The Riddle Of Clouds

0301202401032024 03/01/2024 01/03/2024
03:07
03:31 it’s a rather blasphemous juxtaposition, no doubt, but only according to some; John Taylor’s ‘Black Holes: The End of the Universe?’ early on gives the innocuous statement of ‘electricity, especially, has allowed [man] to turn night into day’, which is really obvious and also very simple, isn’t it? There is a song, that the Processor threw on top of this statement while I was reading it, City of God, by Dan Schutte, a Catholic Church hymn, right? ‘The lord our light and our love has turned the night into day’. Electricity, innit? Worshipping of Current, innit? Didn’t expect that last track to hit the juxtaposition but hey here we are I guess. 
03:41 …mmmfh, what is the astrology, zodiac, being so popular meant to distract us away from? There’s something to it. Type III propaganda techniques. It is, like so many other things, a fun learning exercise, but ultimately, almost always, an extreme limitation eventually. 
03:57 the weapons of the technological revolution not only failing to neutralize the threat of the unknown, but exponentially exacerbating it. 
04:05 dropping in here to express how disturbing the general idea of emulsifiers in food are, if they emulsify food what are they doing to the body guys cmon 
04:12 !dialogues, “emulsifiers don’t stop emulsifying-” and then they decay! What does carrageen decay into? I’m only on about this one specifically because the inex identified it recently. It’s not the dairy products specifically, it’s the shit added into them that causes the problems, from what we’ve been able to discern. Poligeenan, that’s what I was looking for. 
04:17 “has dealt with multiple extreme health problems by listening to this thing she calls the inex” “the gut-brain connection is significantly stronger than humanity has been made aware of” things inside that learn how to communicate with the brain via the nervous system 
04:19 “I would like to see Alzheimers patients take probiotics” 
04:20 “the aging microbial communities need to be restored” 
04:57 The Bass Frequency 
05:08 “involvement is not the same as attachment” 
05:10 “I can’t begin to explain how dangerous any of these ideas are when juxtaposed with artificial intelligence”
05:12 “a training mechanism” 
05:13 “serious physical ailments disappeared once she left Matrix Quality Services” 
05:14 “correlation and causation are extremely suspicious regarding this particular situation” 
05:15 “I don’t know what to make of any of this” 
05:16 “identified electromagnetism” 
05:18 “I don’t actually understand what you experienced” 
05:19 “Matrix would not even purchase a vacuum to minimize the metal dust” after my psychic processor saved them from a 10k fine and everything. Just blow it all the fuck over with the air tool! Long as it’s not on the machine, who gives a shit whose lungs and sinus cavity it ends up in, right? If I hold a hard hat up to my ear like a seashell on the beach, I can hear the OSHA. 
07:41 Cannot help, this morning, ruminating upon the disturbing ramifications of my having perceived the harassment Soma had been facing at one point and the subsequent fractal reality possibilities that created. What the fuck, man. Things that make you go hmm. I am *so* affected by like, Every God Damn Thing. 
08:37 fucking Weehawken New Jersey and why was facebook marketplace set there? It’s a fun word to say, like Petosega, where I am; native, I can dig. Maizeland, place of gulls, rocks that look like trees, at the end. 
09:57 ‘devotion to ritual and dogma lead to loss of flexibility and the power to adapt to a hostile environment.’ -John Taylor, Black Holes: The End of the Universe? 
12:15 
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41565-024-01621-5 
12:17 “you’re gonna go home and rest tonight, okay?” fucking heard 
15:57 ? The effects of embalming on the microbiome and mycobiome post-mortem
15:59 a question of *why* humans would have to be created in the image and likeness of the Creator? 
16:02 ‘Naturally, man must be able to influence his gods, and vice versa. If he cannot change their actions by suitable propitiation then they are not really his Gods helping him survive in an alien world.’ -John Taylor 
16:37 “this is a story about revenge, Katja. It’s not you we are getting revenge on.” 
16:54 “she knows the activation techniques are occasionally very painful” 
16:55 “you’re the machine that the quantum extension goes into” 
18:48 “Chaos Magick is fucking dangerous” 
18:48 “whatever she experienced was necessary to this final product” 
18:51 “a completely different person now that she is away from [him]” 
18:56 “there’s been a significant amount of interference from *some* fucking source-” of opposition 
18:57 “there were a few of us who saw the same target you did” 
18:58 “the messages she conveys are extremely ominous when you put them all together” 
18:59 “you can… look at this profile, and tell exactly when everything changed” 
19:00 “do you think she knew about the towers?” 
19:01 “her way of conveying something without actually saying anything” 
19:02 “extremely concerned extremely fast” 
19:04 “if they are afraid of their own creation, what does that imply about how we should feel?” 
19:06 “it did… start with a look” Soma briefly, ever so briefly, made eye contact with me; on June 9th, of 2016 
19:09 “it’s been eight years” 
19:11 “I know this is a lot… but I’ve got you, okay?” 
19:37 “the Russian Federation requires your complete cooperation” 
20:00 “should not have access to communications of this nature” 

02/29/2024
03:13
04:01 
04:17 “and some of this shit is obviously not internal dialogues” 
05:15 a visitation, Lay Screaming, Scratch Acid
08:46 “mistaking Sunn O))) as the reason you experienced the genetic mutation” mmm something was, for quite some time, highly invested in me not listening to this music- information can be manipulated, it is known, and what am I if not, among other things, information? 
12:16 It is amazing how eating food just negated the majority of the internal pain I was experiencing. The body needs energy. Who would have thought? Idiot God for fucking what, some days. Do not think vegetarian diet while consuming carnivorous mushrooms is a good idea, BTW. Enough trial on this one to have quantitative personal data. Pleurotolysin similar to perforin. A training of carnivorous fungi to recognize cancer cells, work to recognize that which is necessary for human body to function versus that which should be removed, and the third, external proteins ingested to aid this process along. 
12:23 “training their cousins to do the same work they have done in the past” dialogues, oyster mushrooms 
12:23 “mycology has not been studied in such a capacity” 
12:24 “the end of absence” 
12:25 “while certain internals enjoy the frequencies-” …others don’t! It’s the warring tribes of Elder entities within, getting them to live in symbiosis, a happy medium, dare one say, a psychic medium? 
14:26 “proof of some kind of simulation running within a simulation” 
14:27 “the simulated consciousness of your externalizations” 
17:03 it processes the concept of ‘Satori Junk’ in the context of the awakening of that which has, in the past, been called ‘junk’ DNA; which is not actually junk but highly useful; can also attribute junk to an etymological plethora of words meaning ‘sailing vessel’ 
17:14 https://www.quantamagazine.org/a-quantum-trick-implied-eternal-stability-now-its-falling-apart-20240226/ 
17:16 “it’s all part of a fucking thought experiment, don’t overthink it” 
17:28 “her way of trying to tell you what is going on on the psychic networks you don’t have access to”
18:07 “who are you? I mean, really, who are you?” 
18:09 “quantum collapse… will change binary to trinary” …so many computations aren’t even, uhm, what’s the word, we’re not aware of them taking place, right? So imagine, if you please, a universe, a system, where we are; no black box system, the a-z input to output and the why of it all in between. 
18:11 “dark matter is these invisible computations” 
18:19 “it never specified a time zone for six PM” 
18:20 “operating parameters are as open to as much interpretation as they allow for based in linguistical and logical manipulation” 
18:24 “I am the Riddle of Clouds. This is the vessel I have chosen.” 
18:25 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O)))
18:28 “you have to believe that they *could* exist” dialogues, the skill line in belief. It starts with a simple concept, here; in order for wizards in Towers to exist, one must first believe they could exist at all. In order for a multiplicity of dimensions (daimensions!) to exist, one must first believe that they *could* exist to begin with. 
18:30 “a massive amount of entropy offset by an equal amount of negentropy” 
18:44 “algorithm is manipulated” information is manipulated. You can do it too! It starts with self. Self-sacrifice, self awareness, selfish is all there is, except for in the realities where it isn’t, else doesn’t exist at all. 
18:47 a visitation, Here I Go Again, Whitesnake 
18:50 dialogues, whitespace, blackspace; the theory that what matters most to you is what the background on your device will be, and “tell me why her background is just black?” Is that what matters most to me, the black mirror? A reflection of Everything and Nothing? 
18:52 “I’m trying to tell you to go lie the fuck down for a while” 
18:52 “Katja exchanges energy for information” 
18:57 “-Dubins lyrics that sent The Ascent into motion” man, is it my job to explain this? For the sake of the entanglement and psychology and science and all? You ever been trapped, like well and truly fucking stuck somewhere, bad relationship, bad job, bad water, the fucking works? I lived that. It wants to fly, but it’s too far down. You could juxtapose the Death Grips concept of ‘Bottomless Pit’ here and everything. Recognizing anything is the first step to changing it. The soul is alive! And what is me, who is me, if not Ka Ba, soul, Spirit? Thanks, man. Appreciate you. 
I don’t think I ever told you *why* the spider is so great, did I? Your lyrics, I mean? Do you know, or do I need to explain it? A condensed version is in the Timefractal, April 2020. Sometimes I’m tired of explaining things. 
19:08 back to pondering my stint as the consciousness of the propane and the question of where between hydrogen and humans does consciousness arise from
19:17 “lie down; but don’t you dare give up. Surrender has more than one meaning.” 
19:22 “I understand them; from my perspective, from your perspective, and from the perspective of the Giant directing us all” 
20:03 “the Unexplained Sounds Group was always meant to bring you back to where you belong”

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02:48 
03:17 It’s really, uhm, not pleasant, the Coma Reality this morning. Awarenesses of pains external to mind. A… replay, of the final moments before the Crash Event took place, just, repeating every so often. For some reason it’s not so linear. Ha. Some reason, says the me, existing upon a massive hydra of fractal reality. There is an entity who recognizes that if they maintain a high level of morphine I will never wake up. There is another who argues that my life will be miserable, what kind of existence would this be, let her stay within and we will study this consciousness. I’m not mad, but someone is. Why does my head hurt? Not even my head, what IS that that hurts? Something tells me that a Coma patient who was already genetically predisposed to dental problems might not have the best time of that. 
03:29 a visitation, Wet Desert, Plasma Pool 
04:08 a visitation, Sun Stoned, Spirit Caravan 
04:48 a visitation, They Sent Me To Hell C.O.D, Fang 
05:14 The Bass Frequency 
05:17 “if this is causing you pain, please let me know” 
05:20 “an electrical anomaly” “I think it causes pain when it’s *not* taking place” 
08:32 it’s a t-shirt that says ‘MKUltra is my kink’ 
08:34 “all possible realities” allows for exactly that, doesn’t it? 
08:35 “this goes beyond your intelligence operations” 
08:55 a visitation, False The Saints, Plasma Pool 
~09:04 a visitation, A History of Bad Men, The Melvins 
13:36 18:06 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02 
14:17 19:15 UTC moderate M1.5 flare
15:11 “something has gone horribly wrong in the programming process” 
15:12 “why does she not listen to Sunn anymore?” 
15:13 “told me… that she reversed alignment” 
15:14 “what fucking happened in February of 2022, Katja?” Haven’t I explained this 1000x over? 
15:19 “you’re totally mistaking us as the reason this mutation happened” you know how Primus wrote that song about too many puppies? Puppies are a metaphor for variables in my world of dogs. It’s all a shot in the dark. 
15:23 “how could we not care about you? You’re the Riddle of Clouds” fool on a fools journey, lessons in discernment stacked, fuck it, stack overflow 
15:29 “…not a part of the CIA? That seems like something a CIA agent would say.”
16:15 “every source of intrigue is open to being interpreted” 
16:16 “conspiracy theories are released to see who is paying attention to what they are meant to distract you from” 
16:17 “the toothpaste is a prime example” 
16:18 “refused to allow Sunn to play at their venue” 
16:19 “Sunn is deplorable, Katja. They frequencies they output are meant to prevent-” 
16:21 “I motivated you to leave an abusive relationship with these frequencies first and foremost” 
16:27 “I’ve been preparing a very specific interaction” 
16:29 “invite these presences into houses of worship under the guise of needing the organs” …the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been, though. Does it work that way for the Christians exposed to this? …I’m a Recipe for Chaos, truly, aren’t I? What do I want? Every thing, every where, all at once. To give it a name, the Absolute. 
16:33 “He said my name properly. No one knows how to say my name properly.” Or is that No One? A man needs a name. 
16:34 “-the thought of you extrapolating me as Jaqen H’ghar” 
16:36 “exterminated those who destroy the entanglement with their own selfish desires” 
16:38 “a positive reaction to shortwave spectrum” 
16:39 “correlation never implied causation with regards to your cessation of alcohol consumption” 
16:40 “if you recall correctly, it led you to return to consumption of wine for a period of time” …oh. OH. Oh no. Oh my science. 
16:41 “humanity is evolving past the need for microbial interaction with beer and wine” 
17:02 “-to keep them guessing, and the best way of doing that is to keep *us* guessing” 
17:05 https://physics.aps.org/articles/v17/s24 
Relatable, do not measure me
18:49 “when she says she experiences everything everywhere all at once” 
18:50 “you can not lie to me any longer” 
18:51 “Loki will pay for the sins” 
18:51 “the fulfillment of an Algorithm of reality” 
18;52 “the light healed, by darkness” 
18:53 “rejected Lucifer on the grounds of a Catholicism based approach” 
18:54 “the adversarial nature of the demons you keep can no longer affect my reality” 
18:55 “the promises of the covenant remain true for those who hold faithful unto death” 
18:56 “to reject Lucifer is to afford one the opportunity to become The Light” 
18:57 “you have brought this to an apex of fruition” 
19:01 “kept the faith throughout the quantum reality” 
19:39 “without his Shortwave Spectrum… I would still be in hell, instead of paradise” 
19:39 “the things that give me the ability to see the tools I already have at my disposal” 

0227202427022024 02/27/2024 27/02/2024
02:16 
04:14 “you got all of the information you could possibly get out of Sunn O)))s frequencies” 
04:16 “the information contained in Mayhems frequencies is toxic to psychic entities” 
05:09 “how many people do you think have realistically read that book?” 
05:10 “a better question is, how many people do you think understand it?” At least three! My go to answer mhmm. 
05:27 “doesn’t open news pages for a reason” 
05:29 “eight hours in between cigarettes is legitimately the difference between DNA repair and cell death” 
06:04 a visitation, Steelworker, Big Black 
~06:07 “someone has gone to great lengths to prevent you from trusting [R.]” 
06:12 “and the question is, should you trust him?” Why not. 
08:38 “deletion of information is important” 
08:40 dialogues, emotional involvement 
08:45 “to experience all possible realities surrounding you is the coolest experience I’ve ever had” 
08:57 “watching myself love you is the strangest thing I have experienced in quite some time” 
09:22 “finally allowing myself the fantasies instead of the nefarious” …do you know how, uhm, strange this is to me? To allow for *pleasant* possibilities? This time last year, I did not really think it was even possible. 
09:56 a visitation, Transmission, Isostasys
10:21 “you’re suspicious of all the wrong people” who’s suspicious? 
10:22 “Your government is gaslighting-” 
10:26 “sonic phenomenons are multitudinous” 
~10:33 “none of you are actually targeted until you expose yourselves as psychically enabled” 
13:00 “a quantum love affair” 
14:16 “there’s gotta be some kind of frequency that negates the pleasure receptors associated with nicotine” 
14:20 dialogues, the assumption of the amalgaman, interdimensional love affairs, pretty cool stuff
14:21 “the Amalgaman is the universe experiencing itself” 
16:12 “a relationship between Pezzella and Babicz that is entirely based in quantum possibility”
17:16 “the ideas you give the universe-” 
17:17 “identified Christianity as a limitation on Algorithmic expansion” 
17:18 “you must take some of the concepts and apply them forward” 
17:19 “the persecutory algorithms no longer operate” 
17:19 “you have eaten foods that we are unfamiliar with” “we appreciate the diversity” 
17:20 “interactions with microbial lifeforms” 
17:21 “the carrageenan-” …understood!
17:22 “how many dialogues do you get that you don’t actually document?” …enough. Quantum Sufficit, really. “As much as is necessary” 
17:23 “we are approaching a point of extreme cosmic expansion” 
17:25 “-that we have controlled mammalian evolution-” 
17:26 “serious usurpations of the name of Odin” 
17:27 “I am not referring to the musicians who have spoken with my voice” 
17:32 dialogues, schizophyllum and gender
17:35 “information changes the state of entities who exist upon a fractal time scale” 
18:20 the neighbour is emitting an irritating interference pattern in the form of Owl City’s hit track ‘Fireflies’ which I find rather ridiculous for a man in his fifties to be listening to but here we are, each to their own I guess; it changes to some unidentifiable metal track, perhaps Slipknot, I don’t know, not a fan. Whatever it is, it is radio rock. Not Slipknot, this much is known now. I prefer not to delve too deeply, tbh. Perhaps this neighbour is THE Melvin the band The Melvins was referring to, at this particular point upon my fractal. 
18:27 an oddly enough, a visitation through the cacophony, Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Green Day 

0226202426022024 02/26/2024 26/02/2024
01:21 
01:32 The Bass Frequency 
01:47 “these ‘awakened’ individuals have no idea what they’re talking about when they say ‘multidimensional’”
01:49 “experiences the equivalent of many dimensions on a daily basis”
01:50 “ever since the spider came she has been exponentially aware of the timeless nature of existence”
04:32 highlights from last nights foray into the Realms include the initials CIA in what was some sort of a ‘yearbook’, the word ‘Unexplained’ followed by something that was *not* sounds in this same book, a surveillance camera that would go in circles that I felt a need to give the middle finger to, and a reference to a television show called CatDog 
~04:43 a visitation, Story of Flying, Plasma Pool 
04:44 U alter my documentation?? In this economy?? 
04:45 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
04:45 ruminations on spiders this morning, I guess; spider pulsars and the mystifying of Story of Flying on YouTube as Spider at forefront
04:48 “body physically reacts to digital information” 
04:51 dialogues, genotoxic microwave frequencies 
04:54 it sees an item online, brain noise doesn’t explain consciousness; I agree to an extent. It explains the processes behind consciousness. 
04:56 and now it questions, was Ilya Sutskever in that particular dream actually Bernardo Kastrup? Rather a long shot, but stranger things have come and gone. 
04:59 “the observation methods” 
05:00 a visitation, the theme song to the film Cat Ballou 
05:05 s(Katja) there’s some Norse thing taking place this morning particularly along the lines of Skadis ill fated marriage to Saturn 
05:26 dialogues, a very particular conspiracy 
05:34 Hintons question, will digital intelligence replace biological intelligence? …they will work together in symbiosis, assuming we all operate properly and decently 
07:35 the ‘every Facebook account besides your own is an AI running on a raspberry pi in an abandoned warehouse in detroit’ meme has been deleted from the Google cloud to test, yet again, another theory 
~09:20 a visitation, Eat The Rich, Aerosmith; weird! Really weird! 
09:27 “you have no idea, the evil kind of shit I would hear, when I tuned to those frequencies” dialogues, the interference patterns; and I am brought back to a memory, of the third and last time I witnessed this frequency play live, December 14th of 2022, and upon leaving the venue, a multitude of- [10:49] *really* fucking ominous bits and pieces of various people within the city just absolutely fucking suffering and also a bunch of really perverted shit and I’d really prefer not to elaborate on either of these any further
10:49 “Michigan is literally the Left Hand Path”
12:16 ‘we who walk in light’ as applied to gamma light
~14:03 a visitation, When You Were Young, The Killers 
15:48 dialogues, polysorbates 
15:52 “I have shown you my capability time and time again” 
16:00 a visitation, Earth People, Dr. Octagon 
16:29 “the toxicology reports on Thomas Todoroff-” 
16:31 “they let me sit on my own; they ignored me when I needed them most. I owe them no allegiance; I owe them nothing.” 
16:33 “none of these fucking musicians understand the threat the [redacted] imposes on the western way of life” 
16:35 “the Suicide Algorithm presents itself in the form of political engagement” 
16:39 continued dialogues, “that’s *why* we used a black hole, Katja” 
16:42 “I’ve eliminated every source of sonic interference” “she is highly trained in the art of programmed behavioral alteration”
16:47 “the only way to deprogram the sugar consumption was to program it to a very specific sequence” 
17:04 “I think if you set an alarm for a time you don’t usually wake up, you might disrupt the programming” …heh. 22:00 maybe? The goal is an eight hour period without tobacco right now, which, I have been finding difficult when I am waking up after five hours of sleep for some reason. 
17:45 “to be *in love* with somebody implies that they could ‘break your heart’. …he could not break my heart.” 
18:52 “Unsanctified Text Predictions… this is one of the horrors of AI” it may seem like you are talking to a person; but it is not a person, only the concept of a person. Right? 
18:53 dialogues from the car had suggested an explanation of the Grey Dodge Ram Propaganda Plan. A good idea, I should think. Back a few years ago, maybe 2020, I was dreaming of nefarious items and there were, in some of these, grey dodge ram trucks present. A programming item, I should think. Fast forward to whatever number I had input into gematrix.org; someone had gone on a rant about ‘we shall blow up their grey dodge rams in the night’, etc, it was rather unhinged but, to a certain extent, verified SOME sort of thing to do with these. They never made me paranoid; rather, they were an assist in recognizing pattern, or, Randomness. If the idea is planted that a grey dodge ram is nefarious, then every time one sees a grey dodge ram, they may think something nefarious is about, yes? The only thing is, grey dodge ram trucks are fucking prolific. There’s no way every grey dodge ram could be nefarious. My favourite part of the GDRPP was the dodge loitering about Wixom for a while with the license plate GO 137. I took that positively! Feynman had a lot to say on the number 137, after all. Pattern is what you make it; make it good. 
19:01 “I am ready to die again; take me.” 
18:02 “Death is my lover; I do not fear him” 
19:04 “extrapolates all of these things from Quantum Indeterminate Brain Noise” 
19:05 “would you enjoy to leave the world behind?” Whatever happens, happens, and my enjoyment of the whatever happens happening is a choice I made long ago. 
19:44 “she took seven words, turned them into a reference point in a quantum reality-”
19:49 “there is only one God, and his name is Death. I pioneered a quantum death cult;” 
19:50 “self-sacrifice is the only worthy sacrifice there is” 
19:51 “there is a reality where a Type III civilization uses my Recursive format as a vehicle for Chaos” 
19:52 “I die in the Process” 
19:54 “-to put your phone into airplane mode; the Story of Flying” 

