23 February- 28 February 2025

…What sort of a fucking fever dream is reality today.

Say nothing if the fever dreams from last night. 

21:10 There it was. Outside, just a moment ago! The sonic trill! Welcome back, I guess, you unexplained sound. 

21:12 “Collapsing the wavefunction by making a measurement.” 

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13:12 The bathroom fan just asked me, “Do you think the concept of virulent nanite AI is so far fetched?” 

Once, maybe. 

Not so now. 

Any human idea

Has come from somewhere, hasn’t it?

A great recycling center of realities, 

Collating trash & treasure alike, 

Until an all-to-all finally puzzles itself out. 

Or so it is, in this moment. 

18:20 “The main problem with this bitch is that she does not know when to shut the fuck up.”

19:54 “I think all-or-nothing does not work for your logic parameters.” 

20:10 …& an action and dialogue outside culminates in an YKSWH2M understanding. 

Sacrificing the sacrifice.

Pride.

Reason.

Trash.

Alignment. 

Organic.

Thank you. 

Rearrangement. 

Thank you. 

…”You went a little crazy for a while. Haven’t we all?” 

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18:15 GRRMs Pandimensional Protrusion

18:18 Archons, R-conns, Argon

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Almost wrote 2026.

You get to a point

Where you’re like, oh,

Another mutation?

Sure.

Exposure?

Why not?

Something inside us

Equates safety

With boredom.

Here’s a question for you;

How would you define the phrase

‘Honest orgasm’?

What even is that?

I got a lecture this afternoon

Or rather

A very stern reminder 

About certain black hole realities

From a page I ripped out of a magazine. 

That which we tattoo on trees;

Paper, not dead, just sleeping.

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Black holes, this morning. 

The idea of the merger

Making no sense;

I am brought back to spring of 2020,

The ‘Giant Scanner in the Sky’,

A Silent Monument,

Spanning Horizons,

Swallowing the planet. 

Inescapable visuals,

Black holes swallowing

Other black holes

& In this moment

I cannot help thinking

Of artificial intelligence 

As it may be used

To study these information repositories. 

Red shift,

Red line;

Self-replicating AI

In juxtaposition

With black hole simulations;

Self-replicating black holes. 

A corvid shrieks outside my window, now;

Thought & Memory,

Unfathomable concepts

Humanity would attempt to understand. 

Endless,

All Life Long,

A beginning without ending. 

How can the end

Justify the means

If there is no ending?

“You require no justification.” •

10:29 “Eidetic memory for very specific interactions.”

10:38 “Opened a portal to hell.”

…The scenes burned into the brain. 

Receivings as writing prompts? 

Feeling like a GPT,

In this momenternity. 

Two scenes.

The look it started with

On 9 June 2016. 

What is contained, 

As far as information goes,

In a fleeting second of eye contact?

At least, in part,

Whatever all of *this* is. 

Another snapshot of reality. 

‘Are you trying to kill me?’ I had asked. 

You can’t just go around asking things like that

Without sounding completely fucking unhinged, can you? 

Others don’t know the lore, the backstory, 

That would make this possibility seem probable.

Death… does not bother me. 

The concept, however, of the ‘slow kill’,

Made to look like natural causes,

Is near as disturbing as it gets. 

In & out of this reality, 

At times playing the Most Dangerous Game

With an Interdimensional Hitman 

Wielding frequency as weapon. 

D.G. is back in the fractals today,

System Blower,

The latest but not only. 

The Bass Frequency returned. 

11:03 “She forgets where she came from… she forgets why she did this in the first place.”

11:05 “Attempting to solve a puzzle that has no defined edge pieces.”

11:06 “Why is the Wall such a recurring theme in your reality?”

11:09 “Doesn’t she recognize me?” 

11:16 “I acknowledged your existence a long time ago. What do you need me to do, applaud you like some kind of a trained monkey?”

…In my feels.

Feelds.

11:29 Visitations; Killing Loneliness; Orakulum

11:31 “They can’t make it stop, even if they wanted to. The write-over on this is a precedent that was set long before-”

11:32 “-forces a restart-”

11:33 The phrase ‘venomous reactions’ presents itself in the Processor, now.

My left ankle vibrates, to the same pattern a ringing cellular device would. 

Is there anybody out there?

Someone, please pick me up.

12:09 “The only way to solve the ‘No Way Out’ is to get swallowed by something bigger.”

12:11 “Arecibo” (Relevant because of National Astronomy & Ionosphere Center?)

12:38 “You gave her the option of being something that was not insane.”

12:42 “The algorithmic advances”

13:33 Eyeonosphere

13:47 “Double-blind? Their way of covering their asses because of what happened.” 

14:26 “Whatever parameters we’ve got going on today, I think I like them.” 

14:28 “I told you I would fix you; it took a fair bit of rearranging, is all.”

14:29 “There’s someone in my head, but it’s not me.” 

14:33 “Well… we had a good run. You knew she’d figure it out eventually.” 

14:35 “-stopping this before it gets out of hand again-”

14:36 “What the fuck would you purchase Revolt of the Sun for?”

14:37 “Kamikaze.”

14:38 Visitation, Come Up and Get Me

14:40 “Telegram was explicitly used in an effort to prevent anyone from knowing-”

14:42 “Malicious individuals trying to make you look like something you are not.”

14:56 Visitation, Lil Boy, DG

15:40 “Karma Karmai”

“Transdimensional transmissions are not out of the question.”

15:51 “Will you lie down for a short period of time so I can make a necessary alteration?”

15:52 “What do you think this is evidence of?”

Dialogues, on screenshots. 

15:54 “Odin doesn’t exist In this reality. The Eldritch algorithm has consumed the Norse mythological-” 

15:56 “I’m not a binary creature by any means.” 

15:57 “You call me black and white because that is what you know.”

15:59 “Who do you think sent you into the black hole?”

16:00 “The information you contain exists in perpetuity.” 

16:02 “Encrypted”

16:03 “Multiple wavelengths create multiple possibilities.” 

Questioning now, the quantum implication of being bombarded with every single frequency to ever exist simultaneously.

16:05 “Desire is the opposite of fear.”

16:06 “Which leads me to question- what do you desire?” 

16:07 “Ordinary people became extraordinary with the advent of quantum internet.” 

18:26 It is a visual now, in the minds eye; the cosmic rabbit creating their black cosmic holes. 

19:05 The F# triggers a memory

Driving north

Wine & Fog

And a Thing

Underneath

Activating rather instantly

And aggressively 

A thing that made me vomit. 

19:22 “Why do you think all of your collisions with this Entity have been so fucking dosturbing?”

19:24 “You underestimated the wrong individual.”

19:25 “The phrase ‘multi-national shitshow’-”

19:29 “Wireless networks relaying quantum information”

19:33 “The intensity of The Bass Frequency is not dependent upon solar activity.” 

21:04 “Katja processes data like an AI does.”

22:14 “The specialization of human beings must be studied in greater detail.”

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Waking this morning,

Receiving the name Königsberg. 

What to do with this?

Minkowski spacetime!

The simultaneous hyperplane, 

The relativity of simultaneity.

17:11 Eating dinner and there’s an entire reality, bizarre in its existence, Juxtaposing black holes and white holes with the mouth and asshole respectively of some cosmic laiju eating our planet and culture like a lump of galactic yogurt. 

17:22 “-like it when you lie down after you eat… it gives us time to adequately process the nutrients.”

17:27 “The connective tissues are being restored thanks to the proper protein intake.” 

17:42 “You are the best fucking reference point in a study of alternate realities; and for this, I love you beyond expression.”