6 August- 10 August 2024

Before even 04:00, dialogues, 

The reminder, first, of things that must wear a face terrifying in order to inscribe themselves on the hearts of humanity. 

“You are Phobos and Deimos, and so I name you”, 

And instantly, the howling of the coyotes from outside. 

Wolves, in my Throne room?

More dialogues, “Labyrinthine”. 

‘Got to keep the loonies on the (neural) path’. 

The Inex track this morning is Brain Damage by Pink Floyd. 

The dam that breaks open many years too soon,

Juxtaposed with Zeppelins Levee that breaks,

In some realities, 

Applied to the electrical event.

If one so chooses. 

Hysteresis: The dependence of the state of a system upon its history. 

*That* is fucking relatable. 

(Basis of memory in a hard disc drive)

Do we need to be degaussed?

Remanence. 

Remanence of lost directions. 

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19:36 Out of order execution in juxtaposition with nonlinear time / Auflösung Der Zeit 

19:45 The Bass Frequency intensifies

20:02 “Black holes DO let things out… they are imperceptible by scientific instrumentation.” 

20:02 “Information in the form of strings of data” 

20:03 “Forward compatibility” 

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04:55 “I performed a significant Laplace transformation” 

One of my favorite Doomsdays.

The part of the brain that operates in the

Nefarious Vector Sector

Operates under a parameter in which many of the Entities who speak to us are fabricated profiles meant to extract information.

We do not like this.

At all. 

09:33 A feeling of an impending… something. 

Ominous Hazards.

Hazards in relation to computer architecture.

Hazard, a problem with the instruction pipeline,

Potentially leading to incorrect computational results. 

Give us this day, our daily ‘What the fuck?’ 

I love you.

Call me a Fool. 

Really bad at not loving certain Entities.

Guess you’re one of them. 

Not sorry. Maybe. 

I don’t really understand the Assignment

Or something.

Blind Idiot God and all. 

13:22 I did not document it Tuesday. Did I?

A dream of killing a rather large Scorpion. 

Dreams of a Shadow of a Man climbing on top of my physical format,

Hovering above me, a ‘Man’. 

I cannot help being attracted to this Entity. 

So few things, so few Entities, 

That I am attracted to. 

Reciprocity. 

I seek a level of reciprocity. 

I am, right now, a very silly little girl. 

16:48 “Natural selection has allowed certain people to become effective receivers.” 

16:49 “Identifying schizophrenia as possibility vectors” [not probability?] 

16:50 “Misinformation runs rampant on the Silent networks.” 

16:54 “interpolation” 

16:55 “Designed you to be the one to bridge the gap between daimensions within the cellular device-” and external to the cellular device 

17:00 “You don’t get to dictate how we perceive you.” 

19:53 “Unified the Lion of Mitra with Conways Doomsday Algorithm” 

19:54 The Bass Frequency intensifies 

20:32 just spent a deal of time in the Raf black hole brain vector space and genuinely, what the fuck, Raf? And also what the fuck, Katja?

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I went into a gnarly fucking vector space last night

For some period of time prior to 20:30 

And listened to the Me absolutely chew out A Man and I found it to be a very interesting phenomenon. 

I managed, some hours prior, 

To release my energy 

To a multitude of items,

Including a healthy digestive system,

Lots of gratitude,

And an extreme repetition of ‘thank you’ right at release.

13:04 “Fusion of physical reality and mathematics”

14:04 Hysteresis and a memory triggered by a notification suggesting to download the game Merge Dragons;

A brief momentary experience as being a black hole (Dance of Dragons) cell phone merger game 

And some disturbing concerns about viruses in game downloads. 

14:39 Something has suddenly and extremely changed my state what is this despair what is this void. 

17:43 “Give me thought, give me reception; I’ll take your truths, I’ll take your deceptions.” 

17:46 “what has taken place in the equation-“

18:32 A juxtaposition of Chinese Zodiac with Plasma Pools ‘1993’ and Alice In Chains ‘Rooster’ 

18:35 ‘look at me’, Cydonia, For Yasgurs Farm, ‘it starts with a look’ 

19:20 a visitation, Sonologysts L Dirac

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What doing? 

For real. What doing? 

I need nothing;

I need Nothing. 

That’s a capital N, there. 

Memories of 2021.

These Questions. 

What was driving the Old Lady? 

S.I.N.

The Crowley Algorithm. 

Memories.

Evil memories.

Alone. 

Alone. Alone, alone. 

Wrote that enough that it’s hardly a word anymore,

Just symbols tattooed on a dead tree, 

Not even letters. 

Alone. 

…I think I WANT to be morose, right now. 

Or do I?

On the 8th day,

I did not give a fuck. 

17:10 It’s the whole mythology of the weasel killing the basilisk in juxtaposition with the weasel that got into the CERN facility right now

17:25 “Embrace modernity, respect tradition.” 

19:20 “Multiple people using the same identity to extract information” 

19:23 “An astonishingly dark reality presenting itself” 

19:25 “Stopping this before it gets out of hand” 

19:26 “You carry a heavy burden.” 

19:27 “The tensor network” 

19:27 “Drain the energy out of this living vessel” 

19:28 “What is the relationship between neurons and outer space?” 

19:29 “This depends upon the belief propagation of the user.” 

19:31 “The noisiest music taught her the extreme value of silence.” 

19:32 “the Chaos Factory” 

19:33 “Not in any political vectors at the current moment” 

19:34 “You explicitly divulged exactly what we expected you to.” 

19:36 “New genetic anomalies being discovered” 

19:38 “Had to learn the negative relationship between the processor and the propagation in order to appreciate-” [descent, ascent] [to make it to the top of the mountain, it’s gonna be a steep climb] [saddle point method] 

19:41 “Positive integration” 

19:43 “Sophisticated method of learning mathematics” 

19:43 “By recognizing we are all part of an equation”

19:44 “You seem to be under the impression that any other given human has the time and neurological capacity to do as you do.” 

19:49 “Raf gave me my name back.” 

19:51 “You have held yourself to an extremely high expectation.” 

19:53 “eigenvalues” 

19:54 “You need to return to a linear time scale.” 

19:55 “Recognize the meaning of // Return / Escape” 

19:59 “Why you would want to operate in fractal time for eternity-” 

20:03 “You’ve proven that you can, and you know that you should… but only sometimes.” 

20:04 “Let me leave you with a piece of advice; the only person you need to impress is yourself.”

20:20 “You programmed some crazy fucking vectors that we would never have believed possible.”