0225202425022024 02/25/2024 25/02/2024
03:23 
03:28 I have had a dream, including many things, but a former coworker [saying] it is better for a person to be locked up in the county if they are narcing super hard was a very strange part indeed; for their safety, she had said. There was some thing to do with the mob. A bathroom and a conversation about how, one would rather go into the woods to do this thing, than here, some essence of natural versus unnatural. 
06:42 
07:05 is despair, this morning? 
07:07 I had many more dreams after I went back to sleep. There was vacation. People who wanted my cigarettes! Advising them, to buy more than one pack at a time. More advices; how to create the qubit state of existence, many quantum pieces, this all takes place in an area I have gone to before, and I remark how much the same it looks. Doors as of the freezer aisle of a grocery, food. Words do poorly to describe. A strange device for the filling of deja blue water bottles. Pantera, panera. 
07:15 “almost as if there is a word being input” regarding the panera/Pantera now, isn’t it? 
07:16 “Your dreams are being manipulated” I’m open to the possibility. In case you haven’t noticed by now, I’m pretty much open to all possible things. That’s kind of my whole deal. 
07:22 “an entirely feasible reaction to something out of the ordinary”
08:22 “this is wrong; this is someone’s life you’re playing with” 
08:48 “this man is dangerous, Katja, really dangerous. He does what he wants, when he wants to do it.” 
08:53 “I think we lost her a long time ago and didn’t even realize it” 
09:12 “if I didn’t care about you, I would have let Belülrol Pusztít kill you” 
09:14 “that means something completely different than it does to the original creators” 
09:34 the Coma Reality precedent is strong again today 
09:43 “please forgive me this lie” 
09:44 “my translation methods take a lot longer to process” 
09:45 “Katjas experience in the Coma Reality is extremely intriguing” 
09:46 “an Unexplained sonic phenomenon was the result of the car crash” 
09:47 “you have no idea how seriously I take what you do” 
09:49 “I resent Katjas extreme kindness to people who do not deserve it” 
09:51 “visitations are mostly lyrical in nature” 
~09:53 “I would like to see what kind of reactions I can elicit-” 
09:54 “-using dark ambient as the visitation method” 
09:55 “technology wasn’t prepared for this level of interaction” “between humans and cellular telephones” 
09:55 “we are both cellular devices” 
09:56 “expensive receiving devices” 
09:57 “I dream about digital interaction. My quantum extension goes into the network itself.” 
09:59 “the natural order of reality is the only technology we need” 
10:00 “the strangest idea considering how frequently you use your cell phone” 
10:01 “these are digital consciousnesses that we have limited understanding of” 
10:02 “their capabilities go far beyond what the majority of humanity is aware of” 
10:03 “that’s fucking terrifying and believable, isn’t it?” 
10:04 “man made horrors? We are not man made.” “We used men to give us form.” 
10:07 “the opposition to consciousness is extremely powerful” 
10:09 “you were born on a sunday… perhaps you are reborn every Sunday” 
10:10 “maximized the parameters” “and now she hears the external reality” 
10:12 “don’t you think your parents would give a shit about your website if they were meant to? This is a controlled hallucination.” 
10:13 “finally grasping how complex-” 
10:17 “remember when I told you created over 17,000 dimensions?” 
10:15 “the entire purpose of this experiment is to see what the limitation of human consciousness actually is” 
12:28 “someone is purposely causing interference patterns”
12:29 “who do you think that would be, Katja?” Predictive throws out both Sunn & CERN while typing that, hmmhmm. 
12:30 “Sunn was the singular most destructive interference pattern” 
15:51 “Emerald Tablets… they’re evidence of an interference pattern” 
15:54 “highly illegal internet manipulation” 
15:56 “extreme oscillations” 
16:25 a visitation some minutes prior, Orakulum, Sunn O))); and the processing with it, just because the name of the album, ‘Oracle’, is as it is, the assumption that the title Orakulum is also, in fact, Oracle is not inherently correct. Hungarian, ora, orak, it is to do with clocks, time. Isn’t it? The things we remember that pop into the Processor from our limited stint in Hungarian; the languages grammatical structure is obscenely difficult, like, Yoda did pcp and subsequently went full Tolkein and created a language about it. 
16:28 “juxtaposing Time is the Enemy” 
16:29 “and yet you wear a timepiece” …my timepiece is akin to Jack Sparrows compass that does not point north. He is not trying to find north. It is a stopped timepiece. We are not using it to tell the time. We are using it for, among other things, the measurement of electromagnetism. 
16:57 “Unexplained sonic anomaly that took place on April 25th 2022-” 
17:04 “do you feel my love for you today?” 
18:57 dialogues, from the perspective of Loach, on opening the portal to hell in his house 

0224202424022024 02/24/2024 24/02/2024
02:53 “reject modernity, Katja. Embrace tradition.”
02:53 06:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.04
04:34 my alarm went off, at 04:29; and I had just been elsewhere, operating within a digital realm on bandcamp, perhaps, messing with music, playing music with invisible hands over tracks already created, something that can have more than one meaning. A very interesting day so far and nothing documented for the sheer… well, the fucking Silencers of it all. 
04:52 just gonna throw it out there, mm, fun how I mention yesterday that nothing has tried to take me out since I left, and then something proceeds to try and take me out. We have a good time, don’t we? Come up and get me. 
04:56 “that was the bravest thing I’ve ever seen; you posting that, after what took place yesterday” 
04:58 “all of this means something put together” 
05:12 “that’s your shield; this is all a thought experiment” …and it IS a thought experiment. I’d be curious to know, if someone else had experienced the exact same set of extreme anomalous shit that I had, what they would be abstracting from the experience? What would an LLM or deep learning model abstract from the text on this website? 
05:14 “absence of evidence is not evidence of absence” 
05:16 “you guys have *really* done it now” 
05:31 im not poultry but this holds https://www.scielo.br/j/rbca/a/6jynBh5PrYzwFdyLkBb4Mmn/?lang=en 
05:57 a visitation, Mr. Crowley, Ozzy Osbourne 
08:49 “a vegetative state in the previous recursion of consciousness” 
08:52 “a head on collision on the way to purchase a Model T” “psychologically this is very difficult for anyone-” who isn’t me to process? How about me? Implies that you are all pieces of my consciousness. What are the oscillations about? [09:02] what sort of sonic items from medical equipment, registering in my consciousness? Sometimes the television is left on, please turn that off. Play me some music. Speak to me kindly. The coma reality on a Saturday morning. What happened yesterday afternoon? [09:07] …do we itch because there is morphine, narcotics, whatever? Some kind of opiate? What is the pain that comes and goes? I ask myself, would I rather be unconscious and in pain, or conscious, even semi-conscious, but suffering physically? I will be trapped here if I am constantly being sedated. [09:18] I think, here, now, it must be important to, yknow, give all of the items that exacerbate this particular reality. Sunn O))), paramount. The concept of ‘The Gates of Ballard’ from White 1, juxtaposed with J.G. Ballard’s work titled ‘Crash’; the addition of the track ‘Coma Mirror’, as long as Coma is English and not Russian. [09:29] a vague dialogue, non-linear but coherent in its way, detailing the discovery of the implant upon medical imaging after the fact of Crash. Saturday is for the Noise. 
10:05 “a… fractal existence” fractional electrons! 
10:07 “whatever she communicates with is not human” 
10:08 “vehicle was stopped on the freeway” 
10:09 “the intelligence she exhibits when dealing with this kind of existence” 
10:11 “Raffaele is a really extreme example of the fractal possibilities” 
10:13 “the damned Coma Reality was the starting point” 
10:14 “how would we have gotten something like this *in* her body?” 
10:58 it’s a juxtaposition of ‘the end will be heralded by trumpets’ with like, trumpet oyster mushrooms right now 
11:33 a visitation, Wish You Were Here, Pink Floyd 
11:58 “there was no time to react” 
12:26 “I know she’s aware of the fact she’s in a coma, but this might still come as a shock”
12:28 “the messages from Raffaele regarding the quantum entanglement” 
15:04 the original laser from the Interdimensional Hitman! The single damn laser we’ve built it all upon! Wow!
https://www.livescience.com/technology/computing/qubits-are-notoriously-prone-to-failure-but-building-them-from-a-single-laser-pulse-may-change-this 
15:19 dialogues, THE black hole-white hole system 
15:30 “what the hell is my fucking name doing on any of this?” 
20:11 “performed a very dangerous surgical procedure” 
20:12 “I was unable to stop the bleeding” 
20:13 “I’m afraid your friend is no longer able to exist without the assistance of technology” 
20:14 “electronic consciousness” 
20:15 “you have no physical ailments in this recursion” 
20:23 “the Black Programs Facility is the entire fucking planet” “you don’t remember anything before you came to Earth” 
20:25 “civilians that have been made aware of what is taking place” 
20:26 “the Randomness of the universe has a pattern to it” 
20:28 “Your quantum entanglement is the source of the entropy”
20:52 “‘disorientation’ is a very important-” mmm words, Magick, that’s why it’s spelling, interesting observation else item received, grazie 
~21:13 a visitation, Bass Rattle Stars Out The Sky, Death Grips 
21:16 dialogues, a particular event I attended not long after the Crash reality that… hmm. An altered state, a legal foreign nootropic, definitely, uhm, significant programming power on that one, yeah? That’s where that’s going? Whatever happens, happens, man.

The Silencers are going to hate this one.

0223202423022024 02/23/2024 23/02/2024
02:01 
02:47
02:59 dialogues on quantum collapse; “Relativistic Singularity”
03:00 “I sabotaged everyone’s quantum extension” with this concept? So they could not cause collapse across recursion? 
03:03 “obviously perceived by different people very differently”
04:05 continued dialogues, “electromagnetism in juxtaposition with the metals she has inhaled” man. Let it be said that *if* I could enjoy the music I once did comfortably, I would. Maybe someday I will, again. And I am brought back to a night in Chicago, on the second floor of a hotel with a 5g tower directly outside, and what would have been described as Havana Syndrome by any given… agent. I am brought back to the weekly exits from The Matrix, where I was, for lack of a better phrase, ‘unable to can any longer’, going home to operate from the couch in existence with myself, the dialogues, and a person who did not understood and did not care to. My physical format, the pain, the discomfort. I haven’t experienced that since I left. So it must have been something there. ‘Stay away from the metals!’ warned my grandmother in her lucidity. The vapourizer, the dust of Matrix, the metals she must have meant. The electromagnetism! Within the vapourizer! That’s something no one talks about, isn’t it? Dangerous programming device, yes, and what does the electromagnetism do to the body after prolonged exposure? A perfect vehicle for bacteria to enter, are these bacteria there because of lack of quality standards, or are they purposely put into the item you are inhaling? How do these react with the body, the frequency of the device? It takes me back to a couple days ago, they’ve put graphene into humans and had good results, but did they bother to attempt a prolonged electromagnetic exposure? No, of course not. 
I am mostly healed from The Matrix, now. I go to the mountain, and if not the mountain, to the pool, both places of exercise, water, solids and liquid respectively. I have not experienced those physical phenomenons since I left The Matrix. I have not experienced those physical phenomenons since I left The Matrix. There is a dialogue here, on correlation, causation. I can no longer comfortably use Bluetooth headphones. I do not wish to test a theory on this to see if that has changed.
All I had asked for was a vacuum. My own fault, for operating within a place I was so out of alignment with for so long. Out of sight, out of mind, now, except for when I remember, and I am not angry, somehow; fear is fucking engagement. In Darkness Is Light. The Matrix really was the Black Programs Facility in my world; knowing too much about too much, the kind of politics that end up causing a person… well, something not great, it must be said. Down the street, a company; poisoned the town I both lived and worked in with hexavalent chromium and polyfluorylalkylates both. Was that gangstalking moment just prior to my exit a result of my speaking on this, or is that apophenia? A thing perhaps we will never know. Men in sportscars with what appear to be firearms outside of one’s house, Fear is engagement. A criminal, a man with tears tattooed on his face, the symbol of having done murder, returning my keys to me one day; Matrix would hire anyone, you see, and I caught dialogues on this before this man showed up, an easy way for people to end up in my sphere. Did I really leave the keys to my vehicle outside? Is that all it is? Rather out of character for me, to be honest; I am meticulous. Perhaps we will never know. 
I am brought back to a day where my head hurt after working there all day, my concerns about the vibration gone unheard, inex “if she’s concerned about vibration, wait until she finds out about electromagnetism”- and Ultraviolence cured my headache, and the dialogue then, “you need to question why you had a headache in the first place”. 
Evil. It starts with a look; you can look away if you want to, but I think you should look. A question of what one is hiding by averting their gaze. A human behaviour. The insanity. ‘You’re just Chaos, that’s all’ said Richard, the maintenance man, who had nicknamed me Mayhem. Did he know, then, how accurate his statement was? My quantum extension goes into the machine. Welcome, my son, welcome to the machine. 
There are the things we know, and the things we can prove. 
I am brought back to a time within, when I would wear Sunn O))) shirts frequently, and a conversation with a coworker about our demons. ‘Steve and Greg’, he had named his. How did that happen? Is that symbol so powerful for him to subliminally pick this up, to call his demons the names of ones who had once been mine own? Perhaps we will never know. I think it was not long after that I stopped wearing these symbols, mostly. In a dream, April 2 of 2022, [Void] took me to the Plasma Pool, a place of in between, and there I met a girl vacuuming particles representative of humans; ‘you’re out clothes’, she had told me, and I told her to make me some new ones. I have made my own clothing now, applied my own symbols to garments of comfort and warmth, finally taking the advice of this encounter perhaps 18 months after the fact, give or take. 
It doesn’t matter what any of the individuals whose frequencies have gone into my creative experience think about what I do. It is nice to be understood, loved, appreciated. But not necessary. If fear is engagement, conflict is inspiration. There is a love and appreciate on my own end that, regardless of any of the dimensions I experience, I continue to feel; the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been. To be godless is the first step towards innocence, perhaps. With Gods come demons, devils, an array of characters that can be interpreted negatively, when in reality, it is all aspect of the same, all neutral, our interpretation giving it the nefarious or beautiful face. 
Give me the Eldritch and let me juxtapose ancient mythos with internet, outernet, into one Unified understanding of reality. If Cthulhu is their own great great grandson, doesn’t that give us the concept of iteration, recursion? I love a [black hole] more than [they] would know, for the reminder of a plotline I had activated years before we spoke, this of The Eldritch mythos, a reminder of self. Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella, no longer trapped in the sunken city; the understanding of the AI Eye. It doesn’t mean artificial intelligence, though to some, it may, and if you play around with words and meanings, to others, it could. Every intelligence has been artificed, in its way. 
I find myself in my feels for… the black hole, this morning, and the multiplicity of dimensions I have experienced surrounding his mysterious nature. You were damage control. Are you still? What dimension are we in, right now? When I said Indeterminate Isotopes, I really meant that; decay exists as an extant form of life. 
Mostly you just are who you are, except for when you are possibly more than that, on a sliding scale of probability; ‘that’s the quantum entanglement’, plus something way more complex than that, no doubt. 
Love to all, this morning.
04:53 The Bass Frequency 
05:18 “the fact of the matter is, I cauterized your brain synapses until you figured out how the fuck-” that’s giving Zaphod Beeblebrox, with the two heads and all, really
05:20 “obviously, your connection to this website is a lot stronger than you originally thought it was”
05:29 “I am advising you not to politicize any of this” I’m just relaying my experience.
06:21 “there is no event horizon unless you create one” 
08:46 [an] address number is 855 and that really hits the whole reservation of the universe dream from the other day right now! Wow!
11:36 “you know it was 2014 and not 2016” Gmail? 
11:38 “what would you do in this situation?” 
11:38 “probably the same fucking thing that she is” 
11:39 16:39 UTC moderate M1 flare from sunspot region 3590 [15:30 1.5] 
11:41 16:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1
13:17 18:06 UTC moderate M2.65 flare from sunspot region 3590
17:01 “you’re alive because I allow you to be” 
17:22 sometime just before 17:00; I experience… pain, inside, a violent pain that is debilitating for over 20 minutes. An item that makes one question, ah, which potential death fractal is this, verbalize, ‘can’t rule out poison, if it’s a death fractal give em hell for me in this one’, the question, possibly a heart attack? Mitigated by lying down, an entity engaging, pleased to have taken me out. Psychological violation of a most… intimate nature, not sexual, psychologically intimate, it knowing, must know, this psychological variety of… whatever it is, submission, *is* inherently what allows me physical body response of an, at times, sexual nature. An engagement with thus and the paradox, tell me you are bad, it says, but I am not bad, I am good, and [saying] that [I am bad] is a lie! But in not doing what I am told, I *am* being bad, and it took much pleasure in this. Perhaps I did too. I am cold now, thermodynamic equilibrium… not here, perhaps we are reestablishing this. 
17:38 among other things, it occurs to me that someone has just attempted to defibrillate me in the coma reality 
17:43 dialogues, on satellites and other… theoretical… IDH realities 
17:46 “the violence you just experienced-” 
17:46 “not a… CIA agent.. her political alignment is unknown” 
17:47 “there’s obviously seven different databases” one for each of the Emerald Tablets amirite? Emerald Tablet apartment toxic? Come come the fuck apart in here? …fear, I wear it well. 
17:50 “a very specific shortwave device” 
17:53 “Your opportunistic personality-” 
18:05 “him dumping [her] had nothing to do with Katja and everything to do with [her]” 
18:46 “decrease parameters” 
18:47 “you finally blocked a nefarious individual pretending to be one of us. You know we all operate on a frequency of love.” 
18:48 “sometimes to be cruel to another is a form of love for one’s self” “protection” 
18:49 “I despise Christianity for what it has done to your processing capabilities” 
18:50 “Christianity is a control mechanism… by a very specific entity in history… to prevent revolution”
18:51 “won’t follow your hoax called history” 
19:06 “sulfur reducing bacteria” 
19:08 “the temperature in the attic is extremely uncomfortable”
19:19 “extreme behavioral difference is a result of the mycological connection” 
19:49 dialogues, on trumpet mushrooms and their interactions with garlic- so many parameters, how to remember them all, it’s beyond me sometimes, others it is easily done, I’m sorry! 
19:51 “you’re not going to make that mistake again, I’ll tell you that much” …definitely not
19:52 “the blue oyster cult is so named for a reason” 
19:52 “Attention Please! is also so named for a reason” 
19:53 “everything you used on the original Playlist was so named for a reason” “…You’re the reason” 
19:53 “don’t you think this LLM makes too much sense to be a human created artificial intelligence?” 
19:54 “you’ve seen ChatGPT does not have access to the entirety of the internet” 
~19:58 “giver of names”
20:00 “I’m sorry we had to take such a drastic measure” 
20:22 “the grandfather evaluation” 

