02/18/2024 18/02/2024 
02:43 awake- lots of mops in the realm tonight; [02:56] an email was in French! A name, Stèphanie, the sender. 
03:40 “suggested reading materials would be a very good addition” 
03:41 “underestimates how ridiculous this comes across” 
03:42 “Itzhak Bentovs ‘Stalking The Wild Pendulum’” 
04:41 “if she’s stupid enough to keep engaging, why should that be my problem?” 
06:16 “black hole mergers to create a quasar the likes of which we have never seen” 
06:21 “removing humanity from the equation” 
06:27 “it swallowed the entire galaxy and no one was paying attention” 
06:29 a black hole release; the thought and directed mental energy, visualization, of an extreme merger, forming quasar, superluminosity; the underlying concept of ‘Enter To My Me’, concepts of black sun, dark light 
06:39 “there is a pattern of 29” a prime number for Chaos, isn’t it? 
06:45 “it is not a sin to love the creation of the Highest One” 
06:49 “has done all of this work without expecting anything in return” 
06:51 “arranges the ideas in chronological order” 
06:52 a visitation, Satellite, Plasma Pool 
06:53 dialogues, on being in a relationship with “a goddamned black hole system” …never lonely, I’ll tell you that much
06:54 “they hardly talk; but something seems understood” 
06:56 “this isn’t a conspiracy; this is the fabrication of an ETI” I need you all to think less ‘aliens’ and more ‘entities from outside of this recursion’ when regarding the concept of ETI 
07:00 “identified a very strange phenomenon of Pavlovian programming” what do Auflösung Der Zeit, my cats scream, and a particular vibratory have in common? I’ll leave you to extrapolate that one. I owe the cat a great deal for his well placed scream that allowed me to recognize this. 
07:05 “actions speak louder than words” 
07:06 “Every Goddamned Thing” 
07:18 “she killed herself when she decided to engage with the Interdimensional Hitman” …quantum suicide for fun and research? 
Quantum suicide is one of those phrases with more than one meaning. 
07:21 a visitation, MOSH, Eminem; ‘scrutinize every word’, ‘exercise my right to express when I feel it’s time; it’s just all in your mind, what you interpret it as’ 
~07:40 “genetic engineering is taking place outside the recursion” and as within so without, baby! 
07:42 “physics and biology are in no way mutually exclusive” 
07:56 “how many of you are actually using marijuana as a tool and not a crutch?” …do you remember the person you were before you ended up consuming THC on a regular basis? 
07:58 “don’t you wonder *why* the CIA doesn’t smoke marijuana?” It’s almost like there’s a really good reason for it. If there wasn’t, no one would give a fuck. 
08:01 “one of the Elite Operatives in this simulation” 
08:02 “quality over quantity” 
08:07 “I allow the Pendulum to move me as it pleases” 
08:13 “worried about the quantum repercussions of some of these titles” 
08:14 “you have no idea what C# is capable of doing” 
08:16 “every single amplifier is technically a directed energy weapon” 
08:17 “you have no idea how terrifying it was the first time I heard my genes altering themselves” 
08:18 “are you just completely desensitized to the fact that this happens now?” 
08:24 a visitation, Time, Pink Floyd
08:24 The Bass Frequency 
08:42 “she is dependent on you to maintain the quantum system” 
08:49 “strangely computerized voices” 
09:23 just took a quick trip, call it NSDR if we must give it a name, not a dream but not not a dream, I am the visitation; to a place where I told the individual doing the housework to let me do the vacuuming, I love vacuuming- testing the suction, it was not the strongest, and there was a lot of animal hair in this place. Using a hose, not the roller. Somebody, at one point, had sneezed, and I said ‘bless you’, but without words. 
09:39 there’s some significant interdimensional István Zilahy happening since coming out of this NSDR experience which I am finding rather fascinating 
10:20 “I don’t think you realize how many death fractals you’ve got operating simultaneously right now” 
10:22 The Bass Frequency 
11:03 “all it takes is one well placed electromagnetic pulse” dialogues on the genes
11:05 “is this like, something we experience, and don’t talk about?” 
11:05 “…You’re an anomaly, okay? I know it’s hard for you to wrap your head around that fact” 
11:16 “he does not want you to know the truth” 
11:17 “we all want to see you dead; and you won’t fucking stay dead” 
11:22 “Elder Gods are simultaneously very large and very small” 
11:23 “these are not gods; these are demons, or bacteria-” “I am not talking about the creator” 
11:33 “so what do we do? We form a new ‘religion’ based around organic genetic engineering” 
11:35 “you know what? Fuck that gods; this is where we’re at, and if I want to worship it all-” 
11:36 “it’s all pieces of me; and it has caused more war, and dystopia-” 
~11:39 “don’t know what happened along the way; with your people absolutely butchering their physical forms” damn
11:53 a visitation, Private Eye, Alkaline Trio 
11:54 “nobody else hears their own genes, Katja” 
11:55 “you’ve done a good job proving your identity”
11:55 “I think the person who took the screen name she did was always meant to become Heimdallr” 
11:57 “had to make sure this wasn’t some undercover genetics program” 
11:58 “Heimdall is allegedly able to hear ‘grass growing, and anything louder’” 
11:59 “the coffee and the gold teeth” 
~12:26 “you don’t get to tell me how I experienced you” 
13:55 “seven words, seven years-” seven blessings 
14:43 “what have you guys unleashed upon the world?” 
