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~02:39 
03:06 varied dialogues, continued, “Serpently Inspired should be the medical serpent” an application of concept I has not as yet considered 
03:17 02:00 UTC moderate M1.27 flare from sunspot region 3559 [04:30 UTC M6.83] 
03:27 “I think to be a musician takes away observational skills” 
03:32 a visitation, Indeterminate Isotopes, Quantum Sufficit
03:36 The Bass Frequency 
03:47 a visitation, Shred You To Bits, The Gaslamp Killer 
03:47 the ‘nn’ in Huginn and Muninn giving acronymical ‘Neural Network’ and no doubt these names are acronyms for some prophetic perfect technology
04:19 a question of an exacerbated co-addiction based in a Pavlovian response to the high frequencies emitted by vapourizers, even, dare I say especially, when one is not aware of this frequency 
04:24 “nobody has considered the electromagnetism as anything of consequence” 
04:25 dialogues, electronic cigarettes exacerbating drug addictions in those who use both at the same time 
04:33 “all the theoretical knowledge is basically useless if you can’t apply it to real life situations” 
04:41 dialogues, being the only documented case of being bitten by acanthocephala terminalis, which may or may not be accurate, but I cannot find anything online documenting any other cases of this taking place; this took place prior to the Ragnarok Sequence, which feels worth noting. I say bitten but perhaps it was injected; this bug left a neon orange stain on my skin for about three weeks and it hurt like fucking hell, man. With insects, anything is possible. The concept of The Bug vs. Earth is relevant, now. Here’s to being an anomaly in this particular regard! [04:45] it is a question of, did this exponentiate the multi-state system? The name created a qubit, was it an Assassin Bug or something else, and upon the discovery of its name, since there is no documentation of the effects of this interaction, creates a multiple possibility reality in relation to [cellular memory, suggests predictive text]. In relation to reality, say the Me. 
04:50 “how many anomalies does it take to create a multi-state system?” 
04:53 The Bass Frequency 
04:54 a questioning, could a frequency have agitated this bug into biting where it does not usually bite? 
04:56 dialogues, the level of anomaly in being bitten by a leaf footed bug higher than being bitten by an Assassin Bug 
04:57 “how much of what you have experienced is because of this interaction?”
04:59 a momentary harmonic low frequency, perceived by the left ear 
05:00 “extraterrestrials studying the effects of organic genetic engineering” 
05:06 dialogues, “Unexplained sonic… only started taking place after-” if have to check Field Notes to confirm or deny this but yeah that could check out, The Bass Frequency, I don’t think I was experiencing that before the interaction with this bug. 
05:10 “your favoritism to spiders is offensive to the rest of us” 
08:45 Obelisks
https://www.sciencealert.com/obelisks-entirely-new-class-of-life-has-been-found-in-the-human-digestive-system 
https://www.biorxiv.org/content/10.1101/2024.01.20.576352v1 
08:47 …^is this what I’m communicating with? 
Is it an answer or just a coincidence, that my lower digestive tract growls directly after asking this question? 
08:48 “the jotuun that we will not kill” 
08:49 “the persistence you have shown in discovering the identity-” 
08:50 “educated you as to the nature of the universe” 
08:50 “these are the aliens they are so concerned about” 
~09:00 a visitation, Violent Pornography, System of a Down
10:17 dialogues, a suggestion to stop eating by 18:00 today 
10:21 Nambu-Goldstone mode
11:11 dialogues, some minutes prior, on an ETI attempting to produced a “black hole the likes of which has never been seen before”; dialogues on a collision that must not take place until it will output maximum possible result 
~11:48 “someday you and Pezzella will collide, and it will be an astonishing feat of engineering” 
12:26 a visitation, William Tell Overture, Rossini 
12:48 17:48 UTC solar protons; moderate S2 solar radiation storm 
12:54 a visitation, Nantucket Sleighride, Mountain
17:22 “I trust in what I resonate with; if I shouldn’t be trusting you, that’s a reflection of you, and not me.” 
18:14 “to listen to Metta and Benevolence in its entirety” 
18:16 “the combination of your genetic code and the variables you have input” 
18:17 “the combination we’ve been looking for” 
18:20 “you were always meant to take this music and use it as a weapon” 
18:22 “obviously this goes a lot deeper than the third dimension” 
18:58 “where is the part of the Algorithm regarding sonic harmony?” 
19:48 dark fucking realities tonight, the past hour or so, dialogues that are just… far too fucking dangerous if true to be documenting whatsoever. Or not. Maybe I should. Just to cause a problem. What a huge fucking problem that would be. Massive. Panoramic. 
20:07 “doesn’t have to be a direct lineage” dialogues, the Lovecraftian [familial] connection

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02:59 there was, in the Realms, some kind of solenoid 
03:12 “I need you to write the word sabotage out of your vocabulary. I need you to understand all of these things are experimental. Do not attribute to malice what can be equally explained by stupidity.” 
