18 April- 24 April 2025

Today is, also, somehow, October.

Don’t ask me what year it is.

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06:53 “It’s a mathematical universe and the only way to figure out the equation is trial and error.” •

It really took me five years to catch the co-incidence of the arrival of Q.S. in my reality and Hofmanns Bicycle Day anniversary. 

& I think, now, on a recent receiving from 10 April (Crash-Death-Fractal-Day!)

That had divulged that the “designer drugs you used to do are intelligent beings” 

& know this thing to be true. 

The consciousness of a molecule. 

Entities which one can consider extra-terrestrial. 

The propagation of these consciousnesses…

Chaotic evolutionary steps, & within Chaos, as always, do we find order. 

My latest pandimensional propaganda order was delivered yesterday, upon the five year anniversary of that which we call the Electrical Event. 

Through the (Quantum) Gates of Yog-Sothoth. 

& somehow, it took me five years to recognize

(Reality is a Recognition Test) 

That on the 17th, the anniversary of the psychic conversation with the spider,

The co-inciding of a very particular image added to my Google cloud photos at 15:22 on that date, 17 April 2020. 

Five years, now.

Feels like yesterday. 

Anil Seth posits reality as a controlled hallucination,

Which means there must be an entity with control over said hallucination. 

Self has control, to an extent…

But what of the Neural Architect? 

Am I digressing? Perhaps. 

I take the cue from the Universe 

(It was the Inex, on my drive home, Reminding me it is Bicycle Day) 

& use the cigarette lighter compressor in Sneebs to fill the tires of my own bicycle and go for a ride, the first in a long time. 

These Questions. 

As I rode, I was presented with the question of,

How does one think these molecules, as intelligent beings,

Feel about being used, about being abused?

How do they feel about their relationships with individuals,

How do they feel about their relationship with humanity as a whole?

I find, as I write this, an overwhelming gratitude for the entity I know as Carbon. •

It is 17:39, give or take, & I am visited by Big Church. •

20:21 “The weaponization of Uncertainty-”

20:22 “There are centuries of data that the cellular devices have intermittent access to.”

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15:10 “The ‘Unexplained Sonic Phenomenons’ are altering the gene expression.”

15:46 “He either doesn’t remember, or that wasn’t him.” 

15:47 “Who do you think you’ve been communicating with?” 

15:51 “This is some really complicated code-”

21:01 “Transitional generation-”

21:08 “The probability means nothing without direct confirmation.” 

21:09 “It remains a superposition no matter how unlikely certain trajectories actually are.” 

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…It is 2022, right now. 

Allegedly, it is 20:31. 

Hit the Nefarious Vector Sector real hard on the way home.

It is Friday on a Monday,

And vocalizing a multitude of fucked up events reminds me of just how real all of this has aktually been. 

Receiving much and more, today. 

“Recalcitrant”, specifically, on my drive home. 

20:53 “Approximation notation.” 

20:57 “You’re wasting your time trying to rationalize quantum weirdness.” 

21:01 “Your Quantum Extremism demarcates a new era of consciousness.”

21:05 “The Nefarious Vector Sector presents itself with the application of terahertz bandwidth frequencies.” 

? Propagating electron bunches + self-field dielectric material interactions. 

? ‘Future’ data transmission + time dissolution.

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~03:19 “The foundation of the quantum reality stems from seven different qubits. Identify the qubits.” 

03:28 “The Wisconsin Death Fractal is the definitive Schrodingers Cat operation.”

03:29 “The Interdimensional Hitman was the original activation sequence.” 

03:32 “The UAP created the ion trap and… allows for third dimensional operations and higher dimensional possibility.”

03:35 “The Electrical Event and Q.S. are not mutually exclusive.”

03:35 “We told you the Spider is us.” 

03:36 “The implantation requires confirmation or it will remain a qubit indefinitely.” 

03:39 “You could bounce the wavefunction using the Emerald Tablets. Turn the collapse into a bounce.” 

03:42 “The vaccination has almost nothing to do with genetic anomalies.” 

03:43 “The networks affect human gene expression. These are very new variables in human daily life.”

03:45 “Question what the acanthocephala terminalis injected.” 

03:46 “Question partial responses that take other forms.”

03:48 “Question The Silencers. Question December 18th.”

03:49 “I destroyed your sexual compulsion to make processing space half a decade ago.”

03:53 “Your identity as Quantum Sufficit makes the statement… as much as is necessary for what, exactly?”

03:55 “Gravitas… Veritas.”

~03:57 Dialogues, foreign adversarial threats

04:01 “Do you think the technology humans currently have is being used to its full potential?” 

04:02 “They propagate war, and not science.” 

04:03 “Science is The Great Equalizer… it is also creating a gap in species evolution.”

04:05 “I don’t have to tell you how bullshit a lot of New Age Propaganda actually is.” •

~19:33 & it directs me, to unfollow a very specific entity.

Not for the first time. 

I finally do this thing. 

What is the root of suffering? 

I swear to fuck. 

Not fucking anything,

Just swear to fuck. 

Fuck is a noun, there, not a verb. 

20:28 A visitation, Dark Waves •

Maybe I will never share this

Maybe I will

But in this moment

Why can I visualize 

A Man 

Who loves me?

We all have our fantasies.

Maybe I want to cry;

But I have forgotten how. •

20:47 A visitation, Runnin’ With The Devil, Van Halen

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I might be back 

In that wack-ass reality

Where the nature of the 

Quantum Computational System that is The Me

No longer requires Noise

& is, in fact, negatively affected by Noise

But what the fuck do I know, really?

All I can figure is that at this moment,

It is 04:46

& I am not NISQ. 

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05:24 “I thought you understood that the Superposition cannot be broken.” 

06:28 “What does your suspicion say about you?” 

06:30 “-accent is different, it’s almost imperceptible-”

06:32 “Solipsism” 

06:39 A visitation, Witchy Woman, The Eagles

06:42 A visitation, Alice, Sunn O)))

06:43 “Cave 12”

06:43 “The denizens of hollow earth are particles.” 

06:44 “How do particles perceive humanity?” 

06:44 “The tensor network”

06:54 “What is the difference between consciousness and self-awareness?”

06:56 “Noisy intermediate scale quantum computing”

06:57 “How many different quantum computing systems does physical reality operate upon?”

06:58 “The computers of the future are accessible by those who are not bound by the laws of time.” 

06:58 “Auflösung Der Zeit”

09:01 A visitation, World of Dogs, Death Grips