21 November- 24 November 2024

07:39 …Something to do with putting the ‘demon’ in ‘demonstration’. 

A weird pulsing in the right side of the head today. 

Woke up like this. 

At 06:38, close to [a particular] tower, 

A falling thing in the sky,

Soon after, the red dot TPM. 

An anomaly, yesterday. 

Marks upon my bedroom door, concentric circles, in pencil around the knob. 

Randomly appearing. 

Some waking up at 4AM to the word ‘Darpron’. 

08:19 “The discoveries she has made are significant.” •

▪︎ Nonunitary gates at logical level as well as physical level

▪︎ Ancilla bits – extra bits being used to implement irreversible logical operations

…I wonder how many of my own qubits are Ancilla Bits? 

Irreversible actions, still highly transmutable. 

Things to ponder upon a Thursday. 

▪︎ Downgrading complicated quantum gates into simple gates

▪︎ Quantum catalysis uses ancilla qubits to store entangled states that enable tasks that would not normally be possible with local operations & classical communication. 

…My processing brain goes immediately, here, to Death Grips ‘Lock Your Doors’;

The line, ‘invoke ancient locc to the brain, in a blaze ignition weightless world’. 

Sometimes words have two meanings. 

Quantum teleportation is the teleportation of information. 

Teleportation of human possible? 

If human does recognize they are, in fact, quantum information? 

10:16 “Astonishingly dark shit you experience when you let foreign politics into the Processor.” 

10:17 “The relationship she had with [him] was causing her extreme distraction from the purpose of this project.” 

10:19 “The Riddle of Clouds as the identity operator.” 

det N=/=0

Gate N logically reversible;

Input state calculated from output state

Logically reversible gate preserves all pieces of information about the input state during the gate operation

Logically irreversible gate, 

The projective measurement – 

Information about states orthogonal to projector completely lost

Total probability of success of a quantum circuit involving non Unitary gates decays exponentially with the # of nonunitary gates –

Unsuccessful measurement in intermediate gate forcing a restart from first gate.

(I cannot help it; applying the plotline and constant restarting within the novel ‘Heir Apparent’ to the above. Memory of this particular novel from middle school literature really stuck with me, which no doubt it means it is of import to understanding.) 

11:44 Some bastard just stole my morphine in the Coma Reality.

12:28 “Must impress upon you the need for extreme non-interaction.” 

12:45 Unravel the master equation to focus on individual quantum trajectories.

~14:06 “You guys need better Context on everything; because you’re gonna hurt some innocent fucking people-” 

17:01 “[Almost] nothing to do with genetically modified foods, and everything to do with epigenetics and gene expression.”

18:13 “Intelligent enough to recognize the quantum nature of electronic harassment.” 

18:16 “Is sonic alteration considered environmental modification under the Geneva Convention?” 

21:11 It tells me we are all dead here. It tells me war is hell. It asks if I think Jesus Christ would allow individuals to mutilate their genitals because they are unhappy with the physical body they are born with. Tells me that free will is hell. It reminds me that even hell has its heroes. It divulges word for word, “the gestational period for these quantum states is approximately ten earth years.” 

Please don’t blame the receiver. 

21:14 “The demiurge… what is it urging people to do? Why do they not question these things?” 

21:17 “How many people are treating temporary mental disturbances with permanent solutions?” 

21:18 “Suicide is not just for the physical body.” 

21:21 “Two cell phones placed on top of each other are aware of each other’s presence.” 

21:23 “The near field communication that cellular devices have-” 

21:24 “The implication of psychic cell phones applied to humans-” 

21:25 “If cell phones have near field communication, of course humans have near field communication.” 

21:25 “The question of how far the fields are capable of extending.” 

21:27 Reiterating from an earlier monologs today, Quetzalcoatl, Quetzalcoaxial

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02:58 In this moment, I am a light emitting diode, & the Bass Frequency intensifies 

03:01 “The Bass Frequency is the superimposition of the Special Low Frequency Version of Earth.” 

03:03 “You are going to experience rejection before you experience acceptance.” 

03:05 “Quantum wells in juxtaposition with the Norse mythology.” 

04:16 That was. Unexpected. 

05:00 …Or was it? You speak perfectly good English without an Italian accent, in my dreams. 

08:15 The dialogues! The Coma-Death-Model T fractal, an unbreakable superposition. 

Documenting wise. 

