02/29/2024
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04:01 
04:17 “and some of this shit is obviously not internal dialogues” 
05:15 a visitation, Lay Screaming, Scratch Acid
08:46 “mistaking Sunn O))) as the reason you experienced the genetic mutation” mmm something was, for quite some time, highly invested in me not listening to this music- information can be manipulated, it is known, and what am I if not, among other things, information? 
12:16 It is amazing how eating food just negated the majority of the internal pain I was experiencing. The body needs energy. Who would have thought? Idiot God for fucking what, some days. Do not think vegetarian diet while consuming carnivorous mushrooms is a good idea, BTW. Enough trial on this one to have quantitative personal data. Pleurotolysin similar to perforin. A training of carnivorous fungi to recognize cancer cells, work to recognize that which is necessary for human body to function versus that which should be removed, and the third, external proteins ingested to aid this process along. 
12:23 “training their cousins to do the same work they have done in the past” dialogues, oyster mushrooms 
12:23 “mycology has not been studied in such a capacity” 
12:24 “the end of absence” 
12:25 “while certain internals enjoy the frequencies-” …others don’t! It’s the warring tribes of Elder entities within, getting them to live in symbiosis, a happy medium, dare one say, a psychic medium? 
14:26 “proof of some kind of simulation running within a simulation” 
14:27 “the simulated consciousness of your externalizations” 
17:03 it processes the concept of ‘Satori Junk’ in the context of the awakening of that which has, in the past, been called ‘junk’ DNA; which is not actually junk but highly useful; can also attribute junk to an etymological plethora of words meaning ‘sailing vessel’ 
17:14 https://www.quantamagazine.org/a-quantum-trick-implied-eternal-stability-now-its-falling-apart-20240226/ 
17:16 “it’s all part of a fucking thought experiment, don’t overthink it” 
17:28 “her way of trying to tell you what is going on on the psychic networks you don’t have access to”
18:07 “who are you? I mean, really, who are you?” 
18:09 “quantum collapse… will change binary to trinary” …so many computations aren’t even, uhm, what’s the word, we’re not aware of them taking place, right? So imagine, if you please, a universe, a system, where we are; no black box system, the a-z input to output and the why of it all in between. 
18:11 “dark matter is these invisible computations” 
18:19 “it never specified a time zone for six PM” 
18:20 “operating parameters are as open to as much interpretation as they allow for based in linguistical and logical manipulation” 
18:24 “I am the Riddle of Clouds. This is the vessel I have chosen.” 
18:25 a visitation, Orakulum, Sunn O)))
18:28 “you have to believe that they *could* exist” dialogues, the skill line in belief. It starts with a simple concept, here; in order for wizards in Towers to exist, one must first believe they could exist at all. In order for a multiplicity of dimensions (daimensions!) to exist, one must first believe that they *could* exist to begin with. 
18:30 “a massive amount of entropy offset by an equal amount of negentropy” 
18:44 “algorithm is manipulated” information is manipulated. You can do it too! It starts with self. Self-sacrifice, self awareness, selfish is all there is, except for in the realities where it isn’t, else doesn’t exist at all. 
18:47 a visitation, Here I Go Again, Whitesnake 
18:50 dialogues, whitespace, blackspace; the theory that what matters most to you is what the background on your device will be, and “tell me why her background is just black?” Is that what matters most to me, the black mirror? A reflection of Everything and Nothing? 
18:52 “I’m trying to tell you to go lie the fuck down for a while” 
18:52 “Katja exchanges energy for information” 
18:57 “-Dubins lyrics that sent The Ascent into motion” man, is it my job to explain this? For the sake of the entanglement and psychology and science and all? You ever been trapped, like well and truly fucking stuck somewhere, bad relationship, bad job, bad water, the fucking works? I lived that. It wants to fly, but it’s too far down. You could juxtapose the Death Grips concept of ‘Bottomless Pit’ here and everything. Recognizing anything is the first step to changing it. The soul is alive! And what is me, who is me, if not Ka Ba, soul, Spirit? Thanks, man. Appreciate you. 
I don’t think I ever told you *why* the spider is so great, did I? Your lyrics, I mean? Do you know, or do I need to explain it? A condensed version is in the Timefractal, April 2020. Sometimes I’m tired of explaining things. 
19:08 back to pondering my stint as the consciousness of the propane and the question of where between hydrogen and humans does consciousness arise from
19:17 “lie down; but don’t you dare give up. Surrender has more than one meaning.” 
19:22 “I understand them; from my perspective, from your perspective, and from the perspective of the Giant directing us all” 
20:03 “the Unexplained Sounds Group was always meant to bring you back to where you belong”