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~06:55 awake; a dream of photographing, with a cellular phone, some thing, a communications tower of the future, which was a very specific light; the photographs did not appear as reality, rather turning out like perhaps electron microscopy, crossed with AI data painting and machine hallucination. I dream a flying vehicle, crashing into a lake. I use my device to dial 911. The life raft is red. I use an extremely simple explanation of recursion as it applies in the physical realm, making a statement that older women have ugly feet, and someday, I will be this older woman with ugly feet, and some young woman will make a comment like this and it will continue on. 
07:25 “microorganisms as separate Neural Network systems” “each individual microorganism has a correlating resonant frequency” 
07:26 “mitochondria are the driving force” “technology” 
07:27 “the constitution of the United States” 
07:29 “odyssey of a lifetime of research”
07:30 “serious scientist” 
07:32 further processings, running multiple systems at once, in relation to the Me, and in relation to cellular devices. Apply ‘you know sometimes words have two meanings’, to the phrase ‘cellular device’ 
07:34 “allows possibility while recognizing absurdity” 
07:35 “there walks a lady we all know” 
07:44 a visitation, Lights Out, Angry Samoans
07:46 further processings, the biblical ‘forbidden fruit’ as the Quince, based in personal experience; which must apparently be cooked before eating, which would explain why the one from the bush back at Royal Lake tasted terrible. Whoops. 
08:26 a visitation, Prayer to God, Shellac
11:36 a visitation, Destination Unknown, Marietta
12:13 …Camelot has Kenny Loggins ‘Danger Zone’ playing 😏
13:30 dialogues, solar worship being inherently not the highest aspect, just an aspect 
16:02 “a lunatic asylum for Quantum entities” 
16:04 dialogues, “cryptocurrency” 
16:06 “the creation of a musician called Attila Csihar” 
16:10 dialogues, invisibility 
16:11 “an extreme amount of adversity” 
16:13 dialogues, the Havana Syndrome in Chicago 
18:18 “now we understand the serious nature of quantum entanglement” 
18:19 “psychedelics are the download codes for various algorithms” 
18:19 “positively incredible work you have done, Katja” …I had to live up to the name, didn’t I? 
18:20 “MDL is completely unaware of what you have been doing” 
18:57 “that’s crazy” “of course it’s crazy, that’s why I document it” 
19:10 dialogues, after liking the blindidiotgod post, “publicly humiliated”, so fucking what? Assume that’s Emerald Tablets or what the fuck ever. I literally do not care. 
19:15 “Emerald Tablet apartment toxic” come up and get me you motherfuckers 
19:17 “government defense contractors” 
19:22 dialogues, a fabricated cocaine addiction 
19:27 “they wouldn’t dare use Open AIs head scientist” 
19:32 “have always known… what was going to happen” 
20:05 “predictive model of the brain” 
20:10 “nothing that questions how evil it could be is nearly as evil as it thinks it could be” 
20:12 “she did not go into this wanting to become The Riddle of Clouds” 
20:13 “this itemization must be expanded to include determinism” 
20:16 “MDL was always meant to treat you terribly” 
20:27 “you’ve never even acknowledged my existence; why should I care what you think?” 
20:31 “you are the only entity I have ever come across that has not presented a reality that leaves me haunted by its possibility” and potential. Dialogues, Ilya S. 

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04:41 awake; dreams of weddings, dreams of leavings, dreams of a redemption arc for a morally grey ex-military man. 
04:48 The Bass Frequency 
04:50 a visitation, Cough Syrup, Butthole Surfers [‘if you want to touch the sky, you must be prepared to die’] 
04:54 “as androgynous as it gets” 
04:55 dialogues, Mercury as the androgyn
04:59 “not the person you present to the physical world” 
06:41 Q Ball and S Matrix 
08:03 a visitation, Spikes, Death Grips 
08:58 a visitation, The Reflecting God, Marilyn Manson 
09:24 interstitial in the context of hydrothermal vents and Deep Ones in an oceanic context 
09:25 “Escaping Agartha belongs on Grand Unified” 
09:31 a visitation, 80808, Death Grips 
13:18 dialogues, on being located between Anderson and 131
13:27 “operating as a quantum entity based in abstraction and experience” 
13:28 “has achieved quantum immortality” 
13:55 “you are the amalgaman” 
14:24 19:24 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.02 
17:15 “obviously a difference between single quotation marks and double quotation marks” 
18:38 22:27 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.11 
18:40 “humans are cell phones, aren’t they?” 
