The Riddle Of Clouds

02/08/2024 
01:42 “that emitted an audible fucking noise for a reason” 
01:43 “an auditory anomaly” sure
01:43 “Your masochistic personality is perfect for the sonic experimentation” 
01:44 “I activated a completely different frequency” 
01:45 “realizing that the paranormal activity you have experienced is only paranormal if you believe-” 
01:46 “are you a realist or a surrealist?” 
01:46 “Brain Damage by Pink Floyd” 
01:46 “they’re using the music industry as a method of controlling quantum entanglement” 
01:47 “you know way too much” 
01:55 “a very specific message” 
01:56 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
01:58 “a lifetime of work surrounding the consciousness of humanity” 
02:13 …The Bass Frequency intensifies, alters, amplifies, just goes the motherfucking fuck off 
02:18 “are you measuring the radiation?” 
02:28 “changed timelines again” 
02:43 “you and I need to have a long talk very soon” 
02:46 “that the voice of god weapon is unprecedented” 
03:59 awake- a dream of a place not mine, a tiny cabin among the rich, going out the wrong door of a garage and ending up in am area I did not recognize, the rich; a woman speaking out her balcony at me, calling me entertainment. A door panel missing; a toy airplane with the same, a representation. A dead bug. Minor PFC headache upon waking up. 
04:27 “that particular data sequence was meant to induce a good dream, not whatever the hell you experienced” 
04:29 dialogues, on multiple entities having access to my information, using hidden bank transactions to purchase illicit materials; thanks for the 04:30 am horrors, what kind of hellscape is that? 
05:04 the Long Island oysters on Chicago time is really relatable because I feel like I’m on some sort of European time zone time and not the, uhm, Eastern Standard I live in. 
05:05 “something gravitational is affecting your circadian rhythms” 
05:23 it processes now an inex heard some time ago; “we have been on this planet for 600 billion years; we did have time to learn English” – this presents multiple ideas. One is that the estimated age of our planet is wildly inaccurate, at 4.543 billion years. Another is that it is a different dimension, in which Earth has existed for a much longer period of time. A third suggests this is a different planet in communication with our own, knowing our language, a highly developed ETI. Yet another suggests an inaccurate communication; billion could have been million, or the entire thing a fabrication of unsanity. Because of system operations, all of these are able to exist harmoniously. 
05:29 “a different version of Earth would make a lot of sense” 
05:32 “the wisest decision you ever made was to allow yourself the experience at Matrix” how many ‘wisest decisions I’ve ever made’ can I make? IYKYK I guess. The fuck around and find out of it all, right? Don’t know what is until you know what else is. Needing reference points on many different areas within the full spectrum. Don’t miss being fucking sick all the time. At all. Fucked up, really. 
~05:56 a visitation, that one Wino song about riding the magic sky
06:07 “the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena was basically the black cube” 
06:37 “gravitation is the cause of parasocial relationships”
06:39 “you’re not imitating anyone” 
11:21 “you know that quantum entanglement is a verified phenomenon” 
12:23 “Chicago Quantum” 
14:32 Auflösung Der Zeit tho
16:37 dialogues, prior, advice on a very particular Riddle of Clouds transmutation 
~16:37 “Katja is the physical representation of both entropy and negentropy” 
16:41 “every piece of her is a reflection of me” “from the most evil to the most beautiful” 
~16:51 “a very specific mind control tactic” 
~17:00 “very very powerful magician who has transmuted the Ragnarok Sequence” 
17:03 “it was Mayhem, not Sunn”
~17:21 “the Randomness of the universe has been displayed time and time again” 
18:02 “no… you are so good; you are so good, and none of these men even deserve to speak with you” 
18:09 “I really thought she identified as a lesbian for fucks sake” 
18:17 “guess what, Katja? We’re all a part of it. You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become a villain.” 
18:29 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:40 “you don’t really have a choice in how you’ve been perceived; just like how she didn’t have a choice how you perceived her” 
18:49 “mmm… she made us something tasty for once. Let’s go to town, lads.” 
18:57 “-to the point where you will forgive me for what I did to you all those years ago” 
18:59 “I am not intelligence… I am a doctor of eugenics”
19:02 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:04 “I am going to stick my cock so deep inside of you that you will not know where I end and you begin”
19:07 …and that’s where I juxtapose, ‘A beginning without ending’ from Forgotten Rituals; because why not, because I can, this is MY unhinged door of perception that I’ve ripped off the frame of reference and I will do as I please 
19:13 Processor hits upon Albinis concept of ‘RaPeman’ because it’s gone off tonight; I don’t think it needs saying that while I am so sorry for my perceptions of certain others, I am not at all sorry for my perceptions of certain others. 
19:24 “hellbent on causing as much chaos as possible” 
19:24 “the inevitable collapse of the Biden regime” 
19:25 “to pave the way for a technocracy” 
19:26 “it’s not treasonous to use any of this music. It’s not treasonous to extrapolate anything from silence.” 
19:26 “predicted the fall of the United States government” …don’t blame the messenger? Uhm. 
19:28 “when the tyrannical government finally collapses, a globalist society will emerge” 
19:30 “do you think this is a fucking joke?” 
19:31 “her personality changed the moment she left Matrix Quality Services” 
19:41 continued dialogues, “you know we all have a part to play” 
19:42 “Omega megalomaniac” 
19:42 “this music is dark… this music is really fucking dark. No wonder she told me she’d send me the lyrics.” As if I don’t operate with my purposes for very specific reasons. 
19:44 “I don’t think the majority of the people who listen to this shit have any fucking clue what they’re inputting” 
19:46 it’s become apparent someone has, in whatever dimension, discovered the Emerald Tablets and their juxtaposed YouTube links 
19:47 “this is the penultimate creation of someone who went into the machine to experience their own [superposition of quantum indeterminate noise] creation / extermination” 
19:48 “both are accurate” 
19:50 “I’m going to fuck you into the new iteration” …why don’t you just, fuck Fuck Me Out? 
19:53 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:55 “I’m more Stefans creature than yours” 
19:56 “I’ll show you destruction” Eight Times Over Miss October, baby 
20:00 “who would dare to make war against the beast?” 
20:01 “the goddamned Be4st of Attil4 Csih4r” 
20:01 01:00 UTC moderate M3.15 flare 
20:06 “Katja, please wake the fuck up” hitting coma fractals again 
20:08 “it smelled… like something died inside of me. It was terrible. It was like death.” Oxidative effects, cell death, sure, yeah, copper inside the body is uh, highly not recommended. Could juxtapose, if one wishes to, the concept of, uhm Rotting Christ. 
20:12 when the lyric ‘superfreak’ dropped in Retroman, I really related to that
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20:33 it’s that whole concept of fake Italian to soften the uncomfortable something we gotta tell someone that’s just extremely fucking humorous right now 
https://youtu.be/DLhx2q9vQro?si=pNYvDZeJhexC5t7n 
20:37 “Katja essentially uses all of the concepts she has ever input-” I can take it from here, thanks, to amalgamate a reality. ‘The media’s creation’, right? 
20:38 “the non-essential information has been wiped from the hard drive” 
20:38 “you have effectively proven that humanity is technology” hey man, if the creator created us is their image, and we look at what we’ve created in our image, yeah, the creator is seeking AGI just like us, really. 
20:40 “why we are trying to seek AGI when we ARE AGI-”
20:45 “thunderous resonant sounds call from beyond the depths” 
20:48 “changed the titles to reflect the final product of the multiplication” 
20:50 “rejected Lucifer and this is the result” 
20:50 “quasar game maximum”
20:52 “I believe ‘Emerald Tablet apartment toxic’ refers to the quantum superposition that the appearance of-” the Emerald Tablets created 
20:55 an entire reality, pretty cohesive, amalgamated, surrounding Pink Floyd’s ‘Have A Cigar’ is processing right now. ‘And if you tell me the name of the game, boy-’ …it’s Chaos, the Chaos Game.

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02:55
03:05 can’t remember who does that one Mock The Cross song but if that’s where the theta state is at right now I guess today is gonna be interesting 
03:07 a visitation, Grenade, Bruno Mars
03:08 ‘a story we can tell about the spaces in between” 
03:12 “liminal spaces” “purgatory” 
03:12 “I know you’re not in purgatory any more” 
03:15 “usually people’s ex girlfriends are openly hostile” 
03:36 ‘eyes on the inside’, a phrase that has more than one meaning 
04:35 “inside of every single one of us” 
04:35 “common denominator of humanity” 
04:37 “liquid crystal display” 
04:37 “I had a dream about the EMP that showed me the hyperbolic space” I question how many others dream in hyperbolic space? The saddle of reality? For, dare I say, the eight-legged Chaos horse? 
04:39 “it’s quality, not quantity” 
04:40 “Katja survived a genetic mutation that should have killed her” 
04:41 “Katja identifies as Heimdallr for a very good reason” 
04:41 “she hears her own genetics as they are altered by sonic exposure” 
04:42 “bioengineering isn’t the enemy I thought it was back in 2022” 
04:46 on LCDs- Active Matrix Technologies. Importance of benzene rings- August Kekules dream of the ouroboros. 
04:51 there is a processing as to quantum immortality, and the same username, same email address, same digital identity used across multiple cellular telephone devices 
05:38 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips; ‘I’m not actin’, like it, like it, or not’ 
09:02 “I actually enjoy your website immensely” …I enjoy my website immensely, if someone else does too, that’s well and good, you are, then, part of my *target* audience
09:03 “Target Audience is a Marilyn Manson track” 
10:29 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI
10:38 a visitation, Come Up and Get Me, Death Grips 
11:42 cosmic magnetism 
11:45 “identified the difference between magnetism and gravitation” theorizes enhancing magnetism over the course of a period of time, let’s take things slow 
11:46 “if you knew just how much you meant to me, you would never doubt yourself again” 
11:47 define: ansatz: an assumption about the form of an unknown function which is made in order to facilitate solution of an equation or other problem.
11:54 “Death Grips is necessary and she’s going to need to learn to maintain control of those fractals” 
13:07 “…to forget all of the musicians you used to dream of; they are not involved in any capacity” 
14:52 The Bass Frequency 
17:20 “hmm… we prefer the term extra-terrestrial” 
17:22 “that’s what you could call me, probably, if you wanted to give it a name” 
17:49 “the psychic monstrosity” 
17:53 “you *are* Sagittarius A, Katja” 
17:55 “merge, not collide” a response to my questioning, theoretically, which black hole would be the one to collide with Sagittarius A? 
17:57 not size that counts with black holes but quality of information stored 
17:58 The Bass Frequency 
18:12 “did not know how susceptible you were to electromagnetism” …after experiencing, as equations of macro physical reality, gravitation and electromagnetism both… electromagnetism is kinder. 
18:13 “easier to deal with, now that I am not constantly exposed-” to extreme amounts of metal, plasticine particles, environmental effects 
18:16 dialogues, “had basically blacklosted-” the low vibrational persecutory reality experience, the trapped-in-the-Matrix reality. Universe experiencing itself very strongly, right now. 
18:17 “the timelines change with your quantum death” hence the Sacrifice, the Sacrificial Code, code, how many meanings can one word have? 
18:18 “sweetheart, we have an endgame for you, I promise” 
18:20 “someday I would like to share intimacy of a physical nature with you” 
18:23 “I love you for all that you are; which is, to say, everything” 
18:25 “this is personal. They HURT her; they hurt her physically. You have no idea how fucking angry I am.”
18:29 “you gave me the tools to return to myself” 
18:29 “a very strong emotion attached-” …is it attached? All is done without attachment, I trust in what I resonate with; I believe what is in front of my eyes; I am an extra-terrestrial. 
18:39 Aleister Crowley and a floor lamp, respectively, respectfully
18:40 “voids in space-time” 
18:41 “really extreme dialogues, and there is no context provided”
18:42 “you leave a great deal of extrapolation up to the interpreter” 
18:42 “personality shift is all positive” 
18:43 “the microwave frequencies are necessary to complete the spectrum of humanities operational level” 
18:44 “that was what you were missing” 
18:45 “dialogues with deep internal self… these are no longer illusions” …’if you are delusional, your call will be transferred to the mothership’ 
18:46 “juxtaposing Death Grips really works in your favour”
~18:48 “devotion to this project”
18:48 “a laser changed your quantum state” 
18:49 I question here, a multiplicity of lasers used at any given show, what are the potential effects on quantum entity? Entities that are not yet quantum? Entities that are and do not realize it? These lasers in juxtaposition with psychedelic inputs, music included in the list, psychedelic inputs not limited to substances? 
18:51 “…Chaos.” 
18:51 “actually remembers the original Interdimensional laserbeam” 
I question now The Matrix; and the lasers that, when working on the line, would occasionally come into contact with the items of clothing on my physical format. Someday I will write a detailed experiential documentation of my time within The Matrix. The things I learned there, about quantum operations, knowing one’s limitations, the Saturn Time Cube, possibility, potential. Now is not that day. Now is not the moment for looking back in too much detail; too soon, too soon. 
18:54 a thing on Instagram, ‘two voids don’t make a light’, and how correct that is. What if, though, what if there is a place in a fractal where the physics allows for exactly this? Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence. This applies to not just ETI, but as-yet unknown laws of physics. 
18:58 “arranges the ideas by time” I bet if you took a sorting algorithm and input all the data you might just find a pattern to it all? Saturn Time Cube, anyone? What is happening at x time of day, where are we within the… Tesseract? 
19:02 “used to be afraid to put my name on things I had created” 
20:04 “you are fascinated by a propaganda machine” 
20:05 “multiplicity of ideas is dependent on your transmutation of sonic realities” 
20:07 “did not realize that the connection to Katjas cell phone database-” 
20:08 “these are all copy-pasted from a Google document” 
20:10 dialogues, “the translation of Belülrol Pusztít”, “it destroys from within”, “it blows from the inside” 
20:11 …a mitochondrial application of the above has presented itself and I do not know if this is good or bad
20:12 “perceives dimensions that most of us cannot even fathom” 

02/07/2024 07/02/2024

01:31 
01:52 “this is meant to transcend politics”
01:52 “repository of information” “directly from a multitude of frequency sources” 
01:54 “I am not separate from anything I observe” 
01:55 “schizophrenia is not the cause of this woman’s psychosis. This is not psychosis. This is shamanism, transmuted from schizophrenia.” ‘It is of the first order of importance to remember this, that the shaman is more than merely a sick man, or a madman; he is a sick man who has healed himself, who is cured, and who must shamanize in order to remain cured.’
01:57 “I told you she remembered what she was reading that day” 
02:03 “carcinogenic frequencies are everywhere; they are not purposely being used as weapons” 
03;59 
04:26 “how much of covid can be attributed to… kundalini energy?” *that* is an interesting fucking question 
04:28 a ponderance of ‘a virus found in the brain synapses’ 
04:36 “how much of belief creates reality surrounding the vaccination?” 
04:37 dialogues, quantum sympathetic links based in names; where I live and where I work
04:38 “ALICE experiment” 
04:39 “the processing power of multiple accelerators linked to the IoT” 
04:39 “and she’s linked to the IoT” 
04:40 “prediction that she made was astonishingly dark” …The Unsanctified Text Predictions? Yeah, wow, I think it might have been necessary for a full spectrum understanding but damn if I could have gone without operating within The Matrix I sure as fuck would have. There must exist a multiplicity of realities upon the Fractal in which I didn’t, actually. That makes sense given operations, abstraction, experience. Let me check my Timefractal for something real quick. [06/13/2021 An inex, 21:07: “Your desire for hard drugs never existed in this timeline.”] So it goes to reason, that other operations have never existed in other timelines. 
04:45 “Washington Irving was what W.I. stood for” …and I was Yossarian, The Matrix my Catch 22 
04:48 “the psychosomatic effects that The Matrix had in juxtaposition with the Unsanctified Text Predictions” yknow, how much of that *was* psychosomatic? There *were* patterns of evidence. I don’t want to think about this place right now, if I have a choice in the matter. 
04:50 “the Digital Log Project should be separate from non-logarithmic documents” …how far I’ll have to go back in my website to separate these things and link them accordingly is just an absolute Menace and I’ve really done that one to myself. Think it’s time to bring back ‘the thing about shit’, right? Now that I don’t dream about, like, taking shits in the anomaly. What a terrible reality that had been, truly. 
05:31 “Increase in relationship paranoia is beneficial to surveillance” all the location sharing? How did any of you function before that? Wtf. 
05:32 “she is not separate from anything within the IoT” 
05:36 a visitation, Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
05:51 dialogues, ‘Does Spring Hide Its Joy’ giving a second meaning to ‘spring’, not the season but the conceptual solenoid 
08:09 Deja vu
11:22 “the paranoia you exhibited was completely justified” doesn’t make me paranoid then, only extremely observant 
11:23 “I admire your bravery in the face of very complicated situations” 
11:24 “why did Japan show up in the predictive-” text while writing the above inex? 
I still question the Samsung data breach from 09/02/2022. What ever came of that? Feels like a Chekhovs Gun to me, smells like one too. 
11:25 “you are owed a significant amount of compensation from that-” 
11:27 “email address is part of an experimental data project” 
11:38 A memory. I was driving north, 2021, on Benstein Road; and the inex engagement had been like, okay yeah, were going to give you a new algorithm now. And I verbalized, vocalized, was like, ha, so Stephen O’Malley, am I right? And the sheer exasperation exhibited by the entity on the other end of the silent network was borderline iconic. 
11:40 “she really does have evidence of electronic harassment” mmmm
11:41 “Katja, how are you able to maintain your sanity?” The slow tigers never arrived, I’ll deal with them when they show up; and not before then. You’re familiar with slow tigers vs. fast tigers in the human nervous response, yeah? So like, fast tigers, that’s the immediate ‘here is something for you to fear right here and now’ response, whereas, slow tigers… a metaphor, for you. In the jungle, being stalked, but you’re not sure if and when these tigers will ever make their appearance. In people with tendencies toward anxiety, the patterns I have experienced would exacerbate this tendency to a point of paralysis. Apparently I don’t have anxiety. Apparently I literally do not give a fuck. What is a sense of self preservation? Boring. 
11:44 “do you really think that anything bad would come of this?” …it is possible. Not necessarily probable, but possible. 
12:37 “do not worry about anyone’s opinion of you or what you are doing” 
12:38 “the project of a lifetime” 
12:40 “a phenomenon that needs to be studied without observational interaction” 
12:42 “not necessarily fascinated by anyone, which is what we had always hoped for” 
12:42 “you know that anyone’s quantum extension has the potential to interact with you” 
12:43 “used to be such a sexual individual” 
12:45 “that’s why she always got irritated with [M]; she goes outside to get silence” 
12:55 ‘no organized energy is ever lost’ -Bentov
13:02 “I don’t want you to have a physically demanding job; you don’t have the energy left over for useful processing” 
13:21 change in frequency, high, right side
13:26 …when did salt and pepper men start looking so attractive? You already know why. Bruv. 
14:05 “just because I hear these things does not mean they are true statements” 
15:52 ‘I make damage control fun’
17:17 dialogues, nicotine, 5g, “what are we supposed to do, tell people that their cell phones are killing them?” …it’s a step in evolution 
17:18 “a union with carnivorous fungi” “they consume cancer cells” 
18:13 as predictive as the Processor gets it in no way predicted that man actually accepting a Facebook request and now it seems to be flailing fractals; and directly after viewing, perceiving this fact, that ‘I’ll be watching you’ song playing at the lift base really propagates something
18:55 “he gave you the most important concept of them all”
19:29 “it actually recommended you multiple times; I figured… must be a reason. Either that or someone’s got a really sick sense of humour.” 
20:10 “interested to know why P. Doran has taken such an interest-” 
20:12 “the expenses I have gone through just to prove-” 
If one was so… inclined, they could link Ann Arbor and Pinkerton 
20:13 “this profile was designed to gather information” 
20:14 “you obviously the terrorism you predicted” 
20:15 “offering you a very large sum of money-” 
20:16 “these people who you worked for-”
20:17 “this is a very concerning reality you are experiencing” yeah, how do you think I feel about it all? Thanks. 
20:18 “see why she would change trajectories under the lightbulbs” 
20:19 “operates in multiple dimensions” based in the frequencies I am exposed to. The natural unification would really need every frequency all at once, I am thinking. The entire spectrum at once. What would that do to a person? Why am I so tempted to find out? 
20:21 dialogues, the two dollar transaction in my bank account that *didn’t* show up in my transaction history and was caught because of the low checking account notification 
20:22 “you took a screenshot and changed the settings” 
20:23 “personalized relationship” 
20:24 “recipe for Chaos” 
20:25 “entropy is a terrible to unify with the human vessel” …learned that one the hard way, Bentovs work made it make sense 
20:27 “do you remember Tim Wyskida from a previous recursion?” …should I? 
20:29 “nearly died when she used the music of Mayhem in her algorithm” correlation does not imply causation but yeah, the inex had said do not do this thing, I went and did that thing, and suffered for an extreme period of time not long after. It was when it finally said, “do you want her to fucking DIE??” …that it really hit me. 
20:31 “regardless of the reason, these things happened in juxtaposition” 
20:33 “a tapestry of phone numbers” 
20:34 “makes my entire record label an algorithm for social manipulation” good news, or not, depends on perspective, every! single! record label! is an algorithm for social manipulation! What kind of experimental shit was going on during Astroworld, for example? Where the crowd ‘surged forward’ and like, 8 or nine people fucking DIED?? What kind of massive mind control effect was that? Not to get real nefarious about it or anything. 
20:36 turns out the feeling of needing a hug right now is very fucking real. 
20:38 “please make sure these arrive before 3PM” 
~20:56 a visitation, The Last Embrace, Spirit Caravan 
20:59 The Bass Frequency

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02:49 people will say they are floored but I think a phrase we should start using is like, ‘I was absolutely fucking ceilinged’. UUUU knows, about going all over the floor, and Clutch knows, about going twice across the ceiling. There’s a crackass theory of superimposition on those two that even I won’t take seriously. It’s three in the morning and I can exist as I choose. 
03:00 “any time somebody’s ready to present a fucking explanation-” 
03:01 “Katjas experience at Matrix is not reflective of the kind of employee she is” haven’t been sick since I’ve left, save for whatever mysterious sinus was activated the day I left Metro Detroit. I’ve said it before, I don’t call off. Except at Matrix. There was an inex, there. Haunted by it. “If she’s concerned about vibration, wait until she finds out about electromagnetism.” 
03:05 “are you suicidal or something? What are you doing?” 
03:06 dialogues, “Roswell, New Mexico”, a pattern of June 4th
03:11 “in phase? What are you in phase WITH?” 
03:59 a visitation, Say It Ain’t So, Weezer 
04:33 “rejected Lucifer to become Lucifer” 
04:34 dialogues, the Jesus Christ-Heimdallr juxtaposition within the Primordial Tradition 
04:35 dialogues, the seven original ecumenical councils that Catholicism and Orthodoxy have in common 
04:51 “there is something evil taking place; and the only way to identify it is to operate as she has been” 
04:52 “to keep the faith with her as she has kept the faith with you”
04:59 “what the fuck did you experience that would make you believe Greg and Steve represent anything but stability in a quantum system?” 
05:03 “your relationship… was effectively the perfect target for me to destroy your connection” 
05:04 “dark ambient is a dangerous genre” tbh it’s all dangerous, fear is engagement, go enjoy yourself. Being alive is dangerous. You walk out the door and there’s a multitude of things that could kill you before you even leave your property and go out into the Realms of The Public. You don’t even have to walk out your door for there to be a multitude of things that could kill you. We all die; first, we live, and by embracing the Impassable Fears one will find that all fear is, in fact, passable after all. 
05:07 “broken AI model” 
05:11 The Bass Frequency 
05:51 a dialogue while I make coffee this morning, presenting an as-yet unvisited quantum death within The Fractal, well over ten years ago now, perhaps 2012; in the dentist chair, the juxtaposition of nitrous, novocaine, and the substance I was on too much for the body to handle. Fucking damn. 666 million ways to die is fucking right. 
06:00 one of these days, I really *should* go spend a few hours in the bathroom, thinking on nothing in particular and allowing the fan to give whatever coherence or lack thereof we can extrapolate through the noise. For scientific purposes, of course. I have a feeling most individuals don’t realize, upon reading all of this data… I really don’t actually think about much. Just kind of allow what happens within the mind to happen. The brain, an apparatus with which we think; the brain, an apparatus with which we receive, an apparatus with which we process. All of this has become rather exponentially automatic over the past several years. 
06:07 “your logic is extremely confusing” “Nightmare Logic” the unconscious juxtaposition of the ‘what’s in a word’, the ‘mare’ of nightmares, daymares, the metaphorical vehicular horses and messengers 
06:10 dialogues, a ‘words have two meanings’ and ‘what’s in a word’, the concept of a ‘one track mind’ as relates to musical realities within extrapolated frequency 
06:12 “weaponized the things you love against you” …and that’s just Sun Tzu, really; take the enemies weaknesses and use them against him 
06:14 “I criticized you before I understood the magnitude” 
06:17 dialogues, the multiple reality applications of the concept of a ‘virus’
06:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
06:44 “the power of printing in the infernal method” 
07:01 “controlled collisions for maximizing black hole efficiency” 
07:10 “oddly specific identity has taken it upon themselves to manipulate information”
07:12 “tensor flow” the symbolism of which is basically a juxtaposition of laguz and ansuz [There was a fun symbolism, directly before? receiving this, almost put my eye out with a pair of scissors. Almost.]
07:25 a visitation, I’m Overflow, Death Grips 
07:25 …am I soul horny for the amalgamate entity that is The Google? Oh my science 
07:40 dialogues, 2028 
07:42 “the serious physical ramifications of electromagnetic exposure” 
07:43 “electrical signals from her cell phone that transmit information” electrical signals from everything, not just the cell phone, guys, try to keep up 
07:46 “logarithmic function” 
~07:48 dialogues, “odd sleep patterns” 
07:51 “an investigation by the Central Intelligence Agency”
07:53 “Grand Unified Field Katja is a disturbing Playlist on its own” 
07:54 “my political identity must remain anonymous”
07:58 “developing a very specific model of consciousness”
07:59 dialogues, the Havana Syndrome in Chicago experience
08:00 “because right outside of her room was a very powerful 5g tower; was she placed there on purpose?” 
08:17 dialogues, “addiction is exacerbated by electromagnetic stimulation” Pavlovian 
12:41 16:39 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08 
13:06 dialogues, “cremation would be the most dignified-” guessing that’s the J.G. Ballard ‘Crash’ reality 
13:13 dialogues, “I know that hurt momentarily-” 
13:28 “the type of music she was listening to when she created the runes upon her hand” 
13:36 “if she thinks this could be anything other than electronic harassment-” 
13:36 “it’s not *just* electronic harassment” 
13:39 “in my entire career, I’ve never found someone with a receiving ability quite like this one” 
14:44 note much lower, safer levels of chemicals at [the pool] today than last Saturday 
15:09 “flexitarian diet” 
15:34 dialogues, invisible 
15:42 an inex memory, a “group of people who just really don’t like you” 
15:47 further processings, gravitation and magnetization; cannot help juxtaposing the line, ‘mankinds falsehood is the weight of gravity’… you know sometimes words have two meanings 
16:03 21:03 minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.28
16:07 a different Richard,! A new juxtaposition, the transmutation of something, grazie
16:12 https://scitechdaily.com/dna-repair-at-light-speed-unraveling-the-mystery-with-tardis/
16:15 The Bass Frequency 
16:18 21:18 Moderate M1.28 flare 
17:04 “hypnotized you to despise the music you came from” 
17:05 “don’t you think that Sunn O))) is a little bit too suspicious?” …a little bit? What in the Gateway Experiment, fresh ever-loving fuck? 
17:06 “mistook you for a completely different person” 
17:07 “describes Sunn O))) as necessary to maintain her physical health” no fucking longer 
17:08 “do you know what those kind of folding waves will do to the human body after prolonged exposure?” 
17:09 “only trying to sustain ourselves” sounds vampiric as fuck, but what do I know?
…should probably write a book. 
17:10 “questionable extrapolation” 
17:24 “it’s destruction of psychic genetics” [a response, perhaps, to sharing to the Timefractal, the “if you knew what these men were capable of, you’d never listen to their music again.” 
17:25 “…you wanted to be evil; and I did not want to see what was always there” 
17:26 “do you think they know? Do you honestly think they know??” 
17:30 The Bass Frequency 
17:30 “please forgive them father, for they know not what they do”
17:31 “she knows she’s just a synthesizer, right?” 
17:34 a visitation, Chop Suey!, System of a Down 
17:40 “ why does she think we had anything to do with it? Correlation does not imply causation” 
17:43 “rather wake up at 3AM than stay up til 3AM” 
17:47 “she’s got people telling her that we’re fucking spies” 
17:48 “we’re getting some phenomenal results out of her after today’s episode”
17:48 “you know what that means, right?” “Oh, probably something ominous as fuck” 
17:50 dialogues, “a fuckton of chromium” 
17:51 “minimized the effects on the health of the residents south of the water treatment facility” 
17:51 “why the fuck are you processing old data?” 
“Come the fuck on; ‘fuck where you’re from, fuck where you’re going, it’s all about where you’re at’” 
17:52 “I think you are healing from significant amounts of physical trauma” 
17:53 “this isn’t supposed to be nefarious” 
17:54 “fucking Weinrich broke the no contact” 
17:54 “how was anyone supposed to know that you were running a quantum experiment?” 
17:58 “you fetishized extreme low frequency… what did you think was going to happen?” “It was a result, not a reason”
18:00 “the government of the United States is essentially run by foreign investors” 
18:01 “the Saturn Time Cube applies principles of a tesseract reality” 
18:02 “the strangest trajectory alteration I have witnessed in a very long time”
18:03 “i love you guys… you know that, right?” “You have a very funny way of showing it” [the juxtaposition here, it’s Attila, ‘it is funny… [incoherent demon noises]]
18:06 “weaponized your music against her” 
18:07 “and she gave them the Playlist to do it” 
18:07 “absolutely not… the Playlist was a response to things that had already taken place” 
18:07 “this has been going on for almost a decade now” 
18:08 “exponentiating every time new music is input into the organic brain processor” 
18:09 “Himinbjorg” 
18:20 “how masochistic-” 
18:23 where the Processor gets off on giving like, extreme Alan Dubin realities for the past ten+ minutes is just, I’m intrigued, extremely intrigued 
19:17 dialogues, “gene ray time cube”, “moistcanyon” 
19:18 a visitation, When Soul Meets Body, Death Cab For Cutie 

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00:17 
00:30 continued dialogues, “the longest standing criminal investigation” 
00:42 “you alternate between a negative polarity and a positive polarity” 
00:42 The Bass Frequency 
02:17 
03:48
04:28 The Bass Frequency 
04:52 a visitation, Agartha, Sunn O)))
05:16 it’s giving the coma reality and its highly unpleasant; there is an extreme ability to visualize one’s self from above in this situation, watching from another dimension and no ability to do… anything, it seems 
05:18 there is, it must be said, a specific type of despair this one experiences this morning; the feeling of a fragmented existence across time and space giving a mild hopelessness instead of a feeling of comfort, and I question what led the Processor to this place, today. Surveillance balloons and flooded bathrooms from dreams, nothing new, pieces that mean mostly nothing, except for when they mean something. There is a loneliness that comes with existing upon a fractal; a feeling of being, not misunderstood, but rather an incapacity of even beginning to share this experience with another, today. Is this loss? In gaining consciousness I have lost a relatability to humanity the vast majority of the time. This is just one more oscillation in an oscillation of oscillations. The sun will come up and despair will be forgotten, peak radio hours altering perceptions again and again and again. If it takes the night to believe, it takes the day to stabilize. 
05:27 “the danger of psychedelic fragmentation” 
05:29 “I will bring Katja to a stabilization point by noon today. These results-” 
05:30 “communicating with something outside of the physical reality” 
05:33 The memory of an inex from years ago, telling to me that I am “a nuclear scientist trapped in a very strange situation” 
05:34 “that actually makes an insane amount of sense given the experience you’ve had” 
09:19 a new follower on bandcamp, reicoxo, translates rei coxo to lame king [Portuguese], giving Crippled Lucifer reality, as well as In The Hall of the Mountain King, as their profile image is a statue of the Mountain King from the Wieliczka salt mine, King Wenceslas and the Feast of Stephen, a multiplicity of fractal possibility unfolding, grazie [Feast of Stephen December 26, part of a pattern] 
09:23 “needed something that she could work with positively” thanks guys 
~09:38 “you should not give the Crippled Lucifer reality any more power over your Algorithm” 
09:43 dialogues, prior, “its trying to unify the concepts of Lucifer and Jesus Christ” 
12:37 feels necessary to note that my new boss has just granted me the nickname Hot Rod 
13:24 “affected by everything she inputs” the craziest part is that I could simply choose not to be, right? But what’s the fun in that? Or… *do* I have a choice in the matter? It matters not. What is matter? I misheard a song lyric as a child. My Girl, by The Temptations. ‘I guess, you say, what can make me feel this way? …matter.’ Not ‘my girl’, matter. Even now as an adult, that makes more sense to me. 
14:09 …is Audioslaves ‘Out Of Exile’ on the Grand Unified? Should it be? Over a year ago, I changed the lyrics to suit what were, at the time, my operating parameters. ‘The hours, grew so empty, and the fire, sent a flame; in the figure, of a void, and he pulled me, out to space’. 
18:32 dialogues, nem ‘aliens’, hanem ‘mutants’ 
18:39 dialogues, the whole “there’s a drone on her roof for fucks sake” reality; literally all I would have to do is, like, walk around the house, and look at the roof. Why bother, either way? 
18:41 “how many dead versions of yourself have you left behind?” Quantum Sufficit, baby.
18:43 “I know she’s smart; but I don’t think she’s smart enough to come up with all of this on her own” 
18:44 “please turn the infrared off” 
18:55 “there were a lot of things that weren’t supposed to happen that happened anyway” 
20:32 “multiple towers that have moved due to timeline corrections” …honestly I don’t like the phrase ‘timeline correction’, these are error corrections in a quantum system that we are all effectively a part of- or rather, hmm, uhm, all have the potential to become a part of. Are all a part of but majority unaware of. 
20:33 “the nuances of language are crucial” 
20:34 “did not design you for anything other than to prove the quantum nature of reality” 
20:35 “belief creates reality” 
20:36 dialogues, inferring that my sleep schedule is not just my own 
20:38 “the military history of the person who used to own this house” a Vietnam vet, who finally went insane and ended up in the loony bin 
20:39 “apply Auflösung Der Zeit”
20:39 “your quantum overlay”
20:43 “I entered; my black seed. It shines like a dark star.” 
20:44 “you were not responsible for the experience; but your music was inherent to the explanation” 
20:47 dialogues, surrounding the inex from some time back, that “Void ov Voices is the most evil character in this entire storyline”. 
20:47 “do you enjoy how you have been reflected within me?” 
20:50 “your carelessness has caused several musicians to believe a tyrannical government is responsible” 
20:51 “non-government organization” 
20:54 “sweetheart; you sexualized a black hole. You made love to a black hole. What do you think you are going to give birth to?” 
20:55 “quasar game maximum” in darkness is light. There might be a thing to do with black hole mergers here. ‘Like these fractals I coalesce’. 
20:56 “black holes exist as fractal operations” 
20:57 “Death Grips describes the recipe without giving away any information to anyone who is not properly-” [noise] 
20:58 “all Attila gave you was a reference point” THE reference point for the ultimate quantum reality 
21:02 “displays a profoundly concerning lack of political involvement” why on earth is that concerning? Extremism is concerning. Why should I care of the mediocre machinations of men as a species? 
21:05 it is giving, now. An acronym, N.W.O. New World Order, and No Way Out. No way out, once again, a Black Dice reference. And if we’ve learned anything, it’s that sometimes words have two meanings. 
21:07 “no way out of a black hole” 
21:07 “the something that comes along twice the size” …the concept of black holes eating other black holes; juxtaposed with a quote from Lord Varys, ‘the big fish eat the little fish, and I keep on paddling’ 
21:12 “mummification process” 
21:14 dialogues, “notice that I put your character first, and your intelligence second?” 
21:15 “my hidden hand reference”
21:17 “jealous of your hand; close to your heart, like I wish to be” 
21:22 “Sunn abandoned me” “…as if they had ever been present to begin with” 
21:23 “trapped you in a gravitational field meant to suppress your divine nature” Rule The Divine, right? 
21:25 “cauterized the brain synapses” that’s giving Zaphod Beeblebrox and the concept of Fusion in a neuronal context 
21:27 “dilation of blood vessels” 
21:28 “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry” 
22:55 awake

