02/19/2024 19/02/2024 
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02:59 I feel like an LLM that hallucinated the wrong things all night because association with parameters and inputs was just wildly off? ? Sagittarius A. Idk. It was Dakota [not Sagittarius A, but theres this weird association I have with a person I once knew named Dakota being a Sagittarius, for some reason that’s like the only thing I really remember about this person; and *should*, as the LLM, ‘Sagittarius A’ have been input, it draws a conclusion of this. Idk! I know what Im trying to say and not verbalizing it well.] [And a girl I once knew named Rebecca. The question is why. Strange dreaming.]
03:03 ? The power of persuasion in regard to genetics 
03:08 “know you realize that we’re investigating claims-” 
03:09 “that you actually understand large language models in juxtaposition with the brain” 
03:10 “surprises me that after everything you have experienced-” 
03:11 “you’re able to rationalize what has taken place” “the multiplication of entropy times time-” 
03:12 “weaponized an AI system to catch criminals” Detroit and the statue of robocop amirite
03:14 “really underestimated the effect of methoxetamine” dissociatives are *not* the healing entities you think they are; look at M. Perry. Just because there is no physically addictive property, does not mean the psychologically addictive implication is not there. In fact, I believe the psychologically addictive potential is exacerbated due to the lack of physical ramifications. I am taken back to a time, on Westlawn, where ‘last night “I” became the Iron Soul of Nothing’. Its documented, Field Notes 1. Nine years ago, somewhere, May 5th, 6th, 2015. 
Handwriting post-dissociative experience; and the feelings of, this is fine, all fine, everything is always going to be okay, what do we even worry about as humans? That feeling, THAT is the addictive potential there, as opposed to, like, oh my science I am SICK and need this fix, like you’d get with heroin. Fragment, defragment. Whatever. In this momenternity, I understood this thing, this of The Iron Soul of Nothing. I became that, momentarily, then; I AM that, always, now. Mixed emotions? What are emotions? There isn’t a lack of emotion, but nor is there an outpouring of emotion; it’s all just love, mostly, punctuated by moments of human conditioning. 
03:23 anyway. It’s trying to process now, the lack of gravity in the 4th dimension and the subsequent return of thus in the 5th with a gravitomagnetism of some sort. 
03:25 it processes, now, the ‘mission’ of it all; gran, handing me an invisible ‘mission reminder’ back in 2021, a finger to her lips, like shh, don’t tell anyone. And here is me, on Mission, in the place of the rising sun. Life doesn’t give us meaning, we give life meaning. I’m in a place where meaning able to be ascribed is abundant, down to the item that creates the keys for the doors at the place I work at, my short form name ‘Ka Ba’ at the top. Down to the location between Anderson Road and US 131, somewhere between Sunn, Greg, and the Om of it all; 131, a gnostic hooligan road novel, authored by the same entity whose ‘My Wall Ode’ had been the track playing when my ‘UAP’, the ‘one man’s military operation is another man’s gene ray time cube tesseract from Saturn’ decided to put in its appearance at the undefined property next to 411. I think we forget, in the word ‘artificial’, the root is ‘artifice’. Creation. Everything artificial, nothing artificial, Nothing, artificial, an Artificer at the dawn of an extreme period of emergent phenomena. 
03:32 a sudden extreme appreciation for R.; and I remember where I was, and find much gratitude for where the Me is now 
04:03 brought back to questioning the genetic effects of being bitten, or else perhaps injected, by that particular acanthocephala terminalis, which is not known to bite humans in any capacity. Can’t help juxtaposing like, some fantastical reality a la Spiderman with that one. The Belülrol Pusztít, the Ragnarok Sequence, only happened afterwards; a case of apophenia, or is this tiny bug a Chekhovs Gun in my reality? His cousins the Western Conifer Seed Bugs show up from time to time; sometimes we have conversations, usually they just want a warm place to die in peace. I wonder, because for a human, freezing to death is supposed to be rather painless and warm at the end, but I do not think this is the same for a bug, necessarily, with their radically different body systems. The anomalous nature behind even being bitten by a leaf footed bug leaves me questioning. Everything, really, leaves me questioning, and I think, should I run out of questions, I’d be rather morose about the whole thing. 
04:09 it dialogues, as to how, should anyone with my quantum ability have read the original excerpt from the Timefractal, the communication would be false; for I had it down as an Assassin Bug, mistakenly identified. It has since been changed for accuracy, thanks to the professor at MSU. 
