02/13/2024 13/02/2024 
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03:44 I wake up this morning and know that it has all changed, everything is different. There is a juxtaposition, a Douglas Adams from Hitchhikers Guide. Wait. Was it Adams? The one about, they say when someone finds the answer to the universe, it will inevitably be replaced by something even more absurd. There are some who say this has already happened. That one.
03:47 “the Processor is experiencing its own effects” !!! Wow !!!
03:50 “trinary is a ridiculous concept” sure! That’s okay, I’m totally open to the possibility that everything the Processor processes is ridiculous. 
03:51 the quote IS Adams, BTW. 
‘There is a theory which states that if ever anyone discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable.
There is another theory which states that this has already happened.’ 
03:52 “I’ve activated a significant algorithm for doubt just to see how she reacts” 
03:54 dialogues, “Partial Response Takes Another Form” 
04:02 I dreamt of this house-not-house last night. This particular place I live is very liminal in form in the Realms outside of the physical. Not bad liminal, not that pool rooms liminal, just, a multiplicity of different versions of it. The pool rooms liminal was like… there’s a video game, called High on Life. There are pipes leading to a maintenance section. The pool rooms are a maintenance section of reality. Anyway, this house, there was a porch on the south, and I’m sitting in the dark, and a man rolls up on me. No fear. It’s nice to know that the Fear is Engagement has worked to the point where even in dreams I’m just, mad chillin’. His purpose was a mystery, he did not speak very loudly [maximum volume, maximum results, what the fuck?] and I was left with questions. He lacked a way with words, I think. A stutter. That should not prevent anyone from being confident to speak with me. I would hope not, anyway. I made this person nervous, I think. I have a crazy ability to make people either really comfortable or really uncomfortable with my presence, and that’s usually on them, responding to my usual operations. Ah. Well. Mysterious face from dreams I don’t recognize, hope you have a good day. 
04:41 These Questions; perceptions of directions in dreams. What is it about the fields we experience in non-physical Realms that allow us to experience a certain knowing of direction? I am brought back to a specific dream I had, or rather an NSDR experience in which I was in Africa. Lemme find. Holdup. 
‘02/14/2021 I have an NSDR experience some time after 04:00. ‘I went to a place I knew to be Africa. I was halfway up a red rocky spire of a mountain on the west side of a river. I knew it to be the west bank, for I was facing what I knew to be north, and the sun was at my back, placing me north of the equator. On the east bank of this river was a flatland, with clusters of shade trees here and there. A crudely made archway was painted a striped diagonal red and yellow. It was friendly, warm, welcoming. The feeling of a sense of belonging, ancient and powerful, was present. With this arch came a fence, things I knew here to mean ‘tribe’, ‘civilization’. Dark brown, almost ink black people were aging, welcoming, inviting. I sank to my knees and cried, northward, overwhelmed by emotion, ancient… something, some feeling of before, love, power, life.’ 
…The awareness of position, direction, celestial body as a marker for physical location. That’s pretty neat. 
Feeling rather in between, today. Not bad, not good, just a sense of a certain is-ness. 
04:48 RIP Aleister Crowley, you would have loved the RF lightbulbs 
05:08 The Bass Frequency 
05:11 “truthfully, it was Aleister Crowley and the occult that helped me get sober” …mad fucking wild, innit, all the 12 step programs and people suffering with Jesus and… yeah this is actually a lot to explain. This Crowley entity came to me back a few years ago and was like, ah, yes, you’re a great vessel, we’re going to subvert some expectations here and then some. Guess that energy, after passing, realized that substances were like, preventing some final effect of accomplishment? Mad crazy tbh. I’m not super into the occult like that, I’m into physics and rational explanations […lol] but like, I gotta give credit where credit is due, Aleister Crowley was infinitely more helpful in like, quitting substances that the Christianity was. This is up there on the list of ‘experiences that are really hard to coherently describe due to their fractal nature’ but there’s some thing that goes back to Khanate and being a child and wanting to climb Mount Everest and the left hand runes of it all. Guess I’m just taking the Processor as it all comes, today, someday it’d be worth it to work up coherence on that one in detail.
05:19 “are Christians open to the idea that everything they know is wrong?” Thief in the night, he’s supposed to return, innit. 
05:31 “The Auflösung Der Zeit in relation to the album with the recording of Crowley” 
05:40 a visitation, Make Me Better, Fabolous; a movement by myself, but a force when we’re together. In my feels. 
