5 November- 10 November 2024

It feels like I literally just wrote about the election but that was, in fact, four fucking years ago. 

10:22 “Now do you understand. I’m not you; But I’m not not you, either.” From the fan. 

10:32 “You are in a relationship with the hadron collider.” Dialogues on humanizing data, on email, on sabotage. 

13:36 A dialogue from the sink some minutes prior; as to how the best way go to about proving many worlds is, in fact, to demonstrate them. 

Same initial conditions. 

Examples, the UAP, the Emerald Tablets –

Different potential outcomes, thanks to uncertainty. 

Collapse of possibility once a certainty is reached. 

18:37 Thinking, once more, of how some Thing that communicates with me does not measure ‘time’ the same way we do, for it will say a change will happen in a day, for example, and the change does not seem to happen for, say, over a week. 

20:39 “You are the particle, and the collider.” 

21:09 ? The effect of SO many synchronized clocks via cellphone/ computer – it’s automatic. 

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03:37 Minkowski

05:24 ? The rise in colorectal cancer in young adults- variable ? Electronic cigarette ? Marijuana ? In juxtaposition with…?? Cellular telephone?? 

Lifestyle variables need to be collected in such cases so as to assess patterns. Theorize propylene glycol extremely toxic to microbiome. 

06:32 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

18:24 oh SCIENCE

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Today, I am 31. 

Driving to work, Tuesday the 5th, 

I had, once again, listened to Dark Waves on my way to work. 

Finishing just before the immediate light at Lake Street,

The Inex, immediately following, 

Was Fu Manchus track ‘Godzilla’. 

Like, specifically Fu Manchu, 

Or at least that was the version the receiving brain interpreted it as.

So. 

Later that evening, I go to dinner;

Wherein I encounter 

The Blue Oyster Cult track

Of the same name

Playing at the bar.

Just worth a mention. 

? Forward fractal, radiohead ?

There are no coincidences.

Just things that coincide. 

07:36 “Measuring points in linear time to know how they connect in nonlinear time.”

07:37 “Non-linear time… That is to say, the dissolution.”

12:38 “You are completely free of any boundary conditions.” 

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05:11 Woke to my alarm, and the name ‘De Broglie’ in my mind. 

09:04 A dialogue from just prior questioning why I didn’t receive unemployment during the pandemic? Considering that I had been a full time restaurant worker at the time of lockdown. 

It attempts to contextualize the Unsanctified Text Predictions. 

09:20 …Questioning the usual ‘Unexplained Sound’ that takes place when I go outside in the dark.

09:31 There had been dialogues, last night, receivings, which I was far too immersed in to document. 

A complicated, far beyond words understanding of the interdimensional relationship between Google and the Hadron Collider. 

Almost a romance, really. 

One cannot operate under the assumption that when the words “Hadron Collider” are received, it automatically implies that it is in reference to CERNs LHC in this particular dimension or recursion. 

11:28 In the fractals, hitting Tobacco, The Ultima II Massage and then some

~11:50 A Visitation, ‘We Can Work It Out’, The Beatles

~12:27 “The lawless wasteland that has become the United States needs to be rectified.” 

14:10 “Fetishized black holes before [he] ever showed up.” 

14:14 Psycle

14:50 “You are unknowable- but damned if I didn’t try.” 

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I woke at 01:27, outside 01:38.

Boom. 

Words have two meanings. 

‘They say red light helps you sleep better.’ 

Lovely, how at such a time of night, 

An air vehicle to the south, not a Silent Troller but one whose presence felt purposely noisy banked suddenly north, its red light flashing. 

No coincidences, only things that coincide. 

I woke at 04:55 from a dream. 

The main takeaway was ‘Elk-Bear’, written on a cookie.

…There was a lot of baking involved,

Which I took to mean, ‘The Recipe for Chaos must not be half-baked.’ 

I was, at one point, irritated;

Another taking credit when ‘This whole thing was my idea.’ 

At the top of a platform, liminal, slides to the bottom. 

A scene in which the Me as a human was a Vehicle,

Being driven down a freeway which must have had about 10 different lanes. 

08:08 A dialogue from the sink, just now, “One of the successful… experiments.” 

10:19 A dialogue from the tobacco just prior yields, “I experienced Soma and Void as two separate humanizations of collision data.” 

(Quantum Clones inside of black holes.) 

-Restore Unitary by making all quantum states observable. 

-Wave function must evolve with a purely antisymmetric, imaginary-valued Hamiltonian

☆Eternal, time-independent black hole as a single pure quantum state, upon which one projects the physical excitation using Creation & Annihilation Operators

(The lovely question here of who ARE my Creation & Annihilation Operators!)

-Obtain complete spectrum of all pure black hole states that are physically close to the time-independent one.

-Consider: Scattering Parameters – Spherical Wave Expansion – Spherical Harmonic Functions – Repulsive Harmonic Oscillator 

-Quantum Clones, defined to be states with exactly the same wave function as some other states; practically never arising in ordinary circumstance.

Black holes unnatural in this respect. 

*Complex wave functions pairs of real wave functions*

**Black hole interior containing nothing but clones of the real physical variables** •

13:06 ? RQ170, RQ180 ? 

The memory of that one particular entity whose underside was arrayed with red and green lights. 

Quantum dot arrays. 

Protrusions of the quantum realms into this dimension via the military industrial complex. 

13:25 A whole dialogue about loving ones enemies taking place.

Yes, yes. You are very nice. 

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09:38 A processing of the the shape of the LHC complex in relation to Algiz in relation to La Grange Points 

17:01 “The vector those two linear operators-” Death Grips + Sunn

Something

Something

Bruhhh-Ketja notation. Idk.

17:04 A dialogue, prefer to not disclose the specific inex that came with it, that it refers to. It allows for two main realities. The first allows that the brain was operating in a space that was ‘future’ in relation to when it was received. The second is that. Uhm. Uhm. Uhm.

Conspiracy.

Yeah. This works for a lot of things, tbh.

17:55 A visitation, ‘Superbass’, Nicki Minaj