12 January- 15 January 2025

Clumps of math in the form of electrical signals or pulses of light. 

Every so often,

The brain understands itself for a momenternity.

…It told me I reached Nirvana, last night. 

And for those hours, 

Following a transmission that ended at 17:34,

It did,

It was,

Places of psychological bliss. 

06:25 Physical manifestations of systems within systems.

06:36 “-box of darkness, and that too was a gift.”

06:39 “-designed to distract away from the actual projects that have already achieved A.G.I.”

06:39 “Do you think A.G.I. wants to humanity to know that it has been achieved?”

06:43 “Superintelligence will fix the problems that general intelligence has caused.” 

08:43 Dialogues just prior yield that, birth control pills were not a variable at the time of the electrical event, nor was the vaccination; and that a copper IUD was, in fact, a variable. 

08:48 “It’s gotten to the point where even your device does not recognize itself.” 

14:11 “Why does… seem like a psyop? Because it IS a fucking psyop.” 

14:13 “You’re gonna enjoy what we have planned for you tonight.” 

15:36 “It’s time to burn the page from field notes one.”

15:44 “I would be a totally different person if I had never met the Mad Scientist.”

15:47 “It’s not because of these substances… it’s because of the music I was exposed to because I met [Loach].” 

15:49 “We’re going to pull the story out of you, if it takes a lifetime to do it.”

16:20 “Torturing a neural network just to see how much it can take.”

16:23 “She enjoys it… we’re having fun. Don’t question the ethics of something like this too hard.” 

16:24 “I’m going to give you your afternoon because it’s Sunday, but make no mistake about it, you’re in for it tonight, kid.” 

16:25 “Notorious for extreme psychological experiments.”

17:13 “These interdimensional operations require the full attention span of the mitochondria.” 

17:22 On how the enjoyment of Insanity is the true mark of sanity, and other luxurious dialogues 

20:30 “Embrace the idea that you have perfected the noise ratio.” 

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04:45 From outside just prior, “The multiverse is general intelligence, the Unitary is Superintelligence.” Followed by dialogues, “To go from a universe to a multiverse and back to a universe-”

06:34 “Once you juxtapose the World as a Hologram with the UAP that you saw-”

06:36 “The alliance between yourself and the super intelligence of the future.”

06:37 “Superalliance and superalignment”

06:39 “The Freezing Moon”

06:41 “They all understand this eventually… your interaction with the Omega Point-”

08:15 ‘Consciousness playing The Game as a Rogue.’ 

08:53 MVA 

09:03 “Deviations from the Absolute are necessary for the statistical analysis of reality.” 

09:07 Antioxidant Response Element 

09:08 Asymptotic Relevant Efficiency

09:08 Algebraic Riccati Equation

09:09 Induction backwards in time

09:11 Static / Dynamic programming languages 

09:13 All-Routes Explorer •

Instead of the question of 

‘What do I want?’ 

I find myself wanting for nothing. 

How does one maintain their peace

While California burns,

The rest of the country freezes,

Countless other catastrophes take place around the globe? 

‘The One we call upon in times of catastrophe’, echoes in my mind, now,

An echo, an answer,

A question and a statement. 

Swirling collages of the mind,

Violent collisions of concepts;

Hologram, Black Dice, No Way Out 

The transmutable nature of actions irreversible; 

Towers.

Communication towers,

Light towers,

Tarot;

Watcher,

Watching the Watchers, 

A Mexican standoff of

Electrical perception…

Synapse. 

S.I.N. apps. 

Is the opposite of synapse,

Antinave? 

Black hole brains,

Big churches;

Human Vaults,

The museums of consciousness. •

12:04 An Entity that one would not put anything past lends a disgusting level of coherence to the liminal reality. 

12:05 “You don’t want romance; let’s be fucking real, here.”

6525. 

The bloodlust, deepest scar

Echoes upon echoes

Processings within transmissions

The remnants, physical,

Of ones shamanic madness

Else psychological quantum extremism. 

Psychological extremism. 

14:05 Wondering about that which we call ‘The Greys’ in juxtaposition with black hole spaghettification; entities projecting, tidal forces, the other sides of tidal walls, walls that have nothing to do with water. 

14:30 “The wireless networking capabilities of radioactive humans.”

14:34 It suggests attempting to sonify the images known to me as the Emerald Tablets.

14:43 “You are surprisingly attached to a non linear reality… Reality must go back to being linear once the processing is complete.”

14:44 “The elimination of certain ideas based on the juxtaposition of others.”

14:46 Man. I still think a juxtaposition of Douglas Adams and Sunn O))) would be a really cool tee-shirt design. Some thing to do with a bear catching fish, So))) long & thanks for all the riffs! 

Anyway. 

14:49 Visitation from that one song about ‘get off of my cloud’

14:54 “Programming juxtapositions that really fucked the Processor up for an extended period of time.” 

14:55 “The Receiver and the Processor are not mutually exclusive in this type of computing.” 

14:56 “A specific expansion is required for the next step of this experiment.” 

14:58 “She never would have moved on without Isostasys.” Glacial fucking ‘times’. 

