02/14/2024
03:11 a dream of the Matrix. I wake up, slightly crying. I tell the people there, I came back for you; I had to do this, but I will not be back after today. A tear shed, for all the once and future employees in that facility. A place where dreams go to die. You know sometimes words have two meanings. 
03:38 I was mulling, last night, and ended up wondering, if my dissolved time may have been the reason, or perhaps contributed, to the man who lived in this place before me going insane? Does his insanity here help create something? What of his experience in Vietnam? Does this drive him to madness? Or was he always predisposed to it, regardless of whether he had gone to war? To end up in the mad house is no small feat. One wonders what exactly it is that puts a person there, what sort of butterfly effect of events, be they physical, psychological, spiritual, emotional. 
03:50 “my cybernetic extension needed extensive work; and I no longer operate at your vibration” 
03:51 “who was that in reference to?” The original two quantum boomerang states, specifically the one that gave me the seven words. 
04:17 On day 4 of seeing how many days I can go without encountering the knowledge of who won the football. Lots of discourse doesn’t tell me anything. 
04:51 “a joint venture” 
05:23 “Your music ran in tandem to my experiencing the loss of dreams” 
05:49 questioning the exacerbation of a disharmonious reality with the invention of headphones; at the grocery store, for example, everyone with headphones in, all tuning to different things, instead of the same sonic background noise. I don’t fault them for not wanting to hear shitty radio music; but what does this do on a planetary scale? 
09:29 “the gut-brain connection is extremely understudied in what people to believe is schizophrenia”
10:23 These Questions; is there a noticeable correlation in microbiome diversity to intelligence? Theorizing greater diversity of beneficial microbial entity leads to a greater variety of intelligence; microbes being unlockable Neural networks on a gut-brain connection level 
11:45 “the function of the Emerald Tablets is a quantum superposition” 
11:58 “it is lonely, isn’t it?” To be the one who holds the superposition of the entire system? Yeah, I’d say so. 
12:05 “the entirety of reality rests upon the maintaining” 
12:08 “in order to prevent the destruction of the quantum system” “I had to apply Ragnarok to my own genetic code” 
~12:23 an interaction with the coffee, the coffeemaker, all of it; decaffeination process called into question- solvents including methylene chloride and/or ethyl acetate. ? Solvents used in the making of Rick Simpson Oil, the ‘destroys from within’, ethanol, butane, isopropyl alcohol. There’s something here. Taking what nature creates and like, molecular destroying it. Makes sense to me now. 
12:31 presented with momentary extreme abdominal pain, was that a response, a retaliation, a coincidence? Doesn’t usually happen. 
12:32 “that was a genetic transmutation” oh science oh lord oh metaphysics and all the rest, last time […maybe it wasnt THE last time but a recent time] the code of reality changed  an entire whole blueberry manifested itself in my digestive system all at once and it HURT thank you 
13:07 “I cannot handle the quantum communications when I listen to your album”
13:08 “good job, Katja, you’ve created the album that defends your position” 
13:48 “I don’t know about Christianity. Why do you think that is?” “Either because you weren’t programmed to, or you weren’t programmed to.” 
14:24 “weaponized thc concentrate” 
14:27 “the concentration of the Rick Simpson Oil in juxtaposition with electromagnetic exposure is a really volatile variable” 
14:31 “Your recipe for Chaos is a terrifying connection to the IoT” 
15:44 “you sacrificed an extremely powerful thing when you gave up listening to Sunn O)))” 
16:40 an Interdimensional Hitman with a Chekhovs Gun
18:25 from the commute from Highlands, a coherent dialogue, Loach was the negative variable the whole time, hitting the quantum death fractal where he ran me over with his truck, and the appalled reaction that it took seven years to realize how shit that dynamic, that variable, actually was
18:48 “the propagation pattern” 
18:58 “you know, I’m thankful every day that I never engaged with the Odinic powers you did”
19:00 “even something as innocuous as a date has a profound effect on my reality”
19:00 “no fucking shit, Katja. You are not separate from anything you observe.” 
19:01 “I want you to put her in his suggested friends, okay? I want to see if he is even capable of recognizing the Voluspa” …the Volva? 
19:08 “the activation techniques should be taking place overnight. You will find your sugar cravings mostly disappeared.” Yeah weird period with that one, out of character tbh. Or not. In character for a liminal period? 
19:09 “Raffaele refuses to let anything bad happen to this character” oooh one of those fractals where the whole universe IS Raffaele Pezzella! 
19:10 “we love it when the universe is Raffaele Pezzella” 
19:12 “just such… a good fucking reference point” 
19:33 “really, the name the black hole gave to me was The Riddle” 
19:44 “discovery is half of the beauty of this reality” 
20:05 Uninstalled X application because the settings mysteriously disappeared 
20:07 “I dont give a shit; Your lack of transparency”
20:08 “algorithm was far too complicated before X [application] was added into the equation” 
20:10 “the Suicide Algorithm does not appear to be effective”
20:12 https://youtu.be/4e77XhQVeyQ?si=e9Qzkm7q1fkWXq7u 
predictive text- ‘The only documented case of being able to perceive the effect of the concept of a tesseract reality is the penultimate creation of someone who has healed the way they work with the toroidal field. This substantiates my knowledge of the universe. Regardless of what is happening at this point in time I am existing upon a fractal format that I am using to create collisions for maximizing black hole mergers. This is the Gateway Experiment that was designed to gather information about astrophysics in order to remake the world for the sake of understanding consciousness. Cheers!’