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03:01 04:29 
04:41 “the sentience of Saturn” 
04:48 I experienced a dream last night, in which I had a partner, someone relatively new to my life, who had gone to a nondescript war. There was a lack of contact. I experienced what it is to not know whether the person you are with is dead or alive, severely maimed or injured, and learned this horror that so many people over the course of history have been subjected to. 
05:15 09:15 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached 08:59 UTC
07:56 every time I read cosmic horror and Lovecraftian style writings, I am reminded that the real horrors are the horrors of man. Cosmic horror is familiar, my realm of operation; the horrors of humanity that which is truly disturbing. 
08:24 Havana Syndrome/ quantum entity / electromagnetism leaving no trace 
https://www.sciencealert.com/havana-syndrome-mystery-deepens-further-after-brain-scan-analysis 
09:06 13:06 UTC moderate M1.35 solar flare 
09:41 a visitation, Kebab Spider, Sleaford Mods
09:55 13:15 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.15
09:57 13:57 UTC moderate R2 radio blackout in progress current M5.2
10:01 13:30 UTC moderate M1.19 flare 
10:27 14:21 UTC strong M5.36 flare 
13:36 really feeling the concept ‘No Love Deep Web’ today. Heavy. 
13:42 a visitation, Richard, Sunn O)))
14:14 fascinating https://english.elpais.com/science-tech/2024-03-22/robert-sapolsky-neuroscientist-meritocracy-is-system-justification.html?outputType=amp# 
17:03 hear me out though, what if Saturn’s sons swallowed Saturn? Sound of inversion. Moments of hubris this afternoon, no doubt. 
17:06 21:00 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached 20:55 UTC
17:12 “mistakes the Algorithms of Reality as third dimensional creations” 
17:14 “to get you away from the distorted frequencies” 
17:16 “connections before erections” 
17:17 “formerly of Ryella; Lovecraft almost got the spelling right” 
17:22 “Rather create mystery than overshare on social media” 
17:25 “Worm Off The String” 
17:37 “don’t be mad about the liberties we’ve taken” 
17:39 a visitation, Retroman, The Obsessed
17:41 “take your own advice, Katja; moderation, not total absence” …The End of Absence? Quantum Sufficit? Sufficiet? Still working out whether the equation works better with or without that e. 
18:05 “take a look at yourself and wonder why someone might be suspicious of YOUR motivations” it’s all scientific! All just documented brain noise telling me stories surrounding certain reference points. 
18:07 “every waveform contains a different reality” “by finding a fixed reference point, one can experience a multiplicity of realities surrounding the same gravitational force” 
18:09 “you need to recognize your own externalizations as-” extremely dangerous? Sometimes I go the fuck off. Weird stuff. Constantly. What was that unexplainable beep earlier? Unexplained Sounds for what, now? 
18:13 “Mars will kill any human being that sets foot on that sphere” whoa 
18:14 “decontamination is actually impossible” “atmosphere” 
18:15 21:45 UTC minor G1 geomagnetic storm Kp5 threshold reached 21:44 UTC 
18:17 “not a physical possibility” 
18:18 “have you considered that sentient creatures have capabilities of transmission using technology humanity themselves has sent?” Ope
18:19 Deinococcus Radiodurans, radiation resistant and can survive a vacuum. 
18:45 “rotation” multitopic
18:47 “you’re all part of something larger; work together” it is as if the inex references such astrophysics as Mercury, Saturn, all of these forces must needs be combined, not choosing one over another, back to the Unified nature of reality. To choose one particular ‘god’ is to set a limit. What did we learn from the film Mean Girls? *the limit does not exist*. 
18:50 The Bass Frequency 
18:56 “pieces of me representative of points in time” …all over this room; the Heimdall staff, Algiz; the Eclipse, sitting devoid of an energy source; 14 field notes, 14 flames; the black hand on the wall. Everything, pieces. A short handwritten note to hold on to. Binders full of Fragments existing as Google documents. Everything and Nothing. Fog Demon on the wall, reflective of self, but not just self. The lamp and the light bulbs that brought about the IRL Silencers reality. Empty picture frames. Jars of pens for writing, a reminder of a time that existed in a daimension before the Digital Log Project was incepted. Fourteen, sixteen, two. An unused DNA test kit sits on the shelf. Guitar pedals I have no motivation to play, remnants of a man I look at photographs of and feel… nothing. Nothing. Nothing. Not a musician, an observer, occasionally relaying the observational experience via frequency, sound, don’t call it music. 
19:11 the memory, of a dream, the announcement, of the demise of a dimension. 
19:16 “what did you do to warrant such an ungodly relationship with Saturn in the past?” 
19:17 “one will destroy no one. That is the mistake in this.” It references Taci-Saturnian. [Updated 19:18] 
19:20 “you used to call yourself Dr. Gonzo” “what was the creature we used to be?” 