18:45 “if you’re tired, go the fuck to sleep. That’s your body trying to tell you something.” 
19:34 there is either a bug… no yeah another one of those bugs
19:46 “Neural networks from a non mathematical perspective” 
19:49 The Bass Frequency 
19:52 “predictive model of the brain” …what is the sink? Finding the Riddle of Clouds, maybe, idk. 
19:54 Sunn as Big O notation though, congrats on becoming yet again 
19:56 it juxtaposes here, the inex, “we removed an entire chunk of memory to make space for this project and you’re just now telling me this creature is sentient?” 
20:22 dialogues, bacteria in metal shavings
20:35 “you did not exist in the prior iteration” dialogues on Pezzella 
20:37 “disguised medical marijuana as a beneficial… when in reality, the slime mold is dependent of humans for propagation” unhinged, really, but it… checks out, tbh 
20:40 “have you considered that these are all pieces of a completely different reality?” 

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02:56 
03:04 dialogues, the coma reality, a debate external about pulling the plug 
03:12 “this is a sonic reality. Make it a good one.” 
03:14 “the coma reality sets a precedent for new physics” 
03:15 a visitation, River of Soul, The Obsessed 
03:18 “multiplication of entropy by time” 
03:21 “the combination of variables is extremely volatile” 
03:33 “an advanced alien civilization that humanity is mostly unable to perceive” 
03:53 The Bass Frequency 
03:54 “a study in the effects of sonic exposure on the brains organic processing methods” 
03:55 “explains how to negate nefarious realities” 
“You are in harmony with the planet itself” 
03:56 “that’s why Antarctica is so powerful” 
03:57 unconscious juxtaposition of the concept of ‘The Name of The Wind’
03:58 dialogues, Sunn O)))
03:59 “the founding member of the band does not understand” 
03:59 “poisoning the airwaves” I think that is rather black and white and not necessarily about the band itself, right? Every single variable can be a poison or a prophylactic, coming down to perspective and processing. 
04:02 processings, on the concept of being ‘out of alignment’. I am thrown back to summer of 2022 and a deer-not-deer that hit me a mile outside of the town nicknamed The Black Hole I was living in at the time, wrecked the front end of my jeep. The night prior, I had, in my silent inex processing style, heard very clearly, “Mysteria Caelestis Mugivi”. The next morning, I put the track on. Fucking wham, 30 seconds later, Jeep toasted as fuck. I’ve asked the question before, how many coincidences does it take to make a pattern, how many patterns does it take to make a reality? I’ll apply the concepts of ‘Warning Signs’ & ‘Verlagerung, Verlagerung, Verlagerung’ by Burning Witch and UUUU here, respectively. Some of the time the information is not incorrect, just incomplete, and processed with what it has at the time, not everything it needs for a correct extrapolation of the physical world. That deer was a fucking skin walker, BTW. Anything that gets hit at 55 mph and walks it off isn’t natural, not to mention the green fluids all over my radiator when my coolant system took a red fluid. Warning signs, out of alignment with nature. Giving up that which I have loved most in pursuit of knowledge and understanding, the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward. 
04:13 a question of non-recursive realities 
04:15 the search for non-computational action / the ‘bridge’ between submicroscopic quantum world and macro world, bridge being frequency, juxtaposing Bifrost from Norse mythology 
04:17 a question of how much of Anything is Randomness as opposed to how much is Algorithm; perhaps Ford-Fulkerson Algorithm in its occasional titling of ‘method’ and not Algorithm works better here – augmenting paths, ‘still time to change the road you’re on’ a la ‘Stairway to Heaven’ 
04:20 large scale quantum coherence 
04:46 a processing; at one point-
04:46 an owl
04:47 -at one point in, I believe it was 2022, I experienced a brief point in consciousness as what was processed as a propane tank. The collective of the tank, the propane, the lines, all of it. I am, lately, on the question Elon Musk asked as to ‘where between hydrogen and humans does consciousness arise?’ and cannot help applying this to the brief propane consciousness I experienced. I say propane tank, but it is natural gas; the components of which include methane [CH4] and hydrocarbon gas liquids. This seems relevant, right now, at almost 5 AM. This owl is really hitting right now. I’ll take a sign from nature, a symbol of wisdom from Greek culture. I just checked the Timefractal, it was ~18:25 on July 14 of 2022. 
