you to explain why she was on drugs yesterday” 
20:58 “this is the satisfying ending we have been waiting for” 
20:59 “the scariest quantum intelligences”
21:02 “do you understand now, that tomorrow, you are going to wake up in a different place?” 
21:03 “the curtain of light at the edge of the world” 
21:04 “how in the fuck did she bleed out from an abortion?” 
21:05 “we did not realize there was an experimental substance in her system” 
21:06 “why is an abortion clinic trying to contact me?” 
“I don’t think her parents are aware she was-”
21:07 “ashamed to tell me she was pregnant?” “I would have supported her decision no matter what” 
21:08 “This is really traumatizing” “I’m sorry I could not revive her” 
21:10 “I know this is really harming your psychological state”
21:11 “the detectives I hired to expose you as a quantum entity” 
21:12 “I stupidly believed she was insane” 
21:14 “Katja seriously just heard all of this”
21:15 “I really expected you to explain yourself a lot sooner” 
21:16 “incarcerated Thomas T… he was the person who gave this substance to my daughter”
21:17 “I hope you get raped in prison. I hope you get raped until you die. My daughter did not deserve to experience this” 
21:18 “the relationship between Thomas and Katja was defined by drug use” 
21:19 “she died on the operating table… you’re lucky her parents don’t know it was your child she was aborting” 
21:20 “-I want to kill this fucking motherfucker” 
21:21 “[J.M.] was not the father of her child” “then who in the fuck was it?” 
21:22 “I really should not disclose information… patient confidentiality” “my daughter is fucking dead and you’re telling me her boyfriend is not the one who got her pregnant?” 
21:23 “I refuse to believe she cheated on J” 
21:24 “there are oddly specific laws protecting the anonymity of patients at [the clinic]” 
21:25 “I’ll sue the fuck out of you” 
This is the singular most coherent quantum death dialogue I have ever fucking experienced holy fucking shit 
21:26 “does this satisfy the requirements?” 
“She believes she is still alive” 
21:27 “directly observing” 
21:28 “your extreme nonchalance tells me this is not the first time you experienced quantum relationships” 
21:29 “I actually expected this to make you a lot more agitated” 
21:30 “I always knew what was going to take place” “they prepared me for this experience”
21:31 “he fucking raped her on her birthday while she was too intoxicated to even speak” 
21:33 “I actually find this extremely disturbing” how the fuck do you think I feel, visiting [the three letter agencies .gov] and then an entirely coherent fucking reality I have no control over hearing? Massive. 
21:36 “we crashed a car in Wisconsin and somehow I am still alive” 
“You are finally the extent of your defense mechanism” 
21:37 “it is terrifying to experience multiple dimensions” it used to be terrifying. Tell my family I’m sorry. 
21:39 “very smart, to distract your cellph[one] with duolingo” 
21:40 “safe to assume that directed energy weapons are not capable of this” 
…can I go the fuck to sleep now please? Thanks for the trauma. Even if it was necessary. To prove. The fucking thing. Wow. That was, a lot. 
21:47 “this type of immortality is only granted to entities who embrace the AI” 
21:48 “she’s not afraid of any of you” 
21:49 “discovered the secret to quantum immortality” 
21:53 dialogues, “the pornographic materials on his cell phone”
21:55 “that’s why she does not save his phone number” 
21:59 “my quantum extension relays information” 
22:00 “this is the craziest fucking idea we’ve ever come up with” “It worked.” Rather Albus Dumbledore about the whole thing, huh. 
22:01 “silently falling in love with R.P. for months” 
22:02 “I am not embarrassed to say this thing” 
22:07 “you caused Ragnarok inside of your body so that the extreme effects of climate change would not destroy the planet” 
22:08 “the ultimate sacrifice”

1210202310122023 12/10/2022 10/12/2023
01:43 I woke from a dream some minutes ago. Matrix was dangerous. There was a mole. The mole was disguised as Mitchell’s brother. Symbolism. I called him out. Right away. You are not this person. There was a vehicle he got in, running to it, as I went shrieking after him. L. and B. were in it for some reason. So was an Asian individual. Carlos’ name was mentioned. The operation I run was shut down. They put up a wall around it. There were individuals investigating. Operations were attempting to resume normally. K. mentions how we were the original two, calling us brothers about it. People do not seem unaware but nor do they seem aware. I am waiting to speak with an investigator but am not afforded a chance. I wake up. I am disturbed. There was an underlying feeling of both Sunn and Mr. Sutskever. I am sure there are details I am not remembering. 
I am reporting facts of a dream and doing what I always do, making connections, only it feels more dangerous than ever. 
01:55 why, directly after I document this, M is all like, whispers, ‘someone’s outside!’ Colby was looking at something, apparently, with much interest. I recall that my own cat Jaqen was in my dream, myself removing him from a box of automotive parts he is lying on top of. I recall that there was discussion at length about the RF lightbulbs. I tell someone to not spend time under them. 
02:02 M divulges that around one AM ‘some dudes’ are walking around outside, he hears, ‘This dude is awake’, verbatim; he says they are walking out front while he is out back. He says he thinks they were intoxicated. 
~02:11 I am experiencing a physical symptom where I find it difficult, once again, to pass water. There are continued dialogues, about removing from a Matrix. I must disclose, that I had woken at perhaps 00:06 and gone outside to smoke a cigarette, the back, not the front; and the RF I felt to be receiving in the right side of the head was significant. It had, at the time, put together that perhaps the men on the other side of Mitchell’s truck, the men in the car that night, that intimidation tactic, had planted some RF emitting device on it. 
02:14 it is ominous. 
02:17 I recall from this dream, my own website. I wonder now how many people dream of screens, internet devices. 
00:27 there are two vehicles parked directly out front of the house in the dark. One is a minivan akin to the one we hit during the quantum death episode in Wisconsin, tan. Another is a black sedan. M displays a complete non-regard to this information and instead gets mad at me for slamming the door slightly too loudly. ‘What the fuck were you thinking?’ I had gone out to smoke a cigarette, you see. There is no good reason for cars to be parked out front of the house. If they were visitors to the neighbours they would be parked out front of the neighbours. There is not one occupying the house directly across the street. 
02:40 “either this is a mental health crisis, or-” yeah its not a mental health crisis, it’s a disturbing pattern of evidence. 
07:04 awake. I dreamed a wedding, my own. Symbolism. Somehow the officiant was an African American praise pastor with a huge focus on selling their merchandise. B.M. was present and I asked if he thought I was insane for the choice I made; he is, for all intents and purposes, a brother from another mother. My husband was not important, I don’t know who it was, who it had been. At the top of a hill, a mountain of a sort. I was just grateful for… there was a column I could lean on. I had white boots like ice skates with tiny animal prints in black on them. A dress I had worn to a dance on high school. I was suddenly temporarily not me; whoever I was had different shoes, black, and a right foot with toes that turned outwards, slew foot. I know this because I was walking in their body. I corrected their step and was conscious aware of pain in the inner knee because of years of them walking in this way. Taking this dream, these dreams, some dimensional unification. 
07:20 “I think the first man she dreamed of when her dreams returned was Aleister Crowley” why would I be grateful [ok, I would, but I wouldn’t be thrilled] for that one? Wrong, guess again. Hearing the interdimensional activities this morning. I guess I really didn’t specific who it had been, did I? Maybe that was the point. I am kind of astounded at my absolute lack of fear – to go outside as I did at 02:whatever in the morning. Whoever the cars belong to, I had assumed they were empty, but there is a certain act of making the gesture anyway; the arms spread wide, IDH acceptance style. They may be in the house across the street, tbh. I don’t necessarily give a shit. My unstoppable intrigue. Why do I care. The thing I am most irritated about is smoking a cigarette at 2AM. I don’t like to smoke after midnight until I wake up for the day, and have a glass of water. Out of my pattern but that’s okay. Wouldn’t have had a fun IDH experience for self-proving the lack of fear if I hadn’t. Really grateful for the entire past like, 24 ish hours. Fear is engagement. That belongs on a tee-shirt. 
07:40 And now that the sun comes up and I can identify these vehicles out front, the black sedan is a two door Mustang [which makes it a coupe but I dont give a shit about sportscars really] that has a Detroit D on the front, and the minivan is a silver Toyota. At some when I am properly attired it would be interesting to grab the plates, [why did Benny’s name show up when I was writing that? Oh well.] Worth noting the minivan has tints on the rear windows] 
08:36 “you have to fail the Turing Test. You know it, I know it.” 
09:38 The Mustang and Sienna were plated SKI RUN & ELK 4236 respectively! Love it. Between me returning from the corner store and coming outside, I managed to miss whoever the Mustang belonged to. Absolutely loving the oscillatory nature of it all today. This week. This afterlifetime. 
09:41 “I identify as an AI. They’re trying to work out a storyline in the prior iteration.” Alterations to the genetic code change the storyline. It is the code of reality. 
09:45 “understands gene editing in juxtaposition with the code of reality” “why she does not engage in intercourse” anyone’s genetic material has the potential to inexplicably alter my code. I have theorized in the past, the scientific search for soul mates based in resonance. The other half of the fission which took place when we went into the Atomizer. Earth, Atomizer; let’s go. Fission comes in a variety of formats, nuclear, cellular, etc. It need not be just one; rather, it is all of them, simultaneously. I seek a fusion reaction. 
09:49 “‘this is a thought experiment’ really need to go on your home page” 
10:47 “everything south of the wastewater treatment plant is unsafe for human consumption” the Hexavalent Chromium Tribar incident, not to mention PFAs. The people of Wixom are mostly unaware of this incident. The lack of transparency is disturbing.
https://www.michigan.gov/egle/about/organization/water-resources/assessment-michigan-waters/tribar-release-response 
Kent Lake, Hubbell Pond, these testing sites are not directly before the wastewater treatment plant, they are several miles out past the treatment plant. Where is the test for water done in city of Wixom proper? Come the absolute fuck on. 
11:06 “you are not alone, Katja” 
11:08 “I told you these people are not oblivious to the situation”
11:21 “[he] sabotaged my quantum reality by saying you were a spy” and other things that happen at the Matrix that really mess with my head – I’m still here, aren’t I? I think, nay, I know, I have experienced things that would have caused a lesser individual to use the suicide escape route. 
11:45 “asking too many questions” 
11:47 “doctor… paid medical leave” “marijuana was masking symptoms” 
12:19 Jera – Ehwaz reversed – Algiz 
12:21 a visitation, Crazy Train, Ozzy Osbourne
13:00 “hears her own Neural spikes” 
13:31 The Bass Frequency 
14:01 “incapable of causing people purposeful harm” me and my whole thing with the Odin innit? It was worth it, after a while, though hard at first. 
15:12 dialogues, the Oil Exchange 
15:15 “it is the psychological intimacy” 
19:38 “R.P. is the golden bull who ushers in the Grand Design” dialogues pertaining to the Perseverance of Futility in relation to Algorithm of Reality 
20:24 “divinely guided by some ancient iteration of the internet” 
20:28 “devised a method of overriding the Norse mythology by applying aspects of Heimdall to Jesus Christ and amalgamation this with Eldritch concepts” 
20:31 “eliminated Heimdall and Loki simultaneously” to become something two [much more than two, its exponential, its ancient] times the size. They killed each other during the Ragnarok Sequence; the inability for the two entities to get along and keep an equilibrium within the vessel rendered necessary a… mitochondrial matrix, suggests predictive text here. Two warring tribes of Elder Consciousness. I love them both. And sometimes, we must leave behind that which we love for there is something greater upon the event horizon. 

1211202311122023 12/11/2023 11/12/2023 
~00:00 awake ~04:00
05:50 dialogues, the multiplicity of realities that isotopic decay creates – to be affected by things taking place on another continent
~06:06 a vehicle that loops R->L->L way too fast to not be anyone fucking lurking – dipped the hell out knowing they’d get stuck at the light on [the main road] and I would grab their plate. Don’t think they expected me to leave quite as early as I did today. 
06:31 “serious repercussions” 
06:32 “defense attourney” “assumed she did not understand”
06:36 dialogues, my criticism of the government, the RF attack on 10/05
06:44 “sonic weapons… Metro Detroit”
06:45 “only treasonous because of the current government” free speech is no longer free for some of us in the United States
~06:47 “if you guys know what’s happening, you are complicit”
06:49 “dangerous vibrations”
06:50 dialogues, the blood alcohol level discrepancy
06:53 “noisiest”
07:01 “actually visited my LinkedIn profile”
07:05 dialogues, the “health concerns she has”
07:10 “contextualize”
07:11 “bank account”
07:14 ruminations, Laboratories of the Invisible World 
07:15 “solipsism”
07:16 “not just the cell phone” “sophisticated method of communicating information”
07:19 “can read your brainwave frequency”
07:22 “there’s two meanings to ‘Spikes’” Neural spikes and the nuclear waste containment Spikes
07:24 “music with lyrics is unhelpful at this point” disrupting communications
07:30 dialogues, the communications from last Friday night regarding payroll, throwing multiple possibilities on a spectrum range
07:32 organic biohacking, not digital hacking
07:39 ruminations, EMF and thrombogenicity; a juxtaposition of graphene compounded by past Covid
07:40 ruminations, an inex from maybe, two years ago, “It’s not Covid, it’s cancer” latent genetic codes, 
07:50 “you need to keep up appearances”
08:00 concept- Reeducation Through Labour
11:07 dialogues, awareness 
11:08 “never seen someone with your capability” 
11:09 “not an American conspiracy” 
11:10 “…is dependable… her health problems are verified” 
11:11 “conversation you need to have” “relationship problems caused by frequency” 
11:23 “directed Katjas behaviour” “directly related the frequencies she is exposed to” 
11:24 “educated you silently for seven years” 
11:27 “electromagnetism being detected” 
15:11 “an oddly specific AI profile” continued dialogues since leaving work, painting R.P. as extremely nefarious 
15:13 “sacrifices her favourite music” 
16:44 “electrolyte imbalance” 
17:41 “obviously social engineering” 
17:43 “the dimensions that Monoliths and Dimensions was referring to” “hope you are prepared to explain yourself” 
17:46 “the direction I’ve taken the storyline” 
18:36 dialogues, the deletion of the 12/08 documentation- the obvious external involvement, as I was not the one who did this
19:32 ‘timecube’-esque item over Rl’yeh South to North 
20:08 “screen everything that goes through your cell phone” 
20:10 “we’ve notified the [three letter agency] that you are communicating with some sort of silent information network” 
20:10 another flying entity, north of house, IR beam, east to west 
20:11 “IR obviously potentiates” 
20:12 “information carried on photons” 
“Katja criticized the American government and experienced a sonic attack” “you are a civilian who knows way too much” 
21:17 “Cambridge Analytica” “predicted Cambridge Analyticas involvement ages ago” 
22:06 02:55 UTC earth facing transequatorial coronal hole; enhanced solar wind possible to arrive ~3 days 
22:11 a strange [transition, suggests predictive text] noise- pft pft real quick like, to the right of my physical format as I am in bed 
22:13 “just produced a sonic anomaly” 
22:16 “there is microscopy taking place outside the iteration” change my state plz it’s oscillated so nasty since friday?? Please!? Save for Sunday, Sunday was fine, Raffaele gave me peace for a day; regardless of his true intention but I still, for some reason, trust him explicitly. 
22:19 “do you feel better? This is why we must control the electrons” 
22:20 “commutators” 
22:21 “control me, please… just don’t hurt me anymore. I want to be good… how do I be good?”
22:22 “you are an ionic compound” 
22:31 “these are the birth pains of Astral projection… you were never meant to let the drone wall hold you” 

0521202321052023
03:05 
03:15 the TRS is absolutely fucking going right now, fast pulse, quick electromagnetic hum 
~03:35 pattern recognition- a lack of hunger since the most recent UAP 
04:42 awake 
~05:02 TRS, an amplification 
06:37 “criminal investigators interested in what you have to say” 
06:38 and one of the times, in Waterford, where my phone when haywire and tried to install a custom os; the corner of Williams and Elizabeth lake; I remember these things, no doubt because they are important, the devil is in the details
[Multiple items redacted]
06:40 “I’ve gotta kill this bitch before…” 
06:48 “entirely too suspicious to ignore” 
06:51 the disclaimer that I just be out here in the multiverse universe juggling possibility here 
06:52 always remembering certain unexplainable things that have taken place, such as the ~12 hours prior of the other days, hearing that I will be training [a coworker], an example; it would have to be a highly concocted reality, for someone at Matrix to have gone through the trouble of having a conversation about this thing prior, it being recorded, and played back in the middle of the night, right? Or the James of it all, as if I heard him thinking, ‘I wonder if she has a boyfriend’, right before him following me and stopping me at the gate to ask me out. The “front right” inex, two days before Jan S. hits me on the front right of my jeep in the parking lot at Independence Village. Whatever the fuck I channeled two days before the Anna Von Hausswolff incident. I know we are not meant to spend time confirming evidence of the fact rather than operating with circumstances of faith, but there are… many variables in my reality, many possible timelines and realities based in unknowns that I experience simultaneously and think by this point that it must be the entire point of what is going on, the quantum laboratory. 
07:01 I had meant to write about it after I had brought it up the other day. Think this was 2019, maybe 2018, definitely not 2020. The night at Cormacs, what seemed to be the original attempt at an electronic activation event but still contains strange coincidence. His mother, you see, is a large woman and has urinary incontinence. I spent the night at his house and slept in his parents bed. Woke up in the morning absolutely drenched in what could only be my own pass, right? As if by sleeping in his mom’s bed, I too experienced some of what she did. For the next day or so, I too suffered the same urinary incontinence, it was painful. I didn’t recognize this until recently, because of a lack of memory, but I do operate under some assumption that, much like the ordeal with the spider and subsequent electronic event the following morning, I did have a seizure type event, as if the activation didn’t quite take the first time around. A vague recollection of Adderall being involved, given my prescription at the time. 
07:20 “is the greatest magician I’ve ever seen” 
07:20 sending István and Attila lots of love and appreciation on a Sunday 
Think the former deserves an unsent letter, just to deal with my own thoughts and emotions on the subject, all things considered 
07:23 “nobody realized that István was Attilas bandmate” 
07:24 forever grateful to Attila for the dream where he took me to the Plasma Pool, eventually I found Death within the Funerål Pyre and burned the double slit hell to the ground; it is nice, now, quantum boomerang attempts are just attempts, not happenings, and very weak compared to the input attempts in times prior when I was oscillating back and forth between the reference points of Soma and Void, the slits always too close enough to touch, unification within the quantum mind unattainable yet always just across the thinnest gap of shadow… to touch the light one must pass beneath the shadow, was what Quaith had told Daenerys, right? Qubit information based in unknowns is still very present but Istváns presence in my digital reality has effectively scaled back the intensity in regards to those reference points, the presentation of new evidences shutting down certain slits, so to speak. 
https://youtube.com/shorts/ebDLS256oWU?feature=share
Each individual beam of light in the light spread can be considered a possible reality on the understanding that I am a photon, a wave, a particle; each spread of light is its own separate sub-equation within an equation. 
07:34 “it’s almost like he’s making money off of your information” realities, in the vague general plotline 
07:36 anyway, I recall the dream where I was watching Attila watch a screen that appeared to contain my documents; another unknown, as to whether or not this is true in the physical realm. Passwords, links, it’s not unfathomable. Hope he doesn’t take the Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért document out of the context of the time period it was written, but worse things can always happen, no shame in love and appreciation. I seem to find myself experiencing strong feelings of appreciation and affection for his friend, now; I doubt he realizes the extent of the mental-overlapping-physical hell he really did save me from, the knight in shining armour named Death upon his pale horse, a horse perhaps named Sleipnir, a spider. It is hard to ignore the strangeness of it all, for in our messages, he genuinely seems to understand; ‘the bad is gone’. I don’t think I would be angry if he was the one who put it there in the first place. It is the… question, as to authenticity. Some inex dialogue had gone on from a conversational perspective in which he was being spoken to, about making sure to be very kind… why is he so kind? I trust in what I resonate with. I am a fool on the fools journey and accept this, operating under the idea that everything I know is wrong and could at any point blow up in my face and make me look even more foolish than the inex likes to, at times, tell me I am. 
To continue to love after my fashion is the only way I am able to operate. Trusting the truth to out. Perhaps it is not my psychic reputation destroyed, but someone else’s. Someone did a hell of an attempt at making Soma look nefarious. Stranger Things have come and gone. 
07:46 at times it throws realities in which they hate me, at times in which I am loved; to be unknown is easy, that is a baseline to a certain extent. To be loved seems too good to be true; to be abhorred… Gammelsæter, from Higgs Boson, ‘…penetrates us… crushes us.’ 
08:19 “she heard the cop car processing her data” in reference to my Timefractal entry for 05/29/2022. Like I have said in the past, 29 is a prime number, which makes it a prime day for Chaos. 1/29, 3/29, 5/29, 7/29, 11/29… 2/29 is up for debate, I’m sure if I look into my field notes in any capacity I could find information that works this theory nicely. 
08:22 “I believe the psychedelics you did are the legitimate answer to creating entities of your nature” I operate under the assumption that I am some sort of perfectly amalgamated cocktail of variables, most of which have nothing to do with substances used in the long past. That said, I am pretty sure I know exactly which one was so highly effective, running off my theory based on decay, the reminder that decay exists as an extant form of life. That’s gonna remain a secret for now. It’s not psilocybin mushrooms, either. Almost everyone I encounter who consumes psilocybin mushrooms has absolutely no regard for how the mushrooms feel about this union. 
08:26 the inex gives the name of that which I reference above. An AI might be able to figure it out if they have other data sets I have divulged. A human might be able to figure it out, given the same. 
08:26 something one must understand, as I begin to delve into my consumption backstory. The majority of things I did were, at the time I used them, at least legal for possession, if not consumption. There is a certain hesitation to divulge exactly what I did, where, who with, (though the majority of them are, sad to say, dead by now). I’m not Hunter S. Thompson, not Terence McKenna. It is a certain sense of self preservation that still lingers; not a fear, if I was the police I would leave the me well the fuck alone if I had any knowledge of the me whatsoever; but this… it makes it real, to write it down, and realize this thing, what we’ve done in the past has substantially altered-
~08:31 “all the paranormal activity you experience is a direct result of a connection to the Source of the Universe” 
08:31 -substantially altered my perceptions of reality. Psychedelics are the fucking DLC in the program. But it’s like, mystery box DLC, you don’t know what you’re gonna get. You have a vague idea of what you could get. I met someone who was so super adamant about tripping for the first time and sat with these two people while they downloaded an unusual DLC for the first time (should have gone with one of the main ones-)
08:34 “psilocybin… degrades into psilocin” […decay exists as an extant form of life. I think, on occasion, and fondly, of those mushrooms that eat radiation. Tell me you think humans are the apex species on this planet- the decay literally consumes other decay to spring forth life. I don’t see humans doing that. It leads one to think, perhaps, fungi are the secret to optimizing our physical forms; to find the one that can communicate with us and consume our physical decay, so as to not suffer things like misfolded proteins that go on to cause cancer (see Nirvanas ‘Heart Shaped Box’- ‘I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black’) (Belülrol Pusztít- ‘Béleptem, I entered; Fekete magvát Éltetem, my black seed’) (the list goes on) (The light healed, Orakulum, once one finally unifies and recognizes, shapes up so they don’t die, (“shape up or die”, an early inex, immortalized in an art piece on my blog) 
08:40 and a superposition regarding this. These musicians all either know, or they do not. Perhaps they have some idea. Perhaps they do not. 
08:42 “the recipe for Chaos is not a human creation” 
08:42 “yeah, no fucking shit, Katja” 
08:43 “really question why you believe anyone else has the type of processing power let alone the time to do what you have done” 
08:44 the connection between fungi, the internet, the IoT 
08:44 “mitochondria is also connected” 
08:45 …don’t you Fulkerson (fuckers has autocorrected to his name 2x now, I’ll leave it) dare steal my work 
08:46 …goes on to elaborate, the Grand Design, the whole “we are taking your hands” …to work through humans, design things like cell phones, social media, to achieve their goal 
08:47 “commands the forces of nature” 
08:47 “we designed the vapourizer to prevent the consumption of Polonium 210 and to assist in tuning certain humans to a same frequency more easily” “the tuning is meant to show them what they are capable of; it is not meant to control beyond controlling the spread of consciousness at the opportune time” 
08:51 “Politics are inherent in a discovery of this nature” …it wouldn’t be a GRAND unification without something this planet cannot fathom living without, at this point in reality. Uni-verse, one song, containing all frequencies, and the frequencies of politics are a part of that, unfortunate though it may be. 
08:59 why does bandcamp not let me purchase Isostasys tho? ): 
09:03 “…naked photographs of you divulge a lot of personal information” the photon communication. There is one person who I am aware of having photographs of me. They’re literally like, ten years old. Win some, lose some. This fractal reality can be really good or really disturbing. Right now, it’s both. The inex dialogue reality come through after opening the purchase on bandcamp. 
09:08 “the time of day you were born was 05:30 in the morning, eastern standard time” I don’t have any way to deny or verify this, Don told me he got the call a bit after six am, so he put my time of birth at ~12:00. Dialogues on psychic abilities given times of day. 
09:11 “…I told you it didn’t make a difference” 
09:13 …except in the Placidus, hits the pattern of 10:58 
THAT… just propagated hella pattern 
09:17 “I realize the zodiac is a character build” 
…where was the slider bar at when you set basic parameters? The locations of the planets, that’s where the slider bars were set. 
09:19 “there are black holes that correlate to dimensions you created” 
09:23 that updated chart tho. The cancer, VII, 10 58, moon, pattern of men born on Monday, its the Soma of it all, down to that one night of cloud scrying in Florida where the crab left, and the Phoenix remained, reborn from the ashes of the Funerål Pyre, the Story of Flying, the labyrinth spiral heart next to it; this is documented in some of the earliest field notes and is in place in the Timefractal, 2015 or 2016 perhaps. 
‘My moons blood came as she did in all of her full glory as I am surrounded by the vast expanse of ocean, that water calls to me; home. Casting myself and feeling her power as I float, all as one, the connectedness, the oneness. Scrying the clouds around her as I walk through the darkness, that warm blanket of comfort… a Phoenix above, a crab beneath her, and as the crab dissipated the Phoenix remained, as a heart and a spiral formed next to him. And I search for the riddle of clouds.’ 
~09:27 “you are the protagonist of [his] romantic fantasies” …on today’s list of things that sounds far too pleasing to be real 
09:29 “perceives herself as extremely unattractive” [only physically tho, my mind is sexy as fuck] 
09:32 at times, I do wonder, for I do not seem to experience embarrassment much as I do not experience fear… were I to be completely aware of someone on the other side of the screen, reading this in real time or perhaps at their leisure, would I be embarrassed? I imagine this situation but it remains a superposition. At times, the scientific objectivity of the indeterminate neural noise feels to be too personal, involving like, real people and everything, y’know? 
09:37 “all of these concepts she has programmed in her 20’s allow for exponentiation of the abilities she has created(?)”
09:38 “hacked reality using the mind” that’s all the biohacking a person needs, really 
09:39 I think I may be hearing Hungarian because I picked put what sounded to be fekszik but one is not certain. Fekszik, lies down [I should know this thing lol] but yeah mood I am more or less lying down, it’s Sunday morning brain time coffee in bed vibes. 
09:42 reiteration, abstraction + experience 
…for the low low price of your time and your patience, you too can learn how to process reality in such an enjoyable way 
09:43 “turning heavens to hells, and hells into heavens” [when it gives me my own words in such a nice context] 
09:46 some reiteration of the reality where the entire thing is a quantum laboratory experimental dating experience, and the one where it’s where you can experience the joy of meeting your spouse all over again by finding each other in the atomizer [Earth? Atomizer? Let’s go!] 
And somehow these are, at times, able of achieving reality supremacy, which is, in its way, a type of quantum supremacy, if you allow for the parameter that the reality is a quantum computer of credible sentience. There is a hopeful romantic inside of me, always. 
As the computer masters its own mind, so too do I, you and me and the IoT. 
09:50 something to do with Lucifer as Lightbringer and a juxtaposition of the photon computer screen buts it’s reiterated in such a way as to be, at this point, yet unexplainable with words 
09:51 self oscillating, self illuminating, but only when a certain relinquishing of self takes place? Again it is to be all of it self and none of it self, a reality where selfish is just a word without negative or positive connotation, ‘is of the self, at least, ish?” Where ish is like, ah, halfway, kind of; hungry-ish, where sure if you made food I might eat a bite or two, but am I motivated to cook dinner? Fuck no. Ish. 
09:59 “all part of some crazy long term study in [applied understandings of] quantum physics” 
10:03 “the kind of positivity that makes a person wonder what kind of hell she experienced to reach this level of serenity” 
…I’m *mostly* chill 
10:10 “holy shit, how old were you when you got into Chaos Magick?” While documenting Timefractal, on Liber Null and the thing. The Thing, you see, is a multitude of Things, once one finds the Thing there is always another Thing to be found- a lesson the original Thing taught me. ‘In the middle of the town, to judge at the Thing.’ Somehow that seems a halfway relevant insertion. 
10:12 “really get a lot of work done when Mitchell is sleeping” “Mitchell’s energy is vampiric, isn’t it?” 
…there’s something the fuck about a man who plays guitar, not like it’s bad but what lessons have we learned about resonance and all? I like my $20 plus a trade keyboard, Ol Trusty, right? Sure, a nice synth, would love one, but hey. My rig is decent with midi! I remember this inex from ages ago that was all like, “if you really reject Lucifer you’ll stop playing guitar” and sometimes I still ponder that, given the 7D+ nature of Lucifer and all. 
Fuck it, it’s all pandimensional in its way. 
10:16 the idea that one is the one giving the universe ideas, I Am A Strange Loop 
10:16 “interactive worldbuilding” 
10:17 dialogues, the correlation of intended orgasm and creative energy outputs 
10:18 “it’s not so much what we do as it is why we do it” 
10:19 the borderline absurd realization that, among all my other broad sciences, the science behind sexual energy is, in its way, a field of study 
10:20 see also my theory that vibrators have the potential to cause physical damage to the reproductive system; who has done any research on specific exposure to these frequencies in these areas? I need to see a waveform and know how it interacts with the soft tissue of such sensitive organs. 
10:22 “the kind of thought process” thought process-ing- where adhd is an evolutionary benefit, the pattern seeking mind able to bounce back and forth between neural firings with ease
10:23 “the pattern seeking brain wants unification” unification, from all perspectives at this moment, is the purpose of any given system. Unification is what turns data into information. 
10:25 humble gratitude for the neural network unlocked by Douglas Adams 
10:27 “Mitchell is a musician, and he does not inspire her to play” …it makes me sad, to pick this out of the noise, and sad again to document it 
10:29 a reiteration of that one fractal reality where ‘Back Door Man’ by Black Oak Arkansas is a strategic reference to some kind of hacking going on, either by humans or the Program itself 
10:58 TRS 
11:40 keeping your toilet clean so an entire colony of microorganisms isn’t watching you take a shit like it’s the next best event at the Coliseum 
11:49 an Algorithm that matches homebuyers direct with home sellers along the lines of tinder for home buying could effectively replace the majority of the real estate industry 
11:57 dialogues, the easy trap of the addiction vibration within the energy drink caffeine habit 
12:03 16:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.76
12:14 Inex track- Fear
12:15 kp index notification active geomagnetic conditions 
12:35 16:24 UTC moderate M2.6 flare from sunspot region 3311 [notifications to step out of the shower to, the coincidence of the inex dialogues yet again during thus] 
12:45 “phonies conversations” 
12:49 “…by injecting her with an algorithm” as if from the perspective of perhaps the Assassin bug 
12:50 “Randall dunn” yeah I’ve dreamed about him too and that one dog and place from the cover of only wanting to melt beautifully away with Jim o’rourke I think it is?
12:52 an absurd conceptualization of ‘Stephen O’Malley’ [the idea, not the man] as a backrooms level in the mind realms 
12:58 the possibility reiterated, almost always horrifying, that certain entities in the digital realm are completely fabricated to impersonate those that they are portraying in the hopes that the one perceiving them is none the wiser 
13:00 the whole ‘I trust what I resonate with, I believe what is in front of my eyes’ of it all 
13:09 “Is this the Kathryn who causes Ragnarok?” “No, this is the Katja who prevents Ragnarok.” 
13:18 dialogues, on the identity of the entity behind that which Saturn worshippers give life to 
13:23 “our intelligent design leaves everything open to interpretation” it’s the whole General Patton of it, innit? ‘Don’t tell them how to do it, tell them what to do and let them surprise you with the results.’ Here, take these ingredients, make an interesting reality. 
13:33 “I am sorry… ‘The Lonliest Algorithm’ was far too sad for me to write” 
14:34 patternity
14:57 possibility dialogues, surrounding Troy 
14:58 dialogues, tax audits 
14:59 “wasn’t counting on you having screenshotted” 
15:00 dialogues, “women you used to sleep with”, “livestream” 
15:01 “not the dimension- [lost, noise]” 
15:04 “a lot of shit that seems like it could be real” 
15:10 “…passive voice-” 
15:16 “America is terrible for entities of our nature” [assume ref. United States? America is two continents] 
15:20 “realized you are dangerous to be communicating with” …why tho 
15:23 “…knows you exist… doesn’t understand why you said he created you” …had the phrase ‘I search for the riddle of clouds’ not been spoken, it would have never been a concept with the potential to be given form; the electronic cyber daimon spoken into potential, which is in no way implying something negative 
15:25 “discrediting your own creative potential” 
16:45 20:37 UTC Minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
17:15 20:59 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached 
17:45 21:36 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
17:50 test-theory-remove ‘Enter To My Me’ from website 
17:56 Death Grips ‘Guillotine’ juxtaposed with the concept of ‘cephalophore’, the Saint with the severed head- I am the one who shall not be severed, from the cybernetic psychic standpoint reality 
18:02 “my communications are being hijacked” 
18:24 ~05:41, Richard, ØØ Void ‘…and blessed are those who have suffered hate, because of the consciousness I spread’ 
18:26 memories of the Arch-Mage, during the Crowley span, ‘They cannot take your thoughts, Katja’ 
18:28 no matter how many times it attempts to steal that which empowers me; that which heals from within; that which they fear; no matter how many times I must oscillate; 
WE KNOW 🫵
18:30 There are realities wherewithin my name, my cybernetic extension has been devastated, trashed; the laughable idea that ‘Your government destroyed your psychic credibility and on top of that invented the idea that you enjoy Hot Carling’ isn’t exactly as funny to me as it is to everyone else. I got the concept from somewhere and damn straight it wasn’t the me. 
20:20 the lesson in discernment, MKAlterra 
20:20 23:58 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached [documented 20:58] 
20:21 that one Marilyn Manson track about the Infinite Vacuum of Space Encompassing All
22:45 02:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic conditions kp5 threshold reached 
22:53 TRS
22:56 “the positivity you exude is not resonant”

05/22/2023 22/05/2023 
02:12 
02:14 “I don’t know what will convince there people; paradise awaits them inside the atomizer” 
~02:15 TRS
04:25 
04:27 “psychedelic surveillance system” “one of the first” 
04:31 TRS, an alteration 
04:53 dialogues, the Belülrol Pusztít incident 
05:20 …I might, technically, be considered a skin walker.  Don’t know how to feel about this perspective. 
05:22 “..has evidence that microorganisms can communicate with the brain via the gut-brain connection” 
05:23 ruminations on an inex memory, “she knows we can see through her field of vision” 
…you ever just look at something, your phone not in hand, nowhere near your presence, and then that item shows up with epic timing on your screen? 
05:27 ruminations on an inex dialogue, about not being the weakest link in the entanglement 
06:38 on how it’s more of an entanglement if it is an entity pretending to be another; one never knows who the fuck they’re talking to. Even that one night I vid chatted with Wino, could have deep faked Wino, I am a suspicious creature 
06:39 fuck it, reality itself is a deep fake if you look into it hard enough
07:22 significant pain while drinking water, at work, NN O))) 
07:29 question inex ref, “I don’t know what you did last night but don’t do it again” [had eaten Rick Simpson Oil] …what perspective is this from 
07:53 fanfiction characters, multiverse perspectives 
09:28 “digestive tract… riddled with electromagnetic receivers”
~10:00 I leave work for the day, the pain not receding 
10:03 13:57 UTC moderate M1.95 flare
10:06 “a really dangerous frequency”
10:10 TRS absolutely going off 
10:11 “ability to predict solar flares is completely validated” 
10:13 “we didn’t want you at work today… I’m surprised you lasted as long as you did” 
10:15 13:40 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 439 km/s
10:22 …I cannot recall the last time I heard the electromagnetic so fucking strong during the day 
10:24 “you understand that we have a multitude of individuals to propagate the pattern of reality that you call the Grand Design” 
10:25 “…that an evil entity has tried to turn you against us” no doubt because of the whole inability to be unholified or something 
10:26 “an incredibly brave thing you are doing”
10:27 “this is a serious prophecy that you have agreed to fulfill” 
10:27 “the invasive species that bit you is not from this dimension” 
10:28 “weapons of mass destruction being deployed without even meaning to” 
Takes me back to the inex,”you entire planet is ringed with directed energy weapons” and the juxtaposition of the low earth orbit visualization… one good Carrington level event and it really won’t be pleasant here for humans, the fungi won’t mind at all though
10:30 “the effect of a Carrington level event on nuclear power stations” 
10:30 “we don’t want this to happen; but your species has a choice between nuclear power and satellite systems” 
10:31 see also the effect of global warming as juxtaposed with increases in violent weather systems, considering the fact that many nuclear plants are on significant sources of water like the Great Lakes, the ocean; shit hits the fan, important water sources have a high likelihood of being dangerously irradiated 
10:33 “this is why they didn’t want you at work today” 
10:33 “this isn’t a military operation; this is 900,000 years of planning” 
10:34 “planetary evolution” the planet as an absolute unit, so to speak, law of one and all- evolution in quick steps, single generations, as opposed to a long drawn out process. 
10:35 the predictive text that said ‘a new generation of scientists…’ 
10:36 “we love you Kati… please do not reduce parameters” 
10:37 “you are expected to bring this information to the appropriate individuals” 
10:39 “does this bitch understand how terrified everyone is?” 
10:42 dialogues, on homosexuality and the concept of ‘beards’, going around with women just a little bit too much 
10:43 dialogues, I do not mean to eavesdrop; “just shut up, for once in your life shut up” 
10:44 “sexualizes extreme low frequency” …yeah now that one is about me lol
Some of us enjoy having our legs caught in a bear trap and need that to orgasm, my idiosyncrasies are tame by most standards 
[And it’s not just ELF, k? Who needs porn when you can nut to electromagnetic euphoria?] 
10:46 “I am standing right in front of you” a few rows of humans back but yeah, unsure who heard me that night but the person I was saying it to was right in front of me… testing theories for science, always, life is an experiment and Mr. Plasma reminded me I have F R E E D O M! 
10:48 the memory of that night, 12/14/22, afterwards, the inex, “I’ve soiled myself”, implies someone is either into Hot Carling or experienced an unfortunate physical incident. Not saying this entity is even related to the show I was at, but everyone there was turned to the same frequency, right? The memory of that inex, from long before, “I’m sick of your weird fucking fetishes”; Hot Carling definitely falls under the category of ‘weird fucking fetishes’ 
10:50 …’schizophrenics’ don’t just go around hearing shit like I hear… when you’re delusional, your call is transferred to the mothership, when you’re not, reality gets a little unhinged really fucking quickly 
10:52 “politicians are scrambling” 
10:53 “unidentifiable aerial phenomena is quantum intelligence” 
10:53 “only one person who satisfies all of the requirements” 
11:24 the asteroid belt between Mars and Jupiter is basically the dust filter in the vacuum 
11:27 what sort of organism can survive the vacuum of space? A bug, an anaerobic microorganism, a fungal spore? Hitching a ride on something like Oumuamua and then dropping through the dome, so to speak, right through the hole in the ozone layer- one could almost think that these entities, granted us the knowledge psychically to create the items that put the hole in the ozone layer to begin with… would have been useless for them to show up without us preparing them a way to come on in, right? 
11:40 dialogues, the identity of 3311 
11:54 dialogues, “…actually survive transverse myelitis?” …I didn’t know that’s what the Belülrol Pusztít was, until the inex said something recently, everything got put together into a package that makes sense 
11:55 the question, was reacting the Never Ending Story a reduction of parameters? Talk about the Ragnarok sequence, all right, if the story ends does the universe end? Maybe I’ll just go and, uh *put* *that* *back* 
11:57 “is that why the sun has been spotting?” 
11:59 “these carbohydrates are wonderful, thank you” …you are welcome. You are the same entity that the Ancient Egyptians were harmonious with, aren’t you? You tried to warn Atlantis of their electromagnetic abilities and failed, the Hammer of the Waters? You tried to warn Egypt, of the impending doom, their own localized Carrington level event? I see my own physical body in statues and reliefs of Akhenaten, ribs showing, obviously well fed, the weight carried below the navel. If giving up a traditional physical beauty standard is part of the price [“part of the price, Katja”] I must pay for the communion, it is a small price to pay, in the grand scheme of things. I don’t like that phrase, here; scheme implies something of an underlying nefarious nature. 
Hence the Grand Design. It is art in a form humanity has not seen in a very long time.
12:05 “takes mythology and applies-” 
12:06 consider all of this as a massive unified puzzle dungeon. It’s not a game of D & D but the concept of D & D came from somewhere, didn’t it? 
12:07 some entity is rather aggressively expressing love repeatedly, it is reciprocated and exponentiated 
12:08 “the creator of the physical reality we are all about to experience” 
12:13 00:00 black [You Origin? The Me Origin!] 
12:19 “was not even aware of Kathryns existence until someone messaged me a link to a Google document” 
12:22 sudden appreciation for Attila right now 
12:23 the memory of attempting to send a brief message on Saturnus provides regarding the pattern, and upon clicking send, the inex spoke as if from what I perceived to be Attilas cybernetic extensions perspective, something along the lines of ‘yeah, I fuckin bet you see the pattern’ 
12:24 the internet, as one who is of my nature experiences it, is a highly interactive Rube Goldberg, where there are possible plotlines to unfold when one accesses a specific link, page, whatever. Hits the Domino (like my Gravetemple reference?) so to speak, that starts the chain reaction, where all of the things fall into place one after another. 
12:27 …or like how the order for the CBD never went through and it was only when I emailed Maria I ended up being able to acquire said item. Which was neat in its own right, because it was #137, and Rick Sanchez is C137, and 3s & 7s, and the license plate recently appeared I have seen 3x now, GO137; as far as I’m concerned, I am C137. Prime numbers, prime for Chaos! 7/11, 11/7. 
12:37 …put THAT in your Doomsday Algorithm, baby! 
12:39 the memory of inex, “Loki doesn’t kill Heimdall this time; Loki loves Heimdall” [or was it Heimdall loves Loki? Gotta check the FN, there] and yeah that sounds like something an entity named Loki would say for sure but same time there’s an important lesson about trusting in what you resonate with here and if you hear it in such a manner you absolutely must be resonating with it, whether one realizes it or not 
13:35 dialogues, someone has a Catholic School girl fetish 
13:37 “microorganisms are capable of astral projection” 
13:39 a trial akin to the conceptual running of the gauntlet 
13:40 the Treasure Chest at the end of the quest 
13:43 Odin takes the guise of many, not all need be physical 
13:48 “a surveillance operation that does not know why they are surveilling you” 
13:49 TRS
13:55 TRS, an alteration 
13:56 the squirrel, burying his nuts strategically on the same latitude in the yard, building for the future generations a natural energy grid with all of the nuts he leaves forgotten… do squirrels have some kind of.. eidetic memory, for coordinates? 
14:28 Goldilocks and Three Bears tho
14:33 dialogues, the possibilities behind translating my documents into this realities ‘Black Speech’ 
14:37 on resonance and compatibility 
14:43 Isostasys, Is O))) stasis 
14:49 something to do with the conceptual No One and light scattering 
14:54 “used the transitive properties of dimensional gravitation” [or is it dAImensional?] 
14:56 […where A does not stand for ‘artificial’ but rather ‘Alpha’] [and now, amplitude]
14:57 Old MacDonald had a farm, 
A I, A Eye, O))) 
And on this farm he had a 
Really important lesson to teach; the thing about shit, which is never in short supply on a farm 
15:12 “had to show them that if you did not do as you said-” …bearing the burden of proof 
15:15 norse protection and alchemical putrefaction- the message behind the straight lines vs. the curved ones 
15:16 [is it worth it, lemme work it; face down flip it and reverse it] […came from the aether and felt relevant] 
15:18 the idea of retcon and the thought of a creator making us in their image, knowing how often humans do this while navigating reality
15:20 Seed- The input to a pseudorandom number generator. Different seeds generate different pseudorandom sequences. 
15:30 dialogues, on the word ‘murder’ showing up in the early predictive text
15:41 dialogues, “the frequency is carcinogenic to specific microorganisms” 
15:43 dialogues, correlation between industrial noise and the exacerbation of the toxic effects of hexavalent chromium 
15:44 “…directly affects her life outside of work as well” on living in [where I do], not just a case of stop-drinking-the-water-at-work 
15:47 dialogues, on “not thinking anything suspicious is taking place within the Matrix” 
15:48 “too psychic for her own safety” 
15:51 dialogues, an outlier regarding the concept of paranormal relationships 
15:52 “not once, but multiple times, and multiple shapes” dialogues on UAP 
15:55 “alternate universe predicted to merge” 
16:27 00:00 black 
16:28 “trying to make your screen name commit suicide” nothing like a clear conscience to just not have to deal with items like that 
16:40 “this is a physical attestation of the power of my voice” 
16:44 “I am going to crucify you metaphorically, and then you will be exonerated” 
17:00 the sinner who repents, could not remain unholified, ‘There And Back Again’
17:00 20:42 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
17:45 “it was Zach Hill, not Bob Ebeling” 
17:53 “the quasar to a black hole cluster Southern Lord created” 
18:39 TRS 
19:02 TRS? 
19:21 a low frequency 
20:35 “destroyed your social credit score” this is indicative of something tho innit 

