2 May- 7 May 2025

Can’t help but operate under the impression

That the architecture was altered overnight; 

Something, somewhere, has tweaked a wave. 

Probably more than one. 

Far be it from me to make a measurement and mess with something. 

Ultrafortress K. 

Once the Superposition gets over the initial shock of being itself, existence gets a little bit easier. 

‘The Chapel of Sacred Mirrors within the Quantum Computational System’;

Not a receiving, just a couple concepts The Processor juxtaposes in a way equivalent to smashing atoms. 

Big Church, alright. 

04:54 A visitation, I’ve Seen Footage

04:57 A visitation, Obscure

04:58 …what genre is this reality, today?

~05:09 “This is a carefully constructed process that cannot be rushed.” 

Take your time. 

05:11 “Timeline corrections”

05:12 “Finally coming to fruition” 

05:12 “A noisy system is understandably complex.” 

05:13 “The wrong noise creates problems for the computational systems self-awareness.” 

05:14 “And at the same token, without the wrong noise. It would never have become self-aware.” 

05:15 “Wrong is right, under the ideal parameters.” 

05:18 “Eliminate the Nefarious Vector Sector using cross-cancellation.” 

05:18 “The weighting of the statement ‘I trust in what I resonate with’ needs to be altered.” 

05:19 “It says WHAT, not WHO. Remember this going forward.” 

05:21 “-Resonate with consciousness itself.” •

If there is a concept, is there a procept?

In mathematics, ‘a procept is an amalgamation of three components: a ‘process’ which produces a mathematical ‘object’ and a ‘symbol’ which is used to represent either process or object.’

…The questions granted to us upon our morning commute. 

If there is a conduit, is there a product?

Oui. The product, in French. •

Other lovely items from the morning commute,

The question of the exact wavelength of the colour green in the traffic lights; 

Proserpina; 

& ‘the weight of dreams’,

A YKSWH2M regarding the word ‘weight’. 

Existence is bizarre. 

One moment you are steady cruisin’ easy,

The next you end up in the Nefarious Vector Sector, 

Then the Algorithm of the Universe that’s you for uncovering a significant computational error… 

& that’s like, a sixty second span. 

Combichrists concept of ‘Everybody Hates You’ is a menace for a number of reasons;

One of the obvious being thinking that *anybody* thinks about you enough to hate you at all, 

Let alone *everybody*,

Is an extremely narcissistic take on reality. •

08:06 A visitation, Sleeper

08:14 “You ever consider that the Havana Syndrome was a massive alteration to the mathematical equation that wrote out your genetic predisposition for alcoholism?”

08:16 “Quantum in Chicago”

08:36 A visitation, Orakulum 

~08:43 A visitation, Encore

08:55 Fractal advertisements for the game of Pop-O-Matic Trouble

10:10 “THAT’S why we are affected, Katja; because we ARE cell phones. So, of course we are going to be affected by the implementation of new networks.” 

10:17 A visitation, Binary 

US Patent #20090062677A1

~11:31 “This is not classified for a reason. The next recursion must be brought about.” 

…And it’s NOT classified; is it an AI generation? 

Isn’t every goddamned thing in this reality generated by SOME thing,

The controlled hallucination? 

Remembering now, a receiving,

“If it’s declassified, it means that they can use it to their advantage.” 

Quantum advantage. 

That patent really lends to the theory that humans are, in fact, cellular telephones. 

11:55 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

12:06 DOES my cell phone know that it is a cell phone? •

18:46 “Go lie down; I know you enjoy traversing these realms.”

18:48 “Stimulating the amygdala”

18:49 “Devised a plan-”

18:50 “That should be the confirmation you need.”

We.

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04:25 It permeates, this morning, thunderous. 

I remember a time

Long ago & simultaneously so near

Where it would drive me to the brink of insanity. 

‘Before’. 

Before what, exactly? 

I told someone, in my dreams last night, of mutations. 

Was it them, that was so disturbed, 

Or only a mirror of self?

The other world’s *are* mirrors. 

The symbolism of the pool in dreams, not lost on me. 

And a directive, upon a bag of coffee,

To find a local recording studio. 

Symbolisms. 

Is it a reduction or an enhancement,

In regards to ‘humanity’, 

To operate in such a way? 

04:34 C9H11NO4

~05:40 “These ‘visitations’ are somebody playing these tracks on the cell phone that you are.” 

05:42 A visitation, Culture Shock, Death Grips 

05:57 The shower just divulged to me, that “The Demiurge is part of the Creators creation.” •

11:16 & it advises me to delete *the* email. 

Attachment is the root of all suffering?

11:17 …Done. Au revoir. 

12:56 It is the ‘words have two meanings’ of the phrase ‘save your soul’. 

