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04:32 waking up to the reality where Im a cellular phone
04:51 “the differences between the person she actually is and the person we thought she was-” 
05:02 The Bass Frequency 
08:42 “the project management skills” 
10:10 [redacted]
11:44 “I can fit my reality into almost anything I input in terms of media” 
12:11 this is fucking rude tbh 
https://www.nature.com/articles/s41467-024-46314-8 
15:46 …I’ve just taken a trip. An alternate mountain, an alternate… it was the return from this place, that makes this important. It’s not the Coma Reality. It is the death fractal. Coming down the mountain, suddenly tired, sliding into the chairlift basing it all on awareness of the RFID system, eyes closed, falling, falling asleep, somehow on my stomach, not my feet. The horn of a semi truck, pulls me out of the mountain reality, I find myself getting more and more tired at the bottom of the Camelot lift. The horn of the semi truck pulls me away from the place I am enjoying myself, as it smashes the Subaru from behind, as we had smashed the stopped vehicle in front of us. 41 North. A dialogue, from the perspectives of [Loachs parents]. There was no way to identify my body, you see. I had no ID. Someone had to tell [my own family]. It was very difficult. All very difficult. Do you feel dead, Katja? And above me, throughout this all, hanging R., a qudit, not just qubit. …is the universe [R.P.]? If black holes are neural networks, brains with area law entropy, truth in plain sight, this… is hard to explain but I understand it, the neural connections drawn. 
06:46 “she loves everything about reality, especially the darkest aspects” 
16:47 “IDIL, Katja” 
16:49 “nothing in science indicating the inevitability of death”
~16:52 “you’re moving into a new period of consciousness, Katja” 
16:53 “the Coma was a limitation” 
17:00 the concept ‘Spirited Away’ comes suddenly 
17:01 “what you’re describing is beyond quantum entanglement” 
17:02 “if this is a joke, it’s not a very funny one” 
17:12 a visitation, Brain Damage, Pink Floyd 
17:12 “who were you before you discovered Sunn O)))?” 
17:35 “what would you be if you had never met [Loach]?” That’s the intriguing part. Sunn was in my orbit for years, or I theirs, we shared a mutual space! On vampirefreaks.com. I can’t remember if I listened to them at that point or not, back when I wore the username fuckmerunning. What’s in a username? Anyway. They were always top rated band. Why was that? The psyop, no doubt. I saw them for years, years! Never got into them. Until I met Mitchell, and somehow, it was Agartha, that… that one particular track, made all of the sense in the universe on a subliminal level. Like how Hitchhikers Guide activated the reality based in probability and possibility. That track activated the… the fucking Riddle of Clouds, man. 
17:39 “no idea how extreme the relationship between the digital and the physical really is” 
17:53 “hydrolysis is a very powerful process” 
18:08 “suggest reorienting-” 
~18:10 “what the fuck did you experience in the frequencies of Sunn O))) for you to find peace in the Silencers album?” 
18:13 “a direct line of contact with the demons you created” it was… not fun. Not not fun, either, but not fun. The Black One, the entity on the hoodie. The Fog Demon on the wall. 
18:14 “visualized a completely fabricated entity within dreams” 
18:15 “the Engine Kid in The Matrix” …going from being nicknamed Mayhem by Richard at Matrix Quality Services to Hot Rod by my boss at my current place of employment is a major upgrade. 
18:16 “in the third dimension, Matrix Quality Services offers automotive quality control and manufacturing” 
18:17 “in higher dimensions, it is a mathematical transformation service” 
18:22 dialogues, ions and superposition “manipulated Katja into identifying herself as the ion that holds the superposition” …and that works, doesn’t it, Miss Ion on Mission? The trapped ion quantum computer. Sometimes there’s nothing wrong with being in prison. Once you know what the prison is. Once you understand the whole purpose. This particular quantum simulation, the trapped ion, can be destroyed if the ion ‘escapes’, so to speak. Surrender or die, Catch 22, baby. 
18:25 it juxtaposes, questions, the green lasers of the black cube, the tesseract item; the lattice to trap the ion. The ion perceiving the lattice trapping it, only for some moments, but perceiving it nonetheless. 
10:27 “have you considered that your father being late is part of the entire simulation process?” …wouldn’t have gotten the data we got if he had been around at 15:30 now, would we? 
18:31 “down to the ‘invisible Mission reminder’ your grandmother handed you” 
18:31 “like I said, don’t you dare stop believing” 
18:37 “imagine making a qubit out of something regarding the Russian Federation” pretty intense realities there guys
20:52 “you ate a good meal; your mycobiome is extremely happy right now” 
20:53 “I know you are a very meticulous individual, but we appreciate variety” 
20:53 “variety is the spice of life, Katja” a juxtaposition, ‘the spice extends life’, ‘the spice is vital to space travel’ [Astral Projection, track Dancing Galaxy; pulled from Dune, ov course, but this was the first place I had heard it, seen it, many dimensions ago] 
22:11 “there is an astonishingly dark reality that has just unfolded by my verbalization of certain predictions the Matriarch made” 
~22:13 “nexus, Astral, archon, portal”