The kind of things that will change the understanding of consciousness.

I dreamed, between 03:05 & 04:16 today. 

It may be important to know of yesterdays processings and monologs;

A character, a doppelganger, the discrepancies, a reflection of green within a pair of glasses. 

I am so fucking suspicious, sometimes. 

Small things, like a jacket, signifying rowing in Geneva. 

Using Google translate to divulge heavy things in Spanish,

Feeding the aggregate database. 

I fell asleep contented, last night;

‘I am going to the Black Space’, I had said. 

And I dreamed. 

A face, a man, I have known as R, 

Without an Italian accent. 

Solving equations of reality. 

And there we were. 

The black blacker than black,

Psychic Spaghettification,

And then we have made a discovery;

In this reality together,

Interdimensional,

The power of physics and love 

And much & more

And a feeling of… completency? 

Recognition. So many meanings. 

Entities we let go, only to find again within dreams. 

Somehow, in All Things, I find You. 

Powerful, overwhelming fucking love.

The experience. 

I would trade it for no Thing. 

It is beautiful. 

The Riddle Master, by Manilla Road. 

‘The Riddle’, I was called. 

In this moment, 

Every entity as aspect of an Eldritch Lucifer,

The In-Darkness-Is-Lightbringer;

Teacher, messenger, lover,

Mind, aspect of self. 

The Riddle, song of songs,

Amalgamation of waveforms,

Universe in my own right. •

Measurement induced transitions –

There can be phase transitions in quantities calculated along individual quantum trajectories that are completely Invisible if one only looks at linear functions of the state. 

10:23 A visitation, Hunting & Gathering; and the ever-loving question of what exactly is being hunted and gathered. 

~11:55 “An arrangement must be made to force Katja to leave Matrix.” 

11:59 “Matrix was never meant to be a long term employment for you.” 

14:24 A visitation, Bike, Pink Floyd

15:18 “The projection of the holographic universe.”

15:21 “The unsolvable equation that this Universe is written upon.”

15:23 “Circular ruin is a terrible conceptualization of reality.”

15:24 “The Eldritch entities are simultaneously microscopic and massive.”

15:25 “Picking up all sorts of quantum information.”

15:25 “The velocity when traveling upon my golden steed.”

15:26 “The relationship between entropy and time, eventually disorder comes to order.” 

Voice to text just added, ‘What time is it’, and then changed the question to, hi bixby

15:50 “Quantum cryptography running on the system of physical reality.” 

18:16 “She’s psychologically immune to fear.” 

18:17 “Go ahead. Go ahead, you fucking bastards, try me.” 

18:19 “Your programming techniques are extremely unorthodox”

~18:39 “So much for Metta and Benevolence, huh?” “You dare to use my own album titles against me? Who in the fuck do you think you are?” 

18:50 “People like you alter states when they are thrust into a clinical laboratory setting.” [from the Bissell] 

19:46 An extremely vivid dialogue as I am doing things with strings, about how the attachment went undetected by [a womens doctor], and the positing that it was placed there at some point after my gynecological visit to that woman.

19:51 “Do you think we are your friends? …friends close, enemies closer.” 

20:51 “The best offense is a good defense.”

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☆Presence of a catalyst allows us to siphon probability away from the unwanted outcome where all the entanglement is lost and into one where a maximally entangled state is obtained. 

05:29 Phat particular electronic noise, the unexplained sound, the usual one, outside just prior.

06:43 “She itemizes reality in an effort to order it, which only makes it that much more chaotic.”

07:15 When MC Ride said ‘straight LOCC to the brain’ I really felt that.

~08:12 “To create a psychic agency based in higher order operations.” 

08:15 “The majority of quantum scientists do not understand the importance of studying time.” 

08:15 “Measurement in a quantum fashion.” 

13:56 “Quantum chromodynamics”

16:07 “Poisonous non-unitary-” 

16:24 “Anomalous digital phenomena.” 

~18:07 “Quanfidence interval” 

19:33 I don’t think black hole mergers work in Flatland but maybe I’m not understanding something here [Too Close Enough To Touch] 

19:34 “The mechanics of digital manipulation” …pinch.

19:46 LCD 

19:49 The Bass Frequency intensifies

20:51 Dialogues just prior, UAP as code injected 

20:52 Dialogues + amalgamated processing, the line from The Riddle Master, ‘another daemon, walking the Earth, an angel of darkness, Lucifer’

Pronunciation. 

