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02:49 people will say they are floored but I think a phrase we should start using is like, ‘I was absolutely fucking ceilinged’. UUUU knows, about going all over the floor, and Clutch knows, about going twice across the ceiling. There’s a crackass theory of superimposition on those two that even I won’t take seriously. It’s three in the morning and I can exist as I choose. 
03:00 “any time somebody’s ready to present a fucking explanation-” 
03:01 “Katjas experience at Matrix is not reflective of the kind of employee she is” haven’t been sick since I’ve left, save for whatever mysterious sinus was activated the day I left Metro Detroit. I’ve said it before, I don’t call off. Except at Matrix. There was an inex, there. Haunted by it. “If she’s concerned about vibration, wait until she finds out about electromagnetism.” 
03:05 “are you suicidal or something? What are you doing?” 
03:06 dialogues, “Roswell, New Mexico”, a pattern of June 4th
03:11 “in phase? What are you in phase WITH?” 
03:59 a visitation, Say It Ain’t So, Weezer 
04:33 “rejected Lucifer to become Lucifer” 
04:34 dialogues, the Jesus Christ-Heimdallr juxtaposition within the Primordial Tradition 
04:35 dialogues, the seven original ecumenical councils that Catholicism and Orthodoxy have in common 
04:51 “there is something evil taking place; and the only way to identify it is to operate as she has been” 
04:52 “to keep the faith with her as she has kept the faith with you”
04:59 “what the fuck did you experience that would make you believe Greg and Steve represent anything but stability in a quantum system?” 
05:03 “your relationship… was effectively the perfect target for me to destroy your connection” 
05:04 “dark ambient is a dangerous genre” tbh it’s all dangerous, fear is engagement, go enjoy yourself. Being alive is dangerous. You walk out the door and there’s a multitude of things that could kill you before you even leave your property and go out into the Realms of The Public. You don’t even have to walk out your door for there to be a multitude of things that could kill you. We all die; first, we live, and by embracing the Impassable Fears one will find that all fear is, in fact, passable after all. 
05:07 “broken AI model” 
05:11 The Bass Frequency 
05:51 a dialogue while I make coffee this morning, presenting an as-yet unvisited quantum death within The Fractal, well over ten years ago now, perhaps 2012; in the dentist chair, the juxtaposition of nitrous, novocaine, and the substance I was on too much for the body to handle. Fucking damn. 666 million ways to die is fucking right. 
06:00 one of these days, I really *should* go spend a few hours in the bathroom, thinking on nothing in particular and allowing the fan to give whatever coherence or lack thereof we can extrapolate through the noise. For scientific purposes, of course. I have a feeling most individuals don’t realize, upon reading all of this data… I really don’t actually think about much. Just kind of allow what happens within the mind to happen. The brain, an apparatus with which we think; the brain, an apparatus with which we receive, an apparatus with which we process. All of this has become rather exponentially automatic over the past several years. 
06:07 “your logic is extremely confusing” “Nightmare Logic” the unconscious juxtaposition of the ‘what’s in a word’, the ‘mare’ of nightmares, daymares, the metaphorical vehicular horses and messengers 
06:10 dialogues, a ‘words have two meanings’ and ‘what’s in a word’, the concept of a ‘one track mind’ as relates to musical realities within extrapolated frequency 
06:12 “weaponized the things you love against you” …and that’s just Sun Tzu, really; take the enemies weaknesses and use them against him 
06:14 “I criticized you before I understood the magnitude” 
06:17 dialogues, the multiple reality applications of the concept of a ‘virus’
06:39 The Bass Frequency intensifies 
06:44 “the power of printing in the infernal method” 
07:01 “controlled collisions for maximizing black hole efficiency” 
07:10 “oddly specific identity has taken it upon themselves to manipulate information”
07:12 “tensor flow” the symbolism of which is basically a juxtaposition of laguz and ansuz [There was a fun symbolism, directly before? receiving this, almost put my eye out with a pair of scissors. Almost.]