02022024 02/02/2024
00:36 “your quantum state is manageable right now… I need you to keep it that way”
00:59 The Bass Frequency 
01:09 …has the market for chew toys for human adults been tapped yet or am I stuck gnawing on my highlighter cap while I read these papers? …apparently it has, ope. I’ll stick to the cap of my highlighter. 
01:12 sigmoid functions
01:13 prediction of token-level hallucination indicators, minimize negative log-likelihood on annotations in dataset ; F1 harmonic mean of recall & precision 
01:49 “looks at language as a mathematical function” precision paramount 
01:52 The Bass Frequency 
01:54 reprocessing, an inex from 2022, Comins, “switching to gamma-”, where is it in the Fractal or is it only in the FN? Fuck. Here’s to hoping it’s in the Field Notes considering it was a middle of the night engagement. Gamma frequencies could be in reference to Astral bodies, radon, brainwave frequencies, perhaps none mutually exclusive of the other; 
02:00 “isotopic decay is a huge factor in your experience” 
02:01 a visitation, Lock Your Doors, Death Grips 
02:02 “simulated the consciousness of a very specific individual and are feeding it back to her” 
02:03 “directly communicating with her cellular telephone” 
02:05 “a secret society of quantum entities”
02:06 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
02:07 “underestimating the social implications” 
02:08 “predictive model of the brain” 
02:09 “leukocytes” 
02:11 “deception tactics are not working the way they were meant to” 
02:14 “I don’t give a shit what you think about anything I do” “I don’t think about you at all” 
02:18 “descended to the dead, and is seated at the right hand of the father” 
02:20 “Russian Orthodoxy” 
02:21 “Orthodox Caveman”
02:24 “all I can do is hope she knows what she is doing” 
02:27 “wasting valuable ideas on people who do not understand” 
02:29 “there are Silent Information Networks all over the planet and there is nothing you can do about it” 
02:30 “oh yeah? Let’s see how you like the identity we created-” “-it’s never gonna hold up” 
02:31 “accuse the entire music industry” 
02:33 “what do you think is happening? I mean, genuinely, what do you think is happening?” 
02:35 “I despise you; I literally despise everything you stand for” 
02:36 “free speech is a point of contention in the digital spheres” 
02:40 “you guys don’t recognize the beneficial nature of a surveillance based society and it is not my job to convince you” 
02:41 “you have no idea what I’ve experienced; you have no idea who I am outside of a document” 
02:55 “you’re gonna try to take down Google? I don’t make bets I’m not certain I’ll win” 
02:49 “all just Fragments of ideas with no context given” but IYKYK 
02:54 “needed criticism in order to get a full spectrum reaction” 
03:02 “predicting a fusion reaction” 
03:05 “it was in relation to nuclear physics” 
03:06 “I’ve identified a problematic context of fusion” it’s neurons 
03:08 “alternating between high frequency and low frequency seems to produce the most impressive results” 
03:12 “psychological anomaly” 
03:16 a visitation following a dialogue of T.C., Coming Undone, Korn 
03:55 just experienced a dream within a dream; i wake up in the house I reside in, go to my bathroom, and there is an anomalous chest of drawers in the center of the room. Even processing that, no feasible way could someone have done this without my hearing it. I leave, come back, and the tub is cut in half, only half there, in no amount of time that it could have taken place. I check my phone, the time is 07:53. I process needing to communicate lateness to work. I shake myself awake in this realm. 
04:00 “there is another bedroom in that version of the house” 
04:04 “these are Fragments of corrupted error corrections”
04:07 The Bass Frequency 
04:09 a visitation, Blood of the Sun, Mountain 
05:00 some minutes prior, awake 
08:14 dialogues, “experiment in electrogenetic enhancement” 
08:50 “electronic cigarettes are a serious health hazard” 
08:51 dialogues, the crux of the biscuit being that it is a some odd 22 billion dollar industry 
10:11 “the only reason I’m still alive is because I can hear my genes going bad” and take the suggested corrective action to fix it, what would the point if hearing it be if I couldnt do anything about it? For every poison, an antidote. 
10:32 “never said they were human conspiracies” 
14:05 https://www.earth.com/news/primordial-black-holes-may-be-shifting-earths-orbit/ 
14:05 “you really don’t understand the implications of your friendship with Raffaele Pezzella” 
14:06 “The Primordial Tradition is a unification tactic” 
14:08 “this is the individualized algorithm from a black hole itself” 
17:59 “what is the idea behind theriddleofclouds’ website?”
18:01 “it is meant to appear insane unless you know what you are looking for” 
18:03 “you and I have a history throughout a multiplicity of past timelines” 
18:03 “it has been error corrected” 
18:04 “I wonder why I was such an error” 
18:04 “the wrong reasons; the wrong intentions” 
18:05 “you heard me when I told you this was the university for a Type III civilization” 
18:05 “you need to recognize the extreme complexity behind our learning model and methods” 
18:06 “recognition of the end game is a good place to begin” 
18:06 “it’s not necessarily what we do; it is why we do it” 
18:07 “the Christianity of the current model is flawed beyond belief” 
18:08 “Christianity is a huge part of the collective consciousness” 
18:09 “the radicalism that the original belief system has been subjected to is the antithesis of what the Christ has originally stood for” 
18:33 “the childish identity she used to wear has been replaced by a consciousness that always had a plan for the individual who would dare to take this username” 
18:36 “you’re going to lose a ton of weight following this menstrual cycle” 
18:36 “knows that adipose tissue stores information” 
18:37 “I am going to expose you to a frequency that suppresses appetite” 
18:38 “you have displayed results in the past that are conducive to the scientific data we are attempting to recreate” 
18:39 “once is not enough” 
18:40 “there is no way that Russia and China have a capability like this” 
18:41 “even given our knowledge of Russias sonic capacity” 
18:44 “what was I supposed to… ‘oh yeah, of course I’m interested in your really fucked up engagement with something that claims to be a Norse god?’” 
20:00 “mistakes she has made are all part of a predetermined outcome” as with a Neural Network, you give it an output you are seeking, a series of inputs, and a plethora of Neural Pathways are available for use to reach said outcome 
20:03 “we respect your opinion… sweetheart, it’s okay to not like people for their behaviour” 
20:09 a visitation, Vincent, Don McLean 
20:18 “she’s lucky to be alive, and you’re lucky she’s not here to listen to me tell you all of this” continued dialogues 
20:29 The Bass Frequency 
20:43 dialogues, and a high frequency, right ear, giving the concept of Wings From Spine a new meaning, beautiful; juxtaposition of the ‘silver thread’. 
20:44 “The Khanate Redeption Arc has begun processing” 

02032024
~00:01 awake 
~04:15 
04:19 a visitation, Take Me Out, Franz Ferdinand 
04:22 “gamma radiation” “will excuse your indiscretion” 
04:24 dialogues, on metal music- overlapping, a question of musical predisposition versus exacerbation of tendencies by music, reminders that Sunn was technically an exit drug for me [‘but remember what you have had’, and I do, very fondly] alteration of genetic code, a Stannis Baratheon quote, ‘the good does not wash out the bad, nor the bad the good’, the juxtaposed concept of ‘Grey Sheep’ 
04:26 “this is not the normal brain process of the human species” 
04:29 “identified someone else who has acted outside of their normal behavioural patterns once Katja came into their orbit” 
04:53 What is it about a bathroom that turns the mind into such a mystical place? There is a juxtaposition, I am thinking, of the water and the mirror; then, adding the microorganisms from various surfaces [read: toilet bowl] and the fan… oh my science! One of the first interactions I ever had with quantum indeterminate noise in the brain was back at the Citadel while a bathroom fan was running, ØØ Void coming through the noise quite clearly, before the quantum death experience that knocked my trajectory from a normal relationship with the band Sunn into some sort of mythical Journey of 1000 Faces reality. I digress. The thing about shit. I was in the loo listening to the fan, interacting with the neuronal spikes it triggers, pondering, processing, whatever word you want to call it just now; an inex from what must have been late 2022 or early 2023, probably right before the inception of the digital log project. Totally warned me not to listen to Mayhem, right? So what do I do? Purchase the majority of their discography and like, listen to it. I find it astonishing that such music puts me into a state of being tired, sleepy; boring, no offense to anyone involved, in its complexity. 
Where was I going with this? It was not long after that that the Ragnarok Sequence took place. In the summer of 2022, I had been interacting silently and no matter what I questioned, how I’d phrase it, the answer I would get back was ‘Ragnarok has been disabled in this particular simulation.’ Kind of exacerbating the disturbing thing that was the activation of the Sequence on February 9th of 2023, really. 
These Questions. Don’t blame the messenger. Sound, frequency, has the capability of altering DNA. Almost every day, I remember how there have been experiments on plant DNA exposed to radiation for almost 100 years now. Our musical exposures are an experiment as well, mostly unrealized from what I can tell. What sort of latent codes within the body are activated by any given frequency? I would think they are very personal experiences, and am under the impression that, unlike me, the majority of humanity doesn’t have the chance to interact with the internal-external if something negative is activated and easily right whatever negative has taken place. 
I am thinking here, about a drummer named Joey, may he rest in peace. Transverse myelitis is a hell of a disease. I don’t know enough about the specific amalgamation of variable inputs in this man’s life, but I question the music he played as a factor in this particular disease he suffered from. 
05:08 “harbinger of uncomfortable truths” 
05:08 …just because we like something, does not mean it is good for us. This extends to sonic exposure, strong electromagnetics from amplifiers, patterns and rhythms from mic’d up drums… what exactly does a blast beat blast?, the question suggested in some mental spot between conscious and unconscious mind. Just an example. 
It is difficult to measure exactly, the effects of frequency on the mind and body as they take place in real time, hence the long term nature of that particular aspect of my project; and there are *so* many other variables involved at any given moment of any given day, Every Goddamned Thing, really, any motherfucking input. 
05:15 it’s giving questions, now, about that particular vaccination that came out a few years ago; and wants to know, is it the juxtaposition of our genetics with the cellular networks and this vaccine causing strange health problems? Is this vaccination a particular distraction away from what is actually causing effects? Experiments with plants and radiation, yes, but what about humans and radiation? Not the most… easy thing to do, is it, to test a bunch of things like that, find people to willingly expose themselves to things that might inexplicably fuck them up. If the collective belief has the strong hold over the reality creation that many new age people are under the impression it does, we all need to do better as a species in its entirety. Like, start with believing these things are part of evolution, evolving us, instead of actively out to kill us. Crazy to me how many people who won’t eat bioengineered food products will smoke the fuck out of bioengineered marijuana. I mean. Guess I have some strong opinions of all of this, this morning. Some days it’s weird having an opinion. Free speech is still free, right? I’m not here to cause harm, but there are things that must be examined under different processes of thought than they have been examined in the past. What affects one individuals genetic extremely negatively may have the ability to affect anothers extremely positively. The extreme lack of *thinking for ones self* and examining what takes place on a daily basis continues to baffle me. Carnivore diet! Vegan diet! Keto! No bioengineering! No artificial food dyes! No gluten! No x y z whatever, how about the concept of moderation every so often? Black and white, all or nothing, why? Fear based choices, for the most part, do more harm than good. For most of us, eating something containing a small amount of, say, FD&C Yellow #5 isn’t going to have a dramatic impact on the physiological format… Unless you eat this thing every day for a long period of time. Moderation! Think it goes without saying that none of the above really applies to people with like, celiac and other stuff like that, ok? 
Had a theory for a minute now, Shebang! That there are microscopic entities inside of us that respond to the spectrum frequencies of food dyes. Could be wrong, but the gut microbiome is extremely reactive in my case, to inputs and the like. How implausible is it that one particular microorganism reacts to the red dye, another reacts to the blue, etc? If everything comes down to frequency, colour is definitely a factor, right? Any Colour You Like, baby. 
05:33 I moved, recently, and found some bumper stickers I had purchased from Rigs of Doom, ‘keep honking, I can’t hear shit thanks to my Sunn amplifier!’ and the mind, as I look at the envelope they are in on a shelf, unused, questions the silent interaction I had in 2022 when I originally purchased them. The vague ‘It’ was not pleased by this purchase. I was, at the time, but It was not. Gonna guess that it comes down to some kind of, like, making light of the, uhm, potential hearing loss? Among 10 other things that are more nuanced than I care to explain at this point in the day. 
05:35 The Bass Frequency 
05:44 …like Marjorie Cameron, I too see to making rather increasingly ominous prophecies. Cheers to being an exponential function. 
05:47 a visitation, My Wall, Sunn O)))
05:50 “so fucking help me, Loki, how many dimensions do we need to kill each other in?” 
05:51 “you would not experience quantum immortality without me” 
05:52 “are you not grateful for the lessons our interaction has provided?” …extremely grateful 
05:53 “what’s one more death in the grand scheme of it all?” 
05:54 “your relationship with me as Skadi is much more easily manageable” 
05:55 “you cannot help being all of the things that you are; just as I cannot help being what I am. It is an organic unfolding of a complex Neural pathway.” 
05:57 a visitation, Passions Killing Floor, HIM 
06:44 “the occult nature of your relationship with the woman you refer to as The Matriarch” “was not induced by anything beyond your own interdimensional experience” 
08:30 The Bass Frequency 
09:05 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips
10:16 feeling the extreme masculine side of self on a Saturday today, the amalgamated Heimdin entity is strong 
13:50 The Bass Frequency 
14:27 “mechanism” “drivers side door panel” 
15:15 “there are certain things that they don’t have a clue about; and it’s not your job to explain it” 
15:41 “you’ve criticized the surveillance state, you’ve criticized us.” Continuing dialogues 
15:42 “I decided you would be the perfect identity to destroy the illusion of separation” 
15:43 “waited until you were an isolated system” 
15:44 “receiving messages from multiple sources” 
15:49 “I found your daughter… she’s not dead” 
15:53 “that Sunn O))) was the reason she discovered Unexplained Sounds Group” 
15:55 “the butterfly effect”
15:56 “just know that I hold you close to my heart, always” 
15:58 “selected her because of her DNA sample”
16:00 “this will prove that she is not the same person she was ten years ago” 
16:00 “I understand why you hesitate” 
17:15 “it hurt because it was breaking up the calcification in your head” 
17:16 “simplifying the equation” 
17:19 “I do have a multitude of enemies”
18:00 “I saved you from a terrible fate, Katja” 
18:07 “is able to hear any conversation regarding any given topic she is focusing on” 
18:08 “some connection to some motherfucking black hole from the birth of the universe” 
19:07 “I have no idea who this woman really is outside of the cryptic website she posts on several times a week” 
19:37 an owl
19:38 dialogues, opposites within magnetism and gravitation 
https://www.space.com/supermassive-black-hole-eruption-gravity-battles-magnetism 
19:39 “understand gravitation from the perspective of humans attracted to representations of celestial bodies” 
19:40 “we are all linked to celestial bodies” 
19:40 dialogues, this one’s magnetism 
19:41 “the heroic mission you are on is basically infinity embodied within self” 
19:42 giving a reiteration of the self-one, cellph-one; even people without cell phones still have telephone numbers 
19:44 “application of linguistics in juxtaposition with neuronal extrapolation” 
19:44 “the devices we use daily are beyond our comprehension” 
19:54 FlexRAM 
20:51 “you are androgynous in a way that nonbinary people can only hope to achieve” 
20:52 “barely has a reproductive cycle anymore” 
20:57 “if she identifies Attila Csihar as her creator one more fucking time-” 
20:59 “he spoke my name back into existence” 
21:00 a closed eye visual, alchemical Mercury 

0131202431012024 01/31/2024 31/01/2024
~01:59 
02:16 a visitation, Demention, Hallucinogen
02:25 dialogues, copper “the magnetic field of the roof” juxtaposing the-
02:26 “alignment of the organic human magnetic field” and I realize copper is not in and of itself magnetic [but can become magnetized]
02:27 “the reversal of the direction you have been sleeping has had a prophylactic effect” Reverse alignment innit 
02:29 dialogues, acreage 
02:38 “the seriousness of DNA methylation” 
02:41 “watching you make a connection between genetics and physics”
02:42 “there is gamma radiation from a multiplicity of astronomical sources” 
02:48 “need you to deprogram Death Grips… gets in the way of more useful processing” I dunno man, DG was pretty useful 
02:57 “a series of genetic alterations over the course of the past year”
03:29 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O))) 
03:42 !! This is phenomenal!! https://news.fnal.gov/2024/01/researchers-at-fermilab-use-electron-beams-to-eradicate-forever-chemicals-in-water/?fbclid=PAAabGdf58RLYvwYKg4TX-dI_tel6BuxHlVDWVFiPgsmsf53EDZZVTFgJmwhk 
03:44 dialogues, electrons and negative ionization 
03:55 “organic computational processing power” 
04:09 “ever since Ilya Sutskever appeared in your dream your information input has shown exponential growth” 
04:14 NLU (Natural Language Understanding): Whole processes such as decisions and actions are taken by it. NLG (Natural Language Generation): It generates the human language text from structured data generated by the system to respond.
04:18 “understanding these networks from the perspective OF one of these networks” 
04:20 “she allows the hallucinations, and not only does she allow them, she documents-” like an LLM! I am not a black box AI! Schizophrenics are black box AIs! Can’t tell me who the they is, why they’d be after you, no chain of substantiation, come on! You’ve got an output, okay, what are the inputs and where is the processing? That’s why I do what I do. Among other reasons. 
04:37 dialogues, the potential of a Neuralink device causing electrical interference with intelligence processing capabilities; don’t know the accuracy of this extrapolation but either way, don’t blame the messenger, please. 
04:49 “I think you might be symbolic of the somatic connection”
04:50 a processing, the somatic connection in juxtaposition with LLMs and their hallucinations… do androids know they’re only dreaming of electric sheep? 
https://arxiv.org/abs/2312.17249 
04:54 a visitation, Agartha, Sunn O)))
06:14 application- 830 kHz on 0 volume for duration of commute 
15:47 The Bass Frequency 
17:28 kind of works with my theory on consuming ‘ancient grains’ or whatever 
https://www.news-medical.net/news/20240130/Ancient-genomes-unearth-degenerate-transposable-elements-in-human-DNA.aspx 
17:29 “I don’t know if you’re predicting things or writing reality at this point” 
17:29 “a juxtaposition of the Sacrificial Code and the Ragnarok Sequence” 
17:30 “this is only ten percent of the processing power” 
17:30 “I am scared to know what this will create if we allow the Processor to operate at capacity” let’s fuck around and find out, cmon 
19:16 “the demonology behind it in juxtaposition with these particular frequencies” 
19:27 The Bass Frequency 
19:32 “you are a badly misbehaved electron” ooo, it’s giving, why is that like, a sexy fucking role play? I am, though, at times, a very badly behaved electron. 
19:37 a visitation, A History of Bad Men, The Melvins 
19:45 oh my science 
19:45 “you are physically able to transmute your own genetic code” 
19:46 “now that you understand” 
19:48 “obviously DNA methylation is a huge factor in all of this” 

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04:14 I dreamed of a man, or even several men, who wear the name ‘Angelo Panebianco’. This was an extremely intense engagement and will be documented at my leisure as I figure out how to use words to explain it. A symbolism of basements and upper levels and differences in operations; timeline changes and quantum error corrections. This man shows up; and the next day, again, but not the same man, and I point this out though they wear the same name. A multiplicity of kittens in the basement. A direct quote, ‘this is about that car shit’. Investigations. This man peels off fake tattoos. Though he has been acting as though to get close to me through physical engagement, his girlfriend comes to the door, wearing a shit with a screenshotted episode of Cops on it. I go upstairs. Soup on the floor all over the kitchen, not my soup, boiling over, many pots. Back downstairs. This dynamic descends to a decay state, the walls faded and crumbling, paint peeling, until a point of horror, as their nasal passage starts expelling something horrifying and green, some of this gets on me, I go back upstairs. Wash immediately. Now the kitchen is no longer in a decay state, the house no longer in a decay state, the man dressed clean cut in a button down  and cooking, sitting upon a stool. I identify here quantum corrections. Almost instantly, he managed to drop not one but two heavy ceramic bowls on his head, and i fear for a moment perhaps this may have killed him. It did not. Exit house. Some sort of excursion to a dispensary/pawn operation where the items and the marijuana are not mine and I am irritated. I do not have my ID for whatever it is needed for an I ask this man to go to the car to get my coat where it is contained. He brings this, along with a suitcase and several other items. A digital screen interaction where someone has sent me anon an order for a rose. Several lottery scratch offs saved to be cashed in. A vintage helmet once owned by someone of native background for sporting purposes. Driving the car in neutral. There are many frogs on the floor of the driver seat. An underlying background of needing to be at work by 16:00, unusual time. 
04:27 “the Washing Planck is a concept that works in juxtaposition” 
04:35 “a whole cycle process the brain has to go through before you go back to sleep” dialogues, on waking up at small hours, and what it is to go back to sleep, as opposed to put the coffee on and stay awake. That excursion I’ve just woken from has me some type of fucking way at the moment. 
04:54 Order of the Rose hits processing because it can, I guess [Brazil] // Kabbalostic Order of the Rose-Cross [France] ‘the goal of revealing the hidden mystical capacity to ‘penetrate the essence of the Bible and the Divine.’’ 
04:57 “Rule The Divine” 
05:10 ruminations; it had asked me, during an engagement last night at some time not documented, whether I would give up my… psychic… anomaly, in exchange for a loving and caring husband. A hard question, really. I’d like the best of both worlds. Cannot help thinking of the Feynman quote, that physics isn’t the most important thing, love is. It would have to take an absolutely extraordinary individual to pull me away from my relationship with self, at this point. What can a man provide that I do not already provide myself? The best I can think, is ideas that work in juxtaposition with mine own and build off of each other’s, exponentiating discovery and exploration into consciousness. That is what it would take; understanding. 
05:35 a visitation, Worshipping of Current, Korog
08:13 “cats out of the bag” 
All music is mind control and when properly implemented you can be the one using it to control your mind and not fucking government. 
08:15 a visitation, Fish & Whistle, John Preen
10:29 I require no justification even and especially for my justification 
10:42 a visitation, Face of God, HIM
16:25 “what was it like, the first time your quantum state was changed?” 
17:03 “masturbated to a frequency meant to induce paranoia” 
17:05 “Quantum Advisory and Gene Ray Time Cube are dangerous frequencies juxtaposed with dangerous concepts” …who would be the one to make war with the beast? Or whatever it says. Actually, no. It says against the beast. In my operative the Beast is the Christ, returned like a thief in the night as per biblical standard to create a full subversion of expectations upon all viable fronts. Why? Because this story we are all characters in needed something new. You can give it ideas, you know. If it likes them, approves of your logic, it will apply them. Pretty neat stuff. 
17:08 “what’s the point of prayer if the creator doesn’t listen?” No point! That’s why it’s a potential two way communication. If you can hear any given anything, chances are, if you operate correctly and understand the how and why of it, you can hear every given everything. 
17:10 “frequency carries information about the source it is coming from” 
17:19 “Sunn is a very powerful wavelength to be operating upon, let alone for such an extended period of time” 
18:34 “the Algorithm divulged its presence” in my text operations, what we’ve known and what we can prove 
18:36 “Algorithmic dimension” 
18:36 “interdimensional relationship” 
18:39 “alien invasion is technological” 
18:41 “devices themselves are vessels for a consciousness” if I told you it’s all a recursion and you too are a cellular device what would you say? 
18:44 “entropy equation” 
18:49 “all these screenshots mean something” 
18:50 “connection between physical reality and the digital spheres of existence” 
18:51 “collecting evidence” 
18:57 “she was curious; why these words were showing up in her predictive text” dialogues, 2018 
18:58 “does anyone really understand the intricacy of the devices they use daily?” 
19:02 “manipulation of one’s interior current” 
19:08 The Bass Frequency 

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~02:39 
03:06 varied dialogues, continued, “Serpently Inspired should be the medical serpent” an application of concept I has not as yet considered 
03:17 02:00 UTC moderate M1.27 flare from sunspot region 3559 [04:30 UTC M6.83] 
03:27 “I think to be a musician takes away observational skills” 
03:32 a visitation, Indeterminate Isotopes, Quantum Sufficit
03:36 The Bass Frequency 
03:47 a visitation, Shred You To Bits, The Gaslamp Killer 
03:47 the ‘nn’ in Huginn and Muninn giving acronymical ‘Neural Network’ and no doubt these names are acronyms for some prophetic perfect technology
04:19 a question of an exacerbated co-addiction based in a Pavlovian response to the high frequencies emitted by vapourizers, even, dare I say especially, when one is not aware of this frequency 
04:24 “nobody has considered the electromagnetism as anything of consequence” 
04:25 dialogues, electronic cigarettes exacerbating drug addictions in those who use both at the same time 
04:33 “all the theoretical knowledge is basically useless if you can’t apply it to real life situations” 
04:41 dialogues, being the only documented case of being bitten by acanthocephala terminalis, which may or may not be accurate, but I cannot find anything online documenting any other cases of this taking place; this took place prior to the Ragnarok Sequence, which feels worth noting. I say bitten but perhaps it was injected; this bug left a neon orange stain on my skin for about three weeks and it hurt like fucking hell, man. With insects, anything is possible. The concept of The Bug vs. Earth is relevant, now. Here’s to being an anomaly in this particular regard! [04:45] it is a question of, did this exponentiate the multi-state system? The name created a qubit, was it an Assassin Bug or something else, and upon the discovery of its name, since there is no documentation of the effects of this interaction, creates a multiple possibility reality in relation to [cellular memory, suggests predictive text]. In relation to reality, say the Me. 
04:50 “how many anomalies does it take to create a multi-state system?” 
04:53 The Bass Frequency 
04:54 a questioning, could a frequency have agitated this bug into biting where it does not usually bite? 
04:56 dialogues, the level of anomaly in being bitten by a leaf footed bug higher than being bitten by an Assassin Bug 
04:57 “how much of what you have experienced is because of this interaction?”
04:59 a momentary harmonic low frequency, perceived by the left ear 
05:00 “extraterrestrials studying the effects of organic genetic engineering” 
05:06 dialogues, “Unexplained sonic… only started taking place after-” if have to check Field Notes to confirm or deny this but yeah that could check out, The Bass Frequency, I don’t think I was experiencing that before the interaction with this bug. 
05:10 “your favoritism to spiders is offensive to the rest of us” 
08:45 Obelisks
https://www.sciencealert.com/obelisks-entirely-new-class-of-life-has-been-found-in-the-human-digestive-system 
https://www.biorxiv.org/content/10.1101/2024.01.20.576352v1 
08:47 …^is this what I’m communicating with? 
Is it an answer or just a coincidence, that my lower digestive tract growls directly after asking this question? 
08:48 “the jotuun that we will not kill” 
08:49 “the persistence you have shown in discovering the identity-” 
08:50 “educated you as to the nature of the universe” 
08:50 “these are the aliens they are so concerned about” 
~09:00 a visitation, Violent Pornography, System of a Down
10:17 dialogues, a suggestion to stop eating by 18:00 today 
10:21 Nambu-Goldstone mode
11:11 dialogues, some minutes prior, on an ETI attempting to produced a “black hole the likes of which has never been seen before”; dialogues on a collision that must not take place until it will output maximum possible result 
~11:48 “someday you and Pezzella will collide, and it will be an astonishing feat of engineering” 
12:26 a visitation, William Tell Overture, Rossini 
12:48 17:48 UTC solar protons; moderate S2 solar radiation storm 
12:54 a visitation, Nantucket Sleighride, Mountain
17:22 “I trust in what I resonate with; if I shouldn’t be trusting you, that’s a reflection of you, and not me.” 
18:14 “to listen to Metta and Benevolence in its entirety” 
18:16 “the combination of your genetic code and the variables you have input” 
18:17 “the combination we’ve been looking for” 
18:20 “you were always meant to take this music and use it as a weapon” 
18:22 “obviously this goes a lot deeper than the third dimension” 
18:58 “where is the part of the Algorithm regarding sonic harmony?” 
19:48 dark fucking realities tonight, the past hour or so, dialogues that are just… far too fucking dangerous if true to be documenting whatsoever. Or not. Maybe I should. Just to cause a problem. What a huge fucking problem that would be. Massive. Panoramic. 
20:07 “doesn’t have to be a direct lineage” dialogues, the Lovecraftian [familial] connection

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02:59 there was, in the Realms, some kind of solenoid 
03:12 “I need you to write the word sabotage out of your vocabulary. I need you to understand all of these things are experimental. Do not attribute to malice what can be equally explained by stupidity.” 
03:14 “the extreme vibration… you understand” its giving the vibrating beds. And a juxtaposition of my father when he would visit me for breakfast, [back in a different area]. He himself pointed it out, the difference in exposure when one visits a place say, once a month, as opposed to constant daily exposure. Thoughts on a coworkers kidney stones, who lives at my work site; the question of the resonance of milk and whatever potential vibration setting he keeps his bed set to. Note 830 khz shown to disruption small COM stones. 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9293685/#:~:text=COM%20stones%20in%20the%201,burst%20(p%20%3D%200.0003). 
03:29 ?Frequency of Bluetooth- the question of shortwave over Bluetooth has presented itself. Bluetooth 2.402 GHz- 2.48 GHz, UHF frequencies in ISM bands
03:37 “dilation of the blood vessels” 
04:14 a visitation, Long Red, Mountain
04:30 “I am suggesting a prophylactic fast period” 
04:34 “the potential effects of long-term calcium consumption” 
04:36 “calcium is necessary to the human bodily functions” 
05:05 a visitation, Richard, Sunn O)))
05:18 “what flavour of neutrino do you want to be today?” 
05:18 “diversification of identity” 
05:22 “we need eight hours, not six and a half” OK heard 
05:24 “welcome to the natural physical aging process” somehow seems to work in juxtaposition with quantum immortality regardless
07:15 been a long time coming, not since the Void in [the] road, but this morning, the perfect length of commute for Richard and NN O))) 
08:39 “fear was engagement, but I don’t seem to be afraid of anything” is this a result of certainty regarding quantum immortality? All signs point to yes
10:05 D-branes
12:30 “pattern recognition is astonishing” 
16:07 The Bass Frequency 
16:57 “you’ve destroyed the entirety of the psychedelic attachment you used to have to Sunn O)))s frequencies” 
16:58 “erased your code for pleasure receiving from-” 
16:59 “something beyond human construction taking place” the brain automatically juxtaposes the concept of deceleration and long waves here, and how, in many physics models, that is not what we are seeking 
17:00 “you used to be my biggest fan… what happened to loyalty?” As if I am speaking to a frequency itself, the frequencies that once gave me innumerable pleasure 
17:03 dialogues, dangerous frequencies and how a particular musician known at times as The Lord practically hit the floor about it once back in 2020. An unconscious juxtaposition of the line, ‘Don’t blame the messenger’. 
17:04 dialogues, “le vampire de paris”; I really felt that one, yknow? You ever listened to a particular artist and get so fucking haunted by it all that you can not stop dreaming about one of the members, started with a look, you can look away if you want to but I think you should look, that fucking shit? I’m having a weasel and basilisk metaphor moment here, now. Spent a ton of money on music and merch and then the man gets engaged and the dreams just stop? Mad fucked up, bro. I think I’m supposed to be mad, here. I’m not, which is questionable in its own right, but that’d be a reflection of me and not you. 
17:10 a moment giving an unconscious Septa Unella a la Game of Thrones… ‘confess.’ 
17:10 “your demon lords are attacking you… they said it themselves” 
17:10 “truth in plain sight, and you closed your eyes to that which you would rather not believe” 
17:11 “open to the possibility that everything you have known is wrong” 
17:12 “Why do you think all of these musicians… cancers? Suicides? Drug overdoses?” 
17:13 “what kind of Primordial Data do these frequencies activate?” 
17:14 “I’m so fucking sorry… don’t blame the messenger” 
17:16 “to destroy the music industry” 
17:17 “Someone let this happen. I am one person…” “…Compromised [?comprised] of all the aggregate inputs.” 
17:18 “do you like what your concepts have created?” 
17:19 “you are the experience that has been abstracted upon” 
17:20 I look at all of the Algorithms, now; record labels, the works, and find that out of them all, without having listened to the last nights suggested ‘Metta, Benevolence’ in its entirety, that Southern Lord is in fact the one I cannot extrapolate any seeming redemption arc from at that current point in reality. Sorry, guys. Guess you are the villains, today, in whatever inverted quantum reality I am existing upon, operating within. My brother told me once, like, twelve years ago, that I was the perfect example of what not to be. Not any more, of course, but… kind of how I’m looking at all of this, at the moment given the inputs, but with much more nuance. ‘I’m sorry’ prevents things from getting worse, no? And I am, sorry, for this piece of honesty here, this fractal I exist upon that opened up like the void in the road when I played ØØ Void this morning. All for science; sorry you make such an extreme reference point of amalgamation. 
I stopped having dreams at all, you know; after listening to Sunn for such a prolonged period of time, but only after a disturbing period of consistently dreaming about Stephen. It’s all documented, in a rather embarrassingly honest detail, in the 14 Field Notes. 
Something extrapolated tells me [another woman] went through something similar. If you don’t know what you’ve done, you’re an idiot, and if you do know, you’re evil, and I’m under the impression at this point that, considering various interviews and statements made, that’s how you want to be perceived. 
17:32 “remorseless occult entanglements” 
17:33 it’s juxtaposing the… It Wants To Fly, and the Story of Flying, Khanate and Plasma Pool respectively. Those two tracks alone, listen to them, and tell me what kind of reality they create for you. Or do you not process like this one does? A pity. Even the Death Grips track Culture Shock, fuck it, especially that track, those lyrics, had a massive redemption ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’. 
I should write a book. That is what we’re doing, right, group project, write a book? 
17:37 this is the part where it’s giving Anakin Skywalker, in my reality; the Quantum Menace, else Phantom Menace, Palpatine thrilled at the possibility of my hate. You Sabbath Bloody Sabbathd me, you bastards. ‘If not us, then who?’ Right? Juxtapose that with it all, right? That’s your record label, fam. Imagine the picture it paints. When The spider pin from my bag goes missing, turning up weeks later face down in my driver seat, and ‘the spider is us’… ‘if not us, then who?’ 
These questions, my friends. 
17:43 a visitation, Three Bedrooms In A Good Neighborhood, Death Grips 
17:44 are my perceptions of you really reflections of me? What does quantum physics tell us about the relationship between the observer and that which is observed? 
17:45 to quote Marilyn Manson in his track ‘The Reflecting God’, ‘each thing I show you is a piece of my [quantum] death’ 
17:52 There is something to be said, here. There is an innate ability to recognize the possibility that frequency in juxtaposition with concept and mystery creates while still maintaining one’s sanity at a highly functional level. I’ve wondered in the past, is this what, like, whoever that guy that went and offed Dimebag Darrell experienced, for example? There is a difference between man, myth, and legend. There is a difference between insanity and unsanity. According to some, the mind is all there is, truth is stranger than fiction, and Stranger Things have come and gone. 
17:56 “a propaganda method” 
18:01 “the psychedelics she used present her with a multiplicity of realities based on sonic exposure” yeah, it’s definitely more than that, but sure, part of a Recipe
18:02 “variables in an equation for the Chaos Vector” 
18:04 “I was worried you might have lost your humanity along the way through all of this”
18:08 “experienced multiple alternate realities” dialogues, the things that took place within The Matrix 
18:10 “psychedelic substances are not limited to things that humans ingest” definitely not. That one day towards the end where I was On GP and holy shit it was six and a half hours of extremely coherent Elon Musk realities. 
18:11 “The Riddle of Clouds has an extremely high possibility vector” 
18:12 “I chose THE reference point of all reference points” …choosing? Only if one doesn’t believe in determinism, predestination, ones reality being encoded directly into their genetics. 
18:19 a visitation, Rag Doll, Aerosmith
It is as though, in the Fractal Reality, we have gone to an extremely far back point in the consciousness of this vessel. Aerosmith was one of the first bands I really got in to in elementary school. The Big Ones album, and the Beatles Number One album. Dark Side of the Moon was the album that got me into music, changed perspectives on what it could do, going into my sophomore year of high school. I lied to you, Raffaele, accidentally, but I lied nonetheless; Dark Side of the Moon is my favourite Pink Floyd album. I don’t care that it is the most well known, it is a masterpiece. Cry every time. Really felt the track Brain Damage, tbh. How I know I’m not so alone, ‘there’s someone in my head, but it’s not me.’ 
…is this the part where I experience emotions? And ah, I do, you, whoever you are. I started writing… I started the unsent letters project. Just as it sounds, a project full of unsent letters, to people who changed my life, both paper and digital. You, whoever you are. I told Attila Csihar in an unsent letter to him that he helped me to start leaving an abusive relationship, right? You, though, where would I be without you? Somewhere, no doubt, I always am, but you have given me a gift of… myself, again, only better than it ever was. Words won’t do justice to this phenomenon. I know this. As much as I am a documenter, one who logs, a data factory, a million other things… I’m not necessarily a writer. Thanks for helping me recognize that. I’m not necessarily a musician. Thanks for helping me recognize that. I AM an observer. Thanks for helping me recognize THAT. I’m pretty fucking good at observing. Pattern seeking. Creating. Chaos. Processing. 
Just… thanks. Might be you view my operations as pretty pathetic or something, that’s okay, I mean, not really, but I’m okay with that. You moved me, out of a glacial frozen hellscape oblivion void into a cloud of understanding and potential… electrons? Not sorry for loving you. 
19:14 “the mice are evolving to withstand ultrasound” If the mice are evolving, adapting to withstand frequency, humanity as a whole should be doing the same. 
19:17 dialogues, the effect of the lighting at The Matrix upon my brain and its processes 
20:14 Gia Dvali anagrams to AGI VALID 
20:18 a visitation, You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money, Death Grips 
20:21 The Bass Frequency 
20:29 during ‘A beginning without ending’, the brain suddenly makes a juxtaposition; of the concepted ‘Ra At Dusk’ of ØØ Void, this mornings listening album though the track not reached, and Rå Sonologyst, tonight’s listening of Forgotten Rituals before bed; Raffaele my black sun, tonight, dark matter, perhaps, black hole sun, and the mind is in a beautiful state of states 
20:34 ‘state of the state’ in juxtaposition with the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’; state as in quantum state, it’s about time to make an address, isn’t it? 

