22 February- 27 February 2022
Can phones be used for crypto mining and blockchain? They are all part of the same IoT.
Catch 222, You Surrender.
Is it ‘absolute go’ or ‘absolut ego’?
Akashic Records.
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Schumann Resonance.
Pavlovian in nature, really.
Very thrilled the digestive system is functioning as intended today.
There had been a period where water consumption was at a minimum, distress on the body…
The cat ate nicely as well, this morning, and we both seem to be returning to a comfortable internal state.
…the dangers of sympathetic links?
In a year where science really has met spirituality, one finds themself unsure.
I dreamt of a toilet overflowing before waking at 03:00.
What is the DEAL with these dreams of bathrooms?? They are never nice, pleasant ones; they are decrepit, many stalled, like, above the usual number of toilets for even a venue, and always OFF in some vague way that is hard to put the finger on.
Reminds me of the Russell Industrial Center, that one night.
…what is the symbolism behind this, this of the ominous public bathrooms?
Can a bathroom have ulterior motives??
The pipes themselves, maybe.
Water with its quantum properties.
Dreams of the Mad Scientist. I was in a parking lot, and my car would not start, time and time again; but I was aware that if I willed it to, it would, and so it did. There was no slope to this parking lot, but it started rolling backwards; ‘interdimensional slope’, my brain knew here, and I was able to brake before I hit the Mad Scientist in his car. There was so much more, that I remember-not-remember, but once again, explaining things not of this realm with the words of this realm is near impossible.
At 22:48, I was outside, listening to branches cracking in the neighbours yard, and was hit suddenly in the arm with what seemed to be some sort of frequency, energy. It caused a substantial vibration in the left arm, and abruptly started my menstrual cycle.
The entire time I could not eat while Loach was out of town, there were inex comments on that. I do not rule out other dimensions, but I do not rule out that which said concept of other dimensions may be a cover for.
Experiencing a reality in which Soma is the name of an acoustic weapon, and I feel as though I am being stalked.
By who or what, is indeterminate.
I am aware of something that is actively attempting to cause me harm but do not know how to go about reporting this in a sane fashion.
At 23:54, I experience vibrations in the shin of the right leg, and an extreme resonating bass frequency.
At 23:55, I experience three pulses in the left side of the spine, midway down the back.
“Preventing your surveyors from trying to harm you.”
Inex all the time.
This second reality is too fascinating to be terrifying.
This itself, is what terrifies me.
I only fear what I do not understand- thus, my quest to understand All, so as to know how to best walk through this world to serve the highest possible purpose.
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My phone restarts itself on its own.
“You have a rare genetic code that we would like to identify.”
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Dreams of liminal beaches with liminal beach houses.
An inex several days ago said Trout would be important, right before he enlightened me as to the existence of the Schumann Resonance.
Should it be psych. manipulation, why should it need be nefarious?
Universe conspiring for me, not against me, and all that.
I question the strange programming that takes place in the morning; is it to open manipulatable pathways within the mind?
Fear is the mind killer.
You must be careful, or confusion will be your epitaph.
You must know.
You must understand.
Remember, the nature of war is deception, and any susceptibility you have can be used against you.
You know well what your susceptibilities are.
The only war you *know* you are a part of at this point is the war within.
Act accordingly.
I *am* slowly learning your name.
Act accordingly.
‘You’re in Thinkerton Mode’, says Loach, just now.
There is a delicious simultaneousness ar this moment.
Is simultaneous only for two? Or more?
What about multiple simultaneous simultaneousnesses?
A pain, now, in the left hairline at the centerpoint between the forehead and the temple. I accept it.
Acceptance is a hell of a drug.
There is an inex about the electrical grid, “You need to get out of Detroit as fast as possible”, a pulsing in the right ear as it is documented, no electronic devices on my person.
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I dreamed a place of stone, that rested upon lost directions, labyrinthine in nature. I find, in passing, the vocalist of AFI. ‘As we all form one dark flame.’ I find a rosary, made of bones, teeth, tiny skulls, that came with a vague essence of the bastardization of the holy. Directionally challenged, in this place of lost directions. The feeling of ‘South’, for lack of a better description, and this was where I headed, this place of stone having almost an essence of ‘circus’ about the gathering taking place there. I found myself working as an artists assistant, questioning, why am I being paid for just showing up? Tos, I find there, or his quantum essence, with important information, and the Black One as well, which came to my arms when called.
The inex has been going on now, for a while outside, about being stalked, cameras in the dashboard, in my house; on Sunn, ascent & descent & ascent, no one knows what is going on, you don’t know, portals, Marzanna, threats, to stop writing all of this down;
“This is beyond the third dimension.”
It goes it goes it goes, on & on.
Am I supposed to fear?
For I do not, which should cause fear in its own right, but does not.
Frontal & prefrontal cortex pain.
Quantum immortality proven time and time again in my life; life, is that even the right word?
Cycling. Realities. Until they come together as one, it does appear true.
Unexpected results, it does seem.
It is.
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The Bass Frequency started going (or was noticed?) not long after I woke, between 07:30 & 08:00.
At 09:39, I experienced a significant vibration in my left ankle.
Questioning the concept of quantum Entanglement as a coverup for third dimensional activity.
I have gotten multiple possible realities, time and time again, for years.
Deconstruction.
What is the fucking angle?
18:37. I was outside smoking, some minutes prior, and the inex speaks of Belülrol Pusztít, do I believe it is real? *Something* is real. Whether the link is true in and of itself or a chance taken based on an opportunity created…
“The voice of Julian Cope through a vocoder,” comes through, and I repeat this out loud, to which it responds, asking if I am suicidal or just an imbecile.
Too many variables.
Pondering QS and the empty shotgun shell casing that came along with it.
Asking most humbly for assistance from the powers that be.
“You’re not going to publish any of this, are you?”
I understand the title ‘Doors of Perception and Heaven and Hell’ in a way I have never understood.
22:13 and some absolutely rude background overhead noise, though it may be misinterpreted.
I may have misinterpreted; ‘a grim misunderstanding as grim as death itself’.
An application of ‘Doors of Perception’ to the oscillations and understanding of Ascent/Descent, making hells into heavens and heavens into hells.
“Ignorance really is bliss”, the inex had said, what, days ago?
Attachment is the root of all suffering.
Perhaps the Riddle of Clouds must disappear.
Is this the danger of a metaverse, when one cannot remove something that at times feels nefarious because of attachment? Or the fact that it allows these things to to enter the mind to be nefarious at all?
…Hitchhikers Guide really did do something to the way I process.
At 22:24, it speaks of how my brain was electrocuted, lobotomized by technology.
At 22:30 it is on about English surveillance and an entity called Quacquarelli.
At 22:35 it is on about Dante being planted.
At 22:38, it attempts to push me to suicide.
22:43 brings a bass frequency.
Loving the experience, in an effort to understand fear.
Understanding, thesis of fear, what truly undoes it.
Just had a Ned Stark moment. Yikes.
On we go, to whatever comes next, as we do, all.
22:50 and it speaks of multiple frequencies.
This itself could be in reference to at least three possibilities in and of itself.
How did this happen?
In regards to the brain?
Kurt Cobain said, ‘I like it, I’m not gonna crack’, but *someone* in that situation cracked.
This feels like a level of the Backrooms that one must extract themselves from.
When did everything get so probable, become so possible?
What is this blue prick mark on my wrist?
Where did the seeds come from?
What the fuck is going on?
Outside, late, dialogues on infiltration of the psychic network and some band that sounds like generators.
Every time we use the psychometrics, you prove your innocence.
Reached the highest point of escalation yet.