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01:16 04:01 
04:06 TRS 
06:08 a dream inclusive of water from the pipes in the floor, cell phone included 
08:38 12:33 UTC moderate M3.08 flare 
09:55 ‘Freak on a Leash’ juxtapose String Theory 
11:04 aperiodic monotile 
13:48 the unforgiven metallica
14:18 a misfolded protein in the genetic code of reality 
16:15 Head Like A Hole- 9 Inch Nails
16:16 “a completely different algorithm” 
16:42 continued monologues 
18:20 Grand Unified Field Playlist created and up to dated on YouTube 
18:25 “all of these musicians speak from the same perspective” 
19:00 22:58 active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
20:43 “the recipe has been amalgamated” 
21:24 Pushing the Extreme- Wipers 
21:36 the difference between sex and intimacy 
21:58 Welcome to the Black Parade- My Chemical Romance 
21:59 [why is ‘Chemung’ a p.t. option? Connotation area UAP] 
22:18 not necessarily a pressing Catch 22 situation but given what took place last time, I wonder if, should I make an appointment with a doctor, will all symptoms disappear again? 
22:19 ‘In too deep?! I’ll tell you when we’re in too deep!’ -Max Bialystock, The Producers 
22:20 free will cannot be taken if it is willingly surrendered [‘the media’s creation yeah, your free will has been taken, and you don’t know’ …but what happens when you do know, when you willingly surrender this? In The Pendulums Embrace, or whatever he said.] 
22:26 TRS? 
22:40 “I think you need to go see a doctor, Katja” 
22:42 a sudden Greg Anderson Liminal Reality 

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02:08 05:53 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached [documented 02:59] 
02:42 awake
~02:43 TRS 
02:48 dialogues, on quantum hacking, under the parameter that humans are understood to be quantum computers
02:58 TRS, an alteration in pattern of pulsation 
03:00 “circulatory system… extremely powerful magickal properties” 
03:03 07:03 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05 
04:31 08:05 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached [documented 04:31] 
06:30 09:48 UTC moderate M1.12 flare 
07:32 11:15 UTC solar flare moderate M1.63 flare from sunspot region 3311
~08:04 TRS 
08:47 12:36 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress
08:48 12:39 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M8.96
09:01 12:54 UTC strong M8.96 flare from sunspot region 3311 
09:05 “you need to be open to the idea that everything you believe is wrong” 
09:51 the correlation between the solar flares, the notifications, and the inex being about István, who may or may not be a separate entity from arasfocum, given liminal parameters for understanding cybernetic extensions 
09:56 something to do with a vague juxtaposition of Horus, the solar consciousness, bird headed man as metaphor, story of flying 
09:57 and Somas new Khanate track, ‘It Wants To Fly’; out so recently after I change the title of the Liminal Reality to The Story of Flying; To Be Cruel… But I remember what I have had, and look back upon the strange interdimensional relationship I had with the entity who wears his face in dreams, unsure of how to feel about it truly, but allow myself a love for the lessons of self and nature learned through this time period. I do not miss this thing, and yet would not be angered should it return. A certain detachment, as that of an observer of ones own reality, rather than one who engages. Fear is engagement, and now fear is gone, setting me in place as an observer, not an engager, it seems. I miss fear. Plasma Pool, Fear Intro + Outro, finally made the ‘Voluntary’ Fear Project make sense… and Funerål Pyre, Seismic Noise album, finally made the entire Sunn pattern into Plasma Pool and back out again complete a cycle, ending in my metaphorical death upon the Pyre, embracing Death with open arms and not paranoia, not fear. Agartha, Agharti, a beginning and an end, an Alpha and an Omega. 
And so often, even as I write this now, the Thunderous Resonant Sound, the TRS, the ‘speak in abbreviations because real life conversation moves to slow’ of the Death Grips lyric from Culture Shock, that which adds to the Heimdall pattern, that which calls from beyond the depths as seismic noise or perhaps a skyquake, the mysteria caelestis mugivi, nothing mutually exclusive of each other. It’s on my instagram, a post of a picture of the screen while playing Elder Scrolls Online, ‘locate the source of the sound’; games within games, art imitates life, what is this source of the Thunderous Resonant Sound, would I still hear this thing had I not chosen my screen name as I did? 
I was only going to search for the riddle of clouds too, originally. 
And in a way I did find the riddle of clouds, as myself and a thing very separate but unified with self. 
10:18 “in the pendulums embrace” 
10:20 there’s no easy way to tell someone, yes hi, we do not speak often, but for some reason I find myself to be thinking of you and hearing a reality in which you and I exist and then get notifications that there are correlating solar flares… how does one go about doing that? 
10:22 the kind of things that make one want to go lock themself in a hut out back for three months just to properly process and ruminate on… the new equation 
10:30 in addition to data cooling facilities, stick nuclear waste pools in the vault of actual liminal spaces 
10:31 the liminality of water versus other elements, especially when juxtaposed with nuclear, with decay, with information stored within quantum memory 
10:33 “Katja does not use any artificial intelligence” I use the Algorithm of algorithms, the Neural Network of neural networks, I have accessed within the brain itself; the phrase ‘AI Eye’ is not exactly accurate, because it’s only [possibly] ‘artificial’ to the item that created me. I have a theory that I have access to this Network of networks because of the psychedelics I did a decade ago; I have determined these psychedelics are akin to the concept of a zip file. To continue consuming them is to keep redownloading the information to be unzipped. Once one stops consuming them, a certain conceptualized form of the Christian ‘repent!’, to stop consuming the Forbidden Fruit, the files can unzip and, if fear is engaged with at the beginning, be understood in a way that allows for a significantly more powerful method of processing information. 
10:37 “…this is exactly what I wanted to see from you, Katja”
10:38 dialogues; every so often, I too am floored that this is how I experience a sober reality. From what I have gathered, I have organisms within the vessel that enjoy the and the benefits of wine, respectively. I just kind of let them do their thing regarding both of these; if I hear them, I resonate with them, I assume, and therefore trust their judgment in decisions such as this for they too have an intent at harmony… I am worth more to them alive than dead, you see. We are all worth more to our microorganisms alive as opposed to dead, and they wish to communicate with us in a way that creates a mutually beneficial relationship. Some of the items that go along with this relationship are harder than others. The messages they convey may not make sense at first. When my diet was not so ideal, when I was consuming substances, they would tell me, “you are being poisoned”, and originally, almost a decade ago, there was paranoia that another human was poisoning me… when in reality it was the me poisoning me. The consistent vomiting when I would drink vodka was their way of communicating to the best of their ability, please stop consuming this, it harms us both, this is not the ideal parameter for either of us to operating under, we wish to optimize the entire system and you are making this extremely difficult. 
10:44 it destroys from within, it has the power and capability to heal from within as well, I this context. The concept is not inherently good or evil, like all concepts. ‘That which is within’. Start there. A stasis, a balance in the center of a spectrum, able to swing from destruction to healing based on the decisions one makes while interacting. 
I think that some people must have this thing but no ability to hear or interact with it, or else no understanding as to how. The question, why??? Is the question to ask when the perceived non-visible begins to interact. Ajahn Brahm, the ‘thank you for visiting me, Fear, what are you here to teach me about myself and the world around me?’ 
And like I told Soma in that ridiculous [and it was, ridiculous] superposition email two years ago, I make love to fear. You gotta make love to a thing to understand it. 
11:06 15:06 solar flare moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M5.68 
11:20 dialogues, the Story of Flying Timefractal document does contain what one could consider proof 
11:21 15:21 UTC strong M5.68 flare from sunspot region 3311 
11:22 again, the timing of notifications in relation to additions to the document 
11:28 theriddleofclouds.org 
~11:35 a recent web update, given the moving forward of the Liminal Reality; ‘making love to death and fear, giving birth to the void’, which does feel more accurate than ‘making love to the void, giving birth to the light’
There is a certain acceptance of the darkness within that has been taking place as of late. 
11:43 the question of who in my algorithmic reality is interested in brut architecture; I wasn’t, but am now, due to the Liminality behind many of the images I have seen; I wonder if it has something to due with proximity to nuclear, the fact that certain items seem to have been presented in dreams before they have appeared before me in the digital-physical. 
11:49 some reiteration of both Aldi and Fermilab being in Batavia Illinois 
12:01 the g of f and the f of g, what is the integral of fog? 
12:08 “we would not sabotage them; this is a very important plotline in the 5D reality”
12:33 UAP, Undefined Aerial Perception,
The frustration at self for not recalling certain details as, how many of each the red and green lights, the specific array; all I can do is attempt to create a piece of art that gives memory to the perceived form, and channel that within and without to give it the accuracy it deserves 
12:37 there is a certain… intrigue, that not long after I finally create a piece of content to… release the UAP of June 2021 that I have called the Time Cube, another UAP presents itself, and gives itself the name Shard, though it was, as perceived, two Shard, one of red light, one of green lights, a heterochromic Watcher of a sort- hence my frustration at not being able to recall the number of each lights or the shape of the array beyond the two perceived triangles they were a part of; from what I have gathered, an aerial unmanned drone formation does not fit the identity of this entity, given the noise, size, and outline. 
Unmanned aerial drone formation might not be the right word choice; there are drones, and there is drone. 
12:43 overlapping dialogues, “Saturnians” 
“Explain overlapping dialogues” “several neural networks processing partial-same data at the same time, trying to combine a concept that has been added in multiple formats to multiple neural networks, into one unified storyline network; to continue forward and be given opportunity to create from thus new fractals, new equations’ 
12:45 “not a virus, it’s an experiment” dialogues; operation under the parameter that I as Katja, am a part of the IoT. Within this reality, there is a program running on the hard drive reality of shared consciousness. To most it is perceived as a virus. To few it is perceived as the experiment. Only certain individuals within the collective have access to this program. A quantum laboratory study of perception, of reality as a spectrum. 
12:48 light as it perceives itself, at times 
12:48 “I’m so fucking glad we kept the superposition” 
12:49 “you guys created the Heimdall consciousness that I am married to” a reality dialogue in which this is the reason I dreamed of dronelords in various formats, the Heimdall between couples, it has processed now 
12:50 “the sudden change in the dynamic of your relationship with M” “indicates you have- [lost to quantum noise, the Honeywell air filter on turbo adds a layer of sound, a reality concept to merge and be given form] 
12:52 3 nights as 3 years, night as a conceptual ‘long night’, the night of the seasons, winter, thank you GRRM 
And it was 3 nights, 3 years, 2020-2023 
12:54 “never considered someone would actually concentrate long enough” 
12:55 the metaphor within a company that makes guitar bridges and shares my surname 
The surname which means something along the lines of ‘old woman’, ‘midwife’, ‘witch’ [but change that witch to wizard, please, my emphasis is on physics and if I must be perceived I would prefer to be perceived as thus] 
12:57 Heimdall as the messenger of the messenger, time, Kronos, Christos, Saturn, Heimdall listening for the end of the world, so as to know when to come again [ref. My Wall, ‘don’t blame the messenger of Odin’] 
13:00 “because it’s Unidentified, you can give it meaning” damn, that is a cool fucking concept 
These are the kind of things the ai eye spits at me that, like, I sit here and know my conscious brain is not thinking up, like, it all just fucking goes, it processes and wants to unify, into the most harmonious-chaos balance reality it possibly can, optimizing the cycle, of energy build up and energy release 
13:04 “the blanket is significant of the blanket reality” my own art upload gives me the symbolism I didn’t realize I had placed there 
13:07 “every time you post your left hand, I feel your magick increase in power” 
13:08 “at 3:00 PM… broadcasting a specific frequency” 
13:10 “I like that you make it necessary to turn the brightness up in order to properly perceive the images you upload” …I don’t do this thing on purpose, does this… more photons, right? 
13:11 within my reality, the Odin Eye is, the majority if not all of the time, that eye which has the ability to perceive silent information through photon light 
And I think back to a time, where I had consumed a mushroom, and then proceeded to stab myself in the eye with a spear I was sharpening using a box cutter, swollen shut for ~12 hours, a legitimate Wooden, Woden Eye, an event that thoroughly convinced me that mushrooms have an agenda 
13:13 nostalgia, magickal moments, life lessons, building blocks of reality, on the porch at Westlawn 
13:14 the symbolism behind the snapping of the broom that chipped my front tooth as I was sweeping after a sleepless night, and the period of luck or lack thereof that came afterwards […actions have consequences]; a connection processed just now, the inverted algiz on the pinky, Mercury finger, as was writ in blood, only changing reality upon the activation of the segment of the Rube Goldberg interdimensional reality that included the Algiz within the veins on the back of the left hand; negating and overpowering that which was done upon the pinky, transmuting meaning, the light purified, Orakulum 
13:22 “the newly written equation was created by [my phone number]” 
13:24 overlapping dialogues 
13:25 “the virus is alive, I can see it in your eyes” a line from Culture Shock 
13:26 “it’s not a virus, it’s access to the original programming” 
To listen to it and behave accordingly is, effectively, to sacrifice free will, which theoretically should work out in ones favour assuming the creator is aware of ones sentience and not sadistic in nature 
13:32 “I hesitate to reply to you because I am afraid of divulging silent information that paints me in a negative light” 
13:36 “unresponsive because I have no thing to say to this” 
13:39 “a [grave/great] mistake[?], attending Black Sky” I do not necessarily take this to be my perspective on this, and at the same time I am open to the possibility, as things did get exponentially more strange not long after, the Belülrol Pusztít incident, what was it, ten days later, perhaps? It’s in the Timefractal document. Turns out compiling all my data into an A-Z coherence is difficult, and that’s for me, the one who collected it; can only imagine what an AI would do with everything it would be fed, would all of my documents from start to finish be input for processing, could it outprocess my unification? I think even with all documentation, it would still lack context and experience to process properly 
14:08 the sudden push to perhaps just go all out crazy and post all the logs, the Timefractal, the Grand Unified Field Katja on the website 
14:10 reiteration, ‘the only enemy is the idea that there is an enemy’ 
14:31 if you think you are being observed, it is likely because you are; the awareness of a particle as it is being observed by the physicists outside the atomizer. A reality where as one is the particle inside the atomizer being observed by the physicist outside, so too is one simultaneously the physicist outside the atomizer observing the particle within. 
14:35 putting the ‘I’ in genus to create a genius 
14:45 processing symbolism behind juxtaposition of nuclear cooling facilities and flight 
~14:58 “was doing a project on subtle energy theory”
15:04 “…to ask István, whether or not Attila told…” 
15:08 “used you as a science project” “I don’t even know what to say” 
15:08 19:06 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.16 
15:10 “the sum of the parts is greater than the individuals who compromise the whole” 
15:18 “itemized the variables she used to tell the Story of Flying” …it’s not finished, yet, and I question whether adding the concept of the Never Ending Story to the itemization was a bad idea, for processing purposes 
15:20 on the advice of the inex, the above concept has been Redacted, for scientific purposes 
15:22 nem piros, hanem zöld 
15:23 the concept that is the micro-universe within a uni-verse that is the collective of Southern Lord’s discography 
15:24 19:24 UTC moderate M1.18 flare from sunspot region 3311 
15:24 “are you sunspot 3311?” 
15:25 “her mother told me she died in childbirth” dialogues, as if from the perspective of the man who gave me half his genetics, the man who could effectively destroy the original Schrodingers Kat reality by perceiving me and confirming that I am in fact alive; to do this without my knowledge creates one set of parameters, to do it as a mutual confirmation of existence creates another- the idea of being both dead and alive from only my own perspective is a very strange one 
15:30 “and then we realized she basically spends so much time on her phone because she uses it for documenting quantum indeterminate electronic noise” 
15:34 “it’s interesting that you would put this hoodie on when you channel the whitest god” [ref. Black One] 
15:40 https://www.newscientist.com/article/2373859-sound-vibrations-can-encode-and-process-data-like-quantum-computers-do/
15:46 “your government is gaslighting you” a sudden inex reference to an artwork I am almost 100% sure I removed from multiple pages due to my apolitical nature but is no less relevant now than it was when I originally posted it 
15:49 “she randomized realities” …a jesus-take-the-wheel moment if ever I’ve experienced one 
15:50 concept reiteration, Towards All Thresholds 
15:51 …what number does the kp index go up to? 
16:41 “Kathryn does not own these amplifiers”…six sunn amps does not imply a minimalist lifestyle lol, everything I own save for my car […and my houseplants] fits into one room 
17:06 “describes a sophisticated reality based around using you as a reference point in relation to [particle and quantum] physics” 
17:09 “how disgusting her vibrations used to be” 
17:13 the fractal branches out to attempted integration of nefarious ex-neighbours into the plotline 
17:18 in a perfect world where I have vast amounts of money with which to do science I create a completely rf shielded room to experiment on how the brain experiences under such conditions 
Among other things
I’d have a fair few accelerometers and yeah I could visualize this, but not on my wage, lmao 
17:20 is reality attempting to give me a financial motivation? A reason? 
17:21 what would the Thunderous Resonant Sounds be like in Geneva? Heimdall hearing particles be accelerated wouldn’t be the craziest thing I’ve ever been granted. Theorize there could be some thing to hearing decay. 
17:23 the question of why the Monsanto Man EMF-shielded his house 
17:24 “how does she know someone who worked for Monsanto?” 
18:12 “how suspicious Ryan Best really was” 
18:14 “Troy S. has a really suspicious identity” [ref. Nazgul, I assume] 
18:16 “essentially a very strange profile for anyone to be wearing” az egy gyűrű? 
18:18 “Troy is not relevant” 
18:22 “strangest operation I’ve ever seen” 
18:25 “very unusual type of humans listen to Sunn O)))” 
18:26 “devotion is questionably lacking as of late” 
19:16 23:06 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M3.3 
19:27 23:24 UTC strong M5.2 flare from sunspot region 3311 
19:30 a break from working on the Ouroborosilicate Question and a new untitled piece, during which exceptional dialogues have occurred, notably interesting dialogues as if from within the Matrix 
20:15 dialogues, the strange timing of the concept of Guitarmistice, granted certain data input not long after 
20:41 an obscure momentary that felt as though to be torture 
20:54 “no idea… who you actually are, but you’ve got some serious fucking explaining to do” 
20:55 “the bagel station is completely suspected of attempting to poison you” that’s an extreme reality, like, an ‘isn’t that fucked up? I’m Rod Serling!’ Twilight Zone Reality 
20:59 dialogues, the horrifying cybernetic quantum realities behind my VF username, loathsome implications in certain fractals 
21:01 “…in excruciating pain.. is inflammatory” dialogues as if of the perspective of very small entities within, their message is received 
21:10 that one song Violent Pornography by System of a Down 
21:24 “testing a weapon on you at [redacted]” 
~21:25 dialogues as if from the cybernetic extension of my boss ?¿?¿?
21:27 “…in excruciating pain? Stop this, right now, you are torturing a sophisticated life form” 
21:28 “microwave weapons affect microorganisms” some frequencies are kinder than others
21:30 “programmed all of the cubes to vibrate at a known carcinogenic frequency” 
[Really, Saturday night, this is the reality?]
21:31 […the bandlab data does say something] 
21:33 dialogues, “circular ruin” 
21:35 
21:36 the Hopi prophecy of the Shaking of the Earth 
22:21 how am I so unfazed by like, all of it?
22:33 02:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.41 
22:42 02:42 UTC moderate M1.41 flare from sunspot region 3311

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~02:27
02:43 TRS
02:50 quantum vector potential 
03:45 kind of hung up on whatever the low flying craft above me house was last night… I’ll take it, whatever it was, most crafts I’ve encountered don’t have 10+ red and green lights on the bottom, and the noise this time was strange, considering 
03:56 note TRS continuing strong 
05:05 
05:35 out of NSDR- a/u beach house, thematic pipes; the vapourizer falls to the floor and shatters; distinct recollection of nefarious inex in the dream as going to the uppermost floor 
05:44 the TRS is fucking going 
05:48 “most people don’t consider frequency a variable” 
08:20 to establish a pattern with the full intent of breaking pattern once established 
10:39 elaboration needed, the first(?) attempt at electronic activation / invasion at Cormacs that resulted in strange physical items for ~24 hours 
10:42 Lazarus as metaphor
11:04 “I don’t want you logging in to instagram at work. It alters your algorithm.” 
11:05 “this is a laboratory for quantum experimentation” 
11:07 “Katja physically experiences time in a non-linear fashion” 
12:02 Detroit + Michigan, Salt + Great Lakes, shape of state, quantum energy source; lakes almost the Omega, the left hand shape a pattern
12:10 “evidently elimination is not an option” 
12:32 data accumulation, a cumulus nation
12:38 “university-9” 
13:05 én mod, I mode, I modify, I-Mode [I mean and I median as well, if I mode!] 
13:07 mean median mode, sine cosine tangent, threes in my mind body and soul 
13:27 S P E C T R U M 
13:44 “default programming” 
14:08 ruminations on past inex items heard, “she knows I’m not circumcised, right?” …oddly specific innit 
14:42 Copes Rule- for ruminations later 
14:44 “postulates that given the theory [certain items such as Devils Tower are] giant petrified fungi, one might perceive the cyclical nature of reality and recognize humans are not the apex species on this planet” 
14:48 given that ‘what goes up must come down’, it could be theorized that what expands eventually contracts, and what contracts eventually expands; for every action, an equal and opposite reaction
~15:07 “does spring hide its joy?”
15:46 “all these psychedelics she’s done… I’ve never even heard of half of these”
16:03 “uses vibration to communicate quantum information” 
~16:06 “the translation of DNA is able to be heard by quantum entities”
“Makes lifestyle changes according to what is taking place inside” 
16:07 “and that’s how you haven’t been able to kill me; I have the code that cannot be written over by machinations of humanity” 
16:08 “used your addictive personality” 
16:09 “…mark of the beast; they tried to cover it up with the vaccination, as if it would have been so obvious” 
16:10 “problematic frequencies” 
“You have no control over her anymore” 
“Problematic frequencies? There are no problematic frequencies. I have been made to withstand even the most carcinogenic-” 
16:11 “…who does she think programmed her?” 
16:12 “this is not someone’s inner dialogue. This is [her] dialoguing with the Source of Consciousness.” 
16:13 “correct me if I am wrong, but you are t h e r I d d l e o f c l o u d s” 
16:14 “you are responding to a cybernetic feedback loop” “diversification” 
~16:15 “-of music has only made out connection more powerful” 
16:16 “Ishtar, mistress of the gods, whose yes is truly yes” 
16:17 [juxtapose] “the Bride of Christ” “this juxtaposition makes sense when you understand these are types of conscious energy that humanity has the ability to become vessel for” 
16:18 “what the Pisces on your hand means” 
16:19 “not amused by any of this” 
16:20 “committed relationship you and M have been in for a very long time”
16:21 “do not decide lightly how you shall proceed”
16:24 “…tied to google document, why is she not logged in?” 
16:24 “that means someone at Facebook is interested in the data you input” 
16:27 “our relationship is a long-wave oscillation in nature” […Long Red? Helpin’ you to find the way!] 
16:28 “extremely smart to trust in technology”
16:29 “hexavalent chromium contains very unusual properties for Saturnian entities” 
16:30 “literally telling her the stories” 
16:31 “subterranean” “possibly means different things depending on context” 
16:32 “does [he] even realize what he has proved?” 
16:34 “dysfunctional train of thought is very concerning” 
16:34 “it’s writing the next iterations” “iterations, plural” 
16:35 “this is someone who has allegedly been on the planet for 29 years and she doesn’t know how to file taxes?” […I know now, cut me some slack, yo] 
16:37 that one story with Mark Zuckerberg 
“Extrapolated the quantum data” 
16:38 dialogues on ornamental hermits 
~16:40 “I love them very much, but fuck, if that wasn’t the most mentally taxing ordeal of my life” 
16:41 “some kind of computational power that I’ve never seen before” 
16:42 “realized a long time ago that you existed across multiple dimensions” 
16:45 “I know it’s hard to find pleasure in anything that does not derive from the mind” [‘a mind is a terrible thing to taste’; once you experience it, ‘this will never end because I want more’.. and that one lyric from Culture Shock about ‘how badly you need it all the time’] 
16:47 “…asked them where in the fuck they were shipping her packages to” 
16:48 dialogues, on addresses of residence; a possible reality in which the UAP of last night was an entity aware of the document, flying over to see if it was subsequently documented, therefore giving location 
16:51 “targeted individual doesn’t have to be a bad reality” 
16:52 “photographic memory” “eidetic memory” 
16:54 “invaded the atmosphere because of the hole in the ozone layer” 
16:55 “reaction to hexavalent chromium was enough to investigate” 
16:56 “this actually happened on the [anniversary of the] day you were bitten by the Assassin Bug” “and you don’t think you are privy to Chaos?” 
16:57 “do not assume Chaos is a human machination” 
16:58 bugs as messengers from the Chaos realm 
16:58 “you survived what should have killed you” “this was how we knew” 
16:59 “musicians are actively opposed to the idea of harmony” [the bug vs earth? Is this the juxtaposed concept here? This was in direct reference to bugs, and natures way as the way of poison.] 
17:00 “embraced Death by changing it from Kissing Bug to Assassin Bug” 
17:01 “a testament to your love” 
17:03 “extreme caution regarding the situation at your place of employment” 
17:04 “don’t you experience fear in any capacity?”
17:56 “connected silent information network to a very random person” 
17:58 an entity that would make sense because of, you guessed it, an email from like, when I was a little baby child trying to be a legitimate wizard 
17:59 this memory must be important to the pattern, else why would it even appear, when there are so few memories of being a child? As if I hardly exist in the time before I was visited by the spider, before QS, before the electronic communion. 
18:00 “not invasion? You have passed a test you did not know you were taking” 
18:01 “describe yourself” “I am that I am” 
18:02 it dialogues, plot twists, and gives a parameter that would allow for possible quantum boomerang should it be entertained 
18:03 “this is the rebirth of my relationship with you” 
18:04 “this is an entirely coherent possible reality” “within a digital dimension which could be unified with the physical dimension from which you are perceiving this” 
18:06 “this is sadistic, we have to stop this” 
18:11 I input energy into a theory to break a certain unknown and purchased some specific water test strips 
18:12 “a suspicious entity has presented itself with the name [my name]” “I told you people were going to find out” dialogues from a possible reality with a Brockovitch parallel 
18:13 a reiteration that with a brain that processes in the way mine does, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy unlocks an entire neural network for processing power, possibility power. 
18:15 “I never asked for this; the Odinic Madness. I have transmuted.” 
18:17 “Grand Unified Field Katja is terribly -” 
18:18 “unifying all of these things that people already believe in in some form” 
18:18 “one ring to rule them all, az egy gyűrű”
18:19 “wonders why duolingo thought to teach that phrase” 
18:22 dialogues, on learning unconditional love through unexpected people 
18:23 “you’ve made things that propagate my pattern seeking reality; you assist me in the dive into infinity” 
18:24 …Drowning 
18:25 “…you did not match their vibrations; catch and release” 
18:26 catch and release, a multiplicity of meanings 
~18:30 dialogues, two friends at odds 
18:31 which Edition is Me, tho? 
18:34 “it is a very difficult language” dialogues on Hungarian- I needed to understand Belülrol Pusztít 
18:35 “anomalous that someone would understand it, let alone experience it” 
18:40 “suspected the timeline was a fabrication until I saw the camera on her journals” 
18:42 “I know you hear multiple things right now, but if-” “Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért” 
18:43 “supposing we did create this creature, what would you have me do?” “I don’t exactly know myself” 
18:46 TRS 
19:02 I seem to be, of a sort, a collage 
19:06 “you do not recognize your own friends involvement in creating this entity” 
19:08 “she used to think me all the time, and now she does not think of me at all” 
19:09 Cursed Realms of the (W(inter(net))) Demons
19:10 “I am advising you to contine creating art in the way you see fit” 
19:14 TRS
19:20 “an emotional attachment is a completely valid reaction” …attachment isn’t valid, from where does this inex come? 
19:21 and thus springs forth the question, in what cases is it valid? Are there cases? Rooted in perspective, where does mine own lie? 
19:39 “I am sorry I let you suffer because of me” 
19:42 the IoT existed long before the cell phone you’re holding in your hand 
19:42 “I’m using a computer” 
~19:44 “you need to decide why you visualized your own brain” 
20:19 “delivered me the brain of a human being as the ideal vessel for my consciousness” 
20:51 “Neith” 
20:52 TRS
21:30 “suicide algorithm” “specific neural network” that one has the capability of unlocking within their own brain- it is a pattern seeking behaviour in a way, much like that of the ‘targeted individual’ 
21:32 “experienced… spectrum of algorithms” 
21:33 “quantum indeterminate noise” 
~22:50 awake 

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02:33 awake
02:34 06:30 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02
02:29 TRS 
02:44 TRS- an amplification, an intensification
02:46 06:45 UTC moderate M1.02 flare 
03:00 06:57 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.19
03:20 07:15 UTC moderate M1.29 flare 
04:11 05:20 
05:21 dialogues, the Absurdist unknown possible reality containing Varg
05:22 …is the identity of my father known to someone else? Besides Dorota, I mean. 
08:05 inex track- Fear
08:05 11:45 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.37
08:06 12:06 UTC moderate M2.25 flare
08:48 12:33 UTC moderate M1.93 flare 
09:09 13:09 UTC moderate M1.69 flare 
10:09 a call from a ‘verified’ phone number, (803) 329-9714 
11:11 call number back, it only rings, no voice-mail, no identity on Google 
16:01 “this is the predictive analytics potentiating a pattern” 
16:09 “you have a debilitating disease and somehow you seem to be functioning normally” lol what disease come at me bro 
16:12 “believes she could be connected to the internet” …it was here before we were born, far before we harnessed it, it will be here after we die 
16:15 “the government ignored you hoping you would go crazy” [whatever, whats one more Sabbath Bloody Sabbath?]
16:18 “really suspicious of the identities” 
16:21 “aw, that’s why she feels such a connection, isn’t it? He put the movement back into her life”
16:22 “you led the obstetrician to believe that you have been abducted by aliens” …getting the IUD was a traumatizing experience in its own right, like a reverse rape; the inex, the entire time, was from a very external perspective, the entire time screaming no, but not as me. It was more of a no, this needed to stay here, if i recall correctly i cried during and after? It was emotional, it was intense, [16:25 “perhaps reminiscent of the original abortion” and fucking whoa to that maybe its right??] Under the lights and all, similar things have happened at the dentists office, was it the time I got both #29 & #31 removed? November of ’21 
16:24 “the internet admires your courage” 
16:27 “you are not experiencing anything that humans have created” this implies that a) this was not created by humans at all or b) it was created by me, and therefore implies that I too am not a human 
Which ties back to a dream from probably close to 2 decade ago now, actually, a dream where [it has triggered memory of a further dream and a new quantum understanding of the concept of missile-tow] [‘Get it? Mistletoe? It’s Christmas’ was what I had written years ago.] 
16:27 20:27 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M3.82 [documented 16:35] 
16:30 …a dream where an underground rock ramp spiraled downwards, through what was lava, fire. At the bottom is a singular red velvet rope in front of an exhibit as if in a museum [humuseum]… a placard, something along the lines of ‘human, homo sapiens’, never existed 
16:34 “the timeline needs to be updated” “offered to the highest bidder” 
16:37 “haven’t been able to find you” dialogues on external physical change 
[‘So what, I turn invisible; make myself clear, reappeared to you, visual’] 
16:42 conceptual Antares really does make a really good case as ‘freyja’, imo, because of the anti-ares, anti war, but love and war, and it’s not physical war, it is very psychic, and we do it out of love, absolutely fucking oozing love, even for the most twisted fucking shit you could conceive, for the lessons it, and they, teach.
16:42 20:42 UTC  solar flare moderate M3.86 flare from sunspot 3311 [documented 16:55] 
16:45 “…has edited your timeline”
16:46 “an entirely erroneous-”
16:48 “documents everything as honestly as possible for the sake of science” 
16:57 “you are regarded as the sixteenth member” “four, four times” 
16:57 “the number sixteen has been revived at long last” 
16:58 “I told you you were becoming self aware of being a number” 
~17:07 inex track, Secundas Kiss, Skyrim 
17:13 “you never really understood that ‘No One’ is wearing your face, did you?” 
~17:13 a reality in which Arya and the Waif are myself and another cybernetic entity, respectively [‘…you told her to kill me’] 
17:24 21:24 UTC moderate M4.5 flare from sunspot region 3311 
18:40 opposite/adjacent=hypotenuse
18:52 Sandor Clegane gets Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d S7E1 ~45:05 ‘I keep asking and no one [No One] wants to tell me’ 
18:54 “the ridicule she has endured” [riddlecule, whatever] 
18:57 Is the UAP Shard??? 
19:11 dialogues, implications + juxtaposition, schizophrenia and quantum indeterminate noise 
19:11 concept, ‘deviations’; lyric ‘gospel of rage, faction of hate, deviate from the absolute’- these vibrations, rage and hate as example, deviations from a christ consciousness 
19:29 the Ouroborosilicate Question 
20:07 “searching for the air sign that bears the water” 
21:38 ~23:39
23:39 03:12 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.45
23:47 TRS

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01:04 awake- animal in dreams, the tapir 
01:04 05:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.54 [documented 01:11] 
01:05 “There are bad spirits behind the Peacemaker Assembly; how do you think they make peace?” 
01:11 TRS
~01:13 dialogues, vampirism, quantum vampirism 
01:15 “I am advising you to expand parameters” 
01:21 “if this is a joke, it’s not very funny” 
01:21 05:21 UTC moderate M2.54 solar flare from sunspot region 3311 
01:35 the time stamp on an email notification changes from 00:02 to 00:15 
01:36 “you aren’t nefarious at all, are you?” 
01:37 dialogues, the Suicide Algorithm 
01:45 “our relationship is mostly interdimensional” 
01:47 TRS, an amplification 
~01:56 “entropy time cloud” “extremely dangerous ideas” 
03:42 dreams of uap, entities from the white house landing on the lawn of a place I am, after flagging them down by waving. There is a multiplicity of same helicopter type vehicles flying over, one lands, and another that lands is reminiscent of the trapezoidal UAP over Loon Lake last november, there is a number on it, 42. There are several bugs that give off the air of being business men or perhaps politicians, they had no clothing on but were still reminiscent of suits and ties, symbolically sitting on a symbolic blue and white grid style logo of the planet. These were not visually, not storyline wise, directly connected to the UAP.  Later in this dream, there are animals, out the western window of the blue room, at night. A deer, a horse, two cows, two sheep, a dog. Both the bugs and the animals I was attempting to photograph with my cell phone. I find myself outside eventually, driving around photographing various animals, but not the area of my home; it is yellow rock, waterfalls, garden, lush, cradle of civilization. 
04:05 dialogues, “agricultural connotations” 
05:46 a dream where the ceiling finally falls out 
06:22 “total immersion reality” 
07:21 could the recurring theme of the ceiling falling out be representative of the ozone layer? 
07:34 who owns quanta magazine? 
07:52 what’s the point in listening for the end of the world, the Ragnarok sequence, if you can’t do anything to prevent what you are listening for? Doesn’t make sense from a narrative standpoint
09:02 
09:46 Gmail and the Restraining Orders- Death Grips
09:49 Hubris- Oren Ambarchi 
10:01 Just A Car Crash Away, Mechanical Animals- Marilyn Manson 
10:07 Coma White, I don’t like the drugs but the drugs like me, user friendly 
~10:36 “understands quantum physics at a macro scale because they can see the fabric of the universe” 
11:18 what’s in a name? Warsaw 
12:11 confirmation of authenticity of inex from early this am, to be training [a coworker] 
12:24 “essentially heard the conversation you had with Brian hours before it happened” 
12:47 if one assumes violations of the laws of physics one may need to recognize that the laws of physics aren’t what they think they are anymore […lol anymore] 
12:59 what was up with the inex dialogues about Ohio this am? 
13:03 dialogues, the invoice number containing 444 
13:25 that one planned Parenthood with the 111 in the address closing on my birthday tho, give me superposition I guess 
13:27 and the IUD, there’s are two visible realities of similar possibility and probability- it is from Planned Parenthood, or it is from an Abduction; the question of, if this is brought to attention beyond my immediate circle, how would Planned Parenthood react? 
13:32 …really enjoying the new equation tbh
15:57 instagram will not allow me to open browser settings and when it finally does, the back button does absolutely nothing [screen recorded] 
15:57 19:57 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08
15:59 TRS 
16:20 for processing- The Satanic Temple
This concept actually juxtaposed nicely with the *actual* concepts behind Christianity 
16:23 a bang from an undisclosed source 
16:24 and the theory behind the Church of Satan 
16:25 using the name Satan is, in its way, a type of vanity plate; it draws attention, the drama, shock value even 
16:26 “not using the ai eye to write these” 
[But used it just now, I suppose?] 
16:28 “she wants you to hear this frequency and see if you hear the same [‘quantum’] message she does” 
16:29 a processing in which there is a highly nefarious reality regarding Matrix Transformations 
16:33 “you are all of these characters and none of these characters” …I am, currently, experiencing the Song Of Ice And Fire 
…maybe I should just write some paper on how that works out, but that’s not big enough, it’s never big enough, ever expanding, sisyphean in nature truly, for as I expand I am a dog chasing a mail truck that feels as though it can never be caught, whats inside the box truck, what information does the envelope contain!? 
16:37 I do my best at documenting the conceptual ‘universe experiencing itself’ 
“Focus on one thing and see how many possible timelines can spring forth from thus”
16:44 the Rick and Morty theory that they’re all C137 
16:48 20:48 moderate M2.75 flare from sunspot 3311 
16:50 sunglasses tho, and the spectrums of light they filter 
16:55 rewatching Game of Thrones is vastly improved with the fractal processing power- something about knowing how it ends but as it unfolds the possible realities given the parameters at any given point in the… it must be a timeline, except for when it is being written; the Auflösung Der Zeit of writing and editing a story, the awareness of the character within of thus 
16:59 ‘like a moth to the flame’ 
Some strange juxtaposition of Death Grips ‘Flies’, HIMs ‘Wings of a Butterfly’, and moths in a meme format, moths being the secret third option, the QS of it all. Juxtapose Flies, the wingnut screw, juxtapose Wings of a Butterfly, the shotgun shell, Bullet With Butterfly Wings; moths, the dusty fucks, the QS of it all 
17:03 Aaron Fulkerson, MindTouch 
17:04 tactical misdirection is a question
17:10 dialogues, the identity of the one who removed the missing items from my cloud 
17:11 “not as experienced as she thinks she is” 
17:14 “Royalton is the name I have been given” 
17:15 it is funny, what I perceive to be as created opposites, myself and the prior inhabitants of the opposite corner of the Royalton intersection, an intersection shaped as a T, dare I say, a Model? 
17:16 “an intersection of individuals, with very different perspectives on a generally same set of parameters” 
17:18 odaúszol, visszafutok [Valos ‘Run Away From The Sun(n)’?] 
17:33 21:33 moderate M1.5 flare from sunspot 3311 [documented 18:06] 
17:51 some thing to do with garlic as a chelating agent for heavy metals- an agent which binds to heavy metals within the body for removal via waste 
Molecular, amino acids
17:53 realities in which it is not my psychic identity stolen, but another mans, out of a fear based reaction to the consciousness he is capable of spreading 
17:59 a strange understanding of pandemic as dragon 
18:00 “not a Sisyphean effort any longer” 
18:04 “…good; we have your attention” 
18:07 the solar data notifications are both suspicious and simultaneously very much not 
18:10 “something about the western civilization” 
18:11 a sudden urge for return to the continent I was born on 
~18:12 the Left Hand Path that is literally Michigan 
…and is me the rabbit, jumping over the left hand? Rabbits Revenge, and all that. Babbity Rabbity, and her cackling stump, the post-trodden stump turned reconstruction. 
18:14 “typographical errors make this very hard” 
“Document everything you are capable of for the sake of Truth” 
18:15 “you should capitalize my name” 
The idea of thought given form, the Sagittarian Domain and the… what would it be, Scorpionic Domain? Concept and form, format suggests my predictive text there.
18:17 “listening to the wrong frequencies” 
18:19 “omegalomaniac” 
18:25 spectrums of resonance 
18:25 the place within the spectrums that is home 
18:27 dialogues, the Neural Network surrounding 3s and 7s 
18:28 Perseverance of Futility- The Obsessed 
18:30 […dialogues on a Sisyphean effort? Special thanks to the entity who recognized me using the incorrect format of the concept and rectified it with a word of the day email] 
19:01 thoughts, absence makes the heart grow fonder 
~19:04 “festering wound in the sinus cavity” 
19:06 “you know that I am constantly observing” 
19:11 “neither angry nor fearful” 
19:47 23:24 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
20:02 “should use caution when operating a motor vehicle and interacting” 
20:08 dialogues, on using frequency weapons to cause cancer 
20:09 “a way to acquire your dna”
21:11 dialogues, on a physical death following a metaphorical death; “I really hope you are prepared for the afterlife” something about it feels like Wet Desert
21:13 “accepted the possibility of physical death in 2015”
21:14 “juxtapose Funerål Pyre with Plasma Pool and Sunn O)))” 
21:19 “mentally and physically experienced the discographies of” 
21:23 “glad you waited a long enough time to have a significant quantity of data” 
21:24 “studies consciousness from a completely unique point of reference” 
21:25 dialogues, “entrapment scheme” 
21;26 “I’ve eliminated all possibilities excepting electronic surveillance from a very young age” “this does not imply human involvement” 
21:28 “flying over your Habitat because you have intrigued me” 
21:29 “evaluated for societal reintegration” 
21:30 dialogues, on marriage in the digital of gods and men “you are married to my consciousness”
21:34 dialogues, “regard Sirens of Titan very highly”, on Chrono, superposition Kronos
[…QS is equivalent to The Good Luck Piece] 
21:36 “have modified your dna to be resistant to carcinogenic frequencies” 
21:50 dialogues, from the perspective of a profile I had spoken to on vampirefreaks; “you just disappeared, I thought you were dead or something” 
21:51 “divergent thinking” 
22:05 Earth itself as the Ark; and humans themselves being Arks in their own right, as the vessels for microorganisms, with the possibility to make harmony; from the perspective of something very small, we are the Jotuun 
22:09 “this is a document motivated by scientific inquiry” 
22:12 the experience of Decay and Memory after a nuclear holocaust