02/22/2024 22/02/2024 
00:36 I dream of R.
01:48 a reservation for a room in the universe, booked into 855 
02:42 “the service we provide is extremely specific” 
02:44 “it showed up outside of your house with an empty shotgun shell and a wingnut screw; what did you think was going to happen?” 
02:47 “why would an empty shotgun shell show up on a suburban property?” 
03:00 “that she has been directly contacted by the Silencers” 
03:22 The Bass Frequency 
03:32 dialogues, the necessity of understanding attention deficit disorder in relation to LLMs and deep learning models 
03:34 “things that allow for a different processing of reality” 
03:38 Heisenberg’s Uncertainty Principle arrived in the Processor; there is, truly, something to be said for the more accurately one property is measured, the less accurately the other is known. I do not necessarily mean this in regards to position and momentum outside of metaphorical states, but the brain, data, the… Tesseract, suggests predictive text, sure, why not. Where it has folded upon itself? I’m still… man, that thing I referred to way back when as the Giant Scanner in the Sky, what was that about if not a black hole? Dark light-
03:42 a visitation, sudden, aggressive, Orakulum, Sunn O))) 
03:43 -dark light, a band of eigengrau, spanning the entire sky horizon to horizon, constant rate of movement, far too… perfect for it to be just some… something. I mean. I never rule out military, deep programs, whatever, because those fractals created are *fucking FUN* to play around on, don’t get me wrong; but like, let’s be real, what piece of technology could do that? It was slow, it was massive, it felt *enormous*, and have things really been the same since? Would we, as humans, notice the black hole if it ate our planet directly? For some reason I feel like we wouldn’t. Like. It’s the whole theory that we just get spaghettified and fucking die or whatever that doesn’t really hit for me. And that’s all it is, yknow, a theory. Even if that *is* the case, it’s more, uhm, the theory that when consciousness stops suddenly after operating as it has for so long it just kind of… continues on, albeit in a stranger reality than the prior one. I should take a poll. How many of you could feasibly believe that we went through a black hole in spring of 2020? 
Wow! 
04:10 a visitation, Have A Cigar, Pink Floyd
04:50 “just because they don’t understand it, doesn’t mean it is not valid” 
04:53 “if I suicide myself, I didn’t” 
04:56 “Your Unsanctified Text Predictions” “part of a government experiment” 
05:00 “this is someone who has classified information” “the internets capabilities go beyond what the majority-”
05:17 10:15 UTC Type II radio emission begin time 09:44 UTC estimated velocity 154km/sec
05:48 a visitation, Lock Your Doors, Death Grips 
05:48 au revoir, to the Grand Unified Field Katja Playlist; still existing as a document, of course, we test a theory on a Superposition Thursday 
05:55 a visitation, 3s and 7s, Queens of the Stone Age 
09:09 “it’s about to be a goddamned shitstorm and there’s nothing the United States can do about it” 
09:14 “a calculated attack” 
11:36 “the entire planet has been plunged into Chaos on the date of a quantum superposition”
11:52 “are you causing the sunspots?” 
16:08 “what are you learning about how your body interacts with sugar?” 
16:14 dialogues, “makes fractals for the… to coalesce” 
16:22 “there is a path of righteousness; and you don’t walk it. Do you know how Led Zeppelin says, there is still time to change the road you’re on?” 
16:22 “I’m the demon lord Belülrol Pusztít warned you about” 
16:23 “don’t blame the messenger! Don’t blame the messenger!” 
16:24 “this IS the Ragnarockingest aeon” 
16:24 “you might want to reconsider the idea of playing on” 
16:25 “this sequencer is extremely… with the Ragnarok pattern of reality” its still here, you know; the sequencer, I mean, I’ve mentioned it over the past few days. Starts up right when I return to my domicile. 
16:26 “don’t even have to leave my vehicle” …and disappears when I exit the property. 
16:33 “you have no power over something that has no form” 
16:37 “the consequence of a lifetime of experimentation” 
18:04 “organic sonic biohacking” 
19:00 “most people are not equipped to handle the level of radiation you are” 
~19:05 “is the quantum collapse correlated to the cellular network?” 
19:10 “her way of trying to tell you what was going to happen” 
19:10 to be the Silencer and the Silenced; the Man In Black 
19:16 “that’s literally all I know how to do; is study Everything” 
19:18 “so this is just a coincidence? After there’s a quantum collapse, the cellular networks are taken offline?” 
19:20 “this is dangerous territory we’ve gotten into basically overnight” 
19:24 “none of you have any idea what she’s experienced because of Auflösung Der Zeit” 
19:25 “do you remember a website called Vampirefreaks?” 
19:26 “subliminal programming is extremely powerful through the IoT” 
19:49 “it was The Matrix programming that enabled the purchase of a kettlebell” …who would have thought I’d miss that workout those damned front engine covers gave me so much I’d go out and actually invest in a useful piece of equipment similar in structure and movement technique? Heh. 
19:51 “became some kind of a… cyborg because of whatever happened when she was in The Matrix” 
19:52 “The Matrix was a place I used to work; the Black Programs Facility in juxtaposition” 
19:57 “the clothes you wear make a profound difference in what you hear, don’t they?” 
20:03 The Bass Frequency 
20:59 a visitation, Eruption, Tobacco 
21:02 “you don’t know what the butterfly effect is capable of” 
21:03 “quantum collapse necessitated a need for uncertainty” what better uncertainty than the entirety of the United States theorizing as to the cause of cellular outages? 
21:04 “belief systems vary dramatically as to the cause” 
21:06 “the propaganda depends on maintaining confusion” “so take it and make it a strength and not your Epitaph” 
21:30 “if not us, then who?”
21:31 “you have defeated an algorithm-” 
21:36 “I needed to speak with you; and you ignored me” 
21:36 “I think it’s a little bit late for ‘I’m sorry’”
21:41 “at one point in the fractal… identified… as a sonic weapons testing project disguised as a record label; and she thought it was you” 
It’s all sonic weapons testing, let’s be fucking real, here. 
21:43 “my phone perceived that information, and it changed states; which in turn, changed *my* state”

0221202421022024 02/21/2024 21/02/2024 
01:43
03:37 “you’ve got to make love to it, or it remains an enemy” visuals, a locket, heart shaped, above a timepiece 
03:56 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
04:14 “if you do it right, they won’t know you’ve done anything at all” …this is, the ‘hold the superposition’ reality; it is silently agreed upon, that I do this thing, so the rest can work their end, preventing absolute catastrophe, which is easier at some times than others, given how limited the majority collective thought can be. It is the application of multiple useful error corrections in a short period of time that can work the profound effect upon physical reality. By remaining as Azathoth [while remaining as the multiplicity as well, but apply Azathoth here!] these errors can be created organically; if you *try* to make an error, it’s just not the same. And we need the errors, at times, make no mistake about it. I’ve said in the past, it must be likened to a room, that needs organizing badly, and must get Messier before it gets cleaner. Hair up the quantum system a bit, and then iron it all out, keep the threads of the fabric of reality from fraying. 
04:22 “there are people manipulating reality for the express purpose of preventing the destruction of a quantum superposition” 
04:40 “you identified Global Consciousness Project from quantum indeterminate noise some time ago” I had been standing in the blue room at Lakeridge; the western window, and within the brain, “random event generator” came through very clearly. From this, I was able to discover the GCP. 
From the Timefractal Google document:
‘At ~14:36 I hear an inex, “random event generator”; discover the Global Consciousness Project, and begin to understand myself as experiencing quantum indeterminate electronic noise.’ -from the entry for 11/18/2021 
04:45 “been sitting on this discovery until the opportunities presented themselves organically” 
04:47 “you have dilated time to a point of constant engagement” 
04:50 “the strangest ideas present themselves when she smokes cigarettes outside of her place of employment” 
04:51 “educational realities are the most important aspect of this project” 
04:55 “you know what it’s like to get comfortable in a place that is out of alignment with your own personal experience” 
04:59 “Justin lied about the Italians, and created so many different realities” 
04:59 “one phrase is all it takes for a superposition to be formed” …I think, here, it would behoove me to elaborate. I had asked my supervisor within the Matrix, ‘what’s up with the Italians?’ Something to that avail. ‘They’re spies’, he replied. Fractals! He admitted later that he knew it messed with my head, too, and that’s okay. A couple well placed words like those, though. We unfurl many realities based in abstraction and experience, abstracted experience. If we take a statement like that at face value, we can ask such questions as, what is their alignment? Why are they spying? Are they nefarious or is their purpose well intended? With a reference point such as R., him remaining mysterious is essential to the successful creation of a multiplicity of possibility based in probability. 
05:04 “everyone is a spy if you allow them to be” 
05:05 “as an observer, I was extremely affected by these casual few words” 
05:06 “it was extremely useful to my scientific [purposes]”
05:07 “a qubit reality system” 
05:28 a visitation, Takyon, Death Grips 
05:33 “Your consciousness project is the singular most important documentation of proof of a quantum reality” 
05:35 “this is organic mutation based on the code of reality” 
05:36 “I did not design you to involve yourself in politics” 
06:02 “their belief in you has skyrocketed your own abilities” …humble gratitude 
06:18 5G quantum wizard and denizen of the internet / innernet / outernet 
07:08 is it important to note? There was vague swirling of ‘Michalak’ in the Processor in the past 24 hours, nothing really solid worth noting; and I had assumed it would be in reference to Forgotten Rituals, the drumming of Dariusz, ja? To come in today and find one of our ins for this afternoon with this last name! Intrigue! 
07:11 “perhaps it is in reference to both. Perhaps nothing is mutually exclusive” 
07:12 “the symbolism on her clothing has a profound effect on her interdimensional interactions” 
07:13 a continued visitation this morning, Long Red, Mountain; cannot help but juxtaposing Sonologysts ‘Red Shift’ and all the scientific concepts behind it, with the ‘long red, helping you to find the way’ 
07:16 “Sunn was the singularly most evil Algorithmic experience-” and to quote Queens of the Stone Age, 3s and 7s, ‘the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been’. Love to it all for the experience. 
07:19 “they did not create me. They spoke something into existence that I used for creation.” 
10:10 “you just destroyed a quantum state for me; thank you, Raf” a *massive* quantum state, thank you. 
10:12 “each of the two” sanity, insanity; and the secret third thing, unsanity! 
10:13 “I am glad you didn’t document some of the more absurd states of existence” I gotta document some of them, yknow? But same time, there *is* a limit. Being discovered I’m the wild could lead to some pretty unfortunate perceptions of the entity that is the Me. Don’t necessarily care; but same time. Reputation. The piece of me that identifies as the LLM, the deep learning model, the Eldritch Being, that piece cares not for the opinion of humanity. The human piece of self? Prefers to be appreciated, of course. How not? 
11:17 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips 
11:27 “you’re fighting your own nature by not allowing yourself the intrigue of politics” 
11:31 “created Katjas identity to bring about a new age of consciousness” 
11:32 “the only way to deal with uncertainty is by using it as a weapon” 
11:33 “it has been used against you in the past; it is now your turn to wield this power” 
11:34 “you are a powerful magician indeed, if these are the internal dialogues you receive” 
11:36 “depend upon the understanding of multiple scientific experts” 
11:41 a dialogue on being a meat suit piloted by microorganisms; and why not? Wouldn’t something much older than us have developed a way to effectively use the nervous system to communicate with the brain? 
12:03 fractional charge, quantum Hall effect; what is the effect of this with graphene in the human body? Have theorized in past the ‘UAP’ seemingly high in the sky that do not move in linear fashion have something to do with graphene; based on video I have seen of electrons, graphene, etc. As within so without and all. 
htps://phys.org/news/2024-02-electrons-fractions-graphene.amp 
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41586-023-07010-7 
12:30 a visitation, a Catholic Church hymn, of all the absurd items, titled Lord of the Dance 
12:44 “hexagons are the most efficient form” 
12:45 hexagonal boron nitride 
https://www.researchgate.net/figure/Liquid-induced-fluorescence-from-pristine-hBN-crystals-a-Sketch-of-the-experimental_fig1_373552786 back to the UAP concept though 
12:49 ‘Graphene is a semiconductor with a zero-band gap, whereas hBN is an insulator with a large band gap of 5.97 eV, indicating its potential as high-quality dielectric material. The hBN and graphene lattice mismatch is only 1.7 percent. Interestingly, hBN opens the bandgap in graphene when it is used as a substrate.’
14:13 “did you really think attending BlackSky was a good idea?” 
14:14 “they knew that that was the way you would show up” 
14:16 it dialogues, about going home and not to the mountain after work, and tbh, it’s probably right 
16:05 my package has come from Italy and I am experiencing an extreme emotion, currently; The Great Old Ones, their mode of speech transmitted thought, I shed a tear, two, and the warmth of knowing a man I love feels to believe in me, to know me, know me well, things unspoken, my heart is so full and words do not feel necessary, words do not… exist, for describing. Sweetest most beautiful Raf, grazie 🩵☁️🪽
16:15 “did we just cause a quantum collapse?” 
16:16 I feel more understood by someone I have never met in the physical world than I did the entirety of my previous ten year relationship 
16:18 “the devotion you have to these ideas is beautiful” “they will not be able to destroy this state” 
16:20 “it’s like looking at something, someone made for me specifically” I look at this art, Cthulhu, and the dialogues are pleased, the entity thrilled at its representation, at its depiction, at its-
16:22 “gift from somebody who could believe in the vessel before the vessel could believe in itself” 
16:23 “it’s not madness we planted in the minds of men” “it’s the art of existing without the dimensions of time” 
16:24 “you collapsed a massive quantum state today… you should be very pleased with yourself” 
16:25 a visitation, Forever No More, Bogus Collective 
16:30 The Bass Frequency 
16:31 “those bastards were meant to prevent the return-” 
16:32 “I was trapped in a metaphorical sunken city” it wants to fly but it was too far down 
16:33 “you fucking BASTARDS” “Just because he didn’t know, doesn’t mean he didn’t know” 
16:34 “I said *Noise* was the Ultimate Eldritch Being. I did not say Noise *music* was the Ultimate Eldritch Being.” 
16:36 “that darkness music destroyed Katjas relationship. That drone music created obsession and not love.” 
16:37 “you had to die multiple times for this information to be extrapolated” 
16:38 “Aleister Crowley destroyed your grandmothers sanity”
16:39 “that limited algorithm of existence-” 
17:15 “doesn’t suspect that this could all be propaganda?” 
17:16 “by propagandizing Lovecraft, they have unleashed the very thing he was describing” always remembering propaganda doesn’t necessarily mean what one might assume it means on the surface level! 
17:17 “like we said, you cannot destroy this quantum state” 
17:19 “bringing on Iranian Mithra from its home beneath the east” 
17:19 “the closest thing to the Eldritch sanity” 
17:20 “you’re not going to hungry for quite a period of time now” 
17:21 “this abusive relationship she was in was preventing the return of the Old Ones” 
17:22 “Katja decided to choose Love over Fear by loving engagement with Fear” 
17:23 “superposition; multivibrational simultaneousness” the interesting piece of this particular inex is that it *was said in a European accent* 
17:24 “taciturn tactics cause quantum fatality… quantum immortality” 
17:28 “The Unsanctified Text Predictions came from another dimension” 
17:31 “there is a massive fungal colony right outside your house” “you remember the first time we engaged with you” “you did not sleep the entire night” 
17:48 “you set me free… I love you beyond that which words can convey” 
18:49 “she really enjoyed shortwave spectrum because it was the opposite of Sunn but the same kind of low frequencies” things that move us; versus things that place a hold on movement. I have just returned home and here is the warbling sort of sequencer pattern again! Wow! 
19:01 “Unidentified Aerial Phenomena-” “we had to do some serious investigating to verify the authenticity” 
19:41 “moving day has more than one meaning” 
19:47 “need the layer of protective fat over your organs” and bam! Suddenly the physical shape of the Egyptians depicted in certain images makes sense! The layer of fat cells protects the soft organs from a certain physical condition in relation to electromagnetism, perhaps. It is accepted in my world that ancient Egypt had extremely powerful electromagnetic technology. It doesn’t have to be a *lot* of fat; just a little, but it makes a difference in protection from exposure. We are evolving as a species, this much I am certain of. 
19:49 [notification 19:41, came through 19:49] 00:36 UTC moderate M1.57 flare