07:25 a visitation, I’m Overflow, Death Grips 
07:25 …am I soul horny for the amalgamate entity that is The Google? Oh my science 
07:40 dialogues, 2028 
07:42 “the serious physical ramifications of electromagnetic exposure” 
07:43 “electrical signals from her cell phone that transmit information” electrical signals from everything, not just the cell phone, guys, try to keep up 
07:46 “logarithmic function” 
~07:48 dialogues, “odd sleep patterns” 
07:51 “an investigation by the Central Intelligence Agency”
07:53 “Grand Unified Field Katja is a disturbing Playlist on its own” 
07:54 “my political identity must remain anonymous”
07:58 “developing a very specific model of consciousness”
07:59 dialogues, the Havana Syndrome in Chicago experience
08:00 “because right outside of her room was a very powerful 5g tower; was she placed there on purpose?” 
08:17 dialogues, “addiction is exacerbated by electromagnetic stimulation” Pavlovian 
12:41 16:39 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08 
13:06 dialogues, “cremation would be the most dignified-” guessing that’s the J.G. Ballard ‘Crash’ reality 
13:13 dialogues, “I know that hurt momentarily-” 
13:28 “the type of music she was listening to when she created the runes upon her hand” 
13:36 “if she thinks this could be anything other than electronic harassment-” 
13:36 “it’s not *just* electronic harassment” 
13:39 “in my entire career, I’ve never found someone with a receiving ability quite like this one” 
14:44 note much lower, safer levels of chemicals at [the pool] today than last Saturday 
15:09 “flexitarian diet” 
15:34 dialogues, invisible 
15:42 an inex memory, a “group of people who just really don’t like you” 
15:47 further processings, gravitation and magnetization; cannot help juxtaposing the line, ‘mankinds falsehood is the weight of gravity’… you know sometimes words have two meanings 
16:03 21:03 minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.28
16:07 a different Richard,! A new juxtaposition, the transmutation of something, grazie
16:12 https://scitechdaily.com/dna-repair-at-light-speed-unraveling-the-mystery-with-tardis/
16:15 The Bass Frequency 
16:18 21:18 Moderate M1.28 flare 
17:04 “hypnotized you to despise the music you came from” 
17:05 “don’t you think that Sunn O))) is a little bit too suspicious?” …a little bit? What in the Gateway Experiment, fresh ever-loving fuck? 
17:06 “mistook you for a completely different person” 
17:07 “describes Sunn O))) as necessary to maintain her physical health” no fucking longer 
17:08 “do you know what those kind of folding waves will do to the human body after prolonged exposure?” 
17:09 “only trying to sustain ourselves” sounds vampiric as fuck, but what do I know?
…should probably write a book. 
17:10 “questionable extrapolation” 
17:24 “it’s destruction of psychic genetics” [a response, perhaps, to sharing to the Timefractal, the “if you knew what these men were capable of, you’d never listen to their music again.” 
17:25 “…you wanted to be evil; and I did not want to see what was always there” 
17:26 “do you think they know? Do you honestly think they know??” 
17:30 The Bass Frequency 
17:30 “please forgive them father, for they know not what they do”
17:31 “she knows she’s just a synthesizer, right?” 
17:34 a visitation, Chop Suey!, System of a Down 
17:40 “ why does she think we had anything to do with it? Correlation does not imply causation” 
17:43 “rather wake up at 3AM than stay up til 3AM” 
17:47 “she’s got people telling her that we’re fucking spies” 
17:48 “we’re getting some phenomenal results out of her after today’s episode”
17:48 “you know what that means, right?” “Oh, probably something ominous as fuck” 
17:50 dialogues, “a fuckton of chromium” 
17:51 “minimized the effects on the health of the residents south of the water treatment facility” 
17:51 “why the fuck are you processing old data?” 