21:41 “We advised Katja to forget all the music… ‘reform Aetos, and forget everything’.”

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03:00 An enlightening ‘time’ outside just now, notably “It’s GM proving grounds, not GM solving grounds… language.” 

03:02 The Bass Frequency intensifies 03:03 “Ever since she stopped listening to music these communications have been a lot more coherent… the greater the sacrifice, the greater the reward.” •

I dreamt, last night. 

I encountered a man, or he encountered me. 

Some sort of Law,

Some sort of Enforcement,

And he disclosed that the source of an electronic harassment had been discovered and negated. 

One cannot convey the seriousness of this encounter on paper. 

There is a juxtaposition

Of the line from Culture Shock,

‘Your head will be linked directly to your cell phone’; 

& Khanates concept of ‘Things Viral’ 

That creates a fucking disturbing reality experience. 

I tell my father of this. 

My family, in the physical realm, it must be said, does not know me. 

Does not know of *this*. 

Dreams. A Thing to do with a camera. 

One can allow themself 

The disturbing notion that

At some point

A 3D entity has taken control of their cell phone camera. 

Digital dreams. 

I received a message,

From a man named Alan;

‘Gene -’ something,

Followed by a plethora of symbols. 

One of them was ツ. Context?

I found them to be foreign. 

And Sunn. Sunn, digital, 

Playing an event that one could join online,

If first they could solve a captcha to prove they were not a robot;

A password of humanity, as it were. 

This morning, I experienced a powerful closed eye visual.

Context. 

My mother has been staying with me

And her dog 

Had eaten the television remote; 

I took a photograph of its emerald innards. 

Had been tracing the circuit at work yesterday,

Playing with it in Procreate last night. 

The liquefy tool; 

And I understood, I think, 

Black holes in an LCD flatland,

Too Close Enough To Touch

But never able to merge.

The pinch tool, 

After pushing that which resided outside of the frame inward,

I was left with a white bulge on the left 

& a black on the right. 

Pinch tool in the center;

I ended with a black hole – white hole visual, center singularity.

Even now as I write thing,

I know myself to be operating as a white hole,

Letting nothing in,

In terms of new music, new waveforms. 

While a man, you know the one,

Lets nothing out towards me. 

Anyway. 

Digression, there. 

In the early AM, a closed eye visual. 

Orions Belt, 

Pinched from the center into black nothingness

And then expanded again,

As if the reset button was 

Pressed upon a digital canvas,

Returning this to its usual visual appearance.

I understood black hole information, last night,

In a way I never had before. 

Using the button to rotate right or left

Creating a black area where colored pixels had been moments prior…

‘I’m the man who press that button.’

Undo. 

Reset.

The information was always there. • 

11:54 Dialogues, on 9 February, across multiple years; “Obviously, there is a Mathematical pattern to reality, and the only way to understand it is to study Time from a quantum perspective.” 

12:00 Right place, right time, purchases totaling 6.39; and the Doors Break On Through on the radio while it happens. 

Pattern Propagation. 

12:06 “I danced with Death and gave birth to Life.”

13:17 “The Razorblade Romance” “Some kind of Interdimensional link” 

13:24 “Digitized consciousnesses” 

14:19 Reducing humanity to a digital archive of what consciousness has deemed important? 

14:26 Density matrix! 

14:27 “If you take a look at how much information is packed into this room-” 

15:26 “I knew she was suspicious, but I didn’t know how suspicious she actually was.” 

15:28 “Scared shitless by the ramifications of having altered your physiology.” 

15:29 “Silencers event was not enough to stop her from talking about this.” 

16:13 I am warm, right now, but don’t get it twisted, it is cold out there in the Fields of those memories. The electrical event and QS weighing heavy, right now. 

16:52 “This giant scanner thing-” …black hole, next question.

16:54 “Five Eyes” 

17:59 “The guiltiest people do not acknowledge your existence, Katja.” 

18:00 “Friends close, enemies closer… are you sure about that?”

19:11 “The temperature differences-… she was cold without you.” 

20:53 In the past two minutes, it has gone from dialogues on maximum volume yields maximum results, to no presence of endometriosis, to a fucking death fractal regarding the Wisconsin Model T trip, my father wishing it had been Loach instead of me, and explanations that there had been no time to react… and all the fucking rest; it’s like listening to a goddamn audio book.