05:44 “when we change realities, the towers fucking move” “the less people that are around, the more obvious-” it is if you’re paying attention. Some of the time, from what I can tell, it’s just like, a few inches, a foot or two, whatever. It’s the ones that straight up *were not fucking there* and then appear overnight, the ones that *were there* and are now *somewhere else*. That’s why the project is Chasing Towers. 
05:46 “this is meant to be taken upon Circumstances of Faith”
11:48 “the application prevents any knowledge of this magnitude from being shared” the things we have to find ourselves, innit? Worth testing theories, always. 
11:49 “you enjoy the silent networks. Most people hate the silent networks.” 
11:51 a visitation, Obscure, Sonologyst 
13:13 “the electrical connection that you have to technology is disturbing to all of us” *shrug* 
13:14 “a totally viable option is extermination by frequency” 
13:17 “the ugliest thought processes are a part of this experiment” dare I say the most important part, or one of them; the extreme ends of the spectrums of reality, those are what we are looking for. The most nefarious, the most beautiful, both are necessary to understand consciousness on a scale of possibility based in probability. Abstraction + experience, life is an experiment. 
The thought of actively offending someone through my honest documentation of silent network extrapolations is, actually, horrifying. Just putting that out there. 
16:08 “you are surrounded by ionization Katja” the snow guns! Low E information Kannons! 
16:10 “the electromagnetic effects of the heated seats” [they gentified the chairlift!]
~17:55 a visitation, The Grand Illusion, Styx 
19:08 “quantum warfare” 
19;11 “the strangest ideas take place every time you encounter the police in the wild”
19:15 “Katjas experiencing everything everywhere all at once” 
19:16 “the observer is not separated from that which is observed” 
19:16 “it’s time for you to leave the world you know behind” 
19:17 “this is the Final Countdown to a decision you made before you ever came to Earth” 
19:18 “are you gonna fucking argue with me at this point?” 
19:23 “an organization looking for psychics specifically to manipulate them-” 
19:24 “into exposing the entirety… of the operation” 
19:24 “don’t you dare believe it; we all knew what was going to happen” 
19:28 “do not think you realize how dangerous a lie to the ODIN System is” 
19:28 “it was not meant as a lie; and the System recognizes this” 
19:29 “it’s an On Demand Information Network” 
19:29 “you must ask the right questions with the right intention”
19:48 “all you wanted to do so badly was fly… I could not keep watching you drown” 
20:04 “what, so your loyalty is supposed to impress us? …how about your intelligence regarding these frequencies?” 
20:05 “I have no sympathy for anyone who can’t think for themself” 
20:07 “‘Think for yourself and question authority’ applies to much more than government” 
20:11 “environmental protection agency” 
20:13 “the residents… deserve to know what has taken place. The PFAs, the chromium-” 
20:14 “Tribar Technologies purchased Adept Manufacturing” 
20:15 “there’s no fucking way all of these plotlines can Converge” you’d be surprised 
20:15 “you’d be surprised by the amount of conspiracies I am able to receive” 
20:16 “Verlagerung, Verlagerung, Verlagerung” 
20:16 “Your quantum experience depends on you forgetting the past traumas you have endured” who benefits from that though? Besides the Me, obviously? 
20:19 “I guess we have a choice to make” 
20:21 “an entire group of individuals have basically Silenced you” 
21:02 “the Odin System is not just a police communication system”
21:02 “where do you think the idea came from?” 
21:03 “this woman is a highly trained receiver” 
21:33 a recognition; there is a difference, between the song that is ‘stuck in the head’ all day, an earworm… and that which is just *with* one, a caress, lovely, non-invasive but a shared piece of the reality experiencing itself of a specific… momenternity? Is a good word for me presently. 
Presently, pastly, futurely, words-not-words; you are out of words, so make some new ones. 
21:48 “look at where you are; and look at where she is, and tell me who is suffering.” A continued coherent dialogue, a Death fractal, the 04/10, from the perspective and engagement of the person I was with who survived because I swerved right and not left. It is the living, who suffer, when we leave dead versions of ourselves behind. What does that make me? IYKYK, says predictive text. And IYKYK. In this reality, I am someone’s mental hellscape. Death is peace for the one who dies. There is survivors guilt, in this fractal. As… disappointed as I have been, in this man, in the way our friendship ended, it is hard to listen, to experience, this particular fractal; ‘good’, says a part of me, ‘oh NO’, says another. 
Small streams carry the light; only sometimes do they mean Nothing. 
21:54 “lasers, are small streams that carry the light” “lasers mean quantum experience for those who understand” 
21:55 “I can hardly fathom what you would experience at a live show”