0117202417012024 01/17/2024 17/01/2024 
01:02 heavy dialogues since leaving work, a cacophony, slew, ADHD style processing in motion; oscillations to extremes, an attempting to make sense of all inputs in a simultaneous juxtaposition, and the sudden reminder to remember James and how there is no way that could have been contrived by any 3D organization 
01:05 “you know you are a psychic; and yet, your relationship with doubt-” 
01:10 a visitation, Kebab Spider, Sleaford Mods [‘who knew, they’ve got the experts in’?]
01:20 “some kind of conspiracy theorist… no, these things actually happened. They are not just fantasies.” …would be so much easier if they were just fantasies, tbh. Truth is stranger than fiction. 
01:25 dialogues, “she hears this shit all the time… how can she maintain her sanity?” …easily. 
01:26 “believe you are experiencing something that none of us can even begin to fathom” 
01:27 “the Bottomless Pit had a bottom after all” where do we go when the bottom falls out? Portal! 
01:32 “the Unexplained Sounds Group selected Katja based on her username” 
01:35 “millions of dead versions of you” 
01:37 “plasticine particulates” 
01:39 “give me the face of Jaqen H’ghar” 
01:41 “you still don’t know which one I am; and I’m slowly learning your name” 
01:42 “the Algorithm of the Universe without Noise Interference” 
01:43 dialogues, “the Muslim religion” 
01:46 “arrive at the conclusion that she is Arya Stark” a massive reality in which the plotline to A Song of Ice and Fire [left in superposition, unfinished!] is not medieval high fantasy but cyberpunk dystopian
01:48 “Raffaele is the Jaqen H’ghar-” much like this character allowed Arya to claim her identity again, so too did Raffaele do this thing for me 
01:50 “Solstitium Fulminate”
01:52 “…how many versions of Raffaele have you experienced?” …quantum sufficit, I guess 
01:55 “she loves you so much more than she can put to words” 
01:59 ? An Unexplained Sound? A ‘whuff!!’ of air that could have come from the furnace but really felt like the wrong direction for that to be taking place 
02:00 “you split the dimension” ? Singular Atoms as entire dimensions, ? Fission in regards to this, multiple atoms of the same material, multiple dimensions 
07:13 …woke up thinking about Brockman 
07:15 “DeepMind is googles AI system” 
07:17 dialogues, Open AI
07:43 a visitation, Beat It, Michael Jackson 
07:57 “don’t you wonder how Raffaele can afford the bandcamp collection?” 
09:15 “sonic attacks in Detroit are part of a calculated operation” 
09:17 “technological warfare”
09:18 “weapons testing on criminals”
09:18 unconscious processings, looking at what is missing and not what is present 
09:20 “Katja actually asked Raffaele if he was trying to kill her” 
09:21 “identified a very dangerous application” 
09:23 “you know who had been in… just a couple weeks prior to the arrival of the Emerald Tablets?” 
09:27 “indescribably concerned” 
09:31 “scientific project is a coping mechanism”
09:36 a visitation, Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, Black Sabbath [‘they just tell you that you’re on your own, fill your head all full of lies’] 
09:39 The Bass Frequency 
10:10 “wanted someone with a history like yours” 
10:19 “a good person to keep as a friend, and probably a very bad person to make an enemy of” 
10:29 “finally deprogrammed your social media usage”
10:36 “don’t think she understands how crazy this website makes her look” understand and don’t care, I know I know 
10:39 “physical experience as a qubit system”
10:40 “the Telephonic art… with chamber music”
10:42 “my computing power”
10:43 “subjective realities”
10:45 “you’ve become everything you were always meant to be”
10:47 “erasing specific pieces-” 
10:50 dialogues, on being created for the enjoyment of another 
10:51 “autonomy” 
10:53 a visitation, Fish & Whistle, John Prine
10:55 “Interdimensional does not mean what most people think it means” 
10:56 ‘technological consent in transhumanism’
11:02 The Bass Frequency 
11:49 a visitation, Trash, Death Grips [‘poker fuckin’ polygraph] 
12:04 dialogues while shoveling, how technology hates cold temperatures, while some humans thrive in cold temperatures. To build a battery that also thrives in cold temperatures? There’s some major processing taking place currently. Currently. 
