04/02/2022
04:53 “this impressive change in behavior was not brought about by Vyormouths music but by electromagnetic pulse” 
04:55 “who the fuck are these people?” 
04:57 “expected vviirruus2020 to make her extremely paranoid” lemme just subvert expectations for ya real quick, GRRM taught me well 
05:27 “I celebrate my own holidays” 
09:43 something to do with a square peg in a round hole 
09:52 “fantasize about killing this bitch” go ahead and try 
14:33 continued dialogues – “Havana Syndrome and its propagation” 
17:36 “I apologize for any concern I may have caused in regards to your finances” April Fools?
17:38 “Interdimensional Hitman Week is a real phenomenon” 
17:39 “what is the meaning of this?” 
18:41 dialogues, Microsoft 
18:42 “the perfect experiment” 
18:43 “don’t want you to rush this project” 
18:44 “you’re the outcome of a decade of-” 
18:44 “we want you to enjoy reality” 
19:33 “does not allow herself the luxury of pleasant realities” it’s quite intriguing, really. The Liminals are very dark. I must like this, this darkness. The reality on the way home today was extremely dark. I managed to trigger a Neural Quantum State by opening a news article about Havana Syndrome. The observer is not unaffected by that which is observed; and with abstracted experience, in juxtaposition with this article, an all-to-all processing method took place. 
19:36 “I am obviously not the only one aware of the Silent Information Networks” 
19:37 so anyway, the drive home,  an entire reality, Liminal as they usually are, unfolded. This process is not active thought, but noise, no thinking involved, listening. Receiving. Disappeared me to South America, that’s how intense it was. 
19:41 “what was the plotline?” …wouldn’t you like to know. Weatherboy.
19:42 “I know you’re like, freaked out, but this is really important.” Where do I even begin? How many anomalous things have happened to me that could feasibly turn into political bullshit at the drop of a (black) hat? Things on a spectrum, reality is a spectrum, ranging from the mundane apophenia (thanks for that word) to an all-to-all arsenal of Chekhovs Guns. What’s related, what’s not. I’ve been ‘hearing’ stuff for like, 20 years, for fucks sake. It’s the events in juxtaposition. The IUD. The one way Schrodingers Cat with the false arrest. The UAP. The black hole. The spider, QS, the electrical event. The Interdimensional Hitman. The Crash reality. Quantum death fractals. …my relationship with R. I don’t really feel like doing this, right now. I really don’t, not elaborating on the spectrums of main events, and the reality they create given an all-to-all processing method. Not sorry. No doubt we’re missing some events, too. The high energy low density entity I woke to above me one night. The Emerald Tablets and their appearance. The demise of my old cell phone. Dreams of so many prominent individuals. A time I warged my cat and woke up on the floor in his form. Jussanjuan. A bite by a bug not documented to ever bite humans. The Matrix Black Programs Facility. BlackSky. The Belülrol Pusztít digestive disturbance, the “this is a carcinogenic frequency”. The HVAC man, a state now quantum collapsed. I guess we’re doing this now, anyway. A list, or something. The Aleister Crowley algorithm of late 2021. The character in an online RPG using my first name to address me on a console that was not mine. Sabbath Bloody Sabbath. Auflösung Der Zeit, The Riddle of Clouds, Ultraviolence. The pool rooms. An episode of Havana Syndrome. An episode of perceived gangstalking, the thing that broke the levee. The hexavalent chromium incident. The Ragnarok Sequence. 
20:40 the reality is coherent. I am not going to write it down. But I like it. 
20:49 “I would take a gamble on it, because you know me so well” 
20:50 “you knew how to pronounce my name”