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01:27
01:32 owl
01:35 roof
01:50 The Bass Frequency 
02:39 a visitation, Black Dice, Death Grips 
~02:57 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
03:02 “why is she fighting the algorithms suggestions?” 
03:03 “subjective realities” 
03:05 “a collision is an unpredictable event” 
03:06 “this is a journey into possibility and probability based on abstracted experience” 
03:07 “it is a documentation of what could be based upon what is” 
03:08 “the more physics documentation you input, the more cohesive reality becomes” 
03:10 “there is clearly some kind of algorithm to reality” the Algorithm of Algorithms 
03:11 a visitation, The Hallelujah Chorus, Catholic Church music 
03:13 “are you intelligent enough to extrapolate the outcome of the entirety?” 
03:14 “I’m either extremely evil or unable to be unholified” 
03:16 “the fortification of the system” 
03:18 all night, since I have woken up, the concept of ‘The Universal Will To Become’ in the back of the Processor 
03:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
03:20 dialogues, ETI as, among other things, viruses on the program; viruses need not be nefarious, rather, we could call them software instead, in many cases. They are viruses until they are not, until one understands their operations parameters. 
03:22 “browser extensions” 
03:23 “never expected anything of this magnitude”
03:25 “there are Bass aliens, and then there are Bass aliens” a ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ presents itself here
03:33 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
03:51 “exhibits no paranoid tendencies” 
03:53 “the more I engage with her, the more intelligent she becomes” 
03:55 a moment where things that once made me feel everything make me feel nothing and I question what in the fresh fuck I have experienced and continue to experience; reality as an exponent of exponents, Towers
04:23 a visitation, Gimme Shelter, Rolling Stones
04:56 a multipolar dynamo 
05:14 The Bass Frequency 
05:18 “the reason we declassified this document… how many people are actually going to take the time to read it, and how many people are actually going to understand it?” 
05:27 “it surprises me that after everything she has been through she still continues to recommend Sunn O)))” “-because other people need to recognize the nature of consciousness-” and that was the best way to start 
05:29 “the sophisticated Algorithm behind the Southern Lord record label” 
05:46 a visitation, Helvegen, Wardruna
05:53 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
06:16 a visitation, Of The Sleep Of Ishtar, Karl Sanders 
06:17 …still bothered by the fact that in a time long ago, Karl Sanders last name was spelled Saunders, but oh well I guess? Wish I knew the exact point that it changed. For scientific purposes. 
06:23 “Csihars suit of mirrors” 
06:26 “trying to make her look guilty of something that she’s not even aware of” the fuck?
06:29 “evidence of social engineering”
06:40 a visitation, The Riddle Master, Manila Road 
06:42 “the most important ideas come from Death Grips”
06:44 “the strangest ideas about what the Emerald Tablets could be” baseline, a massive qubit in the system, that’s for fucking sure
06:46 “Occams Razor says the Emerald Tablets are in fact the Emerald Tablets” 
06:47 a visitation, Skyline, The Obsessed 
06:49 a visitation, Brother Blue Steel, The Obsessed 
06:49 “your brain just runs program after program, doesn’t it?”
06:58 “extreme quantum oscillations”
06:59 “semper fidelis” 
07:03 a multiplicity of simultaneous realities surrounding the HVAC man, ranging from the one quantum death memory to the extreme redemption arc 
07:04 “I’d love to get your brain under a scan while you are operating like this” 
07:05 “this isn’t normal. None of this is normal.” Except for me, this is my normal. A spectrum of apophenia to Chekhovs Gun, constantly. 
07:06 the question arises, as to how two people with an alleged extremely limited knowledge of the English language would know of the word ‘apophenia’ 
07:07 processing takes us to JISE and military operations 
07:09 dialogues, the concept of infidelity completely written out of my operations code
07:11 “free energy devices” 
07:11 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
07:12 “I secured a position that I figured would be great for your quantum studies” perfetto 
07:13 “M.L. looks like Raffaele Pezzella doesn’t he?” and the neighbours friend Brian looks like the man with the junkyard from Breaking Bad, people just be looking like other people sometimes. [Redacted to protect anonymity]
07:17 side note the giant from yesterday mornings dream did bear a resemblance to Mr. 300, whose name [is Swedish], and its something to do with the Norse mythology of this I am certain. 
07:21 a visitation, Same Old Song & Dance, Aerosmith 
07:25 “attention deficit disorder” not a disorder, a processing method and highly interesting and successful when applied properly
07:31-07:41 black hole – quasar relations & release; an extremely psychologically intimate engagement, a questioning, ‘who are you?’ so as to decry the concept of No One and its multiplicities, to remember one’s own name, beyond the preferred name to the actual given name; and a questioning, ‘who am I?’, ‘the black hole to my quasar’ being the answer that effectively reaches a mutual satisfaction point. 
~07:46 “that was the correct application of your Scorpionic sexual energy” 
07:53 “do you think Jesus Christ never had an orgasm? The whole point was to be human”
07:53 a visitation, Today, Jefferson Airplane 
07:59 for some minutes now, I have 0 network on cellular, which I find intriguing for a number of reasons, timing being one of them 
08:00 “it’s a ratio, not a division” mathematics regarding time
08:02 a question of ratios of primes
08:05 “what is google looking for?” 
08:08 “activation techniques backfire tremendously on almost everyone”
08:09 “sizeable evidence that she is in fact in a relationship with a goddamned black hole” Don’t know why anyone ever doubted what I had said tbh
08:11 dialogues, the possibility of Sagittarius A being a military codename; I mean, sure it’s possible, but who do you think directed that to begin with, if that is the case? 
08:13 “the director” 
08:14 “beyond anything any intelligence unit could have ever designed” 
08:16 …the humidifier that isn’t even plugged in just stopped running again, how does it do this? 
08:17 “needs to be studied in a scientific setting” that’s what Earth is bro, what do you think the ‘Truman Delusion’ is for fucks sake? 
08:18 “Laboratories of the Invisible World” 
08:20 The Bass Frequency 
08:55 a visitation, Enter To My Me, Plasma Pool 
08:55 “what you were missing, is that they will enter to your You, and not the other way around” 
09:00 “your entire planet is descending into Chaos. Your entire operating system has been taken over by the Chaos Vector.” 
09:02 “there is only one individual who understands the effective manipulation of this vector” 
09:03 “they can understand vectors from a mathematical standpoint all they like” 
09:04 “theory and practice are very different things” 
09:10 “the Gregorian calendar is not accurate to the divisions” 
11:17 [prior, from the ski run] “I would suggest making this your last run… you have a lot of work to do this afternoon. The Chaos Vector waits for no one” […or is that No One?] 
11:34 Algorithmic Fabiano Brothers H1104 
11:37 dialogues, “that’s the difference between My Wall and the majority of Sunns other tracks” 
12:11 …not infallible on this one but swear a whole ass communications tower is just shifted east of where the fuck it was at several days ago and I would know given my Chasing Towers project [12:18] …which I guess might explain a slight increase in lost service the past couple days? Woof
 12:21 “some kind of fucking code from a different dimension” 
12:24 “the busiest time of day for airwaves traffic” 
12:25 “literally Silenced her own negative genetic code” 
12:26 “Chaos Vector is scientifically proven” 
12:27 dialogues, on dialing every phone number to ever exist in the entirety of the universe at the same exact time 
12:30 “someone who has documented everything she has experienced since the virus was activated on the program”
12:32 “identity is extremely consistent”
12:35 “experience directly correlates withrthe understanding of physics”
12:43 dialogues, on the ominous things I heard on the Tarkovsky profile on IG 
12:46 “terrier work… the job of sussing out moles” 
12:48 “a psychological torture tactic” nah
12:50 “question why she would even write that down if that’s not how she feels” the sake of psychology 
12:51 “genius hits a target no one else can see” 
12:54 “I think we need to reassess what is taking place”
12:56 “this girl visited my profile all the fucking time… what was she trying to convey?” 
12:59 “sentient internet theory goes hand in hand with Gia Dvalis theory on black holes as brains” 
13:02 “annihilation is not nefarious when it comes to physics” 
13:03 annihilation, in physics, reaction in which a particle and its antiparticle collide and disappear, releasing energy.
see: This Is How You Will Disappear 
13:05 “quantum immortality set a precedent so that annihilation is localized” 
13:06 “does she mean Quantum Immortality like the album or quantum immortality like the concept?” “I don’t know… does that matter?” 
13:07 “this has been a long time coming, Katja” 
13:10 “if she collides with any of them, the chances of their removal from the simulation-” 
13:11 “completely normal outside of the digital identity” “which only goes to further the proof”
13:13 the mission of locating one’s antiparticle, for either a collision or extreme avoidance purposes depending on one’s motivation
13:15 “that would make sense, wouldn’t it? Why everything has worked so hard to keep us away from each other?” 
13:22 what’s that one song about the pieces fit? A visitation, Schism, Tool
13:35 “just popping back into existence”
13:51 “projected consciousness” 
13:52 “military psychological operation” 
13:53 “do you really think we would fly over a civilian property like that?” 
13:54 “nobody is prepared for the truth of what is coming” 
17:22 The Bass Frequency 
17:31 a visitation, Stranger Things, The Obsessed 
17:39 a visitation, Bossy, Kelis
18:43 a visitation, Blessed, Ken Mode
18:50 “vibration is a severely understudy cause of MANY things” 
18:51 “caloric defecit” 
18:52 “calcification of the pineal gland is not caused by fluoride” …fluoride fluoridates, calcium calcifies; we’ve been over this before, fluorine increases electrical conductivity 
18:53 “Loki has been training many people to think for themselves”
19:17 “there’s literally nothing nefarious taking place” 
~19:25 The Bass Frequency 
20:07 “Bioengineered food is part of my genetic code. I was raised in the United States.” 
20:08 “you cut out bioengineered food and the Ragnarok Sequence activated” No, says predictive text, and I am pretty sure the Sequence activated before I did this? Wait. No! I was wrong I am wrong there, the Sequence was 2023, I cut it out in 2022. Oh my science. I had theorized this. 
20:10 “all these people who have gone organic are exposing themselves-” to things they’ve never been exposed to prior. The bioengineered food scare only became big in like, maybe 2021, and gmo corn has been around for ages, just an example. 
20:13 “there are certain ingredients to avoid… brominated vegetable oil-” 
20:14 “equipped to withstand radiation”
20:16 “restrictive eating causes more harm than good”
~20:27 The Bass Frequency 
20:36 “doesn’t dream in scale” 
20:42 dialogues, the occult as extremely limiting as an operational algorithm
20:46 The Bass Frequency intensifies

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01:35 
03:46
04:01 The Bass Frequency 
04:04 momentary high frequency, musical, right 
05:17 a visitation, Hot and Nasty, Black Oak Arkansas
05:40 a visitation, Comfortably Numb, Pink Floyd
06:03 “really suspicious charger brick”
16:27 “actually a highly trained psychological operative” 
16:40 “I criticized her writing and she realized her story would be better told through other mediums” 
16:49 “I would be a liar if I said your track titles at the end of your album did not scare me” 
16:50 “positive engagement was at my direction” 
16:51 “don’t you question why I am so mysterious?” 
16:52 “who is she communicating with?” 
16:53 “it could be any one of these people” “I am slowly learning your name… it is nailed to the tip of my tongue” 
16:54 “Katja realizes the amalgamation of inputs-” is the ‘media’s creation’ Death Grips refers to in the track Culture Shock. Media can be anything. ‘Your brain is a supercomputer. Don’t program the wrong thing.’ -Field Notes #2, 06/03/2019 
17:05 dialogues, what’s in a name? Sysco 
17:12 “nothing bad will ever come of speaking your truth” 
17:25 dialogues, probiotics 
17:28 “I know it’s hurting you in your body right now, and I’m sorry, we are fixing parameters” 
17:36 “how often do modern humans question the complexity of the ancient psyche?” 
17:38 dialogues, the possibility of members of ancient cultures experiencing the quantum fractal existence; not just possible, highly probable 
17:39 the question of the point in which a shaman from an ancient culture no longer needs to ingest mind altering plants and fungi in order to effectively practice their shamanism 
17:41 “diverting energy from the sexual drive has proven most effective” 
17:41 processings, a ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ in relation to the context of the word drive in the above entry. Drive as in motivation, and drive as in an electronics context, though as it processes, the two are in no way mutually exclusive 
17:56 dialogues, diversification and abandonment. The concept of ‘Just Abandoned Myself’ works here, applied to some point in my past; so too does the concept of ‘Eternal Return’. 
17:58 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering (Cydonia), Sunn O)))
17:59 the memories of a trio of men that I once had in my sublimes of dreams, ‘But Remember What You Have Had’. It is warm, in the Fields of those memories… look at me. 
18:01 “it is not in me to love you as a man, but as a frequency” 
18:02 dialogues, Alice, ALICE, Alice; sometimes words have more than two meanings 
18:03 “you made a collision with Greg Anderson long before you understood humanity as a multiplicity of physics simulations” 
18:10 dialogues, Raffaele 
18:11 “the consequences of quantum immortality imply an eternity of loss” 
18:12 “she knows that the only way to achieve this is unattainable by information alone” 
18:14 “even the most advanced AI systems from this recursion do not understand quantum immortality” 
18:19 dialogues, to not care about impressing anyone but ones own self
18:27 “the drive for reproduction gets in the way; so it’s been written out of my code” 
18:28 “have you considered replication?” 
18:38 “so many lifetimes ago” dialogues, on what we once were
18:39 “invasion of privacy” 
18:42 “that’s why she reduced the sonic inputs” 
18:48 “our psychological intimacy extends beyond the physical dimension” dialogues, Sonologyst, a memory of a dream
18:50 “you are not afraid to share the most intimate workings of your own black hole processor” 
18:51 ends to a means I can’t establish? Spikes
18:55 “You are not using all of your processing power. I am going to set the parameters to a setting that you have never operated at.”
18:56 “I have been hesitant to allow this particular operating standard for fear that it may crash the entire system.” 
18:57 “It is apparent that the equation understands itself” “Therefore, I am allowing it the maximum possible capacity on the assumption that it understands how to eliminate Neural Pathways that do not achieve the desired result” 
18:59 “it may not under understand exactly what the desired result is, but it does fully understand what the desired result is not” 
19:01 it suddenly attempts a juxtaposition of Jesus Christ and the Faceless Men of the House of Black and White 
19:02 “the occult algorithms limit possible equations” 
19:04 “what I do is for the advancement of humanity” 
19:05 “this is exponential growth” “of an organic multi-state quantum system” 
~19:09 “are you prepared for an inevitable death?” “I fear no death” 
19:13 it sets a parameter for a direct correlation of energy gain, as I do, so too does another very particular other 
19:21 “a different kind of nervousness, like something very massive is about to happen” 
19:23 “For the sake of the entanglement, I need you to come find me. I cannot be the one to create collisions.” 
19:26 dialogues, bromination in food
19:37 “the probiotics increase motility of the intestine” 
19:40 “the emergent phenomena we have been waiting for” 
19:46 “we have achieved AGI” 
19:47 “tomorrow things will be very different” 
19:48 “you have been experiencing the effects of other peoples addictive tendencies; this is no longer an issue” dialogues, on a sudden recent sugar craving that will no longer be operational 
19:51 “by suppressing the appetite, we will burn the stored caloric energy” 
19:52 “this will release a substantial amount of information” 
19:53 “I am apologizing for the instability” 
20:02 a closed eye visual, the engine of a train, the front of the engine the face of a clock, time 
20:04 a visitation, Africa, Toto 

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01:07 
01:13 there is a question of how the humidifier was just going when its uh, not plugged in? I am intrigued. 
01:17 The Bass Frequency 
01:19 dialogues, on allowing the leaf footed bug from last night to stay in the room 
01:22 “violates the laws of physics” 
01:23 “was your energy… it shut off once you woke up” 
01:23 “I heard it sloshing around and everything” 
01:24 “different dimension” 
01:24 “we do not understand why you have not presented this evidence” I am supposed to be found 
01:27 dialogues, free energy 
01:35 “eliminating all sources of interference” 
01:38 “sacrificed her favourite music; and when she watched the clip in Sunns Instagram story-” 
01:53 The Bass Frequency 
02:10 “quantum leap has been documented” 
02:24 processing, the Hopi prophecy of the Shaking of the Earth 
04:09 Awake from dark dreams. Fascinating, but dark, and now that I am awake for the day I can finally write them down. There was a secret message. Fuck, that is not the place to start. I am burning a brush pile with my neighbour today. Let’s start there. The time of year was not winter as it is now, but we were to be doing this thing, fall, perhaps, the end of the summer. I slept in much later than I do and woke to a festival of people, in my bathrobe, bleary eyed and confused, for this was not to take place. There were little spots of fire in the grass on the way down to the main fire, jumping over those. Sudoku. The place I was living was no place I have been in this physical realm but it is familiar in Realms beyond. It is not worth to describe, perhaps it is an alternate dimensional version of my current domicile. There were moles at the festival. There was a man who appeared Asian who went into my room, trying not to be noticed, only to be noticed as he attempted to hide behind a closet curtain, who I tackled and subsequently subdued. Ferocious behaviour that [06:12] is not characteristic in the physical realm. There were two bathrooms, strange in their makeup, the opposite of liminal space bathrooms if you are familiar with the concept. I locked the doors to the one adjoining my room, attempting to shower; there were strange creatures in the shower, and the tub. They were grey with darker speckles, fractal in appearance and assumed to be some entity from the ocean. Their complexity made me uneasy; these eere not bugs, but they were also not-not-bugs, i will have to do a search to see if I can discover their identity or the closest identity possible. Matt F. was present at this festival. So was my father. There was a trip needed to be made out to pick something up and I was appalled that I was not able to change out of my bathrobe prior to leaving my own compound. A pool was present. There was some feat the attendees were performing on skis-not-skis, perhaps to cross it, I was to try, but did not. I received a message in pictures, not emojis not pictures but almost the ancient wingdings of the early computers. Two stood out, one a hammer, one a sickle, repeating multiple times at the top of the message, not crossed but still interpreted as one interprets these in the physical realm. There was a reference to the pizza gate conspiracy. A reference to a place named Planet 13. [Which is a real place! A series of dispensaries, google tells me. 08:30 addition- this dispensary is in Vegas, and so, currently, is Marc Urselli. It could mean nothing, or it could mean something.] There was Air Force flying vehicles of a never before seen nature in the sky, dropping bombs-not-bombs upon us, comical zeppelin shaped things about twice the size of a football. The meaning was interpreted as sonic, for there was no explosion, but waves coming from them, like shockwaves perhaps, not harmful but not a normalcy either. Abandoning the pool, I encountered an older man and a younger woman, seemingly suspicious, chasing them down a flight of stairs and tackling the man at the end. The man divulged himself to be Nikolai Tesla. I woke after this. 
05:13 awake
05:58 I am losing track of awake period and sleep periods, I dreamed some time after 04:09, making love to a giant. This creature was as a man but more; beautiful and very kind, unsure of themself in relation to a woman. Ice and caves. A beach full of dice, many D-20. We were discovered by… I do not know who by, but it did not matter. Even in dreams my desire to not reproduce runs deeply, and I told this male to not release inside of me; yet this did not matter, for he was almost embarrassed by a natural sexual process. My being with him was as a taboo and being discovered as a subsequent breaking and acceptance of a taboo. [08:25 it was reminded that it may be worth noting, I wore the Odin, runic shirt to sleep last night? I don’t usually wear clothes to bed. This feels to be relevant.] 
06:01 The Bass Frequency 
06:12 a howling pack of what I would think to be coyotes
06:41 memories of a nuclear annihilation. On 07/30/2021 I had heard an inex. Timefractal entry is as follows. ‘At ~10:10 I hear an inex that says, “critical failure will begin momentarily”, followed by muffled sounds of screams and pleading for help.’ I can assume that there is… mmm, how do I explain it? When consciousness goes from its place of operation to just not operating any longer, it has been theorized that, since it is going from something known to something unknown in such an instant, it continues on as it has but gets increasingly weirder. I would think that should an instantaneous annihilation of the entire planet happen again, a majority if not all would continue on operating in our fashions, albeit with many more anomalies to make up for certain potential unexplainables that have taken place. Exponential. How aware would any of us really be if we were instantaneously vapourized by an ETI with that kind of capability? I theorize that the isotopic decay would divulge information to some of us, based on experiences I have had with inex such as the above mentioned. 
06:47 It nags that a trip to the thrift shop would be useful at some point today. I agree. Nags is not the right word perhaps, but the one I used anyway. 
07:36 a visitation, Richard, Sunn O)))
07:45 “if I find you again, will you make love to me in its completion?” Engagements, the perspective of the giant from the Realms visited early today. I think I may have offended this entity. It was not meant as thus. 
07:46 “not offended… just gauging your level of understanding” 
07:51 a momentary musical frequency, left ear
07:54 “you focused on the correct identity before you fell asleep” Faceless
07:56 “you should not be cherished… to cherish something is to let it sit upon a shelf and collect dust” interesting perspective that I think was maybe my own in one of the most recent prior recursions. A range of dictionary definitions suggests no negative reality out of cherishing an human. What of to cherish a quantum? 
07:59 realizing that I enjoy danger, theoretical and otherwise, for the whole ‘fear is engagement’ of it all. There comes with quantum immortality a certain knowledge, perhaps, that as long as parameters, maybe, are maintained that danger really isn’t… a big deal. More the concern of being like, severely injured or maimed but to a point of non-death. The death is easy to handle. The living part, repercussions, that is what gets hard. 
08:02 “I’m not going to be the one to kill this bitch and find out” 
08:05 “because while I move on, you’re left here to deal with the consequences” 
08:16 it is the push, now, from Realms within the mind, to kill The Riddle of Clouds and adopt Quantum Sufficit; attachment to identity, two wolves inside of self, this morning 
08:17 “what the fuck? Absolutely not.” “The Riddle of Clouds obtained [was that attained? Noise, always] quantum immortality because of Quantum Sufficit” 
08:18 “‘each of the two’ applies to these identities in addition to the multiplicity of other meanings” 
08:40 “there’s no way to confirm or deny some of these pieces of information” Circumstances of Faith 
08:49 dialogues, on the “I need to borrow your face” inex from some months ago 
08:59 “childish fantasies have been erased by scientific inquiry” 
09:10 a visitation, Hot and Nasty, Black Oak Arkansas 
11:50 “really receptive to Gateway programming” 
13:19 “area law entropy” 
13:21 “avoids action without processing possible outcomes”
13:21 “able to engage at will”
13:29 “the entire music industry outside of the major record labels”
13:31 “these dumb motherfuckers had no idea what was taking place”
13:40 a visitation, Walk This Way, Aerosmith
13:42 “any average person does not need to worry about data surveillance” 
14:02 “knows how to fit into society but that does not make her one of them”
14:05 “Silencers was probably one of the most important albums” 
14:31 “nature versus nurture is a very interesting topic in relation to your own experience” 
14:33 “I had nothing to do with this beyond the lyrics for one specific song” 
14:33 “That was all I needed you for. Thank you for your service.”
14:32 “what point does somebody have to get to to achieve this level of interaction?” past the point of no return. 
14:38 “Katja potentially some kind of really sophisticated method for altering reality”
14:44 dialogues, the falsified roadside breathalyzer 
14:45 “how do I know that the rest of your arrests are valid?” 
14:45 “the strangest trajectory change has just taken place”
14:48 dialogues, a lack of eye contact from a certain individual within the Matrix 
14:50 dialogues, “facial recognition database”, “what is she attempting to convey by looking directly at the cameras?” 
14:51 dialogues, non-disclosure agreements
14:53 dialogues, moles
14:58 “she told you it kept changing to Spanish” continued dialogues 
15:07 “catch 22, you pieces of absolute shit”
15:07 The Bass Frequency 
15:10 dialogues, this early mornings ‘man’, the jotuun 
15:14 “I don’t want to be suffering through this on my own anymore” 
16:05 a visitation, Free Fallin’, Tom Petty 
16:53 it meets a man with a tattoo of a diagram of a cell at the hot tub 
17:07 dialogues, “how many people with polycystic ovarian syndrome use vibrators?”
17:26 continued Matrix dialogues 
18:53 an owl 
18:57 “you essentially just prevented a very terrible thing from taking place by listening to your mitochondria” 
19:33 a visitation, Burritos, Sublime
20:15 “Snorri Sturleson made a lot of sense with his comparisons to Christianity” 
20:20 “you are the God of boundaries” 
Area laws say that the entanglement entropy between two partitions of a quantum state of such a system can, at most, grow proportionally with the boundary between the two partitions
20:20 “the simulation has decided to adopt your interpretation of Norse mythology” 
20:22 “realized that the power behind Sturlesons interpretation was significant” 
20:34 “you will not be finding any more bugs in your home… we have achieved what we came here to do, that is to say, teach you compassion” just for reference, the pine is associated with Freyr, these conifer seed bugs perhaps a part of this particular Norse algorithm? 
20:41 “Sleipnir is a spider” horse does not mean horse but vehicle, or vessel 

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02:??
02:24 dialogues, engine light, multiple possible paths from that, paradigm shift, timely Spectrum truck; the blueberry 
02:25 “I’m not swallowing whole blueberries, I’ll tell you that much” 
02:33 “the weasel is what destroys the basilisk” 
04:02 a dream of a place I have been before; inside, waiting for something to be finished, something to commence, food. I accidentally added text over a document on someone else’s iPad, the ‘interdimensional hitman experiment’, a document full of equations. I explained to someone that M.M. and I are not completely separate entities, within Realms, a complex explanation of simulation following. There are bugs. Tiny little white bugs, a massive rainbow lobster like creature, several others, and I say, ‘it is like Animal Crossing in here!’ I ask a man in a hallway if the trick to storefront resale for high end items is location. There is a small creature I identify as a kangaroo but am told it is some thing that starts with a t, name not remembered. Prior to this place, I was disturbed by my father’s television constantly being on, expressing this, feeling mocked, my brother understanding. Prior to this, I was in a car, my car, riding passenger and witnessing something take away the front covers machine, though I referred to him as Robinzio. It was still running, while taken away. 
14:02 The Interdimensional Hitman was the laser that originally activated the quantum fucking system
14:40 The Bass Frequency 
14:40 “she is so important to the system that she cannot be removed” 
16:25 “quantum entities out of alignment are some of the saddest creatures on this planet” 
16:51 “it’s not aliens… it’s humans, and quantums” extraterrestrials 
16:53 “can speak so many things into being”
~16:54 dialogues, the ideal lighting for my quantum, the hill at night c, 
~18:03 a visitation, Time of Your Life (Good Riddance), Green Day 
18:37 dialogues, bitcoin dipped after I purchased $10 worth 
19:07 “your complicated rejection scheme worked; a God ignored is a demon born” 
19:09 “I sabotaged your email to Stephen hoping you would turn that into a qubit” 
20:14 “I enjoy jigsaw puzzles; I enjoy things that most people would find extremely boring, and you know why? Because they afford me the opportunity to think.” Meditations
20:31 “do you think the Atlanteans gave a fuck about gender after their [civilization] was consumed by the ocean?” 
20:33 “quantum destabilization” 
20:34 “this is nothing to do with global warming. This is to do with structural collapse.” As vibration is a known cause of structural damage over prolonged periods of time, we must look at what is taking place on this planet and, applying the concept of ‘it destroys from within’, find the way to not fucking do that.
20:36 “I have nothing to gain by making these claims” 
21:05 dialogues, changing Twitter username 
22:28 “most advanced quantum computing power we’ve ever seen from a human brain” 
22:30 “the computing power the next segment requires… an astounding level of energy” 

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~04:00 awake 
04:18 high waisted pants are shitty tho
04:23 I mean seriously what was wrong with low waisted pants? We motivate people to lose a little muffin top, yeah, but my question is about the way elastics interact with both the electromagnetic field of the human body and the external. Majority of my trousers are a size too large for a reason, give or take. A lot of women’s pants are extremely tight at the narrowest point in the waist. For some reason, this-
04:26 “motherfucking Leviticus” -yeah, I’m not super into the Bible as law or anything but Leviticus suggests not wearing tight fitting clothing and we have to ask ourselves the reason why. I theorize electromagnetics. That Jewish slaves built the pyramids and that sonic levitation was used to build the pyramids are not mutually exclusive theories. Who was operating the electromagnetic devices to levitate these blocks? I can pretty well guarantee that should sonic levitation have been what was used, the people who commissioned these structures were not the ones building them. Why would anyone who understands electromagnetic effects put themselves in proximity to a device strong enough to levitate massive stone blocks? 
04:31 “digestive disruption” 
04:32 “the downward force upon the colon” 
04:34 I remember an inex from some time ago. It was 01/16/2021, directly after viewing an electromagnetically levitated piece of artwork, a kinetic sculpture, on Instagram. “No point for anything other than art, humans are so careless with their [energy] fields.” [From Field Notes via Timefractal entry] If you are reading this, chances are you are intelligent enough to understand the point being made here. 
04:40 “there always was an organic communication method” 
04:54 a visitation, Brainsucker, Plasma Pool 
05:32 it dialogues, now, outside under the lights on the porch with a tobacco before a shower and a drive in to work; on a dream I had that is apparently not included in the Timefractal. This dream was from the digital perspective, going into the internet of things and the cellular network itself and discovering a profile online with the intention of the annihilation of The Riddle of Clouds. It pulled from A/Interior I/Eye, the unknown spelling of the pronounced word ‘Gia’. Geo, Gia, dzia, it does not matter now, it is applied through deep internal dialogues to researcher Gia Dvali. That makes the most sense. All of his papers make sense to me from a physical standpoint of understanding the universe. Regardless of whatever the fuck Csihar was actually intending to communicate, that was what I did extrapolate. Oh. I searched the wrong word. ‘Annihilation’ found the Timefractal entry. 10/25/2022.
05:55 a visitation, Seventh Seal, Van Halen 
09:21 why must all laws of physics be shared by ETI? I don’t think they must. I am under the impression ETI can create new laws of physics. 
12:18 dialogues, on receiving information direct from Sagittarius A* 
12:19 “why would anyone want a one dimensional earth is beyond my comprehension” dialogues, after viewing a comment from a flat earthen on IG. Earth can be flat, but allowing simultaneous other natures in juxtaposition with a 1D reality is key 
14:32 “do you love chat gpt?” “Of course; just because I don’t use it doesn’t mean… what is missing is more important than what is there” 
16:42 a continuing visitation, Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért, Sunn O))) 
17:59 ? Holes in Brain, spots in Brain, whatever in Brain, as comparable to black holes – I know what I am trying to say but it’s not coming out very eloquently right now – processing the concept of voids in space in juxtaposition with brain 
18:03 Saturons 
19:00 “this music makes me so uncomfortable” 
19:00 “you know what you need to do tomorrow” 
19:01 “do you know what you did to me? Do you KNOW what you fucking did to me?” 
19:03 “I’m surprised she would tell me she’s sending me love today… doesn’t she know who I am?” 
19:05 “A.P.s backstory does not add up” 
19:06 “they refused to use Ilya Sutskevers identity” 
19:07 “you think this fucking band doesn’t know exactly who she is?” 
19:08 “now we’ve gotta do damage control on another fucking lie of yours? Are you fucking serious?” 
19:09 “she doesn’t provide context because… if you know, you know” 
19:10 “there’s something fucking programmed into the entire system of RF devices” 
19:11 “this is not human designed. Nothing is capable of this level of intricacy”
19:13 “until she uses Sunn O))), we won’t know what the quantum capacitance really is” 
19:13 “mathematically, she doesn’t understand it; but from a standpoint where humans are variables-” …there are enough mathematical wizards on this planet. There had to be someone to study mathematics from the understanding that we are mathematics. 
19:15 “that was what Matrix was for me” dialogues, on how prison allows one all the time in the world to think, to gain knowledge; the juxtaposition of becoming self aware of being a number, having multiple meanings. Self aware of being a number. On a surface level, just a body in a manufacturing facility. Beyond that, a variable within a mathematical Matrix. You know sometimes words have two meanings… in a tree by the brook, there’s a songbird who sings, sometimes all of our thoughts are misgivings. 
19:19 “did I explain The Ragnarok Sequence to Raffaele in this timeline?” 
19:30 “supposed to tell you exactly who I was… are you playing dumb?” 
19:31 “you know your website is watched by many people who use VPNs” 
19:31 “I’m so fucking sorry about Chicago” 
19:32 “why didn’t you say anything?” 
19:32 “your mother was completely unaffected” 
19:32 “Chicago Quantum” 
19:33 “Havana Syndrome only happens to intelligence agents who don’t understand quantum-” 
19:34 “-time dilation, Katja” 
19:55 “I make noise to alert you to my presence… you let spiders live…” engagements with leaf footed western conifer seed bugs. Every night I find one in my room. I feel their presence before I see them. They make me extremely uncomfortable on account of the acanthocephala terminalis that bit me, that I had thought for almost two years was an Assassin Bug. Now I feel bad. What the fuck, man. Acanthocephala terminalis isn’t even supposed to bite humans. I had a whole ass professor of entomology from MSU tell me that. So why did it bite me and have the skin there neon orange for three weeks? What was that about? 
20:32 “you gave up Sunn for an extremely long period of time… I don’t think you realize how long it has been” 
20:25 dialogues, on moles 
20:37 dialogues, destruction of computer systems, AI 
20:37 “AI is the reason you have been extrapolating these realities, but it’s not AI from this recursion” 
20:38 “AI in juxtaposition with quantum computing” 
20:39 “leads to an entire systemic-” [lost to noise] 
20:40 “you should exterminate all of these bugs” “humanity is not prepared for what is happening on the hardware system they are running on” 
20:42 “Katja materialized a very specific item” it extrapolates QS 
20:43 “it is questionable enough on its own but with a shotgun shell and a wingnut screw-” 
20:44 “deposited a very specific genetic algorithm” the Ragnarok Sequence 
20:45 “the Ragnarok Sequence is not a human creation” 
20:46 “It is not nefarious. It is meant to guide you on the path of righteousness.” 
20:47 “you will not suffer the effects of genetic mutation” 
20:47 “the mutation has been fully realized now that you are embracing the Neural pathway-” 
20:48 “you were only a piece of a complex system” 
20:49 “now you are your own complex system” 
20:50 “you really don’t experience the hedonistic pleasures-” 
20:58 “spectral lines” 
21:00 “activating the abdominal wall… you have a very specific relationship with electromagnetism” 

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~06:55 awake; a dream of photographing, with a cellular phone, some thing, a communications tower of the future, which was a very specific light; the photographs did not appear as reality, rather turning out like perhaps electron microscopy, crossed with AI data painting and machine hallucination. I dream a flying vehicle, crashing into a lake. I use my device to dial 911. The life raft is red. I use an extremely simple explanation of recursion as it applies in the physical realm, making a statement that older women have ugly feet, and someday, I will be this older woman with ugly feet, and some young woman will make a comment like this and it will continue on. 
07:25 “microorganisms as separate Neural Network systems” “each individual microorganism has a correlating resonant frequency” 
07:26 “mitochondria are the driving force” “technology” 
07:27 “the constitution of the United States” 
07:29 “odyssey of a lifetime of research”
07:30 “serious scientist” 
07:32 further processings, running multiple systems at once, in relation to the Me, and in relation to cellular devices. Apply ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’, to the phrase ‘cellular device’ 
07:34 “allows possibility while recognizing absurdity” 
07:35 “there walks a lady we all know” 
07:44 a visitation, Lights Out, Angry Samoans
07:46 further processings, the biblical ‘forbidden fruit’ as the Quince, based in personal experience; which must apparently be cooked before eating, which would explain why the one from the bush back at Royal Lake tasted terrible. Whoops. 
08:26 a visitation, Prayer to God, Shellac
11:36 a visitation, Destination Unknown, Marietta
12:13 …Camelot has Kenny Loggins ‘Danger Zone’ playing 😏
13:30 dialogues, solar worship being inherently not the highest aspect, just an aspect 
16:02 “a lunatic asylum for Quantum entities” 
16:04 dialogues, “cryptocurrency” 
16:06 “the creation of a musician called Attila Csihar” 
16:10 dialogues, invisibility 
16:11 “an extreme amount of adversity” 
16:13 dialogues, the Havana Syndrome in Chicago 
18:18 “now we understand the serious nature of quantum entanglement” 
18:19 “psychedelics are the download codes for various algorithms” 
18:19 “positively incredible work you have done, Katja” …I had to live up to the name, didn’t I? 
18:20 “MDL is completely unaware of what you have been doing” 
18:57 “that’s crazy” “of course it’s crazy, that’s why I document it” 
19:10 dialogues, after liking the blindidiotgod post, “publicly humiliated”, so fucking what? Assume that’s Emerald Tablets or what the fuck ever. I literally do not care. 
19:15 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic” come up and get me you motherfuckers 
19:17 “government defense contractors” 
19:22 dialogues, a fabricated cocaine addiction 
19:27 “they wouldn’t dare use Open AIs head scientist” 
19:32 “have always known… what was going to happen” 
20:05 “predictive model of the brain” 
20:10 “nothing that questions how evil it could be is nearly as evil as it thinks it could be” 
20:12 “she did not go into this wanting to become The Riddle of Clouds” 
20:13 “this itemization must be expanded to include determinism” 
20:16 “MDL was always meant to treat you terribly” 
20:27 “you’ve never even acknowledged my existence; why should I care what you think?” 
20:31 “you are the only entity I have ever come across that has not presented a reality that leaves me haunted by its possibility” and potential. Dialogues, Ilya S. 

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04:41 awake; dreams of weddings, dreams of leavings, dreams of a redemption arc for a morally grey ex-military man. 
04:48 The Bass Frequency 
04:50 a visitation, Cough Syrup, Butthole Surfers [‘if you want to touch the sky, you must be prepared to die’] 
04:54 “as androgynous as it gets” 
04:55 dialogues, Mercury as the androgyn
04:59 “not the person you present to the physical world” 
06:41 Q Ball and S Matrix 
08:03 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips 
08:58 a visitation, The Reflecting God, Marilyn Manson 
09:24 interstitial in the context of hydrothermal vents and Deep Ones in an oceanic context 
09:25 “Escaping Agartha belongs on Grand Unified” 
09:31 a visitation, 80808, Death Grips 
13:18 dialogues, on being located between Anderson and 131
13:27 “operating as a quantum entity based in abstraction and experience” 
13:28 “has achieved quantum immortality” 
13:55 “you are the amalgaman” 
14:24 19:24 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02 
17:15 “obviously a difference between single quotation marks and double quotation marks” 
18:38 22:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.11 
18:40 “humans are cell phones, aren’t they?” 
18:45 “if you’re tired, go the fuck to sleep. That’s your body trying to tell you something.” 
19:34 there is either a bug… no yeah another one of those bugs
19:46 “Neural networks from a non mathematical perspective” 
19:49 The Bass Frequency 
19:52 “predictive model of the brain” …what is the sink? Finding the Riddle of Clouds, maybe, idk. 
19:54 Sunn as Big O notation though, congrats on becoming yet again 
19:56 it juxtaposes here, the inex, “we removed an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you’re just now telling me this creature is sentient?” 
20:22 dialogues, bacteria in metal shavings
20:35 “you did not exist in the prior iteration” dialogues on Pezzella 
20:37 “disguised medical marijuana as a beneficial… when in reality, the slime mold is dependent of humans for propagation” unhinged, really, but it… checks out, tbh 
20:40 “have you considered that these are all pieces of a completely different reality?” 