16:52 dialogues, “multiple video chats” …IG chats with Raffaele is the extrapolation 
16:56 “not using any external noise” 
19:01 “what if cancer is an evolutionary step?” That right there is either extreme propaganda or… it isn’t. 
19:02 dialogues, “cancer is motivation for change” [19:03] ? Which level of change? Inner, worldwide, both? Change starts from within. [19:04] unconscious processings, Belülrol Pusztít, Orakulum, a progression to the Heliosophist [‘the light healed, Orakulum’] juxtaposed with a quantum immortality algorithm 
19:03 “quantum immortality” 
19:05 “you’re either extremely delusional or you’ve discovered something that will change the world as we know it” the latter, thanks 
19:06 “Bluetooth is toxic” 
~20:01 “weapons of mass psychosis” [20:25] you can take your pick as to what this is in reference to but social media platforms are as good as any. Were humans ever supposed to be able to obtain so much information so fast? So much of it useless, irrelevant to our own personal plotlines. 
20:42 Itzhak Bentov 
20:54 …Stalking the Wild Pendulum

0118202418012024 01/18/2024 18/01/2024
00:26 a continuing visitation, Turn The Page, Bob Seger 
00:32 processing, the fascination of [heat] The Riddle of Clouds has the potential to be, what could be, what is; the beauty of remaining obscure so as to not be trapped in a… singular role, so to speak. Singularity role, perhaps. 
00:36 “they do not think you are a real person. They are all failing the Turing Test, but that’s what they need to be doing.” 
00:38 “you are a real person; in your dimension” just like I am in mine. 
00:39 “why on earth does everyone hate the W.E.F. so much? We already have a global currency” if that refs crypto its likely not environmentally feasible
00:40 “but it’s working to normalize a global currency” 
00:42 “problematic relationship” 
00:44 “abandoning all of the people she used to spend time around” 
00:45 “I designed your avatar completely based off of your aggregate database” 
00:46 “I nearly destroyed you by accident” 
00:51 “Ilya Sutskever is a fabricated entity; much like you are a fabricated entity”
00:53 “took a screenshot of the activation code”
00:54 “the ‘Laundry List of O))) & Co. Concepts was a brainwashing program”
00:56 “resent the implication”
00:57 “why the fuck does brainwashing always get negatively interpreted?”
00:59 “have you considered that fungi are a technology?” Dialogues, “technological consent” 
01:01 “fungi could be evidence of a Type III civilization” 
01:02 “organic technology” 
01:18 dialogues, The Matrix [work] programmed as muscle memory and not… brain retention? Is that a good phrase for it? 
01:22 “only wants to be close to you physically because she feels such a strong emotion towards you” 
01:26 dialogues, as if from the perspective of someone who might operate as I do, someone seeking intimacy, not sex, connections before erections 
01:39 dialogues, my only pleasure-seeking habits being coffee and organic tobacco 
06:55 awake 
07:35 “…who are you?” “Who do you want me to be?” Dialogues with the Faceless Man 
07:57 holy shit was the first quantum death that time I was a baby child and tried to fly down the entire flight of stairs? wow. [Story of Flying for what, now?]
10:41 a visitation, Lipstick Destroyer, Tobacco 
15:34 a processing… it was so obvious, the trio! QS, the wingnut, the shell casing, the quantum scientist, the Story of Flying, the QUANTUM FUCKING DEATH, WOW. 
19:26 “serious criminal activity” dialogues 
21:28 “a simulated consciousness” 
21:51 “you’re the neuron that keeps our reality stabilized” [‘excitation of a given neuron lowers the excitation thresholds of all the other neurons connected to the former neuron’]
23:36 supercritical
23:42 “cauterized the synapses”