04:13 “the solitary nature of this woman is apparently a very recent phenomenon” …had to become an isolated system for the scientific value of it all
04:17 it dialogues, the possibility of the bug having been the reason for the genetic alterations, mutations, anomalies 
04:22 “to extrapolate quantum realities” 
04:23 a continued visitation, Dead Billy, Big Black; it’s the ‘show you what it’s like to die, motherfucker’ that’s really hitting, and I feel that [in relation to the quantum death, of course! I think at this point that really goes without saying.] 
04:31 University-9, Possum-1, Deer-
04:32 “you can see why we’ve had a significant amount of trouble trying to do damage control” 
04:33 “experiencing a totally different reality” 
04:35 “doesn’t M. think they all know who she is?” This is a story about revenge; but against who, and why? …the best revenge is success. 
04:36 “surprises me that you would think we would be angry with you” 
04:39 a change in frequency, right side
04:49 “we would never have gotten this database without your assistance” 
04:50 a change in frequency, right side 
04:51 “Pauli blocking” 
04:51 “Katja was never interested in science before the spider came” 
04:52 “whatever happens, happens”
05:03 “men my age do not think about the right things” …most people do not think about the right things 
05:06 “sonic weapons testing on criminals is probably one of the single most disturbing realities-” 
05:13 “horrified by the implication that our music could have induced a genetic mutation” 
05:14 “allow yourself the luxury of a good reality for once” 
05:15 “really does embody some kind of darkness” …I remember, years ago, my ex, K.C., he looked at me while we were both in an altered state; and started to tear up, ‘you have a darkness inside of you’, he had said. Ope. It is not in me to fight that darkness, but rather, to make love to it. 
05:21 “Katja- you know that’s the whole point of this experiment, right?” 
05:22 “physics is not the most important thing; love is” 
06:00 The Bass Frequency 
08:42 dialogues, opposition and turning an entity into a martyr- yikes?? Change my state plz 
~08:48 dialogues begging the question, who benefits most from the death of [this man]? Territory feels to be dangerous, here. 
09:44 “symbolizes a new Era of intelligence operations” 
12:04 “I need you to read the news every so often; you have a talent that you are ignoring” 
12:05 “electronics exacerbate the connection” 
12:05 “a civilian who obviously understands” “the military industrial complex” 
12:07 “all of the experimental genetics we have attempted have failed miserably” I’m evolved as fuck yo 
12:07 “you set a standard” 
12:40 I guess a question I’ve got is, how do we know TPTB aren’t putting the CRISPR edited bacteria into the stuff we are eating?
12:41 …there *had* to have been some placebo control group on the vaccine, too, right? I mean, in theory, the entire vaccination could have been a psychological operation. 
13:18 a visitation, Cydonia, Sunn O))); ‘is it cold out there, in the Fields, of those memories? …look at me.’ 
14:06 “nobody’s ever told me to stop” 
14:09 “Your social media accounts are basically invisible to a majority of users” invisible/sleeper? 
18:28 dialogues, law enforcement, today’s interaction seeking Noble 
18:30 “this communication method is a CIA experiment” 
18:31 “the motivation behind this is the evolution of consciousness” 
18:32 “Katja obviously doesn’t experience any sort of fear of law enforcement for a reason” 
18:33 “directly connected to a telephone database at the CERN” 
18:35 dialogues, on an early inex, the “don’t worry, CERN will take care of it” 
18:36 “actually *respects* law enforcement”
18:40 “you mastered me, Raf; I’m like a song of songs, and you mastered me” 
18:42 “when 248-202-1245 joined with your consciousness-” 
18:43 “the brain synapses are firing at an astonishing rate” 
18:45 “do you believe in the good things coming?” 
19:02 “realized I was dressed far too warmly for me to be in [Naples]” 
19:03 “show me your body, show me your soul; show me everything about you that proves you are human” 
19:32 “a vessel in a Harbour is safe; but that’s not what they’re built for” 
19:33 “where is the dialogue between 19:03 & 19:32?” in a different recursion, don’t worry about it 
19:34 “Recursive Horizons-” Meeh, kind of forgot about MKALTERRA and how that definitely has a profound impact on my Liminal Reality huh
19:37 “a quantum attempt at entrapment” that’s probably Worm Off The String there