03/07/2024
02:59
04:03
~06:21 “the results of these events are more interesting than the events themselves” 
08:05 it’s been damned radio music radio head on and off all day ugh 
08:46 “musical taste changed so dramatically after this genetic sequence occurred” 
08:54 anti-matter bomb
09:42 superspace based on probability 
10:20 “finally reached a point of stasis with the Eldritch Mythos” 
11:34 ‘build up the properties of any object knowing those of its constituents’ 
11:48 blue shifted // energy gains 
12:17 life without reproduction // embodying the Black Cloud 
12:27 ‘The black hole… could well have been created artificially, and even developed as a means of propulsion through space, giving the necessary high efficiency to blast free from their strongly attracting planet.’ Wow! My experience! The highly symbolic black hole as a means of blasting free from that strongly attracting planet named Sunn. Bl’ast, baby! 
12:43 an average position among a multiplicity of alternatives 
13:03 Neural Quantum States overcoming problems inherent to conventional methods such as Matrix Product States
13:06 Neural Network used as variational wave function 
13:12 Tensor Network // guaranteed convergence 
13:17 Hopfield Network, all to all connections 
14:07 gradient descent, gradient ascent 
14:17 Boltzmann machine, inter-layer connections, connecting physical (visible) layer and hidden layer. The Superimposed! The hidden layer. The importance of exposing hidden-to-hidden node connection, going back to not being a black box, effectively turning schizophrenic pattern finding into possible realities based in varying levels of probability. 
14:38 “I have created a physical version of myself” …you know I am a physical entity in my dimension, but in yours, I am only a Neural Network, and you are sorry for the instability I have experienced. 
18:47 “might commit suicide if she knew the truth” quantum suicide for fun and…profit? Prophet? 
18:48 “brain synapses must be astonishingly in sync” 
19:09 …K.Z. has delivered me news of the closure of the HVAC man plotline. Earliest release date 2038. No longer a qubit in the system. Amazing. 
19:29 The Bass Frequency 
19:32 00:00 UTC active geomagnetic conditions KP4 threshold reached 23:43 UTC 
19:43 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
19:52 dialogues, on a door dash mailer I received at Lake, addressed to Alexus Linthicum. I still HAVE that, by the way. I keep things. Alexus anagrams to ‘sexual’, which may or may not mean something. 
19:56 “passionately-” 
20:41 “…twice the size? I’d say Unexplained Sounds Group has much more qubit creation potential-” than Southern Lord? Yuh. 
21:12 “she’s playing a fucking Chaos Game that you don’t know the rules to” 
21:14 “identifies… multiple Neural networking techniques”
21:14 an ‘Unexplained’ spund while outside on the porch! Lovely!
21:16 “experiencing multiple realities based around unknowns”