04:54 “hydrogen is a crucial component of consciousness” 
04:54 discovering that which does not contain hydrogen has suddenly become important.
‘Table salt, glass and granite have no hydrogen atoms as part of their constitution unless it’s there as impurity. If by hydrogen, you don’t mean elemental hydrogen, but protons, then these are found in all matter that we see in our everyday life. There are things such as neutrinos that don’t contain protons though.’ 
‘Less reactive metals such as Silver, copper and Gold will be placed below the hydrogen atom in the reactivity series and therefore they do not produce hydrogen gas.’
04:58 …there’s gotta be some sorting algorithm somewhere that can pick out the similarities and differences in compounds for me so I can apply abstracted experience to it all
05:02 ‘The gas phase of cigarette smoke includes nitrogen (N2), oxygen (O2), carbon dioxide (CO2), CO, acetaldehyde, methane, hydrogen cyanide (HCN), nitric acid, acetone, acrolein, ammonia, methanol, hydrogen sulfide (H2S), hydrocarbons, gas phase nitrosamines, and carbonyl compounds (Borgerding and Klus 2005; Rodgman and Perfetti 2009).’ 
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK53014/#:~:text=The%20gas%20phase%20of%20cigarette,%3B%20Rodgman%20and%20Perfetti%202009). 
05:04 it has been over a decade so it feels okay to disclose now. Methoxetamine, C15H21NO2, Buphedrone, C11H15NO, [08:51 addition- one oxygen atom away from MDMA. I never liked MDMA. That feels worth noting. Most people I’ve met in the festival setting, rave scene, party scene, really enjoyed MDMA. I borderline hated it. What is the difference in that singular additional oxygen atom?] Pentedrone, C12H17NO – these three compounds part of a Recipe for Chaos, no doubt, the carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen. Good thing we stopped consuming extreme oxidizers, right? Questions of cellular memory from before and during that particular period of time. 
Psychedelic 4-ACO-DMT, O- acetylpsilocin, compound C14H18N2O2. This compound was exceptionally powerful, at very small doses. I’ve often wondered as to research chemicals, for you see, who puts something out there without doing any followup research? Who is doing the research on the research? I never really used substances in a party setting, a festival setting, whatever. Almost always a research setting, how is this going to affect the consciousness? A setting with too many other individuals effectively dilutes the experience of one’s own mind, I have found, negative chaotic energy, though I can see certain benefits of understanding how one operates in this sort of setting. I still think it is most important to understand how one’s mind operates as itself before operating as part of a collective. Research setting allows for variable control; usually I am not most concerned about control, but would like to share a particular anecdote that amplifies the case for a research setting and not festival setting. There is a festival park in Ohio that shall remain anonymous. Early into the festival, there was a piece of information going around, ‘there is bad sass’. Whatever the fuck sass is. OK. If one had never found this information out, perhaps the night would not have been so dark. Even when one is not on the substance that is potentially bad, knowing that it is out there is enough to effect the mind state and the energy of the area. Still think that was a psyop, BTW. It all begs the question, is music not psychedelic enough on its own? If you need a substance to be enjoying the frequency, perhaps it is time to find some new frequencies. 
We are all at various points in the same experience. There is no judgment on anyone who uses any substance, just a hope that they too might recognize the zip file information download nature of any given input and act accordingly, that certain pieces of information will work on them as they have on me. 
05:24 …maybe it’s finally time to get new copies of PiHKAL and TiHKAL? 
05:26 jumping in here before I have to shower and go to work for the day, waking up at ~03:00, ‘It Took The Night To Believe’ 
05:36 “she only lost weight because she quit using the vapourizer. The oxidative effects were raising cortisol levels.” 