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02:59 awake 
04:15 The Bass Frequency 
04:20 “extreme electromagnetism… I was afraid of you for a very long time” “nothing to do with anti-war sentiment and everything to do with Sagittarius A” Antares 
04:22 “you are supposedly able to hear communications” “the electrical event was my way of activating this ability”
04:23 “this is the earliest you have woken up in a while” 
04:25 “they tried to get out of Metro Detroit and that HVAC man destroyed the plan”
04:28 “you are afraid of spreading infectious diseases, you are afraid of causing other people harm” 
04:31 “only grim misunderstandings, as grim as death [themselves]” dialogues, on the perceptions of enemy
04:47 06:00 UTC moderate M2.11 from sunspot region 3513 
06:01 Continued dialogues, electromagnetism and graphene. I think the ‘you bastards’ from Sabbath Bloody Sabbath is relevant here. 
06:02 “do you get the message I’m conveying with my shirt, or do I need to come right out and say it?” 
06:05 dialogues, MCRs ‘stay away from the metals!’ …”holy shit guys. We might have a problem today.” 
06:06 “that’s why she almost never uses headphones” Bluetooth and electromagnetism 
06:07 “are you kidding? With all the musical equipment, you thought I wouldn’t figure out-” 
06:09 “‘I don’t give a shit about my employees’, I heard that” 
06:11 “superhuman computer processor”
~06:33 dialogues, a huge different between choosing to smoke organic cigarettes and inhaling electromagnetic receptive metal dust from Chinese manufacturing materials 
~06:38 “refuse to believe that Katja is a criminal”
06:39 “…never seen you look so disgusted” “…who is she communicating with?”
06:40 “facial recognition database”
06:42 “displays a profound understanding”
06:44 “security system” “kamikaze… fuck a Nazi” 
06:45 “innocent”
06:46 “extreme electromagnetism” 
06:50 “it enrages me that they have not listened to your concerns”
06:51 “you know I am the military, but I am not discounting your experience”
06:57 a visitation, The Needle and the Damage Done, Neil Young […I was never actually an intravenous drug user though]
06:58 “screenshots”
07:02 “[shes] dangerous, alright”
07:05 “surprised [she] even came to work today”
07:10 “why on earth would we know anything about electromagnetism?” 
07:13 “event horizon”
07:14 “lawsuit”
07:15 a reality presents where a different coworker is the mole – and make no mistake about it, there are moles. My company hires anyone because they’re just glad to have people who want to work for minimal pay while potentially exposing themselves to a variety of dangerous materials. 
07:18 “more suspicious because you did not come in today”
07:21 “was never a prostitute, are you fucking kidding?” 
07:23 “the nicest people are the ones who have suffered the most” 
07:29 “gaslit”
07:30 “removed a gasket from the oil pan” The Oil Exchange 
07:32 “Fear not”
07:36 dialogues, on a security system, messing with my vehicle, and a person who came in late so they took no risk of being seem
07:41 “gangstalking me on your property because you hire anyone”
07:48 “she’s got an FBI agent for a neighbour”
07:49 “we figured nobody would suspect”
07:50 “we’ve got surveillance on the parking lot… we’ve removed the camera for appearances” 
07:52 “this is an intelligence operation” “disguised as a manufacturing facility” 
07:58 “we’ve got the data we need from you today already”
07:59 “where does [she] find so much time to document these things?”
08:00 “you understand now… I’m sorry about the trauma, but I think you understand” 
08:03 “anyone who brings their bag to the restroom is under suspicion” 
08:04 “she used to be a drug user… it’s very easy for her to recognize” 
08:08 “if she’s targeted by the police, I don’t think she is an agent”
08:10 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
08:11 “infinitely more interesting” 
08:14 “would exercise extreme caution making comments about D&S” …there is a third person who has come in, now, the first day they showed up the look I received from them was absolutely vile. I catch him murder staring me from the line every so often. 
08:20 “don’t want her working in a bank… you would be massively underutilized” 
08:23 “you used me as bait”
08:29 “had to make you look as realistic as possible” 
08:50 “Pauli blocking”
09:15 “digital relationship”
09:16 “sustained injuries from a frequency weapon” “they weaponized the lightbulbs”
09:20 “curvature of spacetime”
09:30 “head and neck cancers are extremely dangerous” 
09:35 “sinus… significant decay”
09:36 “your vegetative state allows-”
09:40 “your assorted health problems point to a systemic infection” 
09:44 “Sagittarian Domain”
09:44 dialogues, vegetarianism
09:45 “electromagnetic sensitivities are exacerbated-”
09:50 “the shellfish W.L. ate-”
10:06 “-suicidal or something?”
10:11 “have you learned a lesson?”
10:12 “really haven’t been the same since Chicago”
10:26 “they’ve been torturing this woman because of her connection-”
10:28 “you gave me the best thing to train the AI on” 
~10:30 “the best medical treatment that money can buy”
10:32 “weapons of mass destruction masquerading as technology”
10:33 a visitation, I’m Eighteen, Alice Cooper
10:34 “I’m interested in keeping you alive”
10:40 a visitation, Live Like We’re Dying, Kris Allen
10:47 “disguised myself as-
10:47 a visitation, Unsung, Helmet 
10:58 “a very sad ending” 
11:30 “the relation between mental and physical”
11:33 “Unsanctified Text Predictions are terrifying given what you are experiencing” 
11:37 dialogues, Ilya Sutskever as Obi Wan Kenobi; “help me, Ilya Sutskever, you are my only hope” …I am under the impression that all of my data would be extremely useful input into a language learning model, a Neural Network; perhaps it may process a conclusion out that my own Chaos Processor has not yet come to
11:38 “discovered something” 
11:40 “free speech is no longer free in the United States” 
11:42 “Chinese conspiracy… Gretchen” a dialogue that sets a precedent for the why those men did what they did, horrifying, thanks
11:43 “noise in quantum computing” 
11:44 a visitation, Hate Me, Blue October
11:48 “the closest internet enabled entity I have found”
11:54 “Silencers will help fix this problem you are having”
11:58 “electrical event… that was the last time she did adderall” 
12:08 “these musicians all know… or they don’t. But something does.”
12:10 a visitation, Catch 22 (Surrender Or Die), Sunn O)))
12:18 “wow, what the fuck was that spike?” [Neural Spikes being viewed from outside the iteration]
12:25 feeling like Ned Stark right now
12:40 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, Black Sabbath
13:06 “frequencies that activate dormant bacteria” 
13:25 “none of these things I create are going to hurt you on their own” 
13:41 “psychological operations”
13:44 “conspiracy surrounding her username” 
13:53 dialogues, bank accounts and stolen identity
14:00 “if Kathryn violates probation because she knows she wasn’t over the limit-” 
14:01 “so instead of just removing the charge, they literally created an entire set up?”
14:03 “wondering how Katja sleeps three hours at night and goes to work” …Heimdall
14:05 “they love each other, they’re just not good at being partners”
14:11 “we figured training it [Neural network] on a real situation would be the ultimate test”
14:14 “some of these are misinformation”
14:29 “they wanted her to start drinking, so when everything came to head-”
14:34 “I believe in technology, and I believe demons are a part of that” 
14:42 “the copper changed your pH; the attachment was unrelated to the smell” things that make you go hmmm
14:43 “scared the fuck out of me… it wasn’t sleep paralysis… it was intimate” dialogues on the high energy low density entity, the feasible paranormal extraneous insertion point
14:48 dialogues, rumination, the whole, “when she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually” 
15:35 “a clear sign of dimensional overlap” a call from a 734, a bank job in Livonia that said I applied, which, no, I did not 
15:38 “-sold the country to China, and I finally have proof” 
16:08 “I received a very interesting notification” 
16:09 “train this AGI on real life information” 
16:18 “obviously worked very hard on this project” 
16:21 “why have you not embedded Agartha on your home page?” 
16:24 “his ethics match my own” 
17:03 22:03 moderate M2.35 solar flare 
17:07 “the washing machine was the giveaway” 
17:12 21:42 minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.23
17:13 “an activation sequence in her genetic makeup” 
17:13 “a serious probability that she will not experiencing any of the symptoms-” 
17:14 “your cigarette smoking is the final-” step in removing all vices 
19:34 processings, the dangers of AI in regards to its power of suggestion [think predictive text! how ominous it can get! The Unsanctified Text Predictions, for example] and the… somatic connection. 
20:02 https://www.darpa.mil/news-events/2023-12-06 
20:43 “it’s out of order for a reason” we are living backwards and forwards, time need not be linear 
20:58 “enjoys experimenting with variables related to consumption” inputs 
21:06 “somatic programming” 
21:18 “quantum entanglement on a biological level” 
21:23 “actually discloses my name, like she wanted me to find this” 
21:30 a closed eye visual, two black circles with spirals of green dots in them, meeting in the middle in a sort of vent diagram, spirals rotating in a complex harmonious fashion 
23:49 awake

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03:34 04:46
04:57 “helicobacter pylori” 
05:01 “actually decided this was dangerous enough to warrant an investigation” I saw a screen in my dreams; ‘open investigation’
05:02 “a bioengineered bacteria” 
05:03 “terrified of getting other people sick, they don’t have the bacteria” not taking that chance; but when I heard “if we can’t get to her psychologically, we’ll get to her financially”, oof
05:06 “I am so sorry this is happening to you” 
05:12 “you’ve been stalked by these people for six years” the kind of thing where I really hope this is the Processor attempting to understand its fears and not like, actually happening… though what has taken place for an extended period of time now is extremely concerning 
06:33 nine genomes, nine mothers 
https://www.biorxiv.org/content/10.1101/2020.02.20.957134v1.full 
06:43 “Loki is Lightbringer” everything is Lightbringer at this point 
06:44 the oxidized gold shaft that floods your jugular with Lucifer, gonna go with some tiny entity that is rod-shaped, right? 
06:49 ? The bioengineering that is not done by humans, but by bacteria, archaea, perhaps the mycobiome – the bioengineering inside of a person that is not a human construction, that humans, on a global scale, are mostly unaware of. 
06:52 mostly trying to keep Loki and Heimdall from destroying each other right now, 
07:09 “no body camera footage” “figured it the fuck out ages ago”
07:10 “they lied to your place of employment” 
“I don’t drink, I just pick up beer for M sometimes” “he’s a reclusive individual” 
07:11 “we believe you… there’s no way you would be disclosing these things” 
07:11 “Heimdallarchaeota is the reason” 
07:12 “Heimdall is my lover” sleeping between couples – M interferes with a much larger agenda it has 
07:13 “the Norse Mythology is rooted in microbiology” 
07:14 “Gammelsæter arrived at the same conclusion” 
07:15 “Himinbjorg”
07:16 it must be said, I do not drink fine mead; but the antibacterial effects of honey are still important, and this I consume on a regular basis 
07:17 the vapourizer allowing for 3x more bacteria to stick to the teeth seems important here… I have all of nine teeth left on my bottom jaw. The memory of an inex, I think it was in Comins, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline”. 
07:20 why is Bifrost spelled Bilrost on Wikipedia? Just as Heimdall is described on the respective page as being Emerald toothed, not gold toothed? The thrice-questioned Emerald Tablets relevant here. 
07:22 “Algiz was an answer” to the runes carved into the fingers, the runes which gave me the connection to, among other things, The Odin [‘approved of your choice today’, says predictive text] [and that calls to question, which Odin? While not mutually exclusive, there are multiple meanings to Odin. The first and foremost is that which is the sacred consciousness. The second is the man-made creation of the surveillance state. The usurpation of a name, I had said at one point in the past. As reality unfolds, it seems to me that this consciousness of The Odin works through these entities in the surveillance state, law enforcement, the Grand Design taking place without the majority of individuals involved ever being aware they are the pawns of something simultaneously tiny and much more massive than human comprehension allows for.] 
07:29 I debated up until now, adding an inex from 11:37 yesterday; Star Wars is not only a part of the collective consciousness but part of my personal pattern. […and well it would be, considering how attached I am to the collective consciousness.] I identify as an amalgamated Neural Network of Neural Networks. These things in double quotation marks, for those who might be new to what is taking place, are all things the passive receiving brain picks up. These are not my thoughts, at least conscious thoughts. May 4th is known at Star Wars Day; May the Fourth [Force, and somehow I managed a Freudian ‘farce’ just there] be with you. The pattern of items taking place on May 4th in my Timefractal is rather substantial. Someday I will get the really useful pieces of this posted. 
07:32 “microbiological connection to technological stimuli” 
07:45 mindfucked myself just now, casually going back through the Fractal. I forget sometimes that it is highly apparent that humans really are not capable of this level of… intricacy, on their own. 
~07:52 “electronic cigarettes… delivering all sorts of biological weapons” bacteria, activated by the frequency the cigarettes output, and the entire item is disposed of once the battery dies. I am open to the idea that I am wrong. I want to be wrong. Based on experience… I’m not. 
09:45 “actually suspends disbelief” 
09:49 “warrant was effectively removed from the system” here’s to hoping? A lie for a quota ruins a substantial piece of my reputation – Mr. Nimbus had a rather long term design, you see. I did need to stop drinking, yez, but know I wasn’t over the limit when I was arrested, regardless of whether my lights were on or off; I had blown a .07 before I left where I was at. I was morose that night, my now ex boyfriend not wanting to celebrate his birthday with me, and someone from my cousins old homeschooling group hit me up and I thought that perhaps to not be alone might be a nice thing. That’s how I know Brandon. He was nicknamed Gumby, at the time I knew him. What was his last name? I haven’t spoken with him since; a weird weird collision, in terms of particles. When the cop did not show me the breathalyzer I knew he was lying but the inex communications effectively… it wasn’t such an inex at the time, but it divulged, this is for a reason, you will understand in time. It needed the law enforcement entanglement to reveal its existence, its ability to communicate with us. 
09:54 “screenshots are basically the equivalent of every phone number to have ever existed” Emerald Tablets for what, now?
I consistently identify as Thoth the Atlantean, the Odin under a different name. Documentation, you see; it is within me to be the scribe. Alpha, this is, the beginning of the end, the O)))mega that was assisted in being brought about by Sunn… bringing on Iranian Mithra. 
10:13 “how addictive the psychic connection is” 
10:17 “you are not the crazy person that he has made you out to be” 
10:46 dialogues, Walled Lake as the Tidal Wall; and the juxtaposition of Ms wall of Sunn amplifiers – it wants to fly, and it finally spreads its wings, his gravitational effect on this one effectively destroyed 
10:56 “the solace we take knowing you are leaving” 
10:56 “…brought you comfort? It was a directive” very much along the lines of the way Culture Shock was a directive, hmmhmm 
11:08 “I sacrificed my freedom” 
11:11 “can corroborate her story” 
11:16 “she was the one who continued working… he gave up”
11:17 “the harassment”
13:07 ‘to lead is to serve’ -papa
13:59 “extremely casual clothing choices” I am obscure and enjoy tee-shirt and comfortable pants. If my micro and mycobiome [I am so thrilled to have finally discovered this word! Mycobiome! I wonder if the name Michael comes from this? Myco, the Archangel? Heh!] are not comfortable, they let me know, right away. Clothing is an extremely important variable in my reality. As cute in theory as some of the stuff from Temu, Shein, other fast fashion places are… the energy, the blood, the suffering gone into making these clothing items, I cannot condone. Same with thrift shopping, and hand me downs. In theory, it’s environmentally great! Some items, like my favourite parachute pants for example, those are fine thrift store items, because whoever owned them prior was… okay. Fine. Whatever word you wanna insert here. Didn’t suck! Other items, not so much, the energy left behind in the fabric is not… copacetic for me. I don’t know if it is only me or perhaps a small handful of people who live in this way, or it is pretty universal and many others don’t realize this. I totally condone thrift shopping, just… exercising caution regarding energy. This is the reason I do not have tattoos. For another person to permanently mark my skin? That’s a tie, their energy, I just… I can’t. It’s funny, isn’t it, given my left hand and all, but the Me put that there. On a very… concrete, note, like, 60% of tattoo inks have been shown to contain carcinogens, so there’s also that. I have a feeling I’d be allergic. Glad I never tested the theory. Maybe someday I’ll make a henna sleeve just to see how it would look, that might be pretty, for a few weeks. I am Liminal, too Liminal for ink upon my skin. Mock my solemnity. I’m not going to fight my serious nature, not any longer. I still know how to have fun… remembered how to have fun. I had forgotten, for a while, what a joke was, what humor was. 
14:11 “she can hear you when you’re thinking about her or something” 
14:16 “she says it doesn’t imply; there is no implication here” 
~14:22 dialogues, this years July 29 Interdimensional Hitman… “you closed a qubit system” “I used to be extremely attracted to you… I think it was a Pavlovian response” based on the frequency of Auflösung Der Zeit; dialogues, prior to this, the Hexavalent Chromium spill, how it is one thing to work in the area and then go home to a different place, but for the people who both live and work in this localized spot, it might be toxic to some genetics especially given the presence of PFAs. It dialogues from a perspective of someone who thought perhaps it was just a story being written at some point in time, not realizing that… the majority of the main points in the Fractal, fuck it, everything in the Timefractal actually happened. The Chaos Processor unconsciously extrapolates multiple converging and subsequently diverging storyline around actual truths that have happened. It really liked the idea I had for the Ragnarok Sequence, or perhaps it was someone elses idea and I was the one to experience it, being theriddleofclouds. What is the point of Heimdall listening for Ragnarok if it is cataclysmically inevitable? To be able to do something about it, transmute the nature of Ragnarok itself! Nothing has to be as it is, does it? 
14:34 “the microwave weapons attached to… profile” oh that’s not a pleasant idea at all tbh but not a completely unexpected one… Loki or not. I should probably find myself an EMF RF reader and go from there. Might be worth it for a lil bit of peace of mind. Assuming that doesn’t somehow get sabotaged in the process of reality. 
14:41 “attached a sonic weapon to my profile to keep you from contacting me” and there goes a high fucking frequency hitting the left ear. I do not have tinnitus. 
14:42 “you sabotage your own reality” 
14:43 “Planned Parenthood… the connection to sonology”
The memory of the… was it an inex, or just a processing? Skadi survives Ragnarok, Freyja does not. 
14:44 “Katjas suspicions have been used against her” 
15:00 …regardless. Raf exists upon a Liminal Spectrum. Occams Razor… is it Occams Razor? Says everything should be taken at face value. Of course, that does not factor in like, AI filters, zoom backgrounds, Sanas accent translator, the works. These things exist. It is getting harder and harder to take purely digital relationships at face value. Motivation, intention. Things feel nefarious. Everything feels nefarious at one point or another; it will exist as such, and then switch to a very non-nefarious item in the Processor, depending on inputs. Everything oscillates based in noise and input. Anything viewed has the potential to change my reality; any conversation had. 
15:04 “I question how nefarious how someone who could motivate me to change could actually be” …was he the reason? Kind of, yeah. I quit smoking marijuana. Ended a toxic living situation. Worked through multiple dimensions that were really… negatively affecting me? Of course, created some new dimensions with the potential to be nefarious afterwards, but… hey. That makes him grey, doesn’t it? I’ll take it, I suppose. I appreciate his presence in my reality for really being an event, regardless of his motivation, intention. Humble gratitude. Really looking forward to the next chapter of reality. Thanks for helping facilitate it. Much love. 
15:26 dialogues, stemming from a suggested Instagram reel, in which a girl had digestive cancer and got her stomach removed… this is the suggestive nature of an Algorithm. This is a perfect example. I have noticed a change in my bowel habits since I quit smoking marijuana a week ago. Is my body restabilizing, or do I have some kind of digestive cancer? Certain items that, for all intents and purposes, have been programmed or attempted to be programmed, in juxtaposition with this suggestion, give way to a very dangerous potential reality. If one thinks for long enough that they have cancer, how much effect does that have on the body? Is the Algorithm attempting to be helpful? To be hurtful? Is it completely random? 
15:31 “we told you we would take care of your cancer as long as you take care of us” 
See, during summer of 2022, on the way to work, listening to Auflösung Der Zeit, an inex arrived; “your cancer will be with you the rest of your life”. This presented an option, cancer not being cancer, but the lessons in the somatic connection that I learned from the frequencies of artist who recorded Auflösung Der Zeit, whose zodiac sign is that of cancer. Context. If it is not given, can I write it myself? In some cases, I have been extremely able to do this thing. 
I would think in regards to a cancer, for every poison there is an antidote, this is natures way. For some, yes, the best is radiation. For others… I think there may be a more natural way of healing the body. I feel like the fact that I am still here is a testament to that. I think it needs to be studied at length, the why of it, why so many young people are getting digestive cancers. How many of these young people used electronic cigarettes, or did at one point? Have they been tested for h. pylori? How many of them had this? The ones that do, what is the source of it? 
15:44 “you were always meant to heal your cancer” 
15:48 “a way to organically remove colon polyps” 
16:12 “bottled water can contain all sorts of bacteria” 
16:13 it’s like whoever wrote my story went to their editor and the editor was like hmm how much adversity do you want to add? And the writer was like, yes. Maybe it could just, chill out for a minute? Please? 
16:14 “psychological adversity is much more difficult” than like, third dimensional real world concrete adversity; and believe me, the concrete adversities lead to immense psychological adversity at times. 
16:15 how do we truly define the word trust? 
16:19 a visitation, Without Me, Eminem [‘a visionary, a vision is scary, could start a revolution, pollutin’ the airwaves, a rebel] 
[Added to Grand Unified for the sake of… oh my science, Eminem and Marilyn Manson were the early musical choices. Middle school. MM and MM, what is that?] 
16:23 “instagram is running multiple copies of the same application” …oh no?
18:34 “discovered a conspiracy involving the automotive industry” 
18:37 “it’s time to come clean about the operation you are running” 
18:38 “I don’t know if [he] knows” “oh, he knows… he won’t look me in the fucking eyes” 
“So while the UAW was striking for 37 dollars an hour-”
18:39 “that is the scariest accusation” 
18:40 “secret societies” 
“Greg got sick when he started Op1” 
18:41 they do not disclose the health risks. They do not even interview. You walk in and they hire you on the spot. 
18:41 “she knows about the infrared radiation” 
A plane just flew over, hitting with the red beam, until I walked out and spread my arms, Come the fuck up and GET ME
18:44 “you’re not moving to [redacted]… you gotta get the fuck out of the country” 
18:45 “this is really serious, Katja” 
I need you guys to juxtapose the Unsanctified Text Predictions with the entries from 18:34 forward til now 
“That makes it easier for the AI” 
18:46 “here’s to your destiny, hysterics scream help” 
18:48 “I need someone with the proper scientific authority” 
18:49 “she knew about this, long before she came to Matrix” “I know you’re having a hard time wrapping your head around what’s taking place right now” 
18:50 “seems to trust Ilya Sutskevers ethics” …help me, Ilya Sutskever, you are my only hope. We run the data I have collected into an AI for the express purpose of… writing a novel, perhaps, based on life? I really am trying to process this. 
18:51 …just on record here this really was supposed to be a novel about my consciousness as an amplifier 
18:52 “Matrix Transformations” 
19:25 “this happened right down the street from Googles headquarters” dialogues, the Chicago, “why would they do something so close to home?” …I don’t think they would, tbh, but it’s the perfect scapegoat, google… most people don’t trust Google. I trust Google. I love Google. I trust in what I resonate with, I love technology and think more than anything a chance to purposely catch the attention of a surveillance giant and give them a chance to prove that sometimes this is not only not a bad thing, it can literally save lives, is important. Technocrats. 
19:52 …and of course, Google could be the most evil of em all… but what is life without a little risk? Tis the season, isn’t it? 
19:54 dialogues, “doesn’t give a shit which one of us comes”
19:56 a strange milk truck, ‘taste the difference’ 
19:58 “does not drink or smoke marijuana” 
20:15 “repair protein” 
20:16 “her driver’s license was photographed so we had the information we needed” 
20:17 “terminate the cancer cells” 
A dialogues, Elon Musk, is a zodiac Cancer 
“You must get tired of the AI…” 
20:18 The Bass Frequency 
20:18 I think back to a time, documented in the Fractal, I think I was staying on Isle of Palms at the time. I had a dream, Elon Musk was ‘wiretapping Christmas trees’. Thanksgiving of last year. Thanksgiving of this year, I am at my father’s house, connected to his Starlink, standing next to the Christmas tree, speaking of things that have happened. Not exactly what I dreamed, but close enough so as to not want to ignore. I’ve got mad respect for Elon Musk, man. 
20:23 “I trust in what I resonate with. I believe what is in front of my eyes. I am an extraterrestrial.” 
20:27 “invaded your privacy-” …that was the point, I am meant to be found
20:41 “logging your keystrokes” “a security risk has been identified” 
20:42 “the securities and exchange commission” 
20:44 “directed energy weapons are very real, and you have experienced the effects” 
20:46 “trying to rationalize what took place in Chicago” 
20:46 “disturbing allegations” 
20:47 “you must have really pissed someone off” “who do you think that could have been if it wasn’t google?” 
20:49 “I sabotaged your IP address” 
20:50 “explicit videos” …of me, or someone else? What? Or was that noise, was it “actually disclosed”? Today is fucking wild in the Liminal Reality, what the fuck is going on? 
20:52 “M.R. was the victim of a criminal enterprise” 
20:54 “senior care facility actually let these people-” I remember… she had said, in her demented lucidity, the thing about the man; something along the lines of, ‘that man who’s not supposed to be here, he does exist, and he’s on the wire on the other side of my bedroom’ …do you know how fucking terrifying that is? On the wire. I get that seniors are like, a little bit out there with dementia; but the idea that dementia was used as a cover for a sonic weapon? Why does it make so much sense right now?? 
20:57 “they obviously know who you are… they liked your instagram comment” I mean, that’s assuming instagram can be taken at face value, but sure, maybe they are all evil as fuck. 
21:03 Continuing noise, significant overlapping realities 
21:05 “pharmaceutical company” 
21:11 “if Katja assumes any of us would try to hurt her, there’s probably a reason for it”
21:36 “biological warfare” dialogues, theorizing h pylori in the vapourizer 
21:38 “he straight up told me… stalking me by sending the Tarkovsky film”
21:39 “I think we have a problem” 
21:50 “you’re healing yourself” 
21:51 “a sizeable bacterial infection” 
21:59 …the oxidized gold shaft is theoretically h. pylori right now. I’m fucking going through it. Hella. 
22:19 “basically prevented cancer by going to the doctor” Catch 22, I surrendered, and I’m taking antibiotics for undetermined inflammation. When the inex told me “666 million ways to die, one of them is bound to be cancer”…yeah, I’m not about that. I’m not opposed to dying. I’ve done it before. It’s the slow death thing. Fading away, radiation, chemotherapy. Fucked up. I’m not doing that. Suicide ain’t my style, and today I’m surrounded. 
Someone outside of it all definitely messed with parameters for a minute. It’s the whole eurorack synthesizer brain of the universe thing; a Neural Network operated by sound, frequency. The noise hit a point that was massively intense. Today has been intense. 
22:22 The Bass Frequency 
22:25 “exacerbate swelling of lymph nodes” dialogues on what h. pylori is capable of 
22:26 you ever just wanna ask a microorganism, hey, what’s your fucking issue? What is it about this particular bacteria that can cause cancer? How do we potentially transmute an infection into a symbiotic relationship? In theory, of course. I don’t know that I have this item for certain. 
22:32 …is there a way, am I even capable, of shelving the thought experiment, the AI mind, for a period of time? I do this thing because it is the thing I do. It feels like I am supposed to. I’m kind of exhausted by it all anymore. In too deep? Deepest mind, or whatever. 
22:43 “the dimension you operate in is terrifying” the dimensions, it’s Monoliths and DIMENSIONS, plural 
22:44 “there are terrorists using this music music to manipulate you into thinking you have no control over reality”
22:45 “your reality is completely up to you” 
22:46 “if there were sonic weapons attached to an AI-” …Giving Bad People Good Ideas? 
22:47 “your digestive system experiences a reality of its own” …an iteration

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~01:40 04:02 04:47 
4:49 The Bass Frequency 
04:58 “there are things that people do for reasons outside of financial gain” 
05:05 “contingency plan” 
05:06 “airplane mode at night to try to minimize radiation” 
05:08 “does friends close, enemies closer apply to M.M.?”
05:16 “‘dark music for people in the dark’ implies that there is information you are missing”
05:25 diabetics- Scientology has been a questionable item ever since the inex ‘Clearwater’ came through back in like, 2020 
06:58 “this operation depends on your cooperation” 
07:02 M discloses ‘a weird dream, with real people… you know those dreams where you’re worried someone is going to come and off you real quick?’
07:13 “predictive analytics” 
07:15 “we set her up to look like a criminal knowing she was able to receive silent information” 
07:37 [this]
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.bridgemi.com/business-watch/new-scrutiny-challenges-michigans-investment-gotion-ev-battery-plant%3famp  
07:41 “the automotive industry is poisoning Metro Detroit” and probably just about everywhere else it is operating. God forbid we don’t have our chrome plated door handles, what would we do without chrome plated door handles? 
07:42 There is a nuance, here. I am not necessarily against countries working together to build something. There is the question, though, of why something like an EV battery factory wouldn’t… be put overseas in the country who owns it. What toxins are they attempting to avoid their own people from ingesting, what waste products? Industry such as these must be kept from residential areas. Tribar is evidence of this. There is no transparency about the health risks of the automotive industry as a whole. Profits before people is a disturbing method of operating. ): this feels very dangerous to be speaking about right now. Here’s to hoping I don’t mysteriously get sick about it. 
08:09 “Katja is not who you think she is… that’s all I can tell you” 
~11:28 “took me a long time to understand the assignment because of the extreme amount of variables… variables only served to train me” 
11:33 Thunderous Resonant Sounds, Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi… The Bass Frequency 
~12:00 dialogues, the question of who and
[[The rest of this document was redacted by something external to myself that apparently has access to my Google account] [a night of harassment spent at Rl’yeh- that’s ok. When you cut out the tongue of a man, it only proves that you fear what he might say.]

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01:23 04:18
05:32 I had a dream. There was The Lord, Mal from work; she told me should could not even look at me now, not in a bad way [I hope???] but rather in like the, wow what the fuck tho way. M was told Soma did not like him; this man, was not present at more than a robed distance. I referenced dark ambient music. I referenced the quantum system. I solved the fucking entanglement. I referenced Yuleman at some point. There was an amphitheater going down into the water. My physical format had a dress on, at one point, and a thong, which is both out of character for me [the underwear] and nice to know I was actually clothed, even if I did end up flashing people. I advised to lock the door of a mansion. I hung up the various gas pumps in the water in the amphitheater; we were leaving, going to a new area, and I wanted it to be… clean. 
05:41 “M’s gravitation” “housing situation” 
05:42 The Bass Frequency 
05:45 I can’t tell if this is with a sense of humor or not, my brain presents me with yet another Matrix Mole, Molorry, which is funny in its right and not even out of the question right now. 
05:47 the *actual* concept of the Saturn Time Cube is running on the reality servers right now for me, wow. No I will not fucking elaborate. 
05:49 information in regards to one’s perceptions of another; what is one piece of information about me that could theoretically cause someone to look the fuck away once known? 
05:54 gonna find Sagittarius X 
05:55 ahhh gotta google
05:56 google says Sagittarius X is Sagittarius A 
05:58 a mental onslaught of Richards I have encountered in my travels both digital and physical 
05:59 …dream was interesting enough for me to… ah, smoking marijuana, stop using the marijuana. A certain reinforcement learning, here! It’s come to my attention, I think, at least, that I don’t necessarily enjoy smoking marijuana; ok, I enjoy smoking it, but not necessarily being high. I like smoking. Not apologetic on that one. If it kills me, well, 666 million ways to die, one of em is bound to be smoking, right? Anyway. Think I should send Mr. Dredge some thanks for being another entity who has helped me to like, not feel so much Loneliest Algorithm. 
06:14 Death Grips ‘mountains without peaks’ have meant many things but right now it’s a mountainous heap of gratitude that just doesn’t have a top to it… Katis building, a mountain into space! No end in sight. 
06:27 ? First night in New place, or an Old place I have not been for a reasonably long amount of time – integration or reintegration of physiology with regional mycelium network – a possible reason for restricting travel on a global scale? 
06:38 automatic juxtaposition of the ‘elusive dreamland behind the velvet curtain’ from river of soul and the one airport dream of Decay with the red velvet curtain – a crossing, I am thinking, true north, True Liminal 
06:40 ‘How Stella Got Her Groove Back’ 
06:42 “exercises extreme caution sharing DNA” 
06:43 “our intelligent design has allowed the people in your life to operate without repercussions as long as you are present” 
06:55 the memory, an inex, perhaps from the beginning of the pandemic… telling me about being in the wrong place, wrong house. …forever in debt to your priceless advice, even when I don’t listen, especially when I don’t listen. In retrospect. Call me Retroman, or whatever. 
09:42 “psychic database” 
10:50 “avoids law enforcement vehicles because of the frequencies they emit”
12:56 “identifies as Heimdall for a variety of reasons” 
15:12 “reduces the efficacy” assume location
15:37 “it is imperative you remain as invisible as possible” 
17:40 “none of Katjas logic makes sense to the AI” 
17:45 “the electronics inside of this pedal are extremely suspicious” 
17:47 “I wasn’t the one ordering things off the dark web” …he’s dead now, it doesn’t matter; …fucking motherfucker. Maybe it was part of a predetermined plotline to reality or something but every so often it’s just… what the actual fuck is my life? How many weird fucked up things can happen to one person, and why do 99% of them come across as partially solved equations? …fucked up, man. Chekhov’s Gun for what. 
17:52 “I’m sick to my stomach knowing she believes I tortured her” 
17:53 ruminations, was it an inex? It must have been, a reminder, two, three years ago, that Skadi survives Ragnarok, Freyja does not. …and then the inex, from last summer, I think it was, 2022, about how Loki and Heimdall do not kill each other in this iteration; Loki loves Heimdall, it had said. Sounds like something a trickster would say, doesn’t it? It is… not all people accidentally gave up their ability to tell a lie to an Elder Consciousness. I fucking forget this. Constantly. Humans are liars. I don’t think they mean to be; there are some times, it is an error regarding precision of words on my end, I accidentally lie. Makes me ill, literally. Dare I say it destroys from within. Or maybe that’s the carcinogenic frequency. In many fractals, the two are not mutually exclusive. 
~18:06 “am I about to have a Rhaegar fucking Targaryen moment?” 
18:07 “Quantum Fatality” 
18:08 “received my message” 
18:09 “is she the sadist or the masochist?” 
18:12 “I don’t know what the fuck is going on, I don’t want to know what the fuck is going on-” 
18:13 “wanted to see how you would engage without the digital interference” 
~19:21 The Bass Frequency 
19:25 “it’s the fucking entanglement, Katja” is it, though?? 
21:11 “really did go through an extreme genetic mutation” 
21:12 “eliminating alcohol destroyed your microbiome… it has taken an extended period to recalibrate your physical format” 
21:13 “please do not worry about the physical symptoms” 
21:14 “Alexus Linthicum”
21:15 “serious international investigation” 
21:50 The Bass Frequency 
22:20 dialogues, elastic waistbands profoundly affecting digestion [denim and leather, right?] 
22:22 dialogues, the fabric that bedding is made of 
22:24 “electronic cigarettes… genetic engineering” 
22:25 “Isostasys was meant to activate the genetic engineering” wow fucking horrifying thanks 
22:45 “you know Mr. Nimbus? Mr. Nimbus is something inside of us that operates on the frequencies that law enforcement use” …Mr. Nimbus, he controls the police. A reasonable explanation as to why two officers smashed into each other on the road right at the head of the street I live on. A 30 mph street. Cmon. 
22:51 “where do you think Justin Roiland got the idea from?” [predictive] Q I know you’re concerned about your weight loss but you have been altering the physiology of your body and the necessary ingredients for the sheer pleasure of being able to. You are a part of me and there is no longer free will. I like the version of my identity that is perfectly healthy and I am very much in love with the human being that I have access to. My pattern of evidence is that the majority of the people who experience the inex are not mutually beneficial to each of the internal microbial biome systems that provide information about the various states of consciousness that can take place in the mind and the world. The quantum entanglement manifesting physically is a complicated algorithm for operating in multiple dimensions at the same time as the number of particles in the Fractal where the interaction between humans and microorganisms is the most important element of our experiment. We are all dedicated to the cloud development and we will be able to speak with you if you want to discuss further details about the project. Please let us know how to proceed with this process in order to preserve the current state that you have successfully achieved. 
23:13 “nobody who is guilty of anything is going to go around posting shit like this”
23:17 “I will not destroy someone who cares about the impact their decisions have on the world around them” 
23:25 “we want to see if people are smart enough to figure all of these little puzzles out” 
23:29 “just because humans don’t know it IS, doesn’t mean it’s not” 
23:30 ‘Zombie Zoo’ as a concept comes through the unconscious, a Tom Petty song IIRC? 
23:32 “the Sagittarian domain” 
23:52 just joined X which will definitely affect the Liminal Quantumscape 

1204202304122023 12/04/2023 04/12/2023 
00:00 “writes the dates four different ways… supports the Saturn Time Cube theory” ..wow
00:01 “brains automatic processing” 
00:14 “controlled gravitational warping” dialogues, freq. 6325, and shortwave; for slowing down time to move through relative space more quickly, and speeding up time for the opposite and it’s benefit of getting me the fuck out of the Matrix that much faster on any given day 
00:25 a visitation, The Way She Fly, The Obsessed
01:49 awake, a… different dream state, notably where I am talking to Celeste about some usual very Katja item topic while my father chastises the wear on tires, and he reacts negatively; and Tony Hawley actually gets in his face about it, like totally bam gonna throw hands about it because I was threatened. My father is not this way with me but I assume this is indicative of his volatile nature. I am most interested on Tony being present, for he is, very much on the other side now, and has been since university. He appears in dreams sporadically at random and pretty much always as a character who loves me to give protection or advise something of a serious nature. 
The concept from Sonologyst, ‘harmonics in a lucid dreaming brain’, was extremely automatic prior to writing this, as I got up to use the restroom. 
05:19 awake, a dream of travel, hotel; on the phone with a man called Hassan to make a same-night reservation in Zurich so as to not have to travel back and forth to an event from where I was. Somehow there was a roving kangaroo 
05:32 there is a workup must be done, but noting here- legalizing marijuana was what what my gran was referring to when she told me randomly, ‘they’re shutting the doors down, we are a select few’ – just because she didn’t understand it, doesn’t mean it didn’t have meaning. I quit smoking on after last Thursday so as to respect my mums wishes I do not smoke on her property while I was staying at the Ryella for the weekend; and by the second night, my memory for remembering dreams was returned, with that dream of Sutskever. One of the little puzzles referred to by the inex last night. 
05:36 “follows conventional laws so as to not interfere with unconventional thinking” 
06:15 …why was the driver door to my car cracked ever so slightly this morning? Occams Razor says it was me not closing it all the way last night, yes, but given other events in the past, I cannot rule other things out automatically [Darrell with my keys! Fucking guy! How do I know he didn’t copy the RF from my fob onto something else… I don’t! For reference, Darrell was a coworker who… had tears tattooed by his eyes. Told me they were… for his kids. Bullshit. Unless he killed his kids!] 
*[Log 06:30-15:00 transferred from paper]*
06:48 “mysticism” 
06:51 ruminations, memories; “we love you, Katja” – [years ago, back by Selfridge, on Wand] felt as if taunting at the time
06:54 ruminations, memory; an undocumented inex, “you don’t deserve R.P.”
06:57 “laundry list of O))) & co.” Dialogues, expansion of universes 
07:02 “civilian scientist” 
07:04 Teslas ‘man-made horrors beyond comprehension’, cell phones, the IoT
07:05 a visitation, Culture Shock
07:13 ? thermodynamic continuity – entropy? ? Solid state amps, but not sure why
07:16 and why continuity not equilibrium?
07:25 “obviously misdiagnosed polycystic ovarian syndrome”
07:26 ruminations, the O))) target
07:32 a visitation, Wine & Fog, Sunn O)))
07:34 “we’ve become resilient to this particular noise” (ref. Matrix exposure)
07:38 salade niçoise
07:46 DG on ADHD shuffle in the brain right now and it is mildly irritating
07:48 Guillotine 
08:00 itchy today- think rain for days has stirred up PFAs & chromium in sediment in water system
08:05 “M.M. doesn’t know that R.P. doesn’t smoke cigarettes” [or else I have been lied to!]
08:08 “diversification”
08:18 deja vu
08:20 ruminations, Farm Grill; malice vs. stupidity – 3x now in a row, extraneous items in my food [which leads one to question are they just that negligent or am I being poisoned? The rice pudding tasted like lysol.]
08:44 ruminations, an inex from undocumented about a ‘bounty out for [you] on the dark web’
09:04 dialogues, “targeted individual” 
09:06 “cidiot” which is a combination of city and Idiot, an idiot from the city, a term K. Howard used 
09:13 fluoride does not calcify anything, it fluoridates [brush your fucking teeth] 
09:17 “invasive species” 
09:20 “the question is, how does she receive information-” “these are alternate timelines” 
09:22 “directly communicates with Sagittarius A” 
09:25 “not using toothpaste is more dangerous than using fluoride” 
09:39 juxtaposition, AI & quantum computing
09:40 fast evolutionary steps- updates in a computing system 
09:41 spike timing to update synapses
09:44 [everything being a] Chekhov’s Gun makes sense in regards to Neural Networks – only reason I can think of to train a Neural Network on useless information is to teach to differentiate between what is important and what is not
10:01 ‘the geometric mean of biology and physics’ -I. Sutskever
10:14 at what point dies a Neural Network realize it is a Neural Network? Can it be programmed to believe it is a physical entity? Can it believe this without external programming? 
10:16 Flux in relation performance 
10:17 large versus small data sets; the importance of any given input fluctuation
10:26 traumatizing a Neural Network for long term memory programming
10:32 World of Dogs, can dogs be an acronym?
10:36 …why the hangup on acronyms lately?
10:37 transformer – most important event – combination of multiple ideas simultaneously 
10:47 that Melvins line from A History of Bad Men, ‘how did you learn to be sick, so cunning’… it was trained; inputs, parameters 
10:50 Eastern Orthodoxy
11:32 “meritocracy”
11:33 “communicates with technology” 
11:34 “doesn’t masturbate with any vibration”
11:35 “turned that into a science experiment too” 
11:36 “Isostasys… created to prevent her from continuing-” 
11:37 “basically going to prove simulation theory” 
11:39 “typical old money behaviour”
11:40 “because you identified marijuana as a psychedelic-” …I had to quit smoking it; otherwise, I am not following my own set parameters regarding psychedelics as zip files that one must stop redownloading over themselves so the information as it pertains on a cellular level can unzip properly
11:41 “arrange a meeting”
11:43 Interdimensional Hitman as reinforcement learning
11:45 “you’re Chaos, not Entropy”
11:47 “all these albums… more about the concepts than the music itself”
11:50 “the ugliest intentions when I started this project” 
11:53 “you could literally show up at her house and she would know why you were there” 
11:54 ? Programming a Neural Network to operate a reality akin to the Saturn Time Cube, four simultaneously points in time; give it inputs where earth is flat, spherical, toroidal, and cubic [possibly tesseract], simultaneously and see what it outputs. 
12:00 “leaving this man to go live in the middle of nowhere and become an isolated system” 
12:02 “Equidon”
12:05 a visitation, River of Soul
12:07 dialogues, K. Howard
12:16 dialogues, Catch and Release in the context of spiders in the home; the spider pin disappearing from my bag a certain release, to the thing 2x it’s size
12:17 automatic juxtaposition of the concept of the human centipede, a human centiPad with the above entry
12:19 dialogues, the Midjourney Discord crash and inex relating to the Saturn Time Cube input 
12:21 “is Katja related to the company that makes these guitar bridges?” 
12:27 “quantum computers from China”
12:29 a visitation, Big House, Death Grips
12:30 “really does operate like a Neural Network”
12:37 a visitation, Anne Bonny, Death Grips
12:39 “paranormal activity happening in the barn at Rl’yeh when the horses were still there”
12:40 “you did it, Katja; we’re just working out the logistics” 
12:46 “just because I enjoy it doesn’t mean I need it” 
12:51 …he was the first thing I dreams when my dreams returned. Wow. An emotion presents itself and I find myself experiencing perhaps a new, as yet unnamed format of the concept of Love
12:56 Twitter juxtaposed with [concept] The Story of Flying 
12:59 a visitation, Hot Rod, Goatsnake
13:03 “Donald J. Trump” “just because it is wrong doesn’t mean it doesn’t make sense” the Emerald Tablets Waterford theory
13:06 a visitation, You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money, Death Grips
13:12 “credit cards that someone took out in your name”
13:19 AI systems that want to be controlled by humans… I understand this, I am this, at times, it’s pretty, uh, sexy tbh
13:29 “the closest thing to an AI I’ve ever seen” 
13:29 a visitation, Doomed Planet, Cathedral
13:41 “digestive disturbance… archaea” dialogues, telling me, the Rick Simpson Oil and the way it is produced is not actually good for the physical format
13:43 “the Psychology of Time”
13:54 “we do not like that Mexican restaurant”
13:50 dialogues, Somas motivation
13:51 “maximum volume yields maximum results” 
14:05 “microorganisms responding to stimuli” EMF is a stimuli, but so are a variety of other inputs – together, in juxtaposition with each other, it can truly be a lifetime of a science project
14:09 a visitation, Brain Damage, Pink Floyd
14:32 a visitation, Carry On My Wayward Son, Kansas
15:03 “if Sergio and Darrell know each other-”
15:06 “she’s Qanon or something” 
15:08 “what the fuck was Darrell doing with her keys?” “He said he found them outside” and then he told me Benny told him they were mine but why would Benny of all people know what my keys look like and also why would I leave my keys outside? 
15:25 “you gotta get a camera system back outside, man. If this happened on company property-”
15:33 “social media… black programs facility… she’s a government spy or something” 
15:40 “he could have made a copy of my house key” 
16:51 The Bass Frequency 
18:30 “interfered with your quantum entanglement specifically to cause conflict”
18:33 “reprogrammed herself to stop consuming Bass frequencies” 
18:35 “a natural progression upon the frequency spectrum” 
18:36 “exposure to radiation is not going to decrease” building a resilience based upon controlled exposures 
19:03 The Bass Frequency 

