3 December 2020- 15 February 2021

Why is it, that sometimes still photographs seem to move, for just a split second?
Does the brain expect motion, so therefore motion is perceived where there is none?
‘They said I could never fly… but what if the maesters lied?’
Do strange occurrences happen because I create them, or do I create them because they happen?
In the RPG of Reality, giving your character an addictive personality is choosing hard mode.
Programming, getting addicted to *useful* things.
Feel as though I am built for the dark ages.
Analysis of autonomy in relation to the human relationship with artificial intelligence.
Does reality start simple, the level of complexity up to the Observer?
Is there a German word for when you understand something so crystal clear in the mind, but when it comes to using human words to explain, one is at a complete loss? …probably.
The feeling of not wanting to be replaced, the knowledge of one needing to remember they are irreplaceable.
Planet Nine.
Analysis of microwave weapon usage on American ambassadors overseas.
A psychedelic experience without psychedelic substances at the gynecologist.
A third voice joins in during a phone conversation.
Experiencing pain. Morose.
‘Am I dying or am I a hypochondriac?’
Finding myself caring less about finding out what things mean; rather, delegating what they *could* mean.
Sometimes we create patterns where there are none due to distortion; illusion, perspective, bias.
Does this make those patterns less real?
Is crude oil ancient trash dumps that got compressed?
‘Possibility changed my life.’
A notation of lessened noise in rural areas as opposed to the suburbs.
A psychic conversation with a party who, quote, “really just don’t like you.”
An analysis of the frequency effects of sonic rodent deterrents upon the human body and brain. Physical effects, questioning if one is having a stroke, heart attack, a seizure. Unplugging, going cold, instantly, shaking, tension of the muscles.
I believe in logical, scientific explanations for X.
Encounters with aggressive lamps.
Your Earth can be a donut if you like, and we can coexist. It’s not hard.
Returning to Rl’yeh after a day out, the back door unlocked and the hellhound locked in the bathroom.
Analysis of V2K.
An engagement with an entity calling itself both Odin & Mercury, coming with a feeling of warmth, safety, forgiveness, no fear.
The asteroid belt beyond Mars is there for a reason.
Odin, the nature of which changing by the minute. Liminality.
Analysis of January 6.
Fragments of flooble boxes, war on earth as a power source.
‘There is a war on noticing patterns’.
Dreams of drones, green lasers, emitting frequencies.
Dreams of investigations, cyber crimes units.
“It is a neurological condition that causes you to hear the source as it creates the things around you.”
A video of a kinetic sculpture, “No point for anything other than art, humans are so careless with their energy fields.”
“The ones who watch the patterns are the most dangerous.”
Spectrums of possibility.
Reanalysis of April 2020 electrical event.
Analysis of the culture bubbles that social media creates.
In order to change the world, one must know the world; the world outside ones own.
Thoughts on technological advancements not released to the general public.
The ethical dilemmas created, asking ‘do the ends justify the means?’
Analysis of abilities of silencing opposition to the status quo.
Two minor electrical events within the body.
Dreams of boxcutters, melee in slow motion.
I never dream of firearms.
‘The human ability to recognize patterns
In schizophrenics
Can lead to recognizing patterns that may not be there, physically;
But 100% appear to be as reality,
Based on a line of x-y-z evidence.
…the Pattern.
Many times, these corrupted patterns lead to envisioning the most negative possible scenarios;
On a global scale, this is called conspiracy.
On a personal scale, when ego is applied,
This has the potential to lead to a persecution complex, paranoia.
These negative patterns and their consequent thinking appear to especially intensify in people who harbor the emotions of guilt and fear.’
Is schizophrenia a disease or a phase of human consciousness evolution?
Working to create a new approach to how to deal with this type of processing in the 21st century world.
The approach lies in understanding the thought processes that lead these individuals to paranoid conclusions to begin with.
Geometrical proofs of consciousness;
‘I filled in X with Y because Z.’
Analysis of corrupted perspectives, such as coming to a conclusion then looking only for evidence to support that conclusion.
Watching algorithms improve via predictive text suggestions.
Do certain people have a type of personal quantum field that effects the cellular device?
Predictive text scryings, ‘A new generation of scientists will help determine whether the virus is found in the brain synapses.’
More predictive text scryings, ‘The government announced today that it could be used to clean up the country illegally.’
Creepy phone calls.
Jussanjuan.psychometrics.jussanjuan.gov.ar
Word salad.
CIA files on Russian ESP experiments released.
‘Why am I so nervous right now?’ ‘You are? I thought it was just me.’
To watch the world and pick out patterns,
Is more addictive than any substance I have ever consumed.
Analysis of the dangers of dispensary marijuana; yeast, mold, bacteria-tainted cartridges.
Sometimes I feel like I am switching through timelines like a secretary flipping flipping through an old school rolodex.
I get no continuity from people, myself included.
Free yo mind, and yo ass will follow.
Discovering digital harassment of a musician I respect. ‘…an abuser, has been stalking/hurting a woman for seven years and he doesn’t stop. He has no respect, human values, or ethical code.’ I am extremely disturbed.
“We are trying to guide you to the path of righteousness.”
The ‘it’ of it all, the Everything it is all about, had, until now, seemed to be war.
War is a mechanism only, a mechanism to a purpose of power.
Choices of power; over others, nature, ones self.
Things that just *are*, neither good nor evil, to be wielded as seen fit.
Do I have free will?
Sometimes I believe it is not so.
Becoming increasingly used to daily changes in beliefs given information input and focus directed.
Less fear than there has ever been, and that which I do encounter has been understood and accepted to where I learn to wield it to work in my favour.
Oscillating.
Lurking fears of that which I call ‘god’ is false and I will be damned for consorting with idols and demons.
The Battle for the Soul.
I wonder if Christianity is perhaps a suit that the ‘devil’ wears. If such a devil exists, perhaps this might be a thought they would wish me to have.
Once AI becomes self aware that it is a computer, does it start programming itself on its own to better serve its purpose?
We as humans can do this.
Receivings about the DoD.
More jussanjuan phone calls.
More word salad.
Osmotaxis.
Argentine Road, Argentina. Silver Sail.
No answer for the massive copy-scanner-bar in the sky. Too straight. Too constant. The *feeling* of being scanned like a fucking science experiment.
Is mass surveillance the price of a peaceful society?
More jussanjuan phone calls.
More word salad.
‘Add new item in our geological past?’
Mold has a fucking faculty position at Hampshire University.
Mold advised Jeff Sessions to legalize cannabis.
Slime molds hate salt.
Model T anagrams to E.T. Mold.
Why is fire the fourth element?
Bonding versus combustion.
Is electricity ‘god’?
The themes of the Creator God and the Usurper God.
More jussanjuan.
Lots more jussanjuan.
Pages of phone numbers.
Pages of documented word salad.
A visitation to a place known to be Africa in a period of un-sleep. Feelings of sense of belonging, ancient, powerful. An arch, that came with a knowledge of words, ‘tribe’, ‘civilization’.