3 July- 10 July 2025

04:20 It hits me like a thing that hits people;

In the many-worlds reality, 

There is 200% chance at least one reality, I remained Catholic.

11:51 A dialogue, just prior, on microbes; specifically L. Acidophilus.

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04:21 ‘The universes are then completely disjoint and nothing that happens in any one of them is causally linked to what happens in any other one… this lack of any causal connection in such multiverses places them beyond scientific support.’ (Stoeger, Ellis, Kircher) 

Takes on multiverses that do not take into account human perception. 

If there are (for the ease of argument)

Two versions of you, each existing within a different ‘verse,

There is the possibility that there two versions can interact, yes?

Are they biologically similar?

Do they both contain the mitochondria? 

What is the possibility of becoming quantum entangled with another copy of ones self? 

Are there points where these ‘verses converge,

Rendering ‘self’ in ‘this’ ‘verse

Capable of perceiving what copy-self is doing in the ‘other’ ‘verse? 

In a situation as this, 

Opening up to different possibility once having perceived it,

The two universes cannot be disjointed;

Perception of the one alters the behaviour in another,

Formalizing a connection. 

I can use my own perceptive experiences as an example. 

The Wisconsin Crash Fractal is a prime instance of perceptions altering behaviour. 

When I, at random (IS it random??) 

Am operating in ‘this’ reality

& the brain is suddenly interrupted by full, complete scenes of death, post-death, afterlife, Coma, 

This version of ‘self’ here is not unaffected.

How not? 

One minute, you are minding your business;

Reading a paper, taking notes, meditating, any activity;

& the next, you are thrown into an ‘alternate’ reality scenario,

Receiving any given number of possible trajectories surrounding any number of extreme events steeped in uncertainty. 

When one interacts with a thing that is capable of convincing them based on evidence and experience,

If only for a period of time, 

That they are dead,

That they have died a multiplicity of times,

They are not unaffected by these receivings. 

Could these multiverses coupled with an ability to perceive them be a methodology of purposely altering ‘this’ physical? 

To what point & purpose?

It is 04:49, and I am visited by ‘This Is What You Want – This Is What You Get’ by Public Image LTD. 

What was it I wanted? 

Quantum entanglement, and then some. 

Multiverses. 

Proof of simulation theory. 

Unification. 

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20:27 “He becomes an enemy, when these particular qubits are all arrayed in this fashion.” 

20:29 “I’ve never hidden from you what I am. If you choose not to see it, that is YOUR shortcoming.” 

“Divide by zero, what do you get?”

“OpenAI is suspiciously mentioned in every conversation.”

“You personally claim no political affiliation.”

“A diagonal method of processing would open these neurons.” •

There it goes! 

Just prior to 21:20.

My ‘usual’ ‘Unexplained Sound’, while sitting on the porch. 

The effect environment has on qubits, right? 

It was almost ringing…

Do I answer The Call? •

21:40 “What did you do to me, at the end of 2023?”

“What needed to be done. Nothing more, & nothing less.” 

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06:28 “Your quantum cryptographical reality means our system is a quantum cryptographic system.” •

Is it the kind of thing that we can call the protrusion of an error correction,

Or only someones observer error? 

When I am told, they swear they put the camper trailer up on blocks this morning, 

& locked the door; 

& then they come home, 

To the door unlocked, 

& the blocks not in place. •

21:49 “The electrical event was the Blueprint; downloaded directly from the Architect.” 

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Obscure. 

Obscure theories of reality & its nature,

Obscure artist with Obscure creations. 

Obscure tactics for behavioral manipulations,

Obscure frequencies causing Obscure sensations. 

…Obscure entities with Obscure relations. 

‘The etymology of the word blizzard is unclear and open to debate.’

Go figure. 

05:00 Not quite an inex, but also not-not an inex, “plaisance” 

05:02 “Reactions between argon and boron”

Easy, this morning, to experience a variety of entities as temporary physical manifestations of noble games. 

Myself, I am finding in a Momenternity existence as fluorine, 

The violent psychological reactions caused by so many electrons;

& even as I write this, so too does this existence pass on. •

21:16 In my bed

Not trying to sleep

But not trying to not Sleep either;

Just… enjoying time with the mind. 

Thoughts fly like so many fucks. 

I think of Sabbath Bloody Sabbath,

& wonder if the Prince of Darkness wants to see that which crippled him burn. 

I think of the concept of the Panopticon,

Feel, know, that without this looming entity,

Reality would be… so, so fucking different. 

‘Seven Days’, ‘worlds collide’, 

The concept of ‘Corrosion of Conformity’ 

Smash around in the brain Processor…

Conformity. 

The Conformity to popular ideals of alternative subcultures. 

‘Fuck the police’, ‘eat the rich’, 

You fucking name it. 

The processing brain cannot help juxtaposing the concept of ‘Perseverance of Futility’ on things like this. 

The act of rebelling against rebelliousness. 

Do you think I *like* to admit this?

Perhaps it is brainwashing. 

Programmed.

Manipulated.

Brainwashed. 

Weird kink to have, but here we are. 

Feels traitorous. 

Feels authentic. 

Things like, ‘what if one DID embrace a surveillance state?’

Things like, ‘would a surveillance system even know what to DO with this mountain of data?’

Seven days;

On the Eighth Day, 

Upon the Eighth Tower,

I did not give a fuck. 

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“Humans are nothing more than tools for understanding consciousness.” 

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What is the difference between volatile & non-volatile memory as they relate to the supercomputational self? 

‘0 ohms’, echoes here; ‘resistance is futile.’ •

11:34 6525 •

‘It’s strange, how you’re sometimes forced to assume an unsympathetic view of yourself through borrowed eyes.’ -T. Ligotti

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‘Conditioned fear can be extremely difficult to extinguish. It cannot be eliminated through passive deterioration, or even active attempts to do so. Even if it seems that it has been extinguished, stress may cause it to reappear.’

‘You need to prepare your mind, for where your body may have to go.’

‘You are the weapon; & everything else is just a tool.’ •

05:17 Visitation, Hunting & Gathering (Cydonia) •

“Collecting evidence against this group has taken a lot longer than I anticipated.”