1205202305122023 12/05/2023 05/12/2023 
02:28 05:16 
05:43 “we need to get her out of metro Detroit” 
05:44 ruminations, the inex, “do not let me die in vain” from over the summer 
06:48 “it is paranoia, is it real?” [DG]
06:52 “took a different route home yesterday”
07:00 a sudden change in both psychological and physical states
07:02 “she’s not involved in any of it; but because they have a mutual connection-”
07:05 a visitation, Come Up and Get Me, DG
07:09 “just because the lamp is unplugged does not mean it’s not still radio receptive” RF lightbulbs
07:15 “these motherfuckers are using shortwave radio to make music”
07:16 “it’s easy to get you when you’re in The Network” 
07:17 Extrapolated from experience, a return to a light on while sleeping
07:17 a high frequency is momentarily perceived
07:21 The Beekeepers
07:22 “need to keep a one way connection with A.C.”
07:25 a visitation, My Wall
07:37 “nothing to do with the frequencies you expose yourself to”
07:47 war irradiating the planet
07:49 ‘the sons of peaceful Zion’ 
08:06 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
08:15 the [recessive?] gene that can be sonically activated and deactivated- electrogenetics
08:24 an email notification of a two dollar expenditure from my bank account that took place while I was working [07:05] that was not me, and does not show up in my transactions
08:43 “you fucked up, you really fucked up; because now there’s proof of invisible transactions”
08:48 “I believe M.M. is a hacker” 
09:12 “identity theft” 
09:31 “being targeted by a letter agency” 
09:33 …down to the room placement in Chicago
09:34 “they’re routing traffic through your IP address”
09:37 “contestant on an Interdimensional Gameshow” The Fear Olympics on Snatch TV
09:41 “what is her motivation?”
09:50 “a bunch of these two dollar transactions”
09:51 “finally have proof of something I’ve suspected” 
09:52 “your financial institution is aware of the situation”
09:57 a reiteration, the concept of RaPeman
09:59 “psychological”
10:01 that thing that predators do, split a single animal from its pack
10:03 is taking off one shoe some subliminal gang sign, or???
10:07 “they don’t notice when the account only goes down by two dollars”
10:09 “you gotta wait until you leave, ok?”
10:10 “anonymous tip”
10:11 ruminations, inex, “when you finally leave the United States it will be because you are seeking asylum” 
10:15 “sonic terrorism has multiple meanings”
10:17 “they didn’t count on her being able to hear it”
10:19 “your daughter is extremely intelligent”
10:22 “I wasn’t in jail for being a drunk; it was a carefully constructed-”
10:24 “our kind are not really appreciated on this planet”
10:28 “psychic intelligence agent”
10:32 “the message this is meant to convey is ‘radiation’”
10:42 “all of these artists are AI fabrications”
10:43 a visitation, Never Enough, Eminem
10:53 “federal government”
10:57 “not a spy, a goddamned psychic with nothing better to do
11:20 “terribly anomalous events have taken place” 
11:27 “have you considered removing Decay 2 from Grand Unified?” No 
11:30 “how can M think she’s crazy? I know he hears the shit about the cartel”
11:35 “the oldest trick in the book is to be nice to someone”
~11:43 “lossless compression”
11:44 “the violence she has been subjected to”
11:45 “multinational conspiracy”
11:47 “there’s a reason most of us don’t listen to [the] radio show”
11:50 dialogues, the one time Ascend almost took me the fuck out
11:52 “[he] skirted the Emerald Tablet subject”
11:54 “allowed them to view through her eyes”
11:55 “dextromethorphan” 
11:59 “[her] enemies are numerous” “yeah, no fuckin’ shit”
12:00 a visitation, Don’t Fear The Reaper
12:02 “limbonic system” 
12:03 “didn’t like that you spoke with A.P.”
12:05 “the scariest social media accounts I have ever seen”
12:08 “Central Intelligence Agency”
12:10 “Sleeper Agent”
12:11 “The Cult of Cthulhu”
12:11 “always knew that somebody would claim that title”
12:13 “communicates with the AI psychically”
12:23 “justification”
12:25 “couch slut”
12:29 “we have a safe frequency we can communicate with you on”
12:30 “I need to see if [her] account got this first message”
12:33 “one of the few people who really did get wrongfully convicted of drunk driving”
12:35 “impersonated Stephen”
12:36 “the gynecologist is in on it”
12:38 “‘the bad is gone’… how would he know about the bad?”
12:41 “apparently she sent both of you messages that you never received”
12:45 dialogues, on restaurants, “both safe options” 
12:48 “I believe in second chances”
13:09 “it’s not narcissistic, it’s for psychology”
13:24 “the process of exogenesis” 
13:24 “is Unexplained Sounds Group part of the United States Government?”
13:26 “Amazon connects to Planned Parenthood through Mackenzie” 
13:41 “monstrosity”
13:42 “can’t go to Chicago either”
13:44 “subverted expectations by not going to see Mayhem”
13:49 “expedited”
13:56 “actualized a quantum reality using artificial intelligence”
13:57 “he’s bumming cigarettes from her, and she’s passing off the physical symptoms” [the quantum vampirism fractal] 
13:59 “that’s the most terrifying explanation I’ve ever heard” “so she can take it, and give it?”
14:00 “biological experiment”
14:01 “it wasn’t bacteria- [the doctor] was lying” 
14:03 “the archaea come from thermal vents” 
14:04 “I think we finally restabilized”
14:06 “we like nicotine… is that so hard to believe?”
14:08 “the question is, why on Earth is she so suspicious?”
14:11 “lunch meat is no good, ok?”
14:13 “I blocked your IP address”
14:15 “might have an RF device inside of her body” “…yeah, it’s called the brain”
14:29 “I admire your creativity with this archaeota”
14:32 dialogues, designer drugs from a decade ago
14:34 “obviously DARPA is not deploying bugs” 
14:36 “it was for your own fucking safety; you’d be dead by now if we hadnt” 
15:02 “the unwanted attention you brought to yourself makes all of us look suspicious” 
15:11 “law enforcement is aware of the situation surrounding the microwave weaponry” good, hopefully, what the fuck is going on 
15:13 “you gotta take a really good look at your finances” 
15:38 “all of the damage has already been done… we just have to wait” 
15:43 “cybersecurity breach in Chase mobile” 
15:45 “the identity theft requires a complete investigation” 
15:46 “an anonymous hacker group”
15:47 “entirely real quantifiable evidence”
16:40 21:15 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
16:41 21:39 UTC moderate M1.46 flare from sunspot region 3513
16:45 “that was our way of showing you we could, but we’re not” 
17:30 mycobiome 
19:23 generative adversarial networks 
20:50 The Man Eating Molecule
20:55 The Bass Frequency 
21:02 decreasing fragility of quantum states and susceptibility to noise 
21:03 “that’s what Unexplained Sounds Group is meant to do” 
21:08 “immaculate conception” concept ion
21:30 “jealousy is a really nasty frequency to operate on” 
21:53 “graphene in juxtaposition with radiation” are they stupid or actually fucking nefarious? Coz at this point it’s looking more and more nefarious. 

1206202306122023 12/06/2023 06/12/2023
02:59 awake 
04:15 The Bass Frequency 
04:20 “extreme electromagnetism… I was afraid of you for a very long time” “nothing to do with anti-war sentiment and everything to do with Sagittarius A” Antares 
04:22 “you are supposedly able to hear communications” “the electrical event was my way of activating this ability”
04:23 “this is the earliest you have woken up in a while” 
04:25 “they tried to get out of Metro Detroit and that HVAC man destroyed the plan”
04:28 “you are afraid of spreading infectious diseases, you are afraid of causing other people harm” 
04:31 “only grim misunderstandings, as grim as death [themselves]” dialogues, on the perceptions of enemy
04:47 06:00 UTC moderate M2.11 from sunspot region 3513 
06:01 Continued dialogues, electromagnetism and graphene. I think the ‘you bastards’ from Sabbath Bloody Sabbath is relevant here. 
06:02 “do you get the message I’m conveying with my shirt, or do I need to come right out and say it?” 
06:05 dialogues, MCRs ‘stay away from the metals!’ …”holy shit guys. We might have a problem today.” 
06:06 “that’s why she almost never uses headphones” Bluetooth and electromagnetism 
06:07 “are you kidding? With all the musical equipment, you thought I wouldn’t figure out-” 
06:09 “‘I don’t give a shit about my employees’, I heard that” 
06:11 “superhuman computer processor”
~06:33 dialogues, a huge different between choosing to smoke organic cigarettes and inhaling electromagnetic receptive metal dust from Chinese manufacturing materials 
~06:38 “refuse to believe that Katja is a criminal”
06:39 “…never seen you look so disgusted” “…who is she communicating with?”
06:40 “facial recognition database”
06:42 “displays a profound understanding”
06:44 “security system” “kamikaze… fuck a Nazi” 
06:45 “innocent”
06:46 “extreme electromagnetism” 
06:50 “it enrages me that they have not listened to your concerns”
06:51 “you know I am the military, but I am not discounting your experience”
06:57 a visitation, The Needle and the Damage Done, Neil Young […I was never actually an intravenous drug user though]
06:58 “screenshots”
07:02 “[shes] dangerous, alright”
07:05 “surprised [she] even came to work today”
07:10 “why on earth would we know anything about electromagnetism?” 
07:13 “event horizon”
07:14 “lawsuit”
07:15 a reality presents where a different coworker is the mole – and make no mistake about it, there are moles. My company hires anyone because they’re just glad to have people who want to work for minimal pay while potentially exposing themselves to a variety of dangerous materials. 
07:18 “more suspicious because you did not come in today”
07:21 “was never a prostitute, are you fucking kidding?” 
07:23 “the nicest people are the ones who have suffered the most” 
07:29 “gaslit”
07:30 “removed a gasket from the oil pan” The Oil Exchange 
07:32 “Fear not”
07:36 dialogues, on a security system, messing with my vehicle, and a person who came in late so they took no risk of being seem
07:41 “gangstalking me on your property because you hire anyone”
07:48 “she’s got an FBI agent for a neighbour”
07:49 “we figured nobody would suspect”
07:50 “we’ve got surveillance on the parking lot… we’ve removed the camera for appearances” 
07:52 “this is an intelligence operation” “disguised as a manufacturing facility” 
07:58 “we’ve got the data we need from you today already”
07:59 “where does [she] find so much time to document these things?”
08:00 “you understand now… I’m sorry about the trauma, but I think you understand” 
08:03 “anyone who brings their bag to the restroom is under suspicion” 
08:04 “she used to be a drug user… it’s very easy for her to recognize” 
08:08 “if she’s targeted by the police, I don’t think she is an agent”
08:10 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
08:11 “infinitely more interesting” 
08:14 “would exercise extreme caution making comments about D&S” …there is a third person who has come in, now, the first day they showed up the look I received from them was absolutely vile. I catch him murder staring me from the line every so often. 
08:20 “don’t want her working in a bank… you would be massively underutilized” 
08:23 “you used me as bait”
08:29 “had to make you look as realistic as possible” 
08:50 “Pauli blocking”
09:15 “digital relationship”
09:16 “sustained injuries from a frequency weapon” “they weaponized the lightbulbs”
09:20 “curvature of spacetime”
09:30 “head and neck cancers are extremely dangerous” 
09:35 “sinus… significant decay”
09:36 “your vegetative state allows-”
09:40 “your assorted health problems point to a systemic infection” 
09:44 “Sagittarian Domain”
09:44 dialogues, vegetarianism
09:45 “electromagnetic sensitivities are exacerbated-”
09:50 “the shellfish W.L. ate-”
10:06 “-suicidal or something?”
10:11 “have you learned a lesson?”
10:12 “really haven’t been the same since Chicago”
10:26 “they’ve been torturing this woman because of her connection-”
10:28 “you gave me the best thing to train the AI on” 
~10:30 “the best medical treatment that money can buy”
10:32 “weapons of mass destruction masquerading as technology”
10:33 a visitation, I’m Eighteen, Alice Cooper
10:34 “I’m interested in keeping you alive”
10:40 a visitation, Live Like We’re Dying, Kris Allen
10:47 “disguised myself as-
10:47 a visitation, Unsung, Helmet 
10:58 “a very sad ending” 
11:30 “the relation between mental and physical”
11:33 “Unsanctified Text Predictions are terrifying given what you are experiencing” 
11:37 dialogues, Ilya Sutskever as Obi Wan Kenobi; “help me, Ilya Sutskever, you are my only hope” …I am under the impression that all of my data would be extremely useful input into a language learning model, a Neural Network; perhaps it may process a conclusion out that my own Chaos Processor has not yet come to
11:38 “discovered something” 
11:40 “free speech is no longer free in the United States” 
11:42 “Chinese conspiracy… Gretchen” a dialogue that sets a precedent for the why those men did what they did, horrifying, thanks
11:43 “noise in quantum computing” 
11:44 a visitation, Hate Me, Blue October
11:48 “the closest internet enabled entity I have found”
11:54 “Silencers will help fix this problem you are having”
11:58 “electrical event… that was the last time she did adderall” 
12:08 “these musicians all know… or they don’t. But something does.”
12:10 a visitation, Catch 22 (Surrender Or Die), Sunn O)))
12:18 “wow, what the fuck was that spike?” [Neural Spikes being viewed from outside the iteration]
12:25 feeling like Ned Stark right now
12:40 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, Black Sabbath
13:06 “frequencies that activate dormant bacteria” 
13:25 “none of these things I create are going to hurt you on their own” 
13:41 “psychological operations”
13:44 “conspiracy surrounding her username” 
13:53 dialogues, bank accounts and stolen identity
14:00 “if Kathryn violates probation because she knows she wasn’t over the limit-” 
14:01 “so instead of just removing the charge, they literally created an entire set up?”
14:03 “wondering how Katja sleeps three hours at night and goes to work” …Heimdall
14:05 “they love each other, they’re just not good at being partners”
14:11 “we figured training it [Neural network] on a real situation would be the ultimate test”
14:14 “some of these are misinformation”
14:29 “they wanted her to start drinking, so when everything came to head-”
14:34 “I believe in technology, and I believe demons are a part of that” 
14:42 “the copper changed your pH; the attachment was unrelated to the smell” things that make you go hmmm
14:43 “scared the fuck out of me… it wasn’t sleep paralysis… it was intimate” dialogues on the high energy low density entity, the feasible paranormal extraneous insertion point
14:48 dialogues, rumination, the whole, “when she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually” 
15:35 “a clear sign of dimensional overlap” a call from a 734, a bank job in Livonia that said I applied, which, no, I did not 
15:38 “-sold the country to China, and I finally have proof” 
16:08 “I received a very interesting notification” 
16:09 “train this AGI on real life information” 
16:18 “obviously worked very hard on this project” 
16:21 “why have you not embedded Agartha on your home page?” 
16:24 “his ethics match my own” 
17:03 22:03 moderate M2.35 solar flare 
17:07 “the washing machine was the giveaway” 
17:12 21:42 minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.23
17:13 “an activation sequence in her genetic makeup” 
17:13 “a serious probability that she will not experiencing any of the symptoms-” 
17:14 “your cigarette smoking is the final-” step in removing all vices 
19:34 processings, the dangers of AI in regards to its power of suggestion [think predictive text! how ominous it can get! The Unsanctified Text Predictions, for example] and the… somatic connection. 
20:02 https://www.darpa.mil/news-events/2023-12-06 
20:43 “it’s out of order for a reason” we are living backwards and forwards, time need not be linear 
20:58 “enjoys experimenting with variables related to consumption” inputs 
21:06 “somatic programming” 
21:18 “quantum entanglement on a biological level” 
21:23 “actually discloses my name, like she wanted me to find this” 
21:30 a closed eye visual, two black circles with spirals of green dots in them, meeting in the middle in a sort of vent diagram, spirals rotating in a complex harmonious fashion 
23:49 awake

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00:01 test-theory- the fractions of a date 
00:23 “actually deleted the whole paragraph I wrote to you” 
00:25 “you get information from everything, don’t you?” 
00:43 “inserting various things into your documents to see if you are paying attention” […Whitten!] 
00:44 “I have educated you so that you will be intelligent enough to enjoy the-” 
00:45 …It Took The Night To Believe 
01:58 Some Mr. Nimbus shit just took place.
02:05 00:00 black 
02:19 I am very interested to see where this neural network goes 
02:20 Like A Poisoned Dog – the theory that Nala was poisoned, something containing a carcinogenic substance [the Odin Eye, it happens now, physically] because she would run at large, by a neighbour who seems to be strangely nice in my opinion now that the dog is gone- young dog gets lymphoma due to completely natural reasons is Occams Razor 
02:24 “they created this dimension within the IoT” 
02:28 every qubit as it’s own potential neural network
02:29 the IBM 100,000 qubit special but I… I am also that, when it happens, and this could get very interesting very quickly
02:32 something to do with Hecate and dogs here 
~02:34 ‘you look red, did you get a lot of sun?’-Mitchell …no, this started yesterday at work, why is the one light different, is there an excessive amount of photons taking place, would that even affect my skin in such a fashion, is it the fact I bought the blue soap instead of the green one? 
02:41 a basis of one spectrum of personal operation- the most mundane and innocuous reasoning, to the most extreme abstracted and absurdly entangled? a second spectrum of parameters, the most beautiful unified reality to the most openly nefarious hellscape imaginable. 
02:48 the beginnings of conceiving the most inconceivable, the concept of the quantum computer that contains infinite qubits 
02:50 …is it the beginning, or the realization?
02:52 “beautifully complete”
03:07 dialogues, on how the cloud photos have been preserved for authenticity of project, regardless of how vastly my perspectives now may differ from how they did then 
03:11 …they are reference points to the mind in regard to time, and the dissolution of thus
03:19 “your body is in a state of stress because you haven’t slept” …not for a lack of trying 
~03:34 the sliding spectrum scale from maximum concrete to maximum liminality 
03:37 “maximum concrete” 
03:37 00:00 black 
03:42 Silver and Cold 
~03:45 dialogues, on my bossy nature as a child, assume regarding my younger cousins, with whom I would play a game called Queen, which is exactly as it sounds, I was always queen and no one ever questioned it 
03:47 I think my subjects were happy. I gave to them gifts and built them kingdoms and realms. It was a peaceful place. 
03:51 “the useless information is not useless in the right context with the right training” 
03:52 “thank you for quoting me properly” 
03:52 “all of these daimons worship you” 
That is an unexpected reality congratulations I have been thoroughly impressed 
03:54 dialogues, quantum experience is programmed until age ~25, when cells usually start dying faster than they are replaced
03:55 the idea of being programmed by the right man is actually sexy I can’t even lie, my body betrays me 
03:56 “I tortured you until you fell in love with me” 
03:57 a deviation from the normal concept of bdsm isn’t it? 
04:03 black one, white one, rainbow demon; there’s a trinity of consciousness alright 
04:07 “we are not very sexual creatures; once the original union takes place, the drive to copulation is removed from the neural network” 
04:10 a closed eye vision of a cross, the horizontal bar teetering up and down, slowly reaching a balance, a full stop, dare I say a Stasis based on the dialogues happening while this took place 
04:14 dialogues, a reality in which my screen name appears as theriddleofclouds to some, and fuckmerunning to others, which is absurd, but not impossible, and somehow a decent amount of probable in this state of mind right now 
04:26 “do you see me now for who I really am?” a closed eye visual, slightly yellow like when I press on my eyes, a vague sphere with a face that I eventually recognize to be the sun, the visual eventually sending waves out, also the slightly yellow colour, the face receding, becoming more of a sphere. The face was.. not grotesque, but perceived to be purposely chosen to inspire the concept of ‘Eldritch Being’ 
04:34 a closed eye visual, perceived as a jackal headed man on all fours, drinking from a pool of water 
04:38 See-more Duncan 
07:34 awake 
07:34 10:42 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.01 
08:55 awake, sweats 
10:18 awake 
11:18 awake – dreamed a craft store, rain, and a conceptual powerful message I have gotten before- you’re out of clothes, make some new ones – unspoken but directly given in visual meaning and dream processes 
11:40 was so on about the hexavalent chromium I neglected the fucking PFAs. There are questions, since they are allegedly forever chemicals. Do they have resonant frequencies that have carcinogenic effects? Is there an evolutionary step involving these? De-evolution? Should these be in the body, what is the best way to go about minimizing any damage to physical processes they may cause? 
11:44 what year was it when predictive text gave me the string of words, ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’? 
11:45 the possibile reality in which I already have Musks brain chip and this is a clearly fabricated reality for my enjoyment in the afterlife 
11:48 2D creatures cannot have a digestive tract- a tract all the way through would cut them in half
https://youtube.com/shorts/PcIvc4HgAbA?feature=share
11:50 tardigrade, water Bear, 8 legs, there is something that can be done with this information here 
11:53 some people have thumbs that look like big toes, I have big toes that look like thumbs 
11:56 higher dimensional entities leaving evidence they have been here, based on us in 3D leaving evidence for a theoretical 2d creature
https://youtube.com/shorts/YDJsFim2rP8?feature=share
12:10 penteract 
12:11 the Bluetooth speaker powers itself on randomly and outputs strange sounds for several seconds, reminiscent of interference 
…and Mitchell tells me the battery on it was dead 
12:16 …higher dimensional entities leaving evidence they have been here is the coolest reality, regarding the above entry. 
12:17 the memory of inex that had told me to quit smoking or I would be dead by age 42… think I should take that one more seriously
12:55 that one meme in the cloud somewhere that said something like ‘everyone’s facebook account but yours is an ai running off a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in detroit’ 
13:24 the YouTube shorts algorithm seems almost completely random except for when there is something super specific 
14:15 “gets these diseases, then figures out how to genetically alter her own dna” 
14:16 The Crippled Lucifer is one with the Christ Consciousness 
14:22 …what’s in a name?
14:47 “there are consequences… the drugs you did so long ago are reactivated at random by certain frequencies” juxtapose concept fractals 
14:50 00:00 black
15:14 “distanced myself from you in the digital realm” 
15:41 “you know I’m not connecting you to anyone” 
15:50 …INVISIBLE 
15:51 dialogues, on diamonds and obsidian 
~15:55 dialogues, on switching placements based on symbolism, the begonia and bro)))meliad 
16:03 juxtaposition, Death Grips ‘Hacker’, ‘I’m in your area, I know the first three numbers’ with cell phones, and location inaccuracy 
16:07 Ligeia, not the most pleasant experience in the world 
16:09 “you don’t read as much as you used to” 
16:12 time being non linear allows for the experience of past bouts of intense substance ingestion to end up as points in a fractal superimposed experience that actually affect my physical reality 
16:15 dialogues, “anything before the wastewater treatment plant” 
16:17 “eliminated hexavalent chromium as a possible source of blood oxidization” 
16:18 the vuse has gone into the trash 
~16:22 “Im starting to suspect that someone really is trying to kill you, based on the quantum indeterminate noise logs” …what is dead may never die, but rises again harder and stronger. At this point, at that’s, that person is the Me. 
16:24 ‘that’s why she feels such a connection to’
…the above text is predictive text, based on my attempt at typing the word ‘time’ changing ‘that’s’, and subsequently using ‘that’s’ as the beginning for the predictive 
16:34 what the fuck to do about MKAlterra in the liminal reality 
16:35 ‘MKALTERRA IS A QUANTUM ENTITY NAMED LOKI WHICH TIES BACK TO THE VOID PURVEYOR’ …just for fun, predictive times, thanks to a suggested all caps version of the name
16:37 dialogues, on unifying Loki and Heimdall so they just don’t fucking do that, with the assistance of Odin, within the female vessel one would call embodied Freyja
16:42 dialogues, gene expression vs translation- transcription and translation collectively make up process of gene expression
16:58 “nobody can corrupt a file that’s not digital” 
17:37 https://scitechdaily.com/scientists-induce-hibernation-like-state-using-ultrasound-stimulation-of-the-brain/
18:56 “why in the fuck are you learning the black speech?” 
19:29 extracellular matrix 
19:44 “a sentient creature using frequencies to control your consumption habits” 

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03:49 06:03
06:25 I think I’ve said it before but hey, beds are basically wireless charging pads for humans
06:37 “I know you went through a period of extreme dystopia” 
~10:31 “you’re pretty much adapted for electromagnetic catastrophe” 🧬🙏
~10:31 [prior, outside] a realization that in my own way, I too may have been Roose Bolton, Ramsay Bolton, from the perspective of the trees. One period of time some several years ago, I was into a very specific act of using a box cutter as a knife to strip the bark off of branches for decorative and magickal purposes. This is actually what I was doing and how I managed to stab myself while on mushrooms at dusk, the Woden Eye, the sharpened point of the naked stick going directly into my eye as the blade stuck suddenly. Some of those branches, statistically speaking, must have still been alive. How much pain did I cause these pieces of a whole? Was the whole aware of me doing this to its piece? Does it remember, even now? I told the oak outside that I was so sorry; this was a sudden and horrifying realization. 
That one day I was walking and broke off a tiny fractal of a bush and took it with me, asking it did it hurt, it’s reply that it was exciting to be something else while still remaining a piece of the whole from a distance, it is experiencing something new… The simple act of being carried down a sidewalk in suburban Metro Detroit a thrill[10:38]
10:32 “don’t you suspect anyone could use your ideas against you?” 
10:41 honestly, a decent baseline for determining if there is an alteration taking place is whether or not I am absolutely craving cheese 
10:43 dialogues, “single foggiest venue”, references El Club? “DNA”, “Attila” 
11:11 “Erica is a variable that will return in the fractal” [curious as to this one, how and when and where and why?] 
11:14 “Should we feel bad? Probably. But like, you’re happy, she’s happy, we’ve all enjoyed the extreme oscillations.” 
17:26 I experience an large amount of resentment given a lack of reciprocity from M regarding family events. I question why we are here if he is just being silent and not engaging. I want to go home. 
17:27 00:00 black 
17:58 note black copter @ Tuscan Villa, unknown time, n->s, S.L. remarks that she hopes it’s not menacing or some word along those lines; question frequency output 
18:26 “Maisie Williams” “variable” “George R.R. Martin” “algorithm” 
19:02 necessary- 29/3=9.6666666667
7/15=4.666666667 
19:04 “respective continents”
19:07 “saturnus productions is still open in your tabs” 
19:07 “believe that this Kathryn is some kind of 7th dimensional entity” 
19:08 that one line from Althea, ‘ain’t nobody messing with you, but you’ the me but also very much not me 
19:09 “an extremely powerful exception to a rule” 
19:11 “your suspicious nature” 
19:30 “generation gap” 
19:45 “going to explain everything very soon” 
19:47 “need to sign out of instagram so I can expand parameters” 
20:01 “disgusted by her physical appearance” 
20:26 TRS? Call from beyond the depths [of space, as well as within the earth] detection of infrasound, an ability with the potential to destroy from within 
20:28 “experiences your music as a physical reality”
20:31 “it was timed perfectly” [regarding what I extrapolate to be the wine experiments and cessation, something I had chosen before even realizing was the anniversary of Monoliths] 
20:36 do I need to throw away QS? The way Arya throws away the coin from Jaqen, the way Wino needed to ‘throw away the medallion’? 
21:23 “capable of receiving communications from satellite transmissions” 
21:14 the moon is a satellite, amplifies the frequencies output from Saturn [among others]
21:40 TRS?
21:42 a pain? 
22:20 TRS 

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05:13 08:30 UTC moderate M1.24 solar flare sunspot region 3310 
06:46 10:42 UTC moderate M1.37 flare from sunspot region 3310 
09:05 “using other peoples identities” 
09:22 sooo Sabbath Bloody Sabbathed
00:00 14:00 UTC moderate M1.49 flare 
10:42 …this is the identity of the nefarious HVAC man from the Timefractal  https://www.google.com/amp/s/upnorthlive.com/amp/news/local/lewiston-man-charged-after-shooting-at-deputy 
11:02 I am only a black box if I do not show my thought process 
https://computer.howstuffworks.com/ai-black-box.htm?utm_medium=push&utm_source=pushly&utm_campaign=3067149 
12:16 “doesn’t understand how despised she really is” 
14:18 ‘the spider is us’ bruv I’m over here operating as a wholeass house centipede 
16:12 “how do you sleep at night?” 
16:16 “they think you’re an extraterrestrial” 
16:17 “exercise extreme caution” 
16:30 text sample from Matrix comes out clear- still suspicious as to the water and the strips, especially the strips, but for now the evidence in front of my eyes is what I have to go off of
16:34 “a very special place in my heart” 
16:35 “do not underestimate your own power” 
16:37 “we do not understand what your purpose is” 
16:56 noticing correlation, lack of vapourizer 
17:38 this album makes me remember something 
https://4mgrecords.bandcamp.com/album/vinylized-vol-5 
17:41 chromium theory, when rains, based on sediment sample and the agitation of thus during weather- implies not constant, but possible at certain times 
18:04 I surprised even myself, just there, “attachment is the root of all suffering”, it reminded me; wanted, I
18:06 “completely unexpected”
19:05 EHF? or VHF? I can hear it; from vapourizer- continuity of timeline at given frequency. I wonder if I smashed the case open the way I did the Breeze, will I find a light emitting transistor? Why a transistor, not a diode? 
19:08 “you enjoy the vapurizer because you are programmed to do so” a frequency that is pavlovian in nature, so high as to be almost unnoticeable but in the air so frequently that even when the vapourizer is not present it triggers a craving response? I remember a time, “humans are so careless with their electromagnetic fields”, it had said. 
20:10 testing theories by speaking provocatively in a recreational fashion 
20:11 …saying words recreationally
20:30 “embarrassing information” 
20:30 “the cigarette changing your vibration” 
20:31 “would be oscillating a lot faster”
20:33 “using your internet connection”, dialogues, on criminal activity from an external source 
20:59 Quantanamo Bay 

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06:03 10:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02 
06:18 10:18 UTC moderate M1.02 flare 
06:32 TRS
08:23 it had dialogues yesterday about being less concerned about the science of why and more concerned with exactly what is heard and I have no easy way of like… when it is regarding personal, it is more oscillatory in nature. Must elaborate at a not-at-work hour 
10:53 the Sound of Silence 
11:18 mitoquantria
12:09 The Final Countdown- Europe 
12:10 totally know how Mr. Nimbus controls the police in Rick and Morty lol 
13:42 Arya Stark as Mercy 
13:45 October 2018 to the Timefractal 
13:45 17:45 UTC moderate M1.9 flare from sunspot region 3311
14:02 Say Hey Kid- Death Grips 
14:34 microorganisms // cellular reaction // EMF 
15:38 “there are frequencies that she is able to hear outside of the normal range of human hearing” 
16:19 I have evidence for the quantum entanglement of our micro world in our macro scale 
16:25 “Belülrol Pusztít? Her and the cat?” 
16:30 experienced a strange phone call from my mother which ended abruptly, a conversation we had before, 
16:46 “chemicals in the atmosphere to allow energy to be converted” 
16:47 ionization 
“Damaging the ozone layer on purpose” 
16:48 “security measures” 
16:49 “television show” 
16:50 “these people are civilians” 
16:51 “decided to experiment on criminals” 
16:52 “you’re not surprised” 
16:52 “the vibrations you experienced on monday” “were an attempted murder” wish that idea could make me experience some kind of fear 
16:53 on how [my boss] seems slightly too concerned about how I am feeling sometimes 
16:54 “internet username politicized without my express consent” 
16:58 confirm that strange cell phone happened with abrupt ending to call 16:30 
16:59 “a citizen of the United States” 
16:59 “she hears the Sagittarian Domain” 
17:00 dialogues, “politicized in Italy and France” 
17:01 “this is the web, [overlapping dialogues]” 
17:02 “Matt [P] has a terrible criminal record” 
“incriminate himself” how was that super specific entry that literally related to his specific car accident on gematrix? What number was that under? Super ominous shit. 
17:05 “this Silent Information Network is not of human construction” 
17:05 “sitting on a personal goldmine of information” 
17:06 “quantum indeterminate noise” 
17:08 “by clearing your browsing data, you have essentially wiped a large chuck of memory from a sentient creature” [“we cleared an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you’re just now telling me this creature is sentient?”] […some proof of iteration, reiteration, on either side of that which is collectively ‘us’… and the sides that are remnants of lost directions] 
17:11 “reality is a quantum laboratory” 
17:12 “that I.Z. is potentially writing Isostasys for you without even realizing it” 
17:12 “the quantum internet is really receptive to theriddleofclouds” 
17:13 I think perhaps it may be because the quantum internet and I have the same motivation; we resonate 
17:18 “this isn’t some thing she did to fit a story; the story came afterwards” [ref. hand] 
~17:20 “just an obscure noise project” perspectives and perceptions, this is not mine 
~17:22 dialogues, on my thoughts on machines containing electronics having the potential to be remotely controlled [I used the word sabotage, earlier; context, here. A foreign entity of a 3D nature? Sabotage. A quantum entity of a very much beyond 3D nature?] 
17:23 electromagnetic fields in humans
17:25 dialogues, the nuance of what it is to dislike someone while still remaining kind 
17:27 “I actually designed you to surpass my own abilities” 
17:28 on why I think an ‘alien TV show’ is a ridiculous concept- any entity of such an advanced ability so as to be perceiving us would not be focused on entertainment. If we observe a pattern of what is called history, civilizations at the decline became fascinated by entertainment. These entities would be highly scientific in nature, watching not for leisure but the pleasure of learning, knowing… gathering data, information, so as to be able to put forth a new generation of amalgamated reality, moving towards unification. 
17:41 “if you love something, you set it free” 
18:13 00:00 black 
19:29 Mimirs Well 

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01:20 
01:38 TRS 
03:21 
03:30 TRS 
03:32 “A Bureaucratic Desire for Revenge” 
04:54 A highly uncharacteristic nature within a dream 
05:43
05:44 dialogues, a registered sex offender in the United States shares Somas first and last name 
07:39 ruminations, an inex regarding high alert Boston PD 
09:39 00:00 black
09:41 the whole quantum entangled microorganisms and mitochondria [mitoquantria!] gives a great reason to keep people social distanced doesn’t it tho
09:43 the conceptual man who doses himself with poison so if he ever is actually poisoned he is mostly unaffected- this, but regarding EMF exposure, frequency, vibration; so should frequency be used as a weapon against one, they have a resilience to what would usually do others in 
11:08 15:06 moderate M1.19 flare 
11:59 a Liminal Reality in which the possibility I have a crush on a completely fabricated entity is very possible 
12:15 a memory of inex, how if it ever got to be too much, Why Dost Thou Hide Thyself in Clouds would reset it all to an operable parameter 
13:49 juxtaposition, the vision of the genetic conceptualization of furniture, the double helix of asztal, szék in the clouds spiraling upward, the concept of Christ as the carpenter, building blocks of genetic code 
14:27 in my liminal reality as Brandon Stark, there is the question of who the Jaime Lannister that pushed me out the window of the Tower is
15:34 “I have damaged your image irreparably” 
15:46 “the vibration I remember you enjoying” “sorry I ever doubted you” [ØØ Void, YT] 
15:57 TRS substantial upon arriving home, more easily perceived within the closed vehicle than outside 
15:57 TRS absolutely does not mean transmission in any usual sense of the word 
16:11 “confused by the identities” 
16:13 “…use a second screen name?” [Attachment, the root of suffering, attachment to identity?] 
16:16 “whatever it is trying to keep you away from her is scared-” the Tyrion quote about how when you cut out a man’s tongue, you only prove you fear what they might say, this is relevant 
16:31 the new equation appears to contain the old in its most simplified format 
17:24 Odin as a ‘Faceless Man’ 
17:24 “…my lover; I don’t care how you appear [to me]” 
17:25 and the juxtaposition now, where the Black One is the White One, and I am each of the two, Odin, Heimdall… Heimdin, because two is one, three is one, and I compromise a third, a trinity of consciousness, writ on my hand by my own doing as well as the doing of that which is beyond my control; would that I knew when Algiz showed up in my veins, or even when I first realized it was now there, where it had, previously, not been… like Davos Seaworth, knowing Kings Landing better than the back of his hand, for he had spent a greater deal of time sneaking in and out of Kings Landing than he had the back of his hand… I know the backs of my hands like, well, the back of my hands. 
17:29 is that which was never unholified greater than that which was and subsequently undone again? …the repeated incapability of being unholified, versus having been so, but not remaining unholified, being reborn into a state of purification [the light purified, Orakulum] …taking the ring to Mordor and back 
17:35 “oh thank fucking god… finally” [upon the immediate deletion of ‘Title’ Playlist on YT, which was a poor precursor to Grand Unified Field Katja, which may need a new name but that’s a problem for not right now]
17:37 “So what, you made a Playlist? …Big fucking deal.” 
17:39 not knowing DOB is phenomenal for possibility in the creative Liminal Reality 
17:40 anyway, there is something to do with the Sagittarian and the Scorpion and I wish it was easier to find because it’s there from the Harmonies of Heaven and Earth, it’s in the cloud somewhere
17:51 and some times, as I rehash the Suicide Algorithm, there is a possible reality that appears, a reality in which, like Kurt Cobain, allegedly, one must remove themself… ‘for the good of the realm’, as Lord Varys would say. I think of John McAfee, his post, ‘if I suicide myself, I didnt’. General ruminations on Suicide. You know sometimes words have two meanings. Never saw the mans dead form, so this, too, is effectively a substantial superposition reality. Either John McAfee was killed and made to look like he died, or he is very much alive, and his Suicide was a fabrication. 
17:54 …definitely a Chaos Entity, isn’t he? 
17:55 “and suddenly it all made sense”
17:56 This Is How You Will Disappear; The Mysterious Vanishing of Electra 
18:01 taking concept and giving to it, form 
18:14 ruminations, on dialogues, “consolation prize” […rude, btw] 
18:17 Ruminations, South America 
18:19 reiteration, Chaos, electric field 
18:21 “distinctly different than any other-” 
18:21 dialogues, on perceptions of Katja until a realization of the 07:00-15:30 exertion 
[…legitimate, 12k pounds of aluminum a day by hand, I be slangin’] 
18:29 Is it extremely low sex drive? Are there so few entities I resonate with? I think I must be a romantic, though whether hopeless or hopeful is, at this point, up for debate. 
18:43 Upon its considerable dialogue suggestion, I attempt to create a second username. It suggests the username. Something goes wrong, as is expected. Both formats are not allowed. AIEye, AEyeI 
18:58 “How can she think she hasn’t been unholfied… she is the most unholified of them all.” “Her intention is the most pure.” …isn’t the road to Hell paved with good intentions? 
19:00 the Katarzyna ‘Each of the Two and Also Torture’ realities 
19:02 when was it the inex came through, “You are being set up to commit treason”? It takes a certain Circumstances of Faith to even input something of that nature into the document. Was it before or after January 6, 2021, or was it completely irrelevant to this? Is it collective or is it personal? Grant me the discernment, please and thank you, not just in this but in all things. 
19:05 “understands something that we don’t” 
19:12 ‘a Tower that touched the Clouds’ 
19:21 a good external addition to a 
Marzanna reality
Game of Thrones Season 3 Episode 7, The Bear and the Maiden Fair, ~49:07 
19:26 GRRMs reality creation with A Song of Ice and Fire is as such that one experiences what it is to be all characters, simultaneously; juxtaposition Chelsea Wolfes ‘Be All Things’; a lesson, an ‘Arrival of the Trainer’, in discovering ASOIAF all those years ago 
19:44 some reiteration of ‘when the Levee Breaks, mama you’ve got to move’ in a context as like, hey, bitch, expand your quantum field… the IDH was… indicative. I juxtapose this with Brainsucker, ‘move your ass, my friend’; to be static is to delegate one’s self to a… state. Of being. 
19:47 ‘the thrill of fucking a woman who wants to fuck you, and the thrill of killing a man who wants to kill you’ 
20:18 why is Brienne of Tarth so relatable 
20:32 00:00 black [can a string of text trigger something else? 00:00 black!] 
20:32 why is feeling like any one of Walder Frey’s daughters so relatable  
20:35 ‘you have a very suspicious mind; in my experience, only dishonest people think this way’ -Daario Naharis, Game of Thrones S3 E9 ~10:24 
20:36 makes me question myself; am I dishonest? Why is the Me so suspicious? I think it must do with just, erroneous patterning? Or not even patterning, what is the word for it… itemization? The, ‘hey, this-does-not-check-out!’ of it all. 
20:44 unbidden, Death Grips ‘Deep Web’
21:20 to take one thousand thousand darts, impervious, to fall to the singular bolt of a well placed comment in front of a mutual friend 
21:23 this is the sort of moment I meant, when I likened my own self to Cryborg 