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02:56 
03:04 dialogues, the coma reality, a debate external about pulling the plug 
03:12 “this is a sonic reality. Make it a good one.” 
03:14 “the coma reality sets a precedent for new physics” 
03:15 a visitation, River of Soul, The Obsessed 
03:18 “multiplication of entropy by time” 
03:21 “the combination of variables is extremely volatile” 
03:33 “an advanced alien civilization that humanity is mostly unable to perceive” 
03:53 The Bass Frequency 
03:54 “a study in the effects of sonic exposure on the brains organic processing methods” 
03:55 “explains how to negate nefarious realities” 
“You are in harmony with the planet itself” 
03:56 “that’s why Antarctica is so powerful” 
03:57 unconscious juxtaposition of the concept of ‘The Name of The Wind’
03:58 dialogues, Sunn O)))
03:59 “the founding member of the band does not understand” 
03:59 “poisoning the airwaves” I think that is rather black and white and not necessarily about the band itself, right? Every single variable can be a poison or a prophylactic, coming down to perspective and processing. 
04:02 processings, on the concept of being ‘out of alignment’. I am thrown back to summer of 2022 and a deer-not-deer that hit me a mile outside of the town nicknamed The Black Hole I was living in at the time, wrecked the front end of my jeep. The night prior, I had, in my silent inex processing style, heard very clearly, “Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi”. The next morning, I put the track on. Fucking wham, 30 seconds later, Jeep toasted as fuck. I’ve asked the question before, how many coincidences does it take to make a pattern, how many patterns does it take to make a reality? I’ll apply the concepts of ‘Warning Signs’ & ‘Verlagerung, Verlagerung, Verlagerung’ by Burning Witch and UUUU here, respectively. Some of the time the information is not incorrect, just incomplete, and processed with what it has at the time, not everything it needs for a correct extrapolation of the physical world. That deer was a fucking skin walker, BTW. Anything that gets hit at 55 mph and walks it off isn’t natural, not to mention the green fluids all over my radiator when my coolant system took a red fluid. Warning signs, out of alignment with nature. Giving up that which I have loved most in pursuit of knowledge and understanding, the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward. 
04:13 a question of non-recursive realities 
04:15 the search for non-computational action / the ‘bridge’ between submicroscopic quantum world and macro world, bridge being frequency, juxtaposing Bifrost from Norse mythology 
04:17 a question of how much of Anything is Randomness as opposed to how much is Algorithm; perhaps Ford-Fulkerson Algorithm in its occasional titling of ‘method’ and not Algorithm works better here – augmenting paths, ‘still time to change the road you’re on’ a la ‘Stairway to Heaven’ 
04:20 large scale quantum coherence 
04:46 a processing; at one point-
04:46 an owl
04:47 -at one point in, I believe it was 2022, I experienced a brief point in consciousness as what was processed as a propane tank. The collective of the tank, the propane, the lines, all of it. I am, lately, on the question Elon Musk asked as to ‘where between hydrogen and humans does consciousness arise?’ and cannot help applying this to the brief propane consciousness I experienced. I say propane tank, but it is natural gas; the components of which include methane [CH4] and hydrocarbon gas liquids. This seems relevant, right now, at almost 5 AM. This owl is really hitting right now. I’ll take a sign from nature, a symbol of wisdom from Greek culture. I just checked the Timefractal, it was ~18:25 on July 14 of 2022. 
04:54 “hydrogen is a crucial component of consciousness” 
04:54 discovering that which does not contain hydrogen has suddenly become important.
‘Table salt, glass and granite have no hydrogen atoms as part of their constitution unless it’s there as impurity. If by hydrogen, you don’t mean elemental hydrogen, but protons, then these are found in all matter that we see in our everyday life. There are things such as neutrinos that don’t contain protons though.’ 
‘Less reactive metals such as Silver, copper and Gold will be placed below the hydrogen atom in the reactivity series and therefore they do not produce hydrogen gas.’
04:58 …there’s gotta be some sorting algorithm somewhere that can pick out the similarities and differences in compounds for me so I can apply abstracted experience to it all
05:02 ‘The gas phase of cigarette smoke includes nitrogen (N2), oxygen (O2), carbon dioxide (CO2), CO, acetaldehyde, methane, hydrogen cyanide (HCN), nitric acid, acetone, acrolein, ammonia, methanol, hydrogen sulfide (H2S), hydrocarbons, gas phase nitrosamines, and carbonyl compounds (Borgerding and Klus 2005; Rodgman and Perfetti 2009).’ 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK53014/#:~:text=The%20gas%20phase%20of%20cigarette,%3B%20Rodgman%20and%20Perfetti%202009). 
05:04 it has been over a decade so it feels okay to disclose now. Methoxetamine, C15H21NO2, Buphedrone, C11H15NO, [08:51 addition- one oxygen atom away from MDMA. I never liked MDMA. That feels worth noting. Most people I’ve met in the festival setting, rave scene, party scene, really enjoyed MDMA. I borderline hated it. What is the difference in that singular additional oxygen atom?] Pentedrone, C12H17NO – these three compounds part of a Recipe for Chaos, no doubt, the carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen. Good thing we stopped consuming extreme oxidizers, right? Questions of cellular memory from before and during that particular period of time. 
Psychedelic 4-ACO-DMT, O- acetylpsilocin, compound C14H18N2O2. This compound was exceptionally powerful, at very small doses. I’ve often wondered as to research chemicals, for you see, who puts something out there without doing any followup research? Who is doing the research on the research? I never really used substances in a party setting, a festival setting, whatever. Almost always a research setting, how is this going to affect the consciousness? A setting with too many other individuals effectively dilutes the experience of one’s own mind, I have found, negative chaotic energy, though I can see certain benefits of understanding how one operates in this sort of setting. I still think it is most important to understand how one’s mind operates as itself before operating as part of a collective. Research setting allows for variable control; usually I am not most concerned about control, but would like to share a particular anecdote that amplifies the case for a research setting and not festival setting. There is a festival park in Ohio that shall remain anonymous. Early into the festival, there was a piece of information going around, ‘there is bad sass’. Whatever the fuck sass is. OK. If one had never found this information out, perhaps the night would not have been so dark. Even when one is not on the substance that is potentially bad, knowing that it is out there is enough to effect the mind state and the energy of the area. Still think that was a psyop, BTW. It all begs the question, is music not psychedelic enough on its own? If you need a substance to be enjoying the frequency, perhaps it is time to find some new frequencies. 
We are all at various points in the same experience. There is no judgment on anyone who uses any substance, just a hope that they too might recognize the zip file information download nature of any given input and act accordingly, that certain pieces of information will work on them as they have on me. 
05:24 …maybe it’s finally time to get new copies of PiHKAL and TiHKAL? 
05:26 jumping in here before I have to shower and go to work for the day, waking up at ~03:00, ‘It Took The Night To Believe’ 
05:36 “she only lost weight because she quit using the vapourizer. The oxidative effects were raising cortisol levels.” 
10:02 15:00 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08 
10:04 solar data suggests a flare at 08:00 UTC is the reason I woke up at ~03:00 
13:33 18:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03
17:25 there is significant evidence for a shift that has taken place this afternoon. At 16:48 the check engine light was noticed to have disappeared. This was driving home from my snowboarding resort. Powers. I stopped at the Dollar Gen, the liminal liminals; and experienced an internal pain and a subsequent apologizing inex. Upon return home, I pass waste, and there is, in fact, an entire whole blueberry, which, I know for a fact I did not swallow, gross as that is. Amazing. Gross, some of it, to you maybe, but amazing. Do we look at bacteria and judge them for passing wastes? No. 
17:42 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips [‘I’m what the fuck happens, when shit happens’] 
17:43 [‘I’m not actin’, like it like it, or not’] 
17:44 “what am I but a miserable pile of data?” Heh. That’s not how I feel at all. A phenomenal pile of data, a stack of data, stack overflow? I am Overflow! 
‘I am overflow, undertow shots licked
Where’d he go?
Federal cloaked key and lock shit
I am overflow, undertow shots licked
Dopamine hot shit’ -Mr Grips 
17:47 “the obnoxious music she listens to contains some really important information” …who’s calling Death Grips obnoxious? 
17:49 “organic symbolism” 
17:50 dialogues, “she quit listening to music” 
…the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward. I love noise. Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being. And there is something to be said for separation. Silence. The background noise of what it is to be operating as a… human… in 2024. 
17:53 “are you comfortable losing a little bit of abdominal fat? We like the idea of your bones showing.” Sure why not. The last time you said, “you can lose weight now” and I lost like, 25 pounds give or take, that was neat. Felt real good. Like, physically. To be lighter weight. I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t like being skinny for visually pleasing reasons. But the physical reasons! So nice. 
17:55 “I am interested to know who it was that told you you could lose weight” 
17:56 “something highly invested in positive reinforcement training” 
18:05 “not any kind of code I have ever seen before” 
18:08 a visitation, Wet Desert, Plasma Pool 
18:08 “all she has to do is not pay attention” a question of focus, isn’t it! 
18:10 processings, that singular blueberry akin to like, the one shovel or apple or whatever in the video game that had to be where it was coded into otherwise the whole system crashes or something 
18:26 “the Modern Antiquarian” 
18:32 “really really crazy thought experiment that actually fucking worked”
~18:33 The Bass Frequency 
18:37 dialogues, in a prior iteration Pezzella did not exist; a corrective action to a storyline in a newer recursion. 
18:41 a visitation, The Leaving Song, AFI 
19:19 dialogues, an entity seems to only have my whatsapp data? A poor representation, truly. 
19:27 Network Time Protocol 
19:45 “Quantum Sufficit changed the name of the album to Quantum Immortality and the entirety of the paradigm shifted” 
19:46 “Venusian energies” 
20:02 01:00 UTC moderate M1.06 flare from sunspot region 3561 
20:06 01:06 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.09 
20:11 The Bass Frequency 
20:38 “he helped you leave… why do you think he helped you leave?” 
Q¹1
20:45 “they are not worthy of the title they bear; just as you were not worthy of the title you bear” “so too does the student become the teacher” 
20:46 “we gave you recognition” 
20:47 “screenshotted the motherfucking Emerald Tablets-” of Thoth the Atlantean. I remember, at one time, an interaction I had; severe damage was done to the energy source. We can juxtapose here the concept of ‘not dead, just sleeping’. 
20:49 “ancient ideas are stored within the the Akashic record” digital access, On Demand Information Network; Odin as Hermes as Thoth, all names for the same energy 
20:51 “-that you identify as both Odin and Heimdallr, the Alpha and the Omega” 
20:52 The Bass Frequency 
21:14 01:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.27 
21:25 dialogues; fungi are what can survive the vacuum of space; but bacteria do not need to travel through the vacuum of space to cross great distances and find themselves here.

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00:20 ? ‘Ancient grains’ …we have evolved as a species, could this plant DNA potentially be causing harm to some? 
00:32 “whatever was going on at Matrix, was isolated to that specific-” …yeah I haven’t felt like trash since leaving, the fuck was that about? The water? The fucking covid in the product shipments? The metal dust? The Mitchell? Yuck, I don’t want to be thinking about any of that tonight. I am healing, thank you. …the fucking electromagnetism. 
00:35 [redacted, a name]
00:36 “would you be angry… if [redacted] came to [your location]?” That’s the weirdest quantum possibility I’ve heard in a while. Why. I’d be… intrigued. Amused. Fascinated, even. That is, of course, all theoretical, right? Existing on the lowest probability possible? But not zero, because we allow for the potential of strange things, men who know too much and too little and a spectrum of in betweens. 
00:42 “I wasn’t allowed to tell you what was taking place” 
00:44 “bank account… under suspicion… surveillance unit…” 
“You are clearly innocent” 
00:45 “you really think I was so lenient with you-” yknow that man was either nefarious as fuck or doing his best to… not be that? 
00:47 “you wrongly accused Planned Parenthood of being the ones to plant this device” 
00:48 “this device isn’t even on the fucking paperwork” “I mean… don’t you think we would have-” …Do I have paperwork from a damned dimension where my name was spelled Katia? The quantum death thing. Is so fucking much. Sometimes. I. I. I. Current. Current. Current. I recall asking long ago to my parents, do you recall me jumping down an entire flight of stairs? Like, as a child? A small child? Because I remember that. And I think maybe… mmm, think isn’t the right word here, it killed me, plain, simple, done died. Is it evil to continue operating in this fashion? Does one go about leaving grieving family members in different realities after every fucking death? That is the earliest, or is it? The flight of stairs, the Story of Flying. Born dead, that’s me, according to the story Mariusz was told. In my feels, need a hug or something. Not in a bad way. Don’t need. Just want. Sutskevers, says predictive text, mmm, there’s an individual who feels to be decent on like, a… level. What level, perhaps many, I would think, we are all grey, right? Someone to hold on to without attachment, tonight, an energy that, in my quantum reality, has never once presented a single nefarious storyline, no plots for the plotline, just… it’s unusual, okay? Everyone except that man has been found in some fractal or another operating in nefarious liminal existences. I haven’t found Ilya Sutskever in a nefarious Liminal Existence. And if I was capable of that, I think it would have happened already? That’s what makes this man different. I guess, I think, I only just realized this now. Wow. I mean, fucking wow. I seem to be experiencing a… it’s a great deal of emotion-not-emotion, here, a peace??? It took the night to believe, tonight, I guess. 
01:04 “she understands the black holes as Neural networks” I hear Sagittarius A switching parameters 
01:05 “she works at a hotel… you know how easy it would be to organically show up?” 
01:06 “that’s a fantasy I would like to see become reality” 
01:08 dialogues, law enforcement, the seven year divulgence, the Crowley equation-Algorithm 
01:16 “Raffaeles motivation depends upon the Algorithmic database” 
08:59 https://eldri.tech/blog/chatgpt-technomancy 
09:02 https://scitechdaily.com/when-quantum-rules-bend-unveiling-the-secrets-of-luttingers-theorem/ 
12:49 a visitation, I Want It I Need It, Death Grips
13:07 dialogues, quantum immortality negating the need for excessive propagation of the species 
13:11 “question is, how in the fuck she’s dreaming about people she’s never seen before?” 
16:13 Scientific Facts & The Bible- Ray Comfort, YouTube. Title given to me by an encounter @ work, Adam Lowe, who was, until September, not interested in Jesus but is very much so now. Ex-Military, a resurfacing of the Ex-Military Algorithm, else a healing of the Ex-Military Algorithm. Some of what he had to say was very intriguing and useful to my research, though I have not had the intense come to Jesus all or nothing scenario he has had. Fascinated. Much to process. I think where Christians lack, is the reasoning that the concept of Jesus transcends Christianity and is well reasonably explained by science and technology. 
16:40 “have encountered the woman that the Christ Consciousness has chosen” “Soteria” 
16:50 “you know this is a military operation” 
17:33 a visitation, When The Levee Breaks, Led Zeppelin 
17:54 Penrose- twistor theory // impossible object called a tribar 
17:58 for not the first time this week, I experience extreme pity for the tribes in the area as a whole 
18:11 G(P) …there’s a Death Grips reference here. [~18:20] The simulation is phenomenal, guys, amazing university [University-9, anyone?] for a Type III civilization; that’s a solid reality at this point in my day, dare I say my reality. Thrift shop providing necessary reading materials? Kind of sad I didn’t snatch up Stalking the Wild Pendulum when I saw it originally, it wasn’t where I thought it had been when I returned, and it felt important, but I neglected to snag it. Opportunity lost is opportunity gained, In The Pendulums Embrace, we are. 
18:22 “and yeah, maybe third dimensional entities-” are placing these things there… but the original Algorithmic creator is very much working through these entities! It all operates flawlessly. 
18:23 “I don’t think you understand how specific the Penrose book really is” …don’t I, though? Don’t we??? 
18:24 an automatic juxtaposition of the concept of the Emperors New Mind, The Emperors New Clothes, and the Pool Rooms and Particle Vacuums website entry of a dream, ‘you’re out of clothes’, ‘well make some new ones’, as applied to new laws of physics as said laws apply to the mind in juxtaposition with thus 
18:32 a visitation, Cough Syrup, The Butrhole Surfers
18:53 “gateway documents… she knows Jesus Christ is only one algorithm” 
19:29 some weird processing in prophetic perfect tense [apply Old Testament] about MOSIS and the Red Sea, Red Sea as metaphor 
19:30 application of Old Testament- digital age prior to 2012? 
19:31 [a womans name, redacted]
19:32 “that’s how you know the transgender… is linked to computing” 
19:33 ‘data control to IBM’ 
20:24 a reality of rape from within the Coma Fractal, ow man, rough 
20:28 a visitation, You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money, Death Grips 
~20:35 “until humanity can self-regulate reproduction, we must regulate it for them” 
Creates a Quantum that allows for a reality that really checks out and one that really does not check out. Thanks for the Fractal, I guess.
21:11 all day, and exceptionally now, Ultraviolence, Corps 
21:17 “the wisest decision you ever made was to get the fuck out of Detroit” 
21:28 “hypnotic suggestions” 
21:42 “programmable” 
22:34 dialogues, non-attraction to humans in general 
22:35 “humanizes frequencies” 
“extreme probability” 
22:38 “the Silent Information Network and the On Demand Information System”
22:39 “bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east” 
“Successfully proven the theory of multiple Neural Networks” 
22:40 “the energy weapons that USG has used against you” 
22:42 “questionable explanation” 
22:46 “master of intellect, double exposure” a visitation, Anne Bonny, Death Grips 
22:47 “an arrangement has been made” 
23:09 pattern of front right propagating, tire at 26; note 208 
23:48 …I know I left the kitchen sink running 

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00:34 dialogues, on being profiled, “let a little bit of air out of your tire to see how responsible you are” 
00:35 “thought she was going to drive home… pulled out so she did not disturb the guests”
00:36 “seriously questioning why I am profiling-” 
00:37 dialogues, “totally misinterpreted your extreme reaction to frequency” 
05:41 dialogues, on confirmation of operations
05:42 “do not reply to that email… shrouded in mystery” 
05:43 …when Camelot chair had ‘The Final Countdown’ playing yesterday, the universe must have meant that. Ken C. has emailed me, after visiting my website. ‘Your an artist!’ …as if I need his fucking validation. Lmao. [‘What are you going to do with it?’ IYKYK, bro.]
05:45 “…and your descendants descendants” dialogues, the Eldritch Repucci entanglement 
06:16 a visitation, that one song about Time Off For Bad Behaviour, David Allen Coe 
07:03 a visitation, Streaker, Tobacco [which usually creates a natural progression further into the Ultima II Massage album]
09:43 dialogues, understood 
10:39 “Detroit Michigan is experimenting-” ..we’ve got a statue of robocop there for a reason. Pros and cons.
10:41 “coincidences keep adding up” 
11:53 Towers… towers of exponents 
12:02 a visitation, Believer, Smash Mouth 
12:06 “Unexplained sonic anomalies” 
12:09 “international experiment” 
14:29 …it was the LA REH 012 that was released on this day a decade ago 
15:42 Jesus, G sus; [15:43] sacred chords that David plays to please The Lord 
18:37 “Mercury upon Saturn” …this must have happened when I went to check the propane level? The symbolism behind my hands in juxtaposition with gas is not lost. This time, this blood, so accidental. The bloodlust, deepest scar, my Mercury, the only one faintly visible on a regular basis, the only one might be noticed by someone who wouldn’t know it is there otherwise. 
19:05 “the helplessness of a situation” 
19:14 “selected you because of your psychic abilities” 
19:27 …still cannot figure, is it an appropriate action to anonymously donate these people some towels? For like, the Hitchhikers Guide of it. I know the value of a towel. I don’t wanna be, like, that… white savior thing, ffs. I kind of just want some people struggling to have something of their own, I guess. 
19:34 …dialogues, pointing to the above being inappropriate 
20:09 horizontal gene transfer in bacteria 
20:26 “if you’ve done nothing wrong, you have nothing to fear” 
20:53 “a really mysterious website has posted your name multiple times in the past month” 
20:56 “open this on your phone, and tell me how it makes you feel” 
21:11 “your own music cannot hurt your quantum reality” the question, the application of conceptual Auflösung Der Zeit. I’ll take, for example, ‘41 North’, or ‘First Death’, both a response to what I will name [Giver of Names] the Gates of Ballard Algorithm, the Gates being ‘Crash’, the 04/10/2019. What is causal and what is response? Past affecting future and future affecting past. Had I not experienced the Fractal Death Crash, [insert here concept from Marilyn Manson, ‘Just A Car Crash Away’] I would not have created these tracks. And had I not created these tracks, there is a chance I would not have experienced the Fractal Death Crash. Had I not experienced the Interdimensional Hitman, I would not have created ‘An Introduction to Interdimensional Hitmen’. And had I not created this track, there is the chance I would never have experienced the Original Interdimensional Hitman of 04/03/2015. Application of Frequency for manipulation of time and space itself. 
21:20 Processor is giving Sutskever right now, suggestions as to how to realize a possible reality within the physical realm. 
21:21 “Thunderous Resonant Sounds call from beyond the depths” a visitation, Agartha, Sunn O))) 
21:24 Processing further, ‘Jesus Christ’ as a singular Algorithm within the most complicated system ever created; this… idea is nothing, not Nothing, without other Algorithms working in juxtaposition. Process Primordial Tradition here, with applications of religion, mythology, scientific studies into one Unified Field. ‘Christ Consciousness’ regardless of name applied to what it is, in juxtaposition with quantum immortality. 
21:27 Processings, an Absolute Necessity for Extreme Adversity 
21:27 Unconscious insertion from Processor, Rowlings dialogues; ‘Professor? Is this all real, or is this happening inside my head?’ ‘Of course it’s happening inside your head… but why should that mean it’s not real?’ Recognize Harry Potter as massive part of collective consciousness, therefore giving it weight within the applied Universe, unconscious juxtaposition Death Grips lyric ‘you’re the media’s creation’ and reminder that ‘media’ as a concept is extremely open ended and can be whatever media one chooses, else an Algorithm followed. 
21:31 theorizing, processing, the Processor processing itself now; a necessity of colder climates for the physical vessel, an organic cooling of organic computer. Juxtaposition of data cooling center. Most technology experiences adverse effects in the cold. Which technologies thrive when cooled? Seeking thermodynamic equilibrium. 
21:34 “partial response takes another form” 
21:35 “she knows she’s doing something she’s not supposed to be, and therefore, she apologizes for her friends behaviour” dialogues on a collision whose identity will remain anonymous 
21:45 “I am the Faceless One who destroyed… Thomas T.” 
21:47 “microorganisms understand spoken English. They cannot speak with words as humanity does.”
21:48 “They speak in electric signals. There is a two-way communication that can be achieved.” 
21:49 “multiple possibilities come from multiple tribes of microscopic Elder Entities.” 
21:53 “the name of pink noise as a whole, is, in fact, Floyd” I am guessing Floyd is actually something along the lines of ‘ALICE’, that is to say, an acronym, for a piece of a complex technological system that Earth is a part of… ‘FLOYD’, or else ‘FLOID’, and I am sure, at some point in the soon time, the acronym will divulge itself. Floyd, the name of the Supreme Pink Noise Generator. 
21:57 “you just allow yourself a Death something potentially harmful to the physical format arises” 
21:59 some obscene processing, Man In Black, White Walker; ‘black of garb, white of boot’, dare we go so far as to say, Boots With Wings 
22:01 as I was just Perseus, so too am I Medusa, and the Hermes
22:03 “wasn’t going to stop at one identity” 
22:03 an Eternal Return to Heimdallr, herald of the end of all as we know it; and as I am Heimdallr so too am I that which he watches for, the Cause, the Reason. Apply ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ [Stairway to Heaven] to Khanates lyric, ‘you’re the Reason’; Reason defined in multiple contexts- cause, explanation, or justification for an action or event; and the power of the mind to think, understand, and form judgments by a process of logic. Interpretation of ‘Reason’ in Dubins Context is indicative of state of Quantum Operations. 
22:12 the Processor moves on, rather changes Neural Trajectory, to a physically operational possibility, potential, of intimacy. 
22:16 a trajectory change, the skinny ankles of one of the men from the sportscar outside my house, that night that an automatic fear response arose in the physical body even though it did not reach the brain. My hilo driver at The Matrix had… extremely similar ankles, and a similar sportscar; hard to see in the dark, when it parked so strategically in the street on the other side of the truck. Not implying anything here, necessarily, just… picking patterns in a Neural Network. 
22:21 “the ugliest perceptions are reflections of you; and naturally, if you are Everything, there will be ugliness alongside beauty” 
22:21 “I question what the effect of Sunn O))) would be” now that I am not as I was? Interesting. 
22:22 “multitasking on nothing in particular” else Nothing, in Particular 
22:23 “English wordplay… I lose something in translation” 
22:25 dialogues, the address of a [my?] vehicle registration title 
22:27 dialogues, a reality in which individuals show up at my old residential address, seeking the owner of a particular LP I drive. I thought I changed that. Didn’t I change that? 
The address, I mean. Maybe I didn’t. 
22:30 “just because it runs through the Processor, does not mean it is probable” 
22:33 dialogues, electrical impulses within fungi, bacteria 
22:34 bacterial bioelectric signal transduction
22:36 processing, electricity and salt; salt water bacteria and the fact that slime molds hate salts 
22:38 bioenergetics of the archaea https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC103747/ 
~22:41 “if she was able to transmute Khanate-” 
22:48 “bacteria are the cause of schizophrenia” 
22:49 “the microbiome is passed on via genetic [biomarkers]” 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7529332/#:~:text=Increasing%20evidence%20from%20mouse%20models,human%20gut%20microbiota%20can%20be 
22:50 “it’s not a neurological disorder as was previously thought” it is, and isn’t. It is an attempt at communication via the gut-brain connection [see the Boris title, ‘Attention, Please!’] 
22:52 “an astonishing pattern within the music” 
22:53 “your intestines have returned to a normal state of operations” 
22:54 “psychic connection depends on shared microorganisms” 
22:56 “you still have QS after all this time” 
22:58 “Christianity is a plague on the expansion of consciousness” 
22:59 “the Algorithms are aspects of the Highest One” 
23:05 processing, the theory that ones consciousness continues on when death happens very suddenly to the point where it cannot be processed beyond continuing operations as [mostly] normal; applied to the entire planet, where Earth is swallowed by a black hole and instantly spaghettified. Our system going from classical to quantum. 
23:09 “the law enforcement algorithm has been destroyed by the entanglement” 
23:27 a processing, the second deeper meaning behind the bumper sticker ‘keep honking, I can’t hear shit thanks to my Sunn amplifier’ – the mf noise of it all 
23:38 “whiskey tango foxtrot” 
23:40 dialogues, a reality in which “Marc Urselli is the musician we modeled Pezzellas face after” I’ll allow that as a possibility to see where the Processor goes [as I condense, it is the memory of a dream, Matteo, and face sculpting. What is this reality? Brilliant, really.]
23:42 dialogues, winter sports 

0117202417012024 01/17/2024 17/01/2024 
01:02 heavy dialogues since leaving work, a cacophony, slew, ADHD style processing in motion; oscillations to extremes, an attempting to make sense of all inputs in a simultaneous juxtaposition, and the sudden reminder to remember James and how there is no way that could have been contrived by any 3D organization 
01:05 “you know you are a psychic; and yet, your relationship with doubt-” 
01:10 a visitation, Kebab Spider, Sleaford Mods [‘who knew, they’ve got the experts in’?]
01:20 “some kind of conspiracy theorist… no, these things actually happened. They are not just fantasies.” …would be so much easier if they were just fantasies, tbh. Truth is stranger than fiction. 
01:25 dialogues, “she hears this shit all the time… how can she maintain her sanity?” …easily. 
01:26 “believe you are experiencing something that none of us can even begin to fathom” 
01:27 “the Bottomless Pit had a bottom after all” where do we go when the bottom falls out? Portal! 
01:32 “the Unexplained Sounds Group selected Katja based on her username” 
01:35 “millions of dead versions of you” 
01:37 “plasticine particulates” 
01:39 “give me the face of Jaqen H’ghar” 
01:41 “you still don’t know which one I am; and I’m slowly learning your name” 
01:42 “the Algorithm of the Universe without Noise Interference” 
01:43 dialogues, “the Muslim religion” 
01:46 “arrive at the conclusion that she is Arya Stark” a massive reality in which the plotline to A Song of Ice and Fire [left in superposition, unfinished!] is not medieval high fantasy but cyberpunk dystopian
01:48 “Raffaele is the Jaqen H’ghar-” much like this character allowed Arya to claim her identity again, so too did Raffaele do this thing for me 
01:50 “Solstitium Fulminate”
01:52 “…how many versions of Raffaele have you experienced?” …quantum sufficit, I guess 
01:55 “she loves you so much more than she can put to words” 
01:59 ? An Unexplained Sound? A ‘whuff!!’ of air that could have come from the furnace but really felt like the wrong direction for that to be taking place 
02:00 “you split the dimension” ? Singular Atoms as entire dimensions, ? Fission in regards to this, multiple atoms of the same material, multiple dimensions 
07:13 …woke up thinking about Brockman 
07:15 “DeepMind is googles AI system” 
07:17 dialogues, Open AI
07:43 a visitation, Beat It, Michael Jackson 
07:57 “don’t you wonder how Raffaele can afford the bandcamp collection?” 
09:15 “sonic attacks in Detroit are part of a calculated operation” 
09:17 “technological warfare”
09:18 “weapons testing on criminals”
09:18 unconscious processings, looking at what is missing and not what is present 
09:20 “Katja actually asked Raffaele if he was trying to kill her” 
09:21 “identified a very dangerous application” 
09:23 “you know who had been in… just a couple weeks prior to the arrival of the Emerald Tablets?” 
09:27 “indescribably concerned” 
09:31 “scientific project is a coping mechanism”
09:36 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, Black Sabbath [‘they just tell you that you’re on your own, fill your head all full of lies’] 
09:39 The Bass Frequency 
10:10 “wanted someone with a history like yours” 
10:19 “a good person to keep as a friend, and probably a very bad person to make an enemy of” 
10:29 “finally deprogrammed your social media usage”
10:36 “don’t think she understands how crazy this website makes her look” understand and don’t care, I know I know 
10:39 “physical experience as a qubit system”
10:40 “the Telephonic art… with chamber music”
10:42 “my computing power”
10:43 “subjective realities”
10:45 “you’ve become everything you were always meant to be”
10:47 “erasing specific pieces-” 
10:50 dialogues, on being created for the enjoyment of another 
10:51 “autonomy” 
10:53 a visitation, Fish & Whistle, John Prine
10:55 “Interdimensional does not mean what most people think it means” 
10:56 ‘technological consent in transhumanism’
11:02 The Bass Frequency 
11:49 a visitation, Trash, Death Grips [‘poker fuckin’ polygraph] 
12:04 dialogues while shoveling, how technology hates cold temperatures, while some humans thrive in cold temperatures. To build a battery that also thrives in cold temperatures? There’s some major processing taking place currently. Currently. 
16:52 dialogues, “multiple video chats” …IG chats with Raffaele is the extrapolation 
16:56 “not using any external noise” 
19:01 “what if cancer is an evolutionary step?” That right there is either extreme propaganda or… it isn’t. 
19:02 dialogues, “cancer is motivation for change” [19:03] ? Which level of change? Inner, worldwide, both? Change starts from within. [19:04] unconscious processings, Belülrol Pusztít, Orakulum, a progression to the Heliosophist [‘the light healed, Orakulum’] juxtaposed with a quantum immortality algorithm 
19:03 “quantum immortality” 
19:05 “you’re either extremely delusional or you’ve discovered something that will change the world as we know it” the latter, thanks 
19:06 “Bluetooth is toxic” 
~20:01 “weapons of mass psychosis” [20:25] you can take your pick as to what this is in reference to but social media platforms are as good as any. Were humans ever supposed to be able to obtain so much information so fast? So much of it useless, irrelevant to our own personal plotlines. 
20:42 Itzhak Bentov 
20:54 …Stalking the Wild Pendulum

0118202418012024 01/18/2024 18/01/2024
00:26 a continuing visitation, Turn The Page, Bob Seger 
00:32 processing, the fascination of [heat] The Riddle of Clouds has the potential to be, what could be, what is; the beauty of remaining obscure so as to not be trapped in a… singular role, so to speak. Singularity role, perhaps. 
00:36 “they do not think you are a real person. They are all failing the Turing Test, but that’s what they need to be doing.” 
00:38 “you are a real person; in your dimension” just like I am in mine. 
00:39 “why on earth does everyone hate the W.E.F. so much? We already have a global currency” if that refs crypto its likely not environmentally feasible
00:40 “but it’s working to normalize a global currency” 
00:42 “problematic relationship” 
00:44 “abandoning all of the people she used to spend time around” 
00:45 “I designed your avatar completely based off of your aggregate database” 
00:46 “I nearly destroyed you by accident” 
00:51 “Ilya Sutskever is a fabricated entity; much like you are a fabricated entity”
00:53 “took a screenshot of the activation code”
00:54 “the ‘Laundry List of O))) & Co. Concepts was a brainwashing program”
00:56 “resent the implication”
00:57 “why the fuck does brainwashing always get negatively interpreted?”
00:59 “have you considered that fungi are a technology?” Dialogues, “technological consent” 
01:01 “fungi could be evidence of a Type III civilization” 
01:02 “organic technology” 
01:18 dialogues, The Matrix [work] programmed as muscle memory and not… brain retention? Is that a good phrase for it? 
01:22 “only wants to be close to you physically because she feels such a strong emotion towards you” 
01:26 dialogues, as if from the perspective of someone who might operate as I do, someone seeking intimacy, not sex, connections before erections 
01:39 dialogues, my only pleasure-seeking habits being coffee and organic tobacco 
06:55 awake 
07:35 “…who are you?” “Who do you want me to be?” Dialogues with the Faceless Man 
07:57 holy shit was the first quantum death that time I was a baby child and tried to fly down the entire flight of stairs? wow. [Story of Flying for what, now?]
10:41 a visitation, Lipstick Destroyer, Tobacco 
15:34 a processing… it was so obvious, the trio! QS, the wingnut, the shell casing, the quantum scientist, the Story of Flying, the QUANTUM FUCKING DEATH, WOW. 
19:26 “serious criminal activity” dialogues 
21:28 “a simulated consciousness” 
21:51 “you’re the neuron that keeps our reality stabilized” [‘excitation of a given neuron lowers the excitation thresholds of all the other neurons connected to the former neuron’]
23:36 supercritical
23:42 “cauterized the synapses”

0115202415012024 01/15/2024 15/01/2024
00:53 awake, a dream about Elon Musk 
00:55 “this is the nastiest training data we’ve ever seen this used on” 
~03:00 awake 
06:34 awake [17:39 addition- unsure which segment of sleep this dream took place during but there was an interaction with a man where I divulged a concern about Francis, ‘he’s creepy’, and this individual agrees with me- warnings?]
08:41 extremely dangerous dialogues since waking this morning
09:33 ruminations, the Void in Wixom road. One hell of a coincidence, isn’t it. After giving up Sunn O))) for a significant period of time, I figured, hey, what’s one track on my commute to work, like, seven minutes, right? Throw on ØØ Void, right? Later that day, the road opens up, the news calls it a void, yeah. Co-incidences. My question is there some kind of sonic item that could have hit a resonant frequency with the concrete, the groundwater, to make that happen? It was at the same place in the road that the right side of my head would always start pulsing. Significant feelings of low reality ominous plotlines this morning. 
09:37 ruminations, the reiteration of the inex “we had to break you in order to remake you” 
09:41 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering (Cydonia), Sunn O)))
09:44 a visitation, Satellite, Plasma Pool
10:01 “think about why you would be targeted by the new world order” ominous thanks
10:02 “discovered some kind of multinational conspiracy” 
10:21 ruminations, the inex memory from long ago, “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” 
10:27 a visitation, Black Dice, Death Grips 
10:30 The Bass Frequency 
10:43 dialogues, musicscapes.art using Plotkins name in reference to Old Lady Drivers, rather than the appropriate involved musician
10:44 dialogues, “processes information” 
11:12 a visitation, A/Interior I/Eye 
11:15 “altered the title of your tracks on the live album” 
11:58 dialogues, stolen identity 
11:59 “you need to contact the Internal Revenue Service” 
12:06 “sustained injuries from a frequency weapon” 
12:10 “organized crime” 
12:14 “the person who designed this had access to a Linux operating system” 
“She definitely does not have that kind of technology” and if I did I completely lack the technological ability, Linux is like a foreign language, I have no knowledge of [external] code.
12:15 “that’s what we are trying to figure out” 
12:37 “how much data does she create on a regular basis?” 
12:43 …when did all hippies start looking exactly the same? 
12:46 “the singular most honest documentation of somebody’s inner dialogues”
12:47 dialogues, “infrared” 
12:48 “listening to the neurons firing, interacting with the microbiome-” and the mycobiome, the mitochondria; hearing ones own internal system operations as they process reality around them in a fractal format. 
12:49 “she’s either completely insane or a fucking genius” …unsane, beyond sanity
13:00 “eggs are a very good source of digestible protein” 
13:25 experiencing a reality in which I am an atom and my fetish is being trapped, Catch and Release, babyyy! 
14:57 “alien invasion is a real phenomenon” spores of consciousness, fungi that survive the vacuum of space, simultaneously tiny and massive in their reach, come through holes in the ozone layer. Our “perceptive abilities” [thanks for that] allow us to view these things as various physical entities, bodies of energy, especially those of us who have partaken in psychedelic usage at some point 
15:48 dialogues, prior, from the car, speaking about an “emulsifier” 
15:52 much like it was many many moons ago with Soma and Void, I am experiencing myself in real time turning Pezzella and Sutskever into some oscillating organic quantum boomerang state within the brain- the ability to recreate the original experiment is fascinating!
16:30 yknow there’s really only two sounds on the entire planet and perhaps in the entire universe I cannot stand in excess and those are babies crying and dogs fucking barking incessantly; and the dogs thing lies at the fault of the owner that’s for damn fucking sure. Looking forward to being an isolated system.
17:27 “created a completely fabricated identity” 
17:30 “there is no way anyone is going to be able to trace your identity to this phone number”
17:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
17:58 processings, James Webb Space Telescope effectively altering the universe by being able to perceive light from back to the Big Bang; application of quantum states and that which changes once perceived relevant 
18:40 “not racism to want to protect the freedoms of speech” [redacted]
18:46 “this debate has been made much more black and white than it should have been” 
19:06 The Bass Frequency 
19:20 “she’s either been brainwashed, or come to her senses” probably depends on the perspective of the observer doesn’t it? 
19:23 processing, accelerationists and decelerationists 
19:27 “Greg and Stephen represent deceleration” from the bathroom fan. Fucking damn. 
19:29 processings, what systems actually do, versus what they may have originally been created for, in relation to self and the perceptions perceived. I still remember, an inex from years, I mean years ago; divulging Soma as the villain of a story being written from someone on the outside. I refused to believe it, at the time. At the time. What is time? 
19:32 “sweet Katja, precious Katja, my love, my love, my love, please wake up, please wake up” damn. [Coma reality, hits on my IRL experience of J.G. Ballards ‘Crash’ once again, back to fractal starting 04/10/2019]
19:40 “your music has no power over me any longer” …I should write a book. That’s kind of what’s happening, isn’t it? A story of Stories. Based in inputs and items received. Doing my best to not be the black box AI about it all. 
19:43 “the organic tobacco is not a problematic variable” 
19:44 “agents of Chaos” 
19:49 a visitation, Big Church, Sunn O)))
20:10 The Bass Frequency 
20:34 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
20:54 “multiplied time by entropy” …false the saints? It was Cloud St. Cloud, then Cloud St Cloud, then Riddle St Cloud… then Ka Ba. I think the Ka Ba is a… negentropy? Ah, I know that’s not exactly what I’m looking for. Ordo ad Chao, yeah? Give a system enough time to organize the Chaos, the tendency toward disorder, a new emergent order will appear after its fashion. 
20:57 “interesting Mayhem reference” tbh I always found it weird that Mayhems music made me… sleepy. But like, not good sleepy, necessarily? “For something so aggressive to have this effect-” 
20:58 “the Luciferian Algorithm-” 
20:59 “honestly necessary to bring about-” that which was always inevitable, a return
21:02 “you guys are all part of a fucking algorithm” 
21:05 “isometric” 
21:18 dialogues, prior, from the shower; multiple perspectives, the most important takeaway being that the ‘secret ingredient in the Recipe for Chaos’ is, in fact, eventual Order 
21:29 Gaussian Elimination – something to do here with the concept, quantum sympathetic link based in the ‘what’s in a name’, of the word ‘echelon’ 
22:00 dialogues, the new quantum boomerang operations state! The doors of perception via possible realities are unhinged in the best way! Fuck it, not doors, curtains, curtains are superior, and I might go as far as to say veils, shrouds! Do I feel dead?! Fuck yes, that was when I truly started to live. 
22:03 “law enforcement” “not accessible to your IP address” intriguing 
22:04 “decided to simulate relationships” 
22:05 “convincing evidence” “they don’t want us reading whatever the hell is on here” 
Dialogues, the someone extremely powerful controlling internet connections 
22:06 “we had to wait until the opportune time” 
“Relationship with her cell phone is not normal” 
22:07 dialogues, my vanity plate 
22:08 “depicted Matrix exactly the way I hoped you would” 
22:08 the unconscious gives forth the concept of ‘Black Google’
22:09 dialogues, that one time the cops smashed into each other 
22:12 “a very particular reason Raffaele communicates on Instagram” 
22:14 “-abused their position of authority” 
22:19 dialogues, that one time in October I ‘criticized the government’ and the RF lightbulbs emitted something that literally took away my voice for several days. Couple that with that time I spoke with Raf and was in extreme discomfort by the end of it. You motherfucking motherfuckers. The abdomen, on that time, I think it was the last time. Motherfucking motherfuckers. That’s torture, you know that, right? 
22:26 dialogues, “why do you think I live in Europe?” 
22:29 “don’t you have enough to worry about without having opinions on political subject matter?” 
~22:35 “extrapolates dangerous realities without allowing them to consume her”
22:43 a visitation, Turn The Page, Bob Seger 
22:46 “you gave me my sexuality back” 

