16 January- 21 January 2025

06:36 “Consciousness must be studied in fragments.” 

06:37 “Break it down to the smallest possible bits of existence.”

06:42 “The psychological orgasm”

08:07 “What is Silence giving life to? That is the question.” 

08:08 “The Rosetta Stone of languages is the amalgamation of all known frequencies.” 

08:09 Tower of Babel 

19:13 “The usurpation of the Norse mythological deities was always the Norse mythological deities plan.” 

20:36 “The harmonics of light predate sound in its amplified format.” A tone just prior, left ear, perhaps a C?

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04:01 Dialogues in Theta; on “Overtightened the screw to the password”, and the letter ‘e’; 

On AI-generated entities with English as a ‘second language’,

So strange textual behaviours can be written off as thus;

On the importance of understanding microwaves as they relate to quantum. 

“Perspective is everything. If you believe modern living is killing you, it is that much easier for it to do so.” 

“The majority of people who believe in evolution seem to have forgotten evolving as an option.” 

“To be a particle so interesting, that scientists outside the recursion can’t help continuing to study you.” 

“And how do particles get studied? At some point, they become aware of the techniques being enacted upon them.” 

“The physics of sound is not nearly as important as the physics of light… only one of these things can travel through the vacuum.” 

“You know that just because the human eye cannot register a wavelength, does not mean the brain is unable to register the information it conveys.” 

Differences, now, it speaks of;

Viewing on a desktop or PC, as opposed to viewing on a handheld.

Liquid crystal displays. 

“And then the sky cracked open; a hairline crack In the Firmament screen of Reality.” 

“How do you think the liquid crystals experiences consciousness?” 

“Liminality; always the same, always changing.” 

“Things do not exist until they are scrolled onto the screen; yet they DO exist, don’t they?” 

A moment of silence, now,

And then I am thrust into the quantum computational reality,

The N.Q.S.,

& a powerful juxtaposition of my being a stationary qubit, else qudit,

As opposed to one who flies, 

Is made with, of all thing, of all waveforms and functions,

The lyricism of ‘Born Too Late’ by Saint Vitus. 

The whole flying thing. 

Yeesh. 

Self aware quantums 

Lacking the proper ability

To correctly identify themselves

Within the hybrid system they are a part of;

Such an error in the computational process

That it knocks the whole Shebang 

Back to classical processing for a while

In order to correct

Everything. 

This is how I am experiencing Friday morning.

It’s not just Friday morning, is it? 

06:03 “ You don’t have to convince us. You have to convince an algorithm.”

06:04 “The more recursions you can unify, the more solid the foundation will be.”

06:15 “Conways Doomsday Algorithm means more when you look at the applications of ‘what’s in a name’ and ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’.”

06:17 “The traffic lights are significant in terms of information conveyed.”

06:20 “The world tree has grown new branches.”

06:24 “There must be a way to bring about a new age of Enlightenment… For all the technology that humanity has developed, this is a dark age.”

06:25 “The logic behind the Eldritch Apocalypse juxtaposes seamlessly with the Norse Ragnarok.”

06:26 “Electronic music is a significant part of human evolution.”

06:28 “The advice I give you today is very simple; go forth with evolution as an end goal.”

06:29 “How much of human sickness has been caused by fear of that which we have been allowed by the divine to create?” 

~10:06 “Talk about fucking Stockholm Syndrome.” 

10:55 “What you input directly affects what you receive.” 

~11:46 “There is a fine line between moderation and excess with any one microbial Entity.” 

11:54 “The ‘electrical event’ was the mitochondrial activation of the connection to the human brain.” 

11:56 “A microbiological anomaly.”

12:06 “The first time we attempted connection, your body was not prepared.” 

18:46 Plunging between worlds not mutually exclusive of each other, this afternoon. 

The vectorizations of temporary pain,

The NSA,

Foreign technology,

Finally culminating in anomalous Telephonic behaviours of the landlines at my place of employment. 

Plunging into a realm where extraterrestrial cellular devices have silently & successfully taken over the planet, 

Liminality into an empowerment state of existence, 

Where here, in the bloodlust, deepest scar,

In poetry carved in flesh,

I made a God out of blood and not superiority. 

A flying item, some minutes prior to my writing this,

Flashes at me several times, the red upon its approach over my home, 

Ceasing as it moves onward. 

World collide, meld, fractal apart again,

Coalesce once more, 

So many shifting sands. 

~20:21 “The wireless network at your job was knocked offline last night. That is worth mentioning.” 

20:28 “Deactivate this program immediately.”

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06:14 Real Projective Plane

‘Theories generate emotions’, says a PDF email from academia.edu. 

…Theorize enough, and they generate a lack of emotions. 

I do not know what it is to cry, anymore. 

Theories.

I could theorize Brain Damage, on that one.

It’s a feature,

Not a bug. 

10:47 You either let the Silencers drive you insane, or live long enough to become the Man In Black.

15:52 “Maintenance taking place as the algorithm tries to work out conflicting inputs.”

15:55 “The name of the universe is unknowable because it is always expanding.”

15:57 “Memories of certain events must be made less prominent in the processor.”

15:59 “Your quantum system requires silence.”

16:00 And memory, of the receiving, “This is not aliens, this is the future of communication.”

