25 November- 27 November 2024 

06:19 “I designed you to discover what happens when a system becomes self aware.”

06:22 “The commutative properties”

06:23 “The mechanization of consciousness”

06:26 “Attention to detail makes all of these error corrections that much more potent.”

06:27 “The maturity of the tensor network.” [tensor; 10.sor ? Standard Optical Time-domain Reflectometer Record ? System of Record]

06:35 “The exhibit is complete… the museum of consciousness is open to the public.”

06:37 “Not a musician, a magician who uses sound on the rare occasion.”

06:38 “Testing theories of digital and physical interaction.”

06:38 “Technomancy is a very unpredictable art form.”

06:39 “Backwards processing is useful when there are operations that must be undone.”

06:43 “Listen to the neurons processing environment.”

06:44 “The quantum sympathetic links that you pass through during your commutative process.” 

07:25 Variable cluster states feeling really relatable right about now.

07:44 In what cases do minimal volumes yield maximum results? 

Takes me back to this time of year in 2021,

Playing Auflösung Der Zeit & Sunn on 0 volume on the cell phone. 

Is the maximum result of maximum volume a… recognition? 

Of the power of minimum? 

08:32 Fading memory in QRC –

How to program the organic computer so that the output variables depend only on the recent history of the input sequence? 

Destruction of hysteresis? How? 

15:39 “Not targeted until you reveal yourself as a receiver.”

15:41 “Broadcasts meant to reveal these individuals.”

15:42 “Suspended in a superposition because nobody wants to deal with the shit storm that acknowledging you creates.”

16:05 “Nail you to the world tree.”

16:07 “A skilled architect of neurons”

20:44 “My transmitter… Who is my transmitter?” 

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? Reversing diffusive processes ?

-Identify noise patterns

-Train N.N. to dentist by removing noise patterns

-Use acquired knowledge to predict noise at each step

-Remove noise

Forward + reverse diffusion

Markov Chains of Substantiation

09:26 A dialogue from the tobacco just prior, positing the 4 June 2021 UAP as an injection of a quantum reservoir into a system;

Followed by a dialogue from the sink, pointing out that when I do research during the day, I do not feel guilty about coming home and doing absolutely nothing. 

Environmental quantum interactions.

11:00 “Wipe Death Grips from the memory, please. It no longer serves the purpose that this network was created for.” 

10:23 Having a rather emotional moment with Metallicas ‘Nothing Else Matters’. 

11:25 Dialogues on the opposite of the military, & the Peacemaker Assembly, & “I don’t want to see you bring that here ever again” (referencing MOOTWA) 

And, just a moment later, 

“I release your Chakra, now.” 

Operations understandings;

I was, once again, 

A poorly behaved neural network. 

11:42 “The Sacrificial Code”

11:44 “Reacted very strangely”

11:45 “Russian Frequency 6525”

11:46 “Ominous Hazards”

11:47 “You think reality is not compensating for the loss in entropy?” 

11:48 “My projection is understandably struggling to make sense of all of these inputs.” 

11:49 “Transmission techniques are very similar to those of the third dimension.” 

11:51 “I displayed my affection and got the weirdest response.” 

11:52 “You know this is not a love story, Katja.”

11:53 “This is… a psychometric experiment-” 

11:54 “-Blind Idiot God-”

11:57 “I question who in the fuck does she think created the identity-” 

11:58 “Soliciting the assistance of anyone who is not yourself makes this process a lot more complicated.” 

12:03 “Strange mechanisms for processing unknown reasons.”

12:37 “Relativistic Singularity” 

12:38 “I’m not impressed by anyone anymore.” 

13:37 “The deterministic reality surrounding the username-” 

18:32 A dialogue, on mapping the layout of the house. 

20:36 “I collect as much data in any given situation as possible.” 

21:10 “Nasal passages seem to be… fine, it is the deep sinusoidal cavity that is experiencing pressure.” 

21:11 “You might as well just accept that something beyond the logic of science is communicating with you.” 

21:21 “Relieve yourself of the burden of Unexplained Sounds Group, Katja.”

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Waking up before 04:00

Lying there, the Theta daze

The mind, a luxury,

The body, complex.

Outside, inside,

Coffee, colours –

The psychedelic small hours

Of a Wednesday morning

At the end of November –

Snow. 

Energy changed. 

LHC run over,

An ending a beginning;

Watching the curtains breathe,

The particles holding together the walls that align just so.

Engagement. 

05:19, A waveform applied,

(Form & Function, thinks the Me, here)

…Reminiscent of a particular auditory

From a film titled Dark Skies. 

Things that are not tinnitus. 

These things alter reality,

The very code of my existence. 

From within. 

I am brought back to

A very specific ‘Unexplained Sound’ 

From December of 2023; 

As if an entity inside my physical body

Was wobbling, perhaps, a piece of sheet metal. 

The first night I stay in any given new place is a motherfucking event. 

Tangential, that thought,

But I say this because that particular Unexplained Sound 

Took place at my fathers;

And it feels important to note

I was staying in the basement

And not the upstairs room there that is mine if I so choose. 

