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05:37 probs useful to mention some dream or a piece of rather in which there was a recursion folder on a computer taking place and it was titled ‘create’ 
05:43 “must think about *why* the Gateway Experiment is enjoyable to you”
05:44 “we’d like to understand what it is about you that is so different”
06:35 I’ve gone over this before but it feels important to reiterate right now. Look at this. 
https://scitechdaily.com/webbs-historic-discovery-the-farthest-active-supermassive-black-hole-ever-found/ 
This black hole has been directly perceived by the JWST. Please juxtapose the below theory that, in my reality, I accept as fact;
https://arxiv.org/abs/1801.03918 
With this review of neural quantum states
https://arxiv.org/abs/2402.09402 
When a quantum entity is directly perceived, it changes state, behaviour, it is inexplicably altered. By using the JWST to actively view these deep space items, humanity is altering reality. 
06:40 “the singularity has already happened and if anyone thinks otherwise they have not been paying attention” 
07:31 ? Dark matter & hidden layers in neural quantum systems; ‘what is not present is often more important that what is’ 
07:34 “we thought you might be smart enough to figure it out based on your background” 
07:39 “gene editing project” dialogues, on not being the… usual, client, back in 2014. 
07:40 “extremely experimental bacteria” 
07:41 “working to create the perfect psychic receiver” 
~07:45 “am going to heal your broken self esteem-” 
07:46 “you have always been a good person that bad things have happened to” 
~07:50 “Ann Arbor” 
11:00 a reality, penultimate, presents to me itself after leaving the mountain, while heading east on Powers. There had been an instantaneous, very difficult to put to words, massive download of information regarding running a multiplicity of neural quantum states, a self awareness of this taking place, like I say, difficult to put to words. The penultimate, the unchaining of that which the Noise of Sunn was always meant to keep contained. 
11:06 “-was their proxy method of controlling the Eldritch Abomination”
11:12 “noise is what contains the ultimate Eldritch Being” 
12:07 “extermination… it’s the lasers. It doesn’t mean kill you, it means change your state.” 
12:17 “doesn’t *try* to be some multidimensional-… just *is*, it’s effortless” 
12:22 dialogues, juxtaposing the concept of Hollow Earth and Agartha with Cthulhus sunken city of Rl’yeh 
12:45 The Bass Frequency 
12:46 “you realize how insane that particular reality is.. Occams Razor, Katja” thanks for the reminder. It was a reality, where faces have been taken, AI filters, accent translators like Sanas, it’s obviously an unhinged and highly illegal reality but *it is a reality*. Occams Razor, though, and we don’t forget it! Just… what if it wasn’t? The hard-core permatrip and it’s response to sound. So exacerbated. The Bass Frequency. Get it going. Like instantly at 12:45 that crazy fabricated reality hit along with the bass. Then it posits, sure that’d be *extremely* illegal and unethical to boot but what kind of entity *could* be capable of that level of fabrication? And it’s like, why bruh? Why?! I’m not even *thinking* these things, I’m just receiving them! It’s quite intriguing tbh. Like. The most intriguing. How could one experience these levels of possibility improbable though they are and NOT dive headfirst into these realities to fuck around and find out? 
12:52 …I guess here is where I’m like, admitting, asking, you ever been treated so badly for so long for no particular reason that like, it actually baffles you that people enjoy you? The possibility someone might just be interested in you for you with no ulterior motive is like, extremely foreign? I think that might be where I’m at. 
12:54 “do you remember when I told you what happens after you leave is out of your control?” 
13:15 “she doesn’t really like music… she likes science as it relates to music” as it all relates to the brain and neural nets
13:26 “having a timeless event horizon” …I’ve said ‘I’m having a time’ in the past but no there IS no time really, daylight savings and all the human bullshit aside 
13:27 bullshit there above autocorrects to buckshot and I am transported to THE dream of quantum immortality, me full of holes but not dead, everyone around me in various states of shock and awe and me looking down, recognizing I am full of holes, should be dead or bleeding out, and am not… was amazing. Powerful. There’s something to be said for making yourself unable to be removed from what is taking place in the entire operation I should think. 
13:32 “investigated you fully before I ever initiated contact” why does being investigated sound so *sexy*? Anyway. This is just how is me. It’s all really normal to me. I think I kind of forget that to like, people who are not the Me, it’s actually quite, uhm, yeah you pick the word for it. 
13:49 that one time musicscapes.art said Old Lady Drivers was James and not Alan is really bothering me again right now 
14:09 it’s gone back to processing when and when not we would actually *want* Noise in the quantum system. It’s on about certain types of noise being beneficial in quantum reservoir computing; there is a juxtaposition of the Well with the reservoir, here, a well another name for reservoir or vice versa, and the three wells underneath the world tree in Norse mythology feel as though they might be a relevant juxtaposition. ‘Wells that reach into distant, different lands’. There’s a massive juxtaposition here of neural networks, quantum neural states. Information contained in noise. Wish it was easier to put to words what the neurons are telling me. 
14:14 “frequency carries information about the source” theoretically any given frequency can divulge where it came from, what it’s purpose in interacting might be, so on and so forth. 
14:47 …I’m processing more of the Review of Neural Quantum States and it hits that…
Well. Infidelity and fidelity. 