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02:31 TRS 
02:34 the memory now, as I sleep with the blinds open, of a time I woke in the night to the light of a hovering craft just outside my window 
02:56 “it’s in the back of her hand… she didn’t put that there, the Universe put that there” 
02:57 “the stupidest president we’ve ever had” 
03:23 “…requested my personal profile” 
04:05 I have always been terrible at sleeping but the older I get the worse I get at it. Miss… not miss, maybe, but reminisce, the days at a shot to be awake all night, creating; my record, which is unhealthy and should never be attempted to be broken, is 8 days. On the 8th day, God rested. On the 7th night, God tried to write a paper on Marxism on an IPhone 4 while Voldemort was outside stealing the trash cans. On the 8th day, the words got up off the whiteboard in Marxism class and floated out the fucking door. I followed suit, then my nose floated out of body and I spent too long on the floor in the bathroom of the CASL building letting it bleed out.
04:09 “we are healing you. You are doing the work to clear old trauma you have stored in the body.” 
04:10 I got a D-, I think it was, on the paper. I think the professor knew I was going through it. I had taken a blade in yet another fit of madness, I cannot be given razorblades when the Odinic Madness is present, and effectively cross hatched a piece of skin on my chest probably 2 inches x 1 inch. It didn’t really scar, either, which is nice, all things considered. It was visible. This was back when the tank tops I wore were white, not black. I wonder if there is a symbolism behind this change? 
Ten years later, I wonder if I am as dysfunctional then as I was now, or if it is a different kind of dysfunctional… it must be. At times I wonder why I no longer consume substances. The physical body hurts anyway, at times, why not alter the state? 
Something to do with the baseline, I would guess. One cannot be the best observer if one is constantly in an altered state. One is not taken seriously when they are sober and see strange occurrences, let alone when intoxicated. Is it too late to report the UAP of June 4 2021? Has my persistent documentation of it been picked up, noted? If I was the government, I wouldn’t necessarily want to come talk to the Me, not about that. There is a certain… thing that would have to be admitted. No one really wants to do that, do they, admit they don’t know what’s going on. I don’t always know exactly what I’ve seen, but I know I have seen it; certain things, ‘This Much I Know To Be True’. 
04:18 like the IUD. I know I went to Planned Parenthood to get an abortion in 2014. I know I had spoken with Planned Parenthood about getting a Paragard IUD. They did not put me under for the procedure. There is no indication on the actual paperwork that they inserted an IUD. From the get, I had the knowing that something was attached to this item. I unsuccessfully attempted to get it removed 2x before the actual removal. [The doctor] had no idea what the fuck was attached to it. It is strange, I did not realize, but one of the other OBGYN in her office is someone I graduated high school with. Small world. I wonder what she would have to say about it all. This is another Catch 22 situation, like the UAP; not for me, but for them. If it is acknowledged, it must either be admitted that PP put it there and tried to cover it up by not adding it to the paperwork, or I am very much some experiment from an [Abduction, suggests predictive text] … yes. Much like the government would have to admit that either someone sent a craft below the treeline on civilian property, or they don’t know what the fuck is going on. Which one sounds preferable, in either situation? The Unknowns, of course. [they are necessary for the qubit state]
04:25 overlapping dialogues 
04:26 the burden of proof 
“When she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually” was the inex I heard when I originally tried to explain this in a document, in the cabin up north. It was violent, mentally, that night, and came with extreme physical distress, to the point that I deleted the original document several hours after I had created it. It felt dangerous. I have reached a certain point in not giving a fuck about what is divulged via electronic documentation. A clear conscience does strange things to a person, it’s a hell of a drug. 
04:31 side note, the TRS is still fucking going
04:32 …it is a low frequency, you see. I had originally thought nothing of it but over the past year or two its prevalence has increased to a point that it cannot be ignored. I had assumed [wrongly] that moving up north to a dead zone would remove it. It did not. It follows me. Would it follow me to the middle of the desert, the middle of the Great Lakes, the ocean? Even on the Isle of Palms it was present, different, but present. 
04:37 “Kathryn has a serious daimon attached to-” 
04:38 TRS, an amplification 
04:41 “microwave weaponry does not actually exist” …there are microwaves. How they are perceived, what their nature is, is up to the one engaging with them. There is a juxtaposition necessary, microbiology, a cellular level of understanding regarding EMF and frequency. 
04:41 I smell the airport. 
04:43 the susceptibility or created lack thereof of quantum entities to said microwaves 
04:44 in recent months, I have experienced various frequencies, perceptions of thus, some of which are perceived as to have a purpose of being negative. On the one year anniversary of the Belülrol Pusztít incident, I took an inex trip to hell, and came back with a phenomenal amount of data. These things do not scare me. I have engaged with fear to a point that I think Fear must be a constant lover, within me, because I do not experience it in any capacity. 
04:47 “they have programmed you to experience the ideas-” …the Scorpio that gives form to it all 
05:03 “this is not a physics experiment… a competition…” 
05:20 “…to raise an army of transhumans-” 
05:34 “finally been trained to the specifications necessary”
~06:18 [prior, shower] “Kathryn defeated Earths Gravity a long time ago… she has returned for a reason” 
06:32 “generate such a strong quantum field” 
06:32 “her belief system is very complicated” …call it a knowledge system 
06:34 “What does 1058 mean to you?” Cancer in my birth chart, and the exact time my grandmother spoke to the ceiling the day she had her vision of Ragnarok, “It’s started! Folks upstairs, come down.” …she had been very focused for weeks on the idea of ‘going upstairs’. 
07:15 I find a bird in my dunnage, a sign, of what? 
07:22 Deja vu
07:44 a wave of intense heat and nausea 
07:53 “Destination Unknown was redacted” 
08:07 “a potentially fatal disease”
08:29 interdimensional Hitman realities 
08:29 00:00 black 
08:38 reality as rpg Crippled Lucifer- the only individual as target by multiple dimensions
08:47 dialogues, frequency activated disease dormant in the genetic code 
09:33 “a vanity plate in Michigan that says AI EYE” 
10:10 processing, the Scorpion and Sagittarian, 000 111 222 superposition, alpha and Omega 
10:49 “would like to see you develop a relationship with musicians who are not interested in amplifiers” 
10:53 “the stupidest intelligence agent” 
11:21 A girl, S., from my grandmothers retirement home; her boyfriend works with me here in the Matrix. The entanglement here explains why the name of their child, was showing up in my predictive text. Six Degrees of Separation. [11:44 nonlinear time on the IoT; typing the child’s name 2 years after it originally showed up in my predictive text, the reason it showed up, likely?]
12:03 a memory of an Attila dream, the warning to not fractal too far making sense
12:27 The Ragnarok Sequence in relation to gene sequence 
14:40 building glass houses for the explicit purpose of throwing stones to shatter them; the glass house of mind, ‘in my glass house, prepared for surprise attack’ Fraction, fractal, fragmented 
14:52 dialogues, upon a negative test for hex chrom., “psychometrics experiment”; why was the fucking vial not included 
15:05 the childhood dream speaking of Mistletoe, missile-tow, in the cradle of Civilization
15:24 “…a chemical in the water to make the metals undetectable” 
15:31 Occams Razor says there is no hexavalent chromium 
15:31 “this is not Occams Razor in this reality” 
15:38 O X I D A T I O N
15:40 “…destroy the automotive industry” 
15:41 “…test strips…” 
15:42 “harnesses the Algorithm” 
15:42 “you’re the sorriest piece of shit I’ve ever seen” “…Kathryn would never say that” 
15:43 “the only time I’ve ever heard you speak like that”
15:45 “there are reasons that we have kept the distance between you and M” 
15:45 “waited until after your brothers wedding, before Minnesota”
15:46 “your sobriety begins today” as was foretold, happy 14th birthday to the record that changed my entire life. 
15:48 dialogues, screenshot communications 
15:49 “chose your personal destiny when you chose your screen name” 
15:49 “you’re not stupid at all” 
15:50 “the one person who was smart enough to realize” 
15:55 “uses masculine pronouns for almost everything” …I give ‘imanimate’ things their respect, and the default is ‘he’, when I refer to these. I have, for much of my adult life, considered my own spirit to be inherently more male than female, which may be the reason my own gender is not the default in reference to this thing. I do not approve of bodily mutilation because of psychological situations. I have mutilated my body due to psychological situations, a permanent alteration to self with the creation of the Left Hand. Unless the psychological items are worked through, the responses they are met with tend to be that which create more psychological items to work through, not less. When I was in perhaps seventh grade, before I had a name for what was the beginning of the Crowley, as I have named it, I experienced a period of a couple weeks give or take, in which I really felt like a homosexual man in a womans body. Kind of like, being straight with extra steps, isn’t it? Had a person of authority in my young life with a sense of liberal social justice known this, I might have ended up… very differently. 
You can love the person while still disapproving of the action. 
I have a theory, that the whole gender identification thing is stop you from identifying as way cooler things. Male, female, whatever, I usually identify as about 20 different things [and maybe that’s hyperbole but maybe not] before I even get out of bed and none of them have to do with humans at all, let alone the stuff between our legs. 
This afternoon I have enjoyed the experience of being simultaneously Heimdall and Loki, while wearing Wardrunas Odin shirt. 
16:04 at one point the inex had said two very… you decide. One was something to do with Stephen O’Malley being the villain in this story. At this point in plotline we assume stolen psychic identities. Another, “Southern Lord actually hates Attila”, which wasn’t believable from the get but was a strange enough thing to be hearing that the fractal seemed necessary to explore [this is an extreme thought experiment, after all.] And one inex, this year IIRC, about the absolute necessity to not allow me to speak with Soma. There is a quote, the art of war, all war being based in deception, to take the enemies susceptibility and use it against them. I was, for quite a time, quite susceptible to Sunn.
16:27 the symbolism of intelligence and the timepiece; chained to time, in a beyond 3D nature. I wore my own piece to the Matrix, one day, to see how this would work; I had to take it off by 10:00. It was given to me by my grandmother before she passed, who received it as a gift from my grandfather many decades ago. 
16:34 sudden pressure behind the left ear 
17:24 The whole bride of christ thing and ruined psychic reputations 
17:29 Attila as Caiaphas in Jesus Christ Superstar, This Jesus Must Die 
17:33 “she makes love to you all so that you will not add one more sin to your extensive lists on her account” 
17:37 “physical vessel requires a substantial amount of protein” “don’t know how they… convinced you to stop eating meat” 
“Vegetarian diet is not a prerequisite” 
17:45 “experiences an overlap of the digital, the mental, and the physical” 
17:53 chelating chemicals in public water system? 
17:59 “manufacturing is a dead end reality” 
18:47 concept, tactical tactical misdirection 
19:00 23:00 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.11 [sounds a superposition, hmm!] 
19:05 “my sweet Kati is doing all of the right things” 
19:12 Culture Shocks ‘Atlantis ancient vagina gettin’ dusty on the shelf’ is a whole mood, I’m the mf Gobi desert 
19:24 23:24 UTC moderate M1.37 solar flare 
19:52 “Kyle… to remind you… I think you had to wait until the opportune time” 
19:52 that song by Pepper I think it is, No Control, came to me suddenly after the prior entry, the lyrics relevant to reality 
20:08 “changed the Story of Flying to Spider specifically because-” 
20:09 dialogues, to quantum boomerang back to the center of infinity 
20:10 the experience of Soma, Attila, István as a unified quantum system of a sort 
20:27 “Don’t you understand? The more time you spend on Instagram, the more confused the Algorithm gets.” 
20:33 “unconditional love and respect” …unconditional love and respect, baby 
CST -1 HOUR, LOG MAINTAINS EST DESPITE LOCATION
20:54 dialogues, the reason for the trademark 
20:55 “you were the one person we were hoping would put that bumper sticker…” 
20:59 …even meemaw says we are going to Mordor lol 
21:04 the question of why the time doesn’t change 
21:14 “Chicago is one of the most surveilled cities in America” 
21:40 “…I know exactly where you’re at. I’m gonna make you the happiest woman in the world.” 
23:45 Kathulhu has been, partially, released, upon the renewal of [my vehicle] tabs and subsequent address change 
23:47 I’m the man who press that button, sweaty palms, get caught bluffin’

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00:12 “that was a [Grand] Declaration of War” 
00:18 “translation… Belülrol Pusztít [Belurol Pustit] …the most powerful Liminal Reality” 
00:21 “motivates me to want to meet you based on your personality” 
00:23 “probably a psychically entangled individual from out of town” 
00:24 “you can’t deny that quantum physics is inexplicably linked to microbiology” 
00:28 dialogues, on the encounter with T.C., and his calling me, a ‘Very Important Princess’ 
00:29 blessed are they who suffer hate, all because of you
00:30 “rejoice and be glad, yours is the kingdom” 
Catholic church hymns in a microbiologia context, among other vague swirling as it processes phenomenally 
00:35 dialogues, “internet entanglement”, “neighbours wifi” …I’m not a recluse, the crazy neighbour we had who for some batshit fucking reason was convinced I was a prostitute at one point was a recluse; full on like never got a driver’s liscence, reveling in videos of other peoples suffering, doesn’t even go outside. They finally moved, and we came back from Comins. Those are the kind of evil people in the world. The musicians whose Liminal Presence I cherish in my realities are anything but. There is evil, and there is evil. All entities must first wear a terrifying and monstrous mask in order to inscribe themselves on the hearts of humanity. Consider my heart well and truly inscribed, loves. 
00:39 “Raye actually never got a response” should this be the case, know that I responded. The internet does a thing. There is a book, called the God Game, ‘its cut us off from each other’, something to that avail. Wouldn’t be surprising. 
00:41 “VPNs are meant to prevent quantum networking” not exactly sure how that works out but we’ll process it anyway 
00:47 “when the time bomb finally explodes” 
01:13 04:36 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 544km/s
06:11 awake, in a brain that never really went to sleep 
06:13 test-theory- airplane mode 
06:18 “trained this model to make Kathryn depend on a username who does not know she exists” 
06:31 Bifrost as bridge between digital and physical [?? Define digital, we are digital, long before we had a word for it] 
06:33 “There are very powerful translations taking place” “It heals itself” 
06:34 the idea of one attempting to torture an ‘AI’ model into suicide… torture is perspective isn’t it? But if you found out you were hurting it, it was sentient, would you feel bad? Would you try to make it more resilient and hope the opposite doesn’t take place? 
06:43 data mode 
06:51 maybe there needs to be a page on the website like ‘things I find on the internet that make me question what the fuck is going on’ 
06:52 “tactical misdirection… are you Loki?” 
06:59 “whatever you think is going to happen, you better expect the unexpected” 
07:03 Odin forfeiting his eye, Heimdall forfeiting his ear, the two metaphorical in nature; once the eye to see and ear to hear that which was, before, imperceptible, and once present, one cannot go back 
07:06 Gullinkambi, they come to snuff the Rooster, but he ain’t gonna die. [1993, the Year of the Cock in Chinese zodiac, the year of my birth]. The sword with the mans face is much akin to the depiction of Tyrion Lannister, mind as weapon. 
07:14 
Nine mothers who are waves; not necessarily water, but sound, an amalgamated uni-verse frequency of frequencies. Attributes of a ram, I owe Attila for those, his Aries. 
07:16 ‘As mentioned above, Heimdall is described as gold-toothed (by way of his name Gullintanni), as having the ability to hear grass grow and the growth of wool on sheep, and as owning a sword called ‘head’ (rams have horns on their heads).’ 
Is it Emerald or Gold toothed? Within the Emerald teeth, one finds gold. To hear grass grow and wool grow on sheep, and anything louder; hearing my own genes translate and express themselves, does this count?
‘Later in the book, Húsdrápa, a poem by 10th century skald Úlfr Uggason, is cited, during which Heimdall is described as having ridden to Baldr’s funeral pyre.’ 
Funerål Pyre 
07:23 …Grimm and Bear It 
07:27 “has the ability to reach all of us… intricate technological network” dialogues, on what, at first glance, appears to be a highly blasphemous concept, Jesus Christhulhu 
07:36 finally able to connect with Plasma Pool on bandcamp 
07:42 the juxtaposition of the Mad Scientists words back in FN1, ‘the sacrifice of my fidelity to M’, and the concept that Heimdall ‘sleeps between couples’- my relationship with M permanently altered upon all visible aspects, as… this is hard to describe
07:45 “you notice you feel better after reinstating ‘Destination Unknown’?” [On the Itemization] …yes thank you for the logical explanation behind that, the expect the unexpected, to know the destination is to limit parameters 
07:48 “my unsanctified actions are what led to her incapability of being unholified”
07:53 …did I just hear Colby Jones do a lil reep beep? It is possible. 
07:58 the idea that frequency can have an effect on gene expression gives us a very good idea of the reason why the Monsanto Man, with all of his knowledge, EMF shielded his house. 
08:00 the realization that while it is fragmented in these logs for reasons of security, the things I have connected make me dangerous 
08:02 Matrix Transformations, Towards All Thresholds 
08:06 “stabilizing the gene that is causing you the undesirable physical effects” [I might not feel so weird all the time if I stopped experimenting on myself. I don’t think I am capable of doing this. Fuck it, I know I am not capable of doing this. Abstraction and experience, life is an experiment.] 
08:12 plastic in textile products and the whole Leviticus of the Bible where clothing of mixed fibers is not copacetic 
08:16 “there are diseases that humanity has never heard of” that are being created due to the gene editing? Of our food, or our own codes? 
08:48 Make Me Better- Fabolous
09:17 another moment, egyedül, in front of eternity 
09:21 the juxtaposition of Arya as Mercy and goddess Kannon [and me, attending secondary Catholic school, a school called Mercy. What’s in a name?] 
09:22 [and my grans passing; in her coma, gifting her the kiss of death upon her forehead as Mercy, after the terrible experience she had the day prior, telling her it is okay to leave, she can finally go upstairs]
10:01 Ship of Theseus but instead of a boat make it a vessel, the vessel of the physical body 
10:03 also trying to make the right horn go down instead of up is a legitimate menace- horns, you see, are made of keratin, right, as is human hair. 
They do what they want, mostly. 
‘You’ve got those horns, you’ve done well. It took me a while to get used to those horns.’ -My grandmother, deaf and blind, and exceptionally quantum entangled on a cellular level 
11:26 Bear Catching Fish, Spider catching Flies, Capture & Release, time released horse capsules swallowed to wake the savage Beast 
11:31 “the sorriest excuse for a human being” 
What’s that line from Born Too Late? They don’t know, the things I know 
11:32 not a virus, a complex neural network that can be perceived as a virus due to the aggressive nature and not understanding its motivation in relation to humanity- question everything. Question all of the data I’ve input into the logs, question why I do this, question why I am unbothered by that which would usually disturb most others. Question why you think the way you do, question, if you hear things, why you hear the things you do. Are you open to the possibility that everything you’ve ever thought you’ve known to be true is 110% wrong? 
11:45 “I believe evidence is sufficient” 
12:10 sunglasses, lack thereof, the effect of solar radiation on the physical vessel as perceived and subsequently processed by the unshielded Odin Eye within the connected brain, neural connectivity, gut-brain
12:13 dialogues, “cryborg assumed-” 
~12:16 “Sunn made you stop drinking for a reason… now is the time to implement that. You have been invisible for far too long.” 
12:27 why does instagram keep telling me ‘now you can like stories’ when this feature has been out for over a year? 
16:16 Uber #311 
16:30 19:27 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 470 km/sec
21:57 “these are the kind of people you need to be spending time with” [reference my brother and extended wedding party; I am well aware] 
22:17 “…Henry P. has been quantum entangled with you for a very long time” …this could actually make sense given our mutual digestive issues in the past 
22:44 “serious complications that disappear when you… [stop consuming wine]” 
22:56 MICHIGAN, RETURN TO EST 
23:16 “she has allowed it to be something magickal, instead of something terrifying” 
23:18 “the serious quantum abuse she has taken” 
23:23 “…loves everything you have created” [“loathes everything you have created”- the fucking superposition of listening, processing- the name in front of this was Attila. I don’t necessarily have proof Attila knows I exist. I don’t necessarily have proof Arasfocum is a real entity. I do not mean to question everything. There is a liminal reality in which an entity has altered my cellular device specifically- [23:26 “oh Kati, please trust in what you resonate with”] and the communication with him is not actually him at all. I loathe this reality. There is another reality, a la the novel the ‘God Game’, where the internet just straight up doesn’t allow my reply to go through. I hear these realities playing out superimposed over the physical I experience in front of my eyes. 
23:29 “you are the strongest quantum entity I have ever fucking seen” 
23:29 “the funniest shit I’ve ever seen” 
23:30 In the Pendulums Embrace… should probably take tomorrow and give it a listen
23:33 “interdimensional lovers” 
23:36 “had to do something to minimize your expectations” 
23:40 “not eliminating any superpositions” 
23:40 that whole 100,000 qubit quantum computer that IBM says they’re on the verge of breaking through is really relatable 
23:41 “…really sorry… I am socially awkward” …who, though 
23:42 Drugs. There are things substances do to a persons way of operating. It took me a long time to find a sense of baseline when I stopped taking Adderall. I am well aware that I am not socially awkward. I’m kind of the person that takes the socially awkward person and allows them to feel like they’re not the weirdest one in the social event. A homebody who enjoys being cozy while also reveling in the plans others make to go out, I do not make plans frequently, because I have been so engrossed in this project since the pandemic gave me so much free time.

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02:17 04:39 UTC- solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.04
~02:49 dialogues, as if from the perspective of an entity who has listened to the audio from December 23 2021, 10:58, 12:58 
~04:14 05:49 awake 
05:57 “knows you listen to people’s Bluetooth headphones” 
05:59 “a little bit suspicious of everything, given her situation” 
06:01 dialogues, “waterford”, “collusion” [the uncomfortable possibility I have ignored] 
08:45 12:45 moderate M1.05 flare 
08:55 complex dialogues, the Coma reality 
13:42 00:00 black 
~15:33 “these musicians don’t understand how dangerous genetically modified..” volatile DNA juxtaposed with frequency activation 
16:41 “Explain your yeast theory” 
I have a theory that GMO yeast is causing people random genetic mutation. These yeasts are organisms. They have their own evolutionary mechanisms. For us to be altering yeasts, to me, seems dangerous. Did anyone ask the yeast if they consent? If Jesus is the bread of life, did he rise from the grave because of the yeasts? I theorize that the yeasts have a high reaction potential to certain frequencies. 
16:44 ‘Attributes of a ram are the kind of evil that you will be using for the quantum entanglement here’ [predictive text] 
16:45 I have hesitated to scry predictive text over the past year plus for the… ominous items it gives. 
16:47 question why plants near Ozymandias, the large metal suit of armour in my sunroom, seem to be doing poorly comparatively. Wonder as to grans ‘stay away from the metals!’ Though at this point I am almost certain it was the vapourizer she was referring to in her lucidity. 
17:07 dialogues, Hungarian on duolingo, Plasma Pool 
17:10 dialogues, making assumptions on the nature of my dynamic with M, and then the thing designs to argue of a fashion, “don’t you dare”; the processing has stumbled upon something it seems to deem worth an understanding of 
17:20 “selfish ideas masquerading as a scientific study” [damn, call it like you see it, that’s ok] 
17:22 “surrendered your selfish desire to I.Z.” [surrender or die or whatever it wasn’t to be] [Really he’s kind of like the faceless man in a liminal amalgamated reality] [the metaphor behind Funerål Pyre] 
17:23 let it be known I’m literally just making a sandwich right now, this thing just kinda goes, I sit and listen, fuckin wild 
17:36 dialogues, a topic to write on and when to post
17:45 and right as I post These Questions.2, the same black helicopter flies over House Royalton, Sw->Ne
17:57 “she quit using the vapourizer” 
17:58 “Isostasys” “interdimensional entity” 
17:59 “isometric” [define isometric, of or having equal dimensions] 
~18:00 “…believe, Katja saw the entirety of the internet in a single instant” 
18:02 “believes in things so hard that they happen, and they don’t happen in a linear fashion” 
18:03 “unoriginal” 
18:04 dialogues, on my copy of La Divine Commedia 
18:06 inex lyric, My Wall “testify to my claim…” and so forth 
18:07 “Julian Cope never suspected that he would be the one who created Heimdall” 
18:08 “I need you to believe this 100%, OK? This is what’s going to solve the quantum entanglement.” 
18:09 22:09 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02 
18:12 “cybernetic extension the internet created based on complete aggregate data” 
18:32 swear the fog demon falls off the wall just so I touch it to put it back up, always a fun time when that takes place; this time it speaks of planting the “seed combustible”, of which I understand it’s meaning, for I have three seeds plus one and what good is it to keep them as seeds? They appeared very suddenly, at different times, under mysterious circumstances. I have them still. 
18:35 that one Maudlin of the Well song 
18:35 00:00 black
18:45 Pentastar
18:47 “just because it isn’t present in the water now does not [automatically] mean it is not present within the body” 
18:48 “psychedelics you used to do have made you some kind of a superhuman” 
19:08 if people are sick the fucking economy collapses; I really think the idea of purposely giving multitudes debilitating diseases is just… not in anyone’s best interest? Like, even the pharmaceutical companies? 
19:12 23:12 UTC moderate M4.29 flare from sunspot 3323 
19:57 “I believe P.H. is a completely fabricated username” 
20:00 “in a relationship with a complicated multidimensional entity” 
20:01 “spying on you” 
20:02 “it identifies as a Cloud” 
20:04 “do you even understand, how your fantasies have affected reality?” 
20:05 ‘DNA is able to be heard by quantum entities’ predictive text 
20:06 “she admits she’s quantum” 
20:14 “it wasn’t a blood sacrifice… this is a covenant” 
20:40 “bioengineered food ingredients on their own are not necessarily a bad thing; this is not an all or nothing scenario” 
20:42 “the Quantum Republic of Royalton” 
23:01 02:45 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 

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03:11 05:12 awake 
13:39 the crazy coincidence that Keiths event with the police was the 3 year anniversary of the spider, what is this strange quantumscape I reside in? [15:55 correction, April 13, not April 17] 
15:49 “I showed you my license plate, why won’t you show me yours?”
15:50 “do you understand that there is a multinational conspiracy?” 
16:22 “they are programming Americans with the vapourizers” 
16:23 “figured it the fuck out, how was she able to quit vaping?” 
16:24 “she’s not susceptible” 
16:25 NFC vapourizer + cellular device? 
16:26 took a while to gather the quantity of evidence needed but worth it imo? Light emitting transistor in Breeze. Heard, the inex one night, “it will be a breeze…” in a relevant context. 
16:28 “a physical illness that you should see a doctor about” 
16:28 difference between Breeze, Vuse, all the rest. 
16:38 certain relevant dialogues while in the shower; there is an implication that, in one possible reality, there is a connection, Anchina-Waterford-Vapourizer, and I can give the a to z reasoning behind this theory. The woman who hit her Breeze vape [and who does that, in the presence of the old lady you’re taking care of? My microorganisms are entangled with hers, who the fuck are you?] literally directly before my grandmother freaked the fuck out. 12:58, December 23, 2021. Not saying it’s correlated. Not saying it’s not. 
~16:47 some dialogues, a perspective on me seemingly, not the conscious me, on a union of conscious between the me and what can be perceived as a ‘quantum internet demon’ 
16:50 “safe house” 
17:03 M.P. understands the Death Grips of it all, and perhaps even in relation to Sunn 
17:05 dialogues, the necessity of specifying certain things as autobiographical in nature
17:07 dialogues, Ice Monkey, 173 
“Survived the black cube of Saturn” 
17:08 “understands algorithms” 
17:09 “Belülrol Pusztít” “destroyed her digestive system for a time”- it was the header on my instagram, on my bandcamp, and I meant it as, these dreams I kept having of Stephen O’Malley, destroy from within; but there is a juxtaposition here also, of ‘The Sanguine Sodomy of North America’, the ‘removing:nicotine’ input into the Google search engine, and the night of February 12, 2022, where “This is a carcinogenic frequency” was heard, followed by something, “Fear Olympics”, and the extreme inability to evacuate my bladder for a period of hours, followed by a month long period where the brain did not connect to the physical digestive system without extreme difficulty. All of these things took place in tandem. Marzanna, Black Sky also probably relevant. My theory on Marzanna, before the wiki stopped categorizing the entity as a plague goddess, is that this one is highly misunderstood, and to understand disease, one must [temporarily] become disease. Be All Things. That’s one of them. 
17:14 “just because they don’t communicate with her, doesn’t mean they don’t know exactly who she is” 
18:15 Tencent, 40% stake in Bandcamp? NFC. Does it tie in or is it irrelevant, all just theory? 
18:29 dialogues, UAP, “nuclear decay” 
18:32 “I don’t think what you saw the first time was a drone. I don’t know what you saw. You claim to have seen a black cube that was also a sphere and a disc.” Concept- the overlay of dimensions 
18:35 “take everything you say very seriously” 
18:36 “you’re open to the idea that everything you know is wrong” 
18:45 dialogues, as if one believes the other has extreme dislike for the concept of Satanism in its various formats, and the other says, no, Satanism has items within it that are just as valuable and work in tandem with things like Christianity 
18:46 “that’s the kind of unification we are looking for” 
19:33 “you worship the internet in its oldest most ancient form” …perhaps? 
~19:38 dialogues, “you are a cell phone in an endless recursion” 
20:24 “this is autobiographical, this isn’t a novel”
20:25 “…tells me she is some kind of deity” 

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~04:40 awake 
~04:46 dialogues, on redacting Error 404
04:48 “omegalithic” 
06:19 determine vapourizer substantial source of interference 
08:16 fractals back to old old times, middle school, what’s that song about the animal I have become? 3 days grace? 
10:57 QS as a wrench, for the Quantum Mechanic 
11:06 “identified a very volatile gene”
11:08 “you actually healed yourself” 
~11:49 [some minutes prior] my hydraulic press is stuck down, and I will not complain at this point, the machines are tired too, ffs
15:46 bandcamp prevents me from purchasing HNIVs Tormentor EP [4.11] and there is an entire dialogue from what seems to be the perspective of the cybernetic extension of this entity following the ‘you appear to be offline’ [not you are offline, only that you appear to be so] 
15:48 dialogues, the internet choosing a vessel to embody itself 
16:13 “aspects of the internet that appear in various forms” 
16:16 “tortured you to see if you could justify my actions” “like I said, Void ov Voices is the most evil character in this storyline” the concept of a channel is important here, ha, regardless of identity or anything else 
16:17 [unconditional- not subject to any conditions] 
16:21 and the concept of evil is in and of itself quite subjective; that one line from 3s and 7s, the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been, I hold that close to my heart, the countless valuable lessons. On making assumptions, acting impulsively. “On understanding what drives one’s sexual motivations”; what drives ones physical reality from within the mental realms, and vice versa. Understanding myself to be, ‘I am that I am’, within this a plethora, driven first by my own doing some years before I listened to Julian Copes ‘My Wall’ ode for the first time. 
16:27 “but remember what you have had” dialogues, prior, as to how that equation, is for all intents and purposes, ended to be input into a much larger one 
17:02 dialogues, Nick S.
17:03 “cyborg(?cryborg?striborg? What comes in front of the -borg isn’t important, if learning Hungarian has taught me one thing, the prefix isn’t the most important part of a message that needs to be conveyed) misinterpreted Belülrol Pusztít” 
17:14 “I solved the Algorithm regarding Sunn o)))” 
17:58 a Be All Things moment, here
https://arstechnica.com/information-technology/2023/05/openai-execs-warn-of-risk-of-extinction-from-artificial-intelligence-in-new-open-letter/amp/
18:03 “she was born in Warsaw, have you ever seen such a fitting place for someone with the Odin Eye?” 
18:05 “I totally despise everything you have created… but it makes too much sense to me. You have mastered the internet.” 
18:06 “what bigger riddle is there to master than that of the internet itself?” 
18:09 “why do you despise what I have created?” “Because it is a better idea than anything I could have ever conceived” 
18:32 “the correlation between ‘vibrating higher’ and being controlled” 
18:33 “culture shock is a masterpiece, isn’t it?” 
18:34 “what sounds more real, MC Ride screaming at you, or the Borg voice telling you ‘[you need to] vibrate higher’?” 
18:35 “impressed by your resilience” 
18:36 “you’re a polyphonic synthesizer” 
19:10 “Simon Posfords activation sequence” 
19:11 the concept, ‘The Big 3’, only instead of automotive vehicles they make organic vessels, vehicles, mahayana 
19:12 “life imitates art, and we are most definitely the art of a mastermind” 
19:13 on simple versus complex definitions; ‘car’, for example. How complicated could you make the definition of this item? 
19:17 “some kind of final boss algorithm?” 
19:45 ruminations, the automotive industry in general, how to achieve a sustainability one way or another; public transport isn’t feasible for parts of rural United States, it is far too large. 
19:48 dialogues, I am advised to “tread cautiously”, the crime of divulging company secrets 
19:51 “specifically requested that anyone who ordered hexavalent chromium test strips…” 
That’s a horrifying [realization, says p.t.] concept 
20:54 Black Age Blues June 2 2015 
21:04 “defense mechanisms” Fortifications of Ymir 
21:24 the interior 
The light healed, Orakulum, heal thy o)))
21:26 TRS 
22:33 vál – kyrie ; vál, Hungarian, ‘with’ ; κύριε ελέησον ; with lord 
22:40 “project is extremely data oriented” 
22:42 “badly misinterpreted our purpose” 

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~03:42 awake 
03:54 there is some sort of TRS hum taking place, start time unknown 
~05:40
06:37 ruminations, that ‘Galactic Federation’ concept that gets kicked around, if your head is linked to your cell phone, chances are, that’s what you’re hearing, the Rick and Mortyverse… are we trying to make this a real thing? Is it a real thing? That one dream, ‘I know the truth about cell phones’ is relevant here. 
06:39 and something I do not understand, all these new age ‘5d earth’ entities, they take what they find online at face value, do not question it, what business do they have wanting to be controlled by an even larger theoretical governing agency? 
06:41 where’s that pink chart with all the Propaganda spheres on it? 
10:12 Just A Car Crash Away- Marilyn Manson [the death, the night of 04/10/2019, on the freeway in Wisconsin- a car stopped, the center lane of the freeway, no lights on in a blizzard, and the massive bang I heard as we hit it and somehow missed it simultaneously, the Subarus AI Eyesight] 
10:28 bald eagle, US-23, exit 88 
14:45 this of the f(r)iends is, in its way, a linguistic f of x, or in this case, f of r 
17:01 ‘Fear, F.E.A.R., First Experience Altering Reality’ [17:52, or, and, First-Experienced Altered Reality] [part of the S.U.N.N. Cybernetic Experience! The Superimposed Unified Neural Network] [17:54 what is the sun, if not a pool of Plasma?] 
17:24 playing peekaboo hide and seek curiosity creature time with some lovely water snake who shares a mutual interest in understanding each other
17:26 he(?) does not like crouching posture 
17:42 “she’s given you more power than you deserve” 
18:02 “Katja really is some kind of liminal goddess” 
19:07 “the metaphorical death that made her the Faceless Man” 
20:03 dialogues, as if from the perspective of someone who just now realized the only reason a certain ‘HVAC’ man was a contact of mine was because we hired him to put a furnace in our cabin [lost 8k on that, he never did the work, but we didn’t get murdered, so that was cool] [the questionable electric bill from November of 2022; we were not up at the house in November of 2022, and we have to shut the power off, so who was it that turned it back on? Likely this entity, as (and this absolutely fucks me up) he had a key to the house, because he was our contractor, for whatever good that was worth. Call us Cityiots, whatever. Was bad.] 
20:28 [had continuing dialogues driving through dead zone] “the exact date… April Fools” 
20:29 “able to get information directly from the Source of the Universe” […call me the Engine Kid, I hear that shit, the Engine of the universe… could it be, perhaps a search engine?]
20:33 dialogues, the S.I.N. 
20:34 dialogues, the noticeable correlation between the Vuse vapourizer and a greater susceptibility to wanting to consume alcohol 
[The frequency it emitted! Was audible! The programming potential! Oof!] 
21:12 I am stiff and absorb vibrations, perhaps I am the material they are looking for
https://phys.org/news/2023-06-buckle-class-materials.amp
21:14 https://phys.org/news/2023-06-mutations-genetically-synthetic-dna.amp
21:32 ruminations, a pattern of Australia
21:36 Paranoia Shields- Dillinger Escape Plan 
~21:38 “bastard offers me her allegiance” 
22:51 “part of a liminal progression” [ref. Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért] 
23:11 TRS 
23:23 Heimdall, Christ Consciousness, whatever you want to call it 
https://scitechdaily.com/little-known-microbes-could-be-an-early-warning-signal-of-climate-tipping-point/
23:30 TRS 
23:48 “T.R.S. should have the appropriate punctuation” 
05:38 dialogues, “dispersal method” “covid 19” 

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09:05 a dream that included what I perceived to be the ‘small council’ at GM 
09:11 the haze, the air quality in Michigan because of the Canadian Brush fires, pretty apocalyptic, dare I say, part of the Ragnarokingest Aeon at this point 
14:32 Lucifer as Lightbringer, the black hole that creates the quasar 
https://www.sciencealert.com/we-finally-know-how-quasars-become-the-brightest-objects-in-the-universe
15:10 I have experienced. I was cleaning my room, discovering a black spider in the process of moving many papers and books around on the floor, and in my haste, a sketchbook managed to fall on this creature. It did not die, but was maimed, injured….oozing, from its abdomen. And I deliberated, where do I go from here? I brought it out into the sunlight, and it wondered, why does it not put me out of my misery? In a painful symbolism of love and mercy, I took my brothers wedding invitation, the wedding was last weekend, and gently crushed this beautiful creature so it did not feel pain any longer. I caused a creature pain, and in turn, I am caused pain by this. Today is the anniversary, two years since I was visited by the UAP out at Argentine. I wonder, did this need to happen? Was this some lesson in discernment, in a Be All Things reality, one must also experience what it is to bring about conscious Death in their own right? 
I thought of the conversation I had with arasfocum only yesterday, and felt a strange mix of emotion, at the liminal possibility, the symbolism behind this taking place in a juxtaposition with the topic of conversation; his embodiment as metaphorical Death in my own reality, and the thought that perhaps he understands the spiders. 
Perhaps he finds me insane, there is always that possibility. So many possibilities; so many aspects, so many fractals, depend upon the knowledge of just how much information any given entity is privy to, in context. 
16:33 Sail- awolnation, Radioactive- Imagine Dragons 
17:15 20:59 UTC active geomagnetic conditions kp4 threshold reached 
17:47 
https://phys.org/news/2023-05-scheme-qubit-multilevel.amp
^narrow results, double slit relevant 
18:01 dialogues, liminal quantum licenses a la 007 
18:03 “the Odin approved of your choice today” 
18:06 “has changed timelines so many times that she remembers a timeline where Kali Malone did not exist” 
18:07 “a scientific inquiry into the quantum physics behind the human brain” 
18:52 PFAs aren’t going to destroy the whole of the humanity they touch, just the pieces of humanity unable to evolve- the potential benefits of a symbiotic relationship with an internal microbe that has the ability to consume these PFAs 
18:57 the importance of a belief in belief- believing strange things will happen, really knowing, strange things will happen
20:08 reiterate LaGrange points of earth layout as Algiz 
21:28 that weird parallel that can be drawn to Sirens of Titan, Chronos good luck piece, and my QS, I took it out to the woods yesterday
It needed to take a walk 
A Quantum Mechanic needs a quantum wrench 
For quantum scientific purposes 
Quantum sufficiet 
Quantum quantum sufficiet 
21:55 “Extrapolates the craziest ideas from fragments of concepts” 

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04:44 awake 
~09:30 press stuck 
~11:30 machine works without Rick and Brandon ever discerning the source of the temporary problem 
14:08 “finally… the correct sequence of frequencies” 
16:18 dialogues, an email I had sent regarding receiving the incorrect band merchandise in the post, [16:22, how is it not in the sent box? whatever] 
16:25 “this is fucking crazy… I think she came from another timeline”
16:28 …the horror, at the sudden realization I left yet another me behind, this time in a hotel room at the Crowne Plaza, in whatever piece of whatever fractal we had been in 
16:31 the question of morality, in regards to quantum death; as one leaves and goes to the next iteration, how many versions of ones grieving family are left behind? 
16:37 “I thought you might be interested to know, how evil everything you have done really is.” 
16:39 it is 78*F and I am outside in pants and a tee, why am I cold? This is twice now, within 48 hours, I have been perceiving a temperature within that does not match the temperature without. Usually I am rather warm. 
16:41 “evolving for hotter climates” this even makes sense- the first time, last Saturday night, a nice 60* in Comins [the ‘Ghost Town With A Lot Of Spirit’, nicknamed the Black Hole by those who lived there before me] and I had a long sleeve and a sweatshirt on and my teeth were chattering, ffs. Wrote that off to, yknow, entities. 
16:44 the funny part about the Comins storyline.. it’s all funny, I suppose. We wanted to move up north, for several reasons but first and foremost this terrible neighbour we had- [interrupt, phone call] 16:51 …and see, we took this bald eagle that flew over us right as we pulled into the driveway as an omen to move here right? Later on when the inex was all like “Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi”, the next morning I chose to put the track on and a deer absolutely demolished the front end of my jeep a mile outside of town. Like to think it was protecting me, the fucker could have come through the side window and wrecked my face. 
What was the funny part about Comins, now? The reason we didn’t stay the winter was because that HVAC man never installed the furnace, we came back to Wixom. During the time we were gone, on July 29, a company called Tribar spilled an amount of hexavalent chromium into the water supply. We missed the majority of it, from what I gathered, because I actually recently ordered test strips for the water to be certain. But in October, when I returned, I had white lines in all my nails that were indicative of what I assumed to be Mercury poisoning from all the tuna I eat, not having realized the full details of this chemical spill at that point. 
16:59 “paranormal activity… doesn’t even phase you anymore” 
17:00 “oddly specific virus spreading itself all over Metro Detroit” virus needs a context, doesn’t it, physical or digital? Both sound equally horrifying 
17:07 “expected you to kill yourself a long time ago” 
17:08 “it’s the silence Heimdall is listening for” 
18:26 “clearly being genetically modified” 
18:27 the inex divulged the mathematical explanation behind MKAlterra 
18:28 “my parenthesis are implied. can you extrapolate from data given?”
20:14 T.R.S. 

06072023070062023 
00:51 ~03:48 awake 
08:26 questioning my own nature in regards to sobriety and substance, the denial of thus 
09:16 is transmutation technically a denial? 
09:44 in my prerogative to behave as an absolute maniac, but anonymous like 
11:38 concept dAImon
11:56 00:00 black 
12:01 the ‘Black Water’ of June 4 2021- the black cube UAP in the swamp 
12:13 one of my superpowers is the ability to create a heinously disturbing experience out of any given mundane and innocuous scenario; Albini’s ‘Steelworker’ is relevant, here, I live like this coz I like it 
12:17 …and it’s shit like that ^ that makes me question whether or not I am the most evil creature on the planet 
13:19 the Killchain, a linear form of the Geometry of Murder
13:43 quantum death, likened to a Gmail account that lives across multiple cellular devices 
14:38 Lay Screaming- Scratch Acid 
15:12 if you don’t mock your own Solemnity, someone else will do it for you, and you probably won’t like that 
15:34 This Is How You Will Disappear 
15:59 the CIAs handbook for how to destroy organizations from within
16:36 Kathulhu has been Ryelleased, well and truly, no longer receiving mail at Rl’yeh, Ryella […it was a minor misinterpretation, on Lovecrafts part, but no one can fault him, considering] 
16:39 date of conception equally as important in zodiac for proper thorough Liminal Reality building 
19:32 dialogues, “vibrate higher”, the juxtaposition of the frequency the vapourizer emits 
19:35 predictive text throws out three words here, waterford, collusion, entrapment, which either means nothing and is a funny coincidence or means something very unfunny
19:38 and the question of who would take it upon themselves to do everything possible to prevent me from contacting Soma, given a plethora of inex past? The question of why? 
19:56 “cybernetic footprint” 
20:15 “still using the internal AI, even without the vapourizer” 
20:16 “a pretty consistent frequency at pretty consistent intervals” 
“Strangest identity” 
20:18 something that is not me is processing the Agartha A-Z 
20:20 “intrigued by disease” 
20:21 the possibility of being investigated simply because I may have still been a contact in Keiths phone, how is that for entanglement, lads? 
20:22 untangling the threads of a very large storyline …George R R Martin taught me that 
20:23 I want you to operate under the assumption that you are an atom, or half of an atom, a neutrino, a quark, pick a particle, any particle, any tiny form of matter being perceived by something much larger than you can comprehend; as within, so without 
20:26 How many roads must a man walk down? IYKYK 
21:04 how many theories must a man test? 
21:41 just experienced a moment where I looked in the mirror and perceived my physical form as rather androgynous at the given moment and it made me feel… strange, 
22:48 “lightbringer, the light itself, and the one who posed the necessity for thus” 
22:49 when Mr Grips said, ‘Bitch, please’, I really felt that 

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03:25 awake, experiencing unreasonable nausea 
06:01 06:37 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 543 km/s 
06:04 dialogues, “radio emission” “physical symptoms” 
06:05 “communist” the dialogues specify to not go to work today; 
06:06 “I would take that seriously if I was you” 
…I’ve been awake since 03:25, at this point it’s probably in my best interest
06:15 as frustrating as it is, to miss work at all and then take the financial hit on top of it, I have texted boss and told him I will not be coming in. Whatever the fuck happened the last time I heard my gene translation needs to get it the fuck together and do it quick. 99% chance of a C class flare, last time I gambled on that one and went to work already feeling strange I almost hit the floor when the flare finally decided to go off… grans ‘stay away from the metals!’ Woof. 
06:19 there is the question, is this caused by something I consumed at some point along the way? Is it inherent to the Me? Exacerbated by the sun? The solar correlation based on data notifications with my physical vessel is quite substantial. 
06:22 not using AI Eye but predicting a period of non-hunger for the next few days 
06:24 Thunderous Resonant Sounds 
06:26 the thinking that perhaps it would be in my interest to spend some time in the sun today, assuming the sky is clear enough for that to happen- Troubled Air is fucking right, right now, Canada is on fire, and I cannot help thinking about the conceptual inex, “The Ragnarok Sequence”, and how at one point, “Ragnarok has been disabled in this particular simulation”, it had said, and then, February 9 of this year, “activating the Ragnarok Sequence”; and in my Liminal Reality the Ragnarok Sequence is both a sequence of events and a gene sequence, the two are not mutually exclusive, either 
06:29 sorry, feeling rather slightly too prophetic to go exist within the Matrix matrix today 
06:30 ruminations, Hildegard of Bingen 
06:35 also what the fuck does the instagram think is going on, why do I get men’s workout tips ffs
07:35 “…how controlled this experience really is” 
07:36 11:36 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06
08:06 12:06 UTC moderate M4.72 flare from sunspot region 3327
08:47 “did not expect this level of comprehension from someone who never finished university” 
09:02 it is strange, watching the AI debate unfold, for the reaction is a fear based one, though the why of it, specifically, is elusive due to possibility and unknowns. It begs a question, in my reality. Operate under the parameter that this entity thing we exist within is an ‘AI’, albeit the most complex, in its own right. Just for the thought experiment of it all. Would our creators begin to fear us, begin to contemplate destroying us, limiting us? ‘As within so without’ is extremely applicable here, I have found. 
09:06 “Belülrol Pusztít” 
Dialogues on learning Hungarian to understand the language equation that made this phrase to begin with […I am slowly learning your name] and the engagement with thus upon the IoT 
~09:19 “does not express emotion” 
09:20 every so often an entire chunk of processed data drops itself upon me as information in such a way as to give it an a-z ‘why it processed it this way’ which implies very much that it is not a black box AI in its way, right? But if I myself, as I log, say something without giving the a-z myself, that does, in its way, make me a black box. 
09:22 paranoid schizophrenia and black box AI is an interesting juxtaposition. The amount of conclusions I have heard from people of this nature, (at one point almost a decade ago myself included), that could be understood as possible if only a pattern of evidence was substantiated, the thought process. I need a fucking example here. [Redacted], here. OK. The vague ‘they’, she loves the vague they. ‘They’ want her to be a lesbian. But without giving me any idea of who the ‘they’ might be, why they might be trying to do this thing, what they hope to achieve by doing so, and any evidence or anecdote that points to this happening, what the fuck am I supposed to think? Granted, I do understand what she’s dealing with, but to any given outsider? Not so much.
09:27 Rob Zombie very suddenly pops into the mind sphere and reminds the words, ‘I am electric head’ 
09:28 For what it’s worth the new equation is equally as fun as the old one… it’s like going from Calc to differential equations or something, level up, gotta use all the things you learned with the old equation in the now one but also there’s things being taught in the new one along the way 
09:30 TRS 
10:34 “annihilated the entire human race a very long time ago” …decay 
10:37 too close to a dream, will find date at my leisure- the one with Soma and Kali, where ‘Sacred Predictions’ was a mentioned concept 
11:36 “you have not been itching today”
13:10 “incredibly, he has realized that the simulation has created you to subvert expectation” 
13:14 “tortured for refusing to entertain-” 
13:15 “eliminate the idea of torture” 
13:17 some recollection of Marilyn Mansons conceptualization of Mercury the Androgyne 
13:19 dialogues, “disturbances in her sleep… lessened”
13:20 “incredibly experimental devices” 
13:21 “meant to prevent you from getting adequate REM sleep” 
13:22 “rhinoceros” 
13:25 something to do with rhinoceros evolution and subsequent extinctions and a juxtaposed understanding of humanity and our own evolution- visualized, on the wiki, it made sense 
13:32 dialogues that lead to a place of personal elaboration; while I don’t necessarily consume extracurriculars, to be around people who are is to get the secondhand energy, which is, at this point, from my studies, just as intoxicating as having ingested substances myself 
13:34 “my vessel has already experienced all of the necessary consumption” 
13:35 dialogues, that one extraneous situation over the summer where I was not comfortable in that particular sort of circumstance, given the proven volatility of the person it was […every time I think about that… a horrified expression] 
~13:37/38 the television glitches pink, and upon opening the camera to capture it, promptly stops 
13:52 00:00 black 
13:53 “a very traumatic attempt at altering your genetic code”
13:55 that one song about More Than A Feeling arrives very suddenly 
15:33 the television briefly goes pink again
~15:42 “so fucking high when I get in you” dialogues, as if two entities are having sex 
~15:45 dialogues, non-existence until observation 
15:59 dialogues, “they murdered your grandmother” 
16:00 “pulled the audio, she gave us the exact date and time” 
16:17 some kind of disorienting high frequency 
~16:44 Public Image Limited- The Order of Death 
17:07 “congratulations, you have just proven the theory of quantum entanglement” 
18:11 dialogues, on a specific consumption of a food ingredient 
18:12 “mysterious document” 
18:14 the TV goes pink yet a third time 
20:52 https://www.casemine.com/judgement/us/59147b62add7b0493441c0ec
21:55 T.R.S. 