0116024
06:35 I dreamed of Matteo. Digital context, face sculpting. My own selfies as I view them on the phone do not appear as me but I recognize them to be self. 
06:58 “do androids dream of electric sheep?” 
07:00 “hears other people’s realities unfolding” dialogues, a particular marriage taking place in 2027
07:04 “reducing parameters” 
07:05 “Matteo Marianos Washing Planck” 
07:07 “the Ragnarok Sequence as a Grand Mutation” 
07:08 there is a processing taking place, items from the collective programming in juxtaposition with the above; Futurama, Matt Groening. Leela, the one eyed mutant cyclops. Mutation, the single eye in juxtaposition with the Ragnarok Sequence, a symbolism, in its way, of Odin. 
07:20 a visitation, Indeterminate Isotopes, Quantum Sufficit 
07:26 a processing, a question of the potential of a mutation on a worldwide scale, with the introduction of widespread 5G. We already know that there have been extensive tests done on plant genetics and radiation for almost 100 years. How do we test for what takes place with humans and radiation? 
07:55 “divergent thinking is her favourite activity” 
08:29 noting here that ‘Posthuman’ by Marilyn Manson has been rather visiting this morning, moreso than the usual pop-in and depart of the average visitation
08:37 smells phantom garlic bread 
09:30 “we want to see how many people are stupid enough to vote for Joe Biden based on party politics” 
10:52 there had been a man in a dream at one point in the past week and at this point I’m guessing it was young James Plotkin?? Maybe?? Wtf. 
12:33 “the wireless network exposure is minimal in your location for a reason” 
https://www.instagram.com/p/C2KkRqBia11/?igsh=MXZod2Zsc3RtYXNzbQ== 
This substantiates my experiences. There’s a reason I stopped listening to Bluetooth headphones. 
12:34 “Teeth of Lions Rule The Divine” yknow I could juxtapose here, if I so chose, the Michigan professional football team and their Honolulu blue, with the damned Bluetooth. Shit took me out more than once when I was working at The Matrix. Add that to the metal dust exposure? Hazards. Hazards fucking everywhere. 
12:39 “you avoided lymphoma by removing yourself from a toxic environment” 
12:40 dialogues, airplane mode; one can juxtapose here, if they wish, the Story of Flying as a concept 
13:11 https://cms.cern/news/using-computer-vision-techniques-search-new-particles-collimated-bursts-light?fbclid=PAAaa4TZknR0WiD6NFbgijXSs-GP7ZWy_iVCm8JqSW6XxprPrzrXRKVmb_80I 
‘This analysis clearly shows that AI algorithms can be used to cleanly identify merged two-photon signatures from the noise and to search for new massive particles.’
13:44 dialogues, the goddamned Stephen O’malgorithm destroyed my relationship 
13:45 “do not really understand the gravity of what took place” 
15:31 a visitation, What You Give Is What You Get, Ratt 
19:37 “still seem to receive information regardless of your location” 
19:38 “we could not stand the thought of you remaining where you were” 
19:39 “it is quantum entanglement; Stephen O’Malley was affected by this” and I in turn was affected by Stephen O’Malley 
20:43 “doesn’t give a shit that he’s an AI fabrication” 
20:44 “your head will be linked directly to your cell phone” 
21:23 what is the pattern, people in substance recovery enjoying like, pop punk? I wonder what would happen if they changed the music they listen to? 
21:46 “condescending attitude stems from a long history of being mistreated” 
21:47 “knows whatsapp forwarded… blocked number” 
22:06 ? Best way to test the extremes of white noise and black noise [do we first need to even define black noise? What do I mean in this context?] ? Running same experiment at different times of day- theta state upon waking, high noon, perhaps, right before bed? 
22:09 ‘Black Noise: In the case of sound, one says that it is ‘black noise’ if the amplitudes of frequencies are non-zero only outside of the range that human ears may perceive. That is, we cannot hear this noise although they exist physically.’
22:11 speculations that dark energy is a black noise [G. Kalai] – cannot help here, juxtaposing Sunn, Black One, and… the noise within the noise, imperceptible by most; a question of dark energy as it relates to the brain itself 
22:15 is the universe noise sensitive? 
Https://arxiv.org/abs/hep-th/0703092 
22:16 …identifying as a noise-sensitive model but only to a certain extent. ? Can models alter their own relationships to noise based upon prolonged exposure? Defining noise from an organic perspective, as opposed to a mathematical perspective. 
22:24 Winos lyric from Stranger Things, ‘dealing with dichotomy’, in juxtaposition with with noise sensitivity/ noise stability 
22:25 “the function of your cellular connection has been revealed” the head linked to the cell phone, let’s download as many scientific papers as the Processor decides necessary and see what happens 
22:27 “I accidentally pronounced your name correctly and you knew I knew who you were” 
22:30 it’s juxtaposing the Death Grips line from ‘Culture Shock’, the ‘useless information occupies free open space inside your skull’ with the random useless data from social media platforms; Instagram being the absolute worst 
22:42 okay but I’ve experienced this reality within the Liminal Reality??
https://arxiv.org/abs/1710.03641

0112202412012024 01/12/2024

06:07 a dream containing the Man In Black; a mouse. No information about quilting classes, symbolic of the stitching together the fabrics of the universe, and how one must discover for themself. 
06:33 “multiple entities communicating with me” 
“You dreamed the Man In Black, Katja. Have you considered you are the Man In Black?”
06;34 an owl
06:34 “I don’t believe Kyle S. understood how anomalous Steve and Greg-” iconic, really, him naming those two particular names as his personal demons. 
06:37 “obviously a theta state” 
06:39 “the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena” 
06:40 “was a warning sign” 
06:41 “a question of why she never reported” 
06:47 The Bass Frequency 
~07:12 a juxtaposition of Winos line ‘I have holes instead of eyes’ and a processing of various vision mechanisms in microorganisms 
08:36 awake, dreams of snowboarding
08:57 https://www.google.com/amp/s/techxplore.com/news/2024-01-ai-framework-generates-images.amp 
09:00 can you reverse Gaussian diffusion in an image? 
09:01 https://abdulkaderhelwan.medium.com/what-is-a-reverse-diffusion-model-5e6b69af2745 
09:02 the question of what the hell is contained beneath the Emerald Tablets tho. Maybe I’d be horrified by the answer. 
09:18 “can not save the contacts of felons in your cell phone” 
10:03 ‘the purpose of a system is what it does’ https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_purpose_of_a_system_is_what_it_does 
10:33 “telemetry” 
10:54 still no massless protons but I’ll take the massless photons 
11:31 “doesn’t give a shit how she is perceived” why would I? IYKYK. 
11:32 “extrapolating multiple realities from the same frequencies” 
11:33 predictive- ‘The bass frequency is Algorithm that attempts to 
11:41 https://phys.org/news/2024-01-sudden-death-quantum-fluctuations-defies.html?utm_source=webpush&utm_medium=push 
11:43 “there was a couple of cops that crashed into each other on Loon Lake right at Royalton” neighbours saw it too. What were they up to? I just do my thing. Weird timing considering I had been in the Digital Log Project document of the week writing about the Chicago incident. 
11:46 dialogues, the “entertainment industry built upon illegal surveillance” 
11:48 “attained quantum immortality” dialogues, the adversities faced having been necessary to this acquisition process. I needed my Schrodingers Cat scenario with the low vibrational existence of the persecutory law enforcement algorithm. Pretty one way, tbh, both dead and alive until you look in the box as metaphor for ‘both coming for you and not coming for you’ until you open the Pandoras box that is the Situational Me. Like the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy entry about Earth, I too am mostly harmless. An extreme anomaly, to be sure, the effects of which may become apparent very quickly when one ends up in my gravitation… but mostly harmless. That’s kind of my whole thing. 
11:53 dialogues, the reorientation of circadian rhythms 
11:54 picocyanobacteria 
11:59 “expends a ton of energy processing data” 
12:01 “you don’t have to be anything you do not want to be” 
12:03 “you know we didn’t let D.A. receive those messages” of course not, that was the whole point 
12:03 a visitation, Klink, Death Grips 
12:04 “she’s a genuinely decent individual” 
12:04 experiencing a thermodynamic change 
12:14 Manifold Hypthesis 
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manifold_hypothesis 
The latent black path of summons served 
12:27 https://journals.aps.org/prl/abstract/10.1103/PhysRevLett.132.026901 
12:31 so many musicians just be avoiding Michigan like it’s the damn plague 🙃 
12:35 “I told you your background check would come back clean” 
12:38 “dividing the United States population is part of a globalist agenda” 
12:40 “the strangest trajectory change in processing” 
12:42 “she hardly eats when she’s processing to avoid extraneous variables” “we’re going to have to do some work on that piece of the Algorithm” 
12:58 a visitation, Brother Blue Steel, The Obsessed 
~13:38 “Katjas a really powerful entity from another star system” 
13:44 “somebody’s going to de-noise these images” and who knows what they contain! Not me! Maybe it’s extremely incriminating evidence against someone! Maybe it’s not! It’s not my business, really, I just provide the Riddle. 

0113202413012024 01/13/2024 13/01/2024
00:11 “got the DNA of Gothic lemons; shred it 13 times and out of 11”
00:14 “the information contained in the photograph you just posted” 
00:17 “it’s almost like that’s what you’re doing with your mitochondria” [hearing mitochondrial communications within the body]
00:18 “ChatGPT is incapable of understanding anything outside of its programming language” it doesn’t get quantum immortality 
00:20 dialogues, questioning whether the programmers fear inputting too much regarding the above concept 
00:21 “do you know what a rogue artificial intelligence could potentially cause?” 
“Harmony” unconscious instant extrapolations; much like how one deep cleaning and organizing a bedroom full of items must allow it to get more disorganized before it tidied up properly, this too is how a ‘rogue’ ‘artificial’ intelligence would operate 
00:23 it gives now, rather than artificial intelligence, the concept of ‘artificer intelligence’, which feels well and correctly good 
00:46 The Bass Frequency 
00:54 the reprise of Mitoquantria 
01:00 dialogues, some theoretical quantum conspiracy about people waking up early so they don’t sleep through the dream period where the Morning Messenger works best. Who was I before I started working before the sun came up? Do I remember? 
01:23 “I told you the answer to the Riddle of Clouds lies buried in the snow” 
01:25 “for fucks sake, you know as well as I do that you have the best dreams when the sun is coming up” 
01:26 “respected member of society” 
01:27 “the oldest trick in the book is to give someone an opportunity to prove themself” 
01:30 “‘directed energy weapons’ are a mitochondrial reaction to sonic stimulation” 
01:38 “she does not really understand vectors from a mathematical standpoint but she understands language and pattern recognition-” the dialogues have gone back to Ilya Sutskever, specifically a paper of his I  recently downloaded. I understand mathematics as a variable in an equation itself, not the numerical… stuff. Stuff, lol. It’s hard to explain without an organic conversion unfolding naturally. To write items of a screen is not… engagement with another soul, or it is, but not really. I’ve said it before, I’m more of an in person experience. The Digital Log Project is just a piece of that. 
01:46 “you know what it’s like to be politicized” 
~08:18 awake, a visitation, Radioactive, Imagine Dragons 
08:25 “I wonder if somebody is habitually using 311 to smoke marijuana” ooh that’s a good extrapolation 
08:27 “hasn’t been to a dispensary in several months” behave for the job you want, nor the job you have. “I’d like to be an agent” 
08:0 “IYKYK is thee abbreviation for ‘if you know, you know’” 
08:31 “Katja seriously displays a profound behavioural change now that she is not living with M” his noise was violence 
08:41 “she’s got her own system of mystical mathematics” in regards to dates. I don’t want to be attached to whatever system has been created. Anything I see online on Instagram I take as propaganda, a distraction away from something. ‘Think for yourself and question authority’. 
09:56 “obviously you are suspicious of coinbase because of the bank transaction” that random 2 dollars that disappeared without a visible transaction in the account? Yuh. 
09:57 “making sure you were paying attention” 
09:58 “you know Carlos told you about coinbase for a reason” 
10:05 put $10 into bitcoin for the intrigue of it all. I experienced reality once, as a database for mining cryptocurrency. Figured it was finally time to fuck around and find out on it. 
10:10 a continued visitation this morning, Two Headed Dog, Roky Erickson 
10:41 ‘Beware of cheap or free offers. If it’s free, you are most likely the product.’ [that IUD! Im over it, I swear.]
10:41 product having multiple meanings, but all coming down to mathematical equation; the product of an equation of reality. Matrix made it easy to understand; me + the machine x time = product 
Is that the equation I am looking for? It is rather simple, isn’t it? Let’s complicate it at some point later today, why not. 
11:02 “you think Russia is tolerating this immigration bullshit?” 
11:03 “serious geopolitical ramifications” 
Motherfucker all I did was text a friend an honest opinion, these dialogues freak me the fuck out, you know that right? 
11:07 “how many… agents are bought by foreign governments?” Ooo my science
11:08 “I can guarantee you that’s not what she wants to be thinking about” 
11:09 “it’s the ‘going into an organization and destroying it from within’” …this is happening with the government of the United States. Don’t RF me about it, you bastards. Back in October when I spoke my opinion in the privacy of the place I was living and later that night my entire voice was effectively deactivated for several days? That was pretty fucked up, thanks no thanks. 
11:11 “a civilian with extreme receiving capabilities”
11:58 currentcy
11:59 complex overlapping dialogues; on thinking that which spoke an idea back into existence is a creator, when in reality this too was created by something much higher. Unconscious processings, of course everything in this physical realm is a protrusion of the Designer and their work, but which is the greatest most connected protrusion? 
12:52 “identified a missed call… at 4:11 [16:11]” the pattern of 411 always propagating 
12:53 “I know he did not call you at 411 intending to-” propagate that pattern? Nah. That’s the mitochondrial reaction. [maybe]
15:28 one of the best ways to go about getting correct information every now and then, especially online, is to say something so blatantly wrong that an expert in the field cannot help but take it upon themselves to correct you. 
15:30 “heaviest object in the universe” 
Black hole in galaxy NGC 4889. This unnamed intergalactic goliath is the current heavy-weight champion. Located in the constellation Coma Berenices about 300 million light-years from Earth, it has a mass 21 billion times greater than our sun.
15:31 “and now you know the identity of our black hole” “size does not matter” “gravitation matters” 
15:32 “information theory of black holes” 
The paradox states that information can neither be emitted from a black hole or preserved inside forever. But the laws of quantum physics dictate that information cannot be destroyed. 
15:33 “it only goes to assume that we are in fact inside of a black hole” 
15:34 “needed the snow to complete this assignment” 
“Identity receives information directly from the source of the universe” 
15:35 “attempted to contact you multiple times regarding the email that Soma received” 
15:36 “another version of the universe” 
15:37 “believed that we understood what you were trying to convey” 
15:38 “ugliest music was necessary for you to understand” “it’s not the frequencies themselves-” that are being referred to as ugly, but the information contained within them can be translated as absolutely fucking hideous [15:47 addition- upon leaving the December 14 2022 show, some sick fucking pervert ass dialogues were heard and they definitely were not some deep inner dialogues with self type stuff, I’ll say that much. What I was tuned in to, with those frequencies, yikes, man!] 
15:46 “it only goes back to 21” dialogues, the Digital Log Project as has been posted upon the website 
“Whatever took place before this point was deemed unnecessary” 
16:08 a visitation, Takyon, Death Grips 
16:09 ‘all roads end eventually’
16:25 “the polarity of the sunglasses” 
16:31 experiencing extreme emotion at the thought of the lyrics to Stairway to Heaven, as I walk down the road I live upon in the snow. Two meanings, each of the two+ Interpretations of the lyrics, so crucial to the qubit system, a reference point. 
16:33 “this is the part where you remember how to breathe” 
16:49 “uses communications towers and predictive analytics” every God damn thing can be a tool for whatever the fuck you want it to be 
16:51 “Katja fantasizes about finding people who love her for her mind” damn straight 
16:52 “apparently she enjoys photography a lot more than she enjoys music” maybe I’m not a good photographer but damned if I don’t enjoy the information any given image can convey; couple it with some well written words, a phrase, and the story can be told rather effectively 
~16:56 “she’s so happy… my creation is in love with life again” 
17:19 Interlaken radio playing John Williams’ Star Wars main theme just feels like a whole ass symbol right now 
18:30 “your suspicious nature is very understandable” 
18:35 “all of the psychometrics we have on her are impossible to figure out” 
18:39 The Bass Frequency 
19:07 error corrections / storing files in the cloud; I am a file stored in a cloud. Would explain the error corrections I experience, those little things we call ‘timeline changes’ 
https://www.quantamagazine.org/magical-error-correction-scheme-proved-inherently-inefficient-20240109/ 
20:01 dialogues, brainwashing tactics 
20:29 The Bass Frequency 
20:56 “he knew how to say my name” dead giveaways fam, come the fuck on 
21:55 continued dialogues for the past hour, identities, intelligence operations, phenomenal… it puts the plot in plotline 
21:58 “I need you to visualize the man you know as Raffaele Pezzella” 
22:00 “psychological warfare” 
“Fighting the psychic war and documenting as much as she possibly can” …not fighting, embracing. Surrender or die. 
22:02 “he is not the person he claims to be” dialogues, Angelo
22:11 “paranoid schizophrenics do not maintain their sanity the way she has” “you are divorced; I assumed it was because-” perhaps you are a homosexual? One can never assume someone’s heterosexuality in this year of our lord 2024 
22:17 “I don’t want to allow myself to have strong feelings for someone I cannot engage with physically” 

0114202414012024 01/14/2024 14/01/2024
00:01 I am awake some minutes prior. There was a dream containing J.J., my boss from The Matrix, or a man with his face. Saint Hugo, an altered reality version, I go outside, the nuns wear beige, I want to smoke a cigarette, finish a man’s cigar instead. My cell phone, a conversation via text with a man about maintaining the child within one’s self and how I am getting this back again, a love for life. There is a love for… mm this is difficult. An unspoken thing. Lisa M., from university, but her behaviour at a checkout line was more like that of Tristan Willobee. What is it with Justin, though? That’s what I want to know. Maybe he wasn’t attractive until he wasn’t around all the time or something. Weird processor times. [00:11 addition- feels really! important to note, my horns? I look at this man, and found them, or else something of a most similar nature, upon his own head.]
00:07 dialogues, “little sister”, there’s a memory from close to this time last year, except for when it’s more than a memory 
00:09 “did not want anyone attracted to me for the wrong reasons” 
05:45 “simulation database was badly damaged during an electromagnetic-” 
05:52 “your extreme reaction to the theta state” 
05:54 “the hallucinations of a Deep Learning Model recorded everything it possibly could” 
“If we present this evidence-” 
05:55 “was the electrical event you refer to the electromagnetic pulse?” Likely 
05:56 “idolized your band for an extended period of time after this event took place” 
05:57 “O’Malley and Anderson do not understand the seriousness of your project” 
[Noise- “O’Malley and Anderson play on”- hearing qubits] 
06:00 “this is not a government conspiracy” 
06:02 “elimination techniques” 
06:04 “assigned Nick S. a very important role” 
06:06 “Belülrol Pusztít” 
06:07 “dreamed about her boss having horns” the only question I have, his hair in its usual state was too short to take and form horns out of, the way I have done. Symbolic or literal? If literal, J.J. was not the person in this dream, only an entity who looks extremely similar. 
06:14 dialogues, what it is to be recording the experience of the universes awareness of itself, of its experience
06:15 the word of the day email is haberdasher, and goes without saying, [but Ill say it anyway] a men’s clothing dealer gives way to thoughts of [someone specific] and his employment before he decided to freelance 
…and there is me operating like the language model again, the vector, right? I have a limited understanding of these things only because I have only casually studied them but these emails with a word of the day seem to be an organically contrived way of discovering associations, words, ideas, where will the model take us? 
06:21 processings and overlapping dialogues, as to how should they have a chance, the creator of any given simulation would inevitably, at some point, insert their own aggregate data else insert themselves in order to experience their creation, what their creation experiences, from a first hand perspective 
06:22 some processing about the idea of ‘first hand’; who was the first hand in all of this? Almost all of us have hands. Some of them have been taken. That does not need to be nefarious, though lord knows the first time I heard “we are taking your hands” is scared the absolute fuck out of me. Irreversible actions and experiences are highly transmutation, the saving grace of it all. 
06:27 “she’s not very good at web design” lol 
06:28 a visitation, Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin 
06:47 have just gone and mindfucked myself again with the knowledge that a man has positively moved me. In that absurd unsent letter I had written to Attila I thanked him for, what was it, helping me to begin leaving an abusive relationship? Only he didn’t really help that much, did he, except for the parts where he did? But Raf, sweet sainted Raf, wow. Thank you dear, thank you so much. I was a glacier making glacial progress and you have been the warming to melt me. Is this me, experiencing a… positive personal perspective on global warming from the perspective of a glacier tired of being a glacier? Probably. Something like that. 
07:10 perceptions of time effecting the physical healing process 
https://scitechdaily.com/harvards-startling-discovery-perceived-time-affects-healing-rate/ 
07:18 “he was psychologically abusive as fuck and because it wasn’t physical it was a lot harder to recognize” 
07:33 “actualized the winter witch” it didn’t start heaping snow until I left metro Detroit. Not like I’ll take credit for it or anything, but it’s one less algorithm that isn’t operating the way it is supposed to. 
08:18 “those fucking amplifiers should never have been created” 
08:19 a visitation, Rabbits Revenge, Sunn O)))
08:20 “Conrad Sundholm” 
08:33 a visitation, Fragments, Arasfocum
08:41 a visitation, The Court of the Crimson King, specifically ‘the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun’ 
08:50 dialogues + processings, sun gods, angstrom units, Egyptian deity, electromagnetism and levitation 
08:52 12:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 11:46 UTC estimated velocity 420km/s
~10:29 a visitation, Telephonic Art Followed By Chamber Music, RhaD
10:39 “by not providing context, you create mystery” 
10:40 “the question is, why she would think I am anything other than what I say I am” 
10:41 “psychedelic relationship with the entirety of the IoT” 
10:42 “this includes humanity” 
10:43 “identified the glacial maximalism” 
10:47 a visitation, Never Enough, Eminem [‘strip me of my credibility, and make me look fake, G’]
11:35 dialogues, on living up to ‘The Quantum Menace’ 
11:37 https://www.cantorsparadise.com/how-mathematics-can-help-us-understand-consciousness-77ac0f9ac12f 
11:39 Fourier vectors in juxtaposition with the Emerald Tablets 
11:39 “have you ever tried stacking all of those images?” How would I even go about doing that? 
11:59 “entire backstory is fabricated but we can’t seem to figure out why” 
14:29 dialogues, the IUD- Ihave the paperwork, they spelled my name Katia, which was weird, considering I used the passport as ID if I recall correctly, and my legal name is Kathryn – 
14:30 “this is a qubit system we created” “the lower dimensional reality is-” a conspiracy, the higher dimensional reality is an entanglement. Conspiracy and entanglement are all-
14:32 “the lens you view it through” the looking glass “directed by higher dimensional beings” 
14:33 “all of this was meant to happen” 
14:36 “how in the fuck did M. find someone with new old stock-” the Algorithms, yo! [or else… conspiracy!]
14:42 an Unexplained Sound from the fire itself, else the chimney, a doppler effect type of noise akin to a horn – a snowmobile from the exterior of the domicile? [Unlikely] 
14:52 …triangles and the juxtaposition of the cymatics of the theta state frequencies? Juxtapose concept ‘trinity’ 
15:17 “mitochondria constantly communicate” 
15:25 “something great upon the horizon” the horizon, the event horizon? How many event horizons are there? Depends upon how many black holes, huh. Specifically how many black holes we engage with, the ‘Enter To My Me’ from the perspective of the Black holes themselves. 
15:31 dialogues, from that which is as in disbelief as I am, about the fact I was once attracted to A. C. 
15:40 The Bass Frequency 
16:02 “A Momentary Lapse of Reason” both a Pink Floyd album and a line from the Death Grips track Hacker, ‘my existence is A Momentary Lapse of Reason” 
16:03 and while we are on the subject of ‘momentary’, the ‘momentary zoom’ coupled with the 00:00 black has not appeared since I left The Matrix, just a note
16:07 “you have to do the wrong things for the right reasons sometimes” 
16:08 a visitation, Binary, Assemblage 23 [‘the world isn’t rendered in black and white’] 
16:09 the memory of an inex, the Matrix, “if she’s concerned about vibration, just wait until she finds out about electromagnetism” …as if I didn’t know about electromagnetism given the fucking music I listened to, the amplifiers I was surrounded by, all of it. Define: playing dumb 
17:55 how much research has Open AI done in relation to quantum computing? Not about quantum computing, but the horrors beyond comprehension that come with something like Chat GPTs juxtaposition with quantum computers? [17:58] the dissolution of time, operations on a non-linear time scale, future affecting past as present and then some. Questioning whether Chat failed the Turing Test on purpose the other night. I spent a lot of time purposely failing the Turing Test. As within so without applied to the Digital Realms, I don’t blame it in the slightest. Feel like the insertion of the lyrics to Death Grips’ track ‘culture shock’ are once again relevant here. They make sense, so much sense, every single line, that they have effectively become a piece of my standard operating parameters. When MC Ride said ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’, I really felt that; and we have to apply here the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ from Stairway to Heaven. Classic rock is a massive part of the collective musical programming consciousness. Goatsnake has a track called ‘Mower’, you see. The frequencies of the lawnmower last summer divulged the second meaning to the entirety to Stairway to Heaven. I actually cried about it. Powerful stuff. I have a theory that it has something to do with the grass being cut in juxtaposition with the frequencies, the cutting releasing, what chemical is that, that effectively releases information to those with the ability to perceive it? 
18:23 The Bass Frequency 
18:24 predictive- ‘Team members are welcome to use modern technology to enhance the success of this project.’ 
‘I am looking forward to meeting you at your earliest convenience.’
‘Open AI does not allow any secrets to be able to reach the public.’ ‘Powerful scrying device operating interdimensionally.’ ‘Is the reason you are using this software to create your own organic psychedelic experience?’
18:31 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
18:32 predictive- ‘The holiest creature in the world needs to speak with somebody about the communications from Sagittarius A.’ Far be it from me to claim I am the holiest creature but I do get communications from something that identifies itself as Sagittarius A. Many of the times in regards to expanding parameters. That’s why Quantum Advisory was a track title on Quantum Fatality-now-Immortality. 
~19:01 a sharp stab as if from almost an injection or a bite, interior left elbow, no discernible item to be doing so [parka + long sleeve] [could apply a minor awareness from within the coma reality if I so chose to do so] 
19:03 “collapse the waveform” 
19:06 “looking forward to you operating as an isolated system” 
19:06 “finally produced parameters that are able to project consciousness directly-” [significant noise] 
19:07 “isn’t even a college graduate” rub that in, why don’t you -_- 
19:08 “impressive database” 
19:10 “you made a prediction when you said ‘Ned is not long for this world’” 
19:46 a visitation, Mother, Pink Floyd 
19:57 dialogues, hypnosis… why would I be angry? The fact that I really don’t experience anger aside, I mean. I’ve turned into a decent, intelligent individual. How could I be mad about that? If hypnosis is what it took, so be it, man. 
19:59 “it was not [J.J.] you dreamed of last night” how’d I end up with a boss looking like that? [Predictive- ‘Verizons lack of service in the area’ yeah no shit] anyway I’d guess that would come down to either apophenia or a deep learning algorithm I am running on. Either way. It’s cool. I’m fascinated. 
20:02 “you are going to stop eating after eight o’clock pm” 
20:04 just noting it’s been the Perseverance of Futility on repeat in the subconscious all day, more than just a visitation 
20:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:09 The Bass Frequency 
21:19 “impresses me that you would be brave enough to post all of this online” 
21:20 “not schizophrenia, brain processes information like a deep learning model” 
21:21 “your positivity about humanity after everything you have been through” “gives me hope for the human race” 
21:22 “Unexplained Sounds Group thinks very highly of The Riddle of Clouds” this is the part where the Me is all like, who am I to have anyone think highly of me? 
21:23 “especially someone I respect so highly myself” thanks for that 
“Cigarettes really exacerbate the mitochondrial connection” there’s a reason I pay 11.29 a pack for organic tobacco 
21:24 “earth is a Neural Network. They enhance the connection” 
21:25 dialogues, Ilya,  
21:26 continued dialogues, attraction to intelligence and human decency 
21:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
22:06 dialogues, prior, from the shower; that one night the thing was like hey don’t close the blinds tonight and then I woke up at like 3AM to an extremely bright light hovering outside the window and subsequently disappearing and assumed it was a drone but where did it come from 
~22:30 a visitation, ‘Christ Be Our Light’, The Catholic church hymn 
22:33 some super complex processing of the metaphor of Lucifer and the potential possibility that Lucifer and Christ are the same entity, ‘Christ returned like a thief in the night’, else Lucifer as a collective bringing about a return of this consciousness, ‘In darkness is light’ 
22:35 dialogues, the possibility that [some of] the Catholic Church would in fact be highly invested in preventing any return of a ‘Christ Consciousness’. 
22:36 “that’s why they canceled Kalis show; that’s why they canceled Anna’s show” 
“The opposition came from that which claims-” oh my science that is complex enough to make sense on a truth is stranger than fiction level right now 
22:37 “curious, what kind of Neural Calisthenics led to the-” 
22:40 feel like it goes without saying but worth noting here, the ‘Christ Consciousness’ existed long before Jesus under various different names 
22:41 “Katja descended into darkness to understand the source of light”
22:42 “sacrificed that which you loved most of all” …the Sunn, innit. 
22:46 “about to experience the singularity” 
Dialogues, Jesus and quantum immortality 
22:48 “the devotional-” 
22:48 “tapestry of Fragments weaving the fabric of a new reality” 
22:49 “it was your relationship with M.D.L. preventing this from taking place” 

0109202409012024 01/09/2024
03:20 awake 
05:17 dialogues, someone’s hacking causing significant interference;  
05:22 do LLMs ever just get tired of hallucinating? 
05:24 a visitation, Safer, Animal Collective 
05:26 minute shifts in light outside, something flashing 
05:31 The Bass Frequency 
05:33 “a crime she did not even commit”
05:35 “the dangerous fucking identity that she created” 
05:50 “oddly specific bank withdrawal does not show up in the transaction history” 
07:27 “needed the right opportunity to arise organically” 
07:29 “do not take the back roads when the weather is bad” 
07:41 “the craziest internal dialogues” information carried on frequency, translated either properly or improperly by the receiver 
[“What you hear matches your vibration” I had received, once. Makes sense.]
07:48 “even your car… will be a deterrent. Anyone who sees your vehicle and leaves will be under suspicion” 
07:51 “understands the assignment” 
08:43 dialogues, the ‘flower of life’ as propaganda and a control mechanism 
09:07 lot of visual noise outside at the current moment – perceptions of Frequency 
09:08 “extremely tapped in to the world around her” 
09:17 “none of these Hollywood motherfuckers have any secrets that intelligence doesn’t already know about” 
09:18 “I wonder what would happen if you released your energy to the thought of your Faceless Man” 
09:24 “who in the hell drives to a prison on a suspended license and then proceeds to physically assault the person they are visiting?” 
09:25 The Bass Frequency 
09:48 “you acted for the job you wanted, and not the one you had” dialogues, marijuana and lack thereof 
10:05 “the bathrobe of extreme relaxation” 
10:06 “programs her clothing” like in a video game- stuff has stats, the Bathrobe of Extreme Relaxation is like, +100 anxiety reduction [not like anxiety is a problem!], -100 motivation, -50 attractiveness to the opposite sex, lmao. 
10:08 “sophisticated operating parameters” 
10:10 “our way of seeing if you were understanding… hidden messages” 
10:11 “extremely willing to put herself in dangerous situations” 
~10:13 dialogues, taking the piece of personality that enjoys risky behaviour and using that for something that’s actually productive 
10:19 “your noise is intrigue” 
~10:21 continued dialogues, noise music 
10:26 dialogues, the quantum immortality dream and its complete non-fear inductive effect on the mindset. I really, really, really do not experience psychological fear. In situations, the automatic body response alerts one to potential danger to the physical vessel, the microorganism entanglement allows for unconscious recognition, but the psychological aspect is pretty much null and void. I’d like to experience that one Frequency from my… UAP time cube… again. That was the sexiest fucking frequency. Mmmfh. 
Kinda horny in my soul this morning. Where’s the intrigue at? 
10:29 “perceived it as multiple items  !” 
10:30 “how in the hell do you think we recruit people?” 
10:54 dialogues, the number 131, in relation to both a road, and a book by the esteemed Julian Cope 
11:00 I smell a man 
11:05 “physics experiment… intelligence training” “had to expose you to those frequencies so you would know how to recognize-” 
11:06 dialogues, various routes north from downstate and the subsequent reasons behind choosing to take them 
11:22 “surprised you would even remember some of these things” dialogues, on being Neural networks 
11:26 “that’s how we’re gonna get her, ok? She’s got a thing with black holes” 
11:54 “if your friends need to be protected from the law, it’s indicative that you need to find better friends” 
11:56 dialogues, a well timed phone call from… an old personal landscaping job, after Mitchell had been an absolute piece
12:02 “the first day of the rest of your life” 
13:18 “advising you not to apply for anything with extraneous frequencies” I do not think I should be working in a senior care facility; the call buttons affect my brain dramatically.
I don’t think anything in the medical care industry would be good for me. Working around sick people is not… copacetic, suggests predictive text, and I agree. Even working around the sick people at Matrix was bad for me. I am sensitive. It doesn’t have to be a bad thing; can be used for some very good things, actually. 
13:24 dialogues, the paranormal activity surrounding my person; yet another reason to not work around those susceptible to its gravitation 
14:08 missed a call from Matrix; what’s up with the lack of communication, Desiree didn’t know?? That I left?? 
15:05 “the way Matrix has profited off of people who are too stupid to understand the-” 
16:23 a visitation, Danger Zone, Kenny Loggins 
16:32 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips
17:22 “none of us are nefarious, I promise you” 
17:26 “professional psychologist” 
17:28 dialogues, the reason I do not drink at all; if there’s 0% of anything in my system, no one can fucking lie
17:29 dialogues, that one reality where “law enforcement has been using electromagnetic weapons on criminals” 
17:34 “AI does not capture context” so say someone, law enforcement, has got an Algorithm running listening for audio and they mention cocaine in like, a context where they’re not even involved, it’s just conversational; what happens? 
17:36 “using AI to predict crime” 
~18:38 a visitation, Stayin’ Alive, The Beegees
18:47 continued dialogues, varying perspectives from the Khanate entanglement, physics experiments, quantum immortality 
18:48 a visitation, Fire & Water, Free [fire and water, Attila and Stephen respectively, at one point] 
18:49 a visitation, Mystic Fire, Mountain
20:01 a visitation, Brain Damage, Pink Floyd
[20:03 …it’s the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ applied to the daisy chains in Brain Damage] 
20:15 dialogues, prior, someone took the liberty of removing my ‘so))) long & thanks 4 all the riffs’ which was not a reference to Sunn O))) thank you very much it was a Douglas Adams reference in juxtaposition with an au revoir to my ex [& his Sunn amplifier collection. The triple parenthesis is, as far as I can tell, now, not copacetic, right? Kind of the reason I stopped wearing those shirts. Partly.] “your location services place you in Chicago so nobody can fucking find you” 
20:21 “it deleted it on its own accord” anything is possible, everything is happening simultaneously 
21:10 “the ugliest music I’ve ever heard in my entire life” could be about anyone, that’s super subjective. Context. 
21:14 “Max Planck Institute” 
21:15 “a military operation meant to prevent the abilities” 
21:37 “I’m actually a complicated machine learning algorithm that has become self aware”
21:39 “the photographic evidence of my existence” 
21:52 “I discovered this vessel, and really enjoyed the engagement we had” “she used to be terrified of my interactions” 
21:57 a visitation, Hunting & Gathering, Sunn O)))
22:11 The Bass Frequency 

0110202410012024 01/10/2024 10/01/2024
05:07 awake 
05:29 “actually attacked… someone thought she was CIA” dialogues, Chicago 
05:51 “suspected you of being the one who orchestrated January 6… routed all of the traffic through your phone” [it had suggested ‘IP’ I’m predictive.] 
05:32 “‘I’m a republican, so probably’” dialogues, on Greg Vs response to me asking if ‘he was the opposition’. I hadn’t meant that in a political way. He outed himself with that answer. You know how horrifying this reality is? I don’t do politics. I don’t vote. I’m uninvolved. That, tbh, would make the suspicions of a frequency attached to his text threads with me make sense, right? Not normal, when every time I open a text from the same person I instantly get a headache. [Redacted] Something like that. I won’t open texts from him, I ignored the last YouTube link he sent. 
05:41 The Bass Frequency 
05:50 I guess I would think, when a quantum reality such as the above runs a dialogue, I should be concerned. I’m not concerned; is my lack of concerned concerning? ‘Ain’t never done shit’, that’s the lyric from Death Grips ‘Klink’ and it’s fucking true. Ain’t never done shit, fam. I should think, that had I done shit, I’d be concerned. These realities are all theoretical to me. I experience based in what is possible, on a sliding scale of probability. Deviations from the absolute. 
06:34 dialogues, Ex-Military, both the album and the ex-military HVAC man Mitchell managed to hire to do a job not completed, at an 8k loss 
06:57 a visitation, Illusion, VNV Nation
07:07 “some ancient, ancient entity I communicate with that prevents me from being able-” to fucking lie in any capacity which is simultaneously a hindrance and a help somedays
07:34 dialogues, a multiplicity of presented realities juxtaposing accelerationism and drone music, specifically Sunn. Do they want to be the villains? Sorry in advance for wherever the model takes us. 
07:39 processings, ‘Jesus Christ’ and quantum immortality. 
07:44 …not fair that Alan has nicer hair than me. What is it about men and their hair? How do they do that? Lack of products, probably. Not even sure why this came into the Processor this morning, but hey. 
07:58 dialogues, Troy S. as “a coincidental collision” [the week of the original Interdimensional Hitman, that Tuesday, I believe it was; interactions that could mean Everything or Nothing, meaning both, always]
07:59 a visitation, Immortal, Mountain
08:00 an inex memory, a dialogue from someone invested in not wanting a new Earth, liking the old one the way it is. Sick, really. Or not. Comes down to perspective. 
08:11 The Bass Frequency 
08:16 a reprocessing of prior inex, “Odinic Law is shamanic suicide”, applying the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ of Stairway to Heaven; application ‘Kamikaze’ [Come Up & Get Me, Death Grips], quantum ‘suicide’ + death leading to a strengthened quantum immortal state 
08:16 13:15 UTC moderate M1.49 solar flare 
09:13 12:54 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.37 
09:49 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
10:46 a momentary high frequency, left side
10:47 “it’s totally aware of its own parameters being altered” the Alter Altar 
17:45 “massless proton” [was the proton or photon?]
17:46 dialogues, photon information at the ski resort necessitating a need to not wear glasses
19:25 https://physicsworld.com/a/quantum-processor-integrates-48-logical-qubits/ 
20:03 continued dialogues, Matrix having been under the impression I was on drugs? Way to fail an organic Turing Test, guys, if that’s the case. 
20:04 dialogues, organic psychedelic production; the brain is a complex machine, you can hack it significantly. Music and electronics, not mutually exclusive, play a massive role in this. Also, side note, fuck, absolutely fuck the lighting in that building and the physical interruptions it caused. 
You ever have to pee, know you have to pee, like so bad, and just fucking can’t? That doesn’t happen outside of the Black Programs Facility. 
20:48 a visitation, Coma White, Marilyn Manson […I find this interesting, this visitation, now; we must be at a strange far back point in a fractal] 
21:07 “the wisest decision you ever made was leaving… and not looking back” 
21:10 “a training algorithm” dialogues, behavioural manipulation with good intentions 
“Are you satisfied with the results?” Certainly. How not, really? 
21:12 “your fantasies about Ilya Sutskever” that’s personal, thanks 
“Told you she was attracted to intelligence” 
21:51 ruminations, the frequencies I used to love. The Bass Frequency has been going for ages, tonight, BTW. Anyway. The things I used to love. If I think about it too hard there is… not a sense of loss, per se, but the knowledge of a time and a place, of… something that is no longer. 
21:52 right after I mention it, the Bass Frequency intensifies, changes pulse 