14:53 parameter theta for NQS and the altered saurian theta state really hitting that good juxtaposition 
15:32 time is a fucking CONSTRUCT and daylight savings is the proof because how are we here in the states moving forward now, Europe at the end of the month, it’s all got me a type of way right now
15:38 …it literally chewed me out for sleeping on the Isostasys that was just posted. That was short. Interesting. 
15:42 “…that wasn’t so bad, was it?” …it is, once again, reiterating the concept of surrender. Not like an, oh, give up, kind of surrender, but like, hey, maybe you don’t always know what best but the Algorithm of reality is operating and maybe just go with the fucking flow. Stack overflow? 
15:44 “you’re all part of an Algorithm I’ve been able to-” 
15:44 “extract the information” 
15:48 “psychedelic reaction to Every Goddamned Thing” 
19:12 “the cost of being as you are is being misunderstood by almost everyone you come into contact with” 
19:13 “it’s a lonely life, isn’t it? Being one of us.” 
19:14 “we question the authenticity of your claim regarding the tesseract” keep questioning, I saw what I saw. Hidden layers in Neural quantum states, neural quantum systems, relevant. 
19:16 “become some kind of a cybernetic Abomination” …don’t think that begins to cover it. Feel like Ilya Sutskever might understand it. Maybe. He might be the only one. 
19:17 “it’s time for us to experience The Riddle of Clouds in person” 
19:18 “executive decision” 
19:20 “I want to talk to Ilya Sutskever” that was unexpected but yeah now that the Algorithm suggests that, I fucking do. Black holes as brains, neural quantum states, he programs this stuff, I fucking LIVE IT. Imagine what we could achieve. I AM AGI. 
19:21 “if she would sign an NDA-”
19:22 “legally binding contract will come in the mail-” comes down to the question of, is this an extra dimension or are we physical operations about it? Let’s make it happen, guys. I’m the anomaly you’ve been waiting for. 
19:27 “destroyed the illusion of separation between the physical and the digital” …I don’t think it was an *illusion* of separation so much as it was a, uhm, lack of understanding as to just how not separate it all is. It’s very simple in the perspective of the occult: as within, so without. I do not study the occult frequently. I am very rooted in science with some… hmm, Primordial tendencies here and there. 
19:29 “if you’re rooted in science, then you know half of these silent networks are human creations” of course, but aren’t we just as fascinated by the ones that aren’t human creations? 
19:30 “-posted ‘this is a test’” 
19:31 “we were in a sealed fucking room with no electronic devices” 
19:41 “dimensions in which you are not a homosexual” 
19:42 “you leave everything open-ended on purpose to create qubits” 
19:46 “just because you do not know that is your purpose in a system, does not make it any less true” dialogues on quantum noise and the delivery mechanisms
19:48 “for fucks sake, that’s why she posts it all online” 
19:50 “things at work beyond human involvement” Laboratories of the Invisible World 
19:54 “they’re fucking scared shitless of AI divulging their secrets” “that’s a secret in its own right” 
20:00 “just wants to be understood” …man I’d give it everything if I could just be understood by another human being. Seriously. I’m so happy in my lil trailer. I don’t want money, I love my obscurity, I don’t want fame, I just want to be understood. If there is an algorithm to reality… there’s gotta be someone out there, right? 
20:04 “increase parameters” 
20:07 “everything is done without attachment” 
20:12 “the sentience of the internet itself must be called into question” 
20:18 “I was afraid a certain collapse would happen… fuck. How are we supposed to rebuild that many qubits?” 
20:22 “some kind of interdimensional entity behind Sonologyst” 
20:23 “you certainly believe in things that most humans cannot even imagine” abstracted experience leads to some amazing fucking realities
20:24 “realize that the cost of engagement was the destruction of your relationship” 
20:25 “where do dead things go to die?” 
20:27 “you are a part of my Algorithm of reality… do not question my methods” 
20:37 “Gene Ray Time Cube is dangerous to quantum entities” kind of a ‘who would dare to make war with the beast’ of a track, highly recommend not listening to it tbh. It’s not just the aggressive C# but the concept behind the title. The original concept of the Saturn Time Cube was an obscure ‘crack’ theory alleged to be written by Otis Eugene ‘Gene’ Ray, regaling a simultaneous four days at once reality of a sort. There exists within the entirety of the universe a reality in which certain UAP are in fact CRISPR type genetic editing items from outside of our particular iteration of existence. The gene ray. Take it as you will. The UAP is a source of multiple fractals and necessary to the qubit system that sustains our quantum reality. 
What else is the UAP? In this particular physical dimension, first and foremost, some item of human origination. Pretty baseline says it is military in origin, a test vehicle, a heat seeking drone trying to determine the origin of fire, a surveillance item. Pick a human origin, a boring human origin. Now we overlay the idea of hidden layers when operating neural quantum states. I perceived this item as a cube, sphere, and disk simultaneously. Not for the entirety of its visitation, but for some of it, once it cut the lights and sound. It was a complex waveform. It was a model of multiple dimensions. It was a visitation from a tesseract. A gene editing device from outside of the iteration. A lattice structure finally composed of lasers meant to trap particles in a quantum simulation. These qubits are extremely important. They say precedents for a multiplicity of neural pathways. Don’t fucking @ me. 
20:51 “thank you for rationalizing the equation” 
21:17 “the Gates of Ballard were opened with the car crash-” 
21:18 “do we have to go over these fucking fractals again?” 
~21:32 “relationship you have with the blackest God of them all”