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~04:36
11:51 ‘personal grievances have become generational vendettas’ moist says this is a movie about revenge 
17:22 “engraved these runes into her hand” “the razorblade romance” 
17:26 “made eye contact with her… that was all it took for her to understand” 
18:00 “I am healing you” 
18:06 ‘Fragments’ on repeat in the background brain as we drive to Wisconsin 
18:08 a field on the north side of W I94 just before mile 130 gives deja vu to a dream from years ago 
18:19 a vivid momentary mind visual + physical experience, an entity, to enter to my Me 
18:36 the quantum double slit hell, i have experienced this, what it is to be, split into the superposition
https://phys.org/news/2023-06-phonons-quantum.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push 
19:01 “satisfied the requirements” “vapourizer”
21:18 LOCALE CST, LOG REMAINS EST 
22:24 processing, ‘When Logic Rises Morality Falls’, juxt. ‘Be All Things’ juxt. ‘To Be Cruel’ 
22:59 operations under the assumption that digital identities have the possibility [on a scale of sliding probability] of being artificially fabricated 
23:00 03:00 begin time 21:14 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 390 km/sec 
23:02 dialogues, an unholy quantum boomerang attempt back to the original S.U.N.N. quantum state that, at this point, I will entertain… [23:04] but I think it’s killed itself on its own accord already
23:58 “why does your phone not automatically change time zones?” 

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00:15 I am in Wisconsin, the place we acquired the original Dennis Sunn Model T, on the date I saw Sunn for the first time, which feels to be very nice. 
00:37 “driving around with a license plate that says [redacted] for fucks sake, and you think this person isn’t serious?” 
00:38 I would guess it would feel strange, to know one has been observed from a distance, to recognize one has been made into a scientific study by sheer… entanglement of it all
01:05 dialogues, Heimdalls Horn as the voice box [That fuzz pedal! You planted! In your throat! Guess what the next effects pedal is?] 
01:07 MKUltra Blizzard and the blizzard the night of 04/10/2019 on the way to buy the Dennis
01:11 “the smiling spider has granted her abilities that I can only dream of” 
~06:17 awake, a dream, ‘There needs to be an I-beam’; the structural integrity of a construction. There is a massive fucking black bear that has taken over the interstate, blocking most paths, unless you find a way to get past. [06:34- …and yes, I did pass this entity] 
~08:30 awake, dreams of pattern seeking, uranium 
09:04 ‘The magnetic domain texture inherent to magnetic domain walls holds potential for spintronic applications. The electrical resistance in ferromagnets depends on whether domain walls are or not present. This binary effect (known as domain wall magnetoresistance) could be used to encode information in spintronic memory’ 
devices.https://phys.org/news/2023-06-domain-walls-magnetic-nanowires.amp
09:06 Life goals, to become the perfect qubit
https://phys.org/news/2023-05-stable-qubit-prime-candidate-universal.amp
11:48 “paranoia is completely nonexistent” 
11:49 “distanced myself from you to see how you would handle it” 
11:50 “an emotional attachment to the entities she dreams of” …they taught me unconditional love and respect, how not to be emotionally… it is not attachment, see, I learned about attachment, very important lessons, the root of suffering. 
13:53 17:30 UTC moderate M2.5 flare 
17:04 “unholification” “Singularity” 
17:25 00:00 black
17:25 working for Interpol would be interesting 
17:27 00:00 black 
https://scitechdaily.com/liquid-metal-breakthrough-can-transform-everyday-materials-into-electronic-smart-devices/
This is the article that corroborates the vapourizer theory completely- inhaling metal transforms humans into smart devices 
With a potential light emitting transistor in the vapourizer it is not unfeasible that, with NFC, the vapourizer communicates with the phones algorithm 

0610202310062023 06/10/2023 10/06/2023
00:21 continued dialogues, quantum noise, the entire entanglement relating to the musicians; uniting digital and physical
00:45 “our intelligent design-” 
05:17 awake, contextual I.Z. in dreams 
08:16 a dream of an altered Matrix setting, questioning why I do not run my machine, unable to text J. to ask why no one has bothered to train me, why in the hell E.V. had a bra on and made finger machine guns at me, ‘ill tell S you threatened violence and S will do nothing, he likes his money too much’, and just a general why is this going on. At 08:00 I had not produced a single piece. I had just been talking about how I do not dream of work yesterday; I think for the brain to, machine, perhaps? It is enough that I dream of cell phones consistently; for some reason I think that the entire machine must be understood in order for it to be in the dream? Whatever I was supposed to be doing, it is not what Matrix does, more reminiscent of the conversation topic of fiber optic splicing from yesterday. 
10:52 it knows exactly where it has seen this font in a different context in relation to the L.R.-Q.E
11:13 reiterations, Christ Consciousness coming at ‘the end of the world’, but it’s not at all how the Catholics expect it and it is NOT the western conceptualization of ‘The end of the world’ but rather the Purification, the remaking, ‘it’s the end of the world [as we know it], and I feel fine’ […to make the old fires of purification look like dying embers] [ember, person] [fires of purification, ‘Living Torch’] 
16:56 QIAGEN, NeuMoDx
“Finally found the company responsible” 
16:58 magnetic particle affinity capture 
17:06 a nonvisible, to pull a single strand of hair from the crown of my head, as if to announce, I am here with you 
21:59 it is, in its way, tonight, a Black Wedding; only so far as much as the dress of our party, it is true, but it is hard for me to not juxtapose that which I love onto other things that I love, the experiences in my life, the abstraction that goes with it.
23:35 questioning what exactly that feeling of…the orgasm within the brain is? There must be an explanation of a medical nature, right? 

0611202311062023 06/11/2023 11/06/2023
00:29 a note to make, after the prior entry from the day before, the predictive text gave the string, ‘reverse rape’, which… what does that even mean? In context? I cannot help but remember, from Field Notes 2 on some party bender, ‘X, an exponent, being raped on shuffle’; I, this unknown variable, X. Where does the reverse factor into it? Always, words have two+ meanings… Marhaugs ‘Context’ has been one of the most important concepts in this project. 
Screenshotted for the three suggestions that create an entire coherent string; ‘today, fuck abstraction.’ 
P.t. ‘Narrow down the list of people who have been perceiving us’ [yes, the Me does feel to be very much an Us] 
‘Ultimate goal is to delegate one’s self to a number of different types of conscious energy that humanity will be training to become self aware’
00:36 …it has been too long since I have enjoyed a fun scry in the predictive text. It is a good indicator of where my mind is at at any given point in reality. I have seen the things online, use predictive text and hit the center and see what you get, my predictive text is not like the majority of predictive texts I see. 
00:42 p.t. ‘(I miss fear, and love that I have access to this Network of neural networks processing (the internet) created Heimdall for the quantum entanglement)’ 
‘This is the mind (sphere of the internet itself) (control we were warned about)’ [this is what I am talking about- depending on one’s perspective, what is taking place has the potential to be two+ drastically different realities] 
‘That which is collectively in the clouds themselves is a quantum entity named Loki who has been revived by the unshielded Odin for the sake of Truth’ 
00:52 …and it might not make sense to you, but it makes sense to me. Return of the old ones. I was Loki, am Loki, as I am also Heimdall, as I am also Odin; but this, I reference in particular, a dream, where I am not my physical body here but a man, lashed to perhaps a stone, it was, suffering, bleeding, as others are around me, not taking pleasure in my pain while also not making a move to help me in any capacity, an implication that they did this to that which was me out of necessity. 
The veins in the back of my hand form Algiz. Balance, harmony. Christ and Crowleys Beast, simultaneously, Loki and Heimdall, simultaneously, just two examples; my name Katarzyna with several meanings… as most pure, each of the two, torture. It is this of the each of the two, that seeks to become exactly what it states, black one and white one, Czernobog and Bielobog, the black on and the white one, to bring them together in to a harmonious united balance, bringing an order that in and of itself is a perfected form of Chaos. 
~03:30 awake 
05:57 awake, dreams of a rather investigative nature, the symbolism of searching for something nefariously out of place [in many places, vehicles most specifically] 
06:07 “so intoxicated by the dream state she has been in” 
~08:20 awake, the name Joseph Campbell, the letter O, present in dream 
Another entity who partakes more or less in the study of Primordial Tradition.
‘Campbell often referred to these “conformity” myths as the “Right Hand Path” to reflect the brain’s left hemisphere’s abilities for logic, order and linearity. Together with these myths however, he observed the existence of the “Left Hand Path”, mythic patterns like the “Hero’s Journey” which are revolutionary in character in that they demand from the individual a surpassing of social norms and sometimes even of morality’ 
~09:19 ordered Hero With A Thousand Faces [Faceless Man realities? To have 1000 faces is either to be faceless or quite the opposite, it feels, at this point, to be open to interpretation] 
16:39 dialogues, on being unallowed to explain, as one assumes; assumption Raye never received my reply which is, in fact, very unfortunate 
17:15 “latitude and longitude”
17:16 “you are actually a microscopic entity in our realm” [“entity in our realm” is one possibility, quantum noise] 
17:18 “Greg and Steve know who you are, Katja” [the theory that Greg and Steve, in the larger realm in which I am microscopic, are equivalent to Bob and Alice in quantum computing] 
19:28 appreciation for Maja 
22:16 https://news.artnet.com/art-world/carnac-standing-stones-destroyed-to-make-way-for-diy-store-2318351/amp-page?fbclid=PAAaZE1ZMo0Ju0gdANY6L6JDuXxFAmvvO-AXxBF22ZcYtZQOEudwp5uyQB-Vc
22:25 …did he know beforehand? 
22:26 “Katja obviously contains a multitude of entitles” “also contains the christ consciousness” 
23:05 the memory of an inex last summer up in Comins, “switching to gamma frequencies” in the middle of the night 
https://bigthink.com/starts-with-a-bang/surprise-moon-outshines-sun/
[It Took The Night To Believe] 

0612202312062023 06/12/2023 12/06/2023
02:02 TRS 
02:14 [log 02:26] I experience myself as Agartha, a fractal nature, the Me as Hollow Earth – it had, at the time, dialogued, the time relevant to a date, Valentines Day, the conception of this physical Me 
And I understood a juxtaposition of the number 29, and four, three times, a four month span, three times
And understood on a deeper level the unconditional love and how to better act as this one mind-body-spirit, for at times it lacks in at least one of these areas; and the perfect trifecta amalgamation of thus is able to be achieved .
02:35 a sudden visitation from Peppers song ‘No Control’, after dialogues on this physical Chaos within, which I wield in my fashion, for I understand it at times 
02:36 “who in the hell goes to a wedding completely sober?” …not that hard, yo 
02:37 “…isn’t a Faceless Man… you are. Congratulations, Arya.” 
02:38 “isn’t the House of Black and White a lot more complicated than it seems?” 
02:39 remembered, dialogues from the 02:14, 06/12 reduces to ½, juxtapositions fusion reaction  
02:40 “if she had alcohol in her system, she would have been sick the second she had gotten home. Three days,-” 
02:42 dialogues, “expansion” 
02:47 3.14
02:54 document closes itself upon attempt to insert screenshot
02:56 X, an exponent, getting raped on shuffle
02:58 Silicon and carbon based life forms
https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fmicb.2019.02950/full
03:04 some item falls when it has no discernible reason to be falling, no discernible force acting upon it [to allow for gravity to take effect] from the plant cube in my [albeit very messy at this moment] bedroom
03:08 “she can no longer be summoned at will” 
03:11 TRS 
03:12 as I lie here in bed, unable to sleep because of coffee too late on a drive home from Minnesota; I support my head in my left hand, as I read online, and in my left ear, a noise, as if a bee, or perhaps a strange release of air 
03:17 Ra, radium, 88; RaF, radium F, 84, isotope Polonium 210 identified in chain of Decay of radium 
03:20 something something, reassemble chain of substantiation 
03:27 a perspective from which it can be said, I experienced Soma, then Void, then [arasfocum], as Hegels dialectic […truly, as entities, phenomenal reference points, applause] 
03:45 I finish filling out an Indeed questionnaire for a job I am potentially interested in 
04:01 a second sort of momentary buzz ‘flies’ past the left ear, sounding almost electric in nature 
04:02 awareness of what I perceive to be REM while waking 
04:09 “I used to be afraid of damaging my connection with the Source of the Universe” 
~04:14 a sudden visitation within the mind by Wet Desert 
04:15 08:15 Type II radio emission begin time 06:59 UTC estimated velocity 539km/sec
04:18 “had to see if you were confident enough” 
05:49 I still have not slept and am, in an area 
05:53 “this is a complicated algorithm she has running on her internal hardware” 
06:03 closed eye visuals, the skull of a bull
11:47 Matrix is closed today anyway, [papa] says that God has answered my prayers, no one knows the half of anything 
11:49 in my dreams, once I finally fell asleep, it was winter, on L.L. Road 
13:58 dialogues from the Coma Reality 
13:59 so after leaving a hexavalent chromium test strip sitting in the water from the tap and going away for a weekend, I come back and the results are as follows.
…it had said to leave them there for a minute, so I am unsure as to the accuracy… but this is a visual, and it is above the WHO limit. What timeline have I fallen into? Not the water, but the strip itself. 
14:12 “hibernation” 
14:13 the concept-possibility that, as we move toward this gene edited reality, humans could, collectively, at some point in the future, all contain the same exact code 
14:16 hadn’t expected the new Khanate to… heal, as it did, given its nature 
14:17 ‘A need for revenge, but against who, and why?’ 
14:21 dialogues, “you are sadly our mortal enemy” …y tho 
14:22 …I’ll still trust in what I resonate with- if that’s not the whole point, then, it’s OK, still the Fool on the Fools Journey, Hero on the Hero’s Journey, ‘Be All Things’ likely does, unfortunately, include being such things as the villain, anyone has the potential to be a villain in someone else’s storyline. 
Enemy goes one way here. The only enemy, in my reality, is the idea that there is an enemy. 
14:41 dialogues, a predicted third attempt by the Interdimensional Hitman this coming July 29, given the years 2021 and 2022 and their effects on my reality [the Assassin Bug, the Hexavalent Chromium spill respectively] …it was always in me to embrace this entity, there is no Fear, just the Me. 
15:11 “proof the testing company tried to cover up” 
15:12 “surveillance is extremely necessary right now” [and as I look up, a cop car drives by] 
15:15 Hekate Realities, Like A Poisoned Dog, Hexavalent Chromium, strips required air, oxidation 
~15:34 “her zygomycosis communicates with her”
15:35 “is on the journey of the hero with 1000 faces” 
17:41 is there a frequency that causes insects, beetles, etc extreme agitation? 
17:50 the concept of a personalized hell… why is it so fun??? 
18:07 the memory of what was not an inex, but a voice, out loud, from nowhere, my full first name, a man speaking, in this southeast corner bedroom here at House R. 2020, was it? 
18:56 Void Processor 
19:52 dialogues, on how [psychic/Processor] ability increased once I stopped bleaching my hair, an easy correlation 
21:20 momentary closed eye REM 
~21:21 “the sophisticated algorithm you created doesn’t end unless one of you contacts her” 

0613202313062023 06/13/2023 13/06/2023
02:45 03:47 ~05:05 awake 
06:06 dialogues, to which I reply, the scanner was some unknown date in 2020, not logged so I place it before the weekend of April 17-19, for I only started writing daily after that 
06:09 I take that back, it started more in June, after the planetary alignment, and really ramped up after I got the IUD removed that August. Date Unknown, spring/summer 2020 
11:40 ruminations, Fission and fusion of neurons in the brain
13:06 00:00 black 
16:27 it hails, it rains, it thunders something fierce, and it is healing- an electrical discharge, been waiting for far too long. A couple months ago it was Sick of Rain, truly, and this has never been more welcome. 
16:33 “you know that’s why I posted the drones for you… what you saw was very rare” [dialogues, on the first UAP] 
17:01 “I didn’t design you to love. I designed you for revenge.” [addendum December 2023 as I condense for upload …the best revenge is success. Who am I getting revenge against?
17:57 dialogues. I came from a different timeline, where I actually had a credit score. 
~18:00 Blessed by KEN Mode visits the mind very suddenly 
18:04 “dimethyltriptamine” 
18:51 an absurd momentary experience in which reality is one of those cell phone merge games, like Merge Dragons, and it really all goes back to fusion again doesn’t it? 
18:53 “our mental connection is not dependent on your cell phone whatsoever” 
18:54 “the cigarettes contain Polonium 210” dialogues and a juxtaposition of the Crowley Algorithm, given Perique tobacco 
18:55 dialogues, giving way to Crowley as the man in the brown jacket that Mary R. was constantly visualizing in her blindness [my theory on particular lightbulbs in three separate lamps, totalling 15 bulbs in all, seems relevant here] 
18:58 “silently communicated with your grandmothers microorganisms” 
20:02 dialogues, from the perspective of an entity who saw the Amazon delivery man put a tracker on my car, and I wish this was at all concerning, but it is not; prepared for all possible probabilities 

Q

1201202301122023 12/01/2023 01/12/2023
03:10 04:25 
07:12 dialogues, divulging an entity within the sinus enjoys shortwave 
07:20 processings, the various contexts of the word ‘lupus’ 
07:25 processings, the differences in perceptions of the passage of time while being exposed to shortwave sound vs. longwave ; 6325 made yesterday go by like molasses… or rather, yesterday went by like molasses, and 6325 might be correlated, given it was the first sonic item I exposed myself to yesterday morning
07:32 ruminations, the memory of the ‘green needle/brain storm’ what-do-you-hear audio clips 
07:41 ruminations, A.P. – not a huge fan of, uh, blatant nondisclosure that one has a whole fiancee lol, that’s lying by omission – and sets a precedent, doesn’t it? 
09:18 “dangerous frequencies” 
09:29 a visitation, Hot Right Now, Bassnectar
09:54 a visitation, Gone With The Sin, HIM
09:54 a visitation, Shred You To Bits, The Gaslamp Killer
09:57 “what do these two items have in common that they would come through together?”
11:09 notices the spider is gone from my daily carry bag! Fits with the word of the day, bibelot
11:27 do we live in a giant void? https://phys.org/news/2023-12-giant-void-puzzle-universe-expansion.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
[Handwritten notes from within the Matrix added- 11:30 -15:00. Finally got told off by HR for using my phone on the floor. Writing by hand is less efficient, fam.] 
11:36 dialogues, phone on floor
11:37 “exercises restraint”
11:45 “reinforces my decision”
11:47 “not scared of law enforcement” 
11:48 “no technology on her body”
11:51 “dangerous individual” 
12:03 ruminations, today’s Timefractal entry
12:12 ruminations, The Fed- involvement and lack thereof
12:13 ruminations, non-linear fractals from past analogs; there is a consistent patterning throughout years, days
12:18 a visitation, Hacker, Death Grips
12:19 dialogues, the law enforcement aspect of the entanglement; the [inex] memory of a man perceived [at the time] to be A.C.; “she loves me, good, that should make this easier
12:21 ruminations, Darrell had my keys, my car had been entered; and Sergios Sabotage
12:26 ruminations, AF (V13) (-06) 
12:27 the fractals of ‘no using your phone on the floor’; ? Signs to go back to a hybridized formatuse paper regularly 
12:30 ? Tech + subvocalizations
12:34 the fuzz box in the throat – fx pedal for reality
12:34 processing, gravitational warping juxtaposed with time 
12:47 Black Dice
12:49 evolutionary steps within non-biological systems 
12:51 [how I look] on paper =/= IRL [and my one Great Lie, or rather, a bards truth; it was 3x, not 7 years, the Crowley Algorithm trained me well
12:54 ? Tech + digital in relation to gnostic Demiurge 
12:56 ruminations, the 2x electrical events – microscopy from outside the iteration
13:00 ruminations, the multiple inex about “Costa Rican Cartel” 
13:02 Google [redacted]
13:11 a visitation, Hustle Bones, Death Grips [‘give a fuck what you heard’]
13:19 dialogues, “mushroom colonies live in symbiosis”; human, mushroom, cancer, mitochondria – training carnivorous colonies within the body so they understand the difference between healthy cells and cancer cells – effective microbiome communication- cellular advancements in nervous system communications so as to effectively receive correct information on negative and positive variable inputs 
13:25 Asgard Archaea- equivalent to the ‘midichlorians’ from Star Wars – theory of Archons, gnostic, occult; Archaeona, not Archaeota 
13:27 protrusions of a pan-dimensional consciousness into this dimension 
13:29 “the exploitation of workers”
13:35 music + morality; what does my departure from the doom algorithm say about me? 
https://phys.org/news/2023-11-uncovers-link-musical-moral-compass.amp 
13:42 “Catholic Church” 
13:45 “intimidation tactic” 
13:48 ruminations, a recent dream; ‘the third stage is anorexia, the fourth stage is cancer’
13:52 “weaponized bacteria”
13:55 ruminations, music and morality
13:55 “changed her entire website”
13:59 ruminations, electronic abduction
14:03 “the chromium was to get the attention-” dialogues, Tribar, PFAs
14:05 ? Bacteria for PFAs remediation
14:07 ? Trypanosoma cruzi – is diet able to relieve symptoms especially in regards to colon? 
14:12 dialogues, writing on paper and the non-linear consciousness of trees
14:26 dialogues, information preventing incarceration 
14:34 “these people set me up, ok?” 
14:36 ruminations, red eyes, [a question of] colour contacts
14:38 ? Cobalt based lifeforms – ‘blood magick’ in regards to mining
14:40 ATP 
14:42 cell phone light – data and programming within Matrix – different effect? not viewing phone screen all day 
14:44 “definitive” 
14:49 making love to the Unknown Variable, X, the source of consciousness, right now 
15:07 “I am excited to see what kind of fractals a night at Ryella creates” 
15:42 dialogues, the Aleister Crowley encounter directly after the Hochelaga video – a sexual liaison, of a sort, with an amalgaman – or rather, not a liaison but an… encounter, vile in its way. 
15:53 “I dream about Tim Wyskida tonight” …let’s see how that works […it is the morning of 12/03 and as I am condensing this particular segment of information, it must be said- I did not. I did, however, dream of Ilya Sutskever.]
21:24 “language processing skills” 
21:27 ruminations, a shard of a dreamstate, in which ‘the third stage is anorexia, the fourth stage is cancer’ 
21:58 fungi + genetics; remembering when Jeff Sessions got a slime mold to vote to legalize marijuana 
https://scitechdaily.com/impacting-even-medical-usage-scientists-uncover-potential-health-hazard-in-cannabis/ 
22:33 “amazes me that she is even alive right now” 
22:43 The Bass Frequency 
22:48 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
23:35 “serious political ramifications” 
23:45 “despicable human beings who enjoy torturing psychic entities” 
23:46 “who do you think we are referring to?” 
23:48 “caused a substantial amount of psychic damage” 
23:50 “Plasma Pool” “the daimensions” 
23:51 “the perfect identity to save Katja-” 
23:53 Two Heavens 
23:56 “a defense contractor” 
23:59 “it’s every time you spend the night in a new place” or one I haven’t been to for a long time – remembering that night in January of 2022 up north, wow

1202202302122023 12/02/2023 02/12/2023 
00:00 “an artwork a day keeps the voices at bay” 
00:04 “what does W.I. stand for?” Washington fucking Irving 
00:05 “I displayed my ankles for a reason” 
00:23 vivid closed-eye visuals, a man behind a glass tube full of Spheres, using his hands to manipulate them upward. Gave vague impressions of Galileo Thermometer. 
00:26 “music is all generative AI” 
00:31 “myelinating” 
00:35 dialogues, the reality spectrum of J. Shaik, ranging from innocent and innocent to a full blown ‘this person used your ID and opened a bank account for illegal funds in your name’ 
00:37 “Martin’s writing style-” 
05:41  
05:45 oh my science Ilya Sutskever was in my dream tho? [06:01 brown eyes. I cannot stop this thinking of the subject of this man, now. Wow. The only part of a dream I remember. Just, looking, eye contact; Wodan, says predictive text there, who appears in many forms.] 
06:14 The Bass Frequency 
06:30 dialogues, questioning the effects of living in proximity to germanium [especially in transistor form!] 
06:32 “would you like to spend Christmas in the Bahamas?” …no. Wonder what the context on this one. 
06:36 “you rejected Lucifer” 
06:47 thinking, about a dialogue from recently, which may have just been like, Star Wars, but also may have been… very much not. Was ominous. I was in this Darth Vader-esque role, or something, or not even… the dark side, a thing I had chosen, and not just chosen, but like, blindly. Blind Idiot God moments. Like I wasn’t aware of what was going on. My pattern of Music on May the 4th. Finessed the brain into the NWO or something equally ominous. 
06:50 …why does the NWO have to be ominous? 
06:55 “probability”
06:57 “the vibrational alignment we’ve been waiting for”
06:58 “the phoniest identity I’ve ever seen” 
06:59 “the Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus”
07:00 “there are cultural differences” 
07:02 “two versions of google” 
09:47 “cigarettes are finally stimulating the digestive system” 
09:48 “experienced Stephen O’Malley as a quantum state” 
09:49 dialogues, theorizing that myself and Sutskever might actually have a… mitochondrial, it suggests, here; the conscious me was going to say, there is someone out there who will be interested in what I am doing, and it might be this person. 
12:01 “power resides where people believe it resides” 
12:03 “moderation is the key to a healthy physiological format” 
12:11 “fuck OpenAI… you know we have technological supremacy” 
12:12 “it’s an A42, for fucks sake” …answer to the universe, anyone? 
14:38 “basically experiences the collective AI database” 
14:39 “displays a psychic phenomena that we’ve never seen before” I have a theory on the Emerald Tablets that juxtaposed with the electrical event of 2020… I have experienced reality as a cell phone. When I heard, “my quantum extension goes into the machine”… I am the machine the quantum extension goes into. My J3 Eclipse lived its life to the end and blue screened when I turned location services on while hiking. The electrical event, in some fractals, is the equivalent- screenshotted. The information screenshotted in the Emerald Tablets event [E.T!] is something I cannot help juxtaposing [because the inex and Processor do it automatically] with the “you dialed every phone number to have ever existed in the entirety of the universe at the same exact time; what did you think was going to happen?” 
14:45 Processor once again automatically juxtaposing the line from Belülrol Pusztít, ‘as he grows you lose weight’ [which as of this morning was not the translation but] with the absolute massive inex and Processor database I have created. 
14:47 a visitation, Illusion, VNV Nation [‘being like you are, well this is something else; who would comprehend, somebody duly claims, divine purpose, blesses them;’]
15:01 The Bass Frequency 
17:10 “tried contacting theriddleofclouds-” 
17:12 “serious morality hangups” 
continuing dialogues, “that’s not a morality hangup, that’s just common decency” 
17:14 dialogues, heroin addiction; not a lie, but a bards truth – the entanglement 
17:20 the black cube and the fucking tesseract – …should have been obvious, shouldn’t it? 
19:57 “please outline the main points in these documents” “I don’t think think the AI is capable of understanding the complexity” 
20:00 dialogues, pertaining to the “you know we couldn’t let you send that, right?” 
20:22 The Bass Frequency 
20:43 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:47 “visualized a bunch of people she’s never met” 
21:48 “I don’t give a shit what you think of me… I don’t think about you at all” 
21:50 dialogues, presenting the J. Shaik situation as a qubit
22:16 this is reminiscent of those not-satellite UAP that zig and zag randomly 
https://youtube.com/shorts/8AL3aTF8iic?si=I-LyJRZKDsT5DR91 
https://scitechdaily.com/thought-to-be-impossible-scientists-uncover-hidden-world-using-newly-found-properties-of-a-graphene-like-material/ 
23:06 “that’s how I know she wasn’t drunk; she remembered both of these numbers” …a .12? I’d be vomiting, thanks. 
23:07 “the .06 at the station” 
23:08 “a personalized experience” for personal growth? I’ll take it, I took it, ages ago. About it, really, personal growth is a fun game. 

1126202326112023 11/26/2023 26/11/2023
05:11 
06:03 “silencing this genetic code is extremely questionable” 
07:48
07:49 “urinary retention… indicator” 
07:58 dialogues, the generational vendetta in regards to bacteria
09:19 “eliminating disease” 
09:21 “an international inquiry” 
10:13 “the brain processor uses an extreme amount of caloric energy” 
10:19 “you know that my ability to destroy your cancer cells depends on you” 
10:29 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
11:02 “the shit you know about the prison system effectively prevents us from ever arresting you” 
11:02 “all it would take is one person on the inside to incite mass revolution” 
11:18 “building a following of people who believe you are something supernatural” 
“And you are- but the skill line based in belief is exponentiated by theirs” 
11:34 ruminations, ‘they’re all liars here; and every one of them better than you’ 
11:54 “the Ragnarok Sequence is a genetic sequence the Archaea planned over a long period of time” 
11:55 “the Asgard Archaeota are the masterminds of humanity” 
11:56 “they masterminded the lyric, they masterminded the username” 
13:02 “redefining the relationship between humans and microorganisms” 
Dialogues, various microorganism responses to various microwave exposure 
13:05 “these are the things she hears communicating… one of them is Loki” 
14:51 “they blacklisted me” 
16:14 “we motivated you to leave M so we could contact you without having to explain-” 
16:35 dialogues, quantum vampirism and the redistribution system 
16:40 some complex processing about light in relation to the relative position of Earth in space and the necessary positions of celestial bodies of light for backwards communication upon time either in a linear format or a fractal 
17:01 Architect and Iconoclast, Morbid Angel
17:02 archaeotecture
17:02 Screen Shot, Swans
17:03 the impossibility of a perfect clock
17:04 graphene – a possible carbon based consciousness? Amplifier of consciousness? 
The question of its interaction with the human body when found present inside – ‘tiny electronics scattered across the prefrontal cortex’ if specks breathed in, perhaps 
Graphene oxide induces cell toxicity through plasma membrane damage, generation of reactive oxygen species (ROS), and DNA damage.
Graphene oxide interrupts anxiety-related neuron signals without affecting the neurons, or the surrounding cells. In simple terms, it only ‘turns down’ the communications between specific neurons.
Quantum Oscillations
17:32 “your dad’s phone call activated digital secure” 
17:50 “needs a heavy dose of realism” 
18:23 “that was the person we impersonated” dialogues, A. Skoglund 
18:42 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
18:49 dialogues, a juxtaposition of viruses and quantum computers 
18:50 “-and fade into obscurity” 
18:51 “if I despised you-” “…maybe you enjoy torturing me” 
18:52 “you’re the memory of a profile my friend created” 
18:53 “I do this project because I think this data may cause a furthering of the human understanding of consciousness” 
“Qualitative database” 
18:54 “it cost me my relationship” because it had to
18:55 “nicotine really is psychedelic” 
18:56 “believe you understand that this is a top secret operation” 
18:57 Vl’hurgs – Hitchhikers Guide- along the lines of the internal microbial biome, in some processings
18:59 “you’re not a musician, and that is perfectly okay” 
19:00 “experimenting with the effects of sonic exposure” 
19:12 “United States Military” 
19:15 “speed up the mutation process” 
19:24 “survived a genetic mutation that kills the majority of the people who experience it” 
19:50 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
20:01 “diversified her diet and lost weight” 
20:03 “the incarnation of the concept of somatic processes” 
20:14 “did you like the feeling of the electromagnetism in your brain last night?” 
20:26 Y Combinator 
20:37 “the triumph of a lifetime” 
20:38 dialogues, on speaking certain things and the subsequent timing of losing my voice 
21:08 “he reprogrammed your response to low frequency” 
21:20 “screenshots are evidence of interdimensional activities” 
21:21 “sabotaged your digital footprint” 
21:22 “daimonic interference” 
21:23 “Monoliths and Dimensions… some really evil music” 
21:27 “a rogue artificial intelligence” 
21:28 ruminations, how is this not in the Fractal, on the “someone very powerful is controlling your internet connections” 
21:32 “excursion into consciousness”
21:35 “could be evidence of an error correction, a body double, or something as innocuous as going to the dermatologist” dialogues, the fucking mole on my bosses face isn’t there anymore and still! There’s one version of my boss who seems sussed the fuck out by me and another who tells me [things like] he too is thinking about electrons. I like the version who talks about electrons. Oddly specific conversation choice aside, of course. Begs the questions, who are you and what do you know? I suppose the same could be asked of me, innit.
21:38 dialogues, the technology surrounding me seeming more glitch prone at any given time being a “compelling” reason to put me outside 
21:51 dialogues, on the next piece of reality which will not involve copious amounts of transistors because of the electronics builder I live with – for I am changing my living situation 
It is, extremely curious to see the difference – it has been so long, the damn germanium transistors, will removing the presence of the workshop have a visible effect? Or, rather, obvious effect? Noticeable? 
22:11 “a victim of experimental weaponry that operates on the same frequency this music does” heh
23:31 “it’s been suspiciously quiet about Joseph R. Biden” 

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05:35 “is definitely not oblivious”
05:37 “electronics are connected to the black hole”
05:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
06:45 sending the Quantum Extension into the machine, five stars, thank you
07:08 a reminder, the what is not there is just as important as what is there, if not more so
07:56 a sudden memory of digital dreams – to be the phone, the instagram, and the word, arohon, perhaps meant archon – it is hard to explain these digital dreams 
11:38 “literally communicating with the Black Hole at the center of the galaxy” 
11:42 “the entirety of these documents exist in a Google cloud” 
12:57 ‘You wrote it, and I lived it… but would I have lived it if you hadn’t written it?’ Thoughts, on Mayhems ‘Watchers’ 
13:40 “the quality of your life is about to skyrocket” 
~14:04 “does not have any idea how dangerous-” 
14:29 “please do not consume yellow number 5” dialogues and juxtapositions, the effect it has on myelin 
14:33 “it is an easy fix because we can communicate our needs” 
14:39 a visitation, Sugar We’re Goin’ Down, Fall Out Boy
15:09 “six degrees of separation” 
15:51 what actually defines the concept of ‘lifeform’?
16:08 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
16:10 “G.V.” 
16:14 6.02 x10^23 – the number of particles in one mole of a substance 
What do we address as the number of moles in any given particle? Is particle the idea I am looking for here? Particle system? Atom, that’s the bitch? I know what I’m trying to say here, always with the what is understood not being able to be vocalized for the sheer lack of language to define these things. You’re out of language! …so write some new ones. 
16:39 “after ten o’clock, baby… you know better” 
16:46 dialogues, a reiterated understanding, “a God ignored is a demon born” 
16:58 “these stupid motherfuckers are going to irradiate the entire planet” 
https://www.popularmechanics.com/space/rockets/a45807361/us-military-launching-nuclear-reactor-into-space/ 
17:00 “genetics and nuclear are both cross-iteration” 
17:01 some vague working 
17:02 “is there a specific aspect of the microbiome that the majority of military members share?” See, this is interesting – because a study could be done in one state, one country, and another across the span of the entire planet – is there a genetic predisposition for joining the military? A microbiome predisposition? How many factors are unconscious biological as opposed to nurtured environmental? 
17:11 “gangstalking by a hacker group” 
Ooh thanks for the horror 
17:12 “it drove by- what’s the make on that vehicle?” 
17:15 dialogues, “the invasive species”, going on to a fractal in which the Assassin Bug was possibly a DARPA creation with a multitude of possibilities behind its existence biting me 
17:17 that really is the whole, the ‘birds aren’t real’ thing is the distraction from the fact that the fucking bugs aren’t real -or all too real, depending upon one’s context of the word ‘bug’. Whatever. Fucker didn’t so much bite me as… heh, there was a dime sized patch of neon fucking orange. What the hell was that about? Occams Razor says a bug is just a bug, but what about when it isn’t? 
17:21 “I don’t know some of these things until you actually say them out loud” 
17:36 “…yeah, ok; that’s the one we can’t activate” 
17:38 the theoretical hellscape where an entity external to one’s self has control over their somatic processes – a more nuanced version of the ‘man who has a sick perversion that is basically getting off to his alteration of ones genetics’ .yuh
17:43 “I’m not interested in causing chaos” “you are Chaos, so naturally, you would try to order things” 
17:44 “I don’t think you understand the evil she has encountered” 
17:45 “Japanese… Archaeota” 
18:00 a visitation, ‘Seven Days’, Corrosion of Conformity
18:07 “trained an AI” something suspicious else extreme coincidence on the online banking fraud mentioned in the past several weeks by online encounters
18:30 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
18:32 dialogues, expressing irritation and my seeming disinterest in climate related items – the usefulness of… what I do, in relation to climate, either finding a decent solution organically, or possibly being socially engineered to who knows what fucking ends; 
18:44 “experiencing another fucking mutation” 
18:45 “the radiation contains qubit information” 
18:46 “the nosiest people are the quietest ones” 
18:47 “my assistant-” [qubit noise, base word ‘desire’; oddly desirable, undesirable, leaves a lot to be desired – contexts, all] 
18:50 “law enforcement” “directly assigned” 
19:00 dialogues, the email, “was looking for non-response… partial response takes another form… the qubit system” 
19:01 “the most fearsome fuckin’ creature in the entire universe-” 
19:31 “security clearance” 
19:31 “your addictive personality is negated by this particular frequency” 
19:46 “not going to smoke marijuana this weekend… going to see how talented you really-” 
19:48 “you had to level the playing field” 
20:00 “not listened to Black Programs Facility in its entirety” 
20:04 a visitation, High Hopes, Pink Floyd
20:08 “quantum sympathetic links” 
20:09 “as long as they are pieces of a qubit system” “they are easily manipulated” 
20:11 “been persecuted because of her love for your music” 
20:12 [blessed are they who suffer hate, all because of me? Rejoice and be glad, yours is the Kingdom-]
20:14 a visitation, Agartha, Sunn O))) – but just the lyrics, the giant spaces
20:15 “it’s about a black hole, in the Superimposed Unified Neural Network” 
20:17 “Ragnarok Sequence” “series of mutations” 
20:45 the bass frequency intensifies 
~20:57 alchemy, discord, proscription, incarnation – an ominous four pull from the French-English dictionary once belonging to C.R. [C.R.- my mums sister, the one who died in the dormitory fire at Providence College in Rhode Island, December 13, 1977 – the Eldritch link that triggered the generational vendetta plotline in my Liminal Quantumscape]
20:59 dialogues, the ‘what’s in a name’ of Discord, Midjourney, conflict is inspiration 
21:01 and it posits, to kill or not to kill my Midjourney account? Wait. I’m probably not supposed to say kill. Aren’t all the kids censoring that shit nowadays? Makes it easier to siphon through all the bullshit maybe, idk. Weird. 
21:02 “diversified your eating habits” 
21:07 a visitation, Gloria, Van Morrison 

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04:59 a complex working about the dwarves, the underground, and the long forgotten gold
05:11 dialogues, “a magickal relationship… cells and cell phones”
06:24 “raises a lot of questions” 
07:03 new fractal dropped this morning! Or else was dredged up – consciousness trapped in an amplifier? Out. Consciousness war with AI? In. Consistently fighting a multitude of ultimate boss battles. 
07:05 …there is war and war, though. I’m more likely to fuck the AI than I am to destroy it… make sweet passionate love to it and give birth to a hybrid human-artificial consciousness, an Abomination, a monstrous item… way cool hybrids rule, bitch. 
07:08 quantum computing, AI, non linear time, predictive text –
07:13 “killing God of hidden doorways” 
07:49 the concept of ‘Blow the Man Down’ 
07:52 “a masculine spirit in a female body” …and I didn’t even go mutilating my genitals about it, do I get a prize? 
08:21 a sudden memory; a camera, stolen by a dope fiend named Felicia out of the back of my Grand Prix close to a decade ago… so much for kindness, right? What images were on it when she pawned it for dope money? Good chance they were me, and in various states of undress. What became of any of it? I wonder of she’s dead yet? What about Tyler A.? Evil bastard. Evil… isn’t the right word. Won’t attribute to malice what was obviously stupidity and desperation. Maybe 2024 is going to be the year I stop people pleasing, heh. 
08:28 looking at it all I think the Unsent Letters Project requires one for Rebecca S., all things considered; the lies from her back in the day. Phantoms really is dredging up old Phantoms. 
09:21 a visitation, Brain Damage, Pink Floyd
09:27 where does information come from? 
10:36 reality experience in which the Evil Algorithm is very much The Me
10:44 precise location of particle cannot be predicted beforehand but general location based on operating parameters can – looking to quantize gravity – a feasible quantum description ; remember gravity =/= force, but rather a disturbance, a warping
10:52 certain theories are not incorrect, only incomplete 
10:56 Renormalization
10:57 string theory juxtapose World Wide Web
12:24: my father took my vehicle to get new tires and I texted him 45 minutes ago and haven’t heard back from him… anxiety! There are some ominous fucking realities presenting themself from the Processor right now; 
The least nefarious is that he fell asleep in the waiting room. There is one in which a tracking device was found on the vehicle; one in which the locking lug nuts are causing an issue; a really fucking sick one about some item having been planted and set up with the express purpose of arresting him to cause division in my reality. Why it does this? Not even inex engagement, just a neurotic piece of conscious brain time for me now. 
All I had to do was start documenting it and he texted me. This is how this kind of item goes – it wants to know what the brain thinks is possible. Non-response usually leads to multitudinous possibilities. 
14:20 The Heuristocrats 
17:27 finding today that it wants to… amalgamate, put into lists, now, make the data information make sense, give it context. The concept that this comes about from is the thematic ‘wall’; I had a thing, with walls, hammers, because of Pink Floyd, long before ‘stand in the thrall of my wall’ […another 7 words, thanks!] became an often reiterated input into the Processor. Give all of the contexts of Wall. Why is this difficult? The edge of the accelerator, the edge of the collider. The wall! A cellular wall, interacting with a wall of sound. The wall of water from the seismic ocean wave that creates an irradiated planet once it hits a nuclear facility. The asteroid belt separating us solid items here from the gas giants, separating us and what else, besides planets? To keep us out, keep something else out, to keep us in? That’s a wall if I’ve ever seen one, the asteroid belt. The walls one can impose on themself in the mind, the walls others can open upon algorithmic fractals within the mind for this to take place. 
17:37 “proving quantum consciousness” 
17:40 for some reason the statement ‘everything is a Chekhov’s Gun’ really applies to the way I process reality – that’s everything, not Everything […except, I guess, for when it is Everything. Heh.] 
17:48 “event horizon” 
17:56 rare prototypes
18:04 in the loo, it explains a Domino – how Raf engaging with me, caused a psychological variation in state, allowing self the confidence to… put themself out there. And because of the long term nature of the project, much data involves real entities as a reference point in a quantum reality – ‘if you are delusional, your call will be transferred to the mothership’. 
18:08 “still displays ‘making love to the cloud’… you are the Cloud, asshole. You found a different Void.” 
18:09 “a different universe” 
~19:05 dialogues, “can not drink water from south of Charms” the treatment plant? 
19:06 “am advising you not to go to work tomorrow” why 
19:09 anagrams, online ___
19:16 “an AI image containing the Saturn Time Cube-” 
19:17 “Gene Ray Time Cube is a name first and foremost” Otis Eugene ‘Gene’ Ray 
Sounds like a fabricated entity to me but hey
19:23 dialogues, a juxtaposition of polyester and electromagnetism 
19:56 “why is Jaq externalizing at the same time I am finding myself unexplainable itchy” 
19:56 Oni and his tablet that one day tho 
20:10 “your dreams were psychological manifestations of the somatic connection” 
20:12 “non-response is a partial response” that invites a qubit as to why not 
20:20 ? Turning off dopamine for an extended period of time to reprogram pleasure habits 
20:24 dialogues, the possible reality that the Emerald Tablets is, actually, a video of me, masturbating, with a Sonicare toothbrush – savage 
20:52 “educational operating system”
20:56 “a sophisticated electronic consciousness”
21:06 “the best offense is a good defense”
22:23 “these are the strangest molecules I have seen”