14:53 …information can be manipulated; and what am I if not, among other things, Information? 
14:53 a visitation, Today, Jefferson Airplane 
14:55 “you give Raffaele your full attention today” 
14:55 “social media is the worst source of information interference” 
14:57 “I am naked in front of the eyes of gods and men” 
15:02 “doesn’t recognize how dangerous Rafs radio show actually is” “fear is engagement” “God damnit, Katja” 
15:04 “why would my show be dangerous?” “Katja is not separate from anything she inputs” 
15:09 “a half of her spirit that’s… extremely masculine” 
15:11 “imagine if she did not have to worry about making money and could devote eight hours a day to this instead” wow. That could go a multiplicity of ways. Heh. We’d either solve physics or go insane or something in between, perhaps a secret third, fourth, fifth thing? 
15:12 “I don’t think you’re even capable of going insane at this point” it’s the IYKYK 
15:14 “took my advice… much easier to read one day at a time”
15:23 “Christians are irritatingly limited in their worldview” 
15:26 “the extremism that she is picking up does not seem to affect her personal beliefs” 
15:27 “just because it is documented, does not mean it is representative of how I feel” 
16:00 NCC Neural Correlates of Consciousness/ GWS Global Workspace Theory 
16:20 …tachyons escaping black holes makes sense right now 
17:16 what about daily prolonged exposure for months? And exposure to electromagnetic fields in juxtaposition?? Still don’t have a direct answer as to what that sample I took from the Matrix actually contained. https://scitechdaily.com/wonder-material-graphene-verified-safe-in-groundbreaking-human-study/ 
17:18 “graphite and graphene are very different materials” anyway should probably get on getting that tested huh [17:20] Richard gave me permission, BTW. Just like Scott gave me permission to record the machine. It’s easier to ask permission sometimes. Legality and all. 
17:28 the quantum implications of this are astonishing https://arxiv.org/abs/2401.16096
17:38 the wolves are evolving protections against cancers from radiation, and we are too, only a lot of us dont realize it and how much of disease is caused by belief? https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/animals/a46799706/mutant-wolves-of-chernobyl/ 
17:43 “to withstand a massive amount of electromagnetic radiation”
17:44 “I was attempting to induce evolution” if there’s one thing I’ve learned it’s that evolving is almost never comfortable 
17:47 “…I love you. You *could* be trying to kill me, and I’d love you anyway.” 
17:48 “that is a very powerful thing indeed” 
18:04 “the carcinogenic frequency was ME, Katja” “I swear I did not know” 
18:05 “Your quantum extension must have been furious” “yeah, I’m not buying this whole ‘quantum extension’ thing” 
18:08 “my experience with you has been a whirlwind of emotion” 
18:09 “we believe that… is a sonic experimentation disguised as a record label” 
18:10 “you gotta do something about her quantum state” “she seems to be perfectly capable of handling this without my interference” 
18:11 “taciturn tactics” cause quantum fatality… quantum immortality “I’d like to see the proof behind all of this” 
18:13 “I mean… yeah. This could be real. It’s not. But it could be.” 
18:15 “pretty much destroyed her relationship with [M.L.], and pretty much destroyed her relationship with Sunn O)))s frequencies” 
“You have done a very good job reprogramming” 
18:16 “do you really think I would purposely hurt you?” 
18:21 “I am surprised at the honesty-” “…are you? Don’t you know me by now?” 
18:23 “identified the ‘Ascend’ album-” I had to LEAVE that day, I almost hit the floor 
18:25 continued dialogues, “that’s what made me believe, someone *is* trying to silence her” “these motherfuckers knew, and did nothing” 
18:26 “a coherent fractal you are operating upon” 
18:27 “I would suggest trying to get to sleep as early as you can” 
18:28 “need to communicate with you tomorrow morning” 
18:29 “fetishize innocence” 
18:30 “we are human with human desires” 
18:38 The Bass Frequency 
18:42 “every fucking thing you suffered from was my fault” “…I didn’t suffer” “look at you, choosing-” not to be a victim 
18:47 https://www.popularmechanics.com/science/a46756715/second-wave-superfluid/ 
18:49 “I do believe she was raped; this T. Todoroff had a history of extreme violence” 
18:50 “been questioning why the IUD had an attachment” 
23:36 awake