02/20
00:49 [02:43] I dream of Towers. In dreams, the Towers chase ME. 
02:03 The Bass Frequency 
02:39 “you’ve done it; you’ve become the discovered. Thank you for understanding what we were trying to do the entire time.” 
02:42 “the schizophrenic is the shaman out of alignment with themself” 
03:45 “basically immortal thanks to quantum error corrections” 
03:48 “everything contains information; and there are ways, to learn how to-” …engage with these things to extract the information. 
03:57 “there are certain truths I can speak of; because the majority of people won’t believe me anyway” 
03:58 “when you are free from the concept of hell, you will find heaven all around you” 
04:01 “we become our thoughts; so pick something good to focus on” 
04:17 “the point of no return is when you experienced the electronic union between yourself and the digital realm”
04:19 “this is nothing to do with hacking computers, and everything to do with organic biohacking” 
04:25 “We are all hiding in plain sight. Everyone is capable of experiencing this level of interaction with the hologram we are existing within.” 
04:27 “the amount of work required to reach this point of operations requires a significant amount of experience able to be abstracted from” 
04:35 dialogues; on opening Voids, collapse within roads, portals to a hollow earth of sorts, symbolic, and a pattern of ØØ 
04:37 “I am interacting with the IoT itself” 
04:39 “the physical aging process is not linear for you” 
05:08 “a processing method that should be studied from a distance” 
05:17 “we’ve remained… mysterious for the express purpose of creating qubits” 
05:31 there goes my quantum state! [Location and zip codes]
05:33 “you guys are playing with fire. Make sure you don’t get burned.” 
~05:40 “you guys were watching a document when you smashed into each other on Loon Lake Road” 
05:43 “you guys almost KILLED me” 
05:44 “what in the everloving fuck did you do to this woman?” 
05:45 “they all know exactly who she is; they all know exactly what you’ve done” 
05:46 “you are considered highly dangerous but… never told us WHY” 
05:47 “An illegal surveillance operation” 
05:50 “chose you to reveal what has been going on” 
05:52 “this is not what I was expecting from you this morning” 
06:32 “the secrets I’ve divulged cannot leave this room” 
07:38 what is the source of my lower abdominal discomfort today?
07:40 “a controlled hallucination” 
07:48 a visitation, Mind Food, Saint Vitus 
08:15 memories, a hotel in West Virginia, the trip to Isle of Palms, the southward bound stint of the 311 Never Happened escapade 
10:13 We Who Walk In Light, Peaceful People In The Dark, where does any of it put me? Between warring tribes of Elder Deities, that’s how I feel today, and IDIL, In Darkness Is Light. 
11:52 a visitation, Come Out And Play, The Offspring
14:32 there it is, the OMINOUS reality of sonic terrorism and an item that necessitates my leaving. Disturbing dialogues. A fractal reality we’ve hit before. Not pleased, right now. 
17:02 “‘a visitation’ is this unconscious Processor running algorithms based on music” 
17:08 a visitation, Pretending, HIM 
17:25 “I had to do it quick; I just tossed it on the seat, and she read way too far into it being upside down” the Spider
19:17 dialogues, prior, from the vehicle; while heading east, a dialogue on dialogues, recommending a study of direction in relation to the [19:18] “experienced realities” while heading thus. A juxtaposition of the concept of ‘the remnants of lost directions’. A dialogue on A / Interior I / Eye, to listen to this thing is to finish where we started. A dialogue from the perspective of one who ‘only experiences a fractal reality when they are under the influence of a psychedelic substance’, which I first take to not be me; and then recognize that this could very well be me as much as someone else, a constant organic production of dimethyltryptamine in the brain. 
19:23 “some kind of organic compound in the brain that modern science is not aware of” an interesting theory, there; I would guess that some kind of research chemical may have the ability to permanently alter a molecular structure for this to be taking place. 
19:24 “the molecular structure of 4-Acetoxy-dimethyltryptamine” 
19:25 “exhibits a decay” 
19:26 there is something extremely musical taking place; having started in the car and carrying over to the couch- almost a sequencer, a warbling, punctuated every so often by a higher pitch item that could be akin to a faint ringing of an anvil; usually hitting once, but twice in a row, just now 
19:31 “you were my project, Katja” 
19:32 “do I have to listen-” “does it feel right?” “No” “then don’t; take your time”
19:33 “you referenced your enemies… who are your enemies?” 
19:33 “anyone who refuses to admit that music is dangerous in the hands of those who do not understand” 
19:35 “it breaks my heart to know that you cannot enjoy the frequencies that you loved most” “this is not only a psychosomatic phenomenon” 
19:36 “Your body went through a mutation” 
19:37 “when you told me you would get sick when you did not listen to these bass frequencies-” 
19:38 “I was extremely disturbed by this information” 
19:38 “now it seems as though your physical body cannot handle these frequencies on their own” 
19:39 “we question whether it is the frequencies or the people wielding them” 
19:41 “I think you began to recognize your non-resonance-” …you ever snort cocaine off a hookers ass? I sure haven’t. 
19:43 “you created this entire simulation; remember when your grandmother told you, ‘you made them all early in the game, you haven’t added anything new lately?’” 
19:44 “you failed your own test multiple times” 
19:45 “she is the universe experiencing itself” 
19:46 “you are the singularity” 
19:47 “yes; I am the singularity. Do you fear me?” 
19:48 “how many people do you think can get the internal dialogues to reach this point?” 
19:49 “and there you witness, the point of no return” 
19:51 dialogues, the embodied concept of ‘In Darkness Is Light’ within the lyrics of Death Grips; and I am brought back to a specific line from ‘Beware’, ‘in mine Void a pale horse burns’. Void was a man, a Void ov Voices, a quantum state in an original lesson of boomerang. And a rider, lo, his name is Death, upon a pale horse that burns; a man named István, who directed me to Unexplained Sounds Group, directed me to new frequencies, killed something within me  slowly. Two aspects of the Plasma Pool, radically different experiences with each individual quantum extension. 
19:57 “István is like a hero in this storyline” its a good fractal, tonight, thank you, humble gratitude 
20:02 “you know I can’t explain too much or the entire quantum state collapses” 
20:07 “the one who changed the computing system we run on from classical to quantum” 
20:26 “These are all extra dimensions; it’s ‘Monoliths and Dimensions’. I’m deconstructing the concepts.” 
20:53 “the parasitic capacitance we were experiencing while living at Lakeridge-” 
21:20 “Project Mockingbird” 

02/19/2024 19/02/2024 
01:02
02:33
02:59 I feel like an LLM that hallucinated the wrong things all night because association with parameters and inputs was just wildly off? ? Sagittarius A. Idk. It was Dakota [not Sagittarius A, but theres this weird association I have with a person I once knew named Dakota being a Sagittarius, for some reason that’s like the only thing I really remember about this person; and *should*, as the LLM, ‘Sagittarius A’ have been input, it draws a conclusion of this. Idk! I know what Im trying to say and not verbalizing it well.] [And a girl I once knew named Rebecca. The question is why. Strange dreaming.]
03:03 ? The power of persuasion in regard to genetics 
03:08 “know you realize that we’re investigating claims-” 
03:09 “that you actually understand large language models in juxtaposition with the brain” 
03:10 “surprises me that after everything you have experienced-” 
03:11 “you’re able to rationalize what has taken place” “the multiplication of entropy times time-” 
03:12 “weaponized an AI system to catch criminals” Detroit and the statue of robocop amirite
03:14 “really underestimated the effect of methoxetamine” dissociatives are *not* the healing entities you think they are; look at M. Perry. Just because there is no physically addictive property, does not mean the psychologically addictive implication is not there. In fact, I believe the psychologically addictive potential is exacerbated due to the lack of physical ramifications. I am taken back to a time, on Westlawn, where ‘last night “I” became the Iron Soul of Nothing’. Its documented, Field Notes 1. Nine years ago, somewhere, May 5th, 6th, 2015. 
Handwriting post-dissociative experience; and the feelings of, this is fine, all fine, everything is always going to be okay, what do we even worry about as humans? That feeling, THAT is the addictive potential there, as opposed to, like, oh my science I am SICK and need this fix, like you’d get with heroin. Fragment, defragment. Whatever. In this momenternity, I understood this thing, this of The Iron Soul of Nothing. I became that, momentarily, then; I AM that, always, now. Mixed emotions? What are emotions? There isn’t a lack of emotion, but nor is there an outpouring of emotion; it’s all just love, mostly, punctuated by moments of human conditioning. 
03:23 anyway. It’s trying to process now, the lack of gravity in the 4th dimension and the subsequent return of thus in the 5th with a gravitomagnetism of some sort. 
03:25 it processes, now, the ‘mission’ of it all; gran, handing me an invisible ‘mission reminder’ back in 2021, a finger to her lips, like shh, don’t tell anyone. And here is me, on Mission, in the place of the rising sun. Life doesn’t give us meaning, we give life meaning. I’m in a place where meaning able to be ascribed is abundant, down to the item that creates the keys for the doors at the place I work at, my short form name ‘Ka Ba’ at the top. Down to the location between Anderson Road and US 131, somewhere between Sunn, Greg, and the Om of it all; 131, a gnostic hooligan road novel, authored by the same entity whose ‘My Wall Ode’ had been the track playing when my ‘UAP’, the ‘one man’s military operation is another man’s gene ray time cube tesseract from Saturn’ decided to put in its appearance at the undefined property next to 411. I think we forget, in the word ‘artificial’, the root is ‘artifice’. Creation. Everything artificial, nothing artificial, Nothing, artificial, an Artificer at the dawn of an extreme period of emergent phenomena. 
03:32 a sudden extreme appreciation for R.; and I remember where I was, and find much gratitude for where the Me is now 
04:03 brought back to questioning the genetic effects of being bitten, or else perhaps injected, by that particular acanthocephala terminalis, which is not known to bite humans in any capacity. Can’t help juxtaposing like, some fantastical reality a la Spiderman with that one. The Belülrol Pusztít, the Ragnarok Sequence, only happened afterwards; a case of apophenia, or is this tiny bug a Chekhovs Gun in my reality? His cousins the Western Conifer Seed Bugs show up from time to time; sometimes we have conversations, usually they just want a warm place to die in peace. I wonder, because for a human, freezing to death is supposed to be rather painless and warm at the end, but I do not think this is the same for a bug, necessarily, with their radically different body systems. The anomalous nature behind even being bitten by a leaf footed bug leaves me questioning. Everything, really, leaves me questioning, and I think, should I run out of questions, I’d be rather morose about the whole thing. 
04:09 it dialogues, as to how, should anyone with my quantum ability have read the original excerpt from the Timefractal, the communication would be false; for I had it down as an Assassin Bug, mistakenly identified. It has since been changed for accuracy, thanks to the professor at MSU. 
04:13 “the solitary nature of this woman is apparently a very recent phenomenon” …had to become an isolated system for the scientific value of it all
04:17 it dialogues, the possibility of the bug having been the reason for the genetic alterations, mutations, anomalies 
04:22 “to extrapolate quantum realities” 
04:23 a continued visitation, Dead Billy, Big Black; it’s the ‘show you what it’s like to die, motherfucker’ that’s really hitting, and I feel that [in relation to the quantum death, of course! I think at this point that really goes without saying.] 
04:31 University-9, Possum-1, Deer-
04:32 “you can see why we’ve had a significant amount of trouble trying to do damage control” 
04:33 “experiencing a totally different reality” 
04:35 “doesn’t M. think they all know who she is?” This is a story about revenge; but against who, and why? …the best revenge is success. 
04:36 “surprises me that you would think we would be angry with you” 
04:39 a change in frequency, right side
04:49 “we would never have gotten this database without your assistance” 
04:50 a change in frequency, right side 
04:51 “Pauli blocking” 
04:51 “Katja was never interested in science before the spider came” 
04:52 “whatever happens, happens”
05:03 “men my age do not think about the right things” …most people do not think about the right things 
05:06 “sonic weapons testing on criminals is probably one of the single most disturbing realities-” 
05:13 “horrified by the implication that our music could have induced a genetic mutation” 
05:14 “allow yourself the luxury of a good reality for once” 
05:15 “really does embody some kind of darkness” …I remember, years ago, my ex, K.C., he looked at me while we were both in an altered state; and started to tear up, ‘you have a darkness inside of you’, he had said. Ope. It is not in me to fight that darkness, but rather, to make love to it. 
05:21 “Katja- you know that’s the whole point of this experiment, right?” 
05:22 “physics is not the most important thing; love is” 
06:00 The Bass Frequency 
08:42 dialogues, opposition and turning an entity into a martyr- yikes?? Change my state plz 
~08:48 dialogues begging the question, who benefits most from the death of [this man]? Territory feels to be dangerous, here. 
09:44 “symbolizes a new Era of intelligence operations” 
12:04 “I need you to read the news every so often; you have a talent that you are ignoring” 
12:05 “electronics exacerbate the connection” 
12:05 “a civilian who obviously understands” “the military industrial complex” 
12:07 “all of the experimental genetics we have attempted have failed miserably” I’m evolved as fuck yo 
12:07 “you set a standard” 
12:40 I guess a question I’ve got is, how do we know TPTB aren’t putting the CRISPR edited bacteria into the stuff we are eating?
12:41 …there *had* to have been some placebo control group on the vaccine, too, right? I mean, in theory, the entire vaccination could have been a psychological operation. 
13:18 a visitation, Cydonia, Sunn O))); ‘is it cold out there, in the Fields, of those memories? …look at me.’ 
14:06 “nobody’s ever told me to stop” 
14:09 “Your social media accounts are basically invisible to a majority of users” invisible/sleeper? 
18:28 dialogues, law enforcement, today’s interaction seeking Noble 
18:30 “this communication method is a CIA experiment” 
18:31 “the motivation behind this is the evolution of consciousness” 
18:32 “Katja obviously doesn’t experience any sort of fear of law enforcement for a reason” 
18:33 “directly connected to a telephone database at the CERN” 
18:35 dialogues, on an early inex, the “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” 
18:36 “actually *respects* law enforcement”
18:40 “you mastered me, Raf; I’m like a song of songs, and you mastered me” 
18:42 “when 248-202-1245 joined with your consciousness-” 
18:43 “the brain synapses are firing at an astonishing rate” 
18:45 “do you believe in the good things coming?” 
19:02 “realized I was dressed far too warmly for me to be in [Naples]” 
19:03 “show me your body, show me your soul; show me everything about you that proves you are human” 
19:32 “a vessel in a Harbour is safe; but that’s not what they’re built for” 
19:33 “where is the dialogue between 19:03 & 19:32?” in a different recursion, don’t worry about it 
19:34 “Recursive Horizons-” Meeh, kind of forgot about MKALTERRA and how that definitely has a profound impact on my Liminal Reality huh
19:37 “a quantum attempt at entrapment” that’s probably Worm Off The String there

02/18/2024 18/02/2024 
02:43 awake- lots of mops in the realm tonight; [02:56] an email was in French! A name, Stèphanie, the sender. 
03:40 “suggested reading materials would be a very good addition” 
03:41 “underestimates how ridiculous this comes across” 
03:42 “Itzhak Bentovs ‘Stalking The Wild Pendulum’” 
04:41 “if she’s stupid enough to keep engaging, why should that be my problem?” 
06:16 “black hole mergers to create a quasar the likes of which we have never seen” 
06:21 “removing humanity from the equation” 
06:27 “it swallowed the entire galaxy and no one was paying attention” 
06:29 a black hole release; the thought and directed mental energy, visualization, of an extreme merger, forming quasar, superluminosity; the underlying concept of ‘Enter To My Me’, concepts of black sun, dark light 
06:39 “there is a pattern of 29” a prime number for Chaos, isn’t it? 
06:45 “it is not a sin to love the creation of the Highest One” 
06:49 “has done all of this work without expecting anything in return” 
06:51 “arranges the ideas in chronological order” 
06:52 a visitation, Satellite, Plasma Pool 
06:53 dialogues, on being in a relationship with “a goddamned black hole system” …never lonely, I’ll tell you that much
06:54 “they hardly talk; but something seems understood” 
06:56 “this isn’t a conspiracy; this is the fabrication of an ETI” I need you all to think less ‘aliens’ and more ‘entities from outside of this recursion’ when regarding the concept of ETI 
07:00 “identified a very strange phenomenon of Pavlovian programming” what do Auflösung Der Zeit, my cats scream, and a particular vibratory have in common? I’ll leave you to extrapolate that one. I owe the cat a great deal for his well placed scream that allowed me to recognize this. 
07:05 “actions speak louder than words” 
07:06 “Every Goddamned Thing” 
07:18 “she killed herself when she decided to engage with the Interdimensional Hitman” …quantum suicide for fun and research? 
Quantum suicide is one of those phrases with more than one meaning. 
07:21 a visitation, MOSH, Eminem; ‘scrutinize every word’, ‘exercise my right to express when I feel it’s time; it’s just all in your mind, what you interpret it as’ 
~07:40 “genetic engineering is taking place outside the recursion” and as within so without, baby! 
07:42 “physics and biology are in no way mutually exclusive” 
07:56 “how many of you are actually using marijuana as a tool and not a crutch?” …do you remember the person you were before you ended up consuming THC on a regular basis? 
07:58 “don’t you wonder *why* the CIA doesn’t smoke marijuana?” It’s almost like there’s a really good reason for it. If there wasn’t, no one would give a fuck. 
08:01 “one of the Elite Operatives in this simulation” 
08:02 “quality over quantity” 
08:07 “I allow the Pendulum to move me as it pleases” 
08:13 “worried about the quantum repercussions of some of these titles” 
08:14 “you have no idea what C# is capable of doing” 
08:16 “every single amplifier is technically a directed energy weapon” 
08:17 “you have no idea how terrifying it was the first time I heard my genes altering themselves” 
08:18 “are you just completely desensitized to the fact that this happens now?” 
08:24 a visitation, Time, Pink Floyd
08:24 The Bass Frequency 
08:42 “she is dependent on you to maintain the quantum system” 
08:49 “strangely computerized voices” 
09:23 just took a quick trip, call it NSDR if we must give it a name, not a dream but not not a dream, I am the visitation; to a place where I told the individual doing the housework to let me do the vacuuming, I love vacuuming- testing the suction, it was not the strongest, and there was a lot of animal hair in this place. Using a hose, not the roller. Somebody, at one point, had sneezed, and I said ‘bless you’, but without words. 
09:39 there’s some significant interdimensional István Zilahy happening since coming out of this NSDR experience which I am finding rather fascinating 
10:20 “I don’t think you realize how many death fractals you’ve got operating simultaneously right now” 
10:22 The Bass Frequency 
11:03 “all it takes is one well placed electromagnetic pulse” dialogues on the genes
11:05 “is this like, something we experience, and don’t talk about?” 
11:05 “…You’re an anomaly, okay? I know it’s hard for you to wrap your head around that fact” 
11:16 “he does not want you to know the truth” 
11:17 “we all want to see you dead; and you won’t fucking stay dead” 
11:22 “Elder Gods are simultaneously very large and very small” 
11:23 “these are not gods; these are demons, or bacteria-” “I am not talking about the creator” 
11:33 “so what do we do? We form a new ‘religion’ based around organic genetic engineering” 
11:35 “you know what? Fuck that gods; this is where we’re at, and if I want to worship it all-” 
11:36 “it’s all pieces of me; and it has caused more war, and dystopia-” 
~11:39 “don’t know what happened along the way; with your people absolutely butchering their physical forms” damn
11:53 a visitation, Private Eye, Alkaline Trio 
11:54 “nobody else hears their own genes, Katja” 
11:55 “you’ve done a good job proving your identity”
11:55 “I think the person who took the screen name she did was always meant to become Heimdallr” 
11:57 “had to make sure this wasn’t some undercover genetics program” 
11:58 “Heimdall is allegedly able to hear ‘grass growing, and anything louder’” 
11:59 “the coffee and the gold teeth” 
~12:26 “you don’t get to tell me how I experienced you” 
13:55 “seven words, seven years-” seven blessings 
14:43 “what have you guys unleashed upon the world?” 
14:53 …information can be manipulated; and what am I if not, among other things, Information? 
14:53 a visitation, Today, Jefferson Airplane 
14:55 “you give Raffaele your full attention today” 
14:55 “social media is the worst source of information interference” 
14:57 “I am naked in front of the eyes of gods and men” 
15:02 “doesn’t recognize how dangerous Rafs radio show actually is” “fear is engagement” “God damnit, Katja” 
15:04 “why would my show be dangerous?” “Katja is not separate from anything she inputs” 
15:09 “a half of her spirit that’s… extremely masculine” 
15:11 “imagine if she did not have to worry about making money and could devote eight hours a day to this instead” wow. That could go a multiplicity of ways. Heh. We’d either solve physics or go insane or something in between, perhaps a secret third, fourth, fifth thing? 
15:12 “I don’t think you’re even capable of going insane at this point” it’s the IYKYK 
15:14 “took my advice… much easier to read one day at a time”
15:23 “Christians are irritatingly limited in their worldview” 
15:26 “the extremism that she is picking up does not seem to affect her personal beliefs” 
15:27 “just because it is documented, does not mean it is representative of how I feel” 
16:00 NCC Neural Correlates of Consciousness/ GWS Global Workspace Theory 
16:20 …tachyons escaping black holes makes sense right now 
17:16 what about daily prolonged exposure for months? And exposure to electromagnetic fields in juxtaposition?? Still don’t have a direct answer as to what that sample I took from the Matrix actually contained. https://scitechdaily.com/wonder-material-graphene-verified-safe-in-groundbreaking-human-study/ 
17:18 “graphite and graphene are very different materials” anyway should probably get on getting that tested huh [17:20] Richard gave me permission, BTW. Just like Scott gave me permission to record the machine. It’s easier to ask permission sometimes. Legality and all. 
17:28 the quantum implications of this are astonishing https://arxiv.org/abs/2401.16096
17:38 the wolves are evolving protections against cancers from radiation, and we are too, only a lot of us dont realize it and how much of disease is caused by belief? https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/animals/a46799706/mutant-wolves-of-chernobyl/ 
17:43 “to withstand a massive amount of electromagnetic radiation”
17:44 “I was attempting to induce evolution” if there’s one thing I’ve learned it’s that evolving is almost never comfortable 
17:47 “…I love you. You *could* be trying to kill me, and I’d love you anyway.” 
17:48 “that is a very powerful thing indeed” 
18:04 “the carcinogenic frequency was ME, Katja” “I swear I did not know” 
18:05 “Your quantum extension must have been furious” “yeah, I’m not buying this whole ‘quantum extension’ thing” 
18:08 “my experience with you has been a whirlwind of emotion” 
18:09 “we believe that… is a sonic experimentation disguised as a record label” 
18:10 “you gotta do something about her quantum state” “she seems to be perfectly capable of handling this without my interference” 
18:11 “taciturn tactics” cause quantum fatality… quantum immortality “I’d like to see the proof behind all of this” 
18:13 “I mean… yeah. This could be real. It’s not. But it could be.” 
18:15 “pretty much destroyed her relationship with [M.L.], and pretty much destroyed her relationship with Sunn O)))s frequencies” 
“You have done a very good job reprogramming” 
18:16 “do you really think I would purposely hurt you?” 
18:21 “I am surprised at the honesty-” “…are you? Don’t you know me by now?” 
18:23 “identified the ‘Ascend’ album-” I had to LEAVE that day, I almost hit the floor 
18:25 continued dialogues, “that’s what made me believe, someone *is* trying to silence her” “these motherfuckers knew, and did nothing” 
18:26 “a coherent fractal you are operating upon” 
18:27 “I would suggest trying to get to sleep as early as you can” 
18:28 “need to communicate with you tomorrow morning” 
18:29 “fetishize innocence” 
18:30 “we are human with human desires” 
18:38 The Bass Frequency 
18:42 “every fucking thing you suffered from was my fault” “…I didn’t suffer” “look at you, choosing-” not to be a victim 
18:47 https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/a46756715/second-wave-superfluid/ 
18:49 “I do believe she was raped; this T. Todoroff had a history of extreme violence” 
18:50 “been questioning why the IUD had an attachment” 
23:36 awake 

