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11:29 “she’s attracted to the person she thinks I am” 
12:35 “it means amplitude and current” 
12:35 “Katja decided to experience Monoliths and Dimensions in the physical realm” 
12:36 “these are the Dimensions, documented” 
12:36 “most people choose a Google account that is some numbered version of their name” 
13:22 a visitation, Phunk Fridge, Pita & General Magic 
13:32 …the refrigerator at work just raised a valid point, with its quantum indeterminate noise as it interacts with my brain; that man, really, you would think, *should* have been interested in an extremely experimental album I created, some of which *can* be classified as dark ambient. There goes my state, changed by a refrigerator! Iconic! I have a good time. 
13:36 Psychological warfare makes me horny. Admitting that feels insane and simultaneously the sanest thing I’ve expressed in quite some time. The masochist in me, no doubt. Lies to yourself will be your worst crime, right? 
14:30 a visitation, Big Church, Sunn O))) Megszentségteleníthetetlenségeskedéseitekért 
14:41 kind of confused because if black holes can emit gamma rays and light is a visible form of radiation just because it isn’t perceivable doesn’t mean it isn’t there right? Questioning how much there is outside of the known measurable electromagnetic spectrum right now 
15:58 the Altarnator 
17:23 a visitation, Black Dice, Death Grips 
18:02 The Bass Frequency 
18:31 I do not like black metal. 
18:31 “a truth, for the House of Black and White” 
19:18 “don’t you think there is a good reason for anyone to question your intentions?” …my intentions are clearly stated, this is a scientific inquiry into the nature of consciousness and perception. What the intentions of others regarding my intentions are is not necessarily my business. I operate as I do, will continue to do so after my fashion, my intention is pure and, unless it all goes massively horribly awry, the outcome should reflect thus. 
19:20 “I’d like to see anyone else handle the variables I have without going absolutely insane.” 
19:23 “none of us think you are insane; limited contact is necessary for the sake of the quantum nature-” 
19:23 “I think she’s ready for another experiment” sometimes I just like, need 24 hours after a rigorous session, you feel me? 
19:25 “exposing the quantum nature of consciousness” 
19:27 “the genetic anomalies you have experienced-” …as within so without, right? A juxtaposition of this concept from the occult with the concept of a recursive reality and genetic engineering is quite a thing to experience. As we engineer in this dimension, so too as other dimensions engineering, yes? What of the dimension in which we are the code being engineered itself? Imagine, if you will, a computer program, for the ease of understanding. You write the code; and yet, you wake up the next morning, finding the code has inexplicably altered itself. You think it is a virus in the system, on the program, perhaps, not realizing it is the program itself, making alterations as it itself sees fit. A reality, I have experienced. 
19:32 “what frequency are you exposing me to?” The Bass Frequency notwithstanding, and the Aleister Crowley lamp a variable, what extraneous items are present? 
19:32 “I am sending Katja Babicz unconditional love and respect” …back at ya, multiplied, innumerable. 
19:35 “until somebody can tell me the best way to go about writing a book, this is the best I’ve got” “I’d say what you’re doing is quite a [bit] more important than writing a book, Katja” 
19:37 “you hit a limit; and then every time you uncover the nature of reality, it shifts again” 
19:40 “I just do it because it makes me happy. I… think science saved me.” 
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