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02:55
03:05 can’t remember who does that one Mock The Cross song but if that’s where the theta state is at right now I guess today is gonna be interesting 
03:07 a visitation, Grenade, Bruno Mars
03:08 ‘a story we can tell about the spaces in between” 
03:12 “liminal spaces” “purgatory” 
03:12 “I know you’re not in purgatory any more” 
03:15 “usually people’s ex girlfriends are openly hostile” 
03:36 ‘eyes on the inside’, a phrase that has more than one meaning 
04:35 “inside of every single one of us” 
04:35 “common denominator of humanity” 
04:37 “liquid crystal display” 
04:37 “I had a dream about the EMP that showed me the hyperbolic space” I question how many others dream in hyperbolic space? The saddle of reality? For, dare I say, the eight-legged Chaos horse? 
04:39 “it’s quality, not quantity” 
04:40 “Katja survived a genetic mutation that should have killed her” 
04:41 “Katja identifies as Heimdallr for a very good reason” 
04:41 “she hears her own genetics as they are altered by sonic exposure” 
04:42 “bioengineering isn’t the enemy I thought it was back in 2022” 
04:46 on LCDs- Active Matrix Technologies. Importance of benzene rings- August Kekules dream of the ouroboros. 
04:51 there is a processing as to quantum immortality, and the same username, same email address, same digital identity used across multiple cellular telephone devices 
05:38 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips; ‘I’m not actin’, like it, like it, or not’ 
09:02 “I actually enjoy your website immensely” …I enjoy my website immensely, if someone else does too, that’s well and good, you are, then, part of my *target* audience
09:03 “Target Audience is a Marilyn Manson track” 
10:29 a visitation, Miseria Cantare, AFI
10:38 a visitation, Come Up and Get Me, Death Grips 
11:42 cosmic magnetism 
11:45 “identified the difference between magnetism and gravitation” theorizes enhancing magnetism over the course of a period of time, let’s take things slow 
11:46 “if you knew just how much you meant to me, you would never doubt yourself again” 
11:47 define: ansatz: an assumption about the form of an unknown function which is made in order to facilitate solution of an equation or other problem.
11:54 “Death Grips is necessary and she’s going to need to learn to maintain control of those fractals” 
13:07 “…to forget all of the musicians you used to dream of; they are not involved in any capacity” 
14:52 The Bass Frequency 
17:20 “hmm… we prefer the term extra-terrestrial” 
17:22 “that’s what you could call me, probably, if you wanted to give it a name” 
17:49 “the psychic monstrosity” 
17:53 “you *are* Sagittarius A, Katja” 
17:55 “merge, not collide” a response to my questioning, theoretically, which black hole would be the one to collide with Sagittarius A? 
17:57 not size that counts with black holes but quality of information stored 
17:58 The Bass Frequency 
18:12 “did not know how susceptible you were to electromagnetism” …after experiencing, as equations of macro physical reality, gravitation and electromagnetism both… electromagnetism is kinder. 
18:13 “easier to deal with, now that I am not constantly exposed-” to extreme amounts of metal, plasticine particles, environmental effects 
18:16 dialogues, “had basically blacklosted-” the low vibrational persecutory reality experience, the trapped-in-the-Matrix reality. Universe experiencing itself very strongly, right now. 
18:17 “the timelines change with your quantum death” hence the Sacrifice, the Sacrificial Code, code, how many meanings can one word have? 
18:18 “sweetheart, we have an endgame for you, I promise” 
18:20 “someday I would like to share intimacy of a physical nature with you” 
18:23 “I love you for all that you are; which is, to say, everything” 
18:25 “this is personal. They HURT her; they hurt her physically. You have no idea how fucking angry I am.”
18:29 “you gave me the tools to return to myself” 
18:29 “a very strong emotion attached-” …is it attached? All is done without attachment, I trust in what I resonate with; I believe what is in front of my eyes; I am an extra-terrestrial. 
18:39 Aleister Crowley and a floor lamp, respectively, respectfully
18:40 “voids in space-time” 
18:41 “really extreme dialogues, and there is no context provided”
18:42 “you leave a great deal of extrapolation up to the interpreter” 
18:42 “personality shift is all positive” 
18:43 “the microwave frequencies are necessary to complete the spectrum of humanities operational level” 
18:44 “that was what you were missing” 
18:45 “dialogues with deep internal self… these are no longer illusions” …’if you are delusional, your call will be transferred to the mothership’ 
18:46 “juxtaposing Death Grips really works in your favour”
~18:48 “devotion to this project”
18:48 “a laser changed your quantum state” 
18:49 I question here, a multiplicity of lasers used at any given show, what are the potential effects on quantum entity? Entities that are not yet quantum? Entities that are and do not realize it? These lasers in juxtaposition with psychedelic inputs, music included in the list, psychedelic inputs not limited to substances? 