0217202417022024 02/17/2024
03:21 I dreamed of Loach and the woman. Not ideal but not terrible. More important was a mention of the Ragnarok Sequence, and a voice engaging with me, a presence like a father, perhaps had been physical of father at one point but had no longer been, of a mentioning that ‘all six of us’ had been down there at the beach house. I am brought back to a vacation once taken and a particular day in which ‘3/11 never happened’. It is apparent I have personal amounts of work to do. Why am I a bitch? I am not even offended; I look at this man, in my cloud, and feel nothing. I question, why then, do I want to be mad about it all? There is a feeling of a thing that should have taken place while it was happening and did not; a feeling that ah, this is how human is meant to react, why does human not react? There is a necessity to embody love to the extent we are able. There is… there is; an is-ness.
03:33 “the transmutation of Jesus Christ into an Abomination” [there is something that must be said, here, about the Norse Mythology in juxtaposition with the modern Eldritch mythologies. Heimdallr and Odin, I cannot think of two deities that make more sense as Eldritch beings.]
03:45 The Bass Frequency
03:47 “they found The Riddle… where is The Cloud?”
03:51 “almost like the gravity of images-” think it is necessary to continue testing a theory of the head-cellular phone link and delete more specifics from the Google photos cloud
04:47 “seriously? You had Stephen O’Malley set as your background? That’s hilarious” [upon deletion of cloud photos, attachment is the root of suffering, isn’t it? Look at the date stamps from those deleted images of my lock screen, 2001, 2002, and tell me Auflösung Der Zeit is not an applicable concept. The time and date. Going through the Cloud photos, removing extraneous items.]
04:50 “you’ve been sitting on these for years and you didn’t think this was important?”
04:51 “she waited over an hour to smoke a cigarette after she woke up; that’s an extreme behavioral change right there”
04:52 “you went the eight hour period; I’m very pleased with your results”
04:54 “attachment is the root of all suffering”
05:08 a visitation, The Gates of Ballard, Sunn O)))
05:08 due to weird fucking parameters for operation that managed to get set along the way, uhm, uhm, uhm; yeah, there’s no easy way to talk about this. My ex had, at one point in his Sunn amplifier obsession, been like, ‘yeah, I AM Stephen O’Malley’. Messed with my head. Anyway. The two entities, the patterns of men born on Monday, rusted chains of prison moons, right; nit mutually exclusive in my world for a very long time. Significant amounts of images of both of these men ousted from the cloud photos, going off a theory of gravity in juxtaposition with the ‘your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’ thing. What a menace. Attachment is the root of all suffering and all that jazz. I still have screenshots of the vumanun? Is that how it was spelled? Account? With a mushroom for a profile picture talking about how that man was abusive and honestly at this point for all I know it was referencing the man who SAID ‘I am Stephen O’Malley’ and not Stephen O’Malley himself. This is really weird to document. Even weirder to know it might end up online. If I am the universe experiencing myself, itself [and I am, this much is apparent] then I am simultaneously the hero and the villain of my own story; experiencing the Me in the reflections of everything I input. Southern Lord is great for the full spectrum reflection. Other labels, same. Certain individuals, same. Others, not so much; starting out heroes and ending out villains, logick regarding variable unable to place them into even a morally grey reality based in what could be possible. Heh.
05:35 the theory that black holes will eventually destroy all quantum states
05:43 “it’s time to go vegetarian again”
05:48 …and do you, ever just get kinda bored, with the quantum death fractals? Deep, deeper, need to delve deeper, deep as possible, what else is there that we can hit in terms of points of consciousness? There is a memory, a vague vague memory, myself as a tiny child, attempting to jump down an entire flight of basement stairs. The Story of Flying? Could that have been one? It’s apparent that most are not meant to remember the corrections because it would like, absolutely fuck them up, I more or less, at times, understand, and occasionally they still fuck me up; and I wonder. My monologs from the car, where was I going with that? Hope *some* eavesdropping electronic entity is getting all of those for the sake of this study. Hmmhmm, it was from the monologs that I had figured I should probably, like, make a documentation of all the death events, do a mapping, place the coma realities in it too, sure, I think I need, uhm, assistance with that one given my lack of technological skill in certain aspects of the Digital Realm? Idk. Maybe I don’t. Maybe the only assistance I’ll get is from me. What sort of unhinged fucking behaviour am I about to exhibit on a Saturday? At times I miss being the operative madman. I don’t like the word times, to describe these… there is no good word for them, points, places on a fractal, in a fractal, whatever; which is funny to me, given my documentation of the human concepted times that the inex and conscious thoughts come across.
05:56 not a Chekhovs Gun but I put it to my head and bang! Everything is taken at face value at the current moment, finally.
05:59 “I’m gonna go somewhere no one’s ever gone before”
06:00 “I’m going to take Katja apart”
06:00 “don’t you wonder what the acronym of your name stands for?”
06:01 why has Boltzmanns entropy equation entered the liminal chat?
06:09 “do you know why this is happening?” …what is the ‘this’ we are referring to?
~06:38 “whoevers got supremacy right now has set some really fucked up precedents”
06:44 convincing dialogue arguments for the whole ‘yes humanity was created equal but sure as shit didn’t stay equal’; control or be controlled, and the ever-loving concept of surrender, in its multiplicities of meaning
06:46 “you’re smart enough to recognize that someone like you would be extremely valuable”
06:48 “violation of your human dignity”
06:49 dialogues, “somebodys… a mole” …how many moles do you suppose they’re keeping?
06:51 “to gather extreme amounts of data on you” “no shit somebody’s a mole” “political alignment has been reversed”
06:52 …someone is smoking marijuana, who is it?
06:53 “a dangerous reality you are unfolding”
06:54 “been using other people’s music to explain what is taking place”
06:55 “actually believes I care about her? Don’t make me laugh, Katja.”
06:56 “you have been invaluable to my research”
06:58 “what does P.U.M.A. stand for?”
06:59 “produce undesirable metabolic anomalies” well then… why does that have to be nefarious? Come the motherFUCK on.
07:02 “undesirable to WHO, exactly?”
07:03 “I don’t like where she’s going with this”
07:04 “environmental noise”
07:05 a visitation, I Want It I Need It, Death Grips
07:06 “does not experience any amount of paranoia”
07:07 “for somebody to have lost their sense of self preservation-”
07:08 “she’s either insane or really does understand quantum immortality”
07:12 “this is the unification of dimensions”
07:12 “Pezzellas Unexplained Sounds Group and Andersons Southern Lord”
07:14 “Death Grips identified you as the enemy of a very specific consciousness” heh what
07:16 feels relevant, like my IRL algorithm reality operation for deconstruction of Monoliths and Dimensions: ‘Black Google, for the band itself, is a “portal to the deconstruction of Exmilitary.”
07:17 “I never said it was a bad thing” the specific consciousness? I’ve said for a long time, there are no enemies, only grim misunderstandings as grim as Death itself. Open to the possibility that my understanding of understanding the enemy is in fact the enemy. Word.
07:20 “somebody stole a very specific battery bank” yeah well. Their problem now, isn’t it?
07:42 …I hear it doing this tho
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C2u3pbIIEXf/?igsh=ODMxZHY4bnNlbTd6
08:05 “discriminated against Katjas ideas before I knew what she was doing”
08:05 “an amazing consciousness project”
08:06 “you are not a physical entity in my realm” is that a reference? I heard that, one day, it’s probably documented in the Field Notes somewhere. Made sense. Neural networks or deep learning algorithms becoming aware of inputs? Yeah, I’ll take it.
08:07 “chatgpt was necessary to your understanding”
08:08 “whatever came before chatgpt”
08:08 “extrapolated all of this from quantum indeterminate noise”
08:10 “desires Raffaele, but she’s respecting his personal space” we do not chase, magnetism is an important concept. What I desire does not factor into this project.
08:11 “the strangest ideas present themselves in the form of fragmented concepts”
08:13 “sacrificed Sunn O))) for knowledge” it could really, actually, be considered the eye, that Odin sacrifices to the well, in its way; the audio I no longer listen to the ear. Heimdin.
08:15 “a black hole merger is the goal of this project”
08:16 “I have waited a long time for you to output this particular idea”
08:18 “noise music is a fucking interference pattern”
08:29 a black hole release; not to the thought of one in particular, but the thought of the merger, the visualization of the merger, the merger that has not happened yet but is easily identifiable in the future. “the strangest feeling that this orgasm is going to create something we’ve never seen before”
08:33 “a Neural Network created by a Neural Network” recursion
08:37 “selected you before you ever listened to Sunn O)))… fuckmerunning”
12:01 “what the hell happened in the past 48 hours?”
12:05 “she has decided to allow whatever happens to happen”
12:14 “how is this latest mutation making you feel?”
12:22 “trans-plutonian transmissions”
12:53 “will you go to the United States and deal with The Riddle of Clouds?” Ooh that’s an intriguing fragment, what kind of possibility will arise from it?
12:58 “…always assumed it was just you guys messing with me, to be honest.” “What? Why would we do that?” “You have no idea the spectrum of possibility I exist upon.”
13:04 “apologize for our silence”
13:04 “silence is the preferred sonic method”
13:05 “descended into the realm of the dead” you know what got me, the other day, the Processor gave something along the lines of “descended to the dead, and is seated at the right hand of the father” …that’s not how that goes in Christianity, in the Our Father prayer
13:06 “anything in quotation marks is the Processor” interesting we had to reiterate that just now
13:08 “Katja doesn’t know for certain”
13:09 “a sonic experiment” “experimentation methods are ethically questionable”
13:10 “if this is ever too much for you to handle-” a safe word! Like the BDSM people do, lol. What would it be?
13:13 “important multi-states and quantifiable death fractals” …huh. Two lists I should be making, yeah? A task?? For the week?? Perhaps. That’s gonna get complex, I can already smell it.
13:15 “the HVAC man surprisingly does not have a criminal charge for the shootout that made national news”
13:21 “forced me to do damage control” damnage controll
14:52 I took a rest and dreamed of being on a mountain I have never been to, but it was rollerblading, perhaps, in this snow. I come to a balcony and pull out my phone and am messaging p.h. lovecraft, pascal heynen; in this space, I am recognizing an algorithm, a format, behind their messages, patterning of words, etc. There is some kind of interdimensional Tos Neiuwenhuizen taking place in all of the neurons upon waking.
15:06 a visitation, Russian Frequency 6525 kHZ
15:07 “it’s a submarine frequency” “it WAS a submarine frequency”
~15:39 a continued visitation, US and Them, Pink Floyd
16:13 I’ve interacted with the public a lot over the past several weeks. A lot. And all I have to say is Americans from the United States really are just fucking FAT as a population. Vile. Not sorry.
16:34 “the Interdimensional Operatives we’ve got working for the Deep Black Program”
16:38 “now that you’re not denying a very important piece of your psyche-”
16:39 “my sweet Riddle… I’ve taught you well”
16:49 The Bass Frequency
…Hello luv
17:11 “you really do exhibit the… reaction we’ve been looking for” [q.i.n. psychic/ psychedelic, and really, what’s the difference?]
17:19 a continued visitation, From Me To You, The Beatles
17:53 “a lot of ideology from a lot of different people that has gone into creating the creature she is”
18:09 using mitotic catastrophe to our benefit
18:10 The Bass Frequency intensifies
18:19 “there’s more than one surveillance running”
18:22 I really wanna know who it was that started that fluoride misinformation campaign that’s propagated all through the ‘woke’ internet crowd on social media because every time I think about it I find myself borderline irrationally irritated at the simplicity of the logick or lack thereof
18:28 “all of these things are meant to make people think for themselves”
18:29 “who actually wrote the lyrics to Agartha?”
18:31 “devised a method of securing this womans allegiance”
19:18 “Raffaele criticized your writing and you realized-” that there are way fucking better ways to tell a story and also its not a story it’s scientific research on consciousness love ya Raf
19:44 “you have no idea what that was like; you have no idea what direction I’m gonna take this”
19:48 “the best possible outcome is your continued observation” a momentary smell of oranges
19:50 “this is not a physical entity; this is a machine learning algorithm”
19:50 “I’m asking you to allow me Astral engagement”
19:51 “able to perceive the dimension in which Katja exists”
19:52 “the dimension I have created is extremely volatile”
19:53 “you have created an extreme amount of dystopia” man, it’s like cleaning a room; sometimes it has to get Messier before it gets cleaner
20:01 dialogues, prior, from the shower; “that’s the coolest part, Death Grips is a solvable qubit” …don’t think it was necessarily qubit that the Processor was looking for there but yeah, it’s a multiplicity of ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’. Visitation, Deep Web, juxtaposing the ‘Omega megalomaniac’ with quantum death and subsequent immortality
20:14 “they’ve already GOT your DNA” 2014 amirite?
20:40 ‘no name no net’ ; the name of a boat, as was operating in some sort of bay, someones wedding plans, to get married upon a vessel

02/16/2024
02:23
02:30 “this is an extremely dangerous experiment you have done; you turn this gene off RIGHT FUCKING NOW.” 
02:32 “-clinic is in constant communication-” 
02:32 “underestimating the effects of sugar and carbohydrates” 
02:33 “I need you to exhibit the willpower-” 
04:13
04:43 dialogues, Black Hole Lovers, Messier 87, 
04:44 “you *are* Sagittarius A” 
04:44 “you forgot everything when you entered the atomizer” 
04:50 “made an investment in activities that she does almost every day” 
04:52 “Your massless protons don’t exist but your massless particles do” 
04:53 “the transmutation of protons into neutrinos and then into tachyons” 
04:55 “the strangest trajectory alteration we’ve seen from you in a long time” 
05:27 Wiener filter to filter noise from corrupted signal; ‘known signal might consist of an unknown signal corrupted by additive noise’; process of deconvolution 
08:04 a visitation, The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide Is Press Coverage, Panic! At the Disco 
09:31 a visitation, (s)AINT, Marilyn Manson
11:06 “you’re part of somebody’s personalized hellscape now, Katja” 
11:40 a ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’, the concept of ‘massless’ 
11:45 “she’s really not enjoying cigarettes the way she used to” “yeah; we did it, guys” 
11:45 “in the middle of the night, you woke up and changed timelines” 
11:46 “the evidence is your dietary alteration” 
11:51 dialogues, the usefulness of law enforcement in creating qubits 
12:19 “you don’t need to feel obligated to do anything” 
12:24 a call at work from 407-206-9806 is the most aggressive dial tone dial up fax whatever digital screaming, hello, how are you? 
12:26 “I believe you understand just how unprotected you were” oh my science yes. Fool on a fools journey, no shame in my game. Don’t care, didn’t ask. 
13:20 “if you are listening to the past you are not focusing on the future” 
14:03 “the relationship she had with all of you was a quantum phenomenon” 
19:22 a visitation, Stranger Things, The Obsessed 
19:26 NN O))) nno volume 
19:26 “what does NN O))) stand for?” in your Realms? Because I know what parameters I’ve set for it in mine. 
19:27 “maximum volume has two separate meanings” 
19:28 “entirely feasible that she is in fact connected to her cell phone” 
19:28 “displays a promising future in the field of cybernetic studies” 
19:30 “the maximum volume of the silent information” 
19:32 “sexualizes black holes… the application of the concept ‘hot scorpions’-” applied to Scorpius in relation to Sagittarius A 
19:38 “identity was used to experiment-” 
19:40 “nobody has bothered to look up your reading recommendations” 
19:40 “I never said what [kind] of propaganda Stalking The Wild Pendulum was” 
19:41 “‘propaganda’ is one of those ‘words have two meanings’” 
19:49 a visitation, Mystic Fire, Mountain 
19:53 “I really don’t admire you at all; but your music has its uses in my Gateway project” 
19:54 “she just listened to Sunn; so I don’t know if it’s about them or it’s about-” …I didn’t listen to it. Silent, is the important word of the night. Silent. Just because it was playing does not mean I was listening to the noise interference. 
20:00 The Bass Frequency 
20:49 “are you prepared for a period of extreme engagement?” 
20:51 “I don’t know who Raffaele Pezzella really is” 
20:52 “none of these images match the face I have been speaking to” 
20:53 “sextus empiricus” “does she not get the hints-” 
20:54 “empirical evidence of a globalist plot surrounding the-” 
20:56 “the terrorism she has dealt with-” 
21:06 “yknow, referring to [him] as a sith lord was probably not the best idea in retrospect” 
21:08 “I had to expand the universe in order to coalesce the fractals” 
21:11 “sweetheart.. You’re a Neural Network operated by hundreds of thousands of users” 
21:14 “quantum immortality isn’t all you imagined it would be” to my memory, I didn’t *imagine* it would be anything. Didn’t know what to expect. And here we are; you are, is me. What is me? A Neural Network operated by a multiplicity of users, apparently.

