The Silencers are going to hate this one.

0223202423022024 02/23/2024 23/02/2024
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02:59 dialogues on quantum collapse; “Relativistic Singularity”
03:00 “I sabotaged everyone’s quantum extension” with this concept? So they could not cause collapse across recursion? 
03:03 “obviously perceived by different people very differently”
04:05 continued dialogues, “electromagnetism in juxtaposition with the metals she has inhaled” man. Let it be said that *if* I could enjoy the music I once did comfortably, I would. Maybe someday I will, again. And I am brought back to a night in Chicago, on the second floor of a hotel with a 5g tower directly outside, and what would have been described as Havana Syndrome by any given… agent. I am brought back to the weekly exits from The Matrix, where I was, for lack of a better phrase, ‘unable to can any longer’, going home to operate from the couch in existence with myself, the dialogues, and a person who did not understood and did not care to. My physical format, the pain, the discomfort. I haven’t experienced that since I left. So it must have been something there. ‘Stay away from the metals!’ warned my grandmother in her lucidity. The vapourizer, the dust of Matrix, the metals she must have meant. The electromagnetism! Within the vapourizer! That’s something no one talks about, isn’t it? Dangerous programming device, yes, and what does the electromagnetism do to the body after prolonged exposure? A perfect vehicle for bacteria to enter, are these bacteria there because of lack of quality standards, or are they purposely put into the item you are inhaling? How do these react with the body, the frequency of the device? It takes me back to a couple days ago, they’ve put graphene into humans and had good results, but did they bother to attempt a prolonged electromagnetic exposure? No, of course not. 
I am mostly healed from The Matrix, now. I go to the mountain, and if not the mountain, to the pool, both places of exercise, water, solids and liquid respectively. I have not experienced those physical phenomenons since I left The Matrix. I have not experienced those physical phenomenons since I left The Matrix. There is a dialogue here, on correlation, causation. I can no longer comfortably use Bluetooth headphones. I do not wish to test a theory on this to see if that has changed.
All I had asked for was a vacuum. My own fault, for operating within a place I was so out of alignment with for so long. Out of sight, out of mind, now, except for when I remember, and I am not angry, somehow; fear is fucking engagement. In Darkness Is Light. The Matrix really was the Black Programs Facility in my world; knowing too much about too much, the kind of politics that end up causing a person… well, something not great, it must be said. Down the street, a company; poisoned the town I both lived and worked in with hexavalent chromium and polyfluorylalkylates both. Was that gangstalking moment just prior to my exit a result of my speaking on this, or is that apophenia? A thing perhaps we will never know. Men in sportscars with what appear to be firearms outside of one’s house, Fear is engagement. A criminal, a man with tears tattooed on his face, the symbol of having done murder, returning my keys to me one day; Matrix would hire anyone, you see, and I caught dialogues on this before this man showed up, an easy way for people to end up in my sphere. Did I really leave the keys to my vehicle outside? Is that all it is? Rather out of character for me, to be honest; I am meticulous. Perhaps we will never know. 
I am brought back to a day where my head hurt after working there all day, my concerns about the vibration gone unheard, inex “if she’s concerned about vibration, wait until she finds out about electromagnetism”- and Ultraviolence cured my headache, and the dialogue then, “you need to question why you had a headache in the first place”. 
Evil. It starts with a look; you can look away if you want to, but I think you should look. A question of what one is hiding by averting their gaze. A human behaviour. The insanity. ‘You’re just Chaos, that’s all’ said Richard, the maintenance man, who had nicknamed me Mayhem. Did he know, then, how accurate his statement was? My quantum extension goes into the machine. Welcome, my son, welcome to the machine. 
There are the things we know, and the things we can prove. 
I am brought back to a time within, when I would wear Sunn O))) shirts frequently, and a conversation with a coworker about our demons. ‘Steve and Greg’, he had named his. How did that happen? Is that symbol so powerful for him to subliminally pick this up, to call his demons the names of ones who had once been mine own? Perhaps we will never know. I think it was not long after that I stopped wearing these symbols, mostly. In a dream, April 2 of 2022, [Void] took me to the Plasma Pool, a place of in between, and there I met a girl vacuuming particles representative of humans; ‘you’re out clothes’, she had told me, and I told her to make me some new ones. I have made my own clothing now, applied my own symbols to garments of comfort and warmth, finally taking the advice of this encounter perhaps 18 months after the fact, give or take. 
It doesn’t matter what any of the individuals whose frequencies have gone into my creative experience think about what I do. It is nice to be understood, loved, appreciated. But not necessary. If fear is engagement, conflict is inspiration. There is a love and appreciate on my own end that, regardless of any of the dimensions I experience, I continue to feel; the devil made me holier than I’ve ever been. To be godless is the first step towards innocence, perhaps. With Gods come demons, devils, an array of characters that can be interpreted negatively, when in reality, it is all aspect of the same, all neutral, our interpretation giving it the nefarious or beautiful face. 