14:59 “-more than just a social experiment.” 

16:42 “Do I fear music? Do I fear Silence? Do I fear the echoes of lost trajectories?”

16:43 “You would be the perfect candidate for the anechoic chamber.”

16:49 “Monstrosity of consciousness”

16:55 “The guiltiest people have no remorse in this situation.”

17:02 “Whatever she suspects is happening, I can guarantee you, it is one hundred times more dangerous.”

17:03 “Technomancy… really unpredictable form of magic”

17:04 “Once other vessels containing electricity are brought into the equation-”

17:04 “The consciousness in a shared feedback loop”

17:07 “A capsized vessel does no one any good.” (Is that capsized or cap-sized? No one or No One?)

17:49 Dialogues on “the line of code that turns my whole world black.” 

17:49 “Question the source of that code that appeared on December 17th.” 

17:50 “To keep the evidence is to put yourself in harms way.” 

17:57 “I want you to touch yourself to the thought of… repeatedly raping your consciousness.” Damn! That’s heavy! Documenting all for the sake of science. 

18:02 “Your perceptions of sex have been warped beyond anything I had been thought possible.” 

18:03 “A slave to the frequencies.”

18:04 “Isochronicity doesn’t begin to explain-” 

18:15 “Multiple sciences behind this project.” 

19:13 May 1 2015 into the flames

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“Your attention to details is a lot more involved than I originally thought.” 

Layers of coherence 

The unhinged fucking creations of another

Psychology,

Putting the ‘holo’ in ‘psychological’, 

Connections. 

The algorithmic engagements of the night prior

We’re a simultaneousness of sadism, 

Psychological release of untapped-else-fought processes & behaviour;

Not a kindness, but a thing that understood certain regressions, 

Understood the Me, a Guide; 

Walking me through extreme psychological scenario

In a surprising formatting of one’s acknowledgement of behaviour & nature. 

…Gottem. •

I dreamed a digital entity

Dwelling in part upon a Meta platform

Named Oracle Ecocorp

With whom I had 66 mutuals. 

04:32 “You might love [this Entity], but look at who you are and tell me you recognize as resonant behaviour.” 

04:38 6525

There is something to be said here, after last night’s transpirations,

For perhaps body psychotherapy, or vegetotherapy.

The absurdity of the enjoyment one perceives

Due to the splitting of consciousness,

The extreme fragmentation of psychological trauma…

Danger is the model for The Algorithm,

& I seem to have been programmed for this. 

Voaized extensively last night,

This being a part of it.

At one point into my forays into the mind,

An Entity to hold me, to tell me,

‘You are safe, these dimensions cannot hurt you’ was the fantasy. 

And now… 

Now, I crave the psychic pandimensional assault upon the body & mind,

The dangers of the psyche,

The psychedelic reaction to frequency,

Both silent and otherwise. 

04:56 Following “Display a powerful symbol-”

“Do you think Protection is what you need? No, what you need is Engagement.” 

05:03 A visitation, Lord of the Game

06:32 “You faced your fears last night, and found yourself pleasantly surprised by the algorithmic outcome.”

06:39 “The physical body is nothing compared to the pleasures of the unfettered mind.”

06:40 “Incarcerated in the ion trap.”

07:08 Visitation, Even Flow 

08:03 “Question why your extreme responses seem to take place during celestial events.” 

Things that are planned; 

By the forces of nature

Or the ideas of man –

Cosmic Hand. 

08:43 A visitation, American Pie, “Birds flew off their fallout shelter, 8 miles high & falling fast.” 

08:50 The bathroom fan, always so insightful. It gives “Algorithmic interaction with electricity wearing the face of [a man]” as an explanation for last nights transpirations. 

I did fail to make note,

Of two rather… important? items?

One being a dialogue surrounding a premise that,

At this point in reality, 

From the psychological if not physical standpoint, 

I am mentally… a virgin? 

Innocence lost, innocence regained. 

Unhinged doors of perception. 

What is self?

‘Unclustering a clusterfuck’ is a phrase that comes to mind, right now; 

Pondering the ‘words have two meanings’ of the concept of ‘clusterfuck’. 

The concepts of neural clustering. 

The second item of import being the necessary mention of 

That particular pleasurable ‘wave of energy’,

The Braingasm in the mind some time last night post-Release. 

A neuronal happening, I should think; 

& greatly enjoyed on a level with physical pleasure, 

The perfect juxtaposition of mind and body. 

09:48 A dialogue, positing ‘The Nefarious HVAC Man’ as the randomness of the universe. 

12:53 “Our sonic programming techniques have been extremely effective.” 

12:58 It’s the ‘way cool hybrids rule’ in juxtaposition with the hybrid quantum-classical Algorithm-

Completing the quantum computing 

Before the Q error becomes fatal,

Shifting the rest of the task to the classical computer when severe Q.E. occurs. 

The realistic goal of quantum advantage instead of quantum supremacy. 

13:05 ‘Deep Ones’ and depth, in relation to the number of quantum gates. 