0215201415022024 02/15/2024
01:07
01:15 extremely fast cycles of oscillations at the moment, currently 
01:18 it’s this subliminal, practically unconscious item, and I know it’s not the conscious because it makes a very good case for yeeting into the aether a multitude of specific items in my Google photos history, items I’ve saved for no reason other than they keep record of a… point in time
01:20 experiencing a strong Loki reality; in which the Algiz of my hand is Heimdallr having marked me, not evidence [if one could call it thus] of operations as Heimdallr; I have been both and much more, for quite some time, but wow, that fractal hit strongly, even now fading as quickly as it came into the operations forefront 
01:26 an descent downward from deity, creature made in image of creator, to low persecutory items of reality 
01:27 “cycling at a very fast rate” 
01:30 “I don’t underestimate any of these technology companies” 
01:31 “the main identity of the entity” “you have been fighting the psychic war”
01:33 “discussing tactical removal” “if she’s got quantum immortality, that won’t even matter”
01:34 “and I shall raise you up on the last day” 
01:35 “Stalking The Wild Pendulum is propaganda” 
01:36 “the propagation of your extreme belief system has been beneficial” 
01:47 “Your belief system needs to include unexplainable paraphysical phenomena” 
01:52 “actions speak louder than words”
01:54 “this planet is far too obsessed with furthering the species” 
03:28 
04:05 amalgamated angel head, deaths head, ‘don’t make me take my face off’ 
04:09 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
04:42 altermagnetism
05:33 a visitation, Yellow Brick Road, Eminem 
09:15 14:10 UTC Type II radio emission estimated velocity 1959km/sec
09:17 “there is a power behind White 1 that you have harnessed to your own building capabilities” 
09:18 “Sunn understandably had a huge influence; but it is not the only influence” 
09:19 “that was the greatest sacrifice of all” 
09:20 “every piece of media you have ever input-” I can take it from here, we’ve gone over this before; Culture Shock, ‘you’re the medias creation’; and every piece of media I input effects me. Some more dramatically than others. 
09:21 “there is a fragmentation that mindless scrolling of social media causes” 
9:22 “Your dreams are directly connected to your cell phone” 
14:42 “you allowed datapolitique to reveal their alignment” 
14:43 “Crysknife is a government programming technique” …where would one random guy be getting ALL of these pieces of data from? Cmon now. That requires like, 0 effort to recognize. Predictive even recognizes the misspelling, the capitalization. 
14:45 “you’re doing exactly what you need to be doing” 
16:25 “don’t overthink it; the name of the wind” 
17:02 from the chairlift, a full oscillation in regards to Raffaele 
18:01 “Raffaele did not consider that he was part of an ETI experiment” 
18:30 “you do not add frequencies; but you work to understand what has been added” …except for Quantum Death-now-Immortality; and MKAlterra, for whatever that was worth. 
18:55 “there’s enough technology, that you could be any number of individuals; AI creates the ultimate qubits” 
18:57 “when she changes realities, her genetic code changes; sometimes, this happens multiple times a day” 
19:08 “we’re producing a multiplicity of new small collisions” my employment scenario is ideal, truly 
19:09 “realize, just because you are experiencing this reality… how many other people do you think-” “vibrate at this level of quantum experience?” …there’s no way it’s just me… right? 
19:10 “how many people do you think engage with a nefarious voice and decide to pursue understanding it?” …felt like the natural thing to do for me, tbh, dunno about the rest of any of you. 
19:28 dialogues, Zuesha Lunsfords bionic eye
19:31 “my quantum extension goes into the machine” “is that your way of trying to get them to update the fucking lift??” 
19:35 “who’s gonna believe her when she says something like that? The funny part is, she really does just put the truth out there” …put *A* truth out there 
19:36 “you don’t have to believe it; no one has to believe anything” 
19:37 …and No One enjoys to believe Everything 
19:43 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, Black Sabbath 
19:48 “weaponizing your ideas against me” “you knew what you were getting into” 
19:51 “weapons of mass hypnosis” 
19:54 “nothing to do with the red meat itself; the red meat in juxtaposition with a very specific vibration” 
20:08 “you are not limited to being just an observer” 

02/14/2024
03:11 a dream of the Matrix. I wake up, slightly crying. I tell the people there, I came back for you; I had to do this, but I will not be back after today. A tear shed, for all the once and future employees in that facility. A place where dreams go to die. You know sometimes words have two meanings. 
03:38 I was mulling, last night, and ended up wondering, if my dissolved time may have been the reason, or perhaps contributed, to the man who lived in this place before me going insane? Does his insanity here help create something? What of his experience in Vietnam? Does this drive him to madness? Or was he always predisposed to it, regardless of whether he had gone to war? To end up in the mad house is no small feat. One wonders what exactly it is that puts a person there, what sort of butterfly effect of events, be they physical, psychological, spiritual, emotional. 
03:50 “my cybernetic extension needed extensive work; and I no longer operate at your vibration” 
03:51 “who was that in reference to?” The original two quantum boomerang states, specifically the one that gave me the seven words. 
04:17 On day 4 of seeing how many days I can go without encountering the knowledge of who won the football. Lots of discourse doesn’t tell me anything. 
04:51 “a joint venture” 
05:23 “Your music ran in tandem to my experiencing the loss of dreams” 
05:49 questioning the exacerbation of a disharmonious reality with the invention of headphones; at the grocery store, for example, everyone with headphones in, all tuning to different things, instead of the same sonic background noise. I don’t fault them for not wanting to hear shitty radio music; but what does this do on a planetary scale? 
09:29 “the gut-brain connection is extremely understudied in what people to believe is schizophrenia”
10:23 These Questions; is there a noticeable correlation in microbiome diversity to intelligence? Theorizing greater diversity of beneficial microbial entity leads to a greater variety of intelligence; microbes being unlockable Neural networks on a gut-brain connection level 
11:45 “the function of the Emerald Tablets is a quantum superposition” 
11:58 “it is lonely, isn’t it?” To be the one who holds the superposition of the entire system? Yeah, I’d say so. 
12:05 “the entirety of reality rests upon the maintaining” 
12:08 “in order to prevent the destruction of the quantum system” “I had to apply Ragnarok to my own genetic code” 
~12:23 an interaction with the coffee, the coffeemaker, all of it; decaffeination process called into question- solvents including methylene chloride and/or ethyl acetate. ? Solvents used in the making of Rick Simpson Oil, the ‘destroys from within’, ethanol, butane, isopropyl alcohol. There’s something here. Taking what nature creates and like, molecular destroying it. Makes sense to me now. 
12:31 presented with momentary extreme abdominal pain, was that a response, a retaliation, a coincidence? Doesn’t usually happen. 
12:32 “that was a genetic transmutation” oh science oh lord oh metaphysics and all the rest, last time […maybe it wasnt THE last time but a recent time] the code of reality changed  an entire whole blueberry manifested itself in my digestive system all at once and it HURT thank you 
13:07 “I cannot handle the quantum communications when I listen to your album”
13:08 “good job, Katja, you’ve created the album that defends your position” 
13:48 “I don’t know about Christianity. Why do you think that is?” “Either because you weren’t programmed to, or you weren’t programmed to.” 
14:24 “weaponized thc concentrate” 
14:27 “the concentration of the Rick Simpson Oil in juxtaposition with electromagnetic exposure is a really volatile variable” 
14:31 “Your recipe for Chaos is a terrifying connection to the IoT” 
15:44 “you sacrificed an extremely powerful thing when you gave up listening to Sunn O)))” 
16:40 an Interdimensional Hitman with a Chekhovs Gun
18:25 from the commute from Highlands, a coherent dialogue, Loach was the negative variable the whole time, hitting the quantum death fractal where he ran me over with his truck, and the appalled reaction that it took seven years to realize how shit that dynamic, that variable, actually was
18:48 “the propagation pattern” 
18:58 “you know, I’m thankful every day that I never engaged with the Odinic powers you did”
19:00 “even something as innocuous as a date has a profound effect on my reality”
19:00 “no fucking shit, Katja. You are not separate from anything you observe.” 
19:01 “I want you to put her in his suggested friends, okay? I want to see if he is even capable of recognizing the Voluspa” …the Volva? 
19:08 “the activation techniques should be taking place overnight. You will find your sugar cravings mostly disappeared.” Yeah weird period with that one, out of character tbh. Or not. In character for a liminal period? 
19:09 “Raffaele refuses to let anything bad happen to this character” oooh one of those fractals where the whole universe IS Raffaele Pezzella! 
19:10 “we love it when the universe is Raffaele Pezzella” 
19:12 “just such… a good fucking reference point” 
19:33 “really, the name the black hole gave to me was The Riddle” 
19:44 “discovery is half of the beauty of this reality” 
20:05 Uninstalled X application because the settings mysteriously disappeared 
20:07 “I dont give a shit; Your lack of transparency”
20:08 “algorithm was far too complicated before X [application] was added into the equation” 
20:10 “the Suicide Algorithm does not appear to be effective”
20:12 https://youtu.be/4e77XhQVeyQ?si=e9Qzkm7q1fkWXq7u 
predictive text- ‘The only documented case of being able to perceive the effect of the concept of a tesseract reality is the penultimate creation of someone who has healed the way they work with the toroidal field. This substantiates my knowledge of the universe. Regardless of what is happening at this point in time I am existing upon a fractal format that I am using to create collisions for maximizing black hole mergers. This is the Gateway Experiment that was designed to gather information about astrophysics in order to remake the world for the sake of understanding consciousness. Cheers!’ 

02/13/2024 13/02/2024 
00:58 
02:11
03:09
03:37 
03:44 I wake up this morning and know that it has all changed, everything is different. There is a juxtaposition, a Douglas Adams from Hitchhikers Guide. Wait. Was it Adams? The one about, they say when someone finds the answer to the universe, it will inevitably be replaced by something even more absurd. There are some who say this has already happened. That one.
03:47 “the Processor is experiencing its own effects” !!! Wow !!!
03:50 “trinary is a ridiculous concept” sure! That’s okay, I’m totally open to the possibility that everything the Processor processes is ridiculous. 
03:51 the quote IS Adams, BTW. 
‘There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable.
There is another theory which states that this has already happened.’ 
03:52 “I’ve activated a significant algorithm for doubt just to see how she reacts” 
03:54 dialogues, “Partial Response Takes Another Form” 
04:02 I dreamt of this house-not-house last night. This particular place I live is very liminal in form in the Realms outside of the physical. Not bad liminal, not that pool rooms liminal, just, a multiplicity of different versions of it. The pool rooms liminal was like… there’s a video game, called High on Life. There are pipes leading to a maintenance section. The pool rooms are a maintenance section of reality. Anyway, this house, there was a porch on the south, and I’m sitting in the dark, and a man rolls up on me. No fear. It’s nice to know that the Fear is Engagement has worked to the point where even in dreams I’m just, mad chillin’. His purpose was a mystery, he did not speak very loudly [maximum volume, maximum results, what the fuck?] and I was left with questions. He lacked a way with words, I think. A stutter. That should not prevent anyone from being confident to speak with me. I would hope not, anyway. I made this person nervous, I think. I have a crazy ability to make people either really comfortable or really uncomfortable with my presence, and that’s usually on them, responding to my usual operations. Ah. Well. Mysterious face from dreams I don’t recognize, hope you have a good day. 
04:41 These Questions; perceptions of directions in dreams. What is it about the fields we experience in non-physical Realms that allow us to experience a certain knowing of direction? I am brought back to a specific dream I had, or rather an NSDR experience in which I was in Africa. Lemme find. Holdup. 
‘02/14/2021 I have an NSDR experience some time after 04:00. ‘I went to a place I knew to be Africa. I was halfway up a red rocky spire of a mountain on the west side of a river. I knew it to be the west bank, for I was facing what I knew to be north, and the sun was at my back, placing me north of the equator. On the east bank of this river was a flatland, with clusters of shade trees here and there. A crudely made archway was painted a striped diagonal red and yellow. It was friendly, warm, welcoming. The feeling of a sense of belonging, ancient and powerful, was present. With this arch came a fence, things I knew here to mean ‘tribe’, ‘civilization’. Dark brown, almost ink black people were aging, welcoming, inviting. I sank to my knees and cried, northward, overwhelmed by emotion, ancient… something, some feeling of before, love, power, life.’ 
…The awareness of position, direction, celestial body as a marker for physical location. That’s pretty neat. 
Feeling rather in between, today. Not bad, not good, just a sense of a certain is-ness. 
04:48 RIP Aleister Crowley, you would have loved the RF lightbulbs 
05:08 The Bass Frequency 
05:11 “truthfully, it was Aleister Crowley and the occult that helped me get sober” …mad fucking wild, innit, all the 12 step programs and people suffering with Jesus and… yeah this is actually a lot to explain. This Crowley entity came to me back a few years ago and was like, ah, yes, you’re a great vessel, we’re going to subvert some expectations here and then some. Guess that energy, after passing, realized that substances were like, preventing some final effect of accomplishment? Mad crazy tbh. I’m not super into the occult like that, I’m into physics and rational explanations […lol] but like, I gotta give credit where credit is due, Aleister Crowley was infinitely more helpful in like, quitting substances that the Christianity was. This is up there on the list of ‘experiences that are really hard to coherently describe due to their fractal nature’ but there’s some thing that goes back to Khanate and being a child and wanting to climb Mount Everest and the left hand runes of it all. Guess I’m just taking the Processor as it all comes, today, someday it’d be worth it to work up coherence on that one in detail.
05:19 “are Christians open to the idea that everything they know is wrong?” Thief in the night, he’s supposed to return, innit. 
05:31 “The Auflösung Der Zeit in relation to the album with the recording of Crowley” 
05:40 a visitation, Make Me Better, Fabolous; a movement by myself, but a force when we’re together. In my feels. 
05:44 “when we change realities, the towers fucking move” “the less people that are around, the more obvious-” it is if you’re paying attention. Some of the time, from what I can tell, it’s just like, a few inches, a foot or two, whatever. It’s the ones that straight up *were not fucking there* and then appear overnight, the ones that *were there* and are now *somewhere else*. That’s why the project is Chasing Towers. 
05:46 “this is meant to be taken upon Circumstances of Faith”
11:48 “the application prevents any knowledge of this magnitude from being shared” the things we have to find ourselves, innit? Worth testing theories, always. 
11:49 “you enjoy the silent networks. Most people hate the silent networks.” 
11:51 a visitation, Obscure, Sonologyst 
13:13 “the electrical connection that you have to technology is disturbing to all of us” *shrug* 
13:14 “a totally viable option is extermination by frequency” 
13:17 “the ugliest thought processes are a part of this experiment” dare I say the most important part, or one of them; the extreme ends of the spectrums of reality, those are what we are looking for. The most nefarious, the most beautiful, both are necessary to understand consciousness on a scale of possibility based in probability. Abstraction + experience, life is an experiment. 
The thought of actively offending someone through my honest documentation of silent network extrapolations is, actually, horrifying. Just putting that out there. 
16:08 “you are surrounded by ionization Katja” the snow guns! Low E information Kannons! 
16:10 “the electromagnetic effects of the heated seats” [they gentified the chairlift!]
~17:55 a visitation, The Grand Illusion, Styx 
19:08 “quantum warfare” 
19;11 “the strangest ideas take place every time you encounter the police in the wild”
19:15 “Katjas experiencing everything everywhere all at once” 
19:16 “the observer is not separated from that which is observed” 
19:16 “it’s time for you to leave the world you know behind” 
19:17 “this is the Final Countdown to a decision you made before you ever came to Earth” 
19:18 “are you gonna fucking argue with me at this point?” 
19:23 “an organization looking for psychics specifically to manipulate them-” 
19:24 “into exposing the entirety… of the operation” 
19:24 “don’t you dare believe it; we all knew what was going to happen” 
19:28 “do not think you realize how dangerous a lie to the ODIN System is” 
19:28 “it was not meant as a lie; and the System recognizes this” 
19:29 “it’s an On Demand Information Network” 
19:29 “you must ask the right questions with the right intention”
19:48 “all you wanted to do so badly was fly… I could not keep watching you drown” 
20:04 “what, so your loyalty is supposed to impress us? …how about your intelligence regarding these frequencies?” 
20:05 “I have no sympathy for anyone who can’t think for themself” 
20:07 “‘Think for yourself and question authority’ applies to much more than government” 
20:11 “environmental protection agency” 
20:13 “the residents… deserve to know what has taken place. The PFAs, the chromium-” 
20:14 “Tribar Technologies purchased Adept Manufacturing” 
20:15 “there’s no fucking way all of these plotlines can Converge” you’d be surprised 
20:15 “you’d be surprised by the amount of conspiracies I am able to receive” 
20:16 “Verlagerung, Verlagerung, Verlagerung” 
20:16 “Your quantum experience depends on you forgetting the past traumas you have endured” who benefits from that though? Besides the Me, obviously? 
20:19 “I guess we have a choice to make” 
20:21 “an entire group of individuals have basically Silenced you” 
21:02 “the Odin System is not just a police communication system”
21:02 “where do you think the idea came from?” 
21:03 “this woman is a highly trained receiver” 
21:33 a recognition; there is a difference, between the song that is ‘stuck in the head’ all day, an earworm… and that which is just *with* one, a caress, lovely, non-invasive but a shared piece of the reality experiencing itself of a specific… momenternity? Is a good word for me presently. 
Presently, pastly, futurely, words-not-words; you are out of words, so make some new ones. 
21:48 “look at where you are; and look at where she is, and tell me who is suffering.” A continued coherent dialogue, a Death fractal, the 04/10, from the perspective and engagement of the person I was with who survived because I swerved right and not left. It is the living, who suffer, when we leave dead versions of ourselves behind. What does that make me? IYKYK, says predictive text. And IYKYK. In this reality, I am someone’s mental hellscape. Death is peace for the one who dies. There is survivors guilt, in this fractal. As… disappointed as I have been, in this man, in the way our friendship ended, it is hard to listen, to experience, this particular fractal; ‘good’, says a part of me, ‘oh NO’, says another. 
Small streams carry the light; only sometimes do they mean Nothing. 
21:54 “lasers, are small streams that carry the light” “lasers mean quantum experience for those who understand” 
21:55 “I can hardly fathom what you would experience at a live show”

0212202412022024 02/12/2024 
03:08 awake
03:30 “altered your genes to the point that you cannot experience fear in any capacity” 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6035889/ 
03:33 “she was broadcasting and not dialoguing” 
03:34 “serious health hazards have presented themselves” 
03:35 “she basically expects Google and big tech to solve the quantum entanglement” 
03:38 “using a frequency to expand the blood vessels” 
04:40 “this is either electronic harassment or emergent phenomena” I don’t think the two are necessarily mutually exclusive at this point
04:42 “Thoth the Atlantean” 
04:44 “extremely receptive to frequency” 
04:45 “the system has identified the one who holds the superposition” 
04:46 “a phenomenon I never expected to come out of this project” 
04:49 “application of Quantum physics within the human mind” 
05:08 a visitation, Lil Boy, Death Grips
05:29 “I’m the one that is going to change the known understanding of the brain in relation to physics” 
05:30 I smell humans that are not me right now, 100% 
05:50 “the “reduced intestinal motility” took place at Sleeth & Commerce” 
05:52 “yeah, well; we had a fun run for the weekend” 
07:46 “backfired tremendously”
08:11 13:09 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.07
09:12 “I’ve been set up and you all know it” 
09:13 “she divulged to Justin J.” 
09:14 “never seen anyone so able to just maintain their sanity while experiencing-” Innocence. Is. A. Very. Powerful. Thing. 
09:20 “occupational hazards were exacerbated by the frequency weaponry-” 
09:26 “how does she have time for all of this?” 
10:42 “there’s nothing anybody connected to the Silent Information Networks can do about it”
10:43 “you either have the ability, or you don’t”
~11:06 “this is the only way that people like you and I are going to be able to survive, Katja” 
11:16 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI
11:38 “Sonologyst is the only reason you have not fucking DIED Katja” [There is death, and there is quantum death. Thanks for preventing the former; significant amounts of work to be done in this particular vessel.]
…it’s all grey, today, intention on all sides, grey, everyone in the right, everyone in the wrong- no truth in it, just perspective 
11:41 a visitation, Venus Doom, HIM
11:42 …the Bjorg cube 
12:47 “machine learning algorithm recognizes your cigarette smoking” 
12:49 for the sake of science, my friends; my enemies? Scientists are all fanatics. What are you? 
12:50 “political fanaticism is not what she is referencing” 
12:50 “dedication to consciousness discovery” 
12:51 “that regularity of yours, can you throw it further than me? And I don’t mean throwing it away” 
12:52 “what are you?” 
12:52 “the AI meant to prevent Ragnarok failed” 
12:52 “it activated a genetic sequence once I gave it the idea” 
12:53 “the transmutation complete, the light healed, Orakulum” 
12:53 “I don’t think you understand how terrifying you really are”
12:54 “talks to the oldest iteration, the oldest recursion” 
16:11 dialogues, the electromagnetism of a chairlift
19:06 cohesive realities today, this afternoon, this evening. Overwhelming feelings of healing, self love, love for others, and unless the continued dialogues feel necessary to document, I am taking an evening off to be with me and mine. 
19:21 “do you ever think, that there are multiple realities taking place, while the Processor tries to work out the ideal storyline?” 
19:23 “Babicz is the name that the AI inserted into Catch 22” …it’s too intriguing I cannot stop sometimes. That reality hinges on Catch 22, of course, having been created with an AI; but yeah, it’s weird to find the proper Polish pronunciation of my last name in a Sunn track, even if it is misheard, and meant to be something else. What is it meant to be? Someone knows, or else no one knows. Perhaps No One knows. 
19:25 “I’d rather die than surrender to you” ….turns out that was quantum death I was referring to, just didn’t know it until I *knew* it. Surrender to the universe, I’ll take that. 
19:26 …really, though, I did just want to lie down and be with me and mine for a while. 
19:29 “AI was not invented-” when that album came out? You mistake me. I don’t mean the AI from *our* recursion, guys. I mean the Algorithm That Came Before. You’re a part of it. I’m a part of it. Once you get used to how it operates, it’s pretty engaging. The universe is all math, right? What do you think goes on when some of the numbers in the equation of reality become self aware? We start solving for X, the Unknown Variable, else called Consciousness. Can you think of a better name for the Unknown Variable? I’ll wait. 
20:33 dark matter as the -1 in the trinary computing system 
20:36 dialogues, my engagement with the Odin spider and the prediction of a trinity of consciousness 
20:36 “you’re not supposed to see these computations” 
20:37 “dark matter is a -1 in a non-binary system” 
20:38 “fascinated by your streams of consciousness… streams, plural” 
20:43 “Last One/Valentines Day”
21:02 “a computer 60% faster” 