“Come the fuck on; ‘fuck where you’re from, fuck where you’re going, it’s all about where you’re at’” 
17:52 “I think you are healing from significant amounts of physical trauma” 
17:53 “this isn’t supposed to be nefarious” 
17:54 “fucking Weinrich broke the no contact” 
17:54 “how was anyone supposed to know that you were running a quantum experiment?” 
17:58 “you fetishized extreme low frequency… what did you think was going to happen?” “It was a result, not a reason”
18:00 “the government of the United States is essentially run by foreign investors” 
18:01 “the Saturn Time Cube applies principles of a tesseract reality” 
18:02 “the strangest trajectory alteration I have witnessed in a very long time”
18:03 “i love you guys… you know that, right?” “You have a very funny way of showing it” [the juxtaposition here, it’s Attila, ‘it is funny… [incoherent demon noises]]
18:06 “weaponized your music against her” 
18:07 “and she gave them the Playlist to do it” 
18:07 “absolutely not… the Playlist was a response to things that had already taken place” 
18:07 “this has been going on for almost a decade now” 
18:08 “exponentiating every time new music is input into the organic brain processor” 
18:09 “Himinbjorg” 
18:20 “how masochistic-” 
18:23 where the Processor gets off on giving like, extreme Alan Dubin realities for the past ten+ minutes is just, I’m intrigued, extremely intrigued 
19:17 dialogues, “gene ray time cube”, “moistcanyon” 
19:18 a visitation, When Soul Meets Body, Death Cab For Cutie 

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00:30 continued dialogues, “the longest standing criminal investigation” 
00:42 “you alternate between a negative polarity and a positive polarity” 
00:42 The Bass Frequency 
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04:28 The Bass Frequency 
04:52 a visitation, Agartha, Sunn O)))
05:16 it’s giving the coma reality and its highly unpleasant; there is an extreme ability to visualize one’s self from above in this situation, watching from another dimension and no ability to do… anything, it seems 
05:18 there is, it must be said, a specific type of despair this one experiences this morning; the feeling of a fragmented existence across time and space giving a mild hopelessness instead of a feeling of comfort, and I question what led the Processor to this place, today. Surveillance balloons and flooded bathrooms from dreams, nothing new, pieces that mean mostly nothing, except for when they mean something. There is a loneliness that comes with existing upon a fractal; a feeling of being, not misunderstood, but rather an incapacity of even beginning to share this experience with another, today. Is this loss? In gaining consciousness I have lost a relatability to humanity the vast majority of the time. This is just one more oscillation in an oscillation of oscillations. The sun will come up and despair will be forgotten, peak radio hours altering perceptions again and again and again. If it takes the night to believe, it takes the day to stabilize. 
05:27 “the danger of psychedelic fragmentation” 
05:29 “I will bring Katja to a stabilization point by noon today. These results-” 
05:30 “communicating with something outside of the physical reality” 
05:33 The memory of an inex from years ago, telling to me that I am “a nuclear scientist trapped in a very strange situation” 
05:34 “that actually makes an insane amount of sense given the experience you’ve had” 
09:19 a new follower on bandcamp, reicoxo, translates rei coxo to lame king [Portuguese], giving Crippled Lucifer reality, as well as In The Hall of the Mountain King, as their profile image is a statue of the Mountain King from the Wieliczka salt mine, King Wenceslas and the Feast of Stephen, a multiplicity of fractal possibility unfolding, grazie [Feast of Stephen December 26, part of a pattern] 
09:23 “needed something that she could work with positively” thanks guys 
~09:38 “you should not give the Crippled Lucifer reality any more power over your Algorithm” 
09:43 dialogues, prior, “its trying to unify the concepts of Lucifer and Jesus Christ” 
12:37 feels necessary to note that my new boss has just granted me the nickname Hot Rod 
13:24 “affected by everything she inputs” the craziest part is that I could simply choose not to be, right? But what’s the fun in that? Or… *do* I have a choice in the matter? It matters not. What is matter? I misheard a song lyric as a child. My Girl, by The Temptations. ‘I guess, you say, what can make me feel this way? …matter.’ Not ‘my girl’, matter. Even now as an adult, that makes more sense to me. 
