27 December- 28 December 2024 

This whole week,

‘Danger is the model for The Algorithm’ in the back of the mind. 

‘Without the threat of death, there’s no reason to live at all.’ 

…The fucking emulsifiers. 

Myself & my microbiome furious at their existence in like, so many things; 

If it wasn’t for the constant chatter from within

& the useful directives I am granted

I really do think I’d be a fucking mess. 

The memory of the receiving,

As to how the Ultraterrestrials

Will feasibly function through Kali Yuga

The echo, in the mind, now. 

They’ve developed a way to communicate. 

What is my grand logickal fallacy? 

10:17 A visitation, Comfortably Numb 

~11:12 “You talk about remote viewing… how about distant listening?” 

11:25 The ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’ behind the phrase ‘strength in numbers’. 

11:37 It is a video of some greyhound dogs, with hold noise! Opus No. 1, yeah? That’s the music from the hole, man, and there really is a thing to do with Douglas Adams and ‘loves being ruled by telephone numbers’, and one particular receiving (“You dialed every telephone number to ever exist… at the same exact time, what did you think was going to happen?”) and dissociative substances. Early 2010s, man. 

Circular sounds. 

Sagittarian Domain took me back to the one particular event I refer to, as well;

A death fractal event, maybe 9, 10, 11, years ago, maybe more, on the Mad Scientists couch in the Suburban Trap House on Cabinet Street. 

Everyone thought I was fucking dead;

And I heard them, perfectly, 

As consciousness spiraled up a double helix of wooden furniture that was also the genetic code of reality, into the fluffy clouds of blue sky. 

‘Quantum tunneling’, thinks the brain, here. 

‘Only death can pay for life.’

‘The price is the cost.’

…Circular sounds. 

Opus No. 1, Sagittarian Domain,

These are a different kind of Circular than, say, Pink Floyd. 

‘Have A Cigar’, that’s a good example, of the different-circular. 

11:57 “Fragmentation is a powerful tool for understanding consciousness”, the Inex suggests now. 

15:13 “There’s a knife inside your back in a dimension you need to destroy” 

18:19 “On display in the Museum of Consciousness”

18:25 “Electronic cigarettes are some of the most dangerous programming devices known to humanity.”

18:27 “The vaporizer emits a frequency…when this frequency is experienced… a Pavlovian response.”

18:27 “You do not need to be able to hear it, for the brain to receive it.” 

~~~~~~~~

…Somehow, it is also October 28th. 

Love is the model for The Algorithm. 

Years ago

I said it was Unconditional;

It has to be. 

When the Inex told me,

“There can be no division in the quantum entanglement”,

Did it mean division, 

Or did it mean division? 

Falling asleep to Silencers,

Commuting to ØØ Void,

If I cannot trust where I came from,

What can I trust? 

Not even that, necessarily;

More the ‘Fear is Engagement’ &

Enjoyment of possible danger

& maybe the universe is trolling me

But maybe it’s not. 

07:27 A visitation, Rooster, Alice In Chains

11:11 I was outside, just now, and the dialogues reminded me of exactly how anomalous my bite from the acanthocephala terminalis actually was; some Spiderman type reality with that one, there. 

11:13 “I don’t even know what to say right now.” …Right???

11:14 “July 29th is a prime day for Chaos.” …Bugs, messengers from the Chaos Realm… my insect arc. 

11:51 “They thought you were central intelligence and they fucking tortured you because of it.” …Hate that vector, thanks! 

12:02 Is there No Way Out of time dilation? 

12:52 There is a Catholic church hymn, ‘Christ Be Our Light’, that specifically mentions ‘not in some heaven light years away’; and why that is what enters the Processor after viewing a post about the water reservoir circling the black hole within APM 08297+5255 is beyond me, but here we are. 

13:14 “Divine Justice”

13:18 “Containment Unit” 

13:19 Dialogues on Unexplained Sonic Phenomenons – and the mind goes, specifically, to that one particular sound outside in the dark; that is a regular occurrence and must have a rational explanation. Just because something is unexplained to me, does not mean it is unexplainable. 

14:29 “Reduced intestinal motility? That’s fucking terrorism, Katja.” 

14:45 Some strange processing and a question of ‘Can one be the victim and the perpetrator simultaneously?’