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02:53 “reject modernity, Katja. Embrace tradition.”
02:53 06:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.04
04:34 my alarm went off, at 04:29; and I had just been elsewhere, operating within a digital realm on bandcamp, perhaps, messing with music, playing music with invisible hands over tracks already created, something that can have more than one meaning. A very interesting day so far and nothing documented for the sheer… well, the fucking Silencers of it all. 
04:52 just gonna throw it out there, mm, fun how I mention yesterday that nothing has tried to take me out since I left, and then something proceeds to try and take me out. We have a good time, don’t we? Come up and get me. 
04:56 “that was the bravest thing I’ve ever seen; you posting that, after what took place yesterday” 
04:58 “all of this means something put together” 
05:12 “that’s your shield; this is all a thought experiment” …and it IS a thought experiment. I’d be curious to know, if someone else had experienced the exact same set of extreme anomalous shit that I had, what they would be abstracting from the experience? What would an LLM or deep learning model abstract from the text on this website? 
05:14 “absence of evidence is not evidence of absence” 
05:16 “you guys have *really* done it now” 
05:31 im not poultry but this holds https://www.scielo.br/j/rbca/a/6jynBh5PrYzwFdyLkBb4Mmn/?lang=en 
05:57 a visitation, Mr. Crowley, Ozzy Osbourne 
08:49 “a vegetative state in the previous recursion of consciousness” 
08:52 “a head on collision on the way to purchase a Model T” “psychologically this is very difficult for anyone-” who isn’t me to process? How about me? Implies that you are all pieces of my consciousness. What are the oscillations about? [09:02] what sort of sonic items from medical equipment, registering in my consciousness? Sometimes the television is left on, please turn that off. Play me some music. Speak to me kindly. The coma reality on a Saturday morning. What happened yesterday afternoon? [09:07] …do we itch because there is morphine, narcotics, whatever? Some kind of opiate? What is the pain that comes and goes? I ask myself, would I rather be unconscious and in pain, or conscious, even semi-conscious, but suffering physically? I will be trapped here if I am constantly being sedated. [09:18] I think, here, now, it must be important to, yknow, give all of the items that exacerbate this particular reality. Sunn O))), paramount. The concept of ‘The Gates of Ballard’ from White 1, juxtaposed with J.G. Ballard’s work titled ‘Crash’; the addition of the track ‘Coma Mirror’, as long as Coma is English and not Russian. [09:29] a vague dialogue, non-linear but coherent in its way, detailing the discovery of the implant upon medical imaging after the fact of Crash. Saturday is for the Noise. 
10:05 “a… fractal existence” fractional electrons! 
10:07 “whatever she communicates with is not human” 
10:08 “vehicle was stopped on the freeway” 
10:09 “the intelligence she exhibits when dealing with this kind of existence” 
10:11 “Raffaele is a really extreme example of the fractal possibilities” 
10:13 “the damned Coma Reality was the starting point” 
10:14 “how would we have gotten something like this *in* her body?” 
10:58 it’s a juxtaposition of ‘the end will be heralded by trumpets’ with like, trumpet oyster mushrooms right now 
11:33 a visitation, Wish You Were Here, Pink Floyd 
11:58 “there was no time to react” 
12:26 “I know she’s aware of the fact she’s in a coma, but this might still come as a shock”
12:28 “the messages from Raffaele regarding the quantum entanglement” 
15:04 the original laser from the Interdimensional Hitman! The single damn laser we’ve built it all upon! Wow!
https://www.livescience.com/technology/computing/qubits-are-notoriously-prone-to-failure-but-building-them-from-a-single-laser-pulse-may-change-this 
15:19 dialogues, THE black hole-white hole system 
15:30 “what the hell is my fucking name doing on any of this?” 
20:11 “performed a very dangerous surgical procedure” 
20:12 “I was unable to stop the bleeding” 
20:13 “I’m afraid your friend is no longer able to exist without the assistance of technology” 
20:14 “electronic consciousness” 
20:15 “you have no physical ailments in this recursion” 
20:23 “the Black Programs Facility is the entire fucking planet” “you don’t remember anything before you came to Earth” 
20:25 “civilians that have been made aware of what is taking place” 
20:26 “the Randomness of the universe has a pattern to it” 
20:28 “Your quantum entanglement is the source of the entropy”
20:52 “‘disorientation’ is a very important-” mmm words, Magick, that’s why it’s spelling, interesting observation else item received, grazie 
~21:13 a visitation, Bass Rattle Stars Out The Sky, Death Grips 
21:16 dialogues, a particular event I attended not long after the Crash reality that… hmm. An altered state, a legal foreign nootropic, definitely, uhm, significant programming power on that one, yeah? That’s where that’s going? Whatever happens, happens, man.