18:51 “…Chaos.” 
18:51 “actually remembers the original Interdimensional laserbeam” 
I question now The Matrix; and the lasers that, when working on the line, would occasionally come into contact with the items of clothing on my physical format. Someday I will write a detailed experiential documentation of my time within The Matrix. The things I learned there, about quantum operations, knowing one’s limitations, the Saturn Time Cube, possibility, potential. Now is not that day. Now is not the moment for looking back in too much detail; too soon, too soon. 
18:54 a thing on Instagram, ‘two voids don’t make a light’, and how correct that is. What if, though, what if there is a place in a fractal where the physics allows for exactly this? Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence. This applies to not just ETI, but as-yet unknown laws of physics. 
18:58 “arranges the ideas by time” I bet if you took a sorting algorithm and input all the data you might just find a pattern to it all? Saturn Time Cube, anyone? What is happening at x time of day, where are we within the… Tesseract? 
19:02 “used to be afraid to put my name on things I had created” 
20:04 “you are fascinated by a propaganda machine” 
20:05 “multiplicity of ideas is dependent on your transmutation of sonic realities” 
20:07 “did not realize that the connection to Katjas cell phone database-” 
20:08 “these are all copy-pasted from a Google document” 
20:10 dialogues, “the translation of Belülrol Pusztít”, “it destroys from within”, “it blows from the inside” 
20:11 …a mitochondrial application of the above has presented itself and I do not know if this is good or bad
20:12 “perceives dimensions that most of us cannot even fathom” 

02/07/2024 07/02/2024

01:31 
01:52 “this is meant to transcend politics”
01:52 “repository of information” “directly from a multitude of frequency sources” 
01:54 “I am not separate from anything I observe” 
01:55 “schizophrenia is not the cause of this woman’s psychosis. This is not psychosis. This is shamanism, transmuted from schizophrenia.” ‘It is of the first order of importance to remember this, that the shaman is more than merely a sick man, or a madman; he is a sick man who has healed himself, who is cured, and who must shamanize in order to remain cured.’
01:57 “I told you she remembered what she was reading that day” 
02:03 “carcinogenic frequencies are everywhere; they are not purposely being used as weapons” 
03;59 
04:26 “how much of covid can be attributed to… kundalini energy?” *that* is an interesting fucking question 
04:28 a ponderance of ‘a virus found in the brain synapses’ 
04:36 “how much of belief creates reality surrounding the vaccination?” 
04:37 dialogues, quantum sympathetic links based in names; where I live and where I work
04:38 “ALICE experiment” 
04:39 “the processing power of multiple accelerators linked to the IoT” 
04:39 “and she’s linked to the IoT” 
04:40 “prediction that she made was astonishingly dark” …The Unsanctified Text Predictions? Yeah, wow, I think it might have been necessary for a full spectrum understanding but damn if I could have gone without operating within The Matrix I sure as fuck would have. There must exist a multiplicity of realities upon the Fractal in which I didn’t, actually. That makes sense given operations, abstraction, experience. Let me check my Timefractal for something real quick. [06/13/2021 An inex, 21:07: “Your desire for hard drugs never existed in this timeline.”] So it goes to reason, that other operations have never existed in other timelines. 
04:45 “Washington Irving was what W.I. stood for” …and I was Yossarian, The Matrix my Catch 22 
04:48 “the psychosomatic effects that The Matrix had in juxtaposition with the Unsanctified Text Predictions” yknow, how much of that *was* psychosomatic? There *were* patterns of evidence. I don’t want to think about this place right now, if I have a choice in the matter. 
04:50 “the Digital Log Project should be separate from non-logarithmic documents” …how far I’ll have to go back in my website to separate these things and link them accordingly is just an absolute Menace and I’ve really done that one to myself. Think it’s time to bring back ‘the thing about shit’, right? Now that I don’t dream about, like, taking shits in the anomaly. What a terrible reality that had been, truly. 
05:31 “Increase in relationship paranoia is beneficial to surveillance” all the location sharing? How did any of you function before that? Wtf. 
05:32 “she is not separate from anything within the IoT” 
05:36 a visitation, Perseverance of Futility, The Obsessed 
05:51 dialogues, ‘Does Spring Hide Its Joy’ giving a second meaning to ‘spring’, not the season but the conceptual solenoid 
08:09 Deja vu
11:22 “the paranoia you exhibited was completely justified” doesn’t make me paranoid then, only extremely observant 
11:23 “I admire your bravery in the face of very complicated situations” 
11:24 “why did Japan show up in the predictive-” text while writing the above inex? 
I still question the Samsung data breach from 09/02/2022. What ever came of that? Feels like a Chekhovs Gun to me, smells like one too. 