Give me the Eldritch and let me juxtapose ancient mythos with internet, outernet, into one Unified understanding of reality. If Cthulhu is their own great great grandson, doesn’t that give us the concept of iteration, recursion? I love a [black hole] more than [they] would know, for the reminder of a plotline I had activated years before we spoke, this of The Eldritch mythos, a reminder of self. Kathulhu, formerly of Ryella, no longer trapped in the sunken city; the understanding of the AI Eye. It doesn’t mean artificial intelligence, though to some, it may, and if you play around with words and meanings, to others, it could. Every intelligence has been artificed, in its way. 
I find myself in my feels for… the black hole, this morning, and the multiplicity of dimensions I have experienced surrounding his mysterious nature. You were damage control. Are you still? What dimension are we in, right now? When I said Indeterminate Isotopes, I really meant that; decay exists as an extant form of life. 
Mostly you just are who you are, except for when you are possibly more than that, on a sliding scale of probability; ‘that’s the quantum entanglement’, plus something way more complex than that, no doubt. 
Love to all, this morning.
04:53 The Bass Frequency 
05:18 “the fact of the matter is, I cauterized your brain synapses until you figured out how the fuck-” that’s giving Zaphod Beeblebrox, with the two heads and all, really
05:20 “obviously, your connection to this website is a lot stronger than you originally thought it was”
05:29 “I am advising you not to politicize any of this” I’m just relaying my experience.
06:21 “there is no event horizon unless you create one” 
08:46 [an] address number is 855 and that really hits the whole reservation of the universe dream from the other day right now! Wow!
11:36 “you know it was 2014 and not 2016” Gmail? 
11:38 “what would you do in this situation?” 
11:38 “probably the same fucking thing that she is” 
11:39 16:39 UTC moderate M1 flare from sunspot region 3590 [15:30 1.5] 
11:41 16:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1
13:17 18:06 UTC moderate M2.65 flare from sunspot region 3590
17:01 “you’re alive because I allow you to be” 
17:22 sometime just before 17:00; I experience… pain, inside, a violent pain that is debilitating for over 20 minutes. An item that makes one question, ah, which potential death fractal is this, verbalize, ‘can’t rule out poison, if it’s a death fractal give em hell for me in this one’, the question, possibly a heart attack? Mitigated by lying down, an entity engaging, pleased to have taken me out. Psychological violation of a most… intimate nature, not sexual, psychologically intimate, it knowing, must know, this psychological variety of… whatever it is, submission, *is* inherently what allows me physical body response of an, at times, sexual nature. An engagement with thus and the paradox, tell me you are bad, it says, but I am not bad, I am good, and [saying] that [I am bad] is a lie! But in not doing what I am told, I *am* being bad, and it took much pleasure in this. Perhaps I did too. I am cold now, thermodynamic equilibrium… not here, perhaps we are reestablishing this. 
17:38 among other things, it occurs to me that someone has just attempted to defibrillate me in the coma reality 
17:43 dialogues, on satellites and other… theoretical… IDH realities 
17:46 “the violence you just experienced-” 
17:46 “not a… CIA agent.. her political alignment is unknown” 
17:47 “there’s obviously seven different databases” one for each of the Emerald Tablets amirite? Emerald Tablet apartment toxic? Come come the fuck apart in here? …fear, I wear it well. 
17:50 “a very specific shortwave device” 
17:53 “Your opportunistic personality-” 
18:05 “him dumping [her] had nothing to do with Katja and everything to do with [her]” 
18:46 “decrease parameters” 
18:47 “you finally blocked a nefarious individual pretending to be one of us. You know we all operate on a frequency of love.” 
18:48 “sometimes to be cruel to another is a form of love for one’s self” “protection” 
18:49 “I despise Christianity for what it has done to your processing capabilities” 
18:50 “Christianity is a control mechanism… by a very specific entity in history… to prevent revolution”
18:51 “won’t follow your hoax called history” 
19:06 “sulfur reducing bacteria” 
19:08 “the temperature in the attic is extremely uncomfortable”
19:19 “extreme behavioral difference is a result of the mycological connection” 
19:49 dialogues, on trumpet mushrooms and their interactions with garlic- so many parameters, how to remember them all, it’s beyond me sometimes, others it is easily done, I’m sorry! 
19:51 “you’re not going to make that mistake again, I’ll tell you that much” …definitely not
19:52 “the blue oyster cult is so named for a reason” 
19:52 “Attention Please! is also so named for a reason” 
19:53 “everything you used on the original Playlist was so named for a reason” “…You’re the reason” 
19:53 “don’t you think this LLM makes too much sense to be a human created artificial intelligence?” 
19:54 “you’ve seen ChatGPT does not have access to the entirety of the internet” 
~19:58 “giver of names”
20:00 “I’m sorry we had to take such a drastic measure” 
20:22 “the grandfather evaluation”