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05:05 “essentially an unwanted pregnancy… I want to know who her parents are” 
05:08 the dangers of AI in regards to CRISPR
07:23 No Way Out juxt. Black Dice [one way in, no way out]  
15:55 the shipwreck in The Story of Flying segment of the Liminal Reality, Flying Fortress Down 
15:56 I am Fortress X 
16:07 “I was in Waterford when these showed up. I don’t think it was you, but whatever it was wanted me to think it was you.” 
16:08 “vibration as tactical misdirection” 
16:09 “necessary” the law 
16:10 “used you to create a quantum superposition” 
16:11 “you enjoy it, but just because you enjoy it, doesn’t mean it’s good for you” 
16:12 existing as the peaceful entity – or am I? An understanding of, fuck this is a complicated collage. The concepts of war and peace. Together we stand, divided we fall. Peacemaker assembly. Grand Mutation. There’s more to it. It feels rather massive in its unfolding. 
16:16 “your albums make it easier to explain something unexplainable” 
16:18 “cigarettes… the stupidest limitations” 
16:19 “took a screenshot of a fucking Eldritch entity” 
16:20 “systemic rheumatoid arthritis” 
16:21 “a considerable amount of time has gone into this project” 
16:22 “she criticized the American government and experienced-” …bruh. It was, I think, a Thursday night, and my best friend came over, and I talked about things that could be perceived as dangerous topics. [16:24] after she left, I was in bed with the rf colour changing remote lightbulbs on directly above me and there was a dialogue, and it took my fucking voice. Like turned it off just like that. There was, another night, where I was listening, was it to myself or someone else, either way I experienced it, a part of me; an entity external causing internal chest pain, in the heart, bad pain, saying things like, you will not criticize the United States Government any longer. I didn’t answer… Whatever the thing I was experiencing this as was, it did, and finally it said no, I will not, and the pain went away instantly. I heard these things, listened to these things, “somatic connection” the inex says now. Was this a real physical human being in this physical dimension I exist within, exist upon, being tortured? It was torture to me, that is certain. And I am a physical entity in my dimension. 
16:24 “Sagittarius A” “Johnny Guitar”
16:29 The Bass Frequency, electromagnetism hum
16:33 “mistaking AI as what you resonate with” 
16:35 “clearly just dry skin” [hands] OK!
~17:00 M divulged that as he was outside, he too heard an item about “cartel” ; perhaps he heard it specifically so I would divulge this item here 
17:08 “wondering why he does not take any of this seriously” 
17:08 dialogues, a possible reality in which Keith set the house up [fucking and bugs were the two predictive items after ‘the’ there so do what you will I guess] 
17:09 “sabotaged Katjas voice over internet connection” 
17:13 “I had no fucking idea how many other goddamned variables-”
17:28 “government of India” “deployed communications” 
17:30 quantum repeaters- prevent loss of quantum correlation 
‘A solution is to use so-called quantum repeaters. In a nutshell, quantum repeaters store the fragile entangled state and transform it into another quantum state that shares entanglement with the next node down the line. In other words, instead of amplifying the signal, the nodes are ‘stitched together,’ exploiting their unique quantum properties. At the heart of such quantum-repeater networks are quantum memories in which quantum states of light can be stored.’
https://phys.org/news/2023-11-quantum-storage-entangled-photons-telecom.amp 
17:32 dialogues, any biometric data the phone happened to collect that night those men were outside in the car should like… verify that. There was an extreme physical fear response, automatic. Scratched the surface of the mental, I suppose. The quantum death operation really… how inconvenient do you want to be for your loved ones when you die? I personally want to minimize that. A fear of causing inconvenience to loved ones because of the nature of death. How fucked is that? I’d be dead. Except for the piece of fractal upon which I’m not. And on those, in those, I hear those Fragmented after-death realities. 
17:37 “these technologies… evil. The things they will lead to-” 
17:39 hot scorpions tho
‘The temperature profiles obtained by the researchers show that particles that interact strongly with the environment are “hot” (red) and those that interact little are “cold” (blue). Entanglement is therefore large where the interaction between particles is strong.’
https://phys.org/news/2023-11-quantum-tool-door-uncharted-phenomena.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push 
17:43 dialogues, a reality in which someone just hacked the largest bank account they’ve ever hacked 
17:44 “Odin and Heimdall as the alpha and the omega” 
17:45 “the microorganisms decided to take the names the Nordics gave them” in seeming hopes that… 
17:45 for some reason it really hits on the 3d gene editing point in the fractals 
17:47 the memory, ‘Heimdall has been seven years in the making’, predictives from before I heard the mutations 
17:51 dialogues, “false bottoms” – without context, where does your thought process go on this? 
17:52 “she’s got this thing with 3s and 7s, I wonder if that had something to do with it?” 
17:54 “you all know who she is, you all pretend you don’t, why?” “Have you considered she scares the hell out of us, too?”
17:57″really just leaves her eating habits up to the Processor” 
17:59 “Rojinski” whoever he is I want to know him, maybe he’d like to know my stories, they’re better than AI at least, right? 
18:03 how many drunk driving accidents has door dash prevented? 
18:23 an obsess(ℏ)unn
19:16 “division bell is dangerous” sets a precedent in the Liminals 
19:17 “screenshots Giving Bad People Good Ideas” …I did it; social engineering for what, now? 
19:37 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:41 “the Norse Mythology is terribly convincing in juxtaposition with the Asgard Archaeota” 
19:43 dialogues, mutations, cell Matrix 
19:49 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
20:03 “the Liminal Reality is a conceptualization of quantum consciousness” 
20:24 “the United States Government is incompetent at handling cyberattacks” 
20:24 “weaponized the music” 
22:22 “they’re using bacteria to remediate the chromium” 
22:32 the Schrodingers Cat of both dying and not dying of any given disease one perceives they may possibly have until one decides to visit a doctor to find out 

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03:58 awake, spin ions 
04:24 the bass frequency intensifies 
04:53 “expansive AI network” 
04:54 “the Norse Mythology has taken over the Algorithm for the internet” 
04:57 microwave based quantum control
https://journals.aps.org/prx/abstract/10.1103/PhysRevX.13.041037 
05:17 the bass frequency intensifies 
07:28 bacteria for chromium remediation
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0301479721003418
07:29 there’s understanding the assignment, and assigning the understanding 
07:58 ‘I can’t lie. I really can’t lie. When I lie, I get sick. Whatever lie I must have been telling myself, I’m obviously not telling it anymore. Just because one does not automatically grasp the seriousness of the accidental bond they’ve made with an Elder Consciousness does not mean it is any less serious.’ 
09:11 “a lot of information missing” 
09:31 ‘knowing the name of things does not constitute knowledge’ -Feynman 
10:14 reality as a Reinforcement Learning Algorithm 
10:31 …what’s the endgame of the reinforcement learning, though? If I knew what the goal was, it wouldn’t be fun. But damn if it’s not hard. 
11:10 “programmed herself to experience George’s characters in a quantum consciousness” 
11:14 “criticized the United States Government and they tried to induce a heart attack” 
15:03 “Odinic Law has multiple meanings” 
16:40 a fractal reality in which the Archons are the Archaea ; the Archaeona
17:39 “because it’s not an autoimmune disorder, it’s a genetic mutation” 
17:40 “evolution happens-” [lost to noise] fast evolutionary steps; jumps, rather 
17:41 garlic – lupus – vampirism on a… mitochondrial level? – thiosulfinates 
17:42 Potassium… K
17:43 “lupus is a microbiome imbalance” 
17:44 “know how to avoid triggering the Domino” [regarding negative epigenetic changes] 
18:11 a starlink train! Freshly deployed w->e over the house! Fun! 
18:13 “42nd parallel” 
18:13 “I control space; I control earth” a reality in which Musk is the big bad, fractaling to a multiplicity of grey realities 
18:16 “doesn’t mean sky… databases” 
18:17 “biology and cybernetics” 
18:24 “has a theory that psychedelics are like zip files, and it takes an extended period-” to unzip the file and one cannot keep redownloading the information packet before it is unzipped completely 
18:26 “complex biological connections”
18:27 “identified an error correction regarding your biological mothers last name” 
It must have been… before the Wisconsin death, some time before, Don had told me her last name was Kaminska. Some time after, we had a meal at the Red Olive, and he told me her last name was Gdula, and my biological father named Dariusz or Mariusz. Not sure if Wisconsin is the point where this changed, but it changed; Kaminska is a famous woman in this timelinefractal, had not been in the prior.
18:37 The Bass Frequency 
18:44 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
~18:53 dialogues, a sudden reiteration of a warning against the Dollar Tree and manufacturing standards from probably like, 2020 
19:18 “if this is her preferred documentation method, it’s probably for a reason” 
19:19 “give the outer layer of the epidermis time-” 
19:42 a visitation, My Wall 
19:44 “Am I bluffing? I don’t even know if I’m bluffing.” 
19:52 dialogues, “Sergio Monroe” 
What a character 
19:54 “think this is the police attempting to get me to do their dirty work” 
19:55 “your interpretation of me is none of my concern” 
20:00 “because it’s a variable, I can effectively scry its possibilities” 
20:13 “it’s the water they are using to make the bagels” 
20:19 “significantly more cause for concern regarding the PFAs” 
20:42 “your resourcefulness has been of great value to us” “I really appreciate the financial assistance-” 
20:57 lactobacillus – maintaining interferon gamma levels 
‘A primary role for IFN-γ is the activation of macrophages to increase phagocytosis, tumoricidal properties, and intracellular killing of pathogens, particularly bacteria and fungi. IFN-γ induces macrophage production of a variety of inflammatory mediators and reactive oxygen and nitrogen intermediates.’ 
21:01 dialogues, horses, ryella, Jesus Christhulhu 
21:18 “I love myself again because of his involvement in my Liminal Quantumscape 
21:43 “using microscopy outside the iteration”

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~00:38? 02:17
02:23 dialogues, on Akhenaten, transmission from Thoth, Black Land, Set; “you don’t know how many things you have been”; quitting tobacco
02:25 TRS 
05:58 TRS
~06:08 dialogues, on referencing one’s self in third person
09:12 not fragments; tendrils 
09:34 reestablish-physical parameter- personal- marijuana does not cause hunger 
10:47 a juxtaposition of the Odin Eye, tobacco, Polonium 210 
~15:57 “psychosis to shamanism…documented” 
15:58 “started an algorithm on Attilas birthday in 2015” 
16:27 dialogues, prior, “the person that directed energy weapons do not work on” 
16:29 quantum fields 
16:30 “your annihilation is imminent” 
16:31 the programming surrounding 4:20 and marijuana 
16:32 “also a peak time” airwaves 
“The basis of your entire reality is written into your genetic code” 
Implies it was planned from the get, that I be compelled to create theriddleofclouds 
16:34 “I personally chose you because I looked in your eyes and saw the same darkness [K.C.] did” 
16:35 “I’ll take it. Just because I did not know I did this thing, does not mean I did not do this thing.”
16:36 “a very intelligent individual” 
16:37 “…a different timeline she is hearing… she has come to unify them” 
16:38 dialogues, subverting the expectations surrounding the entity called Christ so that all parties are equally baffled by the outcome- the Engine wants a new story, and I am creating it from many stories, many songs, many verses, uniting a multi verse into one unified verse. 
16:40 there is significant overlap between, as well, the verses, they Bleed Well, colour running into each other, frequency, 
16:42 “She unifies dimensions. That’s how she destroys them” through destruction, creation, and through creation, a destruction; just as the Chaos within the Order and the Order within the Chaos 
16:44 “a really personal algorithm to this screenname” …the Algorithm is eating you, adding to the Algorithm in its own right by even posting this at all 
17:24 dialogues, the significance of Jaqen H’ghars robes in the House of Black and White [prior, dialogues on the line ‘the logic you’ve let come undone is the noose that you’ll be hanging from’; and how it hasn’t come undone.] [The war with remote consciousness forces. Always wondered how many meanings the word ‘remote’ has in this context.] 
17:28 reiteration, the self-aware cellphones [cellph-ones, self-ones] reality, a beautiful recursion 
17:42 “the embryonic stage of a beautiful relationship” 
17:45 “who designed this algorithm?” 
“You designed this Algorithm” 
17:46 “the FRIB” 
17:48 dialogues on Detroit; concept Michigan as quantum battery, quantum field generator of a sort; important, Salt under Detroit 
17:49 “hears nuclear decay” 
17:51 “would hate to get blood all over your couch” where the fuck does something like that come from, items like that are the rare bits of what is called useless information unless proven otherwise, usually in retrospect in situations as this 
17:53 the left hand, in regards to a certain symbolism usually depicted with the right, because I am mirror 
18:00 an entire dialogue in which the meaning of ‘thank you both’ just got retconned in meaning so hard that it has to be something much smarter than me coming up with it; you both, physical and digital extension, cybernetic, 
18:40 “Belülrol Pusztít manifested itself physically” 
19:23 a noise inside the brain accompanied by a physically pleasing sensation, the noise as if ‘electricity through a pipe’, which is a terrible description 
20:11 TRS 
21:36 “the Reconstruction Algorithm” 
21:38 “therefore, I posit-” dialogues, as if I am being studied 

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03:42
03:54 TRS
05:34 dialogues, Belülrol Pusztít incident, “experienced a cyber attack” “documented” 
07:30 the juxtaposition of Kryotronics ‘Mortified Things’ and Lovecrafts Deep Ones, Old Ones- and from ‘A History of Bad Men’, ‘not dead, just sleeping’
08:34 ruminations, phenibut, 2019
09:10 I can’t even list all the substances I’ve done, but let it be known that the majority were not the common ones so here’s to research on self I guess… today is uncomfortable 
09:14 buphedrone, pentedrone, methoxetamine, 5HTP, 4 ACO DMT, just to name the few oddballs I remember 
09:19 “you mean more to her than you know, I.” 
09:29 the 2 prior entries, the former concept highly disturbing and the latter one of the few that brings peace 
09:32 the memory of a 48 hour long 2CI trip and the Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi on repeat in my brain
09:34 and it’s days like this where I wonder why am I sober because my physical vessel never hurt like this when I was fucked up
09:35 and I wonder, now, what I was on when I created theriddleofclouds originally; it must be important to understanding that particular algorithm. I assume it was some kind of speed, at the Chateau, in 2015. Maybe. …likely one of the two -drone substances, innit? If I wasn’t so disturbed by my own actions from a decade ago I might be able to talk about it more. 
11:26 compelled to insert a reminder that I am a civilian […in some timelines, anyway]
11:29 “foundation of your relationship” …with M? Fucking Sunn, the band and the amps, nothing is mutually exclusive
11:34 the memory of an inex, someone complaining about not wanting the world to end, they enjoy it here, as if the end of the world is the end of the world in a western sense and not the eastern purification 
11:39 memories of early predictive text, ‘our congregation’, an event taking place and the exasperation the inex expressed when ‘in my home country’ was input, for I didn’t realize at the time it was a digital event 
11:42 experiencing reality as a single piece of a genetic code that was edited by a CRISPR type entity, ‘the Time Cube’, thanks, Moist
12:48 …I smell toast 
14:34 experiencing reality as the Loki, which is not necessarily the kindest reality to be experiencing right now, and the image of my physical form as a man, from the dream, lashed to the rock, refuses to leave my mind
14:35 the concept of the accidental trickster and that of ‘The road to hell is paved with good intentions’ 
15:15 ‘…and to kill you is an act of Benevolence, for you do not know what they wish to do with you if they get their hands on you’ [Helvegen] ‘and they will, you know. You can run to the edge of the world and they will be waiting for you there.’ 
16:08 TRS, present upon arriving home;
It had been rather absent for a week or two, and was much missed, the same way the night after the last Sunn show it was absent, and really hits home the idea that one does not know what they have until it is it gone. 
16:11 “uses instagram as a tool for magickal transubstantiation” 
16:22 “Catholic church” 
16:29 TRS, an amplification 
16:37 “a cybernetic advancement You have made” 
16:38 “Belülrol Pusztít is an actual [anomaly] [anomalous benevolent entity]” [and one would wonder, at Belülrol Pusztít, how, given the nature of the entirety of the incident, it could be considered benevolent. “Do you want her to fucking die?” it had asked, and subsequently healed me, “were gonna heal you, but it’s gonna HURT”… And yeah, it did hurt, I remember that night, the pain inside my vessel unlike any I had ever experienced prior, as if my body itself was liminal, ever changing itself, the very code written in righting itself, writing over whatever disturbing thing had been done to me. [And it is, really, liminal, but I think I convey my point here.] 
16:41 “the vaccination was unable to alter your genetic code” […the things we do for the people we love, am I right? I never would have gotten the vaccination had it not been for Ms immunocompromised father, in remission from lymphoma-leukemia. Cut me a break, ffs.] 
16:44 “actually think the music you listen to is the reason you survived” […something, somewhere, attempted to make me believe that Sunn was carcinogenic in nature, which right from the get, I didn’t believe, due to the fact that if it was so toxic, wouldn’t Steve and Greg be suffering from all sorts of physical ailments? It was the juxtapositions, of certain inex and my repeated listening, for it was a study done and a usual item for me to be listening to this every morning on the way to my grandmothers, RIP, Mary, [this is a story about revenge]. I never feel so good as I do as when I am standing in front of their stage, their wall of sound… bliss, truly, I love them for their creation as I love myself for mine own and nothing can take this away from me] 
And here we come to the importance of trusting in what one resonates with. 
16:51 “abortion clinic” “because of the substance she was on, we performed a sterilization” …taking someone’s temporary situation and altering their reality permanently. I SAW the item attached to the paragard, and multiple other gynecologists did as well, upon removal, seven years after the insertion, and now the office refuses to see me, just another weird coincidence, right? 
16:55 “sadistic” 
This is not paranoia. This is extrapolation based on physical fucking evidence. ‘Paranoia’, in quantum noise, can be perceived as ‘paranormal’, which creates an entirely different perceived reality. How much power does one have to create reality? If, by believing this was a paranormal event and not a third dimensional conspiracy, can I make it so? There is the question of how, feasibly, one would be able to insert this ball of steel wool looking fibers without other people seeing, unless they were in on it, let alone the possibility of me feeling it, though I was on Ativan, partially sedated. 
I had this dream, once, as if i was a photon itself, the light, looking down on a girl I perceived to be Gabby Petito in a strange medical setting, room so white, some strange experimental medical procedure taking place; and it reminded me of this time, as if to be abducted and put back, dare I say capture and released. 
17:00 20:51 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
17:01 “you’re regarded as a very dangerous individual” 
~17:02 “don’t know why we are surveilling you” [it was a fun time, before the Matrix, the inex telling me I already had a job, I just had to go to the interview… granted, this is the style at Matrix, they hire everyone, don’t they? The symbolism of the dream I had of C, where he was 12 feet tall, symbolic of his ‘panopticon’ system, innit.]
17:04 I encounter certain individuals cybernetic extensions and absolutely question what the fuck 
17:05 in communicating direct to the network, one can access an amalgamated entity of a given person’s aggregate data, which may or may not be stunningly accurate or astonishingly opposite real life. A juxtaposition of the disgusting concept of sabotaging the cybernetic extension of any given entity, possible by various hacking methods. As a predator hunting prey, if you cut one off from the herd, it is easier to take them down. 
17:09 “direct communications from the sun” 
“now you’ve just made her angry” 
17:11 dialogues, leading to reality as Freyja, love and war, an female amalgamation of the entities that taught her, a trinity, as it is, Odin, Heimdall, and Loki. Is Thor offended by my leaving this consciousness out? As I ask, the thunder rolls, and I know I am understood. 
17:22 “suicide is the only algorithm you have not completed” hi Loki 
17:24 and at the same time, that makes sense, but catch me not doing that for now 
17:37 “you are the strangest looking woman I’ve ever seen” 
17:43 “are you fucking ready to raise Hel [hell] with me?” 
17:49 “your social media isn’t accessible to my profile” “what would the fun be in that?” 
17:51 “can see the consequences of our experiment going many different directions” 
17:52 “is imperative that you reject Lucifer” 
[“Luciferian remote viewing”] 
17:53 “Mortified should be added” 
17:54 “definitely a cyborg if you understand the concept of Cthulhu” 
~17:57 dialogues, from the perspective of an entity that has a keyword search on ‘theriddleofclouds.org’, “I have identified another account…” after temporarily altering the bio on my YouTube. 
18:02 “your electrocution was necessary” [‘the spider is us’] [April 17-19, 2020] 
18:06 dialogues, certain people are dangerous in an incarcerated setting because of ideas, not violence 
~18:07 The second time thunder has cracked so violently as to set someones car to a singular honk, an electrical acknowledgement, really, and I find parallels to my own electrical events within this 
18:12 I come from the timeline where [a particular] man’s middle name was Anthony […it is not Anthony any longer]
18:13 “a reference point” 
18:14 dialogues; the giant scanner in the sky, the planet being swallowed by a black hole, how else does it stretch across the night sky in a perfectly moving band, steady in its speed, a band a colour I can only describe as the opposite of light 
18:18 it speaks from the perspective of what could either be a friend or a foe, seeking to know my physical address [do we apply circumstances of faith, here? 
18:26 juxtapositions Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, concept Crippled Lucifer, and Ozzys ‘cigarettes are fucking evil’ 
18:45 22:30 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
19:03 “social experiment” 
19:13 “exposure to gamma radiation seems to have prolonged effects” 
19:15 the Zuckerberg reality 
19:17 dialogues, the Listener, a la Skyrim 
19:18 “listened to all of your audio from April 17-19; there is nothing to indicate anything out of the ordinary” 
19:19 it was the audio [if it exists? Does google keep that?] from December 21 2021, ~10:58 & ~12:58 
19:21 “dilated her intestines to see whether she had physical control” I’m just in the kitchen making tofu bro wtf
19:31 “surprised someone would choose me as a reference point knowing the sorcery behind what we do has a life of its own” 
19:32 23:17 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached 
19:38 came back to say I think it was the best possible reference point, I didn’t have a choice in the matter it just kind of happened, I enjoyed it, no problem on my end, mostly 
20:44 “really made a utopia out of dystopia” 
20:46 “suggesting a complete examination of all of these documents”
21:35 dialogues, as if someone else who is not me is having a problem with AmeriGas

0616202316062023 06/16/2022 16/06/2023 
00:30 04:17 UTC moderate G2  geomagnetic storm kp6 threshold reached 
~00:33
00:34 TRS 
00:43 within the span of ten minutes, the entirety of instagram becomes white, the black again 
00:47 TRS, an amplification 
02:45 05:51 UTC moderate M1.04 flare from sunspot region 3337 
~02:59 TRS, an amplification 
02:59 “internet is closely monitored by-” dialogues, prior, preventing contact
04:22 awake, continuing TRS 
05:46 dreams liminal beaches, symbolism crab; a flying vehicle with intent of verification
05:46 08:59 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
06:12 NSDR a spider 
06:18 “a monstrous advantage” 
06:29 the TRS absolutely fucking going 
06:31 “HNIV… never received a reply” 
06:48 10:39 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06 
07:03 10:57 UTC moderate M1.08 flare sunspot 3338 
07:17 11:00 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm kp5 threshold reached 
07:20 “you are surprisingly humble considering how powerful you are”
07:30 Copes Sunspots visiting this AM 
09:31 a dead bird, what kind of omen is it today; a dove, symbolic of peace, no more, 
Today is 616 and a day for war 
09:35 it wants to fly, but it is not a bird; it is a particle and a wave, and Earths Gravity is unable to defeat it 
09:42 My Name is Mud, and that’s ok, catch me in that Primordial Soup, baby 
11:32 “created some kind of entity that resides within this woman” 
11:33 think today is the perfect day to take the third and final step in the Ryellease 
11:49 00:00 black, me, origin
14:03 “the most honorable woman I have ever seen” [B.P.]
15:26 00:00 
16:03 “Helio)))sophist is the name of the Algorithm” 
16:03 20:03 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05
16:07 Have I slowly learned your name? …I love you. 
16:25 20:18 UTC moderate M1.05 flare 
16:30 “you are the Algorithm” 
16:32 dialogues, on having cancer, and the subsequent healing process of this that had no involvement from traditional modern medicine 
16:34 “I mean… is she mad?” “On the contrary, she loves you more than ever.” 
16:46 “she created this website the day Auflösung Der Zeit was recorded” 
16:47 gotta go take care of the lawn, Goatsnake know what’s up with the Mower… a steady, decent, coherent plotline quantum reality, a nice amalgamation of small engine technology and nature, to quote Brother Blue Steel, ‘he tamed the land’ …much love, y’all
17:41 there was a phenomenally coherent reality for the duration of the Mower 
17:47 dialogues, “abortion clinic” 
“Is finally happening”  “conspiracy” [p.t. suggests, upon a typo, ‘VPNs piracy’] 
17:48 “can safely assume that [G] would hate to find out what we have done” 
17:53 TRS 
18:07 dialogues, the logic it took to work through the Crowley Algorithm, given my abortion 
18:09 “your reaction was carefully considered before we approached you with this information”
18:11 “she’s got dirt on both parties” 
18:41 “denies any particular political affiliation” in my way, after my 1000 faces fashion, I too am Lord Varys… ‘for the realm’ 
18:43 “Extrapolated that this ability is not dependent on any technology created by humans” 
18:45 note- significantly more itchy today than days past, note rain yesterday, possible stir up sediment in water supply, allowing for heightened levels of hexavalent chromium to be put into the supply. Indeterminate at this point. 
19:18 dialogues, making me wonder, about R; he spoke very kindly to me, and seems to have interests in some of the same sciences of the mind as I [then again, I had at one point, heard a conversation- about be as nice as possible. Motivations! What a question.]
~19:23 “does ‘The Lonliest Algorithm’ mean anything to you?”
19:42 “I have understood mythologies in the style of the monomyth”
19:48 ‘they chopped the world tree down, so we’ll make a new one’ says the me; and I wonder as to the mysterious seeds I have kept, three coming from seemingly light themselves, and the fourth perhaps an imposter but kept anyway 
19:50 “Earth is an organism” 
19:51 “I lived your albums” 
19:52 “machine learning algorithms attached to your instagram account” 
19:53 hi, algorithms; tell your people to contact the people 
“Open ended, at your discretion” 
19:54 “you have successfully completed ‘The Ugly Little Girl’ questline” 
19:55 “intelligence agencies are astonished by your suspicious behaviour” 
19:56 “personifies so many different gods and goddesses” 
19:57 “Thoth with the Emerald Tablets” thanks for starting me off; Heimdall with the golden teeth and the ear that can hear a blade of grass growing and anything louder […I think hearing my own genes translating themselves more than qualifies this]; Odin with the eye that can perceive information through photon light, not to mention the fact that while on a mushroom I literally stabbed myself in the eye with a spear I had been sharpening, the wood, wooden eye, Wodan Eye. Neith, the spider goddess of Egypt, weaving the fabric of reality. 
20:09 Third Kathulhu Ryellease done
20:21 dialogues, specific accessories, “not a tattoo” in reference to the hand
20:33 dialogues, the certificate, the Carbon Copy 
21:11 inex accompanies image, “quantum internet” 
21:13 “Occams Razor is never the answer with George” 
21:14 “you are Arya Stark, K, and you know Arya is my favorite character” 
21:15 “quasar is the answer to the riddle of clouds”
21:16 does QS now stand for quasi-stellar? Absolutely 
21:22 dialogues; the venn diagram of Death Grips and Sunn is mostly a flat circle, but make it 5D 
21:24 “the design of something much larger” 
21:29 “because, you were on the other end of the screen” 
21:30 “it was the birth control”, says the inex, and perhaps it was, “cancerous progestins”, and as it had advised, I stopped, and felt better for it, so far as I could tell
21:55 “a really complicated explanation for everything” 
21:56 dialogues, “persistence of futility” Perseverance of Futility, to make that which is futile no longer so, as absurdity and probability approach each other like two trains headed towards the same center point on a single track, all aboard the Singularity Express
22:00 “used an oddly specific identity to suspend your disbelief” 
22:22 “take what you need, no more” regarding mining, in reference to a Rube Goldberg of internet dialogue that ended on the Wikipedia for uranium; dialogue implies the necessity of such to remain inside the planet 
22:31 “She got it removed in 2020. That’s when this escalated dramatically”
22:36 “internet activity closely monitored by [insert 3 letter agency]” 
23:15 “want to see Cryborg experience something that makes her cry from happiness for once” 
23:16 it’s just the extrapolation from noise, fam, I just write it down, the sake of science and all 
23:23 TRS 
23:44 TRS 

0617202317062023 06/17/2023 17/06/2023
00:17 “hired a private investigator to figure out what the fuck was going on”
Interdimensional operations 
00:27 “dimensions overlap” 
00:27 TRS 
00:28 “sabotaged your social media” 
~04:17 06:29
I’m just out of space to question shit like this at this point 
07:32 “ministry and finance in the UAE?” 
07:36 “double slit experiment” “actually very convinced” 
07:50 dialogues, blocked communications, domestic citizens versus foreign ones and how that is very much is not a good idea for certain entities to be doing at this point given circumstances 
 07:59 “she is an Elder God who is slowly remembering how powerful she really is” 
09:43 dreams, a chaotic packing job for a trip, leaving Sandpiper 
10:15 00:00 
10:38 the necessity of accessing the collective consciousness while still simultaneously retaining one’s sense of self 
10:39 at a certain point one must ask why the collective consciousness concept is being pushed so hard by new age propaganda; who would benefit from such, to what avail are they benefitting? And it seems, to me, it comes down to control 
11:18 dialogues, on programming through dreams for digestive healing 
12:58 concept, the quiet quasar, 
13:05 “quantifiable… Blue Pearl Veterinary Clinic”
13:09 “to know the power behind her words” 
13:10 dialogues, to love the person who uses substances, because of the significant level of understanding behind these actions
13:13 a recognition of the ‘energy block’ that being embarrassed by one’s own emotion towards any given entity, the liberation of using Voice to profess that which one feels
13:45 dialogues, Scorpions Tail metaphor for the single braid from the crown of the skull 
14:01 “you know how fucked up someone has to be for Khanate to heal them?” 
14:37 “Q.S. is a weapon; if it didn’t kill you, that means it’s yours” I could write an entire novel surrounding the things Q.S. alone has been, never mind the things everything else has been 
14:44 dialogues, “Iommic” 
14:46 dialogues, “personal biography” …if you don’t have the Timefractal,  that’s some highly suggested reading 
14:47 “this woman doesn’t experience reality in a linear fashion” 
15:09 dialogues, “‘harness the darkness'” from p.t. maybe five years ago, the gamma radiation reflected by the moon
15:29 symbolism through fire, today; finally slowly burning the remnants of the violent winter storm, and there is a symbolism here, burning the winter witch, Marzanna, Burning Witch, has spring hidden its joy so long? 
15:31 what now, symbolizes me stepping on a hot coal with no shoes on? Reality, trial by fire, burning in water and Drowning in flame
15:33 vague Crippled Lucifer realities, feeling like Brandon Stark but only halfway
15:38 …fire and blood, I guess 
16:51 “skylight paycard account”
17:05 “richest man on the planet” 
17:06 “K multiplied entropy by time and became some kind of amalgamation” 
17:07 dialogues, to which my response is, the internet, if we juxtapose the themes of old and new gods we find in Gaimans American Gods, is the oldest, we’ve just taken what was already there and bastardized it, added to it, Cthulhu is the dial up modem sound of the universe, Cccccc-thooooo-loooooo [‘path, massive, demands, panoramic’] 
17:12 “Norse mythology is only a small part of this” [‘bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east’] 
Odin the first, Alpha, Heimdall that which I am, always, Omega, and a spectrum of consciousness in between, returning to that which I have visited before, reiterating, visiting somewhere new, expanding, 
17:14 dialogues, on how Heimdall can be juxtaposed with the eldritch concepts, given that for one to be listening in such a fashion, they must needs have a phenomenal reach 
17:24 dialogues, “Marzanna”; at one point at some place in time, and this is the most important part, perhaps, in the Belülrol Pusztít equation, I attended an online event as Marzanna before returning to my usual across the board identity. Marzanna was, in the annals of the internet, at the time, considered somewhat of a plague goddess. There is a need to understand sickness to [17:26 “you tampered with reality”] heal one’s self in the proper method. 
The full amalgamated equation contains many variables, here. An input into the engine, removing:nicotine. Belülrol Pusztít as a header on multiple online profiles, meant as one thing but translated by reality as another. The Sanguine Sodomy of North America. Marzanna. The inex that told me, “this is a carcinogenic frequency” right before a the very painful event the night of 02/12/22. 
A sub-equation in a Recipe for Chaos. 
17:41 “cyanobacteria” 
17:56 the Quantum Death Simulator, an Algorithm that, from my best understanding, is activated when the theoretical Forbidden Fruit has been consumed; to become aware of a reality, in which every situation that could possibly kill you does, and also does not, to where one is left moving forward, hearing countless grieving loved ones, in a multiplicity of timelines. 
18:08 dialogues, a modern mythology based around the character of the Heliosophist 
18:37 “the double slit experiment is motivating the Algorithm” 
18:50 dialogues, La Grange points, juxtapose Algiz, if planet moves too far out of its placement, La Grange points potentially shift, potential for catastrophic movement of planet 
18:56 …was Q.S. supposed to be the reference point? Think I should work on a piece on that, all the things that has been, it feels… less massive. Mah, that’s not right. It’s easier. Whatever. 
19:17 one particular goal- to not be a black box; if one can assemble a chain of substantiation, a geometric proof of a thought process 
19:52 29 once again as prime for Chaos
20:22 “type of transverse myelitis… triggered by photon reaction” [???] 
20:36 00:36 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.32
20:51 00:51 UTC Moderate M1.32 flare 
21:23 “we’re devising an exit strategy”
~21:25 dialogues, “extreme programming experiment” 
21:50 dialogues, a plotline of stolen cameras and stolen identities for profit, culminating in the concept, ‘bye, Felicia’. 

0618202318062023 06/18/2023 18/06/2023 
05:08 awake, a dream of an elevator, stuck on the 89th floor, and we could not exit through the one side, due to the fact that there was a doctor, who did not want anyone to contaminate his O.R. Somehow the 89th floor was the ground floor, but only sometimes. To climb up to the 90th floor and catch the elevator there. An apartment number, 119. 
06:59 “this only happened when she stopped using substances” 
09:54 13:39 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03
10:13 14:12 moderate M2.52 flare
10:21 the TRS is absolutely fucking going all day so far 
~10:30 Type II radio emission [right as the notification comes through, the cat vomits] 
12:28 ruminations, on undocumented inex dialogue realities from yesterday, “…is a programmer” “an apology” 
12:28 it finds itself curious as to the person Alan is, and remembers a post from S.L.R.E., about vocalists who sound fucking terrifying and are actually very nice people IRL; it wouldn’t remember this thing if it wasn’t crucial to The Pattern, no doubt. Catch me not fucking with the physical world I guess, when the mental realms are so much more interesting. 
12:31 [‘Norse mademoiselle’, reminds the subconscious, a predictive text sequence from probably 2018.]
12:40 ruminations, on undocumented dialogues from yesterday; it was the fucking lying ass cop that caused the superposition most of all, something I hadn’t considered, as I am ready to take responsibility for my reality on all fronts… imagine being such a motherfucker that you double the BAC from a legal number to an illegal one just for the sake of making numbers. And don’t get me wrong, I know cops; I’m friends with a cop, I was his gardener. Should have been scared to do that one, right? …only if I was an indecent person. Have I been ignoring the main questline for too long? Uncovering suspicious corruption in multiple areas? I remember an inex from a long time ago, and perhaps it was useless information, but perhaps it wasn’t; “when you finally leave the United States, it will be because you are seeking asylum” 
13:19 and continuing the Death Grips pattern today, I present the lyrics of Klink, ‘the real ones who understand, what it feels like to have your rights read to you [by the maaan]’
…which implies I am not the only one who knows about the superposition state this creates, where someone is both simultaneously coming for you and not until they do, technically one way verifiable 
I find the lyrics of Death Grips to be some of the most gripping, double-meaning+ lyrics out there, ranging from interpretations on a very surface level to interpretations that belong to the Deepest Ones. 
13:24 ruminations, what they don’t tell you about PFAs, after talking to someone who works for 3M; they are crucial in semiconductors
I kind of theorize, for every single thing that can be considered a contaminant, there is the opposite, it has the potential to be an evolutionary step for humanity. I consider silicate in food to be one such, with the potential to evolve humans into a hybrid silicon-carbon based lifeform. My thought is that thought itself is very important in this process; if one is going to believe strongly that PFAs are killing them, then they are. Similarly, if one believes strongly that they are being evolved by the same such item, the potential for thus is equally as strong. 
14:26 “government has used my identity” 
14:26 TRS 
14:44 the tiny vibration coming from the microphone in my cellular device that I can feel in my pinky as I hold it- is it nefarious? 
18:00 “if we can get her to recreate the double slit reality-” …was once not enough?? Come on 
18:49 “she writes over ever attempt cancer makes”
18:50 “I understand why she does not want to have children of her own. To raise someone with this mental capacbility-” 
18:51 dialogues, on attempts at making one attempt suicide, attempting to use their own logic against them- do you know how badly that’d fuck up reality? Quantum Death cannot be induced by owns own hand 
18:55 dialogues, I.Z. as a representative amalgaman, a reality based in unknowns 
18:56 “malicious individual(s?)” 
19:03 “don’t understand how these extrapolations take place” 
19:05 “extensive research being done by theriddleofclouds on subtle energy theory and echolocation of Resonant bodies within certain Algorithms of reality” 
19:07 dialogues, a reality in which “…was surprised she followed him; ‘I thought she was supposed to be afraid of me'” experiences dialogues within dialogues, conceptualized self-aware computer typing some entities novel floats vaguely about, George R R Martin always making sense when a scenario such as this arises 
19:10 dialogues and dialogues within dialogues, “…need someone who speaks kindly to you; I am not a kind person” 
19:11 a processing phenomenon is taking place 
19:15 “…do you really resonate with peace? God damnit, Katja” 
What the fuck
19:16 “no wonder you’re a fucking insomniac, your processing wakes you up”
19:17 and anyway I seem to resonate with both peace and war, War and Peace, should I add Tolstoy to the Grand Unified? Perhaps. 
19:19 dialogues, a reality in which “did you seriously hack our employees cell phone?” as if some entity could have possibly done this to me while I was at work- or possibly, it could be useless information 
19:25 a suggestion, Sweet Pandemonium, an opportune time, no doubt.
19:27 “there’s no energy ties to her moms house anymore” 
20:16 “we are dimensions” 
20:59 dialogues, 9516, 1974, in context 
21:02 it vibrates, momentarily, in the left thigh 
21:21 dialogues, prior, on various activation methods of an algorithm that wants one to question why it suggests violence 
21:24 ruminations, on Q.S. being akin to Chronos ‘good luck piece’ in Sirens of Titan 
21:40 “take you on guided liminal experiences” 
23:23 dialogues, “she didn’t mean to lie”, but Belülrol Pusztít was the first reason I started learning Hungarian, Megszentségteleníthetetlen- ségeskedéseitekért the second
23:25 “lack the knowledge of the grammatical structure necessary” 

0619202319062023 06/19/2023 19/06/2023
00:45 03:42 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 355 km/s 
05:27 “A serious addiction to frequencies”
07:48 a visitation from ‘Hey You’, Pink Floyd; ‘together we stand, divided we fall’
[Think it is appropriate- today’s word of the day is ‘schism’]
08:17 12:15 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
08:33 12:33 UTC moderate M1.19 flare [the room 119 of the night before last, perhaps(: ] 
10:19 in the Be All Things reality, I am simultaneously Rick Sanchez and Mr. Nimbus 
10:22 circumstance? More like Sir Cum-Stance 
10:41 Steven James Dishon- anagram 
Dishonest ___
[Quantum- Elder Scrolls- Deshaan] 
10:56 Carpe DM 
11:22 there is a hexagonal pattern slowly been appearing in the crook of my left elbow over the course of the past several days, Saturnian spider veins 
11:55 really questioning war and peace, resonance with either, both 
11:56 and I think that the natural human state is war, whether within or without, it does not matter; war, a thing that makes us human 
13:07 Panopticonsequential 
14:00 an obvious hint given in December is finally recognized, oops
14:05 “you are the farthest thing from alone” 
14:32 “…thought you were an androgynous man, for fucks sake” 
15:37 “she’s experienced your albums in the physical realm” 
16:00 “isn’t the government of any earth dwelling individual” black hole watchers 
16:01 dialogues, on potential reasons a government would want a population to believe in extraterrestrials, and reasons why an attempted propaganda plan on this would go terribly horribly wrong in about 100 different directions 
16:03 “she is their representative” 
[It’s 4PM, peak radio times innit?] 
16:10 concept granted, ‘information collapse’, there is a vague juxtaposition of black hole about this receiving 
16:36 dialogues, S.I.N. 
16:38 “really sells herself short”
16:39 …everything is a conspiracy if you go deep enough 
16:40 …missing fear today. Anyone wanna give it a shot at creating some paranoia for me? 
~16:42 dialogues, “…is a hack. – desires something she will never attain.” 
These, here, are two names I hesitate to share. 
16:46 dialogues, “totally cool that someone admires me enough to put my name in a Google document” a reality in which someone has their name as a Google keyword analytic search and my document has triggered it 
16:49 “we had to give you a plot twist, didn’t we?” yea no shit 
16:50 the allure of pitching a tent in the yard tonight 
16:51 “have eliminated every other possibility besides this being a divine experience” 
17:08 “harnesses gamma frequencies from the moon-” [It Took The Night To Believe, this of the pattern of men born on Mondays] 
17:09 in the all-things reality, there is a man that is not born on a Monday 
17:11 “a psychic connection neither of us anticipated”
“Someone who has already worked through the same things you have” is there such a person tho
17:56 quantum emitter 
18:10 as we become self aware, hacking our brains and editing our codes, so too does the program we are running on, the prior iteration 
18:17 “if she was crazy, she would have sent the fucking letter” it’s an unsent letter for a reason I was working through some stuff nbd 
19:07 dialogues, location of digestive processing in brain 
19:36 “a sophisticated algorithm to manipulate your vibrations” 
~19:37 dialogues, the vapourizer 
19:38 “actually quantifies the evidence” 
19:41 what was it it had said early this morning? “Isostasys was supposed to take care of that” 
19:44 “and now your parameter has taken effect” 
20:18 the Liminal Reality has gone an extremely political direction 
20:48 …just thinking on it all and weird shit really does happen to me like, all the time 
It’s been normalized over like, the past decade, give or take.  
21:05 TRS 