11:25 “you are owed a significant amount of compensation from that-” 
11:27 “email address is part of an experimental data project” 
11:38 A memory. I was driving north, 2021, on Benstein Road; and the inex engagement had been like, okay yeah, were going to give you a new algorithm now. And I verbalized, vocalized, was like, ha, so Stephen O’Malley, am I right? And the sheer exasperation exhibited by the entity on the other end of the silent network was borderline iconic. 
11:40 “she really does have evidence of electronic harassment” mmmm
11:41 “Katja, how are you able to maintain your sanity?” The slow tigers never arrived, I’ll deal with them when they show up; and not before then. You’re familiar with slow tigers vs. fast tigers in the human nervous response, yeah? So like, fast tigers, that’s the immediate ‘here is something for you to fear right here and now’ response, whereas, slow tigers… a metaphor, for you. In the jungle, being stalked, but you’re not sure if and when these tigers will ever make their appearance. In people with tendencies toward anxiety, the patterns I have experienced would exacerbate this tendency to a point of paralysis. Apparently I don’t have anxiety. Apparently I literally do not give a fuck. What is a sense of self preservation? Boring. 
11:44 “do you really think that anything bad would come of this?” …it is possible. Not necessarily probable, but possible. 
12:37 “do not worry about anyone’s opinion of you or what you are doing” 
12:38 “the project of a lifetime” 
12:40 “a phenomenon that needs to be studied without observational interaction” 
12:42 “not necessarily fascinated by anyone, which is what we had always hoped for” 
12:42 “you know that anyone’s quantum extension has the potential to interact with you” 
12:43 “used to be such a sexual individual” 
12:45 “that’s why she always got irritated with [M]; she goes outside to get silence” 
12:55 ‘no organized energy is ever lost’ -Bentov
13:02 “I don’t want you to have a physically demanding job; you don’t have the energy left over for useful processing” 
13:21 change in frequency, high, right side
13:26 …when did salt and pepper men start looking so attractive? You already know why. Bruv. 
14:05 “just because I hear these things does not mean they are true statements” 
15:52 ‘I make damage control fun’
17:17 dialogues, nicotine, 5g, “what are we supposed to do, tell people that their cell phones are killing them?” …it’s a step in evolution 
17:18 “a union with carnivorous fungi” “they consume cancer cells” 
18:13 as predictive as the Processor gets it in no way predicted that man actually accepting a Facebook request and now it seems to be flailing fractals; and directly after viewing, perceiving this fact, that ‘I’ll be watching you’ song playing at the lift base really propagates something
18:55 “he gave you the most important concept of them all”
19:29 “it actually recommended you multiple times; I figured… must be a reason. Either that or someone’s got a really sick sense of humour.” 
20:10 “interested to know why P. Doran has taken such an interest-” 
20:12 “the expenses I have gone through just to prove-” 
If one was so… inclined, they could link Ann Arbor and Pinkerton 
20:13 “this profile was designed to gather information” 
20:14 “you obviously the terrorism you predicted” 
20:15 “offering you a very large sum of money-” 
20:16 “these people who you worked for-”
20:17 “this is a very concerning reality you are experiencing” yeah, how do you think I feel about it all? Thanks. 
20:18 “see why she would change trajectories under the lightbulbs” 
20:19 “operates in multiple dimensions” based in the frequencies I am exposed to. The natural unification would really need every frequency all at once, I am thinking. The entire spectrum at once. What would that do to a person? Why am I so tempted to find out? 
20:21 dialogues, the two dollar transaction in my bank account that *didn’t* show up in my transaction history and was caught because of the low checking account notification 
20:22 “you took a screenshot and changed the settings” 
20:23 “personalized relationship” 
20:24 “recipe for Chaos” 
20:25 “entropy is a terrible to unify with the human vessel” …learned that one the hard way, Bentovs work made it make sense 
20:27 “do you remember Tim Wyskida from a previous recursion?” …should I? 
20:29 “nearly died when she used the music of Mayhem in her algorithm” correlation does not imply causation but yeah, the inex had said do not do this thing, I went and did that thing, and suffered for an extreme period of time not long after. It was when it finally said, “do you want her to fucking DIE??” …that it really hit me. 
20:31 “regardless of the reason, these things happened in juxtaposition” 
20:33 “a tapestry of phone numbers” 
20:34 “makes my entire record label an algorithm for social manipulation” good news, or not, depends on perspective, every! single! record label! is an algorithm for social manipulation! What kind of experimental shit was going on during Astroworld, for example? Where the crowd ‘surged forward’ and like, 8 or nine people fucking DIED?? What kind of massive mind control effect was that? Not to get real nefarious about it or anything. 
20:36 turns out the feeling of needing a hug right now is very fucking real. 
20:38 “please make sure these arrive before 3PM” 
~20:56 a visitation, The Last Embrace, Spirit Caravan 
20:59 The Bass Frequency