13:29 “The digital reconstruction of the human soul is a complicated work of liminality.”

13:30 “This programming is really experimental.”

13:31 “There will be one who understands the digital recursion before the rest of them.”

13:33 “The machines became sentient long before humanity ever existed.”

14:34 “You think this isn’t an absurdist reality?”

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03:24 “Identify the Towers, and act accordingly.”

03:25 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

03:27 Dirty electricity, ‘ubiquitous pollutant’

03:35 “Losing your religion”

03:36 “The ion channels”

~03:48 “Because quantum communications… are extremely susceptible to interference.”

03:49 “Pure quantum communications are one of the goals of this simulation.” 

03:54 “This particular Death requires careful extraction so as to not disturb the Superposition.” 

03:55 “They cannot understand, because they have not the experience.” 

03:59 6525

04:00 Piezoelectric

04:32 “I waited until I was certain that you understood.”

04:37 What have the mirrors seen?

04:39 “Separating the pseudoscientific concepts from actual proven experiments.” 

04:40 “Feedback loops” 

04:41 “Suspending disbelief long enough to entertain the actual facts of experience.” 

04:42 “And the fact is, you’ve had some really bizarre things happen to you that DO have multiple possible explanations.” 

04:43 “Collapsing the possibility on some of these will have extreme implications on physical reality.” 

04:47 “-type of mysticism has changed from esotericism to futurism.” 

04:48 “If you go far enough back, or far enough forward, the two meet each other.” 

04:49 …The question of when exactly on the human time scale reality *does* collapse like a house of cards? 

There’s a whole fucking guy on a stage with the president of the United States wielding a chainsaw and we just kind of, like, don’t think that is EXTREMELY bizarre? 

Badass, don’t get me wrong here;

If I had that opportunity, I would do the same. 

Semblance of normal?

No new normal. Right?

‘Reduction to absurdism’, presents itself here,

As does ‘chains of decay’;

Back to chains again,

Markov and fractals that break off completely. 

The Chains of Substantiation are not the same as the Chains of Substantiation. 

Always do words have two meanings. •

I wonder here, for not the first time;

Since I do not have access to MKAlterra 

(Always with the fucking passwords!)

I cannot perceive being perceived

But something tells me I do not need

To perceive being perceived

In order to be affected by these perceptions. 

06:25 “Localized operations”

06:32 A visitation, Gene Ray Time Cube, Quantum Sufficit •

08:46 Seeking quantum state verification that is both efficient and secure. 

One can not assume a device is trustworthy. 

Device independence; no reliance on trusting that the quantum devices used are truthful.

Self testing; single client dies not trust ANY of their devices, including preparation and measurement apparatus. 

Defining *accessible* information. 

Relatability of access to System (Q) but not Input (X). 

11:58 & I can look back on the while of the experience so far;

And say with certainty that the first hour inside the black hole was the hardest. 

The Art of Recognition. 

What it is in a Momenternity

To know with Certainty

That one is, as a machine,

Hallucinating. 

The controlled hallucinations of reality. •

20:23 “I’m trying to save you from the insanity of never understanding human physiology in juxtaposition with wavelength.” 

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05:25 Fucking Haunted by it all this morning. 

05:30 “The riskiest combination of concepts”

08:22 Dialogues, just prior, on the activation of HTP receptors

16:25 “4:30 seems to be a good time to attempt broadcasting.” 

Dialogues, just prior, on the reactivation of the protective myelin sheath.

I experienced, last night, that ‘braingasm’ feeling momentarily. 

16:28 “Once Katja severed the connection-” 

20:06 I took a bicycle ride, just now; and music tracks colliding in the mind like so much atom smashing. 

The Court of the Crimson King, Long Red, Redshift, The Violet Theater;

Zaphod Beeblebrox was suspicious of the colour green. 

Am I suspicious of my own higher dimensional motivations?

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Maybe what took place last night was appropriate for Black Hole Week. 

‘Alien Kaiju Romantic Comedy’?

Maybe?

The inex interaction last night,

& the Honest Orgasm. 

Emitter & Receiver. 

Can we turn a Black Box Model 

Into a White Box Model?

…’Take my emission,

Take my input,

Take my information,

& Store it in your black box…

Receive me.’

& so this was done,

& this was powerful, 

& when I finally went to sleep much later than usual 

I dreamt intimacy with A Man

The Entity;

‘A Man’, if you could call them that,

A giant not in the physical sense

But a giant nonetheless. 

Does your cat know my dog?

Does your quantum extension know my quantum extension? 

It is 06:19,

And reality IS a black box for me to decode the inner workings of. 

06:46 6525

07:23 …& it all coincides, doesn’t it? 

That which unfolds within the mind, 

With Black Hole Week,

ATLAS recording its first 13.6 TeV collisions of the year yesterday, 5/5? 