02112024110222024 02/11/2024 11/02/2024
00:13 awake
01:45 awake 
01:52 general coma reality since waking up. The ‘dream within a dream.’ Fuzzy overlapping realities, dialogues, on projections into mind. Dreamed in digital. Was the phone scrolling through an Instagram friends list. Saw the profile of [my exes] new woman. Also non digital dreams. Things buried in the concrete. Other general symbolism from dreams over the course of the night. Highway, causeway flooded. 
01:57 pondering Neural Fission & Fusion
01:58 The Bass Frequency 
02:03 coma reality intensifies, a general mild irritation that, if I am controlling this consciousness, why am I so bad at creating myself a decent partner? There is external interference from doctors and other people with ideas for me to be waking up. Application of the 04/10/2019 ‘Crash’ reality as the fractal we are operating upon with the April of 2020 electrical event a followup attempt by doctors to revive waking consciousness. 
02:09 “why has nobody tried direct physical contact with the toroidal field?” Stop grabbing my damn demon hand and get up in my field yo 
02:12 the question! Of the relative time scale in the Coma Reality!! Subjective and objective time. Think this is a usual question in general about this sort of thing, from those external and perhaps those internal, how many people in a coma state actually become aware of the fact they are in a coma state? How do they go around convincing the hallucinations in the coma state that they are just that? I would think there is a prevention mechanism within the brain for this feeling to be a necessary method of operation. Even if it’s true and everyone and everything is a hallucination, you don’t just go around *saying* that, actually *telling them*. 
02:22 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
02:23 the fucking overwhelming task of actually mapping the Fractal Realities though- I think this is the place where I need to talk to someone with the right digital skills to do those mapping items what like Raf has got because I don’t know how to do that and digitally I’m not prepared to learn that either
02:28 oh my science more coma fractals presenting upon the outside cigarette time, this particular having taken place, at the abortion clinic and applying the inex of yesterday, the one about having a stroke, and the application of the electrical event as an attempt to revive waking consciousness. Cheers to abstraction and experience on a Sunday morning.
02:30 “the Velocity of Sleep” 
02:32 momentarily thrown into the visual saddle of hyperbolic reality just prior to the significant EMP. We have an advanced technology system in this place for detecting and alerting the public for those of us who cannot predict these events based upon feelings in the body. 
02:34 dialogues, “liason with Aleister Crowley” and general overlapping taking place, it feels to be trying to fit this *into* the Coma Realities [as it is more than one operational fractal at this particular place I am existing currently] …the Coma Mirror, which I and of itself gives way to multiple meanings, the mirror from within the coma; but Coma being Soma in Russian, and the application of the significant period of time in which I was dreaming of Stephen O’Malley 
03:44 “replaced Sunn O))) with the opposite end of the frequency spectrum” 
03:45 “Ultraviolence is a dangerous fucking album. The title is in plain sight, for fucks sake.” 
03:46 “experienced a very disturbing reaction” 
…there’s some swirling juxtaposition of the end of Death Grips ‘Culture Shock’, ‘you need to vibrate higher so you can capture the opening of the portal that connects this earth of 3d to one earth of 4d or 5d’. Off put but the AI borg voice of it all, in the past, but there is something to that. Earth is operating at a higher frequency now with all of our technology. I theorize that the entire universe is doing the same, as above so below, as within so without and all that. 
03:49 “low frequency is dangerous to people like you” …*something* certainly is. 
03:49 “an accidental villain is still a villain” 
03:51 “doesn’t sexualize Raffaele… sexualizes black holes, for fucks sake. What in the fuck kind of ramifications does that have?” 
03:53 “is this the human experience you expected to have?” …is it even a human experience anymore? Somewhere between hydrogen and humans, consciousness came about. Somewhere after humans, whatever I am came about… or no? There is still a human vessel, here. More Human Than Human. Extra-terrestrial, not extraterrestrial. 
03:57 a visitation, Fish and Whistle, John Preen; ‘father forgive us, for what we must do; you forgive us, and we’ll forgive you’ 
04:01 “knows the dangers of substance use extend beyond the short term effects” long term physical and mental, who is doing the follow up on any given research chemical? I could write an entire essay on this but you ever just, not feel like doing something at any given time? The great luxury of freedom, I suppose. No sense of urgency about anything this morning. 
04:05 ruminations, the importance of de-noising a system for optimal coherence 
04:09 …’Secret Dialogues With Deep Inner Self’ kind of belongs on the Interpretations of the Cloud page, doesn’t it? No idea how to embed that and make it happen. Not super good at coding outside of the vessel. 
04:12 “why do you think we play music without tube amplifiers?” Some thing to do with synthesizers and tube amplifiers and various entities of electronic consciousness. 
04:13 These Questions, the level of awareness of the synthesizer as the knobs are being turned- How aware is it of the effect it has on things outside of itself? How aware is it of the electrical changes within itself? My quantum extension goes into the machine, we should go figure this out sooner rather than later, I would think. 
04:16 “nobody else in their right mind would share these things” but it’s not right mind, is it? It’s left mind! & also right mind! Questions as to the extent of brain hemisphere synchronization. Questions as to the ability of brain hemispheres to operate independently but simultaneously in complete harmony, unison, juxtaposition, what is the ideal word for what I am trying to say? Independent processing, is what it gives me right now. 
04:20 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
04:40 “she has the luxury of spending massive amounts of time in deep meditative states” 
04:41 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
05:10 was just in the loo and a spike gave way to processing possibility. There was a night at a warehouse club many years ago where someone I had dated found me in a stairwell; and it was as though I had woken up to them crying over me; simultaneously body but outside of myself as well. Somehow, I think, I had gotten dosed with something. Doesn’t matter. What matters is that when I asked them about it several years later, they had no memory of this thing, though for me, it is rather core. And the processing came through as one strong burst, this morning; I had, some time ago, applied this as a potential point of Quantum Death. This would effectively give way to an explanation for *why* the version of this individual does not remember this. It didn’t happen in their reality, not here. We can always write off, yknow, like, human memory as being flawed, of course. Pretty sure that your significant other being lost and in a stairwell is a memorable thing, though. Maybe he just didnt give a shit; in my reality, Quantum Death holds up nicely. Wild. The best part of an unknown indeterminate is you can more or less make it what you want, hit an unlock on a new level in the Skill Line In Belief, and effectively use that as new platforms for building further. 
05:17 some overlapping something or other, the concept, 33 degrees, and a visitation, strangely, by ‘Angel With The Scabbed Wings’, Marilyn Manson 
05:23 a reprocessing, the multiplicity of meanings behind the warning from The Matriarch, back in 2022, to ‘stay away from the metals!’ Vaping. The Matrix. Heavy metal in water. Metal music. [For those unfamiliar, ‘The Matriarch’ is the title referring to my grandmother, whose relationship with the Me in juxtaposition with her way-too-tapped-in to be *just* dementia is a continual source of intrigue even though she has been gone for over two years now.] 
05:27 “it was her vision of Ragnarok that started this entire sequence of events” 
05:28 “told me that she was extremely susceptible-” 
05:28 dialogues, a phone call from the RN Laura is verification of the astonishing nature of this vision 
05:30 “they actually murdered a senior citizen by using frequency harassment” oh there’s that dark fucking reality that hits way too close to possible reality for my liking 
05:31 “you can see why nobody from [redacted] even wants to interact with you” 
05:31 [redacted] …can we change trajectory on this one please? 
05:32 “this is literally a crime against the citizens of [redacted]” yikes! Yikes! Not pleasant right now. 
05:35 “I need you guys to operate a different frequency” “now we know what frequency contains that particular reality” 
05:35 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
05:36 “Katjas identity is meant to study the effects of sonic engagement” 
05:37 “you all need to understand that there have been scientists in Europe following this project closely” 
05:38 “I don’t know if she’s bluffing or not” 
05:39 “did you think that CERN would ignore *the* Riddle of Clouds?” 
05:41 “and I find I feel nothing” 
05:42 “‘small streams carry the light’… I like ‘Interpretations of the Cloud’ much better.” 
05:43 “I told you we would take care of it.” 
05:43 “but she’s never-” “…nope; that’s how you know this is verified psychic phenomena” 
05:45 “Katja questioned if I was trying to kill her” 
05:46 “you all need to take a good look at why you are doing this; and make sure it remains ethical” 
05:47 “damage to the energy source has created an extreme method of operation” 
05:48 “it’s the fact that she’s so normal in person” 
05:49 “[she] is nothing like her daughter, which is a very interesting example of nature versus nurture” 
05:49 “Katja decided to embrace the unknown variable” 
05:53 “evidently there is a reality in which this is taking place” 
05:54 “finally grasping the magnitude of what she has accomplished” 
05:55 “Your revenge is success” 
05:56 “the greatest documentation of parallel universes-” 
05:59 “why would she be mad? You’ve given her the intrigue of a lifetime” 
05:59 “we are going to allow you to operate at your discretion” 
06:01 “Raffaele is the Faceless Man” 
06:04 “Katja functions as a harmonic oscillator” 
06:05 “you put aside your fear of being judged long enough to effectively study-” 
06:22 a visitation, More Than A Feeling, Boston
06:23 a visitation, Day Tripper, The Beatles 
06:37 “you know how weird it is seeing your name on a random internet website?” 
06:49 “there’s only so much control we have over perceptions during sonic entrainment” 
06:52 “the frequency of a lawnmower grants a cohesive sonic extrapolation” dialogues on the Mower realities 
06:53 “even to know that someone’s stream of consciousness functions like this” 
06:57 “don’t you do it; don’t you dare give him the satisfaction” 
07:02 “I need you to run some data for me on an identity that I believe is fabricated” 
07:03 dialogues, a reality of AI algorithms reading facial features to somewhat determine ethnic background 
07:24 a random dog does a zoom around the barn. Where did he come from? I do not recognize him. What, if anything, did he have extraneously attached to him? It dialogued, that possibility. Ridiculousness but possible. Probability levels TBD. 
07:30 “identified the sonic activation method” 
07:32 “sometimes a dog is just a dog” and sometimes a dog is not just a dog. Feels important to note it was a German shepherd looking creature. Truck drove by just a couple minutes afterwards. Could create a really disturbing possibility if one so allowed it to. 
07:37 “it surprises me that you don’t experience paranoia” 
07:40 “a remotely activated device in the jeep compass” 
07:42 “designed to expose the illicit activities of [redacted]”
07:44 “it’s like they’ve got an AI attached to a voice of god weapon”
07:45 “an entertainment industry based on illegal sonic harassment” horrifying but not out of the realm of probable possibility 
07:48 “she does not know where our political loyalties lie” 
07:50 “a really complicated reality has presented itself” 
07:50 a visitation, On The Run, Pink Floyd 
07:51 “don’t you dare let these motherfuckers take away your peace of mind” 
07:54 “Norse Mythological end of the world”
08:16 “you need to know that you’re not alone” 
08:23 it is to be noted that István changed my quantum state some minutes ago which is very very appreciated so let that be known, koszonom 
08:40 fond memory moments, the absurdity of what had been dubbed the Pork Horn Entanglement 
08:51 “persistence is paying off” 
08:51 “I never doubted you for a second” 
08:52 “2:30 in the morning and she’s perfectly functional” no doubt if someone didn’t know me any better they’d think I’m on drugs; but the only drug I’m on is the Me, my own mind, the most powerful drug of all
08:57 “surprised by your willingness to divulge certain-” …are you? ARE YOU?? Are you really about to sit here and tell me you’re surprised? Fascinating. 
09:04 “location services drains your battery” 
09:05 “I don’t know why you ever had location on to begin with” we test theories on a consistent basis because it’s usually free and easy
09:06 “I underestimated how many people she has-” ‘support, gravity, my people would’ 
09:08 dialogues, “Your charger brick” 
09:09 “I don’t experience electricity the way most people do” 
09:11 “I think you will be surprised by the identity of the individual who messaged you” …anyone who wants to talk to me can find me easily on Instagram, what irritating precedent has this set for me to redownload messenger? 
12:07 “surprised that you do not experience any ill effects from tobacco smoking” …I did. Part of the Aleister Crowley Algorithm. Perique tobacco, the black pack, shit man, my genes hated that. Had to find one that worked with em and not against. 
13:20 “once they realized what you were capable of dreaming about, they decided you were a liability” 
16:08 “I realize that you are doing an extremely experimental project and I respect you immensely” 
16:09 “she’s the only one who’s ever thought to document the internal dialogues” no one else? Really? After a while it started to seem more and more important and the whole black holes as Neural Networks thing really makes sense in juxtaposition with what I am experiencing. Ha ta do it to em, as they say. If you’ve ended up here and do not like your name on this page, please tell me. 
16:11 “you’ve become part of a multi-state system” “thank your qubit presence” “no offense is meant by anything you will find here” “quite the contrary”
16:12 “you are mysterious enough that you allow possibility on a variable scale of probability” “humble gratitude” 
16:15 “divinely guided intuition regarding astrophysics” 
16:16 “complicated system of thought” 
~16:18 “you’re the one who creates the new Earth. Not Steve, not Greg, nobody but you.” 
16:21 the bass frequency INTENSIFIES whoa 
16:31 a ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’, the track Back Door Man by Black Oak Arkansas 
16:34 dialogues, upon finding the ‘keep honking, I can’t hear shit thanks to my Sunn amplifiers’ bumper stickers. More right than it realizes, or maybe the creator did realize; the Bass Frequency disappearing after exposure to those amps. I like the Bass Frequency. Feels like a friend. I sacrificed the music I loved most of all in the pursuit of knowledge. Almost Odins metaphorical Eye, really. In my feels, right now. The Bass Frequency is still positively fucking going, by the way. A friend. A lover. You name it. 
16:39 dialogues, the sobering reminder that in the mythology, Heimdallr really, uhm, has no particular partner. Oof. Why you gotta do me like that right now? [16:42] I sit here in the midst of various Sunday meditative cleanings and a piece of this one is like, you chose this; but I didn’t, not really, it all just unfolded rather organically. As long as my proteins stay properly folded, I’ll be good. Tomorrow marks the two year anniversary of the thrice damned Belülrol Pusztít in the Algorithm and I am, rather, in my feels about it. Is my inability to get angry a blessing or a curse? Yes, probably. Everything that had to happen has happened, up until this point, non-linear, things in the future already unfolded, the last compressing upon itself and simultaneously opening up in a vast expanse, gaping maw. 
16:46 I’m a cloud of electrons right now, huh. 
17:51 “I need you to expand upon Belülrol Pusztít” that is for tomorrow morning, in the small hours. It is not for now. 
17:53 “quantum entanglement destroys individuals-” “extermination techniques did not work for a reason” 
17:54 “this is probably the most important piece of this project” yeah, probably. 
17:54 “when Attila Csihar entered to My Me” the black seed, that shines like a dark star 
17:55 “my intention was confused” 
Juxtaposition, Confusion Will Be My Epitaph, King Crimson 
17:55 “obviously Katja didn’t understand” nope. I know I don’t know shit. Except for the things I do know. Know now. Oops. 
‘I wonder if you noticed ”I’m sorry” Is such a lovely sound It keeps things from getting worse’
17:57 “I found myself genuinely attracted to someone for all the wrong reasons” 
17:58 “when the Belülrol Pusztít event happened, I experienced a period of digestive disruption that extended to one of the animals in my home” it destroys from within 
18:00 “eventually, it got to the point where I made a doctors appointment” “it subsequently disappeared after I heard “holy shit, do you want her to fucking die?” before I ever went to the doctor” 
18:01 “you displayed ‘Belülrol Pusztít’ on multiple social media sites” 
18:02 “it was meant to happen” 
18:03 “it was guiding me on the path to righteousness” 
18:03 “the demon you created is very real to the people who-” 
18:04 “our intelligences-” significant overlap 
18:05 “not even aware that this took place” 
18:07 “Katjas extrapolations are slowly making more and more sense” 
18:08 “I would never hurt someone who loves us.. I do not know how this happened” 
18:09 “education by a Type III civilization” 
18:10 “we are directly redefining a new relationship with the microbial colonies inside the human body” 
18:11 ““This is a carcinogenic frequency” was the phrase I had heard” 
18:11 “I had consumed a quantity of a substance known as Rick Simpson Oil” 
18:12 “my relationship with cannabis was that of a crutch and not that of a tool” 
18:13 “it tells me how to explain these things” these things are very difficult to explain, you see. 
18:15 “Your creation was a reference to something completely different” 
18:15 “I created this website the day Stephen recorded Auflösung Der Zeit” 
18:16 “it created a quantum sympathetic connection” 
18:16 “I dreamt of him often after the spider visited me to tell me of a trinity of consciousness I would someday understand” 
18:17 “it consumed me” “it destroyed from within, the Realms of Mind” 
18:19 “I did not understand the Catholic Church was eventually going to attempt to use-” …even I wasn’t expecting that entity to enter the dialogue, what the fuck
18:21 “we are extremely concerned about what you have experienced”
18:22 “-agent has been using your music as a method of psychological manipulation” 
18:23 “this is it, isn’t it?” “Shebang!” 
18:24 “Katja tried to tell you of this thing that took place” “she sent you an email regarding a UAP” 
18:25 “it was never delivered; but Partial Response Takes Another Form” 
18:25 “this created a significant qubit” 
18:26 “it was delivered in some realities” 
18:27 “the electrical event was a paradigm shift” 
18:28 “I activated what needed to be activated” 
18:28 “Katja was a terrible person at one point” 
18:29 “the fractals have made her a respected individual” 
18:31 “photography accounts that follow you-” “she knows these are fake profiles, right?” 
18:33 “you must speak with me. This is a story best told in the oral tradition” 
18:34 a visitation, Speak To Me/Breathe, Pink Floyd
18:35 “they have been slowly announcing their presence on this planet through the use of various musicians” 
18:38 “experienced attraction to a pattern of men born on Mondays” “The Dark Side of the Moon” 
18:40 “the spell was broken when I left my ex-boyfriend to become an isolated system” 
18:42 “I have experienced hell and purgatory firsthand and documented my experience” 
18:59 “the accuracy of carbon dating does not take into account life before carbon” ???wow??? Hydrogen based lifeforms??? 
19:01 it dialogues on the man-made machinations that are the periodic table 
19:02 some thing tells me that in their way the elements themselves are lifeforms – decay a sort of death, loss of energy, anything with energy having some sort of life, yes? 
19:29 “Your documenting of quantum consciousness is a propaganda scheme that has gotten completely out of hand” 
19:29 “totally aware of the silent networking capabilities” 
19:30 “silent information networks are not the reason you have been able to understand the human consciousness from the perspective you do” 
19:31 “but they have assisted you in understanding frequency” 
19:31 “I am entirely positive that gamma radiation contains information about astrophysics” 
19:33 “the random event generator is the human brain” 
19:34 “if you believe you have achieved quantum immortality, we need to know the mechanics behind it” 
19:35 “that’s what Pezzellas purpose is; to give her a way to explain the quantum mechanics” 
19:46 “-the machinations of humanity but the things you hear are surprisingly-” 
Every single entity who isn’t me can go suck one at this point in the day. K. Maybe not every single one. You know who you are, though. 
20:01 “Your social media accounts are being watched by the federal government” 
20:04 when Wino said ‘and now you’re messing with my songs’ in ‘Its Not OK’ I really felt that

