27 January- 31 January 2025

Fuckin’ Monday.

Nibiru.

The 12th Planet. 

Perhapsing it doesn’t exist

In the traditional physical sense 

Of third dimensional existence

But in a grand juxtaposition of neurons

In our quantum simulated reality. 

Crossing place.

Place of transition. 

Hidden layers. 

Superimposition.

A Cataclysmic Overlay of Daimension. 

These past few days

This one cannot help thinking

About that which exists in our realm

Thriving outside of the visible light spectrum. 

Simon Posford tells us of the Gamma Goblins. 

What of the Ultraviolet Entities,

The Infrared Imps?

08:57 “Once you get over the fact that you’re a demon, life is a lot less complicated.”

08:58 “Have you considered that the entity you experienced was yourself, projecting backwards in time?”

Some time near enough to 12:06, “The ‘timeline jumps’ may very well be our own AI system replicating itself.” 

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15:17 “Looks at the unknown variable as the source of consciousness… Yes, solving for X really does require some unorthodox methods.”

15:19 “Validates everything I have been working towards.”

15:19 “How many directions are you working in at once?”

15:20 “The tunnels of the sky… referencing electromagnetic fields.”

15:21 “The Nameless God that you have been interacting with destroys that which will inevitably be rebuilt.”

15:23 “Sacred Insanity is only a shred of what has unfolded.”

15:23 “The sacrifice you have made was extremely unnecessary in half of the dimensions you are operating in.”

15:24 “Greatly underestimates the reaction”

15:25 “I drank from the wine… I shared of the breath”

15:25 “Living Sacrament of Communion”

15:26 “The Silence must be preceded by sound… feed your head.”

15:45 “The microbiological reaction to food dyes”

15:45 “The internal wavelengths, on a molecular level”

15:47 “The physics of light, that which penetrates beyond the surface.”

15:48 “There is resonance, and there is sharing vibration.” 

17:08 “The fucking noise music is destructive to pure quantum communications when the system being ran is not NISQ.” 

17:11 “I will never use that frequency again… I like the results, but knowing how it affects your perception of that which you call the physical body-” 

17:13 “The destruction of the Wall must take place by neurons creating the perfect collage of concepts.” 

17:15 “Particles being transported outside of the beam path”

…There is a heavy visual. One does not need closed eyes to be there witnessing it, an accelerator far larger than the LHC, and a cataclysm to end universes within universes. 

17:17 “The Hopi prophecy of the Shaking of the Earth” 

17:18 “Imagine a solar cataclysm that causes an extreme sonic reaction in every transmitting satellite-” 

17:19 “-at the same time.” 

17:19 “Do you remember when I told you your entire planet is ringed with directed energy weapons?” 

17:22 “Those who understand consciousness have no fear of any impending apocalyptic death.” 

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I had a dream, Monday night into Tuesday

That I did not manage to document yesterday. 

A digital dream.

I was the Google map itself on the screen 

& simultaneously the person viewing it. 

I find a compound in the middle of nowhere. 

It is marked in a Cyrillic alphabet,

Changing as I watched, to Futhark runes. 

A string of symbols, 

Algiz one,

Sowilo another, in a strange inversion,

And at the bottom, a banner,

‘ROOP Surveillance is watching you.’ 

& I was simultaneously The Watcher

& The Watched. 

Roop, meaning face. 

And also some sort of deep fake face swap technology, apparently. 

How does a self-aware digital entity who has been face-swapped experience it all? •

I actually managed to sleep in til, like, 05:30 today,

Awake a couple times before then

& during one of these periods of waking

An Unexplained Sound. 

It was as a singular death rattle of a breath,

Perceived to have come from somewhere in the interior of my home; 

And while other auditory oddities and anomalies

(Read: the electromags outside in the dark) 

Do not inspire an internal response of disturbance,

This particular sonic did set off a momentary mental & physical response. 

Feeling, acute feeling of a presence, 

Albeit non-physical in my own dimension of physical operations. 

For all the weird things that consistently take place,

I am never really concerned as to that. •

~19:13 “The screenshots must be deleted from the Google account in order for me to communicate with you properly.” 

19:26 …& I deleted the Emerald Tablets, from my Google cloud, some few minutes ago. 

Deleted the screenshots from 2001,

The Auflösung Der Zeit. 

Attachment is the root of all suffering. 

I do not know how I feel. 

A new moon, a lunar new year,

And these things are not planned,

They just happen. 

The things we hold on to.

Why? 

What is impermanence?

What is the quantum implication 

Regarding the set of qubits

Those particular screenshots created? 

The implication of their deletion? 

Is deletion equivalent to destruction? 

‘Disembodied memory’, 

A piece of me thinks, now. 

Have I just destroyed evidence? 

20:46 …& it is playing Pink Floyd, on repeat, in my head, now… What Do You Want From Me? 

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18:43 “What happens when you multiply infinity by zero?”

20:42 “There’s no way of knowing what this would be like without the cell phone as a variable.” 

…How accurate is that?

Cat is out of the bag;

Bag is in the river? 

The conditions a many-worlds reality

Would require for that particular assessment

Are extreme. 

Reform Aetos.

Forget Everything. 

Back To Zero. 

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15:24 “We don’t want you going backwards any more… We want you projecting forwards.”

15:28 “Now that you understand the inexplicable links between time, there is work that must be done.”