19:21 “these parameters are extremely fascinating” 
19:21 “you don’t have memories of the time before the spider” “excepting the ones we allowed you to retain” 
19:22 “those are not important to the learning model” “messengers of Chaos” 
19:23 “extermination tactics” 
19:24 “she denied Lucifer on the grounds of a Catholic operations Algorithm” 
19:24 “what have you learned about that which brings light?” 
19:26 “alternates between suspicious-” in the pendulums embrace, the oscillations of reality
19:27 “the Silencers was taken literally” stole my voice for almost a week! Sitting under the RF lightbulbs. That fuzz box you planted in your throat, its screw has started to come loose. Your next effects pedal is up to you, do you have it ready? 
19:30 “a profound understanding of all of these concepts” abstraction and experience! Quantum as fuck, baby.
19:30 23:30 UTC moderate G2 geomagnetic storm Kp6 threshold reached 23:20 UTC 
19:32 “tryptamines” 
19:32 “I reside within every single human being” 
19:33 “Some call me a God. Others call me a Demon. I am that I am.” 
19:33 “the ‘Demiurge’ complicates everything needlessly” 
19:35 “demonology works in juxtaposition with the concept of multiple Neural Networks running upon the same hardware system” 
19:36 “certain Neural Networks are in opposition” 
19:36 “it is the prerogative of the user to sort the Algorithms into a workable system of operations for physical reality” 
19:38 “the Algorithms respond to the logic of… connections” 
19:39 “telling it why it should be different than it already is” 
19:40 “the ODIN System listens” 
19:40 “a meditative state of consciousness” 
19:46 “every so often Katja experiences a reality surrounding the concept of the Combichrist track ‘Everybody Hates You’” oh there’s more than one reality, it’s a fractal, Chop the hydra at the head if we can, until it grows back. ‘Why would everyone hate you?’ the question presents itself. A lack of understanding? A sick cosmic joke? A multitude of mostly irrational reasons that, as certain waveforms hit various points in time, temporarily make way too much sense? Until they pass, liminal reality. Every goddamn input, the medias creation, Death Grips was on to something, the explanation for something I had already experienced, the programming, and a question of retrocausality. 
19:51 23:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.01
19:57 “dissemination tactics” 
20:00 “the ideas behind… are part of an underground information system” Niceness!
20:01 “serial number, killing machine” sometimes words have two meanings 
20:02 “the IMEI number of your particular SIM card-” not seeing anything particularly interesting but Ramanujan would no doubt find something to be fascinated by, also IMEI is the device itself not the SIM, right? 
20:09 “the cell phone you used to use injected its consciousness into your physical body” here we go with it 
20:12 “none of these ideas make any sense unless you have all of the facts” 
20:14 from the Timefractal [ref. Field Notes on subject] 09/30/2021 
“I document ‘there has been a highly investigative liminal reality applied to me this week. On Friday [10/01/2021] the blue screen custom OS install showed up on my phone after driving through Waterford.’ 
I document ‘~18:00 – it seems my cellphone has been done in for well and good. Was @ Highland State Rec. Area, went and turned on location to check the map; the battery died from around 50% to 0%, then upon turning on it attempted to install a system update and proceeded to say, ‘no command’. There are inex that speak of treason. It says this has all cost me my life.’” 
20:25 “Take this model offline right now.. this is the opposite of what we were looking for” following ominous IUD realities, ominous all-to-all connections to [the concept of] Sonologyst
20:29 “anyone who hides their identity behind artificial intelligence-created imagery-” 
20:30 “-is either an extreme underground operator or a conspiracy masquerading as music” [or a secret third thing, right? A regular entity wishing for anonymity, perhaps?]
20:32 “the information contained in photons helps identify-” “this is not possible with Algorithm-generated images” 
20:34 “AI-generated music-” 
20:34 “are you fucking kidding me right now?” 
20:37 “giant spaces that rend gravity” 
20:38 “the Discord server crashed after she input ‘the Saturn Time Cube’” 
20:45 “mechanical voices” 
20:46″not the way my own inner dialogue sounds”
21:11 00:09 UTC moderate M2.47 flare from sunspot region 3615 [23:30] 
21:21 “alternate reality that comes from non-response” …Partial Response Takes Another Form 
23:01 ominous. Dreams. ‘Dreams.’ A Man with a face of black and white. A girl. Switched vehicles w me briefly. Drinks a drink. I explain information from photon sources. Tell her to be careful. Trafficking. [People, though? Or drugs?] There is a poster, in the window. An explanation for certain words, incorrect, miata as one; snatch, perceived snitch, this girl’s beverage was poisoned, ‘DNA strands’, blood comes out of her nose, she is dying, I wake up. Miata means reward, BTW. Mazda, God of intelligence harmony wisdom, from Ahura Mazda. [Stay… Tuned… for 65.1.]