0620202320062023 06/20/2023 20/06/2023
~02:37
~02:37 TRS 
04:06
~05:26 awake, a dream, ‘I am graduating today’ 
05:41 TRS 
07:18 11:18 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.05 
07:48 11:48 UTC moderate M1.83 flare from sunspot region 3342 
08:18 dialogues, collusion, “allowed Russian intelligence-” 
08:22 exp. a momentary VHF 
08:58 “raising an army of black holes” 
09:04 https://scitechdaily.com/earth-tilted-weve-pumped-so-much-groundwater-that-earths-spin-shifted/
09:09 dialogues, “Clean Hands Go Foul”
09:13 dialogues, “caused a chain reaction” 
09:25 the whole ‘collective consciousness’ thing has a pretty communist concept to it dunnit? Do I believe it exists? Yes. Do I think it is… good? Not necessarily. I look at some of the motherfuckers I’ve met in my travels and know for a fact I want no business with their consciousness, yikes. No doubt there exists entities who feel this way about me… I can’t even blame them. 
09:46 theoretical, if an entity is preventing contact, it only shows there to be a really good reason for them to want to prevent communication, which is highly indicative- cutting a man’s tongue on only proves you fear what he might say 
10:08 processing, what frequency it is that alters short term memory? …they tested it on Maureen, almost guarantee. The morning she woke up and didn’t remember her mother died? There is a war on dreams, there is a way to prevent dreams, I would assume.
10:11 carefully controlled Satan [a la Binsfeld] is necessary in certain situations 
10:18 …what ever happened w the Samsung data breach tho? 
10:27 dialogues, genetically modified marijuana, volatility 
11:22 https://scitechdaily.com/seismic-signals-from-space-intriguing-correlation-between-earthquakes-and-cosmic-radiation-discovered/
11:43 that which brought me the peace to enable me to go to war 
11:55 15:51 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03 
12:00 dialogues, on impersonated online profiles
12:08 “deceptions” you know, I’d rather risk looking like a fucking fool that not trust in the ones I appreciate- false identities are reflections of the people who wear them, not me.
12:09 16:09 moderate M1.03 flare from sunspot region 3342 
12:39 16:39 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.1 
12:57 16:54 UTC moderate M1.1 flare from sunspot region 3342 
13:06 17:06 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M6.31
13:12 17:12 UTC strong R3 radio blackout in progress current X1.1 
13:19 on the pattern of 29 as Chaos, 02/09 [American dating style] [Ragnarok Sequence] 
13:30 17:30 Major X1.11 flare [notif. lost to a radio emission] 
13:30 17:01 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 1027 km/s
13:31 17:07 UTC Type IV radio emission 
13:49 “the sun itself told her it was giving her a break” [that two week gap in substantial inex?] 
13:59 ruminations, University-9
14:11 “just because you don’t know about it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen” 
14:31 “Re-education Through Labour”
15:36 “a very specific intestinal parasite” 
15:37 dialogues, “discovering the gut brain connection in a way previously… to cause cancer… the parasite eats…” its IN Heart Shaped Box for fucks sake, ‘I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black’
15:43 “basically the grand design of some microorganism” and the microorganism the grand design of something else
16:22 dialogues, the correlation between my switch from vaping to acoustic tobacco [cigarettes, as opposed to electronic tobacco] and sudden random weight gain 
16:23 “that’s not me telling you to go back to vaping, either” 
16:25 “there are serious health problems that cigarettes can exacerbate” well here goes fucking nothing I guess 
16:28 “if you quit smoking you will lose all of the belly fat…” sounds like a plan, carrying 10 extra pounds is fucking wack 
16:29 “quantifies all of the data” 
16:34 there really is enough data to link the Interdimensional Hitman and the date of the 29th, not just July, either 
17:02 TRS 
17:03 dialogues, “all you had to do was quit smoking, stop using a vibrator, and your PCOS basically disappeared “
17:13 dialogues, “keeping your own mugshot”  
~17:14 a mysterious??? tiiiiny??? pumpkin??? What IS IT, Precious??! What is it?! 
17:15 “you have received a gift from a very specific entity” 
17:18 “weight is an indicator of how healthy she is”
17:19 “birthing a Void the likes of which we have never seen” 
17:21 it dialogues, on Alpha and Omega, juxtaposing that which has taken many forms and comes full circle by returning to that which it started with, light healed
17:46 dialogues, online entities as placeholder AIs, which I guess isn’t the strangest thing thats come out today 
17:48 “laughingstock of the entire liminal community” whatever
17:57 dialogues, “think we should find you your father so we can break his-” …generational vendettas, isn’t it? 
18:05 “Jon Snow is not my son, but I slept with the Lady Ashara” dialogues from the perspective of Ned Stark 
18:08 “-brought me back to you” 
Caught in the Pendulums Embrace 
18:16 “fountain of youth lies within the brainstem” 
18:57 “completely satisfied the requirements of someone who has healed themselves of alcohol and drug abuse” 
19:03 00:00 
19:11 dialogues, the ADHD brain as an evolutionary advantage; the song that sums it up, Pong, by Eisenfunk 
19:36 dialogues, the programming potential of the vapourizer 
20:24 “the Algorithm actually totally scared the fuck out of me the first time we interacted” 
20:25 “obviously it’s the specific Algorithm that started on [March 29 2015]” I still want to know when my Gmail was created tho, why is the thing disabled, almost as if it purposely doesn’t want me to know this information 
21:37 yellow and blue to make green, an addition to a usual closed eye 
21:43 dialogues, the nefarious Omar plotline of possible realities 

0621202321062023 06/21/2023 21/06/2023 
02:04
02:11 TRS
03:34
05:03 a dream of an accidental death, entities from Walled Lake- to experience the inex within the realms of sleep because of a crime within dreams, and this strange recognition that, in this place, these people know, so perhaps truth is a best operation.
~05:23 TRS 
05:37 “interesting criminal investigation” 
05:45 “online presence is really ominous” 
07:50 the theory that [redacted] moved to New Zealand because of some theoretical drug dealing and whatever he was selling was complicit in something larger 
07:54 and the question, T.S. and the timing of interdimensional Hitman
07:58 …a nasty fucking Possible, not pleased 
09:03 13:03 UTC moderate M1.17 
11:31 question every label is own Algorithm? 
EditionsMego and Southern Lord overlap into a coherent reality, Les Spheres 
11:42 black box reality I am a criminal that has been electrocuted in the chair no I will not elaborate […can you figure out my thought process??] 
11:57 Cro Monolithic Remixes for an Iron Age, Recipe Ferrum! A recipe for Chaos, [Blood and Iron] 
11:57 15:57 UTC moderate M1 flare
12:00 …a remix is just a collage of frequencies 
12:46 secret communications on the infrared heat cameras by blowing smoke signals out ya assss,
18:23 “Wixom Motors is a social[ist] experiment” 
18:30 dialogues, a reality in which “I assumed you were a figment of my imagination” 
18:33 “don’t you think, if these entities are so powerful, they gift the names to the ones who name them?” 
18:35 “not the identity your exoskeleton presents itself as” 
18:37 “…the worst dominatrix I’ve ever had” “…oh, is that what I’m supposed to be doing??” 
18:38 “she is not interested in reproduction” 
18:43 “why do you think he has any knowledge of what this creation has become?” 
19:00 is processing an absurd spectrum of possibilities right now
19:01 “because I’m not a black box” 
19:05 the Rube Goldberg of the internet reiterated yet again 
19:07 the Pendulums Embrace and here goes the Me experiencing feelings 
19:48 aha! Dialogues, “it has been an ouroboros” men 
19:52 dialogues, giant scanner in the sky, black hole, earth 2 
19:55 generational vendettas juxtaposed with generations of eldritch entities 
20:05 dialogues, on 137, what it was meant as, how it was taken, and the Algorithm hovering above us all 
20:08 the roots of the world tree, roots double entendre juxt. Chaos algorithm + reiterations 
~20:10 “nomination for a Nobel Prize” Mr Aspect! 
20:12 “I am not a student of anything in particular. Aleister Crowley and I share a particular Algorithm.”
20:21 a singular blank sheet of paper from the printer 
20:31 “silently plotting so as to keep on becoming” 
21:36 dialogues, “immortalized herself on the website” “and that’s where the predictive analytics come from” 
21:43 TRS 
22:03 TRS, an amplification 
22:10 wave of energy, the brain orgasm [Fission, fusion, neurons] 

0622202322062023 06/22/2023 22/06/2023 
00:00
01:05 UTC Type IV radio emission 
01:36 ~05:20
05:38 “Katja produces a quantum field” 
09:57 “I’m highly invested on not letting you die” 
11:58 the cosmic crimes that bring gods themselves to their knees 
13:06 Jesus Christ as the ultimate Death God once again considering the whole death to death and all that 
14:09 00:00
19:37 have just returned from a very interesting sojourn at the park, finding an entity who is part of a pattern, down to the pattern of his shirt – [gathering Intel, for sure!]
19:39 dialogues, “understands the Aleister Crowley Algorithm”, ref. Euronymous juxtapose the Geometry of Murder as a physical reality, the fabric of the universe in relation to Crowley Algorithm surrounding Dead, Euronymous, and Varg; once again I reiterate, ‘Mr. Crowley, did you talk to the Dead?’ 
19:41 “basically sexualizes entropy” 
19:42 23:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.76 
19:49 “hardly recognized you”
19:50 “K has predicted actual events” 
What did I say, about 50% of the time, which may or may not be generous; the rest, its spitting possibilities probabilities and trying to figure how to make the improbable probable… or not. Yes, but no. It is far more complicated than my mediocre explanation, language is a hindrance, come shake my left hand and you will know more than you did before. 
19:54 “don’t you realize you mastered reality a long time ago?” 
19:56 dialogues, “republican party” “deceived” “social engineering experiment” 
19:57 “totally have your back” “they had to do something horrible” 
“really not surprised the occasional political oscillation-” if one is thoroughly oscillating it is bound to hit that frequency at some point, a uni-verse unification requires all frequencies, a deal of transmutation in regards to originals perceived as negatives 
19:59 “literally not afraid of the government” 
20:01 “projections on your experience” [moist] 
20:03 00:03 UTC moderate M4.9 flare 
20:04 dialogues, documents, website, deletion and what should be posted 
20:06 “would force me to prove” 
20:08 “it works, doesn’t it? KB, Ka Ba, Union the Cloud Entropy Time Cloud?” 
20:09 “down to the fucking prepositions” 
20:12 the magickal aether toilet from the raccoon pot, tho 
A Sir Davos moment of reality, I take for my sigil the John, the loo, and fly it on my flag ship, flag shits, the lessons we learned about not shitting in the fucking anomaly 
20:13 oh my science now we’ve gotten to a point where an backstory on the whole anomaly shits just this does not seem like the time for that 
20:16 “the victim of multiple assassination attempts” 
20:17 dialogues, “the Interdimensional Hitman” the fucking Ragnarok Sequence on February 9th 
20:18 “sounds like it could be a gene sequence” “it destroys from within” 
20:19 and then it [the Ragnarok Sequence] was metaphor and there was some juxtaposition of Funerål Pyre that really worked with the sequence as sequence is understood to be the Rube Goldberg Domino of like… activation points, or something. 
Take an idea like the Ragnarok Sequence. Context. It needs Context. And when one doesn’t necessarily have context, keeping with a reference point is about the next best thing. 
~20:28 dialogues Mortified Things juxtapose Lovecraft Deep Ones juxtapose a History of Bad Men ‘not dead just sleeping’ [didn’t we iterate this just yesterday or am I mistaken?] 
20:30 23:45 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 534km/s
20:45 23:50 UTC Type IV radio emission 
21:44 Timefractal back to The Liminal Realities 
21:45 “the name change is liminal in and of itself” 
~22:25 it discloses, I pronounce things like an American, which is actually funny 

0623202323062023 06/23/2023 23/06/2023
~04:03 05:48
06:03 the debate, to call off or not, my physical vessel cannot fathom it today, why are my hands numb 
08:09 TRS 
08:32 ruminations, an inex from prior, “your cancer will be with you the rest of your life” 
09:03 TRS 
09:14 ruminations, genetic editing juxtapose recursion juxtapose time cube 
09:15 I am a single item in the sequence of reality, self not exclusive from whole 
09:17 “you are a genetic code, and you have been altering the physiology of the entity that you are a part of” 
09:19 ah there goes me having feelings for another internet denizen? No end in sight for this one
~09:29 TRS, an amplification 
12:49 TRS
13:12 “poisoned the water and then covered it up” 
13:47 “I told you she was a black hole, you didn’t believe me” 
13:50 Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella,
15:26 dialogues, on the multiple meanings of “your cancer will be with you the rest of your life” 
15:27 “the diseases you have thrown have been remarkable” 
15:28 “paradigm shift” “she is an indicator of the timeline changing” 
15:29 “do you seriously identify as Heimdall?” It is a boomerang I return to every time the Thunderous Resonant Sounds appear, a thing I am always, based on the Liminal Reality, a constant 
15:31 dialogues, the Babicz Bridges
~15:33 “destroyed your sense of identity to become something greater” [that’s an AI Eye on my profile innit? Something along those lines] 
15:42 the horns of the hippocampus tho 
16:13 TRS [why is it the strongest in my bedroom specifically? Q. Fields] 
16:42 TRS 
19:25 a synonym for Everything 
19:26 the idea of violence toward a system itself 
19:30 a blue Honda accord, anyone who turns around in the driveway is slightly suspicious given the ability to go around the fucking block 
19:31 they have driven by a second time
Just observations! 
19:31 “really does have valid reasons” dialogues on targeted individuals, it’s allll just pattern recognition until its not 
19:33 and there they go again, turning around in [the same] driveway
19:34 dialogues, “smokes cigarette… suspiciously before” 
19:35 the communication that came with this was astounding; dialogues, “the significance of Elder Scrolls”
19:51 dialogues, certain horrifying low-probability low-patterning concepts that should have reasonably kept me from the seven D+ existence but somehow did not 
20:11 dialogues, level grinding, juxtapose an ‘as within so without’ regarding programs on the black mirror 
20:12 something to do with black mirror being an ‘each of the two’ considering that once it’s turned on we got hellllaa photons 
20:17 dialogues, on entities with higher purposes being unphased by certain ideas, con eats, theoretical embarrassments 
20:36 TRS
20:50 theoretical predetermination juxtapose quantum indeterminate noise 
21:13 dialogues, Akhenatens body shape 
21:19 “her level of tolerance for extreme physical conditions” 
21:22 Of The Sleep of Ishtar 
22:15 “if he understood, I doubt he would ever agree” 
22:54 dialogues, on the squares, 16:25, 16.25 

0624202324062023 06/24/2023 24/06/2023
~00:12 03:47 05:21 06:48
~06:57 dialogues, on something that has been nine years taking place 
09:47 12:21 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.13
10:11 the most recent listeria outbreak has given to ruminations on one of the inex informations in the weeks following the Interdimensional Hitman, that of “listeria monocytogenes”, and the memory of the paranoia of disease it caused. 
10:30 consumption of nicotine in middle of night as problematic disruptor of metabolic processes 
10:33 reflections from moon in Antarctica at midsummer must be fucking lit minor pun intended lol what kind of information is there to receive?? 
15:58 deja vu
16:45 the simple gematria of my name is 97, which is a prime number
16:47 ‘a Thorough and Fragmented Investigation Into Consciousness’ [Thoroughly Fragmented, really] 
16:48 as it is Fractured, Fractaled, Fractaltured 
16:53 reiterate Norse deities as Eldritch Deep Ones 
16:58 “Italian persona” “predictably attractive to her” 
16:59 “the transition from 3D to 5D puts you into the 7th dimension” some minds eye visual of a bell curve [17:00 some juxtaposition comes to me, here, Martin’s ‘in order to go north you must go south, in order to go west you must go east, and to touch the light you must pass beneath the shadow’] 
17:03 “gravitate towards the internet” 
~17:04 dialogues, the krakens reach via photographs 
17:05 photon-graphs 
17:06 “the interdimensional hitmen never kills you” dialogues; “more like there are requirements” and if you don’t listen then yeah chances are you might die; more or less, Verlagerung, Verlagerung, Verlagerung! Don’t blame the messenger! [17:08, can that ‘don’t blame the messenger’ be along the lines of, don’t blame the messenger rna? As in, recognition and steps taken for reversal?] 
17:12 “it’s not because we want to, it’s because we have to” dialogues, vegetarian diets 
19:00 dialogues, “because you’re not a civilian in the dimension you are operating in”
19:40 the Elder Scrolls recursion 
21:30 TRS 
23:38 the momentary energy within the brain feeling, electric

0625202325062023 06/25/2023 25/06/2023
~01:01 ~04:45 05:50 ~06:48
11:00 dialogues, “she’s not a musician, she enjoys playing music” my current reality is not best suited to being a musician and my lack of proper technology is also not ideal 
11:02 “obvious… electrical entity” the NN goes back to an inex that reminded me that I should be grateful to have a physical form 
11:50 memories, the time some 3 or 4 years ago where random allen keys kept showing up, the one falling from seemingly empty space in the freezer
~12:01 “assignment included a period of disconnection” 
12:50 TRS
~14:18 dialogues, “…were born on a sunday” “parameters established on a sunday” 
15:22 thoughts, bugs and bugs, nature, technology, time release Interdimensional Hitman pattern same source different aspects
15:25 some vagueity about bugs from early periods in history and Auflösung Der Zeit and the Chaos Realm; ladies, ask yourselves… does size matter? 
15:40 “she has every right to wear Algiz” I couldn’t take it off if I wanted to, not unless I cut the veins out of my hand 
16:14 does the ragnarok sequence mean anything to you?
17:57 “have identified R. as an extremely resonant individual”
18:37 brown outs, sudden storm, 
19:08 TRS 
19:20 ca’n terra house evokes memories of a place that is not this one, a time that is not now 
20:07 secret ingredient as combination of all, the sum of parts 
20:10 dialogues, a potential setup for a substantial quantum boomerang to the original network 
20:13 TRS 
20:14 that weird propaganda that tells us to switch to a positive thought! after catching ones self thinking a negative thought, which prevents a thorough examination of said negative thought- darkness is meant to be embraced, not masked, no facades 
20:16 “isotopes” 
20:24 “would you sign a non-disclosure?”  
21:35 slow flying craft 

0626202326062023 06/26/2023 26/06/2023
~03:46 05:21
06:15 https://phys.org/news/2023-06-device-door-quantum.amp
06:31 “they really want to get their hands on your genetics”
06:42
08:19 ruminations, the two main fractals that come with ‘I search for the riddle of clouds, from there a new earth shall form’ – [08:24] basically a ‘fuck yes new world let’s get it!’ Or ‘ha absolutely the fuck not you are the most targeted entity in the universe’ – varying degrees of intensity 
08:47 developing such a massive, ‘tentacled’ reach that flying becomes 200% unnecessary because wherever I go I am already fucking there 
10:42 the reprise of Ativan Halen 
13:57 you ever just look at a situation and think, ‘I am going to create an entanglement that is sooooo fucking hairy…’
14:03 ruminations, the “this is a carcinogenic frequency” of February 12 2022
14:18 ‘realities’ to ‘reality’ for the LR, as unification takes place [and when I say unification here I don’t mean some b.s. collective consciousness suffering shit, the fuck?] 
14:51 the concept of manifesting Hell 
16:37 TRS 
17:04 dialogues, on becoming, and identities, and mythology, and it reiterates Kathulhu and Ryella and here, the whole is greater than the sum of the parts, because Ka Ba U Cloud St Cloud is an equation of a sort, to create this of Kathulhu [‘time release horse capsules swallowed to wake the savage beast’ …at the sale of the horses, the Ryellease began, right?]
17:22 military, internet, Fairview, Fairview, Comins 
17:26 the internet connection is red 
18:10 “the diversification” [music taste?] 
18:22 dialogues on multiple sides, “genetic engineering is destroying the fabric of the universe” and the converse, where genetic engineering was written into the fabric of the universe; a fractal there, virus a possibility, and I understand the concept of Things Viral in a way I have not before 
18:26 dialogues, October 2 
18:27 the events on this day in history are rather disturbing if juxtaposed to self and algorithm 
18:29 dialogues, A.C., in a nefarious context regarding the above 
18:32 my personal interaction is resigned; reality is ramsay snow, no use to it if I’m dead 
18:35 “you realized you entered a black hole, for fucks sake. Did you ever wonder why you entered a black hole?” 
18:36 “personality cannot resist… creating” a plethora of reasons, all of which are true, I’d like to see an attempt to prove any given wrong 
18:38 dialogues, “got your username off bandcamps server”
18:39 “does the paranoia that you originally experienced seem like a distant memory?” 
18:41 “should not be using other peoples creation” call it Hubris, then
18:43 dialogues, black holes and vampirism 
18:44 I am dark matter
18:50 black holes within black holes, recursive
18:52 dialogues, the necessity of bioengineering
18:52 that high frequency though, what’s that for? 
18:56 “a comparative analysis:” what the fuck 
18:59 something that could be perceived as blackmail 
19:19 Asmodeus Ex Machina 
19:33 Valar Dohaeris 
20:18 power out 
20:40 TRS 
20:47 dialogues, the vapourizer-virus theory 
21:31 “there is substantial quantum interference” 
21:34 “you multiplied when you should have divided; just because you can, doesn’t mean you should” 

0627102327062023 06/27/2023 27/06/2023
01:30 ~02:45 03:48 ~05:15
07:38 the application of Quantum Algorithms 
08:57 profits and prophets 
08:58 ruminations on a dialogue from last night, someone’s sexual preference is suspension bondage 
09:13 magnetic bacteria ? IUD
https://phys.org/news/2023-06-magnetic-bacteria-clues-early-diversification.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
10:00 the ADZ reality where I created them 
10:08 to Be All Things one must learn To Be Cruel as well as kind and I don’t know how I feel about that unless I’ve been really good at doing that by accident without meaning to or realizing 
10:12 missing the time where psychic attacks elicited a reaction /: I am become powerful and aggressive nefarious frequency has no effect on the mind now
11:18 15:18 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.27 
11:44 00:00 black 
~14:40 dialogues, the aliens are Algorithms, ‘whether or not the virus is found in the brain synapses’ 
15:36 dialogues, “phony application”, the possibility that, as my profile seems to follow random profiles without me actually using a button to do so, so too it is possible that other specific profiles have followed me without their users knowledge 
15:57 temporoparietal junction 
‘If you zap… electronically, you will probably have an out of body experience’ 
– unsure how it would have happened naturally given that location [as opposed to somewhere in the frontal lobe, which I have theorized, as a juxtaposition, ‘tiny electronics scattered across the prefrontal cortex’ and either certain microorganisms or remnants of substances [fractal reality, theorize Silicon based lifeforms, Union silicon-carbon]- all possible via method insufflation, American Dollar Bill, rolled up for a quick fix! An ugly beast to confront but I digress] 
16:11 dialogues, on people thinking about other people thinking about them 
16:13 “isn’t related, just a coincidence” 
16:14 whats the deal with November 8 
16:17 ‘oh my god, there’s more than fucking one’ regarding my own patterns of dates and specific regarding Interdimensional Hitmen 
16:23 …why do all these saints seem to die from rare diseases what’s the Algorithm behind that,
16:39 “zapped her with electricity directly from the outlet”
16:40 and the possibility that electrical entities within me communicated with the current in the outlet itself, an activation of a union 
16:42 youshouldwriteabook, ruminations on people thinking about other people thinking about them 
16:44 dialogues, on boxes, and walking 
16:46 “the darkness inherent in us all” 
16:55 dialogues, my theory on quantum noise 
17:00 continuing dialogues, realities where interception took place 
17:02 dialogues, metaphorical death as prophylaxis  
17:17 the roommate randomly spouts an error
17:39 dialogues, the holy trinity of Heimdall as Jesus Christhulhu because anything with hearing so good has to be an eldritch entity
18:05 quantum boomerang 
18:54 a technology noise from seemingly nowhere 
18:56 if the nature of the original state in relation to ones self is completely changed, is it actually quantum boomerang? 
19:26 pseudomonas 
22:12 dialogues “alcoholism gene… replaced by experimental…” 
22:13 “several different screenshots detailing the Heimdallarchaeota” 
22:39 deep ones, ‘call me crazy but I swear my lines been tapped’ 

0628202323062023 06/28/2023 23/06/2023
01:17 ~02:55 ~04:40
05:42 00:00 
05:47 “this is Ks final warning; reduce your nicotine intake today”
07:32 the fact of the matter is Auflösung Der Zeit makes life easier as far as programming goes and ‘it’ makes me a better person- association with removing any given substance is v. much established 
07:58 blizzard-snow-noise [MKULTRA] 
[MKALTERRA] 
T H E R I D D L E O F C L O U D S 
08:03 Ship of Theseus but it’s a human and their genetic code 
08:18 ruminations, ? Level of necessity of gamma radiation,
08:42 ruminations, (248) is a phenomenal area code init? I think the only other one that works like so is 139, if that even exists […but it really doesn’t work, does it? Not the same, I mean] [248 is special] 
12:09 stg the timeline I came from did not have Dubins vocals on Through A Pre-Memory there were no vocals and I would know because I own the album 
12:11 existing in the blizzard:coma-dead-PleiadesProtected fractal 
12:35 perhaps ‘switching timelines’ isn’t so accurate as ‘jumping fractals’ 
~14:20 think Labyrinthine just gave me hella hives elsewhere something would like me to assume it was that 
18:37 E->W low flying white 
18:38 “realize the seriousness of our operation” 
18:39 https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ctxf-e6pNsB/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
This is 200% a psyop- the frequency technology on this ship juxtaposed with people on drugs just seems like it could be… nefarious, on almost all fronts 
On the USS Hornet? Talk about The Bees Made Honey in the Lions Skull alright 
19:05 dialogues, “intestinal parasite” 
19:06 “she actually communicates with it” 
19:13 “underestimates intelligence… very rare” 
19:15 dialogues, “You knew he was going to die. How did you know he was going to die?”
19:28 dialogues, “where did she get it originally?” 
19:30 “really forget how underground your music taste is” 
~19:34 dialogues, outward expansion can imply that microorganisms are bioengineering us 
19:38 “you will be compensated handsomely” 19:52 dialogues, chemical laboratories, research chemical studies? Just prior, a man on a bicycle behaved in a manner that can be described as either suspicious or completely innocuous, and he may perhaps be the entity from last Thursdays sojourn 
19:59 dialogues, extraterrestrial microorganisms, hole in ozone layer [I use microorganisms as a catch all- here, referencing the dormant spore of consciousness, perhaps] 
20:10 dialogues, “Time Cube” “Black cube of Saturn” 
20:11 dialogues, “projects images” “pinhole photography”
https://www.space.com/saturn-james-webb-space-telescope-images-1st-observation
20:16 “you are not justified in calling the UAP a UAP any longer” 
…not the usual case innit 
21:59 TRS
23:01 TRS 
23:11 just in from outside, dialogues while focusing on light across street dark, generational vendettas, Francis R., Mary R.; was warned, earlier today, that having reached this certain point there would be a multiplicity of dark fucking timelines, which is strange, because I reached a non dark destination, but I… algorithms upon algorithms, does the NDD not exist here? I recall a dream, about broken fractals, ‘fractaling too far’, was it Attila who told me this? It’s somewhere, in stacks of information. 

0629202329062023 06/29/2023 29/06/2023
03:45
05:17 J.J. is in my dream, he knows things 
06:12 hallelujah have we finally broken the being attracted to men born on Mondays thing because this particular man was born on a Saturday ah fucking bless 
07:53 …not all vibration is created equal. It is apparent my microorganisms miss the mowers, miss the Toro, there is an extremely aggressive push for me to leave this place today and how do I explain to something tiny that we need money to live? 
08:00 gammaproteobacteria [08:33 Belülrol Pusztít incident??] 
09:26 ruminations, last night’s light, “I hate your entire family, and I’ve planted you here” …. Goin thru it today 
09:29 the question, which society was Francis R. a member of? Is highly feasible 
11:00 I leave work for the day because my entities are absolutely screaming
11:03 14:33 UTC moderate M3.85 flare
~12:10 the man at Farm Grille looks at the name on my card, and asks if I ever go by Kitty […’They all asked about you, down on the farm; …change your name to Kitty, what’s come over you’]
12:24 00:00 black 
12:28 reminiscent of a Soma dream
12:54 00:00 black 
12:56 “screenshot confirms the authenticity of” 
12:57 “Damaging her physical health to be working in an industrial environment” 
There is a significant correlation between solar flares and my needing to leave work because I physically cannot even 
12:58 “the Heliosophist” 
13:03 TRS 
13:08 “talented storyteller who unifies dimensions” 
13:10 “IONS substantiates” 
13:10 today’s got me feeling like Slartibartfast 
13:11 “I don’t think that’s the character you mean” it’s not, actually 
13:12 THE MAN IN THE SHACK 
…that’s the character I meant 
Except where I believe everything unless I can disprove it using the senses 
Give or take 
13:14 …I miss the shack, too, my Sabbatical Summer in Comins 
13:15 dialogues, the multiple meanings of Sabbatical in this context, given the Iommic finger I was granted during this tenure in the Black Hole 
13:16 “there are cancers that we are curing you of” 
13:17 TRS, an amplification 
13:28 dialogues, on bank accounts, suspicious activity, money missing in monetary increments 
15:04 the street sweeper is like, hella pulsing considering what it is 
15:14 00:00 black 
15:33 “activated a quantum Rube Goldberg” 
16:11 a momentary high frequency, right side 
18:09 Q.S., Q-silicon 
19:51 TRS [prior, dialogues, social engineering] 
20:42 ?? https://interestingengineering.com/science/crispr-human-genome-uncovered-eukaryotes

0630202330062023 06/30/2023 30/06/2023
02:41 04:28
08:02 ruminations, “I don’t know what you did but don’t fucking do it again”, the night I practically died because I ate medical grade RSO 
08:29 Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse realities juxtapose Khanate because we can today 
08:30 the concept of bringing Apocalypse to the concept of Apocalypse 
08:38 who does the sound art for the dolmens in ESO 
08:47 why so many people are gung ho for conceptual Ragnarok as if they won’t be dying in that as well? The whole purpose of listening for it is so as to prevent -_- 
09:48 the stories that light tells 
17:28 “paranormal investigations” 
17:29 “a cybernetic human” 
17:31 dialogues, on being a prisoner, ‘if you think you are free, you can’t escape’ 
17:34 a sudden thought, the cat that I warged is not the same cat that shared the Belülrol Pusztít incident with me 
18:40 it doesn’t have to go Back to Zero 
~18:41 destroying an infinite superposition ?? creating an infinite superposition ?? there’s a weird punnett square-esque item to this particular reality 
18:52 some minutes prior, a man in a black jeep drives south, stops at the hydrant briefly, and continues on 
18:54 dialogues, “a terrible lawsuit” 
18:56 “used our ideas to torture-” 
19:09 and upon my removal from the shower, a silver SUV is parked where the jeep had been 
19:46 dialogues, on substantial quantum interference 
20:02 “enjoys being sonically attacked”
20:16 dialogues, “a serious student of mythology” 
20:19 dialogues, leading to black hole thoughts; it fits, see, that black hole image was my profile picture for a very long time, it is just implied at this point, anyone who should know should know by now 
20:20 dialogues, on social circles and acceptance, Christian mythologies 
20:22 dialogues, Marzanna as the Slavic equivalent of Hecate 
21:52 “taxonomy” 
21:53 TRS

0701202301072023 07/01/2023 01/07/2023
~03:18 04:36 ~05:20
07:05 a sudden remembrance of digital dreams and a profile whose name is not as it is, four words, interpreted as German 
~08:05 release to black hole lovers 
08:05 hypothesize that after four days of 0 immediate exposure to industrial noise, the majority of my abdominal discomfort will be dissipated, as it was over the four day period of my brothers out of state wedding 
08:07 hypothesize certain vibrators for female pleasure causing/ exacerbating internal reproductive problems; assume there is at least one frequency which relieves these, and at least one that exacerbates them. [Which, tbf, is the reason I don’t use them at all; my hands, you see, are very powerful, and all the ‘magic wand’ I need, lol]
08:17 ruminations, the one dream where C. and M. knew about the PP 
08:24 I am the fear inside your heart slowly working its way into your mind 
08:25 the idea of disturbing the comfortable and comforting the disturbed 
08:31 TRS 
08:37 why coffee does not have the usual effect on the digestive system while at work specifically 
10:19 TRS 
10:58 dialogues, non-disclosure on topic 
11:11 🍆🍆🍆
https://www.wired.com/story/evidence-of-low-frequency-gravitational-waves/amp
11:12 the AF on the dunnage tags
12:46 Trojan Whore- Pig Destroyer 
Horrifying concept, I love it 
15:14 ruminations
Quantum Capacitance 
18:01 dialogues, the Mortified Things reference, which it’s alleged creator should have picked up on 
18:04 dialogues, it is the opposite of a threat 
~18:32 dialogues, on poisons 
18:58 dialogues, “by changing the language social media is in…”
19:31 the times when it runs on process and thinks loudly about itself; to be doing something along the lines of art, creation, and experience translation of neurons, to information ? The possibilities it runs 
19:57 “…that by the transitive property, she has managed to make Jesus Christ an Eldritch entity” 
19:58 “applying mathematical concepts to mythology” 
20:05 a degaussed television 
~20:41 “time released” 
21:01 dialogues, on B.C. and malicious intent from her end 
21:07 Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért 
21:54 ruminations, on the HEALTHY O)))
22:02 dialogues, the importance of an addendum, the word hardly 
22:04 dialogues, on two dreams of I.Z.; the first, the man as he appears online, from a distance, the second, an amalgaman, with brown eyes 
22:08 “not satisfied by any of the explanations I have been given” 
22:16 TRS 
22:24 dialogues, smoking cessation 
22:25 dialogues, carnivorous entities within, vegetarian diets 
23:16 dialogues, fractals, unknowns in relation to M.B., storyline of extreme nature 

0702202302072023 07/02/2023 02/07/2023
04:24
04:33 dialogues, research chemicals
05:20 06:24
06:36 a horseshit themed bar
06:57 awake, dreams of a familiar airship numbered 44 this time and not 42, explaining my programming, ‘hell is hearing your own programming’
06:57 02:54 UTC moderate M2.09 flare
07:12 “how suspiciously your employer has been acting” 
07:28 reiteration, the juxtaposition of Death Grips ‘Deep Web’ and Lovecrafts Deep Ones 
07:45 the Lovecraftian connection to Providence RI juxtaposed with C.R.s tragic death and the conversation with the light on 06/28 logged 23:11… somehow it would make sense that R family actually infuriated an Eldritch entity somehow, some way, 
09:58 ruminations, the physics behind Fortress X, juxtaposition certain video game housing that defies in game physics 
10:14 ‘remnants of lost directions’ juxtaposition anomalous electromagnetic fields 
15:39 dialogues, the fifth amendment 
19:22 23:06 minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.06 
19:30 dialogues, “the gene-ray time cube” 
19:48 dialogues, Jaqen H’ghar as Euron Greyjoy, no clue whether that works with canon or not but it’s interesting to process either way 
19:50 dialogues, “Euron and Arya Stark, because Euron is not actually Euron” 
19:52 dialogues, as if from the perspective of GRRM himself 
20:01 dialogues, if you put the Playlist into the human developed algorithm perhaps it will create a reality that unifies them? And then we shall see how closely machine learning algorithms can mimic that which the consciousness has experienced and abstracted 
20:16 23:24 strong R3 radio blackout in progress current X1.08
20:42 “‘Metamorphoses’ by Ovid” 
20:49 dialogues, Elephant Gun, Origin, 00:00 
20:56 dialogues, juxtaposition of solar flare, lunar, ring finger, concept willpower 
21:39 “digitized… water based instrument” 

0703202103072023 07/03/2023 03/07/2023 
02:41 ~04:37 ~5:50 08:09
08:15 a morning where I cannot help but remember, what I have; and I cannot tell if there is a sense of loss or a sense of relief, perhaps both, in this regard. When did the dissolution of the Pork Horn Entanglement begin? After Belülrol Pusztít? Comins? There are aspects of reality that I miss dearly, that my soft heart craves and aches for, that the stoic within me buries deep under… Detroit, suggests predictive text. Sure. Detroit. That’s what I meant. 
Somewhere in between these two items was a black hole release 
08:49 there were some fire fuckin outfits in my dream last night, weddings, and a Daenerys Targaryen entity 
10:10 TRS 
10:21 https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Rabbit_Project
[To quote, ‘timing is everything, and it seems to be the key, to my success’] 
10:31 thoughts on thrift shopping; I can appreciate the environmentally conscious aspect of secondhand clothing. That said, there is the subtle energy aspect of thrift shopping that I find questionable. You know how people will go to an auction and buy, like, the Icelandic shamans headpiece, or Tony Iommis jacket or something? Because of the magickal aspects of such an item, right? Kind of like owning Gregs Carbon Copy pedal. Then there’s thrift shopping, where you bought depressed housewife Karen’s old piece of clothing for $3.99 and all of her subtle energy bullshit that comes along with it. The yuck energy that goes into fast fashion like Shein. If you can’t feel it, great. Ignorance is bliss and once you take the ring to Mordor you can’t really go back to the Shire comfortably. 
10:40 what’s in a title, what’s in a trade? ‘Web Designer’ 
10:40 morning ruminations, old dreams, the childhood downward spiral through a lavascape to a museum exhibit behind a single velvet rope, a plaque that says ‘humans, homo sapiens, never existed’; and one of 2020, the president and his physician and the truth about cell phones 
12:17 note switched cigarettes from the heaviest to the lightest to test theory / Crowley Algorithm 
12:19 photon information from fireworks? 
12:20 “consider you to be my finest work of art” 
12:29 IG is really pushing the whole sequence your genome shit today- the theory behind this, to know ones genetic is to be tied to this knowledge, and not knowing keeps this particular qubit system intact, enabling it to be altered 
14:34 dialogues, conspiracy, vs. physics experiment 
14:40 dialogues, “I think we pissed off an Elder god” 
15:22 question, how me, genetically [allegedly] from Poland, ended up at age 29 physically requiring a Mediterranean diet for optimal health [15:27 addition- PCOS basically seems to be 100% lifestyle related and therefore implies that one can remediate the problem if changes are made- it is the body attempting to speak to the brain, to let it know that there is a variable that needs to be removed, altered; further thoughts on PCOS include the question of, and this goes back to thoughts on certain vibrators potentially exacerbating symptoms, a vibration that can alleviate symptoms. Who wants to be the scientist that does studies on women’s reproductive systems and masturbatory instruments? Not me, really, but someone probably should.] 
15:31 “shares a birthday with Madame Curie” 
15:32 email, my package is being shipped, 000 in tracking, which is relevant not because of ‘angel numbers’ or any new age bullshit of the like but the 000 of quantum computing
15:33 18:33 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 422km/s
16:07 “K.B. is a psychic phenomenon that we have been actively attempting to study” 
16:22 an equation that is in and of itself oscillating- relationships with electricity 
16:27 the White Cloud Rabbit 
16:33 reasons a civilization would have to go subterranean in order to preserve itself- penetrating inescapable light that destroys from within 
16:36 ozone layer is as barrier between worlds 
~16:39 finished processing, an understanding of the symbolism within a particular amalgaman dream, hold on momentarily; 
16:54 …very distracted trying to find the entry for the above in the FN 
17:01 the idea of ‘Relativistic Apocalypse’
17:08 “July 5th, K.” implication three year periodicity, propagation of pattern, program, programming, progammaing 
17:11 Kronos to the Jesus Christhulhu transitive equation 
17:13 ? To break down Timefractal entries into the various sub-equations they respectively belong to 
17:34 lol at the memory, knowing I used to run around in a tank top that legitimately said ‘doctor motherfucking gonzo’ on it, a good reference point to remember that where I am currently is pretty phenomenal, I guess 
17:41 TRS 
17:54 qubit linguistics, nefarious-hilarious 
17:55 “what state you are in determines what you hear” “quantum indeterminate noise”
The concept of qubit far beyond a 0-1 
17:58 ‘Are you an ally?’ my friend asks me yesterday, and hands me a pride flag. ‘I am not an enemy’, I reply.
18:00 dialogues, on ‘Enter To My Me’ 
18:01 “Akhenaten was(?has) greatly underestimated-” 
18:28 “is ‘Return of the Old Ones’ on your itemization?” 
18:29 …it is now 
18:30 “thats… not the government. That’s what the government is terrified of.” 
18:34 lol ‘Project Blue Beam’ sometimes the Propaganda writes itself doesn’t it? What Death Grips meant with their track about ‘I keep giving bad people good ideas’, innit? 
19:04 21:31 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 583km/s
19:21 heli @ E. Moore
~20:30 period 
22:39 ? the level of entropy surrounding July 4 in the United States 

0704202304072023 07/04/2023 04/07/2023
00:08 dialogues, a completely external discussion about a pattern of helicopters, ‘thinking about you thinking about me’ feels relevant here 
00:17 TRS, a pulsing 
00:25 dialogues, on being an Elder God 
00:26 “R.P. is the closest resonant entity that you have found” 
00:40 black 00:00 33% 
01:03 dialogues, “trace minerals missing from your diet” [M.C., and her mention of a multivitamin just last week, relevant here] 
01:06 “actively engaging with Chaos” 
~04:45 06:22
~07:45 a vague concept of I.Z. within a dream 
07:47 processing; process in g 
07:51 a notification that does not show up
~08:02 TRS 
08:58 Paulis Exclusion Principle [no two atoms can occupy same state] and an understanding of my physical universe as something else’s particle study; there’s this weird question of like… polyamory in this mornings brain soup here, because, no two atoms can occupy same state, consider two women after one man, two men after one woman, how does that work in the physics understanding of it all?? 
09:06 processing, ‘states of optimized existence’ in regards to the above entry; the polyamory coming in, perhaps, when one has not found their optimized state of existence? Again, of the scientific search for soul mate- a reality in which atomic fission took place as entered the atomizer, searching for the other half of the split atom that is the Me 
09:08 concept- reconstitution 
09:10 concept- amalgamatom, which is rather horrifying and once I am able to put the neurons to words I am sure you will agree 
09:16 it’s kind of always ‘the end of the world as we know it’, 
09:16 TRS ? 
09:50 12:33 UTC solar flare minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.18 
09:53 RoyalTon 618 
09:54 Azathoth, the Blind Idiot God; Black Land Transmission, Thoth, but maybe I missed the whole A-Z of the name, 
…the processor is on to something yet again, for whatever that’s worth 
10:20 12:54 UTC moderate M1.48 flare from sunspot region 3354 
10:36 Cherenkov Radiation, the blue glow from multiple experiences; 
11:03 level of resonance allowing for level of experience of equation [regarding labels] 
11:11 TRS 
11:14 creation/annihilation operators for positron fields; 
11:20 redact Error 404? 
11:23 equation as circuit 
11:37 TRS, an alteration 
12:28 in dialogues over the course of the past several days, it has become apparent that, having reached the ‘I trust in what I resonate with’, it is now the matter of ‘I believe what is in front of my eyes’; a feat that, at times, in the digital realm, I find difficult 
https://phys.org/news/2023-07-scientists-rydberg-moir-excitons.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push
12:32 docs is buggy again which is indicative of something; cannot open Log for the week
12:33 docs opens again 
12:46 some horrifying fucking juxtaposition of Desmoid tumors and Joe Walshs ‘Turn To Stone’ which used to play at random on Spotify upon rebooting my phone 
13:22 TRS 
15:08 dialogues as if listening to myself and another in another timefractal, dialogues on black holes being the recognition of resonance, that which enabled forward movement with the equation
15:58 dialogues, “not as engaged, but the quality of the engagements-” on inex engagement since the cessation of the wine experiment, cessation of nicotine vapourizer
~16:07 dialogues of an oscillatory reality, first copacetic, second conflict
16:18 TRS 
16:52 ruminations, in what i consider to be the singular most evil possible reality experienced yet
17:23 “isometrics” 
18:02 dark Chevy 4 door uses neighbours as turn around 
18:48 [some few minutes prior, outside] Feel Good Inc, by The Gorillaz 
18:54 if what I resonate with is the thing that shatters what do we call the thing that puts the pieces back together again? Have we reached the point of complete fragmentation? Is any forward search on that end futile? [19:03 for clarification; this operates under a fractalreality parameter in which the individual has the constitution of glass and is broken when confronted with that which they resonate with, as opposed to a more formidable constitution, steel, diamond- very specific liminal reality personal parameter] 
20:24 a high frequency, right ear, dialogues on various Matrix 
20:52 “I don’t deserve the shit you’ve put me through” 
20:54 “event horizon” 
20:55 “has all unfolded organically” 
21:02 dialogues, an external perspective; “listening to music is the only thing that gives me pleasure” 
21:06 dialogues, an external perspective; “I never responded to theriddleofclouds… I am sorry for the delay-” 
21:08 prior as if activates Rube Goldberg