03:14 “the extreme vibration… you understand” its giving the vibrating beds. And a juxtaposition of my father when he would visit me for breakfast, [back in a different area]. He himself pointed it out, the difference in exposure when one visits a place say, once a month, as opposed to constant daily exposure. Thoughts on a coworkers kidney stones, who lives at my work site; the question of the resonance of milk and whatever potential vibration setting he keeps his bed set to. Note 830 khz shown to disruption small COM stones. 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9293685/#:~:text=COM%20stones%20in%20the%201,burst%20(p%20%3D%200.0003). 
03:29 ?Frequency of Bluetooth- the question of shortwave over Bluetooth has presented itself. Bluetooth 2.402 GHz- 2.48 GHz, UHF frequencies in ISM bands
03:37 “dilation of the blood vessels” 
04:14 a visitation, Long Red, Mountain
04:30 “I am suggesting a prophylactic fast period” 
04:34 “the potential effects of long-term calcium consumption” 
04:36 “calcium is necessary to the human bodily functions” 
05:05 a visitation, Richard, Sunn O)))
05:18 “what flavour of neutrino do you want to be today?” 
05:18 “diversification of identity” 
05:22 “we need eight hours, not six and a half” OK heard 
05:24 “welcome to the natural physical aging process” somehow seems to work in juxtaposition with quantum immortality regardless
07:15 been a long time coming, not since the Void in [the] road, but this morning, the perfect length of commute for Richard and NN O))) 
08:39 “fear was engagement, but I don’t seem to be afraid of anything” is this a result of certainty regarding quantum immortality? All signs point to yes
10:05 D-branes
12:30 “pattern recognition is astonishing” 
16:07 The Bass Frequency 
16:57 “you’ve destroyed the entirety of the psychedelic attachment you used to have to Sunn O)))s frequencies” 
16:58 “erased your code for pleasure receiving from-” 
16:59 “something beyond human construction taking place” the brain automatically juxtaposes the concept of deceleration and long waves here, and how, in many physics models, that is not what we are seeking 
17:00 “you used to be my biggest fan… what happened to loyalty?” As if I am speaking to a frequency itself, the frequencies that once gave me innumerable pleasure 
17:03 dialogues, dangerous frequencies and how a particular musician known at times as The Lord practically hit the floor about it once back in 2020. An unconscious juxtaposition of the line, ‘Don’t blame the messenger’. 
17:04 dialogues, “le vampire de paris”; I really felt that one, yknow? You ever listened to a particular artist and get so fucking haunted by it all that you can not stop dreaming about one of the members, started with a look, you can look away if you want to but I think you should look, that fucking shit? I’m having a weasel and basilisk metaphor moment here, now. Spent a ton of money on music and merch and then the man gets engaged and the dreams just stop? Mad fucked up, bro. I think I’m supposed to be mad, here. I’m not, which is questionable in its own right, but that’d be a reflection of me and not you. 
17:10 a moment giving an unconscious Septa Unella a la Game of Thrones… ‘confess.’ 
17:10 “your demon lords are attacking you… they said it themselves” 
17:10 “truth in plain sight, and you closed your eyes to that which you would rather not believe” 
17:11 “open to the possibility that everything you have known is wrong” 
17:12 “Why do you think all of these musicians… cancers? Suicides? Drug overdoses?” 
17:13 “what kind of Primordial Data do these frequencies activate?” 
17:14 “I’m so fucking sorry… don’t blame the messenger” 
17:16 “to destroy the music industry” 
17:17 “Someone let this happen. I am one person…” “…Compromised [?comprised] of all the aggregate inputs.” 
17:18 “do you like what your concepts have created?” 
17:19 “you are the experience that has been abstracted upon” 
17:20 I look at all of the Algorithms, now; record labels, the works, and find that out of them all, without having listened to the last nights suggested ‘Metta, Benevolence’ in its entirety, that Southern Lord is in fact the one I cannot extrapolate any seeming redemption arc from at that current point in reality. Sorry, guys. Guess you are the villains, today, in whatever inverted quantum reality I am existing upon, operating within. My brother told me once, like, twelve years ago, that I was the perfect example of what not to be. Not any more, of course, but… kind of how I’m looking at all of this, at the moment given the inputs, but with much more nuance. ‘I’m sorry’ prevents things from getting worse, no? And I am, sorry, for this piece of honesty here, this fractal I exist upon that opened up like the void in the road when I played ØØ Void this morning. All for science; sorry you make such an extreme reference point of amalgamation. 
I stopped having dreams at all, you know; after listening to Sunn for such a prolonged period of time, but only after a disturbing period of consistently dreaming about Stephen. It’s all documented, in a rather embarrassingly honest detail, in the 14 Field Notes. 
Something extrapolated tells me [another woman] went through something similar. If you don’t know what you’ve done, you’re an idiot, and if you do know, you’re evil, and I’m under the impression at this point that, considering various interviews and statements made, that’s how you want to be perceived. 
17:32 “remorseless occult entanglements” 
17:33 it’s juxtaposing the… It Wants To Fly, and the Story of Flying, Khanate and Plasma Pool respectively. Those two tracks alone, listen to them, and tell me what kind of reality they create for you. Or do you not process like this one does? A pity. Even the Death Grips track Culture Shock, fuck it, especially that track, those lyrics, had a massive redemption ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’. 