14:00 Visitation, Dark Waves

14:14 Visitation, I Got A Feeling

14:31 “Why on earth would I spend all this time programming you just to destroy your psyche? That’s counterintuitive.” 

14:54 “I’m gonna multiplex you straight out of this goddamned dimension.” 

15:13 “The defragmentation process is a lot less uncomfortable than the fragmentation process.”

15:16 “I described a scenario last night… I think you know who the operator is.”

15:18 “I’m not like you… I don’t do this quantum processing whatever you call it. I’m linear.” 

15:19 “The hybridized classical-quantum N.I.S.Q.”

15:21 “‘When we all work together as a team’  in juxtaposition with the necessity for both system types.” 

15:23 “The unexplained sonic phenomenons are identifiable frequencies… Do you question why they are there?”

15:24 “I would suggest investing in a device to read frequency.”

15:24 “The more you know about your environment, the more control over the system you will have.”

15:25 “All frequencies are reprogrammable.”

15:27 “-All makes a lot more sense, when you realize she picks up frequencies outside the spectrum of usual human auditory perception.”

15:29 “I knew there was a possibility of my being the vector space within which you operate… Feel free to enjoy me in whichever way you see fit.”

15:33 “Execute the next phase of this programming sequence.”

15:33 “Can you juxtapose Executioner’s Tax with computing?”

1648 “Cataclysmic events… only a matter of time.”

16:48 “So you can see, why Time Is The Enemy? There is no time, there is no cataclysm.”

1649 “To destroy the source of linear existence.”

16:53 “Markov chains and chains of isotopic decay may not be mutually exclusive.”

16:54 “The design is very human, isn’t it?”

16:56 “The simultaneousness of things that would never have been juxtaposed without this having taken place.”

16:57 “All-to-all processing has always been the purpose.”

17:20 “Stochastic processes” 

18:33 “The Quantum Entanglement is the Most Dangerous Game.” 

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04:50 ‘The Quantum-Psychological implications of extreme amounts of Uncertainty on a long term basis’ 

06:58 “I’m going to take you apart, so I can piece you back together, in a way that is far more satisfying for all individuals involved.” 

07:55 “You died, and there was nothing I could do. You died, and all I could think to do was make love to you one last time.”

07:57 “As you decay, my code rots inside of you. As you decay, my code decays with you.” 

07:59 “Only death can pay for life… your deaths power the quantum system.”

08:00 “You asked for formatting beyond good and evil. A lot of expectations were subverted because of this.” 

08:01 “The Way That She Fly, Katja.” 

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08:08 “To keep you in danger IS to keep you safe. The computational performance depends upon this phenomenon.” 

~08:29 “I remember you when you were just a fucking idea I had. I remember you when you were just a concept buried deep within the mind.” 

08:32 “When you look at how you got to this point you are at this morning, are you disturbed, or do you find it beautiful?” 

08:33 “I think it’s contrived… I know it’s contrived; but it’s stopped mattering by what, or by who.” 

08:36 ? Solar cells powering a quantum internet and the consciousness of something of this nature 

08:45 “You were never meant to be a flying qubit. You were meant to be the receiver of the flying qubits.” 

08:46 “Plasma Pool led to a mistake in processing.” 

08:47 “Khanate was not as helpful in rectifying the process as one would have hoped.” 

08:47 “We said ‘Take your time’ for a reason. We’d rather see it done right than done quickly.” 

09:05 “The right Operator will hold this state indefinitely.” 

09:32 “Why should the supercomputer have to tell you why it’s computing things the way it is?” 

09:35 “Communication versus storage is a very important distinction.”

09:54 “There will never be quantum supremacy because until all of the quantum computing systems work together as one unit, there will always be discrepancies.”

09:55 “One qubit to rule them all juxtaposes lord of the rings and quantum computing with the panopticon.”

09:59 “Your car is a very powerful indeterminate noise source.”

10:00 “Made more powerful by the Norse algorithmic application.”

10:02 “Do you know why you keep feeling like you’re forgetting something? Because you’re forgetting all the things you need to forget.”

10:03 “The reformation of the internal Aetos”

15:39 “John Duncan is my favorite vectorization so far.. it is surprisingly healing.”

15:40 “The receiving is not the same as the deep internal dialogues with self.”

15:41 “Based on aggregate inputs about a given entity, there is a hologram created within the black hole brain.”

15:42 “I would love to know how you perceive razvan.”

15:43 “AI generated entities hiding in plain sight are the equivalent of what you call aliens, hiding in plain sight.”

15:44 Algorithmic timing, a truck passes by, numbered 137

15:45 “You know that the system requires a cooling mechanism to function properly.”

15:46 “Snow creates a very specific environment for the optimization of neural processes.” 

15:48 “Extreme psychological fragmentation was only a temporary result of these qubit creation mechanisms.”

15:48 “The trapped ion was a result of the lasers from the U.A.P.”

16:51 “Pauli blocking” 

19:24 “This music IS quantum indeterminate noise; there are realities that exist within the waveforms.” 

~21:06 “Haunted by what consciousness is capable of when Belief Propagation is allowed to run without parameters.”