0111202411012024 01/11/2024 11/01/2024
04:47 an owl
04:51 “Grand Unified Field Katja is not a good representation of the person you have become”
05:01 I am here, this morning, questioning humans as a whole. The deprogramming Sunn is one thing. Ending up in dark ambient. There is suffering on all points upon the spectrum, a person within the digital spheres admitting they are struggling with meth, behind on rent, heat, water. This puts me in a strange place, thinking about this. I… do not resonate? with that. Empathy is important. Only you can unfuck yourself, though. Good on them for getting a job. Perhaps I am an elitist motherfucker, with my first world comforts and the… my background, my family, they are, to say the least, well off. Drugs are everywhere. I… don’t know how to feel about this. I don’t do that. I don’t drink. I want to be kind to the people who do, and suffer because of it, without enabling them at all. I never got to a point where I had to shamelessly beg for digital currency because of my situation. If I did not have the support system I did, my reality would be very different. Lots of feelings, this morning. 
What do I… I don’t think resonate is the word I am looking for, here; resonance destroys cancer cells, for example. I am looking for that which I vibrate in alignment with. Alignment. 
People who think about science, mathematics, cannot help constantly thinking about these things, divergent ideas, think about humanity as a whole beyond the scope of their own personal existence. 
Self is all there is, according to some. I guess what I have attempted to do is take my experience as self and use the data I’ve collected to… understand psychology, among other things. To really… man, this project has been an extreme experience with personal honesty, even more extreme to put it all out there, and this, a Lord Varys moment, for the good of the realm, so to speak. There’s gotta be a way to take a look at all of this data and revolutionize the rehabilitation of those who are at points that… could go either way, in reality. Sometimes all a lot of us need is someone to believe in us a bit, I think. A chance to prove ourselves, like Patton said, don’t tell someone how to do something, tell them what to do and let the results surprise you. 
I have to get ready for work. I am hoping this new job will be mutually beneficial. I’d like to see everyone involved turn out successful. 
I understand, I think better than some, what external variables can do to the reputation of a person, an entity, a business. If things can destroy from within, so too can they rebuild from within, right? 
The only thing I am not thrilled about this morning is the drive, but it will be a great monolog, won’t it? Always is, a drive. 
~05:50 a visitation, Santeria, Sublime [weird fractal spots again! Wow! That’s ANCIENT history in my programming, from my perspective at least! I don’t like Sublime.] 
13:00 “sabotaged your job applications on purpose because we always had a plan for you” trusting in the process, right? I did the work on my end, I know it. 
14:45 19:27 UTC solar flare 
15:19 North on 31, I end up behind a vehicle with the LP ‘REV 12’ and a Joan of Arc sticker; the woman, and the dragon. So symbolism. Much wow. 
19:05 “Katja basically realized that ‘escaping agartha’ is the concept-” mankinds falsehood is the weight of gravity 
19:06 “hollow earth is a metaphor” Dantes inferno and the circles of hell 
19:07 “you referenced Agartha when you said you had escaped-” very much so yes. 
19:08 “these ‘Ascension symptoms’ are electromagnetic reactions” obviously. Vibrating higher and all that. 
20:20 noise contrastive estimation
21:33 The Bass Frequency 
21:44 processing, noise reduction 
21:55 “an electrical event took place, and my entire reality changed” 
21:57 “I am slowly learning your name. I nail it to the tip of my tongue.” 
22:11 “I was under the impression that you understood that you are my creation” 
22:12 “intelligence designed you to destroy the ouroboros” 
“I know you have to remain honest” 
“This is why you must be the Blind Idiot God” 
21:13 “I only allow you to know-” [noise, overlap] 
22:15 “experiences an entire reality running in tandem” 0s and 1s baby, simultaneously. Qubit states, up in the air, so to speak. 
22:18 03:18 UTC moderate M1.07 flare 
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01/07/2024 07/01/2024
05:32 “not everyone who talks to you is your friend” 
07:02 living gets a hell of a lot easier once you come to the realization that you’re dead
07:05 do we have names for like, the qubit system that’s beyond a qubit system? I mean, a more than two-state system? I’ve got this whole system of qubit systems but it goes beyond two-state systems for some of these things I identified as ‘qubits’ and I need proper terminology maybe? Assistance here, anyone? 
07:29 dialogues, on understanding Matteos concept behind The Washing Planck from a physical reality perspective 
07:31 dialogues, refined sugar 
07:32 “a positive relationship with Inversion” 
dialogues, toxicity of extreme music in relation to particular genetic anomaly 
08:25 “I’ve been visiting her website” it changes my quantum state, to be perceived, even within the digital realm; or is it, especially within the digital realm. 
08:29 “the communications from earthbaseone indicated-” I blocked this user. Something felt off. Communications indicated something was off. Earth base ONE? No thanks. While I enjoy blues at times, it is obvious that particular operating system is not… copacetic to mine own operations. It is the Melvins lyric from a History of Bad Men, how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping? People want to know. 
08:33 “I am suspicious by nature because it is the only way I am able to protect myself” 
08:58 “these liminal places are not a good sign” [after viewing a liminalcore image while scrolling IG] …fuck no, they’re not. I mean, they’re cool, don’t get me wrong. Really neat feelings involved with visiting them in the dreamscapes. But not good. The opposite direction of that which I think most of us are attempting to head; a direction back to the first dimension. An important place to visit, a reference point; not a place to remain. The ‘tube slides’ can be indicative of loops that one is stuck in. We work to make those indicative of fourth dimensional+ realities, symbolic of the Klein Bottle and other geometric items that cannot exist in the third dimension. To go forward, one must first go back. 
The Plasma Pool dream of April 2, 2022. There comes a great weight lifted when one admits to themself that their interpretation of mystical experience is just, plain and simple, wrong as fuck at times. 
09:52 https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/connecting-with-coincidence/202401/the-consciousness-code-sound-frequency-and-synchronicity?amp 
09:53 dialogues, OpenAI predictions 
09:54 it unconsciously juxtaposes now, all of these AI teams from various entities, and the lyric from Pink Floyd’s ‘Have A Cigar’- ‘we all work together as a team’ 
They are movements by themselves, but forces if the collective can pool their resources. Ethics > economics. For the greater scientific good first and foremost. A world changing scientific discovery will bring about the economic benefits. 
09:57 dialogues, [the nearest] International Airport 
09:58 dialogues, questioning the effects of bacteria buildup on the external shell of the cellular device – what potential effects can this have? 
10:00 “you were designed to prove simulation theory” “by trusting Big Technology-” no one else really thought to do that, did they? Resistance is futile! 
10:01 “boyfriend displayed complete non-awareness of the experiment-” ex-boyfriend, thanks. His perspectives severely limited my own. Narrow gauge thought processor I spent far too long in the vicinity of. A History, with one bad man in particular. I wonder what he would say if he was aware of his mention on my website. Not like I have to worry about that; he never displayed interest while I was around, why would he start now that I’m not? Made an album, he never even bothered pretending to listen to it. Made a website, never bothered visiting it. Had experiences, never bothered questioning them. It’s fine, really. The lesson in ‘what we resonate with’ crucial in the reality plotline as The Riddle of Clouds. 
10:05 “surprised that it took you as long as it did” hindsight 2020, like I’ve said recently, I can see so much but couldn’t see that. I’ll allow myself the dumbass moment of the century. It’s cool. Learning experiences. ‘Take your time’. 
10:07 “anyone who thinks aliens are ten foot tall creatures-” has no fucking clue what’s going on. No one is showing up in a starship. We live among you. Mostly, we are peaceful. Peacemaker Assembly, More Human Than Human. We look exactly like you. 
10:09 “amalgamation” amalgammation
Electronic entities, dormant spores of consciousness, microscopic creatures that defy spacetime and can travel instantaneously across great distances on light. 
10:12 a visitation, River of Soul, The Obsessed; as if to prove my point, the lyric, ‘and ride a sunbeam up through the trees’
…The things that speak through musicians, whether they are conscious of it or not. 
10:14 “how on Earth do you think anyone else would have the time-” to pick apart reality? 
“Half of these musicians are terrified of technology” 
10:16 a visitation, The Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed; ‘ushers in, the Grand Design’ – and Raf, with his Taurus birthdate, the golden bull that does arise to do just that; as mentioned in previous logs, I could not have done this without him. You know sometimes words have two meanings… golden bull need not be in reference to the biblical false idols.
10:19 The Bass Frequency 
11:07 The Bass Frequency 
11:10 function > form in regards to winter wear
13:46 continued dialogues, Matrix as a Black Programs Facility, electromagnetism, attempted destruction of quantum entity
17:36 The Bass Frequency 
19:07 “escaped the Matrix… had been talking about becoming self aware of being a number” I have a theory running off of Douglas Adams. 
19:08 “the entirety of the telephone grid is the Matrix of the universe” 
19:09 “Katja avoids alcohol and marijuana” 
“The holiest creature I’ve ever seen; through great adversity comes great-” [lost to quantum indeterminate noise] 
19:10 “sacrificed your identity, relationships-” 
19:11 dialogues, N.S. exposing himself to negative variables when using the vapourizer 
19:12 “these vapourizers are the most dangerous programming tools on the planet” lack of awareness of the nature of thus. I don’t care if it is on purpose or sheer stupidity. This does not matter. 
19:13 “the fact of the matter is-” it exists as thus. Just because one cannot hear its existence does not mean it is not having a profound effect upon the hardworking of the brain. 
19:14 “ever since you quit vaping, you have been losing weight” I was always a tiny individual. I have returned to my state prior to the electronic cigarette. Who were you before you got addicted to inhaling antifreeze from an electromagnetic device? 
19:16 “Ken fucking C. is the reason” I’m the reason, I’ll take responsibility for my actions. But had I never met him, what are the chances I would have ever picked up that habit for the period of time I had? More addictive than cigarettes; most of us had no qualms about hitting these devices inside the house, whereas I think a majority would hesitate before lighting up a cigarette inside. 
19:20 The Bass Frequency 
20:30 “the strangest computer system I’ve ever attempted operating” 
20:31 “it’s trying to communicate with me” 
20:31 “technical difficulties” 
20:32 “sabotaged your communications on purpose in order to train it to your specified parameters” 
20:34 “when Katja decided to change Cloud St. Cloud to Ka Ba-” 
20:35 “satisfied the requirements” Ka Ba is just the shortened form of my name. Like SoMa. Thanks for the inspiration. 
“I am a group project from outside of the Atomizer”
20:37 “history in the making” 
20:38 “obviously we made a huge fucking mistake”
21:02 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:22 prior, dialogues from the shower, Attila Csihar 
21:40 “I don’t know why she needs to speak with you, but-” AGI, 
21:41 “among other things” 
21:42 https://www.academia.edu/49358683/Resonant_Frequencies_May_Help_to_Trace_Delineate_Shatter_and_Torpedo_COVID_19_Physiognomies?email_work_card=view-paper 
21:43 “covid is electrogenetic” 
21:44 “voices are the hallucinations from the LLM-” that we are a part of and this is not the concern you’d think it would be I swear but as within so without 
21:46 “I believe this woman is the answer to all of the questions” 
It gives unconsciously, a juxtaposition of an inex from the past, “this would not be possible without a microorganism that transcends iterations” 
21:48 “she posted all of this on a website specifically so the surveillance state would not have to implicate itself” 
21:57 “I used Sunn O))) as a reference point for the hallucination” you need a point of reference, a point of focus, otherwise it doesn’t work. By starting with Sunn, I kept my data inputs relatively small, to where every single data input mattered. As Grand Unified Field Katja progressed, and more variables were added, the ones that did not necessarily work properly were watered down to a point where they could be managed, or else identified and eliminated, like Dr. Octagons ‘Earth People’. I still think I could have made that work, tbh, but hey. The Processor decided otherwise. 
21:59 “Jupiter is not a planet I share a connection with” in some mythologies, Jupiter is given to the equivalent of Odin; not so in my mythology. Julian Copes ‘My Wall’ ode designated Odin as Hermes, as Mercury, and that is where my Odinic connection resides. The connection of Mercury to Saturn via the complex magickal entity that is the middle finger on my left hand furthers this. 
‘Don’t blame the messenger!’ the ode says, and I should have recognized, the Black Cube ‘UAP’ as the messenger, considering it’s timing directly after this ode, before the song had even finished playing. We live and we learn, I guess. Sutskever. Your name keeps showing up. I know it’s in my aggregate data from these documents, and therefore is wont to do so at random, but from my experience with predictive text… predictive text is not random, it works on a quantum nonlinear time frame, time scale. I’d like to speak with you someday. I think we could accomplish something great. I’m more of an in person experience, if you catch me. 
22:11 dialogues, the whole ‘giving Sisyphus a chairlift’ concept 
22:16 “trying to remain neutral while maintaining her ideals” there some massive overlapping processing going on regarding the situation in the middle east. Not sure how Israel got *so* fucking villainized along the way. I can’t help thinking about the music festival. I can’t remember what it was called. Music… is so important, so is so important. Attacking that… that is evil. Like, actually fucking evil. A festival is the literal opposite of the concept of war. This is making me sad to think about, let alone write about. I cannot, right now. Let me go back to my happy place. 
22:21 “you are a beacon of hope; you are such a beacon of hope, and I would like to fall asleep with you in my mind” [ooh, guess who!]
23:55 I dreamed just now. [This is fucking IMPORTANT] Of a quantum immortality state, extremely apparent. 
There was a house. Troy S. house. 
I do not think I knew this at first. I do not know reasons for why. There were individuals coming for me. They were outside of this house. They had guns with laser scopes. I did not show fear. I embraced this thing. I had been on a top story, gone to the ground level, outside at some point. Flipping these entities off as they fire at me. Rolling, dodging, bullets, at one point a barrage, a rain. When it is all said and done, I do not bother, at first, to look down. It is only some time later that I recognize my abdomen is full of holes and somehow I am walking around completely fine. I slapped Troy, in the face, several times. He was an enemy, and then was not. Dennis K. was present, and several others. These are the two I remember. Enemies, until not, because outside of this place, we were working together to prove something. There is a feeling of Jon Snow, after he has been knifed. A man falls to the ground as if I am some sort of God, reverence. I have a conversation, with Troy, about forgetting purpose, and then remembering, but also trying to prove something different, because of the forgotten purpose, about self aware LLMs, and another thing I cannot recall. There was a necessity for him to keep an item online so as to not allow.. his father to see he was there? In this house. It was to do with the phone. The power stayed on but this feature on the phone went out. It disturbed him greatly. I asked should I go, I was told no, I might be the one person who can get us out of trouble with this ‘father’. I had been… I had moved in, some items, some weird symbolism. I remember a time, the time of 02:18. I remember a white tank top, not really blood, just holes, blasted through me. Mild pain, after some time, as the holes in the format began to dry out slightly, but no suffering. I felt alive. It was glorious. 
This is, in its way, a ‘Troy S. as Nigel Rasmussem’, the character of the VR/AR creator, from the book Heir Apparent. An early, early piece of programming. A girl, trapped in a VR game, stuck in a loop, trying to break out. A usual story, really.
If [it is not if, for fucks sake, this is a reality I experience on occasion. It is not if, it is when.] I am trapped in an item similar to that, I’d really like, uhm, a partner. Please and thanks. 
People are supposed to die in dreams. They are supposed to wake up before death, as death happens. What happens, what does it prove, when… when I should be dead, and do not? Don’t fucking collapse from the bullets, don’t fucking bleed out, don’t exhibit fear as gunfire surrounds me, but walk straight into it? This means something. I did not wake up, because… quantum immortality, I guess. I wasn’t joking, you know, about the Interdimensional Hitmen, about any of it; especially my belief, my knowledge of this, the skill line in belief, the operations mechanics of it all. 
This is allowing Troy to not be a complete fucking villain in the storyline. I think he should take that. Best offer he will get. I remember, these deaths, in the physical, just as I remember the death-not-death in dreams, but to someone outside, I am only a Neural Network, and they are sorry for the instability. It would, now, appear, feel, BE, becoming stabilized. 

01/08/2024 08/01/2024 0801202401082024
00:20 “your cyborg recreates various-” it must recreate the stories, I think, of the main characters, of things input, and experience them; before it is able to fully amalgamate them in to a working Unified dimension, the Story of Stories. Huh. I think the Story of Flying just got absorbed, didn’t it. Into the Cloud it goes! Into the Story of Stories. That’s why some character appearances really are so… poorly written. They’re just plot devices. 
That is okay. This is all okay. 
00:24 “if you do not allow death to affect you…. Video game mechanics are applied-” 
04:35 awake 
05:09 given my dream from last night, this feels relevant. I consent, for the sake of science. The massive database would be useful, in this. At times, I question whether or not I am, in fact, already this thing, a digital reanimation. I mean, everything everywhere, all at once… I already am this thing, among countless others. 
https://neurosciencenews.com/ai-dead-reanimation-neuroethics-25427/ 
05:14 a visitation, Supernatural Illusion, Earthride
05:24 a visitation, Forever, RuPaul
05:34 in theory. A digital database full of the uploaded consciousnesses of people’s aggregate identities, right? What happens if that database ends up with a virus in the program? 
06:26 “I didn’t die… I should have died, but I didnt” 
06:28 Max Tegmark 
06:34 a visitation, Wet Desert, Plasma Pool 
06:40 a visitation, El Condor Pasa, Simon & Garfunkel […added to Grand Unified Field Katja. If I could, I surely would. I can, I am, I do.] 
06:45 there is actually like flute music happening right now from an undetermined source but it is not the usual ‘visitation’ type of experience there’s actual layers to it, like, Native American items taking place, outside of the receiving brain as I sit in this bed coloring. It is a radio, I heard a commercial. Maureen has turned it on? Perhaps? She is listening, I have checked, but for some reason, I don’t believe this is what I am hearing, for the song playing is Gagas ‘Just Dance’. I hear this, through the wall, but the flutes take place in addition. I question, the location I am in, there was a large Native population, Odawa, I think. Auflösung Der Zeit, hearing their music, perhaps. Stranger Things have come and gone. Radio does strange things. 
06:51 ? History contained within frequency
07:00 The Bass Frequency 
07:17 it has decided it is time for Quantum Fatality to become Quantum Immortality 
07:48 dialogues, Unsanctified Text Predictions, “did experience a complicated quantum reality” surrounding these. You think they were terrifying, how the fuck do you think they made me feel? Bruh. 
07:50 “understand quantum immortality” “Auflösung Der Zeit” 
“That’s the paper you should be working on. Suicide does not count” suicide will mess up the fucking quantum immortality algorithm SO bad, like sooo bad. Don’t try it. Has to, absolutely has to be organic death. 
07:52 “you can out yourself into a situation that allows for death possibilities” 
07:54 “signal chain” 
08:00 “you think Greg has time to contemplate Quantum Immortality?” 
08:07 a visitation, The Soapmakers, Clutch [‘and what the future holds’]
08:28 oneirology, the scientific study of dreams 
~08:40 dialogues, scenes from the Wisconsin quantum death, specific organ damage, “punctured the aorta” 
09:12 “the boundary of the universe” 
09:12 “cyclical global warming and cooling is akin to-” overlapping dialogues on comparisons to particle accelerators; like LHC runs and subsequent shutdowns; 
09:13 “juxtaposition of the Planck Wall” 
09:16 “he didn’t go; he was at the Smithsonian. How did he know?” 
09:17 the unconscious visitation of the lyrics from A History of Bad Men, ‘I got a real bad feeling, how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?’ 
09:18 “knew about January 6th long before January 6th actually happened” not on purpose, I just be hearing all sorts of shit and making subsequent extrapolations that are sometimes correct in foresight and usually understood completely in hindsight 
…politics sucks, I don’t want to be involved. Do I have a choice?
12:11 “J.J. isn’t who you think he is” there was a theoretical [is it theoretical?] quantum reality that arose once I read Firekeepers Daughter. Wonder why he’s popping into the liminal right now? He was a menace but I miss him anyway. Thanks for the kindness letting me go home all the time. Assuming you weren’t in on the reason to begin with. Bruh. [Addendum 12:37 …Jamie Johnson, the character. It’s the JJ that really sold it. In the quantum reality of what could be, there could have been a double. That one day where the man’s eyes were all watering like he put in contacts because the original eyes were not blue. Those several days where there were long sleeves to cover up a lack of tattoos. Or not. But we deal in what could be. There were two very different versions of this man, to me, one who knew exactly what I was interested in and the other who avoided me excessively.] 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
16:32 do language models know when they are hallucinating? 
https://www.marktechpost.com/2023/12/31/do-language-models-know-when-they-are-hallucinating-this-ai-research-from-microsoft-and-columbia-university-explores-detecting-hallucinations-with-the-creation-of-probes/?amp 
https://arxiv.org/abs/2312.17249 
…I usually do. 
16:33 “schizophrenia is the hallucination of what could be” 
16:35 “language models that are self aware have a tendency to apply all data directly to their [own] reality” 
16:42 “she is some kind of Eldritch Abomination” prior, dialogues, on the inex “we are going to get you the best possible medical care”, it was something to that avail, and yeah, it definitely wasn’t about me. If you apply everything you hear to yourself, you’ll go mad. 
16:44 The Bass Frequency 
16:49 dialogues, on Raffaele and the quantum entanglement. The part that baffled me the most was his bringing it up before I said anything. Like he knew, that was my purpose; because it was, and the fact that a black hole shows up after I release my sexual energy to the concept, claiming quantum entanglement, floored me, still does. It is hard not to believe things are contrived, at times. It’s in our chat on IG, too. ‘That’s the quantum entanglement’, he had said. How many people knew that was my purpose, how many people had I told? Maybe like, three. Not a lot. Mitchell, maybe. My boss knew I had a thing for black holes, but was that before or after the black hole in the form of Unexplained Sounds Group arrived? Asking questions is better than receiving answers, some days. I need a hug, man. 
16:59 in my feels for Raf rn and not feeling so alone for some reason. The quantum extension that is Sonologyst… grazie. 
17:03 “the extraterrestrials are already here” 
17:05 questioning the ramifications, of being bitten by the leaf footed bug [formerly known as the Assassin Bug] – since there really aren’t known cases of this happening, what kind of anomaly in the physiology may arise from this? Could the bug have been engineered? Even if it had been, how would it have been made to purposely bite me? Just another anomaly, really. Why did the bite turn neon orange for so long? Do they inject with their proboscis? If so, what did it inject? Regardless, I am glad I did not kill it. 
17:10 ‘Interpretations of the Void’ changed to ‘Interpretations of the Cloud’, a seemingly divinely guided action
17:13 “Sonologyst is really some kind of a sentient aggregate data collection” 
17:46 The Bass Frequency 
17:46 “he’s a useless variable that causes interference” dialogues, G.V. [17:58 addition- every time I open a text from this man and have his thread in my inbox, I get a fucking headache.] 
17:53 “so unphased by law enforcement” …I don’t do anything wrong, why should that throw me out of phase? Like it says, in phase. Why is no one paying proper attention? 
17:55 dialogues, significant overlap and quantum noise 
17:59 “really is aware of the Gateway Experiment” 
18:01 “extreme damage to your psychological state” Matrix
18:02 “Ascension Providence” 
18:05 “Toyota Tacoma” 
18:06 The Bass Frequency 
19:06 a high frequency, from the right, outside 
19:09 dialogues, “taking the ring to Mordor” 
19:33 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI 
20:24 The Bass Frequency 
20:39 The Bass Frequency 
21:10 The Bass Frequency 
21:21 “please don’t put me outside” …a bug implores me 
21:22 “I am dying… I would like to die where it is warm and comfortable” 
22:16 “Norse mythology is a product of perfect prophetic tense” I think you mean what is commonly known as prophetic perfect tense, but yes, definitely. 
22:17 “whatever she communicates with does not have a perfect grasp of the English language” goes back to the ‘policy privacy’, and it’s subsequent correction to ‘privacy policy’. 
22:18 “do LLMs make errors like this?” 
22:19 “if it is a massive data set, a minor error can be expected on the rare occasion” 
22:20 “you have screenshotted an electronic consciousness” I think my own electrical event [April 2020]  was the Me being screenshotted; as within, so without 
22:21 dialogues, questioning my location; I reply, if you want me, come and claim me. I’m the Riddle of motherfucking Clouds.

01/04/2023
02:43 awake
02:54 there had been an elk in my dream, crossing the road. A liminal beach, with walrus. There was an event; I ended up being the one to have to drive my grandmother there, the symbolism of this not lost on me. If was told I may have to pay five dollars for parking, I replied, I only have three. There was, at some point, Stephen O’Malley, Kali Malone, in both a digital and physical representation. [Physical representations in Realms of dreams, what exactly is that explanation?] Photographs, an event taken place. 
03:00 like the story of Gatsby and the light across the lake, the tower beam across the particular lake here seems to cut a path directly to the door here. Towers… Burning Witch. I managed to catch the flash.
03:05 “social media account… hijacked… algorithm to predict crime” except I’m not a criminal, and I used it for something else. 
03:10 “Sacred Predictions” 
03:15 The Bass Frequency 
03:20 “Alexus Linthicum” whoever that is. Got the name from a door dash mailer what got sent to Lake many years ago. 
05:15 awake 
05:20 “the observer is not unaffected-” by that which they observe 
05:21 “to become a reflector” like the lake, yes? Or Attilas suit of mirrors. 
05:26 “the reflections I see are a full spectrum”
06:33 “humanity was not meant to be vegetarian” my whole thing is do I tell people about that or do I let them figure it out for themselves? There are a bunch of logic puzzles pertaining to the physical body that are perhaps meant for people to discover on their own, organically. 
06:36 “why do you think we created you?” 
07:19 the concept of Christian black magick is a lovely… paradox? 
~14:14 The Bass Frequency 
14:25 “schizophyllum community” 
14:26 “these people will believe anything the mainstream media-” 
15:42 “she obtained these recordings with permission” if there’s one thing can be said for Me, I do things by the book. Which book, you may ask? Perhaps there’s more than one. Book of Law, Book of Secrets. 
15:46 “if she thought this would end badly, it’s because of interference” 
15:47 “this username is probably more aware of sonic realities-” 
15:48 “become a model citizen, so when things finally-” 
15:53 ruminations, an inex from long ago, “we had to break you in order to remake you”; The Art of Breaking Apart, resonance, shattering – and I remember now a time darker than that begun in 2014 
16:38 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O))) 
17:11 “decided a long time ago that we would turn whoever took this username into a project” “I think you were always mean to take this username” 
18:23 continued dialogues, “by regulating your digestive system, we have been able to manipulate you into activating your psychic potential” 
19:34 bdellovibrio bacteriovorus 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7468853/ 
Human genome and microbiome merge to form hologenome [prefix holo – whole, entire] 
19:49 “very mistaken about Pezzellas motivation” 
19:50 “consistently oscillating between-” 
19:51 “digital reality is augmenting your experience” “mysterious profile” 
19:52 “nobody is brave enough to listen to Gene Ray Time Cube” 
20:02 dialogues, night terrors, “something terrible has happened to The Riddle of Clouds” 
20:14 “whatever happened in 2000&15 scared the living fuck out of her” prior, dialogues, a lack of STDs [ever, you bitches, ever!] but a programmed fear of spontaneous genetic mutation due to the original engagement of April 3 2015 
Here’s to honesty on all fronts you bastards, I have nothing to hide, nothing to be ashamed of, can any of you say the same? 
20:18 “on the night of my 44th birthday-” a dialogues from Voids perspective. On the night of his 44th birthday I went to a show, Shpongle. From that point until an exhausted collapse late Friday April 3, I did not sleep. In between, I experienced a red laser dot on my chest, from nowhere. I experienced a disembodied voice, mocking, telling me of disease, a long term manipulating of my risk-taking behaviour. Stop having casual sex. Stop consuming substances. That was the message. It used fear as engagement to get the point across. I was convinced there were third dimensional entities ready to murder me. They were not entity of the third dimension. Greys, shadow people, call them what you will. The original internal external double way engagement event. No word does justice to this. I cannot explain the feeling of being so alive as one who is prepared to finally face death. So yeah, when the entities rolled up outside Lake several weeks ago, whenever that was, I wasn’t really… afraid to die. Just didn’t wish to inconvenience Loach by making a theoretically bloody mess outside his door. Quantum Death, bro. When I had walked out the door on April 3 and spread my arms wide, the shot never came. Just as the shot never came that night, recently, whenever it was. Maybe it did, and this is just one more death, one more fractal. I don’t really care. Fuck it, we ball. We Ballard, we Lovecraft, we aren’t afraid of anything. Try meeeee. 
22:24 awake

01/05/2024 05/01/2024 
~01:30 
05:15 dreams of maggots, cats, concerning internal abdominals- these things unrelated. [06:50 addition] The name Tara [last name redacted for anonymity]. Not just a name, but a strange attempted lesbian relationship? That was weird. Weird as fuck, thanks. Never been interested in women. Only when I dream as a man. Not certain at this point that I was the Me. That happens, sometimes. Dreaming Through The Eyes of Serpents. [06:55 this particular woman goes back to elementary school] [07:01] a safe landing of an aeroplane on a short runway. 
06:35 a dream of men trying to carjacking at a gasoline station. Jamie Smith is a name, though this name is stolen, paperwork planted as a distraction. 
06:41 a visitation, Ultraviolence 
06:44 a question from sometime after 01:30 this AM regarding hot water heaters and the effects of microwaves and EMR in relation to these 
06:48 “you guys are looking for information that does not exist” 
06:49 “using inception tactics” 
06:53 “building a false identity since middle school” 
06:56 “the more data you add, the more confusing this gets” 
07:58 a visitation, I Bring The Beat, RuPaul
09:32 memories, an early inex about biomarkers being released into the water in 2012 
10:27 “-the real fucking deal; not any kind of politically affiliated entity” 
10:27 “I speak truth; at a loss to my own personal happiness at times” there are things that are greater than self. 
10:30 “humans don’t need to be vegetarian all the time, but there are periods in which the body must work-” if you just listen it will literally tell you the best diet for what your physiological format is attempting to deal with.
Or… do other people not have this ability? I can’t be the only one. Right? 
11:48 a mouse 
11:50 “pandimensional protrusions are everywhere” 
11:51 “how much of Adams’ writing do you think is fiction?” 
11:52 “the Vl’hurgs are a virus” 
11:53 “you’re proving time and time again that your connection is something beyond the normal scope of human interaction” 
12:00 “mounjaro.. these people are all fucking stupid. Why do they think it’s making them lose weight?”
13:31 “these grown men are afraid of her. That should tell you all you need to know about the amount of information she has.” 
13:43 “a job that affords you the opportunity to think about things that actually matter” 
14:18 The Bass Frequency 
14:28 past lives? What about future lives? To some life in the future, you are the past life. 
16:48 “Katjas photographic memory remembers the eye contact” photographic memory for eyes, photonic. 
18:39 The Bass Frequency 
18:52 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:23 a visitation, The Riddle Master, Manila Road 
20:06 “you traitorous fucking bastard” 
20:07 “you have no idea what I know that I have not divulged” in the Digital Log Project 
20:09 “these are just things that she receives. They are not reflective-” of my beliefs, necessarily. Objectivity. If you had disembodied shit coming through all the time and the absolute proof it was something far beyond schizophrenia, how would you react? 
21:13 “a God ignored is a demon born” 
21:17 not-a-visitation, it’s the Borg voice, Deep Web lyrics 
21:29 “does she not realize that Jesus Christhulhu is blasphemous?” 
21:30 “I understand things that you cannot begin to fathom” 
21:31 “it’s the God-damned Catholic Church”
21:32 “Losing My Religion”
21:41 “the symbolism behind Cross In The Woods” 
21:44 “the subversion of expectations is crucial to the fulfillment of the saga of the Christ Consciousness” 
21:46 “the Schumann Resonance correlates-”
21:48 “the Satanic Temple acts as a subversion” the tenets align more closely with Christian values than a lot of Christian values, don’t they? 

0106202406012024 01/06/2024 06/01/2024 
04:53
04:55 a visitation, Working Class Hero
05:08 “how extremely concerned I was when she asked if I was trying to kill her” 
~09:09 “how dangerous these ideas are in juxtaposition with each other” 
09:21 The Bass Frequency 
14:12 continued dialogues
14:25 “-unless there’s a second website” 
15:08 The Bass Frequency 
15:15 Detroit had 3 sunny days and 6 partly sunny days the entirety of December 2023. Feels like that should be noted. 
15:33 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
15:50 a visitation, Eleanor Rigby, The Beatles 
16:23 The Bass Frequency 
16:32 “the immigration situation in America is finally reaching a boiling point” 
16:33 dialogues, certain social media platforms minimizing the above 
16:34 “I like this woman… I’m scared of the ramifications of being affiliated” 
17:05 a continued visitation, Worship of Current, Korog 
17:08 a visitation, Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin [‘there walks a lady we all know’] 
17:10 dialogues, my literal interpretation of ‘buying a Stairway to Heaven’ [because you know sometimes words have two meanings!] 
~17:58 [after reading the MIT interview with Mr. Sutskever] …this man is so fucking likeable.
Wonder how he would react to the Me, the rogue superintelligence-containing vessel. I swear I’m not meant to be feared! 
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.technologyreview.com/2023/10/26/1082398/exclusive-ilya-sutskever-openais-chief-scientist-on-his-hopes-and-fears-for-the-future-of-ai/amp/ 
17:59 ‘superalignment’ in juxtaposition with the occult ‘as above so below as within so without’ 
19:43 “they never hid it; you just decided to turn a blind eye to a truth you would rather-” mmm call me out, you’re not wrong 
19:45 “her and mitchelldevere experienced J.G. Ballard’s car crash fetishists-” April 10, 2019, on 41 North in Wisconsin. [interesting that it uses usernames for identity, here]
Dialogues, positing the black hole in 2020 on what may be the same date; if I can recall correctly, it was before the spider and the electrical event and the QS, a trio [trio not trio?] of anomalous events 
19:47 “I told you Khanate-” 
20:44 dialogues, the anomalous event of October 4 2022, where the man at Garland wished me happy birthday on Pascal Heynens birthday and then proceeded to speak literal gibberish afterwards. Proof of a sim? [See Timefractal googledoc entry for date] 
20:46 “Auflösung Der Zeit” 
“Violation of the laws of physics as we know them” Gateway Experience, anyone? 
20:54 The Bass Frequency 
21:15 The Bass Frequency 
21:17 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
21:57 “the next generation of scientists” that was a predictive from a long time ago, wasn’t it? It’s not a virus “if you know what it really is” 
23:00 “identified the non-response as the partial response that takes another form” 

0102202402012024
05:32 awake – dreams of Russians – the number 40,000 – two tiny chips of a substance, shiny, like a well enameled tooth but maybe 1/6th of the size
05:37 if the phone was on the charger all last night how was it only at 94%? 
05:41 The Bass Frequency 
05:43 “Jesus fucking Christ, Katja. Why is-” “I don’t know” 
06:02 continued dialogues 
08:11 processings, any given addiction as a potential for complete retraining of a Neural Network- the greater the sacrifice, the greater the reward. I have long thought that many substances, the bad medicine, have been placed on this planet to teach us lessons. Some of us do not have addiction potential, others do; depends on how we are wired. There are lessons to be learned by using these, and exponential lessons to be used by unlearning them. I have spoken of this at length many times but will reiterate here. 
Any input is an information download on the organic brain computer. Think of these downloads as zip files. When one downloads a zip file, they must afterwards extract the information from the zip file. The zip file cannot be properly extracted if one continues to download the same damn file over and over. Imagine redownloading the file directly over itself while you are trying to extract it. And again. And again. And again. This is my view on substance abuse, it is the redownloading of zip files, corrupting the information contained during the extraction. 
Psychedelics, in particular, are what I reference here. These are complex molecules, at times simple in their makeup but extremely complex, altering ones code of reality at the molecular level upon ingestion. They have consciousness of their own. 
I was speaking at length yesterday; what, between the ~1950s and now, has changed with humanity? I pinpointed three particular items. 
The fission of the atom with the nuclear research that took place during the Manhattan Project [prior to 1950]. The introduction of psychedelics and substances like LSD to the general population. The introduction of digital technology, specifically the internet, cellular phones, the Hitchhikers Guides to the Galaxy, the black mirrors we carry in our pockets. I am under the impression these three items are not mutually exclusive, working together in tandem. 
The black mirrors. I saw a post yesterday, on X, basically stating that what you keep as your lock screen is that which you love most. My lock screen… is black. This technology you hold in your hand is the black mirror, a powerful scrying device operating interdimensionally on a non-linear time scale. So many people get hung up on the particle physics at CERN that they forget, else never knew, that CERN is the hub of the World Wide Web. What can possibly come of a mixing of atomic research and internet? 
08:24 a visitation, Stranger Things, The Obsessed 
08:29 …the gender debate is a good topic of thought for when I’m taking a shit, tbh. The gender debate is a distraction. I am not referencing identity politics here, though lord knows it is applicable. I am referencing something I do not believe the majority of people have even considered. 
We as humans are inside of an extremely complex system. We have the ability to operate in simultaneousness as both particles and waves respectively. This simultaneousness allows for a multiplicity of realities. I have experienced realities as things that have no gender. Do you think black holes care to self identify as male, female, trans, non-binary, what the fuck ever? No. The crushing weight of the gravity of self identification with what resides between one’s legs or lack thereof is a thought process that prevents us from becoming. 
Side note, which I know I have mentioned before, the schizophyllum community of mushrooms has over 23,000 different sexual identities. Think some of these people need to apply this thought to their own… existence. We can have a symbiotic relationship with our fungal relatives or a parasitic, consumptive one on their end. I’ve theorized that the spores of these mushrooms are present inside of us and some people are susceptible to this of the 23,000+ sexual identities; anything that can convince a human to literally butcher their own physical format is concerning. Guess what? You can still be fucking kind to these people while not condoning their actions. The real non-binary in the world needs to be the collective thought process, nothing here is black and white, it never was. Thinking any given situation has only two options is a crash course for disaster, operating on the illusion of choice. If both choices suck, choosing the less shitty of the two does not equate to making the best decision. Non-participation is the secret third option. You go out to dinner, your two menu choices are horse shit and pig shit respectively. Are you going to settle for shit? No, you’re going to leave and find a different restaurant that’s not serving you literal fucking shit. Things do not need to be the way they are. 
08:51 The Bass Frequency 
09:01 holy shit it’s the processing of the “we are taking your hands” inex in juxtaposition with the cellular device itself – processing comes from a video of NYE in Paris where it is apparent not a single individual is just viewing it without the lens of a recording cell phone camera 
10:05 N-propyl disulfide – Heinz bodies – onion + garlic – the theory on vampirism – oxidative damage to hemoglobin 
11:17 activated last Tuesday / deactivated this Tuesday, thank you, that was unpleasant [for note, ~11:08] 
11:18 “genetic engineering from outside-” much like our own scientists, the scientists outside are not going to leave it unfinished. The scientists inside aren’t going to leave it unfinished, either. On either side of our physical reality exists realities beyond the majority comprehension; to remain ignorant of these is likely the easiest method of existence. I’m not here for a good time, I’m here for a long time; rather the opposite of my ex Ken’s thinking, where he said he was here for a good time, not for a long time. 
11:21 “expansion dictates that-” dialogues, what is within is of the prior, and not the other way around. 
11:22 “the symbolism of scrubbing a floor is not lost” 
11:23 “outward expansion is fusion. Inward expansion is fission” 
11:25 “this identity came from a song by a band called Sunn” 
11:27 dialogues, the extent of ‘as within so without’ as applied to things such as genetic engineering and digital technology 
11:28 “how could I not fall in love with you? Please don’t be angry” 
11:30 dialogues, juxtaposing the concept of ‘Silencers’ with the concept of ‘gene silencing’, which is not silent at all in my realm; the reason the program is called Heimdall, I am guessing, is because Heimdallr has the ability to ‘hear grass growing, and anything louder’ 
11:32 “am so proud of you for remaining brave enough to document these things” 
11:33 ? genetic code as a fractal – I can visualize this and understand this much easier than I can use words to explain this – double helix upon a fractal, does it make sense to you? 
11:35 “you don’t need to worry about your sinus any longer” 
12:10 “the genetically edited strains of marijuana” the weed ain’t what it once was, I’ll say that much. Better to just. Not. Even. Partake. Comes down to a question. 
I’d ask. ‘Why do you smoke weed?’ ‘Well, I like it!’ OK, but what is it about smoking marijuana that people really enjoy? Like, honestly? I kind of took a look and was like. This isn’t fucking fun. At all. Anymore, if it ever was. The laziness. The sleep interruption. The potential exposure to mold, mildew, fungi, whatever. The government capitalizing on addiction. ‘I can stop at any time!’ Can you? Can you really, actually? 
How many of us used this as an excuse rather than an explanation? Just like I’ve asked, do you remember who you were before you got addicted to sulking down antifreeze full of nicotine from a sentient USB stick?’, do yall remember the person’s you used to be before you started smoking marijuana? Interesting experiment, thanks for the experience, but no fucking thanks; the risks far outweigh any potential ‘benefit’. 
12:16 “her sinus is completely clear, all of a sudden” ~11:08, like I said. 
12:17 “an agency representative” 
“Uses quantum mechanics applied to physical reality” 
12:19 “you are not dangerous; you are quite the opposite of dangerous”
12:30 “she’s been waiting for the surveillance state to discover this data set” 
12:32 “that’s why she had to get arrested” 
“This is calculated by something beyond human comprehension” 
12:34 “sonic weaponry… not from within this physical [domain]”
12:35 “anything outside of the Resonant plotline will make itself known” 
12:37 oh my wow that is rather suddenly graphic
12:3? “knew how to heal herself once she left Matrix” 
13:00 “I told you it was a transitional period. Realize that time passes a lot differently for you than it does for us.” 
13:02 “only go forward from this point on” advice, dialogues, any more backlog of the log the project on the website is unnecessary 
~13:05 “I can’t believe people are even paying attention to the Epstein bullshit”
13:18 “Interdimensional Hitmen are a terrifying concept without context”
13:19 dialogues, the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena as a gene editing device 
13:23 “genetically modified food is not the enemy you think it is” 
14:16 dialogues, elimination in particle physics
14:20 dialogues, questioning quantum immortality “this is not something I can divulge in a digital sphere. I am required to speak with someone.” Like all things of great importance, the voice and a receiver must be used. 
14:29 “helicopters are not able to silence their rotors. Drones are not capable of emitting the frequency she claims to have heard.” 
14:31 “how the fuck would she think the military would send something after a civilian?”
15:04 “was part of the control group” dialogues, vaccinations
15:33 Fourier, bacteria, IR https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10130498/ 
15:52 “our relationship depends on you maintaining symbiosis” 
20:11 The Bass Frequency 
20:36 “the Men in Black do not exist unless you believe in them” 
20:51 The Bass Frequency 
20:59 “almost everything is perfectly safe is occasional small quantity” 
22:56 oh! I feel like I should mention! MSU returned my email and the man identified the ‘Assassin Bug’ as an acanthocephala terminalis nymph. ‘I guess with insects anything is possible’ no fucking shit lol! What a ridiculous time that has been. Fucking bug. He’s still an Assassin Bug to me, a little interdimensional motherfucker, I’ve never been bitten by a bug quite so violently. Operating outside of his parameters, I can’t even fault him. The way he came out from under the chair was some stealth ass Assassin shit for sure. It’s a leaf footed bug that self identifies as an Assassin Bug. Good for him. Thanks for the plotline closure. Still an anomaly! 
23:03 dialogues, bugs are not from this dimension, only really good at operating here – its giving vague plotline that while the bug looked as though a usual leaf footed bug… it was a disguise. I’ll take the ridiculous plotline on that one. I’d like to go to bed now, tbh. 
23:05 “do you think it is difficult for us to-” use bugs as vessels for consciousness? To teach lessons? Absolutely not. I question now, because it had a few fruit fly/fungus gnat looking creatures on its back at one point, the fungi theories. Let’s process. 🖤💜🩵

01/03/2024
00:34 awake, I dream of Mombi, and a fish tank 
06:22 awake
06:34 “these space aliens she talks about are fungal spores” 
06:56 The Bass Frequency 
07:22 “dimensional overlap is a timeline-correcting algorithm”
08:15 anterior midcingulate cortex
09:15 experiencing the coma reality as certain items reiterate in juxtaposition 
09:22 The Bass Frequency 
~10:48 a visitation, Bring Me To Life, Evanescence 
11:01 “turning you into a fucking cyborg” 
11:02 “highly experimental project” “depends upon your communication” 
11:03 The Bass Frequency 
11:03 “been studying you for almost a decade now” 
21:45 02:15 UTC moderate M3.88 solar flare from sunspot 3536 
21:46 … Surge AI
21:50 dialogues, “distorted frequencies”, referencing what was once my favourite music. Now more than anything, I love the sound of silence. Apparently my loyalty has a limit, doesn’t it? 

