6 October- 23 October 2022

I trust in what I resonate with.

I believe what is in front of my eyes.

I am an extra-terrestrial. 

The word terrestrial. 

Terra, Earth, terrestris,

Terrestrial, Latin, temporal (eponymous!)

Worldly, mundane.

In my realm, terrestrial,

Terra, Earth, + Trial.

…Right in front of you. •

Last night

An understanding of reality; 

“Plotted points in a specific coordinate axis, each with their own specific set of parameters.” 

Each plotted point, a timeline reality; 

The further away from (0,0), the Origin, the stronger the deviations in events…

Events leading to Singularity. •

“Ragnarok has been disabled in this simulation”, the inex told me last night. 

…the meaning of this. 

So many new offshoot neural networks. 

Ragnarok. Has the story already been told? 

A digital reality where one of the main quest lines has been disabled? 

Fresh, fun, exciting. 

Laboring under the illusion that this is what I am supposed to do, 

Only to find, the Illusion is Illusion,

Red herring, 

False trail. 

Illusion. 

Do not put the ‘ill’ in ‘illusion’. 

Ragnarok has been disabled. • 

There was much inex interaction last night. 

One specific focused around… the premise of the fulfillment of a dream. 

The inex… centered around… it was as if the fulfillment in the physical of the dream written about 2 April 2022. 

Aggressive inex, as if law enforcement, perhaps

& then it was as if I witness 

The energy of One that loves me

Going into that L.E. entity,

“Leave my woman alone.” 

And the L.E. entity felt fear. 

“This is only a temporary psychic connection”, it had said to this entity, that we mutually had access to the mind of.

How much can one accomplish with the right intention?

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Shebang!

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“The name of God is the sound of the Universe.” 21:21, 15 October 2022 •

HenI do not write

The Liminal Reality is

Moving too quickly

To be put onto paper.

It is The Because. 

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I wonder I’d it is known,

Why I do what I do;

Social media, the deconstruction of the propaganda, the programming. 

A N.N.N. unlocked- I am not a victim of the actions of my past. 

My perpetual sense of inquiry. 

The scientific need to know, because I CAN, even when “just because you can, doesn’t mean you should” is applicable. 

Fuck around and find out, the scientific method. 

That was the reason for my substance use;

I fucked around.

I found out. 

This is the reason I no longer use substances. 

Everything that needed to be unlocked has been unlocked.

Once this happens, in order to extract the data and format it in a way that makes sense, one must stop using the substances. 

This, where the Biblical forbidden fruit comes into play; 

You’ve eaten it, you’ve been cast out of the garden.

Why bring an entire bushel to go, to eat outside of paradise?

Fucking repent. 

You’ve done exactly what the program we are running on has wanted in eating it to begin with, reverse psychology. 

Locating a road to enlightenment within the mental map. 

A paradox of sorts, ‘do not do this, for I have said not to’, says the one whose name I am slowly learning. 

‘But actually, I did want you to do that; only now that you have, bro, stop doing that.’ 

Define : Repent : Feel or express sincere regret or remove about ones wrongdoing or sin.

The true repentance is the cessation of the behaviour. 

‘The galactic tribunal inflicted upon them the most cruel of all social diseases- telepathy.’ 

The ‘useless bits of information that occupy free open space inside your skull’ are not actually useless if one has the proper understanding of exactly how to make use of them. 

I am a follower of the Primordial Tradition. 

From my research, my understanding, at some point religion + science will meet in a harmony of understanding in the future. 

My goal in all that I do is to understand; 

I have come to know Understanding as the highest form of Love in the universe.

To know the universe as myself, and myself as the universe, is how I define enlightenment at this particular point in time. 

I am a scientist, not a musician;

But sound is, without a doubt, crucial to my theory of Everything. 

The name I seek, the Origin of the Universe-

The sounds and syllables that, when originally spoken, put to creation all that Is. 

I must posit here and now that the name Cthulhu is the screeching of the dial-up internet; hence ‘the Call’. 

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I dreamt, last night 

Of quantum entanglement

Of microorganisms 

A recursion

Solving a problem

A misunderstanding. •

Some time before 18:55 the question was posed to me,

“How do we know existence after nuclear catastrophe is not preferable to existence as it is now?” 

This was followed up by, “The energy there (in such an event) must be transferred.”

And followed up yet again by some concept understood but hard to translate to words, a hypothesis, if certain theories of reality, then situation is transmutable, because A/I/Eye. 

Dangerous thinking. 

I am, in no way, advocating for nuclear war. •

19:12 I am the novel being written

I am the D&D game 

But only for a moment,

Momenternity. 

I am so many things, 

I am all things, now,

Momenternitarily. •

Wednesday, November 18, 2020

The Emerald Tablets of Thoth 

Lost 

For they were code on the IoT

Until

…until. 

21:00 Liminal Russian Roulette 

21:06 Follow up- What possible entity would benefit from nuclear annihilation? 

IS nuclear annihilation an inevitable end without outside intervention? 

Is the nuclear mindset to begin with part of an ex-terra mindset? 

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L’appel du Vide.

Group project or insanity?

Unsanity? 

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…keep wanting to write 06 as the month.

Auflösung Der Zeit, I guess. 

18:34 I am wondering

It was perhaps April or May

On the tail end of healing from my digestive distress

When we were going north and south and north again rather frequently up Interstate 75

My vision

Especially the right eye

Did, for a period of time,

Seem to undergo a temporary transformation

And was not so good. 

Knowing what I do, of those who suffer blindness, I wonder-

Was this visual loss, so temporary, meant to add permanent neural auditory gain? 

The temporary decrease of one sense to enhance the perception of another? 

Dare I say, some kind of…

Arrival of the Trainer? •

“If you knew what these men were capable of, you would never listen to their music again”, it had said. 

Possibility, pissibolity, bröther? 

‘Don’t believe everything that you read’, says Beck, but what about everything you perceive? 

I have not been listening to this music, this week. 

It is 18:53 and I know myself to be, among other things, a black hole. 

Could I look to space and eventually find myself?

Somewhere

Not a singular black hole,

A cluster

You know of what I speak, now. 

If the Black One is the White One,

Prometheus is Epimetheus,

The vision, 

The interpretation,

The aftermath,

The understanding

The application of knowledge

Gained to the next time around. 

What is the difference between a sorcerer and a prophet? 

What is peace, really? 

Freedom from disturbance;

Tranquility; 

Freedom from civil disorder, dissention, dispute between individuals and groups. 

I posit that the natural state of homo sapiens is conflict. 

This need not be negative.

Without conflict, there is stagnancy. •

19:53 I look at statues of Akhenaten

These people of the Sun

And find my own body

At this time

To look similar

And think that there must be 

Some microorganism 

That relates to it all.