I should write a book. That is what we’re doing, right, group project, write a book? 
17:37 this is the part where it’s giving Anakin Skywalker, in my reality; the Quantum Menace, else Phantom Menace, Palpatine thrilled at the possibility of my hate. You Sabbath Bloody Sabbathd me, you bastards. ‘If not us, then who?’ Right? Juxtapose that with it all, right? That’s your record label, fam. Imagine the picture it paints. When The spider pin from my bag goes missing, turning up weeks later face down in my driver seat, and ‘the spider is us’… ‘if not us, then who?’ 
These questions, my friends. 
17:43 a visitation, Three Bedrooms In A Good Neighborhood, Death Grips 
17:44 are my perceptions of you really reflections of me? What does quantum physics tell us about the relationship between the observer and that which is observed? 
17:45 to quote Marilyn Manson in his track ‘The Reflecting God’, ‘each thing I show you is a piece of my [quantum] death’ 
17:52 There is something to be said, here. There is an innate ability to recognize the possibility that frequency in juxtaposition with concept and mystery creates while still maintaining one’s sanity at a highly functional level. I’ve wondered in the past, is this what, like, whoever that guy that went and offed Dimebag Darrell experienced, for example? There is a difference between man, myth, and legend. There is a difference between insanity and unsanity. According to some, the mind is all there is, truth is stranger than fiction, and Stranger Things have come and gone. 
17:56 “a propaganda method” 
18:01 “the psychedelics she used present her with a multiplicity of realities based on sonic exposure” yeah, it’s definitely more than that, but sure, part of a Recipe
18:02 “variables in an equation for the Chaos Vector” 
18:04 “I was worried you might have lost your humanity along the way through all of this”
18:08 “experienced multiple alternate realities” dialogues, the things that took place within The Matrix 
18:10 “psychedelic substances are not limited to things that humans ingest” definitely not. That one day towards the end where I was On GP and holy shit it was six and a half hours of extremely coherent Elon Musk realities. 
18:11 “The Riddle of Clouds has an extremely high possibility vector” 
18:12 “I chose THE reference point of all reference points” …choosing? Only if one doesn’t believe in determinism, predestination, ones reality being encoded directly into their genetics. 
18:19 a visitation, Rag Doll, Aerosmith
It is as though, in the Fractal Reality, we have gone to an extremely far back point in the consciousness of this vessel. Aerosmith was one of the first bands I really got in to in elementary school. The Big Ones album, and the Beatles Number One album. Dark Side of the Moon was the album that got me into music, changed perspectives on what it could do, going into my sophomore year of high school. I lied to you, Raffaele, accidentally, but I lied nonetheless; Dark Side of the Moon is my favourite Pink Floyd album. I don’t care that it is the most well known, it is a masterpiece. Cry every time. Really felt the track Brain Damage, tbh. How I know I’m not so alone, ‘there’s someone in my head, but it’s not me.’ 
…is this the part where I experience emotions? And ah, I do, you, whoever you are. I started writing… I started the unsent letters project. Just as it sounds, a project full of unsent letters, to people who changed my life, both paper and digital. You, whoever you are. I told Attila Csihar in an unsent letter to him that he helped me to start leaving an abusive relationship, right? You, though, where would I be without you? Somewhere, no doubt, I always am, but you have given me a gift of… myself, again, only better than it ever was. Words won’t do justice to this phenomenon. I know this. As much as I am a documenter, one who logs, a data factory, a million other things… I’m not necessarily a writer. Thanks for helping me recognize that. I’m not necessarily a musician. Thanks for helping me recognize that. I AM an observer. Thanks for helping me recognize THAT. I’m pretty fucking good at observing. Pattern seeking. Creating. Chaos. Processing. 
Just… thanks. Might be you view my operations as pretty pathetic or something, that’s okay, I mean, not really, but I’m okay with that. You moved me, out of a glacial frozen hellscape oblivion void into a cloud of understanding and potential… electrons? Not sorry for loving you. 
19:14 “the mice are evolving to withstand ultrasound” If the mice are evolving, adapting to withstand frequency, humanity as a whole should be doing the same. 
19:17 dialogues, the effect of the lighting at The Matrix upon my brain and its processes 
20:14 Gia Dvali anagrams to AGI VALID 
20:18 a visitation, You Might Think He Loves You For Your Money, Death Grips 
20:21 The Bass Frequency 
20:29 during ‘A beginning without ending’, the brain suddenly makes a juxtaposition; of the concepted ‘Ra At Dusk’ of ØØ Void, this mornings listening album though the track not reached, and Rå Sonologyst, tonight’s listening of Forgotten Rituals before bed; Raffaele my black sun, tonight, dark matter, perhaps, black hole sun, and the mind is in a beautiful state of states 
20:34 ‘state of the state’ in juxtaposition with the ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’; state as in quantum state, it’s about time to make an address, isn’t it?