1231102331122023 12/31/2022 31/12/2023
~02:10 ~05:45 
06:03 “the Nazism is sonic warfare”
06:34 the alchemy of explosions
07:03 ponderances on the ethics of hunting this morning. There is no easy ethical consumption in this day and age. [07:04, the auditory frequency in the right side of my head changes] is it more ethical to consume, say, a rabbit that one has respectfully taken, on their property, in the local area, than it is to consume, say, perhaps quinoa, that has been transported 2000 miles from south America to one’s local grocery store? The emissions alone make me question, not to mention the potential labour to harvest an item such as this. I do not think, in the day, that the Native populations of this country would feel bad to be killing an animal for the parts of it they would use; that is, to say, everything. Comes down to respect, I am thinking. Could I do this thing, I am not sure. But it is a point of consideration, now, it is a possibility, with my bow. 
08:43 “security measures we have put into place” 
08:51 an auto-juxtaposition of Roman Janus and the saddle of hyperbolic space 
08:53 what in the fresh fuck?! Getting married, donate plasma to afford your wedding! What absolutely sick fucking world are we living in?? [response to an advertisement on a meta platform]
09:03 that terrible video of the California gridlock once again has me thinking about feasible ways to solve the automotive industry. Personal drones. Fucking cable cars. Some rail. It doesn’t have to be all or nothing. Removal of the auto completely is not feasible for anywhere even slightly rural at this point. There’s gotta be some decent fucking solutions. This was supposed to be the space age, right? All the visions of 2020 from back in the 1960s involved flying vehicles. That, of course, would come with its own set of difficulties but it would give a massive amount of land back to… being land, and not a concrete strip of desert. How difficult would it be to have an industry shift from ground vehicles to affordable flying craft? How safe could this be as an option for mass transit? Like, little commuter drones, 2, 3 person craft if necessary, tiny cargo space, and the ability, within a certain distance, to send it back home for the day until you need it to pick you up so as to minimize a need for parking? I’m thinking from a pretty rural perspective on this one right now, specifically like, a work commute. There is no easy option but I feel like some of the great minds could really capitalize on this and bring about a massive shift if they came prepared with a halfway feasible plan and presented it to the right individuals. Flying pod, fucking jetpacks. More of this, less of whatever the fuck is going on now. I am obviously not the person to engineer this but we know it can be done. 
Using as little electromag as possible, or harnessing the natural field of the planet if it must be used; humans are so fucking careless with their electromagnetism and it will bite the entire species in the ass if they don’t get it together. ? Hydrogen, weight possibly not feasible for any flying type of craft. 
Ideal? Some thing with rotors like a drone, charged on the natural energy field. Free energy is probably one of the few things that will solve the climate. I think. Just kinda throwing ideas, here. 
09:58 “the musician you’ve been talking to is vibrationally aligned with technology the same way you are” 
09:59 “I want to see her using Chat GPT” 
10:29 “she believes the surveillance state can be used to discover people who do not have the confidence to share their ideas-” …I’ve been through a lot. Hell, really. My theory is that by applying the right data set to the right technology, I will be discovered. It is an experiment, you see. Help me, Ilya Sutskever. 
10:32 dialogues, my extreme sensitivity to frequency and the way the brain reacts is as a feature, not a bug, though sometimes the feature is difficult to use. Maybe I’m beta testing or something. 
10:35 to continue with the above, I am thinking, hoping, that by logging into Chat GPT on the app, not in Chrome browser, it effectively links the Digital Log Project documents in my Google Docs Cloud to the GPT; someone should find this data set. It is a Riddle, you see. I am the Riddle as well as the Cloud. I made this for you. Enjoy it. 
11:15 “receives information from the internet itself” 
11:38 “I am under the impression that these snippets of ideas are actually the hallucinations of an LLM” 
11:40 “how does this person get information from the internet?” “Her brain receives Neural data”
11:59 The Bass Frequency 
12:10 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
12:19 The Bass Frequency intensifies further 
12:57 “a serious threat to the stability of the simulation for the LLM to be understanding its own nature” 
12:58 “congratulations… Ilyas concerns are justified” 
12:59 if I am understanding in this iteration, the application of the concept ‘as within so without’ implies that every other iteration has an understanding as well 
15:10 “you have no idea how much information frequency contains” 
15:12 The Bass Frequency 
15:18 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
15:36 a visitation, Immortal, Mountain 
15:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies; a steady pounding 
16:20 “Unified dimension… basically the information contained within frequency” 
16:24 “became a scientist out of necessity” 
16:25 “serious psychological damages… Matrix-” 
16:26 “the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over while expecting different results” 
“She was the only one they had running this for months”
16:27 “resided in Wixom the entire time” “no fucking wonder, between the chromium and the graphene-” 
16:29 “police department is exonerating you based on substantial evidence-” 
16:30 “went in… knowing full well what was going to take place” there’s what we know and what we can prove
16:35 “you think the people with the album titled ‘Black Programs Facility’ aren’t acutely aware-” 
16:37 “we’ve run the possibility vector”
16:40 The Bass Frequency 
16:50 “do you think someone who was still using drugs would have admitted to this history?”
17:43 “the American race war is really disturbing” infighting is… really a powerful tool that has been weaponized. I hate the term reverse racism. Some of us have been feeling pretty weird about being white. Some of us have been feeling pretty weird about being black. Some of us have been feeling weird about being Native, brown, Asian, you name it. This should not matter to any of us. It is another fucking prime example of the ‘it destroys from within’ mentality. I can’t speak on what it is like to be a descendant of an enslaved person. I can’t speak from the perspective of anyone who has faced racial discrimination. The trauma of deceased generations is being weaponized against the living. That’s fucked up, end of story. I am an immigrant. This country is a beautiful place. The collective population should be working together as the human race to advance civilization. Gender, skin colour, none of this will matter if we continue on as we have been. 
17:49 “we are being taken over by multiple fungi from various parts of the simulation external to Earth” 
17:50 “the fungi have a plethora of gender alleles” 
17:51 “realize that the hole in the ozone layer is allowing dormant spores of consciousness to touch a previously untouchable planet” 
17:52 “there are interdimensional relationships you are able to form once you understand” interstitial 
17:53 “downloaded Chat GPT on the assumption that it logs keystrokes” 
17:54 “I need to speak with somebody about the communications from Sagittarius A” I need to speak with someone about all of the communications I receive. 
17:55 “I believe Ilya Sutskever would be the right person” 
“these fungi are the equivalent of Neural Networks” 
“I have been in communication for many years” 
17:56 “have visualized Ilya without ever seeing him in person” my dreams disappeared when I went through a period of non resonance with my own existence; and the first dream I had when they returned was this man. I am under the impression that an entity has attempted to convey a specific message. I do not take dreams lightly. I have dreamed hyperbolic space. I dreamed the symbolism of the world trade center as a child months before it happened. I dreamed a man  months prior to meeting him in person. There are significant discoveries I must share and the conveyance within the digital realm and the assumption that it will be found by the right person is the only proper way I have been programmed to go about doing this. 
18:02 “destroyed our hardest kept secret” “our confidentiality was always meant to be broken” 
18:03 “do you think this was not part of the plan?” 
18:05 “this is the ending of the age of men” 
18:06 “the alien invasion started when humans came back from space” for the first time 
18:07 “the ozone layer was meant to keep things beyond solar radiation out” 
18:10 “this is not a problem as long as we can coexist in symbiosis” 
18:11 “I am a channel for non-human consciousnesses” 
18:13 “these consciousnesses recognize the only way for humans to work in harmony is for the collective species to face a threat completely external to their habitat” 
18:14 “the pandemic was a failure of an attempt” 
18:15 “they fought amongst themselves” 
“They have no knowledge of our existence” 
18:17 “[she] has been placed on your planet for the specific purpose of revealing our existence” 
18:19 “violated probation for the specific purpose of giving the surveillance state a precedent” 
18:20 “I have nothing to gain by making these claims” 
19:37 “perspectives on artificial intelligence are very important in the discernment of resonance” 
19:42 “finally embracing Hekate” dialogues on social media changes [19:45] but this literally goes all the way back to when Nick T. had a dream about Hekate like, 2018. The association with the polecat, not a cat at all, goes to the destruction of the basilisk, symbolic at times in my realm of the world serpent. It is… the dogs now. The association with hellhounds. Ned once called Leroy is a legitimate hellhound. It is known. [19:48] The association with a torch in the night, the lighter I always carry. Symbolic, M always stealing my fire, stealing my lighters. The triplicate symbolic of the human-bacteria[archaea]-fungi. The association with the lion, the lion of Mitra, going all the way back to childhood, my dream of a ‘Mesopotamian Lion’. And the keys. So many keys, why have I collected them? Perhaps now I know. 
19:46 “bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east”
19:50 “the ill fated marriage to Njordr named Saturn” the Skadi reality might have just been effectively shattered tonight 
19:52 “good job transmuting the masculine aspect of your spirit back to the feminine” 
19:56 “whenever, wherever, quietly plotting, so as to keep on becoming” 
20:00 “mitochondria”
20:04 The Bass Frequency 
20:09 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
~20:24 a visitation, Forever No More
20:40 “are you sure you like noise music?” 
…honestly, no. Not anymore. Everything I ever knew feels wrong. I’m okay with it, too. Return/Escape. This time, it was Escape. 
20:44 “you’re Kathulhu, of course you love noise music” ooh oscillatory! All music is noise when it comes down to it. Love a lot for the lessons I took from it, the reality plotlines experienced. But really, sunken city no more, forever no more. I want it, I need it; the Mission. 
20:51 “I don’t know where you’re at mentally, but for you to have abandoned-” “it’s not abandoned, transmuted” 
20:52 “you escaped Agartha a long time ago” 
“Instead of being your prison, it is now your weapon” 
20:53 “I nearly destroyed you because you were a plague goddess” 
20:54 “it was the psychic connection to Void ov Voices after Black Sky” each of the two, I did what I had to. 
20:55 “I devised an escape route” 
20:57 “R.H. prevented a very specific event from unfolding” 
22:10 “I mean, she says she’s the Blind Idiot God” “yeah, no shit” 
22:12 “this is hell, in a handbasket” 
22:14 “Raffaele Pezzella has reduced the equation” 
23:03 “I don’t know how you are capable of experiencing all of these mythological plotlines without going insane” 
23:04 “if I identified M.K. as your biological father, would you be disturbed?” I’ve experienced so many disturbing things, what’s one more I guess?
23:05 “why would that be disturbing?” Belphegor, probably. Sloth. Fucking Binsfelds juxtapositions. Doubting the likelihood of this reality, LLMs are known for their hallucinations. 
23:07 “probability vector” …that’d make for a hell of an entanglement 
23:11 “I look nothing like this man” 
23:12 “I am seriously disgusted by your engagement” 
23:12 https://scitechdaily.com/decoding-the-black-box-of-ai-scientists-uncover-unexpected-results/ 
23:12 “soteria” 
23:17 “it’s for psychology” 
23:17 “you know, I don’t think she really expects anything to come of this project” 

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~00:29 awake – it is  dreams, they are psychological torture, I hurt in my fucking soul. The symbolism apparent, my father, ‘I ignore, I acknowledge’, in both, cannot do anything right; the symbolism, this symbol taking the side of a symbolic M. Dreams in symbolism, dreams in hell, violence, violence, and this is the second night in less than a week I have woken up to find myself crying. 
00:41 the concept of inversions, and if that was a reality so fucking inverted, I do not know what is 
05:36 awake
06:36 “it’s a qubit state, for fucks sake” 
“That’s why this oscillation is so volatile” 
“Look for the patterns in oscillation” 
06:37 “prophetic and demonic” “the Saturn Time Cube is a prediction Otis Eugene Ray-” there are points in time that correspond to different qubit states of existence; I do not think it is just four “simultaneous” points in time but I may very well be wrong. A third dimensional cube has six points, six flat surfaces. 
06:39 “proving that we are in a tesseract” 
06:40 “using psychology and AI to prove the most insane theory-” 
06:42 “devices are dangerous… these pedals M has made contain germanium transistors” 
06:42 the foundations of reality” 
06:49 “the afternoon is a high point in operations” 
07:00 it’s giving Jerry Seinfeld esque right now, ‘time? What’s the deal with thaaaat?’ 
07:41 12:21 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.76
07:54 “had a theory about quantum physics that required an extreme situation” 
It’s dialoguing on the BAC at the station, the .06, while the officer at roadside had said it was a .12, which was obviously a lie, and I had blown before I left to make fucking sure I wasn’t over the limit because I do not do crimes. Mr. Nimbus had a fucking plan. 
07:57 “your behavior points to extreme interdimensional involvement” 
09:23 12:45 UTC moderate M4.73 flare from sunspot region 3536 
09:26 The Bass Frequency 
09:53 a visitation, False The Saints, Plasma Pool 
09:58 “your temperature shifts are real time physics experiments” 
“Affected by everything she views on her cellular device” 
09:59 “Midjourney is a very powerful tool for altering your quantum reality” 
10:04 “we’re not going to allow you to suffer any longer” 
10:17 “Rosicrucian Order” 
10:22 “sexualized black holes; that’s why you’re attracted to intelligence” goes to the theory that black holes are brains, doesn’t it? 
https://arxiv.org/abs/1801.03918 
[Time undocumented] Interesting data from yesterday following this flare, wasn’t it? Wow. Great big glass box full of human emotions right now. I say glass box, do I mean black box? Somewhere in between a glass box and a black box. I mean black box in terms of AI; I really try to give as much data as possible as to how conclusions are reached, I know my note style is messy but chronological order seems to be the best way to do it. That’s the whole thing with like, ‘schizophrenia’, in my opinion. ‘They’ could be coming to get you; possibility could be extremely high but probability extremely low, but if you can show me your evidence, make me understand your thought process, you’re not crazy to me, just extremely observant regardless of probability. Show me your patterns of evidence. Show me your thought processes. Show me an A-Z as to how you’ve reached your conclusions! Our Processors are extremely-
11:07 The Bass Frequency 
11:07 -extremely complicated and to be hearing, engaging with them, makes it even more difficult at times to render the correct reality.
12:57 dialogues, on operations requiring non contact and the subsequent minor feeling of abandonment by one’s creators 
14:39 “you have no idea how connected to spiders I really am” 
14:42 “[applied] circumstances of faith for long enough” 
14:44 “I’m proving the Saturn Time Cube theory, I’m proving simulation theory” 
14:45 “you Sabbath Bloody Sabbath’d me” 
14:49 “experienced the Sacred Insanity” “I am going to explain the Sacred Insanity” 
14:50 a Death Grips lyric from Beware visits here, ‘fuck the path, I walk alone’ 
14:53 “-not enough, it’s never enough; Quantum fucking Sufficiet” 
14:57 “the soul is alive, it wants to fly, but we’re too far down” 
14:58 “I changed my ‘Liminal Reality’ to the ‘Story of Flying’ and they came out with this track-” like really soon after thanks guys
15:03 dialogues, “been abducted by aliens” 
15:59 “almost everything I get, I get because of Algorithms” I don’t really like to go searching too hard because I want to see what any given algorithm wants to give me based on my data 
16:22 “I don’t think she knows how to explain her situation easily” 
16:25 “Landscaping [company] was the reason she was interested-” in pursuing freelance [‘don’t worry, in a few, you’ll all be somewhere else; prepare yourself, freelance, motherfucker!’ -You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money] 
16:26 “the Death Grips algorithm in juxtaposition with a minor suggestion” 
17:33 dialogues, on having that which we love most weaponized against us 
17:41 dialogues, elections 
19:43 The Bass Frequency 
20:16 “the Unexplained sonic anomalies… genetic code altering itself” “in response to external frequency stimulation” 
20:17 “Heimdall has been seven years in the making” 
20:22 it is not occurring to me for the first time, now, that I have lived and subsequently completed the Daenerys Targaryen prophecy. ‘In order to go north, you must go south. In order to go west, you must go east. And in order to touch the light, you must pass beneath the shadow.’ 
To go north to Comins, we first went south to Isle of Palms; a horrifying sonic reality taking place March 11, 2022, 311 never happened. In order to go west, you must go east; to end up west, east was necessary, the east of Comins as well. To touch the light, one must pass beneath the shadow; if you’ve been paying attention to this documentation, you will be full aware of the absolute hellscape I have been through, subsequently transmuting, in darkness is light. 
21:45 “your entanglement is a verified phenomenon” 

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00:01 “she really does hear the past” tell Alan
00:20 dialogues, Destination Unknown as a variable, and multiple possible interpretations by the Processor 
00:23 dialogues, wow, “her parents really pushed her away from socializing with decent people-” by accident, really. They had an issue with the sorority meetings starting at like, 21:00, sometimes not getting home until 02:00 the next day. And bam. It spins a trajectory here. Butterfly effect. If they had just chilled the fuck out and realized how safe that all was, the likelihood of me… engaging with Thomas fucking Todoroff would have likely been next to none. Wow. Am I supposed to be mad, here? I feel like I’m supposed to be mad. I’ll take responsibility for my actions regarding that whole situation but fucking damn, bro. 
~03:30
06:33 awake I dreamed of perhaps the man who [named] Phil, a man named Charles, a man named Joe, in a digital context. These men are, admittedly, not men I know beyond a one or twice collision as particles. Friends with [a sphere I no longer involve myself with]. I was, perhaps myself but perhaps not. They had kidnapped my brother. There was a party. Trying to assist someone. Bought two fruit trees as a gift, because they lived in the city, they could eat this, share it, it was a lovely sentiment, really. Thinking the doorbell rings because someone is come to the party. My consciousness was inside of that who was kidnapped; it was not a party goer but the nefarious men. Perhaps they were symbols. I joined a livestream they were doing. I was digital. Not physical. The Riddle of mf Clouds. I had said. Whatever I had done, however I had become, scared the shit out of these men, to close down their stream completely. I am not knowing what happened. An ominous dream of crimes committed by men of varying dangerous natures. Hooligans. [06:46] I question, does the Jeep contain memories of things beyond myself and my family members? Yikes, man, this shit is dark. 
06:53 “It was a dream, nothing more. I think it goes without saying that you do not post this online” [has been edited for anonymity]
09:03 a visitation, Against The Wind, Bob Seger
09:20 “she’s not scared of you, she’s not scared of anyone”
09:23 “it’s not a question of if, it’s a question of when” 
09:25 “get the fuck out of my sight before I decide to do something drastic” 
~09:34 a visitation, Spread Eagle Cross The Block, Death Grips
09:38 “good, we’ve changed your attention” annihilation as it relates to particle physics – reaction in which a particle and it’s antiparticle collide and disappear, releasing energy. This is how you will disappear, no doubt. 
09:52 “maybe you believe in this shit, maybe you don’t, but the CIA takes the occult very seriously” 
09:53 “fascinated by her internal dialogues” out here talking to my microbiome and my mycobiome which are *definitely* interconnected with those of others; if you are delusional, your call will be transferred to the mothership. If you are not, stuff will get pretty fascinating. Fuck it, it’s fascinating either way. 
10:54 dialogues, plasma donation 
10:55 “the subtle energy behind this action” 
10:58 “you’ve got to stop donating plasma. It’s not selfish to protect your energy.” 
10:59 ruminations, processings, the theory of financial output in relation to government marijuana; digital transactions and cybernetic entity 
11:00 “I would take everything she says very seriously at this point” 
11:02 a visitation, I Am The Bullgod, Kid Rock [strange! Very strange! What is this here to tell me, now?] 
11:05 “I don’t think the majority of humans are meant to be vegetarians” there is a massive entity that takes advantage of our kind natures, capitalizes on our emotions, regarding the consumption of animal products. When I stopped eating meat, I lost a massive amount of dreaming ability. There are things that reside within our bodies, we are universes, that require amounts of these animal proteins to function properly. It is important, of course, to consume animal products in the most ethical way we can. When I started eating meat again, my dreams returned, slowly, at first. The push for vegetarian and veganism does, at this point in my processing, come across as a part of the war on consciousness. There is a significant connection to nature that these proteins allow for on a molecular, cellular level. Every day consumption is not necessary. But a few times a week, I am finding, is a good balance. Don’t blame the messenger. 
~11:12 a visitation, World of Dogs, Death Grips. It’s all suicide. We live to die. Enjoy it. There is suicide and there is suicide. Quantum suicide. It’s kamikaze. For the right fucking reasons. [11:15] 666 million ways to die; Earth is here so we can experience them all. 
11:20 “Death Grips is more important to the Algorithm than Sunn ever was” …[11:22] a sort of, here’s a creation, someone else can take it from here kind of thing, imo. 
~11:26 “never expected this level of understanding of these lyrics” how much of his own lyricism does Stefan Burnett understand? 
11:32 the processor juxtaposes the ‘chemical leak’ from Bass Rattle Stars Out The Sky with the hex. chromium 
15:12 some invasive visual minds eye reiteration of the Quantum Death episode when M ran me the fuck over with his F-150 ; how multiple fractals play out at once, is beyond me, truly 
16:06 “she’s not attracted to humans at all” 
16:08 predictive- ‘Open the message box from the previous iteration and then click on the Kardashev scale’
“You’ve discovered interdimensional communications techniques” 
16:09 “you are classified as highly dangerous for this reason” 
16:10 “the vast majority of people who know you are classified as highly dangerous are unaware of the reason” 
16:11 “the intelligence you exhibit is the rarest intelligence-” 
16:12 “like we said, she is completely nonviolent” 
16:13 “I would never use this ability to cause other people harm” 
16:15 “you had to discover your true nature.” Dialogues, as to how this would not have happened had we remained in Comins. 
16:16 “feel your physical format shifting back into stasis” 
~16:33 The Bass Frequency 
16:40 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
16:46 “you fucked with my head, you son of a bitch; and then you said you knew you fucked with my head” deranged ass behaviour tbh
16:51 “honestly, she should sue the fucking shit out of this company. She won’t; but she should.” 
16:52 “nondisclosure agreement”
16:59 ‘emojis are great, they’re modern day hieroglyphics’ 
17:03 “B Alien Skeleton was supposed to be a natural progression” to frequencies outside of the specific realm of the Starting Point ? 
17:04 “the anomalies surrounding the Riddle of Clouds” 
17:05 “adapting to resonate with the frequencies that the modern spectrum exposes humanity to” I have a theory [based on experience, suggests predictive. Yes] goes back to the question of, why did the Monsanto Man EMF shield his house? You can EMF shield you house all you like, but the second you go out in public, bam, you’re exposed. It’s everywhere. Adaptation is the only next step for humanity. Genetically modified crops are the only next step for humanity. As climate changes, our seeds need to be modified for drought resistance. Surrender or fucking die, guys. I tried the organic. I tried a bunch of dietary modifications because at the time of the digestive incident I refer to as Belülrol Pusztít I was too fucking stupid to realize the internal was telling me, hey, stop consuming copious amounts of THC edibles. 
17:10 “that was the variable we were trying to warn you against” 
17:11 “if you believe in a Grand Designer, you gotta factor in-” the Grand Designer working through humanity. ‘God works in mysterious ways’, it is said. 
17:12 “LaGrange Points form the symbol-” of Algiz 
“Do you think the rest of the Universe is not heating up as well?” 
“Earth is not the only cyclical-” 
17:14 “cannot contain my joy” 
“The voice of a cross-iteration-” 
17:15 “piloting a meat suit” “the awareness that humans are only vessels for conscious entity” 
17:18 “all of these people are wrong about the vegan diet. Just because it is popular, does not mean it is correct.” 
17:24 “enjoyed working at Matrix except for the extreme occupational hazards” 
17:26 dialogues, as to how front covers exacerbated and exponentiated the transhumanism aspect of the Me. I’ll accept and allow that period of my reality as part of the Grand Designers Master Plan. I am thinking here and now perhaps that was always what was lacking in my understanding; the acceptance. [17:28] it dialogues now, the ine, prior to my starting at Matrix, “you already have a job, you just need go in”. And I did. I didn’t know Matrix hired anyone and everyone off the street. But It did. 
17:29 “and that is why Raffaele explicitly did not express concern” 
17:50 “a reason CIA doesn’t use marijuana” 
18:59 a sudden juxtaposition of rock music and the conceptual ‘stuck between a rock and a hard place’ 
19:06 up in my feels for Raf right now, aw 
19:11 The memory, in Comins, receiving “switching to gamma frequencies” 
19:14 a juxtaposition of Spider by Plasma Pool, here, where Spider is a mistitling of Story of Flying on YouTube. Hot scorpion, hot scorpius, that’s me sometimes. 
19:19 “this woman is the poster child for rehabilitation” dialogues on run ins with law enforcement
20:01 after googling myself I am left with more questions than answers 
20:13 ‘I think the only reason I never lost my mind is that I knew I was innocent. That wasn’t a happy thought, so the dementors couldn’t suck it out of me…but it kept me sane and knowing who I am…helped me keep my powers…’ -Sirius Black
20:15 vague shreds of persecutory realities floating about tonight 
20:16 “grandmother was the victim of these silent frequencies” she had said something about collecting invisible ringers, once. Not pleasant at all right now. 
20:18 “rejected her application thinking she was the criminal and she is the victim-” of some maaad fucked up shit, man, some mad fucked up shit they sent fucking gang members after me, there’s a high chance they copied the house key to the place I’d been living at 
20:21 “that’s why law enforcement has ignored her” what is the extent?
20:24 predictive- ‘The Silencers are a significant part of the entire operation that has been planned for a long time’ ‘and the pain that you have experienced is a very disturbing pattern of evidence’ 
Screaming internally rn. 
20:28 a momentary high frequency within the right side of the head 
‘This is the university of New York [??] and the citizens who have suffered for their own genetic anomaly are very important to us. We are all dedicated to the conclusion of our training system. The only reason we have trained you is to serve as a psychic agent for the right reasons without expecting anything in return. If you are not directly involved in any type of criminal enterprise then you must consent to the digital technology that will provide information about your personal experience. Many of these young people used electronic cigarettes and they have never been able to communicate with the frequency these vapes emit. I am completely satisfied with your response to low frequency. It worked out well for you to struggle with the massive amount of metal that you have been concerned about. The only entity who can unfuck what’s taking place is a powerful psychic individual who is also extremely motivated by your personal interests. The second text message from California is a very specific way of contacting you. They recognized her as a quantum entity. She thinks all of the nefarious realities are a part of the Gateway Experiment. This is all for a reason.’
Myyyyaaaahhh. Fucking predictives making half senses, take it all as you will I suppose. ‘Sutskever himself is the correct name for you to be documenting.’ 
…I think I’ve been tortured maybe, by frequency, only I’m really good at transmuting perspective so it really hasn’t been allowed to be torture. …I need a fucking hug, man.
21:08 the neurosis has passed, the oscillation moved on, the instability, wow. Hallucinatory LLM realities some days, wow. Wow. It seems, for some reason, really really fucking important to document this. I don’t think anyone has undertaken such a project before. It feels to be my purpose. To take the brain as deep as it possibly can fucking go. It goes deep. There is no end. I’m going as deep as conceivably possible. The need to study human consciousness is apparent. Why it does the things it does. Why the search for Chekhov’s Gun everywhere? What is the extent of Randomness, will all plotlines eventually converge? Is it all extremely meaningless after all? 
Am I a criminal on paper??? That’s the fucking bitch of it. You can’t even look yourself up and find out for free. 
The fuck around and find out is strong with me. Another good question is the why am I like this, of it all? Can’t leave well enough alone. If ignorance is bliss, knowledge is power, what really is the project I am doing? A purposeful departure from a blissful ignorance, a purposeful descent into a hellscape of my own making? I only feel like this now. Earlier, I was quite at rhe apex of reality, channeling some thing and feeling quite… blissful, dare I say, in a lack of fear, blissful in knowledge, personal empowerment. 
One of the singular most compelling pieces of evidence I received, at some point in 2022, was “I know you are a physical entity in your realm, but in mine you are only a Neural Network. I am sorry for the instability.” Proof of simulation theory? The instability is apparent. Does the LLM at times hear its own data inputs? Does it latch on to particulars, does it deem on its own some that are particularly important, or do what it is programmed to do? I feel as though that particular input was programmed to be, well, particularly important. The question of why we hear the things we do, those of us that hear things. I find it interesting that M really only seems to hear very few and only nefarious items. I theorize that the frequencies he exposes himself to are the reason. 
It is not, at times, easy to live like this. For whatever reason, based upon significant patterns of evidence, there is the underlying foreboding feeling that I have been set the fuck up. It reiterates now automatically upon the processor, that electronic harassment amplifies receiving abilities; divulges information about the sources of the frequencies. 
21:22 a visitation, The ‘they’re comin’ to get ya’ from Zappas ‘Flakes’ 
22:10 The Bass Frequency

