06 July- 10 July 2022
Raido • Hagalaz • Ehwaz
Ordered movement of energies in time space as pertaining to human awareness.
Hail. Divine twins.
I want what I want but I’ll be damned to actually figure out what that is.
Answers to questions I create myself.
Something.
So much oscillation.
Where has Void gone?
Shifts, Wavefolder.
‘He must be human’, it has been said, but it was never said that he must always be the *same* human, ja?
The Things, realities of dreams.
The fasci-
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Fascination? //
Fascist-nation?
Exponential liminal realities
They aren’t remembered
Not so well
7/3-7/7
Sure. Yeah. OK. Lol.
Two years, two days.
Two.
I need affection.
(Mental, Dimensional)
What even IS this physical realm?
Degeneration, regeneration,
‘Mutually exclusive’
Transductive, reducive
Reductive, seductive;
What even IS this existence?
So TIRED of asking and not answering,
The Sphinx is the Riddle
And the Riddler
And the Answer
…Live in the Pyramid. •
20:50 & nothing is holy
not Nothing
Just nothing
No things sacred
Nothing at all
All a lie.
…overdramatic.
It is what it is,
Loving and loathing,
This altered state of being;
…over-fucking-dramatic.
Oh science.
Stop listening to Sunn
Regularly
It is as though
Some Thing is OFF
(Too many variables, right now)
bassAliens.
…mom said it is MY turn with the existential crisis.
Disgusting honesty, right now,
It is apparent in the font,
Handwriting
Honesty
‘I cannot tell a lie’,
George Washington,
And I felt that
Incapable,
Incapacitated
What rhymes with incapacitated?
…I am alone.
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Dreamt, the night before last, of a place I did not know, a monkey with extreme dexterity opening a window where the cats would get out- and then multiply.
A strange technological chairlift, multiple cables, new technologies.
I dreamt, last night, of a cyberpunk reality. Triangular UAP, massive. A stone ramp, dark, tactical misdirection instructions written in the dust on the descent- slow down, or they will be able to recognize that you are out of place. By slowing down, I was able to be caught.
And yet, I convinced the woman who caught me that I was a part of ‘Them’.
(‘Bullshit comin’ at me from all sides!’ The lyrics from Death Grips in my mind as I write this, and it is true. Apply it to politicals, for I am neither party.) •
19:41 Uruz • Isa • Kaunaz
Simplistic realities.
*vomits in 7D*
(I am tired)
23:45 3056
(I am so tired)
(It is what it ain’t?)
…gross
Accurate
From the mouths of babes;
(Aw, baby of the year!)
WHERE do we go from here?
(//Sexistential)//
Q Factor, S Factor,
Qexistential, Sexistential
…NNN- Two Factor Theory of Intelligence
(General intelligence)
(Specific ability)
g Factor, dimensionless parameter, describing how underdamped an oscillator or resonator is,
Ratio of initial energy stored in the resonator to energy lost in 1 radian in the cycle of oscillation.
(…I am so tired.)
2π ratio stored energy to energy dissipated
Per oscillation cycle
[Photonics]
20:05 Tenternet, Tinternet
Dead zone, black holes
Solstitium Fulminate,
Solstitium Full-of-shit
…Aggression
Neutralization
Activation
Realization
This does not need to be poetic to have meaning)
Achieving Nothing
capital N-O-thing
Nitrogen, Oxygen,
Absolute bastardization
Somewhere between ecstasy and destruction.