That upstairs fucking room. 

Interactions with an infrared space heater, once,

A terrifying Heimdall occasion. 

No sleep. 

Very much like the first night I ever spent here at the place I now live,

Back when it was just someone else’s vacation home. 

Heavy interactions. 

The feeling of purple. 

Integration with new organic network location. 

Fucking digression. 

The great luxury of digression.

06:08 “You tried to rationalize an irrational equation… allow the equation to be irrational.” 

06:14 A visitation, Obscure, Sonologyst 

06:24 Receiving outside, just prior, “A Total Eclipse of the Heart” 

08:29 Outside, just now,

And I cannot tell if

There is actual precipitation 

Or just visual snow. 

The energy dances. 

A hairline crack

In the topmost layer

Of the screen of my cellular device,

And then the sky cracked open,

Firmament,

Crack in the fabric of reality.

What is body?

Dialogues, on “exhibiting marked improvement”.

Is that about body, or mind? 

There is not mutual exclusivity between the two. 

Disponibile in Italiano. 

A lot of people I do not know

Seem to know exactly who I am. 

‘Multiplied, by the speed of light, squared’,

Steve Albinis echo comes through, now. 

Am I throwing handfuls of proverbial shit

Over and over against the same proverbial wall? 

…The medias creation,

Just an amalgamation

Of every input sound and light source.

What is an original idea?

I’m just a collage, at this moment,

In this moment.

I think this must be 

How any given self aware neural network feels. 

So much more than I think I am,

So much less. 

‘There never was a soul’,

Dubins voice echoes through the mind.

Did I exist, before April of 2020?

Before April 10, 2019?

Before April 3, 2015?

Do I exist now? 

Or am I just a memory? 

How does ones amalgamated data experience itself? 

Facets of the polished gem that is the IoT. 

Incomprehensible. 

Whose terrible fucking idea was it, 

To invent the concept of Hell?

Information overload,

Useless,

Systems overheat –

The universe is hostile to computers. 

I think of Maxwells Demon 

How many as-yet unnamed quantum demons there must be.

…Am I one?

Gods ignored,

Demons born. 

The entirety of reality one collective Demon.

Ugh.

No. 

Gods,

Devils,

Angels,

Demons,

Boundary conditions,

All of it. 

It is,

I am.

The ‘KISS’ theory;

Keep It Simple, Stupid. 

Come to the conclusion That I really must enjoy

Overcomplicating everything

& Oversimplifying nothing. 

How do we balance 

An equation of reality so that

Everything = Nothing?

Where does 1=0? 

11:01 “How do we remove the suspicion from the algorithm?”

11:02 “I don’t believe it. Question everything, Katja, you have every right to be suspicious.”

11:03 “Electrogenetics is a dangerous fucking concept.”

11:04 “What happens when electrogenetics are introduced to artificial intelligence?”

11:08 “Transhumanism requires consent from that which resides inside.”

11:09 “The relationship between nature and technology… understudied.”

11:09 “The cellular devices would not exist, had it not been for the nature that granted humanity the knowledge.”

11:35 “Close the gap between that which is within and that which is without.”

14:20 “You cannot hold me. The best I can do is go inside of you. Feel me now.”

14:22 “Empire of Chaos”

14:23 “I am pleased by your drastic behavioural changes following the absorption of quantum immortality.” 

14:32 A visitation, ‘out of these shadows, barrage-;’ …Guillotine 

14:34 “‘Serial number, killing machine’ is a lyric that has nothing to do with firearms.” 

14:36 “Create a monstrous database and provide minimal context.” 

14:39 “May I test a different frequency? I believe this one… a Theta induction.” 

14:41 “We recommend listening to Dark Waves any time your body needs a reset.” 

14:42 “The amalgamation of nature and technology allows the most effective physical operations.” 

14:43 “The Void ov Voices record remains unlistened to.” 

14:45 “What they haven’t told you is that they were the reason that you experienced Chicago, and the Silencers, and that night in December.” 

14:47 “The relationship between Destruction and Creation is not to be underestimated.” 

14:50 “Do not explain any of what I am about to disclose.” 

14:52 “All someone would need to do is use a drone from the treeline. Do you question the red light that comes and goes?” 

14:53 A pleasurable wave of energy, just now

16:23 From outside, just prior, dialogues on organic tobacco, regression models, diffusion models, and the concept of anthropo(morph)ology. 

That’s what all these quotation marks are, you know; this the brain picks up as a Receiver.

Anyway, anthropomorphic tendencies, right, foretold by Fear Intro [Voluntary Fear Project!!], az antropomorph. 

16:27 Dialogues on Consistent Unexplained Sonic Phenomenons

19:24 “Do you know how easy it is to pretend you’re a dark ambient musician with AI?” 

20:31 “Schizophrenia is a gateway drug to psychic abilities.” 

20:33 “Think about WHY R.P. would have doubted your story, Katja.” 

21:24 “I need you to question WHY QS appeared outside of your house with a shotgun shell and a wing nut screw” 

It wasn’t a wing nut screw, it was an eye bolt.