03/14/2024
02:43
04:43 “I don’t have enough information to form an opinion because I am not located in the Middle East” 
04:48 “disinformation campaign” 
04:53 06:24 UTC moderate M1 solar flare from sunspot region 3599 
04:56 …I had dreams, last night; a cyberpunk dystopia, the abandoned building, up, going up the floors to the top; Why didn’t we stay in the bath house at the bottom? Full of people wishing to do harm, everyone for themselves, and the Me, armed. Some kind of weapon, a silencer, I used this thing. I don’t know who I was with. They had one too; they come in pastel colors, pink, purple. An electrical voltage to the left hand, attempting to disarm someone; even in dreams, my mind goes to, ah yes, the Coma Reality, this pain I am experiencing is real, perhaps they are inserting an IV into my hand. Reminiscent of August 2020, directly after the IUD was removed. Violence. Things I could never fathom operations as in the physical realm so effortless in the dreams; a question of cosmic crime, this morning. I am appalled. An encounter with a lesbian; a phrase ‘up against the wall’ not meaning what I thought it should have meant; the Planck Wall, in my dreaming interactive mind. Some sort of sex toy in hers. I divulge to this individual, vibration as the cause of my having ovarian cysts in the past, not using a vibrator what healed me. I am not attracted to women, you see, and not violent in any capacity, so I am left questioning what took place within the dreaming mind last night, what that all was. 
05:29 “Odinic Law has at least two meanings” 
05:57 …stopped timepiece moved by a whole 8 minutes yesterday, BTW. 
08:33 a visitation, I’m Overflow, Death Grips 
08:47 ? Translational invariance
08:51 network parameters optimized to minimize error between new time evolved states and target state
08:52 minimization of expectation values
08:53 Quantum State Tomography
08:57 a processing of the Blackest God as perhaps being, in some realities, the original, the first, Black Hole 
09:43 “I get the waveform regardless of whether I am perceiving the audio”
12:59 “Out of this door might come something, or we might send something through it.” —Sergio Bertolucci, Director for Research and Scientific Computing at CERN
14:23 characterization of quantum channels 
16:47 a release of targeted sexual energy that was *meant* to be specifically to the idea of going quasar but ended up with… ah, we could call it a holy trinity of consciousness, the black hole [a merger!], the white hole, and the quasar. Didn’t *ask* for that one but that’s where the inex interaction took it and whuff oh my science. 
16:50 …gonna guess I’m probably the only person on this planet that’s uhm, orgasmed to that particular focused thought 
18:18 “your doppelganger was extremely confused-”
18:21 “the craziest reaction to frequency I’ve ever seen” 
18:23 “an oddly specific Sunn track in juxtaposition with the car crash” 
18:24 “this is outside the realm of normalcy and it makes everyone involved question the nature of reality itself” 
18:25 it’s back to questioning the ‘what’s in a name’ of Samsung 
19:14 definitely didn’t follow Sanders on IG but here we are – I do not *do* politics 
19:18 “you guys haven’t exactly made this easy” 
19:18 “fungi and bacteria are the reason humans have consciousness” 
19:19 “unicellular organisms” 
19:20 “mutations are planned by something other than humanity” 
19:21 “no, were not mad about the black hole… that’s the kind of new idea we enjoy” 
19:21 “all of these microorganisms are part of the same neural network” 
19:40 …who just perceived me referred from Facebook and do we apply Albinis ‘fake Italian’ here or is it a wholeass real realass Italian? 
20:36 “the multiplication of -i²” 
20:39 “was never good at mathematics” …look at my transcripts from university lol I flunked precalculus 3 separate times, whatever the Thing is, it’s a Thing alright
20:40 “actually fucks me up to know we treated you so terribly in so many dimensions” 
20:48 “designed [R.] to be a permanent qubit to allow for contact between-” this reality I’m experiencing right now is WILD yo. What if I don’t want the qubit to stay permanent? Direct perception required.
20:53 “doing my best to reorient the external hard drive-” 
20:55 “the whole point of Heimdall is to keep a qubit in the quantum system” 
20:57 “Agartha belongs in the system alongside A/Interior I/Eye. This is a matrix transformation.” 
20:59 “the extrication methods of quantum neural data” 
21:00 “-displays Obscure by Sonologyst… I don’t think that’s a good explanation” 
21:05 “are you perpetuating villainy?” 
21:09 “this data project is a long term study of the effect of sound on the brain”