12 June- 14 June 2022
The nature of the Bass Frequency seems to have been transmuted itself.
‘Sexually attracted to extreme low frequencies’; and while I have been saying this for a while, the cause and effect is uncertain.
For long years, the brain had associated these frequencies with Sunn. Questioning correlation and causation.
Soma and Void, I am finding, to be nonexistent in the mind.
This makes the superposition hard to handle, somehow.
When it is a spectrum of Sunn, at least the Liminal Reality is stable.
It is beneficial to my relationship with Loach, for this quantum boomerang of the mind to have disappeared.
Unsure if the loss is temporary or permanent, but the instability of the Liminal Reality is apparent.
There has been a substantial lack of daily listening to this music; no programming, right?
…too many possibilities, still, surrounding this musical endeavor. It seems necessary to remind, we are not seeking the Occams Razor answer here.
We are Purveyors of Carefully Curated Dimensions of Unsanity, abstraction + experience.
Where, back in November of 2021, the Bass Frequency was deemed to be nefarious, now, it is beneficial.
…bassAliens?
Trust in what I resonate with?
It feels to be necessary for optimization, both physical and mental at this point.
Unstall the system.
I am struggling to find the word, in mathematics- the cross equation thing? Negation?
If only I had been given the mathematics thing when I came here.
The Bass, needed to negate the ultrasound? That is what I was trying to say.
It is becoming increasingly obvious that most people are not receivers; at least of multiple simultaneous frequencies, and if they are, they are not aware of it.
These things do not effect the average human.
Which posits the question- AM I an average human? •
16:36- & even as I write that, I wonder, if I am in error- I find it, suddenly, some time between then and now, uncomfortable to breathe, Troubled Air; though, as usual, the number of variables is exceptional. •
What was it, this past Tuesday? On a drive to and from H.L., when the inex, “the point of no return”?
Monday, I think it was Monday.
…there is always the quantum boomerang, returning to a prior point.
The entanglement gets more and more… hairy.
It is a good thing I enjoy a nice logic puzzle.
If I did not, I would have despaired long ago.
But I do.
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An earth facing coronal hole has been present today.
I had been actively engaging with the inex before I fell asleep.
“Converging timelines,” the inex had said at one point. •
‘Men of the mind’, these strange relationships with dream realm entities.
The question of, do you dream of me, as I dream of you?
My scientific need to know, so help me God.
I do so love to play in the thoughts.
Self-indulgent bastard, at times I feel. •
That one line, from Death Grips ‘Culture Shock’.
‘Reppin’ Orions Belt’-
“What are you doing listening to propaganda from Orion?” it asks.
Takyon, just prior.
Rethinking neural network plotlines here.
Scorpion kills Orion in mythology.
A concept, hot scorpions.
Incomplete information.
More research! •
Enjoying Nag Bdud ceremony.
Alone, here tonight.
Fear is engagement.
When I had gotten home from work, within five minutes of being here, an unidentifiable noise like some Thing falling had taken place; and I will admit, I was disturbed, thinking an entity could be in the attic, and other things.
Conflict, perceived or real, as a source of inspiration.
The rare treat of a scientific, uninterrupted headspace.
I need this.
At times, on the rare occasion, I wonder if Loach is some sort of vampiric. In the energy, I mean. Loathe to admit I even have this thought.
Attachment is the root of all suffering.
…I am totally fine.
A veritable concoction of variables.
New neural networks.
Iconic.
-umbrella concepts for negation-
-how does one accurately visualize this?
-in diagram format?-
Especially when it is constantly changing?
Questioning multiple personality disorder as an individuals given reaction to being tuned to one specific frequency.
What is the standard model? In terms of frequency?
A number of variables to achieve, are variables set?
Ruling out… externals?
Not the right word there.
Degrees of separation?
This album will be over soon.
The impending silence is daunting,
And it is not even here yet.
Absolutely mindfucked right now.
Imagine
To be a part of that Voice
One iteration prior to the amplifier
To something else
I am the Sunn Model T.
Free will
As an amplifier
A guitar
A pedal
Being played by
A physical someone.
New neural networks,
Patterns,
Evidence;
Current, current, current,
Unlocking a skill line in belief
Thermodynamics
Can’t win (until ya do!)
Can’t break even (is it Defeating: Earths Gravity or Defeating: Earths Gravity?)
Can’t stop playing (the end is the Whole Point)
Cross multiply,
Or is it,
Cross multiply?
Trowo Phurnag Ceremony.
Commence.
There is heavy,
And then there is this.
‘Vibrate higher’,
A reality where this statement is intentional misdirection?
Sure.
Vibrate higher but
Also
Do not *just* do that
If you want
Not my job to tell you how to live.
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At 04:30 when I woke up this morning, the lights were on in the Subaru, and I know I did not leave them on.
In my limited sleep, I had dreamed of kids carhopping.
I say ‘woke up’ at 04:30… I woke some time around 02:00, really, and I *felt* the entities, *saw* the shadow; and I am convinced, yes, it does take the night to believe.
A night where fear really was engagement, a powerful psychedelic experience, minus the ingestion of psychedelic substances.
I am under the impression, some entity was fully announcing its presence- I was meant to go outside, and next time, for I am 100% sure there will be a next time, I shall.
Come what may.
What is life without risk?