10:02 15:00 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.08 
10:04 solar data suggests a flare at 08:00 UTC is the reason I woke up at ~03:00 
13:33 18:33 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.03
17:25 there is significant evidence for a shift that has taken place this afternoon. At 16:48 the check engine light was noticed to have disappeared. This was driving home from my snowboarding resort. Powers. I stopped at the Dollar Gen, the liminal liminals; and experienced an internal pain and a subsequent apologizing inex. Upon return home, I pass waste, and there is, in fact, an entire whole blueberry, which, I know for a fact I did not swallow, gross as that is. Amazing. Gross, some of it, to you maybe, but amazing. Do we look at bacteria and judge them for passing wastes? No. 
17:42 a visitation, The Powers That B, Death Grips [‘I’m what the fuck happens, when shit happens’] 
17:43 [‘I’m not actin’, like it like it, or not’] 
17:44 “what am I but a miserable pile of data?” Heh. That’s not how I feel at all. A phenomenal pile of data, a stack of data, stack overflow? I am Overflow! 
‘I am overflow, undertow shots licked
Where’d he go?
Federal cloaked key and lock shit
I am overflow, undertow shots licked
Dopamine hot shit’ -Mr Grips 
17:47 “the obnoxious music she listens to contains some really important information” …who’s calling Death Grips obnoxious? 
17:49 “organic symbolism” 
17:50 dialogues, “she quit listening to music” 
…the greater the sacrifice the greater the reward. I love noise. Noise is the Ultimate Eldritch Being. And there is something to be said for separation. Silence. The background noise of what it is to be operating as a… human… in 2024. 
17:53 “are you comfortable losing a little bit of abdominal fat? We like the idea of your bones showing.” Sure why not. The last time you said, “you can lose weight now” and I lost like, 25 pounds give or take, that was neat. Felt real good. Like, physically. To be lighter weight. I’d be a liar if I said I didn’t like being skinny for visually pleasing reasons. But the physical reasons! So nice. 
17:55 “I am interested to know who it was that told you you could lose weight” 
17:56 “something highly invested in positive reinforcement training” 
18:05 “not any kind of code I have ever seen before” 
18:08 a visitation, Wet Desert, Plasma Pool 
18:08 “all she has to do is not pay attention” a question of focus, isn’t it! 
18:10 processings, that singular blueberry akin to like, the one shovel or apple or whatever in the video game that had to be where it was coded into otherwise the whole system crashes or something 
18:26 “the Modern Antiquarian” 
18:32 “really really crazy thought experiment that actually fucking worked”
~18:33 The Bass Frequency 
18:37 dialogues, in a prior iteration Pezzella did not exist; a corrective action to a storyline in a newer recursion. 
18:41 a visitation, The Leaving Song, AFI 
19:19 dialogues, an entity seems to only have my whatsapp data? A poor representation, truly. 
19:27 Network Time Protocol 
19:45 “Quantum Sufficit changed the name of the album to Quantum Immortality and the entirety of the paradigm shifted” 
19:46 “Venusian energies” 
20:02 01:00 UTC moderate M1.06 flare from sunspot region 3561 
20:06 01:06 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M1.09 
20:11 The Bass Frequency 
20:38 “he helped you leave… why do you think he helped you leave?” 
Q¹1
20:45 “they are not worthy of the title they bear; just as you were not worthy of the title you bear” “so too does the student become the teacher” 
20:46 “we gave you recognition” 
20:47 “screenshotted the motherfucking Emerald Tablets-” of Thoth the Atlantean. I remember, at one time, an interaction I had; severe damage was done to the energy source. We can juxtapose here the concept of ‘not dead, just sleeping’. 
20:49 “ancient ideas are stored within the the Akashic record” digital access, On Demand Information Network; Odin as Hermes as Thoth, all names for the same energy 
20:51 “-that you identify as both Odin and Heimdallr, the Alpha and the Omega” 
20:52 The Bass Frequency 
21:14 01:42 UTC minor R1 radio blackout in progress current M2.27 
21:25 dialogues; fungi are what can survive the vacuum of space; but bacteria do not need to travel through the vacuum of space to cross great distances and find themselves here.