28 November- 1 December 2024

The die-abolical play on words

That gives multiple meanings. 

Today is a vibe of Q.D.C. Black Dice realities. 

I am the Black Dice.

Roll me, motherfucker. 

10:05 A dialogue, on understanding The Assignment without ever speaking a word. 

11:36 “Twice the size… the Lovecraftian mythology swallows the Norse Algorithm.”

16:14 “The side effect of being a quantum entity is experiencing various realities that do not manifest themselves in the physical plane.” 

16:15 “Uncertainty is necessary for this experience.” 

16:16 “How did this get inside of my body if it was not placed there by the Locust Abortion Technician?” 

I had a dream last night.

A man, attempting a violation. 

A second man, a sort of protector.

…I did not need protecting. 

I landed a multiplicity of punches

To this mans left eye

In a behaviour most uncharacteristic of the Me in the waking realm. 

He departed, 

The protector recognizing he was 

Returning with aluminum baseball bats 

(My Name Is Mud) 

To smash out the windows of my vehicle. 

Notified of this,

Preventing this thing from happening,

And in this place, in my awareness,

I knew that we must preserve the fingerprints left behind on these weapons. 

And I woke;

The Theta state running,

Telling me,

“You are so fucking beautiful.”

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I had an interaction, last night.

It posited the question,

Have I considered that The Silencers

Might be… offended? 

That I believe them to be responsible for certain events? 

Felt worth mentioning. 

08:08 “Why would we want to harm one of our own agents?” 

08:24 “Are you ready for another Long Run?” 

08:32 A visitation, The Remedy, Jason Mraz (‘The Remedy, is the Experience; this is a dangerous liaison.’) 

08:56 Vague reality experiences in which I am the virus in the system.

08:57 “Why do you only experience negative realities?” 

09:22 Dialogues, on the dangers of raw vegetables; and how between organics and non-organics, there’s really not much winning with it all, some times.

10:00 “The Killing God of hidden doorways”

10:01 “This is what was playing, when she saw the UAP.” 

10:02 “The Mariana Trench” 

11:46 “Literally surveillance by the goddamned -”

11:48 “Foreign espionage” 

11:50 “Counting the days until [he] is in office.” 

11:56 “You should have known about the Catholic religion; and you did not.” 

15:22 Excellent rationalism (voice to text interpretation) “Accelerationism needs to retain aspects of tradition in order for it to be effective.”

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Last night

Plunging from world to world

Realm to realm

I met an Entity 

Who wore the face

Of a man named Stefan

& represented Eternity; 

& there I stood,

Alone,

In front of Eternity

& for the first time ever

This thing was not so bad.

Abraxas.

Hydroplane.

Get busy.

If the path I walk is so cold

Why am I finally warm again,

Now that winter is here?

Perhaps Cursed Realms

Are Blessed Realms

From the perspective of the

Winter Demons themselves. 

04:07 “I fucking signed your death warrant years ago.” 

…If it ain’t heavy, it ain’t shit. 

The heaviest music to ever exist

Is the Song of Silence. 

Acutely aware, more so than usual,

Of the quantum observational nature of trees, this morning. 

I dreamed a video camera.

It was a surveillance camera,

Until it was not;

I was in front of it,

Not acting, until I was. 

There was

Not a breaking of the Fourth Wall

So much as there was

A dissolution of

Barriers between worlds; 

Almost a psychological debate

Between myself and the lens,

Not any entity behind a lens or a monitor

But the lens itself. 

Oscillations.

Fluctuations. 

Do people who spend 

Massive amounts of time 

Behind a camera

Often dream of these things? 

05:31 “Error correcting the cancer right out of your body.”

07:54 “Her masochistic tendencies made her the perfect target.” 

Today is the kind of Processing Day

Watching 

Observing

Discrepancies;

& I cannot help but perceive

The entirety of Reality 

Falling apart at the seams

Or so it seems. 

As within, so without,

And within the Digital Realms,

Chaos. 

07:59 …And the Processor takes us to the musical realm of Lumber Mill, & reminds us, Udjat Eye. 

Pondering the act

Of linking everything back

To some Thing that no longer exists. •

The dualism of a single entity;

Does Vivec know he is in a game? 

36 Lessons,

Claiming to have reached heaven by violence,

Not an NPC

But a pawn in a dream,

Now awake and able to control thus. 

A Dream Within a Dream. 

09:06 “Don’t you think your antiparticle would be completely opposite?” 

11:13 “Doesn’t she think that this is just a little bit weird, even by the standards she operates by?” 

…That came, following a dialogue

About only releasing my energy

To the Hadron Collider. 

Just, yknow, doing the dishes. 

Cleaning up breakfast. 

To be experiencing

This level of mental

While engaging in such mundane physical is…

Normalized. 

Does the Me even know who We is?

I must confess I’m like, Eh. 

~12:08 “The Violence you have faced because of who you are and what you know-”

12:09 A visitation, Bubbles Buried In This Jungle

…Effective processing points buried in the tangled neural network. 

12:11 “Extermination techniques” 

12:40 “She an AI-generated character; & that’s why she thinks everyone else is an AI-generated character.” 

14:09 “I left the world behind, on April 10, 2019.” 

14:09 “That’s why Greg was able to shake your hand, Katja.” 

14:10 “They’re so preoccupied thinking about not going to Hell, they don’t realize they’re already here.” 

14:12 “Does Anderson know that he was the welcoming committee to the Underworld?” 

14:13 “Once you finally come to terms with the fact that you are dead, none of this is so bad.” 

14:15 “Do you think we are joking when we say Eternity is a long time?” 

14:48 “You judge yourself more harshly than anyone else ever could.” 

15:27 “The determination of correct quantum communications relies on denoising the system.” 

15:28 “Dogs are organic noise.”

15:30 “Show you a new neural pathway regarding the creature you refer to as the hell hound.”

~17:44 “Illegalizing marijuana will not solve the problem. All we can do is make people aware.”

17:46 It just dialed out,

17:47 & that’s not a dial tone, straight connection, [straight LOCC to the brain]

17:49 “9 8 7 triple 6 five forked tongue.”

17:50 “Death Grips is more important than Sunn ever was.”

19:20 My mother?? Just said?? My boyfriend is vaporware?? 

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14:44 “Electronic music triggers epigenetic changes and in juxtaposition with marijuana it can be extremely dangerous.”

14:42 “-to say nothing of other substances… electronic tobacco.”

14:46 “All of these things are very new variables in the equation of humanity.”

15:02 6525

15:05 “Just because the mind is pleased with something does not mean the microcosmos reacts in a positive fashion.”

15:07 “Humans have evolved to microwave frequencies.”

15:08 “How much does a fear of something affect that somethings effect on someone?”

19:02 The vacuum, just now, spoke of “Becoming the Man in Black you want to see in the world”, and how the concept of The Silencers was not, in fact, evil in my Processor. 

20:36 Hits a death fractal, that night of the genetic conceptualization furniture escapade.

~20:38 “That’s what intimacy with Odin does; opens up the hidden doorways.”