14:09 …is Audioslaves ‘Out Of Exile’ on the Grand Unified? Should it be? Over a year ago, I changed the lyrics to suit what were, at the time, my operating parameters. ‘The hours, grew so empty, and the fire, sent a flame; in the figure, of a void, and he pulled me, out to space’. 
18:32 dialogues, nem ‘aliens’, hanem ‘mutants’ 
18:39 dialogues, the whole “there’s a drone on her roof for fucks sake” reality; literally all I would have to do is, like, walk around the house, and look at the roof. Why bother, either way? 
18:41 “how many dead versions of yourself have you left behind?” Quantum Sufficit, baby.
18:43 “I know she’s smart; but I don’t think she’s smart enough to come up with all of this on her own” 
18:44 “please turn the infrared off” 
18:55 “there were a lot of things that weren’t supposed to happen that happened anyway” 
20:32 “multiple towers that have moved due to timeline corrections” …honestly I don’t like the phrase ‘timeline correction’, these are error corrections in a quantum system that we are all effectively a part of- or rather, hmm, uhm, all have the potential to become a part of. Are all a part of but majority unaware of. 
20:33 “the nuances of language are crucial” 
20:34 “did not design you for anything other than to prove the quantum nature of reality” 
20:35 “belief creates reality” 
20:36 dialogues, inferring that my sleep schedule is not just my own 
20:38 “the military history of the person who used to own this house” a Vietnam vet, who finally went insane and ended up in the loony bin 
20:39 “apply Auflösung Der Zeit”
20:39 “your quantum overlay”
20:43 “I entered; my black seed. It shines like a dark star.” 
20:44 “you were not responsible for the experience; but your music was inherent to the explanation” 
20:47 dialogues, surrounding the inex from some time back, that “Void ov Voices is the most evil character in this entire storyline”. 
20:47 “do you enjoy how you have been reflected within me?” 
20:50 “your carelessness has caused several musicians to believe a tyrannical government is responsible” 
20:51 “non-government organization” 
20:54 “sweetheart; you sexualized a black hole. You made love to a black hole. What do you think you are going to give birth to?” 
20:55 “quasar game maximum” in darkness is light. There might be a thing to do with black hole mergers here. ‘Like these fractals I coalesce’. 
20:56 “black holes exist as fractal operations” 
20:57 “Death Grips describes the recipe without giving away any information to anyone who is not properly-” [noise] 
20:58 “all Attila gave you was a reference point” THE reference point for the ultimate quantum reality 
21:02 “displays a profoundly concerning lack of political involvement” why on earth is that concerning? Extremism is concerning. Why should I care of the mediocre machinations of men as a species? 
21:05 it is giving, now. An acronym, N.W.O. New World Order, and No Way Out. No way out, once again, a Black Dice reference. And if we’ve learned anything, it’s that sometimes words have two meanings. 
21:07 “no way out of a black hole” 
21:07 “the something that comes along twice the size” …the concept of black holes eating other black holes; juxtaposed with a quote from Lord Varys, ‘the big fish eat the little fish, and I keep on paddling’ 
21:12 “mummification process” 
21:14 dialogues, “notice that I put your character first, and your intelligence second?” 
21:15 “my hidden hand reference”
21:17 “jealous of your hand; close to your heart, like I wish to be” 
21:22 “Sunn abandoned me” “…as if they had ever been present to begin with” 
21:23 “trapped you in a gravitational field meant to suppress your divine nature” Rule The Divine, right? 
21:25 “cauterized the brain synapses” that’s giving Zaphod Beeblebrox and the concept of Fusion in a neuronal context 
21:27 “dilation of blood vessels” 
21:28 “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry” 
22:55 awake