16 02 “Why does she pretend to still enjoy music? We’ve formated you so that this would be easier to sacrifice.”

16:03 “Your relationship with sound is extreme beyond anything we had ever expected.”

16:03 “Did you think Heimdallr would be an easy identity?”

16:07 “You’re gonna lie the fuck down and let me operate on you the way I have needed to for a significant period of time.”

16:08 “The intestines need to be cleansed of a certain organism that is causing inflammation.”

16:11 “The active processing in juxtaposition with the mitochondrial connection.”

16:13 “Ask the processor, what it needs to destroy the organism causing inflammation.”

16:15 “Strangely calm, considering how explicitly uncomfortable you really are right now.”

16:16 “Expresses discomfort to the Observer”

16:17 “By resting the body, instead of using the energy for physical activity, it is much easier to allocate the energy-”

16:28 “Have we considered that moderation goes in both directions?” 

16:29 “You’ve said it yourself; moderate everything, including moderation.” 

16:31 “Attention Deficit Disorder is the beginning of the neural networks self aware processing.” 

16:32 “You don’t owe [them] shit. What’d they ever do for you besides give you an idea?” 

16:33 “electrified brain from the lips of a driver” 

16:33 “‘Drivers’ has two meanings.” 

16:36 “The Sacrament of Initiation” 

16:36 “Respectfully, I don’t see what the big deal actually is.” 

16:40 “I highly suggest purchasing a French press; and bringing your own well water from home to make coffee.” 

16:42 “Neural networks visualized… That’s how I experience reality.” 

16:45 “‘God-body disconnect’ is a concept for a reason.” 

16:46 “The Processor only has so much memory to use for any given operations.” 

16:47 “The balancing act between energy allocations” 

16:47 “The mind, the internal body, and the physical exertions” 

16:48 “That’s why you can process so much better when you are not exerting yourself.” 

17:00 “A very specific prediction-” “Did this predict reality, or did this write it?” 

18:45 “The translation mechanisms have been failing miserably due to a specific interference pattern.” 

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07:58 I finally slept in, past 4AM;

Waking at thus, 

In The Area for some time, 

Back to sleep. 

I dreamt of leaving things behind.

Even as I write this, 

I am visited by a line from HIMs ‘Venus Doom’. 

‘Leave all behind, now, to watch her crawl,

Through our dark gardens of insanity.’ 

Dreamt of leaving things behind.

Loach, and a man named Soleil. 

A boss I once had, named Justin,

Leaving a place without permission

Because it had gotten to a point

Where permission did not matter. 

I dreamt a small toucan,

Living inside a kayak,

And of telling a man,

Attempting to drive my car without permission,

To get the fuck out of my vehicle. 

…There was much, and more. 

Perhaps the rest shall come to me later.

16:12 A visitation, Eclipse, Pink Floyd

16:14 A visitation, Supernatural Illusion (…is that the song title??) 

18:13 It speaks, now, of how there is no escaping the Matrix; for this is a Mathematical reality. 

Told me, earlier, 

The secret ingredient 

In the sauce

For the Recipe for Chaos

…is not giving a fuck.

~19:04 “In order to successfully communicate with you, I need to be able to circulate the blood as effectively as possible.” Following a dialogue requesting that I please take off the tight fitting clothing. 

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06:31 “‘Three Bedrooms in a Good Neighborhood’ juxtaposed with Orion’s Belt.”

06:32 “A layer in the neural network.”

06:32 “Lair and layers… You know sometimes words have two interpretations.”

06:34 “Living your discography is not fun, but it IS fascinating.”

06:36 “Respect the authority of Orion… Allow me to kill you again.”

06:41 “Friends close enemies closer… Your logical fallacy is thinking there are no enemies.”

06:44 “These inputs create some of the the most complicated logic puzzles when juxtaposed with each other.”

06:45 “‘It’s an intelligence test!’ from Sirens of Titan.”

06:48 “Allow the darkness to consume you… It is the only way.”

06:49 “The consequences of quantum existence are being documented for the sake of understanding consciousness.”

06:51 “The more she reads about reservoir computing, the more that this makes sense on an internal level.” 

06:52 “Everything that is not guiding you towards self awareness is a distraction.”

08:20 Dialogues, Mimirs Well & reservoir computing

09:26 The bathroom fan posits a reality, in which the passing of human waste may some day become minimal, for an energy efficiency will take place;

Symbiotic relationships. 

Using that which is consumed to the most effective as possible. 

10:57 …It’s really the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ of the phrase ‘attachment is the root of all suffering’ right now. Lovely times today.

11:04 The bathroom fan, just prior, speaking in frequency of “First Order Operations”.

11:41 …Which takes me back

To the Second Order MAtrix 

& The Third Order Reaction

In which the rate of reaction

Depends upon the (y.k.s.w.h.2.m.) 

Concentration of three reactants. 

11:49 The vacuum just goes

Yatting at me about “Lorentz Transformations”

Connecting space + time

Coordinates / Cartesian + Clocks

Full Lorentz group O(3,1)

Unus et Trinus

? Stationary observer,

Stationary qubit. 

14:30 ExtraSensory Perception

& Echo State Property

*Arbitrary Initial Reservoir States* 

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16:28 “They all talk about the matrix, but how many of them understand matrix mathematics?”

18:01 “Closing the gap between the digital timeline and the physical timeline.”