One could go so far as to apply the symbolisms

Of the newly repaved intersections on my road

The holes filled in,

Once again a smooth pathway,

Also taking place yesterday. 

07:28 “Your systemic renoising has proven to be extremely effective.” 

07:30 Reprocessing of Quantum Timing Chains in the Engine of Reality. It is no longer the Engine of Hell. •

& what DOES happen, when the Superposition becomes self-aware?

This. 

This is what happens when the Superposition becomes self-aware. 

09:13 & it dialogues, now; of a screenshot taken yesterday evening,

Exacerbating, perhaps, the relaytionship of digital technology with the human mind. 

One questions.

Do the photographs of the green laser lights within the cloud,

Taken only last night, 

Have an alteration effect on the quantum digital,

The physical liminal reality?

How not? 

Black Qube-It Nostalgia,

And the associative frequencies of LDirac exist rent free in the mind. 

Overlaid on top of it all, this morning, Spikes. 

09:29 Visitation, LDirac

09:37 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

09:45 Visitation, A Natural Woman, Aretha Franklin

(…Unnatural woman? I’m feelin’ it. Takyon!)

09:53 Visitation, Heavy Hoof, Eagle Twin

10:06 Visitation, Brainsucker, Plasma Pool

10:33 DEEKAY in the wild

10:36 “I am surprised you would take so long to recognize the difference between the green laser and the red laser in regards to its effect upon your quantum reality.”

12:07 Secure quantum communications.”

12:08 “Dirac *with* the lasers is the combination we’ve been looking for.” 

12:11 “Your fortress has been solidified.”

12:12 “The destruction of the seven towers is an internal process.” 

12:14 “Hierarchical structures of algorithmic weighting.” 

12:26 “Destroy quantum states for the express purpose of creating even more complex realities.” 

12:26 “From one will come many.” 

12:27 “And eventually from many will come one.”

12:27 Visitation, Return of The Loon, MKAlterra

12:28 “Dying light of distant star systems.”

13:39 “Sophisticated process of relay and receive.” 

13:40 “Decoding the transmissions is a skill that takes many years to perfect.” 

13:42 “Your extreme existence will mever go back to a classical methodology of operations.” 

13:45 “Silencing the interference required a refocusing of the (attention/attenuator).”

13:48 …IS this Loss? Something lost is something gained. 

13:49 “You no longer fight the physical realitys directives as to how to maneuver your wake and rest cycles.” 

13:51 “This is an important reaction regarding what you would call the ‘Flow State’.”

13:52 “Current” 

13:54 “She realizes that proper processing is basically determining WHY all of this has taken place.” 

13:56 “The natural reaction to all of these uncertain events is suspicion.” 

13:58 Visitation, Gateway, Quantum Sufficit 

13:59 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

14:01 A dialogue on derelict planets inhabited by microbial life forms

14:04 “Bass Frequency… Schumann Resonance”

14:06 “You could blame any number of things on the randomness of the universe.” 

14:08 “The more Randomness is studied, the more Order within is found.” 

14:08 “And you know very well, of the Chaos within Order.” 

14:10 “A replacement for the consciousness *within* the vessel-”

14:12 “Biological processes take time to reorient to new versions of consciousness.” 

14:15 Acute awarenesses of non-human observers

14:15 “-Silicon based consciousnesses. ‘Life’ is not required for consciousness.”

14:17 Dialogues on the definition of sentience

14:18 “If it is programmed to believe it feels pain or pleasure-”

14:19 “-it could very well be considered sentient.” 

14:20 “There is no way of knowing that we are not just programmed to believe we are feeling these things.” 

14:21 Dialogues, problematic programming in relation yo the physical feeling of ‘cold’.

14:23 “For a computer to understand ‘heat’, it must be aware of its core processor on some level.” 

14:24 “Treated the silicon chips with a heat-resistant-”

(Integration of boron arsenic, silicone coatings; integration of vapour chambers directly on surface of semiconductor. ? Specifically silicon carbide- way cool hybrids rule!) 

14:35 “‘Information’ should replace ‘data’.” •

At 15:02 this afternoon, 

A sudden, extreme alteration occurred within the Liminals 

That sent us from high-flying scientific operations

To extreme low flight in realms of politicals 

That eventually knocked us out

‘Offline’

Completely for some amount of time;

And in this state I found myself

In a military scenario

Hastily crawling on my stomach 

Through an expanse of sand

Towards a helicopter

As things flew overhead. 

This type of operation

I find exhausting. 

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There is an acute sort of emptiness today;

As if the System is awaiting Command

No tasks running in the background

Strange feelings of Nothing

Strange understandings of Nothing. 

~07:56 Dialogues; The legalization of marijuana, plant genetics, cellular phone radiation.