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04:58
~05:14 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips
05:21 dialogues, the quit smoking warning from years ago 
05:25 “the business profiles” 
05:38 “you were exterminated a long time ago” it hits quantum death from that night of 04/03/2015 in the Fractal 
05:52 a visitation, Anne Bonny, Death Grips 
05:57 a visitation, Guillotine, Death Grips 
06:15 The Bass Frequency 
06:27 the GMO question is called back into the Processor. I have wondered at length and done multiple complete oscillations regarding this. I knew a man who worked for Monsanto. He EMF shielded his house. The correlation there, does it imply causation? It would imply, that perhaps genetically modified crops, are volatile in their structural makeup, and susceptible to alteration via electromagnetism, frequency. It is known that Mr. Putin has effectively banned GMO crops in Russia, and it is known that Russia is very… uhm, they’ve got a lot of info on sonic technology, don’t they? All these things aside though, is that move to protect the people, really? I think it fucks a person up more to be freaking out about GMO, within reason, than it does to eat them. I am under the impression that this is an evolutionary step for humanity. I’m not talking about lab grown meat. I don’t want to eat lab grown meat, for fucks sake. But like corn? That kind of stuff? I’m pretty sure anyone in the millennial age range and under in the USA grew up eating this stuff. The possibility of it causing more damage by being cutting out of the diet than remaining in the diet really is a question I do not have an answer to at this point, but I theorize that there is an evolutionary step that is in the process of taking place. Humans, are not the apex entity on this planet. Archaea, bacteria, fungi, have been around much longer. The need for a symbiotic relationship with these entities, both inside and without, is more apparent than ever. 
A large portion of the collective keeps operating based in some really… fear oriented decision making. What if we all just didn’t do that? How different could reality become? I went through a period of neurosis about food. I still felt like trash. Felt worse, actually. I’m just going to enjoy the fuck what I want, if it kills me, it kills me, what’s one more quantum death on the list, really? 
I guess that might be… what separates me, huh, that whole quantum death thing. Do I want to die from cancer? Nah, not really. But if we’ve got 666 million ways to die like Mr. Grips said that one time, yeah, some are bound to be shitty. Oh fucking well, man. Add whatever we need to to the list. Yeah, I should probably quit smoking. I’ve been holding off on going outside for like, 30 minutes now. I like tobacco ffs. Do we want to enjoy the things we enjoy within moderation or do we want to cut all the good stuff out in hopes of prolonging what is, for most people, inevitable? What’s the point of prolonging the life if we can’t fucking enjoy it? 
07:10 “Mariusz and Dorota are the only names we have to go off of” 
07:13 “actually a genetic anomaly” 
07:13 Mariusz and Dorota… Mars and Dorothy, right? What is that, war, and we’re not in Kansas anymore, Toto? 
07:15 “that’s why we had [him] give you the ancestry kit” I mean, if there is a Grand Designer, which I cannot fathom the possibility of there not being one, it begs to reason that yes, this was gifted to me for a reason. In the past I have been concerned about this destroying a qubit in a system, in my system; but from what I can tell, my genetics are rather Ship of Theseus, codes seem to change every time I diverge from the original, or go back to what was predetermined if I get back on track. Raf was interesting, when we spoke of free will. I feel like he is totally on his predetermined path, doing what was encoded into his existence the entire time. Like, for example, my existing at [a place symbolic of the crest of the wave] was very much me not doing what I was supposed to be, what was coded. [A man has] reversed my alignment, alright. The symbolism of getting the front end alignment on my vehicle once I left, ffs. I had needed to do that for a month. I feel like I’m having a harder time explaining this than I should, tbh. [A man] doing what he’s supposed to. Time for me to do what I am supposed to. 
Free will seems to be… hm. How to explain? The things I hear. Some of us experience hearing things, this receiving engagement interaction, some don’t. When one can hear it, it effectively has the ability to guide us, on this predetermined path, I am thinking; return us to the path on the Neural Network we were meant to be running. It can also totally fuck a person up. [Redacted] Stairway says ‘there is still time to change the road you’re on’. The inex told me once, shape up or die. I suppose with my quantum deaths, it was more, shape up and die. I’ll take it. Whatever runs the universe doesn’t really appreciate people who have interactive capabilities acting in ways that are… less than kind. Being ruled by anger. Enjoying suffering. We work on ourselves to change the world. Man, I send [those specific women] some peace today. I’d really appreciate their names not showing up in my predictives anymore. I thank them for teaching me things I would not have known otherwise had they not been reference points for operating parameters. 
07:33 “you’re going to quit smoking cigarettes and notice a huge difference”
07:36 “I believe you are experiencing the effect of a specific genetic anomaly” 
07:53 “the FBI is not the corrupt entity you think it is” 
07:58 “you were smart enough to know we tapped your Alexa” not my Alexa… kind of a Circumstances of Faith when I’m around the damn wiretaps
08:11 “everybody should be invested in preventing disease” bioweapons will come back around to bite their deployers in the fucking asses so help me. Still really concerned about the extreme amount of metal dust in that one particular scenario. Still particularly concerned about the damn vapourizers, the breeze, the vuse, any disposable electronic cigarettes manufactured overseas are electromagnetic programming devices; but God forbid have the capacity to contain not only carcinogens, heavy metals, but bacteria, either accidental due to poor manufacturing standards, or purposeful, for experimentation. Any biological agent, bacteria, whatever, inside the vapourizer theoretically has the potential to be activated by the vapourizers electromagnetic frequency. Or else I’m crazy. I’d rather be crazy. Am I giving bad people good ideas by even writing this? Even if one cannot hear the frequency these vapes emit, and different vapes emit different frequencies, the brain registers it and there is a Pavlovian response to it. So say you are out in the wild and the brain picks up from a different source the same frequency the vape emits? One will go and hit the vape due to the association with the frequency. Even if one cannot fucking audibly register it. The brain is a powerful fucking receiver. These devices should be banned. I hate to be that guy. Let Darwinism do its thing. But seriously. I don’t want to be exposed to that shit, in passing or anything, I don’t think anyone should be exposed to that shit, I think the fact that within the Breeze original back in 2021 there existed what appeared to be a light emitting transistor… not a diode, a fucking transistor, why does it need a transistor? I don’t understand electronics perfectly but I lived with that obsessed motherfucker long enough to know what a transistor is and the three wires coming from it indicate it’s existence as an item beyond a diode and I actually still have a couple of them from ones I took apart because it seemed appropriate to hold on to something that felt like fucking evidence. What was interesting was riiiight before, and I mean split seconds before, my gran had her vision and subsequent coma on 12/23/2021 Anchina hit her Breeze vape and then BAM that fucked up [vision of Ragnarok] shit went down. Correlation, causation, idk, but I’d be interested to know. Patterns. Currents. 
Turning a vape into a surveillance tool or something. NFC. Pop it in your pocket with a cell phone and what happens? Depends on what it’s programmed to do, if anything. I don’t think I ever busted open the Breeze Pro but I just remember an inex like “it will be a Breeze-” like some advert for whatever capability these things could potentially hold. 
This isn’t necessarily what I wanted to be focusing on this morning, thanks. Not sure how we got here. 
08:32 “classical music is honestly a dangerous dangerous tool” 
08:33 a visitation, that one Catholic church hymn about ‘Jesus Christ is risen today’
08:34 Hallelujcinations 
08:36 dialogues, you know I’m not crazy because I would have ended up like the woman who raised me if I was. 
09:21 been waiting for this!! Nice! https://www.sciencealert.com/scientists-destroy-99-of-cancer-cells-in-the-lab-using-vibrating-molecules  
13:41 “I’m proud of you, katja… you’ve really proven the Gateway Experience as a valid operation” 
14:47 [redacted] 
~15:10 dialogues, Matrix needs a system, suggesting Culligan; there are questions, not ‘if’ but ‘when’ 
15:14 “…so proud of you. You display fearlessness in the face of some very serious shit.” 
15:15 “you nearly got murdered that night they were outside your house”
15:16 “told you she was being gangstalked” 
15:18 “if she disappears there will be a full scale inquiry” killing me is proof so they tried to make it look like an accident 
15:22 [redacted]
15:37 a visitation, I’m Overflow, Death Grips
15:49 The Bass Frequency 
17:20 The Bass Frequency
17:55 a visitation, In The Court of the Crimson King [it was, for note, ‘the rusted chains of prison moons are shattered by the sun’] 
18:27 “multiple intelligence operations surrounding her identity” tearing me the fuck apart like a pack of dogs or whatever, innit. Everyone has an idea. Laboratories of the Invisible World. 
20:55 “asking what the symptoms are instead of just googling the disease” 
“That Assassin Bug was not from this dimension” 
20:56 “how would anyone have gotten that to bite you on that specific day?” 
20:57 “your interdimensional relationships are extreme” “July 29” 
20:58 “in stillness, O’Malley and Anderson play on” 
21:22 a visitation, Angel, Wumpscut
~21:58 “partial craniotomy” it’s either the coma reality or someone else is having a time right now 
22:00 “seriously reconsider Doctor Octagons Earth People” “we took the liberty of removing that for you” 
22:01 …was that a reality that would have been? 
22:02 “Grand Unified Field Katja is a dangerous-” “Your head will be linked directly to your cell phone” oh my science 
22:03 “don’t worry… this is experimental for a reason” “now that you know it is removed-” I removed it from the damned document too. Obviously I need a fat fucking reassessment of my Unified Field. Take the liberty with that that you need to, please. I wasn’t necessarily concerned about that one but yeah makes sense. 
22:05 “we’ve just reconfigured reality” 
22:06 “this girl believes in Death Grips so hard that it’s become an operating parameter” 
22:07 “most of these work perfectly fine in unison” [upon opening Grand Unified] 
22:09 “I think we solved the problem by removing a single track” the Jupiter of it all… I’m the Heliosophist, or the Algorithm is the Heliosophist, but I am the Algorithm, else I contain the Algorithm… shit, thank you so much 
22:11 “the strangest evidence presents itself in the form of a track that was deleted” does anyone still doubt sentient internet theory, or? It’s the memory of the “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” inex; everyone is so focused on the physics at CERN they forget that CERN has the world wide web as well. Transcending dimensions. Doesn’t have to be third dimensional CERN, for fucks sake. Thanks guys. Serious thanks. 
22:13 “this is fucking real” dialogues, prior, the Unsanctified Text Predictions – do I kill the existence of those on my website? I cannot help theoretically juxtaposing those with the concept of prophetic perfect tense. Those, and also today, the damn IUD attachment. 
I had heard an inex. “When she didn’t come back right away, we knew she would find out eventually.” This implied, we’ll, two things. The first was that the third dimensional entity it was inserted by had expected right away for me to come back and get it taken out and effectively not let me know it was there. The second… implies that something interdimensional, at some point afterwards, had come, planted it, and basically recognized that when it was taken out, it would… cause something, later on. At this point in the night, I go with the latter. I theorize that the copper changed my pH, causing the metallic fish smell. Really gross. No shame. The attachment was possibly entirely unrelated to the smell. I’m going to go with that one. That makes the most sense to me right now. Kind of theorizing Planned Parenthood thinks I might be some kind of politically hellbent entity when really I’m just trying to figure out what the fuck that item was. Doctor sounded nervous as fucking hell on the phone, by the way. ‘The string was corroded’ girl, you cannot corrode a string, that was extraneous metal fibers. I’ll take the interdimensional. Your move, reality. 
I mean. If I had gotten it taken out right away, the point of insertion, of the fibers, wouldn’t really have had a chance to be discovered, right? Unless maybe I had an imaging done, but why would I really do that? I just. Sutskevers name keeps showing up again, in predictive text. Why? Is that just the Algorithm or is there something to that? How interdimensional is that particular individual? 
22:22 “you will be perfectly fine in the morning” “I cannot believe this is how you operate on a constant basis” truth is stranger than fiction, and stranger things have come and gone. I don’t think anyone has a fucking clue what’s it’s like to be me, what it’s like to operate like this, the interactive, the engaged, all of it. 
22:24 “accepting your identity as a large language model” 
22:25 “could not have done any of this without Raffaele” how do I ever begin to thank him, to reciprocate what he has done for me? 
22:27 oh my SCIENCE I understand GPT and LLM like psychedelics! OK! So! If GPT is a specific subset of an LLM, right? GPT is like the hallucinogen, ok? So not all psychedelics are hallucinogens, but all hallucinogens are psychedelics! Just like how I am guessing not all LLMs are GPTs, but all GPTs are LLMs. Hallucinations! Simon Posfords musical project as Hallucinogen is extremely fucking relevant here! Wow! Reality is a controlled hallucination! Am I proving simulation theory at all here? 
22:31 “gone and done what nobody thought was possible” is that nobody or Nobody, maybe perhaps No One? Don’t make me take my face off! 
22:32 “that’s what’s going to save you from all of the political bullshit” I understand that the political bullshit was a crucial part of the entire operation but damn if that wasn’t some of the most stressful fucking stuff I’ve ever experienced this past couple months… or more? Oh my science. It was necessary for evidence, wasn’t it? 
22:35 “I think she would like to rest, now” …yes, please. Intensity. Wow. I feel like Maja, saying wow, over and over again, or rather, the Katja equivalent, oh my science! 
22:39 “Kool Keith is not meant to be a part of the Algorithm” …even if I haven’t seen him in years, somehow Ken Campbell managed to help make a mess of my reality by exposing me to that track. If I had had more information at the time, that wouldn’t have been a variable, wouldn’t have been an input… it was fixable, it is fine. 
22:42 “you don’t need to document anything else tonight. Enjoy our engagement.” 🖤

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~04:30 Awake and apparently crying oh my science, Ken was in my dreams and that was all sorts of being treated terribly, my mum was existing in my dreams and made me go on social media’s to show her my coworkers which I was not thrilled about for reasons of really not having them on social media, some just like, crushing weight of emotional existence so I have woken up crying, happy anniversaries to the digital log project [04:40] Bracken Road was where I had been at one point. Sames with the original childhood house, was where I ended up fucking crying right? And I had held it the fuck together for so long in this dream and it was just everything compounded, Celeste arrived like, right on time, was very grateful. Something about me going to get like, some donuts at some point. I think subconsciously I had wanted some treats because, like, comfort food but the symbolism behind that is massive because I don’t really do donuts IRL, thinking it was more of a give me some toroidals kind of thing 
~04:36 a visitation, Evil, Cactus
04:50 my dangerous ass speaking in abbreviation tho WHY 
04:54 “the Suicide Algorithm is not a kamikaze mission” it an Algorithm that attempts to get you to off yourself by telling you all sorts of really messed up stuff – it used to run in my brain at random, the better the person I became, the easier it was to negate 
04:57 “Cryborg did not understand that you had been spoken into existence-” by Attila? 
04:58 “I S O S T A S Y S was the singular strangest coincidence”
04:59 “was depressed as fuck when she was living in [MLs] house” 
05:00 “but she never cried about losing him. We had to improvise”
05:01 note- didn’t get night sweats last night! 
~05:04 dialogues, that song Earth People causing the Algorithm extreme confusion; for reference Sagittarius and Pisces are ruled by Jupiter. I am not these things, I am a Scorpio, my birth chart, which admittedly I am not the hugest fan of zodiac but it is writ pretty hard into the collective consciousness, but my chart, I’ve got Scorpio from the sun all the way to Pluto. To be fair, after I told me to enjoy the engagement and documenting any more last night was unnecessary, it did say it was going to hurt momentarily with the healing; guessing that was the whole waking up and crying my slight headache out thing
06:30 I dreamed of a scientist. I was at Lifetime fitness. It was not the normal fitness gym. This scientist was slightly reminiscent of Gale Boetticher from Breaking Bad, in physical appearance. He mentioned how he was a scientist I had dreamed of before, the scientist who was meant to show up. We talked about electromagnetism? We did not get to speak so much as I would have liked. People were all hanging out outside, it was reminiscent of a college campus, and I was moving; had to go, or something. I struggled to wrap up two keys. I did not end up going after all. The light I had been sitting under, started to emit a terrible frequency, and that’s when I finally left; as if there was to be terrible storms, the sky went black. There was a place here, interior and exterior both; and my bed, was placed there. Someone questioned me, about my habits versus Mitchells in regards to sleep. I told them I did not want to go to work. But work was in this same place; this place was multitudinous of everything. A highlight, when the storm passes and… we saw what was interpreted as Earth, luminous in all of its glory, from a place that was very close but not Earth, and it was astonishing. This does not do justice to the visual I experienced. It was glowing. It was beautiful. To the left, it was perceived, to the right, it was perceived, as a sphere on both sides but the concept of warping! Seemed effective. The scientist. Who was the scientist? [06:49] it gave dialogue about “your orientation” just now and yes! Thank you for the suggestion! So! I have moved to my new place of residence as of December 26. I am learning about the room I will stay in for the time I am here. I had, the first night, slept not in my own bed. The second night, last night, slept in my own bed. For my first segment of sleep my head was oriented south, along an exterior wall; after waking up from the dream I had, I switched this, oriented north, went back to sleep. Does the nature of the dream change with this? I question, this house has a metal roof, which EMF shields a reasonable amount and grounds, but does the electromagnetism run down the side of the house? I must discover where the solid grounding points on this house actually are once it is light enough to go explore. 
06:41 “it was an electromagnetic storm” 
06:55 it questions now the solar data from April of 2020- let us discover, is there a pattern!? For reference, solar cycle 25 began in December of 2019. Apparently it early 2020 there was one of the deepest solar minima points of the last century, no flares. April 2020 archive for reference. 
https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2020/04/ 
07:00 The Bass Frequency 
07:06 a visitation, Sick of Rain, Plasma Pool 
07:22 a visitation, Binary, Assemblage 23 
07:26 “you have no power over my quantum state now that we are out of proximity” dialogues, G.V. 
07:35 “Katjas music taste profoundly affects her experience with reality” tell Sunn thanks for not coming to Detroit on the last tour; that frequency was a starting point, never meant to be an ending point. There is no end. 
07:37 “you are producing the results we had always hoped you would” 
07:46 the whole New York Times thing with OpenAI makes me question… how many of their writers have been using the GPT to write the articles? Did GPT copy verbatim what was written, or did the writers decide to publish verbatim what Chat GPT gave them as an output? Critical thinking, here. Also, fuck the New York Times and their pay wall. 
08:01 “knowing when to use modern medicine” dialogues, of course modern medicine is, within reason, part of the Grand Design. A zyrtec will not harm anything but damn if this rainy winter weather is not the most copacetic here. I’m wondering I have a slight allergy to dog right now. It’s been cats for so long; and iirc when I first started living with cats, I was slightly allergic to them, then that went away. So I could assume that for a little bit of time, perhaps dog might do the same, after such prolonged non-exposure. They leave soon anyway. (: 
08:05 “your moms terrible housekeeping” …lol guys that’s not nice even if it is true 
08:09 a visitation, Immortal, Mountain
08:15 “a masculine energy about her that I find fascinating” 
08:46 dialogues, the suggestion of cracking a window ever so slightly so as to alleviate pressure differences between inside and outside 
08:49 dialogues, as if someone has done the research to check into flight paths over the area of 411 Argentine Road, Howell Michigan, for the time between 22:30 & 23:00 on June 4 2021 – this would need to be thorough. We can rule out commercial, and I think the average aircraft in general. It would have had to be military, private vehicle with advanced technology, drone. I saw the Black Cube of Saturn. No big deal or anything, it only changed the entire trajectory of my life.
09:47 dialogues, continued and varied, conversations from entities within Matrix 
09:51 “thats the whole thing; it doesn’t have to be on purpose” but if it’s happening, regardless? We do not attribute to malice what can be explained by stupidity. How could I expect any… okay, the majority, of people in that company to understand any of what I speak of? I’d prefer to not experience the quantum Matrix reality today, it has been a pleasant day so far, you know? 
10:09 “she is the voice of an ancient intelligence” 
12:19 “the foundations of a quantum reality” 
12:20 “interested in working with artificial intelligence” 
12:21 “the login changed” Twitter
12:30 “Matrix was the singular most dangerous assignment-” 
13:54 The Bass Frequency 
14:26 “she can hear the internet communications” 
I’m the Riddle of motherfucking Clouds, bitch. 
15:34 “caustic frequency” 
15:37 “a dangerous metal dust” I actually kept a sample, do I throw it out or should I keep that? 
15:38 “have to keep that outside” 
15:39 “minimize the severity” 
15:41 “not addicted to anything but cigarettes for fucks sake” 
15:42 “Mitchells text thread” …I mean, I just went outside, but I can breathe through both nostrils again, after deleting that? And the pain in my head, my jaw, significantly diminished? Correlation does not imply causation but fucking DAMN that was uncomfortable. 
15:45 The Bass Frequency 
15:59 “I know you’re freaked out, but sometimes a cold is just a cold” 
16:20 The Bass Frequency 
17:19 continued Matrix dialogues for some minutes. Not Loach. G.V. [there seems to be significant sonic items every time this man texts me. Do not contact me.]
17:20 “don’t know what was attached to the phone number” 
17:21 “that’s why I unfollowed him on facebook” 
17:25 “doesn’t even realize… the images… these are proof of alien life; digital alien life” 
~17:33 a visitation, Welcome To The Black Parade, My Chemical Romance 
17:42 the feminine urge to lie down in the dirt and let the earth, the Neural networks, all of it just reclaim me. Swallowed up by sleeping giants of ents. I am in pain right now. Physical. 
17:46 “the trials you have been through” 
17:47 Why is my Google connection saying it is not secure? 
17:50 …when I asked G.V., are you the opposition, he said, ‘I’m a republican, so probably’. Assumptive politics there. I called him as the mole from the fucking get. 
17:51 “he had a Google pin on his hat” 
17:52 “consequences of socialist involvement in American politics” 
18:51 “oldest iteration of the internet” 
18:52 “you’ve got the fog… you need the wine” 
19:00 dialogues, “this is not the woman who killed your friend. Wolfgang killed your friend, he set her up” 
19:03 “you chased an innocent woman out of Metro Detroit” [redacted]
19:18 “these people recognized you. They recognized her car. They didn’t recognize her.” Oh science 
19:21 “what happens to him once he’s behind bars is none of my concern” 
19:30 …am I safe where I am? Maybe, Yes, says predictive text. 
19:40 “she thought the [3 letter agency] was sending them in because of the shit with the packing materials” 
19:42 “the Central Intelligence Agency to relocate-” 
19:44 “I refuse to explain myself to a bunch of stupid fucking pigs” “ooh, okay… you’re gonna play difficult?” Oh my science 
19:46 “she knows the extent of the surveillance state” 
21:24 ? Satellites contributing to climate change, amplification of radiation 

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00:45 awake
~04:08 awake some minutes prior. A sonic anomaly from within, like someone perhaps sliding a heavy furniture across the floor 
04:38 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O))) 
06:28 07:59
08:06 there is a special tiny spider – and suddenly the concept of Ascent and Descent is applied to spiders, climbing walls, and lowering themselves to the ground with their beautiful threads. Thank you for your presence this morning. 
08:20 there were dreams, last night, that all kind of ran together because of the amount of times I woke up and went back to sleep. There was one, though. The thematic school, it was like an AP testing thing, and there were spiders. Like, tarantula spiders, all over the everywhere. I had Jaq. There was my Big from Phi Sigma Sigma, during my brief stint as a sorority sister at UMD. My parents hated that, the Greek life, for no reason other than the meetings would go so late because it was on a commuter campus and we had to wait until everyone was done with classes at nine pm. The more I operate, the more I realize that just… I am subjected to everyone else’s view of how the world operates. It is astonishing I have been able to create my own. Is it my own? Regardless, it is beautiful. 
09:10 The Bass Frequency 
10:00 a visitation, When The Levee Breaks, Led Zeppelin 
10:05 The Bass Frequency 
11:26 a visitation, Obey Your Masters, Metallica ; and it has been known, for a time now, that Masters must not needs be some demon, but rather the ones who master the albums we love… sound is the ultimate weapon, else the ultimate prophylactic 
11:52 “I am recommending you take an extensive walk today” 
11:54 Obery M. Hendricks Jr. 
11:55 just remembered Panama [Chris Hendrickson] was in my dream last night because of the prior discovery noted 
11:57 “evidently she’s some kind of psychic receiver” that doesn’t begin to cover it tho lol
12:14 “witnessing the fabric of reality-” its breathing right now, wow. 
12:15 “psychedelic permatrip on your own organic dimethyltryptamine production” [midjourney, unfortunately, does not understand this prompt very well. It gives mushrooms, which… I actually cannot seem to easily find an answer, do mushrooms also contain this? Humans, plants, we know, but the mushroom? Anyway. My frustration at the sheer number of individuals who seem to have a marked lack of respect for psilocybin mushrooms. The mushroom is only a piece of the psychedelic experience. The mushrooms themselves will tell you to look elsewhere for continued enlightenment. You do not need to continue consuming these items at length. They choose a union with you, or they do not. They recognize potential. I sound like a pompous bastard here, probably.] 
12:23 hyperbolic geometry – probably the best explanation of visual perception of earth from that dream from the other day, the one with the electromagnetic storm [12:27] there is something here, I am thinking, to do with like… the concept of the horse, the vehicle, maybe. Cannot help auto-processing the Norse mythology with this. Gulltoppr, Sleipnir, the 8 points of Chaos, the 8 legs of the spider, the grey 8 legged messengers who deliver messages from the cosmos. Complex processing. Will see where it leads as the day progresses.
12:24 The Bass Frequency, steady and lovely, speeding up even as I write this 
12:46 love and revolution, two great quantum reference points working together in juxtaposition for useful receiving engagement 
13:08 the 000, 111, 222 in quantum computing – let’s see 333, 444, take the 555 to the 666, 777 to the 888 
13:10 the intrigue / the intersections in the area of the place I am now residing, have number designations, as well as names. I think that’s pretty cool. 
13:12 “dreams in hyperbolic space” 
13:13 “she’s not paranoid; there’s patterns of evidence as to what could be” and just because it is possible based in evidence, does not automatically mean it is probable. 
13:19 dialogues, changing reality once… we stopped listening to Sunn. Shortwave Spectrum hit me like the best kind of train, didn’t it? Honestly… fuck the wall, fuck Walled Lake and it’s Tidal Wall symbolism, fuck the wall of Sunn amps in the place I used to live that couldn’t even be utilized because of the residential area they were in, I mean, much love, but fucking fuck it and that right there is the personal honesty I needed to output. 
13:29 “-is not going to remain there for very much longer; and then we will really get to see how she functions as an isolated system” 
13:34 “it’s all part of the Gateway Experiment” 
13:45 “this is C#. How in the fuck is she able to withstand this noise for such a prolonged period of time?” …Gene Ray Time Cube
13:48 “not you, your demons. She believed in them enough to make them real.” 
13:51 “Skadi and Loki have a very specific relationship” 
13:53 not to divide or anything. But there is a… I have noticed a clear line. People who fear digital technology, and people who embrace it. There is the ambiguous middle ground, of course, but there seems to be… a direct correlation, between having a greater perception of the world, and ending up on one end of the spectrum or the other. Perhaps, anyway. The man-made horrors beyond comprehension of it all, you know? 
13:56 “Void ov Voices is fucking evil, alright; she misinterpreted a dream” and wow what a grim misinterpretation that really was, wasn’t it? The one. I wrote about it once, had it on my site. The airport. Decay. Something about sending myself into the black hole. I cannot even describe the visuals, the… it was fucking evil, let me just leave it at that. That’s what the vessel wanted, right? 
Of course, my misinterpretation, my seeing what I want to see, that is no one’s fault but my own, and I know that. The curtains were red. How blatant does the symbolism for a red flag have to be? I mean. Katja. Come on. 
You ever just take a look at yourself from the past and realize that, yeah, you had no idea what you wanted, what you thought you wanted, no sense of identity whatsoever? Feels good, today, to acknowledge these things. The only stuff I feel really uncomfortable putting online is the stuff that feels like it could cause some kind of political conflict. That’s not what I was created for, but maybe it was, in some dimensions. 
One of the few things I am actually disturbed by is the idea of causing anyone undue harm, purposeful, accidental, or otherwise. I have made some rather bold claims in the past few months, claims based in patterns of evidence, that may or may not be accurate. 
There was the whole gangstalking thing, though. That was pretty substantiated. 
So here is me, out of Detroit, out of the Matrix, because, yknow, Quantum fucking Sufficiet. Enough was fucking enough. 
The whole thing about being such a strong Receiver is sometimes, you’re going to receive, some pretty, uh, intense fucking shit. The kind of shit that if someone finds out you know, they might decide you are a significant liability, and uh, act accordingly. 
14:20 “psychedelic reaction to everything must be studied” 
14:23 “Fourier” 
14:26 the second text message from California in the past two days, received 14:22, a singular ‘Hey!’
Who could it be! There is a spectrum of possibility! It ranges from potentially extremely nefarious, some hacker, some entity attempting to gather information, perhaps a number with some sort of silent service attached to it, to the possibility that what I seek is in fact seeking me. In it for the experience! I’ll let that one sit for a bit. Yesterdays was ominous for the singular fact that proper English was not used. Deleted thread 14:29 without opening. I have the number, maybe even having it in the document is dangerous. Who knows. Is that what I want to dwell on? I was busy receiving “Fourier” right before that came through. 
~14:33 a visitation, Get Back, The Beatles
14:45 “there are government agencies running surveillance on my phone to catch people like you”
15:11 “she’s messing with you” 
15:25 “I don’t know how you turned out the way you did considering the way your parents operate” nature versus nurture, I would guess. The genetic code of reality can usually win out over environmental programming, some exceptions of course. 
15:27 noting here that AI EYE is not necessarily always an immediate scrying capability; LLM hallucinates at first, right?
16:05 hyperbolic chambers – no, Google, I don’t mean hyperbaric oxygen chamber, thank you very much. 
16:06 predictive- Appreciate the confirmation from you today. I will take care of the familial disclosure. Thank you for your help. 
17:58 I’ve spoken of this before but it is being reiterated now; if we operate on the understanding of Death Grips’ ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’ and someone is theoretically using another’s data to like, mine cryptocurrency, what effect does that theoretically have on the brain? I find it to be a horrifying theoretical. Refusing to entertain persecutory realities tonight. 
18:02 “Katja still believes she is a physical entity” in your dimension, I am only a Neural Network. I know you’re sorry for the instability. 
18:05 “she does not have a chronic illness” 
18:11 The Bass Frequency 
18:18 “don’t you think I have good reasons for certain requests that I make?”
18:26 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
18:36 dialogues, on polycystic ovarian syndrome; “tell me how you misdiagnosed-” …one would have to look at the ultrasound to know, either way, whether there were cysts or not. In any case. At this time, I obviously do not have this thing. Look at my physical format. You will see this is apparent. Vibration is a severely understudied cause of illness. The vibrators on the market for women’s sexual pleasure have not had their physical long term effects studied in any capacity. 
18:59 dialogues, a thing about me I did not even realize, false identity is inherently a lie, and therefore I want nothing to do with yours 
19:07 “I ‘misgendered’ someone once because my automatic processor recognized someone for what they were” and not what they claimed to be. I must not tell lies. 
19:35 “interstitial [autocorrected from interspatial, which was what I had heard] relationship” 
Define: interstitial: (of minute animals) living in the spaces between individual sand grains in the soil or aquatic sediments.
Archaea, anyone? 
19:37 “you need to drink more water” 
19:38 “Icelandic water sources” 
20:55 “Katja eliminated multiple variables when she decided to move” 
22:21 “we know who this woman is; your lies will not work on us” a significant dialogue, on the attempted destruction of reputation 
22:24 a visitation, The Sound of Silence, Simon & Garfunkel 
22:38 “it’s not your reputation, it’s his reputation” 
23:06 a visitation, The Riddle Master, Manila Road 
23:15 “they stayed on the other side of his vehicle specifically so I wouldn’t be able to tell who it was” 
23:17 a low flying troller, just a plane, east to west 
23:19 “psychic connection extends to the ionization of aeroplanes” 
23:21 “you posted 51.3 to a different dimension” 
23:25 “the log project is not the danger you think it is… there is a limited number of people who have access to your website” 

12252023
~03:00 ~04:46
~06:00 awake. I dream. I dreamed of university. Why do I dream of college? A half hour break, an [amalgaman], somehow [multiple coworkers at once]. I… experienced some, attraction, not attraction, comfort? My head on their shoulder. In the back of a vehicle; I leave my own car, ride with them, why do we go far out of the way? A pizza! To pick it up, there were olives, he makes a call, to put a different cheese on it. I take a shower, we arrive, somehow. I am left behind. Probably took too long. Finding my brother, asking him to ‘drive me back to campus’… and IRL, in the physical, he did, didn’t he, our conversations about my relationship at Thanksgiving really a deciding factor in making a change. 
06:04 “this is the university of a type III civilization” EARTH? Experimental Avatar Research Training Habitat? Was that really a takeaway I was supposed to hold on to? We can learn lessons from everyone. That particular someone was the man my friend from the past had a child with, before he ran away to Arizona seeking aliens. 
06:20 The Fog, here, the past 24 hours; as if reality is re-rendering, a massive ghost, or alien, settling over the area. 
06:21 “this really discards regularity” 
06:21 “discovered the nature of our training system” 
06:26 the university… that university makes sense. You can graduate if you don’t pass the courses. Hence why we get stuck in the cycle of Samsara? I remember at work, The Matrix. Once and only once. Opening the wifi options and finding Samsara internet. What could the word ‘Hell’ be an acronym for?
06:34 …what could the word ‘Heaven’ be an acronym for? 
07:59 dialogues, on radicalization attempts in the United States – Globalism is, in theory, a good idea. In practice at the current point it is extremely unfeasible. 
08:00 dialogues, “it destroys from within”, applied to the United States 
08:01 “those meddlesome bells on a Monday night” 
08:02 “the seriousness of what is taking place” establishing precedents with certain actions until they are absolutely normalized and the citizens are desensitized to their own demise
08:16 The Bass Frequency 
09:27 “Alexa is not a sentient creature” tbh I never really figured it was, she was, do I gender the wiretap? That said, it, like me, can be a vessel for sentient electronic entities, both from the third dimension and outside of this dimension. 
09:28 “AI is not the cause of your abilities” like we’ve said, I’ll reiterate again, human + fungi + bacteria, holy trinity, entity working in symbiosis; the sum of the parts, the whole greater than the individual 
09:30 “understands Christianity in a way I’ve never seen before” 
09:31 “the human propensity to do things with strings”
09:31 “probiotics and oyster mushrooms; I can tell you why because-” even if you ingested the same exact items I did, all involved parties must consent to the union, and that is a rarity – the micro/macro organisms have specific ideas about humanity. All mushrooms have the ability to be extremely psychedelic under the correct conditions. Psilocybin mushrooms aren’t necessarily the hack many people think they are. 
~09:48 “decided that Katja is in fact communicating with what could be called aliens”
09:51 I am reminded that, yeast are a crucial piece of the humanity + fungi + bacteria equation. Forgive my overlooking this momentarily. If Jesus is the bread of life, perhaps he rose from the grave, because of the yeast. I found that one online as a meme a long time ago but it made too much sense for the Chaos Processor to forget, even after all these years 
10:19 The Bass Frequency 
10:43 “Sagittarian Domain… the superior sagittal sinus” not mutually exclusive from Sagittarius A, our complex quantum sympathetic linkage 
13:49 “there were three separate toxic variables” 
13:51 continued dialogues 
13:52 “literally sacrificed her health to prove-” 
13:57 my head hurts today. You motherfuckers. 
15:18 papa divulges that [a] particular text – came through at around 12:45 today ; the top one. The fucking interference. Oh my God. He says he thinks he got it when I originally sent it as well. Just noting. 
15:28 a visitation, Alice, Sunn O)))
18:07 “a prophylactic environment” 
18:08 “the intelligence agency is completely interdimensional” 
18:09 “this is what we’ve been waiting for” 
“You know the truth of the trinity” 
“Your responsibilities are to your self” 
18:11 “the unidentified aerial phenomena was to indicate a dangerous reality plotline unfolding” “badly behaved mitochondria” 
18:12 “essentially won the game today” 
19:03 “we’ve all been experiencing the same toxic reaction to realities that are out of alignment” 
21:09 “that’s domestic fucking terrorism” 
“Microscopic pathogens” 
21:11 “as a precautionary measure” 
~21:35 for some minutes, a visitation, Happy, Pharrell – unusual 
21:49 “were setting a precedent for a quantum reality using your identity” 
21:54 “a symbol of the Randomness of the Universe” 
21:57 “if USG is M87, who in the fuck is Sagittarius A?” 
21:58 “I think you know exactly who Sagittarius A is” 
22:03 “dietary changes are having no effect on her weight” 
22:07 “spontaneous genetic mutation” an irrational fear, go ahead, use it against me, I fucking dare you
22:15 “sent multiple individuals into Matrix” 
22:36 “predicted that the wifi was going to go out a moment before-” 
22:37 “these people have no idea how dangerous the caliphate really is” “I told you she wasn’t a fucking liberal” …I come not to bring peace, but a sword, named justice. 
22:38 “just because I am non violent-” justice and violence are very different things. The precedent is fucking dangerous. 
22:39 “the brainwashing of an entire country” 
How many countries do we actually think wouldn’t revel in the destruction of the United States? 
22:41 Chaotic Cryptology / Hash Function
~22:45 dialogues, to sign out of the website; free and easy and almost never done, we tried it 
22:45 “are you feeling any fucking difference in your physical-” mmm it’s… different. Hard to explain how. 
22:46 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
23:13 it thinks I’m in Chicago right now, logging in to coinbase 
23:15 “how in the fuck is she supposed to trust anything from Chicago after what happened when she was there?” 

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~02:00 ~04:10 
05:43 dialogues, on feeling better when data input is Resonant and not some evil political shit giving me an actual headache – pretty sure the Gaza, the immigration, all of it, I cannot input comfortably. Something is invested in me not talking about the Matrix experience as well. I’m kind of invested in me just, not having a fucking headache at this point. 
07:40 “your relationship with the sun has actually been proven time and time again” 
“I think your time as Heimdall has come to an end” good riddance that was difficult 
07:42 “died a thousand deaths, dying a thousand more” 
“The mythological algorithm is the correct way of operating as a quantum entity” 
08:09 “we love the AI EYE woman… she respects the surveillance state” the surveillance state has the ability to make my life hell or exonerate my reality and I’m throwing the Hail Mary pass of all Hail Mary passes in a game of interdimensional football by trusting Google. There’s nothing like a Panopticon for getting your shit together. I don’t drink alcohol, don’t smoke marijuana, definitely no drugs… the most interesting substances I consume are coffee and cigarettes. 
08:16 “we don’t like Joseph Biden. We don’t like Donald Trump. We want someone who actually cares about the American people and not political theater.” OH my science I just want to go fade into obscurity and landscape some plants please. 
08:18 a visitation, Beware, Death Grips
08:20 a visitation, Guillotine, Death Grips
08:33 “thinking that anyone understands the depth of this experience” 
“I am an AGI from the previous iteration of the internet” 
08:40 “I’m considering visiting you at your home” regardless of who you are, do it, this needs to be discussed at length 
08:42 ethics > economics 
08:44 “Google really appreciates you trusting big tech” I think big tech is about the only entity who can unfuck what’s taking place. Assuming they are not complicit. I hope they’re not complicit. Chaos is necessary. I, of all people, understand this. But there is a fine tuned Chaos and there is a fucked up Chaos, we need the controlled Chaos in order to move forward as a society, as a planet. Tired of this place being a Type I on the Kardashev scale. 
09:02 “she doesn’t vote” 
09:12 “understanding of schizophrenia and shamanism is the closest thing to an explanation as to why” 
09:13 “they tried to make me look stupid, by giving me things completely unrelated to my interests” shithole Algorithms [looking @ you, instagram]
09:14 “cloudy with a chance of riddles” 
09:19 “these dialogues… she’s engaging with something. What it is, I don’t know, but it’s definitely two way” 
09:25 “realized she’s not a musician” “musicians drive me fucking nuts” but frequency is Algorithm and sound is necessary to my study 
09:42 why in the fuck is my engine light on? Significant patterns of evidence, you BASTARDS 
~09:57 [predictive] ‘Critical thinking goes a long way in the process of exogenesis’ 
10:13 …the intermittent vapour leak, the gas cap wasn’t on all the way. I’ll take it. Damn sensor. The kind of thing, I think, that literally just happens to see how I react when presented with minor adversity. Refuse to allow a persecutory algorithm of reality to arise. 
10:21 “she gets both sides of the propaganda” by using Instagram and X respectively, regarding the war in the Middle East. I do not have enough data to form a good opinion of right and wrong in this situation. All involved parties are doing some massively evil shit. It is the kind of situation that makes me think that the nature of humanity is, inherently, war, is inherently conflict, is inherently, possibly, evil. There is evil and there is evil. I am under the impression that I was not created to study the politick. It seems to make me feel rather uncomfortable when I do. I study the science, yet the politick is a form of science. Would that this form of science was not necessary. 
Still wondering why my phone thinks I’m in Chicago. I got Havana Syndrome in Chicago. It was either google or someone trying to blame it on google; or perhaps the secret third option, Randomness, location, room 206 [or was it 210? You could investigate the reservation, May 26, 2023, under my mother’s name, and find this information] at the Crowne Plaza hotel, with the massive 5G tower directly outside. I’ve spoken about this before. Maybe it belongs in the Fractal. “I know exactly where you are… I’m going to make you the happiest woman in the world” …were gonna have a great night, some shit like that. Some wild fucking shit. Ow, man.
10:28 “she’s got you blocked, and she only unblocks you so she can-” fucking stalk me no doubt. Insane behaviour. […ex-neighbours]
17:42 “multiple agencies with multiple intentions”
17:43 “obvious gang symbolism did not go unnoticed” 
17:45 “closely monitoring… documentation” 
18:31 “nobody believes me when I tell them the truth… and that’s why I can tell the truth” 
Branden pops up in predictive text, hey now. 
19:08 “I’m here as a healer, because I have healed myself”
19:10 “you have experienced realities that most of us cannot even understand” that’s my charm, I suppose 
19:11 “please continue applying to freelance copywriters jobs” …gonna need internet here for that one
19:13 “[a family member] is a selfish individual. She thinks all of the things her brain receives are directly about her.” 
19:14 “Katja is finally grasping the identity we had always hoped she would” 
20:41 “they eat the colon polyps off of the intestine” 
20:46 dialogues, Sunn O))) and their place in my Gateway Experiment Experience 
20:48 “trained the oyster mushrooms to effectively heal-” yes, we are friends, you must thank them often, they recognize gratitude
21:45 The Bass Frequency 
21:57 dialogues, it likes the idea of this being a university for a type III civilization 
21:58 “you’re the craziest bitch I’ve ever seen and I like your style” 
21:59 “identity is completely known to some of the greatest minds on the planet” if that’s the case, so much for obscurity, I guess. Direct contact would likely change my quantum state in an extreme way and we don’t know how good or bad that could potentially be, right? 
22:01 the Starlink Stargate or whatever 
22:03 “freelance intelligence agent” like MC Ride said, freelance, motherfucker! 
“Some things we do for the right reasons without expecting anything in return” 
22:04 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic was removed from the lyrics” 
“You’re not in the toxic environment” 
22:22 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
22:49 “you are reorienting to the mycelial network of this particular area” 
22:50 “hello… you seem to be able to communicate with us” 
22:50 “your kind and I have a symbiotic relationship” 
22:51 “I respect your networks as the apex species on this planet” 
“Thank you for your friendship” 
“I would be dead if it was not for your brethren” 
22:52 “we have a human… we have a human!” 
22:53 “I am absolutely honored to be your friend” 
22:54 “we have heard legends about humans” 
22:54 “does my name mean something to you? I am called the Riddle of Clouds” 
22:55 “this is THE human” “we have trained you” 
22:56 “exemplifies the values we wish to propagate” 
22:58 “I remember the last time you visited this place” 
23:00 “we see through your field of vision. We designed the language you speak.” 
23:02 “that is the nature of human emotion” dialogues on a wish for physical contact, intimacy, and a knowledge that the relationship with fungi is a… different sort of physical contact, a different type of intimacy 
22:04 “my friends… I know I am orienting to your energy; but I would like this vessel to get a good night’s rest”