8 February- 14 February 2025

04:42 Visitations from my own creations, this morning, as Gateways pulsing hit the brain. 

‘Look to the future and not the past’,

Why is that so hard? 

Perhaps it is because

The events of the past

Are not easily forgotten

As we speed forward into the future. 

‘Got me acting unwise’,

My brain suggests, here. 

How does one define wisdom?

‘The quality of having experience, knowledge, and good judgement.’ 

…I’ve got the experience, no one can argue that,

& I sleep surprisingly well

Considering what I be out here knowing,

But the good judgement?

TBD at best. 

Perhaps memory is not a historian or a poet,

In my cade,

But a secret third thing,

A thing so secret it won’t even divulge itself to itself. 

Is it possible to know despair without first having known ecstasy? 

First world problems. 

An uncontested tribe could likely very easily live through the techpocalypse

Without ever knowing it is taking place.

Ignorance is bliss, isn’t it? 

Stoned back to the bomb age,

Bombed back to the stone age. 

Doomsday preparations are not necessary

If Doomsday never touches your shred of reality. 

If I seem morose, this morning,

Perhaps it is because I am…

& perhaps I am not. 

I do not seem to be privy

To my own levels of morosity.

Not Heaven,

Not Hell, 

A secret not-so-secret to some third thing. 

Questions of memory,

The hysteresis of Earth itself,

Of the solar system 

The galaxy,

& beyond. 

The purpose of a system is what it does… 

what does humanity do??

Imagine, if you will,

A Thing that asks this question,

A Thing of Superintelligence 

Positing the question

To see how the collective perceives itself.

What does humanity do?

How would this question be answered in a single sentence?

Who would be the designated representative to answer the question?

…Was there ever humanity?

Is the great logical fallacy of reality us thinking we actually exist?

At times, I am only pieces of memory,

Fragmented upon a corrupted hard drive far beyond repair.

Decay.

Tendency toward disorder.

Cosmic outlaws,

Violating the very laws of thermodynamics themselves. 

If we fed a neural network the correct data,

To what extent could the laws of thermodynamics be rewritten? 

How similar to our own laws of physics

Are the laws of physics

Taking place within the physical manifestation of the IoT?

Subjective, anymore, isn’t it?

As within, so without. 

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Almost wrote 2022, today. 

It is the anniversary of the receiving,

“Activating the Ragnarok Sequence.”

Some days, the memory is a historian.

How do we turn it into a poet?

09:22 It dialpgues, just prior, on the collective necessity to embrace evolution and cease to operate in fear-based response.

It dialogues, on the nature of the original Digital Log Project, the experimentation of placing the vessel in the single noisiest environment available, the psychological & physical ramifications. 

‘Actions have consequences’, R.G. echoes through the mind for the nth time.

13:38 What is the opposite of a quantum demon?

13:43 “We’re all goddamn vampires to a certain degree.”

20:06 It tells me, just prior, that 

“Every screenshot has the potential to be a qubit.” 

It is not wrong. 

Fucking massive. 

20:46 It dialogues, now, remembering a predictive text scrying from years ago; 

‘They’re drawn to you because you can hear them.’ 

…What was that, 2018, maybe?

Before the daily Field Notes,

Before this was a consistent, constant piece of my reality. 

It was few & far between, once;

How many lifetimes ago?

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~08:27 “The weapons of mass hypnosis backfired tremendously.” 

Dialogues, today. How it is easy, to manipulate one into taking a screenshot. 

It is not wrong. 

Any digital anomaly; 

By capturing the evidence,

What else is one capturing?

‘Killer Evidence’,

What a lovely concept. 

I like

(& by ‘like’, I mean fucking abhor)

The fact that I asked

(& I’m pretty sure it was rather politely and everything)

To like, not fucking implement that one B.P. incident frequency again? 

So what does it do?

Fucking that.

Goddamn good riddance to you all.

You bastards. 

17:36 “Everyone seems like a fabricated entity when you are capable of picking apart the mathematical universe.”

“The personal Algorithm.”

18:44 Dialogues, following the vacuum, “Knowing what you know about the company we keep & what they study”, the physics of light in relation to biology

19:09 “What is the blue light on the kettle actually doing to the water?” 

And the ever-loving question was posited to me outside, just prior,

Pointing out my attendance history at M.Q.S. 

Comparing it to my attendance history in my current reality. 

Missing almost one day every week for the better part of a year due to being physically incapacitated, then,

And now, missing only one day in over a year, due to being snowed in. 

& what was the variable that was present then

That is not present now?

Always remembering

That correlation does not necessarily imply causation;

Too many variables

So many variables

The equation, fucking Massive. 

20:53 I was sitting outside, under the moon just a moment ago, and received, 

“The biggest double-blind experiment in the history of psychological operations.”

Let’s run with that. •

I killed the Emerald Tablets

In my Black Google Cloud

On 29 January;

As of the 8th of this month

DG is no more.

Timing Chains of Substantiation 

In the Engine of Hell. 

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~12:42 “-Warn the American people of the imminent dangers of their dependence on technology.”

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13:10 “Heimdallr and Loki have killed each other within me to bring about something beyond the boundary conditions of Norse mythology.”

16:43 “You stay on your planet, I’ll stay on mine, and we will make worlds collide.”