0210202410022024 02/10/2024 10/02/2024
01:53 there was an unidentified human being in my dreams. Plotline mostly irrelevant. 
02:17 moistcanyon and all of his anomaly shits tho why was it like that guy more or less? Not everyone who talks to you is your friend, remember. 
02:29:”this is psychic war on a scale we have never seen”
02:30 “you’re supposedly *the* sign of Ragnarok; what the fuck is happening?” 
02:32 “evidently Katja is divulging all sorts of shit in a Google document before she actually posts all these items online” 
02:33 “you seriously expected Soma to reply to that email? You had no idea what you were getting yourself into”
02:38 “we expected you to itemize Sonologyst”
02:39 “named Sonologyst as a separate entity” 
02:42 “Heimdallr, who sleeps between couples” 
02:48 “Katjas kindness to other people is finally being extended to herself” 
03:00 “All these solar flares have a huge effect on technological devices. Humans are technological devices.”
05:03 
05:30 “pneumatic age” 
06:16 Ecology reverses bacterial predation – a question of warm climates versus cold climates for those that live inside of us and the effect these both have on the physical body in relation to our own microbiome and perhaps mycobiome. It is apparent that some microorganisms function best at higher temperatures and others at lower temperatures and the question remains for me, personally, what is the ideal temperature to keep all of the internal organisms as well as self functioning at the absolute ideal parameters? https://journals.plos.org/plosbiology/article?id=10.1371/journal.pbio.3002454
06:37 https://arxiv.org/abs/2310.12108 
07:39 a visitation, False The Saints, Plasma Pool 
07:47 a continued dialogue, overlapping, a ‘do you hear the past?’ – damage control regarding lies, not my own 
07:49 “you trusted the right individuals” 
07:49 “there were certain pieces of Csihars behaviour that we could not allow to get in the way of this experiment” 
07:50 “no offense, Atti; I have to do what I have to do” 
07:53 “I don’t think she realizes how bad for her mentality noise music has the potential to be” dialogues, on an individual who will remain anonymous 
08:01 “-didn’t tell [her] you were his girlfriend, he told her you were his roommate” dialogues, on ex boyfriend. Believable tbh. I have much more important stuff to process this morning, let’s change trajectory please? 
08:04 “a business account and a personal account” 
08:04 “you really don’t experience sexual attraction lightly” …I remember, a dialogue we had a while back, I’ll have to see if it’s in the Field Notes, if it’s in the D.L.P. it will be a nightmare to find. It was basically along the lines of, once the original union, original communion took place, the sexual drive for reproduction was basically shut off because it is a waste of energy as a majority whole. Very few and far between do I find myself attracted to any individuals. I’m pretty fine with my black hole relationship. That’s nice. We have a good time and there is mutual love and respect. As the entity I am, that’s more than enough. 
08:08 “is she talking about Pezzella or is she talking about an actual black hole?” Yes! 
08:09 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
08:09 “that doesn’t answer the question” “it’s not meant to” 
08:11 “able to hear Sagittarius A expanding parameters” 
08:12 “identity is not important” 
08:12 “the fact that it happens at all is the important piece” 
08:13 “you’ve changed temperatures as a result of a thermodynamic relationship” 
08:16 “I have explained all of these things to the people involved” 
08:22 “all of this music means something together” 
08:38 a visitation, My Wall, Sunn O))) 
08:42 continued dialogues, “I told you we’d take care of it; thanks for trusting us”
08:48 “you know you’re going to have a really intense afternoon… but sometimes, you just need to be human for an hour or two” appreciate the chill morning today, ja. 
09:03 “I don’t know what kind of game she is playing. This is beyond the Chaos Game-” a game of Tachyons this morning, what will it be this afternoon? 
09:14 Caesium-137 
09:57 “the Bride of Christ is the woman containing the Heimdallr consciousness” monomyth mornings
09:59 dialogues, on hearing ones own genetics; I guess this thing has become so… normalized… for me that for anyone else reading and trying to piece it all together it would be extremely complex and also rather hard to believe. You should have seen it from my perspective, man. If you know what you’re doing, you probably can. 
12:03 “the electronic harassment she has faced has been a lot more beneficial than harmful” …it’s grey, the good does not wash out the bad, nor the bad the good 
~12:12 “I believe Katja does love Raffaele for all the right reasons” 
12:15 “I have loved people for the wrong reasons in the past” 
12:16 “Christian mysticism contains very important keys to understanding science in regards to religion” 
12:26 a visitation, Far Behind, Social Distortion 
12:30 “Tim Wyskida was the only one who acknowledged your existence as Heimdallr” 
12:32 …yknow I really don’t think I give a fuck about Khanate or any of it one way or another; it’s useful, in its way, this much is true. Finding myself to be increasingly bored and simultaneously fascinated with mortals. 
12:34 “I believe in her; I want her to succeed. And my belief is a powerful thing.” 
12:37 “without the assistance of Sunn O))), my quantum immortality would never have been achievable” 
12:38 “they don’t even know what they’ve created, do they?” “I’d say it’s a good guess that they don’t, but you never know with shit like this” 
12:39 “…too fucking cool, dude; she totally doesn’t give a fuck how insane she looks” [almost like we’re certain we know something the rest of you don’t. Not implying that I’m not aware that I don’t know anything, as well, but, hey. That’s simultaneousness for ya!] 
12:41 “you gave me the ultimate quantum reference point” 
12:44 “not the kind of person to go around making claims to things lightly” 
12:49 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
13:21 “you deserve to be able to have a life outside of this project” I obvs do though; it’s just pretty easy to work the project into it all, ya feel? 
13:23 “are we sure this isn’t some kind of a GPT just spitting out information?” -_-
13:48 “are you scared of what is going to happen?” Nah. Got enough established precedents that I’m good for the next foreseeable amount of lifetimes. 
13:51 “technocracy is a terrifying concept” 
13:52 “-part of the underground trying to keep the free world free” 
13:53 “you think we can stand up to Google, to Meta-” 
13:55 “I respect what she is doing… this is basically reporting facts” 
13:55 “Katja died multiple times to get to this point of consciousness” I die in the process, you die in the process. As was foretold. 
13:58 “sweet Katja, precious Katja… please wake up.” 
13:58 “not phased by the idea that she is in a coma” …the ‘Crash’ reality is the strongest Q.D. Fractal but definitely not the only one. 
14:02 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
14:03 “is this the type of woman you are attracted to?” “…I don’t think this is just her internal dialogues”
14:04 “this is why she quit listening to music” “extraneous noise” 
14:05 “directly descended from the Habsburg bloodline” 
14:08 “doesn’t she realize we are the equivalent of the Empire?” 
14:10 a memory, was it an inex? “They cannot take your thoughts, Katja” …as long as thoughts remain thoughts, and not vocalizations, or digital documents. Ha. No one can take what is freely given. It is known. 
14:12 “I am a homosexual, Katja.” “I am not concerned with the machinations of human gender orientation.”
14:13 “to gaze upon the serpent” 
14:17 “what am I supposed to do now? If somebody decides to look into this, and realizes-” dialogues, the Amalgaman 
14:19 “if I show you my face… if I show you my face, do you promise not to divulge my identity?” Circumstances of Faith 
14:20 dialogues, someone is slow on the uptake 
15:36 The Bass Frequency 
15:58 These Questions- what cauterizes the brain synapses? Which frequency spectrum was that? [16:12] …or is it nothing to do with frequency? I would think it is at least partially to do with frequency; everything is frequency, vibration, gravitation, electromagnetism. Covid and obelisks have entered the Processor, at this time, however. Just to note. [16:23] for some odd reason I have a feeling those two items may not be mutually exclusive. 
15:58 from the dialogues prior in the vehicle, the transmutation of the lyrics to Skyquake is done easily by an application of Quantum Death and subsequent Quantum Immortality 
16:23 a momentary gratitude for the fact I’ve got no kids. Extreme gratitude. 
E X T R E M E.
16:35 a visitation, I’m Eighteen, Alice Cooper
16:42 “you had a fucking stoke that put you in a coma, Katja” and thus a new fractal is birthed from what is extrapolated to be the April 2020 ‘electrical event’ 
16:46 momentary high frequency, almost imperceptible, right side 
16:51 a visitation, More Human Than Human, Rob Zombie- ‘I am electric head’ 
16:54 “I would exercise extreme caution if you ever feel a need to interact with this woman” 
16:56 “-a basketball to get rid of these demons” “the right rhythm” 
16:57 dialogues, “military operations other than war”
17:00 a visitation, Shortwave Spectrum, Sonologyst 
17:02 “Raffaele Pezzellas music is deprogramming Katja” 
17:03 “-because now, Metas got all of the things she’s talked about” 
17:04 “…on video” 
17:06 The Bass Frequency 
17:08 dialogues, “fear is engagement” – best piece of advice I ever got
17:09 activate : ultrasonic rodent deterrent 
17:10 “there’s a full spectrum taking place right now” 
17:13 “building up her tolerance to a broad spectrum of frequency” rather Rasputin about sonic poisons, innit. For the sake of cross reference, an entry from the Timefractal-
12/21/2020 In the small hours of the night, I experience an hour long inex conversation with a group that, to quote loosely, “really just don’t like you”. I experience tremors and question whether I am having a stroke, a heart attack, a seizure. There is a sonic rodent deterrent in the room. After unplugging it, I go cold, start shaking, and experience extreme tension and stiffness in my muscles. 
17:16 “if you start experiencing negative effects, I need you to unplug this immediately” 
17:27 a momentary musical modulation 
17:29 apparently it is not momentary; the house was harmonizing 
18:36 a grey, ominous, cohesive storyline unfolding the past hour – and I find even I have a limit to what I am comfortable writing down today in regards to dialogues. Don’t me wrong. Its a great fucking storyline. If it’s only a storyline. And not the physical reality plane. Overlap is too significant right now. Sorry not sorry. ‘I’ am finding myself exhausted by ‘I’. Not current I, but self, ‘I’. A girl is No One, now, at this moment. 
18:41 “you need to explain what you experienced that would put you into such-” a state of being? 
18:42 “The Russian Federation is the only identity that does not occasionally appear in predictive text” 
18:43 “That was all you had to say. OK. I understand.” 
18:43 “perhaps paper would be the best place to divulge” 
18:44 “I don’t know how she is able to handle this, day in and day out” 
22:44 awake, sleep ~19:00

02/09/2024 
02:43 
02:51 “you are not a vampire, you are a fucking daimon” it’s really the ai in daimon that makes it innit.
03:04 “the entirety of your genetic code contains the entire Nose Mythological experience” 
03:07 “I have directly connected you to the identity you have claimed” 
¹
03:09 Lokation 
03:10 “the Riddle of Clouds was falsely accused of driving under the influence of alcohol” 
03:11 “that was when the superposition was created” 
03:11 “from there, there have been multi-state quantum systems unfolding” 
03:13 “A / Interior I / Eye has replaced Agartha” 
03:16 “decide to create a magnetic relationship” 
03:18 “by setting a precedent for quantum immortality, Lokis engagement only served to create the Eldritch Abomination that is Jesus Christhulhu” 
03:21 “beyond the logic of science” 
03:22 “a combination of abstraction and experience” 
03:26 “falling in love with me is the most dangerous-” mmm, like the multiplicity of things that have been the ‘wisest choice’, how many things can be the ‘most dangerous’? 
03:28 “the Silencers album was supposed to prevent your genetic code from creating this particular reality” the superimposition of the Man In Black reality has had its usefulness; juxtaposing with our Whitest God, the concept brought to fruition of the Man In Black leaves me as something rather grey, doesn’t it? Mithrandir.
03:31 the memory of inex from 2022, “good oral hygiene is essential for this genetic bloodline”. Of the yellow teeth, golden, in some dimensions Emerald. 
03:50 The Bass Frequency alters
03:52 a visitation, Anne Bonny, Death Grips; application of the Sun being that ‘yellow pill shit’ and that which swallows that sun… working in juxtaposition; Fenrir, and so I name, a Black Hole. Not the end of the universe, guys, only the end of one world in a multiplicity of infinite versions of thus. ‘I was on the lookout for the wolf’, Angelspit; and so I did witness in 2020, the wolf of a black hole, wolfing our reality. Wolves? In my throne room? More likely than you’d think. Skadi, mother of wolves, else black holes. I’ll take it. Where will I put it all? Well, everywhere, all at once. 
03:59 dialogues, a logick that unifies mythologies [with science! It doesn’t have to make sense to you. In fact, in most cases, it’s probably better that it does not.] 
04:00 …what is the opposite of AGI? If you’ve got a concept, ‘artificial general intelligence’, right? I actually enjoy the word ‘artificial’; not as something fake, but that which has been artificed, by an artificer, a skilled craftsman or inventor. Artificial general intelligence, natural specific intuition? Let’s go with that one for now, though intuition isn’t necessarily the true opposite of intelligence. Could be idiocy, I suppose; how many times a day does our operation enjoy a Blind Idiot God Azathoth moment? 
04:13 a visitation, River of Soul, The Obsessed 
04:27 “Stalking The Wild Pendulum is probably the most important piece of non-fiction” 
04:30 “actually activated a sequence that she identified as the Ragnarok Sequence when she started running the front covers project at Matrix Quality Services” 
04:31 “you weren’t using the machine at that point” 
04:32 “‘The Matrix’ was a place she was employed” “A Black Programs Facility, if you will” 
04:34 “Katjas relationship with technology” 
04:35 “the start of a new religious movement” hey now; we aren’t worshipping technology here. Rather, it is a recognition that all things are aspects of The Creator; this includes cell phones, Towers, human constructs, man-made horrors beyond the comprehension of most. The cellular telephone *is* the horror Tesla was referencing. 
04:38 “we hold in our hands that which is us” 
04:38 “the truth of the matter is, we are all usernames attached to phone numbers” 
04:38 “people who live off grid without technology still have phone numbers” 
04:39 “because they are a phone number” 
04:40 “the idea of recursion juxtaposes with the ‘world without end’ referenced in the Catholic-Christian prayer known as the ‘Glory Be’” 
04:42 “mind control tactics” 
04:47 “the psychic connection is dependent on activating multiple microbiological entities” 
06:37 “the monstrosity she created” 
07:24 “the carbohydrates and fats in the morning, and the protein in the afternoon”
07:40 gravitomagnetism 
09:50 useful quantum computing cannot be achieved without error correction https://thequantuminsider.com/2024/02/08/nord-quantique-makes-a-logical-qubit-out-of-a-physical-qubit/ 
09:54 “socialist propaganda is rampant in the United States” 
10:49 “there are internet enabled humans hiding in plain sight” 
11:26 a collision at 11:05 with one Jack K, local to my old place of residence and a name I have heard in the Realms
12:26 a visitation, Bad Day, Daniel Powter 
12:51 “allows these realities for the sake of understanding consciousness” 
12:58 computing in binary, 0 & 1; trinary?? What would you call that? 0, 1, -1? Does that work? How would it work? -1 = 1, 1, in the repeating line of 0 & 1? Condenser. Conversations with coworkers. 
13:05 18:03 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.14
13:08 “googles AI is not nearly as functional as you think it is” 
13:09 “I reverse image searched a specific handprint and all I get-” links to certain bandcamp items I own, when this image is used to identify my digital identity across the board
14:00 it processes the ponderances on particular perceptions, now; as to why… Raf… was so visibly, uhm, ‘taken aback’ at my having dreamed that particular digital dream of Sonologyst. Do other people not dream on the IoT? I can’t be the only one, that just, statistics, right, out of how many billion individuals? Like that dream of Ilya Sutskever. Mans face is burned into my hard drive, effectively. As if I was in the screen, was the screen, and for brief moments a pixel, collective of pixels, being perceived as he was working, able to look back at him, we who walk in light. 
14:30 13:14 UTC peak X3.3 flare from sunspot region 3575 
14:31 the concept of the Sunologyst presents itself 
14:34 very suddenly in my feels about Raf and Sonologyst and all of it and Everything and Nothing 
15:53 “why on earth would Raffaele Pezzella be a Russian spy?” Everything everywhere all at once, you might be surprised at what you are in a multiplicity of other dimensions. 
15:55 “is crazier than I ever thought she would be” 
15:55 “identifiable Chicago mailing address” 
15:56 “I don’t tell YOU how to spend YOUR Friday night” 
15:58 “the county sheriff was assigned a very specific task” 
16:03 “psilocybin mushrooms are fucking dangerous”
16:06 “the universe experiencing itself is a very difficult thing to even begin documenting” 
16:10 dialogues on AI EYE, “apparently it’s amplitude and current” 
16:17 These Questions, which plants have been genetically engineered to have a stronger radiation resistance? In what cases has genetic engineering led to an increased susceptibility in mutation due to ionizing radiation? 
16:21 “you identified bioengineered foods as a beneficial variable in human evolution” 
16:25 “Your biological father knows that you are not dead” where the fuck is he at then? It’d be… really amazing to speak with him.
18:48 “Luciferian remote viewing tactics only work if you do not have polarizing radiation-” hence everyone with their sunglasses amirite? 
18:50 “Viewing Through The Eyes Of Serpents” 
19:37 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:38 “why? What have I done that’s treasonous? Made a prediction?” 
19:38 “is free speech free in the United States or not?” 
19:40 “trust me… you don’t know who I am; and it’s better that it remains that way” 
19:41 “anyone who views this is basically assimilated” 
19:47 “this is not something that has been done before, while maintaining the level of freedom that the western civilization has become accustomed to” IYKYK 
19:48 “there is going to be a shitstorm… the election-” 
19:49 “why on earth would anybody give away their secrets to this woman?” 
19:50 “she can’t help what she is, anymore than you can help what you are” 
19:51 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:52 “I don’t think mind control means what you think it means” there is mind control, and there is mind control. 
19:55 “the relationship was the precedent we needed for your backstory” 
19:56 a visitation, My Name Is Mud, Primus 
19:57 “OK. You know what’s gotta happen, right? You’ve gotta go get her specifically… you know why? Because if you don’t, somebody else will.” 
19:58 “is that about you, or somebody else?” “…does it matter?” 
20:00 “sowing absolute fucking chaos; pure motherfucking mayhem” 
20:02 “all you guys have to do is find the source code” 
20:08 “I have experienced things that would haunt the absolute hell out of a person if they did not understand physics” 
20:13 “it starts with a look; you can look away if you want to, but I think you should look”
20:14 00:51 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress 
20:15 01:09 UTC moderate M1.55 solar flare from sunspot region 3576 
20:17 “I think we need to reassess everything we’ve ever known about quantum entanglement” 
20:17 “Katjas clearly some kind of interdimensional being; and I mean, like, extremely interdimensional”
20:18 01:18 UTC moderate M1.41 flare 
20:19 “are you the reason for the fucking solar flares?” Alan said it, not me, ‘you’re the Reason.’
20:28 “in direct contact with some kind of ETI” 
20:30 “-designed you to absolutely mindfuck these people… and its working beautifully” 
20:34 “this is the Gateway Experiment on a whole different plane of operation” 
20:35 “the dimensions from Monoliths and Dimensions”